下载辰思小说免费APP
Atlastthetroublesomedeceasedwasgotintotheground,tobeburiednomore,andthestatelystalkerstalkedbackbeforethesolitarydressmaker,asifshewereboundinhonourtohavenonotionofthewayhome。ThoseFuries,theconventionalities,beingthusappeased,helefther。
\'Imusthaveaveryshortcry,godmother,beforeIcheerupforgood,\'saidthelittlecreature,comingin。\'Becauseafterallachildisachild,youknow。\'
Itwasalongercrythanmighthavebeenexpected。Howbeit,itworeitselfoutinashadowycorner,andthenthedressmakercameforth,andwashedherface,andmadethetea。\'Youwouldn\'tmindmycuttingoutsomethingwhileweareattea,wouldyou?\'sheaskedherJewishfriend,withacoaxingair。
\'Cinderella,dearchild,\'theoldmanexpostulated,\'willyouneverrest?\'
\'Oh!It\'snotwork,cuttingoutapatternisn\'t,\'saidMissJenny,withherbusylittlescissorsalreadysnippingatsomepaper。\'Thetruthis,godmother,IwanttofixitwhileIhaveitcorrectinmymind。\'
\'Haveyouseenitto-daythen?\'askedRiah。
\'Yes,godmother。Sawitjustnow。It\'sasurplice,that\'swhatitis。
Thingourclergymenwear,youknow,\'explainedMissJenny,inconsiderationofhisprofessinganotherfaith。
\'Andwhathaveyoutodowiththat,Jenny?\'
\'Why,godmother,\'repliedthedressmaker,\'youmustknowthatweProfessorswholiveuponourtasteandinvention,areobligedtokeepoureyesalwaysopen。AndyouknowalreadythatIhavemanyextraexpensestomeetjustnow。So,itcameintomyheadwhileIwasweepingatmypoorboy\'sgrave,thatsomethinginmywaymightbedonewithaclergyman。\'
\'Whatcanbedone?\'askedtheoldman。
\'Notafuneral,neverfear!\'returnedMissJenny,anticipatinghisobjectionwithanod。\'Thepublicdon\'tliketobemademelancholy,Iknowverywell。Iamseldomcalledupontoputmyyoungfriendsintomourning;notintorealmourning,thatis;Courtmourningtheyareratherproudof。Butadollclergyman,mydear,——glossyblackcurlsandwhiskers——unitingtwoofmyyoungfriendsinmatrimony,\'saidMissJenny,shakingherforefinger,\'isquiteanotheraffair。Ifyoudon\'tseethosethreeatthealtarinBondStreet,inajiffy,myname\'sJackRobinson!\'
Withherexpertlittlewaysinsharpaction,shehadgotadollintowhitey-brownpaperorders,beforethemealwasover,andwasdisplayingitfortheedificationoftheJewishmind,whenaknockwasheardatthestreet-door。Riahwenttoopenit,andpresentlycameback,usheringin,withthegraveandcourteousairthatsatsowelluponhim,agentleman。
Thegentlemanwasastrangertothedressmaker;buteveninthemomentofhiscastinghiseyesuponher,therewassomethinginhismannerwhichbroughttoherremembranceMrEugeneWrayburn。
\'Pardonme,\'saidthegentleman。\'Youarethedolls\'dressmaker?\'
\'Iamthedolls\'dressmaker,sir。\'
\'LizzieHexam\'sfriend?\'
\'Yes,sir,\'repliedMissJenny,instantlyonthedefensive。\'AndLizzieHexam\'sfriend。\'
\'Hereisanotefromher,entreatingyoutoaccedetotherequestofMrMortimerLightwood,thebearer。MrRiahchancestoknowthatIamMrMortimerLightwood,andwilltellyouso。\'
Riahbenthisheadincorroboration。
\'Willyoureadthenote?\'
\'It\'sveryshort,\'saidJenny,withalookofwonder,whenshehadreadit。
\'Therewasnotimetomakeitlonger。Timewassoveryprecious。
MydearfriendMrEugeneWrayburnisdying。\'
Thedressmakerclaspedherhands,andutteredalittlepiteouscry。
\'Isdying,\'repeatedLightwood,withemotion,\'atsomedistancefromhere。Heissinkingunderinjuriesreceivedatthehandsofavillainwhoattackedhiminthedark。Icomestraightfromhisbedside。Heisalmostalwaysinsensible。Inashortrestlessintervalofsensibility,orpartialsensibility,Imadeoutthatheaskedforyoutobebroughttositbyhim。Hardlyrelyingonmyowninterpretationoftheindistinctsoundshemade,IcausedLizzietohearthem。Wewerebothsurethatheaskedforyou。\'
Thedressmaker,withherhandsstillclasped,lookedaffrightedlyfromtheonetotheotherofhertwocompanions。
\'Ifyoudelay,hemaydiewithhisrequestungratified,withhislastwish——intrustedtome——wehavelongbeenmuchmorethanbrothers——unfulfilled。Ishallbreakdown,ifItrytosaymore。
Inafewmomentstheblackbonnetandthecrutch-stickwereonduty,thegoodJewwasleftinpossessionofthehouse,andthedolls\'dressmaker,sidebysideinachaisewithMortimerLightwood,waspostingoutoftown。
Chapter10
THEDOLLS\'DRESSMAKERDISCOVERSAWORD
Adarkenedandhushedroom;theriveroutsidethewindowsflowingontothevastocean;afigureonthebed,swathedandbandagedandbound,lyinghelplessonitsback,withitstwouselessarmsinsplintsatitssides。Onlytwodaysofusagesofamiliarizedthelittledressmakerwiththisscene,thatitheldtheplaceoccupiedtwodaysagobytherecollectionsofyears。
Hehadscarcelymovedsinceherarrival。Sometimeshiseyeswereopen,sometimesclosed。Whentheywereopen,therewasnomeaningintheirunwinkingstareatonespotstraightbeforethem,unlessforamomentthebrowknittedintoafaintexpressionofanger,orsurprise。Then,MortimerLightwoodwouldspeaktohim,andonoccasionshewouldbesofarrousedastomakeanattempttopronouncehisfriend\'sname。But,inaninstantconsciousnesswasgoneagain,andnospiritofEugenewasinEugene\'scrushedouterform。
TheyprovidedJennywithmaterialsforplyingherwork,andshehadalittletableplacedatthefootofhisbed。Sittingthere,withherrichshowerofhairfallingoverthechair-back,theyhopedshemightattracthisnotice。Withthesameobject,shewouldsing,justaboveherbreath,whenheopenedhiseyes,orshesawhisbrowknitintothatfaintexpression,soevanescentthatitwaslikeashapemadeinwater。Butasyethehadnotheeded。The\'they\'
herementionedwerethemedicalattendant;Lizzie,whowasthereinallherintervalsofrest;andLightwood,whoneverlefthim。
Thetwodaysbecamethree,andthethreedaysbecamefour。Atlength,quiteunexpectedly,hesaidsomethinginawhisper。
\'Whatwasit,mydearEugene?\'
\'Willyou,Mortimer——\'
\'WillI——?——
\'Sendforher?\'
\'Mydearfellow,sheishere。\'
Quiteunconsciousofthelongblank,hesupposedthattheywerestillspeakingtogether。
Thelittledressmakerstoodupatthefootofthebed,humminghersong,andnoddedtohimbrightly。\'Ican\'tshakehands,Jenny,\'
saidEugene,withsomethingofhisoldlook;\'butIamverygladtoseeyou。\'
Mortimerrepeatedthistoher,foritcouldonlybemadeoutbybendingoverhimandcloselywatchinghisattemptstosayit。Inalittlewhile,headded:
\'Askherifshehasseenthechildren。\'
Mortimercouldnotunderstandthis,neithercouldJennyherself,untilheadded:
\'Askherifshehassmelttheflowers。\'
\'Oh!Iknow!\'criedJenny。\'Iunderstandhimnow!\'Then,Lightwoodyieldedhisplacetoherquickapproach,andshesaid,bendingoverthebed,withthatbetterlook:\'Youmeanmylongbrightslantingrowsofchildren,whousedtobringmeeaseandrest?Youmeanthechildrenwhousedtotakemeup,andmakemelight?\'
Eugenesmiled,\'Yes。\'
\'IhavenotseenthemsinceIsawyou。Ineverseethemnow,butI
amhardlyeverinpainnow。\'
\'Itwasaprettyfancy,\'saidEugene。
\'ButIhaveheardmybirdssing,\'criedthelittlecreature,\'andI
havesmeltmyflowers。Yes,indeedIhave!AndbothweremostbeautifulandmostDivine!\'
\'Stayandhelptonurseme,\'saidEugene,quietly。\'Ishouldlikeyoutohavethefancyhere,beforeIdie。\'
Shetouchedhislipswithherhand,andshadedhereyeswiththatsamehandasshewentbacktoherworkandherlittlelowsong。
Heheardthesongwithevidentpleasure,untilshealloweditgraduallytosinkawayintosilence。
\'Mortimer。\'
\'MydearEugene。\'
\'Ifyoucangivemeanythingtokeepmehereforonlyafewminutes——\'
Tokeepyouhere,Eugene?\'
\'TopreventmywanderingawayIdon\'tknowwhere——forIbegintobesensiblethatIhavejustcomeback,andthatIshalllosemyselfagain——doso,dearboy!\'
Mortimergavehimsuchstimulantsascouldbegivenhimwithsafety(theywerealwaysathand,ready),andbendingoverhimoncemore,wasabouttocautionhim,whenhesaid:
\'Don\'ttellmenottospeak,forImustspeak。IfyouknewtheharassinganxietythatgnawsandwearsmewhenIamwanderinginthoseplaces——wherearethoseendlessplaces,Mortimer?Theymustbeatanimmensedistance!\'
Hesawinhisfriend\'sfacethathewaslosinghimself;forheaddedafteramoment:\'Don\'tbeafraid——Iamnotgoneyet。Whatwasit?\'
\'Youwantedtotellmesomething,Eugene。Mypoordearfellow,youwantedtosaysomethingtoyouroldfriend——tothefriendwhohasalwayslovedyou,admiredyou,imitatedyou,foundedhimselfuponyou,beennothingwithoutyou,andwho,Godknows,wouldbehereinyourplaceifhecould!\'
\'Tut,tut!\'saidEugenewithatenderglanceastheotherputhishandbeforehisface。\'Iamnotworthit。IacknowledgethatIlikeit,dearboy,butIamnotworthit。Thisattack,mydearMortimer;
thismurder——\'
Hisfriendleanedoverhimwithrenewedattention,saying:\'YouandIsuspectsomeone。\'
\'Morethansuspect。But,Mortimer,whileIliehere,andwhenIlieherenolonger,Itrusttoyouthattheperpetratorisneverbroughttojustice。\'
\'Eugene?\'
\'Herinnocentreputationwouldberuined,myfriend。Shewouldbepunished,nothe。Ihavewrongedherenoughinfact;Ihavewrongedherstillmoreinintention。Yourecollectwhatpavementissaidtobemadeofgoodintentions。Itismadeofbadintentionstoo。Mortimer,Iamlyingonit,andIknow!\'
\'Becomforted,mydearEugene。\'
\'Iwill,whenyouhavepromisedme。DearMortimer,themanmustneverbepursued。Ifheshouldbeaccused,youmustkeephimsilentandsavehim。Don\'tthinkofavengingme;thinkonlyofhushingthestoryandprotectingher。Youcanconfusethecase,andturnasidethecircumstances。ListentowhatIsaytoyou。Itwasnottheschoolmaster,BradleyHeadstone。Doyouhearme?
Twice;itwasnottheschoolmaster,BradleyHeadstone。Doyouhearme?Threetimes;itwasnottheschoolmaster,BradleyHeadstone。\'
Hestopped,exhausted。Hisspeechhadbeenwhispered,broken,andindistinct;butbyagreatefforthehadmadeitplainenoughtobeunmistakeable。
\'Dearfellow,Iamwanderingaway。Staymeforanothermoment,ifyoucan。\'
Lightwoodliftedhisheadattheneck,andputawine-glasstohislips。Herallied。
\'Idon\'tknowhowlongagoitwasdone,whetherweeks,days,orhours。Nomatter。Thereisinquiryonfoot,andpursuit。Say!Istherenot?\'
\'Yes。\'
\'Checkit;divertit!Don\'tletherbebroughtinquestion。Shieldher。Theguiltyman,broughttojustice,wouldpoisonhername。
Lettheguiltymangounpunished。Lizzieandmyreparationbeforeall!Promiseme!\'
\'Eugene,Ido。Ipromiseyou!\'
Intheactofturninghiseyesgratefullytowardshisfriend,hewanderedaway。Hiseyesstoodstill,andsettledintothatformerintentunmeaningstare。
Hoursandhours,daysandnights,heremainedinthissamecondition。Thereweretimeswhenhewouldcalmlyspeaktohisfriendafteralongperiodofunconsciousness,andwouldsayhewasbetter,andwouldaskforsomething。Beforeitcouldhegivenhim,hewouldbegoneagain。
Thedolls\'dressmaker,allsoftenedcompassionnow,watchedhimwithanearnestnessthatneverrelaxed。Shewouldregularlychangetheice,orthecoolingspirit,onhishead,andwouldkeepherearatthepillowbetweenwhiles,listeningforanyfaintwordsthatfellfromhiminhiswanderings。Itwasamazingthroughhowmanyhoursatatimeshewouldremainbesidehim,inacrouchingattitude,attentivetohisslightestmoan。Ashecouldnotmoveahand,hecouldmakenosignofdistress;but,throughthisclosewatching(ifthroughnosecretsympathyorpower)thelittlecreatureattainedanunderstandingofhimthatLightwooddidnotpossess。Mortimerwouldoftenturntoher,asifshewereaninterpreterbetweenthissentientworldandtheinsensibleman;andshewouldchangethedressingofawound,oreasealigature,orturnhisface,oralterthepressureofthebedclothesonhim,withanabsolutecertaintyofdoingright。Thenaturallightnessanddelicacyoftouchwhichhadbecomeveryrefinedbypracticeinherminiaturework,nodoubtwasinvolvedinthis;butherperceptionwasatleastasfine。
Theoneword,Lizzie,hemutteredmillionsoftimes。Inacertainphaseofhisdistressfulstate,whichwastheworsttothosewhotendedhim,hewouldrollhisheaduponthepillow,incessantlyrepeatingthenameinahurriedandimpatientmanner,withthemiseryofadisturbedmind,andthemonotonyofamachine。
Equally,whenhelaystillandstaring,hewouldrepeatitforhourswithoutcessation,butthen,alwaysinatoneofsubduedwarningandhorror。Herpresenceandhertouchuponhisbreastorfacewouldoftenstopthis,andthentheylearnedtoexpectthathewouldforsometimeremainstill,withhiseyesclosed,andthathewouldbeconsciousonopeningthem。But,theheavydisappointmentoftheirhope——revivedbythewelcomesilenceoftheroom——was,thathisspiritwouldglideawayagainandbelost,inthemomentoftheirjoythatitwasthere。
Thisfrequentrisingofadrowningmanfromthedeep,tosinkagain,wasdreadfultothebeholders。But,graduallythechangestoleuponhimthatitbecamedreadfultohimself。Hisdesiretoimpartsomethingthatwasonhismind,hisunspeakableyearningtohavespeechwithhisfriendandmakeacommunicationtohim,sotroubledhimwhenherecoveredconsciousness,thatitstermwastherebyshortened。Asthemanrisingfromthedeepwoulddisappearthesoonerforfightingwiththewater,soheinhisdesperatestrugglewentdownagain。
Oneafternoonwhenhehadbeenlyingstill,andLizzie,unrecognized,hadjuststolenoutoftheroomtopursueheroccupation,heutteredLightwood\'sname。
\'MydearEugene,Iamhere。\'
\'Howlongisthistolast,Mortimer?\'
Lightwoodshookhishead。\'Still,Eugene,youarenoworsethanyouwere。\'
\'ButIknowthere\'snohope。YetIprayitmaylastlongenoughforyoutodomeonelastservice,andformetodoonelastaction。
Keepmehereafewmoments,Mortimer。Try,try!\'
Hisfriendgavehimwhataidhecould,andencouragedhimtobelievethathewasmorecomposed,thougheventhenhiseyeswerelosingtheexpressiontheysorarelyrecovered。
\'Holdmehere,dearfellow,ifyoucan。Stopmywanderingaway。
Iamgoing!\'
\'Notyet,notyet。Tellme,dearEugene,whatisitIshalldo?\'
\'Keepmehereforonlyasingleminute。Iamgoingawayagain。
Don\'tletmego。Hearmespeakfirst。Stopme——stopme!\'
\'MypoorEugene,trytobecalm。\'
\'Idotry。Itrysohard。Ifyouonlyknewhowhard!Don\'tletmewandertillIhavespoken。Givemealittlemorewine。\'
Lightwoodcomplied。Eugene,withamostpatheticstruggleagainsttheunconsciousnessthatwascomingoverhim,andwithalookofappealthataffectedhisfriendprofoundly,said:
\'YoucanleavemewithJenny,whileyouspeaktoherandtellherwhatIbeseechofher。YoucanleavemewithJenny,whileyouaregone。There\'snotmuchforyoutodo。Youwon\'tbelongaway。\'
\'No,no,no。ButtellmewhatitisthatIshalldo,Eugene!\'
\'Iamgoing!Youcan\'tholdme。\'
\'Tellmeinaword,Eugene!\'
Hiseyeswerefixedagain,andtheonlywordthatcamefromhislipswasthewordmillionsoftimesrepeated。Lizzie,Lizzie,Lizzie。
But,thewatchfullittledressmakerhadbeenvigilantaseverinherwatch,andshenowcameupandtouchedLightwood\'sarmashelookeddownathisfriend,despairingly。
\'Hush!\'shesaid,withherfingeronherlips。\'Hiseyesareclosing。
He\'llbeconsciouswhenhenextopensthem。ShallIgiveyoualeadingwordtosaytohim?\'
\'OJenny,ifyoucouldonlygivemetherightword!\'
\'Ican。Stoopdown。\'
Hestooped,andshewhisperedinhisear。Shewhisperedinhisearoneshortwordofasinglesyllable。Lightwoodstarted,andlookedather。
\'Tryit,\'saidthelittlecreature,withanexcitedandexultantface。
Shethenbentovertheunconsciousman,and,forthefirsttime,kissedhimonthecheek,andkissedthepoormaimedhandthatwasnearesttoher。Then,shewithdrewtothefootofthebed。
Sometwohoursafterwards,MortimerLightwoodsawhisconsciousnesscomeback,andinstantly,butverytranquilly,bentoverhim。
\'Don\'tspeak,Eugene。Donomorethanlookatme,andlistentome。YoufollowwhatIsay。\'
Hemovedhisheadinassent。
\'Iamgoingonfromthepointwherewebrokeoff。Isthewordweshouldsoonhavecometo——isit——Wife?\'
\'OGodblessyou,Mortimer!\'
\'Hush!Don\'tbeagitated。Don\'tspeak。Hearme,dearEugene。
Yourmindwillbemoreatpeace,lyinghere,ifyoumakeLizzieyourwife。Youwishmetospeaktoher,andtellherso,andentreathertobeyourwife。Youaskhertokneelatthisbedsideandbemarriedtoyou,thatyourreparationmaybecomplete。Isthatso?\'
\'Yes。Godblessyou!Yes。\'
\'Itshallbedone,Eugene。Trustittome。Ishallhavetogoawayforsomefewhours,togiveeffecttoyourwishes。Youseethisisunavoidable?\'
\'Dearfriend,Isaidso。\'
\'True。ButIhadnotthecluethen。HowdoyouthinkIgotit?\'
Glancingwistfullyaround,EugenesawMissJennyatthefootofthebed,lookingathimwithherelbowsonthebed,andherheaduponherhands。Therewasatraceofhiswhimsicalairuponhim,ashetriedtosmileather。
\'Yesindeed,\'saidLightwood,\'thediscoverywashers。ObservemydearEugene;whileIamawayyouwillknowthatIhavedischargedmytrustwithLizzie,byfindingherhere,inmypresentplaceatyourbedside,toleaveyounomore。AfinalwordbeforeI
go。Thisistherightcourseofatrueman,Eugene。AndIsolemnlybelieve,withallmysoul,thatifProvidenceshouldmercifullyrestoreyoutous,youwillbeblessedwithanoblewifeinthepreserverofyourlife,whomyouwilldearlylove。\'
\'Amen。Iamsureofthat。ButIshallnotcomethroughit,Mortimer。\'
\'Youwillnotbethelesshopefulorlessstrong,forthis,Eugene。\'
\'No。Touchmyfacewithyours,incaseIshouldnotholdouttillyoucomeback。Iloveyou,Mortimer。Don\'tbeuneasyformewhileyouaregone。Ifmydearbravegirlwilltakeme,IfeelpersuadedthatIshalllivelongenoughtobemarried,dearfellow。\'
MissJennygaveupaltogetheronthispartingtakingplacebetweenthefriends,andsittingwithherbacktowardsthebedinthebowermadebyherbrighthair,weptheartily,thoughnoiselessly。
MortimerLightwoodwassoongone。Astheeveninglightlengthenedtheheavyreflectionsofthetreesintheriver,anotherfigurecamewithasoftstepintothesickroom。
\'Isheconscious?\'askedthelittledressmaker,asthefiguretookitsstationbythepillow。For,Jennyhadgivenplacetoitimmediately,andcouldnotseethesufferer\'sface,inthedarkroom,fromhernewandremovedposition。
\'Heisconscious,Jenny,\'murmuredEugeneforhimself。\'Heknowshiswife。\'
Chapter11
EFFECTISGIVENTOTHEDOLLS\'DRESSMAKER\'SDISCOVERY
MrsJohnRokesmithsatatneedleworkinherneatlittleroom,besideabasketofneatlittlearticlesofclothing,whichpresentedsomuchoftheappearanceofbeinginthedolls\'dressmaker\'swayofbusiness,thatonemighthavesupposedshewasgoingtosetupinoppositiontoMissWren。WhethertheCompleteBritishFamilyHousewifehadimpartedsagecounselanentthem,didnotappear,butprobablynot,asthatcloudyoraclewasnowherevisible。Forcertain,however,MrsJohnRokesmithstitchedatthemwithsodexterousahand,thatshemusthavetakenlessonsofsomebody。
Loveisinallthingsamostwonderfulteacher,andperhapslove(fromapictorialpointofview,withnothingonbutathimble),hadbeenteachingthisbranchofneedleworktoMrsJohnRokesmith。
ItwasnearJohn\'stimeforcominghome,butasMrsJohnwasdesiroustofinishaspecialtriumphofherskillbeforedinner,shedidnotgoouttomeethim。Placidly,thoughratherconsequentiallysmiling,shesatstitchingawaywitharegularsound,likeasortofdimpledlittlecharmingDresden-chinaclockbytheverybestmaker。
Aknockatthedoor,andaringatthebell。NotJohn;orBellawouldhaveflownouttomeethim。Thenwho,ifnotJohn?Bellawasaskingherselfthequestion,whenthatflutteringlittlefoolofaservantflutteredin,saying,\'MrLightwood!\'
Ohgoodgracious!
Bellahadbuttimetothrowahandkerchiefoverthebasket,whenMrLightwoodmadehisbow。TherewassomethingamisswithMrLightwood,forhewasstrangelygraveandlookedill。
WithabriefreferencetothehappytimewhenithadbeenhisprivilegetoknowMrsRokesmithasMissWilfer,MrLightwoodexplainedwhatwasamisswithhimandwhyhecame。HecamebearingLizzieHexam\'searnesthopethatMrsJohnRokesmithwouldseehermarried。
Bellawassoflutteredbytherequest,andbytheshortnarrativehehadfeelinglygivenher,thatthereneverwasamoretimelysmelling-bottlethanJohn\'sknock。\'Myhusband,\'saidBella;\'I\'llbringhimin。\'
But,thatturnedouttobemoreeasilysaidthandone;for,theinstantshementionedMrLightwood\'sname,Johnstopped,withhishanduponthelockoftheroomdoor。
\'Comeupstairs,mydarling。\'
Bellawasamazedbytheflushinhisface,andbyhissuddenturningaway。\'Whatcanitmean?\'shethought,assheaccompaniedhimupstairs。
\'Now,mylife,\'saidJohn,takingheronhisknee,\'tellmeallaboutit。\'
Allverywelltosay,\'Tellmeallaboutit;\'butJohnwasverymuchconfused。Hisattentionevidentlytrailedoff,nowandthen,evenwhileBellatoldhimallaboutit。YetsheknewthathetookagreatinterestinLizzieandherfortunes。Whatcoulditmean?
\'Youwillcometothismarriagewithme,Johndear?\'
\'N——no,mylove;Ican\'tdothat。\'
\'Youcan\'tdothat,John?\'
\'No,mydear,it\'squiteoutofthequestion。Nottobethoughtof。\'
\'AmItogoalone,John?\'
\'No,mydear,youwillgowithMrLightwood。\'
\'Don\'tyouthinkit\'stimewewentdowntoMrLightwood,Johndear?\'Bellainsinuated。
\'Mydarling,it\'salmosttimeyouwent,butImustaskyoutoexcusemetohimaltogether。\'
\'Younevermean,Johndear,thatyouarenotgoingtoseehim?
Why,heknowsyouhavecomehome。Itoldhimso。\'
\'That\'salittleunfortunate,butitcan\'tbehelped。Unfortunateorfortunate,Ipositivelycannotseehim,mylove。\'
Bellacastaboutinhermindwhatcouldbehisreasonforthisunaccountablebehaviour;asshesatonhiskneelookingathiminastonishmentandpoutingalittle。Aweakreasonpresenteditself。
\'Johndear,younevercanbejealouso