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Whatadvantagehadshegainedtosetagainstthesedisasters?TheadvantageofknowingmoreofNoelVanstoneandofMrs。Lecountthanshemighthavediscoveredinmonthsifshehadtrustedtoinquiriesmadeforherbyothers。Oneuncertaintywhichhadhithertoperplexedherwassetatrestalready。TheschemeshehadprivatelydevisedagainstMichaelVanstone——whichCaptainWragge\'ssharpinsighthadpartiallypenetratedwhenshefirstwarnedhimthattheirpartnershipmustbedissolved——wasaschemewhichshecouldnowplainlyseemustbeabandonedashopeless,inthecaseofMichaelVanstone\'sson。Thefather\'shabitsofspeculationhadbeenthepivotonwhichthewholemachineryofhermeditatedconspiracyhadbeenconstructedtoturn。Nosuchvantage-groundwasdiscoverableinthedoublysordidcharacteroftheson。NoelVanstonewasinvulnerableontheverypointwhichhadpresenteditselfinhisfatherasopentoattack。
Havingreachedthisconclusion,howwasshetoshapeherfuturecourse?Whatnewmeanscouldshediscoverwhichwouldleadhersecretlytoherend,indefianceofMrs。Lecount\'smaliciousvigilanceandNoelVanstone\'smiserlydistrust?
Shewasseatedbeforethelooking-glass,mechanicallycombingoutherhair,whilethatall-importantconsiderationoccupiedhermind。Theagitationofthemomenthadraisedafeverishcolorinhercheeks,andhadbrightenedthelightinherlargegrayeyes。Shewasconsciousoflookingherbest;conscioushowherbeautygainedbycontrast,aftertheremovalofthedisguise。Herlovelylightbrownhairlookedthickerandsofterthanever,nowthatithadescapedfromitsimprisonmentunderthegraywig。Shetwisteditthiswayandthat,withquick,dexterousfingers;shelaiditinmassesonhershoulders;shethrewitbackfromtheminaheapandturnedsidewisetoseehowitfell——toseeherbackandshouldersfreedfromtheartificialdeformitiesofthepaddedcloak。Afteramomentshefacedthelooking-glassoncemore;plungedbothhandsdeepinherhair;and,restingherelbowsonthetable,lookedcloserandcloseratthereflectionofherself,untilherbreathbegantodimtheglass。“Icantwistanymanaliveroundmyfinger,“shethought,withasmileofsuperbtriumph,“aslongasIkeepmylooks!Ifthatcontemptiblewretchsawmenow——“Sheshrankfromfollowingthatthoughttoitsend,withasuddenhorrorofherself:shedrewbackfromtheglass,shuddering,andputherhandsoverherface。“Oh,Frank!“shemurmured,“butforyou,whatawretchImightbe!“Hereagerfingerssnatchedthelittlewhitesilkbagfromitshiding-placeinherbosom;herlipsdevoureditwithsilentkisses。“Mydarling!myangel!Oh,Frank,howIloveyou!“Thetearsgushedintohereyes。Shepassionatelydriedthem,restoredthebagtoitsplace,andturnedherbackonthelooking-glass。“Nomoreofmyself,“shethought;“nomoreofmymad,miserableselfforto-day!“
Shrinkingfromallfurthercontemplationofhernextstepinadvance——shrinkingfromthefast-darkeningfuture,withwhichNoelVanstonewasnowassociatedinherinmostthoughts——shelookedimpatientlyabouttheroomforsomehomelyoccupationwhichmighttakeheroutofherself。Thedisguisewhichshehadflungdownbetweenthewallandthebedrecurredtohermemory。Itwasimpossibletoleaveitthere。Mrs。Wragge(nowoccupiedinsortingherparcels)mightwearyofheremployment,mightcomeinagainatamoment\'snotice,mightpassnearthebed,andseethegraycloak。Whatwastobedone?
Herfirstthoughtwastoputthedisguisebackinhertrunk。Butafterwhathadhappened,therewasdangerintrustingitsoneartoherselfwhilesheandMrs。Wraggeweretogetherunderthesameroof。Sheresolvedtoberidofitthatevening,andboldlydeterminedonsendingitbacktoBirmingham。Herbonnet-boxfittedintohertrunk。Shetooktheboxout,thrustinthewigandcloak,andremorselesslyflatteneddownthebonnetatthetop。Thegown(whichshehadnotyettakenoff)washerown;Mrs。Wraggehadbeenaccustomedtoseeherinit——therewasnoneedtosendthegownback。Beforeclosingthebox,shehastilytracedtheselinesonasheetofpaper:“Itooktheinclosedthingsawaybymistake。Pleasekeepthemforme,withtherestofmyluggageinyourpossession,untilyouhearfrommeagain。“Puttingthepaperonthetopofthebonnet,shedirectedtheboxtoCaptainWraggeatBirmingham,tookitdownstairsimmediately,andsentthelandlady\'sdaughterawaywithittothenearestReceiving-house。“Thatdifficultyisdisposedof,“shethought,asshewentbacktoherownroomagain。
Mrs。Wraggewasstilloccupiedinsortingherparcelsonhernarrowlittlebed。SheturnedroundwithafaintscreamwhenMagdalenlookedinather。“Ithoughtitwastheghostagain,“saidMrs。Wragge。“I\'mtryingtotakewarning,mydear,bywhat\'shappenedtome。I\'veputallmyparcelsstraight,justasthecaptainwouldliketosee\'em。I\'mupatheelwithbothshoes。IfIclosemyeyesto-night——whichIdon\'tthinkIshall——I\'llgotosleepasstraightasmylegswillletme。AndI\'llneverhaveanotherholidayaslongasIlive。IhopeIshallbeforgiven,“saidMrs。Wragge,mournfullyshakingherhead。“IhumblyhopeIshallbeforgiven。“
“Forgiven!“repeatedMagdalen。“Ifotherwomenwantedaslittleforgivingasyoudo——Well!well!Supposeyouopensomeoftheseparcels。Come!Iwanttoseewhatyouhavebeenbuyingto-day。“
Mrs。Wraggehesitated,sighedpenitently,consideredalittle,stretchedoutherhandtimidlytowardoneoftheparcels,thoughtofthesupernaturalwarning,andshrankbackfromherownpurchaseswithadesperateexertionofself-control。
“Openthisone。“saidMagdalen,toencourageher:“whatisit?“
Mrs。Wragge\'sfadedblueeyesbegantobrightendimly,inspiteofherremorse;butsheself-denyinglyshookherhead。Themaster-passionofshoppingmightclaimhisownagain——buttheghostwasnotlaidyet。
“Didyougetitatabargain?“askedMagdalen,confidentially。
“Dirtcheap!“criedpoorMrs。Wragge,fallingheadlongintothesnare,anddartingattheparcelaseagerlyasifnothinghadhappened。
Magdalenkepthergossipingoverherpurchasesforanhourormore,andthenwiselydeterminedtodistractherattentionfromallghostlyrecollectionsinanotherwaybytakingheroutforawalk。
Astheyleftthelodgings,thedoorofNoelVanstone\'shouseopened,andthewoman-servantappeared,bentonanothererrand。Shewasapparentlychargedwithaletteronthisoccasionwhichshecarriedcarefullyinherhand。Consciousofhavingformednoplanyeteitherforattackordefense,Magdalenwondered,withamomentarydread,whetherMrs。Lecounthaddecidedalreadyonopeningfreshcommunications,andwhethertheletterwasdirectedto“MissGarth。“
Theletterborenosuchaddress。NoelVanstonehadsolvedhispecuniaryproblematlast。Theblankspaceintheadvertisementwasfilledup,andMrs。Lecount\'sacknowledgmentofthecaptain\'sanonymouswarningwasnowonitswaytoinsertionintheTimes。
THEENDOFTHETHIRDSCENE。
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[TableofContents]NoName,BetweentheScenesBETWEENTHESCENES。PROGRESSOFTHESTORYTHROUGHTHEPOST。I。ExtractfromtheAdvertisingColumnsof“TheTimes。“
“ANUNKNOWNFRIENDisrequestedtomention(byadvertisement)anaddressatwhichalettercanreachhim。ThereceiptoftheinformationwhichheofferswillbeacknowledgedbyarewardofFivePounds。“
II。FromCaptainWraggetoMagdalen。“Birmingham,July2d,1847。“MYDEARGIRL——Theboxcontainingthearticlesofcostumeswhichyoutookawaybymistakehascomesafelytohand。ConsideritundermyspecialprotectionuntilIhearfromyouagain。
“Iembracethisopportunitytoassureyouoncemoreofmyunalterablefidelitytoyourinterests。Withoutattemptingtointrudemyselfintoyourconfidence,mayIinquirewhetherMr。NoelVanstonehasconsentedtodoyoujustice?Igreatlyfearhehasdeclined——inwhichcaseIcanlaymyhandonmyheart,andsolemnlydeclarethathismeannessrevoltsme。WhydoIfeelaforebodingthatyouhaveappealedtohiminvain?WhydoI
findmyselfviewingthisfellowinthelightofanoxiousinsect?Wearetotalstrangerstoeachother;Ihavenosortofknowledgeofhim,excepttheknowledgeIpickedupinmakingyourinquiries。Hasmyintensesympathywithyourinterestsmademyperceptionsprophetic?or,toputitfancifully,istherereallysuchathingasaformerstateofexistence?andhasMr。
NoelVanstonemortallyinsultedme——say,insomeotherplanet?
“Iwrite,mydearMagdalen,asyousee,withmycustomarydashofhumor。
ButIamseriousinplacingmyservicesatyourdisposal。Don\'tletthequestionoftermscauseyouaninstant\'shesitation。Iacceptbeforehandanytermsyouliketomention。Ifyourpresentplanspointthatway,I
amreadytosqueezeMr。NoelVanstone,inyourinterests,tillthegoldoozesoutofhimateverypore。Pardonthecoarsenessofthismetaphor。
Myanxietytobeofservicetoyourushesintowords;laysmymeaning,intherough,atyourfeet;andleavesyourtastetopolishitwiththechoicestornamentsoftheEnglishlanguage。
“Howismyunfortunatewife?Iamafraidyoufinditquiteimpossibletokeepherupatheel,ortomoldherpersonalappearanceintoharmonywiththeeternallawsofsymmetryandorder。Doessheattempttobetoofamiliarwithyou?Ihavealwaysbeenaccustomedtocheckher,inthisrespect。ShehasneverbeenpermittedtocallmeanythingbutCaptain;
andontherareoccasionssinceourunion,whencircumstancesmayhaveobligedhertoaddressmebyletter,heropeningformofsalutationhasbeenrigidlyrestrictedto\'DearSir。\'AcceptthesetriflingdomesticparticularsassuggestinghintswhichmaybeusefultoyouinmanagingMrs。Wragge;
andbelieveme,inanxiousexpectationofhearingfromyouagain,Devotedlyyours,“HORATIOWRAGGE。“
III。FromNorahtoMagdalen。[Forwarded,withtheTwoLettersthatfollowit,fromthePost-office,Birmingham。]
“WestmorelandHouse,Kensington,July1st。
“MYDEARESTMAGDALEN——Whenyouwritenext(andpraywritesoon!)addressyourlettertomeatMissGarth\'s。Ihaveleftmysituation;andsomelittletimemayelapsebeforeIfindanother。
“NowitisalloverImayacknowledgetoyou,mydarling,thatIwasnothappy。ItriedhardtowintheaffectionofthetwolittlegirlsI
hadtoteach;buttheyseemed,IamsureIcan\'ttellwhy,todislikemefromthefirst。TheirmotherIhavenoreasontocomplainof。Buttheirgrandmother,whowasreallytherulingpowerinthehouse,mademylifeveryhardtome。Myinexperienceinteachingwasaconstantsubjectofremarkwithher;andmydifficultieswiththechildrenwerealwaysvisitedonmeasiftheyhadbeenentirelyofmyownmaking。Itellyouthis,sothatyoumaynotsupposeIregrethavingleftmysituation。Farfromit,mylove——Iamgladtobeoutofthehouse。
“Ihavesavedalittlemoney,Magdalen;andIshouldsoliketospenditinstayingafewdayswithyou。Myheartachesforasightofmysister;
myearsarewearyforthesoundofhervoice。Awordfromyoutellingmewherewecanmeet,isallIwant。Thinkofit——praythinkofit。
“Don\'tsupposeIamdiscouragedbythisfirstcheck。Therearemanykindpeopleintheworld;andsomeofthemmayemploymenexttime。Thewaytohappinessisoftenveryhardtofind;harder,Ialmostthink,forwomenthanformen。Butifweonlytrypatiently,andtrylongenough,wereachitatlast——inheaven,ifnotonearth。Ithinkmywaynowisthewaywhichleadstoseeingyouagain。Don\'tforgetthat,mylove,thenexttimeyouthinkofNORAH。“
IV。FromMissGarthtoMagdalen。
“WestmorelandHouse,July1st。
“MYDEARMAGDALEN——Youhavenouselessremonstrancestoapprehendatthesightofmyhandwriting。MyonlyobjectinthisletteristotellyousomethingwhichIknowyoursisterwillnottellyouofherownaccord。
SheisentirelyignorantthatIamwritingtoyou。Keepherinignorance,ifyouwishtospareherunnecessaryanxiety,andmeunnecessarydistress。
“Norah\'sletter,nodoubt,tellsyouthatshehaslefthersituation。
Ifeelitmypainfuldutytoaddthatshehasleftitonyouraccount。
“Thematteroccurredinthismanner。Messrs。Wyatt,Pendril,andGwiltarethesolicitorsofthegentlemaninwhosefamilyNorahwasemployed。
ThelifewhichyouhavechosenforyourselfwasknownaslongagoasDecemberlasttoallthepartners。YouwerediscoveredperforminginpublicatDerbybythepersonwhohadbeenemployedtotraceyouatYork;andthatdiscoverywascommunicatedbyMr。WyatttoNorah\'semployerafewdayssince,inreplytodirectinquiriesaboutyouonthatgentleman\'spart。Hiswifeandhismother(wholiveswithhim)hadexpresslydesiredthathewouldmakethoseinquiries;theirdoubtshavingbeenarousedbyNorah\'sevasiveanswerswhentheyquestionedherabouthersister。YouknowNorahtoowelltoblameherforthis。Evasionwastheonlyescapeyourpresentlifehadlefther,fromtellingadownrightfalsehood。
“Thatsameday,thetwoladiesofthefamily,theelderandtheyounger,sentforyoursister,andtoldhertheyhaddiscoveredthatyouwereapublicperformer,roamingfromplacetoplaceinthecountryunderanassumedname。TheywerejustenoughnottoblameNorahforthis;theywerejustenoughtoacknowledgethatherconducthadbeenasirreproachableasI
hadguaranteeditshouldbewhenIgotherthesituation。But,atthesametime,theymadeitapositiveconditionofhercontinuingintheiremploymentthatsheshouldneverpermityoutovisitherattheirhouse,ortomeetherandwalkoutwithherwhenshewasinattendanceonthechildren。Yoursister——whohaspatientlyborneallhardshipsthatfellonherself——instantlyresentedtheslurcastonyou。Shegaveheremployerswarningonthespot。Highwordsfollowed,andsheleftthehousethatevening。
“Ihavenowishtodistressyoubyrepresentingthelossofthissituationinthelightofadisaster。NorahwasnotsohappyinitasIhadhopedandbelievedshewouldbe。Itwasimpossibleformetoknowbeforehandthatthechildrenweresullenandintractable,orthatthehusband\'smotherwasaccustomedtomakeherdomineeringdispositionfeltbyeveryoneinthehouse。IwillreadilyadmitthatNorahiswelloutofthissituation。
Buttheharmdoesnotstophere。ForallyouandIknowtothecontrary,theharmmaygoon。Whathashappenedinthissituationmayhappeninanother。
Yourwayoflife,howeverpureyourconductmaybe——andIwilldoyouthejusticetobelieveitpure——isasuspiciouswayoflifetoallrespectablepeople。IhavelivedlongenoughinthisworldtoknowthatthesenseofPropriety,innineEnglishwomenoutoften,makesnoallowancesandfeelsnopity。Norah\'snextemployersmaydiscoveryou;andNorahmaythrowupasituationnexttimewhichwemayneverbeabletofindforheragain。
“Ileaveyoutoconsiderthis。Mychild,don\'tthinkIamhardonyou。
Iamjealousforyoursister\'stranquillity。Ifyouwillforgetthepast,Magdalen,andcomeback,trusttoyouroldgovernesstoforgetittoo,andtogiveyouthehomewhichyourfatherandmotheroncegaveher。Yourfriend,mydear,always,“HARRIETGARTH。“
V。FromFrancisClare,Jun。,toMagdalen。
“Shanghai,China,April23d,1847。
“MYDEARMAGDALEN——Ihavedeferredansweringyourletter,inconsequenceofthedistractedstateofmymind,whichmademeunfittowritetoyou。
Iamstillunfit,butIfeelIoughttodelaynolonger。Mysenseofhonorfortifiesme,andIundergothepainofwritingthisletter。
“MyprospectsinChinaareallatanend。TheFirmtowhichIwasbrutallyconsigned,asifIwasabaleofmerchandise,haswornoutmypatiencebyaseriesofpettyinsults;andIhavefeltcompelled,frommotivesofself-respect,towithdrawmyservices,whichwereundervaluedfromthefirst。MyreturningtoEnglandunderthesecircumstancesisoutofthequestion。Ihavebeentoocruellyusedinmyowncountrytowishtogobacktoit,evenifIcould。Iproposeembarkingonboardaprivatetrading-vesselintheseseasinamercantilecapacity,tomakemyway,ifIcan,formyself。
Howitwillend,orwhatwillhappentomenext,ismorethanIcansay。
Itmatterslittlewhatbecomesofme。Iamawandererandanexile,entirelythroughthefaultofothers。Theunfeelingdesireathometogetridofmehasaccomplisheditsobject。Iamgotridofforgood。
“Thereisonlyonemoresacrificeleftformetomake——thesacrificeofmyheart\'sdearestfeelings。Withnoprospectsbeforeme,withnochanceofcominghome,whathopecanIfeelofperformingmyengagementtoyourself?
None!AmoreselfishmanthanIammightholdyoutothatengagement;alessconsideratemanthanIammightkeepyouwaitingforyears——andtonopurposeafterall。Cruellyastheyhavebeentrampledon,myfeelingsaretoosensitivetoallowmetodothis。Iwriteitwiththetearsinmyeyes——youshallnotlinkyourfatetoanoutcast。Accepttheseheart-brokenlinesasreleasingyoufromyourpromise。Ourengagementisatanend。
“Theoneconsolationwhichsupportsmeinbiddingyoufarewellis,thatneitherofusistoblame。Youmayhaveactedweakly,undermyfather\'sinfluence,butIamsureyouactedforthebest。NobodyknewwhatthefatalconsequencesofdrivingmeoutofEnglandwouldbebutmyself——andIwasnotlistenedto。Iyieldedtomyfather,Iyieldedtoyou;andthisistheendofit!
“Iamsufferingtooacutelytowritemore。Mayyouneverknowwhatmywithdrawalfromourengagementhascostme!Ibegyouwillnotblameyourself。
ItisnotyourfaultthatIhavehadallmyenergiesmisdirectedbyothers——itisnotyourfaultthatIhaveneverhadafairchanceofgettingoninlife。Forgetthedesertedwretchwhobreatheshisheartfeltprayersforyourhappiness,andwhowilleverremainyourfriendandwell-wisher。
“FRANCISCLARE,Jun。“
VI。FromFrancisClare,Sen。,toMagdalen。[InclosingtheprecedingLetter。]
“IalwaystoldyourpoorfathermysonwasaFool,butIneverknewhewasaScoundreluntilthemailcameinfromChina。Ihaveeveryreasontobelievethathehaslefthisemployersunderthemostdisgracefulcircumstances。
Forgethimfromthistimeforth,asIdo。WhenyouandIlastseteyesoneachother,youbehavedwelltomeinthisbusiness。AllIcannowsayinreturn,Idosay。Mygirl,Iamsorryforyou,F。C。“
VII。FromMrs。WraggetoherHusband。
“Dearsirformercy\'ssakecomehereandhelpusShehadadreadfulletterIdon\'tknowwhatyesterdaybutshereaditinbedandwhenIwentinwithherbreakfastIfoundherdeadandifthedoctorhadnotbeentwodoorsoffnobodyelsecouldhavebroughthertolifeagainandshesitsandlooksdreadfulandwon\'tspeakawordhereyesfrightenmesoIshakefromheadtofootohpleasedocomeIkeepthingsastidyasIcanandIdolikehersoandsheusedtobesokindtomeandthelandlordsayshe\'safraidshe\'lldestroyherselfIwishIcouldwritestraightbutI
doshakesoyourdutifulwifematildawraggeexcusefaultsandbegyouonmykneescomeandhelpustheDoctorgoodmanwillputsomeofhisownwritingintothisforfearyoucan\'tmakeoutmineandremainoncemoreyourdutifulwifematildawragge。“AddedbytheDoctor。
“SIR——IbegtoinformyouthatIwasyesterdaycalledintoaneighbor\'sinVauxhallWalktoattendayoungladywhohadbeensuddenlytakenill。
Irecoveredherwithgreatdifficultyfromoneofthemostobstinatefainting-fitsIeverremembertohavemetwith。Sincethattimeshehashadnorelapse,butthereisapparentlysomeheavydistressweighingonhermindwhichithashithertobeenfoundimpossibletoremove。Shesits,asIaminformed,perfectlysilent,andperfectlyunconsciousofwhatgoesonabouther,forhourstogether,withaletterinherhandwhichshewillallownobodytotakefromher。Ifthisstateofdepressioncontinues,verydistressingmentalconsequencesmayfollow;andIonlydomydutyinsuggestingthatsomerelativeorfriendshouldinterferewhohasinfluenceenoughtorouseher。Yourobedientservant,“RICHARDJARVIS,M。R。C。S。“
VIII。FromNorahtoMagdalen。
“July5th。
“ForGod\'ssake,writemeonelinetosayifyouarestillatBirmingham,andwhereIcanfindyouthere!IhavejustheardfromoldMr。Clare。Oh,Magdalen,ifyouhavenopityonyourself,havesomepityonme!Thethoughtofyoualoneamongstrangers,thethoughtofyouheart-brokenunderthisdreadfulblow,neverleavesmeforaninstant。NowordscantellhowI
feelforyou!Myownlove,rememberthebetterdaysathomebeforethatcowardlyvillainstolehiswayintoyourheart;rememberthehappytimeatCombe-Ravenwhenwewerealwaystogether。Oh,don\'t,don\'ttreatmelikeastranger!Wearealoneintheworldnow——letmecomeandcomfortyou,letmebemorethanasistertoyou,ifIcan。Oneline——onlyonelinetotellmewhereIcanfindyou!“
IX。FromMagdalentoNorah。
“July7th。
“MYDEARESTNORAH——Allthatyourloveformecanwishyourletterhasdone。You,andyoualone,havefoundyourwaytomyheart。Icouldthinkagain,Icouldfeelagain,afterreadingwhatyouhavewrittentome。Letthisassurancequietyouranxieties。Mymindlivesandbreathesoncemore——itwasdeaduntilIgotyourletter。
“TheshockIhavesufferedhasleftastrangequietnessinme。IfeelasifIhadpartedfrommyformerself——asifthehopesoncesodeartomehadallgonebacktosomepasttimefromwhichIamnowfarremoved。
Icanlookatthewreckofmylifemorecalmly,Norah,thanyoucouldlookatitifwewerebothtogetheragain。IcantrustmyselfalreadytowritetoFrank。
“Mydarling,Ithinknowomaneverknowshowutterlyshehasgivenherselfuptothemansheloves——untilthatmanhasill-treatedher。CanyoupitymyweaknessifIconfesstohavingfeltapangatmyheartwhenIreadthatpartofyourletterwhichcallsFrankacowardandavillain?NobodycandespisemeforthisasIdespisemyself。Iamlikeadogwhocrawlsbackandlicksthemaster\'shandthathasbeatenhim。Butitisso——Iwouldconfessittonobodybutyou——indeed,indeeditisso。Hehasdeceivedanddesertedme;hehaswrittenmeacruelfarewell——butdon\'tcallhimavillain!Ifherepentedandcamebacktome,Iwoulddieratherthanmarryhimnow——butitgratesonmetoseethatwordcowardwrittenagainsthiminyourhand!Ifheisweakofpurpose,whotriedhisweaknessbeyondwhatitcouldbear?DoyouthinkthiswouldhavehappenedifMichaelVanstonehadnotrobbedusofourown,andforcedFrankawayfrommetoChina?Inaweekfromto-daytheyearofwaitingwouldhavecometoanend,andI
shouldhavebeenFrank\'swife,ifmymarriageportionhadnotbeentakenfromme。
“Youwillsay,afterwhathashappened,itiswellthatIhaveescaped。
Mylove!thereissomethingperverseinmyheartwhichanswers,No!BetterhavebeenFrank\'swretchedwifethanthefreewomanIamnow。
“Ihavenotwrittentohim。HesendsmenoaddressatwhichIcouldwrite,evenifIwould。ButIhavenotthewish。IwillwaitbeforeIsendhimmyfarewell。IfadayevercomeswhenIhavethefortunewhichmyfatheroncepromisedIshouldbringtohim,doyouknowwhatIwoulddowithit?IwouldsenditalltoFrank,asmyrevengeonhimforhisletter;asthelastfarewellwordonmysidetothemanwhohasdesertedme。Letmeliveforthatday!Letmelive,Norah,inthehopeofbettertimesforyou,whichisallthehopeIhaveleft。WhenIthinkofyourhardlife,Icanalmostfeelthetearsoncemoreinmywearyeyes。
IcanalmostthinkIhavecomebackagaintomyformerself。
“Youwillnotthinkmehard-heartedandungratefulifIsaythatwemustwaitalittleyetbeforewemeet。IwanttobemorefittoseeyouthanIamnow。IwanttoputFrankfurtherawayfromme,andtobringyounearerstill。Arethesegoodreasons?Idon\'tknow——don\'taskmeforreasons。
TakethekissIhaveputforyouhere,wherethelittlecircleisdrawnonthepaper;andletthatbringustogetherforthepresenttillIwriteagain。Good-by,mylove。Myheartistruetoyou,Norah,butIdarenotseeyouyet。
MAGDALEN。“
X。FromMagdalentoMissGarth。
“MYDEARMISSGARTH——Ihavebeenlonginansweringyourletter;butyouknowwhathashappened,andyouwillforgiveme。
“AllthatIhavetosaymaybesaidinafewwords。YoumaydependonmynevermakingthegeneralSenseofProprietymyenemyagain:Iamgettingknowledgeenoughoftheworldtomakeitmyaccomplicenexttime。Norahwillneverleaveanothersituationonmyaccount——mylifeasapublicperformerisatanend。Itwasharmlessenough,Godknows——Imaylive,andsomayyou,tomournthedaywhenIpartedfromit——butIshallneverreturntoitagain。Ithasleftme,asFrankhasleftme,asallmybetterthoughtshaveleftmeexceptmythoughtsofNorah。
“Enoughofmyself!ShallItellyousomenewstobrightenthisdullletter?Mr。MichaelVanstoneisdead,andMr。NoelVanstonehassucceededtothepossessionofmyfortuneandNorah\'s。Heisquiteworthyofhisinheritance。Inhisfather\'splace,hewouldhaveruinedusashisfatherdid。
“Ihavenomoretosaythatyouwouldcaretoknow。Don\'tbedistressedaboutme。Iamtryingtorecovermyspirits——IamtryingtoforgetthepoordeludedgirlwhowasfoolishenoughtobefondofFrankintheolddaysatCombe-Raven。Sometimesapangcomeswhichtellsmethegirlwon\'tbeforgotten——butnotoften。
“Itwasverykindofyou,whenyouwrotetosuchalostcreatureasIam,tosignyourself——alwaysmyfriend。\'Always\'isaboldword,mydearoldgoverness!Iwonderwhetheryouwilleverwanttorecallit?
Itwillmakenodifferenceifyoudo,inthegratitudeIshallalwaysfeelforthetroubleyoutookwithmewhenIwasalittlegirl。Ihaveillrepaidthattrouble——illrepaidyourkindnesstomeinafterlife。Iaskyourpardonandyourpity。Thebestthingyoucandoforbothofusistoforgetme。Affectionatelyyours,MAGDALEN。“
“P。S——Iopentheenvelopetoaddoneline。ForGod\'ssake,don\'tshowthislettertoNorah!“
XI。FromMagdalentoCaptainWragge。
“VauxhallWalk,July17th。
“IfIamnotmistaken,itwasarrangedthatIshouldwritetoyouatBirminghamassoonasIfeltmyselfcomposedenoughtothinkofthefuture。
Mymindissettledatlast,andIamnowabletoaccepttheserviceswhichyouhavesounreservedlyofferedtome。
“IbegyouwillforgivethemannerinwhichIreceivedyouonyourarrivalinthishouse,afterhearingthenewsofmysuddenillness。Iwasquiteincapableofcontrollingmyself——Iwassufferinganagonyofmindwhichforthetimedeprivedmeofmysenses。ItisonlyyourduethatIshouldnowthankyoufortreatingmewithgreatforbearanceatatimewhenforbearancewasmercy。
“IwillmentionwhatIwishyoutodoasplainlyandbrieflyasIcan。
“Inthefirstplace,Irequestyoutodispose(asprivatelyaspossible)
ofeveryarticleofcostumeusedinthedramaticEntertainment。Ihavedonewithourperformancesforever;andIwishtobesetfreefromeverythingwhichmightaccidentallyconnectmewiththeminthefuture。Thekeyofmyboxisinclosedinthisletter。
“Theotherbox,whichcontainsmyowndresses,youwillbekindenoughtoforwardtothishouse。Idonotaskyoutobringityourself,becauseIhaveafarmoreimportantcommissiontointrusttoyou。
“Referringtothenotewhichyouleftformeatyourdeparture,IconcludethatyouhavebythistimetracedMr。NoelVanstonefromVauxhallWalktotheresidencewhichheisnowoccupying。Ifyouhavemadethediscovery——andifyouarequitesureofnothavingdrawntheattentioneitherofMrs。
Lecountorhermastertoyourself——Iwishyoutoarrangeimmediatelyformyresiding(withyouandMrs。Wragge)inthesametownorvillageinwhichMr。NoelVanstonehastakenuphisabode。Iwritethis,itishardlynecessarytosay,undertheimpressionthat,whereverhemaynowbeliving,heissettledintheplaceforsomelittletime。
“Ifyoucanfindasmallfurnishedhouseformeontheseconditionswhichistobeletbythemonth,takeitforamonthcertaintobeginwith。
Saythatitisforyourwife,yourniece,andyourself,anduseanyassumednameyouplease,aslongasitisanamethatcanbetrustedtodefeatthemostsuspiciousinquiries。Ileavethistoyourexperienceinsuchmatters。Thesecretofwhowereallyaremustbekeptasstrictlyasifitwasasecretonwhichourlivesdepend。
“AnyexpensestowhichyoumaybeputincarryingoutmywishesIwillimmediatelyrepay。IfyoueasilyfindthesortofhouseIwant,thereisnoneedforyourreturningtoLondontofetchus。Wecanjoinyouassoonasweknowwheretogo。Thehousemustbeperfectlyrespectable,andmustbereasonablyneartoMr。NoelVanstone\'spresentresidence,whereverthatis。
“YoumustallowmetobesilentinthisletterastotheobjectwhichIhavenowinview。Iamunwillingtoriskanexplanationinwriting。Whenallourpreparationsaremade,youshallhearwhatIproposetodofrommyownlips;andIshallexpectyoutotellmeplainly,inreturn,whetheryouwillorwillnotgivemethehelpIwantonthebesttermswhichI
amabletoofferyou。
“OnewordmorebeforeIsealupthisletter。
“Ifanyopportunityfallsinyourwayafteryouhavetakenthehouse,andbeforewejoinyou,ofexchangingafewcivilwordseitherwithMr。
NoelVanstoneorMrs。Lecount,takeadvantageofit。Itisveryimportanttomypresentobjectthatweshouldbecomeacquaintedwitheachother——asthepurelyaccidentalresultofourbeingnearneighbors。Iwantyoutosmooththewaytowardthisendifyoucan,beforeMrs。WraggeandIcometoyou。PraythrowawaynochanceofobservingMrs。Lecount,inparticular,verycarefully。Whateverhelpyoucangivemeattheoutsetinblindfoldingthatwoman\'ssharpeyeswillbethemostprecioushelpIhaveeverreceivedatyourhands。
“Thereisnoneedtoanswerthisletterimmediately——unlessIhavewrittenitunderamistakenimpressionofwhatyouhaveaccomplishedsinceleavingLondon。Ihavetakenourlodgingsonforanotherweek;andIcanwaittohearfromyouuntilyouareabletosendmesuchnewsasIwishtoreceive。
Youmaybequitesureofmypatienceforthefuture,underallpossiblecircumstances。Mycapricesareatanend,andmyviolenttemperhastriedyourforbearanceforthelasttime。
MAGDALEN。“
XII。FromCaptainWraggetoMagdalen。
“NorthShinglesVilla,Aldborough,Suffolk,July22d。
“MYDEARGIRL——Yourletterhascharmedandtouchedme。Yourexcuseshavegonestraighttomyheart;andyourconfidenceinmyhumbleabilitieshasfollowedinthesamedirection。Thepulseoftheoldmilitia-manthrobswithprideashethinksofthetrustyouhaveplacedinhim,andvowstodeserveit。Don\'tbesurprisedatthisgenialoutburst。Allenthusiasticnaturesmustexplodeoccasionally;andmyformofexplosionis——Words。
“Everythingyouwantedmetodoisdone。Thehouseistaken;thenameisfound;andIampersonallyacquaintedwithMrs。Lecount。Afterreadingthisgeneralstatement,youwillnaturallybeinterestedinpossessingyourmindnextoftheaccompanyingdetails。Heretheyare,atyourservice:
“ThedayafterleavingyouinLondon,ItracedMr。NoelVanstonetothiscuriouslittleseasidesnuggery。Oneofhisfather\'sinnumerablebargainswasahouseatAldborough——arisingwatering-place,orMr。MichaelVanstonewouldnothaveinvestedafarthinginit。Inthishousethedespicablelittlemiser,wholivedrentfreeinLondon,nowlives,rentfreeagain,onthecoastofSuffolk。Heissettledinhispresentabodeforthesummerandautumn;andyouandMrs。Wraggehaveonlytojoinmehere,tobeestablishedfivedoorsawayfromhiminthiselegantvilla。Ihavegotthewholehouseforthreeguineasaweek,withtheoptionofremainingthroughtheautumnatthesameprice。Inafashionablewatering-place,sucharesidencewouldhavebeencheapatdoublethemoney。
“Ournewnamehasbeenchosenwithawaryeyetoyoursuggestions。Mybooks——IhopeyouhavenotforgottenmyBooks?——contain,undertheheadingofSkinsToJumpInto,alistofindividualsretiredfromthismortalscene,withwhosenames,families,andcircumstancesIamwellacquainted。
IntosomeofthoseSkinsIhavebeencompelledtoJump,intheexerciseofmyprofession,atformerperiodsofmycareer。Othersarestillintheconditionofnewdressesandremaintobetriedon。TheSkinwhichwillexactlyfitusoriginallyclothedthebodiesofafamilynamedBygrave。
IaminMr。Bygrave\'sskinatthismoment——anditfitswithoutawrinkle。
IfyouwillobligemebyslippingintoMissBygrave(Christianname,Susan);
andifyouwillafterwardpushMrs。Wragge——anyhow;headforemostifyoulike——intoMrs。Bygrave(Christianname,Julia),thetransformationwillbecomplete。PermitmetoinformyouthatIamyourpaternaluncle。MyworthybrotherwasestablishedtwentyyearsagointhemahoganyandlogwoodtradeatBelize,Honduras。Hediedinthatplace;andisburiedonthesouth-westsideofthelocalcemetery,withaneatmonumentofnativewoodcarvedbyaself-taughtnegroartist。Nineteenmonthsafterwardhiswidowdiedofapoplexyataboarding-houseinCheltenham。ShewassupposedtobethemostcorpulentwomaninEngland,andwasaccommodatedontheground-floorofthehouseinconsequenceofthedifficultyofgettingherupanddownstairs。Youareheronlychild;youhavebeenundermycaresincethesadeventatCheltenham;youaretwenty-oneyearsoldonthesecondofAugustnext;and,corpulenceexcepted,youarethelivingimageofyourmother。
ItroubleyouwiththesespecimensofmyintimateknowledgeofournewfamilySkin,toquietyourmindonthesubjectoffutureinquiries。Trusttomeandmybookstosatisfyanyamountofinquiry。Inthemeantimewritedownournewnameandaddress,andseehowtheystrikeyou:\'Mr。Bygrave,Mrs。Bygrave,MissBygrave;NorthShinglesVilla,Aldborough。\'Uponmylife,itreadsremarkablywell!
“ThelastdetailIhavetocommunicatereferstomyacquaintancewithMrs。Lecount。
“Wemetyesterday,inthegrocer\'sshophere。Keepingmyearsopen,IfoundthatMrs。Lecountwantedaparticularkindofteawhichthemanhadnotgot,andwhichhebelievedcouldnotbeprocuredanynearerthanIpswich。Iinstantlysawmywaytobeginninganacquaintance,atthetriflingexpenseofajourneytothatflourishingcity。\'Ihavebusinessto-dayinIpswich,\'Isaid,\'andIproposereturningtoAldborough(ifIcangetbackintime)thisevening。Prayallowmetotakeyourorderforthetea,andtobringitbackwithmyownparcels。\'Mrs。Lecountpolitelydeclinedgivingmethetrouble——Ipolitelyinsistedontakingit。Wefellintoconversation。
Thereisnoneedtotroubleyouwithourtalk。Theresultofitonmymindis——thatMrs。Lecount\'soneweakpoint,ifshehassuchathingatall,isatasteforscience,implantedbyherdeceasedhusband,theprofessor。
IthinkIseeachancehereofworkingmywayintohergoodgraces,andcastingalittleneedfuldustintothosehandsomeblackeyesofhers。ActingonthisideawhenIpurchasedthelady\'steaatIpswich,Ialsoboughtonmyownaccountthatfar-famedpocket-manualofknowledge,\'Joyce\'sScientificDialogues。\'Possessing,asIdo,aquickmemoryandboundlessconfidenceinmyself,Iproposeprivatelyinflatingmynewskinwithasmuchready-madescienceasitwillhold,andpresentingMr。BygravetoMrs。Lecount\'snoticeinthecharacterofthemosthighlyinformedmanshehasmetwithsincetheprofessor\'sdeath。Thenecessityofblindfoldingthatwoman(touseyourownadmirableexpression)isascleartomeastoyou。IfitistobedoneinthewayIpropose,makeyourmindeasy——Wragge,inflatedbyJoyce,isthemantodoit。
“Younowhavemywholebudgetofnews。AmI,oramInot,worthyofyourconfidenceinme?Isaynothingofmydevouringanxietytoknowwhatyourobjectsreallyare——thatanxietywillbesatisfiedwhenwemeet。Neveryet,mydeargirl,didIlongtoadministeraproductivepecuniarySqueezetoanyhumancreature,asIlongtoadministerittoMr。NoelVanstone。
Isaynomore。Verbumsap。PardonthepedantryofaLatinquotation,andbelieveme,“Entirelyyours,“HORATIOWRAGGE。
“P。S——Iawaitmyinstructions,asyourequested。YouhaveonlytosaywhetherIshallreturntoLondonforthepurposeofescortingyoutothisplace,orwhetherIshallwaitheretoreceiveyou。Thehouseisinperfectorder,theweatherischarming,andtheseaisassmoothasMrs。Lecount\'sapron。Shehasjustpassedthewindow,andwehaveexchangedbows。Asharpwoman,mydearMagdalen;butJoyceandItogethermayproveatrifletoomuchforher。“
XIII。Extractfromthe“EastSuffolkArgus。“
“ALDBOROUGH——Wenoticewithpleasurethearrivalofvisitorstothishealthfulandfar-famedwatering-placeearlierintheseasonthanusualduringthepresentyear。EstoPerpetuaisallwehavetosay。
“VISITORS\'LIST——Arrivalssinceourlast。NorthShinglesVilla——Mrs。
Bygrave;MissBygrave。“
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[TableofContents]NoName,Scene4,Chapter1THEFOURTHSCENE。
ALDBOROUGH,SUFFOLK。
CHAPTERI。
THEmoststrikingspectaclepresentedtoastrangerbytheshoresofSuffolkistheextraordinarydefenselessnessofthelandagainsttheencroachmentsofthesea。
AtAldborough,aselsewhereonthiscoast,localtraditionsare,forthemostpart,traditionswhichhavebeenliterallydrowned。Thesiteoftheoldtown,onceapopulousandthrivingport,hasalmostentirelydisappearedinthesea。TheGermanOceanhasswallowedupstreets,market-places,jetties,andpublicwalks;andthemercilesswaters,consummatingtheirworkofdevastation,closed,nolongerthaneightyyearssince,overthesalt-master\'scottageatAldborough,nowfamousinmemoryonlyasthebirthplaceofthepoetCRABBE。
Thrustbackyearafteryearbytheadvancingwaves,theinhabitantshavereceded,inthepresentcentury,tothelastmorseloflandwhichisfirmenoughtobebuilton——astripofgroundhemmedinbetweenamarshononesideandtheseaontheother。Here,trustingfortheirfuturesecuritytocertainsand-hillswhichthecapriciouswaveshavethrownuptoencouragethem,thepeopleofAldboroughhaveboldlyestablishedtheirquaintlittlewatering-place。Thefirstfragmentoftheirearthlypossessionsisalownaturaldikeofshingle,surmountedbyapublicpathwhichrunsparallelwiththesea。Borderingthispath,inabroken,unevenline,arethevillaresidencesofmodernAldborough——fancifullittlehouses,standingmostlyintheirowngardens,andpossessinghereandthere,ashorticulturalornaments,staringfigure-headsofshipsdoingdutyforstatuesamongtheflowers。Viewedfromthelowlevelonwhichthesevillasstand,thesea,incertainconditionsoftheatmosphere,appearstobehigherthantheland:coasting-vesselsglidingbyassumegiganticproportions,andlookalarminglynearthewindows。Intermixedwiththehousesofthebettersortarebuildingsofotherformsandperiods。InonedirectionthetinyGothictown-hallofoldAldborough——oncethecenterofthevanishedportandborough——nowstands,frontingthemodernvillascloseonthemarginofthesea。Atanotherpoint,awoodentowerofobservation,crownedbythefigure-headofawreckedRussianvessel,riseshighabovetheneighboringhouses,anddisclosesthroughitsscuttle-windowgravemenindarkclothingseatedonthetopmoststory,perpetuallyonthewatch——thepilotsofAldboroughlookingoutfromtheirtowerforshipsinwantofhelp。Behindtherowofbuildingsthuscuriouslyintermingledrunstheonestragglingstreetofthetown,withitssturdypilots\'cottages,itsmoulderingmarinestore-houses,anditscompositeshops。Towardthenorthernendthisstreetisboundedbytheoneeminencevisibleoverallthemarshyflat——alowwoodedhill,onwhichthechurchisbuilt。Atitsoppositeextremitythestreetleadstoadesertedmartellotower,andtotheforlornoutlyingsuburbofSlaughden,betweentheriverAldeandthesea。SucharethemaincharacteristicsofthiscuriouslittleoutpostontheshoresofEnglandasitappearsatthepresenttime。
OnahotandcloudyJulyafternoon,andontheseconddaywhichhadelapsedsincehehadwrittentoMagdalen,CaptainWraggesaunteredthroughthegateofNorthShinglesVillatomeetthearrivalofthecoach,whichthenconnectedAldboroughwiththeEasternCountiesRailway。Hereachedtheprincipalinnasthecoachdroveup,andwasreadyatthedoortoreceiveMagdalenandMrs。Wragge,ontheirleavingthevehicle。
Thecaptain\'sreceptionofhiswifewasnotcharacterizedbyaninstant\'sunnecessarywasteoftime。Helookeddistrustfullyathershoes——raisedhimselfontiptoe——setherbonnetstraightforherwithasharptug——said,inaloudwhisper,“holdyourtongue“——andlefther,forthetimebeing,withoutfurthernotice。HiswelcometoMagdalen,beginningwiththeusualflowofwords,stoppedsuddenlyinthemiddleofthefirstsentence。CaptainWragge\'seyewasasharpone,anditinstantlyshowedhimsomethinginthelookandmannerofhisoldpupilwhichdenotedaseriouschange。
Therewasasettledcomposureonherfacewhich,exceptwhenshespoke,madeitlookasstillandcoldasmarble。Hervoicewassofterandmoreequable,hereyesweresteadier,herstepwasslowerthanofold。Whenshesmiled,thesmilecameandwentsuddenly,andshowedalittlenervouscontractionononesideofhermouthnevervisibletherebefore。ShewasperfectlypatientwithMrs。Wragge;shetreatedthecaptainwithacourtesyandconsiderationentirelynewinhisexperienceofher——butshewasinterestedinnothing。Thecuriouslittleshopsinthebackstreet;thehighimpendingsea;theoldtown-hallonthebeach;thepilots,thefishermen,thepassingships——shenoticedalltheseobjectsasindifferentlyasifAldboroughhadbeenfamiliartoherfromherinfancy。Evenwhenthecaptaindrewupatthegarden-gateofNorthShingles,andintroducedhertriumphantlytothenewhouse,shehardlylookedatit。Thefirstquestionsheaskedrelatednottoherownresidence,buttoNoelVanstone\'s。
“Howneartousdoeshelive?“sheinquired,withtheonlybetrayalofemotionwhichhadescapedheryet。
CaptainWraggeansweredbypointingtothefifthvillafromNorthShingles,ontheSlaughdensideofAldborough。Magdalensuddenlydrewbackfromthegarden-gateasheindicatedthesituation,andwalkedawaybyherselftoobtainanearerviewofthehouse。CaptainWraggelookedafterher,andshookhishead,discontentedly。
“MayIspeaknow?“inquiredameekvoicebehindhim,articulatingrespectfullyteninchesabovethetopofhisstrawhat。
Thecaptainturnedround,andconfrontedhiswife。ThemorethanordinarybewildermentvisibleinherfaceatoncesuggestedtohimthatMagdalenhadfailedtocarryoutthedirectionsinhisletter;andthatMrs。WraggehadarrivedatAldboroughwithoutbeingproperlyawareofthetotaltransformationtobeaccomplishedinheridentityandhername。Thenecessityofsettingthisdoubtatrestwastooserioustobetrifledwith;andCaptainWraggeinstitutedthenecessaryinquirieswithoutamoment\'sdelay。
“Standstraight,andlistentome,“hebegan。“Ihaveaquestiontoaskyou。DoyouknowwhoseSkinyouareinatthismoment?DoyouknowthatyouaredeadandburiedinLondon;andthatyouhaverisenlikeaphoenixfromtheashesofMrs。Wragge?No!youevidentlydon\'tknowit。Thisisperfectlydisgraceful。Whatisyourname?“
“Matilda,“answeredMrs。Wragge,inastateofthedensestbewilderment。
“Nothingofthesort!“criedthecaptain,fiercely。“Howdareyoutellmeyourname\'sMatilda?YournameisJulia。WhoamI?——Holdthatbasketofsandwichesstraight,orI\'llpitchitintothesea!——WhoamI?“
“Idon\'tknow,“saidMrs。Wragge,meeklytakingrefugeinthenegativesideofthequestionthistime。
“Sitdown!“saidherhusband,pointingtothelowgardenwallofNorthShinglesVilla。“Moretotheright!Morestill!Thatwilldo。Youdon\'tknow?“repeatedthecaptain,sternlyconfrontinghiswifeassoonashehadcontrived,byseatingher,toplaceherfaceonalevelwithhisown。“Don\'tletmehearyousaythatasecondtime。Don\'tletmehaveawomanwhodoesn\'tknowwhoIamtooperateonmybeardto-morrowmorning。Lookatme!Moretotheleft——morestill——thatwilldo。WhoamI?I\'mMr。Bygrave——Christianname,Thomas。Whoareyou?You\'reMrs。Bygrave——Christianname,Julia。WhoisthatyoungladywhotraveledwithyoufromLondon?ThatyoungladyisMissBygrave——Christianname,Susan。I\'mhercleveruncleTom;andyou\'reheraddle-headedauntJulia。Sayitallovertomeinstantly,liketheCatechism!Whatisyourname?“
“Sparemypoorhead!“pleadedMrs。Wragge。“Oh,pleasesparemypoorheadtillI\'vegotthestage-coachoutofit!“
“Don\'tdistressher,“saidMagdalen,joiningthematthatmoment。“Shewilllearnitintime。Comeintothehouse。“
CaptainWraggeshookhiswaryheadoncemore。“Wearebeginningbadly,“hesaid,withlesspolitenessthanusual。“Mywife\'sstupiditystandsinourwayalready。“
Theywentintothehouse。Magdalenwasperfectlysatisfiedwithallthecaptain\'sarrangements;sheacceptedtheroomwhichhehadsetapartforher;approvedofthewomanservantwhomhehadengaged;presentedherselfattea-timethemomentshewassummonedbutstillshowednointerestwhateverinthenewscenearoundher。Soonafterthetablewascleared,althoughthedaylighthadnotyetfadedout,Mrs。Wragge\'scustomarydrowsinessafterfatigueofanykindovercameher,andshereceivedherhusbandsorderstoleavetheroom(takingcarethatsheleftit“upatheel“),andtobetakeherself(strictlyinthecharacterofMrs。Bygrave)tobed。Assoonastheywereleftalone,thecaptainlookedhardatMagdalen,andwaitedtobespokento。Shesaidnothing。Heventurednextonopeningtheconversationbyapoliteinquiryafterthestateofherhealth。“Youlookfatigued,“heremarked,inhismostinsinuatingmanner。“Iamafraidthejourneyhasbeentoomuchforyou。“
“No,“shesaid,lookingoutlistlesslythroughthewindow;“Iamnotmoretiredthanusual。Iamalwayswearynow;wearyatgoingtobed,wearyatgettingup。IfyouwouldliketohearwhatIhavetosaytoyouto-night,Iamwillingandreadytosayit。Can\'twegoout?Itisveryhothere;andthedroningofthosemen\'svoicesisbeyondallendurance。“Shepointedthroughthewindowtoagroupofboatmenidling,asonlynauticalmencanidle,againstthegardenwall。“Istherenoquietwalkinthiswretchedplace?“sheasked,impatiently。“Can\'twebreathealittlefreshair,andescapebeingannoyedbystrangers?“
“Thereisperfectsolitudewithinhalfanhour\'swalkofthehouse,“repliedthereadycaptain。
“Verywell。Comeout,then。“
Withawearysighshetookupherstrawbonnetandherlightmuslinscarffromtheside-tableuponwhichshehadthrownthemoncomingin,andcarelesslyledthewaytothedoor。CaptainWraggefollowedhertothegardengate,thenstopped,struckbyanewidea。
“Excuseme,“hewhispered,confidentially。“Inmywife\'sexistingstateofignoranceastowhosheis,wehadbetternottrustheraloneinthehousewithanewservant。I\'llprivatelyturnthekeyonher,incaseshewakesbeforewecomeback。Safebind,safefind——youknowtheproverb!——Iwillbewithyouagaininamoment。“
Hehastenedbacktothehouse,andMagdalenseatedherselfonthegardenwalltoawaithisreturn。
Shehadhardlysettledherselfinthatpositionwhentwogentlemenwalkingtogether,whoseapproachalongthepublicpathshehadnotpreviouslynoticed,passedclosebyher。
Thedressofoneofthetwostrangersshowedhimtobeaclergyman。Hiscompanion\'sstationinlifewaslesseasilydiscernibletoordinaryobservation。Practicedeyeswouldprobablyhaveseenenoughinhislook,hismanner,andhiswalktoshowthathewasasailor。Hewasamanintheprimeoflife;tall,spare,andmuscular;hisfacesun-burnedtoadeepbrown;hisblackhairjustturninggray;hiseyesdark,deepandfirm——theeyesofamanwithanironresolutionandahabitofcommand。HewasthenearestofthetwotoMagdalen,asheandhisfriendpassedtheplacewhereshewassitting;andhelookedatherwithasuddensurpriseatherbeauty,withanopen,hearty,undisguisedadmiration,whichwastooevidentlysincere,tooevidentlybeyondhisowncontrol,tobejustlyresentedasinsolent;andyet,inherhumoratthatmoment,Magdalendidresentit。Shefelttheman\'sresoluteblackeyesstrikethroughherwithanelectricsuddenness;andfrowningathimimpatiently,sheturnedawayherheadandlookedbackatthehouse。
Thenextmomentsheglancedroundagaintoseeifhehadgoneon。Hehadadvancedafewyards——hadthenevidentlystopped——andwasnowintheveryactofturningtolookatheroncemore。Hiscompanion,theclergyman,noticingthatMagdalenappearedtobeannoyed,tookhimfamiliarlybythearm,and,halfinjest,halfinearnest,forcedhimtowalkon。Thetwodisappearedroundthecornerofthenexthouse。Astheyturnedit,thesun-burnedsailortwicestoppedhiscompanionagain,andtwicelookedback。
“Afriendofyours?“inquiredCaptainWragge,joiningMagdalenatthatmoment。
“Certainlynot,“shereplied;“aperfectstranger。Hestaredatmeinthemostimpertinentmanner。Doeshebelongtothisplace?“
“I\'llfindoutinamoment,“saidthecompliantcaptain,joiningthegroupofboatmen,andputtinghisquestionsrightandleft,withtheeasyfamiliaritywhichdistinguishedhim。Hereturnedinafewminuteswithacompletebudgetofinformation。Theclergymanwaswellknownastherectorofaplacesituatedsomefewmilesinland。Thedarkmanwithhimwashiswife\'sbrother,commanderofashipinthemerchant-service。Hewassupposedtobestayingwithhisrelatives,astheirguestforashorttimeonly,preparatorytosailingonanothervoyage。Theclergyman\'snamewasStrickland,andthemerchant-captain\'snamewasKirke;andthatwasalltheboatmenknewabouteitherofthem。
“Itisofnoconsequencewhotheyare,“saidMagdalen,carelessly。“Theman\'srudenessmerelyannoyedmeforthemoment。Letushavedonewithhim。Ihavesomethingelsetothinkof,andsohaveyou。Whereisthesolitarywalkyoumentionedjustnow?Whichwaydowego?“
ThecaptainpointedsouthwardtowardSlaughden,andofferedhisarm。
Magdalenhesitatedbeforeshetookit。HereyeswanderedawayinquiringlytoNoelVanstone\'shouse。Hewasoutinthegarden,pacingbackwardandforwardoverthelittlelawn,withhisheadhighintheair,andwithMrs。Lecountdemurelyinattendanceonhim,carryinghermaster\'sgreenfan。Seeingthis,MagdalenatoncetookCaptainWragge\'srightarm,soastoplaceherselfnearesttothegardenwhentheypasseditontheirwalk。
“Theeyesofourneighborsareonus;andtheleastyourniececandoistotakeyourarm,“shesaid,withabitterlaugh。“Come!letusgoon。“
“Theyarelookingthisway,“whisperedthecaptain。“ShallIintroduceyoutoMrs。Lecount?“
“Notto-night,“sheanswered。“Wait,andhearwhatIhavetosaytoyoufirst。“
Theypassedthegardenwall。CaptainWraggetookoffhishatwithasmartflourish,andreceivedagraciousbowfromMrs。Lecountinreturn。Magdalensawthehousekeepersurveyherface,herfigure,andherdress,withthatreluctantinterest,thatdistrustfulcuriosity,whichwomenfeelinobservingeachother。Asshewalkedonbeyondthehouse,thesharpvoiceofNoelVanstonereachedherthroughtheeveningstillness。“Afinegirl,Lecount,“sheheardhimsay。“YouknowIamajudgeofthatsortofthing——afinegirl!“
Asthosewordswerespoken,CaptainWraggelookedroundathiscompanioninsuddensurprise。Herhandwastremblingviolentlyonhisarm,andherlipswerefastclosedwithanexpressionofspeechlesspain。
Slowlyandinsilencethetwowalkedonuntiltheyreachedthesouthernlimitofthehouses,andenteredonalittlewildernessofshingleandwitheredgrass——thedesolateendofAldborough,thelonelybeginningofSlaughden。
Itwasadull,airlessevening。Eastward,wasthegraymajestyofthesea,hushedinbreathlesscalm;thehorizonlineinvisiblymeltingintothemonotonous,mistysky;theidleshipsshadowyandstillontheidlewater。Southward,thehighridgeoftheseadike,andthegrim,massivecircleofamartellotowerrearedhighonitsmoundofgrass,closedtheviewdarklyonallthatlaybeyond。Westward,aluridstreakofsunsetglowedredinthedrearyheaven,blackenedthefringingtreesonthefarbordersofthegreatinlandmarsh,andturneditslittlegleamingwater-poolstopoolsofblood。Nearertotheeye,thesullenflowofthetidalriverAldeebbednoiselesslyfromthemuddybanks;andnearerstill,lonelyandunprosperousbythebleakwater-side,laythelostlittleportofSlaughden,withitsforlornwharfsandwarehousesofdecayingwood,anditsfewscatteredcoasting-vesselsdesertedontheoozyriver-shore。Nofallofwaveswasheardonthebeach,notricklingofwatersbubbledaudiblyfromtheidlestream。Nowandthenthecryofasea-birdrosefromtheregionofthemarsh;andatintervals,fromfarmhousesfarintheinlandwaste,thefaintwindingofhornstocallthecattlehometraveledmournfullythroughtheeveningcalm。
Magdalendrewherhandfromthecaptain\'sarm,andledthewaytothemoundofthemartellotower。“Iamwearyofwalking,“shesaid。“Letusstopandresthere。“
Sheseatedherselfontheslope,andrestingonherelbow,mechanicallypulledupandscatteredfromherintotheairthetuftsofgrassgrowingunderherhand。Aftersilentlyoccupyingherselfinthiswayforsomeminutes,sheturnedsuddenlyonCaptainWragge。“DoIsurpriseyou?“sheasked,withastartlingabruptness。“Doyoufindmechanged?“
Thecaptain\'sreadytactwarnedhimthatthetimehadcometobeplainwithher,andtoreservehisflowersofspeechforamoreappropriateoccasion。
“Ifyouaskthequestion,Imustanswerit,“hereplied。“Yes,Idofindyouchanged。“
Shepulledupanothertuftofgrass。“Isupposeyoucanguessthereason?“shesaid。
Thecaptainwaswiselysilent。Heonlyansweredbyabow。
“Ihavelostallcareformyself,“shewenton,tearingfasterandfasteratthetuftsofgrass。“Sayingthatisnotsayingmuch,perhaps,butitmayhelpyoutounderstandme。TherearethingsIwouldhavediedsoonerthandoatonetime——thingsitwouldhaveturnedmecoldtothinkof。Idon\'tcarenowwhetherIdothemornot。Iamnothingtomyself;IamnomoreinterestedinmyselfthanIaminthesehandfulsofgrass。IsupposeIhavelostsomething。Whatisit?Heart?Conscience?Idon\'tknow。Doyou?WhatnonsenseIamtalking!WhocareswhatIhavelost?Ithasgone;andthere\'sanendofit。Isupposemyoutsideisthebestsideofme——andthat\'sleft,atanyrate。Ihavenotlostmygoodlooks,haveI?There!there!nevermindanswering;don\'ttroubleyourselftopaymecompliments。Ihavebeenadmiredenoughto-day。Firstthesailor,andthenMr。NoelVanstone——enoughforanywoman\'svanity,surely!HaveIanyrighttocallmyselfawoman?Perhapsnot:Iamonlyagirlinmyteens。Oh,me,IfeelasifIwasforty!“Shescatteredthelastfragmentsofgrasstothewinds;andturningherbackonthecaptain,letherheaddrooptillhercheektouchedtheturfbank。“Itfeelssoftandfriendly,“shesaid,nestlingtoitwithahopelesstendernesshorribletosee。“Itdoesn\'tcastmeoff。MotherEarth!TheonlymotherIhaveleft!“
CaptainWraggelookedatherinsilentsurprise。Suchexperienceofhumanityashepossessedwaspowerlesstosoundtoitsdepthstheterribleself-abandonmentwhichhadburstitswaytothesurfaceinherrecklesswords——whichwasnowfasthurryinghertoactionsmorerecklessstill。“Devilishodd!“hethoughttohimself,uneasily。“Hasthelossofherloverturnedherbrain?“Heconsideredforaminutelongerandthenspoketoher。“Leaveittillto-morrow,“suggestedthecaptainconfidentially。“Youarealittletiredto-night。Nohurry,mydeargirl——nohurry。“
Sheraisedherheadinstantly,andlookedroundathimwiththesameangryresolution,withthesamedesperatedefianceofherself,whichhehadseeninherfaceonthememorabledayatYorkwhenshehadactedbeforehimforthefirsttime。“Icameheretotellyouwhatisinmymind,“shesaid;“andIwilltellit!“Sheseatedherselfuprightontheslope;andclaspingherhandsroundherknees,lookedoutsteadily,straightbeforeher,attheslowlydarkeningview。Inthatstrangeposition,shewaiteduntilshehadcomposedherself,andthenaddressedthecaptain,withoutturningherheadtolookroundathim,inthesewords:
“WhenyouandIfirstmet,“shebegan,abruptly,“Itriedhardtokeepmythoughtstomyself。IknowenoughbythistimetoknowthatIfailed。WhenIfirsttoldyouatYorkthatMichaelVanstonehadruinedus,IbelieveyouguessedforyourselfthatI,forone,wasdeterminednottosubmittoit。Whetheryouguessedornot,itisso。Ileftmyfriendswiththatdeterminationinmymind;andIfeelitinmenowstronger,tentimesstronger,thanever。“
“Tentimesstrongerthanever,“echoedthecaptain。“Exactlyso——thenaturalresultoffirmnessofcharacter。“
“No——thenaturalresultofhavingnothingelsetothinkof。IhadsomethingelsetothinkofbeforeyoufoundmeillinVauxhallWalk。Ihavenothingelsetothinkofnow。Rememberthat,ifyoufindmeforthefuturealwaysharpingonthesamestring。Onequestionfirst。DidyouguesswhatImeanttodoonthatmorningwhenyoushowedmethenewspaper,andwhenIreadtheaccountofMichaelVanstone\'sdeath?“
“Generally,“repliedCaptainWragge——“Iguessed,generally,thatyouproposeddippingyourhandintohispurseandtakingfromit(mostproperly)whatwasyourown。Ifeltdeeplyhurtatthetimebyyournotpermittingmetoassistyou。Whyisshesoreservedwithme?(Iremarkedtomyself)——whyisshesounreasonablyreserved?“
“Youshallhavenoreservetocomplainofnow,“pursuedMagdalen。“Itellyouplainly,ifeventshadnothappenedastheydid,youwouldhaveassistedme。IfMichaelVanstonehadnotdied,IshouldhavegonetoBrighton,andhavefoundmywaysafelytohisacquaintanceunderanassumedname。Ihadmoneyenoughwithmetoliveonrespectablyformanymonthstogether。Iwouldhaveemployedthattime——Iwouldhavewaitedawholeyear,ifnecessary,todestroyMrs。Lecount\'sinfluenceoverhim——andIwouldhaveendedbygettingthatinfluence,onmyownterms,intomyownhands。Ihadtheadvantageofyears,theadvantageofnovelty,theadvantageofdownrightdesperation,allonmyside,andIshouldhavesucceeded。Beforetheyearwasout——beforehalftheyearwasout——youshouldhaveseenMrs。Lecountdismissedbyhermaster,andyoushouldhaveseenmetakenintothehouseinherplace,asMichaelVanstone\'sadopteddaughter——asthefaithfulfriend——whohadsavedhimfromanadventuressinhisoldage。GirlsnoolderthanIamhavetrieddeceptionsashopelessinappearanceasmine,andhavecarriedthemthroughtotheend。Ihadmystoryready;Ihadmyplansallconsidered;Ihadtheweakpointinthatoldmantoattackinmyway,whichMrs。Lecounthadfoundoutbeforemetoattackinhers,andItellyouagainIshouldhavesucceeded。“
“Ithinkyouwould,“saidthecaptain。“Andwhatnext?“
“Mr。MichaelVanstonewouldhavechangedhismanofbusinessnext。Youwouldhavesucceededtotheplace;andthosecleverspeculationsonwhichhewassofondofventuringwouldhavecosthimthefortunesofwhichhehadrobbedmysisterandmyself。Tothelastfarthing,CaptainWragge,ascertainlyasyousitthere,tothelastfarthing!Aboldconspiracy,ashockingdeception——wasn\'tit?Idon\'tcare!Anyconspiracy,anydeception,isjustifiedtomyconsciencebythevilelawwhichhasleftushelpless。Youtalkedofmyreservejustnow。HaveIdroppeditatlast?HaveIspokenoutattheeleventhhour?“
Thecaptainlaidhishandsolemnlyonhisheart,andlaunchedhimselfoncemoreonhisbroadestflowoflanguage。
“Youfillmewithunavailingregret,“hesaid。“Ifthatoldmanhadlived,whatacropImighthavereapedfromhim!Whatenormoustransactionsinmoralagricultureitmighthavebeenmyprivilegetocarryon!Arslonga,“saidCaptainWragge,patheticallydriftingintoLatin——“vitabrevis!Letusdropatearonthelostopportunitiesofthepast,andtrywhatthepresentcandotoconsoleus。Oneconclusioniscleartomymind——theexperimentyouproposedtotrywithMr。MichaelVanstoneistotallyhopeless,mydeargirl,inthecaseofhisson。Hissonisimpervioustoallcommonformsofpecuniarytemptation。Youmaytrustmysolemnassurance,“continuedthecaptain,speakingwithanindignantrecollectionoftheanswertohisadvertisementintheTimes,“whenIinformyouthatMr。NoelVanstoneisemphaticallythemeanestofmankind。“
“Icantrustmyownexperienceaswell,“saidMagdalen。“Ihaveseenhim,andspokentohim——Iknowhimbetterthanyoudo。Anotherdisclosure,CaptainWragge,foryourprivateear!IsentyoubackcertainarticlesofcostumewhentheyhadservedthepurposeforwhichItookthemtoLondon。ThatpurposewastofindmywaytoNoelVanstoneindisguise,andtojudgeformyselfofMrs。Lecountandhermaster。Igainedmyobject;andItellyouagain,Iknowthetwopeopleinthathouseyonderwhomwehavenowtodealwithbetterthanyoudo。“
CaptainWraggeexpressedtheprofoundastonishment,andaskedtheinnocentquestionsappropriatetothementalconditionofapersontakencompletelybysurprise。
“Well,“heresumed,whenMagdalenhadbrieflyansweredhim,“andwhatistheresultonyourownmind?Theremustbearesult,orweshouldnotbehere。Youseeyourway?Ofcourse,mydeargirl,youseeyourway?“
“Yes,“shesaid,quickly。“Iseemyway。“
Thecaptaindrewalittlenearertoher,witheagercuriosityexpressedineverylineofhisvagabondface。
“Goon,“hesaid,inananxiouswhisper;“praygoon。“
Shelookedoutthoughtfullyintothegatheringdarkness,withoutanswering,withoutappearingtohaveheardhim。Herlipsclosed,andherclaspedhandstightenedmechanicallyroundherknees。
“Thereisnodisguisingthefact,“saidCaptainWragge,warilyrousingherintospeakingtohim。“Thesonishardertodealwiththanthefather——“
“Notinmyway,“sheinterposed,suddenly。
“Indeed!“saidthecaptain。“Well!theysaythereisashortcuttoeverything,ifweonlylooklongenoughtofindit。Youhavelookedlongenough,Isuppose,andthenaturalresulthasfollowed——youhavefoundit。“
“Ihavenottroubledmyselftolook;Ihavefounditwithoutlooking。“
“Thedeuceyouhave!“criedCaptainWragge,ingreatperplexity。“Mydeargirl,ismyviewofyourpresentpositionleadingmealtogetherastray?AsIunderstandit,hereisMr。NoelVanstoneinpossessionofyourfortuneandyoursister\'s,ashisfatherwas,anddeterminedtokeepit,ashisfatherwas?“
“Yes。“
“Andhereareyou——quitehelplesstogetitbypersuasion——quitehelplesstogetitbylaw——justasresoluteinhiseaseasyouwereinhisfather\'s,totakeitbystratageminspiteofhim?“
“Justasresolute。Notforthesakeofthefortune——mindthat!Forthesakeoftheright。“
“Justso。Andthemeansofcomingatthatrightwhichwerehardwiththefather——whowasnotamiser——areeasywiththeson,whois?“
“Perfectlyeasy。“
“WritemedownanAssforthefirsttimeinmylife!“criedthecaptain,attheendofhispatience。“HangmeifIknowwhatyoumean!“
Shelookedroundathimforthefirsttime——lookedhimstraightandsteadilyintheface。
“IwilltellyouwhatImean,“shesaid。“Imeantomarryhim。“
CaptainWraggestarteduponhisknees,andstoppedonthem,petrifiedbyastonishment。
“RememberwhatItoldyou,“saidMagdalen,lookingawayfromhimagain。“Ihavelostallcareformyself。Ihaveonlyoneendinlifenow,andthesoonerIreachit——anddie——thebetter。If——“Shestopped,alteredherpositionalittle,andpointedwithonehandtothefast-ebbingstreambeneathher,gleamingdiminthedarkeningtwilight——“ifIhadbeenwhatIoncewas,IwouldhavethrownmyselfintothatriversoonerthandowhatIamgoingtodonow。Asitis,Itroublemyselfnolonger;Iwearymymindwithnomoreschemes。Theshortwayandthevilewayliesbeforeme。Itakeit,CaptainWragge,andmarryhim。“
“Keepinghimintotalignoranceofwhoyouare?“saidthecaptain,slowlyrisingtohisfeet,andslowlymovinground,soastoseeherface。“Marryinghimasmyniece,MissBygrave?“
“Asyourniece,MissBygrave。“
“Andafterthemarriage——?“Hisvoicefaltered,ashebeganthequestion,andheleftitunfinished。
“Afterthemarriage,“shesaid,“Ishallstandinnofurtherneedofyourassistance。“
Thecaptainstoopedasshegavehimthatanswer,lookedcloseather,andsuddenlydrewback,withoututteringaword。Hewalkedawaysomepaces,andsatdownagaindoggedlyonthegrass。IfMagdalencouldhaveseenhisfaceinthedyinglight,hisfacewouldhavestartledher。Forthefirsttime,probably,sincehisboyhood,CaptainWraggehadchangedcolor。Hewasdeadlypale。
“Haveyounothingtosaytome?“sheasked。“PerhapsyouarewaitingtohearwhattermsIhavetooffer?Thesearemyterms;Ipayallourexpenseshere;andwhenwepart,onthedayofthemarriage,youtakeafarewellgiftawaywithyouoftwohundredpounds。Doyoupromisemeyourassistanceonthoseconditions?“
“WhatamIexpectedtodo?“heasked,withafurtiveglanceather,andasuddendistrustinhisvoice。
“Youareexpectedtopreservemyassumedcharacterandyourown,“sheanswered,“andyouaretopreventanyinquiriesofMrs。Lecount\'sfromdiscoveringwhoIreallyam。Iasknomore。Therestismyresponsibility——notyours。“
“Ihavenothingtodowithwhathappens——atanytime,orinanyplace——afterthemarriage?“
“Nothingwhatever。“
“ImayleaveyouatthechurchdoorifIplease?“
“Atthechurchdoor,withyourfeeinyourpocket。“
“Paidfromthemoneyinyourownpossession?“
“Certainly!HowelseshouldIpayit?“
CaptainWraggetookoffhishat,andpassedhishandkerchiefoverhisfacewithanairofrelief。
“Givemeaminutetoconsiderit,“hesaid。
“Asmanyminutesasyoulike,“sherejoined,recliningonthebankinherformerposition,andreturningtoherformeroccupationoftearingupthetuftsofgrassandflingingthemoutintotheair。
Thecaptain\'sreflectionswerenotcomplicatedbyanyunnecessarydivergencesfromthecontemplationofhisownpositiontothecontemplationofMagdalen\'s。UtterlyincapableofappreciatingtheinjurydoneherbyFrank\'sinfamoustreacherytohisengagement——aninjurywhichhadseveredher,atonecruelblow,fromtheaspirationwhich,delusionthoughitwas,hadbeenthesavingaspirationofherlife——CaptainWraggeacceptedthesimplefactofherdespairjustashefoundit,andthenlookedstraighttotheconsequencesoftheproposalwhichshehadmadetohim。
Intheprospectbeforethemarriagehesawnothingmoreseriousinvolvedthanthepracticeofadeception,innoimportantdegreedifferent——exceptintheendtobeattainedbyit——fromthedeceptionswhichhisvagabondlifehadlongsinceaccustomedhimtocontemplateandtocarryout。Intheprospectafterthemarriagehedimlydiscerned,throughtheominousdarknessofthefuture,thelurkingphantomsofTerrorandCrime,andtheblackgulfsbehindthemofRuinandDeath。Amanofboundlessaudacityandresource,withinhisownmeanlimits;beyondthoselimits,thecaptainwasasdeferentiallysubmissivetothemajestyofthelawasthemostharmlessmaninexistence;ascautiousinlookingafterhisownpersonalsafetyastheveriestcowardthateverwalkedtheearth。Butoneseriousquestionnowfilledhismind。Couldhe,onthetermsproposedtohim,jointheconspiracyagainstNoelVanstoneuptothepointofthemarriage,andthenwithdrawfromit,withoutriskofinvolvinghimselfintheconsequenceswhichhisexperiencetoldhimmustcertainlyensue?
Strangeasitmayseem,hisdecisioninthisemergencywasmainlyinfluencedbynolessapersonthanNoelVanstonehimself。Thecaptainmighthaveresistedthemoney-offerwhichMagdalenhadmadetohim——fortheprofitsoftheEntertainmenthadfilledhispocketswithmorethanthreetimestwohundredpounds。Buttheprospectofdealingablowinthedarkatthemanwhohadestimatedhisinformationandhimselfatthevalueofafivepoundnoteprovedtoomuchforhiscautionandhisself-control。Onthesmallneutralgroundofself-importance,thebestmenandtheworstmeetonthesameterms。CaptainWragge\'sindignation,whenhesawtheanswertohisadvertisement,stoopedtonoretrospectiveestimateofhisownconduct;hewasasdeeplyoffended,assincerelyangryasifhehadmadeaperfectlyhonorableproposal,andhadbeenrewardedforitbyapersonalinsult。HehadbeentoofullofhisowngrievancetokeepitoutofhisfirstlettertoMagdalen。HehadmoreorlessforgottenhimselfoneverysubsequentoccasionwhenNoelVanstone\'snamewasmentioned。Andinnowfinallydecidingthecourseheshouldtake,itisnottoomuchtosaythatthemotiveofmoneyreceded,forthefirsttimeinhislife,intothesecondplace,andthemotiveofmalicecarriedtheday。
“Iaccepttheterms,“saidCaptainWragge,gettingbrisklyonhislegsagain。“Subject,ofcourse,totheconditionsagreedonbetweenus。Wepartonthewedding-day。Idon\'taskwhereyougo:youdon\'taskwhereIgo。Fromthattimeforthwearestrangerstoeachother。“
Magdalenroseslowlyfromthemound。Ahopelessdepression,asullendespair,showeditselfinherlookandmanner。Sherefusedthecaptain\'sofferedhand;andhertones,whensheansweredhim,weresolowthathecouldhardlyhearher。
“Weunderstandeachother,“shesaid;“andwecannowgoback。YoumayintroducemetoMrs。Lecountto-morrow。“
“Imustaskafewquestionsfirst,“saidthecaptain,gravely。“Therearemoreriskstoberuninthismatter,andmorepitfallsinourway,thanyouseemtosuppose。ImustknowthewholehistoryofyourmorningcallonMrs。LecountbeforeIputyouandthatwomanonspeakingtermswitheachother。“
“Waittillto-morrow,“shebrokeoutimpatiently。“Don\'tmaddenmebytalkingaboutitto-night。“
Thecaptainsaidnomore。TheyturnedtheirfacestowardAldborough,andwalkedslowlyback。
Bythetimetheyreachedthehousesnighthadovertakenthem。Neithermoonnorstarswerevisible。Afaintnoiselessbreezeblowingfromthelandhadcomewiththedarkness。Magdalenpausedonthelonelypublicwalktobreathetheairmorefreely。Afterawhilesheturnedherfacefromthebreezeandlookedouttowardthesea。Theimmeasurablesilenceofthecalmwaters,lostintheblackvoidofnight,wasawful。Shestoodlookingintothedarkness,asifitsmysteryhadnosecretsforher——sheadvancedtowarditslowly,asifitdrewherbysomehiddenattractionintoitself。
“Iamgoingdowntothesea,“shesaidtohercompanion。“Waithere,andIwillcomeback。“
Helostsightofherinaninstant;itwasasifthenighthadswallowedherup。Helistened,andcountedherfootstepsbythecrashingofthemontheshingleinthedeepstillness。Theyretreatedslowly,furtherandfurtherawayintothenight。Suddenlythesoundofthemceased。Hadshepausedonhercourseorhadshereachedoneofthestripsofsandleftbarebytheebbingtide?