下载辰思小说免费APP
\'Now,Pa,attendtowhatIamgoingtosay,andpromiseandvowtobeobedient。\'
\'Ipromiseandvow,mydear。\'
\'Youasknoquestions。Youtakethispurse;yougotothenearestplacewheretheykeepeverythingoftheveryverybest,readymade;youbuyandputon,themostbeautifulsuitofclothes,themostbeautifulhat,andthemostbeautifulpairofbrightboots(patentleather,Pa,mind!)thataretobegotformoney;andyoucomebacktome。\'
\'But,mydearBella——\'
\'Takecare,Pa!\'pointingherforefingerathim,merrily。\'Youhavepromisedandvowed。It\'sperjury,youknow。\'
Therewaswaterinthefoolishlittlefellow\'seyes,butshekissedthemdry(thoughherownwerewet),andhebobbedawayagain。
Afterhalfanhour,hecameback,sobrilliantlytransformed,thatBellawasobligedtowalkroundhiminecstaticadmirationtwentytimes,beforeshecoulddrawherarmthroughhis,anddelightedlysqueezeit。
\'Now,Pa,\'saidBella,hugginghimclose,\'takethislovelywomanouttodinner。\'
\'Whereshallwego,mydear?\'
\'Greenwich!\'saidBella,valiantly。\'Andbesureyoutreatthislovelywomanwitheverythingofthebest。\'
Whiletheyweregoingalongtotakeboat,\'Don\'tyouwish,mydear,\'saidR。W。,timidly,\'thatyourmotherwashere?\'
\'No,Idon\'t,Pa,forIliketohaveyoualltomyselfto-day。Iwasalwaysyourlittlefavouriteathome,andyouwerealwaysmine。
Wehaverunawaytogetheroften,beforenow;haven\'twe,Pa?\'
\'Ah,tobesurewehave!ManyaSundaywhenyourmotherwas——
wasalittleliabletoit,\'repeatinghisformerdelicateexpressionafterpausingtocough。
\'Yes,andIamafraidIwasseldomorneverasgoodasIoughttohavebeen,Pa。Imadeyoucarryme,overandoveragain,whenyoushouldhavemademewalk;andIoftendroveyouinharness,whenyouwouldmuchratherhavesatdownandreadyournews-
paper:didn\'tI?\'
\'Sometimes,sometimes。ButLor,whatachildyouwere!Whatacompanionyouwere!\'
\'Companion?That\'sjustwhatIwanttobeto-day,Pa。\'
\'Youaresafetosucceed,mylove。Yourbrothersandsistershaveallintheirturnsbeencompanionstome,toacertainextent,butonlytoacertainextent。Yourmotherhas,throughoutlife,beenacompanionthatanymanmight——mightlookupto——and——andcommitthesayingsof,tomemory——and——formhimselfupon——ifhe——\'
\'Ifhelikedthemodel?\'suggestedBella。
\'We-ell,ye-es,\'hereturned,thinkingaboutit,notquitesatisfiedwiththephrase:\'orperhapsImightsay,ifitwasinhim。
Supposing,forinstance,thatamanwantedtobealwaysmarching,hewouldfindyourmotheraninestimablecompanion。Butifhehadanytasteforwalking,orshouldwishatanytimetobreakintoatrot,hemightsometimesfinditalittledifficulttokeepstepwithyourmother。Ortakeitthisway,Bella,\'headded,afteramoment\'sreflection;\'Supposingthatamanhadtogothroughlife,wewon\'tsaywithacompanion,butwe\'llsaytoatune。Verygood。SupposingthatthetuneallottedtohimwastheDeadMarchinSaul。Well。Itwouldbeaverysuitabletuneforparticularoccasions——nonebetter——butitwouldbedifficulttokeeptimewithintheordinaryrunofdomestictransactions。Forinstance,ifhetookhissupperafterahardday,totheDeadMarchinSaul,hisfoodmightbelikelytositheavyonhim。Or,ifhewasatanytimeinclinedtorelievehismindbysingingacomicsongordancingahornpipe,andwasobligedtodoittotheDeadMarchinSaul,hemightfindhimselfputoutintheexecutionofhislivelyintentions。\'
\'PoorPa!\'thoughtBella,asshehunguponhisarm。
\'Now,whatIwillsayforyou,mydear,\'thecherubpursuedmildlyandwithoutanotionofcomplaining,\'is,thatyouaresoadaptable。
Soadaptable。\'
\'IndeedIamafraidIhaveshownawretchedtemper,Pa。IamafraidIhavebeenverycomplaining,andverycapricious。I
seldomorneverthoughtofitbefore。ButwhenIsatinthecarriagejustnowandsawyoucomingalongthepavement,I
reproachedmyself。\'
\'Notatall,mydear。Don\'tspeakofsuchathing。\'
AhappyandachattymanwasPainhisnewclothesthatday。
Takeitforallinall,itwasperhapsthehappiestdayhehadeverknowninhislife;notevenexceptingthatonwhichhisheroicpartnerhadapproachedthenuptialaltartothetuneoftheDeadMarchinSaul。
Thelittleexpeditiondowntheriverwasdelightful,andthelittleroomoverlookingtheriverintowhichtheywereshownfordinnerwasdelightful。Everythingwasdelightful。Theparkwasdelightful,thepunchwasdelightful,thedishesoffishweredelightful,thewinewasdelightful。Bellawasmoredelightfulthananyotheriteminthefestival;drawingPaoutinthegayestmanner;makingapointofalwaysmentioningherselfasthelovelywoman;stimulatingPatoorderthings,bydeclaringthatthelovelywomaninsistedonbeingtreatedwiththem;andinshortcausingPatobequiteenrapturedwiththeconsiderationthatheWASthePaofsuchacharmingdaughter。
Andthen,astheysatlookingattheshipsandsteamboatsmakingtheirwaytotheseawiththetidethatwasrunningdown,thelovelywomanimaginedallsortsofvoyagesforherselfandPa。
Now,Pa,inthecharacterofownerofalumberingsquare-sailedcollier,wastackingawaytoNewcastle,tofetchblackdiamondstomakehisfortunewith;now,PawasgoingtoChinainthathandsomethreemastedship,tobringhomeopium,withwhichhewouldforevercutoutChickseyVeneeringandStobbles,andtobringhomesilksandshawlswithoutendforthedecorationofhischarmingdaughter。Now,JohnHarmon\'sdisastrousfatewasalladream,andhehadcomehomeandfoundthelovelywomanjustthearticleforhim,andthelovelywomanhadfoundhimjustthearticleforher,andtheyweregoingawayonatrip,intheirgallantbark,tolookaftertheirvines,withstreamersflyingatallpoints,abandplayingondeckandPaestablishedinthegreatcabin。Now,JohnHarmonwasconsignedtohisgraveagain,andamerchantofimmensewealth(nameunknown)hadcourtedandmarriedthelovelywoman,andhewassoenormouslyrichthateverythingyousawupontheriversailingorsteamingbelongedtohim,andhekeptaperfectfleetofyachtsforpleasure,andthatlittleimpudentyachtwhichyousawoverthere,withthegreatwhitesail,wascalledTheBella,inhonourofhiswife,andsheheldherstateaboardwhenitpleasedher,likeamodernCleopatra。Anon,therewouldembarkinthattroop-shipwhenshegottoGravesend,amightygeneral,oflargeproperty(namealsounknown),whowouldn\'thearofgoingtovictorywithouthiswife,andwhosewifewasthelovelywoman,andshewasdestinedtobecometheidolofalltheredcoatsandbluejacketsalowandaloft。Andthenagain:
yousawthatshipbeingtowedoutbyasteam-tug?Well!wheredidyousupposeshewasgoingto?Shewasgoingamongthecoralreefsandcocoa-nutsandallthatsortofthing,andshewascharteredforafortunateindividualofthenameofPa(himselfonboard,andmuchrespectedbyallhands),andshewasgoing,forhissoleprofitandadvantage,tofetchacargoofsweet-smellingwoods,themostbeautifulthateverwereseen,andthemostprofitablethateverwereheardof;andhercargowouldbeagreatfortune,asindeeditoughttobe:thelovelywomanwhohadpurchasedherandfittedherexpresslyforthisvoyage,beingmarriedtoanIndianPrince,whowasaSomething-or-Other,andwhoworeCashmereshawlsalloverhimselfanddiamondsandemeraldsblazinginhisturban,andwasbeautifullycoffee-
colouredandexcessivelydevoted,thoughalittletoojealous。
ThusBellaranonmerrily,inamannerperfectlyenchantingtoPa,whowasaswillingtoputhisheadintotheSultan\'stubofwaterasthebeggar-boysbelowthewindowweretoputTHEIRheadsinthemud。
\'Isuppose,mydear,\'saidPaafterdinner,\'wemaycometotheconclusionathome,thatwehavelostyouforgood?\'
Bellashookherhead。Didn\'tknow。Couldn\'tsay。Allshewasabletoreportwas,thatshewasmosthandsomelysuppliedwitheverythingshecouldpossiblywant,andthatwhenevershehintedatleavingMrandMrsBoffin,theywouldn\'thearofit。
\'Andnow,Pa,\'pursuedBella,\'I\'llmakeaconfessiontoyou。Iamthemostmercenarylittlewretchthateverlivedintheworld。\'
\'Ishouldhardlyhavethoughtitofyou,mydear,\'returnedherfather,firstglancingathimself;andthenatthedessert。
\'Iunderstandwhatyoumean,Pa,butit\'snotthat。It\'snotthatI
careformoneytokeepasmoney,butIdocaresomuchforwhatitwillbuy!\'
\'ReallyIthinkmostofusdo,\'returnedR。W。
\'ButnottothedreadfulextentthatIdo,Pa。O-o!\'criedBella,screwingtheexclamationoutofherselfwithatwistofherdimpledchin。\'IAMsomercenary!\'
WithawistfulglanceR。W。said,indefaultofhavinganythingbettertosay:\'Aboutwhendidyoubegintofeelitcomingon,mydear?\'
\'That\'sit,Pa。That\'stheterriblepartofit。WhenIwasathome,andonlyknewwhatitwastobepoor,Igrumbledbutdidn\'tsomuchmind。WhenIwasathomeexpectingtoberich,IthoughtvaguelyofallthegreatthingsIwoulddo。ButwhenIhadbeendisappointedofmysplendidfortune,andcametoseeitfromdaytodayinotherhands,andtohavebeforemyeyeswhatitcouldreallydo,thenIbecamethemercenarylittlewretchIam。\'
\'It\'syourfancy,mydear。\'
\'Icanassureyouit\'snothingofthesort,Pa!\'saidBella,noddingathim,withherveryprettyeyebrowsraisedashighastheywouldgo,andlookingcomicallyfrightened。\'It\'safact。Iamalwaysavariciouslyscheming。\'
\'Lor!Buthow?\'
\'I\'lltellyou,Pa。Idon\'tmindtellingYOU,becausewehavealwaysbeenfavouritesofeachother\'s,andbecauseyouarenotlikeaPa,butmorelikeasortofayoungerbrotherwithadearvenerablechubbinessonhim。Andbesides,\'addedBella,laughingasshepointedarallyingfingerathisface,\'becauseIhavegotyouinmypower。Thisisasecretexpedition。Ifeveryoutellofme,I\'lltellofyou。I\'lltellMathatyoudinedatGreenwich。\'
\'Well;seriously,mydear,\'observedR。W。,withsometrepidationofmanner,\'itmightbeaswellnottomentionit。\'
\'Aha!\'laughedBella。\'Iknewyouwouldn\'tlikeit,sir!Soyoukeepmyconfidence,andI\'llkeepyours。Butbetraythelovelywoman,andyoushallfindheraserpent。Now,youmaygivemeakiss,Pa,andIshouldliketogiveyourhairaturn,becauseithasbeendreadfullyneglectedinmyabsence。\'
R。W。submittedhisheadtotheoperator,andtheoperatorwentontalking;atthesametimeputtingseparatelocksofhishairthroughacuriousprocessofbeingsmartlyrolledoverhertworevolvingforefingers,whichwerethensuddenlypulledoutofitinoppositelateraldirections。Oneachoftheseoccasionsthepatientwincedandwinked。
\'IhavemadeupmymindthatImusthavemoney,Pa。IfeelthatI
can\'tbegit,borrowit,orstealit;andsoIhaveresolvedthatI
mustmarryit。\'
R。W。castuphiseyestowardsher,aswellashecouldundertheoperatingcircumstances,andsaidinatoneofremonstrance,\'Myde-arBella!\'
\'Haveresolved,Isay,Pa,thattogetmoneyImustmarrymoney。
Inconsequenceofwhich,Iamalwayslookingoutformoneytocaptivate。\'
\'Myde-a-rBella!\'
\'Yes,Pa,thatisthestateofthecase。Ifevertherewasamercenaryplotterwhosethoughtsanddesignswerealwaysinhermeanoccupation,Iamtheamiablecreature。ButIdon\'tcare。I
hateanddetestbeingpoor,andIwon\'tbepoorifIcanmarrymoney。Nowyouaredeliciouslyfluffy,Pa,andinastatetoastonishthewaiterandpaythebill。\'
\'But,mydearBella,thisisquitealarmingatyourage。\'
\'Itoldyouso,Pa,butyouwouldn\'tbelieveit,\'returnedBella,withapleasantchildishgravity。\'Isn\'titshocking?\'
\'Itwouldbequiteso,ifyoufullyknewwhatyousaid,mydear,ormeantit。\'
\'Well,Pa,IcanonlytellyouthatImeannothingelse。Talktomeoflove!\'saidBella,contemptuously:thoughherfaceandfigurecertainlyrenderedthesubjectnoincongruousone。\'Talktomeoffierydragons!Buttalktomeofpovertyandwealth,andthereindeedwetouchuponrealities。\'
\'MyDe-ar,thisisbecomingAwful——\'herfatherwasemphaticallybeginning:whenshestoppedhim。
\'Pa,tellme。Didyoumarrymoney?\'
\'YouknowIdidn\'t,mydear。\'
BellahummedtheDeadMarchinSaul,andsaid,afterallitsignifiedverylittle!Butseeinghimlookgraveanddowncast,shetookhimroundtheneckandkissedhimbacktocheerfulnessagain。
\'Ididn\'tmeanthatlasttouch,Pa;itwasonlysaidinjoke。Nowmind!Youarenottotellofme,andI\'llnottellofyou。Andmorethanthat;Ipromisetohavenosecretsfromyou,Pa,andyoumaymakecertainthat,whatevermercenarythingsgoon,Ishallalwaystellyouallabouttheminstrictconfidence。\'
Faintobesatisfiedwiththisconcessionfromthelovelywoman,R。W。rangthebell,andpaidthebill。\'Now,alltherestofthis,Pa,\'saidBella,rollingupthepursewhentheywerealoneagain,hammeringitsmallwithherlittlefistonthetable,andcrammingitintooneofthepocketsofhisnewwaistcoat,\'isforyou,tobuypresentswithforthemathome,andtopaybillswith,andtodivideasyoulike,andspendexactlyasyouthinkproper。Lastofalltakenotice,Pa,thatit\'snotthefruitofanyavariciousscheme。
Perhapsifitwas,yourlittlemercenarywretchofadaughterwouldn\'tmakesofreewithit!\'
Afterwhich,shetuggedathiscoatwithbothhands,andpulledhimallaskewinbuttoningthatgarmentoverthepreciouswaistcoatpocket,andthentiedherdimplesintoherbonnet-stringsinaveryknowingway,andtookhimbacktoLondon。ArrivedatMrBoffin\'sdoor,shesethimwithhisbackagainstit,tenderlytookhimbytheearsasconvenienthandlesforherpurpose,andkissedhimuntilheknockedmuffleddoubleknocksatthedoorwiththebackofhishead。Thatdone,sheoncemoreremindedhimoftheircompactandgailypartedfromhim。
Notsogaily,however,butthattearsfilledhereyesashewentawaydownthedarkstreet。Notsogaily,butthatsheseveraltimessaid,\'Ah,poorlittlePa!Ah,poordearstrugglingshabbylittlePa!\'beforeshetookhearttoknockatthedoor。Notsogaily,butthatthebrilliantfurnitureseemedtostareheroutofcountenanceasifitinsistedonbeingcomparedwiththedingyfurnitureathome。Notsogaily,butthatshefellintoverylowspiritssittinglateinherownroom,andveryheartilywept,asshewished,nowthatthedeceasedoldJohnHarmonhadnevermadeawillabouther,nowthatthedeceasedyoungJohnHarmonhadlivedtomarryher。\'Contradictorythingstowish,\'saidBella,\'butmylifeandfortunesaresocontradictoryaltogetherthatwhatcanIexpectmyselftobe!\'
Chapter9
INWHICHTHEORPHANMAKESHISWILL
TheSecretary,workingintheDismalSwampbetimesnextmorning,wasinformedthatayouthwaitedinthehallwhogavethenameofSloppy。Thefootmanwhocommunicatedthisintelligencemadeadecentpausebeforeutteringthename,toexpressthatitwasforcedonhisreluctancebytheyouthinquestion,andthatiftheyouthhadhadthegoodsenseandgoodtastetoinheritsomeothernameitwouldhavesparedthefeelingsofhimthebearer。
\'MrsBoffinwillbeverywellpleased,\'saidtheSecretaryinaperfectlycomposedway。\'Showhimin。\'
MrSloppybeingintroduced,remainedclosetothedoor:revealinginvariouspartsofhisformmanysurprising,confounding,andincomprehensiblebuttons。
\'Iamgladtoseeyou,\'saidJohnRokesmith,inacheerfultoneofwelcome。\'Ihavebeenexpectingyou。\'
Sloppyexplainedthathehadmeanttocomebefore,butthattheOrphan(ofwhomhemadementionasOurJohnny)hadbeenailing,andhehadwaitedtoreporthimwell。
\'Thenheiswellnow?\'saidtheSecretary。
\'Noheain\'t,\'saidSloppy。
MrSloppyhavingshakenhisheadtoaconsiderableextent,proceededtoremarkthathethoughtJohnny\'musthavetook\'emfromtheMinders。\'Beingaskedwhathemeant,heanswered,themthatcomeoutuponhimandparticklerhischest。Beingrequestedtoexplainhimself,hestatedthattherewassomeof\'emwotyoucouldn\'tkiverwithasixpence。Pressedtofallbackuponanominativecase,heopinedthattheywosaboutasredaseverredcouldbe。\'Butaslongastheystrikesout\'ards,sir,\'continuedSloppy,\'theyain\'tsomuch。It\'stheirstrikingin\'ardsthat\'stobekepoff。\'
JohnRokesmithhopedthechildhadhadmedicalattendance?Ohyes,saidSloppy,hehadbeentooktothedoctor\'sshoponce。Andwhatdidthedoctorcallit?Rokesmithaskedhim。Aftersomeperplexedreflection,Sloppyanswered,brightening,\'Hecalleditsomethingaswoswerylongforspots。\'Rokesmithsuggestedmeasles。\'No,\'saidSloppywithconfidence,\'eversomuchlongerthanTHEM,sir!\'(MrSloppywaselevatedbythisfact,andseemedtoconsiderthatitreflectedcreditonthepoorlittlepatient。)
\'MrsBoffinwillbesorrytohearthis,\'saidRokesmith。
\'MrsHigdensaidso,sir,whenshekepitfromher,hopingasOurJohnnywouldworkround。\'
\'ButIhopehewill?\'saidRokesmith,withaquickturnuponthemessenger。
\'Ihopeso,\'answeredSloppy。\'Italldependsontheirstrikingin\'ards。\'HethenwentontosaythatwhetherJohnnyhad\'took\'em\'fromtheMinders,orwhethertheMindershad\'tookemfromJohnny,theMindershadbeensenthomeandhad\'gotem。
Furthermore,thatMrsHigden\'sdaysandnightsbeingdevotedtoOurJohnny,whowasneveroutofherlap,thewholeofthemanglingarrangementshaddevolveduponhimself,andhehadhad\'raytheratighttime\'。Theungainlypieceofhonestybeamedandblushedashesaidit,quiteenrapturedwiththeremembranceofhavingbeenserviceable。
\'Lastnight,\'saidSloppy,\'whenIwasa-turningatthewheelprettylate,themangleseemedtogolikeOurJohnny\'sbreathing。Itbegunbeautiful,thenasitwentoutitshookalittleandgotunsteady,thenasittooktheturntocomehomeithadarattle-likeandlumberedabit,thenitcomesmooth,andsoitwentontillI
scarceknow\'dwhichwasmangleandwhichwasOurJohnny。NorOurJohnny,hescarceknow\'deither,forsometimeswhenthemanglelumbershesays,“Mechoking,Granny!“andMrsHigdenholdshimupinherlapandsaystome“Bideabit,Sloppy,“andweallstopstogether。AndwhenOurJohnnygetshisbreathingagain,Iturnsagain,andweallgoesontogether。\'
Sloppyhadgraduallyexpandedwithhisdescriptionintoastareandavacantgrin。Henowcontracted,beingsilent,intoahalf-
repressedgushoftears,and,underpretenceofbeingheated,drewtheunderpartofhissleeveacrosshiseyeswithasingularlyawkward,laborious,androundaboutsmear。
\'Thisisunfortunate,\'saidRokesmith。\'ImustgoandbreakittoMrsBoffin。Stayyouhere,Sloppy。\'
Sloppystayedthere,staringatthepatternofthepaperonthewall,untiltheSecretaryandMrsBoffincamebacktogether。AndwithMrsBoffinwasayounglady(MissBellaWilferbyname)whowasbetterworthstaringat,itoccurredtoSloppy,thanthebestofwall-papering。
\'Ah,mypoordearprettylittleJohnHarmon!\'exclaimedMrsBoffin。
\'Yesmum,\'saidthesympatheticSloppy。
\'Youdon\'tthinkheisinavery,verybadway,doyou?\'askedthepleasantcreaturewithherwholesomecordiality。
Putuponhisgoodfaith,andfindingitincollisionwithhisinclinations,Sloppythrewbackhisheadandutteredamellifluoushowl,roundedoffwithasniff。
\'Sobadasthat!\'criedMrsBoffin。\'AndBettyHigdennottotellmeofitsooner!\'
\'Ithinkshemighthavebeenmistrustful,mum,\'answeredSloppy,hesitating。
\'Ofwhat,forHeaven\'ssake?\'
\'Ithinkshemighthavebeenmistrustful,mum,\'returnedSloppywithsubmission,\'ofstandinginOurJohnny\'slight。There\'ssomuchtroubleinillness,andsomuchexpense,andshe\'sseensuchalotofitsbeingobjectedto。\'
\'Butshenevercanhavethought,\'saidMrsBoffin,\'thatIwouldgrudgethedearchildanything?\'
\'Nomum,butshemighthavethought(asahabit-like)ofitsstandinginJohnny\'slight,andmighthavetriedtobringhimthroughitunbeknownst。\'
Sloppyknewhisgroundwell。Toconcealherselfinsickness,likealoweranimal;tocreepoutofsightandcoilherselfawayanddie;
hadbecomethiswoman\'sinstinct。Tocatchupinherarmsthesickchildwhowasdeartoher,andhideitasifitwereacriminal,andkeepoffallministrationbutsuchasherownignoranttendernessandpatiencecouldsupply,hadbecomethiswoman\'sideaofmaternallove,fidelity,andduty。Theshamefulaccountsweread,everyweekintheChristianyear,mylordsandgentlemenandhonourableboards,theinfamousrecordsofsmallofficialinhumanity,donotpassbythepeopleastheypassbyus。
Andhencetheseirrational,blind,andobstinateprejudices,soastonishingtoourmagnificence,andhavingnomorereasoninthem——GodsavetheQueenandConfoundtheirpolitics——no,thansmokehasincomingfromfire!
\'It\'snotarightplaceforthepoorchildtostayin,\'saidMrsBoffin。
\'Tellus,dearMrRokesmith,whattodoforthebest。\'
Hehadalreadythoughtwhattodo,andtheconsultationwasveryshort。Hecouldpavetheway,hesaid,inhalfanhour,andthentheywouldgodowntoBrentford。\'Praytakeme,\'saidBella。
Thereforeacarriagewasordered,ofcapacitytotakethemall,andinthemeantimeSloppywasregaled,feastingaloneintheSecretary\'sroom,withacompleterealizationofthatfairyvision——
meat,beer,vegetables,andpudding。Inconsequenceofwhichhisbuttonsbecamemoreimportunateofpublicnoticethanbefore,withtheexceptionoftwoorthreeabouttheregionofthewaistband,whichmodestlywithdrewintoacreasyretirement。
Punctualtothetime,appearedthecarriageandtheSecretary。Hesatonthebox,andMrSloppygracedtherumble。So,totheThreeMagpiesasbefore:whereMrsBoffinandMissBellawerehandedout,andwhencetheyallwentonfoottoMrsBettyHigden\'s。
But,onthewaydown,theyhadstoppedatatoy-shop,andhadboughtthatnoblecharger,adescriptionofwhosepointsandtrappingshadonthelastoccasionconciliatedthethenworldly-
mindedorphan,andalsoaNoah\'sark,andalsoayellowbirdwithanartificialvoiceinhim,andalsoamilitarydollsowelldressedthatifhehadonlybeenoflife-sizehisbrother-officersintheGuardsmightneverhavefoundhimout。Bearingthesegifts,theyraisedthelatchofBettyHigden\'sdoor,andsawhersittinginthedimmestandfurthestcornerwithpoorJohnnyinherlap。
\'Andhow\'smyboy,Betty?\'askedMrsBoffin,sittingdownbesideher。
\'He\'sbad!He\'sbad!\'saidBetty。\'Ibegintobeafeerdhe\'llnotbeyoursanymorethanmine。AllothersbelongingtohimhavegonetothePowerandtheGlory,andIhaveamindthatthey\'redrawinghimtothem——leadinghimaway。\'
\'No,no,no,\'saidMrsBoffin。
\'Idon\'tknowwhyelseheclencheshislittlehandasifithadholdofafingerthatIcan\'tsee。Lookatit,\'saidBetty,openingthewrappersinwhichtheflushedchildlay,andshowinghissmallrighthandlyingcloseduponhisbreast。\'It\'salwaysso。Itdon\'tmindme。\'
\'Isheasleep?\'
\'No,Ithinknot。You\'renotasleep,myJohnny?\'
\'No,\'saidJohnny,withaquietairofpityforhimself;andwithoutopeninghiseyes。
\'Here\'sthelady,Johnny。Andthehorse。\'
Johnnycouldbearthelady,withcompleteindifference,butnotthehorse。Openinghisheavyeyes,heslowlybrokeintoasmileonbeholdingthatsplendidphenomenon,andwantedtotakeitinhisarms。Asitwasmuchtoobig,itwasputuponachairwherehecouldholditbythemaneandcontemplateit。Whichhesoonforgottodo。
But,Johnnymurmuringsomethingwithhiseyesclosed,andMrsBoffinnotknowingwhat,oldBettybenthereartolistenandtookpainstounderstand。Beingaskedbyhertorepeatwhathehadsaid,hedidsotwoorthreetimes,andthenitcameoutthathemusthaveseenmorethantheysupposedwhenhelookeduptoseethehorse,forthemurmurwas,\'Whoisthebooferlady?\'
Now,theboofer,orbeautiful,ladywasBella;andwhereasthisnoticefromthepoorbabywouldhavetouchedherofitself;itwasrenderedmorepatheticbythelatemeltingofherhearttoherpoorlittlefather,andtheirjokeaboutthelovelywoman。So,Bella\'sbehaviourwasverytenderandverynaturalwhenshekneeledonthebrickfloortoclaspthechild,andwhenthechild,withachild\'sadmirationofwhatisyoungandpretty,fondledthebooferlady。
\'Now,mygooddearBetty,\'saidMrsBoffin,hopingthatshesawheropportunity,andlayingherhandpersuasivelyonherarm;\'wehavecometoremoveJohnnyfromthiscottagetowherehecanbetakenbettercareof。\'
Instantly,andbeforeanotherwordcouldbespoken,theoldwomanstartedupwithblazingeyes,andrushedatthedoorwiththesickchild。
\'Standawayfrommeeveryoneofye!\'shecriedoutwildly。\'Iseewhatyemeannow。Letmegomyway,allofye。I\'dsoonerkillthePretty,andkillmyself!\'
\'Stay,stay!\'saidRokesmith,soothingher。\'Youdon\'tunderstand。\'
\'Iunderstandtoowell。Iknowtoomuchaboutit,sir。I\'verunfromittoomanyayear。No!Neverforme,norforthechild,whilethere\'swaterenoughinEnglandtocoverus!\'
Theterror,theshame,thepassionofhorrorandrepugnance,firingthewornfaceandperfectlymaddeningit,wouldhavebeenaquiteterriblesight,ifembodiedinoneoldfellow-creaturealone。
Yetit\'cropsup\'——asourslanggoes——mylordsandgentlemenandhonourableboards,inotherfellow-creatures,ratherfrequently!
\'It\'sbeenchasingmeallmylife,butitshallnevertakemenorminealive!\'criedoldBetty。\'I\'vedonewithye。I\'dhavefasteneddoorandwindowandstarvedout,aforeI\'deverhaveletyein,ifI
hadknownwhatyecamefor!\'
But,catchingsightofMrsBoffin\'swholesomeface,sherelented,andcrouchingdownbythedoorandbendingoverherburdentohushit,saidhumbly:\'Maybemyfearshasputmewrong。Iftheyhaveso,tellme,andthegoodLordforgiveme!I\'mquicktotakethisfright,Iknow,andmyheadissumm\'atlightwithwearyingandwatching。\'
\'There,there,there!\'returnedMrsBoffin。\'Come,come!Saynomoreofit,Betty。Itwasamistake,amistake。Anyoneofusmighthavemadeitinyourplace,andfeltjustasyoudo。\'
\'TheLordblessye!\'saidtheoldwoman,stretchingoutherhand。
\'Now,see,Betty,\'pursuedthesweetcompassionatesoul,holdingthehandkindly,\'whatIreallydidmean,andwhatIshouldhavebegunbysayingout,ifIhadonlybeenalittlewiserandhandier。
WewanttomoveJohnnytoaplacewheretherearenonebutchildren;aplacesetuponpurposeforsickchildren;wherethegooddoctorsandnursespasstheirliveswithchildren,talktononebutchildren,touchnonebutchildren,comfortandcurenonebutchildren。\'
\'Istherereallysuchaplace?\'askedtheoldwoman,withagazeofwonder。
\'Yes,Betty,onmyword,andyoushallseeit。Ifmyhomewasabetterplaceforthedearboy,I\'dtakehimtoit;butindeedindeedit\'snot。\'
\'Youshalltakehim,\'returnedBetty,ferventlykissingthecomfortinghand,\'whereyouwill,mydeary。Iamnotsohard,butthatIbelieveyourfaceandvoice,andIwill,aslongasIcanseeandhear。\'
Thisvictorygained,Rokesmithmadehastetoprofitbyit,forhesawhowwoefullytimehadbeenlost。HedespatchedSloppytobringthecarriagetothedoor;causedthechildtobecarefullywrappedup;badeoldBettygetherbonneton;collectedthetoys,enablingthelittlefellowtocomprehendthathistreasuresweretobetransportedwithhim;andhadallthingspreparedsoeasilythattheywerereadyforthecarriageassoonasitappeared,andinaminuteafterwardswereontheirway。Sloppytheyleftbehind,relievinghisoverchargedbreastwithaparoxysmofmangling。
AttheChildren\'sHospital,thegallantsteed,theNoah\'sark,yellowbird,andtheofficerintheGuards,weremadeaswelcomeastheirchild-owner。ButthedoctorsaidasidetoRokesmith,\'Thisshouldhavebeendaysago。Toolate!\'
However,theywereallcarriedupintoafreshairyroom,andthereJohnnycametohimself,outofasleeporaswoonorwhateveritwas,tofindhimselflyinginalittlequietbed,withalittleplatformoverhisbreast,onwhichwerealreadyarranged,togivehimheartandurgehimtocheerup,theNoah\'sark,thenoblesteed,andtheyellowbird;withtheofficerintheGuardsdoingdutyoverthewhole,quiteasmuchtothesatisfactionofhiscountryasifhehadbeenuponParade。Andatthebed\'sheadwasacolouredpicturebeautifultosee,representingasitwereanotherJohnnyseatedonthekneeofsomeAngelsurelywholovedlittlechildren。And,marvellousfact,tolieandstareat:Johnnyhadbecomeoneofalittlefamily,allinlittlequietbeds(excepttwoplayingdominoesinlittlearm-chairsatalittletableonthehearth):
andonallthelittlebedswerelittleplatformswhereonweretobeseendolls\'houses,woollydogswithmechanicalbarksinthemnotverydissimilarfromtheartificialvoicepervadingthebowelsoftheyellowbird,tinarmies,Moorishtumblers,woodenteathings,andtherichesoftheearth。
AsJohnnymurmuredsomethinginhisplacidadmiration,theministeringwomenathisbed\'sheadaskedhimwhathesaid。Itseemedthathewantedtoknowwhetherallthesewerebrothersandsistersofhis?Sotheytoldhimyes。Itseemedthen,thathewantedtoknowwhetherGodhadbroughtthemalltogetherthere?
Sotheytoldhimyesagain。Theymadeoutthen,thathewantedtoknowwhethertheywouldallgetoutofpain?Sotheyansweredyestothatquestionlikewise,andmadehimunderstandthatthereplyincludedhimself。
Johnny\'spowersofsustainingconversationwereasyetsoveryimperfectlydeveloped,eveninastateofhealth,thatinsicknesstheywerelittlemorethanmonosyllabic。But,hehadtobewashedandtended,andremedieswereapplied,andthoughthoseofficeswerefar,farmoreskilfullyandlightlydonethaneveranythinghadbeendoneforhiminhislittlelife,soroughandshort,theywouldhavehurtandtiredhimbutforanamazingcircumstancewhichlaidholdofhisattention。Thiswasnolessthantheappearanceonhisownlittleplatforminpairs,ofAllCreation,onitswayintohisownparticularark:theelephantleading,andthefly,withadiffidentsenseofhissize,politelybringinguptherear。Averylittlebrotherlyinginthenextbedwithabrokenleg,wassoenchantedbythisspectaclethathisdelightexalteditsenthrallinginterest;andsocamerestandsleep。
\'Iseeyouarenotafraidtoleavethedearchildhere,Betty,\'
whisperedMrsBoffin。
\'No,ma\'am。Mostwillingly,mostthankfully,withallmyheartandsoul。\'
So,theykissedhim,andlefthimthere,andoldBettywastocomebackearlyinthemorning,andnobodybutRokesmithknewforcertainhowthatthedoctorhadsaid,\'Thisshouldhavebeendaysago。Toolate!\'
But,Rokesmithknowingit,andknowingthathisbearingitinmindwouldbeacceptablethereaftertothatgoodwomanwhohadbeentheonlylightinthechildhoodofdesolateJohnHarmondeadandgone,resolvedthatlateatnighthewouldgobacktothebedsideofJohnHarmon\'snamesake,andseehowitfaredwithhim。
ThefamilywhomGodhadbroughttogetherwerenotallasleep,butwereallquiet。Frombedtobed,alightwomanlytreadandapleasantfreshfacepassedinthesilenceofthenight。Alittleheadwouldliftitselfupintothesoftenedlighthereandthere,tobekissedasthefacewentby——fortheselittlepatientsareveryloving——andwouldthensubmititselftobecomposedtorestagain。Themitewiththebrokenlegwasrestless,andmoaned;butafterawhileturnedhisfacetowardsJohnny\'sbed,tofortifyhimselfwithaviewoftheark,andfellasleep。Overmostofthebeds,thetoyswereyetgroupedasthechildrenhadleftthemwhentheylastlaidthemselvesdown,and,intheirinnocentgrotesquenessandincongruity,theymighthavestoodforthechildren\'sdreams。
Thedoctorcameintoo,toseehowitfaredwithJohnny。AndheandRokesmithstoodtogether,lookingdownwithcompassiononhim。
\'Whatisit,Johnny?\'Rokesmithwasthequestioner,andputanarmroundthepoorbabyashemadeastruggle。
\'Him!\'saidthelittlefellow。\'Those!\'
Thedoctorwasquicktounderstandchildren,and,takingthehorse,theark,theyellowbird,andthemanintheGuards,fromJohnny\'sbed,softlyplacedthemonthatofhisnextneighbour,themitewiththebrokenleg。
Withawearyandyetapleasedsmile,andwithanactionasifhestretchedhislittlefigureouttorest,thechildheavedhisbodyonthesustainingarm,andseekingRokesmith\'sfacewithhislips,said:
\'Akissforthebooferlady。\'
Havingnowbequeathedallhehadtodisposeof,andarrangedhisaffairsinthisworld,Johnny,thusspeaking,leftit。
Chapter10
ASUCCESSOR
SomeoftheReverendFrankMilvey\'sbrethrenhadfoundthemselvesexceedinglyuncomfortableintheirminds,becausetheywererequiredtoburythedeadtoohopefully。But,theReverendFrank,incliningtothebeliefthattheywererequiredtodooneortwootherthings(sayoutofnine-and-thirty)calculatedtotroubletheirconsciencesrathermoreiftheywouldthinkasmuchaboutthem,heldhispeace。
Indeed,theReverendFrankMilveywasaforbearingman,whonoticedmanysadwarpsandblightsinthevineyardwhereinheworked,anddidnotprofessthattheymadehimsavagelywise。
Heonlylearnedthatthemorehehimselfknew,inhislittlelimitedhumanway,thebetterhecoulddistantlyimaginewhatOmnisciencemightknow。
Wherefore,iftheReverendFrankhadhadtoreadthewordsthattroubledsomeofhisbrethren,andprofitablytouchedinnumerablehearts,inaworsecasethanJohnny\'s,hewouldhavedonesooutofthepityandhumilityofhissoul。ReadingthemoverJohnny,hethoughtofhisownsixchildren,butnotofhispoverty,andreadthemwithdimmedeyes。Andveryseriouslydidheandhisbrightlittlewife,whohadbeenlistening,lookdownintothesmallgraveandwalkhomearm-in-arm。
Therewasgriefinthearistocratichouse,andtherewasjoyintheBower。MrWeggargued,ifanorphanwerewanted,washenotanorphanhimself;andcouldabetterbedesired?AndwhygobeatingaboutBrentfordbushes,seekingorphansforsoothwhohadestablishednoclaimsuponyouandmadenosacrificesforyou,whenherewasanorphanreadytoyourhandwhohadgivenupinyourcause,MissElizabeth,MasterGeorge,AuntJane,andUncleParker?
MrWeggchuckled,consequently,whenheheardthetidings。
Nay,itwasafterwardsaffirmedbyawitnesswhoshallatpresentbenameless,thatintheseclusionoftheBowerhepokedouthiswoodenleg,inthestage-balletmanner,andexecutedatauntingortriumphantpirouetteonthegenuinelegremainingtohim。
JohnRokesmith\'smannertowardsMrsBoffinatthistime,wasmorethemannerofayoungmantowardsamother,thanthatofaSecretarytowardshisemployer\'swife。Ithadalwaysbeenmarkedbyasubduedaffectionatedeferencethatseemedtohavesprungupontheverydayofhisengagement;whateverwasoddinherdressorherwayshadseemedtohavenooddityforhim;hehadsometimesborneaquietly-amusedfaceinhercompany,butstillithadseemedasifthepleasurehergenialtemperandradiantnatureyieldedhim,couldhavebeenquiteasnaturallyexpressedinatearasinasmile。ThecompletenessofhissympathywithherfancyforhavingalittleJohnHarmontoprotectandrear,hehadshownineveryactandword,andnowthatthekindfancywasdisappointed,hetreateditwithamanlytendernessandrespectforwhichshecouldhardlythankhimenough。
\'ButIdothankyou,MrRokesmith,\'saidMrsBoffin,\'andIthankyoumostkindly。Youlovechildren。\'
\'Ihopeeverybodydoes。\'
\'Theyought,\'saidMrsBoffin;\'butwedon\'tallofusdowhatweought,dous?\'
JohnRokesmithreplied,\'Someamongussupplytheshort-comingsoftherest。Youhavelovedchildrenwell,MrBoffinhastoldme。\'
Notabitbetterthanhehas,butthat\'shisway;heputsallthegooduponme。Youspeakrathersadly,MrRokesmith。\'
\'DoI?\'
\'Itsoundstomeso。Wereyouoneofmanychildren?\'Heshookhishead。
\'Anonlychild?\'
\'Notherewasanother。Deadlongago。\'
\'Fatherormotheralive?\'
\'Dead。\'——
\'Andtherestofyourrelations?\'
\'Dead——ifIeverhadanyliving。Ineverheardofany。\'
AtthispointofthedialogueBellacameinwithalightstep。Shepausedatthedooramoment,hesitatingwhethertoremainorretire;perplexedbyfindingthatshewasnotobserved。
\'Now,don\'tmindanoldlady\'stalk,\'saidMrsBoffin,\'buttellme。
Areyouquitesure,MrRokesmith,thatyouhaveneverhadadisappointmentinlove?\'
\'Quitesure。Whydoyouaskme?\'
\'Why,forthisreason。Sometimesyouhaveakindofkept-downmannerwithyou,whichisnotlikeyourage。Youcan\'tbethirty?\'
\'Iamnotyetthirty。\'
Deemingithightimetomakeherpresenceknown,Bellacoughedheretoattractattention,beggedpardon,andsaidshewouldgo,fearingthatsheinterruptedsomematterofbusiness。
\'No,don\'tgo,\'rejoinedMrsBoffin,\'becausewearecomingtobusiness,insteadofhavingbegunit,andyoubelongtoitasmuchnow,mydearBella,asIdo。ButIwantmyNoddytoconsultwithus。WouldsomebodybesogoodasfindmyNoddyforme?\'
Rokesmithdepartedonthaterrand,andpresentlyreturnedaccompaniedbyMrBoffinathisjog-trot。Bellafeltalittlevaguetrepidationastothesubject-matterofthissameconsultation,untilMrsBoffinannouncedit。
\'Now,youcomeandsitbyme,mydear,\'saidthatworthysoul,takinghercomfortableplaceonalargeottomaninthecentreoftheroom,anddrawingherarmthroughBella\'s;\'andNoddy,yousithere,andMrRokesmithyousitthere。Now,yousee,whatI
wanttotalkabout,isthis。MrandMrsMilveyhavesentmethekindestnotepossible(whichMrRokesmithjustnowreadtomeoutaloud,forIain\'tgoodathandwritings),offeringtofindmeanotherlittlechildtonameandeducateandbringup。Well。Thishassetmethinking。\'
(\'Andsheisasteam-ingeinatit,\'murmuredMrBoffin,inanadmiringparenthesis,\'whensheoncebegins。Itmayn\'tbesoeasytostarther;butoncestarted,she\'saingein。\')
\'——Thishassetmethinking,Isay,\'repeatedMrsBoffin,cordiallybeamingundertheinfluenceofherhusband\'scompliment,\'andI
havethoughttwothings。Firstofall,thatIhavegrowntimidofrevivingJohnHarmon\'sname。It\'sanunfortunatename,andI
fancyIshouldreproachmyselfifIgaveittoanotherdearchild,anditprovedagainunlucky。\'
\'Now,whether,\'saidMrBoffin,gravelypropoundingacaseforhisSecretary\'sopinion;\'whetheronemightcallthatasuperstition?\'
\'ItisamatteroffeelingwithMrsBoffin,\'saidRokesmith,gently。
\'Thenamehasalwaysbeenunfortunate。Ithasnowthisnewunfortunateassociationconnectedwithit。Thenamehasdiedout。
Whyreviveit?MightIaskMissWilferwhatshethinks?\'
\'Ithasnotbeenafortunatenameforme,\'saidBella,colouring——\'oratleastitwasnot,untilitledtomybeinghere——butthatisnotthepointinmythoughts。Aswehadgiventhenametothepoorchild,andasthepoorchildtooksolovinglytome,IthinkIshouldfeeljealousofcallinganotherchildbyit。IthinkIshouldfeelasifthenamehadbecomeendearedtome,andIhadnorighttouseitso。\'
\'Andthat\'syouropinion?\'remarkedMrBoffin,observantoftheSecretary\'sfaceandagainaddressinghim。
\'Isayagain,itisamatteroffeeling,\'returnedtheSecretary。\'I
thinkMissWilfer\'sfeelingverywomanlyandpretty。\'
\'Now,giveusyouropinion,Noddy,\'saidMrsBoffin。
\'Myopinion,oldlady,\'returnedtheGoldenDustman,\'isyouropinion。\'
\'Then,\'saidMrsBoffin,\'weagreenottoreviveJohnHarmon\'sname,buttoletitrestinthegrave。Itis,asMrRokesmithsays,amatteroffeeling,butLorhowmanymattersAREmattersoffeeling!Well;andsoIcometothesecondthingIhavethoughtof。Youmustknow,Bella,mydear,andMrRokesmith,thatwhenIfirstnamedtomyhusbandmythoughtsofadoptingalittleorphanboyinremembranceofJohnHarmon,IfurthernamedtomyhusbandthatitwascomfortingtothinkthathowthepoorboywouldbebenefitedbyJohn\'sownmoney,andprotectedfromJohn\'sownforlornness。\'
\'Hear,hear!\'criedMrBoffin。\'Soshedid。Ancoar!\'
\'No,notAncoar,Noddy,mydear,\'returnedMrsBoffin,\'becauseI
amgoingtosaysomethingelse。Imeantthat,Iamsure,asImuchasIstillmeanit。Butthislittledeathhasmademeaskmyselfthequestion,seriously,whetherIwasn\'ttoobentuponpleasingmyself。ElsewhydidIseekoutsomuchforaprettychild,andachildquitetomyliking?Wantingtodogood,whynotdoitforitsownsake,andputmytastesandlikingsby?\'
\'Perhaps,\'saidBella;andperhapsshesaiditwithsomelittlesensitivenessarisingoutofthoseoldcuriousrelationsofherstowardsthemurderedman;\'perhaps,inrevivingthename,youwouldnothavelikedtogiveittoalessinterestingchildthantheoriginal。Heinterestedyouverymuch。\'
\'Well,mydear,\'returnedMrsBoffin,givingherasqueeze,\'it\'skindofyoutofindthatreasonout,andIhopeitmayhavebeenso,andindeedtoacertainextentIbelieveitwasso,butIamafraidnottothewholeextent。However,thatdon\'tcomeinquestionnow,becausewehavedonewiththename。\'
\'Laiditupasaremembrance,\'suggestedBella,musingly。
\'Muchbettersaid,mydear;laiditupasaremembrance。Wellthen;IhavebeenthinkingifItakeanyorphantoprovidefor,letitnotbeapetandaplaythingforme,butacreaturetobehelpedforitsownsake。\'
\'Notprettythen?\'saidBella。
\'No,\'returnedMrsBoffin,stoutly。
\'Norprepossessingthen?\'saidBella。
\'No,\'returnedMrsBoffin。\'Notnecessarilyso。That\'sasitmayhappen。Awell-disposedboycomesinmywaywhomaybeevenalittlewantinginsuchadvantagesforgettingoninlife,butishonestandindustriousandrequiresahelpinghandanddeservesit。IfIamverymuchinearnestandquitedeterminedtobeunselfish,letmetakecareofHIM。\'
Herethefootmanwhosefeelingshadbeenhurtontheformeroccasion,appeared,andcrossingtoRokesmithapologeticallyannouncedtheobjectionableSloppy。
ThefourmembersofCouncillookedatoneanother,andpaused。
\'Shallhebebroughthere,ma\'am?\'askedRokesmith。
\'Yes,\'saidMrsBoffin。Whereuponthefootmandisappeared,reappearedpresentingSloppy,andretiredmuchdisgusted。
TheconsiderationofMrsBoffinhadclothedMrSloppyinasuitofblack,onwhichthetailorhadreceivedpersonaldirectionsfromRokesmithtoexpendtheutmostcunningofhisart,withaviewtotheconcealmentofthecoheringandsustainingbuttons。But,somuchmorepowerfulwerethefrailtiesofSloppy\'sformthanthestrongestresourcesoftailoringscience,thathenowstoodbeforetheCouncil,aperfectArgusinthewayofbuttons:shiningandwinkingandgleamingandtwinklingoutofahundredofthoseeyesofbrightmetal,atthedazzledspectators。Theartistictasteofsomeunknownhatterhadfurnishedhimwithahatbandofwholesalecapacitywhichwasflutedbehind,fromthecrownofhishattothebrim,andterminatedinablackbunch,fromwhichtheimaginationshrunkdiscomfitedandthereasonrevolted。Somespecialpowerswithwhichhislegswereendowed,hadalreadyhitcheduphisglossytrousersattheankles,andbaggedthemattheknees;whilesimilargiftsinhisarmshadraisedhiscoat-
sleevesfromhiswristsandaccumulatedthemathiselbows。Thussetforth,withtheadditionalembellishmentsofaverylittletailtohiscoat,andayawninggulfathiswaistband,Sloppystoodconfessed。
\'AndhowisBetty,mygoodfellow?\'MrsBoffinaskedhim。
\'Thankee,mum,\'saidSloppy,\'shedoprettynicely,andsendingherdootyandmanythanksfortheteaandallfavioursandwishingtoknowthefamily\'shealths。\'
\'Haveyoujustcome,Sloppy?\'
\'Yes,mum。\'
\'Thenyouhavenothadyourdinneryet?\'
\'No,mum。ButImeantoit。ForIain\'tforgottenyourhandsomeordersthatIwasnevertogoawaywithouthavinghadagood\'unoffofmeatandbeerandpudding——no:therewasfourof\'em,forI
reckoned\'emupwhenIhad\'em;meatone,beertwo,vegetablesthree,andwhichwasfour?——Why,pudding,HEwasfour!\'HereSloppythrewhisheadback,openedhismouthwide,andlaughedrapturously。
\'HowarethetwopoorlittleMinders?\'askedMrsBoffin。
\'Strikingrightout,mum,andcomingroundbeautiful。\'
MrsBoffinlookedontheotherthreemembersofCouncil,andthensaid,beckoningwithherfinger:
\'Sloppy。\'
\'Yes,mum。\'
\'Comeforward,Sloppy。Shouldyouliketodinehereeveryday?\'
\'Offofallfouron\'em,mum?Omum!\'Sloppy\'sfeelingsobligedhimtosqueezehishat,andcontractonelegattheknee。
\'Yes。Andshouldyouliketobealwaystakencareofhere,ifyouwereindustriousanddeserving?\'
\'Oh,mum!——Butthere\'sMrsHigden,\'saidSloppy,checkinghimselfinhisraptures,drawingback,andshakinghisheadwithveryseriousmeaning。\'There\'sMrsHigden。MrsHigdengoesbeforeall。NonecaneverbebetterfriendstomethanMrsHigden\'sbeen。Andshemustbeturnedfor,mustMrsHigden。WherewouldMrsHigdenbeifshewarn\'tturnedfor!\'AtthemerethoughtofMrsHigdeninthisinconceivableaffliction,MrSloppy\'scountenancebecamepale,andmanifestedthemostdistressfulemotions。
\'Youareasrightasrightcanbe,Sloppy,\'saidMrsBoffin\'andfarbeitfrommetotellyouotherwise。Itshallbeseento。IfBettyHigdencanbeturnedforallthesame,youshallcomehereandbetakencareofforlife,andbemadeabletokeepherinotherwaysthantheturning。\'
\'Evenastothat,mum,\'answeredtheecstaticSloppy,\'theturningmightbedoneinthenight,don\'tyousee?Icouldbehereintheday,andturninthenight。Idon\'twantnosleep,Idon\'t。OrevenifIanywaysshouldwantawinkortwo,\'addedSloppy,afteramoment\'sapologeticreflection,\'Icouldtake\'emturning。I\'vetook\'emturningmanyatime,andenjoyed\'emwonderful!\'
Onthegratefulimpulseofthemoment,MrSloppykissedMrsBoffin\'shand,andthendetachinghimselffromthatgoodcreaturethathemighthaveroomenoughforhisfeelings,threwbackhishead,openedhismouthwide,andutteredadismalhowl。Itwascreditabletohistendernessofheart,butsuggestedthathemightonoccasiongivesomeoffencetotheneighbours:therather,asthefootmanlookedin,andbeggedpardon,findinghewasnotwanted,butexcusedhimself;ontheground\'thathethoughtitwasCats。\'
Chapter11
SOMEAFFAIRSOFTHEHEART
LittleMissPeecher,fromherlittleofficialdwelling-house,withitslittlewindowsliketheeyesinneedles,anditslittledoorslikethecoversofschool-books,wasveryobservantindeedoftheobjectofherquietaffections。Love,thoughsaidtobeafflictedwithblindness,isavigilantwatchman,andMissPeecherkepthimondoubledutyoverMrBradleyHeadstone。Itwasnotthatshewasnaturallygiventoplayingthespy——itwasnotthatshewasatallsecret,plotting,ormean——itwassimplythatshelovedtheirresponsiveBradleywithalltheprimitiveandhomelystockoflovethathadneverbeenexaminedorcertificatedoutofher。Ifherfaithfulslatehadhadthelatentqualitiesofsympatheticpaper,anditspencilthoseofinvisibleink,manyalittletreatisecalculatedtoastonishthepupilswouldhavecomeburstingthroughthedrysumsinschool-timeunderthewarminginfluenceofMissPeecher\'sbosom。For,oftentimeswhenschoolwasnot,andhercalmleisureandcalmlittlehousewereherown,MissPeecherwouldcommittotheconfidentialslateanimaginarydescriptionofhow,uponabalmyeveningatdusk,twofiguresmighthavebeenobservedinthemarket-gardengroundroundthecorner,ofwhomone,beingamanlyform,bentovertheother,beingawomanlyformofshortstatureandsomecompactness,andbreathedinalowvoicethewords,\'EmmaPeecher,wiltthoubemyown?\'afterwhichthewomanlyform\'sheadreposeduponthemanlyform\'sshoulder,andthenightingalestunedup。Thoughallunseen,andunsuspectedbythepupils,BradleyHeadstoneevenpervadedtheschoolexercises。WasGeographyinquestion?HewouldcometriumphantlyflyingoutofVesuviusandAetnaaheadofthelava,andwouldboilunharmedinthehotspringsofIceland,andwouldfloatmajesticallydowntheGangesandtheNile。DidHistorychronicleakingofmen?Beholdhiminpepper-and-saltpantaloons,withhiswatch-guardroundhisneck。Werecopiestobewritten?IncapitalB\'sandH\'smostofthegirlsunderMissPeecher\'stuitionwerehalfayearaheadofeveryotherletterinthealphabet。AndMentalArithmetic,administeredbyMissPeecher,oftendevoteditselftoprovidingBradleyHeadstonewithawardrobeoffabulousextent:fourscoreandfourneck-tiesattwoandninepence-halfpenny,twogrossofsilverwatchesatfourpoundsfifteenandsixpence,seventy-fourblackhatsateighteenshillings;andmanysimilarsuperfluities。
Thevigilantwatchman,usinghisdailyopportunitiesofturninghiseyesinBradley\'sdirection,soonapprizedMissPeecherthatBradleywasmorepreoccupiedthanhadbeenhiswont,andmoregiventostrollingaboutwithadowncastandreservedface,turningsomethingdifficultinhismindthatwasnotinthescholasticsyllabus。Puttingthisandthattogether——combiningunderthehead\'this,\'presentappearancesandtheintimacywithCharleyHexam,andrangingunderthehead\'that\'thevisittohissister,thewatchmanreportedtoMissPeecherhisstrongsuspicionsthatthesisterwasatthebottomofit。
\'Iwonder,\'saidMissPeecher,asshesatmakingupherweeklyreportonahalf-holidayafternoon,\'whattheycallHexam\'ssister?\'
MaryAnne,atherneedlework,attendantandattentive,heldherarmup。
\'Well,MaryAnne?\'
\'SheisnamedLizzie,ma\'am。\'
\'ShecanhardlybenamedLizzie,Ithink,MaryAnne,\'returnedMissPeecher,inatunefullyinstructivevoice。\'IsLizzieaChristianname,MaryAnne?\'
MaryAnnelaiddownherwork,rose,hookedherselfbehind,asbeingundercatechization,andreplied:\'No,itisacorruption,MissPeecher。\'
\'Whogaveherthatname?\'MissPeecherwasgoingon,fromthemereforceofhabit,whenshecheckedherself;onMaryAnne\'sevincingtheologicalimpatiencetostrikeinwithhergodfathersandhergodmothers,andsaid:\'Imeanofwhatnameisitacorruption?\'
\'Elizabeth,orEliza,MissPeecher。\'
\'Right,MaryAnne。WhethertherewereanyLizziesintheearlyChristianChurchmustbeconsideredverydoubtful,verydoubtful。\'MissPeecherwasexceedinglysagehere。\'Speakingcorrectly,wesay,then,thatHexam\'ssisteriscalledLizzie;notthatsheisnamedso。Dowenot,MaryAnne?\'
\'Wedo,MissPeecher。\'
\'Andwhere,\'pursuedMissPeecher,complacentinherlittletransparentfictionofconductingtheexaminationinasemiofficialmannerforMaryAnne\'sbenefit,notherown,\'wheredoesthisyoungwoman,whoiscalledbutnotnamedLizzie,live?Think,now,beforeanswering。\'
\'InChurchStreet,SmithSquare,byMillBank,ma\'am。\'
\'InChurchStreet,SmithSquare,byMillBank,\'repeatedMissPeecher,asifpossessedbeforehandofthebookinwhichitwaswritten。Exactlyso。Andwhatoccupationdoesthisyoungwomanpursue,MaryAnne?Taketime。\'
\'Shehasaplaceoftrustatanoutfitter\'sintheCity,ma\'am。\'
\'Oh!\'saidMissPeecher,ponderingonit;butsmoothlyadded,inaconfirmatorytone,\'Atanoutfitter\'sintheCity。Ye-es?\'
\'AndCharley——\'MaryAnnewasproceeding,whenMissPeecherstared。
\'ImeanHexam,MissPeecher。\'
\'Ishouldthinkyoudid,MaryAnne。Iamgladtohearyoudo。
AndHexam——\'
\'Says,\'MaryAnnewenton,\'thatheisnotpleasedwithhissister,andthathissisterwon\'tbeguidedbyhisadvice,andpersistsinbeingguidedbysomebodyelse\'s;andthat——\'
\'MrHeadstonecomingacrossthegarden!\'exclaimedMissPeecher,withaflushedglanceatthelooking-glass。\'Youhaveansweredverywell,MaryAnne。Youareforminganexcellenthabitofarrangingyourthoughtsclearly。Thatwilldo。\'
ThediscreetMaryAnneresumedherseatandhersilence,andstitched,andstitched,andwasstitchingwhentheschoolmaster\'sshadowcameinbeforehim,announcingthathemightbeinstantlyexpected。
\'Goodevening,MissPeecher,\'hesaid,pursuingtheshadow,andtakingitsplace。
\'Goodevening,MrHeadstone。MaryAnne,achair。\'
\'Thankyou,\'saidBradley,seatinghimselfinhisconstrainedmanner。\'Thisisbutaflyingvisit。Ihavelookedin,onmyway,toaskakindnessofyouasaneighbour。\'
\'Didyousayonyourway,MrHeadstone?\'askedMissPeecher。
\'Onmywayto——whereIamgoing。\'
\'ChurchStreet,SmithSquare,byMillBank,\'repeatedMissPeecher,inherownthoughts。
\'CharleyHexamhasgonetogetabookortwohewants,andwillprobablybebackbeforeme。Asweleavemyhouseempty,ItookthelibertyoftellinghimIwouldleavethekeyhere。Wouldyoukindlyallowmetodoso?\'
\'Certainly,MrHeadstone。Goingforaneveningwalk,sir?\'
\'Partlyforawalk,andpartlyfor——onbusiness。\'
\'BusinessinChurchStreet,SmithSquare,byMillBank,\'repeatedMissPeechertoherself。
\'Havingsaidwhich,\'pursuedBradley,layinghisdoor-keyonthetable,\'Imustbealreadygoing。ThereisnothingIcandoforyou,MissPeecher?\'
\'Thankyou,MrHeadstone。Inwhichdirection?\'
\'InthedirectionofWestminster。\'
\'MillBank,\'MissPeecherrepeatedinherownthoughtsonceagain。\'No,thankyou,MrHeadstone;I\'llnottroubleyou。\'
\'Youcouldn\'ttroubleme,\'saidtheschoolmaster。
\'Ah!\'returnedMissPeecher,thoughnotaloud;\'butyoucantroubleME!\'Andforallherquietmanner,andherquietsmile,shewasfulloftroubleashewenthisway。
Shewasrighttouchinghisdestination。Heheldasstraightacourseforthehouseofthedolls\'dressmakerasthewisdomofhisancestors,exemplifiedintheconstructionoftheinterveningstreets,wouldlethim,andwalkedwithabentheadhammeringatonefixedidea。Ithadbeenanimmoveableideasincehefirstseteyesuponher。Itseemedtohimasifallthathecouldsuppressinhimselfhehadsuppressed,asifallthathecouldrestraininhimselfhehadrestrained,andthetimehadcome——inarush,inamoment——whenthepowerofself-commandhaddepartedfromhim。Loveatfirstsightisatriteexpressionquitesufficientlydiscussed;enoughthatincertainsmoulderingnatureslikethisman\'s,thatpassionleapsintoablaze,andmakessuchheadasfiredoesinarageofwind,whenotherpassions,butforitsmastery,couldbeheldinchains。Asamultitudeofweak,imitativenaturesarealwayslyingby,readytogomaduponthenextwrongideathatmaybebroached——inthesetimes,generallysomeformoftributetoSomebodyforsomethingthatneverwasdone,or,ifeverdone,thatwasdonebySomebodyElse——sotheselessordinarynaturesmayliebyforyears,readyonthetouchofaninstanttoburstintoflame。
Theschoolmasterwenthisway,broodingandbrooding,andasenseofbeingvanquishedinastrugglemighthavebeenpiecedoutofhisworriedface。Truly,inhisbreasttherelingeredaresentfulshametofindhimselfdefeatedbythispassionforCharleyHexam\'ssister,thoughintheveryself-samemomentshewasconcentratinghimselfupontheobjectofbringingthepassiontoasuccessfulissue。
Heappearedbeforethedolls\'dressmaker,sittingaloneatherwork。\'Oho!\'thoughtthatsharpyoungpersonage,\'it\'syou,isit?I
knowyourtricksandyourmanners,myfriend!\'
\'Hexam\'ssister,\'saidBradleyHeadstone,\'isnotcomehomeyet?\'
\'Youarequiteaconjuror,\'returnedMissWren。
\'Iwillwait,ifyouplease,forIwanttospeaktoher。\'
\'Doyou?\'returnedMissWren。\'Sitdown。Ihopeit\'smutual。\'
Bradleyglanceddistrustfullyattheshrewdfaceagainbendingoverthework,andsaid,tryingtoconquerdoubtandhesitation:
\'Ihopeyoudon\'timplythatmyvisitwillbeunacceptabletoHexam\'ssister?\'
\'There!Don\'tcallherthat。Ican\'tbearyoutocallherthat,\'
returnedMissWren,snappingherfingersinavolleyofimpatientsnaps,\'forIdon\'tlikeHexam。\'
\'Indeed?\'
\'No。\'MissWrenwrinkledhernose,toexpressdislike。\'Selfish。
Thinksonlyofhimself。Thewaywithallofyou。\'
\'Thewaywithallofus?Thenyoudon\'tlikeME?\'
\'So-so,\'repliedMissWren,withashrugandalaugh。\'Don\'tknowmuchaboutyou。\'
\'ButIwasnotawareitwasthewaywithallofus,\'saidBradley,returningtotheaccusation,alittleinjured。\'Won\'tyousay,someofus?\'
\'Meaning,\'returnedthelittlecreature,\'everyoneofyou,butyou。
Hah!Nowlookthisladyintheface。ThisisMrsTruth。TheHonourable。Full-dressed。\'
Bradleyglancedatthedollsheheldupforhisobservation——whichhadbeenlyingonitsfaceonherbench,whilewithaneedleandthreadshefastenedthedressonattheback——andlookedfromittoher。
\'IstandtheHonourableMrsT。onmybenchinthiscorneragainstthewall,whereherblueeyescanshineuponyou,\'pursuedMissWren,doingso,andmakingtwolittledabsathimintheairwithherneedle,asifsheprickedhimwithitinhisowneyes;\'andI
defyyoutotellme,withMrsT。forawitness,whatyouhavecomeherefor。\'
\'ToseeHexam\'ssister。\'
\'Youdon\'tsayso!\'retortedMissWren,hitchingherchin。\'Butonwhoseaccount?\'
\'Herown。\'
\'OMrsT。!\'exclaimedMissWren。\'Youhearhim!\'
\'Toreasonwithher,\'pursuedBradley,halfhumouringwhatwaspresent,andhalfangrywithwhatwasnotpresent;\'forherownsake。\'
\'OhMrsT。!\'exclaimedthedressmaker。
\'Forherownsake,\'repeatedBradley,warming,\'andforherbrother\'s,andasaperfectlydisinterestedperson。\'
\'Really,MrsT。,\'remarkedthedressmaker,\'sinceitcomestothis,wemustpositivelyturnyouwithyourfacetothewall。\'Shehadhardlydoneso,whenLizzieHexamarrived,andshowedsomesurpriseonseeingBradleyHeadstonethere,andJennyshakingherlittlefistathimclosebeforehereyes,andtheHonourableMrsT。withherfacetothewall。
\'Here\'saperfectlydisinterestedperson,Lizziedear,\'saidtheknowingMissWren,\'cometotalkwithyou,foryourownsakeandyourbrother\'s。Thinkofthat。Iamsurethereoughttobenothirdpartypresentatanythingsoverykindandsoveryserious;
andso,ifyou\'llremovethethirdpartyupstairs,mydear,thethirdpartywillretire。\'
Lizzietookthehandwhichthedolls\'dressmakerheldouttoherforthepurposeofbeingsupportedaway,butonlylookedatherwithaninquiringsmile,andmadenoothermovement。
\'Thethirdpartyhobblesawfully,youknow,whenshe\'slefttoherself;\'saidMissWren,\'herbackbeingsobad,andherlegssoqueer;soshecan\'tretiregracefullyunlessyouhelpher,Lizzie。\'
\'Shecandonobetterthanstaywheresheis,\'returnedLizzie,releasingthehand,andlayingherownlightlyonMissJenny\'scurls。AndthentoBradley:\'FromCharley,sir?\'
Inanirresoluteway,andstealingaclumsylookather,Bradleyrosetoplaceachairforher,andthenreturnedtohisown。
\'Strictlyspeaking,\'saidhe,\'IcomefromCharley,becauseIlefthimonlyalittlewhileago;butIamnotcommissionedbyCharley。
Icomeofmyownspontaneousact。\'
Withherelbowsonherbench,andherchinuponherhands,MissJennyWrensatlookingathimwithawatchfulsidelonglook。
Lizzie,inherdifferentway,satlookingathimtoo。
\'Thefactis,\'beganBradley,withamouthsodrythathehadsomedifficultyinarticulatinghiswords:theconsciousnessofwhichrenderedhismannerstillmoreungainlyandundecided;\'thetruthis,thatCharley,havingnosecretsfromme(tothebestofmybelief),hasconfidedthewholeofthismattertome。\'
Hecametoastop,andLizzieasked:\'whatmatter,sir?\'
\'Ithought,\'returnedtheschoolmaster,stealinganotherlookather,andseemingtotryinvaintosustainit;forthelookdroppedasitlightedonhereyes,\'thatitmightbesosuperfluousastobealmostimpertinent,toenteruponadefinitionofit。Myallusionwastothismatterofyourhavingputasideyourbrother\'splansforyou,andgiventhepreferencetothoseofMr——IbelievethenameisMrEugeneWrayburn。\'
Hemadethispointofnotbeingcertainofthename,withanotheruneasylookather,whichdroppedlikethelast。
Nothingbeingsaidontheotherside,hehadtobeginagain,andbeganwithnewembarrassment。
\'Yourbrother\'splanswerecommunicatedtomewhenhefirsthadtheminhisthoughts。InpointoffacthespoketomeaboutthemwhenIwaslasthere——whenwewerewalkingbacktogether,andwhenI——whentheimpressionwasfreshuponmeofhavingseenhissister。\'
Theremighthavebeennomeaninginit,butthelittledressmakerhereremovedoneofhersupportinghandsfromherchin,andmusinglyturnedtheHonourableMrsT。withherfacetothecompany。Thatdone,shefellintoherformerattitude。
\'Iapprovedofhisidea,\'saidBradley,withhisuneasylookwanderingtothedoll,andunconsciouslyrestingtherelongerthanithadrestedonLizzie,\'bothbecauseyourbrotheroughtnaturallytobetheoriginatorofanysuchscheme,andbecauseIhopedtobeabletopromoteit。Ishouldhavehadinexpressiblepleasure,I
shouldhavetakeninexpressibleinterest,inpromotingit。
ThereforeImustacknowledgethatwhenyourbrotherwasdisappointed,Itoowasdisappointed。Iwishtoavoidreservationorconcealment,andIfullyacknowledgethat。\'
Heappearedtohaveencouragedhimselfbyhavinggotsofar。Atalleventshewentonwithmuchgreaterfirmnessandforceofemphasis:thoughwithacuriousdispositiontosethisteeth,andwithacurioustight-screwingmovementofhisrighthandintheclenchingpalmofhisleft,liketheactionofonewhowasbeingphysicallyhurt,andwasunwillingtocryout。
\'Iamamanofstrongfeelings,andIhavestronglyfeltthisdisappointment。Idostronglyfeelit。Idon\'tshowwhatIfeel;
someofusareobligedhabituallytokeepitdown。Tokeepitdown。Buttoreturntoyourbrother。Hehastakenthemattersomuchtoheartthathehasremonstrated(inmypresenceheremonstrated)withMrEugeneWrayburn,ifthatbethename。Hedidso,quiteineffectually。AsanyonenotblindedtotherealcharacterofMr——MrEugeneWrayburn——wouldreadilysuppose。\'
HelookedatLizzieagain,andheldthelook。Andhisfaceturnedfromburningredtowhite,andfromwhitebacktoburningred,andsoforthetimetolastingdeadlywhite。
\'Finally,Iresolvedtocomeherealone,andappealtoyou。I
resolvedtocomeherealone,andentreatyoutoretractthecourseyouhavechosen,andinsteadofconfidinginamerestranger——apersonofmostinsolentbehaviourtoyourbrotherandothers——topreferyourbrotherandyourbrother\'sfriend。\'
LizzieHexamhadchangedcolourwhenthosechangescameoverhim,andherfacenowexpressedsomeanger,moredislike,andevenatouchoffear。Butsheansweredhimverysteadily。
\'Icannotdoubt,MrHeadstone,thatyourvisitiswellmeant。YouhavebeensogoodafriendtoCharleythatIhavenorighttodoubtit。IhavenothingtotellCharley,butthatIacceptedthehelptowhichhesomuchobjectsbeforehemadeanyplansforme;orcertainlybeforeIknewofany。Itwasconsideratelyanddelicatelyoffered,andtherewerereasonsthathadweightwithmewhichshouldbeasdeartoCharleyastome。IhavenomoretosaytoCharleyonthissubject。\'
Hislipstrembledandstoodapart,ashefollowedthisrepudiationofhimself;andlimitationofherwordstoherbrother。
\'IshouldhavetoldCharley,ifhehadcometome,\'sheresumed,asthoughitwereanafter-thought,\'thatJennyandIfindourteacherveryableandverypatient,andthatshetakesgreatpainswithus。
Somuchso,thatwehavesaidtoherwehopeinaverylittlewhiletobeabletogoonbyourselves。Charleyknowsaboutteachers,andIshouldalsohavetoldhim,forhissatisfaction,thatourscomesfromaninstitutionwhereteachersareregularlybroughtup。\'
\'Ishouldliketoaskyou,\'saidBradleyHeadstone,grindinghiswordsslowlyout,asthoughtheycamefromarustymill;\'Ishouldliketoaskyou,ifImaywithoutoffence,whetheryouwouldhaveobjected——no;rather,Ishouldliketosay,ifImaywithoutoffence,thatIwishIhadhadtheopportunityofcomingherewithyourbrotheranddevotingmypoorabilitiesandexperiencetoyourservice。\'
\'Thankyou,MrHeadstone。\'
\'ButIfear,\'hepursued,afterapause,furtivelywrenchingattheseatofhischairwithonehand,asifhewouldhavewrenchedthechairtopieces,andgloomilyobservingherwhilehereyeswerecastdown,\'thatmyhumbleserviceswouldnothavefoundmuchfavourwithyou?\'
Shemadenoreply,andthepoorstrickenwretchsatcontendingwithhimselfinaheatofpassionandtorment。Afterawhilehetookouthishandkerchiefandwipedhisforeheadandhands。
\'ThereisonlyonethingmoreIhadtosay,butitisthemostimportant。Thereisareasonagainstthismatter,thereisapersonalrelationconcernedinthismatter,notyetexplainedtoyou。Itmight——Idon\'tsayitwould——itmight——induceyoutothinkdifferently。Toproceedunderthepresentcircumstancesisoutofthequestion。Willyoupleasecometotheunderstandingthatthereshallbeanotherinterviewonthesubject?\'
\'WithCharley,MrHeadstone?\'
\'With——well,\'heanswered,breakingoff,\'yes!Saywithhimtoo。
Willyoupleasecometotheunderstandingthattheremustbeanotherinterviewundermorefavourablecircumstances,beforethewholecasecanbesubmitted?\'
\'Idon\'t,\'saidLizzie,shakingherhead,\'understandyourmeaning,MrHeadstone。\'
\'Limitmymeaningforthepresent,\'heinterrupted,\'tothewholecasebeingsubmittedtoyouinanotherinterview。\'
\'Whatcase,MrHeadstone?Whatiswantingtoit?\'
\'You——youshallbeinformedintheotherinterview。\'Thenhesaid,asifinaburstofirrepressibledespair,\'I——Ileaveitallincomplete!
Thereisaspelluponme,Ithink!\'Andthenadded,almostasifheaskedforpity,\'Good-night!\'
Heheldouthishand。Asshe,withmanifesthesitation,nottosayreluctance,touchedit,astrangetremblepassedoverhim,andhisface,sodeadlywhite,wasmovedasbyastrokeofpain。Thenhewasgone。
Thedolls\'dressmakersatwithherattitudeunchanged,eyeingthedoorbywhichhehaddeparted,untilLizziepushedherbenchasideandsatdownnearher。Then,eyeingLizzieasshehadpreviouslyeyedBradleyandthedoor,MissWrenchoppedthatverysuddenandkeenchopinwhichherjawssometimesindulged,leanedbackinherchairwithfoldedarms,andthusexpressedherself:
\'Humph!Ifhe——Imean,ofcourse,mydear,thepartywhoiscomingtocourtmewhenthetimecomes——shouldbeTHATsortofman,hemaysparehimselfthetrouble。HEwouldn\'tdotobetrottedaboutandmadeuseful。He\'dtakefireandblowupwhilehewasaboutit。
\'Andsoyouwouldberidofhim,\'saidLizzie,humouringher。
\'Notsoeasily,\'returnedMissWren。\'Hewouldn\'tblowupalone。
He\'dcarrymeupwithhim。Iknowhistricksandhismanners。\'
\'Wouldhewanttohurtyou,doyoumean?\'askedLizzie。
\'Mightn\'texactlywanttodoit,mydear,\'returnedMissWren;\'butalotofgunpowderamonglightedlucifer-matchesinthenextroommightalmostaswellbehere。\'
\'Heisaverystrangeman,\'saidLizzie,thoughtfully。
\'Iwishhewassoverystrangeamanastobeatotalstranger,\'
answeredthesharplittlething。
ItbeingLizzie\'sregularoccupationwhentheywerealoneofaneveningtobrushoutandsmooththelongfairhairofthedolls\'
dressmaker,sheunfastenedaribbonthatkeptitbackwhilethelittlecreaturewasatherwork,anditfellinabeautifulshoweroverthepoorshouldersthatweremuchinneedofsuchadorningrain。\'Notnow,Lizzie,dear,\'saidJenny;\'letushaveatalkbythefire。\'Withthosewords,sheinherturnloosenedherfriend\'sdarkhair,anditdroppedofitsownweightoverherbosom,intworichmasses。Pretendingtocomparethecoloursandadmirethecontrast,Jennysomanagedameretouchortwoofhernimblehands,asthatsheherselflayingacheekononeofthedarkfolds,seemedblindedbyherownclusteringcurlstoallbutthefire,whilethefinehandsomefaceandbrowofLizziewererevealedwithoutobstructioninthesombrelight。
\'Letushaveatalk,\'saidJenny,\'aboutMrEugeneWrayburn。\'
Somethingsparkleddownamongthefairhairrestingonthedarkhair;andifitwerenotastar——whichitcouldn\'tbe——itwasaneye;
andifitwereaneye,itwasJennyWren\'seye,brightandwatchfulasthebird\'swhosenameshehadtaken。
\'WhyaboutMrWrayburn?\'Lizzieasked。
\'FornobetterreasonthanbecauseI\'minthehumour。Iwonderwhetherhe\'srich!\'
\'No,notrich。\'
\'Poor?\'
\'Ithinkso,foragentleman。\'
\'Ah!Tobesure!Yes,he\'sagentleman。Notofoursort;ishe?\'
Ashakeofthehead,athoughtfulshakeofthehead,andtheanswer,softlyspoken,\'Ohno,ohno!\'
Thedolls\'dressmakerhadanarmroundherfriend\'swaist。
Adjustingthearm,sheslylytooktheopportunityofblowingatherownhairwhereitfelloverherface;thentheeyedownthere,underlightershadowssparkledmorebrightlyandappearedmorewatchful。
\'WhenHeturnsup,heshan\'tbeagentleman;I\'llverysoonsendhimpacking,ifheis。However,he\'snotMrWrayburn;Ihaven\'tcaptivatedHIM。Iwonderwhetheranybodyhas,Lizzie!\'
\'Itisverylikely。\'
\'Isitverylikely?Iwonderwho!\'
\'Isitnotverylikelythatsomeladyhasbeentakenbyhim,andthathemayloveherdearly?\'
\'Perhaps。Idon\'tknow。Whatwouldyouthinkofhim,Lizzie,ifyouwerealady?\'
\'Ialady!\'sherepeated,laughing。\'Suchafancy!\'
\'Yes。Butsay:justasafancy,andforinstance。\'
\'Ialady!I,apoorgirlwhousedtorowpoorfatherontheriver。
I,whohadrowedpoorfatheroutandhomeontheverynightwhenIsawhimforthefirsttime。I,whowasmadesotimidbyhislookingatme,thatIgotupandwentout!\'
(\'Hedidlookatyou,eventhatnight,thoughyouwerenotalady!\'
thoughtMissWren。)
\'Ialady!\'Lizziewentoninalowvoice,withhereyesuponthefire。\'I,withpoorfather\'sgravenotevenclearedofundeservedstainandshame,andhetryingtoclearitforme!Ialady!\'