Vailima Letters

第32章

SundaycametheKATOOMBA,CaptainBickford,C。M。G。

Yesterday,GrahamandIwentdowntocall,andfindhehasorderstosuppressMataafaatonce,andhastogodownto-daybeforedaybreaktoManono。Heisaverycapable,energeticman;ifhehadonlycometendaysago,allthiswouldhavegoneby;butnowthequestionsarethickanddifficult。(1)

WillMataafasurrender?(2)Willhispeopleallowthemselvestobedisarmed?(3)Whatwillhappentothemiftheydo?

(4)Whatwillanyofthembelieveafterformerdeceptions?

ThethreeconsulswerescamperingonhorsebacktoLeulumoegatotheKing;noCusack-Smith,withoutwhoseaccessionIcouldnotsendalettertoMataafa。Irodeuphere,wrotemyletterinthesweatoftheconcordanceandwiththeable-

bodiedhelpofLloyd-anddined。Thendownincontinualshowersandpitchydarkness,andtoCusack-Smith’s;notre-

returned。Backtotheinnformyhorse,andtoC-S。’s,whenIfindhimjustreturnedandheacceptsmyletter。Thencehome,by12。30,jollytiredandwet。Andto-dayhavebeeninacrispationofenergyandill-temper,rakingmywretchedmailtogether。Itisahatefulbusiness,waitingforthenews;itmaycometoafearfulmassacreyet-Yoursever,R。L。S。

MYDEARCOLVIN,-Quiteimpossibletowrite。Yourletterisdueto-day;anasty,rainy-likemorningwithhugeblueclouds,andahugeindigoshadowonthesea,andmylampstillburningatnear7。Letmehumblygiveyounews。Fannyseemsonthewholethemost,ortheonly,powerfulmemberofthefamily;forsomedaysshehasbeentheFloweroftheFlock。Belleisbeggingforquinine。LloydandGrahamhavebothbeendownwith’bellybelonghim’(BlackBoyspeech)。

Asforme,Ihavetolayasidemylawntennis,having(aswastobeexpected)hadasmartbuteminentlybriefhemorrhage。

Iamalsoonthequinineflask。Ihavebeenre-castingthebeginningoftheHANGINGJUDGEorWEIROFHERMISTON;thenI

havebeencobblingonmygrandfather,whoselastchapter(thereareonlytobefour)isintheformofpiecesofpaper,ahugewelterofinconsequence,andthatglimmeroffaith(orhope)whichonelearnsatthistrade,thatsomehowandsometime,byperpetualstaringandgloweringandrewriting,orderwillemerge。Itisindeedaqueerhope;

thereisonepieceforinstancethatIwantin-Icannotputitoneplaceforagoodreason-Icannotputitanotherforabetter-andeverytimeIlookatit,IturnsickandputtheMs。away。

Well,yourletterhasn’tcome,andanumberofothersaremissing。Itlooksasifamail-baghadgoneon,soI’llblamenobody,andproceedtobusiness。

ItlooksasifIwasgoingtosendyouthefirstthreechaptersofmyGrandfather……Iftheyweresetup,itwouldbethatmuchanxietyoffmymind。Ihaveastrangefeelingofresponsibility,asifIhadmyancestors’SOULSinmycharge,andmightmiscarrywiththem。

There’salotofworkgoneintoit,andalotmoreisneeded。

StillChapterI。seemsaboutrighttome,andmuchofChapterII。ChapterIII。Iknownothingof,asItoldyou。AndChapterIV。isatpresentallendsandbeginnings;butitcanbepulledtogether。

ThisisallIhavebeenabletoscrewuptoyouforthismonth,andImayaddthatitisnotonlymorethanyoudeserve,butjustaboutmorethanIwasequalto。Ihavebeenandamentirelyuseless;justabletotinkeratmyGrandfather。Thethreechapters-perhapsalsoalittleofthefourth-willcomehometoyounextmailbythehandofmycousinGrahamBalfour,averynicefellowwhomIrecommendtoyouwarmly-andwhomIthinkyouwilllike。Thiswillgiveyoutimetoconsidermyvariousanddistractedschemes。

Allourwarsareoverinthemeantime,tobeginagainassoonasthewar-shipsleave。Adieu。

MYDEARCOLVIN,-YourpleasingletterRETHEEBBTIDE,tohand。Ipropose,ifitbenottoolate,todeleteLloyd’sname。Hehasnothingtodowiththelasthalf。Thefirstwewrotetogethe

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