下载辰思小说免费APP
“IhaveanappointmentwithMissGarth。Isshereadytoseeme?“
“Quiteready,sir。“
“Isshealone?“
“Yes,sir。“
“IntheroomwhichwasMr。Vanstone\'sstudy?“
“Inthatroom,sir。“
TheservantopenedthedoorandMr。Pendrilwentin。
Thegovernessstoodaloneatthestudywindow。Themorningwasoppressivelyhot,andshethrewupthelowersashtoadmitmoreairintotheroom,asMr。Pendrilenteredit。
Theybowedtoeachotherwithaformalpoliteness,whichbetrayedoneithersideanuneasysenseofrestraint。Mr。Pendrilwasoneofthemanymenwhoappearsuperficiallytotheworstadvantage,undertheinfluenceofstrongmentalagitationwhichitisnecessaryforthemtocontrol。MissGarth,onherside,hadnotforgottentheungraciouslyguardedtermsinwhichthelawyerhadrepliedtoherletter;andthenaturalanxietywhichshehadfeltonthesubjectoftheinterviewwasnotrelievedbyanyfavorableopinionofthemanwhosoughtit。Astheyconfrontedeachotherinthesilenceofthesummer\'smorning——bothdressedinblack;MissGarth\'shardfeatures,gauntandhaggardwithgrief;thelawyer\'scold,colorlessface,voidofallmarkedexpression,suggestiveofabusinessembarrassmentandofnothingmore——itwouldhavebeenhardtofindtwopersonslessattractiveexternallytoanyordinarysympathiesthanthetwowhohadnowmettogether,theonetotell,theothertohear,thesecretsofthedead。
“Iamsincerelysorry,MissGarth,tointrudeonyouatsuchatimeasthis。Butcircumstances,asIhavealreadyexplained,leavemenootherchoice。“
“Willyoutakeaseat,Mr。Pendril?Youwishedtoseemeinthisroom,Ibelieve?“
“Onlyinthisroom,becauseMr。Vanstone\'spapersarekepthere,andImayfinditnecessarytorefertosomeofthem。“
Afterthatformalinterchangeofquestionandanswer,theysatdownoneithersideofatableplacedcloseunderthewindow。Onewaitedtospeak,theotherwaitedtobear。Therewasamomentarysilence。Mr。Pendrilbrokeitbyreferringtotheyoungladies,withthecustomaryexpressionsofsympathy。MissGarthansweredhimwiththesameceremony,inthesameconventionaltone。Therewasasecondpauseofsilence。Thehummingoffliesamongtheevergreenshrubsunderthewindowpenetrateddrowsilyintotheroom;andthetrampofaheavy-footedcart-horse,ploddingalongthehigh-roadbeyondthegarden,wasasplainlyaudibleinthestillnessasifithadbeennight。
Thelawyerrousedhisflaggingresolution,andspoketothepurposewhenhespokenext。
“Youhavesomereason,MissGarth,“hebegan,“tofeelnotquitesatisfiedwithmypastconducttowardyou,inoneparticular。DuringMrs。Vanstone\'sfatalillness,youaddressedalettertome,makingcertaininquiries;which,whileshelived,itwasimpossibleformetoanswer。HerdeplorabledeathreleasesmefromtherestraintwhichIhadimposedonmyself,andpermits——or,moreproperly,obligesmetospeak。YoushallknowwhatseriousreasonsIhadforwaitingdayandnightinthehopeofobtainingthatinterviewwhichunhappilynevertookplace;andinjusticetoMr。Vanstone\'smemory,yourowneyesshallinformyouthathemadehiswill。“
Herose;unlockedalittleironsafeinthecorneroftheroom;andreturnedtothetablewithsomefoldedsheetsofpaper,whichhespreadopenunderMissGarth\'seyes。Whenshehadreadthefirstwords,“InthenameofGod,Amen,“heturnedthesheet,andpointedtotheendofthenextpage。Shesawthewell-knownsignature:“AndrewVanstone。“Shesawthecustomaryattestationsofthetwowitnesses;andthedateofthedocument,revertingtoaperiodofmorethanfiveyearssince。Havingthusconvincedheroftheformalityofthewill,thelawyerinterposedbeforeshecouldquestionhim,andaddressedherinthesewords:
“Imustnotdeceiveyou,“hesaid。“Ihavemyownreasonsforproducingthisdocument。“
“Whatreasons,sir?“
“Youshallhearthem。Whenyouareinpossessionofthetruth,thesepagesmayhelptopreserveyourrespectforMr。Vanstone\'smemory——“
MissGarthstartedbackinherchair。
“Whatdoyoumean?“sheasked,withasternstraightforwardness。
Hetooknoheedofthequestion;hewentonasifshehadnotinterruptedhim。
“Ihaveasecondreason,“hecontinued,“forshowingyouthewill。IfIcanprevailonyoutoreadcertainclausesinit,undermysuperintendence,youwillmakeyourowndiscoveryofthecircumstanceswhichIamheretodisclose——circumstancessopainfulthatIhardlyknowhowtocommunicatethemtoyouwithmyownlips。“
MissGarthlookedhimsteadfastlyintheface。
“Circumstances,sir,whichaffectthedeadparents,orthelivingchildren?“
“Whichaffectthedeadandthelivingboth,“answeredthelawyer。“Circumstances,Igrievetosay,whichinvolvethefutureofMr。Vanstone\'sunhappydaughters。“
“Wait,“saidMissGarth,“waitalittle。“Shepushedhergrayhairbackfromhertemples,andstruggledwiththesicknessofheart,thedreadfulfaintnessofterror,whichwouldhaveoverpoweredayoungeroralessresolutewoman。Hereyes,dimwithwatching,wearywithgrief,searchedthelawyer\'sunfathomableface。“Hisunhappydaughters?“sherepeatedtoherself,vacantly。“Hetalksasiftherewassomeworsecalamitythanthecalamitywhichhasmadethemorphans。“Shepausedoncemore;andralliedhersinkingcourage。“Iwillnotmakeyourhardduty,sir,morepainfultoyouthanIcanhelp,“sheresumed。“Showmetheplaceinthewill。Letmereadit,andknowtheworst。“
Mr。Pendrilturnedbacktothefirstpage,andpointedtoacertainplaceinthecrampedlinesofwriting。“Beginhere,“hesaid。
Shetriedtobegin;shetriedtofollowhisfinger,asshehadfolloweditalreadytothesignaturesandthedates。Buthersensesseemedtosharetheconfusionofhermind——thewordsmingledtogether,andthelinesswambeforehereyes。
“Ican\'tfollowyou,“shesaid。“Youmusttellit,orreadittome。“Shepushedherchairbackfromthetable,andtriedtocollectherself。“Stop!“sheexclaimed,asthelawyer,withvisiblehesitationandreluctance,tookthepapersinhisownhand。“Onequestion,first。Doeshiswillprovideforhischildren?“
“Hiswillprovidedforthem,whenhemadeit。“
“Whenhemadeit!“(Somethingofhernaturalbluntnessbrokeoutinhermannerassherepeatedtheanswer。)“Doesitprovideforthemnow?“
“Itdoesnot。“
Shesnatchedthewillfromhishand,andthrewitintoacorneroftheroom。“Youmeanwell,“shesaid;“youwishtospareme——butyouarewastingyourtime,andmystrength。Ifthewillisuseless,thereletitlie。Tellmethetruth,Mr。Pendril——tellitplainly,tellitinstantly,inyourownwords!“
Hefeltthatitwouldbeuselesscrueltytoresistthatappeal。Therewasnomercifulalternativebuttoansweritonthespot。
“Imustreferyoutothespringofthepresentyear,MissGarth。DoyourememberthefourthofMarch?“
Herattentionwanderedagain;athoughtseemedtohavestruckheratthemomentwhenhespoke。Insteadofansweringhisinquiry,sheputaquestionofherown。
“Letmebreakthenewstomyself,“shesaid——“letmeanticipateyou,ifIcan。Hisuselesswill,thetermsinwhichyouspeakofhisdaughters,thedoubtyouseemtofeelofmycontinuedrespectforhismemory,haveopenedanewviewtome。Mr。Vanstonehasdiedaruinedman——isthatwhatyouhadtotellme?“
“Farfromit。Mr。Vanstonehasdied,leavingafortuneofmorethaneightythousandpounds——afortuneinvestedinexcellentsecurities。Heliveduptohisincome,butneverbeyondit;andallhisdebtsaddedtogetherwouldnotreachtwohundredpounds。Ifhehaddiedaruinedman,Ishouldhavefeltdeeplyforhischildren:butIshouldnothavehesitatedtotellyouthetruth,asIamhesitatingnow。Letmerepeataquestionwhichescapedyou,Ithink,whenIfirstputit。Carryyourmindbacktothespringofthisyear。DoyourememberthefourthofMarch?“
MissGarthshookherhead。“Mymemoryfordatesisbadatthebestoftimes,“shesaid。“Iamtooconfusedtoexertitatamoment\'snotice。Canyouputyourquestioninnootherform?“
Heputitinthisform:
“DoyourememberanydomesticeventinthespringofthepresentyearwhichappearedtoaffectMr。Vanstonemoreseriouslythanusual?“
MissGarthleanedforwardinherchair,andlookedeagerlyatMr。Pendrilacrossthetable。“ThejourneytoLondon!“sheexclaimed。“IdistrustedthejourneytoLondonfromthefirst!Yes!IrememberMr。Vanstonereceivingaletter——Irememberhisreadingit,andlookingsoalteredfromhimselfthathestartledusall。“
“DidyounoticeanyapparentunderstandingbetweenMr。andMrs。Vanstoneonthesubjectofthatletter?“
“Yes:Idid。Oneofthegirls——itwasMagdalen——mentionedthepost-mark;someplaceinAmerica。Itallcomesbacktome,Mr。Pendril。Mrs。Vanstonelookedexcitedandanxious,themomentsheheardtheplacenamed。TheywenttoLondontogetherthenextday;theyexplainednothingtotheirdaughters,nothingtome。Mrs。Vanstonesaidthejourneywasforfamilyaffairs。Isuspectedsomethingwrong;Icouldn\'ttellwhat。Mrs。VanstonewrotetomefromLondon,sayingthatherobjectwastoconsultaphysicianonthestateofherhealth,andnottoalarmherdaughtersbytellingthem。Somethingintheletterratherhurtmeatthetime。Ithoughttheremightbesomeothermotivethatshewaskeepingfromme。DidIdoherwrong?“
“Youdidhernowrong。Therewasamotivewhichshewaskeepingfromyou。Inrevealingthatmotive,Irevealthepainfulsecretwhichbringsmetothishouse。AllthatIcoulddotoprepareyou,Ihavedone。Letmenowtellthetruthintheplainestandfewestwords。WhenMr。andMrs。VanstoneleftCombe-Raven,intheMarchofthepresentyear——“
Beforehecouldcompletethesentence,asuddenmovementofMissGarth\'sinterruptedhim。Shestartedviolently,andlookedroundtowardthewindow。“Onlythewindamongtheleaves,“shesaid,faintly。“Mynervesaresoshaken,theleastthingstartlesme。Speakout,forGod\'ssake!WhenMr。andMrs。Vanstoneleftthishouse,tellmeinplainwords,whydidtheygotoLondon?“
Inplainwords,Mr。Pendriltoldher:
“TheywenttoLondontobemarried。“
Withthatanswerheplacedaslipofpaperonthetable。Itwasthemarriagecertificateofthedeadparents,andthedateitborewasMarchthetwentieth,eighteenhundredandforty-six。
MissGarthneithermovednorspoke。Thecertificatelaybeneathherunnoticed。Shesatwithhereyesrootedonthelawyer\'sface;hermindstunned,hersenseshelpless。Hesawthatallhiseffortstobreaktheshockofthediscoveryhadbeeneffortsmadeinvain;hefeltthevitalimportanceofrousingher,andfirmlyanddistinctlyrepeatedthefatalwords。
“TheywenttoLondontobemarried,“hesaid。“Trytorouseyourself:trytorealizetheplainfactfirst:theexplanationshallcomeafterward。MissGarth,Ispeakthemiserabletruth!Inthespringofthisyeartheylefthome;theylivedinLondonforafortnight,inthestrictestretirement;theyweremarriedbylicenseattheendofthattime。Thereisacopyofthecertificate,whichImyselfobtainedonMondaylast。Readthedateofthemarriageforyourself。ItisFriday,thetwentiethofMarch——theMarchofthispresentyear。“
Ashepointedtothecertificate,thatfaintbreathofairamongtheshrubsbeneaththewindow,whichhadstartledMissGarth,stirredtheleavesoncemore。Heheardithimselfthistime,andturnedhisface,soastoletthebreezeplayuponit。Nobreezecame;nobreathofairthatwasstrongenoughforhimtofeel,floatedintotheroom。
MissGarthrousedherselfmechanically,andreadthecertificate。Itseemedtoproducenodistinctimpressiononher:shelaiditononesideinalost,bewilderedmanner。“Twelveyears,“shesaid,inlow,hopelesstones——“twelvequiet,happyyearsIlivedwiththisfamily。Mrs。Vanstonewasmyfriend;mydear,valuedfriend——mysister,Imightalmostsay。Ican\'tbelieveit。Bearwithmealittle,sir,Ican\'tbelieveityet。“
“IshallhelpyoutobelieveitwhenItellyoumore,“saidMr。Pendril——“youwillunderstandmebetterwhenItakeyoubacktothetimeofMr。Vanstone\'searlylife。Iwon\'taskforyourattentionjustyet。Letuswaitalittle,untilyourecoveryourself。“
Theywaitedafewminutes。Thelawyertooksomelettersfromhispocket,referredtothemattentively,andputthembackagain。“Canyoulistentome,now?“heasked,kindly。Shebowedherheadinanswer。Mr。Pendrilconsideredwithhimselfforamoment,“Imustcautionyouononepoint,“hesaid。“IftheaspectofMr。Vanstone\'scharacterwhichIamnowabouttopresenttoyouseemsinsomerespectsatvariancewithyourlaterexperience,bearinmindthat,whenyoufirstknewhimtwelveyearssince,hewasamanofforty;andthat,whenIfirstknewhim,hewasaladofnineteen。“
Hisnextwordsraisedtheveil,andshowedtheirrevocablePast。
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[TableofContents]NoName,Scene1,Chapter13CHAPTERXIII。
“THEfortunewhichMr。Vanstonepossessedwhenyouknewhim“(thelawyerbegan)“waspart,andpartonly,oftheinheritancewhichfelltohimonhisfather\'sdeath。Mr。VanstonetheelderwasamanufacturerintheNorthofEngland。Hemarriedearlyinlife;andthechildrenofthemarriagewereeithersixorseveninnumber——Iamnotcertainwhich。First,Michael,theeldestson,stillliving,andnowanoldmanturnedseventy。Secondly,Selina,theeldestdaughter,whomarriedinafter-life,andwhodiedtenorelevenyearsago。Afterthosetwocameothersonsanddaughters,whoseearlydeathsmakeitunnecessarytomentionthemparticularly。ThelastandbymanyyearstheyoungestofthechildrenwasAndrew,whomIfirstknew,asItoldyou,attheageofnineteen。Myfatherwasthenonthepointofretiringfromtheactivepursuitofhisprofession;andinsucceedingtohisbusiness,IalsosucceededtohisconnectionwiththeVanstonesasthefamilysolicitor。
“Atthattime,Andrewhadjuststartedinlifebyenteringthearmy。Afterlittlemorethanayearofhome-service,hewasorderedoutwithhisregimenttoCanada。WhenhequittedEngland,helefthisfatherandhiselderbrotherMichaelseriouslyatvariance。Ineednotdetainyoubyenteringintothecauseofthequarrel。IneedonlytellyouthattheelderMr。Vanstone,withmanyexcellentqualities,wasamanoffierceandintractabletemper。Hiseldestsonhadsethimatdefiance,undercircumstanceswhichmighthavejustlyirritatedafatheroffarmildercharacter;andhedeclared,inthemostpositiveterms,thathewouldneverseeMichael\'sfaceagain。Indefianceofmyentreaties,andoftheentreatiesofhiswife,hetoreup,inourpresence,thewillwhichprovidedforMichael\'sshareinthepaternalinheritance。Suchwasthefamilyposition,whentheyoungersonlefthomeforCanada。
“SomemonthsafterAndrew\'sarrivalwithhisregimentatQuebec,hebecameacquaintedwithawomanofgreatpersonalattractions,whocame,orsaidshecame,fromoneoftheSouthernStatesofAmerica。Sheobtainedanimmediateinfluenceoverhim;andsheusedittothebasestpurpose。Youknewtheeasy,affectionate,trustingnatureofthemaninlaterlife——youcanimaginehowthoughtlesslyheactedontheimpulseofhisyouth。Itisuselesstodwellonthislamentablepartofthestory。Hewasjusttwenty-one:hewasblindlydevotedtoaworthlesswoman;andsheledhimon,withmercilesscunning,tillitwastoolatetodrawback。Inoneword,hecommittedthefatalerrorofhislife:hemarriedher。
“Shehadbeenwiseenoughinherownintereststodreadtheinfluenceofhisbrother-officers,andtopersuadehim,uptotheperiodofthemarriageceremony,tokeeptheproposedunionbetweenthemasecret。Shecoulddothis;butshecouldnotprovideagainsttheresultsofaccident。Hardlythreemonthshadpassed,whenachancedisclosureexposedthelifeshehadledbeforehermarriage。Butonealternativewaslefttoherhusband——thealternativeofinstantlyseparatingfromher。
“Theeffectofthediscoveryontheunhappyboy——foraboyindispositionhestillwas——maybejudgedbytheeventwhichfollowedtheexposure。OneofAndrew\'ssuperiorofficers——acertainMajorKirke,ifIrememberright——foundhiminhisquarters,writingtohisfatheraconfessionofthedisgracefultruth,withaloadedpistolbyhisside。Thatofficersavedthelad\'slifefromhisownhand,andhushedupthescandalousaffairbyacompromise。Themarriagebeingaperfectlylegalone,andthewife\'smisconductpriortotheceremonygivingherhusbandnoclaimtohisreleasefromherbydivorce,itwasonlypossibletoappealtohersenseofherowninterests。Ahandsomeannualallowancewassecuredtoher,onconditionthatshereturnedtotheplacefromwhichshehadcome;thatsheneverappearedinEngland;andthatsheceasedtouseherhusband\'sname。Otherstipulationswereaddedtothese。Sheacceptedthemall;andmeasureswereprivatelytakentohaveherwelllookedafterintheplaceofherretreat。Whatlifesheledthere,andwhethersheperformedalltheconditionsimposedonher,Icannotsay。Icanonlytellyouthatshenever,tomyknowledge,cametoEngland;thatsheneverannoyedMr。Vanstone;andthattheannualallowancewaspaidher,throughalocalagentinAmerica,tothedayofherdeath。Allthatshewantedinmarryinghimwasmoney;andmoneyshegot。
“Inthemeantime,Andrewhadlefttheregiment。Nothingwouldinducehimtofacehisbrother-officersafterwhathadhappened。HesoldoutandreturnedtoEngland。Thefirstintelligencewhichreachedhimonhisreturnwastheintelligenceofhisfather\'sdeath。HecametomyofficeinLondon,beforegoinghome,andtherelearnedfrommylipshowthefamilyquarrelhadended。
“ThewillwhichMr。Vanstonetheelderhaddestroyedinmypresencehadnotbeen,sofarasIknow,replacedbyanother。WhenIwassentfor,intheusualcourse,onhisdeath,Ifullyexpectedthatthelawwouldbelefttomakethecustomarydivisionamonghiswidowandhischildren。Tomysurprise,awillappearedamonghispapers,correctlydrawnandexecuted,anddatedaboutaweekaftertheperiodwhenthefirstwillhadbeendestroyed。Hehadmaintainedhisvindictivepurposeagainsthiseldestson,andhadappliedtoastrangerfortheprofessionalassistancewhichIhonestlybelievehewasashamedtoaskforatmyhands。
“Itisneedlesstotroubleyouwiththeprovisionsofthewillindetail。Therewerethewidowandthreesurvivingchildrentobeprovidedfor。Thewidowreceivedalife-interestonlyinaportionofthetestator\'sproperty。TheremainingportionwasdividedbetweenAndrewandSelina——two-thirdstothebrother;one-thirdtothesister。Onthemother\'sdeath,themoneyfromwhichherincomehadbeenderivedwastogotoAndrewandSelina,inthesamerelativeproportionsasbefore——fivethousandpoundshavingbeenfirstdeductedfromthesumandpaidtoMichael,asthesolelegacyleftbytheimplacablefathertohiseldestson。
“Speakinginroundnumbers,thedivisionofproperty,assettledbythewill,stoodthus。Beforethemother\'sdeath,Andrewhadseventythousandpounds;Selinahadthirty-fivethousandpounds;Michael——hadnothing。Afterthemother\'sdeath,Michaelhadfivethousandpounds,tosetagainstAndrew\'sinheritanceaugmentedtoonehundredthousand,andSelina\'sinheritanceincreasedtofiftythousand——DonotsupposethatIamdwellingunnecessarilyonthispartofthesubject。EverywordInowspeakbearsoninterestsstillinsuspense,whichvitallyconcernMr。Vanstone\'sdaughters。Aswegetonfrompasttopresent,keepinmindtheterribleinequalityofMichael\'sinheritanceandAndrew\'sinheritance。Theharmdonebythatvindictivewillis,Igreatlyfear,notoveryet。
“Andrew\'sfirstimpulse,whenheheardthenewswhichIhadtotellhim,wasworthyoftheopen,generousnatureoftheman。Heatonceproposedtodividehisinheritancewithhiselderbrother。Buttherewasoneseriousobstacleintheway。AletterfromMichaelwaswaitingforhimatmyofficewhenhecamethere,andthatletterchargedhimwithbeingtheoriginalcauseofestrangementbetweenhisfatherandhiselderbrother。Theeffortswhichhehadmade——bluntlyandincautiously,Iown,butwiththepurestandkindestintentions,asIknow——tocomposethequarrelbeforeleavinghome,wereperverted,bythevilestmisconstruction,tosupportanaccusationoftreacheryandfalsehoodwhichwouldhavestunganymantothequick。Andrewfelt,whatIfelt,thatiftheseimputationswerenotwithdrawnbeforehisgenerousintentionstowardhisbrothertookeffect,themerefactoftheirexecutionwouldamounttoapracticalacknowledgmentofthejusticeofMichael\'schargeagainsthim。Hewrotetohisbrotherinthemostforbearingterms。Theanswerreceivedwasasoffensiveaswordscouldmakeit。Michaelhadinheritedhisfather\'stemper,unredeemedbyhisfather\'sbetterqualities:hissecondletterreiteratedthechargescontainedinthefirst,anddeclaredthathewouldonlyaccepttheoffereddivisionasanactofatonementandrestitutiononAndrew\'spart。Inextwrotetothemothertouseherinfluence。Shewasherselfaggrievedatbeingleftwithnothingmorethanalifeinterestinherhusband\'sproperty;shesidedresolutelywithMichael;andshestigmatizedAndrew\'sproposalasanattempttobribehereldestsonintowithdrawingachargeagainsthisbrotherwhichthatbrotherknewtobetrue。Afterthislastrepulse,nothingmorecouldbedone。MichaelwithdrewtotheContinent;andhismotherfollowedhimthere。Shelivedlongenough,andsavedmoneyenoughoutofherincome,toaddconsiderably,atherdeath,toherelderson\'sfivethousandpounds。Hehadpreviouslystillfurtherimprovedhispecuniarypositionbyanadvantageousmarriage;andheisnowpassingthecloseofhisdayseitherinFranceorSwitzerland——awidower,withoneson。Weshallreturntohimshortly。Inthemeantime,IneedonlytellyouthatAndrewandMichaelneveragainmet——neveragaincommunicated,evenbywriting。Toallintentsandpurposestheyweredeadtoeachother,fromthoseearlydaystothepresenttime。
“YoucannowestimatewhatAndrew\'spositionwaswhenhelefthisprofessionandreturnedtoEngland。Possessedofafortune,hewasaloneintheworld;hisfuturedestroyedatthefairoutsetoflife;hismotherandbrotherestrangedfromhim;hissisterlatelymarried,withinterestsandhopesinwhichhehadnoshare。Menoffirmermentalcalibermighthavefoundrefugefromsuchasituationasthisinanabsorbingintellectualpursuit。Hewasnotcapableoftheeffort;allthestrengthofhischaracterlayintheaffectionshehadwasted。Hisplaceintheworldwasthatquietplaceathome,withwifeandchildrentomakehislifehappy,whichhehadlostforever。Tolookbackwasmorethanhedare。Tolookforwardwasmorethanhecould。Insheerdespair,helethisownimpetuousyouthdrivehimon;andcasthimselfintothelowestdissipationsofaLondonlife。
“Awoman\'sfalsehoodhaddrivenhimtohisruin。Awoman\'slovesavedhimattheoutsetofhisdownwardcareer。Letusnotspeakofherharshly——forwelaidherwithhimyesterdayinthegrave。
“You,whoonlyknewMrs。Vanstoneinlaterlife,whenillnessandsorrowandsecretcarehadalteredandsaddenedher,canformnoadequateideaofherattractionsofpersonandcharacterwhenshewasagirlofseventeen。IwaswithAndrewwhenhefirstmether。Ihadtriedtorescuehim,foronenightatleast,fromdegradingassociatesanddegradingpleasures,bypersuadinghimtogowithmetoaballgivenbyoneofthegreatCityCompanies。Theretheymet。Sheproducedastrongimpressiononhimthemomenthesawher。Tome,astohim,shewasatotalstranger。Anintroductiontoher,obtainedinthecustomarymanner,informedhimthatshewasthedaughterofoneMr。Blake。Theresthediscoveredfromherself。Theywerepartnersinthedance(unobservedinthatcrowdedball-room)allthroughtheevening。
“Circumstanceswereagainstherfromthefirst。Shewasunhappyathome。Herfamilyandfriendsoccupiednorecognizedstationinlife:theyweremean,underhandpeople,ineverywayunworthyofher。Itwasherfirstball——itwasthefirsttimeshehadevermetwithamanwhohadthebreeding,themannersandtheconversationofagentleman。Aretheseexcusesforher,whichIhavenorighttomake?Ifwehaveanyhumanfeelingforhumanweakness,surelynot!
“Themeetingofthatnightdecidedtheirfuture。Whenothermeetingshadfollowed,whentheconfessionofherlovehadescapedher,hetooktheonecourseofallothers(tookitinnocentlyandunconsciously),whichwasmostdangeroustothemboth。Hisfranknessandhissenseofhonorforbadehimtodeceiveher:heopenedhisheartandtoldherthetruth。Shewasagenerous,impulsivegirl;shehadnohometiesstrongenoughtopleadwithher;shewaspassionatelyfondofhim——andhehadmadethatappealtoherpitywhich,totheeternalhonorofwomen,isthehardestofallappealsforthemtoresist。Shesaw,andsawtruly,thatshealonestoodbetweenhimandhisruin。Thelastchanceofhisrescuehungonherdecision。Shedecided;andsavedhim。
“Letmenotbemisunderstood;letmenotbeaccusedoftriflingwiththeserioussocialquestiononwhichmynarrativeforcesmetotouch。Iwilldefendhermemorybynofalsereasoning——Iwillonlyspeakthetruth。Itisthetruththatshesnatchedhimfrommadexcesseswhichmusthaveendedinhisearlydeath。Itisthetruththatsherestoredhimtothathappyhomeexistencewhichyouremembersotenderly——whichherememberedsogratefullythat,onthedaywhenhewasfree,hemadeherhiswife。Letstrictmoralityclaimitsright,andcondemnherearlyfault。IhavereadmyNewTestamenttolittlepurpose,indeed,ifChristianmercymaynotsoftenthehardsentenceagainsther——ifChristiancharitymaynotfindapleaforhermemoryintheloveandfidelity,thesufferingandthesacrifice,ofherwholelife。
“Afewwordsmorewillbringustoalatertime,andtoeventswhichhavehappenedwithinyourownexperience。
“IneednotremindyouthatthepositioninwhichMr。Vanstonewasnowplacedcouldleadintheendtobutoneresult——toadisclosure,moreorlessinevitable,ofthetruth。AttemptsweremadetokeepthehopelessmisfortuneofhislifeasecretfromMissBlake\'sfamily;and,asamatterofcourse,thoseattemptsfailedbeforetherelentlessscrutinyofherfatherandherfriends。Whatmighthavehappenedifherrelativeshadbeenwhatistermed\'respectable\'Icannotpretendtosay。Asitwas,theywerepeoplewhocould(inthecommonphrase)beconvenientlytreatedwith。TheonlysurvivorofthefamilyatthepresenttimeisascoundrelcallinghimselfCaptainWragge。WhenItellyouthatheprivatelyextortedthepriceofhissilencefromMrs。Vanstonetothelast;andwhenIaddthathisconductpresentsnoextraordinaryexceptiontotheconduct,intheirlifetime,oftheotherrelatives——youwillunderstandwhatsortofpeopleIhadtodealwithinmyclient\'sinterests,andhowtheirassumedindignationwasappeased。
“Having,inthefirstinstance,leftEnglandforIreland,Mr。VanstoneandMissBlakeremainedthereafterwardforsomeyears。Girlasshewas,shefacedherpositionanditsnecessitieswithoutflinching。Havingonceresolvedtosacrificeherlifetothemansheloved;havingquietedherconsciencebypersuadingherselfthathismarriagewasalegalmockery,andthatshewas\'hiswifeinthesightofHeaven,\'shesetherselffromthefirsttoaccomplishtheoneforemostpurposeofsolivingwithhim,intheworld\'seye,asnevertoraisethesuspicionthatshewasnothislawfulwife。Thewomenarefew,indeed,whocannotresolvefirmly,schemepatiently,andactpromptlywherethedearestinterestsoftheirlivesareconcerned。Mrs。Vanstone——shehasarightnow,remember,tothatname——Mrs。Vanstonehadmorethantheaverageshareofawoman\'stenacityandawoman\'stact;andshetookalltheneedfulprecautions,inthoseearlydays,whichherhusband\'slessreadycapacityhadnotthearttodevise——precautionstowhichtheywerelargelyindebtedforthepreservationoftheirsecretinlatertimes。
“Thankstothesesafeguards,notashadowofsuspicionfollowedthemwhentheyreturnedtoEngland。TheyfirstsettledinDevonshire,merelybecausetheywerefarremovedtherefromthatnortherncountyinwhichMr。Vanstone\'sfamilyandconnectionshadbeenknown。Onthepartofhissurvivingrelatives,theyhadnocuriousinvestigationstodread。Hewastotallyestrangedfromhismotherandhiselderbrother。Hismarriedsisterhadbeenforbiddenbyherhusband(whowasaclergyman)toholdanycommunicationwithhim,fromtheperiodwhenhehadfallenintothedeplorablewayoflifewhichIhavedescribedasfollowinghisreturnfromCanada。Otherrelationshehadnone。WhenheandMissBlakeleftDevonshire,theirnextchangeofresidencewastothishouse。Neithercourtingnoravoidingnotice;simplyhappyinthemselves,intheirchildren,andintheirquietrurallife;unsuspectedbythefewneighborswhoformedtheirmodestcircleofacquaintancetobeotherthanwhattheyseemed——thetruthintheircase,asinthecasesofmanyothers,remainedundiscovereduntilaccidentforceditintothelightofday。
“If,inyourcloseintimacywiththem,itseemsstrangethattheyshouldneverhavebetrayedthemselves,letmeaskyoutoconsiderthecircumstancesandyouwillunderstandtheapparentanomaly。Rememberthattheyhadbeenlivingashusbandandwife,toallintentsandpurposes(exceptthatthemarriage-servicehadnotbeenreadoverthem),forfifteenyearsbeforeyoucameintothehouse;andbearinmind,atthesametime,thatnoeventoccurredtodisturbMr。Vanstone\'shappinessinthepresent,toremindhimofthepast,ortowarnhimofthefuture,untiltheannouncementofhiswife\'sdeathreachedhim,inthatletterfromAmericawhichyousawplacedinhishand。Fromthatdayforth——whenapastwhichheabhorredwasforcedbacktohismemory;whenafuturewhichshehadneverdaredtoanticipatewasplacedwithinherreach——youwillsoonperceive,ifyouhavenotperceivedalready,thattheybothbetrayedthemselves,timeaftertime;andthatyourinnocenceofallsuspicion,andtheirchildren\'sinnocenceofallsuspicion,alonepreventedyoufromdiscoveringthetruth。
“Thesadstoryofthepastisnowaswellknowntoyouastome。Ihavehadhardwordstospeak。GodknowsIhavespokenthemwithtruesympathyfortheliving,withtruetendernessforthememoryofthedead。“
Hepaused,turnedhisfacealittleaway,andrestedhisheadonhishand,inthequiet,undemonstrativemannerwhichwasnaturaltohim。Thusfar,MissGarthhadonlyinterruptedhisnarrativebyanoccasionalwordorbyamutetokenofherattention。Shemadenoefforttoconcealhertears;theyfellfastandsilentlyoverherwastedcheeks,asshelookedupandspoketohim。“Ihavedoneyousomeinjury,sir,inmythoughts,“shesaid,withanoblesimplicity。“Iknowyoubetternow。Letmeaskyourforgiveness;letmetakeyourhand。“
Thosewords,andtheactionwhichaccompaniedthem,touchedhimdeeply。Hetookherhandinsilence。Shewasthefirsttospeak,thefirsttosettheexampleofself-control。Itisoneofthenobleinstinctsofwomenthatnothingmorepowerfullyrousesthemtostrugglewiththeirownsorrowthanthesightofaman\'sdistress。Shequietlydriedhertears;shequietlydrewherchairroundthetable,soastositnearertohimwhenshespokeagain。
“Ihavebeensadlybroken,Mr。Pendril,bywhathashappenedinthishouse,“shesaid,“orIshouldhavebornewhatyouhavetoldmebetterthanIhaveborneitto-day。Willyouletmeaskonequestionbeforeyougoon?Myheartachesforthechildrenofmylove——morethanevermychildrennow。Istherenohopefortheirfuture?Aretheyleftwithnoprospectbutpovertybeforethem?“
Thelawyerhesitatedbeforeheansweredthequestion。
“Theyareleftdependent,“hesaid,atlast,“onthejusticeandthemercyofastranger。“
“Throughthemisfortuneoftheirbirth?“
“Throughthemisfortuneswhichhavefollowedthemarriageoftheirparents。“
Withthatstartlinganswerherose,tookupthewillfromthefloor,andrestoredittoitsformerpositiononthetablebetweenthem。
“Icanonlyplacethetruthbeforeyou,“heresumed,“inoneplainformofwords。Themarriagehasdestroyedthiswill,andhasleftMr。Vanstone\'sdaughtersdependentontheiruncle。“
Ashespoke,thebreezestirredagainamongtheshrubsunderthewindow。
“Ontheiruncle?“repeatedMissGarth。Sheconsideredforamoment,andlaidherhandsuddenlyonMr。Pendril\'sarm。“NotonMichaelVanstone!“
“Yes:onMichaelVanstone。“
MissGarth\'shandstillmechanicallygraspedthelawyer\'sarm。Herwholemindwasabsorbedintheefforttorealizethediscoverywhichhadnowburstonher。
“DependentonMichaelVanstone!“shesaidtoherself。“Dependentontheirfather\'sbitterestenemy?Howcanitbe?“
“Givemeyourattentionforafewminutesmore,“saidMr。Pendril,“andyoushallhear。Thesoonerwecanbringthispainfulinterviewtoaclose,thesoonerIcanopencommunicationswithMr。MichaelVanstone,andthesooneryouwillknowwhathedecidesondoingforhisbrother\'sorphandaughters。Irepeattoyouthattheyareabsolutelydependentonhim。Youwillmostreadilyunderstandhowandwhy,ifwetakeupthechainofeventswherewelastleftit——attheperiodofMr。andMrs。Vanstone\'smarriage。“
“Onemoment,sir,“saidMissGarth。“Wereyouinthesecretofthatmarriageatthetimewhenittookplace?“
“Unhappily,Iwasnot。IwasawayfromLondon——awayfromEnglandatthetime。IfMr。VanstonehadbeenabletocommunicatewithmewhentheletterfromAmericaannouncedthedeathofhiswife,thefortunesofhisdaughterswouldnothavebeennowatstake。“
Hepaused,and,beforeproceedingfurther,lookedoncemoreattheletterswhichhehadconsultedatanearlierperiodoftheinterview。Hetookoneletterfromtherest,andputitonthetablebyhisside。
“Atthebeginningofthepresentyear,“heresumed,“averyseriousbusinessnecessity,inconnectionwithsomeWestIndianpropertypossessedbyanoldclientandfriendofmine,requiredthepresenceeitherofmyself,orofoneofmytwopartners,inJamaica。Oneofthetwocouldnotbespared;theotherwasnotinhealthtoundertakethevoyage。Therewasnochoiceleftbutformetogo。IwrotetoMr。Vanstone,tellinghimthatIshouldleaveEnglandattheendofFebruary,andthatthenatureofthebusinesswhichtookmeawayaffordedlittlehopeofmygettingbackfromtheWestIndiesbeforeJune。Myletterwasnotwrittenwithanyspecialmotive。Imerelythoughtitright——seeingthatmypartnerswerenotadmittedtomyknowledgeofMr。Vanstone\'sprivateaffairs——towarnhimofmyabsence,asameasureofformalprecautionwhichitwasrighttotake。AttheendofFebruaryIleftEngland,withouthavingheardfromhim。Iwasontheseawhenthenewsofhiswife\'sdeathreachedhim,onthefourthofMarch:andIdidnotreturnuntilthemiddleoflastJune。“
“Youwarnedhimofyourdeparture,“interposedMissGarth。“Didyounotwarnhimofyourreturn?“
“Notpersonally。Myhead-clerksenthimoneofthecircularswhichweredispatchedfrommyoffice,invariousdirections,toannouncemyreturn。ItwasthefirstsubstituteIthoughtofforthepersonalletterwhichthepressureofinnumerableoccupations,allcrowdingonmetogetheraftermylongabsence,didnotallowmeleisuretowrite。Barelyamonthlater,thefirstinformationofhismarriagereachedmeinaletterfromhimself,writtenonthedayofthefatalaccident。Thecircumstanceswhichinducedhimtowritearoseoutofaneventinwhichyoumusthavetakensomeinterest——ImeantheattachmentbetweenMr。Clare\'ssonandMr。Vanstone\'syoungestdaughter。“
“IcannotsaythatIwasfavorablydisposedtowardthatattachmentatthetime,“repliedMissGarth。“Iwasignorantthenofthefamilysecret:Iknowbetternow。“
“Exactly。Themotivewhichyoucannowappreciateisthemotivethatleadsustothepoint。Theyoungladyherself(asIhaveheardfromtheelderMr。Clare,towhomIamindebtedformyknowledgeofthecircumstancesindetail)confessedherattachmenttoherfather,andinnocentlytouchedhimtothequickbyachancereferencetohisownearlylife。HehadalongconversationwithMrs。Vanstone,atwhichtheybothagreedthatMr。Claremustbeprivatelyinformedofthetruth,beforetheattachmentbetweenthetwoyoungpeoplewasallowedtoproceedfurther。Itwaspainfulinthelastdegree,bothtohusbandandwife,tobereducedtothisalternative。Buttheywereresolute,honorablyresolute,inmakingthesacrificeoftheirownfeelings;andMr。VanstonebetookhimselfonthespottoMr。Clare\'scottage——YounodoubtobservedaremarkablechangeinMr。Vanstone\'smanneronthatday;andyoucannowaccountforit?“
MissGarthbowedherhead,andMr。Pendrilwenton。
“YouaresufficientlyacquaintedwithMr。Clare\'scontemptforallsocialprejudices,“hecontinued,“toanticipatehisreceptionoftheconfessionwhichhisneighboraddressedtohim。Fiveminutesaftertheinterviewhadbegun,thetwooldfriendswereaseasyandunrestrainedtogetherasusual。Inthecourseofconversation,Mr。Vanstonementionedthepecuniaryarrangementwhichhehadmadeforthebenefitofhisdaughterandofherfuturehusband——and,indoingso,henaturallyreferredtohiswillhere,onthetablebetweenus。Mr。Clare,rememberingthathisfriendhadbeenmarriedintheMarchofthatyear,atonceaskedwhenthewillhadbeenexecuted:receivingthereplythatithadbeenmadefiveyearssince;and,thereupon,astoundedMr。Vanstonebytellinghimbluntlythatthedocumentwaswastepaperintheeyeofthelaw。Uptothatmomenthe,likemanyotherpersons,hadbeenabsolutelyignorantthataman\'smarriageis,legallyaswellassocially,consideredtobethemostimportanteventinhislife;thatitdestroysthevalidityofanywillwhichhemayhavemadeasasingleman;andthatitrendersabsolutelynecessarytheentirere-assertionofhistestamentaryintentionsinthecharacterofahusband。ThestatementofthisplainfactappearedtooverwhelmMr。Vanstone。Declaringthathisfriendhadlaidhimunderanobligationwhichheshouldremembertohisdyingday,heatonceleftthecottage,atoncereturnedhome,andwrotemethisletter。“
HehandedtheletteropentoMissGarth。Intearless,speechlessgrief,shereadthesewords:
“MYDEARPENDRIL——Sincewelastwrotetoeachotheranextraordinarychangehastakenplaceinmylife。Aboutaweekafteryouwentaway,IreceivednewsfromAmericawhichtoldmethatIwasfree。NeedIsaywhatuseImadeofthatfreedom?NeedIsaythatthemotherofmychildrenisnowmyWife?
“Ifyouaresurprisedatnothavingheardfrommethemomentyougotback,attributemysilence,ingreatpart——ifnotaltogether——tomyowntotalignoranceofthelegalnecessityformakinganotherwill。Nothalfanhoursince,Iwasenlightenedforthefirsttime(undercircumstanceswhichIwillmentionwhenmemeet)bymyoldfriend,Mr。Clare。Familyanxietieshavehadsomethingtodowithmysilenceaswell。Mywife\'sconfinementiscloseathand;and,besidesthisseriousanxiety,myseconddaughterisjustengagedtobemarried。UntilIsawMr。Clareto-day,thesematterssofilledmymindthatIneverthoughtofwritingtoyouduringtheoneshortmonthwhichisallthathaspassedsinceIgotnewsofyourreturn。NowIknowthatmywillmustbemadeagain,Iwriteinstantly。ForGod\'ssake,comeonthedaywhenyoureceivethis——comeandrelievemefromthedreadfulthoughtthatmytwodarlinggirlsareatthismomentunprovidedfor。Ifanythinghappenedtome,andifmydesiretodotheirmotherjustice,ended(throughmymiserableignoranceofthelaw)inleavingNorahandMagdalendisinherited,Ishouldnotrestinmygrave!Comeatanycost,toyoursever,“A。V。“
“OntheSaturdaymorning,“Mr。Pendrilresumed,“thoselinesreachedme。Iinstantlysetasideallotherbusiness,anddrovetotherailway。AttheLondonterminus,IheardthefirstnewsoftheFriday\'saccident;heardit,withconflictingaccountsofthenumbersandnamesofthepassengerskilled。AtBristol,theywerebetterinformed;andthedreadfultruthaboutMr。Vanstonewasconfirmed。IhadtimetorecovermyselfbeforeIreachedyourstationhere,andfoundMr。Clare\'ssonwaitingforme。Hetookmetohisfather\'scottage;andthere,withoutlosingamoment,IdrewoutMrs。Vanstone\'swill。Myobjectwastosecuretheonlyprovisionforherdaughterswhichitwasnowpossibletomake。Mr。Vanstonehavingdiedintestate,athirdofhisfortunewouldgotohiswidow;andtherestwouldbedividedamonghisnextofkin。Aschildrenbornoutofwedlock,Mr。Vanstone\'sdaughters,underthecircumstancesoftheirfather\'sdeath,hadnomoreclaimtoashareinhispropertythanthedaughtersofoneofhislaborersinthevillage。Theonechanceleftwasthattheirmothermightsufficientlyrecovertoleaveherthirdsharetothem,bywill,intheeventofherdecease。NowyouknowwhyIwrotetoyoutoaskforthatinterview——whyIwaiteddayandnight,inthehopeofreceivingasummonstothehouse。IwassincerelysorrytosendbacksuchananswertoyournoteofinquiryasIwascompelledtowrite。ButwhiletherewasachanceofthepreservationofMrs。Vanstone\'slife,thesecretofthemarriagewashers,notmine;andeveryconsiderationofdelicacyforbademetodiscloseit。“
“Youdidright,sir,“saidMissGarth;“Iunderstandyourmotives,andrespectthem。“
“Mylastattempttoprovideforthedaughters,“continuedMr。Pendril,“was,asyouknow,renderedunavailingbythedangerousnatureofMrs。Vanstone\'sillness。Herdeathlefttheinfantwhosurvivedherbyafewhours(theinfantborn,youwillremember,inlawfulwedlock)possessed,induelegalcourse,ofthewholeofMr。Vanstone\'sfortune。Onthechild\'sdeath——ifithadonlyoutlivedthemotherbyafewseconds,insteadofafewhours,theresultwouldhavebeenthesame——thenextofkintothelegitimateoffspringtookthemoney;andthatnextofkinistheinfant\'spaternaluncle,MichaelVanstone。Thewholefortuneofeightythousandpoundshasvirtuallypassedintohispossessionalready。“
“Aretherenootherrelations?“askedMissGarth。“Istherenohopefromanyoneelse?“
“TherearenootherrelationswithMichaelVanstone\'sclaim,“saidthelawyer。“Therearenograndfathersorgrandmothersofthedeadchild(onthesideofeitheroftheparents)nowalive。Itwasnotlikelythereshouldbe,consideringtheagesofMr。andMrs。Vanstonewhentheydied。Butitisamisfortunetobereasonablylamentedthatnootherunclesorauntssurvive。Therearecousinsalive;asonandtwodaughtersofthateldersisterofMr。Vanstone\'s,whomarriedArchdeaconBartram,andwhodied,asItoldyou,someyearssince。Buttheirinterestissupersededbytheinterestofthenearerblood。No,MissGarth,wemustlookfactsastheyareresolutelyintheface。Mr。Vanstone\'sdaughtersareNobody\'sChildren;andthelawleavesthemhelplessattheiruncle\'smercy。“
“Acruellaw,Mr。Pendril——acruellawinaChristiancountry。“
“Cruelasitis,MissGarth,itstandsexcusedbyashockingpeculiarityinthiscase。IamfarfromdefendingthelawofEnglandasitaffectsillegitimateoffspring。Onthecontrary,Ithinkitadisgracetothenation。Itvisitsthesinsoftheparentsonthechildren;itencouragesvicebydeprivingfathersandmothersofthestrongestofallmotivesformakingtheatonementofmarriage;anditclaimstoproducethesetwoabominableresultsinthenamesofmoralityandreligion。Butithasnoextraordinaryoppressiontoanswerforinthecaseoftheseunhappygirls。ThemoremercifulandChristianlawofothercountries,whichallowsthemarriageoftheparentstomakethechildrenlegitimate,hasnomercyonthesechildren。Theaccidentoftheirfatherhavingbeenmarried,whenhefirstmetwiththeirmother,hasmadethemtheoutcastsofthewholesocialcommunity;ithasplacedthemoutofthepaleoftheCivilLawofEurope。Itellyouthehardtruth——itisuselesstodisguiseit。Thereisnohope,ifwelookbackatthepast:theremaybehope,ifwelookontothefuture。ThebestservicewhichIcannowrenderyouistoshortentheperiodofyoursuspense。InlessthananhourIshallbeonmywaybacktoLondon。Immediatelyonmyarrival,IwillascertainthespeediestmeansofcommunicatingwithMr。MichaelVanstone;andwillletyouknowtheresult。Sadasthepositionofthetwosistersnowis,wemustlookatitonitsbestside;wemustnotlosehope。“
“Hope?“repeatedMissGarth。“HopefromMichaelVanstone!“
“Yes;hopefromtheinfluenceonhimoftime,ifnotfromtheinfluenceofmercy。AsIhavealreadytoldyou,heisnowanoldman;hecannot,inthecourseofnature,expecttolivemuchlonger。Ifhelooksbacktotheperiodwhenheandhisbrotherwerefirstatvariance,hemustlookbackthroughthirtyyears。Surely,thesearesofteninginfluenceswhichmustaffectanyman?Surely,hisownknowledgeoftheshockingcircumstancesunderwhichhehasbecomepossessedofthismoneywillpleadwithhim,ifnothingelsedoes?“
“Iwilltrytothinkasyoudo,Mr。Pendril——Iwilltrytohopeforthebest。Shallwebeleftlonginsuspensebeforethedecisionreachesus?“
“Itrustnot。TheonlydelayonmysidewillbecausedbythenecessityofdiscoveringtheplaceofMichaelVanstone\'sresidenceontheContinent。IthinkIhavethemeansofmeetingthisdifficultysuccessfully;andthemomentIreachLondon,thosemeansshallbetried。“
Hetookuphishat;andthenreturnedtothetableonwhichthefather\'slastletter,andthefather\'suselesswill,werelyingsidebyside。Afteramoment\'sconsideration,heplacedthembothinMissGarth\'shands。
“Itmayhelpyouinbreakingthehardtruthtotheorphansisters,“hesaid,inhisquiet,self-repressedway,“iftheycanseehowtheirfatherreferstotheminhiswill——iftheycanreadhislettertome,thelastheeverwrote。Letthesetokenstellthemthattheoneideaoftheirfather\'slifewastheideaofmakingatonementtohischildren。\'Theymaythinkbitterlyoftheirbirth,\'hesaidtome,atthetimewhenIdrewthisuselesswill;\'buttheyshallneverthinkbitterlyofme。Iwillcrosstheminnothing:theyshallneverknowasorrowthatIcansparethem,orawantwhichIwillnotsatisfy。\'Hemademeputthosewordsinhiswill,topleadforhimwhenthetruthwhichhehadconcealedfromhischildreninhislifetimewasrevealedtothemafterhisdeath。Nolawcandeprivehisdaughtersofthelegacyofhisrepentanceandhislove。Ileavethewillandthelettertohelpyou:Igivethembothintoyourcare。“
Hesawhowhispartingkindnesstouchedherandthoughtfullyhastenedthefarewell。Shetookhishandinbothherownandmurmuredafewbrokenwordsofgratitude。“Trustmetodomybest,“hesaid——and,turningawaywithamercifulabruptness,lefther。Inthebroad,cheerfulsunshinehehadcomeintorevealthefataltruth。Inthebroad,cheerfulsunshine——thattruthdisclosed——hewentout。
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[TableofContents]NoName,Scene1,Chapter14CHAPTERXIV。
ITwasnearlyanhourpastnoonwhenMr。Pendrilleftthehouse。MissGarthsatdownagainatthetablealone,andtriedtofacethenecessitywhichtheeventofthemorningnowforcedonher。
Hermindwasnotequaltotheeffort。Shetriedtolessenthestrainonit——tolosethesenseofherownposition——toescapefromherthoughtsforafewminutesonly。Afteralittle,sheopenedMr。Vanstone\'sletter,andmechanicallysetherselftoreaditthroughoncemore。
Onebyone,thelastwordsofthedeadmanfastenedthemselvesmoreandmorefirmlyonherattention。Theunrelievedsolitude,theunbrokensilence,helpedtheirinfluenceonhermindandopenedittothoseveryimpressionsofpastandpresentwhichshewasmostanxioustoshun。Asshereachedthemelancholylineswhichclosedtheletter,shefoundherself——insensibly,almostunconsciously,atfirst——tracingthefatalchainofevents,linkbylinkbackward,untilshereacheditsbeginninginthecontemplatedmarriagebetweenMagdalenandFrancisClare。
ThatmarriagehadtakenMr。Vanstonetohisoldfriend,withtheconfessiononhislipswhichwouldotherwiseneverhaveescapedthem。Thencecamethediscoverywhichhadsenthimhometosummonthelawyertothehouse。Thatsummons,again,hadproducedtheinevitableaccelerationoftheSaturday\'sjourneytoFriday;theFridayofthefatalaccident,theFridaywhenhewenttohisdeath。Fromhisdeathfollowedthesecondbereavementwhichhadmadethehousedesolate;thehelplesspositionofthedaughterswhoseprosperousfuturehadbeenhisdearestcare;therevelationofthesecretwhichhadoverwhelmedherthatmorning;thedisclosure,moreterriblestill,whichshenowstoodcommittedtomaketotheorphansisters。Forthefirsttimeshesawthewholesequenceofevents——sawitasplainlyasthecloudlessblueoftheskyandthegreenglowofthetreesinthesunlightoutside。
How——whencouldshetellthem?Whocouldapproachthemwiththedisclosureoftheirownillegitimacybeforetheirfatherandmotherhadbeendeadaweek?Whocouldspeakthedreadfulwords,whilethefirsttearswerewetontheircheeks,whilethefirstpangofseparationwasatitskeenestintheirhearts,whilethememoryofthefuneralwasnotadayoldyet?Nottheirlastfriendleft;notthefaithfulwomanwhoseheartbledforthem。No!silenceforthepresenttime,atallrisks——mercifulsilence,formanydaystocome!
Shelefttheroom,withthewillandtheletterinherhand——withthenatural,humanpityatherheartwhichsealedherlipsandshuthereyesresolutelytothefuture。Inthehallshestoppedandlistened。Notasoundwasaudible。Shesoftlyascendedthestairs,onherwaytoherownroom,andpassedthedoorofNorah\'sbed-chamber。Voicesinside,thevoicesofthetwosisters,caughtherear。Afteramoment\'sconsideration,shecheckedherself,turnedback,andquicklydescendedthestairsagain。BothNorahandMagdalenknewoftheinterviewbetweenMr。Pendrilandherself;shehadfeltitherdutytoshowthemhislettermakingtheappointment。Couldsheexcitetheirsuspicionbylockingherselfupfromtheminherroomassoonasthelawyerhadleftthehouse?Herhandtrembledonthebanister;shefeltthatherfacemightbetrayher。Theself-forgetfulfortitude,whichhadneverfailedheruntilthatday,hadbeentriedoncetoooften——hadbeentaskedbeyonditspowersatlast。
Atthehalldoorshereflectedforamomentagain,andwentintothegarden;directingherstepstoarusticbenchandtableplacedoutofsightofthehouseamongthetrees。Inpasttimesshehadoftensatthere,withMrs。Vanstoneononeside,withNorahontheother,withMagdalenandthedogsrompingonthegrass。Aloneshesattherenow——thewillandtheletterwhichshedarednottrustoutofherownpossession,laidonthetable——herheadbowedoverthem;herfacehiddeninherhands。Aloneshesatthereandtriedtorousehersinkingcourage。
Doubtsthrongedonherofthedarkdaystocome;dreadbesetherofthehiddendangerwhichherownsilencetowardNorahandMagdalenmightstoreupinthenearfuture。Theaccidentofamomentmightsuddenlyrevealthetruth。Mr。Pendrilmightwrite,mightpersonallyaddresshimselftothesisters,inthenaturalconvictionthatshehadenlightenedthem。Complicationsmightgatherroundthematamoment\'snotice;unforeseennecessitiesmightariseforimmediatelyleavingthehouse。Shesawalltheseperils——andstillthecruelcouragetofacetheworst,andspeak,wasasfarfromherasever。Erelongthethickeningconflictofherthoughtsforceditswayoutwardforrelief,inwordsandactions。Sheraisedherheadandbeatherhandhelplesslyonthetable。
“Godhelpme,whatamItodo?“shebrokeout。“HowamItotellthem?“
“Thereisnoneedtotellthem,“saidavoicebehindher。“Theyknowitalready。“
Shestartedtoherfeetandlookedround。ItwasMagdalenwhostoodbeforeher——Magdalenwhohadspokenthosewords。
Yes,therewasthegracefulfigure,initsmourninggarments,standingouttallandblackandmotionlessagainsttheleafybackground。TherewasMagdalenherself,withachangelessstillnessonherwhiteface;withanicyresignationinhersteadygrayeyes。
“Weknowitalready,“sherepeated,inclear,measuredtones。“Mr。Vanstone\'sdaughtersareNobody\'sChildren;andthelawleavesthemhelplessattheiruncle\'smercy。“
So,withoutatearonhercheeks,withoutafalteringtoneinhervoice,sherepeatedthelawyer\'sownwords,exactlyashehadspokenthem。MissGarthstaggeredbackastepandcaughtatthebenchtosupportherself。Herheadswam;sheclosedhereyesinamomentaryfaintness。Whentheyopenedagain,Magdalen\'sarmwassupportingher,Magdalen\'sbreathfannedhercheek,Magdalen\'scoldlipskissedher。Shedrewbackfromthekiss;thetouchofthegirl\'slipsthrilledherwithterror。
Assoonasshecouldspeaksheputtheinevitablequestion。“Youheardus,“shesaid。“Where?“
“Undertheopenwindow。“
“Allthetime?“
“Frombeginningtoend。“
Shehadlistened——thisgirlofeighteen,inthefirstweekofherorphanage,hadlistenedtothewholeterriblerevelation,wordbyword,asitfellfromthelawyer\'slips;andhadneveroncebetrayedherself!Fromfirsttolast,theonlymovementswhichhadescapedherhadbeenmovementsguardedenoughandslightenoughtobemistakenforthepassageofthesummerbreezethroughtheleaves!
“Don\'ttrytospeakyet,“shesaid,insofterandgentlertones。“Don\'tlookatmewiththosedoubtingeyes。WhatwronghaveIdone?WhenMr。PendrilwishedtospeaktoyouaboutNorahandme,hislettergaveusourchoicetobepresentattheinterview,ortokeepaway。Ifmyeldersisterdecidedtokeepaway,howcouldIcome?HowcouldIhearmyownstoryexceptasIdid?Mylisteninghasdonenoharm。Ithasdonegood——ithassavedyouthedistressofspeakingtous。Youhavesufferedenoughforusalready;itistimewelearnedtosufferforourselves。Ihavelearned。AndNorahislearning。“
“Norah!“
“Yes。IhavedoneallIcouldtospareyou。IhavetoldNorah。“
ShehadtoldNorah!Wasthisgirl,whosecouragehadfacedtheterriblenecessityfromwhichawomanoldenoughtobehermotherhadrecoiled,thegirlMissGarthhadbroughtup?thegirlwhosenatureshehadbelievedtobeaswellknowntoherasherown?
“Magdalen!“shecriedout,passionately,“youfrightenme!“
Magdalenonlysighed,andturnedwearilyaway。
“TrynottothinkworseofmethanIdeserve,“shesaid。“Ican\'tcry。Myheartisnumbed。“
Shemovedawayslowlyoverthegrass。MissGarthwatchedthetallblackfigureglidingawayaloneuntilitwaslostamongthetrees。Whileitwasinsightshecouldthinkofnothingelse。Themomentitwasgone,shethoughtofNorah。Forthefirsttimeinherexperienceofthesistersherheartledherinstinctivelytotheelderofthetwo。
Norahwasstillinherownroom。Shewassittingonthecouchbythewindow,withhermother\'soldmusic-book——thekeepsakewhichMrs。Vanstonehadfoundinherhusband\'sstudyonthedayofherhusband\'sdeath——spreadopenonherlap。Shelookedupfromitwithsuchquietsorrow,andpointedwithsuchreadykindnesstothevacantplaceatherside,thatMissGarthdoubtedforthemomentwhetherMagdalenhadspokenthetruth。“See,“saidNorah,simply,turningtothefirstleafinthemusic-book——“mymother\'snamewritteninit,andsomeversestomyfatheronthenextpage。Wemaykeepthisforourselves,ifwekeepnothingelse。“SheputherarmroundMissGarth\'sneck,andafainttingeofcolorstoleoverhercheeks。“Iseeanxiousthoughtsinyourface,“shewhispered。“Areyouanxiousaboutme?AreyoudoubtingwhetherIhaveheardit?Ihaveheardthewholetruth。Imighthavefeltitbitterly,later;itistoosoontofeelitnow。YouhaveseenMagdalen?Shewentouttofindyou——wheredidyouleaveher?“
“Inthegarden。Icouldn\'tspeaktoher;Icouldn\'tlookather。Magdalenhasfrightenedme。“
Norahrosehurriedly;rose,startledanddistressedbyMissGarth\'sreply。
“Don\'tthinkillofMagdalen,“shesaid。“MagdalensuffersinsecretmorethanIdo。Trynottogrieveoverwhatyouhaveheardaboutusthismorning。Doesitmatterwhoweare,orwhatwekeeporlose?Whatlossisthereforusafterthelossofourfatherandmother?Oh,MissGarth,thereistheonlybitterness!Whatdidwerememberofthemwhenwelaidtheminthegraveyesterday?Nothingbutthelovetheygaveus——thelovewemustneverhopeforagain。Whatelsecanwerememberto-day?Whatchangecantheworld,andtheworld\'scruellawsmakeinourmemoryofthekindestfather,thekindestmother,thatchildreneverhad!“Shestopped:struggledwithherrisinggrief;andquietly,resolutely,keptitdown。“Willyouwaithere,“shesaid,“whileIgoandbringMagdalenback?Magdalenwasalwaysyourfavorite:Iwanthertobeyourfavoritestill。“Shelaidthemusic-bookgentlyonMissGarth\'slap——andlefttheroom。
“Magdalenwasalwaysyourfavorite。“
Tenderlyastheyhadbeenspoken,thosewordsfellreproachfullyonMissGarth\'sear。Forthefirsttimeinthelongcompanionshipofherpupilsandherselfadoubtwhethershe,andallthoseabouther,hadnotbeenfatallymistakenintheirrelativeestimateofthesisters,nowforceditselfonhermind。
Shehadstudiedthenaturesofhertwopupilsinthedailyintimacyoftwelveyears。Thosenatures,whichshebelievedherselftohavesoundedthroughalltheirdepths,hadbeensuddenlytriedinthesharpordealofaffliction。Howhadtheycomeoutfromthetest?Asherpreviousexperiencehadpreparedhertoseethem?No:inflatcontradictiontoit。
Whatdidsucharesultasthisimply?
Thoughtscametoher,assheaskedherselfthatquestion,whichhavestartledandsaddenedusall。
Doesthereexistineveryhumanbeing,beneaththatoutwardandvisiblecharacterwhichisshapedintoformbythesocialinfluencessurroundingus,aninward,invisibledisposition,whichispartofourselves,whicheducationmayindirectlymodify,butcanneverhopetochange?Isthephilosophywhichdeniesthisandassertsthatwearebornwithdispositionslikeblanksheetsofpaperaphilosophywhichhasfailedtoremarkthatwearenotbornwithblankfaces——aphilosophywhichhasnevercomparedtogethertwoinfantsofafewdaysold,andhasneverobservedthatthoseinfantsarenotbornwithblanktempersformothersandnursestofillupatwill?Arethere,infinitelyvaryingwitheachindividual,inbredforcesofGoodandEvilinallofus,deepdownbelowthereachofmortalencouragementandmortalrepression——hiddenGoodandhiddenEvil,bothalikeatthemercyoftheliberatingopportunityandthesufficienttemptation?Withintheseearthlylimits,isearthlyCircumstanceeverthekey;andcannohumanvigilancewarnusbeforehandoftheforcesimprisonedinourselveswhichthatkeymayunlock?
Forthefirsttime,thoughtssuchastheserosedarkly——asshadowyandterriblepossibilities——inMissGarth\'smind。Forthefirsttime,sheassociatedthosepossibilitieswiththepastconductandcharacters,withthefuturelivesandfortunesoftheorphansisters。
Searching,asinaglassdarkly,intothetwonatures,shefeltherway,doubtbydoubt,fromonepossibletruthtoanother。Itmightbethattheuppersurfaceoftheircharacterswasallthatshehad,thusfar,plainlyseeninNorahandMagdalen。Itmightbethattheunalluringsecrecyandreserveofonesister,theall-attractiveopennessandhighspiritsoftheother,weremoreorlessreferable,ineachcase,tothosephysicalcauseswhichworktowardtheproductionofmoralresults。Itmightbe,thatunderthesurfacesoformed——asurfacewhichtherehadbeennothing,hitherto,inthehappy,prosperous,uneventfullivesofthesisterstodisturb——forcesofinbornandinbreddispositionhadremainedconcealed,whichtheshockofthefirstseriouscalamityintheirliveshadnowthrownupintoview。Wasthisso?Wasthepromiseofthefutureshiningwithpropheticlightthroughthesurface-shadowofNorah\'sreserve,anddarkeningwithpropheticgloom,underthesurface-glitterofMagdalen\'sbrightspirits?IfthelifeoftheeldersisterwasdestinedhenceforthtobetheripeninggroundoftheundevelopedGoodthatwasinher——wasthelifeoftheyoungerdoomedtobethebattle-fieldofmortalconflictwiththerousedforcesofEvilinherself?
Onthebrinkofthatterribleconclusion,MissGarthshrankbackindismay。Herheartwastheheartofatruewoman。ItacceptedtheconvictionwhichraisedNorahhigherinherlove:itrejectedthedoubtwhichthreatenedtoplaceMagdalenlower。Sheroseandpacedtheroomimpatiently;sherecoiledwithanangrysuddennessfromthewholetrainofthoughtinwhichhermindhadbeenengagedbutthemomentbefore。WhatifthereweredangerouselementsinthestrengthofMagdalen\'scharacter——wasitnotherdutytohelpthegirlagainstherself?Howhadsheperformedthatduty?Shehadletherselfbegovernedbyfirstfearsandfirstimpressions;shehadneverwaitedtoconsiderwhetherMagdalen\'sopenlyacknowledgedactionofthatmorningmightnotimplyaself-sacrificingfortitude,whichpromised,inafter-life,thenoblestandthemostenduringresults。ShehadletNorahgoandspeakthosewordsoftenderremonstrance,whichsheshouldfirsthavespokenherself。“Oh!“shethought,bitterly,“howlongIhavelivedintheworld,andhowlittleIhaveknownofmyownweaknessandwickednessuntilto-day!“
Thedooroftheroomopened。Norahcamein,asshehadgoneout,alone。
“Doyourememberleavinganythingonthelittletablebythegarden-seat?“sheasked,quietly。
BeforeMissGarthcouldanswerthequestion,sheheldoutherfather\'swillandherfather\'sletter。
“Magdalencamebackafteryouwentaway,“shesaid,“andfoundtheselastrelics。SheheardMr。Pendrilsaytheywereherlegacyandmine。WhenIwentintothegardenshewasreadingtheletter。Therewasnoneedformetospeaktoher;ourfatherhadspokentoherfromhisgrave。Seehowshehaslistenedtohim!“
Shepointedtotheletter。Thetracesofheavytear-dropslaythickoverthelastlinesofthedeadman\'swriting。
“Hertears,“saidNorah,softly。
MissGarth\'sheaddroopedlowoverthemuterevelationofMagdalen\'sreturntoherbetterself。
“Oh,neverdoubtheragain!“pleadedNorah。“Wearealonenow——wehaveourhardwaythroughtheworldtowalkonaspatientlyaswecan。IfMagdaleneverfaltersandturnsback,helpherfortheloveofoldtimes;helpheragainstherself。“
“Withallmyheartandstrength——asGodshalljudgeme,withthedevotionofmywholelife!“InthoseferventwordsMissGarthanswered。ShetookthehandwhichNorahheldouttoher,andputit,insorrowandhumility,toherlips。“Oh,mylove,forgiveme!Ihavebeenmiserablyblind——IhavenevervaluedyouasIought!“
Norahgentlycheckedherbeforeshecouldsaymore;gentlywhispered,“Comewithmeintothegarden——come,andhelpMagdalentolookpatientlytothefuture。“
Thefuture!Whocouldseethefaintestglimmerofit?Whocouldseeanythingbuttheill-omenedfigureofMichaelVanstone,posteddarklyonthevergeofthepresenttime——andclosingalltheprospectthatlaybeyondhim?
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ONthenextmorningbutone,newswasreceivedfromMr。Pendril。TheplaceofMichaelVanstone\'sresidenceontheContinenthadbeendiscovered。HewaslivingatZurich;andaletterhadbeendispatchedtohim,atthatplace,onthedaywhentheinformationwasobtained。Inthecourseofthecomingweekananswermightbeexpected,andthepurportofitshouldbecommunicatedforthwithtotheladiesatCombe-Raven。
Shortasitwas,theintervalofdelaypassedwearily。Tendayselapsedbeforetheexpectedanswerwasreceived;andwhenitcameatlast,itprovedtobe,strictlyspeaking,noansweratall。Mr。PendrilhadbeenmerelyreferredtoanagentinLondonwhowasinpossessionofMichaelVanstone\'sinstructions。Certaindifficultieshadbeendiscoveredinconnectionwiththoseinstructions,whichhadproducedthenecessityofoncemorewritingtoZurich。Andthere“thenegotiations“restedagainforthepresent。
AsecondparagraphinMr。Pendril\'slettercontainedanotherpieceofintelligenceentirelynew。Mr。MichaelVanstone\'sson(andonlychild),Mr。NoelVanstone,hadrecentlyarrivedinLondon,andwasthenstayinginlodgingsoccupiedbyhiscousin,Mr。GeorgeBartram。ProfessionalconsiderationshadinducedMr。Pendriltopayavisittothelodgings。HehadbeenverykindlyreceivedbyMr。Bartram;buthadbeeninformedbythatgentlemanthathiscousinwasnottheninaconditiontoreceivevisitors。Mr。NoelVanstonehadbeensuffering,forsomeyearspast,fromawearingandobstinatemalady;hehadcometoEnglandexpresslytoobtainthebestmedicaladvice,andhestillfeltthefatigueofthejourneysoseverelyastobeconfinedtohisbed。Underthesecircumstances,Mr。Pendrilhadnoalternativebuttotakehisleave。AninterviewwithMr。NoelVanstonemighthaveclearedupsomeofthedifficultiesinconnectionwithhisfather\'sinstructions。Aseventshadturnedout,therewasnohelpforitbuttowaitforafewdaysmore。
Thedayspassed,theemptydaysofsolitudeandsuspense。Atlast,athirdletterfromthelawyerannouncedthelongdelayedconclusionofthecorrespondence。ThefinalanswerhadbeenreceivedfromZurich,andMr。PendrilwouldpersonallycommunicateitatCombe-Ravenontheafternoonofthenextday。
ThatnextdaywasWednesday,thetwelfthofAugust。Theweatherhadchangedinthenight;andthesunrosewaterythroughmistandcloud。Bynoontheskywasovercastatallpoints;thetemperaturewassensiblycolder;andtherainpoureddown,straightandsoftandsteady,onthethirstyearth。Towardthreeo\'clock,MissGarthandNorahenteredthemorning-room,toawaitMr。Pendril\'sarrival。TheywerejoinedshortlyafterwardbyMagdalen。Inhalfanhourmorethefamiliarfalloftheironlatchinthesocketreachedtheirearsfromthefencebeyondtheshrubbery。Mr。PendrilandMr。Clareadvancedintoviewalongthegarden-path,walkingarm-in-armthroughtherain,shelteredbythesameumbrella。Thelawyerbowedastheypassedthewindows;Mr。Clarewalkedstraighton,deepinhisownthoughts——noticingnothing。
Afteradelaywhichseemedinterminable;afterawearyscrapingofwetfeetonthehallmat;afteramysterious,mutteredinterchangeofquestionandansweroutsidethedoor,thetwocamein——Mr。Clareleadingtheway。Theoldmanwalkedstraightuptothetable,withoutanypreliminarygreeting,andlookedacrossitatthethreewomen,withasternpityfortheminhisragged,wrinkledface。
“Badnews,“hesaid。“Iamanenemytoallunnecessarysuspense。Plainnessiskindnessinsuchacaseasthis。Imeantobekind——andItellyouplainly——badnews。“
Mr。Pendrilfollowedhim。Heshookhands,insilence,withMissGarthandthetwosisters,andtookaseatnearthem。Mr。Clareplacedhimselfapartonachairbythewindow。ThegrayrainylightfellsoftandsadonthefacesofNorahandMagdalen,whosattogetheroppositetohim。MissGarthhadplacedherselfalittlebehindthem,inpartialshadow;andthelawyer\'squietfacewasseeninprofile,closebesideher。SothefouroccupantsoftheroomappearedtoMr。Clare,ashesatapartinhiscorner;hislongclaw-likefingersinterlacedonhisknee;hisdarkvigilanteyesfixedsearchinglynowononeface,nowonanother。Thedrippingrustleoftherainamongtheleaves,andtheclear,ceaselesstickoftheclockonthemantel-piece,madetheminuteofsilencewhichfollowedthesettlingofthepersonspresentintheirplacesindescribablyoppressive。ItwasarelieftoeveryonewhenMr。Pendrilspoke。
“Mr。Clarehastoldyoualready,“hebegan,“thatIamthebearerofbadnews。Iamgrievedtosay,MissGarth,thatyourdoubts,whenIlastsawyou,werebetterfoundedthanmyhopes。Whatthatheartlesselderbrotherwasinhisyouth,heisstillinhisoldage。Inallmyunhappyexperienceoftheworstsideofhumannature,IhavenevermetwithamansoutterlydeadtoeveryconsiderationofmercyasMichaelVanstone。“
“Doyoumeanthathetakesthewholeofhisbrother\'sfortune,andmakesnoprovisionwhateverforhisbrother\'schildren?“askedMissGarth。
“Heoffersasumofmoneyforpresentemergencies,“repliedMr。Pendril,“someanlyanddisgracefullyinsufficientthatIamashamedtomentionit。“
“Andnothingforthefuture?“
“Absolutelynothing。“
Asthatanswerwasgiven,thesamethoughtpassed,atthesamemoment,throughMissGarth\'smindandthroughNorah\'s。Thedecision,whichdeprivedboththesistersalikeoftheresourcesoffortune,didnotendtherefortheyoungerofthetwo。MichaelVanstone\'smercilessresolutionhadvirtuallypronouncedthesentencewhichdismissedFranktoChina,andwhichdestroyedallpresenthopeofMagdalen\'smarriage。Asthewordspassedthelawyer\'slips,MissGarthandNorahlookedatMagdalenanxiously。Herfaceturnedashadepaler——butnotafeatureofitmoved;notawordescapedher。Norah,whoheldhersister\'shandinherown,feltittrembleforamoment,andthenturncold——andthatwasall。
“LetmementionplainlywhatIhavedone,“resumedMr。Pendril;“IamverydesirousyoushouldnotthinkthatIhaveleftanyeffortuntried。WhenIwrotetoMichaelVanstone,inthefirstinstance,Ididnotconfinemyselftotheusualformalstatement。Iputbeforehim,plainlyandearnestly,everyoneofthecircumstancesunderwhichhehasbecomepossessedofhisbrother\'sfortune。WhenIreceivedtheanswer,referringmetohiswritteninstructionstohislawyerinLondon——andwhenacopyofthoseinstructionswasplacedinmyhands——Ipositivelydeclined,onbecomingacquaintedwiththem,toreceivethewriter\'sdecisionasfinal。Iinducedthesolicitor,ontheotherside,toaccordusafurthertermofdelay;IattemptedtoseeMr。NoelVanstoneinLondonforthepurposeofobtaininghisintercession;and,failinginthat,Imyselfwrotetohisfatherforthesecondtime。Theanswerreferredme,ininsolentlycurtterms,totheinstructionsalreadycommunicated;declaredthoseinstructionstobefinal;anddeclinedanyfurthercorrespondencewithme。Thereisthebeginningandtheendofthenegotiation。IfIhaveoverlookedanymeansoftouchingthisheartlessman——tellme,andthosemeansshallbetried。“
HelookedatNorah。Shepressedhersister\'shandencouragingly,andansweredforbothofthem。
“Ispeakformysister,aswellasformyself,“shesaid,withhercoloralittleheightened,withhernaturalgentlenessofmannerjusttouchedbyaquiet,uncomplainingsadness。“Youhavedoneallthatcouldbedone,Mr。Pendril。Wehavetriedtorestrainourselvesfromhopingtooconfidently;andwearedeeplygratefulforyourkindness,atatimewhenkindnessissorelyneededbybothofus。“
Magdalen\'shandreturnedthepressureofhersister\'s——withdrewitself——trifledforamomentimpatientlywiththearrangementofherdress——thensuddenlymovedthechairclosertothetable。Leaningonearmonit(withthehandfastclinched),shelookedacrossatMr。Pendril。Herface,alwaysremarkableforitswantofcolor,wasnowstartlingtocontemplate,initsblank,bloodlesspallor。Butthelightinherlargegrayeyeswasbrightandsteadyasever;andhervoice,thoughlowintone,wasclearandresoluteinaccentassheaddressedthelawyerintheseterms:
“Iunderstoodyoutosay,Mr。Pendril,thatmyfather\'sbrotherhadsenthiswrittenorderstoLondon,andthatyouhadacopy。Haveyoupreservedit?“
“Certainly。“
“Haveyougotitaboutyou?“
“Ihave。“
“MayIseeit?“
Mr。Pendrilhesitated,andlookeduneasilyfromMagdalentoMissGarth,andfromMissGarthbackagaintoMagdalen。
“Prayobligemebynotpressingyourrequest,“hesaid。“Itissurelyenoughthatyouknowtheresultoftheinstructions。Whyshouldyouagitateyourselftonopurposebyreadingthem?Theyareexpressedsocruelly;theyshowsuchabominablewantoffeeling,thatIreallycannotprevailuponmyselftoletyouseethem。“
“Iamsensibleofyourkindness,Mr。Pendril,inwishingtosparemepain。ButIcanbearpain;Ipromisetodistressnobody。WillyouexcusemeifIrepeatmyrequest?“
Sheheldoutherhand——thesoft,white,virginhandthathadtouchednothingtosoilitorhardenityet。
“Oh,Magdalen,thinkagain!“saidNorah。
“YoudistressMr。Pendril,“addedMissGarth;“youdistressusall。“
“Therecanbenoendgained,“pleadedthelawyer——“forgivemeforsayingso——therecanreallybenousefulendgainedbymyshowingyoutheinstructions。“
(“Fools!“saidMr。Claretohimself。“Havetheynoeyestoseethatshemeanstohaveherownway?“)
“Somethingtellsmethereisanendtobegained,“persistedMagdalen。“Thisdecisionisaveryseriousone。Itismoreserioustome——“ShelookedroundatMr。Clare,whosatcloselywatchingher,andinstantlylookedbackagain,withthefirstoutwardbetrayalofemotionwhichhadescapedheryet。“Itisevenmoreserioustome,“sheresumed,“forprivatereasons——thanitistomysister。Iknownothingyetbutthatourfather\'sbrotherhastakenourfortunesfromus。Hemusthavesomemotivesofhisownforsuchconductasthat。Itisnotfairtohim,orfairtous,tokeepthosemotivesconcealed。HehasdeliberatelyrobbedNorah,androbbedme;andIthinkwehavearight,ifwewishit,toknowwhy?“
“Idon\'twishit,“saidNorah。
“Ido,“saidMagdalen;andoncemoresheheldoutherhand。
AtthispointMr。Clarerousedhimselfandinterferedforthefirsttime。
“Youhaverelievedyourconscience,“hesaid,addressingthelawyer。“Givehertherightsheclaims。Itisherright——ifshewillhaveit。“
Mr。Pendrilquietlytookthewritteninstructionsfromhispocket。“Ihavewarnedyou,“hesaid——andhandedthepapersacrossthetablewithoutanotherword。Oneofthepagesofwriting——wasfoldeddownatthecorner;andatthatfoldedpagethemanuscriptopened,whenMagdalenfirstturnedtheleaves。“Isthistheplacewhichreferstomysisterandmyself?“sheinquired。Mr。Pendrilbowed;andMagdalensmoothedoutthemanuscriptbeforeheronthetable。
“Willyoudecide,Norah?“sheasked,turningtohersister。“ShallIreadthisaloud,orshallIreadittomyself?“
“Toyourself,“saidMissGarth;answeringforNorah,wholookedatherinmuteperplexityanddistress。
“Itshallbeasyouwish,“saidMagdalen。Withthatreply,sheturnedagaintothemanuscriptandreadtheselines:
“……Youarenowinpossessionofmywishesinrelationtothepropertyinmoney,andtothesaleofthefurniture,carriages,horses,andsoforth。Thelastpointleftonwhichitisnecessaryformetoinstructyoureferstothepersonsinhabitingthehouse,andtocertainpreposterousclaimsontheirbehalfsetupbyasolicitornamedPendril;whohas,nodoubt,interestedreasonsofhisownformakingapplicationtome。