Vailima Letters

第20章

Itsoundedverypeaceful,sweetandstrangeinthedark;andIfoundthiswasapartoftheroutineofmyrebel’snight,anditwasdone(hesaid)togivegooddreams。Byalittlebeforesix,TaylorandIwereinthesaddleagainfasting。

MyridingbootsweresowetIcouldnotgetthemon,soI

mustridebarefoot。Themorningwasfairbuttheroadsverymuddy,theweedssoakedusnearlytothewaist,Salewastwicespiltatthefences,andwegottoApiaabedraggledenoughpair。Allthewayalongthecoast,thepate(smallwoodendrum)wasbeatinginthevillagesandthepeoplecrowdingtothechurchesintheirfineclothes。Thencethroughthemangroveswamp,amongtheblackmudandthegreenmangroves,andtheblackandscarletcrabs,toMulinuu,tothedoctor’s,whereIhadanerrand,andsototheinntobreakfastaboutnine。AfterbreakfastIrodehome。Conceivesuchanouting,rememberthepallidbrutethatlivedinSkerryvorelikeaweevilinabiscuit,andreceivetheintelligencethatIwasratherthebetterformyjourney。

Twentymilesride,sixteenfencestaken,tenofthemilesinadrenchingrain,sevenofthemfastingandinthemorningchill,andsixstrickenhours’politicaldiscussionsbyaninterpreter;tosaynothingofsleepinginanativehouse,atwhichmanyofourexcellentliteratiwouldlookaskanceofitself。

Youaretounderstand:ifItakeallthisbother,itisnotonlyfromasenseofduty,oraloveofmeddling-damnthephrase,takeyourchoice-butfromagreataffectionforMataafa。Heisabeautiful,sweetoldfellow,andheandI

grewquitefulsomeonSaturdaynightaboutoursentiments。I

hadamessengerfromhimto-daywithaflannelundershirtwhichIhadleftbehindlikeagibberingidiot;andperpetratedinreplyanotherbabooletter。Itrainsagainto-daywithoutmercy;blessed,welcomerains,makingupforthepaucityofthelatewetseason;andwhentheshowersslacken,Icanhearmystreamroaringinthehollow,andtellmyselfthatthecacaosaredrinkingdeep。IamdesperatelyhuntedtofinishmySamoabookbeforethemailgoes;thislastchapterisequallydelicateandnecessary。Theprayersofthecongregationarerequested。Eheu!anditwillbeendedbeforethisletterleavesandprintedintheStatesereyoucanreadthisscribble。Thefirstdinnergonghassounded;JEVOUSSALUE,MONSIEURETCHERCONFRERE。TOFA,SOIFUA!Sleep!longlife!asourSamoansalutationoffarewellruns。

FRIDAY,MAY13TH。

Well,thelastchapter,byfarthemostdifficultandungrateful,iswellunderway,IhavebeenfromsixtosevenhoursuponitdailysinceIlastwrote;andthatisallI

havedoneforbyeworkingatSamoanratherhard,andgoingdownonWednesdayeveningtotheclub。Imakesomeprogressnowatthelanguage;IamteachingBelle,whichclearsandexercisesmyself。IamparticularlytakenwiththeFINESSE

ofthepronouns。Thepronounsarealldualandpluralandthefirstperson,bothinthedualandplural,hasaspecialexclusiveandinclusiveform。Youcanconceivewhatfineeffectsofprecisionanddistinctioncanbereachedincertaincases。TakeRuth,i。VV。8to13,andimaginehowthosepronounscomein;itisexquisitelyelegant,andmakesthemouthoftheLITTERATEURtowater。Iamgoingtoexercitatemypupiloverthoseversesto-dayforpronounpractice。

TUESDAY。

Yesterdaycameyours。Well,well,ifthedearspreferaweek,why,I’llgivethemtendays,buttherealdocument,fromwhichIhavescarcelyvaried,ranforonenight。I

thinkyouseemscarcelyfairtoWiltshire,whohadsurely,underhisbeast-ignorantways,rightnoblequalities。AndI

thinkperhapsyouscarcedojusticetothefactthatthisisaplaceofrealismAOUTRANCE;nothingextenuatedorcoloured。Lookedatso,isitnot,withallitstragicfeatures,wonderfullyidyllic,withgreatbeautyofsceneandcircumstance?Andwillyoupleasetoobservethatalmostallthatisuglyisinthewhites?I’llapologiseforPapaRandalifyoulike;butifItoldyouthewholetruth-forI

didextenuatethere!-andheseemedtomeessentialasafigure,andessentialasapawninthegame,Wiltshire’sdisgustforhimbeingoneofthesmall,efficientmotivesinthestory。NowitwouldhavetakenafairishdosetodisgustWiltshire-Again,theideaofpublishingtheBeachsubstantivelyisdropped-atonce,bothonaccountofexpostulation,andbecauseitmeasuredshorterthanIhadexpected。Anditwasonlytakenup,whentheproposedvolume,BEACHDEMAR,peteredout。Itpeteredoutthus:thechiefoftheshortstoriesgotsuckedintoSOPHIASCARLET-

andSophiaisabookIammuchtakenwith,andmeantogetto,assoonas-butnotbefore-IhavedoneDAVIDBALFOUR

andTHEYOUNGCHEVALIER。SoyouseeyouareliketohearnomoreofthePacificorthenineteenthcenturyforawhile。

THEYOUNGCHEVALIERisastoryofsentimentandpassion,whichImeantowritealittledifferentlyfromwhatIhavebeendoing-ifIcanhitthekey;rathermoreofasentimentaltremolotoit。ItmaythushelptopreparemeforSOPHIA,whichistocontainthreeladies,andakindofaloveaffairbetweentheheroineandadyingplanterwhoisapoet!largeordersforR。L。S。

OtheGermantabooisquiteover;nosoulattemptstosupporttheC。J。orthePresident,theyarepasthope;thewhiteshavejustrefusedtheirtaxes-Imeanthecouncilhasrefusedtocallforthem,andifthecouncilconsented,nobodywouldpay;’tisafarce,andthecurtainisgoingtofallbriefly。ConsequentlyinmyHistory,Isayaslittleasmaybeofthetwodwindlingstars。Poordevils!Ilikedtheone,andtheotherhasalittlewife,nowlyingin!TherewasnomanbornwithsolittleanimosityasI。WhenIheardtheC。J。wasinlowspiritsandneverlefthishouse,I

couldscarcerefrainfromgoingtohim。

ItwasafinefeelingtohavefinishedtheHistory;thereoughttobeafuturestatetorewardthatgrind!It’snotliterature,youknow;onlyjournalism,andpedanticjournalism。Ihadbuttheonedesire,togetthethingasrightasmightbe,andavoidfalseconcords-evenifthat!

Anditwasmorethantherewastimefor。However,thereitis:done。AndifSamoaturnsupagainmybookhastobecountedwith,beingtheonlynarrativeextant。MiltonandI-

ifyoukindlyexcusethejuxtaposition-harnessedourselvestostrangewaggons,andIatleastwillbefoundtohaveploddedverysoberlywithmyload。Thereisnotevenagoodsentenceinit,butperhaps-Idon’tknow-itmaybefoundanhonest,clearvolume。

WEDNESDAY。

Nevergotawordsetdown,andcontinuesonThursday19thMay,hisownmarriagedayaseverwas。News;yes。TheC。J。

cameuptocallonus!Afterfivemonths’cessationonmyside,andadecidedlypainfulinterchangeofletters,Icouldnotgodown-couldnot-toseehim。Mythreeladiesreceivedhim,however;hewasveryagreeableasusual,butrefusedwine,beer,water,lemonade,chocolateandatlastacigarette。Thenmywifeaskedhim,’Soyourefusetobreakbread?’andhewavedhishandsamiablyinanswer。Allmythreeladiesreceivedthesameimpressionthathehadseriousmattersinhismind:nowwehearheisquitecock-a-hoopsincethemailcame,andgoingaboutasbeforehistroublesdarkened。Butwhatdidhewantwithme?’Tisthoughthehadreceivedadespatch-andthathemisreadsit(sowefullybelieve)totheeffectthattheyaretohavewarshipsatcommandandcanmaketheirlittlewarafterall。Ifitbeso,andtheydoit,itwillbethemeanestwantonslaughterofpoormenforthesalariesoftwowhitefailures。Butwhatwashiserrandwithme?PerhapstowarnmethatunlessI

behavehenowhopestobeabletopackmeoffintheCURACOA

whenshecomes。

IhavecelebratedmyholidayfromSAMOAbyaplungeatthebeginningofTHEYOUNGCHEVALIER。Iamafraidmytouchisalittlebroadinalovestory;Ican’tmeanonethingandwriteanother。Asforwomen,Iamnomoreinanyfearofthem;Icandoasortallright;agemakesmelessafraidofapetticoat,butIamalittleinfearofgrossness。

However,thisDavidBalfour’sloveaffair,that’sallright-

mightbereadouttoamothers’meeting-oradaughters’

meeting。Thedifficultyinaloveyarn,whichdwellsatallonlove,isthedwellingononestring;itismanifold,I

grant,buttherootfactisthereunchanged,andthesentimentbeingveryintense,andalreadyverymuchhandledinletters,positivelycallsforalittlepawingandgracing。

Withawriterofmyprosaicliteralnessandpertinencyofpointofview,thisallshovestowardgrossness-positivelyeventowardsthefarmoredamnableCLOSENESS。Thishaskeptmeoffthesentimenthitherto,andnowIamtotry:Lord!OfcourseMeredithcandoit,andsocouldShakespeare;butwithallmyromance,Iamarealistandaprosaist,andamostfanaticalloverofplainphysicalsensationsplainlyandexpresslyrendered;hencemyperils。TodoloveinthesamespiritasIdid(forinstance)D。Balfour’sfatigueintheheather;mydearsir,thereweregrossness-readymade!Andhence,howtosugar?However,IhavenearlydonewithMarie-

Madeleine,andamingoodhopesofMarie-Salome,therealheroine;theotherisonlyaprologuialheroinetointroducethehero。

FRIDAY。

Anyway,thefirstprologuialepisodeisdone,andFannylikesit。Thereareonlyfourcharacters;FrancisBlairofBalmile(JacobiteLordGladsmuir)myhero;theMasterofBallantrae;

Paradon,awine-sellerofAvignon;Marie-Madeleinehiswife。

ThesetwolastIamnowdonewith,andIthinktheyaresuccessful,andIhopeIhaveBalmileonhisfeet;andthestyleseemstobefound。Itisalittlechargedandviolent;

sinsonthesideofviolence;butIthinkwillcarrythetale。Ithinkitisagoodideasotointroducemyhero,beingmadelovetobyanepisodicwoman。Thisqueertale-I

meanqueerforme-hastakenagreatholduponme。WherethedevilshallIgonext?ThisissimplythetaleofaCOUP

DETETEofayoungmanandayoungwoman;withanearly,perhapsawholly,tragicsequel,whichIdesiretomakethinkablerightthrough,andsensible;tomakethereader,asfarasIshallbeable,eatanddrinkandbreatheit。Marie-

SalomedesSaintes-Mariesis,Ithink,theheroine’sname;

shehasgottoBEyet:SURSUMCORDA!SohastheyoungChevalier,whomIhavenotyettouched,andwhocomesnextinorder。Characters:Balmile,orLordGladsmuir,COMMEVOUS

VOULEZ;PrinceCharlie;EarlMarischal;MasterofBallantrae;

andaspy,andDr。ArchieCampbell,andafewnondescripts;

then,ofwomen,Marie-SalomeandFloraBlair;sevenattheoutside;reallyfourfulllengths,andIsupposeahalf-dozenepisodicprofiles。HowImustboreyouwiththeseineptitudes!Havepatience。Iamgoingtobed;itis(ofallhours)eleven。Ihavebeenforcedin(sinceIbegantowritetoyou)toblattertoFannyonthesubjectofmyheroine,therebeingtwoCRUCESastoherlifeandhistory:

howcameshealone?andhowfardidshegowiththeChevalier?ThesecondmustansweritselfwhenIgetnearenoughtosee。Thefirstisaback-breaker。YetIknowtherearemanyreasonswhyaFILLEDEFAMINE,romantic,adventurous,ambitious,innocentoftheworld,mightrunfromherhomeinthesedays;mightshenothavebeenthreatenedwithaconvent?mighttherenotbesomeHuguenotbusinessmixedin?HereamI,farfrombooks;ifyoucanhelpmewithasuggestion,IshallsayGodblessyou。Shehastobenewrunawayfromastrictfamily,well-justifiedinherownwildbuthonesteyes,andmeetingthesethreemen,CharlesEdward,Marischal,andBalmile,throughtheaccidentofafireataninn。Shemustnotrunfromamarriage,Ithink;itwouldbringherinthewrongframeofmind。OnceIcangether,SOLA,onthehighway,allwerewellwithmynarrative。

Perpend。Andhelpifyoucan。

Lafaele,long(Ihope)familiartoyou,hasthisdayreceivedthevisitofhisSONfromTonga;andtheSONprovestobeaverypretty,attractiveyoungdaughter!Igavealltheboyskavainhonourofherarrival;alongwithalean,side-

whiskeredTongan,dimlysupposedtobeLafaele’sstep-father;

andtheyhavebeenhavingagoodtime;intheendofmyverandah,IhearSimi,mypresentincapablesteward,talkingTonganwiththenondescriptpapa。Simi,ourout-doorboy,burstasuccessionofblood-vesselsoverourwork,andIhadtomakeapositionforthewreckofoneofthenoblestfiguresofamanIeversaw。IbelieveImayhavementionedtheotherdayhowIhadtoputmyhorsetothetrot,thecanterand(atlast)thegalloptorunhimdown。InaphotographIhopetosendyou(perhapswiththis)youwillseeSimistandingintheverandahinprofile。Asasteward,oneofhischiefpointsistobreakcrystal;heisgreatonfracture-whatdoIsay?-explosion!Hecleansaglass,andtheshardsscatterlikeacomet’sbowels。

N。B-IfIshouldbyanychancebedeported,thefirstoftheruleshungupforthatoccasionistocommunicatewithyoubytelegraph-Mind,Idonotfearit,butitIS

possible。

MONDAY25TH。

Wehavehadadevilofamorningofupsetandbustle;thebronzecandlestickFaaumahasreturnedtothefamily,intimetotakeherpositionofstepmamma,anditisprettytoseehowthechildisatonceathome,andallherterrorsended。

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