Emmaa

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Shehadneverbeenquitewellsincethetimeoftheirdaughter’smarriage;

andtillsheshouldhavecompletelyrecoveredherusualstrength,theymustforbidherengaginginduties,which,sofarfrombeingcompatiblewithaweakenedframeandvaryingspirits,seemed,underthemostfavourablecircumstances,torequiresomethingmorethanhumanperfectionofbodyandmindtobedischargedwithtolerablecomfort。

WithregardtohernotaccompanyingthemtoIreland,heraccounttoherauntcontainednothingbuttruth,thoughtheremightbesometruthsnottold。ItwasherownchoicetogivethetimeoftheirabsencetoHighbury;tospend,perhaps,herlastmonthsofperfectlibertywiththosekindrelationstowhomshewassoverydear:

andtheCampbells,whatevermightbetheirmotiveormotives,whethersingle,ordouble,ortreble,gavethearrangementtheirreadysanction,andsaid,thattheydependedmoreonafewmonthsspentinhernativeair,fortherecoveryofherhealth,thanonanythingelse。Certainitwasthatshewastocome;

andthatHighbury,insteadofwelcomingthatperfectnoveltywhichhadbeensolongpromisedit——Mr。FrankChurchill——mustputupforthepresentwithJaneFairfax,whocouldbringonlythefreshnessofatwoyears’absence。

Emmawassorry;——tohavetopaycivilitiestoapersonshedidnotlikethroughthreelongmonths!——tobealwaysdoingmorethanshewished,andlessthansheought!WhyshedidnotlikeJaneFairfaxmightbeadifficultquestiontoanswer;Mr。Knightleyhadoncetoldheritwasbecauseshesawinherthereallyaccomplishedyoungwoman,whichshewantedtobethoughtherself;

andthoughtheaccusationhadbeeneagerlyrefutedatthetime,thereweremomentsofself-examinationinwhichherconsciencecouldnotquiteacquither。But“shecouldnevergetacquaintedwithher:

shedidnotknowhowitwas,buttherewassuchcoldnessandreserve——

suchapparentindifferencewhethershepleasedornot——andthen,herauntwassuchaneternaltalker!——andshewasmadesuchafusswithbyeverybody!——andithadbeenalwaysimaginedthattheyweretobesointimate——becausetheirageswerethesame,everybodyhadsupposedtheymustbesofondofeachother。”Thesewereherreasons——

shehadnobetter。

Itwasadislikesolittlejust——everyimputedfaultwassomagnifiedbyfancy,thatsheneversawJaneFairfaxthefirsttimeafteranyconsiderableabsence,withoutfeelingthatshehadinjuredher;

andnow,whentheduevisitwaspaid,onherarrival,afteratwoyears’

interval,shewasparticularlystruckwiththeveryappearanceandmanners,whichforthosetwowholeyearsshehadbeendepreciating。

JaneFairfaxwasveryelegant,remarkablyelegant;andshehadherselfthehighestvalueforelegance。Herheightwaspretty,justsuchasalmosteverybodywouldthinktall,andnobodycouldthinkverytall;herfigureparticularlygraceful;hersizeamostbecomingmedium,betweenfatandthin,thoughaslightappearanceofill-healthseemedtopointoutthelikeliestevilofthetwo。

Emmacouldnotbutfeelallthis;andthen,herface——herfeatures——

therewasmorebeautyinthemaltogetherthanshehadremembered;

itwasnotregular,butitwasverypleasingbeauty。Hereyes,adeepgrey,withdarkeye-lashesandeyebrows,hadneverbeendeniedtheirpraise;buttheskin,whichshehadbeenusedtocavilat,aswantingcolour,hadaclearnessanddelicacywhichreallyneedednofullerbloom。Itwasastyleofbeauty,ofwhichelegancewasthereigningcharacter,andassuch,shemust,inhonour,byallherprinciples,admireit:——elegance,which,whetherofpersonorofmind,shesawsolittleinHighbury。There,nottobevulgar,wasdistinction,andmerit。

Inshort,shesat,duringthefirstvisit,lookingatJaneFairfaxwithtwofoldcomplacency;thesenseofpleasureandthesenseofrenderingjustice,andwasdeterminingthatshewoulddislikehernolonger。Whenshetookinherhistory,indeed,hersituation,aswellasherbeauty;whensheconsideredwhatallthiselegancewasdestinedto,whatshewasgoingtosinkfrom,howshewasgoingtolive,itseemedimpossibletofeelanythingbutcompassionandrespect;especially,iftoeverywell-knownparticularentitlinghertointerest,wereaddedthehighlyprobablecircumstanceofanattachmenttoMr。Dixon,whichshehadsonaturallystartedtoherself。Inthatcase,nothingcouldbemorepitiableormorehonourablethanthesacrificesshehadresolvedon。

EmmawasverywillingnowtoacquitherofhavingseducedMr。Dixon’sactionsfromhiswife,orofanythingmischievouswhichherimaginationhadsuggestedatfirst。Ifitwerelove,itmightbesimple,single,successlessloveonhersidealone。

Shemighthavebeenunconsciouslysuckinginthesadpoison,whileasharerofhisconversationwithherfriend;andfromthebest,thepurestofmotives,mightnowbedenyingherselfthisvisittoIreland,andresolvingtodivideherselfeffectuallyfromhimandhisconnexionsbysoonbeginninghercareeroflaboriousduty。

Uponthewhole,Emmaleftherwithsuchsoftened,charitablefeelings,asmadeherlookaroundinwalkinghome,andlamentthatHighburyaffordednoyoungmanworthyofgivingherindependence;

nobodythatshecouldwishtoschemeaboutforher。

Thesewerecharmingfeelings——butnotlasting。BeforeshehadcommittedherselfbyanypublicprofessionofeternalfriendshipforJaneFairfax,ordonemoretowardsarecantationofpastprejudicesanderrors,thansayingtoMr。Knightley,“Shecertainlyishandsome;

sheisbetterthanhandsome!“JanehadspentaneveningatHartfieldwithhergrandmotherandaunt,andeverythingwasrelapsingmuchintoitsusualstate。Formerprovocationsreappeared。Theauntwasastiresomeasever;moretiresome,becauseanxietyforherhealthwasnowaddedtoadmirationofherpowers;andtheyhadtolistentothedescriptionofexactlyhowlittlebreadandbuttersheateforbreakfast,andhowsmallasliceofmuttonfordinner,aswellastoseeexhibitionsofnewcapsandnewworkbagsforhermotherandherself;andJane’soffencesroseagain。Theyhadmusic;

Emmawasobligedtoplay;andthethanksandpraisewhichnecessarilyfollowedappearedtoheranaffectationofcandour,anairofgreatness,meaningonlytoshewoffinhigherstyleherownverysuperiorperformance。Shewas,besides,whichwastheworstofall,socold,socautious!Therewasnogettingatherrealopinion。

Wraptupinacloakofpoliteness,sheseemeddeterminedtohazardnothing。Shewasdisgustingly,wassuspiciouslyreserved。

Ifanythingcouldbemore,whereallwasmost,shewasmorereservedonthesubjectofWeymouthandtheDixonsthananything。

SheseemedbentongivingnorealinsightintoMr。Dixon’scharacter,orherownvalueforhiscompany,oropinionofthesuitablenessofthematch。Itwasallgeneralapprobationandsmoothness;

nothingdelineatedordistinguished。Itdidhernoservicehowever。

Hercautionwasthrownaway。Emmasawitsartifice,andreturnedtoherfirstsurmises。Thereprobablywassomethingmoretoconcealthanherownpreference;Mr。Dixon,perhaps,hadbeenverynearchangingonefriendfortheother,orbeenfixedonlytoMissCampbell,forthesakeofthefuturetwelvethousandpounds。

Thelikereserveprevailedonothertopics。SheandMr。FrankChurchillhadbeenatWeymouthatthesametime。Itwasknownthattheywerealittleacquainted;butnotasyllableofrealinformationcouldEmmaprocureastowhathetrulywas。“Washehandsome?“——“Shebelievedhewasreckonedaveryfineyoungman。”“Washeagreeable?“——

“Hewasgenerallythoughtso。”“Didheappearasensibleyoungman;

ayoungmanofinformation?“——“Atawatering-place,orinacommonLondonacquaintance,itwasdifficulttodecideonsuchpoints。

Mannerswereallthatcouldbesafelyjudgedof,underamuchlongerknowledgethantheyhadyethadofMr。Churchill。Shebelievedeverybodyfoundhismannerspleasing。”Emmacouldnotforgiveher。

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Emmacouldnotforgiveher;——butasneitherprovocationnorresentmentwerediscernedbyMr。Knightley,whohadbeenoftheparty,andhadseenonlyproperattentionandpleasingbehaviouroneachside,hewasexpressingthenextmorning,beingatHartfieldagainonbusinesswithMr。Woodhouse,hisapprobationofthewhole;notsoopenlyashemighthavedonehadherfatherbeenoutoftheroom,butspeakingplainenoughtobeveryintelligibletoEmma。

HehadbeenusedtothinkherunjusttoJane,andhadnowgreatpleasureinmarkinganimprovement。

“Averypleasantevening。”hebegan,assoonasMr。Woodhousehadbeentalkedintowhatwasnecessary,toldthatheunderstood,andthepaperssweptaway;——“particularlypleasant。YouandMissFairfaxgaveussomeverygoodmusic。Idonotknowamoreluxuriousstate,sir,thansittingatone’seasetobeentertainedawholeeveningbytwosuchyoungwomen;sometimeswithmusicandsometimeswithconversation。IamsureMissFairfaxmusthavefoundtheeveningpleasant,Emma。Youleftnothingundone。

Iwasgladyoumadeherplaysomuch,forhavingnoinstrumentathergrandmother’s,itmusthavebeenarealindulgence。”

“Iamhappyyouapproved。”saidEmma,smiling;“butIhopeIamnotoftendeficientinwhatisduetoguestsatHartfield。”

“No,mydear。”saidherfatherinstantly;“thatIamsureyouarenot。Thereisnobodyhalfsoattentiveandcivilasyouare。

Ifanything,youaretooattentive。Themuffinlastnight——ifithadbeenhandedroundonce,Ithinkitwouldhavebeenenough。”

“No。”saidMr。Knightley,nearlyatthesametime;“youarenotoftendeficient;notoftendeficienteitherinmannerorcomprehension。

Ithinkyouunderstandme,therefore。”

Anarchlookexpressed——“Iunderstandyouwellenough;“butshesaidonly,“MissFairfaxisreserved。”

“Ialwaystoldyoushewas——alittle;butyouwillsoonovercomeallthatpartofherreservewhichoughttobeovercome,allthathasitsfoundationindiffidence。Whatarisesfromdiscretionmustbehonoured。”

“Youthinkherdiffident。Idonotseeit。”

“MydearEmma。”saidhe,movingfromhischairintooneclosebyher,“youarenotgoingtotellme,Ihope,thatyouhadnotapleasantevening。”

“Oh!no;Iwaspleasedwithmyownperseveranceinaskingquestions;

andamusedtothinkhowlittleinformationIobtained。”

“Iamdisappointed。”washisonlyanswer。

“Ihopeeverybodyhadapleasantevening。”saidMr。Woodhouse,inhisquietway。“Ihad。Once,Ifeltthefirerathertoomuch;

butthenImovedbackmychairalittle,averylittle,anditdidnotdisturbme。MissBateswasverychattyandgood-humoured,asshealwaysis,thoughshespeaksrathertooquick。However,sheisveryagreeable,andMrs。Batestoo,inadifferentway。

Ilikeoldfriends;andMissJaneFairfaxisaveryprettysortofyounglady,averyprettyandaverywell-behavedyoungladyindeed。

Shemusthavefoundtheeveningagreeable,Mr。Knightley,becauseshehadEmma。”

“True,sir;andEmma,becauseshehadMissFairfax。”

Emmasawhisanxiety,andwishingtoappeaseit,atleastforthepresent,said,andwithasinceritywhichnoonecouldquestion——

“Sheisasortofelegantcreaturethatonecannotkeepone’seyesfrom。

Iamalwayswatchinghertoadmire;andIdopityherfrommyheart。”

Mr。Knightleylookedasifheweremoregratifiedthanhecaredtoexpress;andbeforehecouldmakeanyreply,Mr。Woodhouse,whosethoughtswereontheBates’s,said——

“Itisagreatpitythattheircircumstancesshouldbesoconfined!

agreatpityindeed!andIhaveoftenwished——butitissolittleonecanventuretodo——small,triflingpresents,ofanythinguncommon——

Nowwehavekilledaporker,andEmmathinksofsendingthemaloinoraleg;itisverysmallanddelicate——Hartfieldporkisnotlikeanyotherpork——butstillitispork——and,mydearEmma,unlessonecouldbesureoftheirmakingitintosteaks,nicelyfried,asoursarefried,withoutthesmallestgrease,andnotroastit,fornostomachcanbearroastpork——Ithinkwehadbettersendtheleg——

donotyouthinkso,mydear?“

“Mydearpapa,Isentthewholehind-quarter。Iknewyouwouldwishit。

Therewillbethelegtobesalted,youknow,whichissoverynice,andthelointobedresseddirectlyinanymannertheylike。”

“That’sright,mydear,veryright。Ihadnotthoughtofitbefore,butthatisthebestway。Theymustnotover-salttheleg;andthen,ifitisnotover-salted,andifitisverythoroughlyboiled,justasSerleboilsours,andeatenverymoderatelyof,withaboiledturnip,andalittlecarrotorparsnip,Idonotconsideritunwholesome。”

“Emma。”saidMr。Knightleypresently,“Ihaveapieceofnewsforyou。

Youlikenews——andIheardanarticleinmywayhitherthatIthinkwillinterestyou。”

“News!Oh!yes,Ialwayslikenews。Whatisit?——whydoyousmileso?——wheredidyouhearit?——atRandalls?“

Hehadtimeonlytosay,“No,notatRandalls;IhavenotbeennearRandalls。”whenthedoorwasthrownopen,andMissBatesandMissFairfaxwalkedintotheroom。

Fullofthanks,andfullofnews,MissBatesknewnotwhichtogivequickest。Mr。Knightleysoonsawthathehadlosthismoment,andthatnotanothersyllableofcommunicationcouldrestwithhim。

“Oh!mydearsir,howareyouthismorning?MydearMissWoodhouse——

Icomequiteover-powered。Suchabeautifulhind-quarterofpork!

Youaretoobountiful!Haveyouheardthenews?Mr。Eltonisgoingtobemarried。”

EmmahadnothadtimeeventothinkofMr。Elton,andshewassocompletelysurprizedthatshecouldnotavoidalittlestart,andalittleblush,atthesound。

“Thereismynews:——Ithoughtitwouldinterestyou。”

saidMr。Knightley,withasmilewhichimpliedaconvictionofsomepartofwhathadpassedbetweenthem。

“Butwherecouldyouhearit?“criedMissBates。“Wherecouldyoupossiblyhearit,Mr。Knightley?ForitisnotfiveminutessinceIreceivedMrs。Cole’snote——no,itcannotbemorethanfive——

oratleastten——forIhadgotmybonnetandspenceron,justreadytocomeout——IwasonlygonedowntospeaktoPattyagainaboutthepork——Janewasstandinginthepassage——werenotyou,Jane?——

formymotherwassoafraidthatwehadnotanysalting-panlargeenough。SoIsaidIwouldgodownandsee,andJanesaid,`ShallIgodowninstead?forIthinkyouhavealittlecold,andPattyhasbeenwashingthekitchen。’——`Oh!mydear,’

saidI——well,andjustthencamethenote。AMissHawkins——

that’sallIknow。AMissHawkinsofBath。But,Mr。Knightley,howcouldyoupossiblyhaveheardit?fortheverymomentMr。ColetoldMrs。Coleofit,shesatdownandwrotetome。AMissHawkins——“

“IwaswithMr。Coleonbusinessanhourandahalfago。

HehadjustreadElton’sletterasIwasshewnin,andhandedittomedirectly。”

“Well!thatisquite——Isupposethereneverwasapieceofnewsmoregenerallyinteresting。Mydearsir,youreallyaretoobountiful。

Mymotherdesiresherverybestcomplimentsandregards,andathousandthanks,andsaysyoureallyquiteoppressher。”

“WeconsiderourHartfieldpork。”repliedMr。Woodhouse——“indeeditcertainlyis,soverysuperiortoallotherpork,thatEmmaandI

cannothaveagreaterpleasurethan——“

“Oh!mydearsir,asmymothersays,ourfriendsareonlytoogoodtous。Ifevertherewerepeoplewho,withouthavinggreatwealththemselves,hadeverythingtheycouldwishfor,Iamsureitisus。

Wemaywellsaythat`ourlotiscastinagoodlyheritage。’

Well,Mr。Knightley,andsoyouactuallysawtheletter;well——“

“Itwasshort——merelytoannounce——butcheerful,exulting,ofcourse。”——

HerewasaslyglanceatEmma。“Hehadbeensofortunateasto——

Iforgettheprecisewords——onehasnobusinesstorememberthem。

Theinformationwas,asyoustate,thathewasgoingtobemarriedtoaMissHawkins。Byhisstyle,Ishouldimagineitjustsettled。”

“Mr。Eltongoingtobemarried!“saidEmma,assoonasshecouldspeak。

“Hewillhaveeverybody’swishesforhishappiness。”

“Heisveryyoungtosettle。”wasMr。Woodhouse’sobservation。

“Hehadbetternotbeinahurry。Heseemedtomeverywelloffashewas。WewerealwaysgladtoseehimatHartfield。”

“Anewneighbourforusall,MissWoodhouse!“saidMissBates,joyfully;“mymotherissopleased!——shesaysshecannotbeartohavethepooroldVicaragewithoutamistress。

Thisisgreatnews,indeed。Jane,youhaveneverseenMr。Elton!——nowonderthatyouhavesuchacuriositytoseehim。”

Jane’scuriositydidnotappearofthatabsorbingnatureaswhollytooccupyher。

“No——IhaveneverseenMr。Elton。”shereplied,startingonthisappeal;

“ishe——isheatallman?“

“Whoshallanswerthatquestion?“criedEmma。“Myfatherwouldsay`yes,’Mr。Knightley`no;’andMissBatesandIthatheisjustthehappymedium。Whenyouhavebeenherealittlelonger,MissFairfax,youwillunderstandthatMr。EltonisthestandardofperfectioninHighbury,bothinpersonandmind。”

“Verytrue,MissWoodhouse,soshewill。Heistheverybestyoungman——But,mydearJane,ifyouremember,ItoldyouyesterdayhewaspreciselytheheightofMr。Perry。MissHawkins,——Idaresay,anexcellentyoungwoman。Hisextremeattentiontomymother——

wantinghertositinthevicaragepew,thatshemighthearthebetter,formymotherisalittledeaf,youknow——itisnotmuch,butshedoesnothearquitequick。JanesaysthatColonelCampbellisalittledeaf。Hefanciedbathingmightbegoodforit——thewarmbath——

butshesaysitdidhimnolastingbenefit。ColonelCampbell,youknow,isquiteourangel。AndMr。Dixonseemsaverycharmingyoungman,quiteworthyofhim。Itissuchahappinesswhengoodpeoplegettogether——andtheyalwaysdo。Now,herewillbeMr。

EltonandMissHawkins;andtherearetheColes,suchverygoodpeople;

andthePerrys——IsupposethereneverwasahappierorabettercouplethanMr。andMrs。Perry。Isay,sir。”turningtoMr。Woodhouse,“IthinktherearefewplaceswithsuchsocietyasHighbury。

Ialwayssay,wearequiteblessedinourneighbours——Mydearsir,ifthereisonethingmymotherlovesbetterthananother,itispork——

aroastloinofpork——“

“Astowho,orwhatMissHawkinsis,orhowlonghehasbeenacquaintedwithher。”saidEmma,“nothingIsupposecanbeknown。

Onefeelsthatitcannotbeaverylongacquaintance。Hehasbeengoneonlyfourweeks。”

Nobodyhadanyinformationtogive;and,afterafewmorewonderings,Emmasaid,“Youaresilent,MissFairfax——butIhopeyoumeantotakeaninterestinthisnews。You,whohavebeenhearingandseeingsomuchoflateonthesesubjects,whomusthavebeensodeepinthebusinessonMissCampbell’saccount——weshallnotexcuseyourbeingindifferentaboutMr。EltonandMissHawkins。”

“WhenIhaveseenMr。Elton。”repliedJane,“IdaresayI

shallbeinterested——butIbelieveitrequiresthatwithme。

AndasitissomemonthssinceMissCampbellmarried,theimpressionmaybealittlewornoff。”

“Yes,hehasbeengonejustfourweeks,asyouobserve,MissWoodhouse。”

saidMissBates,“fourweeksyesterday——AMissHawkins!——Well,Ihadalwaysratherfancieditwouldbesomeyoungladyhereabouts;

notthatIever——Mrs。Coleoncewhisperedtome——butIimmediatelysaid,`No,Mr。Eltonisamostworthyyoungman——but’——Inshort,IdonotthinkIamparticularlyquickatthosesortofdiscoveries。

Idonotpretendtoit。Whatisbeforeme,Isee。Atthesametime,nobodycouldwonderifMr。Eltonshouldhaveaspired——MissWoodhouseletsmechatteron,sogood-humouredly。SheknowsIwouldnotoffendfortheworld。HowdoesMissSmithdo?Sheseemsquiterecoverednow。HaveyouheardfromMrs。JohnKnightleylately?

Oh!thosedearlittlechildren。Jane,doyouknowIalwaysfancyMr。DixonlikeMr。JohnKnightley。Imeaninperson——tall,andwiththatsortoflook——andnotverytalkative。”

“Quitewrong,mydearaunt;thereisnolikenessatall。”

“Veryodd!butoneneverdoesformajustideaofanybodybeforehand。

Onetakesupanotion,andrunsawaywithit。Mr。Dixon,yousay,isnot,strictlyspeaking,handsome?“

“Handsome!Oh!no——farfromit——certainlyplain。Itoldyouhewasplain。”

“Mydear,yousaidthatMissCampbellwouldnotallowhimtobeplain,andthatyouyourself——“

“Oh!asforme,myjudgmentisworthnothing。WhereIhavearegard,Ialwaysthinkapersonwell-looking。ButIgavewhatIbelievedthegeneralopinion,whenIcalledhimplain。”

“Well,mydearJane,Ibelievewemustberunningaway。

Theweatherdoesnotlookwell,andgrandmamawillbeuneasy。

Youaretooobliging,mydearMissWoodhouse;butwereallymusttakeleave。Thishasbeenamostagreeablepieceofnewsindeed。

IshalljustgoroundbyMrs。Cole’s;butIshallnotstopthreeminutes:

and,Jane,youhadbettergohomedirectly——Iwouldnothaveyououtinashower!——WethinksheisthebetterforHighburyalready。

Thankyou,wedoindeed。IshallnotattemptcallingonMrs。Goddard,forIreallydonotthinkshecaresforanythingbutboiledpork:

whenwedressthelegitwillbeanotherthing。Goodmorningtoyou,mydearsir。Oh!Mr。Knightleyiscomingtoo。Well,thatissovery!——IamsureifJaneistired,youwillbesokindastogiveheryourarm——Mr。Elton,andMissHawkins!——Goodmorningtoyou。”

Emma,alonewithherfather,hadhalfherattentionwantedbyhimwhilehelamentedthatyoungpeoplewouldbeinsuchahurrytomarry——

andtomarrystrangerstoo——andtheotherhalfshecouldgivetoherownviewofthesubject。Itwastoherselfanamusingandaverywelcomepieceofnews,asprovingthatMr。Eltoncouldnothavesufferedlong;butshewassorryforHarriet:

Harrietmustfeelit——andallthatshecouldhopewas,bygivingthefirstinformationherself,tosaveherfromhearingitabruptlyfromothers。Itwasnowaboutthetimethatshewaslikelytocall。

IfsheweretomeetMissBatesinherway!——anduponitsbeginningtorain,EmmawasobligedtoexpectthattheweatherwouldbedetainingheratMrs。Goddard’s,andthattheintelligencewouldundoubtedlyrushuponherwithoutpreparation。

Theshowerwasheavy,butshort;andithadnotbeenoverfiveminutes,whenincameHarriet,withjusttheheated,agitatedlookwhichhurryingthitherwithafullheartwaslikelytogive;andthe“Oh!MissWoodhouse,whatdoyouthinkhashappened!“whichinstantlyburstforth,hadalltheevidenceofcorrespondingperturbation。

Astheblowwasgiven,Emmafeltthatshecouldnotnowshewgreaterkindnessthaninlistening;andHarriet,unchecked,raneagerlythroughwhatshehadtotell。“ShehadsetoutfromMrs。Goddard’shalfanhourago——shehadbeenafraiditwouldrain——shehadbeenafraiditwouldpourdowneverymoment——butshethoughtshemightgettoHartfieldfirst——shehadhurriedonasfastaspossible;

butthen,asshewaspassingbythehousewhereayoungwomanwasmakingupagownforher,shethoughtshewouldjuststepinandseehowitwenton;andthoughshedidnotseemtostayhalfamomentthere,soonaftershecameoutitbegantorain,andshedidnotknowwhattodo;sosheranondirectly,asfastasshecould,andtookshelteratFord’s。”——Ford’swastheprincipalwoollen-draper,linen-draper,andhaberdasher’sshopunited;

theshopfirstinsizeandfashionintheplace——“Andso,thereshehadset,withoutanideaofanythingintheworld,fulltenminutes,perhaps——when,allofasudden,whoshouldcomein——

tobesureitwassoveryodd!——buttheyalwaysdealtatFord’s——

whoshouldcomein,butElizabethMartinandherbrother!——

DearMissWoodhouse!onlythink。IthoughtIshouldhavefainted。

Ididnotknowwhattodo。Iwassittingnearthedoor——Elizabethsawmedirectly;buthedidnot;hewasbusywiththeumbrella。

Iamsureshesawme,butshelookedawaydirectly,andtooknonotice;andtheybothwenttoquitethefartherendoftheshop;

andIkeptsittingnearthedoor!——Oh!dear;Iwassomiserable!

IamsureImusthavebeenaswhiteasmygown。Icouldnotgoawayyouknow,becauseoftherain;butIdidsowishmyselfanywhereintheworldbutthere——Oh!dear,MissWoodhouse——well,atlast,Ifancy,helookedroundandsawme;forinsteadofgoingonwithherbuyings,theybeganwhisperingtooneanother。

Iamsuretheyweretalkingofme;andIcouldnothelpthinkingthathewaspersuadinghertospeaktome——(doyouthinkhewas,MissWoodhouse?)——forpresentlyshecameforward——camequiteuptome,andaskedmehowIdid,andseemedreadytoshakehands,ifIwould。Shedidnotdoanyofitinthesamewaythatsheused;

Icouldseeshewasaltered;but,however,sheseemedtotrytobeveryfriendly,andweshookhands,andstoodtalkingsometime;

butIknownomorewhatIsaid——Iwasinsuchatremble!——Iremembershesaidshewassorrywenevermetnow;whichIthoughtalmosttookind!Dear,MissWoodhouse,Iwasabsolutelymiserable!

Bythattime,itwasbeginningtoholdup,andIwasdeterminedthatnothingshouldstopmefromgettingaway——andthen——onlythink!——

Ifoundhewascominguptowardsmetoo——slowlyyouknow,andasifhedidnotquiteknowwhattodo;andsohecameandspoke,andIanswered——andIstoodforaminute,feelingdreadfully,youknow,onecan’ttellhow;andthenItookcourage,andsaiditdidnotrain,andImustgo;andsooffIset;andIhadnotgotthreeyardsfromthedoor,whenhecameafterme,onlytosay,ifIwasgoingtoHartfield,hethoughtIhadmuchbettergoroundbyMr。Cole’sstables,forIshouldfindthenearwayquitefloatedbythisrain。Oh!dear,Ithoughtitwouldhavebeenthedeathofme!

SoIsaid,Iwasverymuchobligedtohim:youknowIcouldnotdoless;andthenhewentbacktoElizabeth,andIcameroundbythestables——IbelieveIdid——butIhardlyknewwhereIwas,oranythingaboutit。Oh!MissWoodhouse,Iwouldratherdoneanythingthanhaveithappen:andyet,youknow,therewasasortofsatisfactioninseeinghimbehavesopleasantlyandsokindly。

AndElizabeth,too。Oh!MissWoodhouse,dotalktomeandmakemecomfortableagain。”

VerysincerelydidEmmawishtodoso;butitwasnotimmediatelyinherpower。Shewasobligedtostopandthink。Shewasnotthoroughlycomfortableherself。Theyoungman’sconduct,andhissister’s,seemedtheresultofrealfeeling,andshecouldnotbutpitythem。

AsHarrietdescribedit,therehadbeenaninterestingmixtureofwoundedaffectionandgenuinedelicacyintheirbehaviour。

Butshehadbelievedthemtobewell-meaning,worthypeoplebefore;

andwhatdifferencedidthismakeintheevilsoftheconnexion?

Itwasfollytobedisturbedbyit。Ofcourse,hemustbesorrytoloseher——theymustbeallsorry。Ambition,aswellaslove,hadprobablybeenmortified。TheymightallhavehopedtorisebyHarriet’sacquaintance:andbesides,whatwasthevalueofHarriet’sdescription?——Soeasilypleased——solittlediscerning;——

whatsignifiedherpraise?

Sheexertedherself,anddidtrytomakehercomfortable,byconsideringallthathadpassedasameretrifle,andquiteunworthyofbeingdwelton,“Itmightbedistressing,forthemoment。”saidshe;“butyouseemtohavebehavedextremelywell;anditisover——andmaynever——

cannever,asafirstmeeting,occuragain,andthereforeyouneednotthinkaboutit。”

Harrietsaid,“verytrue。”andshe“wouldnotthinkaboutit;“

butstillshetalkedofit——stillshecouldtalkofnothingelse;

andEmma,atlast,inordertoputtheMartinsoutofherhead,wasobligedtohurryonthenews,whichshehadmeanttogivewithsomuchtendercaution;hardlyknowingherselfwhethertorejoiceorbeangry,ashamedoronlyamused,atsuchastateofmindinpoorHarriet——suchaconclusionofMr。Elton’simportancewithher!

Mr。Elton’srights,however,graduallyrevived。Thoughshedidnotfeelthefirstintelligenceasshemighthavedonethedaybefore,oranhourbefore,itsinterestsoonincreased;andbeforetheirfirstconversationwasover,shehadtalkedherselfintoallthesensationsofcuriosity,wonderandregret,painandpleasure,astothisfortunateMissHawkins,whichcouldconducetoplacetheMartinsunderpropersubordinationinherfancy。

Emmalearnedtoberathergladthattherehadbeensuchameeting。

Ithadbeenserviceableindeadeningthefirstshock,withoutretaininganyinfluencetoalarm。AsHarrietnowlived,theMartinscouldnotgetather,withoutseekingher,wherehithertotheyhadwantedeitherthecourageorthecondescensiontoseekher;forsinceherrefusalofthebrother,thesistersneverhadbeenatMrs。Goddard’s;

andatwelvemonthmightpasswithouttheirbeingthrowntogetheragain,withanynecessity,orevenanypowerofspeech。

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Humannatureissowelldisposedtowardsthosewhoareininterestingsituations,thatayoungperson,whoeithermarriesordies,issureofbeingkindlyspokenof。

AweekhadnotpassedsinceMissHawkins’snamewasfirstmentionedinHighbury,beforeshewas,bysomemeansorother,discoveredtohaveeveryrecommendationofpersonandmind;

tobehandsome,elegant,highlyaccomplished,andperfectlyamiable:

andwhenMr。Eltonhimselfarrivedtotriumphinhishappyprospects,andcirculatethefameofhermerits,therewasverylittlemoreforhimtodo,thantotellherChristianname,andsaywhosemusicsheprincipallyplayed。

Mr。Eltonreturned,averyhappyman。Hehadgoneawayrejectedandmortified——disappointedinaverysanguinehope,afteraseriesofwhatappearedtohimstrongencouragement;andnotonlylosingtherightlady,butfindinghimselfdebasedtothelevelofaverywrongone。Hehadgoneawaydeeplyoffended——hecamebackengagedtoanother——andtoanotherassuperior,ofcourse,tothefirst,asundersuchcircumstanceswhatisgainedalwaysistowhatislost。

Hecamebackgayandself-satisfied,eagerandbusy,caringnothingforMissWoodhouse,anddefyingMissSmith。

ThecharmingAugustaHawkins,inadditiontoalltheusualadvantagesofperfectbeautyandmerit,wasinpossessionofanindependentfortune,ofsomanythousandsaswouldalwaysbecalledten;apointofsomedignity,aswellassomeconvenience:thestorytoldwell;

hehadnotthrownhimselfaway——hehadgainedawomanof10,000l。

orthereabouts;andhehadgainedherwithsuchdelightfulrapidity——

thefirsthourofintroductionhadbeensoverysoonfollowedbydistinguishingnotice;thehistorywhichhehadtogiveMrs。Coleoftheriseandprogressoftheaffairwassoglorious——thestepssoquick,fromtheaccidentalrencontre,tothedinneratMr。Green’s,andthepartyatMrs。Brown’s——smilesandblushesrisinginimportance——

withconsciousnessandagitationrichlyscattered——theladyhadbeensoeasilyimpressed——sosweetlydisposed——hadinshort,touseamostintelligiblephrase,beensoveryreadytohavehim,thatvanityandprudencewereequallycontented。

Hehadcaughtbothsubstanceandshadow——bothfortuneandaffection,andwasjustthehappymanheoughttobe;talkingonlyofhimselfandhisownconcerns——expectingtobecongratulated——readytobelaughedat——and,withcordial,fearlesssmiles,nowaddressingalltheyoungladiesoftheplace,towhom,afewweeksago,hewouldhavebeenmorecautiouslygallant。

Theweddingwasnodistantevent,asthepartieshadonlythemselvestoplease,andnothingbutthenecessarypreparationstowaitfor;

andwhenhesetoutforBathagain,therewasageneralexpectation,whichacertainglanceofMrs。Cole’sdidnotseemtocontradict,thatwhenhenextenteredHighburyhewouldbringhisbride。

Duringhispresentshortstay,Emmahadbarelyseenhim;butjustenoughtofeelthatthefirstmeetingwasover,andtogivehertheimpressionofhisnotbeingimprovedbythemixtureofpiqueandpretension,nowspreadoverhisair。Shewas,infact,beginningverymuchtowonderthatshehadeverthoughthimpleasingatall;andhissightwassoinseparablyconnectedwithsomeverydisagreeablefeelings,that,exceptinamorallight,asapenance,alesson,asourceofprofitablehumiliationtoherownmind,shewouldhavebeenthankfultobeassuredofneverseeinghimagain。

Shewishedhimverywell;buthegaveherpain,andhiswelfaretwentymilesoffwouldadministermostsatisfaction。

ThepainofhiscontinuedresidenceinHighbury,however,mustcertainlybelessenedbyhismarriage。Manyvainsolicitudeswouldbeprevented——

manyawkwardnessessmoothedbyit。AMrs。Eltonwouldbeanexcuseforanychangeofintercourse;formerintimacymightsinkwithoutremark。

Itwouldbealmostbeginningtheirlifeofcivilityagain。

Ofthelady,individually,Emmathoughtverylittle。ShewasgoodenoughforMr。Elton,nodoubt;accomplishedenoughforHighbury——

handsomeenough——tolookplain,probably,byHarriet’sside。

Astoconnexion,thereEmmawasperfectlyeasy;persuaded,thatafterallhisownvauntedclaimsanddisdainofHarriet,hehaddonenothing。Onthatarticle,truthseemedattainable。

Whatshewas,mustbeuncertain;butwhoshewas,mightbefoundout;

andsettingasidethe10,000l。,itdidnotappearthatshewasatallHarriet’ssuperior。Shebroughtnoname,noblood,noalliance。

MissHawkinswastheyoungestofthetwodaughtersofaBristol——

merchant,ofcourse,hemustbecalled;but,asthewholeoftheprofitsofhismercantilelifeappearedsoverymoderate,itwasnotunfairtoguessthedignityofhislineoftradehadbeenverymoderatealso。PartofeverywintershehadbeenusedtospendinBath;

butBristolwasherhome,theveryheartofBristol;forthoughthefatherandmotherhaddiedsomeyearsago,anuncleremained——

inthelawline——nothingmoredistinctlyhonourablewashazardedofhim,thanthathewasinthelawline;andwithhimthedaughterhadlived。Emmaguessedhimtobethedrudgeofsomeattorney,andtoostupidtorise。Andallthegrandeuroftheconnexionseemeddependentontheeldersister,whowasverywellmarried,toagentlemaninagreatway,nearBristol,whokepttwocarriages!

Thatwasthewind-upofthehistory;thatwasthegloryofMissHawkins。

CouldshebuthavegivenHarrietherfeelingsaboutitall!

Shehadtalkedherintolove;but,alas!shewasnotsoeasilytobetalkedoutofit。ThecharmofanobjecttooccupythemanyvacanciesofHarriet’smindwasnottobetalkedaway。Hemightbesupersededbyanother;hecertainlywouldindeed;nothingcouldbeclearer;

evenaRobertMartinwouldhavebeensufficient;butnothingelse,shefeared,wouldcureher。Harrietwasoneofthose,who,havingoncebegun,wouldbealwaysinlove。Andnow,poorgirl!

shewasconsiderablyworsefromthisreappearanceofMr。Elton。

Shewasalwayshavingaglimpseofhimsomewhereorother。Emmasawhimonlyonce;buttwoorthreetimeseverydayHarrietwassurejusttomeetwithhim,orjusttomisshim,justtohearhisvoice,orseehisshoulder,justtohavesomethingoccurtopreservehiminherfancy,inallthefavouringwarmthofsurprizeandconjecture。

Shewas,moreover,perpetuallyhearingabouthim;for,exceptingwhenatHartfield,shewasalwaysamongthosewhosawnofaultinMr。Elton,andfoundnothingsointerestingasthediscussionofhisconcerns;

andeveryreport,therefore,everyguess——allthathadalreadyoccurred,allthatmightoccurinthearrangementofhisaffairs,comprehendingincome,servants,andfurniture,wascontinuallyinagitationaroundher。Herregardwasreceivingstrengthbyinvariablepraiseofhim,andherregretskeptalive,andfeelingsirritatedbyceaselessrepetitionsofMissHawkins’shappiness,andcontinualobservationof,howmuchheseemedattached!——

hisairashewalkedbythehouse——theverysittingofhishat,beingallinproofofhowmuchhewasinlove!

Haditbeenallowableentertainment,hadtherebeennopaintoherfriend,orreproachtoherself,inthewaveringsofHarriet’smind,Emmawouldhavebeenamusedbyitsvariations。

SometimesMr。Eltonpredominated,sometimestheMartins;andeachwasoccasionallyusefulasachecktotheother。Mr。Elton’sengagementhadbeenthecureoftheagitationofmeetingMr。Martin。

TheunhappinessproducedbytheknowledgeofthatengagementhadbeenalittleputasidebyElizabethMartin’scallingatMrs。Goddard’safewdaysafterwards。Harriethadnotbeenathome;butanotehadbeenpreparedandleftforher,writtenintheverystyletotouch;

asmallmixtureofreproach,withagreatdealofkindness;

andtillMr。Eltonhimselfappeared,shehadbeenmuchoccupiedbyit,continuallyponderingoverwhatcouldbedoneinreturn,andwishingtodomorethanshedaredtoconfess。ButMr。Elton,inperson,haddrivenawayallsuchcares。Whilehestaid,theMartinswereforgotten;andontheverymorningofhissettingoffforBathagain,Emma,todissipatesomeofthedistressitoccasioned,judgeditbestforhertoreturnElizabethMartin’svisit。

Howthatvisitwastobeacknowledged——whatwouldbenecessary——

andwhatmightbesafest,hadbeenapointofsomedoubtfulconsideration。Absoluteneglectofthemotherandsisters,wheninvitedtocome,wouldbeingratitude。Itmustnotbe:

andyetthedangerofarenewaloftheacquaintance!——

Aftermuchthinking,shecoulddetermineonnothingbetter,thanHarriet’sreturningthevisit;butinawaythat,iftheyhadunderstanding,shouldconvincethemthatitwastobeonlyaformalacquaintance。

Shemeanttotakeherinthecarriage,leaveherattheAbbeyMill,whileshedrovealittlefarther,andcallforheragainsosoon,astoallownotimeforinsidiousapplicationsordangerousrecurrencestothepast,andgivethemostdecidedproofofwhatdegreeofintimacywaschosenforthefuture。

Shecouldthinkofnothingbetter:andthoughtherewassomethinginitwhichherownheartcouldnotapprove——somethingofingratitude,merelyglossedover——itmustbedone,orwhatwouldbecomeofHarriet?

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SmallhearthadHarrietforvisiting。OnlyhalfanhourbeforeherfriendcalledforheratMrs。Goddard’s,herevilstarshadledhertotheveryspotwhere,atthatmoment,atrunk,directedtoTheRev。PhilipElton,White-Hart,Bath,wastobeseenundertheoperationofbeingliftedintothebutcher’scart,whichwastoconveyittowherethecoachespast;andeverythinginthisworld,exceptingthattrunkandthedirection,wasconsequentlyablank。

Shewent,however;andwhentheyreachedthefarm,andshewastobeputdown,attheendofthebroad,neatgravelwalk,whichledbetweenespalierapple-treestothefrontdoor,thesightofeverythingwhichhadgivenhersomuchpleasuretheautumnbefore,wasbeginningtorevivealittlelocalagitation;andwhentheyparted,Emmaobservedhertobelookingaroundwithasortoffearfulcuriosity,whichdeterminedhernottoallowthevisittoexceedtheproposedquarterofanhour。Shewentonherself,togivethatportionoftimetoanoldservantwhowasmarried,andsettledinDonwell。

Thequarterofanhourbroughtherpunctuallytothewhitegateagain;

andMissSmithreceivinghersummons,waswithherwithoutdelay,andunattendedbyanyalarmingyoungman。Shecamesolitarilydownthegravelwalk——aMissMartinjustappearingatthedoor,andpartingwithherseeminglywithceremoniouscivility。

Harrietcouldnotverysoongiveanintelligibleaccount。

Shewasfeelingtoomuch;butatlastEmmacollectedfromherenoughtounderstandthesortofmeeting,andthesortofpainitwascreating。ShehadseenonlyMrs。Martinandthetwogirls。

Theyhadreceivedherdoubtingly,ifnotcoolly;andnothingbeyondthemerestcommonplacehadbeentalkedalmostallthetime——

tilljustatlast,whenMrs。Martin’ssaying,allofasudden,thatshethoughtMissSmithwasgrown,hadbroughtonamoreinterestingsubject,andawarmermanner。InthatveryroomshehadbeenmeasuredlastSeptember,withhertwofriends。

Therewerethepencilledmarksandmemorandumsonthewainscotbythewindow。Hehaddoneit。Theyallseemedtoremembertheday,thehour,theparty,theoccasion——tofeelthesameconsciousness,thesameregrets——tobereadytoreturntothesamegoodunderstanding;

andtheywerejustgrowingagainlikethemselves,(Harriet,asEmmamustsuspect,asreadyasthebestofthemtobecordialandhappy,)

whenthecarriagereappeared,andallwasover。Thestyleofthevisit,andtheshortnessofit,werethenfelttobedecisive。

Fourteenminutestobegiventothosewithwhomshehadthankfullypassedsixweeksnotsixmonthsago!——Emmacouldnotbutpictureitall,andfeelhowjustlytheymightresent,hownaturallyHarrietmustsuffer。Itwasabadbusiness。Shewouldhavegivenagreatdeal,orenduredagreatdeal,tohavehadtheMartinsinahigherrankoflife。Theyweresodeserving,thatalittlehighershouldhavebeenenough:butasitwas,howcouldshehavedoneotherwise?——Impossible!——Shecouldnotrepent。Theymustbeseparated;buttherewasagreatdealofpainintheprocess——

somuchtoherselfatthistime,thatshesoonfeltthenecessityofalittleconsolation,andresolvedongoinghomebywayofRandallstoprocureit。HermindwasquitesickofMr。EltonandtheMartins。

TherefreshmentofRandallswasabsolutelynecessary。

Itwasagoodscheme;butondrivingtothedoortheyheardthatneither“masternormistresswasathome;“theyhadbothbeenoutsometime;themanbelievedtheyweregonetoHartfield。

“Thisistoobad。”criedEmma,astheyturnedaway。“Andnowweshalljustmissthem;tooprovoking!——IdonotknowwhenIhavebeensodisappointed。”Andsheleanedbackinthecorner,toindulgehermurmurs,ortoreasonthemaway;probablyalittleofboth——

suchbeingthecommonestprocessofanotill-disposedmind。

Presentlythecarriagestopt;shelookedup;itwasstoptbyMr。andMrs。Weston,whowerestandingtospeaktoher。

Therewasinstantpleasureinthesightofthem,andstillgreaterpleasurewasconveyedinsound——forMr。Westonimmediatelyaccostedherwith,“Howd’yedo?——howd’yedo?——Wehavebeensittingwithyourfather——

gladtoseehimsowell。Frankcomesto-morrow——Ihadaletterthismorning——weseehimto-morrowbydinner-timetoacertainty——

heisatOxfordto-day,andhecomesforawholefortnight;Iknewitwouldbeso。IfhehadcomeatChristmashecouldnothavestaidthreedays;

IwasalwaysgladhedidnotcomeatChristmas;nowwearegoingtohavejusttherightweatherforhim,fine,dry,settledweather。

Weshallenjoyhimcompletely;everythinghasturnedoutexactlyaswecouldwish。”

Therewasnoresistingsuchnews,nopossibilityofavoidingtheinfluenceofsuchahappyfaceasMr。Weston’s,confirmedasitallwasbythewordsandthecountenanceofhiswife,fewerandquieter,butnotlesstothepurpose。ToknowthatshethoughthiscomingcertainwasenoughtomakeEmmaconsideritso,andsincerelydidsherejoiceintheirjoy。Itwasamostdelightfulreanimationofexhaustedspirits。Theworn-outpastwassunkinthefreshnessofwhatwascoming;andintherapidityofhalfamoment’sthought,shehopedMr。Eltonwouldnowbetalkedofnomore。

Mr。WestongaveherthehistoryoftheengagementsatEnscombe,whichallowedhissontoanswerforhavinganentirefortnightathiscommand,aswellastherouteandthemethodofhisjourney;

andshelistened,andsmiled,andcongratulated。

“IshallsoonbringhimovertoHartfield。”saidhe,attheconclusion。

Emmacouldimagineshesawatouchofthearmatthisspeech,fromhiswife。

“Wehadbettermoveon,Mr。Weston。”saidshe,“wearedetainingthegirls。”

“Well,well,Iamready;“——andturningagaintoEmma,“butyoumustnotbeexpectingsuchaveryfineyoungman;youhaveonlyhadmyaccountyouknow;Idaresayheisreallynothingextraordinary:“——

thoughhisownsparklingeyesatthemomentwerespeakingaverydifferentconviction。

Emmacouldlookperfectlyunconsciousandinnocent,andanswerinamannerthatappropriatednothing。

“Thinkofmeto-morrow,mydearEmma,aboutfouro’clock。”

wasMrs。Weston’spartinginjunction;spokenwithsomeanxiety,andmeantonlyforher。

“Fouro’clock!——dependuponithewillbeherebythree。”wasMr。Weston’squickamendment;andsoendedamostsatisfactorymeeting。

Emma’sspiritsweremountedquiteuptohappiness;everythingworeadifferentair;Jamesandhishorsesseemednothalfsosluggishasbefore。Whenshelookedatthehedges,shethoughttheelderatleastmustsoonbecomingout;andwhensheturnedroundtoHarriet,shesawsomethinglikealookofspring,atendersmileeventhere。

“WillMr。FrankChurchillpassthroughBathaswellasOxford?“——

wasaquestion,however,whichdidnotaugurmuch。

Butneithergeographynortranquillitycouldcomeallatonce,andEmmawasnowinahumourtoresolvethattheyshouldbothcomeintime。

Themorningoftheinterestingdayarrived,andMrs。Weston’sfaithfulpupildidnotforgeteitheratten,oreleven,ortwelveo’clock,thatshewastothinkofheratfour。

“Mydear,dearanxiousfriend。”——saidshe,inmentalsoliloquy,whilewalkingdownstairsfromherownroom,“alwaysovercarefulforeverybody’scomfortbutyourown;Iseeyounowinallyourlittlefidgets,goingagainandagainintohisroom,tobesurethatallisright。”Theclockstrucktwelveasshepassedthroughthehall。“’Tistwelve;Ishallnotforgettothinkofyoufourhourshence;andbythistimeto-morrow,perhaps,oralittlelater,Imaybethinkingofthepossibilityoftheirallcallinghere。

Iamsuretheywillbringhimsoon。”

Sheopenedtheparlourdoor,andsawtwogentlemensittingwithherfather——Mr。Westonandhisson。Theyhadbeenarrivedonlyafewminutes,andMr。WestonhadscarcelyfinishedhisexplanationofFrank’sbeingadaybeforehistime,andherfatherwasyetinthemidstofhisverycivilwelcomeandcongratulations,whensheappeared,tohavehershareofsurprize,introduction,andpleasure。

TheFrankChurchillsolongtalkedof,sohighininterest,wasactuallybeforeher——hewaspresentedtoher,andshedidnotthinktoomuchhadbeensaidinhispraise;hewasaverygoodlookingyoungman;height,air,address,allwereunexceptionable,andhiscountenancehadagreatdealofthespiritandlivelinessofhisfather’s;helookedquickandsensible。Shefeltimmediatelythatsheshouldlikehim;andtherewasawell-bredeaseofmanner,andareadinesstotalk,whichconvincedherthathecameintendingtobeacquaintedwithher,andthatacquaintedtheysoonmustbe。

HehadreachedRandallstheeveningbefore。Shewaspleasedwiththeeagernesstoarrivewhichhadmadehimalterhisplan,andtravelearlier,later,andquicker,thathemightgainhalfaday。

“Itoldyouyesterday。”criedMr。Westonwithexultation,“Itoldyouallthathewouldbeherebeforethetimenamed。IrememberedwhatIusedtodomyself。Onecannotcreepuponajourney;

onecannothelpgettingonfasterthanonehasplanned;andthepleasureofcominginuponone’sfriendsbeforethelook-outbegins,isworthagreatdealmorethananylittleexertionitneeds。”

“Itisagreatpleasurewhereonecanindulgeinit。”saidtheyoungman,“thoughtherearenotmanyhousesthatIshouldpresumeonsofar;

butincominghomeIfeltImightdoanything。”

Thewordhomemadehisfatherlookonhimwithfreshcomplacency。

Emmawasdirectlysurethatheknewhowtomakehimselfagreeable;

theconvictionwasstrengthenedbywhatfollowed。HewasverymuchpleasedwithRandalls,thoughtitamostadmirablyarrangedhouse,wouldhardlyallowiteventobeverysmall,admiredthesituation,thewalktoHighbury,Highburyitself,Hartfieldstillmore,andprofessedhimselftohavealwaysfeltthesortofinterestinthecountrywhichnonebutone’sowncountrygives,andthegreatestcuriositytovisitit。Thatheshouldneverhavebeenabletoindulgesoamiableafeelingbefore,passedsuspiciouslythroughEmma’sbrain;butstill,ifitwereafalsehood,itwasapleasantone,andpleasantlyhandled。Hismannerhadnoairofstudyorexaggeration。Hedidreallylookandspeakasifinastateofnocommonenjoyment。

Theirsubjectsingeneralweresuchasbelongtoanopeningacquaintance。

Onhissideweretheinquiries,——“Wassheahorsewoman?——Pleasantrides?——

Pleasantwalks?——Hadtheyalargeneighbourhood?——Highbury,perhaps,affordedsocietyenough?——Therewereseveralveryprettyhousesinandaboutit——Balls——hadtheyballs?——Wasitamusicalsociety?“

Butwhensatisfiedonallthesepoints,andtheiracquaintanceproportionablyadvanced,hecontrivedtofindanopportunity,whiletheirtwofatherswereengagedwitheachother,ofintroducinghismother-in-law,andspeakingofherwithsomuchhandsomepraise,somuchwarmadmiration,somuchgratitudeforthehappinessshesecuredtohisfather,andherverykindreceptionofhimself,aswasanadditionalproofofhisknowinghowtoplease——

andofhiscertainlythinkingitworthwhiletotrytopleaseher。

HedidnotadvanceawordofpraisebeyondwhatsheknewtobethoroughlydeservedbyMrs。Weston;but,undoubtedlyhecouldknowverylittleofthematter。Heunderstoodwhatwouldbewelcome;

hecouldbesureoflittleelse。“Hisfather’smarriage。”hesaid,“hadbeenthewisestmeasure,everyfriendmustrejoiceinit;

andthefamilyfromwhomhehadreceivedsuchablessingmustbeeverconsideredashavingconferredthehighestobligationonhim。”

HegotasnearashecouldtothankingherforMissTaylor’smerits,withoutseemingquitetoforgetthatinthecommoncourseofthingsitwastoberathersupposedthatMissTaylorhadformedMissWoodhouse’scharacter,thanMissWoodhouseMissTaylor’s。Andatlast,asifresolvedtoqualifyhisopinioncompletelyfortravellingroundtoitsobject,hewounditallupwithastonishmentattheyouthandbeautyofherperson。

“Elegant,agreeablemanners,Iwaspreparedfor。”saidhe;

“butIconfessthat,consideringeverything,Ihadnotexpectedmorethanaverytolerablywell-lookingwomanofacertainage;

IdidnotknowthatIwastofindaprettyyoungwomaninMrs。Weston。”

“YoucannotseetoomuchperfectioninMrs。Westonformyfeelings。”

saidEmma;“wereyoutoguesshertobeeighteen,Ishouldlistenwithpleasure;butshewouldbereadytoquarrelwithyouforusingsuchwords。Don’tletherimaginethatyouhavespokenofherasaprettyyoungwoman。”

“IhopeIshouldknowbetter。”hereplied;“no,dependuponit,(withagallantbow,)thatinaddressingMrs。WestonIshouldunderstandwhomImightpraisewithoutanydangerofbeingthoughtextravagantinmyterms。”

Emmawonderedwhetherthesamesuspicionofwhatmightbeexpectedfromtheirknowingeachother,whichhadtakenstrongpossessionofhermind,hadevercrossedhis;andwhetherhiscomplimentsweretobeconsideredasmarksofacquiescence,orproofsofdefiance。

Shemustseemoreofhimtounderstandhisways;atpresentsheonlyfelttheywereagreeable。

ShehadnodoubtofwhatMr。Westonwasoftenthinkingabout。

Hisquickeyeshedetectedagainandagainglancingtowardsthemwithahappyexpression;andeven,whenhemighthavedeterminednottolook,shewasconfidentthathewasoftenlistening。

Herownfather’sperfectexemptionfromanythoughtofthekind,theentiredeficiencyinhimofallsuchsortofpenetrationorsuspicion,wasamostcomfortablecircumstance。Happilyhewasnotfartherfromapprovingmatrimonythanfromforeseeingit——

Thoughalwaysobjectingtoeverymarriagethatwasarranged,heneversufferedbeforehandfromtheapprehensionofany;

itseemedasifhecouldnotthinksoillofanytwopersons’

understandingastosupposetheymeanttomarrytillitwereprovedagainstthem。Sheblessedthefavouringblindness。

Hecouldnow,withoutthedrawbackofasingleunpleasantsurmise,withoutaglanceforwardatanypossibletreacheryinhisguest,givewaytoallhisnaturalkind-heartedcivilityinsolicitousinquiriesafterMr。FrankChurchill’saccommodationonhisjourney,throughthesadevilsofsleepingtwonightsontheroad,andexpressverygenuineunmixedanxietytoknowthathehadcertainlyescapedcatchingcold——which,however,hecouldnotallowhimtofeelquiteassuredofhimselftillafteranothernight。

Areasonablevisitpaid,Mr。Westonbegantomove——“Hemustbegoing。

HehadbusinessattheCrownabouthishay,andagreatmanyerrandsforMrs。WestonatFord’s,butheneednothurryanybodyelse。”

Hisson,toowellbredtohearthehint,roseimmediatelyalso,saying,“Asyouaregoingfartheronbusiness,sir,Iwilltaketheopportunityofpayingavisit,whichmustbepaidsomedayorother,andthereforemayaswellbepaidnow。Ihavethehonourofbeingacquaintedwithaneighbourofyours,(turningtoEmma,)aladyresidinginornearHighbury;afamilyofthenameofFairfax。

Ishallhavenodifficulty,Isuppose,infindingthehouse;

thoughFairfax,Ibelieve,isnotthepropername——IshouldrathersayBarnes,orBates。Doyouknowanyfamilyofthatname?“

“Tobesurewedo。”criedhisfather;“Mrs。Bates——wepassedherhouse——

IsawMissBatesatthewindow。True,true,youareacquaintedwithMissFairfax;IrememberyouknewheratWeymouth,andafinegirlsheis。Calluponher,byallmeans。”

“Thereisnonecessityformycallingthismorning。”saidtheyoungman;“anotherdaywoulddoaswell;buttherewasthatdegreeofacquaintanceatWeymouthwhich——“

“Oh!goto-day,goto-day。Donotdeferit。Whatisrighttobedonecannotbedonetoosoon。And,besides,Imustgiveyouahint,Frank;

anywantofattentiontoherhereshouldbecarefullyavoided。

YousawherwiththeCampbells,whenshewastheequalofeverybodyshemixedwith,butheresheiswithapooroldgrandmother,whohasbarelyenoughtoliveon。Ifyoudonotcallearlyitwillbeaslight。”

Thesonlookedconvinced。

“Ihaveheardherspeakoftheacquaintance。”saidEmma;“sheisaveryelegantyoungwoman。”

Heagreedtoit,butwithsoquieta“Yes。”asinclinedheralmosttodoubthisrealconcurrence;andyettheremustbeaverydistinctsortofeleganceforthefashionableworld,ifJaneFairfaxcouldbethoughtonlyordinarilygiftedwithit。

“Ifyouwereneverparticularlystruckbyhermannersbefore。”

saidshe,“Ithinkyouwillto-day。Youwillseehertoadvantage;

seeherandhearher——no,Iamafraidyouwillnothearheratall,forshehasanauntwhoneverholdshertongue。”

“YouareacquaintedwithMissJaneFairfax,sir,areyou?“

saidMr。Woodhouse,alwaysthelasttomakehiswayinconversation;

“thengivemeleavetoassureyouthatyouwillfindheraveryagreeableyounglady。Sheisstayinghereonavisittohergrandmamaandaunt,veryworthypeople;Ihaveknownthemallmylife。

Theywillbeextremelygladtoseeyou,Iamsure;andoneofmyservantsshallgowithyoutoshewyoutheway。”

“Mydearsir,uponnoaccountintheworld;myfathercandirectme。”

“Butyourfatherisnotgoingsofar;heisonlygoingtotheCrown,quiteontheothersideofthestreet,andthereareagreatmanyhouses;

youmightbeverymuchataloss,anditisaverydirtywalk,unlessyoukeeponthefootpath;butmycoachmancantellyouwhereyouhadbestcrossthestreet。”

Mr。FrankChurchillstilldeclinedit,lookingasseriousashecould,andhisfathergavehisheartysupportbycallingout,“Mygoodfriend,thisisquiteunnecessary;Frankknowsapuddleofwaterwhenheseesit,andastoMrs。Bates’s,hemaygettherefromtheCrowninahop,step,andjump。”

Theywerepermittedtogoalone;andwithacordialnodfromone,andagracefulbowfromtheother,thetwogentlementookleave。

Emmaremainedverywellpleasedwiththisbeginningoftheacquaintance,andcouldnowengagetothinkofthemallatRandallsanyhouroftheday,withfullconfidenceintheircomfort。

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