OUR MUTUAL FRIEND

第23章

Thisdoneveryrapidly,shekissedhisdisfiguredforehead,lookedupinanguishtothestars,andblessedhimandforgavehim,\'ifshehadanythingtoforgive。\'Itwasonlyinthatinstantthatshethoughtofherself,andthenshethoughtofherselfonlyforhim。

Now,mercifulHeavenbethankedforthatoldtime,enablingme,withoutawastedmoment,tohavegottheboatafloatagain,andtorowbackagainstthestream!Andgrant,OBlessedLordGod,thatthroughpoormehemayberaisedfromdeath,andpreservedtosomeoneelsetowhomhemaybedearoneday,thoughneverdearerthantome!

Sherowedhard——roweddesperately,butneverwildly——andseldomremovedhereyesfromhiminthebottomoftheboat。Shehadsolaidhimthere,asthatshemightseehisdisfiguredface;itwassomuchdisfiguredthathismothermighthavecoveredit,butitwasaboveandbeyonddisfigurementinhereyes。

Theboattouchedtheedgeofthepatchofinnlawn,slopinggentlytothewater。Therewerelightsinthewindows,buttherechancedtobenooneoutofdoors。Shemadetheboatfast,andagainbymainstrengthtookhimup,andneverlaidhimdownuntilshelaidhimdowninthehouse。

Surgeonsweresentfor,andshesatsupportinghishead。Shehadoftentimesheardindaysthatweregone,howdoctorswouldliftthehandofaninsensiblewoundedperson,andwoulddropitifthepersonweredead。Shewaitedfortheawfulmomentwhenthedoctorsmightliftthishand,allbrokenandbruised,andletitfall。

Thefirstofthesurgeonscame,andasked,beforeproceedingtohisexamination,\'Whobroughthimin?\'

\'Ibroughthimin,sir,\'answeredLizzie,atwhomallpresentlooked。

\'You,mydear?Youcouldnotlift,farlesscarry,thisweight。\'

\'IthinkIcouldnot,atanothertime,sir;butIamsureIdid。\'

Thesurgeonlookedatherwithgreatattention,andwithsomecompassion。Havingwithagravefacetouchedthewoundsuponthehead,andthebrokenarms,hetookthehand。

O!wouldheletitdrop?

Heappearedirresolute。Hedidnotretainit,butlaiditgentlydown,tookacandle,lookedmorecloselyattheinjuriesonthehead,andatthepupilsoftheeyes。Thatdone,hereplacedthecandleandtookthehandagain。Anothersurgeonthencomingin,thetwoexchangedawhisper,andthesecondtookthehand。

Neitherdidheletitfallatonce,butkeptitforawhileandlaiditgentlydown。

\'Attendtothepoorgirl,\'saidthefirstsurgeonthen。\'Sheisquiteunconscious。Sheseesnothingandhearsnothing。Allthebetterforher!Don\'trouseher,ifyoucanhelpit;onlymoveher。Poorgirl,poorgirl!Shemustbeamazinglystrongofheart,butitismuchtobefearedthatshehassetherheartuponthedead。Begentlewithher。\'

Chapter7

BETTERTOBEABELTHANCAIN

DaywasbreakingatPlashwaterWeirMillLock。Starswereyetvisible,buttherewasdulllightintheeastthatwasnotthelightofnight。Themoonhadgonedown,andamistcreptalongthebanksoftheriver,seenthroughwhichthetreesweretheghostsoftrees,andthewaterwastheghostofwater。Thisearthlookedspectral,andsodidthepalestars:whilethecoldeasternglare,expressionlessastoheatorcolour,withtheeyeofthefirmamentquenched,mighthavebeenlikenedtothestareofthedead。

PerhapsitwassolikenedbythelonelyBargeman,standingonthebrinkofthelock。Forcertain,BradleyHeadstonelookedthatway,whenachillaircameup,andwhenitpassedonmurmuring,asifitwhisperedsomethingthatmadethephantomtreesandwatertremble——orthreaten——forfancymighthavemadeiteither。

Heturnedaway,andtriedtheLock-housedoor。Itwasfastenedontheinside。

\'Isheafraidofme?\'hemuttered,knocking。

RogueRiderhoodwassoonroused,andsoonundrewtheboltandlethimin。

\'Why,T\'otherest,Ithoughtyouhadbeenandgotlost!Twonightsaway!Ia\'mostbelievedasyou\'dgiv\'metheslip,andIhadasgoodashalfamindfortoadvertiseyouinthenewspaperstocomefor\'ard。\'

Bradley\'sfaceturnedsodarkonthishint,thatRiderhooddeemeditexpedienttosoftenitintoacompliment。

\'Butnotyou,governor,notyou,\'hewenton,stolidlyshakinghishead。\'ForwhatdidIsaytomyselfarterhavingamusedmyselfwiththattherestretchofacomicidea,asasortofaplayfulgame?

Why,Isaystomyself;“He\'samano\'honour。”That\'swhatIsaystomyself。“He\'samano\'doublehonour。”\'

Veryremarkably,Riderhoodputnoquestiontohim。Hehadlookedathimonopeningthedoor,andhenowlookedathimagain(stealthilythistime),andtheresultofhislookingwas,thatheaskedhimnoquestion。

\'You\'llbeforanotherfortyon\'em,governor,asIjudges,aforeyouturnsyourmindtobreakfast,\'saidRiderhood,whenhisvisitorsatdown,restinghischinonhishand,withhiseyesontheground。

Andveryremarkablyagain:Riderhoodfeignedtosetthescantyfurnitureinorder,whilehespoke,tohaveashowofreasonfornotlookingathim。

\'Yes。Ihadbettersleep,Ithink,\'saidBradley,withoutchanginghisposition。

\'Imyselfshouldrecommendit,governor,\'assentedRiderhood。

\'Mightyoubeanywaysdry?\'

\'Yes。Ishouldlikeadrink,\'saidBradley;butwithoutappearingtoattendmuch。

MrRiderhoodgotouthisbottle,andfetchedhisjug-fullofwater,andadministeredapotation。Then,heshookthecoverletofhisbedandspreaditsmooth,andBradleystretchedhimselfuponitintheclotheshewore。MrRiderhoodpoeticallyremarkingthathewouldpickthebonesofhisnight\'srest,inhiswoodenchair,satinthewindowasbefore;but,asbefore,watchedthesleepernarrowlyuntilhewasverysoundasleep。Then,heroseandlookedathimclose,inthebrightdaylight,oneveryside,withgreatminuteness。

HewentouttohisLocktosumupwhathehadseen。

\'Oneofhissleevesistorerightawaybelowtheelber,andthet\'other\'shadagoodripattheshoulder。He\'sbeenhungonto,prettytight,forhisshirt\'salltoreoutoftheneck-gathers。He\'sbeeninthegrassandhe\'sbeeninthewater。Andhe\'sspotted,andIknowwithwhat,andwithwhose。Hooroar!\'

Bradleysleptlong。Earlyintheafternoonabargecamedown。

Otherbargeshadpassedthrough,bothways,beforeit;buttheLock-keeperhailedonlythisparticularbarge,fornews,asifhehadmadeatimecalculationwithsomenicety。Themenonboardtoldhimapieceofnews,andtherewasalingeringontheirparttoenlargeuponit。

TwelvehourshadintervenedsinceBradley\'slyingdown,whenhegotup。\'NotthatIswallerit,\'saidRiderhood,squintingathisLock,whenhesawBradleycomingoutofthehouse,\'asyou\'vebeenasleepingallthetime,oldboy!\'

Bradleycametohim,sittingonhiswoodenlever,andaskedwhato\'clockitwas?Riderhoodtoldhimitwasbetweentwoandthree。

\'Whenareyourelieved?\'askedBradley。

\'Dayarterto-morrow,governor。\'

\'Notsooner?\'

\'Notainchsooner,governor。\'

Onbothsides,importanceseemedattachedtothisquestionofrelief。Riderhoodquitepettedhisreply;sayingasecondtime,andprolonginganegativerollofhishead,\'n——n——notainchsooner,governor。\'

\'DidItellyouIwasgoingonto-night?\'askedBradley。

\'No,governor,\'returnedRiderhood,inacheerful,affable,andconversationalmanner,\'youdidnottellmeso。Butmostlikeyoumeanttoitandforgottoit。How,otherways,couldadoubthavecomeintoyourheadaboutit,governor?\'

\'Asthesungoesdown,Iintendtogoon,\'saidBradley。

\'SomuchthemorenecessairyisaPeck,\'returnedRiderhood。

\'Comeinandhaveit,T\'otherest。\'

TheformalityofspreadingatableclothnotbeingobservedinMrRiderhood\'sestablishment,theservingofthe\'peck\'wastheaffairofamoment;itmerelyconsistinginthehandingdownofacapaciousbakingdishwiththree-fourthsofanimmensemeatpieinit,andtheproductionoftwopocket-knives,anearthenwaremug,andalargebrownbottleofbeer。

Bothateanddrank,butRiderhoodmuchthemoreabundantly。Inlieuofplates,thathonestmancuttwotriangularpiecesfromthethickcrustofthepie,andlaidthem,insideuppermost,uponthetable:theonebeforehimself,andtheotherbeforehisguest。Upontheseplattersheplacedtwogoodlyportionsofthecontentsofthepie,thusimpartingtheunusualinteresttotheentertainmentthateachpartakerscoopedouttheinsideofhisplate,andconsumeditwithhisotherfare,besideshavingthesportofpursuingtheclotsofcongealedgravyovertheplainofthetable,andsuccessfullytakingthemintohismouthatlastfromthebladeofhisknife,incaseoftheirnotfirstslidingoffit。

BradleyHeadstonewassoremarkablyawkwardattheseexercises,thattheRogueobservedit。

\'Lookout,T\'otherest!\'hecried,\'you\'llcutyourhand!\'

But,thecautioncametoolate,forBradleygasheditattheinstant。

And,whatwasmoreunlucky,inaskingRiderhoodtotieitup,andinstandingclosetohimforthepurpose,heshookhishandunderthesmartofthewound,andshookbloodoverRiderhood\'sdress。

Whendinnerwasdone,andwhenwhatremainedoftheplattersandwhatremainedofthecongealedgravyhadbeenputbackintowhatremainedofthepie,whichservedasaneconomicalinvestmentforallmiscellaneoussavings,Riderhoodfilledthemugwithbeerandtookalongdrink。AndnowhedidlookatBradley,andwithanevileye。

\'T\'otherest!\'hesaid,hoarsely,ashebentacrossthetabletotouchhisarm。\'Thenewshasgonedowntheriveraforeyou。\'

\'Whatnews?\'

\'Whodoyouthink,\'saidRiderhood,withahitchofhishead,asifhedisdainfullyjerkedthefeintaway,\'pickedupthebody?Guess。\'

\'Iamnotgoodatguessinganything。\'

\'Shedid。Hooroar!Youhadhimthereagin。Shedid。\'

TheconvulsivetwitchingofBradleyHeadstone\'sface,andthesuddenhothumourthatbrokeoutuponit,showedhowgrimlytheintelligencetouchedhim。Buthesaidnotasingleword,goodorbad。Heonlysmiledinaloweringmanner,andgotupandstoodleaningatthewindow,lookingthroughit。Riderhoodfollowedhimwithhiseyes。Riderhoodcastdownhiseyesonhisownbesprinkledclothes。RiderhoodbegantohaveanairofbeingbetterataguessthanBradleyownedtobeing。

\'Ihavebeensolonginwantofrest,\'saidtheschoolmaster,\'thatwithyourleaveI\'llliedownagain。\'

\'Andwelcome,T\'otherest!\'wasthehospitableanswerofhishost。

Hehadlaidhimselfdownwithoutwaitingforit,andheremaineduponthebeduntilthesunwaslow。Whenhearoseandcameouttoresumehisjourney,hefoundhishostwaitingforhimonthegrassbythetowing-pathoutsidethedoor。

\'WheneveritmaybenecessarythatyouandIshouldhaveanyfurthercommunicationtogether,\'saidBradley,\'Iwillcomeback。

Good-night!\'

\'Well,sincenobettercanbe,\'saidRiderhood,turningonhisheel,\'Good-night!\'Butheturnedagainastheothersetforth,andaddedunderhisbreath,lookingafterhimwithaleer:\'Youwouldn\'tbelettogolikethat,ifmyReliefwarn\'tasgoodascome。I\'llcatchyouupinamile。\'

Inaword,hisrealtimeofreliefbeingthateveningatsunset,hismatecameloungingin,withinaquarterofanhour。Notstayingtofilluptheutmostmarginofhistime,butborrowinganhourorso,toberepaidagainwhenheshouldrelievehisreliever,RiderhoodstraightwayfollowedonthetrackofBradleyHeadstone。

HewasabetterfollowerthanBradley。Ithadbeenthecallingofhislifetoslinkandskulkanddogandwaylay,andheknewhiscallingwell。HeeffectedsuchaforcedmarchonleavingtheLockHousethathewascloseupwithhim——thatistosay,ascloseupwithhimashedeemeditconvenienttobe——beforeanotherLockwaspassed。Hismanlookedbackprettyoftenashewent,butgotnohintofhim。HEknewhowtotakeadvantageoftheground,andwheretoputthehedgebetweenthem,andwherethewall,andwhentoduck,andwhentodrop,andhadathousandartsbeyondthedoomedBradley\'sslowconception。

But,allhisartswerebroughttoastandstill,likehimselfwhenBradley,turningintoagreenlaneorridingbytheriver-side——asolitaryspotrunwildinnettles,briars,andbrambles,andencumberedwiththescathedtrunksofawholehedgerowoffelledtrees,ontheoutskirtsofalittlewood——begansteppingonthesetrunksanddroppingdownamongthemandsteppingonthemagain,apparentlyasaschoolboymighthavedone,butassuredlywithnoschoolboypurpose,orwantofpurpose。

\'Whatareyouupto?\'mutteredRiderhood,downintheditch,andholdingthehedgealittleopenwithbothhands。Andsoonhisactionsmadeamostextraordinaryreply。\'ByGeorgeandtheDraggin!\'criedRiderhood,\'ifheain\'tagoingtobathe!\'

Hehadpassedback,onandamongthetrunksoftreesagain,andhaspassedontothewater-sideandhadbegunundressingonthegrass。Foramomentithadasuspiciouslookofsuicide,arrangedtocounterfeitaccident。\'Butyouwouldn\'thavefetchedabundleunderyourarm,fromamongthattimber,ifsuchwasyourgame!\'

saidRiderhood。Neverthelessitwasarelieftohimwhenthebatherafteraplungeandafewstrokescameout。\'ForIshouldn\'t,\'

hesaidinafeelingmanner,\'havelikedtoloseyoutillIhadmademoremoneyoutofyouneither。\'

Proneinanotherditch(hehadchangedhisditchashismanhadchangedhisposition),andholdingapartsosmallapatchofthehedgethatthesharpesteyescouldnothavedetectedhim,RogueRiderhoodwatchedthebatherdressing。Andnowgraduallycamethewonderthathestoodup,completelyclothed,anotherman,andnottheBargeman。

\'Aha!\'saidRiderhood。\'Muchasyouwasdressedthatnight。Isee。

You\'reatakingmewithyou,now。You\'redeep。ButIknowsadeeper。\'

Whenthebatherhadfinisheddressing,hekneeledonthegrass,doingsomethingwithhishands,andagainstoodupwithhisbundleunderhisarm。Lookingallaroundhimwithgreatattention,hethenwenttotheriver\'sedge,andflungitinasfar,andyetaslightlyashecould。Itwasnotuntilhewassodecidedlyuponhiswayagainastobebeyondabendoftheriverandforthetimeoutofview,thatRiderhoodscrambledfromtheditch。

\'Now,\'washisdebatewithhimself\'shallIfolleryouon,orshallI

letyoulooseforthisonce,andgoafishing?\'Thedebatecontinuing,hefollowed,asaprecautionarymeasureinanycase,andgothimagaininsight。\'IfIwastoletyouloosethisonce,\'saidRiderhoodthen,stillfollowing,\'Icouldmakeyoucometomeagin,orIcouldfindyououtinonewayoranother。IfIwasn\'ttogoafishing,othersmight——I\'llletyouloosethisonce,andgoafishing!\'Withthat,hesuddenlydroppedthepursuitandturned。

Themiserablemanwhomhehadreleasedforthetime,butnotforlong,wentontowardsLondon。Bradleywassuspiciousofeverysoundheheard,andofeveryfacehesaw,butwasunderaspellwhichverycommonlyfallsupontheshedderofblood,andhadnosuspicionoftherealdangerthatlurkedinhislife,andwouldhaveityet。Riderhoodwasmuchinhisthoughts——hadneverbeenoutofhisthoughtssincethenight-adventureoftheirfirstmeeting;butRiderhoodoccupiedaverydifferentplacethere,fromtheplaceofpursuer;andBradleyhadbeenatthepainsofdevisingsomanymeansoffittingthatplacetohim,andofwedginghimintoit,thathismindcouldnotcompassthepossibilityofhisoccupyinganyother。Andthisisanotherspellagainstwhichtheshedderofbloodforeverstrivesinvain。Therearefiftydoorsbywhichdiscoverymayenter。Withinfinitepainsandcunning,hedoublelocksandbarsforty-nineofthem,andcannotseethefiftiethstandingwideopen。

Now,too,washecursedwithastateofmindmorewearingandmorewearisomethanremorse。Hehadnoremorse;buttheevildoerwhocanholdthatavengeratbay,cannotescapetheslowertortureofincessantlydoingtheevildeedagainanddoingitmoreefficiently。Inthedefensivedeclarationsandpretendedconfessionsofmurderers,thepursuingshadowofthistorturemaybetracedthrougheverylietheytell。IfIhaddoneitasalleged,isitconceivablethatIwouldhavemadethisandthismistake?IfI

haddoneitasalleged,shouldIhaveleftthatunguardedplacewhichthatfalseandwickedwitnessagainstmesoinfamouslydeposedto?Thestateofthatwretchwhocontinuallyfindstheweakspotsinhisowncrime,andstrivestostrengthenthemwhenitisunchangeable,isastatethataggravatestheoffencebydoingthedeedathousandtimesinsteadofonce;butitisastate,too,thattauntinglyvisitstheoffenceuponasullenunrepentantnaturewithitsheaviestpunishmenteverytime。

Bradleytoiledon,chainedheavilytotheideaofhishatredandhisvengeance,andthinkinghowhemighthavesatiatedbothinmanybetterwaysthanthewayhehadtaken。Theinstrumentmighthavebeenbetter,thespotandthehourmighthavebeenbetterchosen。

Tobatteramandownfrombehindinthedark,onthebrinkofariver,waswellenough,butheoughttohavebeeninstantlydisabled,whereashehadturnedandseizedhisassailant;andso,toenditbeforechance-helpcame,andtoberidofhim,hehadbeenhurriedlythrownbackwardintotheriverbeforethelifewasfullybeatenoutofhim。Nowifitcouldbedoneagain,itmustnotbesodone。Supposinghisheadhadbeenhelddownunderwaterforawhile。Supposingthefirstblowhadbeentruer。Supposinghehadbeenshot。Supposinghehadbeenstrangled。Supposethisway,thatway,theotherway。Supposeanythingbutgettingunchainedfromtheoneidea,forthatwasinexorablyimpossible。

Theschoolreopenednextday。Thescholarssawlittleornochangeintheirmaster\'sface,foritalwaysworeitsslowlylabouringexpression。But,asheheardhisclasses,hewasalwaysdoingthedeedanddoingitbetter。Ashepausedwithhispieceofchalkattheblackboardbeforewritingonit,hewasthinkingofthespot,andwhetherthewaterwasnotdeeperandthefallstraighter,alittlehigherup,oralittlelowerdown。Hehadhalfamindtodrawalineortwoupontheboard,andshowhimselfwhathemeant。Hewasdoingitagainandimprovingonthemanner,atprayers,inhismentalarithmetic,allthroughhisquestioning,allthroughtheday。

CharleyHexamwasamasternow,inanotherschool,underanotherhead。Itwasevening,andBradleywaswalkinginhisgardenobservedfrombehindablindbygentlelittleMissPeecher,whocontemplatedofferinghimaloanofhersmellingsaltsforheadache,whenMaryAnne,infaithfulattendance,heldupherarm。

\'Yes,MaryAnne?\'

\'YoungMrHexam,ifyouplease,ma\'am,comingtoseeMrHeadstone。\'

\'Verygood,MaryAnne。\'

AgainMaryAnneheldupherarm。

\'Youmayspeak,MaryAnne?\'

\'MrHeadstonehasbeckonedyoungMrHexamintohishouse,ma\'am,andhehasgoneinhimselfwithoutwaitingforyoungMrHexamtocomeup,andnowHEhasgoneintoo,ma\'am,andhasshutthedoor。\'

\'Withallmyheart,MaryAnne。\'

AgainMaryAnne\'stelegraphicarmworked。

\'Whatmore,MaryAnne?\'

\'Theymustfinditratherdullanddark,MissPeecher,fortheparlourblind\'sdown,andneitherofthempullsitup。\'

\'Thereisnoaccounting,\'saidgoodMissPeecherwithalittlesadsighwhichsherepressedbylayingherhandonherneatmethodicalboddice,\'thereisnoaccountingfortastes,MaryAnne。\'

Charley,enteringthedarkroom,stoppedshortwhenhesawhisoldfriendinitsyellowshade。

\'Comein,Hexam,comein。\'

Charleyadvancedtotakethehandthatwasheldouttohim;butstoppedagain,shortofit。Theheavy,bloodshoteyesoftheschoolmaster,risingtohisfacewithaneffort,methislookofscrutiny。

\'MrHeadstone,what\'sthematter?\'

\'Matter?Where?\'

\'MrHeadstone,haveyouheardthenews?Thisnewsaboutthefellow,MrEugeneWrayburn?Thatheiskilled?\'

\'Heisdead,then!\'exclaimedBradley。

YoungHexamstandinglookingathim,hemoistenedhislipswithhistongue,lookedabouttheroom,glancedathisformerpupil,andlookeddown。\'Iheardoftheoutrage,\'saidBradley,tryingtoconstrainhisworkingmouth,\'butIhadnotheardtheendofit。\'

\'Wherewereyou,\'saidtheboy,advancingastepasheloweredhisvoice,\'whenitwasdone?Stop!Idon\'taskthat。Don\'ttellme。Ifyouforceyourconfidenceuponme,MrHeadstone,I\'llgiveupeverywordofit。Mind!Takenotice。I\'llgiveupit,andI\'llgiveupyou。Iwill!\'

Thewretchedcreatureseemedtosufferacutelyunderthisrenunciation。Adesolateairofutterandcompletelonelinessfelluponhim,likeavisibleshade。

\'It\'sformetospeak,notyou,\'saidtheboy。\'Ifyoudo,you\'lldoitatyourperil。Iamgoingtoputyourselfishnessbeforeyou,MrHeadstone——yourpassionate,violent,andungovernableselfishness——toshowyouwhyIcan,andwhyIwill,havenothingmoretodowithyou。\'

HelookedatyoungHexamasifhewerewaitingforascholartogoonwithalessonthatheknewbyheartandwasdeadlytiredof。

Buthehadsaidhislastwordtohim。

\'Ifyouhadanypart——Idon\'tsaywhat——inthisattack,\'pursuedtheboy;\'orifyouknowanythingaboutit——Idon\'tsayhowmuch——orifyouknowwhodidit——Igonocloser——youdidaninjurytomethat\'snevertobeforgiven。YouknowthatItookyouwithmetohischambersintheTemplewhenItoldhimmyopinionofhim,andmademyselfresponsibleformyopinionofyou。YouknowthatI

tookyouwithmewhenIwaswatchinghimwithaviewtorecoveringmysisterandbringinghertohersenses;youknowthatIhaveallowedmyselftobemixedupwithyou,allthroughthisbusiness,infavouringyourdesiretomarrymysister。Andhowdoyouknowthat,pursuingtheendsofyourownviolenttemper,youhavenotlaidmeopentosuspicion?Isthatyourgratitudetome,MrHeadstone?\'

Bradleysatlookingsteadilybeforehimatthevacantair。AsoftenasyoungHexamstopped,heturnedhiseyestowardshim,asifhewerewaitingforhimtogoonwiththelesson,andgetitdone。Asoftenastheboyresumed,Bradleyresumedhisfixedface。

\'Iamgoingtobeplainwithyou,MrHeadstone,\'saidyoungHexam,shakinghisheadinahalf-threateningmanner,\'becausethisisnotimeforaffectingnottoknowthingsthatIdoknow——

exceptcertainthingsatwhichitmightnotbeverysafeforyou,tohintagain。WhatImeanisthis:ifyouwereagoodmaster,Iwasagoodpupil。Ihavedoneyouplentyofcredit,andinimprovingmyownreputationIhaveimprovedyoursquiteasmuch。Verywellthen。Startingonequalterms,Iwanttoputbeforeyouhowyouhaveshownyourgratitudetome,fordoingallIcouldtofurtheryourwisheswithreferencetomysister。Youhavecompromisedmebybeingseenaboutwithme,endeavouringtocounteractthisMrEugeneWrayburn。That\'sthefirstthingyouhavedone。Ifmycharacter,andmynowdroppingyou,helpmeoutofthat,MrHeadstone,thedeliveranceistobeattributedtome,andnottoyou。

Nothankstoyouforit!\'

Theboystoppingagain,hemovedhiseyesagain。

\'Iamgoingon,MrHeadstone,don\'tyoubeafraid。Iamgoingontotheend,andIhavetoldyoubeforehandwhattheendis。Now,youknowmystory。YouareaswellawareasIam,thatIhavehadmanydisadvantagestoleavebehindmeinlife。Youhaveheardmementionmyfather,andyouaresufficientlyacquaintedwiththefactthatthehomefromwhichI,asImaysay,escaped,mighthavebeenamorecreditableonethanitwas。Myfatherdied,andthenitmighthavebeensupposedthatmywaytorespectabilitywasprettyclear。No。Forthenmysisterbegins。\'

Hespokeasconfidently,andwithasentireanabsenceofanytell-

talecolourinhischeek,asiftherewerenosofteningoldtimebehindhim。Notwonderful,forthereWASnoneinhishollowemptyheart。Whatistherebutself,forselfishnesstoseebehindit?

\'WhenIspeakofmysister,Idevoutlywishthatyouhadneverseenher,MrHeadstone。However,youdidseeher,andthat\'suselessnow。Iconfidedinyouabouther。Iexplainedhercharactertoyou,andhowsheinterposedsomeridiculousfancifulnotionsinthewayofourbeinga

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