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Estimatingtheeventsofthelastthreedaysfromherownexperienceofthem;knowing(asshecertainlyknew)thatthefirstideaofgoingtoSt。Cruxhadbeenstartedbyherself,andthathermasterhadfoundnoopportunityandshownnoinclinationtoinformthefamilyatNorthShinglesthathehadacceptedherproposal,Mrs。Lecountwasfairlycompelledtoacknowledgethatnotafragmentoffoundationremainedtojustifythecontinuedsuspicionoftreacheryinherownmind。Lookingatthesuccessionofcircumstancesunderthenewlightthrownonthembyresults,shecouldseenothingunaccountable,nothingcontradictoryanywhere。TheattempttopassofftheforgedpicturesasoriginalswasinperfectharmonywiththecharacterofsuchamanasMr。Bygrave。Hermaster\'sindignationattheattempttoimposeonhim;hisplainly-expressedsuspicionthatMissBygravewasprivytoit;hisdisappointmentintheniece;hiscontemptuoustreatmentoftheuncleontheParade;hiswearinessoftheplacewhichhadbeenthesceneofhisrashintimacywithstrangers,andhisreadinesstoquititthatmorning,allcommendedthemselvesasgenuinerealitiestothehousekeeper\'smind,foronesufficientreason。HerowneyeshadseenNoelVanstonetakehisdeparturefromAldboroughwithoutleaving,orattemptingtoleave,asingletracebehindhimfortheBygravestofollow。
Thusfarthehousekeeper\'sconclusionsledher,butnofurther。Shewastooshrewdawomantotrustthefuturetochanceandfortune。Hermaster\'svariabletempermightrelent。AccidentmightatanytimegiveMr。Bygraveanopportunityofrepairingtheerrorthathehadcommitted,andofartfullyregaininghislostplaceinNoelVanstone\'sestimation。Admittingthatcircumstanceshadatlastdeclaredthemselvesunmistakablyinherfavor,Mrs。Lecountwasnotthelessconvincedthatnothingwouldpermanentlyassurehermaster\'ssecurityforthefuturebuttheplainexposureoftheconspiracywhichshehadstriventoaccomplishfromthefirst——whichshewasresolvedtoaccomplishstill。
“IalwaysenjoymyselfatSt。Crux,“thoughtMrs。Lecount,openingheraccount-books,andsortingthetradesmen\'sbills。“Theadmiralisagentleman,thehouseisnoble,thetableisexcellent。Nomatter!HereatSeaViewIstaybymyselftillIhaveseentheinsideofMissBygrave\'swardrobe。“
Shepackedhermaster\'scollectionofcuriositiesintheirvariouscases,settledtheclaimsofthetrades-people,andsuperintendedthecoveringofthefurnitureinthecourseoftheday。Towardnightfallshewentout,bentoninvestigation,andventuredintothegardenatNorthShinglesundercoverofthedarkness。Shesawthelightintheparlorwindow,andthelightsinthewindowsoftheroomsupstairs,asusual。Afteraninstant\'shesitationshestoletothehousedoor,andnoiselesslytriedthehandlefromtheoutside。Itturnedthelockasshehadexpected,fromherexperienceofhousesatAldboroughandatotherwatering-places,butthedoorresistedher;thedoorwasdistrustfullyboltedontheinside。Aftermakingthatdiscovery,shewentroundtothebackofthehouse,andascertainedthatthedooronthatsidewassecuredinthesamemanner。“Boltyourdoors,Mr。Bygrave,asfastasyoulike,“saidthehousekeeper,stealingbackagaintotheParade。“Youcan\'tbolttheentrancetoyourservant\'spocket。Thebestlockyouhavemaybeopenedbyagoldenkey。“
Shewentbacktobed。Theceaselesswatching,theunrelaxingexcitementofthelasttwodays,hadwornherout。
Thenextmorningsheroseatseveno\'clock。InhalfanhourmoreshesawthepunctualMr。Bygrave——asshehadseenhimonmanypreviousmorningsatthesametime——issuefromthegateofNorthShingles,withhistowelsunderhisarm,andmakehiswaytoaboatthatwaswaitingforhimonthebeach。Swimmingwasoneamongthemanypersonalaccomplishmentsofwhichthecaptainwasmaster。Hewasrowedouttoseaeverymorning,andtookhisbathluxuriouslyinthedeepbluewater。Mrs。Lecounthadalreadycomputedthetimeconsumedinthisrecreationbyherwatch,andhaddiscoveredthatafullhourusuallyelapsedfromthemomentwhenheembarkedonthebeachtothemomentwhenhereturned。
DuringthatperiodshehadneverseenanyotherinhabitantofNorthShinglesleavethehouse。Theservantwasnodoubtatherworkinthekitchen;Mrs。Bygravewasprobablystillinherbed;andMissBygrave(ifshewasupatthatearlyhour)hadperhapsreceiveddirectionsnottoventureoutinheruncle\'sabsence。ThedifficultyofmeetingtheobstacleofMagdalen\'spresenceinthehousehadbeen,forsomedayspast,theonedifficultywhichallMrs。Lecount\'singenuityhadthusfarprovedunabletoovercome。
Shesatatthewindowforaquarterofanhourafterthecaptain\'sboathadleftthebeachwithhermindhardatwork,andhereyesfixedmechanicallyonNorthShingles——shesatconsideringwhatwrittenexcuseshecouldsendtohermasterfordelayingherdeparturefromAldboroughforsomedaystocome——whenthedoorofthehouseshewaswatchingsuddenlyopened,andMagdalenherselfappearedinthegarden。Therewasnomistakingherfigureandherdress。Shetookafewstepshastilytowardthegate,stoppedandpulleddowntheveilofhergardenhatasifshefelttheclearmorninglighttoomuchforher,thenhurriedoutontheParadeandwalkedawaynorthward,insuchhaste,orinsuchpre-occupationofmind,thatshewentthroughthegardengatewithoutclosingitafterher。
Mrs。Lecountstartedupfromherchairwithamoment\'sdoubtoftheevidenceofherowneyes。Hadtheopportunitywhichshehadbeenvainlyplottingtoproduceactuallyoffereditselftoherofitsownaccord?Hadthechancesdeclaredthemselvesatlastinherfavor,aftersteadilyactingagainstherforsolong?Therewasnodoubtofit:inthepopularphrase,“herluckhadturned。“Shesnatchedupherbonnetandmantilla,andmadeforNorthShingleswithoutaninstant\'shesitation。Mr。Bygraveoutatsea;MissBygraveawayforawalk;Mrs。Bygraveandtheservantbothathome,andbotheasilydealtwith——theopportunitywasnottobelost;theriskwaswellworthrunning!
Thistimethehousedoorwaseasilyopened:noonehadbolteditagainafterMagdalen\'sdeparture。Mrs。Lecountclosedthedoorsoftly,listenedforamomentinthepassage,andheardtheservantnoisilyoccupiedinthekitchenwithherpotsandpans。“IfmyluckystarleadsmestraightintoMissBygrave\'sroom,“thoughtthehousekeeper,stealingnoiselesslyupthestairs,“Imayfindmywaytoherwardrobewithoutdisturbinganybody。“
Shetriedthedoornearesttothefrontofthehouseontheright-handsideofthelanding。Capriciouschancehaddesertedheralready。Thelockwasturned。Shetriedthedooropposite,onherlefthand。Thebootsrangedsymmetricallyinarow,andtherazorsonthedressing-table,toldheratoncethatshehadnotfoundtherightroomyet。Shereturnedtotheright-handsideofthelanding,walkeddownalittlepassageleadingtothebackofthehouse,andtriedathirddoor。Thedooropened,andthetwooppositeextremesoffemalehumanity,Mrs。WraggeandMrs。Lecount,stoodfacetofaceinaninstant!
“Ibegtenthousandpardons!“saidMrs。Lecount,withthemostconsummateself-possession。
“Lordblessusandsaveus!“criedMrs。Wragge,withthemosthelplessamazement。
Thetwoexclamationswereutteredinamoment,andinthatmomentMrs。Lecounttookthemeasureofhervictim。Nothingoftheleastimportanceescapedher。ShenoticedtheOrientalCashmereRobelyinghalfmade,andhalfunpickedagain,onthetable;shenoticedtheimbecilefootofMrs。Wraggesearchingblindlyintheneighborhoodofherchairforalostshoe;shenoticedthattherewasaseconddoorintheroombesidesthedoorbywhichshehadentered,andasecondchairwithineasyreach,onwhichshemightdowelltoseatherselfinafriendlyandconfidentialway。“Praydon\'tresentmyintrusion,“pleadedMrs。Lecount,takingthechair。“Prayallowmetoexplainmyself!“
Speakinginhersoftestvoice,surveyingMrs。Wraggewithasweetsmileonherinsinuatinglips,andameltinginterestinherhandsomeblackeyes,thehousekeepertoldherlittleintroductoryseriesoffalsehoodswithanartlesstruthfulnessofmannerwhichtheFatherofLieshimselfmighthaveenvied。ShehadheardfromMr。BygravethatMrs。Bygravewasagreatinvalid;shehadconstantlyreproachedherself,inheridlehalf-hoursatSeaView(whereshefilledthesituationofMr。NoelVanstone\'shousekeeper),fornothavingofferedherfriendlyservicestoMrs。Bygrave;shehadbeendirectedbyhermaster(doubtlesswellknowntoMrs。Bygrave,asoneofherhusband\'sfriends,and,naturally,oneofhercharmingniece\'sadmirers),tojoinhimthatdayattheresidencetowhichhehadremovedfromAldborough;shewasobligedtoleaveearly,butshecouldnotreconcileittoherconsciencetogowithoutcallingtoapologizeforherapparentwantofneighborlyconsideration;shehadfoundnobodyinthehouse;shehadnotbeenabletomaketheservanthear;shehadpresumed(notdiscoveringthatapartmentdownstairs)thatMrs。Bygrave\'sboudoirmightbeontheupperstory;shehadthoughtlesslycommittedanintrusionofwhichshewassincerelyashamed,andshecouldnowonlytrusttoMrs。Bygrave\'sindulgencetoexcuseandforgiveher。
AlesselaborateapologymighthaveservedMrs。Lecount\'spurpose。AssoonasMrs。Wragge\'sstrugglingperceptionshadgraspedthefactthatherunexpectedvisitorwasaneighborwellknowntoherbyrepute,herwholebeingbecameabsorbedinadmirationofMrs。Lecount\'slady-likemanners,andMrs。Lecount\'sperfectly-fittinggown!“Whatanoblewayshehasoftalking!“thoughtpoorMrs。Wragge,asthehousekeeperreachedherclosingsentence。“And,ohmyheartalive,hownicelyshe\'sdressed!“
“IseeIdisturbyou,“pursuedMrs。Lecount,artfullyavailingherselfoftheOrientalCashmereRobeasameansreadyathandofreachingtheendshehadinview——“IseeIdisturbyou,ma\'am,overanoccupationwhich,Iknowbyexperience,requirestheclosestattention。Dear,dearme,youareunpickingthedressagain,Isee,afterithasbeenmade!Thisismyownexperienceagain,Mrs。Bygrave。Somedressesaresoobstinate!Somedressesseemtosaytoone,insomanywords,\'No!youmaydowhatyoulikewithme;Iwon\'tfit!\'“
Mrs。Wraggewasgreatlystruckbythishappyremark。Sheburstoutlaughing,andclappedhergreathandsinheartyapproval。
“That\'swhatthisgownhasbeensayingtomeeversinceIfirstputthescissorsintoit,“sheexclaimed,cheerfully。“IknowI\'vegotanawfulbigback,butthat\'snoreason。Whyshouldagownbeweeksonhand,andthennotmeetbehindyouafterall?IthangsovermyBoasomlikeasack——itdoes。Lookhere,ma\'am,attheskirt。Itwon\'tcomeright。Itdragglesinfront,andcocksupbehind。Itshowsmyheels——and,Lordknows,Igetintoscrapesenoughaboutmyheels,withoutshowingthemintothebargain!“
“MayIaskafavor?“inquiredMrs。Lecount,confidentially。“MayItry,Mrs。Bygrave,ifIcanmakemyexperienceofanyusetoyou?Ithinkourbosoms,ma\'am,areourgreatdifficulty。Now,thisbosomofyours?——ShallIsayinplainwordswhatIthink?ThisbosomofyoursisanEnormousMistake!“
“Don\'tsaythat!“criedMrs。Wragge,imploringly。“Don\'tplease,there\'sagoodsoul!It\'sanawfulbigone,Iknow;butit\'smodeled,forallthat,fromoneofMagdalen\'sown。“
Shewasfartoodeeplyinterestedonthesubjectofthedresstonoticethatshehadforgottenherselfalready,andthatshehadreferredtoMagdalenbyherownname。Mrs。Lecount\'ssharpearsdetectedthemistaketheinstantitwascommitted。“So!so!“shethought。“Onediscoveryalready。IfIhadeverdoubtedmyownsuspicions,hereisanestimableladywhowouldnowhavesetmeright——Ibegyourpardon,“sheproceeded,aloud,“didyousaythiswasmodeledfromoneofyourniece\'sdresses?“
“Yes,“saidMrs。Wragge。“It\'saslikeastwopeas。“
“Then,“repliedMrs。Lecount,adroitly,“theremustbesomeseriousmistakeinthemakingofyourniece\'sdress。Canyoushowittome?“
“Blessyourheart——yes!“criedMrs。Wragge。“Stepthisway,ma\'am;andbringthegownalongwithyou,please。Itkeepsslidingoff,outofpureaggravation,ifyoulayitoutonthetable。There\'slotsofroomonthebedinhere。“
SheopenedthedoorofcommunicationandledthewayeagerlyintoMagdalen\'sroom。AsMrs。Lecountfollowed,shestolealookatherwatch。Neverbeforehadtimeflownasitflewthatmorning!IntwentyminutesmoreMr。Bygravewouldbebackfromhisbath。
“There!“saidMrs。Wragge,throwingopenthewardrobe,andtakingadressdownfromoneofthepegs。“Lookthere!There\'splaitsonherBoasom,andplaitsonmine。Sixofoneandhalfadozenoftheother;andminearethebiggest——that\'sall!“
Mrs。Lecountshookherheadgravely,andenteredforthwithintosubtletiesofdisquisitionontheartofdressmakingwhichhadthedesiredeffectofutterlybewilderingtheproprietoroftheOrientalCashmereRobeinlessthanthreeminutes。
“Don\'t!“criedMrs。Wragge,imploringly。“Don\'tgoonlikethat!I\'mmilesbehindyou;andmyhead\'sBuzzingalready。Tellus,likeagoodsoul,what\'stobedone。Yousaidsomethingaboutthepatternjustnow。PerhapsI\'mtoobigforthepattern?Ican\'thelpitifIam。Many\'sthegoodcryIhad,whenIwasagrowinggirl,overmyownsize!There\'shalftoomuchofme,ma\'am——measuremealongormeasuremeacross,Idon\'tdenyit——there\'shalftoomuchofme,anyway。“
“Mydearmadam,“protestedMrs。Lecount,“youdoyourselfawrong!Permitmetoassureyouthatyoupossessacommandingfigure——afigureofMinerva。Amajesticsimplicityintheformofawomanimperativelydemandsamajesticsimplicityintheformofthatwoman\'sdress。Thelawsofcostumeareclassical;thelawsofcostumemustnotbetrifledwith!PlaitsforVenus,puffsforJuno,foldsforMinerva。Iventuretosuggestatotalchangeofpattern。Yourniecehasotherdressesinhercollection。WhymaywenotfindaMinervapatternamongthem?“
Asshesaidthosewords,sheledthewaybacktothewardrobe。
Mrs。Wraggefollowed,andtookthedressesoutonebyone,shakingherheaddespondently。Silkdressesappeared,muslindressesappeared。TheonedresswhichremainedinvisiblewasthedressofwhichMrs。Lecountwasinsearch。
“There\'sthelotof\'em,“saidMrs。Wragge。“TheymaydoforVenusandthetwootherOnes(I\'veseen\'eminpicterswithoutamorselofdecentlinenamongthethree),buttheywon\'tdoforMe。“
“Surelythereisanotherdressleft?“saidMrs。Lecount,pointingtothewardrobe,buttouchingnothinginit。“SurelyIseesomethinghanginginthecornerbehindthatdarkshawl?“
Mrs。Wraggeremovedtheshawl;Mrs。Lecountopenedthedoorofthewardrobealittlewider。There——hitchedcarelesslyontheinnermostpeg——there,withitswhitespots,anditsdoubleflounce,wasthebrownAlpacadress!
Thesuddennessandcompletenessofthediscoverythrewthehousekeeper,practiceddissemblerasshewas,completelyoffherguard。Shestartedatthesightofthedress。TheinstantafterwardhereyesturneduneasilytowardMrs。Wragge。Hadthestartbeenobserved?Ithadpassedentirelyunnoticed。Mrs。Wragge\'swholeattentionwasfixedontheAlpacadress:shewasstaringatitincomprehensibly,withanexpressionoftheutmostdismay。
“Youseemalarmed,ma\'am,“saidMrs。Lecount。“Whatisthereinthewardrobetofrightenyou?“
“I\'dhavegivenacrownpieceoutofmypocket,“saidMrs。Wragge,“nottohavesetmyeyesonthatgown。Ithadgonecleanoutofmyhead,andnowit\'scomebackagain。Coveritup!“criedMrs。Wragge,throwingtheshawloverthedressinasuddenfitofdesperation。“IfIlookatitmuchlonger,IshallthinkI\'mbackagaininVauxhallWalk!“
VauxhallWalk!ThosetwowordstoldMrs。Lecountshewasonthebrinkofanotherdiscovery。Shestoleasecondlookatherwatch。TherewasbarelytenminutestosparebeforethetimewhenMr。Bygravemightreturn;therewasnotoneofthosetenminuteswhichmightnotbringhisniecebacktothehouse。CautioncounseledMrs。Lecounttogo,withoutrunninganymorerisks。Curiosityrootedhertothespot,andgavethecouragetostayatallhazardsuntilthetimewasup。HeramiablesmilebegantohardenalittleassheprobedherwaytenderlyintoMrs。Wragge\'sfeeblemind。
“YouhavesomeunpleasantremembrancesofVauxhallWalk?“shesaid,withthegentlestpossibletoneofinquiryinhervoice。“OrperhapsIshouldsay,unpleasantremembrancesofthatdressbelongingtoyourniece?“
“ThelasttimeIsawherwiththatgownon,“saidMrs。Wragge,droppingintoachairandbeginningtotremble,“wasthetimewhenIcamebackfromshoppingandsawtheGhost。“
“TheGhost?“repeatedMrs。Lecount,claspingherhandsingracefulastonishment。“Dearmadam,pardonme!Istheresuchathingintheworld?Wheredidyouseeit?InVauxhallWalk?Tellme——youarethefirstladyIevermetwithwhohasseenaghost——praytellme!“
Flatteredbythepositionofimportancewhichshehadsuddenlyassumedinthehousekeeper\'seyes,Mrs。Wraggeenteredatfulllengthintothenarrativeofhersupernaturaladventure。ThebreathlesseagernesswithwhichMrs。Lecountlistenedtoherdescriptionofthespecter\'scostume,thespecter\'shurryonthestairs,andthespecter\'sdisappearanceinthebedroom;theextraordinaryinterestwhichMrs。LecountdisplayedonhearingthatthedressinthewardrobewastheverydressinwhichMagdalenhappenedtobeattiredattheawfulmomentwhentheghostvanished,encouragedMrs。Wraggetowadedeeperanddeeperintodetails,andtoinvolveherselfinaconfusionofcollateralcircumstancesoutofwhichthereseemedtobenoprospectofheremergingforhourstocome。Fasterandfastertheinexorableminutesflewby;nearerandnearercamethefatalmomentofMr。Bygrave\'sreturn。Mrs。Lecountlookedatherwatchforthethirdtime,withoutanattemptonthisoccasiontoconcealtheactionfromhercompanion\'snotice。TherewereliterallytwominutesleftforhertogetclearofNorthShingles。Twominuteswouldbeenough,ifnoaccidenthappened。ShehaddiscoveredtheAlpacadress;shehadheardthewholestoryoftheadventureinVauxhallWalk;and,morethanthat,shehadeveninformedherselfofthenumberofthehouse——whichMrs。Wraggehappenedtoremember,becauseitansweredtothenumberofyearsinherownage。Allthatwasnecessarytohermaster\'scompleteenlightenmentshehadnowaccomplished。Eveniftherehadbeentimetostaylonger,therewasnothingworthstayingfor。“I\'llstrikethisworthyidiotdumbwithacoupd\'é;tat,“thoughtthehousekeeper,“andvanishbeforesherecoversherself。“
“Horrible!“criedMrs。Lecount,interruptingtheghostlynarrativebyashrilllittlescreamandmakingforthedoor,toMrs。Wragge\'sunutterableastonishment,withouttheleastceremony。“Youfreezetheverymarrowofmybones。Good-morning!“ShecoollytossedtheOrientalCashmereRobeintoMrs。Wragge\'sexpansivelapandlefttheroominaninstant。
Assheswiftlydescendedthestairs,sheheardthedoorofthebedroomopen。
“Whereareyourmanners?“criedavoicefromabove,hailingherfeeblyoverthebanisters。“Whatdoyoumeanbypitchingmygownatmeinthatway?Yououghttobeashamedofyourself!“pursuedMrs。Wragge,turningfromalambtoalioness,asshegraduallyrealizedtheindignityofferedtotheCashmereRobe。“Younastyforeigner,yououghttobeashamedofyourself!“
Pursuedbythisvaledictoryaddress,Mrs。Lecountreachedthehousedoor,andopeneditwithoutinterruption。Sheglidedrapidlyalongthegardenpath,passedthroughthegate,andfindingherselfsafeontheParade,stopped,andlookedtowardthesea。
ThefirstobjectwhichhereyesencounteredwasthefigureofMr。Bygravestandingmotionlessonthebeach——apetrifiedbather,withhistowelsinhishand!Oneglanceathimwasenoughtoshowthathehadseenthehousekeeperpassingoutthroughhisgardengate。
RightlyconjecturingthatMr。Bygrave\'sfirstimpulsewouldleadhimtomakeinstantinquiriesinhisownhouse,Mrs。LecountpursuedherwaybacktoSeaViewascomposedlyasifnothinghadhappened。Whensheenteredtheparlorwherehersolitarybreakfastwaswaitingforher,shewassurprisedtoseealetterlyingonthetable。Sheapproachedtotakeitupwithanexpressionofimpatience,thinkingitmightbesometradesman\'sbillwhichshehadforgotten。
ItwastheforgedletterfromZurich。
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[TableofContents]NoName,Scene4,Chapter11CHAPTERXI。
THEpostmarkandthehandwritingontheaddress(admirablyimitatedfromtheoriginal)warnedMrs。Lecountofthecontentsoftheletterbeforesheopenedit。
Afterwaitingamomenttocomposeherself,shereadtheannouncementofherbrother\'srelapse。
Therewasnothinginthehandwriting,therewasnoexpressioninanypartoftheletterwhichcouldsuggesttohermindthefaintestsuspicionoffoulplay。Nottheshadowofadoubtoccurredtoherthatthesummonstoherbrother\'sbedsidewasgenuine。Thehandthatheldtheletterdroppedheavilyintoherlap;shebecamepale,andold,andhaggardinamoment。Thoughts,farremovedfromherpresentaimsandinterests;remembrancesthatcarriedherbacktootherlandsthanEngland,toothertimesthanthetimeofherlifeinservice,prolongedtheirinnershadowstothesurface,andshowedthetracesoftheirmysteriouspassagedarklyonherface。Theminutesfollowedeachother,andstilltheservantbelowstairswaitedvainlyfortheparlorbell。Theminutesfollowedeachother,andstillshesat,tearlessandquiet,deadtothepresentandthefuture,livinginthepast。
Theentranceoftheservant,uncalled,rousedher。Withaheavysigh,thecoldandsecretwomanfoldedtheletterupagainandaddressedherselftotheinterestsandthedutiesofthepassingtime。
ShedecidedthequestionofgoingornotgoingtoZurich,afteraverybriefconsiderationofit。Beforeshehaddrawnherchairtothebreakfast-tableshehadresolvedtogo。
AdmirablyasCaptainWragge\'sstratagemhadworked,itmighthavefailed——unassistedbytheoccurrenceofthemorning——toachievethisresult。Theveryaccidentagainstwhichithadbeenthecaptain\'schiefanxietytoguard——theaccidentwhichhadjusttakenplaceinspiteofhim——was,ofalltheeventsthatcouldhavehappened,theoneeventwhichfalsifiedeverypreviouscalculation,bydirectlyforwardingthemainpurposeoftheconspiracy!IfMrs。LecounthadnotobtainedtheinformationofwhichshewasinsearchbeforethereceiptoftheletterfromZurich,thelettermighthaveaddressedherinvain。ShewouldhavehesitatedbeforedecidingtoleaveEngland,andthathesitationmighthaveprovedfataltothecaptain\'sscheme。
Asitwas,withtheplainproofsinherpossession,withthegowndiscoveredinMagdalen\'swardrobe,withthepiececutoutofitinherownpocketbook,andwiththeknowledge,obtainedfromMrs。Wragge,oftheveryhouseinwhichthedisguisehadbeenputon,Mrs。LecounthadnowathercommandthemeansofwarningNoelVanstoneasshehadneverbeenabletowarnhimyet,or,inotherwords,themeansofguardingagainstanydangeroustendenciestowardreconciliationwiththeBygraveswhichmightotherwisehaveenteredhismindduringherabsenceatZurich。Theonlydifficultywhichnowperplexedherwasthedifficultyofdecidingwhethersheshouldcommunicatewithhermasterpersonallyorbywriting,beforeherdeparturefromEngland。
Shelookedagainatthedoctor\'sletter。Theword“instantly,“inthesentencewhichsummonedhertoherdyingbrother,wastwiceunderlined。AdmiralBartram\'shousewasatsomedistancefromtherailway;thetimeconsumedindrivingtoSt。Crux,anddrivingbackagain,mightbetimefatallylostonthejourneytoZurich。AlthoughshewouldinfinitelyhavepreferredapersonalinterviewwithNoelVanstone,therewasnochoiceonamatteroflifeanddeathbuttosavetheprecioushoursbywritingtohim。
Aftersendingtosecureaplaceatonceintheearlycoach,shesatdowntowritetohermaster。
HerfirstthoughtwastotellhimallthathadhappenedatNorthShinglesthatmorning。Onreflection,however,sherejectedtheidea。Oncealready(incopyingthepersonaldescriptionfromMissGarth\'sletter)shehadtrustedherweaponsinhermaster\'shands,andMr。Bygravehadcontrivedtoturnthemagainsther。Sheresolvedthistimetokeepthemstrictlyinherownpossession。ThesecretofthemissingfragmentoftheAlpacadresswasknowntonolivingcreaturebutherself;and,untilherreturntoEngland,shedeterminedtokeepittoherself。ThenecessaryimpressionmightbeproducedonNoelVanstone\'smindwithoutventuringintodetails。Sheknewbyexperiencetheformofletterwhichmightbetrustedtoproduceaneffectonhim,andshenowwroteitinthesewords:
“DEARMR。NOEL——SadnewshasreachedmefromSwitzerland。MybelovedbrotherisdyingandhismedicalattendantsummonsmeinstantlytoZurich。TheseriousnecessityofavailingmyselfoftheearliestmeansofconveyancetotheContinentleavesmebutonealternative。ImustprofitbythepermissiontoleaveEngland,ifnecessary,whichyoukindlygrantedtomeatthebeginningofmybrother\'sillness,andImustavoidalldelaybygoingstraighttoLondon,insteadofturningaside,asIshouldhaveliked,toseeyoufirstatSt。Crux。
“PainfullyasIamaffectedbythefamilycalamitywhichhasfallenonme,Icannotletthisopportunitypasswithoutadvertingtoanothersubjectwhichseriouslyconcernsyourwelfare,andinwhich(onthataccount)youroldhousekeeperfeelsthedeepestinterest。
“Iamgoingtosurpriseandshockyou,Mr。Noel。Praydon\'tbeagitated!praycomposeyourself!
“Theimpudentattempttocheatyou,whichhashappilyopenedyoureyestothetruecharacterofourneighborsatNorthShingles,wasnottheonlyobjectwhichMr。Bygravehadinforcinghimselfonyouracquaintance。TheinfamousconspiracywithwhichyouwerethreatenedinLondonhasbeeninfullprogressagainstyouunderMr。Bygrave\'sdirection,atAldborough。Accident——Iwilltellyouwhataccidentwhenwemeet——hasputmeinpossessionofinformationprecioustoyourfuturesecurity。Ihavediscovered,toanabsolutecertainty,thatthepersoncallingherselfMissBygraveisnootherthanthewomanwhovisitedusindisguiseatVauxhallWalk。
“Isuspectedthisfromthefirst,butIhadnoevidencetosupportmysuspicions;Ihadnomeansofcombatingthefalseimpressionproducedonyou。Myhands,IthankHeaven,aretiednolonger。IpossessabsoluteproofoftheassertionthatIhavejustmade——proofthatyourowneyescansee——proofthatwouldsatisfyyou,ifyouwerejudgeinaCourtofJustice。
“Perhapsevenyet,Mr。Noel,youwillrefusetobelieveme?Beitso。Believemeornot,Ihaveonelastfavortoask,whichyourEnglishsenseoffairplaywillnotdenyme。
“ThismelancholyjourneyofminewillkeepmeawayfromEnglandforafortnight,or,atmost,forthreeweeks。Youwillobligeme——andyouwillcertainlynotsacrificeyourownconvenienceandpleasure——bystayingthroughthatintervalwithyourfriendsatSt。Crux。If,beforemyreturn,someunexpectedcircumstancethrowsyouoncemoreintothecompanyoftheBygraves,andifyournaturalkindnessofheartinclinesyoutoreceivetheexcuseswhichtheywill,inthatcase,certainlyaddresstoyou,placeonetriflingrestraintonyourself,foryourownsake,ifnotformine。Suspendyourflirtationwiththeyounglady(Ibegpardonofallotheryoungladiesforcallingherso!)untilmyreturn。If,whenIcomeback,IfailtoprovetoyouthatMissBygraveisthewomanwhoworethatdisguise,andusedthosethreateningwords,inVauxhallWall,Iwillengagetoleaveyourserviceataday\'snotice;andIwillatoneforthesinofbearingfalsewitnessagainstmyneighborbyresigningeveryclaimIhavetoyourgratefulremembrance,onyourfather\'saccountaswellasonyourown。Imakethisengagementwithoutreservesofanykind;andIpromisetoabidebyit——ifmyproofsfail——onthefaithofagoodCatholic,andthewordofanhonestwoman。Yourfaithfulservant,“VIRGINIELECOUNT。“
Theclosingsentencesofthisletter——asthehousekeeperwellknewwhenshewrotethem——embodiedtheoneappealtoNoelVanstonewhichcouldbecertainlytrustedtoproduceadeepandlastingeffect。Shemighthavestakedheroath,herlife,orherreputation,onprovingtheassertionwhichshehadmade,andhavefailedtoleaveapermanentimpressiononhismind。Butwhenshestakednotonlyherpositioninhisservice,butherpecuniaryclaimsonhimaswell,sheatonceabsorbedtherulingpassionofhislifeinexpectationoftheresult。Therewasnotadoubtofit,inthestrongestofallhisinterests——theinterestofsavinghismoney——hewouldwait。
“CheckmateforMr。Bygrave!“thoughtMrs。Lecount,asshesealedanddirectedtheletter。Thebattleisover——thegameisplayedout。“
WhileMrs。Lecountwasprovidingforhermaster\'sfuturesecurityatSeaView,eventswereinfullprogressatNorthShingles。
AssoonasCaptainWraggerecoveredhisastonishmentatthehousekeeper\'sappearanceonhisownpremises,hehurriedintothehouse,and,guidedbyhisownforebodingsofthedisasterthathadhappened,madestraightforhiswife\'sroom。
Never,inallherformerexperience,hadpoorMrs。Wraggefeltthefullweightofthecaptain\'sindignationasshefeltitnow。Allthelittleintelligenceshenaturallypossessedvanishedatonceinthewhirlwindofherhusband\'srage。Theonlyplainfactswhichhecouldextractfromherweretwoinnumber。Inthefirstplace,Magdalen\'srashdesertionofherpostprovedtohavenobetterreasontoexcuseitthanMagdalen\'sincorrigibleimpatience:shehadpassedasleeplessnight;shehadrisenfeverishandwretched;andshehadgoneout,recklessofallconsequences,tocoolherburningheadinthefreshair。Inthesecondplace,Mrs。Wraggehad,onherownconfession,seenMrs。Lecount,hadtalkedwithMrs。Lecount,andhadendedbytellingMrs。Lecountthestoryoftheghost。Havingmadethesediscoveries,CaptainWraggewastednotimeincontendingwithhiswife\'sterrorandconfusion。HewithdrewatoncetoawindowwhichcommandedanuninterruptedprospectofNoelVanstone\'shouse,andthereestablishedhimselfonthewatchforeventsatSeaView,preciselyasMrs。LecounthadestablishedherselfonthewatchforeventsatNorthShingles。
NotawordofcommentonthedisasterofthemorningescapedhimwhenMagdalenreturnedandfoundhimathispost。Hisflowoflanguageseemedatlasttohaverundry。“ItoldyouwhatMrs。Wraggewoulddo,“hesaid,“andMrs。Wraggehasdoneit。“HesatunflinchinglyatthewindowwithapatiencewhichMrs。Lecountherselfcouldnothavesurpassed。Theoneactiveproceedinginwhichheseemedtothinkitnecessarytoengagewasperformedbydeputy。Hesenttheservanttotheinntohireachaiseandafasthorse,andtosaythathewouldcallhimselfbeforenoonthatdayandtellthehostlerwhenthevehiclewouldbewanted。Notasignofimpatienceescapedhimuntilthetimedrewnearforthedepartureoftheearlycoach。Thenthecaptain\'scurlylipsbegantotwitchwithanxiety,andthecaptain\'srestlessfingersbeatthedevil\'stattoounremittinglyonthewindow-pane。
Thecoachappearedatlast,anddrewupatSeaView。Inaminutemore,CaptainWragge\'sownobservationinformedhimthatoneamongthepassengerswholeftAldboroughthatmorningwas——Mrs。Lecount。
Themainuncertaintydisposedof,aseriousquestion——suggestedbytheeventsofthemorning——stillremainedtobesolved。WhichwasthedestinedendofMrs。Lecount\'sjourney——ZurichorSt。Crux?ThatshewouldcertainlyinformhermasterofMrs。Wragge\'sghoststory,andofeveryotherdisclosureinrelationtonamesandplaceswhichmighthaveescapedMrs。Wragge\'slips,wasbeyondalldoubt。Butofthetwowaysatherdisposalofdoingthemischief——eitherpersonallyorbyletter——itwasvitallyimportanttothecaptaintoknowwhichshehadchosen。Ifshehadgonetotheadmiral\'s,nochoicewouldbelefthimbuttofollowthecoach,tocatchthetrainbywhichshetraveled,andtooutstripherafterwardonthedrivefromthestationinEssextoSt。Crux。If,onthecontrary,shehadbeencontentedwithwritingtohermaster,itwouldonlybenecessarytodevisemeasuresforinterceptingtheletter。Thecaptaindecidedongoingtothepost-office,inthefirstplace。Assumingthatthehousekeeperhadwritten,shewouldnothavelefttheletteratthemercyoftheservant——shewouldhaveseenitsafelyintheletter-boxbeforeleavingAldborough。
“Good-morning,“saidthecaptain,cheerfullyaddressingthepostmaster。“IamMr。BygraveofNorthShingles。Ithinkyouhavealetterinthebox,addressedtoMr——?“
Thepostmasterwasashortman,andconsequentlyamanwithaproperideaofhisownimportance。HesolemnlycheckedCaptainWraggeinfullcareer。
“Whenaletterisonceposted,sir,“hesaid,“nobodyoutoftheofficehasanybusinesswithituntilitreachesitsaddress。“
Thecaptainwasnotamantobedaunted,evenbyapostmaster。Abrightideastruckhim。Hetookouthispocketbook,inwhichAdmiralBartram\'saddresswaswritten,andreturnedtothecharge。
“Supposealetterhasbeenwronglydirectedbymistake?“hebegan。“Andsupposethewriterwantstocorrecttheerroraftertheletterisputintothebox?“
“Whenaletterisonceposted,sir,“reiteratedtheimpenetrablelocalauthority,“nobodyoutoftheofficetouchesitonanypretensewhatever。“
“Granted,withallmyheart,“persistedthecaptain。“Idon\'twanttotouchit——Ionlywanttoexplainmyself。Aladyhaspostedaletterhere,addressedto\'NoelVanstone,Esq。,AdmiralBartram\'s,St。Crux-in-the-Marsh,Essex。\'Shewroteinagreathurry,andsheisnotquitecertainwhethersheaddedthenameofthepost-town,\'Ossory。\'Itisofthelastimportancethatthedeliveryofthelettershouldnotbedelayed。Whatistohinderyourfacilitatingthepost-officework,andobligingalady,byaddingthenameofthepost-town(ifithappenstobeleftout),withyourownhand?Iputittoyouasazealousofficer,whatpossibleobjectioncantherebetograntingmyrequest?“
Thepostmasterwascompelledtoacknowledgethattherecouldbenoobjection,providednothingbutanecessarylinewasaddedtotheaddress,providednobodytouchedtheletterbuthimself,andprovidedtheprecioustimeofthepost-officewasnotsufferedtoruntowaste。Astherehappenedtobenothingparticulartodoatthatmoment,hewouldreadilyobligetheladyatMr。Bygrave\'srequest。
CaptainWraggewatchedthepostmaster\'shands,astheysortedthelettersinthebox,withbreathlesseagerness。Wastheletterthere?Wouldthehandsofthezealouspublicservantsuddenlystop?Yes!Theystopped,andpickedoutaletterfromtherest。
“\'NoelVanstone,Esquire,\'didyousay?“askedthepostmaster,keepingtheletterinhisownhand。
“\'NoelVanstone,Esquire,\'“repliedthecaptain,“\'AdmiralBartram\'s,St。Crux-in-the-Marsh。\'“
“Ossory,Essex,“chimedinthepostmaster,throwingtheletterbackintothebox。“Theladyhasmadenomistake,sir。Theaddressisquiteright。“
NothingbutatimelyconsiderationoftheheavydebtheowedtoappearancespreventedCaptainWraggefromthrowinghistallwhitehatupintheairassoonashefoundthestreetoncemore。Allfurtherdoubtwasnowatanend。Mrs。Lecounthadwrittentohermaster——thereforeMrs。LecountwasonherwaytoZurich!
Withhisheadhigherthanever,withthetailsofhisrespectablefrock-coatfloatingbehindhiminthebreeze,withhisbosom\'snativeimpudencesittinglightlyonitsthrone,thecaptainstruttedtotheinnandcalledfortherailwaytime-table。Aftermakingcertaincalculations(inblackandwhite,asamatterofcourse),heorderedhischaisetobereadyinanhour——soastoreachtherailwayintimeforthesecondtrainrunningtoLondon——withwhichtherehappenedtobenocommunicationfromAldboroughbycoach。
Hisnextproceedingwasofafarmoreseriouskind;hisnextproceedingimpliedaterriblecertaintyofsuccess。ThedayoftheweekwasThursday。Fromtheinnhewenttothechurch,sawtheclerk,andgavethenecessarynoticeforamarriagebylicenseonthefollowingMonday。
Boldashewas,hisnerveswerealittleshakenbythislastachievement;hishandtrembledasitliftedthelatchofthegardengate。HedoctoredhisnerveswithbrandyandwaterbeforehesentforMagdalentoinformheroftheproceedingsofthemorning。Anotheroutbreakmightreasonablybeexpectedwhensheheardthatthelastirrevocablestephadbeentaken,andthatnoticehadbeengivenofthewedding-day。
Thecaptain\'swatchwarnedhimtolosenotimeinemptyinghisglass。Inafewminuteshesentthenecessarymessageupstairs。WhilewaitingforMagdalen\'sappearance,heprovidedhimselfwithcertainmaterialswhichwerenownecessarytocarrytheenterprisetoitscrowningpoint。Inthefirstplace,hewrotehisassumedname(bynomeansinsofineahandasusual)onablankvisiting-card,andaddedunderneaththesewords:“Notamomentistobelost。Iamwaitingforyouatthedoor——comedowntomedirectly。“Hisnextproceedingwastotakesomehalf-dozenenvelopesoutofthecase,andtodirectthemallaliketothefollowingaddress:“ThomasBygrave,Esq。,Mussared\'sHotel,SalisburyStreet,Strand,London。“Aftercarefullyplacingtheenvelopesandthecardinhisbreast-pocket,heshutupthedesk。Asherosefromthewriting-table,Magdalencameintotheroom。
Thecaptaintookamomenttodecideonthebestmethodofopeningtheinterview,anddetermined,inhisownphrase,todashatit。IntwowordshetoldMagdalenwhathadhappened,andinformedherthatMondaywastobeherwedding-day。
Hewaspreparedtoquiether,ifsheburstintoafrenzyofpassion;toreasonwithher,ifshebeggedfortime;tosympathizewithher,ifshemeltedintotears。Tohisinexpressiblesurprise,resultsfalsifiedallhiscalculations。Sheheardhimwithoututteringaword,withoutsheddingatear。Whenhehaddone,shedroppedintoachair。Herlargegrayeyesstaredathimvacantly。Inonemysteriousinstantallherbeautylefther;herfacestiffenedawfully,likethefaceofacorpse。Forthefirsttimeinthecaptain\'sexperienceofher,fear——all-masteringfear——hadtakenpossessionofher,bodyandsoul。
“Youarenotflinching,“hesaid,tryingtorouseher。“Surelyyouarenotflinchingatthelastmoment?“
Nolightofintelligencecameintohereyes,nochangepassedoverherface。Butsheheardhim——forshemovedalittleinthechair,andslowlyshookherhead。
“Youplannedthismarriageofyourownfreewill,“pursuedthecaptain,withthefurtivelookandthefalteringvoiceofamanillatease。“Itwasyourownidea——notmine。Iwon\'thavetheresponsibilitylaidonmyshoulders——no!notfortwicetwohundredpounds。Ifyourresolutionfailsyou;ifyouthinkbetterofit——?“
Hestopped。Herfacewaschanging;herlipsweremovingatlast。Sheslowlyraisedherlefthand,withthefingersoutspread;shelookedatitasifitwasahandthatwasstrangetoher;shecountedthedaysonit,thedaysbeforethemarriage。
“Friday,one,“shewhisperedtoherself;“Saturday,two;Sunday,three;Monday——“Herhandsdroppedintoherlap,herfacestiffenedagain;thedeadlyfearfasteneditsparalyzingholdonheroncemore,andthenextwordsdiedawayonherlips。
CaptainWraggetookouthishandkerchiefandwipedhisforehead。
“Damnthetwohundredpounds!“hesaid。“Twothousandwouldn\'tpaymeforthis!“
Heputthehandkerchiefback,tooktheenvelopeswhichhehadaddressedtohimselfoutofhispocket,and,approachinghercloselyforthefirsttime,laidhishandonherarm。
“Rouseyourself,“hesaid,“Ihavealastwordtosaytoyou。Canyoulisten?“
Shestruggled,androusedherself——afainttingeofcolorstoleoverherwhitecheeks——shebowedherhead。
“Lookatthese,“pursuedCaptainWragge,holdinguptheenvelopes。“IfIturnthesetotheuseforwhichtheyhavebeenwritten,Mrs。Lecount\'smasterwillneverreceiveMrs。Lecount\'sletter。IfItearthemup,hewillknowbyto-morrow\'spostthatyouarethewomanwhovisitedhiminVauxhallWalk。Saytheword!ShallIteartheenvelopesup,orshallIputthembackinmypocket?“
Therewasapauseofdeadsilence。ThemurmurofthesummerwavesontheshingleofthebeachandthevoicesofthesummeridlersontheParadefloatedthroughtheopenwindow,andfilledtheemptystillnessoftheroom。
Sheraisedherhead;sheliftedherhandandpointedsteadilytotheenvelopes。
“Putthemback,“shesaid。
“Doyoumeanit?“heasked。
“Imeanit。“
Asshegavethatanswer,therewasasoundofwheelsontheroadoutside。
“Youhearthosewheels?“saidCaptainWragge。
“Ihearthem。“
“Youseethechaise?“saidthecaptain,pointingthroughthewindowasthechaisewhichhadbeenorderedfromtheinnmadeitsappearanceatthegardengate。
“Iseeit。“
“And,ofyourownfree-will,youtellmetogo?“
“Yes。Go!“
Withoutanotherwordhelefther。Theservantwaswaitingatthedoorwithhistravelingbag。“MissBygraveisnotwell,“hesaid。“Tellyourmistresstogotoherintheparlor。“
Hesteppedintothechaise,andstartedonthefirststageofthejourneytoSt。Crux。
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TOWARDthreeo\'clockintheafternoonCaptainWraggestoppedattheneareststationtoOssorywhichtherailwaypassedinitscoursethroughEssex。InquiriesmadeonthespotinformedhimthathemightdrivetoSt。Crux,remainthereforaquarterofanhour,andreturntothestationintimeforaneveningtraintoLondon。Intenminutesmorethecaptainwasontheroadagain,drivingrapidlyinthedirectionofthecoast。
Afterproceedingsomemilesonthehighway,thecarriageturnedoff,andthecoachmaninvolvedhimselfinanintricatenetworkofcross-roads。
“ArewefarfromSt。Crux?“askedthecaptain,growingimpatient,aftermileonmilehadbeenpassedwithoutasignofreachingthejourney\'send。
“You\'llseethehouse,sir,atthenextturnintheroad,“saidtheman。
Thenextturnintheroadbroughtthemwithinviewoftheopencountryagain。Aheadofthecarriage,CaptainWraggesawalongdarklineagainstthesky——thelineofthesea-wallwhichprotectsthelowcoastofEssexfrominundation。Theflatintermediatecountrywasintersectedbyalabyrinthoftidalstreams,windingupfromtheinvisibleseainstrangefantasticcurves——riversathighwater,andchannelsofmudatlow。Onhisrighthandwasaquaintlittlevillage,mostlycomposedofwoodenhouses,stragglingdowntothebrinkofoneofthetidalstreams。Onhislefthand,furtheraway,rosethegloomyruinsofanabbey,withadesolatepileofbuildings,whichcoveredtwosidesofasquareattachedtoit。Oneofthestreamsfromthesea(called,inEssex,“backwaters“)curledalmostentirelyroundthehouse。Another,fromanoppositequarter,appearedtorunstraightthroughthegrounds,andtoseparateonesideoftheshapelessmassofbuildings,whichwasinmoderaterepair,fromanother,whichwaslittlebetterthanaruin。Bridgesofwoodandbridgesofbrickcrossedthestream,andgaveaccesstothehousefromallpointsofthecompass。Nohumancreatureappearedintheneighborhood,andnosoundwasheardbutthehoarsebarkingofahouse-dogfromaninvisiblecourtyard。
“WhichdoorshallIdriveto,sir?“askedthecoachman。“Thefrontortheback?“
“Theback,“saidCaptainWragge,feelingthatthelessnoticeheattractedinhispresentposition,thesaferthatpositionmightbe。
Thecarriagetwicecrossedthestreambeforethecoachmanmadehiswaythroughthegroundsintoadrearyinclosureofstone。Atanopendoorontheinhabitedsideoftheplacesataweather-beatenoldman,busilyatworkonahalf-finishedmodelofaship。Heroseandcametothecarriagedoor,liftinguphisspectaclesonhisforehead,andlookingdisconcertedattheappearanceofastranger。
“IsMr。NoelVanstonestayinghere?“askedCaptainWragge。
“Yes,sir,“repliedtheoldman。“Mr。Noelcameyesterday。“
“TakethatcardtoMr。Vanstone,ifyouplease,“saidthecaptain,“andsayIamwaitingheretoseehim。“
InafewminutesNoelVanstonemadehisappearance,breathlessandeager——absorbedinanxietyfornewsfromAldborough。CaptainWraggeopenedthecarriagedoor,seizedhisoutstretchedhand,andpulledhiminwithoutceremony。
“Yourhousekeeperhasgone,“whisperedthecaptain,“andyouaretobemarriedonMonday。Don\'tagitateyourself,anddon\'texpressyourfeelings——thereisn\'ttimeforit。Getthefirstactiveservantyoucanfindinthehousetopackyourbagintenminutes,takeleaveoftheadmiral,andcomebackatoncewithmetotheLondontrain。“
NoelVanstonefaintlyattemptedtoaskaquestion。Thecaptaindeclinedtohearit。
“Asmuchtalkasyoulikeontheroad,“hesaid。“Timeistoopreciousfortalkinghere。HowdoweknowLecountmaynotthinkbetterofit?HowdoweknowshemaynotturnbackbeforeshegetstoZurich?“
ThatstartlingconsiderationterrifiedNoelVanstoneintoinstantsubmission。
“WhatshallIsaytotheadmiral?“heasked,helplessly。
“Tellhimyouaregoingtobemarried,tobesure!Whatdoesitmatter,nowLecount\'sbackisturned?Ifhewondersyoudidn\'ttellhimbefore,sayit\'sarunawaymatch,andthebrideiswaitingforyou。Stop!Anylettersaddressedtoyouinyourabsencewillbesenttothisplace,ofcourse?Givetheadmiraltheseenvelopes,andtellhimtoforwardyourlettersundercovertome。Iamanoldcustomeratthehotelwearegoingto;andifwefindtheplacefull,thelandlordmaybedependedontotakecareofanyletterswithmynameonthem。AsafeaddressinLondonforyourcorrespondencemaybeofthegreatestimportance。HowdoweknowLecountmaynotwritetoyouonherwaytoZurich?“
“Whataheadyouhavegot!“criedNoelVanstone,eagerlytakingtheenvelopes。“Youthinkofeverything。“
Heleftthecarriageinhighexcitement,andranbackintothehouse。IntenminutesmoreCaptainWraggehadhiminsafecustody,andthehorsesstartedontheirreturnjourney。
ThetravelersreachedLondoningoodtimethatevening,andfoundaccommodationatthehotel。
Knowingtherestless,inquisitivenatureofthemanhehadtodealwith,CaptainWraggehadanticipatedsomelittledifficultyandembarrassmentinmeetingthequestionswhichNoelVanstonemightputtohimonthewaytoLondon。Tohisgreatrelief,astartlingdomesticdiscoveryabsorbedhistravelingcompanion\'swholeattentionattheoutsetofthejourney。Bysomeextraordinaryoversight,MissBygravehadbeenleft,ontheeveofhermarriage,unprovidedwithamaid。NoelVanstonedeclaredthathewouldtakethewholeresponsibilityofcorrectingthisdeficiencyinthearrangements,onhisownshoulders;hewouldnottroubleMr。Bygravetogivehimanyassistance;hewouldconfer,whentheygottotheirjourney\'send,withthelandladyofthehotel,andwouldexaminethecandidatesforthevacantofficehimself。AllthewaytoLondon,hereturnedagainandagaintothesamesubject;alltheevening,atthehotel,hewasinandoutofthelandlady\'ssitting-room,untilhefairlyobligedhertolockthedoor。Ineveryotherproceedingwhichrelatedtohismarriage,hehadbeenkeptinthebackground;hehadbeencompelledtofollowinthefootstepsofhisingeniousfriend。Inthematterofthelady\'smaidheclaimedhisfittingpositionatlast——hefollowednobody;hetookthelead!
Theforenoonofthenextdaywasdevotedtoobtainingthelicense——thepersonaldistinctionofmakingthedeclarationonoathbeingeagerlyacceptedbyNoelVanstone,whoswore,inperfectgoodfaith(oninformationpreviouslyobtainedfromthecaptain)thattheladywasofage。Thedocumentprocured,thebridegroomreturnedtoexaminethecharactersandqualificationsofthewomen-servantsoutoftheplacewhomthelandladyhadengagedtosummontothehotel,whileCaptainWraggeturnedhissteps,“onbusinesspersonaltohimself,“towardtheresidenceofafriendinadistantquarterofLondon。
Thecaptain\'sfriendwasconnectedwiththelaw,andthecaptain\'sbusinesswasofatwofoldnature。Hisfirstobjectwastoinformhimselfofthelegalbearingsoftheapproachingmarriageonthefutureofthehusbandandthewife。HissecondobjectwastoprovidebeforehandfordestroyingalltracesofthedestinationtowhichhemightbetakehimselfwhenheleftAldboroughonthewedding-day。Havingreachedhisendsuccessfullyinboththesecases,hereturnedtothehotel,andfoundNoelVanstonenursinghisoffendeddignityinthelandlady\'ssitting-room。Threeladies\'maidshadappearedtopasstheirexamination,andhadall,oncomingtothequestionofwages,impudentlydeclinedacceptingtheplace。Afourthcandidatewasexpectedtopresentherselfonthenextday;and,untilshemadeherappearance,NoelVanstonepositivelydeclinedremovingfromthemetropolis。CaptainWraggeshowedhisannoyanceopenlyattheunnecessarydelaythusoccasionedinthereturntoAldborough,butwithoutproducinganyeffect。NoelVanstoneshookhisobstinatelittlehead,andsolemnlyrefusedtotriflewithhisresponsibilities。
ThefirsteventwhichoccurredonSaturdaymorningwasthearrivalofMrs。Lecount\'slettertohermaster,inclosedinoneoftheenvelopeswhichthecaptainhadaddressedtohimself。Hereceivedit(bypreviousarrangementwiththewaiter)inhisbedroom——readitwiththeclosestattention——andputitawaycarefullyinhispocketbook。TheletterwasominousofseriouseventstocomewhenthehousekeeperreturnedtoEngland;anditwasduetoMagdalen——whowasthepersonthreatened——toplacethewarningofdangerinherownpossession。
Laterinthedaythefourthcandidateappearedforthemaid\'ssituation——ayoungwomanofsmallexpectationsandsubduedmanners,wholooked(asthelandladyremarked)likeapersonovertakenbymisfortune。Shepassedtheordealofexaminationsuccessfully,andacceptedthewagesofferedwithoutamurmur。Theengagementhavingbeenratifiedonbothsides,freshdelaysensued,ofwhichNoelVanstonewasoncemorethecause。Hehadnotyetmadeuphismindwhetherhewould,orwouldnot,givemorethanaguineaforthewedding-ring;andhewastedtherestofthedaytosuchdisastrouspurposeinonejeweler\'sshopafteranother,thatheandthecaptain,andthenewlady\'smaid(whotraveledwiththem),werebarelyintimetocatchthelasttrainfromLondonthatevening。ItwaslateatnightwhentheylefttherailwayattheneareststationtoAldborough。CaptainWraggehadbeenstrangelysilentallthroughthejourney。Hismindwasillatease。HehadleftMagdalen,underverycriticalcircumstances,withnofitpersontocontrolher,andhewaswhollyignorantoftheprogressofeventsinhisabsenceatNorthShingles。
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WHAThadhappenedatAldboroughinCaptainWragge\'sabsence?Eventshadoccurredwhichthecaptain\'sutmostdexteritymighthavefoundithardtoremedy。
AssoonasthechaisehadleftNorthShingles,Mrs。Wraggereceivedthemessagewhichherhusbandhadchargedtheservanttodeliver。Shehastenedintotheparlor,bewilderedbyherstormyinterviewwiththecaptain,andpenitentlyconsciousthatshehaddonewrong,withoutknowingwhatthewrongwas。IfMagdalen\'smindhadbeenunoccupiedbytheoneideaofthemarriagewhichnowfilledit——ifshehadpossessedcomposureenoughtolistentoMrs。Wragge\'sramblingnarrativeofwhathadhappenedduringherinterviewwiththehousekeeper——Mrs。Lecount\'svisittothewardrobemust,soonerorlater,haveformedpartofthedisclosure;andMagdalen,althoughshemightneverhaveguessedthetruth,mustatleasthavebeenwarnedthattherewassomeelementofdangerlurkingtreacherouslyintheAlpacadress。Asitwas,nosuchconsequenceasthisfollowedMrs。Wragge\'sappearanceintheparlor;fornosuchconsequencewasnowpossible。
Eventswhichhadhappenedearlierinthemorning,eventswhichhadhappenedfordaysandweekspast,hadvanishedascompletelyfromMagdalen\'smindasiftheyhadnevertakenplace。ThehorrorofthecomingMonday——themercilesscertaintyimpliedintheappointmentofthedayandhour——petrifiedallfeelinginher,andannihilatedallthought。Mrs。Wraggemadethreeseparateattemptstoenteronthesubjectofthehousekeeper\'svisit。Thefirsttimeshemightaswellhaveaddressedherselftothewind,ortothesea。Thesecondattemptseemedlikelytobemoresuccessful。Magdalensighed,listenedforamomentindifferently,andthendismissedthesubject。“Itdoesn\'tmatter,“shesaid。“Theendhascomeallthesame。I\'mnotangrywithyou。Saynomore。“Laterintheday,fromnotknowingwhatelsetotalkabout,Mrs。Wraggetriedagain。ThistimeMagdalenturnedonherimpatiently。“ForGod\'ssake,don\'tworrymeabouttrifles!Ican\'tbearit。“Mrs。Wraggeclosedherlipsonthespot,andreturnedtothesubjectnomore。Magdalen,whohadbeenkindtoheratallothertimes,hadangrilyforbiddenit。Thecaptain——utterlyignorantofMrs。Lecount\'sinterestinthesecretsofthewardrobe——hadneversomuchasapproachedit。Alltheinformationthathehadextractedfromhiswife\'smentalconfusion,hehadextractedbyputtingdirectquestions,derivedpurelyfromtheresourcesofhisownknowledge。Hehadinsistedonplainanswers,withoutexcusesofanykind;hehadcarriedhispointasusual;andhisdeparturethesamemorninghadlefthimnochanceofre-openingthequestion,evenifhisirritationagainsthiswifehadpermittedhimtodoso。TheretheAlpacadresshung,neglectedinthedark——theunnoticed,unsuspectedcenterofdangersthatwerestilltocome。
TowardtheafternoonMrs。Wraggetookcouragetostartasuggestionofherown——shepleadedforalittleturninthefreshair。
Magdalenpassivelyputonherhat;passivelyaccompaniedhercompanionalongthepublicwalk,untiltheyreacheditsnorthwardextremity。Herethebeachwasleftsolitary,andheretheysatdown,sidebyside,ontheshingle。Itwasabright,exhilaratingday;pleasure-boatsweresailingonthecalmbluewater;Aldboroughwasidlinghappilyafloatandashore。Mrs。Wraggerecoveredherspiritsinthegayetyoftheprospect——sheamusedherselflikeachild,bytossingpebblesintothesea。FromtimetotimeshestoleaquestioningglanceatMagdalen,andsawnoencouragementinhermanner,nochangetocordialityinherface。Shesatsilentontheslopeoftheshingle,withherelbowonherknee,andherheadrestingonherhand,lookingoutoverthesea——lookingwithraptattention,andyetwitheyesthatseemedtonoticenothing。Mrs。Wraggeweariedofthepebbles,andlostherinterestinlookingatthepleasure-boats。Hergreatheadbegantonodheavily,andshedozedinthewarm,drowsyair。Whenshewoke,thepleasure-boatswerefaroff;theirsailswerewhitespecksinthedistance。Theidlersonthebeachwerethinnedinnumber;thesunwaslowintheheaven;theblueseawasdarker,andrippledbyabreeze。Changesonskyandearthandoceantoldofthewaningday;changewaseverywhere——exceptcloseatherside。ThereMagdalensat,inthesameposition,withwearyeyesthatstilllookedoverthesea,andstillsawnothing。
“Oh,dospeaktome!“saidMrs。Wragge。
Magdalenstarted,andlookedabouthervacantly。
“It\'slate,“shesaid,shiveringunderthefirstsensationthatreachedheroftherisingbreeze。“Comehome;youwantyourtea。“Theywalkedhomeinsilence。
“Don\'tbeangrywithmeforasking,“saidMrs。Wragge,astheysattogetheratthetea-table。“Areyoutroubled,mydear,inyourmind?“
“Yes,“repliedMagdalen。“Don\'tnoticeme。Mytroublewillsoonbeover。“
ShewaitedpatientlyuntilMrs。Wraggehadmadeanendofthemeal,andthenwentupstairstoherownroom。
“Monday!“shesaid,asshesatdownathertoilet-table。“SomethingmayhappenbeforeMondaycomes!“
Herfingerswanderedmechanicallyamongthebrushesandcombs,thetinybottlesandcasesplacedonthetable。Shesettheminorder,nowinoneway,andnowinanother——thenonasuddenpushedthemawayfromherinaheap。Foraminuteortwoherhandsremainedidle。Thatintervalpassed,theygrewrestlessagain,andpulledthetwolittledrawersbackwardandforwardintheirgrooves。AmongtheobjectslaidinoneofthemwasaPrayer-bookwhichhadbelongedtoheratCombe-Raven,andwhichshehadsavedwithherotherrelicsofthepast,whensheandhersisterhadtakentheirfarewellofhome。SheopenedthePrayer-book,afteralonghesitation,attheMarriageService,shutitagainbeforeshehadreadaline,andputitbackhurriedlyinoneofthedrawers。Afterturningthekeyinthelocks,sheroseandwalkedtothewindow。“Thehorriblesea!“shesaid,turningfromitwithashudderofdisgust——“thelonely,dreary,horriblesea!“
Shewentbacktothedrawer,andtookthePrayer-bookoutforthesecondtime,halfopeneditagainattheMarriageService,andimpatientlythrewitbackintothedrawer。Thistime,afterturningthelock,shetookthekeyaway,walkedwithitinherhandtotheopenwindow,andthrewitviolentlyfromherintothegarden。Itfellonabedthicklyplantedwithflowers。Itwasinvisible;itwaslost。Thesenseofitslossseemedtorelieveher。
“SomethingmayhappenonFriday;somethingmayhappenonSaturday;somethingmayhappenonSunday。Threedaysstill!“
Sheclosedthegreenshuttersoutsidethewindowanddrewthecurtainstodarkentheroomstillmore。Herheadfeltheavy;hereyeswereburninghot。Shethrewherselfonherbed,withasullenimpulsetosleepawaythetime。Thequietofthehousehelpedher;thedarknessoftheroomhelpedher;thestuporofmindintowhichshehadfallenhaditseffectonhersenses;shedroppedintoabrokensleep。Herrestlesshandsmovedincessantly,herheadtossedfromsidetosideofthepillow,butstillsheslept。Erelongwordsfellbyonesandtwosfromherlips;wordswhisperedinhersleep,growingmoreandmorecontinuous,moreandmorearticulate,thelongerthesleeplasted——wordswhichseemedtocalmherrestlessnessandtohushherintodeeperrepose。Shesmiled;shewasinthehappylandofdreams;Frank\'snameescapedher。“Doyouloveme,Frank?“shewhispered。“Oh,mydarling,sayitagain!sayitagain!“
Thetimepassed,theroomgrewdarker;andstillsheslumberedanddreamed。Towardsunset——withoutanynoiseinsidethehouseorouttoaccountforit——shestarteduponthebed,awakeagaininaninstant。Thedrowsyobscurityoftheroomstruckherwithterror。Sherantothewindow,pushedopentheshutters,andleanedfaroutintotheeveningairandtheeveninglight。Hereyesdevouredthetrivialsightsonthebeach;herearsdrankinthewelcomemurmurofthesea。Anythingtodeliverherfromthewakingimpressionwhichherdreamshadleft!Nomoredarkness,nomorerepose。Sleepthatcamemercifullytootherscametreacherouslytoher。Sleephadonlyclosedhereyesonthefuture,toopenthemonthepast。
Shewentdownagainintotheparlor,eagertotalk——nomatterhowidly,nomatteronwhattrifles。Theroomwasempty。PerhapsMrs。Wraggehadgonetoherwork——perhapsshewastootiredtotalk。Magdalentookherhatfromthetableandwentout。Theseathatshehadshrunkfrom,afewhourssince,lookedfriendlynow。Howlovelyitwasinitscooleveningblue!Whatagod-likejoyinthehappymultitudeofwavesleapinguptothelightofheaven!
Shestayedoutuntilthenightfellandthestarsappeared。Thenightsteadiedher。
Byslowdegreeshermindrecovereditsbalanceandshelookedherpositionunflinchinglyintheface。Thevainhopethataccidentmightdefeattheveryendforwhich,ofherownfree-will,shehadceaselesslyplottedandtoiled,vanishedandlefther;self-dissipatedinitsownweakness。Sheknewthetruealternative,andfacedit。Ononesidewastherevoltingordealofthemarriage;ontheother,theabandonmentofherpurpose。Wasittoolatetochoosebetweenthesacrificeofthepurposeandthesacrificeofherself?Yes!toolate。Thebackwardpathhadclosedbehindher。Timethatnowishcouldchange,Timethatnoprayerscouldrecall,hadmadeherpurposeapartofherself:onceshehadgovernedit;nowitgovernedher。Themoresheshrank,thehardershestruggled,themoremercilesslyitdroveheron。Nootherfeelinginherwasstrongenoughtomasterit——noteventhehorrorthatwasmaddeningher——thehorrorofhermarriage。
Towardnineo\'clockshewentbacktothehouse。
“Walkingagain!“saidMrs。Wragge,meetingheratthedoor。“Comeinandsitdown,mydear。Howtiredyoumustbe!“
Magdalensmiled,andpattedMrs。Wraggekindlyontheshoulder。
“YouforgethowstrongIam,“shesaid。“Nothinghurtsme。“
Shelithercandleandwentupstairsagainintoherroom。Asshereturnedtotheoldplacebyhertoilet-table,thevainhopeinthethreedaysofdelay,thevainhopeofdeliverancebyaccident,camebacktoher——thistimeinaformmoretangiblethantheformwhichithadhithertoworn。
“Friday,Saturday,Sunday。Somethingmayhappentohim;somethingmayhappentome。Somethingserious;somethingfatal。Oneofusmaydie。“
Asuddenchangecameoverherface。Sheshivered,thoughtherewasnocoldintheair。Shestarted,thoughtherewasnonoisetoalarmher。
“Oneofusmaydie。Imaybetheone。“
Shefellintodeepthought,rousedherselfafterawhile,and,openingthedoor,calledtoMrs。Wraggetocomeandspeaktoher。
“YouwererightinthinkingIshouldfatiguemyself,“shesaid。“Mywalkhasbeenalittletoomuchforme。Ifeeltired,andIamgoingtobed。Good-night。“ShekissedMrs。Wraggeandsoftlyclosedthedooragain。
Afterafewturnsbackwardandforwardintheroom,sheabruptlyopenedherwriting-caseandbeganalettertohersister。Thelettergrewandgrewunderherhands;shefilledsheetaftersheetofnote-paper。Herheartwasfullofhersubject:itwasherownstoryaddressedtoNorah。Sheshednotears;shewascomposedtoaquietsadness。Herpenransmoothlyon。Afterwritingformorethantwohours,sheleftoffwhiletheletterwasstillunfinished。Therewasnosignatureattachedtoit——therewasablankspacereserved,tobefilledupatsomeothertime。Afterputtingawaythecase,withthesheetsofwritingsecuredinsideit,shewalkedtothewindowforair,andstoodtherelookingout。
Themoonwaswaningoverthesea。Thebreezeoftheearlierhourshaddiedout。Onearthandocean,thespiritoftheNightbroodedinadeepandawfulcalm。
Herheaddroopedlowonherbosom,andalltheviewwanedbeforehereyeswiththewaningmoon。Shesawnosea,nosky。Death,theTempter,wasbusyatherheart。Death,theTempter,pointedhomeward,tothegraveofherdeadparentsinCombe-Ravenchurchyard。
“Nineteenlastbirthday,“shethought。“Onlynineteen!“Shemovedawayfromthewindow,hesitated,andthenlookedoutagainattheview。“Thebeautifulnight!“shesaid,gratefully。“Oh,thebeautifulnight!“
Sheleftthewindowandlaydownonherbed。Sleep,thathadcometreacherouslybefore,camemercifullynow;camedeepanddreamless,theimageofherlastwakingthought——theimageofDeath。
EarlythenextmorningMrs。WraggewentintoMagdalen\'sroom,andfoundthatshehadrisenbetimes。Shewassittingbeforetheglass,drawingthecombslowlythroughandthroughherhair——thoughtfulandquiet。
“Howdoyoufeelthismorning,mydear?“askedMrs。Wragge。“Quitewellagain?“
“Yes。“
Afterreplyingintheaffirmative,shestopped,consideredforamoment,andsuddenlycontradictedherself。
“No,“shesaid,“notquitewell。Iamsufferingalittlefromtoothache。“
Asshealteredherfirstanswerinthosewordsshegaveatwisttoherhairwiththecomb,sothatitfellforwardandhidherface。
Atbreakfastshewasverysilent,andshetooknothingbutacupoftea。
“Letmegotothechemist\'sandgetsomething,“saidMrs。Wragge。
“No,thankyou。“
“Doletme!“
“No!“
Sherefusedforthesecondtime,sharplyandangrily。Asusual,Mrs。Wraggesubmitted,andletherhaveherownway。Whenbreakfastwasover,sherose,withoutawordofexplanation,andwentout。Mrs。Wraggewatchedherfromthewindowandsawthatshetookthedirectionofthechemist\'sshop。
Onreachingthechemist\'sdoorshestopped——pausedbeforeenteringtheshop,andlookedinatthewindow——hesitated,andwalkedawayalittle——hesitatedagain,andtookthefirstturningwhichledbacktothebeach。
Withoutlookingabouther,withoutcaringwhatplaceshechose,sheseatedherselfontheshingle。Theonlypersonswhowereneartoher,inthepositionshenowoccupied,wereanursemaidandtwolittleboys。Theyoungestofthetwohadatinytoy-shipinhishand。AfterlookingatMagdalenforalittlewhilewiththequaintestgravityandattention,theboysuddenlyapproachedher,andopenedthewaytoanacquaintancebyputtinghistoycomposedlyonherlap。
“Lookatmyship,“saidthechild,crossinghishandsonMagdalen\'sknee。
Shewasnotusuallypatientwithchildren。Inhappierdaysshewouldnothavemettheboy\'sadvancetowardherasshemetitnow。Theharddespairinhereyesleftthemsuddenly;herfast-closedlipspartedandtrembled。Sheputtheshipbackintothechild\'shandsandliftedhimonherlap。
“Willyougivemeakiss?“shesaid,faintly。Theboylookedathisshipasifhewouldratherhavekissedtheship。
Sherepeatedthequestion——repeateditalmosthumbly。Thechildputhishanduptoherneckandkissedher。
“IfIwasyoursister,wouldyouloveme?“Allthemiseryofherfriendlessposition,allthewastedtendernessofherheart,pouredfromherinthosewords。
“Wouldyouloveme?“sherepeated,hidingherfaceonthebosomofthechild\'sfrock。
“Yes,“saidtheboy。“Lookatmyship。“
Shelookedattheshipthroughhergatheringtears。
“Whatdoyoucallit?“sheasked,tryinghardtofindherwayeventotheinterestofachild。
“IcallitUncleKirke\'sship,“saidtheboy。“UncleKirkehasgoneaway。“
Thenamerecallednothingtohermemory。Noremembrancesbutoldremembranceslivedinhernow。“Gone?“sherepeatedabsently,thinkingwhatsheshouldsaytoherlittlefriendnext。
“Yes,“saidtheboy。“GonetoChina。“
Evenfromthelipsofachildthatwordstruckhertotheheart。SheputKirke\'slittlenephewoffherlap,andinstantlyleftthebeach。
Assheturnedbacktothehouse,thestruggleofthepastnightreneweditselfinhermind。Butthesenseofreliefwhichthechildhadbroughttoher,therevivingtendernesswhichshehadfeltwhilehesatonherknee,influencedherstill。Shewasconsciousofadawninghope,openingfreshlyonherthoughts,astheboy\'sinnocenteyeshadopenedonherfacewhenhecametoheronthebeach。Wasittoolatetoturnback?Oncemoresheaskedherselfthatquestion,andnow,forthefirsttime,sheaskeditindoubt。
Sheranuptoherownroomwithalurkingdistrustinherchangedselfwhichwarnedhertoact,andnottothink。Withoutwaitingtoremovehershawlortotakeoffherhat,sheopenedherwriting-caseandaddressedtheselinestoCaptainWraggeasfastasherpencouldtracethem:
“YouwillfindthemoneyIpromisedyouinclosedinthis。Myresolutionhasfailedme。ThehorrorofmarryinghimismorethanIcanface。IhaveleftAldborough。Pitymyweakness,andforgetme。Letusnevermeetagain。“
Withthrobbingheart,witheager,tremblingfingers,shedrewherlittlewhitesilkbagfromherbosomandtookoutthebanknotestoinclosethemintheletter。Herhandsearchedimpetuously;herhandhadlostitsdiscriminationoftouch。Shegraspedthewholecontentsofthebaginonehandfulofpapers,anddrewthemoutviolently,tearingsomeanddisarrangingthefoldsofothers。Asshethrewthemdownbeforeheronthetable,thefirstobjectthatmethereyewasherownhandwriting,fadedalreadywithtime。Shelookedcloser,andsawthewordsshehadcopiedfromherdeadfather\'sletter——sawthelawyer\'sbriefandterriblecommentaryonthemconfrontingheratthebottomofthepage:
Mr。Vanstone\'sdaughtersareNobody\'sChildren,andthelawleavesthemhelplessattheiruncle\'smercy。
Herthrobbingheartstopped;hertremblinghandsgrewicilyquiet。AllthePastrosebeforeherinmute,overwhelmingreproach。Shetookupthelineswhichherownhandhadwrittenhardlyaminutesince,andlookedattheink,stillwetontheletters,withavacantincredulity。
Thecolorthathadrisenonhercheeksfadedfromthemoncemore。Theharddespairlookedoutagain,coldandglittering,inhertearlesseyes。Shefoldedthebanknotescarefully,andputthembackinherbag。Shepressedthecopyofherfather\'slettertoherlips,andreturnedittoitsplacewiththebanknotes。Whenthebagwasinherbosomagain,shewaitedalittle,withherfacehiddeninherhands,thendeliberatelytoreupthelinesaddressedtoCaptainWragge。Beforetheinkwasdry,theletterlayinfragmentsonthefloor。
“No!“shesaid,asthelastmorselofthetornpaperdroppedfromherhand。“OnthewayIgothereisnoturningback。“
Sherosecomposedlyandlefttheroom。Whiledescendingthestairs,shemetMrs。Wraggecomingup。“Goingoutagain,mydear?“askedMrs。Wragge。“MayIgowithyou?“
Magdalen\'sattentionwandered。Insteadofansweringthequestion,sheabsentlyansweredherownthoughts。
“Thousandsofwomenmarryformoney,“shesaid。“Whyshouldn\'tI?“
ThehelplessperplexityofMrs。Wragge\'sfaceasshespokethosewordsrousedhertoasenseofpresentthings。“Mypoordear!“shesaid;“Ipuzzleyou,don\'tI?NevermindwhatIsay——allgirlstalknonsense,andI\'mnobetterthantherestofthem。Come!I\'llgiveyouatreat。Youshallenjoyyourselfwhilethecaptainisaway。Wewillhavealongdrivebyourselves。Putonyoursmartbonnet,andcomewithmetothehotel。I\'lltellthelandladytoputanicecolddinnerintoabasket。Youshallhaveallthethingsyoulike,andI\'llwaitonyou。Whenyouareanold,oldwoman,youwillremembermekindly,won\'tyou?Youwillsay:\'Shewasn\'tabadgirl;hundredsworsethanshewasliveandprosper,andnobodyblamesthem。\'There!there!goandputyourbonneton。Oh,myGod,whatismyheartmadeof!Howitlivesandlives,whenothergirls\'heartswouldhavediedinthemlongago!“
InhalfanhourmoresheandMrs。Wraggewereseatedtogetherinthecarriage。Oneofthehorseswasrestiveatstarting。“Floghim,“shecriedangrilytothedriver。“Whatareyoufrightenedabout?Floghim!Supposethecarriagewasupset,“shesaid,turningsuddenlytohercompanion;“andsupposeIwasthrownoutandkilledonthespot?Nonsense!don\'tlookatmeinthatway。I\'mlikeyourhusband;Ihaveadashofhumor,andI\'monlyjoking。“
Theywereoutthewholeday。Whentheyreachedhomeagain,itwasafterdark。Thelongsuccessionofhourspassedinthefreshairleftthembothwiththesamesenseoffatigue。AgainthatnightMagdalensleptthedeepdreamlesssleepofthenightbefore。AndsotheFridayclosed。
Herlastthoughtatnighthadbeenthethoughtwhichhadsustainedherthroughouttheday。ShehadlaidherheadonthepillowwiththesamerecklessresolutiontosubmittothecomingtrialwhichhadalreadyexpresseditselfinwordswhensheandMrs。Wraggemetbyaccidentonthestairs。WhenshewokeonthemorningofSaturday,theresolutionwasgone。TheFriday\'sthoughts——theFriday\'seventseven——wereblottedoutofhermind。Onceagain,creepingchillthroughtheflowofheryoungblood,shefelttheslowanddeadlypromptingofdespairwhichhadcometoherinthewaningmoonlight,whichhadwhisperedtoherintheawfulcalm。
“Isawtheendastheendmustbe,“shesaidtoherself,“onThursdaynight。Ihavebeenwrongeversince。“
Whensheandhercompanionmetthatmorning,shereiteratedhercomplaintofsufferingfromthetoothache;sherepeatedherrefusaltoallowMrs。Wraggetoprocurearemedy;sheleftthehouseafterbreakfast,inthedirectionofthechemist\'sshop,exactlyasshehadleftitonthemorningbefore。
Thistimesheenteredtheshopwithoutaninstant\'shesitation。
“Ihavegotanattackoftoothache,“shesaid,abruptly,toanelderlymanwhostoodbehindthecounter。
“MayIlookatthetooth,miss?“
“Thereisnonecessitytolook。Itisahollowtooth。IthinkIhavecaughtcoldinit。“
Thechemistrecommendedvariousremedieswhichwereinvoguefifteenyearssince。Shedeclinedpurchasinganyofthem。
“IhavealwaysfoundLaudanumrelievethepainbetterthananythingelse,“shesaid,triflingwiththebottlesonthecounter,andlookingatthemwhileshespoke,insteadoflookingatthechemist。“LetmehavesomeLaudanum。“
“Certainly,miss。Excusemyaskingthequestion——itisonlyamatterofform。YouarestayingatAldborough,Ithink?“
“Yes。IamMissBygrave,ofNorthShingles。“
Thechemistbowed;and,turningtohisshelves,filledanordinaryhalf-ouncebottlewithlaudanumimmediately。Inascertaininghiscustomer\'snameandaddressbeforehand,theowneroftheshophadtakenaprecautionwhichwasnaturaltoacarefulman,butwhichwasbynomeansuniversal,undersimilarcircumstances,inthestateofthelawatthattime。
“ShallIputyouupalittlecottonwoolwiththelaudanum?“heasked,afterhehadplacedalabelonthebottle,andhadwrittenawordonitinlargeletters。
“Ifyouplease。Whathaveyoujustwrittenonthebottle?“Sheputthequestionsharply,withsomethingofdistrustaswellascuriosityinhermanner。
Thechemistansweredthequestionbyturningthelabeltowardher。Shesawwrittenonit,inlargeletters——POISON。
“Iliketobeonthesafeside,miss,“saidtheoldman,smiling。“Veryworthypeopleinotherrespectsareoftensadlycarelesswherepoisonsareconcerned。“
Shebegantriflingagainwiththebottlesonthecounter,andputanotherquestion,withanill-concealedanxietytoheartheanswer。
“Istheredanger,“sheasked,“insuchalittledropofLaudanumasthat?“
“ThereisDeathinit,miss,“repliedthechemist,quietly。
“Deathtoachild,ortoapersonindelicatehealth?“
“DeathtothestrongestmaninEngland,lethimbewhohemay。“
Withthatanswer,thechemistsealedupthebottleinitswrappingofwhitepaperandhandedthelaudanumtoMagdalenacrossthecounter。Shelaughedasshetookitfromhim,andpaidforit。
“TherewillbenofearofaccidentsatNorthShingles,“shesaid。“Ishallkeepthebottlelockedupinmydressing-case。Ifitdoesn\'trelievethepain,Imustcometoyouagain,andtrysomeotherremedy。Good-morning。“
“Good-morning,miss。“
Shewentstraightbacktothehousewithoutoncelookingup,withoutnoticinganyonewhopassedher。ShebrushedbyMrs。Wraggeinthepassageasshemighthavebrushedbyapieceoffurniture。Sheascendedthestairs,andcaughtherfoottwiceinherdress,fromsheerinattentiontothecommonprecautionofholdingitup。Thetrivialdailyinterestsoflifehadlosttheirholdonheralready。
Intheprivacyofherownroom,shetookthebottlefromitswrapping,andthrewthepaperandthecottonwoolintothefire-place。Atthemomentwhenshedidthistherewasaknockatthedoor。Shehidthelittlebottle,andlookedupimpatiently。Mrs。Wraggecameintotheroom。