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Iloveyournation。ForsixteenyearsIhaveseenyoursoldiersbymysideonthefieldsofItalyasonthoseofSpain。
Iapplaudallthatyouhavedone;Iauthorizetheeffortsyouwishtomake;andallthatdependsonmetocarryoutyourresolutionsshallbedone。
Ifyoureffortsareunanimous,youmayindulgethehopeofforcingyourenemiestorecognizeyourrights。Butinthesecountries,sodistantandsoextensive,anyhopeofsuccesscanbefoundedonlyontheunanimouseffortsofthepopulationwhichoccupiesthem。
IhavemaintainedthesamepositionsincemyfirstappearanceinPoland。
IshouldaddherethatIhaveguaranteedtotheEmperorofAustriatheintegrityofhisStates,andIcouldauthorizenomovementtendingtodisturbhiminthepeacefulpossessionofwhatremainstohimofthePolishprovinces。LetLithuania,Samogitia,Witepsk,Polotsk,Mohilow,Wolhynia,Ukraine,andPodoliabeanimatedbythesamespiritIhaveseeningreatPoland,andProvidencewillcrownwithsuccesstheholinessofyourcause;itwillrecompensethisdevotiontoyournativecountrywhichhasmadeyousuchanobjectofinterest,andhasobtainedforyoutherighttomyesteemandprotection,onwhichyoumayrelyunderallcircumstances。“
IhavethoughtitbesttogiveheretheentirereplyoftheEmperortothedeputiesofthePolishconfederation,asIwasawitnessoftheeffectitproducedatWilna。AfewPoleswithwhomIwasassociatedspoketomeofitwithsorrow;buttheirconsternationwasnotloudlyexpressed,andtheairdidnotthelessresoundwithcriesof“Vivel\'Empereur!“eachtimetheEmperorshowedhimselfinpublic,whichistosayalmosteveryday。
DuringourstayatWilnasomehopeswereentertainedthatanewpeacewasabouttobeconcluded,asanenvoyhadarrivedfromtheEmperorAlexander。Butthesehopeswereofshortduration;andIhavesinceascertainedthattheRussianofficer,M。Balochoff,fearing,likealmostallofhisnation,areconciliationbetweenthetwoemperors,deliveredhismessageinsuchamannerastorousetheprideofhisMajesty,whosenthimbackafteracoolreception。EverythingsmiledontheEmperor。
Hewasthenattheheadofthemostnumerousaswellasmostformidablearmyhehadevercommanded。OnM。Balachoff\'sdepartureeverythingwassetinorderfortheexecutionofhisMajesty\'splans。
WhenonthepointofpenetratingintotheRussianterritory,hisMajestynolongermaintainedhiscustomaryserenity;atleast,IhadoccasiontoremarkthathewasunusuallysilentatthehoursIhadthehonortoapproachhim;and,nevertheless,assoonashisplansweremade,andhehadbroughthistroopsfromtheothersideoftheVilia,theriveronwhichWilnaissituated,theEmperortookpossessionoftheRussianterritorywiththeenthusiasticardoronewouldexpectinayoungman。
OneoftheescortwhichaccompaniedhimrelatedtomethattheEmperorspurredhishorsetothefront,andmadehimrunathisutmostspeednearlyaleaguethroughthewoodsalone,andnotwithstandingthenumerousCossacksscatteredthroughthesewoodswhichliealongtherightbankoftheVilia。
IhavemorethanonceseentheEmperormuchannoyedbecausetherewasnoenemytofight。Forinstance,theRussianshadabandonedWilna,whichwehadenteredwithoutresistance;andagain,onleavingthistownscoutsannouncedtheabsenceofhostiletroops,withtheexceptionofthoseCossacksofwhomIhavespoken。Irememberonedaywethoughtweheardthedistantnoiseofcannon,andtheEmperoralmostshudderedwithjoy;
butweweresoonundeceived,thenoisewasthesoundofthunder,andsuddenlythemostfrightfulstormIhaveeverseenburstoverthearmy。
Thelandforaspaceofmorethanfourleagueswassocoveredwithwaterthattheroadcouldnotbeseen;andthisstorm,asfatalasabattlecouldhavebeen,costusalargenumberofmen,severalthousandhorses,andapartoftheimmenseequipmentsoftheexpedition。
ItwasknowninthearmythattheRussianshaddoneanimmenseamountofworkatDrissa,wheretheyhadconstructedanenormousintrenchedcamp;
andthenumberoftroopscollectedthere,theconsiderablesumsexpendedintheworks,allgavereasontobelievethattheRussianarmywouldawaittheFrenchatthispoint;andthisbeliefwasallthemorereasonablesincetheEmperorAlexander,inhisnumerousproclamationsdisseminatedthroughthearmy,andseveralofwhichfellintoourhands,boastedofconqueringtheFrenchatDrissa,where(saidtheseproclamations)weshouldfindourgrave。Itwasotherwiseordainedbydestiny;fortheRussians,constantlyfallingbacktowardstheheartofRussia,abandonedthisfamouscampofDrissaontheapproachoftheEmperor:IhearditsaidbymanygeneralofficersthatagreatbattlewouldhavebeenatthattimeasalutaryeventfortheFrencharmy,inwhichdiscontentwasbeginningtoincrease,first,forwantofenemiestofight,andsecond;becauseprivationsofeverykindbecameeachdaymoreunendurable。Wholedivisionslived,sotospeak,bypillage。Thesoldiersdevastatedthedwellingsandcottagesfoundatrareintervalsinthecountry;and,inspiteofthesevereordersoftheEmperoragainstmaraudingandpillaging,theseorderscouldnotbeexecuted,fortheofficersthemselveslivedforthemostpartonthebootywhichthesoldiersobtainedandsharedwiththem。
TheEmperoraffectedbeforehissoldiersaserenitywhichhewasfarfromfeeling;andfromafewdetachedwordswhichIheardhimpronounceinthisgravesituation,IamauthorizedtobelievethattheEmperordesiredabattlesoardently,onlyinthehopethattheEmperorAlexanderwouldmakehimnewoverturesleadingtopeace。Ithinkthathewouldthenhaveaccepteditafterthefirstvictory;buthewouldneverhaveconsentedtoretracehisstepsaftersuchimmensepreparationswithouthavingwagedoneofthosegreatbattleswhichfurnishsufficientgloryforacampaign;
atleast,thatiswhatIheardhimsayrepeatedly。TheEmperoralsooftenspokeoftheenemieshehadtocombatwithanaffecteddisdainwhichhedidnotreallyfeel;hisobjectbeingtocheertheofficersandsoldiers,manyofwhommadenoconcealmentoftheirdiscouragement。
BeforeleavingWilna,theEmperorestablishedthereakindofcentralgovernment,attheheadofwhichhehadplacedtheDukeofBassano,withtheobjectofhavinganintermediatepointbetweenFranceandthelineofoperationsheintendedtocarryonintheinteriorofRussia。
Disappointed,asIhavesaid,bytheabandonmentofthecampofDrissabytheRussianarmy,hemarchedrapidlytowardsWitepsk,wherethegreaterpartoftheFrenchforceswerethencollected:butheretheireoftheEmperorwasagainarousedbyanewretreatoftheRussians;fortheencountersofOstrovnoandMohilev,althoughimportant,couldnotbeconsideredasthekindofbattletheEmperorsoardentlydesired。OnenteringWitepsk,theEmperorlearnedthattheEmperorAlexander,whoafewdaysbeforehadhisheadquartersthere,andalsotheGrandDukeConstantine,hadquittedthearmy,andreturnedtoSt。Petersburg。
Atthisperiod,thatistosay,onourarrivalatWitepsk,thereportwasspreadabroadthattheEmperorwouldcontenthimselfwithtakingpositionthere,andorganizingmeansofsubsistenceforhisarmy,andthathewouldpostponetillthenextyeartheexecutionofhisvastdesignsonRussia。Icouldnotundertaketosaywhathisinmostthoughtswereonthissubject;butwhatIcancertifyisthat,beinginaroomadjoininghis,IonedayheardhimsaytotheKingofNaples,thatthefirstcampaignofRussiawasended,andthathewouldbethefollowingyearatMoscow,thenextatSt。Petersburg,andthattheRussianwarwasathreeyears\'campaign。HaditpleasedProvidencethathisMajestyhadexecutedthisplan,whichheoutlinedtotheKingofNaplessoearnestly,somanyofthebravewouldnothavelaiddowntheirlivesafewmonthsafterinthefrightfulretreat,thehorrorsofwhichIshallhereafterdescribe。
DuringourstayatWitepsk,theheatwassoexcessivethattheEmperorwasmuchexhausted,andcomplainedofitincessantly;andIhaveneverseenhimunderanycircumstancessooppressedbytheweightofhisclothing。Inhisroomherarelyworehiscoat,andfrequentlythrewhimselfonhisbedtorest。ThisisafactwhichmanypersonscanattestaswellasI;forheoftenreceivedhisgeneralofficersthus,thoughithadbeenhiscustomnevertoappearbeforethemwithouttheuniformwhichhehabituallywore。Nevertheless,theinfluencewhichtheheathadonhisphysicalconditionhadnotaffectedhisgreatsoul;andhisgeniuseveronthealertembracedeverybranchoftheadministration。ButitwaseasilyseenbythosewhosepositionsenabledthembesttoknowhischaracterthatthesourceofhisgreatestsufferingatWitepskwastheuncertaintywhetherheshouldremaininPoland,orshouldadvancewithoutdelayintotheheartofRussia。Whilehewashesitatingbetweenthesetwodecisionshewasnearlyalwayssadandtaciturn。
Inthisstateofvacillationbetweenreposeandmotion,theEmperor\'spreferencewasnotdoubtful;andattheendofacouncilwhereIhearditsaidthathisMajestymetwithmuchopposition,IlearnedthatweweretomoveforwardandadvanceonMoscow,fromwhichitwassaidthatwewereonlytwentydays\'marchdistant。AmongthosewhoopposedmostvehementlythisimmediatemarchonMoscow,IheardthenamescitedoftheDukeofVicenzaandtheCountofLobau;butwhatIcanassertofmyownknowledge,andwhichIlearnedinamannertoleavenoroomfordoubt,isthatthegrandmarshalofthepalacetriedonnumerousoccasionstodissuadetheEmperorfromthisproject。Butalltheseendeavorswereofnoavailagainsthiswill。
WethendirectedourcoursetowardsthesecondcapitalofRussia,andarrivedafterafewdaysmarchatSmolensk,alargeandbeautifulcity。
TheRussians,whomhethoughthehadcaughtatlast,hadjustevacuatedit,afterdestroyingmuchbooty,andburningthegreaterpartofthestores。
Weenteredbythelightoftheflames,butitwasnothingincomparisontowhatawaitedusatMoscow。IremarkedatSmolensktwobuildingswhichseemedtomeofthegreatestbeauty,——thecathedralandtheepiscopalpalace,whichlastseemedtoformavillageinitself,soextensivearethebuildings,andbeingalsoseparatedfromthecity。
IwillnotmakealistoftheplaceswithbarbarousnamesthroughwhichwepassedafterleavingSmolensk。AllthatIshalladdastoouritineraryduringthefirsthalfofthisgiganticcampaignisthatonthe5thofSeptemberwearrivedonthebanksoftheMoskwa,wheretheEmperorsawwithintensesatisfactionthatatlasttheRussiansweredeterminedtogranthimthegreatbattlewhichhesoardentlydesired,andwhichhehadpursuedformorethantwohundredleaguesaspreythathewouldnotallowtoescapehim。
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THEdayafterthebattleoftheMoskwa,IwaswiththeEmperorinhistentwhichwasonthefieldofbattle,andthemostperfectcalmreignedaroundus。Itwasafinespectaclewhichthisarmypresented,calmlyre-
formingitscolumnsinwhichtheRussiancannonhadmadesuchwidegaps,andproceedingtothereposeofthebivouacwiththesecuritywhichconquerorseverfeel。TheEmperorseemedovercomewithfatigue。Fromtimetotimeheclaspedhishandsoverhiscrossedknees,andIheardhimeachtimerepeat,withakindofconvulsivemovement,“Moscow!Moscow!“
Hesentmeseveraltimestoseewhatwasgoingonoutside,thenrosehimself,andcomingupbehindmelookedoutovermyshoulder。Thenoisemadebythesentinelinpresentingarmseachtimewarnedmeofhisapproach。Afteraboutaquarterofanhourofthesesilentmarchestoandfro,thesentineladvancedandcried,“Toarms!“andlikealightningflashthebattalionsquarewasformedaroundtheEmperor\'stent。Herushedout,andthenre-enteredtotakehishatandsword。Itprovedtobeafalsealarm,asaregimentofSaxonsreturningfromaraidhadbeenmistakenfortheenemy。
Therewasmuchlaughteroverthismistake,especiallywhentheraiderscameinsight,somebearingquartersofmeatspittedontheendsoftheirbayonets,otherswithhalf-pickedfowlsorhamswhichmadethemouthwater。Iwasstandingoutsidethetent,andshallneverforgetthefirstmovementofthesentinelashegavethecryofalarm。Heloweredthestockofhisguntoseeiftheprimingwasinplace,shookthebarrelbystrikingitwithhisfist,thenreplacedthegunonhisarm,saying,“Well,letthemcome;wearereadyforthem。“ItoldtheoccurrencetotheEmperor,whoinhisturnrelatedittoPrinceBerthier;andinconsequencetheEmperormadethisbravesoldierdrinkaglassofhisbestChambertinwine。
ItwastheDukeofDantzicwhofirstenteredMoscow,andtheEmperorcameonlyafterhim。Thisentrywasmadeinthenight,andneverwasthereamoredepressingscene。Therewassomethingtrulyfrightfulinthissilentmarchofanarmyhaltedatintervalsbymessagesfrominsidethecity,whichseemedtobeofamostominouscharacter。NoMuscovitefigurescouldbedistinguishedexceptthoseofafewbeggarscoveredwithrags,whowatchedwithstupidastonishmentthearmyfilepast;andassomefewoftheseappearedtobebeggingalms,oursoldiersthrewthembreadandafewpiecesofmoney。Icannotpreventasadreflectionontheseunfortunatecreatures,whoseconditionaloneremainsunchangedthroughgreatpoliticalupheavals,andwhoaretotallywithoutaffectionandwithoutnationalsympathies。
Asweadvancedonthestreetsofthefaubourgs,welookedthroughthewindowsoneachside,andwereastonishedtoperceivenohumanbeing;andifasolitarylightappearedinthewindowsofafewhouses,itwassoonextinguished,andthesesignsoflifesosuddenlyeffacedmadeaterribleimpression。TheEmperorhaltedatthefaubourgofDorogomilow,andspentthenightthere,notinaninn,ashasbeenstated,butinahousesofilthyandwretchedthatnextmorningwefoundintheEmperor\'sbed,andonhisclothes,verminwhicharebynomeansuncommoninRussia。Weweretormentedbythemalsotoourgreatdisgust,andtheEmperordidnotsleepduringthewholenighthepassedthere。Accordingtocustom,I
sleptinhischamber;andnotwithstandingtheprecautionIhadtakentoburnvinegarandaloeswood,theodorwassodisagreeablethateverymomenttheEmperorcalledme。
“Areyouasleep,Constant?“——“No,Sire。“——“Myson,burnmorevinegar,I
cannotendurethisfrightfulodor;itisatorment;Icannotsleep。“
Ididmybest;butamomentafter,whenthefumesofthevinegarwereevaporated,heagainrecommendedmetoburnsugaroraloeswood。
Itwastwoo\'clockinthemorningwhenhewasinformedthatafirehadbrokenoutinthecity。ThenewswasreceivedthroughFrenchmenresidinginthiscountry,andanofficeroftheRussianpoliceconfirmedthereport,andenteredintodetailstooprecisefortheEmperortodoubtthefact。Nevertheless,hestillpersistedinnotbelievingit。“Thatisnotpossible。Doyoubelievethat,Constant?Go,andfindoutifitistrue。“Andthereuponhethrewhimselfagainonhisbed,tryingtorestalittle;thenherecalledmetomakethesameinquiries。
TheEmperorpassedthenightinextremeagitation,andwhendaylightcameheknewall。HehadMarshalMortiercalled,andreprimandedbothhimandtheyoungguard。Mortierinreplyshowedhim,housescoveredwithirontheroofsofwhichwereuninjured,buttheEmperorpointedouttohimtheblacksmokewhichwasissuingfromthem,pressedhishandstogether,andstampedhisheelsontheroughplanksofhissleeping-room。
Atsixo\'clockinthemorningwewereatthepalaceoftheKremlin,whereNapoleonoccupiedtheapartmentoftheCzars,whichopenedonavastesplanadereachedbyabroadstonestaircase。Onthissameesplanadecouldbeseenthechurchinwhichwerethetombsoftheancientsovereigns,alsothesenatorialpalace,thebarracks,thearsenal,andasplendidclocktower,thecrossonwhichtowersabovethewholecity。
ThisisthegildedcrossofIvan。TheEmperorthrewasatisfiedglanceoverthebeautifulscenespreadoutbeforehim;fornosignoffirewasyetseeninallthebuildingswhichsurroundedtheKremlin。ThispalaceisamixtureofGothicandmodernarchitecture,andthisminglingofthetwostylesgivesitamostsingularappearance。
WithinthesewallslivedanddiedtheolddynastiesoftheRomanoffandRuric;andthisisthesamepalacewhichhasbeensooftenstainedwithbloodbytheintriguesofaferociouscourt,ataperiodwhenallquarrelsweresettledwiththeponiard。HisMajestycouldnotobtainthereevenafewhoursofquietsleep。
Infact,theEmperor,somewhatreassuredbythereportsofMarshalMortier,wasdictatingtotheEmperorAlexanderwordsofpeace,andaRussianflagoftrucewasabouttobearthisletter,whentheEmperor,whowaspromenadingthelengthandbreadthofhisapartment,perceivedfromhiswindowsabrilliantlightsomedistancefromthepalace。Itwasthefire,whichhadburstoutagainfiercerthanever;andasthewindfromthenorthwasnowdrivingtheflamesinthedirectionoftheKremlin,thealarmwasgivenbytwoofficerswhooccupiedthewingofthebuildingnearestthefire。Woodenhousesofmanyvariouscolorsweredevouredinafewmoments,andhadalreadyfallenin;magazinesofoil,brandy,andothercombustiblematerials,threwoutflamesofaluridhue,whichwerecommunicatedwiththerapidityoflightningtootheradjoiningbuildings。AshowerofsparksandcoalsfellontheroofsoftheKremlin;andoneshudderstothinkthatoneofthesesparksalonefallingonacaissonmighthaveproducedageneralexplosion,andblownuptheKremlin;forbyaninconceivablenegligenceawholeparkofartilleryhadbeenplacedundertheEmperor\'swindows。
SoonmostincrediblereportsreachedtheEmperor;somesaidthatRussianshadbeenseenstirringthefirethemselves,andthrowinginflammablematerialintothepartsofhousesstillunburned,whilethoseoftheRussianswhodidnotminglewiththeincendiaries,stoodwithfoldedarms,contemplatingthedisasterwithanimperturbabilitywhichcannotbedescribed。Exceptfortheabsenceofcriesofjoyandclappingofhandstheymighthavebeentakenformenwhowitnessabrilliantdisplayoffireworks。ItwassoonveryevidenttotheEmperorthatitwasaconcertedplotlaidbytheenemy。
HedescendedfromhisapartmentbythegreatnorthernstaircasemadefamousbythemassacreoftheStrelitz。Thefirehadalreadymadesuchenormousprogressthatonthissidetheoutsidedoorswerehalfburnedthrough,andthehorsesrefusedtopass,reared,anditwaswithmuchdifficultytheycouldbemadetoclearthegates。TheEmperorhadhisgrayovercoatburnedinseveralplaces,andevenhishair;andamomentlaterwewerewalkingoverburningfirebrands。
Wewerenotyetoutofdanger,andwereobligedtosteerclearoftheburningrubbishwhichencumberedourpath。Severaloutletsweretried,butunsuccessfully,asthehotbreezesfromthefirestruckagainstourfaces,anddroveusbackinterribleconfusion。AtlastaposternopeningontheMoskwawasdiscovered,anditwasthroughthistheEmperorwithhisofficersandguardsucceededinescapingfromtheKremlin,butonlytore-enternarrowstreets,wherethefire,inclosedasinafurnace,wasincreasedinintensity,andunitingaboveourheadstheflamesthusformedaburningdome,whichovershadowedus,andhidfromustheheavens。Itwastimetoleavethisdangerousplacefromwhichonemeansofegressalonewasopentous,——anarrow,windingstreetencumberedwithdebrisofeverykind,composedofflamingbeamsfallenfromtheroofs,andburningposts。Therewasamomentofhesitationamongus,inwhichsomeproposedtotheEmperortocoverhimfromheadtofootwiththeircloaks,andtransporthimthusintheirarmsthroughthisdangerouspassage。ThispropositiontheEmperorrejected,andsettledthequestionbythrowinghimselfonfootintothemidstoftheblazingdebris,wheretwoorthreevigorousjumpsputhiminaplaceofsafety。
ThenensuedatouchingscenebetweentheEmperorandthePrinceofEckmuhl,who,woundedattheMoskwa,hadhimselfbornebackinordertoattempttosavetheEmperor,ortodiewithhim。Fromadistancethemarshalperceivedhimcalmlyemergingfromsogreataperil;andthisgoodandtenderfriendbyanimmenseefforthastenedtothrowhimselfintotheEmperor\'sarms,andhisMajestypressedhimtohisheartasiftothankhimforrousingsuchgentleemotionsatamomentwhendangerusuallyrendersmenselfishandegotistical。
Atlengththeairitself,filledwithalltheseflamingmasses,becamesoheatedthatitcouldnolongerbebreathed。Theatmosphereitselfwasburning,theglassofthewindowscracked,\'andapartmentsbecameuntenable。TheEmperorstoodforamomentimmovable,hisfacecrimson,andgreatdropsofperspirationrollingfromhisbrow,whiletheKingofNaples,PrinceEugene,andthePrincedeNeuchatelbeggedhimtoquitthepalace,whoseentreatiesheansweredonlybyimpatientgestures。Atthisinstantcriescamefromthewingofthepalacesituatedfarthesttothenorth,announcingthatthewallshadfallen,andthatthefirewasspreadingwithfrightfulrapidity;andseeingatlastthathispositionwasnolongertenable,theEmperoradmittedthatitwastimetoleave,andrepairedtotheimperialchateauofPetrovskoi。
OnhisarrivalatPetrovskoitheEmperororderedM。deNarbonnetoinspectapalacewhichIthinkhadbelongedtoCatherine。Thiswasabeautifulbuilding,andtheapartmentshandsomelyfurnished。M。deNarbonnereturnedwiththisinformation;butalmostimmediatelyflamesburstfromeveryside,anditwassoonconsumed。
Suchwasthefuryofthesewretcheswhowerehiredtoburneverything,thattheboatswhichcoveredtheMoskwaladenwithgrain;oats,andotherprovisions,wereburned,andsunkbeneaththewaveswithahorriblecracklingsound。SoldiersoftheRussianpolicehadbeenseenstirringupthefirewithtarredlances,andintheovensofsomehousesshellshadbeenplacedwhichwoundedmanyofoursoldiersinexploding。
Inthestreetsfilthywomenandhideous,drunkenmenrantotheburninghousesandseizedflamingbrands,whichtheycarriedineverydirection,andwhichoursoldierswereobligedrepeatedlytoknockoutoftheirhandswiththehiltsoftheirswordsbeforetheywouldrelinquishthem。
TheEmperororderedthattheseincendiarieswhentakenintheactshouldbehungtopostsinthepublicsquares;andthepopulaceprostratedthemselvesaroundthesegallows,kissingthefeetofthoseexecuted,praying,andsigningthemselveswiththesignofthecross。Suchfanaticismisalmostunparalleled。
OneincidentofwhichIwasawitnessprovesthatthosehiredtocarryoutthisvastplotacted,evidently,accordingtoinstructionsgivenbyhigherauthorities。Amancoveredwithasheepskin,oldandtattered,withamiserablecaponhishead,boldlymountedthestepsoftheKremlin。
Underthisfilthydisguiseanelegantcostumewasconcealed;andwhenastrictersurveillancewasinstituted,thisboldbeggarhimselfwassuspected,arrested,andcarriedbeforethepolice,wherehewasquestionedbytheofficerofthepost。Ashemadesomeresistance,thinkingthisproceedingsomewhatarbitrary,thesentinelputhishandonhisbreasttoforcehimtoenter;andthissomewhatabruptmovementpushingasidethesheepskinwhichcoveredhim,decorationswereseen,andwhenhisdisguisewasremovedhewasrecognizedasaRussianofficer。
Hehadonhispersonmatcheswhichhehadbeendistributingtothemenofthepeople,andwhenquestionedadmittedthathewasspeciallychargedtokeepalivethefireoftheKremlin。Manyquestionswereasked,eachelicitingnewconfessions,allofwhichweremadeinthemostindifferentmanner,andhewasputinprison,andwas,Ithink,punishedasanincendiary;butofthisIamnotcertain。WhenanyofthesewretcheswerebroughtbeforetheEmperor,heshruggedhisshoulders,andwithgesturesofscornandangerorderedthattheyshouldberemovedfromhissight,andthegrenadierssometimesexecutedjusticeonthemwiththeirbayonets;butsuchexasperationcanbewellunderstoodinsoldiersthusdrivenbythesebaseandodiousmeasuresfromaresting-placeearnedbythesword。
InPetrovskoi,aprettyresidencebelongingtooneofAlexander\'schamberlains,amanwasfoundconcealedinoneoftheapartmentshisMajestywastooccupy;butnotbeingarmedhewasreleased,asitwasconcludedthatfrightalonehaddrivenhimintothisdwelling。TheEmperorarrivedduringthenightathisnewresidence,andwaitedthereinintenseanxietytillthefireshouldbeextinguishedattheKremlin,intendingtoreturnthither,forthepleasurehouseofachamberlainwasnosuitableplaceforhisMajesty。Thankstotheactiveandcourageousactionsofabattalionoftheguard,theKremlinwaspreservedfromtheflames,andtheEmperorthereupongavethesignalfordeparture。
Inordertore-enterMoscowitwasnecessarytocrossthecamp,orrathertheseveralcamps,ofthearmy;andwewendedourwayovercoldandmiryground,throughfieldswhereallwasdevastationandruin。Thiscamppresentedamostsingularaspect;andIexperiencedfeelingsofbittermelancholyasIsawoursoldierscompelledtobivouacatthegatesofalargeandbeautifulcityofwhichtheyweretheconquerors,butthefirestillmorethanthey。TheEmperor,onappointingMarshalMortiergovernorofMoscow,hadsaidtohim,“Aboveall,nopillage;youwillanswerforitwithyourhead。“Theorderwasstrictlyenforceduptothemomentthefirebegan;butwhenitwasevidentthatthefirewoulddevoureverything,andthatitwasuselesstoabandontotheflameswhatwouldbeofmuchvaluetothesoldiers,libertywasgiventhemtodrawlargelyfromthisgreatstorehouseofthenorth。
Itwasatoncesadandamusingtoseearoundpoorplanksheds,theonlytentsoursoldiershad,themostmagnificentfurniture,silkcanopies,pricelessSiberianfurs,andcashmereshawlsthrownpell-mellwithsilverdishes;andthentoseethefoodservedontheseprincelydishes,——
miserableblackgruel,andpiecesofhorsefleshstillbleeding。Goodammunition-breadwasworthatthistimetreblealltheseriches,andtherecameatimewhentheyhadnotevenhorseflesh。
Onre-enteringMoscowthewindboretoustheinsufferableodorofburninghouses,warmashesfilledourmouthsandeyes,andfrequentlywedrewbackjustintimebeforegreatpillarswhichhadbeenburnedintwobythefire,andfellnoiselesslyonthiscalcinedsoil。Moscowwasnotsodesertedaswehadthought。Asthefirstimpressionconquestproducesisoneoffright,alltheinhabitantswhoremainedhadconcealedthemselvesincellars,orintheimmensevaultswhichextendundertheKremlin;anddrivenoutbythefirelikewolvesfromtheirlairs,whenwere-enteredthecitynearlytwentythousandinhabitantswerewanderingthroughthemidstofthedebris,adullstupordepictedonfacesblackenedwithsmoke,andpalewithhunger;fortheycouldnotcomprehendhowhavinggonetosleepunderhumanroofs,theyhadrisennextmorningonaplain。Theywereinthelastextremityofwant;afewvegetablesonlyremainedinthegardens,andtheseweredevouredraw,whilemanyoftheseunfortunatecreaturesthrewthemselvesatdifferenttimesintotheMoskwa,endeavoringtorecoversomeofthegraincastthereinbyRostopchin\'sorders;——
[CountFeodorRostopchin,born1765;died1826。HedeniedthatMoscowwasburntbyhisauthority。HeclaimedthatitwasburntpartlybytheFrench,andpartlybyRussianswithoutorders。]——
andalargenumberperishedinthewaterinthesefruitlessefforts。
SuchwasthesceneofdistressthroughwhichtheEmperorwasobligedtopassinordertoreachtheKremlin。
Theapartmentswhichheoccupiedwerespaciousandwelllighted,butalmostdevoidoffurniture;buthisironbedsteadwassetupthere,asinallthechateauxheoccupiedinhiscampaigns。HiswindowsopenedontheMoskwa,andfromtherethefirecouldstillbeplainlyseeninvariousquartersofthecity,reappearingononesideassoonasextinguishedontheother。HisMajestysaidtomeoneeveningwithdeepfeeling,“Thesewretcheswillnotleaveonestoneuponanother。“IdonotbelievetherewaseverinanycountryasmanybuzzardsasatMoscow。TheEmperorwasannoyedbytheirpresence,andexclaimed,Mon-Dieu!willtheyfollowuseverywhere?“
TherewereafewconcertsduringourstayattheEmperor\'sresidenceinMoscow;butNapoleonseemedmuchdejectedwhenheappearedatthem,forthemusicofthesaloonsmadenoimpressiononhisharassedmind,andtheonlykindthateverseemedtostirhissoulwasthatofthecampbeforeandafterabattle。
ThedayaftertheEmperor\'sarrival,MessieursEd——andV——repairedtotheKremlininordertointerviewhisMajesty,andafterwaitingsometimewithoutseeinghim,wereexpressingtheirmutualregretathavingfailedinthisexpectation,whentheysuddenlyheardashutteropenabovetheirheads,and,raisingtheireyes,recognizedtheEmperor,whosaid,“Messieurs,whoareyou?“——“Sire,weareFrenchmen!“Herequestedthemtomountthestairstotheroomheoccupied,andtherecontinuedhisquestions。“WhatisthenatureoftheoccupationwhichhasdetainedyouinMoscow?“——“WearetutorsinthefamiliesoftwoRussiannoblemen,whomthearrivaloftheFrenchtroopshavedrivenfromtheirhomes。Wehavesubmittedtotheentreatiesmadebythemnottoabandontheirproperty,andweareatpresentaloneintheirpalaces。“TheEmperorinquiredofthemiftherewerestillotherFrenchmenatMoscow,andaskedthattheyshouldbebroughttohim;andthenproposedthattheyshouldchargethemselveswithmaintainingorder,appointingaschief,M。M——,whomhedecoratedwithatri-coloredscarf。HerecommendedthemtopreventthepillageoftheFrenchsoldiersinthechurches,andtohavethemalefactorsshot,andenjoinedthemtousegreatrigortowardsthegalley-slaves,whomRostopchinhadpardonedonconditionthattheywouldsetfiretothecity。
ApartoftheseFrenchmenfollowedourarmyinitsretreat,seeingthatalongerstayatMoscowwouldbemostdisagreeabletothem;andthosewhodidnotfollowtheirexamplewerecondemnedtoworkonthestreets。
TheEmperorAlexander,wheninformedofthemeasuresofRostopchin,harshlyrebukedthegovernor,andorderedhimatoncetorestoretolibertytheseunfortunateFrenchmen。
CHAPTERVI。
Were-enteredtheKremlinthemorningofthe18thofSeptember。Thepalaceandthehospitalforfoundlingswerealmosttheonlybuildingsremaininguninjured。OntherouteourcarriagesweresurroundedbyacrowdofmiserableMuscovitesbeggingalms。Theyfollowedusasfarasthepalace,walkingthroughhotashes,orovertheheatedstones,whichcrumbledbeneaththeirfeet。Thepoorestwerebarefoot;anditwasaheart-rendingsighttoseethesecreatures,astheirfeettouchedtheburningdebris,giveventtotheirsufferingsbyscreamsandgesturesofdespair。Astheonlyunencumberedpartofthestreetwasoccupiedbyourcarriages,thisswarmthrewthemselvespell-mellagainstthewheelsorunderthefeetofourhorses。Ourprogresswasconsequentlyveryslow,andwehadsomuchthelongerunderoureyesthispictureofthegreatestofallmiseries,thatofapeopleburnedoutoftheirhomes,andwithoutfoodorthemeanstoprocureit。TheEmperorhadfoodandmoneygiventhem。
WhenwewereagainestablishedattheKremlin,andhadresumedourregularroutineofliving,afewdayspassedinperfecttranquillity。
TheEmperorappearedlesssad,andinconsequencethosesurroundinghimbecamesomewhatmorecheerful。Itseemedasifwehadreturnedfromthecampaign,andtakenupagainthecustomaryoccupationsofcitylife;butiftheEmperorsometimesindulgedinthisillusion,itwassoondispelledbythesightMoscowpresentedasseenfromthewindowsofhisapartments,andeachtimeNapoleon\'seyesturnedinthatdirectionitwasevidentthathewasoppressedbythesaddestpresentiments,althoughhenolongermanifestedthesamevehementimpatienceasonhisfirststayatthepalace,whenhesawtheflamessurroundinghimanddrivinghimfromhisapartments。Butheexhibitedthedepressingcalmofacarewornmanwhocannotforeseehowthingswillresult。ThedayswerelongattheKremlinwhiletheEmperorawaitedAlexander\'sreply,whichnevercame。AtthistimeInoticedthattheEmperorkeptconstantlyonhistableVoltaire\'shistoryofCharlesXII。
TheEmperorwasapreytohisgeniusforadministration,eveninthemidstoftheruinsofthisgreatcity;andinordertodiverthismindfromtheanxietycausedbyoutsideaffairs,occupiedhimselfwithmunicipalorganization,andhadalreadyarrangedthatMoscowshouldbestockedwithprovisionsforthewinter。
AtheaterwaserectedneartheKremlin,buttheEmperorneverattended。
ThetroupewascomposedofafewunfortunateFrenchactors,whohadremainedinMoscowinastateofutterdestitution;buthisMajestyencouragedthisenterpriseinthehopethattheatricalrepresentationswouldoffersomediversiontobothofficersandsoldiers。ItwassaidthatthefirstactorsofParishadbeenorderedtoMoscow,butofthatI
knownothingpositively。TherewasatMoscowacelebratedItaliansingerwhomtheEmperorheardseveraltimes,butonlyinhisapartments,andhedidnotformpartoftheregulartroupe。
Untilthe18thofOctoberthetimewasspentindiscussions,moreorlessheated,betweentheEmperorandhisgenerals,astothebestcoursetobepursued。Everyonewellknewthatretreathadnowbecomeinevitable,andtheEmperorwaswellawareofthisfacthimself;butitwasplainlyevidentthatitcosthisprideaterriblestruggletospeakthedecisiveword。Thelastdaysprecedingthe18thwerethesaddestIhaveeverknown。InhisordinaryintercoursewithhisfriendsandcounselorshisMajestymanifestedmuchcoldnessofmanner;hebecametaciturn,andentirehourspassedwithoutanyonepresenthavingthecouragetobeginaconversation。TheEmperor,whowasgenerallysohurriedathismeals,prolongedthemmostsurprisingly。Sometimesduringthedayhethrewhimselfonasofa,aromanceinhishandwhichhesimplypretendedtoread,andseemedabsorbedindeepreverie。VersesweresenttohimfromPariswhichhereadaloud,expressinghisopinioninabriefandtrenchantstyle;hespentthreedayswritingregulationsfortheFrenchcomedyatParis。Itisdifficulttounderstandthisattentiontosuchfrivolousdetailswhenthefuturewassoominous。Itwasgenerallybelieved,andprobablynotwithoutreason,thattheEmperoractedthusfrommotivesofdeeppolicy,andthattheseregulationsfortheFrenchcomedyatthistime,whennobulletinhadyetarrivedtogiveinformationofthedisastrouspositionoftheFrencharmy,werewrittenwiththeobjectofmakinganimpressionontheinhabitantsofParis,whowouldnotfailtosay,“Allcannotbegoingsobadly,sincetheEmperorhastimetooccupyhimselfwiththetheater。“
Thenewsreceivedonthe18thputanendtoalluncertainty。TheEmperorwasreviewing,inthefirstcourtoftheKremlinpalace,thedivisionsofNey,distributingthecrosstothebravestamongthem,andaddressingencouragingwordstoall,whenanaide-de-camp,youngBeranger,broughtthenewsthatasharpengagementhadtakenplaceatWinkowobetweenMuratandKutusoff,andthatthevanguardofMurathadbeenoverwhelmedandourpositiontaken。Russia\'sintentiontoresumehostilitieswasnowplainlyevident,andinthefirstexcitementofthenewstheEmperor\'sastonishmentwasatitsheight。Therewas,onthecontrary,amongthesoldiersofMarshalNeyanelectricmovementofenthusiasmandangerwhichwasverygratifyingtohisMajesty。Charmedtoseehowtheshameofadefeat,evenwhensustainedwithoutdishonor,excitedtheprideandarousedadesiretoretrieveitintheseimpassionedsouls,theEmperorpressedthehandofthecolonelnearesttohim,continuedthereview,andorderedthateveningaconcentrationofallthecorps;andbeforenightthewholearmywasinmotiontowardsWoronowo。
AfewdaysbeforequittingMoscow,theEmperorhadthechurchesoftheKremlinstrippedoftheirfinestornaments。TheravagesofthefirehadrelaxedtheprotectionthattheEmperorhadextendedtothepropertyoftheRussians。
ThemostmagnificenttrophyinthiscollectionwastheimmensecrossofthegreatIvan。Itwasnecessarytodemolishapartofthetoweronwhichitstoodinordertotakeitdown,anditrequiredstupendouseffortstobreakthisvastmassofiron。ItwastheEmperor\'sintentiontoplaceituponthedomeoftheInvalides,butitwassunkinthewatersofLakeSemlewo。
TheeveningbeforetheEmperorwastoholdareview,thesoldierswerebusilyemployedpolishingtheirarmsandputtingeverythinginorder,toconcealasfaraspossiblethedestituteconditiontowhichtheywerereduced。Themostimprudenthadexchangedtheirwinterclothingforprovisions,manyhadwornouttheirshoesonthemarch,andyeteachonemadeitapointofhonortomakeagoodappearanceonreview;andwhentheglancingraysofthesunshoneonthebarrelsofthewell-polishedguns,theEmperorfeltagaininwitnessingthisscenesomeslightreturnoftheemotionswithwhichhissoulwasfilledonthegloriousdayofhisdepartureforthecampaign。
TheEmperorlefttwelvehundredwoundedatMoscow,fourhundredofwhomwereremovedbythelastcorpswhichquittedthecity。MarshalMortierwasthelasttogo。AtFeminskoe,tenleaguesfromMoscow,weheardthenoiseofafrightfulexplosion;itwastheKremlinwhichhadbeenblownupbytheEmperor\'sorders。Afusewasplacedinthevaultsofthepalace,andeverythingarrangedsothattheexplosionshouldnottakeplacewithinacertaintime。SomeCossackscametopillagetheabandonedapartments,inignorancethatafirewassmolderingundertheirfeet,andwerethrowntoaprodigiousheightintheair。Thirtythousandgunswereabandonedinthefortress。InaninstantpartoftheKremlinwasamassofruins。Apartwaspreserved,andacircumstancewhichcontributednolittletoenhancethecreditoftheirgreatSt。NicholaswiththeRussianswasthatanimageinstoneofthissaintremaineduninjuredbytheexplosion,inaspotwherealmosteverythingelsewasdestroyed。
Thisfactwasstatedtomebyareliableperson,whoheardCountRostopchinhimselfrelateitduringhisstayinParis。
Onthe28thofOctobertheEmperorretracedhiswaytoSmolensk,andpassednearthebattle-fieldofBorodino。Aboutthirtythousandcorpseshadbeenleftonthisvastplain;andonourapproachflocksofbuzzards,whomanabundantharvesthadattracted,flewawaywithhorriblecroakings。Thesecorpsesofsomanybravemenpresentedasickeningspectacle,halfconsumed,andexhalinganodorwhicheventheexcessivecoldcouldnotneutralize。TheEmperorhastenedpast,andsleptinthechateauofOupinskoewhichwasalmostinruins;andthenextdayhevisitedafewwoundedwhohadbeenleftinanabbey。ThesepoorfellowsseemedtorecovertheirstrengthatthesightoftheEmperor,andforgottheirsufferings,whichmusthavebeenverysevere,aswoundsarealwaysmuchmorepainfulwhencoldweatherfirstbegins。Allthesepalecountenancesdrawnwithsufferingbecamemoreserene。Thesepoorsoldiersalsorejoicedtoseetheircomrades,andquestionedthemwithanxiouscuriosityconcerningtheeventswhichhadfollowedthebattleofBorodino。WhentheylearnedthatwehadbivouackedatMoscow,theywerefilledwithjoy;anditwasveryevidentthattheirgreatestregretwasthattheycouldnothavebeenwiththeotherstoseethefinefurnitureoftherichMuscovitesusedasfuelatthebivouacfires。Napoleondirectedthateachcarriageofthesuiteshouldconveyoneoftheseunfortunates;andthiswasdone,everybodycomplyingwiththeorderwithareadinesswhichgratifiedtheEmperorexceedingly;andthepoorwoundedfellowssaidinaccentsofmostardentgratitude,thattheyweremuchmorecomfortableonthesesoftcushionsthanintheambulances,whichwecouldwellbelieve。AlieutenantofthecuirassierswhohadjustundergoneanamputationwasplacedinthelandauoftheEmperor,whilehetraveledonhorseback。
Thisanswerseveryaccusationofcrueltysogratuitouslymadeagainstthememoryofagreatmanwhohaspassedaway。IhavereadsomewherewithintensedisgustthattheEmperorsometimesorderedhiscarriagetopassoverthewounded,whosecriesofagonymadenottheslightestimpressiononhim;allofwhichisfalseandveryrevolting。NoneofthosewhoservedtheEmperorcouldhavebeenignorantofhissolicitudefortheunfortunatevictimsofwar,andthecarehehadtakenofthem。
Foreigners,enemies,orFrenchmen,——allwererecommendedtothesurgeon\'scarewithequalstrictness。
Fromtimetotimefrightfulexplosionsmadeusturnourheads,andglancebehindus。Theywerecaissonswhichwerebeingexplodedthatwemightnolongerbeencumberedwiththem,asthemarchbecameeachdaymorepainful。Itproducedasadimpressiontoseethatwewerereducedtosuchapointofdistressastobecompelledtothrowourpowdertothewindstokeepfromleavingittotheenemy。Butastillsadderreflectioncameintoourmindsateachdetonation,——thegrandarmymustberapidlyhasteningtodissolutionwhenthematerialremainingexceededourneeds,andthenumberofmenstillleftwassomuchshortofthatrequiredtouseit。Onthe30th,theEmperor\'sheadquarterswereinapoorhovelwhichhadneitherdoorsnorwindows。Wehadmuchdifficultyinenclosingevenacornersufficientforhimtosleep。Thecoldwasincreasing,andthenightswereicy;thesmallfortifiedpalisadesofwhichaspeciesofpostrelayshadbeenmade,placedfrompointtopoint,markedthedivisionsoftheroute,andservedalsoeacheveningasImperialheadquarters。TheEmperor\'sbedwashastilysetupthere,andacabinetarrangedaswellaspossiblewherehecouldworkwithhissecretaries,orwritehisorderstothedifferentchiefswhomhehadleftontheroadandinthetowns。
OurretreatwasoftenannoyedbypartiesofCossacks。Thesebarbariansrusheduponus,lanceinhand,andutteringratherhowlsofferociousbeaststhanhumancries,theirlittle,long-tailedhorsesdashingagainsttheflanksofthedifferentdivisions。Buttheseattacks,thoughoftenrepeated,hadnot,atleastatthebeginningoftheretreat,seriousconsequencesforthearmy。Whentheyheardthishorriblecrytheinfantrywasnotintimidated,butclosedranksandpresentedbayonets,andthecavalrymadeittheirdutytopursuethesebarbarians,whofledmorequicklythantheycame。
Onthe6thofNovember,beforeleavingthearmy,theEmperorreceivednewsoftheconspiracyofMaletandeverythingconnectedwithit。Hewasatfirstastonished,thenmuchdissatisfied,andendedbymakinghimselfverymerryoverthediscomfitureofthechiefofpolice,GeneralSavary;
andsaidmanytimesthathadhebeenatParisnoonewouldhavebudged,andthathecouldneverleaveatallwithouteveryonelosingtheirheadsattheleastdisturbance;andfromthistimeheoftenspokeofhowmuchhewasneededinParis。
SpeakingofGeneralSavaryrecallstomymemoryanaffairinwhichhewassomewhatnonplussed。Afterquittingthecommandofthegendarmerie,tosucceedFoucheintheofficeofministerofpolice,hehadalittlediscussionwithoneoftheEmperor\'saides-de-camp。Ashewentsofarastothreaten,thelatterreplied,“Youseemtothinkyouhavehandcuffsalwaysinyourpockets。“
Onthe8thofNovemberthesnowwasfalling,theskycoveredwithclouds,thecoldintense,whileaviolentwindprevailed,andtheroadswerecoveredwithsleet。Thehorsescouldmakenoprogress,fortheirshoesweresobadlywornthattheycouldnotpreventslippingonthefrozenground。
Thepooranimalswereemaciated,anditwasnecessarythatthesoldiersshouldputtheirshoulderstothewheelsinordertolightentheirburdens。
Thereissomethinginthepantingbreathwhichissuesfromthenostrilsofatiredhorse,inthetensionoftheirmuscles,andtheprodigiouseffortsoftheirloins,whichgivesus,inahighdegree,theideaofstrength;butthemuteresignationoftheseanimals,whenweknowthemtobeoverladen,inspiresuswithpity,andmakesusregrettheabuseofsomuchendurance。
TheEmperoronfootinthemidstofhishousehold,andstaffinhand,walkedwithdifficultyovertheseslipperyroads,meanwhileencouragingtheotherswithkindwords,eachofwhomfelthimselffullofgood-will;
andhadanyonethenutteredacomplainthewouldhavebeenbadlyesteemedbyhiscomrades。WearrivedinsightofSmolensk。TheEmperorwastheleastfatiguedofall;andthoughhewaspale,hiscountenancewascalm,andnothinginhisappearanceindicatedhismentalsufferings;
andindeedtheymustneedshavebeenintensetobeevidenttothepublic。
Theroadswerestrewnwithmenandhorsesslainbyfatigueorfamine;andmenastheypassedturnedtheireyesaside。Asforthehorsestheywereaprizeforourfamishedsoldiers。
WeatlastreachedSmolenskonthe9th,andtheEmperorlodgedinabeautifulhouseonthePlaceNeuve。Althoughthisimportantcityhadsufferedsincewehadpassedthroughbefore,itstillhadsomeresources,andwefoundthereprovisionsofallkindsfortheEmperor\'shouseholdandtheofficers;buttheEmperorvaluedbutlittlethisprivilegedabundance,sotospeak,whenhelearnedthatthearmyneededfoodformanandbeast。Whenhelearnedofthishisrageamountedtofrenzy,andI
haveneverseenhimsocompletelybesidehimself。Hehadthecommissaryinchargeoftheprovisionssummoned,andreproachedhiminsuchunmeasuredtermsthatthelatterturnedpale,andcouldfindnowordstojustifyhimself,whereupontheEmperorbecamestillmoreviolent,andutteredterriblethreats。Iheardcriesfromthenextroom;andIhavebeentoldsincethatthequartermasterthrewhimselfatthefeetofhisMajesty,beseechingpardon,andtheEmperor,whenhisragehadspentitself,pardonedhim。Neverdidhesympathizemoretrulywiththesufferingsofhisarmy;neverdidhesuffermorebitterlyfromhispowerlessnesstostruggleagainstsuchoverwhelmingmisfortunes。
Onthe14thweresumedtheroutewhichwehadtraversedafewmonthsbeforeunderfardifferentauspices。Thethermometerregisteredtwentydegrees,andwewerestillveryfarfromFrance。AfteraslowandpainfulmarchwearrivedatKrasnoi。TheEmperorwasobligedtogoinperson,withhisguard,tomeettheenemy,andreleasethePrinceofEckmuhl。Hepassedthroughthefireoftheenemy,surroundedbyhisoldguard,whopressedaroundtheirchiefinplatoonsinwhichtheshellmadelargegaps,furnishingoneofthegrandestexamplesinallhistoryofthedevotionandloveofthousandsofmentoone。Whenthefirewashottest,thebandplayedtheair,\'Wherecanonebebetterthaninthebosomofhisfamily?\'Napoleoninterruptedthem,exclaiming,“Playrather,\'LetuswatchoverthesafetyoftheEmpire。\'“Itisdifficulttoimagineanythinggrander。
TheEmperorreturnedfromthiscombatmuchfatigued。Hehadpassedseveralnightswithoutsleeping,listeningtothereportsmadetohimontheconditionofthearmy,expeditingordersnecessarytoprocurefoodforthesoldiers,andputtinginmotionthedifferentcorpswhichweretosustaintheretreat。Neverdidhisstupendousactivityfindmoreconstantemployment;neverdidheshowahighercouragethaninthemidstofallthesecalamitiesofwhichheseemedtofeeltheweightyresponsibility。
BetweenOrchaandtheBorysthenesthoseconveyancesforwhichtherewerenolongerhorseswereburned,andtheconfusionanddiscouragementbecamesogreatthatintherearofthearmymostofthestragglersthrewdowntheirarmsasaheavyanduselessburden。Theofficersofthearmedpolicehadorderstoreturnbyforcethosewhoabandonedtheircorps,andoftentheywereobligedtoprickthemwiththeirswordstomakethemadvance。Theintensityoftheirsufferingshadhardenedtheheartofthesoldier,whichisnaturallykindandsympathizing,tosuchanextentthatthemostunfortunateintentionallycausedcommotionsinorderthattheymightseizefromsomebetterequippedcompanionsometimesacloak,sometimesfood。“TherearetheCossacks!“wastheirusualcryofalarm;
andwhentheseguiltytricksbecameknown,andoursoldiersrecoveredfromtheirsurprise,therewerereprisals,andtheconfusionreacheditsheight。
ThecorpsofMarshalDavoustwasoneofthosewhichsufferedmostinthewholearmy。OftheseventythousandmenwithwhichitleftFrance,thereonlyremainedfourorfivethousand,andtheyweredyingoffamine。Themarshalhimselfwasterriblyemaciated。Hehadneitherclothingnorfood。Hungerandfatiguehadhollowedhischeeks,andhiswholeappearanceinspiredpity。Thisbravemarshal,whohadtwentytimesescapedRussianbullets,nowsawhimselfdyingofhunger;andwhenoneofhissoldiersgavehimaloaf,heseizeditanddevouredit。Hewasalsotheonewhowasleastsilent;andwhilethawinghismustache,onwhichtherainhadfrozen,herailedindignantlyagainsttheevildestinywhichhadthrownthemintothirtydegreesofcold。Moderationinwordswasdifficultwhileenduringsuchsufferings。
ForsometimetheEmperorhadbeeninastateofgreatanxietyastothefateofMarshalNey,whohadbeencutoff,andobligedtoclearforhimselfapassagethroughthemidstoftheRussians,whofollowedusoneveryside。
Astimepassedthealarmincreased。TheEmperordemandedincessantlyifNeyhadyetbeenseen,accusinghimselfofhavingexposedthisbravegeneraltoomuch,askingforhimasforagoodfriendwhomonehaslost。
Thewholearmysharedandmanifestedthesameanxiety,asifthisbravesoldierweretheonlyoneindanger。Afewregardinghimascertainlylost,andseeingtheenemythreatenthebridgesoftheBorysthenes,proposedtocutthem;butthearmywasunanimousintheiroppositiontothismeasure。
Onthe20th,theEmperor,whomthisideafilledwiththedeepestdejection,arrivedatBasanoni,andwasdiningincompanywiththePrinceofNeuchatelandtheDukeofDantzic,whenGeneralGourgaudrushedinwiththeannouncementthatMarshalNeyandhistroopswereonlyafewleaguesdistant。TheEmperorexclaimedwithinconceivablejoy,“Canitbetrue?“M。Gourgaudgavehimparticulars,whichweresoonknownthroughoutthecamp。Thisnewsbroughtjoytotheheartsofall,eachofwhomaccostedtheothereagerly,asifeachhadfoundalong-lostbrother;theyspokeoftheheroiccouragewhichhadbeendisplayed;thetalentshowninsavinghiscorpsinspiteofsnows,floods,andtheattacksoftheenemy。ItisdueMarshalNey,tostatehere,thataccordingtotheopinionIhaveheardexpressedbyourmostillustriouswarriors,hissaferetreatisafeatofarmstowhichhistoryfurnishesnoparallel。Theheartofoursoldierspalpitated。withenthusiasm,andonthatdaytheyfelttheemotionsofthedayofvictory!Neyandhisdivisiongainedimmortalitybythismarvelousdisplayofvalorandenergy。Somuchthebetterforthefewsurvivorsofthishandfulofbraves,whocanreadofthegreatdeedstheyhavedone,intheseannalsinspiredbythem。HisMajestysaidseveraltimes,“IwouldgiveallthesilverinthevaultsoftheTuileriestohavemybraveNeyatmyside。“
ToPrinceEugenewasgiventhehonorofgoingtomeetMarshalNey,withacorpsoffourthousandsoldiers。MarshalMortierhaddisputedthishonorwithhim,butamongtheseillustriousmentherewereneveranybutnoblerivalries。Thedangerwasimmense;thecannonofPrinceEugenewasusedasasignal,understoodbythemarshal,towhichherepliedbyplatoonfires。Thetwocorpsmet,andevenbeforetheywereunited,MarshalNeyandPrinceEugenewereineachother\'sarms;anditissaidthatthelatterweptforjoy。Suchscenesmakethishorriblepictureseemsomewhatlessgloomy。AsfarastheBeresina,ourmarchwasonlyasuccessionofsmallskirmishesandterriblesufferings。
TheEmperorpassedonenightatCaniwki,inawoodencabincontainingonlytworooms。Theoneatthebackwasselectedbyhim,andintheotherthewholeservicesleptpell-mell。Iwasmorecomfortable,asI
sleptinhisMajesty\'sroom;butseveraltimesduringthenightIwasobligedtopassintothisroom,andwasthencompelledtostepoverthesleeperswornoutbyfatigue。AlthoughItookcarenottohurtthem,theyweresoclosetogetherthatitwasimpossiblenottoplacemyfeetontheirlegsorarms。
IntheretreatfromMoscow,theEmperorwalkedonfoot,wrappedinhispelisse,hisheadcoveredwithaRussiancaptiedunderthechin。I
marchedoftennearthebraveMarshalLefebvre,whoseemedveryfondofme,andsaidtomeinhisGerman-French,inspeakingoftheEmperor,“Heissurroundedbyasetofwhodonottellthetruth;hedoesnotdistinguishsufficientlyhisgoodfromhisbadservants。Howwillhegetoutofthis,thepoorEmperor,whomIlovesodevotedly?Iamalwaysinfearofhislife;iftherewereneededtosavehimonlymyblood,Iwouldsheditdropbydrop;butthatwouldchangenothing,andperhapshemayhaveneedofme。“
CHAPTERVII。
ThedayprecedingthepassageoftheBeresinawasoneofterriblesolemnity。TheEmperorappearedtohavemadehisdecisionwiththecoolresolutionofamanwhocommitsanactofdesperation;nevertheless,councilswereheld,anditwasresolvedthatthearmyshouldstripitselfofalluselessburdenswhichmightharassitsmarch。Neverwastheremoreunanimityofopinion,neverweredeliberationsmorecalmorgrave。
Itwasthecalmofmenwhodecidetomakeonelasteffort,trustinginthewillofGodandtheirowncourage。TheEmperorhadtheeaglesbroughtfromeachcorpsandburned,sincehethoughtthatfugitiveshadnoneedofthem。Itwasasadsighttoseethesemenadvancingfromtheranksonebyone,andcastingintheflameswhattheyvaluedmorethantheirlives,andIhaveneverseendejectionmoreprofound,orshamemorekeenlyfelt;forthisseemedmuchlikeageneraldegradationtothebravesoldiersofthebattleofLaMoskwa。TheEmperorhadmadetheseeaglestalismans,andthisshowedonlytooplainlyhehadlostfaithinthem。
Andalthoughthesoldiersrealizedthatthesituationofaffairsmustbedesperatetohavecometothis,itwasatleastsomeconsolationtothinkthattheRussianswouldhaveonlytheashes。Whatascenewaspresentedbytheburningoftheseeagles,abovealltothosewholikemyselfhadbeenpresentatthemagnificentceremoniesattendingtheirdistributiontothearmyinthecampofBoulognebeforethecampaignofAusterlitz!
Horseswereneededfortheartillery,andatthiscriticalmomenttheartillerywasthesafeguardofthearmy。TheEmperorconsequentlygaveordersthatthehorsesshouldbeimpressed,forheestimatedthelossofasinglecannonorcaissonasirreparable。Theartillerywasconfidedtothecareofacorpscomposedentirelyofofficers,andnumberingaboutfivehundredmen。HisMajestywassomuchtouchedatseeingthesebraveofficersbecomesoldiersagain,puttheirhandtothecannonlikesimplecannoneers,andresumetheirpracticeofthemanualofarmsintheirdevotiontoduty,thathecalledthiscorpshissacredsquadron。Withthesamespiritwhichmadetheseofficersbecomesoldiersagain,theothersuperiorofficersdescendedtoalowerrank,withnoconcernastothedesignationoftheirgrade。GeneralsofdivisionGrouchyandSebastianitookagaintherankofsimplecaptain。
WhennearBorizowwehaltedatthesoundofloudshouts,thinkingourselvescutoffbytheRussianarmy。IsawtheEmperorgrowpale;itwaslikeathunderbolt。Afewlancerswerehastilydispatched,andwesawthemsoonreturningwavingtheirbannersintheair。HisMajestyunderstoodthesignal,andevenbeforethecuirassiershadreassuredus,soclearlydidhekeepinmindeventhepossiblepositionofeachcorpsofhisarmy,heexclaimed,“IbetitisVictor。“AndinfactitwasMarshalVictor,whoawaiteduswithlivelyimpatience。Itseemedthatthemarshal\'sarmyhadreceivedveryvagueinformationofourdisasters,andwaspreparedtoreceivetheEmperorwithjoyandenthusiasm。Hissoldiersstillfreshandvigorous,atleastcomparedwiththerestofthearmy,couldhardlybelievetheevidenceoftheirowneyeswhentheysawourwretchedcondition;butthecriesof“Vivel\'Empereur“werenonethelessenthusiastic。
Butadifferentimpressionwasmadewhentherearguardofthearmyfiledbeforethem;andgreatconfusionensued,aseachoneofthemarshal\'sarmywhorecognizedafriendrushedoutoftheranksandhastenedtohim,offeringfoodandclothing,andwerealmostfrightenedbythevoracitywithwhichtheyate,whilemanyembracedeachothersilentlyintears。
Oneofthemarshal\'sbestandbravestofficersstrippedoffhisuniformtogiveittoapoorsoldierwhosetatteredclothingexposedhimalmostnakedtothecold,donninghimselfanoldcloakfullofholes,sayingthathehadmorestrengthtoresistthefreezingtemperature。Ifanexcessofmiserysometimesdriesupthefountainsoftheheart,sometimesalsoitelevatesmentoagreatheight,asweseeinthisinstance。Manyofthemostwretchedblewouttheirbrainsindespair;andtherewasinthisact,thelastwhichnaturesuggestsasanendtomisery,aresignationandcoolnesswhichmakesoneshuddertocontemplate。Thosewhothusputanendtotheirlivescaredlessfordeaththantheydidtoputanendtotheirinsupportablesufferings,andIwitnessedduringthewholeofthisdisastrouscampaignwhatvainthingsarephysicalstrengthandhumancouragewhenthemoralstrengthspringingfromadeterminedwillislacking。TheEmperormarchedbetweenthearmiesofMarshalVictorandMarshalOudinot;anditwasadepressingsighttoseethesemovablemasseshaltsometimesinsuccession,——firstthoseinfront,thenthosewhocamenext,thenthelast。AndwhenMarshalOudinotwhowasintheleadsuspendedhismarchfromanyunknowncause,therewasageneralmovementofalarm,andominousrumorswerecirculated;andsincemenwhohaveseenmucharedisposedtobelieveanything,falserumorswereasreadilycreditedastrue,andthealarmlasteduntilthefrontofthearmyagainmovedforward,andtheirconfidencewassomewhatrestored。
Onthe25th,atfiveo\'clockintheevening,therehadbeenthrownacrosstherivertemporarybridgesmadeofbeamstakenfromthecabinsofthePoles。Ithadbeenreportedinthearmythatthebridgeswouldbefinishedduringthenight。TheEmperorwasmuchdisturbedwheninformedthatthearmyhadbeenthusdeceived;forheknewhowmuchmorequicklydiscouragementensueswhenhopehasbeenfrustrated,andconsequentlytookgreatpainstokeeptherearofthearmyinformedastoeveryincident,sothatthesoldiersshouldneverbeleftundercrueldelusions。Atalittleafterfivethebeamsgaveway,notbeingsufficientlystrong;andasitwasnecessarytowaituntilthenextday,thearmyagainabandoneditselftogloomyforebodings。Itwasevidentthattheymustendurethefireoftheenemyallthenextday。Buttherewasnolongeranychoice;foritwasonlyattheendofthisnightofagonyandsufferingofeverydescriptionthatthefirstbeamsweresecuredintheriver。Itishardtocomprehendhowmencouldsubmittostanduptotheirmouthsinwaterfilledwithice,andrallyingallthestrengthwhichnaturehadgiventhem,withallthattheenergyofdevotionfurnished,anddrivepilesseveralfeetdeepintoamirybed,strugglingagainstthemosthorriblefatigue,pushingbackwiththeirhandsenormousblocksofice,whichwouldhavesubmergedandsunkthemwiththeirweight;inaword,warringeventothedeathwithcold,thegreatestenemyoflife。ThismarvelousfeatwasaccomplishedbyourFrenchpontooncorps。Manyperished,borneawaybythecurrentorbenumbedbythecold。Thegloryofthisachievement,inmyopinion,exceedsinvaluemanyothers。
TheEmperorawaiteddaylightinapoorhut,andinthemorningsaidtoPrinceBerthier,“Well,Berthier,howcanwegetoutofthis?“Hewasseatedinhisroom,greattearsflowingdownhischeeks,whichwerepalerthanusual;andtheprincewasseatednearhim。
Theyexchangedfewwords,andtheEmperorappearedovercomebyhisgrief。
Ileavetotheimaginationwhatwaspassinginhissoul。AtlasttheKingofNaplesopenedhishearttohisbrother-in-law,andentreatedhim,inthenameofthearmy,tothinkofhisownsafety,soimminenthadtheperilbecome。SomebravePoleshadofferedthemselvesasescortfortheEmperor;hecouldcrosstheBeresinahigherup,andreachWilnainfivedays。TheEmperorsilentlyshookhisheadintokenofrefusal,whichthekingunderstood,andthematterwasnolongerconsidered。
Amidoverwhelmingdisasters,thefewblessingswhichreachusaredoublyfelt。IobservedthismanytimesinthecaseofhisMajestyandhisunfortunatearmy。OnthebanksoftheBeresina,justasthefirstsupportsofthebridgehadbeenthrownacross,MarshalNeyandtheKingofNaplesrushedatagalloptotheEmperor,callingtohimthattheenemyhadabandonedhisthreateningposition;andIsawtheEmperor,besidehimselfwithjoy,notbeingabletobelievehisears,gohimselfataruntothrowasearchingglanceinthedirectiontheysaidAdmiralTschitzakoffhadtaken。Thisnewswasindeedtrue;andtheEmperor,overjoyedandoutofbreathfromhisrace,exclaimed,“Ihavedeceivedtheadmiral。“Thisretrogrademovementoftheenemywashardtounderstand,whentheopportunitytooverwhelmuswaswithinhisreach;
andIdoubtwhethertheEmperor,inspiteofhisapparentsatisfaction,wasverysureofthehappyconsequenceswhichthisretreatoftheenemymightbringtous。
Beforethebridgewasfinished,aboutfourhundredmenwerecarriedpartofthewayacrosstheriverontwomiserablerafts,whichcouldhardlysustainthemselvesagainstthecurrent;andwesawthemfromthebankrudelyshakenbythegreatblocksoficewhichencumberedtheriver。
Theseblockscametotheveryedgeoftheraft,where,findinganobstacle,theyremainedstationaryforsometime,thenweresuddenlyingulfedunderthesefrailplankswithaterribleshock,thoughthesoldiersstoppedthelargestwiththeirbayonets,andturnedtheircourseasidefromtherafts。
Theimpatienceofthearmywasatitsheight。ThefirstwhoreachedtheoppositebankwerethebraveJacqueminot,aide-de-campofMarshalOudinot,andCountPredzieczki,abraveLithuanian,ofwhomtheEmperorwasveryfond,especiallysincehehadsharedoursufferingswithsuchfidelityanddevotion。Bothcrossedtheriveronhorseback,andthearmyutteredshoutsofadmirationastheysawthatthechiefswerethefirsttosettheexampleofintrepidity。Theybravedenoughdangerstomakethestrongestbrainreel。Thecurrentforcedtheirhorsestoswimdiagonallyacross,whichdoubledthelengthofthepassage;andastheyswam,blocksoficestruckagainsttheirflanksandsides,makingterriblegashes。
Atoneo\'clockGeneralLegrandandhisdivisionwerecrossingthebridgeconstructedfortheinfantry,whiletheEmperorsatontheoppositebank,andsomeofthecannonbecomingentangledhadforaninstantdelayedthemarch。TheEmperorrushedonthebridge,puthishandtothework,andassistedinseparatingthepieces。Theenthusiasmofthesoldierswasatitsheight;anditwasamidcriesof“Vivel\'Empereur“thattheinfantrysetfootontheoppositebank。
Ashorttimeafter,theEmperor,learningthatGeneralPartonneauxhadlaiddownhisarms,wasdeeplyaffectedbythisnews,andgaveventtoreproacheswhichweresomewhatunjusttothegeneral。Later,whenhehadreceivedmorecorrectinformation,heunderstoodperfectlythepartwhichnecessityanddespairhadplayedinthissurrender。
Itisafactthatthebravegeneraldidnotcometothisdecisiontillhehaddoneallthatabravemancouldunderthecircumstances;foritispermittedamantorecoilwhenthereisnothingleftbuttolethimselfbekilledtonopurpose。
Whentheartilleryandbaggage-wagonspassed,thebridgewassooverloadedthatitfellin;andinstantlyaretrogrademovementtookplace,whichcrowdedtogetherallthemultitudeofstragglerswhowereadvancing,likeaflockbeingherded,intherearoftheartillery。
Anotherbridgehadbeenconstructed,asifthesadthoughthadoccurredthatthefirstmightgiveway。Butthesecondwasnarrowandwithoutarailing;nevertheless,itatfirstseemedaveryvaluablemakeshiftinsuchacalamity。Buthowdisastersfolloweachother!Thestragglersrushedthereincrowds。Theartillery,thebaggage-wagons,inaword,allthearmymaterial,hadbeeninthefrontonthefirstbridgewhen,itwasbroken;andwhen,fromthesuddenpanicwhichseizedonthoseintherearofthismultitude,thedreadfulcatastrophewaslearned,thelasttherefoundthemselvesfirstingainingtheotherbridge。Itwasurgenttheartilleryshouldpassfirst,consequentlyitrushedimpetuouslytowardstheonlyroadtosafetywhichremained。Nopencandescribethesceneofhorrorwhichnowensued;foritwasliterallyoveraroadoftrampledhumanbodiesthatconveyancesofallsortsreachedthebridge。Onthisoccasioncouldbeseenhowmuchbrutality,andevencold-bloodedferocity,canbeproducedinthehumanmindbytheinstinctofself-preservation。Thereweresomestragglersmostfranticofall,whowounded,andevenkilled,withtheirbayonets,theunfortunatehorseswhichobeyedthelashoftheirguides;andseveralcaissonswereleftontheroadinconsequenceofthisslaughter。
AsIhavesaid,thebridgehadnorailing;andcrowdsofthosewhoforcedtheirwayacrossfellintotheriverandwereingulfedbeneaththeice。
Othersintheirfalltriedtostopthemselvesbygraspingtheplanksofthebridge,andremainedsuspendedovertheabyssuntiltheirhands,crushedbythewheelsofthevehicles,losttheirgrasp,andtheywenttojointheircomradesasthe\'wavesclosedoverthem。Entirecaissons,withdriversandhorsewereprecipitatedintothewater。
Poorwomenwereseenholdingtheirchildrenoutofthewaterintheefforttodelayforafewinstantstheirdeath,anddeathinsuchafrightfulform,atrulyadmirablematernalincident,whichthegeniusofthepainterhasdivinedinpaintingscenesfromtheDeluge,andwhichwesawinallitsheartrendingandfrightfulreality!TheEmperorwishedtoretracehissteps,believingthathispresencemightrestoreorder;buthewasdissuadedfromthisprojectsoearnestly,thathewithstoodthepromptingsofhisheartandremained,thoughcertainlyitwasnothiselevatedrankwhichkepthimonthebank。Allthesufferingheenduredcouldbeseenwhenheinquiredeveryinstantwherethecrossingwas,iftheycouldstillhearcannonrollingoverthebridge,ifthecrieshadnotceasedsomewhatinthatdirection。“Therecklesscreatures!Whycouldtheynotwaitalittle?“saidhe。
Therewerefineexamplesofdevotionunderthesedistressingcircumstances。Ayoungartillerymanthrewhimselfintothewatertosaveapoormotherwithtwochildren,whowasattemptingtogaintheothershoreinalittlecanoe。Theloadwastooheavy;anenormousblockoficefloatedagainstandsunkthelittleboat。Thecannoneerseizedoneofthechildren,and,swimmingvigorously,boreittothebank;butthemotherandtheotherchildperished。Thiskindyoungmanadoptedtheorphanashisson。IdonotknowifhehadthehappinessofregainingFrance。
Officersharnessedthemselvestosledstocarrysomeoftheircompanionswhowererenderedhelplessbytheirwounds。Theywrappedtheseunfortunatesaswarmlyaspossible,cheeredthemfromtimetotimewithaglassofbrandywhentheycouldprocureit,andlavishedonthemmosttouchingattentions。
Thereweremanywhobehavedinthismanner,manyofwhosenamesweareignorant;andhowfewreturnedtoenjoyintheirowncountrytheremembranceofthemostadmirabledeedsoftheirlives。
Thebridgewasburnedateighto\'clockinthemorning。
Onthe29ththe。EmperorquittedthebanksoftheBeresina,andwesleptatKamen,wherehisMajestyoccupiedapoorwoodenbuildingwhichtheicyairpenetratedfromallsidesthroughthewindows;nearlyalltheglassofwhichbeingbroken,weclosedtheopeningsaswellaswecouldwithbundlesofhay。Ashortdistancefromus,inalargelot,werepennedupthewretchedRussianprisonerswhomthearmydrovebeforeit。Ihadmuchdifficultyincomprehendingthisdelusionofvictorywhichourpoorsoldiersstillkeptupbydraggingafterthemthiswretchedluxuryofprisoners,whocouldonlybeanaddedburden,astheyrequiredtheirconstantsurveillance。
Whentheconquerorsaredyingoffamine,whatbecomesoftheconquered?
ThesepoorRussians,exhaustedbymarchesandfamine,nearlyallperishedthisnight。Inthemorningtheywerefoundhuddledpell-mellagainsteachother,strivingthustoobtainalittlewarmth。Theweakesthadsuccumbed;andtheirstiffenedbodieswereproppedthewholenightagainstthelivingwithouttheirevenbeingawareofit。Someintheirhungeratetheirdeadcompanions。ThehardihoodwithwhichtheRussiansendurepainhasoftenbeenremarked。Icanciteoneinstancewhichsurpassesbelief。Oneofthesefellows,afterbeingseparatedfromhiscorps,hadbeenstruckbyacannonballwhichhadcutoffbothhislegsandkilledhishorse。AFrenchofficeronareconnoiteringtouronthebankoftheriverwherethisRussianhadfallen,perceivedatsomedistanceanobjectwhichappearedtobeadeadhorse,andyethecouldseethatitmoved。
Heapproached,andsawthebustofamanwhoseextremitieswereconcealedinthestomachofthehorse。
Thispoorcreaturehadbeentherefourdays,inclosinghimselfinhishorseasashelteragainstthecold,andfeedinguponinfectedmorselstornfromthishorribleretreat。
Onthe3dofDecemberwearrivedatMalodeczno。DuringthewholedaytheEmperorappearedthoughtful。andanxious。Hehadfrequentconfidentialconversationswiththegrandequerry,M。deCaulaincourt,andIsuspectedsomeextraordinarymeasure。Iwasnotdeceivedinmyconjectures。AttwoleaguesfromSmorghoni,theDukeofVicenzasummonedme,andtoldmetogooninfrontandgiveorderstohavethesixbesthorsesharnessedtomycarriage,whichwasthelightestofall,andkeeptheminconstantreadiness。IreachedSmorghonibeforetheEmperor,whodidnotarrivetillthefollowingnight。Thecoldwasexcessive;andtheEmperoralightedinapoorhouseonasquare,whereheestablishedhisheadquarters。Hetookalightrepast,wrotewithhisownhandthetwenty-ninthbulletinofthearmy,andorderedallthemarshalstobesummoned。
NothinghadyettranspiredastotheEmperor\'splans,butingreatanddesperatemeasuresthereisalwayssomethingunusualwhichdoesnotescapethemostclear-sighted。TheEmperorwasneversoamiablenorsocommunicative,andonefeltthathewasendeavoringtopreparehismostdevotedfriendsforsomeoverwhelmingnews。Hetalkedforsometimeonindifferentsubjects,thenspokeofthegreatdeedsperformedduringthecampaign,referringwithpleasuretotheretreatofGeneralNeywhomtheyhadatlastfound。
MarshalDavoustappearedabstracted;andtheEmperorsaidtohim,“Atleastsaysomething,Marshal。“TherehadbeenforsometimealittlecoolnessbetweenhimandtheEmperor,andhisMajestyreproachedhimwiththerarityofhisvisits,buthecouldnotdissipatethecloudwhichdarkenedeverybrow;fortheEmperor\'ssecrethadnotbeenaswellkeptashehadhoped。AftersuppertheEmperororderedPrinceEugenetoreadthetwenty-ninthbulletin,andspokefreelyofhisplan,sayingthathisdeparturewasessentialinordertosendhelptothearmy。Hegavehisorderstothemarshals,allofwhomappearedsadanddiscouraged。Itwasteno\'clockwhentheEmperor,sayingitwastimetotakesomerepose,embracedallthemarshalsandretired。Hefelttheneedofwithdrawing;
forhehadbeenoppressedbytheconstraintofthisinterview,ascouldeasilybeseenbytheextremeagitationhiscountenancemanifestedatitsclose。Abouthalfanhourafter,theEmperorcalledmeintohisroomandsaid,“Constant,Iamabouttoleave;IthoughtIshouldbeabletotakeyouwithme,butIhavetakenintoconsiderationthefactthatseveralcarriageswouldattractattention;itisessentialthatIexperiencenodelay,andIhavegivenordersthatyouaretosetoutimmediatelyuponthereturnofmyhorses,andyouwillconsequentlyfollowmeatashortdistance。“Iwassufferinggreatlyfrommyoldmalady;hencetheEmperorwouldnotallowmetogowithhimonthebootasIrequested,inorderthatheshouldreceivehiscustomaryattentionsfromme。Hesaid,“No,Constant,youwillfollowmeinacarriage,andIhopethatyouwillbeabletoarrivenotmorethanadaybehindme。“HedepartedwiththeDukeofVicenza,andRoustanonthebox;mycarriagewasunharnessed,andI
remainedtomygreatregret。TheEmperorleftinthenight。
Bydaybreakthearmyhadlearnedthenews,andtheimpressionitmadecannotbedepicted。Discouragementwasatitsheight;andmanysoldierscursedtheEmperor,andreproachedhimforabandoningthem。Therewasuniversalindignation。ThePrinceofNeuchatelwasveryuneasy,andaskednewsofeveryone,thoughhewouldnaturallyhavebeenthefirsttoreceiveanyinformation。HefearedlestNapoleon,whohadafeebleescort,shouldbemadeprisonerbytheCossacks,who,iftheyhadlearnedhisdeparture,wouldmakethegreatesteffortstocarryhimoff。
Thisnight,the6th,thecoldincreasedgreatly;anditsseveritymaybeimagined,asbirdswerefoundonthegroundfrozenstiffwiththecold。
Soldierswhohadseatedthemselveswiththeirheadintheirhands,andbodiesbentforwardinordertothusfeellesstheemptinessoftheirstomachs,werefounddeadinthisposition。Aswebreathed,thevaporfromourlipsfrozeonoureyebrows,littlewhiteiciclesformedonthemustachesandbeardsofthesoldiers;andinordertomeltthemtheywarmedtheirchinsbythebivouacfire,andasmaybeimaginedalargenumberdidnotdothiswithimpunity。Artillerymenheldtheirhandstothehorses\'nostrilstogetalittlewarmthfromthestrongbreathingoftheseanimals。Theirfleshwastheusualfoodofthesoldiers。Largeslicesofthismeatwerethrownonthecoals;andwhenfrozenbythecold,itwascarriedwithoutspoiling,likesaltedbacon,thepowderfromthecartridge-boxestakingtheplaceofsalt。
ThissamenightwehadwithusayoungParisianbelongingtoaverywealthyfamily,whohadendeavoredtoobtainemploymentintheEmperor\'shousehold。Hewasveryyoung,andhadbeenreceivedamongtheboysoftheapartments,andthepoorchildwastakinghisfirstjourney。HewasseizedwiththefeverasweleftMoscow,andwassoillthiseveningthatwecouldnotremovehimfromthewagonbelongingtothewardrobeserviceinwhichhehadbeenmadeascomfortableaspossible。Hediedthereinthenight,muchtoberegrettedbyallwhoknewhim。PoorLapourielwasayouthofcharmingcharacter,fineeducation,thehopeofhisfamily,,andanonlyson。Thegroundwassohardthatwecouldnotdigagrave,andexperiencedthechagrinofleavinghisremainsunburied。