Emmaa

第9章

FetchMissBates。Wearegrowingalittletoonice。Sheisastandinglessonofhowtobehappy。Butfetchthemboth。

Invitethemboth。”

“Bothsir!Cantheoldlady?“……

“Theoldlady!No,theyounglady,tobesure。Ishallthinkyouagreatblockhead,Frank,ifyoubringtheauntwithouttheniece。”

“Oh!Ibegyourpardon,sir。Ididnotimmediatelyrecollect。

Undoubtedlyifyouwishit,Iwillendeavourtopersuadethemboth。”

Andawayheran。

Longbeforehereappeared,attendingtheshort,neat,brisk-movingaunt,andherelegantniece,——Mrs。Weston,likeasweet-temperedwomanandagoodwife,hadexaminedthepassageagain,andfoundtheevilsofitmuchlessthanshehadsupposedbefore——

indeedverytrifling;andhereendedthedifficultiesofdecision。

Alltherest,inspeculationatleast,wasperfectlysmooth。

Alltheminorarrangementsoftableandchair,lightsandmusic,teaandsupper,madethemselves;orwereleftasmeretriflestobesettledatanytimebetweenMrs。WestonandMrs。Stokes——

Everybodyinvited,wascertainlytocome;FrankhadalreadywrittentoEnscombetoproposestayingafewdaysbeyondhisfortnight,whichcouldnotpossiblyberefused。Andadelightfuldanceitwastobe。

Mostcordially,whenMissBatesarrived,didsheagreethatitmust。

Asacounsellorshewasnotwanted;butasanapprover,(amuchsafercharacter,)shewastrulywelcome。Herapprobation,atoncegeneralandminute,warmandincessant,couldnotbutplease;

andforanotherhalf-hourtheywereallwalkingtoandfro,betweenthedifferentrooms,somesuggesting,someattending,andallinhappyenjoymentofthefuture。ThepartydidnotbreakupwithoutEmma’sbeingpositivelysecuredforthetwofirstdancesbytheherooftheevening,norwithoutheroverhearingMr。Westonwhispertohiswife,“Hehasaskedher,mydear。That’sright。

Iknewhewould!“

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OnethingonlywaswantingtomaketheprospectoftheballcompletelysatisfactorytoEmma——itsbeingfixedforadaywithinthegrantedtermofFrankChurchill’sstayinSurry;for,inspiteofMr。Weston’sconfidence,shecouldnotthinkitsoveryimpossiblethattheChurchillsmightnotallowtheirnephewtoremainadaybeyondhisfortnight。Butthiswasnotjudgedfeasible。

Thepreparationsmusttaketheirtime,nothingcouldbeproperlyreadytillthethirdweekwereenteredon,andforafewdaystheymustbeplanning,proceedingandhopinginuncertainty——attherisk——

inheropinion,thegreatrisk,ofitsbeingallinvain。

Enscombehoweverwasgracious,graciousinfact,ifnotinword。

Hiswishofstayinglongerevidentlydidnotplease;butitwasnotopposed。Allwassafeandprosperous;andastheremovalofonesolicitudegenerallymakeswayforanother,Emma,beingnowcertainofherball,begantoadoptasthenextvexationMr。Knightley’sprovokingindifferenceaboutit。Eitherbecausehedidnotdancehimself,orbecausetheplanhadbeenformedwithouthisbeingconsulted,heseemedresolvedthatitshouldnotinteresthim,determinedagainstitsexcitinganypresentcuriosity,oraffordinghimanyfutureamusement。TohervoluntarycommunicationsEmmacouldgetnomoreapprovingreply,than,“Verywell。IftheWestonsthinkitworthwhiletobeatallthistroubleforafewhoursofnoisyentertainment,Ihavenothingtosayagainstit,butthattheyshallnotchusepleasuresforme——

Oh!yes,Imustbethere;Icouldnotrefuse;andIwillkeepasmuchawakeasIcan;butIwouldratherbeathome,lookingoverWilliamLarkins’sweek’saccount;muchrather,Iconfess——

Pleasureinseeingdancing!——notI,indeed——Ineverlookatit——

Idonotknowwhodoes——Finedancing,Ibelieve,likevirtue,mustbeitsownreward。Thosewhoarestandingbyareusuallythinkingofsomethingverydifferent。”

ThisEmmafeltwasaimedather;anditmadeherquiteangry。

ItwasnotincomplimenttoJaneFairfaxhoweverthathewassoindifferent,orsoindignant;hewasnotguidedbyherfeelingsinreprobatingtheball,forsheenjoyedthethoughtofittoanextraordinarydegree。Itmadeheranimated——openhearted——

shevoluntarilysaid;——

“Oh!MissWoodhouse,Ihopenothingmayhappentopreventtheball。

Whatadisappointmentitwouldbe!Idolookforwardtoit,I

own,withverygreatpleasure。”

ItwasnottoobligeJaneFairfaxthereforethathewouldhavepreferredthesocietyofWilliamLarkins。No!——shewasmoreandmoreconvincedthatMrs。Westonwasquitemistakeninthatsurmise。

Therewasagreatdealoffriendlyandofcompassionateattachmentonhisside——butnolove。

Alas!therewassoonnoleisureforquarrellingwithMr。Knightley。

Twodaysofjoyfulsecuritywereimmediatelyfollowedbytheover-throwofeverything。AletterarrivedfromMr。Churchilltourgehisnephew’sinstantreturn。Mrs。Churchillwasunwell——

fartoounwelltodowithouthim;shehadbeeninaverysufferingstate(sosaidherhusband)whenwritingtohernephewtwodaysbefore,thoughfromherusualunwillingnesstogivepain,andconstanthabitofneverthinkingofherself,shehadnotmentionedit;

butnowshewastooilltotrifle,andmustentreathimtosetoffforEnscombewithoutdelay。

ThesubstanceofthisletterwasforwardedtoEmma,inanotefromMrs。Weston,instantly。Astohisgoing,itwasinevitable。

Hemustbegonewithinafewhours,thoughwithoutfeelinganyrealalarmforhisaunt,tolessenhisrepugnance。Heknewherillnesses;

theyneveroccurredbutforherownconvenience。

Mrs。Westonadded,“thathecouldonlyallowhimselftimetohurrytoHighbury,afterbreakfast,andtakeleaveofthefewfriendstherewhomhecouldsupposetofeelanyinterestinhim;

andthathemightbeexpectedatHartfieldverysoon。”

ThiswretchednotewasthefinaleofEmma’sbreakfast。Whenonceithadbeenread,therewasnodoinganything,butlamentandexclaim。Thelossoftheball——thelossoftheyoungman——

andallthattheyoungmanmightbefeeling!——Itwastoowretched!——

Suchadelightfuleveningasitwouldhavebeen!——Everybodysohappy!

andsheandherpartnerthehappiest!——“Isaiditwouldbeso。”

wastheonlyconsolation。

Herfather’sfeelingswerequitedistinct。HethoughtprincipallyofMrs。Churchill’sillness,andwantedtoknowhowshewastreated;

andasfortheball,itwasshockingtohavedearEmmadisappointed;

buttheywouldallbesaferathome。

Emmawasreadyforhervisitorsometimebeforeheappeared;

butifthisreflectedatalluponhisimpatience,hissorrowfullookandtotalwantofspiritswhenhedidcomemightredeemhim。

Hefeltthegoingawayalmosttoomuchtospeakofit。Hisdejectionwasmostevident。Hesatreallylostinthoughtforthefirstfewminutes;andwhenrousinghimself,itwasonlytosay,“Ofallhorridthings,leave-takingistheworst。”

“Butyouwillcomeagain。”saidEmma。“ThiswillnotbeyouronlyvisittoRandalls。”

“Ah!——(shakinghishead)——theuncertaintyofwhenImaybeabletoreturn!——Ishalltryforitwithazeal!——Itwillbetheobjectofallmythoughtsandcares!——andifmyuncleandauntgototownthisspring——butIamafraid——theydidnotstirlastspring——

Iamafraiditisacustomgoneforever。”

“Ourpoorballmustbequitegivenup。”

“Ah!thatball!——whydidwewaitforanything?——whynotseizethepleasureatonce?——Howoftenishappinessdestroyedbypreparation,foolishpreparation!——Youtoldusitwouldbeso——Oh!MissWoodhouse,whyareyoualwayssoright?“

“Indeed,Iamverysorrytoberightinthisinstance。Iwouldmuchratherhavebeenmerrythanwise。”

“IfIcancomeagain,wearestilltohaveourball。Myfatherdependsonit。Donotforgetyourengagement。”

Emmalookedgraciously。

“Suchafortnightasithasbeen!“hecontinued;“everydaymorepreciousandmoredelightfulthanthedaybefore!——everydaymakingmelessfittobearanyotherplace。Happythose,whocanremainatHighbury!“

“Asyoudoussuchamplejusticenow。”saidEmma,laughing,“Iwillventuretoask,whetheryoudidnotcomealittledoubtfullyatfirst?

Donotwerathersurpassyourexpectations?Iamsurewedo。

Iamsureyoudidnotmuchexpecttolikeus。Youwouldnothavebeensolongincoming,ifyouhadhadapleasantideaofHighbury。”

Helaughedratherconsciously;andthoughdenyingthesentiment,Emmawasconvincedthatithadbeenso。

“Andyoumustbeoffthisverymorning?“

“Yes;myfatheristojoinmehere:weshallwalkbacktogether,andImustbeoffimmediately。Iamalmostafraidthateverymomentwillbringhim。”

“NotfiveminutestospareevenforyourfriendsMissFairfaxandMissBates?Howunlucky!MissBates’spowerful,argumentativemindmighthavestrengthenedyours。”

“Yes——Ihavecalledthere;passingthedoor,Ithoughtitbetter。

Itwasarightthingtodo。Iwentinforthreeminutes,andwasdetainedbyMissBates’sbeingabsent。Shewasout;andIfeltitimpossiblenottowaittillshecamein。Sheisawomanthatonemay,thatonemustlaughat;butthatonewouldnotwishtoslight。

Itwasbettertopaymyvisit,then“——

Hehesitated,gotup,walkedtoawindow。

“Inshort。”saidhe,“perhaps,MissWoodhouse——Ithinkyoucanhardlybequitewithoutsuspicion“——

Helookedather,asifwantingtoreadherthoughts。Shehardlyknewwhattosay。Itseemedliketheforerunnerofsomethingabsolutelyserious,whichshedidnotwish。Forcingherselftospeak,therefore,inthehopeofputtingitby,shecalmlysaid,“Youarequiteintheright;itwasmostnaturaltopayyourvisit,then“——

Hewassilent。Shebelievedhewaslookingather;probablyreflectingonwhatshehadsaid,andtryingtounderstandthemanner。

Sheheardhimsigh。Itwasnaturalforhimtofeelthathehadcausetosigh。Hecouldnotbelievehertobeencouraginghim。

Afewawkwardmomentspassed,andhesatdownagain;andinamoredeterminedmannersaid,“ItwassomethingtofeelthatalltherestofmytimemightbegiventoHartfield。MyregardforHartfieldismostwarm“——

Hestoptagain,roseagain,andseemedquiteembarrassed——

HewasmoreinlovewithherthanEmmahadsupposed;andwhocansayhowitmighthaveended,ifhisfatherhadnotmadehisappearance?

Mr。Woodhousesoonfollowed;andthenecessityofexertionmadehimcomposed。

Averyfewminutesmore,however,completedthepresenttrial。

Mr。Weston,alwaysalertwhenbusinesswastobedone,andasincapableofprocrastinatinganyevilthatwasinevitable,asofforeseeinganythatwasdoubtful,said,“Itwastimetogo;“

andtheyoungman,thoughhemightanddidsigh,couldnotbutagree,totakeleave。

“Ishallhearaboutyouall。”saidhe;thatismychiefconsolation。

Ishallhearofeverythingthatisgoingonamongyou。IhaveengagedMrs。Westontocorrespondwithme。Shehasbeensokindastopromiseit。Oh!theblessingofafemalecorrespondent,whenoneisreallyinterestedintheabsent!——shewilltellmeeverything。

InherlettersIshallbeatdearHighburyagain。”

Averyfriendlyshakeofthehand,averyearnest“Good-bye。”

closedthespeech,andthedoorhadsoonshutoutFrankChurchill。

Shorthadbeenthenotice——shorttheirmeeting;hewasgone;andEmmafeltsosorrytopart,andforesawsogreatalosstotheirlittlesocietyfromhisabsenceastobegintobeafraidofbeingtoosorry,andfeelingittoomuch。

Itwasasadchange。Theyhadbeenmeetingalmosteverydaysincehisarrival。CertainlyhisbeingatRandallshadgivengreatspirittothelasttwoweeks——indescribablespirit;theidea,theexpectationofseeinghimwhicheverymorninghadbrought,theassuranceofhisattentions,hisliveliness,hismanners!

Ithadbeenaveryhappyfortnight,andforlornmustbethesinkingfromitintothecommoncourseofHartfielddays。Tocompleteeveryotherrecommendation,hehadalmosttoldherthathelovedher。

Whatstrength,orwhatconstancyofaffectionhemightbesubjectto,wasanotherpoint;butatpresentshecouldnotdoubthishavingadecidedlywarmadmiration,aconsciouspreferenceofherself;

andthispersuasion,joinedtoalltherest,madeherthinkthatshemustbealittleinlovewithhim,inspiteofeverypreviousdeterminationagainstit。

“Icertainlymust。”saidshe。“Thissensationoflistlessness,weariness,stupidity,thisdisinclinationtositdownandemploymyself,thisfeelingofeverything’sbeingdullandinsipidaboutthehouse!——

Imustbeinlove;IshouldbetheoddestcreatureintheworldifI

werenot——forafewweeksatleast。Well!eviltosomeisalwaysgoodtoothers。Ishallhavemanyfellow-mournersfortheball,ifnotforFrankChurchill;butMr。Knightleywillbehappy。

HemayspendtheeveningwithhisdearWilliamLarkinsnowifhelikes。”

Mr。Knightley,however,shewednotriumphanthappiness。Hecouldnotsaythathewassorryonhisownaccount;hisverycheerfullookwouldhavecontradictedhimifhehad;buthesaid,andverysteadily,thathewassorryforthedisappointmentoftheothers,andwithconsiderablekindnessadded,“You,Emma,whohavesofewopportunitiesofdancing,youarereallyoutofluck;youareverymuchoutofluck!“

ItwassomedaysbeforeshesawJaneFairfax,tojudgeofherhonestregretinthiswoefulchange;butwhentheydidmeet,hercomposurewasodious。Shehadbeenparticularlyunwell,however,sufferingfromheadachetoadegree,whichmadeherauntdeclare,thathadtheballtakenplace,shedidnotthinkJanecouldhaveattendedit;anditwascharitytoimputesomeofherunbecomingindifferencetothelanguorofill-health。

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Emmacontinuedtoentertainnodoubtofherbeinginlove。Herideasonlyvariedastothehowmuch。Atfirst,shethoughtitwasagooddeal;

andafterwards,butlittle。ShehadgreatpleasureinhearingFrankChurchilltalkedof;and,forhissake,greaterpleasurethaneverinseeingMr。andMrs。Weston;shewasveryoftenthinkingofhim,andquiteimpatientforaletter,thatshemightknowhowhewas,howwerehisspirits,howwashisaunt,andwhatwasthechanceofhiscomingtoRandallsagainthisspring。But,ontheotherhand,shecouldnotadmitherselftobeunhappy,nor,afterthefirstmorning,tobelessdisposedforemploymentthanusual;

shewasstillbusyandcheerful;and,pleasingashewas,shecouldyetimaginehimtohavefaults;andfarther,thoughthinkingofhimsomuch,and,asshesatdrawingorworking,formingathousandamusingschemesfortheprogressandcloseoftheirattachment,fancyinginterestingdialogues,andinventingelegantletters;

theconclusionofeveryimaginarydeclarationonhissidewasthatsherefusedhim。Theiraffectionwasalwaystosubsideintofriendship。

Everythingtenderandcharmingwastomarktheirparting;

butstilltheyweretopart。Whenshebecamesensibleofthis,itstruckherthatshecouldnotbeverymuchinlove;forinspiteofherpreviousandfixeddeterminationnevertoquitherfather,nevertomarry,astrongattachmentcertainlymustproducemoreofastrugglethanshecouldforeseeinherownfeelings。

“Idonotfindmyselfmakinganyuseofthewordsacrifice。”saidshe——

“Innotoneofallmycleverreplies,mydelicatenegatives,isthereanyallusiontomakingasacrifice。Idosuspectthatheisnotreallynecessarytomyhappiness。Somuchthebetter。

IcertainlywillnotpersuademyselftofeelmorethanIdo。I

amquiteenoughinlove。Ishouldbesorrytobemore。”

Uponthewhole,shewasequallycontentedwithherviewofhisfeelings。

“Heisundoubtedlyverymuchinlove——everythingdenotesit——verymuchinloveindeed!——andwhenhecomesagain,ifhisaffectioncontinue,Imustbeonmyguardnottoencourageit——Itwouldbemostinexcusabletodootherwise,asmyownmindisquitemadeup。

NotthatIimaginehecanthinkIhavebeenencouraginghimhitherto。

No,ifhehadbelievedmeatalltosharehisfeelings,hewouldnothavebeensowretched。Couldhehavethoughthimselfencouraged,hislooksandlanguageatpartingwouldhavebeendifferent——

Still,however,Imustbeonmyguard。Thisisinthesuppositionofhisattachmentcontinuingwhatitnowis;butIdonotknowthatI

expectitwill;Idonotlookuponhimtobequitethesortofman——

Idonotaltogetherbuilduponhissteadinessorconstancy——

Hisfeelingsarewarm,butIcanimaginethemratherchangeable——

Everyconsiderationofthesubject,inshort,makesmethankfulthatmyhappinessisnotmoredeeplyinvolved——Ishalldoverywellagainafteralittlewhile——andthen,itwillbeagoodthingover;

fortheysayeverybodyisinloveonceintheirlives,andIshallhavebeenletoffeasily。”

WhenhislettertoMrs。Westonarrived,Emmahadtheperusalofit;

andshereaditwithadegreeofpleasureandadmirationwhichmadeheratfirstshakeherheadoverherownsensations,andthinkshehadundervaluedtheirstrength。Itwasalong,well-writtenletter,givingtheparticularsofhisjourneyandofhisfeelings,expressingalltheaffection,gratitude,andrespectwhichwasnaturalandhonourable,anddescribingeverythingexteriorandlocalthatcouldbesupposedattractive,withspiritandprecision。

Nosuspiciousflourishesnowofapologyorconcern;itwasthelanguageofrealfeelingtowardsMrs。Weston;andthetransitionfromHighburytoEnscombe,thecontrastbetweentheplacesinsomeofthefirstblessingsofsociallifewasjustenoughtouchedontoshewhowkeenlyitwasfelt,andhowmuchmoremighthavebeensaidbutfortherestraintsofpropriety——Thecharmofherownnamewasnotwanting。MissWoodhouseappearedmorethanonce,andneverwithoutasomethingofpleasingconnexion,eitheracomplimenttohertaste,oraremembranceofwhatshehadsaid;

andintheverylasttimeofitsmeetinghereye,unadornedasitwasbyanysuchbroadwreathofgallantry,sheyetcoulddiscerntheeffectofherinfluenceandacknowledgethegreatestcomplimentperhapsofallconveyed。Compressedintotheverylowestvacantcornerwerethesewords——“IhadnotasparemomentonTuesday,asyouknow,forMissWoodhouse’sbeautifullittlefriend。Praymakemyexcusesandadieustoher。”This,Emmacouldnotdoubt,wasallforherself。Harrietwasrememberedonlyfrombeingherfriend。

HisinformationandprospectsastoEnscombewereneitherworsenorbetterthanhadbeenanticipated;Mrs。Churchillwasrecovering,andhedarednotyet,eveninhisownimagination,fixatimeforcomingtoRandallsagain。

Gratifying,however,andstimulativeaswastheletterinthematerialpart,itssentiments,sheyetfound,whenitwasfoldedupandreturnedtoMrs。Weston,thatithadnotaddedanylastingwarmth,thatshecouldstilldowithoutthewriter,andthathemustlearntodowithouther。Herintentionswereunchanged。Herresolutionofrefusalonlygrewmoreinterestingbytheadditionofaschemeforhissubsequentconsolationandhappiness。HisrecollectionofHarriet,andthewordswhichclothedit,the“beautifullittlefriend。”

suggestedtohertheideaofHarriet’ssucceedingherinhisaffections。

Wasitimpossible?——No——Harrietundoubtedlywasgreatlyhisinferiorinunderstanding;buthehadbeenverymuchstruckwiththelovelinessofherfaceandthewarmsimplicityofhermanner;

andalltheprobabilitiesofcircumstanceandconnexionwereinherfavour——ForHarriet,itwouldbeadvantageousanddelightfulindeed。

“Imustnotdwelluponit。”saidshe——“Imustnotthinkofit。

Iknowthedangerofindulgingsuchspeculations。Butstrangerthingshavehappened;andwhenweceasetocareforeachotheraswedonow,itwillbethemeansofconfirmingusinthatsortoftruedisinterestedfriendshipwhichIcanalreadylookforwardtowithpleasure。”

ItwaswelltohaveacomfortinstoreonHarriet’sbehalf,thoughitmightbewisetoletthefancytouchitseldom;forevilinthatquarterwasathand。AsFrankChurchill’sarrivalhadsucceededMr。Elton’sengagementintheconversationofHighbury,asthelatestinteresthadentirelybornedownthefirst,sonowuponFrankChurchill’sdisappearance,Mr。Elton’sconcernswereassumingthemostirresistibleform——Hiswedding-daywasnamed。

Hewouldsoonbeamongthemagain;Mr。Eltonandhisbride。

TherewashardlytimetotalkoverthefirstletterfromEnscombebefore“Mr。Eltonandhisbride“wasineverybody’smouth,andFrankChurchillwasforgotten。Emmagrewsickatthesound。

ShehadhadthreeweeksofhappyexemptionfromMr。Elton;

andHarriet’smind,shehadbeenwillingtohope,hadbeenlatelygainingstrength。WithMr。Weston’sballinviewatleast,therehadbeenagreatdealofinsensibilitytootherthings;

butitwasnowtooevidentthatshehadnotattainedsuchastateofcomposureascouldstandagainsttheactualapproach——newcarriage,bell-ringing,andall。

PoorHarrietwasinaflutterofspiritswhichrequiredallthereasoningsandsoothingsandattentionsofeverykindthatEmmacouldgive。Emmafeltthatshecouldnotdotoomuchforher,thatHarriethadarighttoallheringenuityandallherpatience;

butitwasheavyworktobeforeverconvincingwithoutproducinganyeffect,foreveragreedto,withoutbeingabletomaketheiropinionsthesame。Harrietlistenedsubmissively,andsaid“itwasverytrue——

itwasjustasMissWoodhousedescribed——itwasnotworthwhiletothinkaboutthem——andshewouldnotthinkaboutthemanylonger“

butnochangeofsubjectcouldavail,andthenexthalf-hoursawherasanxiousandrestlessabouttheEltonsasbefore。

AtlastEmmaattackedheronanotherground。

“YourallowingyourselftobesooccupiedandsounhappyaboutMr。Elton’smarrying,Harriet,isthestrongestreproachyoucanmakeme。YoucouldnotgivemeagreaterreproofforthemistakeI

fellinto。Itwasallmydoing,Iknow。Ihavenotforgottenit,Iassureyou——Deceivedmyself,Ididverymiserablydeceiveyou——

anditwillbeapainfulreflectiontomeforever。Donotimaginemeindangerofforgettingit。”

Harrietfeltthistoomuchtouttermorethanafewwordsofeagerexclamation。Emmacontinued,“Ihavenotsaid,exertyourselfHarrietformysake;thinkless,talklessofMr。Eltonformysake;becauseforyourownsakerather,Iwouldwishittobedone,forthesakeofwhatismoreimportantthanmycomfort,ahabitofself-commandinyou,aconsiderationofwhatisyourduty,anattentiontopropriety,anendeavourtoavoidthesuspicionsofothers,tosaveyourhealthandcredit,andrestoreyourtranquillity。ThesearethemotiveswhichI

havebeenpressingonyou。Theyareveryimportant——andsorryIamthatyoucannotfeelthemsufficientlytoactuponthem。

Mybeingsavedfrompainisaverysecondaryconsideration。I

wantyoutosaveyourselffromgreaterpain。PerhapsImaysometimeshavefeltthatHarrietwouldnotforgetwhatwasdue——orratherwhatwouldbekindbyme。”

Thisappealtoheraffectionsdidmorethanalltherest。

TheideaofwantinggratitudeandconsiderationforMissWoodhouse,whomshereallylovedextremely,madeherwretchedforawhile,andwhentheviolenceofgriefwascomfortedaway,stillremainedpowerfulenoughtoprompttowhatwasrightandsupportherinitverytolerably。

“You,whohavebeenthebestfriendIeverhadinmylife——

Wantgratitudetoyou!——Nobodyisequaltoyou!——IcarefornobodyasIdoforyou!——Oh!MissWoodhouse,howungratefulIhavebeen!“

Suchexpressions,assistedastheywerebyeverythingthatlookandmannercoulddo,madeEmmafeelthatshehadneverlovedHarrietsowell,norvaluedheraffectionsohighlybefore。

“Thereisnocharmequaltotendernessofheart。”saidsheafterwardstoherself。“Thereisnothingtobecomparedtoit。

Warmthandtendernessofheart,withanaffectionate,openmanner,willbeatalltheclearnessofheadintheworld,forattraction,Iamsureitwill。Itistendernessofheartwhichmakesmydearfathersogenerallybeloved——whichgivesIsabellaallherpopularity——

Ihaveitnot——butIknowhowtoprizeandrespectit——Harrietismysuperiorinallthecharmandallthefelicityitgives。

DearHarriet!——Iwouldnotchangeyoufortheclearest-headed,longest-sighted,best-judgingfemalebreathing。Oh!thecoldnessofaJaneFairfax!——Harrietisworthahundredsuch——Andforawife——

asensibleman’swife——itisinvaluable。Imentionnonames;

buthappythemanwhochangesEmmaforHarriet!“

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Mrs。Eltonwasfirstseenatchurch:butthoughdevotionmightbeinterrupted,curiositycouldnotbesatisfiedbyabrideinapew,anditmustbeleftforthevisitsinformwhichwerethentobepaid,tosettlewhethershewereveryprettyindeed,oronlyratherpretty,ornotprettyatall。

Emmahadfeelings,lessofcuriositythanofprideorpropriety,tomakeherresolveonnotbeingthelasttopayherrespects;

andshemadeapointofHarriet’sgoingwithher,thattheworstofthebusinessmightbegonethroughassoonaspossible。

Shecouldnotenterthehouseagain,couldnotbeinthesameroomtowhichshehadwithsuchvainartificeretreatedthreemonthsago,tolaceupherboot,withoutrecollecting。Athousandvexatiousthoughtswouldrecur。Compliments,charades,andhorribleblunders;

anditwasnottobesupposedthatpoorHarrietshouldnotberecollectingtoo;butshebehavedverywell,andwasonlyratherpaleandsilent。Thevisitwasofcourseshort;andtherewassomuchembarrassmentandoccupationofmindtoshortenit,thatEmmawouldnotallowherselfentirelytoformanopinionofthelady,andonnoaccounttogiveone,beyondthenothing-meaningtermsofbeing“elegantlydressed,andverypleasing。”

Shedidnotreallylikeher。Shewouldnotbeinahurrytofindfault,butshesuspectedthattherewasnoelegance;——ease,butnotelegance——

Shewasalmostsurethatforayoungwoman,astranger,abride,therewastoomuchease。Herpersonwasrathergood;herfacenotunpretty;butneitherfeature,norair,norvoice,normanner,wereelegant。Emmathoughtatleastitwouldturnoutso。

AsforMr。Elton,hismannersdidnotappear——butno,shewouldnotpermitahastyorawittywordfromherselfabouthismanners。

Itwasanawkwardceremonyatanytimetobereceivingweddingvisits,andamanhadneedbeallgracetoacquithimselfwellthroughit。

Thewomanwasbetteroff;shemighthavetheassistanceoffineclothes,andtheprivilegeofbashfulness,butthemanhadonlyhisowngoodsensetodependon;andwhensheconsideredhowpeculiarlyunluckypoorMr。Eltonwasinbeinginthesameroomatoncewiththewomanhehadjustmarried,thewomanhehadwantedtomarry,andthewomanwhomhehadbeenexpectedtomarry,shemustallowhimtohavetherighttolookaslittlewise,andtobeasmuchaffectedly,andaslittlereallyeasyascouldbe。

“Well,MissWoodhouse。”saidHarriet,whentheyhadquittedthehouse,andafterwaitinginvainforherfriendtobegin;

“Well,MissWoodhouse,(withagentlesigh,)whatdoyouthinkofher?——

Isnotsheverycharming?“

TherewasalittlehesitationinEmma’sanswer。

“Oh!yes——very——averypleasingyoungwoman。”

“Ithinkherbeautiful,quitebeautiful。”

“Verynicelydressed,indeed;aremarkablyelegantgown。”

“Iamnotatallsurprizedthatheshouldhavefalleninlove。”

“Oh!no——thereisnothingtosurprizeoneatall——Aprettyfortune;

andshecameinhisway。”

“Idaresay。”returnedHarriet,sighingagain,“Idaresayshewasverymuchattachedtohim。”

“Perhapsshemight;butitisnoteveryman’sfatetomarrythewomanwholoveshimbest。MissHawkinsperhapswantedahome,andthoughtthisthebestoffershewaslikelytohave。”

“Yes。”saidHarrietearnestly,“andwellshemight,nobodycouldeverhaveabetter。Well,Iwishthemhappywithallmyheart。

Andnow,MissWoodhouse,IdonotthinkIshallmindseeingthemagain。

Heisjustassuperiorasever;——butbeingmarried,youknow,itisquiteadifferentthing。No,indeed,MissWoodhouse,youneednotbeafraid;Icansitandadmirehimnowwithoutanygreatmisery。

Toknowthathehasnotthrownhimselfaway,issuchacomfort!——

Shedoesseemacharmingyoungwoman,justwhathedeserves。

Happycreature!Hecalledher`Augusta。’Howdelightful!“

Whenthevisitwasreturned,Emmamadeuphermind。Shecouldthenseemoreandjudgebetter。FromHarriet’shappeningnottobeatHartfield,andherfather’sbeingpresenttoengageMr。Elton,shehadaquarterofanhourofthelady’sconversationtoherself,andcouldcomposedlyattendtoher;andthequarterofanhourquiteconvincedherthatMrs。Eltonwasavainwoman,extremelywellsatisfiedwithherself,andthinkingmuchofherownimportance;

thatshemeanttoshineandbeverysuperior,butwithmannerswhichhadbeenformedinabadschool,pertandfamiliar;thatallhernotionsweredrawnfromonesetofpeople,andonestyleofliving;

thatifnotfoolishshewasignorant,andthathersocietywouldcertainlydoMr。Eltonnogood。

Harrietwouldhavebeenabettermatch。Ifnotwiseorrefinedherself,shewouldhaveconnectedhimwiththosewhowere;butMissHawkins,itmightbefairlysupposedfromhereasyconceit,hadbeenthebestofherownset。Therichbrother-in-lawnearBristolwastheprideofthealliance,andhisplaceandhiscarriagesweretheprideofhim。

TheveryfirstsubjectafterbeingseatedwasMapleGrove,“MybrotherMr。Suckling’sseat;“——acomparisonofHartfieldtoMapleGrove。

ThegroundsofHartfieldweresmall,butneatandpretty;andthehousewasmodernandwell-built。Mrs。Eltonseemedmostfavourablyimpressedbythesizeoftheroom,theentrance,andallthatshecouldseeorimagine。“VerylikeMapleGroveindeed!——Shewasquitestruckbythelikeness!——Thatroomwastheveryshapeandsizeofthemorning-roomatMapleGrove;hersister’sfavouriteroom。”——

Mr。Eltonwasappealedto——“Wasnotitastonishinglylike?——

ShecouldreallyalmostfancyherselfatMapleGrove。”

“Andthestaircase——Youknow,asIcamein,Iobservedhowverylikethestaircasewas;placedexactlyinthesamepartofthehouse。

Ireallycouldnothelpexclaiming!Iassureyou,MissWoodhouse,itisverydelightfultome,toberemindedofaplaceIamsoextremelypartialtoasMapleGrove。Ihavespentsomanyhappymonthsthere!(withalittlesighofsentiment)。Acharmingplace,undoubtedly。Everybodywhoseesitisstruckbyitsbeauty;

buttome,ithasbeenquiteahome。Wheneveryouaretransplanted,likeme,MissWoodhouse,youwillunderstandhowverydelightfulitistomeetwithanythingatalllikewhatonehasleftbehind。

Ialwayssaythisisquiteoneoftheevilsofmatrimony。”

Emmamadeasslightareplyasshecould;butitwasfullysufficientforMrs。Elton,whoonlywantedtobetalkingherself。

“SoextremelylikeMapleGrove!Anditisnotmerelythehouse——

thegrounds,Iassureyou,asfarasIcouldobserve,arestrikinglylike。ThelaurelsatMapleGroveareinthesameprofusionashere,andstandverymuchinthesameway——justacrossthelawn;

andIhadaglimpseofafinelargetree,withabenchroundit,whichputmesoexactlyinmind!Mybrotherandsisterwillbeenchantedwiththisplace。Peoplewhohaveextensivegroundsthemselvesarealwayspleasedwithanythinginthesamestyle。”

Emmadoubtedthetruthofthissentiment。Shehadagreatideathatpeoplewhohadextensivegroundsthemselvescaredverylittlefortheextensivegroundsofanybodyelse;butitwasnotworthwhiletoattackanerrorsodouble-dyed,andthereforeonlysaidinreply,“Whenyouhaveseenmoreofthiscountry,IamafraidyouwillthinkyouhaveoverratedHartfield。Surryisfullofbeauties。”

“Oh!yes,Iamquiteawareofthat。ItisthegardenofEngland,youknow。SurryisthegardenofEngland。”

“Yes;butwemustnotrestourclaimsonthatdistinction。

Manycounties,Ibelieve,arecalledthegardenofEngland,aswellasSurry。”

“No,Ifancynot。”repliedMrs。Elton,withamostsatisfiedsmile。”

IneverheardanycountybutSurrycalledso。”

Emmawassilenced。

“Mybrotherandsisterhavepromisedusavisitinthespring,orsummeratfarthest。”continuedMrs。Elton;“andthatwillbeourtimeforexploring。Whiletheyarewithus,weshallexploreagreatdeal,Idaresay。Theywillhavetheirbarouche-landau,ofcourse,whichholdsfourperfectly;andtherefore,withoutsayinganythingofourcarriage,weshouldbeabletoexplorethedifferentbeautiesextremelywell。Theywouldhardlycomeintheirchaise,Ithink,atthatseasonoftheyear。Indeed,whenthetimedrawson,Ishalldecidedlyrecommendtheirbringingthebarouche-landau;

itwillbesoverymuchpreferable。Whenpeoplecomeintoabeautifulcountryofthissort,youknow,MissWoodhouse,onenaturallywishesthemtoseeasmuchaspossible;andMr。Sucklingisextremelyfondofexploring。WeexploredtoKing’s-Westontwicelastsummer,inthatway,mostdelightfully,justaftertheirfirsthavingthebarouche-landau。Youhavemanypartiesofthatkindhere,Isuppose,MissWoodhouse,everysummer?“

“No;notimmediatelyhere。Weareratheroutofdistanceoftheverystrikingbeautieswhichattractthesortofpartiesyouspeakof;

andweareaveryquietsetofpeople,Ibelieve;moredisposedtostayathomethanengageinschemesofpleasure。”

“Ah!thereisnothinglikestayingathomeforrealcomfort。

NobodycanbemoredevotedtohomethanIam。IwasquiteaproverbforitatMapleGrove。ManyatimehasSelinasaid,whenshehasbeengoingtoBristol,`Ireallycannotgetthisgirltomovefromthehouse。Iabsolutelymustgoinbymyself,thoughI

hatebeingstuckupinthebarouche-landauwithoutacompanion;

butAugusta,Ibelieve,withherowngood-will,wouldneverstirbeyondtheparkpaling。’Manyatimehasshesaidso;andyetI

amnoadvocateforentireseclusion。Ithink,onthecontrary,whenpeopleshutthemselvesupentirelyfromsociety,itisaverybadthing;andthatitismuchmoreadvisabletomixintheworldinaproperdegree,withoutlivinginiteithertoomuchortoolittle。

Iperfectlyunderstandyoursituation,however,MissWoodhouse——

(lookingtowardsMr。Woodhouse),Yourfather’sstateofhealthmustbeagreatdrawback。WhydoesnothetryBath?——Indeedheshould。

LetmerecommendBathtoyou。IassureyouIhavenodoubtofitsdoingMr。Woodhousegood。”

“Myfathertrieditmorethanonce,formerly;butwithoutreceivinganybenefit;andMr。Perry,whosename,Idaresay,isnotunknowntoyou,doesnotconceiveitwouldbeatallmorelikelytobeusefulnow。”

“Ah!that’sagreatpity;forIassureyou,MissWoodhouse,wherethewatersdoagree,itisquitewonderfultherelieftheygive。InmyBathlife,Ihaveseensuchinstancesofit!

Anditissocheerfulaplace,thatitcouldnotfailofbeingofusetoMr。Woodhouse’sspirits,which,Iunderstand,aresometimesmuchdepressed。Andastoitsrecommendationstoyou,IfancyI

neednottakemuchpainstodwellonthem。TheadvantagesofBathtotheyoungareprettygenerallyunderstood。Itwouldbeacharmingintroductionforyou,whohavelivedsosecludedalife;andIcouldimmediatelysecureyousomeofthebestsocietyintheplace。

Alinefrommewouldbringyoualittlehostofacquaintance;andmyparticularfriend,Mrs。Partridge,theladyIhavealwaysresidedwithwheninBath,wouldbemosthappytoshewyouanyattentions,andwouldbetheverypersonforyoutogointopublicwith。”

ItwasasmuchasEmmacouldbear,withoutbeingimpolite。

TheideaofherbeingindebtedtoMrs。Eltonforwhatwascalledanintroduction——ofhergoingintopublicundertheauspicesofafriendofMrs。Elton’s——probablysomevulgar,dashingwidow,who,withthehelpofaboarder,justmadeashifttolive!——

ThedignityofMissWoodhouse,ofHartfield,wassunkindeed!

Sherestrainedherself,however,fromanyofthereproofsshecouldhavegiven,andonlythankedMrs。Eltoncoolly;“buttheirgoingtoBathwasquiteoutofthequestion;andshewasnotperfectlyconvincedthattheplacemightsuitherbetterthanherfather。”

Andthen,topreventfartheroutrageandindignation,changedthesubjectdirectly。

“Idonotaskwhetheryouaremusical,Mrs。Elton。Upontheseoccasions,alady’scharactergenerallyprecedesher;andHighburyhaslongknownthatyouareasuperiorperformer。”

“Oh!no,indeed;Imustprotestagainstanysuchidea。

Asuperiorperformer!——veryfarfromit,Iassureyou。

Considerfromhowpartialaquarteryourinformationcame。

Iamdoatinglyfondofmusic——passionatelyfond;——andmyfriendssayIamnotentirelydevoidoftaste;butastoanythingelse,uponmyhonourmyperformanceismediocretothelastdegree。

You,MissWoodhouse,Iwellknow,playdelightfully。Iassureyouithasbeenthegreatestsatisfaction,comfort,anddelighttome,tohearwhatamusicalsocietyIamgotinto。Iabsolutelycannotdowithoutmusic。Itisanecessaryoflifetome;andhavingalwaysbeenusedtoaverymusicalsociety,bothatMapleGroveandinBath,itwouldhavebeenamostserioussacrifice。IhonestlysaidasmuchtoMr。E。whenhewasspeakingofmyfuturehome,andexpressinghisfearslesttheretirementofitshouldbedisagreeable;

andtheinferiorityofthehousetoo——knowingwhatIhadbeenaccustomedto——ofcoursehewasnotwhollywithoutapprehension。

Whenhewasspeakingofitinthatway,IhonestlysaidthattheworldIcouldgiveup——parties,balls,plays——forIhadnofearofretirement。Blessedwithsomanyresourceswithinmyself,theworldwasnotnecessarytome。Icoulddoverywellwithoutit。

Tothosewhohadnoresourcesitwasadifferentthing;butmyresourcesmademequiteindependent。Andastosmaller-sizedroomsthanIhadbeenusedto,Ireallycouldnotgiveitathought。

IhopedIwasperfectlyequaltoanysacrificeofthatdescription。

CertainlyIhadbeenaccustomedtoeveryluxuryatMapleGrove;butI

didassurehimthattwocarriageswerenotnecessarytomyhappiness,norwerespaciousapartments。`But,’saidI,`tobequitehonest,IdonotthinkIcanlivewithoutsomethingofamusicalsociety。

Iconditionfornothingelse;butwithoutmusic,lifewouldbeablanktome。’“

“Wecannotsuppose。”saidEmma,smiling,“thatMr。EltonwouldhesitatetoassureyouoftherebeingaverymusicalsocietyinHighbury;

andIhopeyouwillnotfindhehasoutsteppedthetruthmorethanmaybepardoned,inconsiderationofthemotive。”

“No,indeed,Ihavenodoubtsatallonthathead。Iamdelightedtofindmyselfinsuchacircle。Ihopeweshallhavemanysweetlittleconcertstogether。Ithink,MissWoodhouse,youandI

mustestablishamusicalclub,andhaveregularweeklymeetingsatyourhouse,orours。Willnotitbeagoodplan?Ifweexertourselves,Ithinkweshallnotbelonginwantofallies。

Somethingofthatnaturewouldbeparticularlydesirableforme,asaninducementtokeepmeinpractice;formarriedwomen,youknow——

thereisasadstoryagainstthem,ingeneral。Theyarebuttooapttogiveupmusic。”

“Butyou,whoaresoextremelyfondofit——therecanbenodanger,surely?“

“Ishouldhopenot;butreallywhenIlookaroundamongmyacquaintance,Itremble。Selinahasentirelygivenupmusic——nevertouchestheinstrument——thoughsheplayedsweetly。AndthesamemaybesaidofMrs。Jeffereys——ClaraPartridge,thatwas——andofthetwoMilmans,nowMrs。BirdandMrs。JamesCooper;andofmorethanIcanenumerate。

Uponmyworditisenoughtoputoneinafright。IusedtobequiteangrywithSelina;butreallyIbeginnowtocomprehendthatamarriedwomanhasmanythingstocallherattention。

IbelieveIwashalfanhourthismorningshutupwithmyhousekeeper。”

“Buteverythingofthatkind。”saidEmma,“willsoonbeinsoregularatrain——“

“Well。”saidMrs。Elton,laughing,“weshallsee。”

Emma,findinghersodetermineduponneglectinghermusic,hadnothingmoretosay;and,afteramoment’spause,Mrs。Eltonchoseanothersubject。

“WehavebeencallingatRandalls。”saidshe,“andfoundthembothathome;andverypleasantpeopletheyseemtobe。

Ilikethemextremely。Mr。Westonseemsanexcellentcreature——

quiteafirst-ratefavouritewithmealready,Iassureyou。

Andsheappearssotrulygood——thereissomethingsomotherlyandkind-heartedabouther,thatitwinsupononedirectly。

Shewasyourgoverness,Ithink?“

Emmawasalmosttoomuchastonishedtoanswer;butMrs。Eltonhardlywaitedfortheaffirmativebeforeshewenton。

“Havingunderstoodasmuch,Iwasratherastonishedtofindhersoverylady-like!Butsheisreallyquitethegentlewoman。”

“Mrs。Weston’smanners。”saidEmma,“werealwaysparticularlygood。

Theirpropriety,simplicity,andelegance,wouldmakethemthesafestmodelforanyyoungwoman。”

“Andwhodoyouthinkcameinwhilewewerethere?“

Emmawasquiteataloss。Thetoneimpliedsomeoldacquaintance——

andhowcouldshepossiblyguess?

“Knightley!“continuedMrs。Elton;“Knightleyhimself!——Wasnotitlucky?——for,notbeingwithinwhenhecalledtheotherday,Ihadneverseenhimbefore;andofcourse,assoparticularafriendofMr。E。’s,Ihadagreatcuriosity。`MyfriendKnightley’

hadbeensooftenmentioned,thatIwasreallyimpatienttoseehim;

andImustdomycarosposothejusticetosaythatheneednotbeashamedofhisfriend。Knightleyisquitethegentleman。

Ilikehimverymuch。Decidedly,Ithink,averygentleman-likeman。”

Happily,itwasnowtimetobegone。Theywereoff;andEmmacouldbreathe。

“Insufferablewoman!“washerimmediateexclamation。“WorsethanI

hadsupposed。Absolutelyinsufferable!Knightley!——Icouldnothavebelievedit。Knightley!——neverseenhiminherlifebefore,andcallhimKnightley!——anddiscoverthatheisagentleman!

Alittleupstart,vulgarbeing,withherMr。E。,andhercarosposo,andherresources,andallherairsofpertpretensionandunderbredfinery。ActuallytodiscoverthatMr。Knightleyisagentleman!Idoubtwhetherhewillreturnthecompliment,anddiscoverhertobealady。Icouldnothavebelievedit!

AndtoproposethatsheandIshouldunitetoformamusicalclub!

Onewouldfancywewerebosomfriends!AndMrs。Weston!——

Astonishedthatthepersonwhohadbroughtmeupshouldbeagentlewoman!Worseandworse。Inevermetwithherequal。

Muchbeyondmyhopes。Harrietisdisgracedbyanycomparison。

Oh!whatwouldFrankChurchillsaytoher,ifhewerehere?

Howangryandhowdivertedhewouldbe!Ah!thereIam——

thinkingofhimdirectly。Alwaysthefirstpersontobethoughtof!

HowIcatchmyselfout!FrankChurchillcomesasregularlyintomymind!“——

Allthisransogliblythroughherthoughts,thatbythetimeherfatherhadarrangedhimself,afterthebustleoftheEltons’

departure,andwasreadytospeak,shewasverytolerablycapableofattending。

“Well,mydear。”hedeliberatelybegan,“consideringweneversawherbefore,sheseemsaveryprettysortofyounglady;andIdaresayshewasverymuchpleasedwithyou。Shespeaksalittletooquick。

Alittlequicknessofvoicethereiswhichratherhurtstheear。

ButIbelieveIamnice;Idonotlikestrangevoices;andnobodyspeakslikeyouandpoorMissTaylor。However,sheseemsaveryobliging,pretty-behavedyounglady,andnodoubtwillmakehimaverygoodwife。

ThoughIthinkhehadbetternothavemarried。ImadethebestexcusesIcouldfornothavingbeenabletowaitonhimandMrs。Eltononthishappyoccasion;IsaidthatIhopedIshouldinthecourseofthesummer。ButIoughttohavegonebefore。Nottowaituponabrideisveryremiss。Ah!itshewswhatasadinvalidIam!

ButIdonotlikethecornerintoVicarageLane。”

“Idaresayyourapologieswereaccepted,sir。Mr。Eltonknowsyou。”

“Yes:butayounglady——abride——Ioughttohavepaidmyrespectstoherifpossible。Itwasbeingverydeficient。”

“But,mydearpapa,youarenofriendtomatrimony;andthereforewhyshouldyoubesoanxioustopayyourrespectstoabride?

Itoughttobenorecommendationtoyou。Itisencouragingpeopletomarryifyoumakesomuchofthem。”

“No,mydear,Ineverencouragedanybodytomarry,butIwouldalwayswishtopayeveryproperattentiontoalady——andabride,especially,isnevertobeneglected。Moreisavowedlyduetoher。

Abride,youknow,mydear,isalwaysthefirstincompany,lettheothersbewhotheymay。”

“Well,papa,ifthisisnotencouragementtomarry,Idonotknowwhatis。AndIshouldneverhaveexpectedyoutobelendingyoursanctiontosuchvanity-baitsforpooryoungladies。”

“Mydear,youdonotunderstandme。Thisisamatterofmerecommonpolitenessandgood-breeding,andhasnothingtodowithanyencouragementtopeopletomarry。”

Emmahaddone。Herfatherwasgrowingnervous,andcouldnotunderstandher。HermindreturnedtoMrs。Elton’soffences,andlong,verylong,didtheyoccupyher。

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Emmawasnotrequired,byanysubsequentdiscovery,toretractherillopinionofMrs。Elton。Herobservationhadbeenprettycorrect。

SuchasMrs。Eltonappearedtoheronthissecondinterview,suchsheappearedwhenevertheymetagain,——self-important,presuming,familiar,ignorant,andill-bred。Shehadalittlebeautyandalittleaccomplishment,butsolittlejudgmentthatshethoughtherselfcomingwithsuperiorknowledgeoftheworld,toenlivenandimproveacountryneighbourhood;andconceivedMissHawkinstohaveheldsuchaplaceinsocietyasMrs。Elton’sconsequenceonlycouldsurpass。

TherewasnoreasontosupposeMr。Eltonthoughtatalldifferentlyfromhiswife。Heseemednotmerelyhappywithher,butproud。

HehadtheairofcongratulatinghimselfonhavingbroughtsuchawomantoHighbury,asnotevenMissWoodhousecouldequal;

andthegreaterpartofhernewacquaintance,disposedtocommend,ornotinthehabitofjudging,followingtheleadofMissBates’sgood-will,ortakingitforgrantedthatthebridemustbeascleverandasagreeableassheprofessedherself,wereverywellsatisfied;

sothatMrs。Elton’spraisepassedfromonemouthtoanotherasitoughttodo,unimpededbyMissWoodhouse,whoreadilycontinuedherfirstcontributionandtalkedwithagoodgraceofherbeing“verypleasantandveryelegantlydressed。”

InonerespectMrs。Eltongrewevenworsethanshehadappearedatfirst。HerfeelingsalteredtowardsEmma——Offended,probably,bythelittleencouragementwhichherproposalsofintimacymetwith,shedrewbackinherturnandgraduallybecamemuchmorecoldanddistant;andthoughtheeffectwasagreeable,theill-willwhichproduceditwasnecessarilyincreasingEmma’sdislike。

Hermanners,too——andMr。Elton’s,wereunpleasanttowardsHarriet。

Theyweresneeringandnegligent。EmmahopeditmustrapidlyworkHarriet’scure;butthesensationswhichcouldpromptsuchbehavioursunkthembothverymuch——ItwasnottobedoubtedthatpoorHarriet’sattachmenthadbeenanofferingtoconjugalunreserve,andherownshareinthestory,underacolouringtheleastfavourabletoherandthemostsoothingtohim,hadinalllikelihoodbeengivenalso。Shewas,ofcourse,theobjectoftheirjointdislike——

Whentheyhadnothingelsetosay,itmustbealwayseasytobeginabusingMissWoodhouse;andtheenmitywhichtheydarednotshewinopendisrespecttoher,foundabroaderventincontemptuoustreatmentofHarriet。

Mrs。EltontookagreatfancytoJaneFairfax;andfromthefirst。

Notmerelywhenastateofwarfarewithoneyoungladymightbesupposedtorecommendtheother,butfromtheveryfirst;andshewasnotsatisfiedwithexpressinganaturalandreasonableadmiration——

butwithoutsolicitation,orplea,orprivilege,shemustbewantingtoassistandbefriendher——BeforeEmmahadforfeitedherconfidence,andaboutthethirdtimeoftheirmeeting,sheheardallMrs。Elton’sknight-errantryonthesubject——

“JaneFairfaxisabsolutelycharming,MissWoodhouse——IquiteraveaboutJaneFairfax——Asweet,interestingcreature。Somildandladylike——andwithsuchtalents!——IassureyouIthinkshehasveryextraordinarytalents。Idonotscrupletosaythatsheplaysextremelywell。Iknowenoughofmusictospeakdecidedlyonthatpoint。Oh!sheisabsolutelycharming!Youwilllaughatmywarmth——but,uponmyword,ItalkofnothingbutJaneFairfax——

Andhersituationissocalculatedtoaffectone!——MissWoodhouse,wemustexertourselvesandendeavourtodosomethingforher。

Wemustbringherforward。Suchtalentashersmustnotbesufferedtoremainunknown——Idaresayyouhaveheardthosecharminglinesofthepoet,`Fullmanyaflowerisborntoblushunseen,`Andwasteitsfragranceonthedesertair。’

WemustnotallowthemtobeverifiedinsweetJaneFairfax。”

“Icannotthinkthereisanydangerofit。”wasEmma’scalmanswer——

“andwhenyouarebetteracquaintedwithMissFairfax’ssituationandunderstandwhatherhomehasbeen,withColonelandMrs。Campbell,Ihavenoideathatyouwillsupposehertalentscanbeunknown。”

“Oh!butdearMissWoodhouse,sheisnowinsuchretirement,suchobscurity,sothrownaway——WhateveradvantagesshemayhaveenjoyedwiththeCampbellsaresopalpablyatanend!AndIthinkshefeelsit。Iamsureshedoes。Sheisverytimidandsilent。

Onecanseethatshefeelsthewantofencouragement。Ilikeherthebetterforit。Imustconfessitisarecommendationtome。

Iamagreatadvocatefortimidity——andIamsureonedoesnotoftenmeetwithit——Butinthosewhoareatallinferior,itisextremelyprepossessing。Oh!Iassureyou,JaneFairfaxisaverydelightfulcharacter,andinterestsmemorethanI

canexpress。”

“Youappeartofeelagreatdeal——butIamnotawarehowyouoranyofMissFairfax’sacquaintancehere,anyofthosewhohaveknownherlongerthanyourself,canshewheranyotherattentionthan“——

“MydearMissWoodhouse,avastdealmaybedonebythosewhodaretoact。YouandIneednotbeafraid。Ifwesettheexample,manywillfollowitasfarastheycan;thoughallhavenotoursituations。Wehavecarriagestofetchandconveyherhome,andweliveinastylewhichcouldnotmaketheadditionofJaneFairfax,atanytime,theleastinconvenient——IshouldbeextremelydispleasedifWrightweretosendusupsuchadinner,ascouldmakemeregrethavingaskedmorethanJaneFairfaxtopartakeofit。Ihavenoideaofthatsortofthing。

ItisnotlikelythatIshould,consideringwhatIhavebeenusedto。

Mygreatestdanger,perhaps,inhousekeeping,maybequitetheotherway,indoingtoomuch,andbeingtoocarelessofexpense。

MapleGrovewillprobablybemymodelmorethanitoughttobe——

forwedonotatallaffecttoequalmybrother,Mr。Suckling,inincome——However,myresolutionistakenastonoticingJaneFairfax——

Ishallcertainlyhaveherveryoftenatmyhouse,shallintroduceherwhereverIcan,shallhavemusicalpartiestodrawouthertalents,andshallbeconstantlyonthewatchforaneligiblesituation。

Myacquaintanceissoveryextensive,thatIhavelittledoubtofhearingofsomethingtosuithershortly——Ishallintroduceher,ofcourse,veryparticularlytomybrotherandsisterwhentheycometous。Iamsuretheywilllikeherextremely;andwhenshegetsalittleacquaintedwiththem,herfearswillcompletelywearoff,fortherereallyisnothinginthemannersofeitherbutwhatishighlyconciliating——Ishallhaveherveryoftenindeedwhiletheyarewithme,andIdaresayweshallsometimesfindaseatforherinthebarouche-landauinsomeofourexploringparties。”

“PoorJaneFairfax!“——thoughtEmma——“Youhavenotdeservedthis。

YoumayhavedonewrongwithregardtoMr。Dixon,butthisisapunishmentbeyondwhatyoucanhavemerited!——ThekindnessandprotectionofMrs。Elton!——`JaneFairfaxandJaneFairfax。’Heavens!

Letmenotsupposethatshedaresgoabout,EmmaWoodhouse-ingme!——

Butuponmyhonour,thereseemsnolimitstothelicentiousnessofthatwoman’stongue!“

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