下载辰思小说免费APP
“Iunderstandthatmylatebrotherhaslefttwoillegitimatechildren;bothofthemyoungwomen,whoareofanagetoearntheirownlivelihood。Variousconsiderations,allequallyirregular,havebeenurgedinrespecttothesepersonsbythesolicitorrepresentingthem。BesogoodastotellhimthatneitheryounorIhaveanythingtodowithquestionsofmeresentiment;andthenstateplainly,forhisbetterinformation,whatthemotivesarewhichregulatemyconduct,andwhattheprovisioniswhichIfeelmyselfjustifiedinmakingforthetwoyoungwomen。Yourinstructionsonboththesepointsyouwillfinddetailedinthenextparagraph。
“Iwishthepersonsconcernedtoknow,onceforall,howIregardthecircumstanceswhichhaveplacedmylatebrother\'spropertyatmydisposal。LetthemunderstandthatIconsiderthosecircumstancestobeaProvidentialinterpositionwhichhasrestoredtometheinheritancethatoughtalwaystohavebeenmine。Ireceivethemoney,notonlyasmyright,butalsoasapropercompensationfortheinjusticewhichIsufferedfrommyfather,andaproperpenaltypaidbymyyoungerbrotherforthevileintriguebywhichhesucceededindisinheritingme。Hisconduct,whenayoungman,wasuniformlydiscreditableinalltherelationsoflife;andwhatitthenwasitcontinuedtobe(ontheshowingofhisownlegalrepresentative)afterthetimewhenIceasedtoholdanycommunicationwithhim。HeappearstohavesystematicallyimposedawomanonSocietyashiswifewhowasnothiswife,andtohavecompletedtheoutrageonmoralitybyafterwardmarryingher。SuchconductasthishascalleddownaJudgmentonhimselfandhischildren。Iwillnotinviteretributiononmyownheadbyassistingthosechildrentocontinuetheimpositionwhichtheirparentspracticed,andbyhelpingthemtotakeaplaceintheworldtowhichtheyarenotentitled。Letthem,asbecomestheirbirth,gaintheirbreadinsituations。IftheyshowthemselvesdisposedtoaccepttheirproperpositionIwillassistthemtostartvirtuouslyinlifebyapresentofonehundredpoundseach。ThissumIauthorizeyoutopaythem,ontheirpersonalapplication,withthenecessaryacknowledgmentofreceipt;andontheexpressunderstandingthatthetransaction,socompleted,istobethebeginningandtheendofmyconnectionwiththem。ThearrangementsunderwhichtheyquitthehouseIleavetoyourdiscretion;andIhaveonlytoaddthatmydecisiononthismatter,asonallothermatters,ispositiveandfinal。“
Linebyline——withoutoncelookingupfromthepagesbeforeher——Magdalenreadthoseatrocioussentencesthrough,frombeginningtoend。Theotherpersonsassembledintheroom,alleagerlylookingathertogether,sawthedressrisingandfallingfasterandfasteroverherbosom——sawthehandinwhichshelightlyheldthemanuscriptattheoutsetcloseunconsciouslyonthepaperandcrushit,assheadvancednearerandnearertotheend——butdetectednootheroutwardsignsofwhatwaspassingwithinher。Assoonasshehaddone,shesilentlypushedthemanuscriptaway,andputherhandsonasuddenoverherface。Whenshewithdrewthem,allthefourpersonsintheroomnoticedachangeinher。Somethinginherexpressionhadaltered,subtlyandsilently;somethingwhichmadethefamiliarfeaturessuddenlylookstrange,eventohersisterandMissGarth;something,throughallafteryears,nevertobeforgotteninconnectionwiththatday——andnevertobedescribed。
ThefirstwordsshespokewereaddressedtoMr。Pendril。
“MayIaskonemorefavor,“shesaid,“beforeyouenteronyourbusinessarrangements?“
Mr。Pendrilrepliedceremoniouslybyagestureofassent。Magdalen\'sresolutiontopossessherselfoftheInstructionsdidnotappeartohaveproducedafavorableimpressiononthelawyer\'smind。
“Youmentionedwhatyouweresokindastodo,inourinterests,whenyoufirstwrotetoMr。MichaelVanstone,“shecontinued。“Yousaidyouhadtoldhimallthecircumstances。Iwant——ifyouwillallowme——tobemadequitesureofwhathereallyknewaboutus——whenhesenttheseorderstohislawyer。Didheknowthatmyfatherhadmadeawill,andthathehadleftourfortunestomysisterandmyself?“
“Hedidknowit,“saidMr。Pendril。
“Didyoutellhimhowithappenedthatweareleftinthishelplessposition?“
“Itoldhimthatyourfatherwasentirelyunaware,whenhemarried,ofthenecessityformakinganotherwill。“
“Andthatanotherwillwouldhavebeenmade,afterhesawMr。Clare,butforthedreadfulmisfortuneofhisdeath?“
“Heknewthatalso。“
“Didheknowthatmyfather\'suntiringgoodnessandkindnesstobothofus——“
Hervoicefalteredforthefirsttime:shesighed,andputherhandtoherheadwearily。Norahspokeentreatinglytoher;MissGarthspokeentreatinglytoher;Mr。Claresatsilent,watchinghermoreandmoreearnestly。Sheansweredhersister\'sremonstrancewithafaintsmile。“Iwillkeepmypromise,“shesaid;“Iwilldistressnobody。“Withthatreply,sheturnedagaintoMr。Pendril;andsteadilyreiteratedthequestion——butinanotherformofwords。
“DidMr。MichaelVanstoneknowthatmyfather\'sgreatanxietywastomakesureofprovidingformysisterandmyself?“
“Heknewitinyourfather\'sownwords。Isenthimanextractfromyourfather\'slastlettertome。“
“TheletterwhichaskedyoutocomeforGod\'ssake,andrelievehimfromthedreadfulthoughtthathisdaughterswereunprovidedfor?Theletterwhichsaidheshouldnotrestinhisgraveifheleftusdisinherited?“
“Thatletterandthosewords。“
Shepaused,stillkeepinghereyessteadilyfixedonthelawyer\'sface。
“Iwanttofastenitallinmymind,“shesaid“beforeIgoon。Mr。MichaelVanstoneknewofthefirstwill;heknewwhatpreventedthemakingofthesecondwill;heknewoftheletterandhereadthewords。Whatdidheknowofbesides?Didyoutellhimofmymother\'slastillness?Didyousaythathershareinthemoneywouldhavebeenlefttous,ifshecouldhaveliftedherdyinghandinyourpresence?DidyoutrytomakehimashamedofthecruellawwhichcallsgirlsinoursituationNobody\'sChildren,andwhichallowshimtouseusasheisusingusnow?“
“Iputallthoseconsiderationstohim。Ileftnoneofthemdoubtful;Ileftnoneofthemout。“
SheslowlyreachedherhandtothecopyoftheInstructions,andslowlyfoldeditupagain,intheshapeinwhichithadbeenpresentedtoher。“Iammuchobligedtoyou,Mr。Pendril。“Withthosewords,shebowed,andgentlypushedthemanuscriptbackacrossthetable;thenturnedtohersister。
“Norah,“shesaid,“ifwebothofuslivetogrowold,andifyoueverforgetallthatweowetoMichaelVanstone——cometome,andIwillremindyou。“
Sheroseandwalkedacrosstheroombyherselftothewindow。AsshepassedMr。Clare,theoldmanstretchedouthisclaw-likefingersandcaughtherfastbythearmbeforeshewasawareofhim。
“Whatisthismaskofyourshiding?“heasked,forcinghertobendtohim,andlookingcloseintoherface。“Whichoftheextremesofhumantemperaturedoesyourcouragestartfrom——thedeadcoldorthewhitehot?“
Sheshrankbackfromhimandturnedawayherheadinsilence。ShewouldhaveresentedthatunscrupulousintrusiononherownthoughtsfromanymanalivebutFrank\'sfather。Hedroppedherarmassuddenlyashehadtakenit,andlethergoontothewindow。“No,“hesaidtohimself,“notthecoldextreme,whateverelseitmaybe。Somuchtheworseforher,andforallbelongingtoher。“
Therewasamomentarypause。Oncemorethedrippingrustleoftherainandthesteadytickingoftheclockfilledupthegapofsilence。Mr。PendrilputtheInstructionsbackinhispocket,consideredalittle,and,turningtowardNorahandMissGarth,recalledtheirattentiontothepresentandpressingnecessitiesofthetime。
“Ourconsultationhasbeenneedlesslyprolonged,“hesail,“bypainfulreferencestothepast。Weshallbebetteremployedinsettlingourarrangementsforthefuture。Iamobligedtoreturntotownthisevening。PrayletmehearhowIcanbestassistyou;praytellmewhattroubleandwhatresponsibilityIcantakeoffyourhands。“
Forthemoment,neitherNorahnorMissGarthseemedtobecapableofansweringhim。Magdalen\'sreceptionofthenewswhichannihilatedthemarriageprospectthatherfather\'sownlipshadplacedbeforehernotamonthsince,hadbewilderedanddismayedthemalike。Theyhadsummonedtheircouragetomeettheshockofherpassionategrief,ortofacethehardertrialofwitnessingherspeechlessdespair。ButtheywerenotpreparedforherinvincibleresolutiontoreadtheInstructions;fortheterriblequestionswhichshehadputtothelawyer;forherimmovabledeterminationtofixallthecircumstancesinhermind,underwhichMichaelVanstone\'sdecisionhadbeenpronounced。Thereshestoodatthewindow,anunfathomablemysterytothesisterwhohadneverbeenpartedfromher,tothegovernesswhohadtrainedherfromachild。MissGarthrememberedthedarkdoubtswhichhadcrossedhermindonthedaywhensheandMagdalenhadmetinthegarden。Norahlookedforwardtothecomingtime,withthefirstseriousdreadofitonhersister\'saccountwhichshehadfeltyet。Bothhadhithertoremainedpassive,indespairofknowingwhattodo。Bothwerenowsilent,indespairofknowingwhattosay。
Mr。Pendrilpatientlyandkindlyhelpedthem,byreturningtothesubjectoftheirfutureplansforthesecondtime。
“Iamsorrytopressanybusinessmattersonyourattention,“hesaid,“whenyouarenecessarilyunfittedtodealwiththem。ButImusttakemyinstructionsbacktoLondonwithmetonight。Withreference,inthefirstplace,tothedisgracefulpecuniaryoffer,towhichIhavealreadyalluded。TheyoungerMissVanstonehavingreadtheInstructions,needsnofurtherinformationfrommylips。Theelderwill,Ihope,excusemeifItellher(whatIshouldbeashamedtotellher,butthatitisamatterofnecessity),thatMr。MichaelVanstone\'sprovisionforhisbrother\'schildrenbeginsandendswithanoffertoeachofthemofonehundredpounds。“
Norah\'sfacecrimsonedwithindignation。Shestartedtoherfeet,asifMichaelVanstonehadbeenpresentintheroom,andhadpersonallyinsultedher。
“Isee,“saidthelawyer,wishingtospareher;“ImaytellMr。MichaelVanstoneyourefusethemoney。“
“Tellhim,“shebrokeoutpassionately,“ifIwasstarvingbytheroadside,Iwouldn\'ttouchafarthingofit!“
“ShallInotifyyourrefusalalso?“askedMr。Pendril,speakingtoMagdalennext。
Sheturnedroundfromthewindow——butkeptherfaceinshadow,bystandingcloseagainstitwithherbacktothelight。
“Tellhim,onmypart,“shesaid,“tothinkagainbeforehestartsmeinlifewithahundredpounds。Iwillgivehimtimetothink。“Shespokethosestrangewordswithamarkedemphasis;andturningbackquicklytothewindow,hidherfacefromtheobservationofeveryoneintheroom。
“Youbothrefusetheoffer,“saidMr。Pendril,takingouthispencil,andmakinghisprofessionalnoteofthedecision。Asheshutuphispocketbook,heglancedtowardMagdalendoubtfully。Shehadrousedinhimthelatentdistrustwhichisalawyer\'ssecondnature:hehadhissuspicionsofherlooks;hehadhissuspicionsofherlanguage。HersisterseemedtohavemereinfluenceoverherthanMissGarth。Heresolvedtospeakprivatelytohersisterbeforehewentaway。
Whiletheideawaspassingthroughhismind,hisattentionwasclaimedbyanotherquestionfromMagdalen。
“Isheanoldman?“sheasked,suddenly,withoutturningroundfromthewindow。
“IfyoumeanMr。MichaelVanstone,heisseventy-fiveorseventy-sixyearsofage。“
“Youspokeofhissonalittlewhilesince。Hasheanyothersons——ordaughters?“
“None。“
“Doyouknowanythingofhiswife?“
“Shehasbeendeadformanyyears。“
Therewasapause。“Whydoyouaskthesequestions?“saidNorah。
“Ibegyourpardon,“repliedMagdalen,quietly;“Iwon\'taskanymore。“
Forthethirdtime,Mr。Pendrilreturnedtothebusinessoftheinterview。
“Theservantsmustnotheforgotten,“hesaid。“Theymustbesettledwithanddischarged:IwillgivethemthenecessaryexplanationbeforeIleave。Asforthehouse,noquestionsconnectedwithitneedtroubleyou。Thecarriagesandhorses,thefurnitureandplate,andsoon,mustsimplybeleftonthepremisestoawaitMr。MichaelVanstone\'sfurtherorders。Butanypossessions,MissVanstone,personallybelongingtoyouortoyoursister——jewelryanddresses,andanylittlepresentswhichmayhavebeenmadetoyou——areentirelyatyourdisposal。Withregardtothetimeofyourdeparture,IunderstandthatamonthormorewillelapsebeforeMr。MichaelVanstonecanleaveZurich;andIamsureIonlydohissolicitorjusticeinsaying——“
“Excuseme,Mr。Pendril,“interposedNorah;“IthinkIunderstand,fromwhatyouhavejustsaid,thatourhouseandeverythinginitbelongsto——?“Shestopped,asifthemereutteranceoftheman\'snamewasabhorrenttoher。
“ToMichaelVanstone,“saidMr。Pendril。“Thehousegoestohimwiththerestoftheproperty。“
“ThenI,forone,amreadytoleaveittomorrow!“
Magdalenstartedatthewindow,ashersisterspoke,andlookedatMr。Clare,withthefirstopensignsofanxietyandalarmwhichshehadshownyet。
“Don\'tbeangrywithme,“shewhispered,stoopingovertheoldmanwithasuddenhumilityoflook,andasuddennervousnessofmanner。“Ican\'tgowithoutseeingFrankfirst!“
“Youshallseehim,“repliedMr。Clare。“Iamheretospeaktoyouaboutit,whenthebusinessisdone。“
“Itisquiteunnecessarytohurryyourdeparture,asyoupropose,“continuedMr。Pendril,addressingNorah。“Icansafelyassureyouthataweekhencewillbetimeenough。“
“IfthisisMr。MichaelVanstone\'shouse,“repeatedNorah;“Iamreadytoleaveittomorrow。“
Sheimpatientlyquittedherchairandseatedherselffurtherawayonthesofa。Asshelaidherhandonthebackofit,herfacechanged。There,attheheadofthesofa,werethecushionswhichhadsupportedhermotherwhenshelaydownforthelasttimetorepose。There,atthefootofthesofa,wastheclumsy,old-fashionedarm-chair,whichhadbeenherfather\'sfavoriteseatonrainydays,whensheandhersisterusedtoamusehimatthepianoopposite,byplayinghisfavoritetunes。Aheavysigh,whichshetriedvainlytorepress,burstfromherlips。“Oh,“shethought,“Ihadforgottentheseoldfriends!Howshallwepartfromthemwhenthetimecomes!“
“MayIinquire,MissVanstone,whetheryouandyoursisterhaveformedanydefiniteplansforthefuture?“askedMr。Pendril。“Haveyouthoughtofanyplaceofresidence?“
“Imaytakeitonmyself,sir,“saidMissGarth,“toansweryourquestionforthem。Whentheyleavethishouse,theyleaveitwithme。Myhomeistheirhome,andmybreadistheirbread。Theirparentshonoredme,trustedme,andlovedme。FortwelvehappyyearstheyneverletmerememberthatIwastheirgoverness;theyonlyletmeknowmyselfastheircompanionandtheirfriend。Mymemoryofthemisthememoryofunvaryinggentlenessandgenerosity;andmylifeshallpaythedebtofmygratitudetotheirorphanchildren。“
Norahrosehastilyfromthesofa;Magdalenimpetuouslyleftthewindow。Foronce,therewasnocontrastintheconductofthesisters。Foronce,thesameimpulsemovedtheirhearts,thesameearnestfeelinginspiredtheirwords。MissGarthwaiteduntilthefirstoutburstofemotionhadpassedaway;thenrose,and,takingNorahandMagdaleneachbythehand,addressedherselftoMr。PendrilandMr。Clare。Shespokewithperfectself-possession;stronginherartlessunconsciousnessofherowngoodaction。
“Evensuchatrifleasmyownstory,“shesaid,“isofsomeimportanceatsuchamomentasthis。Iwishyouboth,gentlemen,tounderstandthatIamnotpromisingmoretothedaughtersofyouroldfriendthanIcanperform。WhenIfirstcametothishouse,Ientereditundersuchindependentcircumstancesasarenotcommoninthelivesofgovernesses。Inmyyoungerdays,Iwasassociatedinteachingwithmyeldersister:weestablishedaschoolinLondon,whichgrewtobealargeandprosperousone。Ionlyleftit,andbecameaprivategoverness,becausetheheavyresponsibilityoftheschoolwasmorethanmystrengthcouldbear。Ileftmyshareintheprofitsuntouched,andIpossessapecuniaryinterestinourestablishmenttothisday。Thatismystory,infewwords。Whenweleavethishouse,IproposethatweshallgobacktotheschoolinLondon,whichisstillprosperouslydirectedbymyeldersister。Wecanlivethereasquietlyasweplease,untiltimehashelpedustobearourafflictionbetterthanwecanbearitnow。IfNorah\'sandMagdalen\'salteredprospectsobligethemtoearntheirownindependence,Icanhelpthemtoearnit,asagentleman\'sdaughtersshould。Thebestfamiliesinthislandaregladtoaskmysister\'sadvicewheretheinterestsoftheirchildren\'shome-trainingareconcerned;andIanswer,beforehand,forherheartydesiretoserveMr。Vanstone\'sdaughters,asIanswerformyown。Thatisthefuturewhichmygratitudetotheirfatherandmother,andmyloveforthemselves,nowofferstothem。Ifyouthinkmyproposal,gentlemen,afitandfairproposal——andIseeinyourfacesthatyoudo——letusnotmakethehardnecessitiesofourpositionharderstill,byanyuselessdelayinmeetingthematonce。Letusdowhatwemustdo;letusactonNorah\'sdecision,andleavethishouseto-morrow。Youmentionedtheservantsjustnow,Mr。Pendril:Iamreadytocallthemtogetherinthenextroom,andtoassistyouinthesettlementoftheirclaims,wheneveryouplease。“
Withoutwaitingforthelawyer\'sanswer,withoutleavingthesisterstimetorealizetheirownterriblesituation,shemovedatoncetowardthedoor。Itwasherwiseresolutiontomeetthecomingtrialbydoingmuchandsayinglittle。Beforeshecouldleavetheroom,Mr。Clarefollowed,andstoppedheronthethreshold。
“Ineverenviedawoman\'sfeelingsbefore,“saidtheoldman。“Itmaysurpriseyoutohearit;butIenvyyours。Wait!Ihavesomethingmoretosay。Thereisanobstaclestillleft——theeverlastingobstacleofFrank。Helpmetosweephimoff。Taketheeldersisteralongwithyouandthelawyer,andleavemeheretohaveitoutwiththeyounger。Iwanttoseewhatmetalshe\'sreallymadeof。“
WhileMr。ClarewasaddressingthesewordstoMissGarth,Mr。PendrilhadtakentheopportunityofspeakingtoNorah。“BeforeIgobacktotown,“hesaid,“Ishouldliketohaveawordwithyouinprivate。Fromwhathaspassedtoday,MissVanstone,Ihaveformedaveryhighopinionofyourdiscretion;and,asanoldfriendofyourfather\'s,Iwanttotakethefreedomofspeakingtoyouaboutyoursister。“
BeforeNorahcouldanswer,shewassummoned,incompliancewithMr。Clare\'srequest,totheconferencewiththeservants。Mr。PendrilfollowedMissGarth,asamatterofcourse。Whenthethreewereoutinthehall,Mr。Clarere-enteredtheroom,closedthedoor,andsignedperemptorilytoMagdalentotakeachair。
Sheobeyedhiminsilence。Hetookaturnupanddowntheroom,withhishandsintheside-pocketsofthelong,loose,shapelesscoatwhichhehabituallywore。
“Howoldareyou?“hesaid,stoppingsuddenly,andspeakingtoherwiththewholebreadthoftheroombetweenthem。
“Iwaseighteenlastbirthday,“sheanswered,humbly,withoutlookingupathim。
“Youhaveshownextraordinarycourageforagirlofeighteen。Haveyougotanyofthatcourageleft?“
Sheclaspedherhandstogether,andwrungthemhard。Afewtearsgatheredinhereyes,androlledslowlyoverhercheeks。
“Ican\'tgiveFrankup,“shesaid,faintly。“Youdon\'tcareforme,Iknow;butyouusedtocareformyfather。Willyoutrytobekindtomeformyfather\'ssake?“
Thelastwordsdiedawayinawhisper;shecouldsaynomore。Neverhadshefelttheillimitablepowerwhichawoman\'slovepossessesofabsorbingintoitselfeveryotherevent,everyotherjoyorsorrowofherlife,asshefeltitthen。NeverhadshesotenderlyassociatedFrankwiththememoryofherlostparents,asatthatmoment。Neverhadtheimpenetrableatmosphereofillusionthroughwhichwomenbeholdthemanoftheirchoice——theatmospherewhichhadblindedhertoallthatwasweak,selfish,andmeaninFrank\'snature——surroundedhimwithabrighterhalothannow,whenshewaspleadingwiththefatherforthepossessionoftheson。“Oh,don\'taskmetogivehimup!“shesaid,tryingtotakecourage,andshudderingfromheadtofoot。Inthenextinstant,sheflewtotheoppositeextreme,withthesuddennessofaflashoflightning。“Iwon\'tgivehimup!“sheburstoutviolently。“No!notifathousandfathersaskme!“
“Iamonefather,“saidMr。Clare。“AndIdon\'taskyou。“
Inthefirstastonishmentanddelightofhearingthoseunexpectedwords,shestartedtoherfeet,crossedtheroom,andtriedtothrowherarmsroundhisneck。Shemightaswellhaveattemptedtomovethehousefromitsfoundations。Hetookherbytheshouldersandputherbackinherchair。Hisinexorableeyeslookedherintosubmission;andhisleanforefingershookatherwarningly,asifhewasquietingafractiouschild。
“HugFrank,“hesaid;“don\'thugme。Ihaven\'tdonewithyouyet;whenIhave,youmayshakehandswithme,ifyoulike。Wait,andcomposeyourself。“
Helefther。Hishandswentbackintohispockets,andhismonotonousmarchupanddowntheroombeganagain。
“Ready?“heasked,stoppingshortafterawhile。Shetriedtoanswer。“Taketwominutesmore,“hesaid,andresumedhiswalkwiththeregularityofclock-work。“Thesearethecreatures,“hethoughttohimself,“intowhosekeepingmenotherwisesensiblegivethehappinessoftheirlives。Isthereanyotherobjectincreation,Iwonder,whichanswersitsendasbadlyasawomandoes?“
Hestoppedbeforeheroncemore。Herbreathingwaseasier;thedarkflushonherfacewasdyingoutagain。
“Ready?“herepeated。“Yes;readyatlast。Listentome;andlet\'sgetitover。Idon\'taskyoutogiveFrankup。Iaskyoutowait。“
“Iwillwait,“shesaid。“Patiently,willingly。“
“WillyoumakeFrankwait?“
“Yes。“
“WillyousendhimtoChina?“
Herheaddroopeduponherbosom,andsheclaspedherhandsagain,insilence。Mr。Claresawwherethedifficultylay,andmarchedstraightuptoitonthespot。
“Idon\'tpretendtoenterintoyourfeelingsforFrank,orFrank\'sforyou,“hesaid。“Thesubjectdoesn\'tinterestme。ButIdopretendtostatetwoplaintruths。Itisoneplaintruththatyoucan\'tbemarriedtillyouhavemoneyenoughtopayfortheroofthatsheltersyou,theclothesthatcoveryou,andthevictualsyoueat。Itisanotherplaintruththatyoucan\'tfindthemoney;thatIcan\'tfindthemoney;andthatFrank\'sonlychanceoffindingit,isgoingtoChina。IfItellhimtogo,he\'llsitinacornerandcry。IfIinsist,he\'llsayYes,anddeceiveme。IfIgoastepfurther,andseehimonboardshipwithmyowneyes,he\'llslipoffinthepilot\'sboat,andsneakbacksecretlytoyou。That\'shisdisposition。“
“No!“saidMagdalen。“It\'snothisdisposition;it\'shisloveforMe。“
“Callitwhatyoulike,“retortedMr。Clare。“SneakorSweetheart——he\'stooslippery,ineithercapacity,formyfingerstoholdhim。Myshuttingthedoorwon\'tkeephimfromcomingback。Yourshuttingthedoorwill。Haveyouthecouragetoshutit?Areyoufondenoughofhimnottostandinhislight?“
“Fond!Iwoulddieforhim!“
“WillyousendhimtoChina?“
Shesighedbitterly。
“Havealittlepityforme,“shesaid。“Ihavelostmyfather;Ihavelostmymother;Ihavelostmyfortune——andnowIamtoloseFrank。Youdon\'tlikewomen,Iknow;buttrytohelpmewithalittlepity。Idon\'tsayit\'snotforhisownintereststosendhimtoChina;Ionlysayit\'shard——very,veryhardonme。“
Mr。Clarehadbeendeaftoherviolence,insensibletohercaresses,blindtohertears;butunderthetoughintegumentofhisphilosophyhehadaheart——anditansweredthathopelessappeal;itfeltthosetouchingwords。
“Idon\'tdenythatyourcaseisahardone,“hesaid。“Idon\'twanttomakeitharder。IonlyaskyoutodoinFrank\'sinterestswhatFrankistooweaktodoforhimself。It\'snofaultofyours;it\'snofaultofmine——butit\'snotthelesstruethatthefortuneyouweretohavebroughthimhaschangedowners。“
Shesuddenlylookedup,withafurtivelightinhereyes,withathreateningsmileonherlips。
“Itmaychangeownersagain,“shesaid。
Mr。Claresawthealterationinherexpression,andheardthetonesofhervoice。Butthewordswerespokenlow;spokenasiftoherself——theyfailedtoreachhimacrossthebreadthoftheroom。Hestoppedinstantlyinhiswalkandaskedwhatshehadsaid。
“Nothing,“sheanswered,turningherheadawaytowardthewindow,andlookingoutmechanicallyatthefallingrain。“Onlymyownthoughts。“
Mr。Clareresumedhiswalk,andreturnedtohissubject。
“It\'syourinterest,“hewenton,“aswellasFrank\'sinterest,thatheshouldgo。HemaymakemoneyenoughtomarryyouinChina;hecan\'tmakeithere。Ifhestopsathome,he\'llbetheruinofbothofyou。He\'llshuthiseyestoeveryconsiderationofprudence,andpesteryoutomarryhim;andwhenhehascarriedhispoint,hewillbethefirsttoturnroundafterwardandcomplainthatyou\'reaburdenonhim。Hearmeout!You\'reinlovewithFrank——I\'mnot,andIknowhim。Putyoutwotogetheroftenenough;givehimtimeenoughtohug,cry,pester,andplead;andI\'lltellyouwhattheendwillbe——you\'llmarryhim。“
Hehadtouchedtherightstringatlast。Itrungbackinanswerbeforehecouldaddanotherword。
“Youdon\'tknowme,“shesaid,firmly。“Youdon\'tknowwhatIcansufferforFrank\'ssake。HeshallnevermarrymetillIcanbewhatmyfathersaidIshouldbe——themakingofhisfortune。Heshalltakenoburden,whenhetakesme;Ipromiseyouthat!I\'llbethegoodangelofFrank\'slife;I\'llnotgoapennilessgirltohim,anddraghimdown。“Sheabruptlyleftherseat,advancedafewstepstowardMr。Clare,andstoppedinthemiddleoftheroom。Herarmsfellhelplessoneithersideofher,andsheburstintotears。“Heshallgo,“shesaid。“Ifmyheartbreaksindoingit,I\'lltellhimto-morrowthatwemustsayGood-by!“
Mr。Clareatonceadvancedtomeether,andheldouthishand。
“I\'llhelpyou,“hesaid。“Frankshallheareverywordthathaspassedbetweenus。Whenhecomesto-morrowheshallknow,beforehand,thathecomestosayGood-by。“
Shetookhishandinbothherown——hesitated——lookedathim——andpressedittoherbosom。“MayIaskafavorofyou,beforeyougo?“shesaid,timidly。Hetriedtotakehishandfromher;butsheknewheradvantage,andhelditfast。“Supposethereshouldbesomechangeforthebetter?“shewenton。“SupposeIcouldcometoFrank,asmyfathersaidIshouldcometohim——?“
Beforeshecouldcompletethequestion,Mr。Claremadeasecondeffortandwithdrewhishand。“Asyourfathersaidyoushouldcometohim?“herepeated,lookingatherattentively。
“Yes,“shereplied。“Strangethingshappensometimes。IfstrangethingshappentomewillyouletFrankcomebackbeforethefiveyearsareout?“
Whatdidshemean?WassheclingingdesperatelytothehopeofmeltingMichaelVanstone\'sheart?Mr。Clarecoulddrawnootherconclusionfromwhatshehadjustsaidtohim。Atthebeginningoftheinterviewhewouldhaveroughlydispelledherdelusion。Attheendoftheinterviewhelefthercompassionatelyinpossessionofit。
“Youarehopingagainstallhope,“hesaid;“butifitgivesyoucourage,hopeon。Ifthisimpossiblegoodfortuneofyourseverhappens,tellme,andFrankshallcomeback。Inthemeantime——“
“Inthemeantime,“sheinterposedsadly,“youhavemypromise。“
OncemoreMr。Clare\'ssharpeyessearchedherfaceattentively。
“Iwilltrustyourpromise,“hesaid。“YoushallseeFrankto-morrow。“
Shewentbackthoughtfullytoherchair,andsatdownagaininsilence。Mr。Claremadeforthedoorbeforeanyformalleave-takingcouldpassbetweenthem。“Deep!“hethoughttohimself,ashelookedbackatherbeforehewentout;“onlyeighteen;andtoodeepformysounding!“
InthehallhefoundNorah,waitinganxiouslytohearwhathadhappened。
“Isitallover?“sheasked。“DoesFrankgotoChina?“
“Becarefulhowyoumanagethatsisterofyours,“saidMr。Clare,withoutnoticingthequestion。“Shehasonegreatmisfortunetocontendwith:she\'snotmadefortheordinaryjog-trotofawoman\'slife。Idon\'tsayIcanseestraighttotheendofthegoodorevilinher——Ionlywarnyou,herfuturewillbenocommonone。“
Anhourlater,Mr。Pendrilleftthehouse;and,bythatnight\'spost,MissGarthdispatchedalettertohersisterinLondon。
THEENDOFTHEFIRSTSCENE。
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[TableofContents]NoName,BetweentheScenesBETWEENTHESCENES。PROGRESSOFTHESTORYTHROUGHTHEPOST。I。FromNorahVanstonetoMr。Pendril。
“WestmorelandHouse,Kensington,“August14th,1846。
“DEARMR。PENDRIL——Thedateofthisletterwillshowyouthatthelastofmanyhardpartingsisover。WehaveleftCombe-Raven;wehavesaidfarewelltohome。
“IhavebeenthinkingseriouslyofwhatyousaidtomeonWednesday,beforeyouwentbacktotown。IentirelyagreewithyouthatMissGarthismoreshakenbyallshehasgonethroughforoursakesthansheisherselfwillingtoadmit;andthatitismyduty,forthefuture,tospareheralltheanxietythatIcanonthesubjectofmysisterandmyself。Thisisverylittletodoforourdearestfriend,foroursecondmother。Suchasitis,Iwilldoitwithallmyheart。
“But,forgivemeforsayingthatIamasfaraseverfromagreeingwithyouaboutMagdalen。Iamsosensible,inourhelplessposition,oftheimportanceofyourassistance;soanxioustobeworthyoftheinterestofmyfather\'strustedadviserandoldestfriend,thatIfeelreallyandtrulydisappointedwithmyselffordifferingwithyou——andyetIdodiffer。
Magdalenisverystrange,veryunaccountable,tothosewhodon\'tknowherintimately。Icanunderstandthatshehasinnocentlymisledyou;andthatshehaspresentedherself,perhaps,underherleastfavorableaspect。ButthattheclewtoherlanguageandherconductonWednesdaylastistobefoundinsuchafeelingtowardthemanwhohasruinedus,asthefeelingatwhichyouhinted,iswhatIcannotandwillnotbelieveofmysister。
Ifyouknew,asIdo,whatanoblenatureshehas,youwouldnotbesurprisedatthisobstinateresistanceofminetoyouropinion。Willyoutrytoalterit?Idon\'tmindwhatMr。Claresays;hebelievesinnothing。ButIattachaveryseriousimportancetowhatyousay;and,kindasIknowyourmotivestobe,itdistressesmetothinkyouaredoingMagdalenaninjustice。
“Havingrelievedmymindofthisconfession,Imaynowcometotheproperobjectofmyletter。Ipromised,ifyoucouldnotfindleisuretimetovisitusto-day,towriteandtellyouallthathappenedafteryouleftus。Thedayhaspassedwithoutourseeingyou。SoIopenmywriting-caseandperformmypromise。
“Iamsorrytosaythatthreeofthewomen-servants——thehouse-maid,thekitchen-maid,andevenourownmaid(towhomIamsurewehavealwaysbeenkind)——tookadvantageofyourhavingpaidthemtheirwagestopackupandgoassoonasyourbackwasturned。Theycametosaygood-bywithasmuchceremonyandaslittlefeelingasiftheywereleavingthehouseunderordinarycircumstances。Thecook,forallherviolenttemper,behavedverydifferently:shesentupamessagetosaythatshewouldstopandhelpustothelast。AndThomas(whohasneveryetbeeninanyotherplacethanours)spokesogratefullyofmydearfather\'sunvaryingkindnesstohim,andaskedsoanxiouslytobeallowedtogoonservinguswhilehislittlesavingslasted,thatMagdalenandIforgotallformalconsiderationsandbothshookhandswithhim。Thepoorladwentoutoftheroomcrying。
Iwishhimwell;Ihopehewillfindakindmasterandagoodplace。
“Thelong,quiet,rainyeveningout-of-doors——ourlasteveningatCombe-Raven——wasasadtrialtous。Ithinkwinter-timewouldhaveweighedlessonourspirits;
thedrawncurtainsandthebrightlamps,andthecompanionablefireswouldhavehelpedus。Wewereonlyfiveinthehousealtogether——afterhavingoncebeensomany!Ican\'ttellyouhowdrearythegraydaylightlooked,towardseveno\'clock,inthelonelyrooms,andonthenoiselessstaircase。
Surely,theprejudiceinfavoroflongsummereveningsistheprejudiceofhappypeople?Wedidourbest。Wekeptourselvesemployed,andMissGarthhelpedus。Theprospectofpreparingforourdeparture,whichhadseemedsodreadfulearlierintheday,alteredintotheprospectofarefugefromourselvesastheeveningcameon。Weeachtriedatfirsttopackupinourownrooms——butthelonelinesswasmorethanwecouldbear。Wecarriedallourpossessionsdownstairs,andheapedthemonthelargedining-table,andsomadeourpreparationstogetherinthesameroom。Iamsurewehavetakennothingawaywhichdoesnotproperlybelongtous。
“HavingalreadymentionedtoyoumyownconvictionthatMagdalenwasnotherselfwhenyousawheronWednesday,IfeeltemptedtostophereandgiveyouaninstanceinproofofwhatIsay。ThelittlecircumstancehappenedonWednesdaynight,justbeforewewentuptoourrooms。
“Afterwehadpackedourdressesandourbirthdaypresents,ourbooksandourmusic,webegantosortourletters,whichhadgotconfusedfrombeingplacedonthetabletogether。SomeofmylettersweremixedwithMagdalen\'s,andsomeofherswithmine。AmongtheselastIfoundacard,whichhadbeengiventomysisterearlyintheyearbyanactorwhomanagedanamateurtheatricalperformanceinwhichshetookapart。Themanhadgivenherthecard,containinghisnameandaddress,inthebeliefthatshewouldbeinvitedtomanymoreamusementsofthesamekind,andinthehopethatshewouldrecommendhimasasuperintendentonfutureoccasions。
Ionlyrelatethesetriflingparticularstoshowyouhowlittleworthkeepingsuchacardcouldbe,insuchcircumstancesasours。Naturallyenough,Ithrewitawayfrommeacrossthetable,meaningtothrowitonthefloor。
Itfellshort,closetotheplaceinwhichMagdalenwassitting。Shetookitup,lookedatit,andimmediatelydeclaredthatshewouldnothavehadthisperfectlyworthlessthingdestroyedfortheworld。Shewasalmostangrywithmeforhavingthrownitaway;almostangrywithMissGarthforaskingwhatshecouldpossiblywantwithit!Couldtherebeanyplainerproofthanthisthatourmisfortunes——fallingsomuchmoreheavilyonherthanonme——havequiteunhingedher,andwornherout?Surelyherwordsandlooksarenottobeinterpretedagainsther,whensheisnotsufficientlymistressofherselftoexerthernaturaljudgment——whensheshowstheunreasonablepetulanceofachildonaquestionwhichisnotoftheslightestimportance。
“Alittleafterelevenwewentupstairstotryifwecouldgetsomerest。
“Idrewasidethecurtainofmywindowandlookedout。Oh,whatacruellastnightitwas:nomoon,nostars;suchdeepdarknessthatnotoneofthedearfamiliarobjectsinthegardenwasvisiblewhenIlookedforthem;
suchdeepstillnessthatevenmyownmovementsabouttheroomalmostfrightenedme!Itriedtoliedownandsleep,butthesenseoflonelinesscameagainandquiteoverpoweredme。YouwillsayIamoldenough,atsix-and-twenty,tohaveexertedmorecontrolovermyself。Ihardlyknowhowithappened,butIstoleintoMagdalen\'sroom,justasIusedtostealintoityearsandyearsago,whenwewerechildren。Shewasnotinbed;shewassittingwithherwritingmaterialsbeforeher,thinking。IsaidIwantedtobewithherthelastnight;andshekissedme,andtoldmetoliedown,andpromisedsoontofollowme。MymindwasalittlequietedandIfellasleep。
ItwasdaylightwhenIwoke——andthefirstsightIsawwasMagdalen,stillsittinginthechair,andstillthinking。Shehadneverbeentobed;shehadnotsleptallthroughthenight。
“\'IshallsleepwhenwehaveleftCombe-Raven,\'shesaid。\'Ishallbebetterwhenitisallover,andIhavebidFrankgood-by。\'Shehadinherhandourfather\'swill,andtheletterhewrotetoyou;andwhenshehaddonespeaking,shegavethemintomypossession。Iwastheeldest(shesaid),andthoselastpreciousrelicsoughttobeinmykeeping。Itriedtoproposetoherthatweshoulddividethem;butsheshookherhead。\'I
havecopiedformyself,\'washeranswer,\'allthathesaysofusinthewill,andallthathesaysintheletter。\'Shetoldmethis,andtookfromherbosomatinywhitesilkbag,whichshehadmadeinthenight,andinwhichshehadputtheextracts,soastokeepthemalwaysabouther。\'Thistellsmeinhisownwordswhathislastwisheswereforbothofus,\'shesaid;\'andthisisallIwantforthefuture。\'“Thesearetriflestodwellon;andIamalmostsurprisedatmyselffornotfeelingashamedtotroubleyouwiththem。But,sinceIhaveknownwhatyourearlyconnectionwaswithmyfatherandmother,Ihavelearnedtothinkofyou(and,Isuppose,towritetoyou)asanoldfriend。And,besides,IhaveitsomuchathearttochangeyouropinionofMagdalen,thatIcan\'thelptellingyouthesmallestthingsaboutherwhichmay,inmyjudgment,endinmakingyouthinkofherasIdo。
“Whenbreakfast-timecame(onThursdaymorning),weweresurprisedtofindastrangeletteronthetable。PerhapsIoughttomentionittoyou,incaseofanyfuturenecessityforyourinterference。ItwasaddressedtoMissGarth,onpaperwiththedeepestmourning-borderroundit;andthewriterwasthesamemanwhofollowedusonourwayhomefromawalkonedaylastspring——CaptainWragge。Hisobjectappearstobetoassertoncemorehisaudaciousclaimtoafamilyconnectionwithmypoormother,undercoverofaletterofcondolence;whichitisaninsolenceinsuchapersontohavewrittenatall。Heexpressesasmuchsympathy——onhisdiscoveryofourafflictioninthenewspaper——asifhehadbeenreallyintimatewithus;andhebegstoknow,inapostscript(beingevidentlyintotalignoranceofallthathasreallyhappened),whetheritisthoughtdesirablethatheshouldbepresent,amongtheotherrelatives,atthereadingofthewill!Theaddresshegives,atwhichletterswillreachhimforthenextfortnight,is,\'Post-office,Birmingham。\'ThisisallIhavetotellyouonthesubject。Boththeletterandthewriterseemtometobeequallyunworthyoftheslightestnotice,onourpartoronyours。
“AfterbreakfastMagdalenleftus,andwentbyherselfintothemorning-room。
Theweatherbeingstillshowery,wehadarrangedthatFrancisClareshouldseeherinthatroom,whenhepresentedhimselftotakehisleave。Iwasupstairswhenhecame;andIremainedupstairsformorethanhalfanhourafterward,sadlyanxious,asyoumaywellbelieve,onMagdalen\'saccount。
“Attheendofthehalf-hourormore,Icamedownstairs。AsIreachedthelandingIsuddenlyheardhervoice,raisedentreatingly,andcallingonhimbyhisname——thenloudsobs——thenafrightfullaughingandscreaming,bothtogether,thatrangthroughthehouse。Iinstantlyranintotheroom,andfoundMagdalenonthesofainviolenthysterics,andFrankstandingstaringather,withalowering,angryface,bitinghisnails。
“Ifeltsoindignant——withoutknowingplainlywhy,forIwasignorant,ofcourse,ofwhathadpassedattheinterview——thatItookMr。FrancisClarebytheshouldersandpushedhimoutoftheroom。IamcarefultotellyouhowIactedtowardhim,andwhatledtoit;becauseIunderstandthatheisexcessivelyoffendedwithme,andthatheislikelytomentionelsewherewhathecallsmyunladylikeviolencetowardhim。Ifheshouldmentionittoyou,Iamanxioustoacknowledge,ofmyownaccord,thatIforgotmyself——not,Ihopeyouwillthink,withoutsomeprovocation。
“Ipushedhimintothehall,leavingMagdalen,forthemoment,toMissGarth\'scare。Insteadofgoingaway,hesatdownsulkilyononeofthehallchairs。\'MayIaskthereasonofthisextraordinaryviolence?\'heinquired,withaninjuredlook。\'No,\'Isaid。\'Youwillbegoodenoughtoimaginethereasonforyourself,andtoleaveusimmediately,ifyouplease。\'Hesatdoggedlyinthechair,bitinghisnailsandconsidering。
\'WhathaveIdonetobetreatedinthisunfeelingmanner?\'heasked,afterawhile。\'Icanenterintonodiscussionwithyou,\'Ianswered;\'Icanonlyrequestyoutoleaveus。Ifyoupersistinwaitingtoseemysisteragain,Iwillgotothecottagemyselfandappealtoyourfather。\'Hegotupinagreathurryatthosewords。\'Ihavebeeninfamouslyusedinthisbusiness,\'hesaid。\'Allthehardshipsandthesacrificeshavefallentomyshare。I\'mtheonlyoneamongyouwhohasanyheart:alltherestareashardasstones——Magdalenincluded。Inonebreathshesaysshelovesme,andinanothershetellsmetogotoChina。WhathaveIdonetobetreatedwiththisheartlessinconsistency?Iamconsistentmyself——Ionlywanttostopathome——and(what\'stheconsequence?)you\'reallagainstme!\'Inthatmannerhegrumbledhiswaydownthesteps,andsoIsawthelastofhim。Thiswasallthatpassedbetweenus。Ifhegivesyouanyotheraccountofit,whathesayswillbefalse。Hemadenoattempttoreturn。
Anhourafterwardhisfathercamealonetosaygood-by。HesawMissGarthandme,butnotMagdalen;andhetoldushewouldtakethenecessarymeasures,withyourassistance,forhavinghissonproperlylookedafterinLondon,andseensafelyonboardthevesselwhenthetimecame。Itwasashortvisit,andasadleave-taking。EvenMr。Clarewassorry,thoughhetriedhardtohideit。
“Wehadbarelytwohours,afterMr。Clarehadleftus,beforeitwouldbetimetogo。IwentbacktoMagdalen,andfoundherquieterandbetter,thoughterriblypaleandexhausted,andoppressed,asIfancied,bythoughtswhichshecouldnotprevailonherselftocommunicate。Shewouldtellmenothingthen——shehastoldmenothingsince——ofwhatpassedbetweenherselfandFrancisClare。WhenIspokeofhimangrily(feelingasIdidthathehaddistressedandtorturedher,whensheoughttohavehadalltheencouragementandcomfortfromhimthatmancouldgive),sherefusedtohearme:shemadethekindestallowancesandthesweetestexcusesforhim,andlaidalltheblameofthedreadfulstateinwhichIhadfoundherentirelyonherself。WasIwrongintellingyouthatshehadanoblenature?Andwon\'tyoualteryouropinionwhenyoureadtheselines?
“Wehadnofriendstocomeandbidusgood-by;andourfewacquaintancesweretoofarfromus——perhapstooindifferentaboutus——tocall。Weemployedthelittleleisureleftingoingoverthehousetogetherforthelasttime。
Wetookleaveofouroldschoolroom,ourbedrooms,theroomwhereourmotherdied,thelittlestudywhereourfatherusedtosettlehisaccountsandwritehisletters——feelingtowardthem,inourforlorncondition,asothergirlsmighthavefeltatpartingwitholdfriends。Fromthehouse,inagleamoffineweather,wewentintothegarden,andgatheredourlastnosegay;
withthepurposeofdryingtheflowerswhentheybegintowither,andkeepingtheminremembranceofthehappydaysthataregone。Whenwehadsaidgood-bytothegarden,therewasonlyhalfanhourleft。Wewenttogethertothegrave;wekneltdown,sidebyside,insilence,andkissedthesacredground。
Ithoughtmyheartwouldhavebroken。Augustwasthemonthofmymother\'sbirthday;and,thistimelastyear,myfatherandMagdalenandIwereallconsultinginsecretwhatpresentwecouldmaketosurpriseherwithonthebirthdaymorning。
“IfyouhadseenhowMagdalensuffered,youwouldneverdoubtheragain。
Ihadtotakeherfromthelastresting-placeofourfatherandmotheralmostbyforce。Beforewewereoutofthechurchyardshebrokefrommeandranback。Shedroppedonherkneesatthegrave;toreupfromitpassionatelyahandfulofgrass;andsaidsomethingtoherself,atthesamemoment,which,thoughIfollowedherinstantly,Ididnotgetnearenoughtohear。
Sheturnedonmeinsuchafrenziedmanner,whenItriedtoraiseherfromtheground——shelookedatmewithsuchafearfulwildnessinhereyes——thatIfeltabsolutelyterrifiedatthesightofher。Tomyrelief,theparoxysmleftherassuddenlyasithadcome。Shethrustawaythetuftofgrassintothebosomofherdress,andtookmyarmandhurriedwithmeoutofthechurchyard。Iaskedherwhyshehadgoneback——Iaskedwhatthosewordswerewhichshehadspokenatthegrave。\'Apromisetoourdeadfather,\'
sheanswered,withamomentaryreturnofthewildlookandthefrenziedmannerwhichhadstartledmealready。Iwasafraidtoagitateherbysayingmore;Ileftallotherquestionstobeaskedatafitterandaquietertime。Youwillunderstandfromthishowterriblyshesuffers,howwildlyandstrangelysheactsunderviolentagitation;andyouwillnotinterpretagainstherwhatshesaidordidwhenyousawheronWednesdaylast。
“Weonlyreturnedtothehouseintimetohastenawayfromittothetrain。Perhapsitwasbetterforusso——betterthatwehadonlyamomentlefttolookbackbeforetheturnintheroadhidthelastofCombe-Ravenfromourview。Therewasnotasoulweknewatthestation;nobodytostareatus,nobodytowishusgood-by。Theraincameonagainaswetookourseatsinthetrain。Whatwefeltatthesightoftherailway——whathorribleremembrancesitforcedonourmindsofthecalamitywhichhasmadeusfatherless——I
cannot,anddarenot,tellyou。Ihavetriedanxiouslynottowritethisletterinagloomytone;nottoreturnallyourkindnesstousbydistressingyouwithourgrief。PerhapsIhavedwelttoolongalreadyonthelittlestoryofourpartingfromhome?Icanonlysay,inexcuse,thatmyheartisfullofit;andwhatisnotinmyheartmypenwon\'twrite。
“WehavebeensoshortatimeinournewabodethatIhavenothingmoretotellyou——exceptthatMissGarth\'ssisterhasreceiveduswiththeheartiestkindness。Sheconsideratelyleavesustoourselves,untilwearefitterthanwearenowtothinkofourfutureplans,andtoarrangeaswebestcanforearningourownliving。Thehouseissolarge,andthepositionofourroomshasbeensothoughtfullychosen,thatIshouldhardlyknow——exceptwhenIhearthelaughingoftheyoungergirlsinthegarden——thatwewerelivinginaschool。
“WithkindestandbestwishesfromMissGarthandmysister,believeme,dearMr。Pendril,gratefullyyours,“NORAHVANSTONE。“
II。FromMissGarthtoMr。Pendril。
“WestmorelandHouse,Kensington,“September23d,1846。
“MYDEARSIR——Iwritetheselinesinsuchmiseryofmindasnowordscandescribe。Magdalenhasdesertedus。Atanearlyhourthismorningshesecretlyleftthehouse,andshehasnotbeenheardofsince。
“Iwouldcomeandspeaktoyoupersonally;butIdarenotleaveNorah。
Imusttrytocontrolmyself;Imusttrytowrite。
“NothinghappenedyesterdaytopreparemeortoprepareNorahforthislast——Ihadalmostsaid,thisworst——ofallourafflictions。Theonlyalterationweeitherofusnoticedintheunhappygirlwasanalterationforthebetterwhenwepartedforthenight。Shekissedme,whichshehasnotdonelatterly;
andsheburstoutcryingwhensheembracedhersisternext。Wehadsolittlesuspicionofthetruththatwethoughtthesesignsofrenewedtendernessandaffectionapromiseofbetterthingsforthefuture。
“Thismorning,whenhersisterwentintoherroom,itwasempty,andanoteinherhandwriting,addressedtoNorah,waslyingonthedressing-table。
IcannotprevailonNorahtopartwiththenote;Icanonlysendyoutheinclosedcopyofit。Youwillseethatitaffordsnoclewtothedirectionshehastaken。
“Knowingthevalueoftime,inthisdreadfulemergency,Iexaminedherroom,and(withmysister\'shelp)questionedtheservantsimmediatelyonthenewsofherabsencereachingme。Herwardrobewasempty;andallherboxesbutone,whichshehasevidentlytakenawaywithher,areempty,too。Weareofopinionthatshehasprivatelyturnedherdressesandjewelryintomoney;thatshehadtheonetrunkshetookwithherremovedfromthehouseyesterday;andthatsheleftusthismorningonfoot。Theanswersgivenbyoneoftheservantsaresounsatisfactorythatwebelievethewomanhasbeenbribedtoassisther;andhasmanagedallthosearrangementsforherflightwhichshecouldnothavesafelyundertakenbyherself。
“Oftheimmediateobjectwithwhichshehasleftus,Ientertainnodoubt。
“Ihavereasons(whichIcantellyouatafittertime)forfeelingassuredthatshehasgoneawaywiththeintentionoftryingherfortuneonthestage。Shehasinherpossessionthecardofanactorbyprofession,whosuperintendedanamateurtheatricalperformanceatClifton,inwhichshetookpart;andtohimshehasgonetohelpher。Isawthecardatthetime,andIknowtheactor\'snametobeHuxtable。TheaddressIcannotcalltomindquitesocorrectly;butIamalmostsureitwasatsometheatricalplaceinBowStreet,CoventGarden。Letmeentreatyounottoloseamomentinsendingtomakethenecessaryinquiries;thefirsttraceofherwill,Ifirmlybelieve,befoundatthataddress。
“Ifwehadnothingworsetodreadthanherattemptingtogoonthestage,Ishouldnotfeelthedistressanddismaywhichnowoverpowerme。Hundredsofothergirlshaveactedasrecklesslyasshehasacted,andhavenotendedillafterall。ButmyfearsforMagdalendonotbeginandendwiththerisksheisrunningatpresent。
“TherehasbeensomethingweighingonhermindeversinceweleftCombe-Raven——weighingfarmoreheavilyforthelastsixweeksthanatfirst。UntiltheperiodwhenFrancisClareleftEngland,Iampersuadedshewassecretlysustainedbythehopethathewouldcontrivetoseeheragain。Fromthedaywhensheknewthatthemeasuresyouhadtakenforpreventingthishadsucceeded;
fromthedaywhenshewasassuredthattheshiphadreallytakenhimaway,nothinghasroused,nothinghasinterestedher。Shehasgivenherselfup,moreandmorehopelessly,toherownbroodingthoughts;thoughtswhichIbelievefirstenteredhermindonthedaywhentheutterruinoftheprospectsonwhichhermarriagedependedwasmadeknowntoher。Shehasformedsomedesperateprojectofcontestingthepossessionofherfather\'sfortunewithMichaelVanstone;andthestagecareerwhichshehasgoneawaytotryisnothingmorethanameansoffreeingherselffromallhomedependence,andofenablinghertorunwhatmadrisksshepleases,inperfectsecurityfromallhomecontrol。Whatitcostsmetowriteofherintheseterms,Imustleaveyoutoimagine。Thetimehasgonebywhenanyconsiderationofdistresstomyownfeelingscanweighwithme。WhateverIcansaywhichwillopenyoureyestotherealdanger,andstrengthenyourconvictionoftheinstantnecessityofavertingit,Isayindespiteofmyself,withouthesitationandwithoutreserve。
“Onewordmore,andIhavedone。
“Thelasttimeyouweresogoodastocometothishouse,doyourememberhowMagdalenembarrassedanddistressedusbyquestioningyouaboutherrighttobearherfather\'sname?Doyourememberherpersistinginherinquiries,untilshehadforcedyoutoacknowledgethat,legallyspeaking,sheandhersisterhadNoName?Iventuretoremindyouofthis,becauseyouhavetheaffairsofhundredsofclientstothinkof,andyoumightwellhaveforgottenthecircumstance。Whatevernaturalreluctanceshemightotherwisehavehadtodeceivingus,anddegradingherself,bytheuseofanassumedname,thatconversationwithyouiscertaintohaveremoved。
Wemustdiscoverherbypersonaldescription——wecantraceherinnootherway。
“Icanthinkofnothingmoretoguideyourdecisioninourdeplorableemergency。ForGod\'ssake,letnoexpenseandnoeffortsbespared。Myletteroughttoreachyoubyteno\'clockthismorning,atthelatest。Letmehaveonelineinanswer,tosayyouwillactinstantlyforthebest。
MyonlyhopeofquietingNorahistoshowherawordofencouragementfromyourpen。Believeme,dearsir,yourssincerelyandobliged,HARRIETGARTH。“
III。FromMagdalentoNorah(inclosedintheprecedingLetter)。
“MYDARLING——Trytoforgiveme。IhavestruggledagainstmyselftillIamwornoutintheeffort。Iamthewretchedestoflivingcreatures。
Ourquietlifeheremaddensme;Icanbearitnolonger;Imustgo。Ifyouknewwhatmythoughtsare;ifyouknewhowhardIhavefoughtagainstthem,andhowhorriblytheyhavegoneonhauntingmeinthelonelyquietofthishouse,youwouldpityandforgiveme。Oh,mylove,don\'tfeelhurtatmynotopeningmyhearttoyouasIought!Idarenotopenit。IdarenotshowmyselftoyouasIreallyam。
“Praydon\'tsendandseekafterme;Iwillwriteandrelieveallyouranxieties。Youknow,Norah,wemustgetourlivingforourselves;Ihaveonlygonetogetmineinthemannerwhichisfittestforme。WhetherI
succeed,orwhetherIfail,Icandomyselfnoharmeitherway。Ihavenopositiontolose,andnonametodegrade。Don\'tdoubtIloveyou——don\'tletMissGarthdoubtmygratitude。Igoawaymiserableatleavingyou;
butImustgo。IfIhadlovedyoulessdearly,Imighthavehadthecouragetosaythisinyourpresence——buthowcouldItrustmyselftoresistyourpersuasions,andtobearthesightofyourdistress?Farewell,mydarling!
Takeathousandkissesfromme,myownbest,dearestlove,tillwemeetagain。
MAGDALEN。“
IV。FromSergeantBulmer(oftheDetectivePolice)toMr。Pendril。
“ScotlandYard,September29th,1846。
“SIR——Yourclerkinformsmethatthepartiesinterestedinourinquiryafterthemissingyoungladyareanxiousfornewsofthesame。Iwenttoyourofficetospeaktoyouaboutthematterto-day。Nothavingfoundyou,andnotbeingabletoreturnandtryagainto-morrow,Iwritetheselinestosavedelay,andtotellyouhowwestandthusfar。
“Iamsorrytosay,noadvancehasbeenmadesincemyformerreport。
Thetraceoftheyoungladywhichwefoundnearlyaweeksince,stillremainsthelasttracediscoveredofher。Thiscaseseemsamightysimpleonelookedatfromadistance。Lookedatclose,italtersveryconsiderablyfortheworse,andbecomes,tospeaktheplaintruth——aPoser。
“Thisishowwenowstand:
“Wehavetracedtheyoungladytothetheatricalagent\'sinBowStreet。
Weknowthatatanearlyhouronthemorningofthetwenty-thirdtheagentwascalleddownstairs,whilehewasdressing,tospeaktoayoungladyinacabatthedoor。Weknowthat,onherproductionofMr。Huxtable\'scard,hewroteonitMr。Huxtable\'saddressinthecountry,andheardherorderthecabmantodrivetotheGreatNorthernterminus。Webelievesheleftbythenineo\'clocktrain。Wefollowedherbythetwelveo\'clocktrain。
Wehaveascertainedthatshecalledathalf-pasttwoatMr。Huxtable\'slodgings;thatshefoundhewasaway,andnotexpectedbacktilleightintheevening;thatsheleftwordshewouldcallagainateight;andthatsheneverreturned。Mr。Huxtable\'sstatementis——heandtheyoungladyhaveneverseteyesoneachother。Thefirstconsiderationwhichfollows,isthis:ArewetobelieveMr。Huxtable?Ihavecarefullyinquiredintohischaracter;Iknowasmuch,ormore,abouthimthanheknowsabouthimself;
andmyopinionis,thatwearetobelievehim。Tothebestofmyknowledge,heisaperfectlyhonestman。
“Here,then,isthehitchinthecase。Theyoungladysetsoutwithacertainobjectbeforeher。Insteadofgoingontotheaccomplishmentofthatobject,shestopsshortofit。Whyhasshestopped?andwhere?
Thoseare,unfortunately,justthequestionswhichwecan\'tansweryet。
“Myownopinionofthematteris,briefly,asfollows:Idon\'tthinkshehasmetwithanyseriousaccident。Seriousaccidents,inninecasesoutoften,discoverthemselves。Myownnotionis,thatshehasfallenintothehandsofsomepersonorpersonsinterestedinhidingheraway,andsharpenoughtoknowhowtosetaboutit。Whethersheisintheircharge,withorwithoutherownconsent,ismorethanIcanundertaketosayatpresent。Idon\'twishtoraisefalsehopesorfalsefears;IwishtostopshortattheopinionIhavegivenalready。
“Inregardtothefuture,ImaytellyouthatIhaveleftoneofmymenindailycommunicationwiththeauthorities。Ihavealsotakencaretohavethehandbillsofferingarewardforthediscoveryofherwidelycirculated。Lastly,Ihavecompletedthenecessaryarrangementsforseeingtheplay-billsofallcountrytheaters,andforhavingthedramaticcompanieswelllookedafter。Someyearssince,thiswouldhavecostaseriousexpenditureoftimeandmoney。Luckilyforourpurpose,thecountrytheatersareinabadway。Exceptingthelargecities,hardlyoneofthemisopen,andwecankeepoureyeonthem,withlittleexpenseandlessdifficulty。
“ThesearethestepswhichIthinkitneedfultotakeatpresent。Ifyouareofanotheropinion,youhaveonlytogivemeyourdirections,andIwillcarefullyattendtothesame。Idon\'tbyanymeansdespairofourfindingtheyoungladyandbringingherbacktoherfriendssafeandwell。
Pleasetotellthemso;andallowmetosubscribemyself,yoursrespectfully,“ABRAHAMBULMER。“
V。AnonymousLetteraddressedtoMr。Pendril。
“SIR——Awordtothewise。Thefriendsofacertainyoungladyarewastingtimeandmoneytonopurpose。Yourconfidentialclerkandyourdetectivepolicemanarelookingforaneedleinabottleofhay。ThisistheninthofOctober,andtheyhavenotfoundheryet:theywillassoonfindtheNorthwestPassage。Callyourdogsoff;andyoumayhearoftheyounglady\'ssafetyunderherownhand。Thelongeryoulookforher,thelongershewillremain,whatsheisnow——lost。“
[Theprecedingletteristhusindorsed,inMr。Pendril\'shandwriting:
“Noapparentmeansoftracingtheinclosedtoitssource。Post-mark,\'CharingCross。\'Stationer\'sstampcutofftheinsideoftheenvelope。Handwriting,probablyaman\'s,indisguise。Writer,whoeverheis,correctlyinformed。
NofurthertraceoftheyoungerMissVanstonediscoveredyet。“]
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[TableofContents]NoName,Scene2,Chapter1THESECONDSCENE。
SKELDERGATE,YORK。
CHAPTERI。
INthatpartofthecityofYorkwhichissituatedonthewesternbankoftheOusethereisanarrowstreet,calledSkeldergate,runningnearlynorthandsouth,parallelwiththecourseoftheriver。TheposternbywhichSkeldergatewasformerlyapproachednolongerexists;andthefewoldhousesleftinthestreetaredisguisedinmelancholymoderncostumeofwhitewashandcement。Shopsofthesmallerandpoorerorder,intermixedhereandtherewithdingywarehousesandjoylessprivateresidencesofredbrick,composethepresentaspectofSkeldergate。Ontheriver-sidethehousesareseparatedatintervalsbylanesrunningdowntothewater,anddisclosinglonelylittleplotsofopenground,withthemastsofsailing-bargesrisingbeyond。Atitssouthwardextremitythestreetceasesonasudden,andthebroadflowoftheOuse,thetrees,themeadows,thepublic-walkononebankandthetowing-pathontheother,opentoview。
Here,wherethestreetends,andonthesideofitfurthestfromtheriver,anarrowlittlelaneleadsuptothepavedfootwaysurmountingtheancientWallsofYork。Theonesmallrowofbuildings,whichisallthatthelanepossesses,iscomposedofcheaplodging-houses,withanoppositeview,atthedistanceofafewfeet,ofaportionofthemassivecitywall。ThisplaceiscalledRosemaryLane。Verylittlelightentersit;veryfewpeopleliveinit;thefloatingpopulationofSkeldergatepassesitby;andvisitorstotheWalkontheWalls,whouseitasthewayuporthewaydown,getoutofthedrearylittlepassageasfastastheycan。
ThedoorofoneofthehousesinthislostcornerofYorkopenedsoftlyontheeveningofthetwenty-thirdofSeptember,eighteenhundredandforty-six;andasolitaryindividualofthemalesexsaunteredintoSkeldergatefromtheseclusionofRosemaryLane。
Turningnorthward,thispersondirectedhisstepstowardthebridgeovertheOuseandthebusycenterofthecity。Heboretheexternalappearanceofrespectablepoverty;hecarriedaginghamumbrella,preservedinanoilskincase;hepickedhissteps,withtheneatestavoidanceofalldirtyplacesonthepavement;andhesurveyedthescenearoundhimwitheyesoftwodifferentcolors——abiliousbrowneyeonthelookoutforemployment,andabiliousgreeneyeinasimilarpredicament。Inplainerterms,thestrangerfromRosemaryLanewasnootherthan——CaptainWragge。
Outwardlyspeaking,thecaptainhadnotalteredforthebettersincethememorablespringdaywhenhehadpresentedhimselftoMissGarthatthelodge-gateatCombe-Raven。TherailwaymaniaofthatfamousyearhadattackedeventhewaryWragge;hadwithdrawnhimfromhiscustomarypursuits;andhadlefthimprostrateintheend,likemanyabetterman。Hehadlosthisclericalappearance——hehadfadedwiththeautumnleaves。Hiscrapehat-bandhadputitselfinbrownmourningforitsownbereavementofblack。Hisdingywhitecollarandcravathaddiedthedeathofoldlinen,andhadgonetotheirlonghomeatthepaper-maker\'s,toliveagainonedayinquiresatastationer\'sshop。Agrayshooting-jacketinthelaststageofwoolenatrophyreplacedtheblackfrockcoatofformertimes,and,likeafaithfulservant,keptthedarksecretofitsmaster\'slinenfromtheeyesofapryingworld。Fromtoptotoeeverysquareinchofthecaptain\'sclothingwasalteredfortheworse;butthemanhimselfremainedunchanged——superiortoallformsofmoralmildew,impervioustotheactionofsocialrust。Hewasascourteous,aspersuasive,asblandlydignifiedasever。Hecarriedhisheadashighwithoutashirt-collaraseverhehadcarrieditwithone。Thethreadbareblackhandkerchiefroundhisneckwasperfectlytied;hisrottenoldshoeswereneatlyblacked;hemighthavecomparedchins,inthematterofsmoothshaving,withthehighestchurchdignitaryinYork。Time,change,andpovertyhadallattackedthecaptaintogether,andhadallfailedaliketogethimdownontheground。HepacedthestreetsofYork,amansuperiortoclothesandcircumstances——hisvagabondvarnishasbrightonhimasever。
Arrivedatthebridge,CaptainWraggestoppedandlookedidlyovertheparapetatthebargesintheriver。Itwasplainlyevidentthathehadnoparticulardestinationtoreachandnothingwhatevertodo。Whilehewasstillloitering,theclockofYorkMinsterchimedthehalf-hourpastfive。CabsrattledbyhimoverthebridgeontheirwaytomeetthetrainfromLondon,attwentyminutestosix。Afteramoment\'shesitation,thecaptainsaunteredafterthecabs。Whenitisoneofaman\'sregularhabitstoliveuponhisfellow-creatures,thatmanisalwaysmoreorlessfondofhauntinglargerailwaystations。CaptainWraggegleanedthehumanfield,andonthatunoccupiedafternoontheYorkterminuswasaslikelyacornertolookaboutinasanyother。
Hereachedtheplatformafewminutesafterthetrainhadarrived。Thatentireincapabilityofdevisingadministrativemeasuresforthemanagementoflargecrowds,whichisoneofthecharacteristicsofEnglishmeninauthority,isnowheremorestrikinglyexemplifiedthanatYork。Threedifferentlinesofrailwayassemblethreepassengermobs,frommorningtonight,underoneroof;andleavethemtoraiseatraveler\'sriot,withalltheassistancewhichthebewilderedservantsofthecompanycanrendertoincreasetheconfusion。ThecustomarydisturbancewasrisingtoitsclimaxasCaptainWraggeapproachedtheplatform。Dozensofdifferentpeopleweretryingtoattaindozensofdifferentobjects,indozensofdifferentdirections,allstartingfromthesamecommonpointandallequallydeprivedofthemeansofinformation。Asuddenpartingofthecrowd,nearthesecond-classcarriages,attractedthecaptain\'scuriosity。Hepushedhiswayin;andfoundadecently-dressedman——assistedbyaporterandapoliceman——attemptingtopickupsomeprintedbillsscatteredfromapaperparcel,whichhisfrenziedfellow-passengershadknockedoutofhishand。
Offeringhisassistanceinthisemergency,withthepolitealacritywhichmarkedhischaracter,CaptainWraggeobservedthethreestartlingwords,“FiftyPoundsReward,“printedincapitallettersonthebillswhichheassistedinrecovering;andinstantlysecretedoneofthem,tobemorecloselyexaminedatthefirstconvenientopportunity。Ashecrumpledupthebillinthepalmofhishand,hisparty-coloredeyesfixedwithhungryinterestontheproprietoroftheunluckyparcel。Whenamanhappensnottobepossessedoffiftypenceinhisownpocket,ifhisheartisintherightplace,itbounds;ifhismouthisproperlyconstituted,itwaters,atthesightofanothermanwhocarriesaboutwithhimaprintedofferoffiftypoundssterling,addressedtohisfellow-creatures。
Theunfortunatetravelerwrappeduphisparcelashebestmight,andmadehiswayofftheplatform,afteraddressinganinquirytothefirstofficialvictimoftheday\'spassenger-traffic,whowassufficientlyinpossessionofhissensestolistentoit。Leavingthestationfortheriver-side,whichwascloseathand,thestrangerenteredtheferryboatattheNorthStreetPostern。Thecaptain,whohadcarefullydoggedhisstepsthusfar,enteredtheboatalso;andemployedtheshortintervaloftransittotheoppositebankinaperusalofthehandbillwhichhehadkeptforhisownprivateenlightenment。Withhisbackcarefullyturnedonthetraveler,CaptainWraggenowpossessedhismindofthefollowinglines:
“FIFTYPOUNDSREWARD。
“Leftherhome,inLondon,earlyonthemorningofSeptember23d,1846,AYOUNGLADY。Age——eighteen。Dress——deepmourning。Personalappearance——hairofaverylightbrown;eyebrowsandeyelashesdarker;eyeslightgray;complexionstrikinglypale;lowerpartofherfacelargeandfull;talluprightfigure;walkswithremarkablegraceandease;speakswithopennessandresolution;hasthemannersandhabitsofarefined,cultivatedlady。Personalmarks——twolittlemoles,closetogether,ontheleftsideoftheneck。Markontheunder-clothing——\'MagdalenVanstone。\'Issupposedtohavejoined,orattemptedtojoin,underanassumedname,atheatricalcompanynowperformingatYork。Had,whensheleftLondon,oneblackbox,andnootherluggage。WhoeverwillgivesuchinformationaswillrestorehertoherfriendsshallreceivetheaboveReward。ApplyattheofficeofMr。Harkness,solicitor,ConeyStreet,York。OrtoMessrs。Wyatt,Pendril,andGwilt,SerleStreet,Lincoln\'sInn,London。“
AccustomedasCaptainWraggewastokeepthecompletestpossessionofhimselfinallhumanemergencies,hisownprofoundastonishment,whenthecourseofhisreadingbroughthimtothemarkonthelinenofthemissingyounglady,betrayedhimintoanexclamationofsurprisewhichevenstartledtheferryman。Thetravelerwaslessobservant;hiswholeattentionwasfixedontheoppositebankoftheriver,andhelefttheboathastilythemomentittouchedthelanding-place。CaptainWraggerecoveredhimself,pocketedthehandbill,andfollowedhisleaderforthesecondtime。
Thestrangerdirectedhisstepstotheneareststreetwhichrandowntotheriver,comparedanoteinhispocketbookwiththenumbersofthehousesontheleft-handside,stoppedatoneofthem,andrangthebell。Thecaptainwentontothenexthouse;affectedtoringthebell,inhisturn,andstoodwithhisbacktothetraveler——inappearance,waitingtobeletin;inreality,listeningwithallhismightforanyscrapsofdialoguewhichmightreachhisearsontheopeningofthedoorbehindhim。
Thedoorwasansweredwithallduealacrity,andasufficientlyinstructiveinterchangeofquestionandansweronthethresholdrewardedthedexterityofCaptainWragge。
“DoesMr。Huxtablelivehere?“askedthetraveler。
“Yes,sir,“wastheanswer,inawoman\'svoice。
“Isheathome?“
“Notathomenow,sir;buthewillbeinagainateightto-night。“
“Ithinkayoungladycalledhereearlyintheday,didshenot?“
“Yes;ayoungladycamethisafternoon。“
“Exactly;Icomeonthesamebusiness。DidsheseeMr。Huxtable?“
“No,sir;hehasbeenawayallday。Theyoungladytoldmeshewouldcomebackateighto\'clock。“
“Justso。IwillcallandseeMr。Huxtableatthesametime。“
“Anyname,sir?“
“No;sayagentlemancalledontheatricalbusiness——thatwillbeenough。Waitoneminute,ifyouplease。IamastrangerinYork;willyoukindlytellmewhichisthewaytoConeyStreet?“
Thewomangavetherequiredinformation,thedoorclosed,andthestrangerhastenedawayinthedirectionofConeyStreet。
OnthisoccasionCaptainWraggemadenoattempttofollowhim。Thehandbillrevealedplainlyenoughthattheman\'snextobjectwastocompletethenecessaryarrangementswiththelocalsolicitoronthesubjectofthepromisedreward。
Havingseenandheardenoughforhisimmediatepurpose,thecaptainretracedhisstepsdownthestreet,turnedtotheright,andenteredontheEsplanade,which,inthatquarterofthecity,borderstheriver-sidebetweentheswimming-bathsandLendalTower。“Thisisafamilymatter,“saidCaptainWraggetohimself,persisting,fromsheerforceofhabit,intheoldassertionofhisrelationshiptoMagdalen\'smother;“Imustconsideritinallitsbearings。“Hetuckedtheumbrellaunderhisarm,crossedhishandsbehindhim,andloweredhimselfgentlyintotheabyssofhisownreflections。Theorderandproprietyobservableinthecaptain\'sshabbygarmentsaccuratelytypifiedtheorderandproprietywhichdistinguishedtheoperationsofthecaptain\'smind。Itwashishabitalwaystoseehiswaybeforehimthroughaneatsuccessionofalternatives——andsohesawitnow。
Threecourseswereopentohiminconnectionwiththeremarkablediscoverywhichhehadjustmade。Thefirstcoursewastodonothinginthematteratall。Inadmissible,onfamilygrounds:equallyinadmissibleonpecuniarygrounds:rejectedaccordingly。Thesecondcoursewastodeservethegratitudeoftheyounglady\'sfriends,ratedatfiftypounds。Thethirdcoursewas,byatimelywarningtodeservethegratitudeoftheyoungladyherself,rated——atanunknownfigure。BetweenthesetwolastalternativesthewaryWraggehesitated;notfromdoubtofMagdalen\'specuniaryresources——forhewastotallyignorantofthecircumstanceswhichhaddeprivedthesistersoftheirinheritance——butfromdoubtwhetheranobstacleintheshapeofanundiscoveredgentlemanmightnotbeprivatelyconnectedwithherdisappearancefromhome。Aftermaturereflection,hedeterminedtopause,andbeguidedbycircumstances。Inthemeantime,thefirstconsiderationwastobebeforehandwiththemessengerfromLondon,andtolayhandssecurelyontheyoungladyherself。
“Ifeelforthismisguidedgirl,“musedthecaptain,solemnlystruttingbackwardandforwardbythelonelyriver-side。“Ialwayshavelookeduponher——Ialwaysshalllookuponher——inthelightofaniece。“
Wherewastheadoptedrelativeatthatmoment?Inotherwords,howwasayoungladyinMagdalen\'scriticalpositionlikelytowhileawaythehoursuntilMr。Huxtable\'sreturn?Iftherewasanobstructivegentlemaninthebackground,itwouldbemerewasteoftimetopursuethequestion。Butiftheinferencewhichthehandbillsuggestedwascorrect——ifshewasreallyaloneatthatmomentinthecityofYork——wherewasshelikelytobe?
Notinthecrowdedthoroughfares,tobeginwith。NotviewingtheobjectsofinterestintheMinster,foritwasnowpastthehouratwhichthecathedralcouldbeseen。Wassheinthewaiting-roomattherailway?Shewouldhardlyrunthatrisk。Wassheinoneofthehotels?Doubtful,consideringthatshewasentirelybyherself。Inapastry-cook\'sshop?Farmorelikely。Drivingaboutinacab?Possible,certainly;butnomore。Loiteringawaythetimeinsomequietlocality,out-of-doors?Likelyenough,again,onthatfineautumnevening。Thecaptainpaused,weighedtherelativeclaimsonhisattentionofthequietlocalityandthepastry-cook\'sshop;anddecidedforthefirstofthetwo。Therewastimeenoughtofindheratthepastry-cook\'s,toinquireafterherattheprincipalhotels,or,finally,tointerceptherinMr。Huxtable\'simmediateneighborhoodfromseventoeight。Whilethelightlasted,thewisecoursewastouseitinlookingforherout-of-doors。Where?TheEsplanadewasaquietlocality;butshewasnotthere——notonthelonelyroadbeyond,whichranbackbytheAbbeyWall。Wherenext?Thecaptainstopped,lookedacrosstheriver,brightenedundertheinfluenceofanewidea,andsuddenlyhastenedbacktotheferry。