Emmaa

第7章

Chapter06CHAPTERVI

ThenextmorningbroughtMr。FrankChurchillagain。HecamewithMrs。Weston,towhomandtoHighburyheseemedtotakeverycordially。

Hehadbeensittingwithher,itappeared,mostcompanionablyathome,tillherusualhourofexercise;andonbeingdesiredtochusetheirwalk,immediatelyfixedonHighbury——“Hedidnotdoubttherebeingverypleasantwalksineverydirection,butiflefttohim,heshouldalwayschusethesame。Highbury,thatairy,cheerful,happy-lookingHighbury,wouldbehisconstantattraction。”——

Highbury,withMrs。Weston,stoodforHartfield;andshetrustedtoitsbearingthesameconstructionwithhim。Theywalkedthitherdirectly。

Emmahadhardlyexpectedthem:forMr。Weston,whohadcalledinforhalfaminute,inordertohearthathissonwasveryhandsome,knewnothingoftheirplans;anditwasanagreeablesurprizetoher,therefore,toperceivethemwalkinguptothehousetogether,arminarm。Shewaswantingtoseehimagain,andespeciallytoseehimincompanywithMrs。Weston,uponhisbehaviourtowhomheropinionofhimwastodepend。Ifheweredeficientthere,nothingshouldmakeamendsforit。Butonseeingthemtogether,shebecameperfectlysatisfied。Itwasnotmerelyinfinewordsorhyperbolicalcomplimentthathepaidhisduty;nothingcouldbemoreproperorpleasingthanhiswholemannertoher——nothingcouldmoreagreeablydenotehiswishofconsideringherasafriendandsecuringheraffection。AndtherewastimeenoughforEmmatoformareasonablejudgment,astheirvisitincludedalltherestofthemorning。

Theywereallthreewalkingabouttogetherforanhourortwo——

firstroundtheshrubberiesofHartfield,andafterwardsinHighbury。

Hewasdelightedwitheverything;admiredHartfieldsufficientlyforMr。Woodhouse’sear;andwhentheirgoingfartherwasresolvedon,confessedhiswishtobemadeacquaintedwiththewholevillage,andfoundmatterofcommendationandinterestmuchoftenerthanEmmacouldhavesupposed。

Someoftheobjectsofhiscuriosityspokeveryamiablefeelings。

Hebeggedtobeshewnthehousewhichhisfatherhadlivedinsolong,andwhichhadbeenthehomeofhisfather’sfather;andonrecollectingthatanoldwomanwhohadnursedhimwasstillliving,walkedinquestofhercottagefromoneendofthestreettotheother;andthoughinsomepointsofpursuitorobservationtherewasnopositivemerit,theyshewed,altogether,agood-willtowardsHighburyingeneral,whichmustbeverylikeamerittothosehewaswith。

Emmawatchedanddecided,thatwithsuchfeelingsaswerenowshewn,itcouldnotbefairlysupposedthathehadbeenevervoluntarilyabsentinghimself;thathehadnotbeenactingapart,ormakingaparadeofinsincereprofessions;andthatMr。Knightleycertainlyhadnotdonehimjustice。

TheirfirstpausewasattheCrownInn,aninconsiderablehouse,thoughtheprincipaloneofthesort,whereacoupleofpairofpost-horseswerekept,morefortheconvenienceoftheneighbourhoodthanfromanyrunontheroad;andhiscompanionshadnotexpectedtobedetainedbyanyinterestexcitedthere;butinpassingittheygavethehistoryofthelargeroomvisiblyadded;ithadbeenbuiltmanyyearsagoforaball-room,andwhiletheneighbourhoodhadbeeninaparticularlypopulous,dancingstate,hadbeenoccasionallyusedassuch;——butsuchbrilliantdayshadlongpassedaway,andnowthehighestpurposeforwhichitwaseverwantedwastoaccommodateawhistclubestablishedamongthegentlemenandhalf-gentlemenoftheplace。

Hewasimmediatelyinterested。Itscharacterasaball-roomcaughthim;

andinsteadofpassingon,hestoptforseveralminutesatthetwosuperiorsashedwindowswhichwereopen,tolookinandcontemplateitscapabilities,andlamentthatitsoriginalpurposeshouldhaveceased。Hesawnofaultintheroom,hewouldacknowledgenonewhichtheysuggested。No,itwaslongenough,broadenough,handsomeenough。Itwouldholdtheverynumberforcomfort。

Theyoughttohaveballsthereatleasteveryfortnightthroughthewinter。WhyhadnotMissWoodhouserevivedtheformergoodolddaysoftheroom?——ShewhocoulddoanythinginHighbury!

Thewantofproperfamiliesintheplace,andtheconvictionthatnonebeyondtheplaceanditsimmediateenvironscouldbetemptedtoattend,werementioned;buthewasnotsatisfied。

Hecouldnotbepersuadedthatsomanygood-lookinghousesashesawaroundhim,couldnotfurnishnumbersenoughforsuchameeting;

andevenwhenparticularsweregivenandfamiliesdescribed,hewasstillunwillingtoadmitthattheinconvenienceofsuchamixturewouldbeanything,orthattherewouldbethesmallestdifficultyineverybody’sreturningintotheirproperplacethenextmorning。

Hearguedlikeayoungmanverymuchbentondancing;andEmmawasrathersurprizedtoseetheconstitutionoftheWestonprevailsodecidedlyagainstthehabitsoftheChurchills。Heseemedtohaveallthelifeandspirit,cheerfulfeelings,andsocialinclinationsofhisfather,andnothingoftheprideorreserveofEnscombe。

Ofpride,indeed,therewas,perhaps,scarcelyenough;hisindifferencetoaconfusionofrank,borderedtoomuchonineleganceofmind。

Hecouldbenojudge,however,oftheevilhewasholdingcheap。

Itwasbutaneffusionoflivelyspirits。

AtlasthewaspersuadedtomoveonfromthefrontoftheCrown;

andbeingnowalmostfacingthehousewheretheBateseslodged,Emmarecollectedhisintendedvisitthedaybefore,andaskedhimifhehadpaidit。

“Yes,oh!yes“——hereplied;“Iwasjustgoingtomentionit。

Averysuccessfulvisit:——Isawallthethreeladies;andfeltverymuchobligedtoyouforyourpreparatoryhint。Ifthetalkingaunthadtakenmequitebysurprize,itmusthavebeenthedeathofme。

Asitwas,Iwasonlybetrayedintopayingamostunreasonablevisit。

Tenminuteswouldhavebeenallthatwasnecessary,perhapsallthatwasproper;andIhadtoldmyfatherIshouldcertainlybeathomebeforehim——buttherewasnogettingaway,nopause;and,tomyutterastonishment,Ifound,whenhe(findingmenowhereelse)

joinedmethereatlast,thatIhadbeenactuallysittingwiththemverynearlythree-quartersofanhour。Thegoodladyhadnotgivenmethepossibilityofescapebefore。”

“AndhowdidyouthinkMissFairfaxlooking?“

“Ill,veryill——thatis,ifayoungladycaneverbeallowedtolookill。

Buttheexpressionishardlyadmissible,Mrs。Weston,isit?

Ladiescanneverlookill。And,seriously,MissFairfaxisnaturallysopale,asalmostalwaystogivetheappearanceofillhealth——

Amostdeplorablewantofcomplexion。”

Emmawouldnotagreetothis,andbeganawarmdefenceofMissFairfax’scomplexion。“Itwascertainlyneverbrilliant,butshewouldnotallowittohaveasicklyhueingeneral;andtherewasasoftnessanddelicacyinherskinwhichgavepeculiarelegancetothecharacterofherface。”Helistenedwithallduedeference;

acknowledgedthathehadheardmanypeoplesaythesame——butyethemustconfess,thattohimnothingcouldmakeamendsforthewantofthefineglowofhealth。Wherefeatureswereindifferent,afinecomplexiongavebeautytothemall;andwheretheyweregood,theeffectwas——fortunatelyheneednotattempttodescribewhattheeffectwas。

“Well。”saidEmma,“thereisnodisputingabouttaste——Atleastyouadmireherexcepthercomplexion。”

Heshookhisheadandlaughed——“IcannotseparateMissFairfaxandhercomplexion。”

“DidyouseeheroftenatWeymouth?Wereyouofteninthesamesociety?“

AtthismomenttheywereapproachingFord’s,andhehastilyexclaimed,“Ha!thismustbetheveryshopthateverybodyattendseverydayoftheirlives,asmyfatherinformsme。HecomestoHighburyhimself,hesays,sixdaysoutoftheseven,andhasalwaysbusinessatFord’s。

Ifitbenotinconvenienttoyou,prayletusgoin,thatImayprovemyselftobelongtotheplace,tobeatruecitizenofHighbury。

ImustbuysomethingatFord’s。Itwillbetakingoutmyfreedom——

Idaresaytheysellgloves。”

“Oh!yes,glovesandeverything。Idoadmireyourpatriotism。

YouwillbeadoredinHighbury。Youwereverypopularbeforeyoucame,becauseyouwereMr。Weston’sson——butlayouthalfaguineaatFord’s,andyourpopularitywillstanduponyourownvirtues。”

Theywentin;andwhilethesleek,well-tiedparcelsof“Men’sBeavers“

and“YorkTan“werebringingdownanddisplayingonthecounter,hesaid——“ButIbegyourpardon,MissWoodhouse,youwerespeakingtome,youweresayingsomethingattheverymomentofthisburstofmyamorpatriae。Donotletmeloseit。Iassureyoutheutmoststretchofpublicfamewouldnotmakemeamendsforthelossofanyhappinessinprivatelife。”

“Imerelyasked,whetheryouhadknownmuchofMissFairfaxandherpartyatWeymouth。”

“AndnowthatIunderstandyourquestion,Imustpronounceittobeaveryunfairone。Itisalwaysthelady’srighttodecideonthedegreeofacquaintance。MissFairfaxmustalreadyhavegivenheraccount——

Ishallnotcommitmyselfbyclaimingmorethanshemaychusetoallow。”

“Uponmyword!youanswerasdiscreetlyasshecoulddoherself。

Butheraccountofeverythingleavessomuchtobeguessed,sheissoveryreserved,soveryunwillingtogivetheleastinformationaboutanybody,thatIreallythinkyoumaysaywhatyoulikeofyouracquaintancewithher。”

“MayI,indeed?——ThenIwillspeakthetruth,andnothingsuitsmesowell。ImetherfrequentlyatWeymouth。IhadknowntheCampbellsalittleintown;andatWeymouthwewereverymuchinthesameset。

ColonelCampbellisaveryagreeableman,andMrs。Campbellafriendly,warm-heartedwoman。Ilikethemall。”

“YouknowMissFairfax’ssituationinlife,Iconclude;whatsheisdestinedtobe?“

“Yes——(ratherhesitatingly)——IbelieveIdo。”

“Yougetupondelicatesubjects,Emma。”saidMrs。Westonsmiling;

“rememberthatIamhere——Mr。FrankChurchillhardlyknowswhattosaywhenyouspeakofMissFairfax’ssituationinlife。

Iwillmovealittlefartheroff。”

“Icertainlydoforgettothinkofher。”saidEmma,“ashavingeverbeenanythingbutmyfriendandmydearestfriend。”

Helookedasifhefullyunderstoodandhonouredsuchasentiment。

Whenthegloveswerebought,andtheyhadquittedtheshopagain,“Didyoueverheartheyoungladywewerespeakingof,play?“

saidFrankChurchill。

“Everhearher!“repeatedEmma。“YouforgethowmuchshebelongstoHighbury。Ihaveheardhereveryyearofourlivessincewebothbegan。Sheplayscharmingly。”

“Youthinkso,doyou?——Iwantedtheopinionofsomeonewhocouldreallyjudge。Sheappearedtometoplaywell,thatis,withconsiderabletaste,butIknownothingofthemattermyself——

Iamexcessivelyfondofmusic,butwithoutthesmallestskillorrightofjudgingofanybody’sperformance——Ihavebeenusedtohearher’sadmired;andIrememberoneproofofherbeingthoughttoplaywell:——aman,averymusicalman,andinlovewithanotherwoman——engagedtoher——onthepointofmarriage——

wouldyetneveraskthatotherwomantositdowntotheinstrument,iftheladyinquestioncouldsitdowninstead——neverseemedtoliketohearoneifhecouldheartheother。That,Ithought,inamanofknownmusicaltalent,wassomeproof。”

“Proofindeed!“saidEmma,highlyamused——“Mr。Dixonisverymusical,ishe?Weshallknowmoreaboutthemall,inhalfanhour,fromyou,thanMissFairfaxwouldhavevouchsafedinhalfayear。”

“Yes,Mr。DixonandMissCampbellwerethepersons;andIthoughtitaverystrongproof。”

“Certainly——verystrongitwas;toownthetruth,agreatdealstrongerthan,ifIhadbeenMissCampbell,wouldhavebeenatallagreeabletome。Icouldnotexcuseaman’shavingmoremusicthanlove——moreearthaneye——amoreacutesensibilitytofinesoundsthantomyfeelings。HowdidMissCampbellappeartolikeit?“

“Itwasherveryparticularfriend,youknow。”

“Poorcomfort!“saidEmma,laughing。“Onewouldratherhaveastrangerpreferredthanone’sveryparticularfriend——withastrangeritmightnotrecuragain——butthemiseryofhavingaveryparticularfriendalwaysathand,todoeverythingbetterthanonedoesoneself!——

PoorMrs。Dixon!Well,IamgladsheisgonetosettleinIreland。”

“Youareright。ItwasnotveryflatteringtoMissCampbell;

butshereallydidnotseemtofeelit。”

“Somuchthebetter——orsomuchtheworse:——Idonotknowwhich。

Butbeitsweetnessorbeitstupidityinher——quicknessoffriendship,ordulnessoffeeling——therewasoneperson,Ithink,whomusthavefeltit:MissFairfaxherself。Shemusthavefelttheimproperanddangerousdistinction。”

“Astothat——Idonot——“

“Oh!donotimaginethatIexpectanaccountofMissFairfax’ssensationsfromyou,orfromanybodyelse。Theyareknowntonohumanbeing,Iguess,butherself。ButifshecontinuedtoplaywhenevershewasaskedbyMr。Dixon,onemayguesswhatonechuses。”

“Thereappearedsuchaperfectlygoodunderstandingamongthemall——“

hebeganratherquickly,butcheckinghimself,added,“however,itisimpossibleformetosayonwhattermstheyreallywere——

howitmightallbebehindthescenes。Icanonlysaythattherewassmoothnessoutwardly。Butyou,whohaveknownMissFairfaxfromachild,mustbeabetterjudgeofhercharacter,andofhowsheislikelytoconductherselfincriticalsituations,thanIcanbe。”

“Ihaveknownherfromachild,undoubtedly;wehavebeenchildrenandwomentogether;anditisnaturaltosupposethatweshouldbeintimate,——thatweshouldhavetakentoeachotherwhenevershevisitedherfriends。Butweneverdid。Ihardlyknowhowithashappened;alittle,perhaps,fromthatwickednessonmysidewhichwaspronetotakedisgusttowardsagirlsoidolizedandsocriedupasshealwayswas,byherauntandgrandmother,andalltheirset。Andthen,herreserve——Inevercouldattachmyselftoanyonesocompletelyreserved。”

“Itisamostrepulsivequality,indeed。”saidhe。“Oftentimesveryconvenient,nodoubt,butneverpleasing。Thereissafetyinreserve,butnoattraction。Onecannotloveareservedperson。”

“Nottillthereserveceasestowardsoneself;andthentheattractionmaybethegreater。ButImustbemoreinwantofafriend,oranagreeablecompanion,thanIhaveyetbeen,totakethetroubleofconqueringanybody’sreservetoprocureone。

IntimacybetweenMissFairfaxandmeisquiteoutofthequestion。

Ihavenoreasontothinkillofher——nottheleast——exceptthatsuchextremeandperpetualcautiousnessofwordandmanner,suchadreadofgivingadistinctideaaboutanybody,isapttosuggestsuspicionsoftherebeingsomethingtoconceal。”

Heperfectlyagreedwithher:andafterwalkingtogethersolong,andthinkingsomuchalike,Emmafeltherselfsowellacquaintedwithhim,thatshecouldhardlybelieveittobeonlytheirsecondmeeting。

Hewasnotexactlywhatshehadexpected;lessofthemanoftheworldinsomeofhisnotions,lessofthespoiledchildoffortune,thereforebetterthanshehadexpected。Hisideasseemedmoremoderate——

hisfeelingswarmer。ShewasparticularlystruckbyhismannerofconsideringMr。Elton’shouse,which,aswellasthechurch,hewouldgoandlookat,andwouldnotjointheminfindingmuchfaultwith。No,hecouldnotbelieveitabadhouse;notsuchahouseasamanwastobepitiedforhaving。Ifitweretobesharedwiththewomanheloved,hecouldnotthinkanymantobepitiedforhavingthathouse。Theremustbeampleroominitforeveryrealcomfort。

Themanmustbeablockheadwhowantedmore。

Mrs。Westonlaughed,andsaidhedidnotknowwhathewastalkingabout。

Usedonlytoalargehousehimself,andwithouteverthinkinghowmanyadvantagesandaccommodationswereattachedtoitssize,hecouldbenojudgeoftheprivationsinevitablybelongingtoasmallone。

ButEmma,inherownmind,determinedthathedidknowwhathewastalkingabout,andthatheshewedaveryamiableinclinationtosettleearlyinlife,andtomarry,fromworthymotives。

Hemightnotbeawareoftheinroadsondomesticpeacetobeoccasionedbynohousekeeper’sroom,orabadbutler’spantry,butnodoubthedidperfectlyfeelthatEnscombecouldnotmakehimhappy,andthatwheneverhewereattached,hewouldwillinglygiveupmuchofwealthtobeallowedanearlyestablishment。

Chapter07CHAPTERVII

Emma’sverygoodopinionofFrankChurchillwasalittleshakenthefollowingday,byhearingthathewasgoneofftoLondon,merelytohavehishaircut。Asuddenfreakseemedtohaveseizedhimatbreakfast,andhehadsentforachaiseandsetoff,intendingtoreturntodinner,butwithnomoreimportantviewthatappearedthanhavinghishaircut。Therewascertainlynoharminhistravellingsixteenmilestwiceoveronsuchanerrand;buttherewasanairoffopperyandnonsenseinitwhichshecouldnotapprove。Itdidnotaccordwiththerationalityofplan,themoderationinexpense,oreventheunselfishwarmthofheart,whichshehadbelievedherselftodiscerninhimyesterday。Vanity,extravagance,loveofchange,restlessnessoftemper,whichmustbedoingsomething,goodorbad;

heedlessnessastothepleasureofhisfatherandMrs。Weston,indifferentastohowhisconductmightappearingeneral;hebecameliabletoallthesecharges。Hisfatheronlycalledhimacoxcomb,andthoughtitaverygoodstory;butthatMrs。Westondidnotlikeit,wasclearenough,byherpassingitoverasquicklyaspossible,andmakingnoothercommentthanthat“allyoungpeoplewouldhavetheirlittlewhims。”

Withtheexceptionofthislittleblot,Emmafoundthathisvisithithertohadgivenherfriendonlygoodideasofhim。Mrs。Westonwasveryreadytosayhowattentiveandpleasantacompanionhemadehimself——howmuchshesawtolikeinhisdispositionaltogether。

Heappearedtohaveaveryopentemper——certainlyaverycheerfulandlivelyone;shecouldobservenothingwronginhisnotions,agreatdealdecidedlyright;hespokeofhisunclewithwarmregard,wasfondoftalkingofhim——saidhewouldbethebestmanintheworldifhewerelefttohimself;andthoughtherewasnobeingattachedtotheaunt,heacknowledgedherkindnesswithgratitude,andseemedtomeanalwaystospeakofherwithrespect。

Thiswasallverypromising;and,butforsuchanunfortunatefancyforhavinghishaircut,therewasnothingtodenotehimunworthyofthedistinguishedhonourwhichherimaginationhadgivenhim;

thehonour,ifnotofbeingreallyinlovewithher,ofbeingatleastverynearit,andsavedonlybyherownindifference——

(forstillherresolutionheldofnevermarrying)——thehonour,inshort,ofbeingmarkedoutforherbyalltheirjointacquaintance。

Mr。Weston,onhisside,addedavirtuetotheaccountwhichmusthavesomeweight。HegavehertounderstandthatFrankadmiredherextremely——thoughtherverybeautifulandverycharming;

andwithsomuchtobesaidforhimaltogether,shefoundshemustnotjudgehimharshly。AsMrs。Westonobserved,“allyoungpeoplewouldhavetheirlittlewhims。”

TherewasonepersonamonghisnewacquaintanceinSurry,notsolenientlydisposed。Ingeneralhewasjudged,throughouttheparishesofDonwellandHighbury,withgreatcandour;liberalallowancesweremadeforthelittleexcessesofsuchahandsomeyoungman——

onewhosmiledsooftenandbowedsowell;buttherewasonespiritamongthemnottobesoftened,fromitspowerofcensure,bybowsorsmiles——Mr。Knightley。ThecircumstancewastoldhimatHartfield;

forthemoment,hewassilent;butEmmaheardhimalmostimmediatelyafterwardssaytohimself,overanewspaperheheldinhishand,“Hum!justthetrifling,sillyfellowItookhimfor。”Shehadhalfamindtoresent;butaninstant’sobservationconvincedherthatitwasreallysaidonlytorelievehisownfeelings,andnotmeanttoprovoke;andthereforesheletitpass。

Althoughinoneinstancethebearersofnotgoodtidings,Mr。andMrs。Weston’svisitthismorningwasinanotherrespectparticularlyopportune。SomethingoccurredwhiletheywereatHartfield,tomakeEmmawanttheiradvice;and,whichwasstillmorelucky,shewantedexactlytheadvicetheygave。

Thiswastheoccurrence:——TheColeshadbeensettledsomeyearsinHighbury,andwereverygoodsortofpeople——friendly,liberal,andunpretending;but,ontheotherhand,theywereofloworigin,intrade,andonlymoderatelygenteel。Ontheirfirstcomingintothecountry,theyhadlivedinproportiontotheirincome,quietly,keepinglittlecompany,andthatlittleunexpensively;butthelastyearortwohadbroughtthemaconsiderableincreaseofmeans——

thehouseintownhadyieldedgreaterprofits,andfortuneingeneralhadsmiledonthem。Withtheirwealth,theirviewsincreased;

theirwantofalargerhouse,theirinclinationformorecompany。

Theyaddedtotheirhouse,totheirnumberofservants,totheirexpensesofeverysort;andbythistimewere,infortuneandstyleofliving,secondonlytothefamilyatHartfield。

Theirloveofsociety,andtheirnewdining-room,preparedeverybodyfortheirkeepingdinner-company;andafewparties,chieflyamongthesinglemen,hadalreadytakenplace。TheregularandbestfamiliesEmmacouldhardlysupposetheywouldpresumetoinvite——

neitherDonwell,norHartfield,norRandalls。Nothingshouldtempthertogo,iftheydid;andsheregrettedthatherfather’sknownhabitswouldbegivingherrefusallessmeaningthanshecouldwish。TheColeswereveryrespectableintheirway,buttheyoughttobetaughtthatitwasnotforthemtoarrangethetermsonwhichthesuperiorfamilieswouldvisitthem。Thislesson,sheverymuchfeared,theywouldreceiveonlyfromherself;

shehadlittlehopeofMr。Knightley,noneofMr。Weston。

Butshehadmadeuphermindhowtomeetthispresumptionsomanyweeksbeforeitappeared,thatwhentheinsultcameatlast,itfoundherverydifferentlyaffected。DonwellandRandallshadreceivedtheirinvitation,andnonehadcomeforherfatherandherself;andMrs。Weston’saccountingforitwith“Isupposetheywillnottakethelibertywithyou;theyknowyoudonotdineout。”wasnotquitesufficient。Shefeltthatsheshouldliketohavehadthepowerofrefusal;andafterwards,astheideaofthepartytobeassembledthere,consistingpreciselyofthosewhosesocietywasdearesttoher,occurredagainandagain,shedidnotknowthatshemightnothavebeentemptedtoaccept。

Harrietwastobethereintheevening,andtheBateses。TheyhadbeenspeakingofitastheywalkedaboutHighburythedaybefore,andFrankChurchillhadmostearnestlylamentedherabsence。

Mightnottheeveningendinadance?hadbeenaquestionofhis。

Thebarepossibilityofitactedasafartherirritationonherspirits;

andherbeingleftinsolitarygrandeur,evensupposingtheomissiontobeintendedasacompliment,wasbutpoorcomfort。

ItwasthearrivalofthisveryinvitationwhiletheWestonswereatHartfield,whichmadetheirpresencesoacceptable;forthoughherfirstremark,onreadingit,wasthat“ofcourseitmustbedeclined。”

shesoverysoonproceededtoaskthemwhattheyadvisedhertodo,thattheiradviceforhergoingwasmostpromptandsuccessful。

Sheownedthat,consideringeverything,shewasnotabsolutelywithoutinclinationfortheparty。TheColesexpressedthemselvessoproperly——therewassomuchrealattentioninthemannerofit——

somuchconsiderationforherfather。“Theywouldhavesolicitedthehonourearlier,buthadbeenwaitingthearrivalofafolding-screenfromLondon,whichtheyhopedmightkeepMr。Woodhousefromanydraughtofair,andthereforeinducehimthemorereadilytogivethemthehonourofhiscompany。“Uponthewhole,shewasverypersuadable;

anditbeingbrieflysettledamongthemselveshowitmightbedonewithoutneglectinghiscomfort——howcertainlyMrs。Goddard,ifnotMrs。Bates,mightbedependedonforbearinghimcompany——

Mr。Woodhousewastobetalkedintoanacquiescenceofhisdaughter’sgoingouttodinneronadaynownearathand,andspendingthewholeeveningawayfromhim。Asforhisgoing,Emmadidnotwishhimtothinkitpossible,thehourswouldbetoolate,andthepartytoonumerous。Hewassoonprettywellresigned。

“Iamnotfondofdinner-visiting。”saidhe——“Ineverwas。

NomoreisEmma。Latehoursdonotagreewithus。IamsorryMr。andMrs。Coleshouldhavedoneit。Ithinkitwouldbemuchbetteriftheywouldcomeinoneafternoonnextsummer,andtaketheirteawithus——takeusintheirafternoonwalk;

whichtheymightdo,asourhoursaresoreasonable,andyetgethomewithoutbeingoutinthedampoftheevening。ThedewsofasummereveningarewhatIwouldnotexposeanybodyto。However,astheyaresoverydesiroustohavedearEmmadinewiththem,andasyouwillbothbethere,andMr。Knightleytoo,totakecareofher,Icannotwishtopreventit,providedtheweatherbewhatitought,neitherdamp,norcold,norwindy。”ThenturningtoMrs。Weston,withalookofgentlereproach——“Ah!MissTaylor,ifyouhadnotmarried,youwouldhavestaidathomewithme。”

“Well,sir。”criedMr。Weston,“asItookMissTayloraway,itisincumbentonmetosupplyherplace,ifIcan;andIwillsteptoMrs。Goddardinamoment,ifyouwishit。”

Buttheideaofanythingtobedoneinamoment,wasincreasing,notlessening,Mr。Woodhouse’sagitation。Theladiesknewbetterhowtoallayit。Mr。Westonmustbequiet,andeverythingdeliberatelyarranged。

Withthistreatment,Mr。Woodhousewassooncomposedenoughfortalkingasusual。“HeshouldbehappytoseeMrs。Goddard。

HehadagreatregardforMrs。Goddard;andEmmashouldwritealine,andinviteher。Jamescouldtakethenote。Butfirstofall,theremustbeananswerwrittentoMrs。Cole。”

“Youwillmakemyexcuses,mydear,ascivillyaspossible。YouwillsaythatIamquiteaninvalid,andgonowhere,andthereforemustdeclinetheirobliginginvitation;beginningwithmycompliments,ofcourse。Butyouwilldoeverythingright。Ineednottellyouwhatistobedone。WemustremembertoletJamesknowthatthecarriagewillbewantedonTuesday。Ishallhavenofearsforyouwithhim。

Wehaveneverbeenthereaboveoncesincethenewapproachwasmade;

butstillIhavenodoubtthatJameswilltakeyouverysafely。

Andwhenyougetthere,youmusttellhimatwhattimeyouwouldhavehimcomeforyouagain;andyouhadbetternameanearlyhour。

Youwillnotlikestayinglate。Youwillgetverytiredwhenteaisover。”

“ButyouwouldnotwishmetocomeawaybeforeIamtired,papa?“

“Oh!no,mylove;butyouwillsoonbetired。Therewillbeagreatmanypeopletalkingatonce。Youwillnotlikethenoise。”

“But,mydearsir。”criedMr。Weston,“ifEmmacomesawayearly,itwillbebreakinguptheparty。”

“Andnogreatharmifitdoes。”saidMr。Woodhouse。“Thesoonereverypartybreaksup,thebetter。”

“ButyoudonotconsiderhowitmayappeartotheColes。

Emma’sgoingawaydirectlyafterteamightbegivingoffence。

Theyaregood-naturedpeople,andthinklittleoftheirownclaims;

butstilltheymustfeelthatanybody’shurryingawayisnogreatcompliment;andMissWoodhouse’sdoingitwouldbemorethoughtofthananyotherperson’sintheroom。YouwouldnotwishtodisappointandmortifytheColes,Iamsure,sir;friendly,goodsortofpeopleaseverlived,andwhohavebeenyourneighboursthesetenyears。”

“No,uponnoaccountintheworld,Mr。Weston;Iammuchobligedtoyouforremindingme。Ishouldbeextremelysorrytobegivingthemanypain。Iknowwhatworthypeopletheyare。PerrytellsmethatMr。Colenevertouchesmaltliquor。Youwouldnotthinkittolookathim,butheisbilious——Mr。Coleisverybilious。

No,Iwouldnotbethemeansofgivingthemanypain。MydearEmma,wemustconsiderthis。Iamsure,ratherthanruntheriskofhurtingMr。andMrs。Cole,youwouldstayalittlelongerthanyoumightwish。

Youwillnotregardbeingtired。Youwillbeperfectlysafe,youknow,amongyourfriends。”

“Ohyes,papa。Ihavenofearsatallformyself;andIshouldhavenoscruplesofstayingaslateasMrs。Weston,butonyouraccount。

Iamonlyafraidofyoursittingupforme。IamnotafraidofyournotbeingexceedinglycomfortablewithMrs。Goddard。

Shelovespiquet,youknow;butwhensheisgonehome,Iamafraidyouwillbesittingupbyyourself,insteadofgoingtobedatyourusualtime——andtheideaofthatwouldentirelydestroymycomfort。

Youmustpromisemenottositup。”

Hedid,ontheconditionofsomepromisesonherside:suchasthat,ifshecamehomecold,shewouldbesuretowarmherselfthoroughly;

ifhungry,thatshewouldtakesomethingtoeat;thatherownmaidshouldsitupforher;andthatSerleandthebutlershouldseethateverythingweresafeinthehouse,asusual。

Chapter08CHAPTERVIII

FrankChurchillcamebackagain;andifhekepthisfather’sdinnerwaiting,itwasnotknownatHartfield;forMrs。WestonwastooanxiousforhisbeingafavouritewithMr。Woodhouse,tobetrayanyimperfectionwhichcouldbeconcealed。

Hecameback,hadhadhishaircut,andlaughedathimselfwithaverygoodgrace,butwithoutseemingreallyatallashamedofwhathehaddone。Hehadnoreasontowishhishairlonger,toconcealanyconfusionofface;noreasontowishthemoneyunspent,toimprovehisspirits。Hewasquiteasundauntedandaslivelyasever;and,afterseeinghim,Emmathusmoralisedtoherself:——

“Idonotknowwhetheritoughttobeso,butcertainlysillythingsdoceasetobesillyiftheyaredonebysensiblepeopleinanimpudentway。Wickednessisalwayswickedness,butfollyisnotalwaysfolly——Itdependsuponthecharacterofthosewhohandleit。

Mr。Knightley,heisnotatrifling,sillyyoungman。Ifhewere,hewouldhavedonethisdifferently。Hewouldeitherhavegloriedintheachievement,orbeenashamedofit。Therewouldhavebeeneithertheostentationofacoxcomb,ortheevasionsofamindtooweaktodefenditsownvanities——No,Iamperfectlysurethatheisnottriflingorsilly。”

WithTuesdaycametheagreeableprospectofseeinghimagain,andforalongertimethanhitherto;ofjudgingofhisgeneralmanners,andbyinference,ofthemeaningofhismannerstowardsherself;

ofguessinghowsoonitmightbenecessaryforhertothrowcoldnessintoherair;andoffancyingwhattheobservationsofallthosemightbe,whowerenowseeingthemtogetherforthefirsttime。

Shemeanttobeveryhappy,inspiteofthescenebeinglaidatMr。Cole’s;andwithoutbeingabletoforgetthatamongthefailingsofMr。Elton,eveninthedaysofhisfavour,nonehaddisturbedhermorethanhispropensitytodinewithMr。Cole。

Herfather’scomfortwasamplysecured,Mrs。BatesaswellasMrs。Goddardbeingabletocome;andherlastpleasingduty,beforesheleftthehouse,wastopayherrespectstothemastheysattogetherafterdinner;andwhileherfatherwasfondlynoticingthebeautyofherdress,tomakethetwoladiesalltheamendsinherpower,byhelpingthemtolargeslicesofcakeandfullglassesofwine,forwhateverunwillingself-denialhiscareoftheirconstitutionmighthaveobligedthemtopractiseduringthemeal——Shehadprovidedaplentifuldinnerforthem;

shewishedshecouldknowthattheyhadbeenallowedtoeatit。

ShefollowedanothercarriagetoMr。Cole’sdoor;andwaspleasedtoseethatitwasMr。Knightley’s;forMr。Knightleykeepingnohorses,havinglittlesparemoneyandagreatdealofhealth,activity,andindependence,wastooapt,inEmma’sopinion,togetaboutashecould,andnotusehiscarriagesooftenasbecametheownerofDonwellAbbey。Shehadanopportunitynowofspeakingherapprobationwhilewarmfromherheart,forhestoppedtohandherout。

“Thisiscomingasyoushoulddo。”saidshe;“likeagentleman——

Iamquitegladtoseeyou。”

Hethankedher,observing,“Howluckythatweshouldarriveatthesamemoment!for,ifwehadmetfirstinthedrawing-room,Idoubtwhetheryouwouldhavediscernedmetobemoreofagentlemanthanusual——

YoumightnothavedistinguishedhowIcame,bymylookormanner。”

“YesIshould,IamsureIshould。Thereisalwaysalookofconsciousnessorbustlewhenpeoplecomeinawaywhichtheyknowtobebeneaththem。Youthinkyoucarryitoffverywell,Idaresay,butwithyouitisasortofbravado,anairofaffectedunconcern;

IalwaysobserveitwheneverImeetyouunderthosecircumstances。

Nowyouhavenothingtotryfor。Youarenotafraidofbeingsupposedashamed。Youarenotstrivingtolooktallerthananybodyelse。NowIshallreallybeveryhappytowalkintothesameroomwithyou。”

“Nonsensicalgirl!“washisreply,butnotatallinanger。

EmmahadasmuchreasontobesatisfiedwiththerestofthepartyaswithMr。Knightley。Shewasreceivedwithacordialrespectwhichcouldnotbutplease,andgivenalltheconsequenceshecouldwishfor。WhentheWestonsarrived,thekindestlooksoflove,thestrongestofadmirationwereforher,frombothhusbandandwife;

thesonapproachedherwithacheerfuleagernesswhichmarkedherashispeculiarobject,andatdinnershefoundhimseatedbyher——and,asshefirmlybelieved,notwithoutsomedexterityonhisside。

Thepartywasratherlarge,asitincludedoneotherfamily,aproperunobjectionablecountryfamily,whomtheColeshadtheadvantageofnamingamongtheiracquaintance,andthemalepartofMr。Cox’sfamily,thelawyerofHighbury。Thelessworthyfemalesweretocomeintheevening,withMissBates,MissFairfax,andMissSmith;

butalready,atdinner,theyweretoonumerousforanysubjectofconversationtobegeneral;and,whilepoliticsandMr。Eltonweretalkedover,Emmacouldfairlysurrenderallherattentiontothepleasantnessofherneighbour。Thefirstremotesoundtowhichshefeltherselfobligedtoattend,wasthenameofJaneFairfax。

Mrs。Coleseemedtoberelatingsomethingofherthatwasexpectedtobeveryinteresting。Shelistened,andfounditwellworthlisteningto。

ThatverydearpartofEmma,herfancy,receivedanamusingsupply。

Mrs。ColewastellingthatshehadbeencallingonMissBates,andassoonassheenteredtheroomhadbeenstruckbythesightofapianoforte——averyelegantlookinginstrument——notagrand,butalarge-sizedsquarepianoforte;andthesubstanceofthestory,theendofallthedialoguewhichensuedofsurprize,andinquiry,andcongratulationsonherside,andexplanationsonMissBates’s,was,thatthispianofortehadarrivedfromBroadwood’sthedaybefore,tothegreatastonishmentofbothauntandniece——entirelyunexpected;

thatatfirst,byMissBates’saccount,Janeherselfwasquiteataloss,quitebewilderedtothinkwhocouldpossiblyhaveorderedit——

butnow,theywerebothperfectlysatisfiedthatitcouldbefromonlyonequarter;——ofcourseitmustbefromColonelCampbell。

“Onecansupposenothingelse。”addedMrs。Cole,“andIwasonlysurprizedthattherecouldeverhavebeenadoubt。ButJane,itseems,hadaletterfromthemverylately,andnotawordwassaidaboutit。Sheknowstheirwaysbest;butIshouldnotconsidertheirsilenceasanyreasonfortheirnotmeaningtomakethepresent。

Theymightchusetosurprizeher。”

Mrs。Colehadmanytoagreewithher;everybodywhospokeonthesubjectwasequallyconvincedthatitmustcomefromColonelCampbell,andequallyrejoicedthatsuchapresenthadbeenmade;andtherewereenoughreadytospeaktoallowEmmatothinkherownway,andstilllistentoMrs。Cole。

“Ideclare,IdonotknowwhenIhaveheardanythingthathasgivenmemoresatisfaction!——ItalwayshasquitehurtmethatJaneFairfax,whoplayssodelightfully,shouldnothaveaninstrument。

Itseemedquiteashame,especiallyconsideringhowmanyhousestherearewherefineinstrumentsareabsolutelythrownaway。

Thisislikegivingourselvesaslap,tobesure!anditwasbutyesterdayIwastellingMr。Cole,Ireallywasashamedtolookatournewgrandpianoforteinthedrawing-room,whileI

donotknowonenotefromanother,andourlittlegirls,whoarebutjustbeginning,perhapsmaynevermakeanythingofit;

andthereispoorJaneFairfax,whoismistressofmusic,hasnotanythingofthenatureofaninstrument,noteventhepitifullestoldspinetintheworld,toamuseherselfwith——IwassayingthistoMr。Colebutyesterday,andhequiteagreedwithme;onlyheissoparticularlyfondofmusicthathecouldnothelpindulginghimselfinthepurchase,hopingthatsomeofourgoodneighboursmightbesoobligingoccasionallytoputittoabetterusethanwecan;

andthatreallyisthereasonwhytheinstrumentwasbought——

orelseIamsureweoughttobeashamedofit——WeareingreathopesthatMissWoodhousemaybeprevailedwithtotryitthisevening。”

MissWoodhousemadetheproperacquiescence;andfindingthatnothingmorewastobeentrappedfromanycommunicationofMrs。Cole’s,turnedtoFrankChurchill。

“Whydoyousmile?“saidshe。

“Nay,whydoyou?“

“Me!——IsupposeIsmileforpleasureatColonelCampbell’sbeingsorichandsoliberal——Itisahandsomepresent。”

“Very。”

“Iratherwonderthatitwasnevermadebefore。”

“PerhapsMissFairfaxhasneverbeenstayingheresolongbefore。”

“Orthathedidnotgivehertheuseoftheirowninstrument——

whichmustnowbeshutupinLondon,untouchedbyanybody。”

“Thatisagrandpianoforte,andhemightthinkittoolargeforMrs。Bates’shouse。”

“Youmaysaywhatyouchuse——butyourcountenancetestifiesthatyourthoughtsonthissubjectareverymuchlikemine。”

“Idonotknow。IratherbelieveyouaregivingmemorecreditforacutenessthanIdeserve。Ismilebecauseyousmile,andshallprobablysuspectwhateverIfindyoususpect;butatpresentIdonotseewhatthereistoquestion。IfColonelCampbellisnottheperson,whocanbe?“

“WhatdoyousaytoMrs。Dixon?“

“Mrs。Dixon!verytrueindeed。IhadnotthoughtofMrs。Dixon。

Shemustknowaswellasherfather,howacceptableaninstrumentwouldbe;andperhapsthemodeofit,themystery,thesurprize,ismorelikeayoungwoman’sschemethananelderlyman’s。ItisMrs。Dixon,Idaresay。Itoldyouthatyoursuspicionswouldguidemine。”

“Ifso,youmustextendyoursuspicionsandcomprehendMr。Dixoninthem。”

“Mr。Dixon——Verywell。Yes,IimmediatelyperceivethatitmustbethejointpresentofMr。andMrs。Dixon。Wewerespeakingtheotherday,youknow,ofhisbeingsowarmanadmirerofherperformance。”

“Yes,andwhatyoutoldmeonthathead,confirmedanideawhichI

hadentertainedbefore——IdonotmeantoreflectuponthegoodintentionsofeitherMr。DixonorMissFairfax,butIcannothelpsuspectingeitherthat,aftermakinghisproposalstoherfriend,hehadthemisfortunetofallinlovewithher,orthathebecameconsciousofalittleattachmentonherside。Onemightguesstwentythingswithoutguessingexactlytheright;butIamsuretheremustbeaparticularcauseforherchusingtocometoHighburyinsteadofgoingwiththeCampbellstoIreland。Here,shemustbeleadingalifeofprivationandpenance;thereitwouldhavebeenallenjoyment。Astothepretenceoftryinghernativeair,I

lookuponthatasamereexcuse——Inthesummeritmighthavepassed;

butwhatcananybody’snativeairdofortheminthemonthsofJanuary,February,andMarch?Goodfiresandcarriageswouldbemuchmoretothepurposeinmostcasesofdelicatehealth,andI

daresayinher’s。Idonotrequireyoutoadoptallmysuspicions,thoughyoumakesonobleaprofessionofdoingit,butIhonestlytellyouwhattheyare。”

“And,uponmyword,theyhaveanairofgreatprobability。

Mr。Dixon’spreferenceofhermusictoherfriend’s,Icananswerforbeingverydecided。”

“Andthen,hesavedherlife。Didyoueverhearofthat?——

Awaterparty;andbysomeaccidentshewasfallingoverboard。

Hecaughther。”

“Hedid。Iwasthere——oneoftheparty。”

“Wereyoureally?——Well!——Butyouobservednothingofcourse,foritseemstobeanewideatoyou——IfIhadbeenthere,IthinkIshouldhavemadesomediscoveries。”

“Idaresayyouwould;butI,simpleI,sawnothingbutthefact,thatMissFairfaxwasnearlydashedfromthevesselandthatMr。Dixoncaughther——Itwastheworkofamoment。Andthoughtheconsequentshockandalarmwasverygreatandmuchmoredurable——indeedI

believeitwashalfanhourbeforeanyofuswerecomfortableagain——

yetthatwastoogeneralasensationforanythingofpeculiaranxietytobeobservable。Idonotmeantosay,however,thatyoumightnothavemadediscoveries。”

Theconversationwashereinterrupted。Theywerecalledontoshareintheawkwardnessofaratherlongintervalbetweenthecourses,andobligedtobeasformalandasorderlyastheothers;butwhenthetablewasagainsafelycovered,wheneverycornerdishwasplacedexactlyright,andoccupationandeaseweregenerallyrestored,Emmasaid,“Thearrivalofthispianoforteisdecisivewithme。Iwantedtoknowalittlemore,andthistellsmequiteenough。Dependuponit,weshallsoonhearthatitisapresentfromMr。andMrs。Dixon。”

“AndiftheDixonsshouldabsolutelydenyallknowledgeofitwemustconcludeittocomefromtheCampbells。”

“No,IamsureitisnotfromtheCampbells。MissFairfaxknowsitisnotfromtheCampbells,ortheywouldhavebeenguessedatfirst。

Shewouldnothavebeenpuzzled,hadshedaredfixonthem。

Imaynothaveconvincedyouperhaps,butIamperfectlyconvincedmyselfthatMr。Dixonisaprincipalinthebusiness。”

“Indeedyouinjuremeifyousupposemeunconvinced。Yourreasoningscarrymyjudgmentalongwiththementirely。Atfirst,whileI

supposedyousatisfiedthatColonelCampbellwasthegiver,Isawitonlyaspaternalkindness,andthoughtitthemostnaturalthingintheworld。ButwhenyoumentionedMrs。Dixon,Ifelthowmuchmoreprobablethatitshouldbethetributeofwarmfemalefriendship。

AndnowIcanseeitinnootherlightthanasanofferingoflove。”

Therewasnooccasiontopressthematterfarther。Theconvictionseemedreal;helookedasifhefeltit。Shesaidnomore,othersubjectstooktheirturn;andtherestofthedinnerpassedaway;

thedessertsucceeded,thechildrencamein,andweretalkedtoandadmiredamidtheusualrateofconversation;afewcleverthingssaid,afewdownrightsilly,butbymuchthelargerproportionneithertheonenortheother——nothingworsethaneverydayremarks,dullrepetitions,oldnews,andheavyjokes。

Theladieshadnotbeenlonginthedrawing-room,beforetheotherladies,intheirdifferentdivisions,arrived。Emmawatchedtheentreeofherownparticularlittlefriend;andifshecouldnotexultinherdignityandgrace,shecouldnotonlylovethebloomingsweetnessandtheartlessmanner,butcouldmostheartilyrejoiceinthatlight,cheerful,unsentimentaldispositionwhichallowedhersomanyalleviationsofpleasure,inthemidstofthepangsofdisappointedaffection。

Thereshesat——andwhowouldhaveguessedhowmanytearsshehadbeenlatelyshedding?Tobeincompany,nicelydressedherselfandseeingothersnicelydressed,tositandsmileandlookpretty,andsaynothing,wasenoughforthehappinessofthepresenthour。

JaneFairfaxdidlookandmovesuperior;butEmmasuspectedshemighthavebeengladtochangefeelingswithHarriet,verygladtohavepurchasedthemortificationofhavingloved——yes,ofhavinglovedevenMr。Eltoninvain——bythesurrenderofallthedangerouspleasureofknowingherselfbelovedbythehusbandofherfriend。

InsolargeapartyitwasnotnecessarythatEmmashouldapproachher。

Shedidnotwishtospeakofthepianoforte,shefelttoomuchinthesecretherself,tothinktheappearanceofcuriosityorinterestfair,andthereforepurposelykeptatadistance;

butbytheothers,thesubjectwasalmostimmediatelyintroduced,andshesawtheblushofconsciousnesswithwhichcongratulationswerereceived,theblushofguiltwhichaccompaniedthenameof“myexcellentfriendColonelCampbell。”

Mrs。Weston,kind-heartedandmusical,wasparticularlyinterestedbythecircumstance,andEmmacouldnothelpbeingamusedatherperseveranceindwellingonthesubject;andhavingsomuchtoaskandtosayastotone,touch,andpedal,totallyunsuspiciousofthatwishofsayingaslittleaboutitaspossible,whichsheplainlyreadinthefairheroine’scountenance。

Theyweresoonjoinedbysomeofthegentlemen;andtheveryfirstoftheearlywasFrankChurchill。Inhewalked,thefirstandthehandsomest;

andafterpayinghiscomplimentsenpassanttoMissBatesandherniece,madehiswaydirectlytotheoppositesideofthecircle,wheresatMissWoodhouse;andtillhecouldfindaseatbyher,wouldnotsitatall。Emmadivinedwhateverybodypresentmustbethinking。Shewashisobject,andeverybodymustperceiveit。

Sheintroducedhimtoherfriend,MissSmith,and,atconvenientmomentsafterwards,heardwhateachthoughtoftheother。“Hehadneverseensolovelyaface,andwasdelightedwithhernaivete。”

Andshe,“Onlytobesureitwaspayinghimtoogreatacompliment,butshedidthinkthereweresomelooksalittlelikeMr。Elton。”

Emmarestrainedherindignation,andonlyturnedfromherinsilence。

SmilesofintelligencepassedbetweenherandthegentlemanonfirstglancingtowardsMissFairfax;butitwasmostprudenttoavoidspeech。

Hetoldherthathehadbeenimpatienttoleavethedining-room——

hatedsittinglong——wasalwaysthefirsttomovewhenhecould——

thathisfather,Mr。Knightley,Mr。Cox,andMr。Cole,wereleftverybusyoverparishbusiness——thataslongashehadstaid,however,ithadbeenpleasantenough,ashehadfoundthemingeneralasetofgentlemanlike,sensiblemen;andspokesohandsomelyofHighburyaltogether——thoughtitsoabundantinagreeablefamilies——

thatEmmabegantofeelshehadbeenusedtodespisetheplacerathertoomuch。ShequestionedhimastothesocietyinYorkshire——

theextentoftheneighbourhoodaboutEnscombe,andthesort;

andcouldmakeoutfromhisanswersthat,asfarasEnscombewasconcerned,therewasverylittlegoingon,thattheirvisitingswereamongarangeofgreatfamilies,noneverynear;andthatevenwhendayswerefixed,andinvitationsaccepted,itwasanevenchancethatMrs。Churchillwerenotinhealthandspiritsforgoing;

thattheymadeapointofvisitingnofreshperson;andthat,thoughhehadhisseparateengagements,itwasnotwithoutdifficulty,withoutconsiderableaddressattimes,thathecouldgetaway,orintroduceanacquaintanceforanight。

ShesawthatEnscombecouldnotsatisfy,andthatHighbury,takenatitsbest,mightreasonablypleaseayoungmanwhohadmoreretirementathomethanheliked。HisimportanceatEnscombewasveryevident。Hedidnotboast,butitnaturallybetrayeditself,thathehadpersuadedhisauntwherehisunclecoulddonothing,andonherlaughingandnoticingit,heownedthathebelieved(exceptingoneortwopoints)hecouldwithtimepersuadehertoanything。

Oneofthosepointsonwhichhisinfluencefailed,hethenmentioned。

Hehadwantedverymuchtogoabroad——hadbeenveryeagerindeedtobeallowedtotravel——butshewouldnothearofit。Thishadhappenedtheyearbefore。Now,hesaid,hewasbeginningtohavenolongerthesamewish。

Theunpersuadablepoint,whichhedidnotmention,Emmaguessedtobegoodbehaviourtohisfather。

“Ihavemadeamostwretcheddiscovery。”saidhe,afterashortpause——

“Ihavebeenhereaweekto-morrow——halfmytime。Ineverknewdaysflysofast。Aweekto-morrow!——AndIhavehardlybeguntoenjoymyself。ButjustgotacquaintedwithMrs。Weston,andothers!——

Ihatetherecollection。”

“Perhapsyoumaynowbegintoregretthatyouspentonewholeday,outofsofew,inhavingyourhaircut。”

“No。”saidhe,smiling,“thatisnosubjectofregretatall。

Ihavenopleasureinseeingmyfriends,unlessIcanbelievemyselffittobeseen。”

Therestofthegentlemenbeingnowintheroom,Emmafoundherselfobligedtoturnfromhimforafewminutes,andlistentoMr。Cole。

WhenMr。Colehadmovedaway,andherattentioncouldberestoredasbefore,shesawFrankChurchilllookingintentlyacrosstheroomatMissFairfax,whowassittingexactlyopposite。

“Whatisthematter?“saidshe。

Hestarted。“Thankyouforrousingme。”hereplied。“IbelieveIhavebeenveryrude;butreallyMissFairfaxhasdoneherhairinsooddaway——soveryoddaway——thatIcannotkeepmyeyesfromher。Ineversawanythingsooutree!——Thosecurls!——Thismustbeafancyofherown。Iseenobodyelselookinglikeher!——

ImustgoandaskherwhetheritisanIrishfashion。ShallI?——

Yes,Iwill——IdeclareIwill——andyoushallseehowshetakesit;——

whethershecolours。”

Hewasgoneimmediately;andEmmasoonsawhimstandingbeforeMissFairfax,andtalkingtoher;butastoitseffectontheyounglady,ashehadimprovidentlyplacedhimselfexactlybetweenthem,exactlyinfrontofMissFairfax,shecouldabsolutelydistinguishnothing。

Beforehecouldreturntohischair,itwastakenbyMrs。Weston。

“Thisistheluxuryofalargeparty。”saidshe:——“onecangetneareverybody,andsayeverything。MydearEmma,Iamlongingtotalktoyou。Ihavebeenmakingdiscoveriesandformingplans,justlikeyourself,andImusttellthemwhiletheideaisfresh。

DoyouknowhowMissBatesandherniececamehere?“

“How?——Theywereinvited,werenotthey?“

“Oh!yes——buthowtheywereconveyedhither?——themanneroftheircoming?“

“Theywalked,Iconclude。Howelsecouldtheycome?“

“Verytrue——Well,alittlewhileagoitoccurredtomehowverysaditwouldbetohaveJaneFairfaxwalkinghomeagain,lateatnight,andcoldasthenightsarenow。AndasIlookedather,thoughI

neversawherappeartomoreadvantage,itstruckmethatshewasheated,andwouldthereforebeparticularlyliabletotakecold。

Poorgirl!Icouldnotbeartheideaofit;so,assoonasMr。

Westoncameintotheroom,andIcouldgetathim,Ispoketohimaboutthecarriage。Youmayguesshowreadilyhecameintomywishes;

andhavinghisapprobation,ImademywaydirectlytoMissBates,toassureherthatthecarriagewouldbeatherservicebeforeittookushome;forIthoughtitwouldbemakinghercomfortableatonce。

Goodsoul!shewasasgratefulaspossible,youmaybesure。

`Nobodywaseversofortunateasherself!’——butwithmany,manythanks——`therewasnooccasiontotroubleus,forMr。Knightley’scarriagehadbrought,andwastotakethemhomeagain。’Iwasquitesurprized;——veryglad,Iamsure;butreallyquitesurprized。

Suchaverykindattention——andsothoughtfulanattention!——

thesortofthingthatsofewmenwouldthinkof。And,inshort,fromknowinghisusualways,Iamverymuchinclinedtothinkthatitwasfortheiraccommodationthecarriagewasusedatall。

Idosuspecthewouldnothavehadapairofhorsesforhimself,andthatitwasonlyasanexcuseforassistingthem。”

“Verylikely。”saidEmma——“nothingmorelikely。IknownomanmorelikelythanMr。Knightleytodothesortofthing——todoanythingreallygood-natured,useful,considerate,orbenevolent。

Heisnotagallantman,butheisaveryhumaneone;andthis,consideringJaneFairfax’sill-health,wouldappearacaseofhumanitytohim;——andforanactofunostentatiouskindness,thereisnobodywhomIwouldfixonmorethanonMr。Knightley。

Iknowhehadhorsesto-day——forwearrivedtogether;andIlaughedathimaboutit,buthesaidnotawordthatcouldbetray。”

“Well。”saidMrs。Weston,smiling,“yougivehimcreditformoresimple,disinterestedbenevolenceinthisinstancethanIdo;

forwhileMissBateswasspeaking,asuspiciondartedintomyhead,andIhaveneverbeenabletogetitoutagain。ThemoreIthinkofit,themoreprobableitappears。Inshort,IhavemadeamatchbetweenMr。KnightleyandJaneFairfax。Seetheconsequenceofkeepingyoucompany!——Whatdoyousaytoit?“

“Mr。KnightleyandJaneFairfax!“exclaimedEmma。“DearMrs。Weston,howcouldyouthinkofsuchathing?——Mr。Knightley!——Mr。Knightleymustnotmarry!——YouwouldnothavelittleHenrycutoutfromDonwell?——

Oh!no,no,HenrymusthaveDonwell。IcannotatallconsenttoMr。Knightley’smarrying;andIamsureitisnotatalllikely。

Iamamazedthatyoushouldthinkofsuchathing。”

“MydearEmma,Ihavetoldyouwhatledmetothinkofit。

Idonotwantthematch——IdonotwanttoinjuredearlittleHenry——

buttheideahasbeengivenmebycircumstances;andifMr。Knightleyreallywishedtomarry,youwouldnothavehimrefrainonHenry’saccount,aboyofsixyearsold,whoknowsnothingofthematter?“

“Yes,Iwould。IcouldnotbeartohaveHenrysupplanted——

Mr。Knightleymarry!——No,Ihaveneverhadsuchanidea,andI

cannotadoptitnow。AndJaneFairfax,too,ofallwomen!“

“Nay,shehasalwaysbeenafirstfavouritewithhim,asyouverywellknow。”

“Buttheimprudenceofsuchamatch!“

“Iamnotspeakingofitsprudence;merelyitsprobability。”

“Iseenoprobabilityinit,unlessyouhaveanybetterfoundationthanwhatyoumention。Hisgood-nature,hishumanity,asItellyou,wouldbequiteenoughtoaccountforthehorses。HehasagreatregardfortheBateses,youknow,independentofJaneFairfax——

andisalwaysgladtoshewthemattention。MydearMrs。Weston,donottaketomatch-making。Youdoitveryill。JaneFairfaxmistressoftheAbbey!——Oh!no,no;——everyfeelingrevolts。Forhisownsake,Iwouldnothavehimdosomadathing。”

“Imprudent,ifyouplease——butnotmad。Exceptinginequalityoffortune,andperhapsalittledisparityofage,Icanseenothingunsuitable。”

“ButMr。Knightleydoesnotwanttomarry。Iamsurehehasnottheleastideaofit。Donotputitintohishead。Whyshouldhemarry?——

Heisashappyaspossiblebyhimself;withhisfarm,andhissheep,andhislibrary,andalltheparishtomanage;andheisextremelyfondofhisbrother’schildren。Hehasnooccasiontomarry,eithertofilluphistimeorhisheart。”

“MydearEmma,aslongashethinksso,itisso;butifhereallylovesJaneFairfax——“

“Nonsense!HedoesnotcareaboutJaneFairfax。Inthewayoflove,Iamsurehedoesnot。Hewoulddoanygoodtoher,orherfamily;but——“

“Well。”saidMrs。Weston,laughing,“perhapsthegreatestgoodhecoulddothem,wouldbetogiveJanesucharespectablehome。”

“Ifitwouldbegoodtoher,Iamsureitwouldbeeviltohimself;

averyshamefulanddegradingconnexion。HowwouldhebeartohaveMissBatesbelongingtohim?——TohaveherhauntingtheAbbey,andthankinghimalldaylongforhisgreatkindnessinmarryingJane?——

`Soverykindandobliging!——Buthealwayshadbeensuchaverykindneighbour!’Andthenflyoff,throughhalfasentence,tohermother’soldpetticoat。`Notthatitwassuchaveryoldpetticoateither——forstillitwouldlastagreatwhile——and,indeed,shemustthankfullysaythattheirpetticoatswereallverystrong。’“

“Forshame,Emma!Donotmimicher。Youdivertmeagainstmyconscience。And,uponmyword,IdonotthinkMr。KnightleywouldbemuchdisturbedbyMissBates。Littlethingsdonotirritatehim。

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