Emmaa

第12章

Chapter05CHAPTERV

Inthisstateofschemes,andhopes,andconnivance,JuneopeneduponHartfield。ToHighburyingeneralitbroughtnomaterialchange。

TheEltonswerestilltalkingofavisitfromtheSucklings,andoftheusetobemadeoftheirbarouche-landau;andJaneFairfaxwasstillathergrandmother’s;andasthereturnoftheCampbellsfromIrelandwasagaindelayed,andAugust,insteadofMidsummer,fixedforit,shewaslikelytoremaintherefulltwomonthslonger,providedatleastshewereabletodefeatMrs。Elton’sactivityinherservice,andsaveherselffrombeinghurriedintoadelightfulsituationagainstherwill。

Mr。Knightley,who,forsomereasonbestknowntohimself,hadcertainlytakenanearlydisliketoFrankChurchill,wasonlygrowingtodislikehimmore。HebegantosuspecthimofsomedoubledealinginhispursuitofEmma。ThatEmmawashisobjectappearedindisputable。

Everythingdeclaredit;hisownattentions,hisfather’shints,hismother-in-law’sguardedsilence;itwasallinunison;

words,conduct,discretion,andindiscretion,toldthesamestory。

ButwhilesomanyweredevotinghimtoEmma,andEmmaherselfmakinghimovertoHarriet,Mr。KnightleybegantosuspecthimofsomeinclinationtotriflewithJaneFairfax。Hecouldnotunderstandit;butthereweresymptomsofintelligencebetweenthem——hethoughtsoatleast——

symptomsofadmirationonhisside,which,havingonceobserved,hecouldnotpersuadehimselftothinkentirelyvoidofmeaning,howeverhemightwishtoescapeanyofEmma’serrorsofimagination。

Shewasnotpresentwhenthesuspicionfirstarose。HewasdiningwiththeRandallsfamily,andJane,attheEltons’;andhehadseenalook,morethanasinglelook,atMissFairfax,which,fromtheadmirerofMissWoodhouse,seemedsomewhatoutofplace。

Whenhewasagainintheircompany,hecouldnothelprememberingwhathehadseen;norcouldheavoidobservationswhich,unlessitwerelikeCowperandhisfireattwilight,“MyselfcreatingwhatIsaw。”

broughthimyetstrongersuspicionoftherebeingasomethingofprivateliking,ofprivateunderstandingeven,betweenFrankChurchillandJane。

Hehadwalkeduponedayafterdinner,asheveryoftendid,tospendhiseveningatHartfield。EmmaandHarrietweregoingtowalk;hejoinedthem;and,onreturning,theyfellinwithalargerparty,who,likethemselves,judgeditwisesttotaketheirexerciseearly,astheweatherthreatenedrain;Mr。andMrs。Westonandtheirson,MissBatesandherniece,whohadaccidentallymet。

Theyallunited;and,onreachingHartfieldgates,Emma,whoknewitwasexactlythesortofvisitingthatwouldbewelcometoherfather,pressedthemalltogoinanddrinkteawithhim。TheRandallspartyagreedtoitimmediately;andafteraprettylongspeechfromMissBates,whichfewpersonslistenedto,shealsofounditpossibletoacceptdearMissWoodhouse’smostobliginginvitation。

Astheywereturningintothegrounds,Mr。Perrypassedbyonhorseback。

Thegentlemenspokeofhishorse。

“Bythebye。”saidFrankChurchilltoMrs。Westonpresently,“whatbecameofMr。Perry’splanofsettinguphiscarriage?“

Mrs。Westonlookedsurprized,andsaid,“Ididnotknowthatheeverhadanysuchplan。”

“Nay,Ihaditfromyou。Youwrotemewordofitthreemonthsago。”

“Me!impossible!“

“Indeedyoudid。Irememberitperfectly。Youmentioneditaswhatwascertainlytobeverysoon。Mrs。Perryhadtoldsomebody,andwasextremelyhappyaboutit。Itwasowingtoherpersuasion,asshethoughthisbeingoutinbadweatherdidhimagreatdealofharm。Youmustrememberitnow?“

“UponmywordIneverheardofittillthismoment。”

“Never!really,never!——Blessme!howcoulditbe?——ThenImusthavedreamtit——butIwascompletelypersuaded——MissSmith,youwalkasifyouweretired。Youwillnotbesorrytofindyourselfathome。”

“Whatisthis?——Whatisthis?“criedMr。Weston,“aboutPerryandacarriage?IsPerrygoingtosetuphiscarriage,Frank?

Iamgladhecanaffordit。Youhaditfromhimself,hadyou?“

“No,sir。”repliedhisson,laughing,“Iseemtohavehaditfromnobody——Veryodd!——IreallywaspersuadedofMrs。Weston’shavingmentioneditinoneofherletterstoEnscombe,manyweeksago,withalltheseparticulars——butasshedeclaressheneverheardasyllableofitbefore,ofcourseitmusthavebeenadream。

Iamagreatdreamer。IdreamofeverybodyatHighburywhenIamaway——

andwhenIhavegonethroughmyparticularfriends,thenIbegindreamingofMr。andMrs。Perry。”

“Itisoddthough。”observedhisfather,“thatyoushouldhavehadsucharegularconnecteddreamaboutpeoplewhomitwasnotverylikelyyoushouldbethinkingofatEnscombe。Perry’ssettinguphiscarriage!

andhiswife’spersuadinghimtoit,outofcareforhishealth——

justwhatwillhappen,Ihavenodoubt,sometimeorother;

onlyalittlepremature。Whatanairofprobabilitysometimesrunsthroughadream!Andatothers,whataheapofabsurditiesitis!Well,Frank,yourdreamcertainlyshewsthatHighburyisinyourthoughtswhenyouareabsent。Emma,youareagreatdreamer,Ithink?“

Emmawasoutofhearing。Shehadhurriedonbeforehergueststoprepareherfatherfortheirappearance,andwasbeyondthereachofMr。Weston’shint。

“Why,toownthetruth。”criedMissBates,whohadbeentryinginvaintobeheardthelasttwominutes,“ifImustspeakonthissubject,thereisnodenyingthatMr。FrankChurchillmighthave——Idonotmeantosaythathedidnotdreamit——IamsureIhavesometimestheoddestdreamsintheworld——butifIamquestionedaboutit,Imustacknowledgethattherewassuchanidealastspring;

forMrs。Perryherselfmentionedittomymother,andtheColesknewofitaswellasourselves——butitwasquiteasecret,knowntonobodyelse,andonlythoughtofaboutthreedays。

Mrs。Perrywasveryanxiousthatheshouldhaveacarriage,andcametomymotheringreatspiritsonemorningbecauseshethoughtshehadprevailed。Jane,don’tyouremembergrandmama’stellingusofitwhenwegothome?Iforgetwherewehadbeenwalkingto——

verylikelytoRandalls;yes,IthinkitwastoRandalls。

Mrs。Perrywasalwaysparticularlyfondofmymother——indeedIdonotknowwhoisnot——andshehadmentionedittoherinconfidence;

shehadnoobjectiontohertellingus,ofcourse,butitwasnottogobeyond:and,fromthatdaytothis,InevermentionedittoasoulthatIknowof。Atthesametime,Iwillnotpositivelyanswerformyhavingneverdroptahint,becauseIknowIdosometimespopoutathingbeforeIamaware。Iamatalker,youknow;Iamratheratalker;andnowandthenIhaveletathingescapemewhichIshouldnot。IamnotlikeJane;IwishIwere。

Iwillanswerforitsheneverbetrayedtheleastthingintheworld。

Whereisshe?——Oh!justbehind。PerfectlyrememberMrs。Perry’scoming——

Extraordinarydream,indeed!“

Theywereenteringthehall。Mr。Knightley’seyeshadprecededMissBates’sinaglanceatJane。FromFrankChurchill’sface,wherehethoughthesawconfusionsuppressedorlaughedaway,hehadinvoluntarilyturnedtohers;butshewasindeedbehind,andtoobusywithhershawl。Mr。Westonhadwalkedin。Thetwoothergentlemenwaitedatthedoortoletherpass。Mr。KnightleysuspectedinFrankChurchillthedeterminationofcatchinghereye——

heseemedwatchingherintently——invain,however,ifitwereso——

Janepassedbetweenthemintothehall,andlookedatneither。

Therewasnotimeforfartherremarkorexplanation。Thedreammustbebornewith,andMr。KnightleymusttakehisseatwiththerestroundthelargemoderncirculartablewhichEmmahadintroducedatHartfield,andwhichnonebutEmmacouldhavehadpowertoplacethereandpersuadeherfathertouse,insteadofthesmall-sizedPembroke,onwhichtwoofhisdailymealshad,forfortyyearsbeencrowded。

Teapassedpleasantly,andnobodyseemedinahurrytomove。

“MissWoodhouse。”saidFrankChurchill,afterexaminingatablebehindhim,whichhecouldreachashesat,“haveyournephewstakenawaytheiralphabets——theirboxofletters?Itusedtostandhere。

Whereisit?Thisisasortofdull-lookingevening,thatoughttobetreatedratheraswinterthansummer。Wehadgreatamusementwiththoselettersonemorning。Iwanttopuzzleyouagain。”

Emmawaspleasedwiththethought;andproducingthebox,thetablewasquicklyscatteredoverwithalphabets,whichnooneseemedsomuchdisposedtoemployastheirtwoselves。Theywererapidlyformingwordsforeachother,orforanybodyelsewhowouldbepuzzled。

ThequietnessofthegamemadeitparticularlyeligibleforMr。Woodhouse,whohadoftenbeendistressedbythemoreanimatedsort,whichMr。Westonhadoccasionallyintroduced,andwhonowsathappilyoccupiedinlamenting,withtendermelancholy,overthedepartureofthe“poorlittleboys。”orinfondlypointingout,ashetookupanystrayletternearhim,howbeautifullyEmmahadwrittenit。

FrankChurchillplacedawordbeforeMissFairfax。Shegaveaslightglanceroundthetable,andappliedherselftoit。

FrankwasnexttoEmma,Janeoppositetothem——andMr。Knightleysoplacedastoseethemall;anditwashisobjecttoseeasmuchashecould,withaslittleapparentobservation。Thewordwasdiscovered,andwithafaintsmilepushedaway。Ifmeanttobeimmediatelymixedwiththeothers,andburiedfromsight,sheshouldhavelookedonthetableinsteadoflookingjustacross,foritwasnotmixed;andHarriet,eageraftereveryfreshword,andfindingoutnone,directlytookitup,andfelltowork。

ShewassittingbyMr。Knightley,andturnedtohimforhelp。

Thewordwasblunder;andasHarrietexultinglyproclaimedit,therewasablushonJane’scheekwhichgaveitameaningnototherwiseostensible。Mr。Knightleyconnecteditwiththedream;

buthowitcouldallbe,wasbeyondhiscomprehension。

Howthedelicacy,thediscretionofhisfavouritecouldhavebeensolainasleep!Hefearedtheremustbesomedecidedinvolvement。

Disingenuousnessanddoubledealingseemedtomeethimateveryturn。

Theseletterswerebutthevehicleforgallantryandtrick。

Itwasachild’splay,chosentoconcealadeepergameonFrankChurchill’spart。

Withgreatindignationdidhecontinuetoobservehim;withgreatalarmanddistrust,toobservealsohistwoblindedcompanions。

HesawashortwordpreparedforEmma,andgiventoherwithalookslyanddemure。HesawthatEmmahadsoonmadeitout,andfoundithighlyentertaining,thoughitwassomethingwhichshejudgeditpropertoappeartocensure;forshesaid,“Nonsense!forshame!“

HeheardFrankChurchillnextsay,withaglancetowardsJane,“Iwillgiveittoher——shallI?“——andasclearlyheardEmmaopposingitwitheagerlaughingwarmth。“No,no,youmustnot;

youshallnot,indeed。”

Itwasdonehowever。Thisgallantyoungman,whoseemedtolovewithoutfeeling,andtorecommendhimselfwithoutcomplaisance,directlyhandedoverthewordtoMissFairfax,andwithaparticulardegreeofsedatecivilityentreatedhertostudyit。Mr。Knightley’sexcessivecuriositytoknowwhatthiswordmightbe,madehimseizeeverypossiblemomentfordartinghiseyetowardsit,anditwasnotlongbeforehesawittobeDixon。JaneFairfax’sperceptionseemedtoaccompanyhis;hercomprehensionwascertainlymoreequaltothecovertmeaning,thesuperiorintelligence,ofthosefiveletterssoarranged。Shewasevidentlydispleased;lookedup,andseeingherselfwatched,blushedmoredeeplythanhehadeverperceivedher,andsayingonly,“Ididnotknowthatpropernameswereallowed。”

pushedawaytheletterswithevenanangryspirit,andlookedresolvedtobeengagedbynootherwordthatcouldbeoffered。

Herfacewasavertedfromthosewhohadmadetheattack,andturnedtowardsheraunt。

“Aye,verytrue,mydear。”criedthelatter,thoughJanehadnotspokenaword——“Iwasjustgoingtosaythesamething。Itistimeforustobegoingindeed。Theeveningisclosingin,andgrandmamawillbelookingforus。Mydearsir,youaretooobliging。

Wereallymustwishyougoodnight。”

Jane’salertnessinmoving,provedherasreadyasheraunthadpreconceived。Shewasimmediatelyup,andwantingtoquitthetable;butsomanywerealsomoving,thatshecouldnotgetaway;

andMr。Knightleythoughthesawanothercollectionoflettersanxiouslypushedtowardsher,andresolutelysweptawaybyherunexamined。

Shewasafterwardslookingforhershawl——FrankChurchillwaslookingalso——itwasgrowingdusk,andtheroomwasinconfusion;

andhowtheyparted,Mr。Knightleycouldnottell。

HeremainedatHartfieldafteralltherest,histhoughtsfullofwhathehadseen;sofull,thatwhenthecandlescametoassisthisobservations,hemust——yes,hecertainlymust,asafriend——

ananxiousfriend——giveEmmasomehint,askhersomequestion。

Hecouldnotseeherinasituationofsuchdanger,withouttryingtopreserveher。Itwashisduty。

“Pray,Emma。”saidhe,“mayIaskinwhatlaythegreatamusement,thepoignantstingofthelastwordgiventoyouandMissFairfax?

Isawtheword,andamcurioustoknowhowitcouldbesoveryentertainingtotheone,andsoverydistressingtotheother。”

Emmawasextremelyconfused。Shecouldnotenduretogivehimthetrueexplanation;forthoughhersuspicionswerebynomeansremoved,shewasreallyashamedofhavingeverimpartedthem。

“Oh!“shecriedinevidentembarrassment,“itallmeantnothing;

amerejokeamongourselves。”

“Thejoke。”herepliedgravely,“seemedconfinedtoyouandMr。Churchill。”

Hehadhopedshewouldspeakagain,butshedidnot。Shewouldratherbusyherselfaboutanythingthanspeak。Hesatalittlewhileindoubt。Avarietyofevilscrossedhismind。Interference——

fruitlessinterference。Emma’sconfusion,andtheacknowledgedintimacy,seemedtodeclareheraffectionengaged。Yethewouldspeak。

Heowedittoher,toriskanythingthatmightbeinvolvedinanunwelcomeinterference,ratherthanherwelfare;toencounteranything,ratherthantheremembranceofneglectinsuchacause。

“MydearEmma。”saidheatlast,withearnestkindness,“doyouthinkyouperfectlyunderstandthedegreeofacquaintancebetweenthegentlemanandladywehavebeenspeakingof?“

“BetweenMr。FrankChurchillandMissFairfax?Oh!yes,perfectly——

Whydoyoumakeadoubtofit?“

“Haveyouneveratanytimehadreasontothinkthatheadmiredher,orthatsheadmiredhim?“

“Never,never!“shecriedwithamostopeneagerness——“Never,forthetwentiethpartofamoment,didsuchanideaoccurtome。

Andhowcoulditpossiblycomeintoyourhead?“

“IhavelatelyimaginedthatIsawsymptomsofattachmentbetweenthem——

certainexpressivelooks,whichIdidnotbelievemeanttobepublic。”

“Oh!youamusemeexcessively。Iamdelightedtofindthatyoucanvouchsafetoletyourimaginationwander——butitwillnotdo——

verysorrytocheckyouinyourfirstessay——butindeeditwillnotdo。Thereisnoadmirationbetweenthem,Idoassureyou;

andtheappearanceswhichhavecaughtyou,havearisenfromsomepeculiarcircumstances——feelingsratherofatotallydifferentnature——

itisimpossibleexactlytoexplain:——thereisagooddealofnonsenseinit——butthepartwhichiscapableofbeingcommunicated,whichissense,is,thattheyareasfarfromanyattachmentoradmirationforoneanother,asanytwobeingsintheworldcanbe。

Thatis,Ipresumeittobesoonherside,andIcananswerforitsbeingsoonhis。Iwillanswerforthegentleman’sindifference。”

Shespokewithaconfidencewhichstaggered,withasatisfactionwhichsilenced,Mr。Knightley。Shewasingayspirits,andwouldhaveprolongedtheconversation,wantingtoheartheparticularsofhissuspicions,everylookdescribed,andallthewheresandhowsofacircumstancewhichhighlyentertainedher:buthisgaietydidnotmeethers。Hefoundhecouldnotbeuseful,andhisfeelingsweretoomuchirritatedfortalking。Thathemightnotbeirritatedintoanabsolutefever,bythefirewhichMr。Woodhouse’stenderhabitsrequiredalmosteveryeveningthroughouttheyear,hesoonafterwardstookahastyleave,andwalkedhometothecoolnessandsolitudeofDonwellAbbey。

Chapter06CHAPTERVI

AfterbeinglongfedwithhopesofaspeedyvisitfromMr。andMrs。Suckling,theHighburyworldwereobligedtoendurethemortificationofhearingthattheycouldnotpossiblycometilltheautumn。

Nosuchimportationofnoveltiescouldenrichtheirintellectualstoresatpresent。Inthedailyinterchangeofnews,theymustbeagainrestrictedtotheothertopicswithwhichforawhiletheSucklings’

cominghadbeenunited,suchasthelastaccountsofMrs。Churchill,whosehealthseemedeverydaytosupplyadifferentreport,andthesituationofMrs。Weston,whosehappinessitwastobehopedmighteventuallybeasmuchincreasedbythearrivalofachild,asthatofallherneighbourswasbytheapproachofit。

Mrs。Eltonwasverymuchdisappointed。Itwasthedelayofagreatdealofpleasureandparade。Herintroductionsandrecommendationsmustallwait,andeveryprojectedpartybestillonlytalkedof。

Soshethoughtatfirst;——butalittleconsiderationconvincedherthateverythingneednotbeputoff。WhyshouldnottheyexploretoBoxHillthoughtheSucklingsdidnotcome?Theycouldgothereagainwiththemintheautumn。ItwassettledthattheyshouldgotoBoxHill。Thattherewastobesuchapartyhadbeenlonggenerallyknown:ithadevengiventheideaofanother。

EmmahadneverbeentoBoxHill;shewishedtoseewhateverybodyfoundsowellworthseeing,andsheandMr。Westonhadagreedtochusesomefinemorninganddrivethither。Twoorthreemoreofthechosenonlyweretobeadmittedtojointhem,anditwastobedoneinaquiet,unpretending,elegantway,infinitelysuperiortothebustleandpreparation,theregulareatinganddrinking,andpicnicparadeoftheEltonsandtheSucklings。

Thiswassoverywellunderstoodbetweenthem,thatEmmacouldnotbutfeelsomesurprise,andalittledispleasure,onhearingfromMr。WestonthathehadbeenproposingtoMrs。Elton,asherbrotherandsisterhadfailedher,thatthetwopartiesshouldunite,andgotogether;andthatasMrs。Eltonhadveryreadilyaccededtoit,soitwastobe,ifshehadnoobjection。Now,asherobjectionwasnothingbutherverygreatdislikeofMrs。Elton,ofwhichMr。Westonmustalreadybeperfectlyaware,itwasnotworthbringingforwardagain:——itcouldnotbedonewithoutareprooftohim,whichwouldbegivingpaintohiswife;andshefoundherselfthereforeobligedtoconsenttoanarrangementwhichshewouldhavedoneagreatdealtoavoid;anarrangementwhichwouldprobablyexposehereventothedegradationofbeingsaidtobeofMrs。Elton’sparty!Everyfeelingwasoffended;andtheforbearanceofheroutwardsubmissionleftaheavyarreardueofsecretseverityinherreflectionsontheunmanageablegoodwillofMr。Weston’stemper。

“IamgladyouapproveofwhatIhavedone。”saidheverycomfortably。

“ButIthoughtyouwould。Suchschemesasthesearenothingwithoutnumbers。Onecannothavetoolargeaparty。Alargepartysecuresitsownamusement。Andsheisagood-naturedwomanafterall。

Onecouldnotleaveherout。”

Emmadeniednoneofitaloud,andagreedtononeofitinprivate。

ItwasnowthemiddleofJune,andtheweatherfine;andMrs。Eltonwasgrowingimpatienttonametheday,andsettlewithMr。Westonastopigeon-piesandcoldlamb,whenalamecarriage-horsethreweverythingintosaduncertainty。Itmightbeweeks,itmightbeonlyafewdays,beforethehorsewereuseable;butnopreparationscouldbeventuredon,anditwasallmelancholystagnation。

Mrs。Elton’sresourceswereinadequatetosuchanattack。

“Isnotthismostvexations,Knightley?“shecried——“Andsuchweatherforexploring!——Thesedelaysanddisappointmentsarequiteodious。

Whatarewetodo?——Theyearwillwearawayatthisrate,andnothingdone。BeforethistimelastyearIassureyouwehadhadadelightfulexploringpartyfromMapleGrovetoKingsWeston。”

“YouhadbetterexploretoDonwell。”repliedMr。Knightley。

“Thatmaybedonewithouthorses。Come,andeatmystrawberries。

Theyareripeningfast。”

IfMr。Knightleydidnotbeginseriously,hewasobligedtoproceedso,forhisproposalwascaughtatwithdelight;andthe“Oh!Ishouldlikeitofallthings。”wasnotplainerinwordsthanmanner。

Donwellwasfamousforitsstrawberry-beds,whichseemedapleafortheinvitation:butnopleawasnecessary;cabbage-bedswouldhavebeenenoughtotemptthelady,whoonlywantedtobegoingsomewhere。

Shepromisedhimagainandagaintocome——muchoftenerthanhedoubted——andwasextremelygratifiedbysuchaproofofintimacy,suchadistinguishingcomplimentasshechosetoconsiderit。

“Youmaydependuponme。”saidshe。“Icertainlywillcome。

Nameyourday,andIwillcome。YouwillallowmetobringJaneFairfax?“

“Icannotnameaday。”saidhe,“tillIhavespokentosomeotherswhomIwouldwishtomeetyou。”

“Oh!leaveallthattome。Onlygivemeacarte-blanche——IamLadyPatroness,youknow。Itismyparty。Iwillbringfriendswithme。”

“IhopeyouwillbringElton。”saidhe:“butIwillnottroubleyoutogiveanyotherinvitations。”

“Oh!nowyouarelookingverysly。Butconsider——youneednotbeafraidofdelegatingpowertome。Iamnoyoungladyonherpreferment。

Marriedwomen,youknow,maybesafelyauthorised。Itismyparty。

Leaveitalltome。Iwillinviteyourguests。”

“No。”——hecalmlyreplied,——“thereisbutonemarriedwomanintheworldwhomIcaneverallowtoinvitewhatguestsshepleasestoDonwell,andthatoneis——“

“——Mrs。Weston,Isuppose。”interruptedMrs。Elton,rathermortified。

“No——Mrs。Knightley;——andtillsheisinbeing,Iwillmanagesuchmattersmyself。”

“Ah!youareanoddcreature!“shecried,satisfiedtohavenoonepreferredtoherself——“Youareahumourist,andmaysaywhatyoulike。Quiteahumourist。Well,IshallbringJanewithme——

Janeandheraunt——TherestIleavetoyou。IhavenoobjectionsatalltomeetingtheHartfieldfamily。Don’tscruple。I

knowyouareattachedtothem。”

“YoucertainlywillmeetthemifIcanprevail;andIshallcallonMissBatesinmywayhome。”

“That’squiteunnecessary;IseeJaneeveryday:——butasyoulike。

Itistobeamorningscheme,youknow,Knightley;quiteasimplething。

Ishallwearalargebonnet,andbringoneofmylittlebasketshangingonmyarm。Here,——probablythisbasketwithpinkribbon。

Nothingcanbemoresimple,yousee。AndJanewillhavesuchanother。

Thereistobenoformorparade——asortofgipsyparty。Wearetowalkaboutyourgardens,andgatherthestrawberriesourselves,andsitundertrees;——andwhateverelseyoumayliketoprovide,itistobealloutofdoors——atablespreadintheshade,youknow。

Everythingasnaturalandsimpleaspossible。Isnotthatyouridea?“

“Notquite。Myideaofthesimpleandthenaturalwillbetohavethetablespreadinthedining-room。Thenatureandthesimplicityofgentlemenandladies,withtheirservantsandfurniture,Ithinkisbestobservedbymealswithindoors。Whenyouaretiredofeatingstrawberriesinthegarden,thereshallbecoldmeatinthehouse。”

“Well——asyouplease;onlydon’thaveagreatsetout。And,bythebye,canIormyhousekeeperbeofanyusetoyouwithouropinion?——

Praybesincere,Knightley。IfyouwishmetotalktoMrs。Hodges,ortoinspectanything——“

“Ihavenottheleastwishforit,Ithankyou。”

“Well——butifanydifficultiesshouldarise,myhousekeeperisextremelyclever。”

“Iwillanswerforit,thatminethinksherselffullasclever,andwouldspurnanybody’sassistance。”

“Iwishwehadadonkey。Thethingwouldbeforusalltocomeondonkeys,Jane,MissBates,andme——andmycarosposowalkingby。

Ireallymusttalktohimaboutpurchasingadonkey。InacountrylifeIconceiveittobeasortofnecessary;for,letawomanhaveeversomanyresources,itisnotpossibleforhertobealwaysshutupathome;——andverylongwalks,youknow——insummerthereisdust,andinwinterthereisdirt。”

“Youwillnotfindeither,betweenDonwellandHighbury。

DonwellLaneisneverdusty,andnowitisperfectlydry。Comeonadonkey,however,ifyoupreferit。YoucanborrowMrs。Cole’s。

Iwouldwisheverythingtobeasmuchtoyourtasteaspossible。”

“ThatIamsureyouwould。IndeedIdoyoujustice,mygoodfriend。

Underthatpeculiarsortofdry,bluntmanner,Iknowyouhavethewarmestheart。AsItellMr。E。,youareathoroughhumourist——

Yes,believeme,Knightley,Iamfullysensibleofyourattentiontomeinthewholeofthisscheme。Youhavehitupontheverythingtopleaseme。”

Mr。Knightleyhadanotherreasonforavoidingatableintheshade。

HewishedtopersuadeMr。Woodhouse,aswellasEmma,tojointheparty;

andheknewthattohaveanyofthemsittingdownoutofdoorstoeatwouldinevitablymakehimill。Mr。Woodhousemustnot,underthespeciouspretenceofamorningdrive,andanhourortwospentatDonwell,betemptedawaytohismisery。

Hewasinvitedongoodfaith。Nolurkinghorrorsweretoupbraidhimforhiseasycredulity。Hedidconsent。HehadnotbeenatDonwellfortwoyears。“Someveryfinemorning,he,andEmma,andHarriet,couldgoverywell;andhecouldsitstillwithMrs。Weston,whilethedeargirlswalkedaboutthegardens。

Hedidnotsupposetheycouldbedampnow,inthemiddleoftheday。Heshouldliketoseetheoldhouseagainexceedingly,andshouldbeveryhappytomeetMr。andMrs。Elton,andanyotherofhisneighbours——Hecouldnotseeanyobjectionatalltohis,andEmma’s,andHarriet’sgoingtheresomeveryfinemorning。

HethoughtitverywelldoneofMr。Knightleytoinvitethem——

verykindandsensible——muchclevererthandiningout——Hewasnotfondofdiningout。”

Mr。Knightleywasfortunateineverybody’smostreadyconcurrence。

Theinvitationwaseverywheresowellreceived,thatitseemedasif,likeMrs。Elton,theywerealltakingtheschemeasaparticularcomplimenttothemselves——EmmaandHarrietprofessedveryhighexpectationsofpleasurefromit;andMr。Weston,unasked,promisedtogetFrankovertojointhem,ifpossible;aproofofapprobationandgratitudewhichcouldhavebeendispensedwith——

Mr。Knightleywasthenobligedtosaythatheshouldbegladtoseehim;andMr。Westonengagedtolosenotimeinwriting,andsparenoargumentstoinducehimtocome。

Inthemeanwhilethelamehorserecoveredsofast,thatthepartytoBoxHillwasagainunderhappyconsideration;andatlastDonwellwassettledforoneday,andBoxHillforthenext,——theweatherappearingexactlyright。

Underabrightmid-daysun,atalmostMidsummer,Mr。Woodhousewassafelyconveyedinhiscarriage,withonewindowdown,topartakeofthisal-frescoparty;andinoneofthemostcomfortableroomsintheAbbey,especiallypreparedforhimbyafireallthemorning,hewashappilyplaced,quiteathisease,readytotalkwithpleasureofwhathadbeenachieved,andadviseeverybodytocomeandsitdown,andnottoheatthemselves——

Mrs。Weston,whoseemedtohavewalkedthereonpurposetobetired,andsitallthetimewithhim,remained,whenalltheotherswereinvitedorpersuadedout,hispatientlistenerandsympathiser。

ItwassolongsinceEmmahadbeenattheAbbey,thatassoonasshewassatisfiedofherfather’scomfort,shewasgladtoleavehim,andlookaroundher;eagertorefreshandcorrecthermemorywithmoreparticularobservation,moreexactunderstandingofahouseandgroundswhichmusteverbesointerestingtoherandallherfamily。

Shefeltallthehonestprideandcomplacencywhichheralliancewiththepresentandfutureproprietorcouldfairlywarrant,assheviewedtherespectablesizeandstyleofthebuilding,itssuitable,becoming,characteristicsituation,lowandsheltered——

itsamplegardensstretchingdowntomeadowswashedbyastream,ofwhichtheAbbey,withalltheoldneglectofprospect,hadscarcelyasight——anditsabundanceoftimberinrowsandavenues,whichneitherfashionnorextravagancehadrootedup——ThehousewaslargerthanHartfield,andtotallyunlikeit,coveringagooddealofground,ramblingandirregular,withmanycomfortable,andoneortwohandsomerooms——Itwasjustwhatitoughttobe,anditlookedwhatitwas——andEmmafeltanincreasingrespectforit,astheresidenceofafamilyofsuchtruegentility,untaintedinbloodandunderstanding——SomefaultsoftemperJohnKnightleyhad;butIsabellahadconnectedherselfunexceptionably。

Shehadgiventhemneithermen,nornames,norplaces,thatcouldraiseablush。Thesewerepleasantfeelings,andshewalkedaboutandindulgedthemtillitwasnecessarytodoastheothersdid,andcollectroundthestrawberry-beds——Thewholepartywereassembled,exceptingFrankChurchill,whowasexpectedeverymomentfromRichmond;

andMrs。Elton,inallherapparatusofhappiness,herlargebonnetandherbasket,wasveryreadytoleadthewayingathering,accepting,ortalking——strawberries,andonlystrawberries,couldnowbethoughtorspokenof——“ThebestfruitinEngland——

everybody’sfavourite——alwayswholesome——Thesethefinestbedsandfinestsorts——Delightfultogatherforone’sself——theonlywayofreallyenjoyingthem——Morningdecidedlythebesttime——nevertired——

everysortgood——hautboyinfinitelysuperior——nocomparison——

theothershardlyeatable——hautboysveryscarce——Chilipreferred——

whitewoodfinestflavourofall——priceofstrawberriesinLondon——

abundanceaboutBristol——MapleGrove——cultivation——bedswhentoberenewed——gardenersthinkingexactlydifferent——nogeneralrule——

gardenersnevertobeputoutoftheirway——deliciousfruit——

onlytoorichtobeeatenmuchof——inferiortocherries——

currantsmorerefreshing——onlyobjectiontogatheringstrawberriesthestooping——glaringsun——tiredtodeath——couldbearitnolonger——

mustgoandsitintheshade。”

Such,forhalfanhour,wastheconversation——interruptedonlyoncebyMrs。Weston,whocameout,inhersolicitudeafterherson-in-law,toinquireifhewerecome——andshewasalittleuneasy——

Shehadsomefearsofhishorse。

Seatstolerablyintheshadewerefound;andnowEmmawasobligedtooverhearwhatMrs。EltonandJaneFairfaxweretalkingof——

Asituation,amostdesirablesituation,wasinquestion。Mrs。

Eltonhadreceivednoticeofitthatmorning,andwasinraptures。

ItwasnotwithMrs。Suckling,itwasnotwithMrs。Bragge,butinfelicityandsplendouritfellshortonlyofthem:itwaswithacousinofMrs。Bragge,anacquaintanceofMrs。Suckling,aladyknownatMapleGrove。Delightful,charming,superior,firstcircles,spheres,lines,ranks,everything——andMrs。Eltonwaswildtohavetheofferclosedwithimmediately——Onherside,allwaswarmth,energy,andtriumph——andshepositivelyrefusedtotakeherfriend’snegative,thoughMissFairfaxcontinuedtoassureherthatshewouldnotatpresentengageinanything,repeatingthesamemotiveswhichshehadbeenheardtourgebefore——

StillMrs。Eltoninsistedonbeingauthorisedtowriteanacquiescencebythemorrow’spost——HowJanecouldbearitatall,wasastonishingtoEmma——Shedidlookvexed,shedidspeakpointedly——andatlast,withadecisionofactionunusualtoher,proposedaremoval——

“Shouldnottheywalk?WouldnotMr。Knightleyshewthemthegardens——

allthegardens?——Shewishedtoseethewholeextent。”——Thepertinacityofherfriendseemedmorethanshecouldbear。

Itwashot;andafterwalkingsometimeoverthegardensinascattered,dispersedway,scarcelyanythreetogether,theyinsensiblyfollowedoneanothertothedeliciousshadeofabroadshortavenueoflimes,whichstretchingbeyondthegardenatanequaldistancefromtheriver,seemedthefinishofthepleasuregrounds——

Itledtonothing;nothingbutaviewattheendoveralowstonewallwithhighpillars,whichseemedintended,intheirerection,togivetheappearanceofanapproachtothehouse,whichneverhadbeenthere。Disputable,however,asmightbethetasteofsuchatermination,itwasinitselfacharmingwalk,andtheviewwhichcloseditextremelypretty——Theconsiderableslope,atnearlythefootofwhichtheAbbeystood,graduallyacquiredasteeperformbeyonditsgrounds;andathalfamiledistantwasabankofconsiderableabruptnessandgrandeur,wellclothedwithwood;——

andatthebottomofthisbank,favourablyplacedandsheltered,rosetheAbbeyMillFarm,withmeadowsinfront,andtherivermakingacloseandhandsomecurvearoundit。

Itwasasweetview——sweettotheeyeandthemind。Englishverdure,Englishculture,Englishcomfort,seenunderasunbright,withoutbeingoppressive。

InthiswalkEmmaandMr。Westonfoundalltheothersassembled;

andtowardsthisviewsheimmediatelyperceivedMr。KnightleyandHarrietdistinctfromtherest,quietlyleadingtheway。

Mr。KnightleyandHarriet!——Itwasanoddtete-a-tete;butshewasgladtoseeit——Therehadbeenatimewhenhewouldhavescornedherasacompanion,andturnedfromherwithlittleceremony。

Nowtheyseemedinpleasantconversation。TherehadbeenatimealsowhenEmmawouldhavebeensorrytoseeHarrietinaspotsofavourablefortheAbbeyMillFarm;butnowshefeareditnot。

Itmightbesafelyviewedwithallitsappendagesofprosperityandbeauty,itsrichpastures,spreadingflocks,orchardinblossom,andlightcolumnofsmokeascending——Shejoinedthematthewall,andfoundthemmoreengagedintalkingthaninlookingaround。

HewasgivingHarrietinformationastomodesofagriculture,etc。

andEmmareceivedasmilewhichseemedtosay,“Thesearemyownconcerns。Ihavearighttotalkonsuchsubjects,withoutbeingsuspectedofintroducingRobertMartin。”——Shedidnotsuspecthim。

Itwastoooldastory——RobertMartinhadprobablyceasedtothinkofHarriet——Theytookafewturnstogetheralongthewalk——Theshadewasmostrefreshing,andEmmafounditthepleasantestpartoftheday。

Thenextremovewastothehouse;theymustallgoinandeat;——

andtheywereallseatedandbusy,andstillFrankChurchilldidnotcome。Mrs。Westonlooked,andlookedinvain。Hisfatherwouldnotownhimselfuneasy,andlaughedatherfears;butshecouldnotbecuredofwishingthathewouldpartwithhisblackmare。

Hehadexpressedhimselfastocoming,withmorethancommoncertainty。

“Hisauntwassomuchbetter,thathehadnotadoubtofgettingovertothem。”——Mrs。Churchill’sstate,however,asmanywerereadytoremindher,wasliabletosuchsuddenvariationasmightdisappointhernephewinthemostreasonabledependence——andMrs。Westonwasatlastpersuadedtobelieve,ortosay,thatitmustbebysomeattackofMrs。Churchillthathewaspreventedcoming——

EmmalookedatHarrietwhilethepointwasunderconsideration;

shebehavedverywell,andbetrayednoemotion。

Thecoldrepastwasover,andthepartyweretogooutoncemoretoseewhathadnotyetbeenseen,theoldAbbeyfish-ponds;

perhapsgetasfarastheclover,whichwastobebeguncuttingonthemorrow,or,atanyrate,havethepleasureofbeinghot,andgrowingcoolagain——Mr。Woodhouse,whohadalreadytakenhislittleroundinthehighestpartofthegardens,wherenodampsfromtheriverwereimaginedevenbyhim,stirrednomore;

andhisdaughterresolvedtoremainwithhim,thatMrs。Westonmightbepersuadedawaybyherhusbandtotheexerciseandvarietywhichherspiritsseemedtoneed。

Mr。KnightleyhaddoneallinhispowerforMr。Woodhouse’sentertainment。Booksofengravings,drawersofmedals,cameos,corals,shells,andeveryotherfamilycollectionwithinhiscabinets,hadbeenpreparedforhisoldfriend,towhileawaythemorning;

andthekindnesshadperfectlyanswered。Mr。Woodhousehadbeenexceedinglywellamused。Mrs。Westonhadbeenshewingthemalltohim,andnowhewouldshewthemalltoEmma;——fortunateinhavingnootherresemblancetoachild,thaninatotalwantoftasteforwhathesaw,forhewasslow,constant,andmethodical——Beforethissecondlookingoverwasbegun,however,Emmawalkedintothehallforthesakeofafewmoments’freeobservationoftheentranceandground-plotofthehouse——andwashardlythere,whenJaneFairfaxappeared,comingquicklyinfromthegarden,andwithalookofescape——

LittleexpectingtomeetMissWoodhousesosoon,therewasastartatfirst;butMissWoodhousewastheverypersonshewasinquestof。

“Willyoubesokind。”saidshe,“whenIammissed,astosaythatIamgonehome?——Iamgoingthismoment——Myauntisnotawarehowlateitis,norhowlongwehavebeenabsent——butIamsureweshallbewanted,andIamdeterminedtogodirectly——Ihavesaidnothingaboutittoanybody。Itwouldonlybegivingtroubleanddistress。Somearegonetotheponds,andsometothelimewalk。

TilltheyallcomeinIshallnotbemissed;andwhentheydo,willyouhavethegoodnesstosaythatIamgone?“

“Certainly,ifyouwishit;——butyouarenotgoingtowalktoHighburyalone?“

“Yes——whatshouldhurtme?——Iwalkfast。Ishallbeathomeintwentyminutes。”

“Butitistoofar,indeeditis,tobewalkingquitealone。

Letmyfather’sservantgowithyou——Letmeorderthecarriage。

Itcanberoundinfiveminutes。”

“Thankyou,thankyou——butonnoaccount——Iwouldratherwalk——

Andformetobeafraidofwalkingalone!——I,whomaysosoonhavetoguardothers!“

Shespokewithgreatagitation;andEmmaveryfeelinglyreplied,“Thatcanbenoreasonforyourbeingexposedtodangernow。

Imustorderthecarriage。Theheatevenwouldbedanger——Youarefatiguedalready。”

“Iam。”——sheanswered——“Iamfatigued;butitisnotthesortoffatigue——quickwalkingwillrefreshme——MissWoodhouse,weallknowattimeswhatitistobeweariedinspirits。Mine,Iconfess,areexhausted。Thegreatestkindnessyoucanshewme,willbetoletmehavemyownway,andonlysaythatIamgonewhenitisnecessary。”

Emmahadnotanotherwordtooppose。Shesawitall;andenteringintoherfeelings,promotedherquittingthehouseimmediately,andwatchedhersafelyoffwiththezealofafriend。Herpartinglookwasgrateful——andherpartingwords,“Oh!MissWoodhouse,thecomfortofbeingsometimesalone!“——seemedtoburstfromanoverchargedheart,andtodescribesomewhatofthecontinualendurancetobepractisedbyher,eventowardssomeofthosewholovedherbest。

“Suchahome,indeed!suchanaunt!“saidEmma,assheturnedbackintothehallagain。“Idopityyou。Andthemoresensibilityyoubetrayoftheirjusthorrors,themoreIshalllikeyou。”

Janehadnotbeengoneaquarterofanhour,andtheyhadonlyaccomplishedsomeviewsofSt。Mark’sPlace,Venice,whenFrankChurchillenteredtheroom。Emmahadnotbeenthinkingofhim,shehadforgottentothinkofhim——butshewasverygladtoseehim。

Mrs。Westonwouldbeatease。Theblackmarewasblameless;

theywererightwhohadnamedMrs。Churchillasthecause。

Hehadbeendetainedbyatemporaryincreaseofillnessinher;

anervousseizure,whichhadlastedsomehours——andhehadquitegivenupeverythoughtofcoming,tillverylate;——andhadheknownhowhotarideheshouldhave,andhowlate,withallhishurry,hemustbe,hebelievedheshouldnothavecomeatall。Theheatwasexcessive;

hehadneversufferedanythinglikeit——almostwishedhehadstaidathome——nothingkilledhimlikeheat——hecouldbearanydegreeofcold,etc。,butheatwasintolerable——andhesatdown,atthegreatestpossibledistancefromtheslightremainsofMr。Woodhouse’sfire,lookingverydeplorable。

“Youwillsoonbecooler,ifyousitstill。”saidEmma。

“AssoonasIamcoolerIshallgobackagain。Icouldveryillbespared——butsuchapointhadbeenmadeofmycoming!

YouwillallbegoingsoonIsuppose;thewholepartybreakingup。

ImetoneasIcame——Madnessinsuchweather!——absolutemadness!“

Emmalistened,andlooked,andsoonperceivedthatFrankChurchill’sstatemightbebestdefinedbytheexpressivephraseofbeingoutofhumour。Somepeoplewerealwayscrosswhentheywerehot。

Suchmightbehisconstitution;andassheknewthateatinganddrinkingwereoftenthecureofsuchincidentalcomplaints,sherecommendedhistakingsomerefreshment;hewouldfindabundanceofeverythinginthedining-room——andshehumanelypointedoutthedoor。

“No——heshouldnoteat。Hewasnothungry;itwouldonlymakehimhotter。”Intwominutes,however,herelentedinhisownfavour;

andmutteringsomethingaboutspruce-beer,walkedoff。Emmareturnedallherattentiontoherfather,sayinginsecret——

“IamgladIhavedonebeinginlovewithhim。Ishouldnotlikeamanwhoissosoondiscomposedbyahotmorning。Harriet’ssweeteasytemperwillnotmindit。”

Hewasgonelongenoughtohavehadaverycomfortablemeal,andcamebackallthebetter——grownquitecool——and,withgoodmanners,likehimself——abletodrawachairclosetothem,takeaninterestintheiremployment;andregret,inareasonableway,thatheshouldbesolate。Hewasnotinhisbestspirits,butseemedtryingtoimprovethem;and,atlast,madehimselftalknonsenseveryagreeably。TheywerelookingoverviewsinSwisserland。

“Assoonasmyauntgetswell,Ishallgoabroad。”saidhe。

“IshallneverbeeasytillIhaveseensomeoftheseplaces。

Youwillhavemysketches,sometimeorother,tolookat——ormytourtoread——ormypoem。Ishalldosomethingtoexposemyself。”

“Thatmaybe——butnotbysketchesinSwisserland。YouwillnevergotoSwisserland。YouruncleandauntwillneverallowyoutoleaveEngland。”

“Theymaybeinducedtogotoo。Awarmclimatemaybeprescribedforher。Ihavemorethanhalfanexpectationofourallgoingabroad。

IassureyouIhave。Ifeelastrongpersuasion,thismorning,thatIshallsoonbeabroad。Ioughttotravel。Iamtiredofdoingnothing。Iwantachange。Iamserious,MissWoodhouse,whateveryourpenetratingeyesmayfancy——IamsickofEngland——

andwouldleaveitto-morrow,ifIcould。”

“Youaresickofprosperityandindulgence。Cannotyouinventafewhardshipsforyourself,andbecontentedtostay?“

“Isickofprosperityandindulgence!Youarequitemistaken。

Idonotlookuponmyselfaseitherprosperousorindulged。I

amthwartedineverythingmaterial。Idonotconsidermyselfatallafortunateperson。”

“Youarenotquitesomiserable,though,aswhenyoufirstcame。

Goandeatanddrinkalittlemore,andyouwilldoverywell。

Anothersliceofcoldmeat,anotherdraughtofMadeiraandwater,willmakeyounearlyonaparwiththerestofus。”

“No——Ishallnotstir。Ishallsitbyyou。Youaremybestcure。”

“WearegoingtoBoxHillto-morrow;——youwilljoinus。

ItisnotSwisserland,butitwillbesomethingforayoungmansomuchinwantofachange。Youwillstay,andgowithus?“

“No,certainlynot;Ishallgohomeinthecooloftheevening。”

“Butyoumaycomeagaininthecoolofto-morrowmorning。”

“No——Itwillnotbeworthwhile。IfIcome,Ishallbecross。”

“ThenpraystayatRichmond。”

“ButifIdo,Ishallbecrosserstill。Icanneverbeartothinkofyoualltherewithoutme。”

“Thesearedifficultieswhichyoumustsettleforyourself。

Chuseyourowndegreeofcrossness。Ishallpressyounomore。”

Therestofthepartywerenowreturning,andallweresooncollected。

WithsometherewasgreatjoyatthesightofFrankChurchill;

otherstookitverycomposedly;buttherewasaverygeneraldistressanddisturbanceonMissFairfax’sdisappearancebeingexplained。

Thatitwastimeforeverybodytogo,concludedthesubject;andwithashortfinalarrangementforthenextday’sscheme,theyparted。

FrankChurchill’slittleinclinationtoexcludehimselfincreasedsomuch,thathislastwordstoEmmawere,“Well;——ifyouwishmetostayandjointheparty,Iwill。”

Shesmiledheracceptance;andnothinglessthanasummonsfromRichmondwastotakehimbackbeforethefollowingevening。

Chapter07CHAPTERVII

TheyhadaveryfinedayforBoxHill;andalltheotheroutwardcircumstancesofarrangement,accommodation,andpunctuality,wereinfavourofapleasantparty。Mr。Westondirectedthewhole,officiatingsafelybetweenHartfieldandtheVicarage,andeverybodywasingoodtime。EmmaandHarrietwenttogether;MissBatesandherniece,withtheEltons;thegentlemenonhorseback。

Mrs。WestonremainedwithMr。Woodhouse。Nothingwaswantingbuttobehappywhentheygotthere。Sevenmilesweretravelledinexpectationofenjoyment,andeverybodyhadaburstofadmirationonfirstarriving;butinthegeneralamountofthedaytherewasdeficiency。Therewasalanguor,awantofspirits,awantofunion,whichcouldnotbegotover。Theyseparatedtoomuchintoparties。

TheEltonswalkedtogether;Mr。KnightleytookchargeofMissBatesandJane;andEmmaandHarrietbelongedtoFrankChurchill。

AndMr。Westontried,invain,tomakethemharmonisebetter。

Itseemedatfirstanaccidentaldivision,butitnevermateriallyvaried。

Mr。andMrs。Elton,indeed,shewednounwillingnesstomix,andbeasagreeableastheycould;butduringthetwowholehoursthatwerespentonthehill,thereseemedaprincipleofseparation,betweentheotherparties,toostrongforanyfineprospects,oranycoldcollation,oranycheerfulMr。Weston,toremove。

AtfirstitwasdownrightdulnesstoEmma。ShehadneverseenFrankChurchillsosilentandstupid。Hesaidnothingworthhearing——

lookedwithoutseeing——admiredwithoutintelligence——listenedwithoutknowingwhatshesaid。Whilehewassodull,itwasnowonderthatHarrietshouldbedulllikewise;andtheywerebothinsufferable。

Whentheyallsatdownitwasbetter;tohertasteagreatdealbetter,forFrankChurchillgrewtalkativeandgay,makingherhisfirstobject。

Everydistinguishingattentionthatcouldbepaid,waspaidtoher。

Toamuseher,andbeagreeableinhereyes,seemedallthathecaredfor——andEmma,gladtobeenlivened,notsorrytobeflattered,wasgayandeasytoo,andgavehimallthefriendlyencouragement,theadmissiontobegallant,whichshehadevergiveninthefirstandmostanimatingperiodoftheiracquaintance;butwhichnow,inherownestimation,meantnothing,thoughinthejudgmentofmostpeoplelookingonitmusthavehadsuchanappearanceasnoEnglishwordbutflirtationcouldverywelldescribe。“Mr。FrankChurchillandMissWoodhouseflirtedtogetherexcessively。”Theywerelayingthemselvesopentothatveryphrase——andtohavingitsentoffinalettertoMapleGrovebyonelady,toIrelandbyanother。

NotthatEmmawasgayandthoughtlessfromanyrealfelicity;

itwasratherbecauseshefeltlesshappythanshehadexpected。

Shelaughedbecauseshewasdisappointed;andthoughshelikedhimforhisattentions,andthoughtthemall,whetherinfriendship,admiration,orplayfulness,extremelyjudicious,theywerenotwinningbackherheart。Shestillintendedhimforherfriend。

“HowmuchIamobligedtoyou。”saidhe,“fortellingmetocometo-day!——

Ifithadnotbeenforyou,Ishouldcertainlyhavelostallthehappinessofthisparty。Ihadquitedeterminedtogoawayagain。”

“Yes,youwereverycross;andIdonotknowwhatabout,exceptthatyouweretoolateforthebeststrawberries。

Iwasakinderfriendthanyoudeserved。Butyouwerehumble。

Youbeggedhardtobecommandedtocome。”

“Don’tsayIwascross。Iwasfatigued。Theheatovercameme。”

“Itishotterto-day。”

“Nottomyfeelings。Iamperfectlycomfortableto-day。”

“Youarecomfortablebecauseyouareundercommand。”

“Yourcommand?——Yes。”

“PerhapsIintendedyoutosayso,butImeantself-command。Youhad,somehoworother,brokenboundsyesterday,andrunawayfromyourownmanagement;butto-dayyouaregotbackagain——andasIcannotbealwayswithyou,itisbesttobelieveyourtemperunderyourowncommandratherthanmine。”

“Itcomestothesamething。Icanhavenoself-commandwithoutamotive。Youorderme,whetheryouspeakornot。Andyoucanbealwayswithme。Youarealwayswithme。”

“Datingfromthreeo’clockyesterday。Myperpetualinfluencecouldnotbeginearlier,oryouwouldnothavebeensomuchoutofhumourbefore。”

“Threeo’clockyesterday!Thatisyourdate。IthoughtI

hadseenyoufirstinFebruary。”

“Yourgallantryisreallyunanswerable。But(loweringhervoice)——

nobodyspeaksexceptourselves,anditisrathertoomuchtobetalkingnonsensefortheentertainmentofsevensilentpeople。”

“IsaynothingofwhichIamashamed。”repliedhe,withlivelyimpudence。

“IsawyoufirstinFebruary。LeteverybodyontheHillhearmeiftheycan。LetmyaccentsswelltoMicklehamononeside,andDorkingontheother。IsawyoufirstinFebruary。”Andthenwhispering——

“Ourcompanionsareexcessivelystupid。Whatshallwedotorousethem?

Anynonsensewillserve。Theyshalltalk。Ladiesandgentlemen,IamorderedbyMissWoodhouse(who,whereversheis,presides)

tosay,thatshedesirestoknowwhatyouareallthinkingof?“

Somelaughed,andansweredgood-humouredly。MissBatessaidagreatdeal;

Mrs。EltonswelledattheideaofMissWoodhouse’spresiding;

Mr。Knightley’sanswerwasthemostdistinct。

“IsMissWoodhousesurethatshewouldliketohearwhatweareallthinkingof?“

“Oh!no,no“——criedEmma,laughingascarelesslyasshecould——

“Uponnoaccountintheworld。ItistheverylastthingI

wouldstandthebruntofjustnow。Letmehearanythingratherthanwhatyouareallthinkingof。Iwillnotsayquiteall。

Thereareoneortwo,perhaps,(glancingatMr。WestonandHarriet,)

whosethoughtsImightnotbeafraidofknowing。”

“Itisasortofthing。”criedMrs。Eltonemphatically,“whichIshouldnothavethoughtmyselfprivilegedtoinquireinto。Though,perhaps,astheChaperonoftheparty——

Ineverwasinanycircle——exploringparties——youngladies——marriedwomen——“

Hermutteringswerechieflytoherhusband;andhemurmured,inreply,“Verytrue,mylove,verytrue。Exactlyso,indeed——quiteunheardof——

butsomeladiessayanything。Betterpassitoffasajoke。

Everybodyknowswhatisduetoyou。”

“Itwillnotdo。”whisperedFranktoEmma;“theyaremostofthemaffronted。Iwillattackthemwithmoreaddress。

Ladiesandgentlemen——IamorderedbyMissWoodhousetosay,thatshewaivesherrightofknowingexactlywhatyoumayallbethinkingof,andonlyrequiressomethingveryentertainingfromeachofyou,inageneralway。Herearesevenofyou,besidesmyself,(who,sheispleasedtosay,amveryentertainingalready,)andsheonlydemandsfromeachofyoueitheronethingveryclever,beitproseorverse,originalorrepeated——ortwothingsmoderatelyclever——

orthreethingsverydullindeed,andsheengagestolaughheartilyatthemall。”

“Oh!verywell。”exclaimedMissBates,“thenIneednotbeuneasy。

`Threethingsverydullindeed。’Thatwilljustdoforme,youknow。

IshallbesuretosaythreedullthingsassoonaseverIopenmymouth,shan’tI?(lookingroundwiththemostgood-humoureddependenceoneverybody’sassent)——DonotyouallthinkIshall?“

Emmacouldnotresist。

“Ah!ma’am,buttheremaybeadifficulty。Pardonme——butyouwillbelimitedastonumber——onlythreeatonce。”

MissBates,deceivedbythemockceremonyofhermanner,didnotimmediatelycatchhermeaning;but,whenitburstonher,itcouldnotanger,thoughaslightblushshewedthatitcouldpainher。

“Ah!——well——tobesure。Yes,Iseewhatshemeans,(turningtoMr。Knightley,)andIwilltrytoholdmytongue。Imustmakemyselfverydisagreeable,orshewouldnothavesaidsuchathingtoanoldfriend。”

“Ilikeyourplan。”criedMr。Weston。“Agreed,agreed。I

willdomybest。Iammakingaconundrum。Howwillaconundrumreckon?“

“Low,Iamafraid,sir,verylow。”answeredhisson;——“butweshallbeindulgent——especiallytoanyonewholeadstheway。”

“No,no。”saidEmma,“itwillnotreckonlow。AconundrumofMr。Weston’sshallclearhimandhisnextneighbour。Come,sir,prayletmehearit。”

“Idoubtitsbeingveryclevermyself。”saidMr。Weston。

“Itistoomuchamatteroffact,buthereitis——Whattwolettersofthealphabetarethere,thatexpressperfection?“

“Whattwoletters!——expressperfection!IamsureIdonotknow。”

“Ah!youwillneverguess。You,(toEmma),Iamcertain,willneverguess——Iwilltellyou——M。andA——Em-ma——Doyouunderstand?“

Understandingandgratificationcametogether。Itmightbeaveryindifferentpieceofwit,butEmmafoundagreatdealtolaughatandenjoyinit——andsodidFrankandHarriet——Itdidnotseemtotouchtherestofthepartyequally;somelookedverystupidaboutit,andMr。Knightleygravelysaid,“Thisexplainsthesortofcleverthingthatiswanted,andMr。Westonhasdoneverywellforhimself;buthemusthaveknockedupeverybodyelse。Perfectionshouldnothavecomequitesosoon。”

“Oh!formyself,IprotestImustbeexcused。”saidMrs。Elton;

“Ireallycannotattempt——Iamnotatallfondofthesortofthing。

Ihadanacrosticoncesenttomeuponmyownname,whichIwasnotatallpleasedwith。Iknewwhoitcamefrom。Anabominablepuppy!——

YouknowwhoImean(noddingtoherhusband)。ThesekindofthingsareverywellatChristmas,whenoneissittingroundthefire;

butquiteoutofplace,inmyopinion,whenoneisexploringaboutthecountryinsummer。MissWoodhousemustexcuseme。

Iamnotoneofthosewhohavewittythingsateverybody’sservice。

Idonotpretendtobeawit。Ihaveagreatdealofvivacityinmyownway,butIreallymustbeallowedtojudgewhentospeakandwhentoholdmytongue。Passus,ifyouplease,Mr。Churchill。

PassMr。E。,Knightley,Jane,andmyself。Wehavenothingclevertosay——

notoneofus。

“Yes,yes,praypassme。”addedherhusband,withasortofsneeringconsciousness;“IhavenothingtosaythatcanentertainMissWoodhouse,oranyotheryounglady。Anoldmarriedman——

quitegoodfornothing。Shallwewalk,Augusta?“

“Withallmyheart。Iamreallytiredofexploringsolongononespot。Come,Jane,takemyotherarm。”

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