GREAT EXPECTATIONS

第2章

`WouldyougivemetheTime?\'saidthesergeant,addressinghimselftoMrPumblechook,astoamanwhoseappreciativepowersjustifiedtheinferencethathewasequaltothetime。

`It\'sjustgonehalf-pasttwo。\'

`That\'snotsobad,\'saidthesergeant,reflecting;`evenifIwasforcedtohaltherenightwohours,that\'lldo。Howfarmightyoucallyourselvesfromthemarshes,hereabouts?Notaboveamile,Ireckon?\'

`Justamile,\'saidMrsJoe。

`That\'lldo。Webegintocloseinupon\'emaboutdusk。Alittlebeforedusk,myordersare。That\'lldo。\'

`Convicts,sergeant?\'askedMrWopsle,inamatter-of-courseway。

`Ay!\'returnedthesergeant,`two。They\'reprettywellknowntobeoutonthemarshesstill,andtheywon\'ttrytogetclearof\'embeforedusk。

Anybodyhereseenanythingofanysuchgame?\'

Everybody,myselfexcepted,saidno,withconfidence。Nobodythoughtofme。

`Well!\'saidthesergeant,`they\'llfindthemselvestrappedinacircle,Iexpect,soonerthantheycounton。Now,blacksmith!Ifyou\'reready,hisMajestytheKingis。\'

Joehadgothiscoatandwaistcoatandcravatoff,andhisleatherapronon,andpassedintotheforge。Oneofthesoldiersopeneditswoodenwindows,anotherlightenedthefire,anotherturnedtoatthebellows,thereststoodroundtheblaze,whichwassoonroaring。ThenJoebegantohammerandclink,hammerandclink,andwealllookedon。

Theinterestoftheimpendingpursuitnotonlyabsorbedthegeneralattention,butevenmademysisterliberal。Shedrewapitcherofbeerfromthecask,forthesoldiers,andinvitedthesergeanttotakeaglassofbrandy。ButMrPumblechooksaid,sharply,`Givehimwine,Mum。I\'llengagethere\'snoTarinthat:\'so,thesergeantthankedhimandsaidthatashepreferredhisdrinkwithouttar,hewouldtakewine,ifitwasequallyconvenient。Whenitwasgivenhim,hedrankhisMajesty\'shealthandComplimentsoftheSeason,andtookitallatamouthfulandsmackedhislips。

`Goodstuff,eh,sergeant?\'saidMrPumblechook。

`I\'lltellyousomething,\'returnedthesergeant;`Isuspectthatstuff\'sofyourproviding。\'

Mr。Pumblechook,withafatsortoflaugh,said,`Ay,ay?Why?\'

`Because,\'returnedthesergeant,clappinghimontheshoulder,`you\'reamanthatknowswhat\'swhat。\'

`D\'yethinkso?\'saidMrPumblechook,withhisformerlaugh。`Haveanotherglass!\'

`Withyou。Hobandnob,\'returnedthesergeant。`Thetopofminetothefootofyours-thefootofyourstothetopofmine-Ringonce,ringtwice-thebesttuneontheMusicalGlasses!Yourhealth。Mayyouliveathousandyears,andneverbeaworsejudgeoftherightsortthanyouareatthepresentmomentofyourlife!\'

Thesergeanttossedoffhisglassagainandseemedquitereadyforanotherglass。InoticedthatMrPumblechookinhishospitalityappearedtoforgetthathehadmadeapresentofthewine,buttookthebottlefromMrsJoeandhadallthecreditofhandingitaboutinagushofjoviality。EvenIgotsome。Andhewassoveryfreeofthewinethatheevencalledfortheotherbottle,andhandedthataboutwiththesameliberality,whenthefirstwasgone。

AsIwatchedthemwhiletheyallstoodclusteringabouttheforge,enjoyingthemselvessomuch,Ithoughtwhatterriblegoodsauceforadinnermyfugitivefriendonthemarsheswas。Theyhadnotenjoyedthemselvesaquartersomuch,beforetheentertainmentwasbrightenedwiththeexcitementhefurnished。Andnow,whentheywereallinlivelyanticipationof`thetwovillains\'beingtaken,andwhenthebellowsseemedtoroarforthefugitives,thefiretoflareforthem,thesmoketohurryawayinpursuitofthem,Joetohammerandclinkforthem,andallthemurkyshadowsonthewalltoshakeattheminmenaceastheblazeroseandsankandthered-hotsparksdroppedanddied,thepaleafter-noonoutside,almostseemedinmypityingyoungfancytohaveturnedpaleontheiraccount,poorwretches。

Atlast,Joe\'sjobwasdone,andtheringingandroaringstopped。AsJoegotonhiscoat,hemusteredcouragetoproposethatsomeofusshouldgodownwiththesoldiersandseewhatcameofthehunt。MrPumblechookandMrHubbledeclined,onthepleaofapipeandladies\'society;butMrWopslesaidhewouldgo,ifJoewould。Joesaidhewasagreeable,andwouldtakeme,ifMrsJoeapproved。Wenevershouldhavegotleavetogo,Iamsure,butforMrsJoe\'scuriositytoknowallaboutitandhowitended。Asitwas,shemerelystipulated,`Ifyoubringtheboybackwithhisheadblowntobitsbyamusket,don\'tlooktometoputittogetheragain。\'

Thesergeanttookapoliteleaveoftheladies,andpartedfromMrPumblechookasfromacomrade;thoughIdoubtifhewerequiteasfullysensibleofthatgentleman\'smeritsunderaridconditions,aswhensomethingmoistwasgoing。Hismenresumedtheirmusketsandfellin。MrWopsle,Joe,andI,receivedstrictchargetokeepintherear,andtospeaknowordafterwereachedthemarshes。Whenwewerealloutintherawairandweresteadilymovingtowardsourbusiness,ItreasonablywhisperedtoJoe,`Ihope,Joe,weshan\'tfindthem。\'andJoewhisperedtome,`I\'dgiveashillingiftheyhadcutandrun,Pip。\'

Wewerejoinedbynostragglersfromthevillage,fortheweatherwascoldandthreatening,thewaydreary,thefootinghad,darknesscomingon,andthepeoplehadgoodfiresin-doorsandwerekeepingtheday。A

fewfaceshurriedtoglowingwindowsandlookedafterus,butnonecameout。Wepassedthefinger-post,andheldstraightontothechurchyard。

There,wewerestoppedafewminutesbyasignalfromthesergeant\'shand,whiletwoorthreeofhismendispersedthemselvesamongthegraves,andalsoexaminedtheporch。Theycameinagainwithoutfindinganything,andthenwestruckoutontheopenmarshes,throughthegateatthesideofthechurchyard。Abittersleetcamerattlingagainstushereontheeastwind,andJoetookmeonhisback。

NowthatweareoutuponthedismalwildernesswheretheylittlethoughtIhadbeenwithineightorninehoursandhadseenbothmenhiding,Iconsideredforthefirsttime,withgreatdread,ifweshouldcomeuponthem,wouldmyparticularconvictsupposethatitwasIwhohadbroughtthesoldiersthere?HehadaskedmeifIwasadeceivingimp,andhehadsaidIshouldbeafierceyounghoundifIjoinedthehuntagainsthim。WouldhebelievethatIwasbothimpandhoundintreacherousearnest,andhadbetrayedhim?

Itwasofnouseaskingmyselfthisquestionnow。ThereIwas,onJoe\'sback,andtherewasJoebeneathme,chargingattheditcheslikeahunter,andstimulatingMrWopslenottotumbleonhisRomannose,andtokeepupwithus。Thesoldierswereinfrontofus,extendingintoaprettywidelinewithanintervalbetweenmanandman。WeweretakingthecourseI

hadbegunwith,andfromwhichIhaddivergedinthemist。Eitherthemistwasnotoutagainyet,orthewindhaddispelledit。Underthelowredglareofsunset,thebeacon,andthegibbet,andthemoundoftheBattery,andtheoppositeshoreoftheriver,wereplain,thoughallofawateryleadcolour。

WithmyheartthumpinglikeablacksmithatJoe\'sbroadshoulder,I

lookedallaboutforanysignoftheconvicts。Icouldseenone,Icouldhearnone。MrWopslehadgreatlyalarmedmemorethanonce,byhisblowingandhardbreathing;butIknewthesoundsbythistime,andcoulddissociatethemfromtheobjectofpursuit。Igotadreadfulstart,whenIthoughtIheardthefilestillgoing;butitwasonlyasheepbell。Thesheepstoppedintheireatingandlookedtimidlyatus;andthecattle,theirheadsturnedfromthewindandsleet,staredangrilyasiftheyheldusresponsibleforbothannoyances;but,exceptthesethings,andtheshudderofthedyingdayineverybladeofgrass,therewasnobreakinthebleakstillnessofthemarshes。

ThesoldiersweremovingoninthedirectionoftheoldBattery,andweweremovingonalittlewaybehindthem,when,allofasudden,weallstopped。For,therehadreachedusonthewingsofthewindandrain,alongshout。Itwasrepeated。Itwasatadistancetowardstheeast,butitwaslongandloud。Nay,thereseemedtobetwoormoreshoutsraisedtogether-ifonemightjudgefromaconfusioninthesound。

Tothiseffectthesergeantandthenearestmenwerespeakingundertheirbreath,whenJoeandIcameup。Afteranothermoment\'slistening,Joe(whowasagoodjudge)agreed,andMrWopsle(whowasabadjudge)

agreed。Thesergeant,adecisiveman,orderedthatthesoundshouldnotbeanswered,butthatthecourseshouldbechanged,andthathismenshouldmaketowardsit`atthedouble。\'Soweslantedtotheright(wheretheEastwas),andJoepoundedawaysowonderfully,thatIhadtoholdontighttokeepmyseat。

Itwasarunindeednow,andwhatJoecalled,intheonlytwowordshespokeallthetime,`aWinder。\'Downbanksandupbanks,andovergates,andsplashingintodykes,andbreakingamongcoarserushes:nomancaredwherehewent。Aswecamenearertotheshouting,itbecamemoreandmoreapparentthatitwasmadebymorethanonevoice。Sometimes,itseemedtostopaltogether,andthenthesoldiersstopped。Whenitbrokeoutagain,thesoldiersmadeforitatagreaterratethanever,andweafterthem。

Afterawhile,wehadsorunitdown,thatwecouldhearonevoicecalling`Murder!\'andanothervoice,`Convicts!Runaways!Guard!Thiswayfortherunawayconvicts!\'Thenbothvoiceswouldseemtobestifledinastruggle,andthenwouldbreakoutagain。Andwhenithadcometothis,thesoldiersranlikedeer,andJoetoo。

Thesergeantraninfirst,whenwehadrunthenoisequitedown,andtwoofhismenranincloseuponhim。Theirpieceswerecockedandlevelledwhenweallranin。

`Herearebothmen!\'pantedthesergeant,strugglingatthebottomofaditch。`Surrender,youtwo!andconfoundyoufortwowildbeasts!Comeasunder!\'

Waterwassplashing,andmudwasflying,andoathswerebeingsworn,andblowswerebeingstruck,whensomemoremenwentdownintotheditchtohelpthesergeant,anddraggedout,separately,myconvictandtheotherone。Bothwerebleedingandpantingandexecratingandstruggling;butofcourseIknewthembothdirectly。

`Mind!\'saidmyconvict,wipingbloodfromhisfacewithhisraggedsleeves,andshakingtornhairfromhisfingers:`Itookhim!Igivehimuptoyou!Mindthat!\'

`It\'snotmuchtobeparticularabout,\'aidthesergeant;`it\'lldoyousmallgood,myman,beinginthesameplightyourself。Handcuffsthere!\'

`Idon\'texpectittodomeanygood。Idon\'twantittodomemoregoodthanitdoesnow,\'saidmyconvict,withagreedylaugh。`Itookhim。

Heknowsit。That\'senoughforme。\'

Theotherconvictwaslividtolookat,and,inadditiontotheoldbruisedleftsideofhisface,seemedtobebruisedandtornallover。

Hecouldnotsomuchasgethisbreathtospeak,untiltheywerebothseparatelyhandcuffed,butleaneduponasoldiertokeephimselffromfalling。

`Takenotice,guard-hetriedtomurderme,\'werehisfirstwords。

`Triedtomurderhim?\'saidmyconvict,disdainfully。`Try,andnotdoit?Itookhim,andgiv\'himup;that\'swhatIdone。Inotonlypreventedhimgettingoffthemarshes,butIdraggedhimhere-draggedhimthisfaronhiswayback。He\'sagentleman,ifyouplease,thisvillain。Now,theHulkshasgotitsgentlemanagain,throughme。Murderhim?Worthmywhile,too,tomurderhim,whenIcoulddoworseanddraghimback!\'

Theotheronestillgasped,`Hetried-hetried-to-murderme。Bear-bearwitness。\'

`Lookeehere!\'saidmyconvicttothesergeant。`Single-handedIgotclearoftheprison-ship;ImadeadashandIdoneit。Icouldha\'gotclearofthesedeath-coldflatslikewise-lookatmyleg:youwon\'tfindmuchirononit-ifIhadn\'tmadediscoverythathewashere。Lethimgofree?LethimprofitbythemeansasIfoundout?

Lethimmakeatoolofmeafreshandagain?Oncemore?No,no,no。

IfIhaddiedatthebottomthere;\'andhemadeanemphaticswingattheditchwithhismanacledhands;`I\'dhaveheldtohimwiththatgrip,thatyoushouldhavebeensafetofindhiminmyhold。\'

Theotherfugitive,whowasevidentlyinextremehorrorofhiscompanion,repeated,`Hetriedtomurderme。Ishouldhavebeenadeadmanifyouhadnotcomeup。\'

`Helies!\'saidmyconvict,withfierceenergy。`He\'saliarborn,andhe\'lldiealiar。Lookathisface;ain\'titwrittenthere?Lethimturnthoseeyesofhisonme。Idefyhimtodoit。\'

Theother,withaneffortatascornfulsmile-whichcouldnot,however,collectthenervousworkingofhismouthintoanysetexpression-lookedatthesoldiers,andlookedaboutatthemarshesandatthesky,butcertainlydidnotlookatthespeaker。

`Doyouseehim?\'pursuedmyconvict。`Doyouseewhatavillainheis?Doyouseethosegrovellingandwanderingeyes?That\'showhelookedwhenweweretriedtogether。Heneverlookedatme。\'

Theother,alwaysworkingandworkinghisdrylipsandturninghiseyesrestlesslyabouthimfarandnear,didatlastturnthemforamomentonthespeaker,withthewords,`Youarenotmuchtolookat,\'andwithahalf-tauntingglanceattheboundhands。Atthatpoint,myconvictbecamesofranticallyexasperated,thathewouldhaverusheduponhimbutfortheinterpositionofthesoldiers。`Didn\'tItellyou,\'saidtheotherconvictthen,`thathewouldmurderme,ifhecould?\'Andanyonecouldseethatheshookwithfear,andthattherebrokeoutuponhislips,curiouswhiteflakes,likethinsnow。

`Enoughofthisparley,\'saidthesergeant。`Lightthosetorches。\'

Asoneofthesoldiers,whocarriedabasketinlieuofagun,wentdownonhiskneetoopenit,myconvictlookedroundhimforthefirsttime,andsawme。IhadalightedfromJoe\'sbackonthebrinkoftheditchwhenwecameup,andhadnotmovedsince。Ilookedathimeagerlywhenhelookedatme,andslightlymovedmyhandsandshookmyhead。Ihadbeenwaitingforhimtoseeme,thatImighttrytoassurehimofmyinnocence。

Itwasnotatallexpressedtomethatheevencomprehendedmyintention,forhegavemealookthatIdidnotunderstand,anditallpassedinamoment。Butifhehadlookedatmeforanhourorforaday,Icouldnothaverememberedhisfaceeverafterwards,ashavingbeenmoreattentive。

Thesoldierwiththebasketsoongotalight,andlightedthreeorfourtorches,andtookonehimselfanddistributedtheothers。Ithadbeenalmostdarkbefore,butnowitseemedquitedark,andsoonafterwardsverydark。

Beforewedepartedfromthatspot,foursoldiersstandinginaring,firedtwiceintotheair。Presentlywesawothertorcheskindledatsomedistancebehindus,andothersonthemarshesontheoppositebankoftheriver。

`Allright,\'saidthesergeant。`March。\'

Wehadnotgonefarwhenthreecannonwerefiredaheadofuswithasoundthatseemedtoburstsomethinginsidemyear。`Youareexpectedonboard,\'saidthesergeanttomyconvict;`theyknowyouarecoming。Don\'tstraggle,myman。Closeuphere。\'

Thetwowerekeptapart,andeachwalkedsurroundedbyaseparateguard。

IhadholdofJoe\'shandnow,andJoecarriedoneofthetorches。MrWopslehadbeenforgoingback,butJoewasresolvedtoseeitout,sowewentonwiththeparty。Therewasareasonablygoodpathnow,mostlyontheedgeoftheriver,withadivergencehereandtherewhereadykecame,withaminiaturewindmillonitandamuddysluice-gate。WhenIlookedround,Icouldseetheotherlightscominginafterus。Thetorcheswecarried,droppedgreatblotchesoftheuponthetrack,andIcouldseethose,too,lyingsmokingandflaring。Icouldseenothingelsebutblackdarkness。Ourlightswarmedtheairaboutuswiththeirpitchyblaze,andthetwoprisonersseemedrathertolikethat,astheylimpedalonginthemidstofthemuskets。Wecouldnotgofast,becauseoftheirlameness;

andtheyweresospent,thattwoorthreetimeswehadtohaltwhiletheyrested。

Afteranhourorsoofthistravelling,wecametoaroughwoodenhutandalanding-place。Therewasaguardinthehut,andtheychallenged,andthesergeantanswered。Then,wewentintothehutwheretherewasasmelloftobaccoandwhitewash,andabrightfire,andalamp,andastandofmuskets,andadrum,andalowwoodenbedstead,likeanovergrownmanglewithoutthemachinery,capableofholdingaboutadozensoldiersallatonce。Threeorfoursoldierswholayuponitintheirgreat-coats,werenotmuchinterestedinus,butjustliftedtheirheadsandtookasleepystare,andthenlaydownagain。Thesergeantmadesomekindofreport,andsomeentryinabook,andthentheconvictwhomIcalltheotherconvictwasdraftedoffwithhisguard,togoonboardfirst。

Myconvictneverlookedatme,exceptthatonce。Whilewestoodinthehut,hestoodbeforethefirelookingthoughtfullyatit,orputtinguphisfeetbyturnsuponthehob,andlookingthoughtfullyatthemasifhepitiedthemfortheirrecentadventures。Suddenly,heturnedtothesergeant,andremarked:

`Iwishtosaysomethingrespectingthisescape。Itmaypreventsomepersonslayingundersuspicionalongerme。\'

`Youcansaywhatyoulike,\'returnedthesergeant,standingcoollylookingathimwithhisarmsfolded,`butyouhavenocalltosayithere。

You\'llhaveopportunityenoughtosayaboutit,andhearaboutit,beforeit\'sdonewith,youknow。\'

`Iknow,butthisisanotherpint,aseparatematter。Amancan\'tstarve;

atleastIcan\'t。Itooksomewittles,upatthewillageoveryonder-wherethechurchstandsa\'mostoutonthemarshes。\'

`Youmeanstole,\'saidthesergeant。

`AndI\'lltellyouwherefrom。Fromtheblacksmith\'s。\'

`Halloa!\'saidthesergeant,staringatJoe。

`Halloa,Pip!\'saidJoe,staringatme。

`Itwassomebrokenwittles-that\'swhatitwas-andadramofliquor,andapie。\'

`Haveyouhappenedtomisssuchanarticlesasapie,blacksmith?\'askedthesergeant,confidentially。

`Mywifedid,attheverymomentwhenyoucamein。Don\'tyouknow,Pip?\'

`So,\'saidmyconvict,turninghiseyesonJoeinamoodymanner,andwithouttheleastglanceatme;`soyou\'retheblacksmith,areyou?ThanI\'msorrytosay,I\'veeatyourpie。\'

`Godknowsyou\'rewelcometoit-sofarasitwasevermine,\'returnedJoe,withasavingremembranceofMrsJoe。`Wedon\'tknowwhatyouhavedone,butwewouldn\'thaveyoustarvedtodeathforit,poormiserablefellow-creatur-Wouldus,Pip?\'

ThesomethingthatIhadnoticedbefore,clickedintheman\'sthroatagain,andheturnedhisback。Theboathadreturned,andhisguardwereready,sowefollowedhimtothelanding-placemadeofroughstakesandstones,andsawhimputintotheboat,whichwasrowedbyacrewofconvictslikehimself。Nooneseemedsurprisedtoseehim,orinterestedinseeinghim,orgladtoseehim,orsorrytoseehim,orspokeaword,exceptthatsomebodyintheboatgrowledasiftodogs,`Giveway,you!\'whichwasthesignalforthedipoftheoars。Bythelightoftorches,wewastheblackHulklyingoutalittlewayfromthemudoftheshore,likeawickedNoah\'sark。Cribbedandbarredandmooredbymassiverustychains,theprison-shipseemedinmyyoungeyestobeironedliketheprisoners。Wesawtheboatgoalongside,andwesawhimtakenupthesideanddisappear。

Then,theendsofthetorcheswereflunghissingintothewater,andwentout,asifitwerealloverwithhim。

Chapter6

MYstateofmindregardingthepilferingfromwhichIhadbeensounexpectedlyexonerated,didnotimpelmetofrankdisclosure;butIhopeithadsomedregsofgoodatthebottomofit。

IdonotrecallthatIfeltanytendernessofconscienceinreferencetoMrsJoe,whenthefearofbeingfoundoutwasliftedoffme。ButIlovedJoe-perhapsfornobetterreasoninthoseearlydaysthanbecausethedearfellowletmelovehim-and,astohim,myinnerselfwasnotsoeasilycomposed。Itwasmuchuponmymind(particularlywhenIfirstsawhimlookingaboutforhisfile)thatIoughttotellJoethewholetruth。

YetIdidnot,andforthereasonthatImistrustedthatifIdid,hewouldthinkmeworsethanIwas。ThefearoflosingJoe\'sconfidence,andofthenceforthsittinginthechimney-corneratnightstaringdrearilyatmyforeverlostcompanionandfriend,tiedupmytongue。ImorbidlyrepresentedtomyselfthatifJoeknewit,Ineverafterwardscouldseehimatthefiresidefeelinghisfairwhisker,withoutthinkingthathewasmeditatingonit。That,ifJoeknewit,Ineverafterwardscouldseehimglance,howevercasually,atyesterday\'smeatorpuddingwhenitcameonto-day\'stable,withoutthinkingthathewasdebatingwhetherIhadbeeninthepantry。

That,ifJoeknewit,andatanysubsequentperiodofourjointdomesticliferemarkedthathisbeerwasflatorthick,theconvictionthathesuspectedTarinit,wouldbringarushofbloodtomyface。Inaword,IwastoocowardlytodowhatIknewtoberight,asIhadbeentoocowardlytoavoiddoingwhatIknewtobewrong。Ihadhadnointercoursewiththeworldatthattime,andIimitatednoneofitsmanyinhabitantswhoactinthismanner。Quiteanuntaughtgenius,Imadethediscoveryofthelineofactionformyself。

AsIwassleepybeforewewerefarawayfromtheprison-ship,Joetookmeonhisbackagainandcarriedmehome。Hemusthavehadatiresomejourneyofit,forMrWopsle,beingknockedup,wasinsuchaverybadtemperthatiftheChurchhadbeenthrownopen,hewouldprobablyhaveexcommunicatedthewholeexpedition,beginningwithJoeandmyself。Inhislaycapacity,hepersistedinsittingdowninthedamptosuchaninsaneextent,thatwhenhiscoatwastakenofftobedriedatthekitchenfire,thecircumstantialevidenceonhistrouserswouldhavehangedhimifithadbeenacapitaloffence。

Bythattime,Iwasstaggeringonthekitchenfloorlikealittledrunkard,throughhavingbeennewlysetuponmyfeet,andthroughhavingbeenfastasleep,andthroughwakingintheheatandlightsandnoiseoftongues。

AsIcametomyself(withtheaidofaheavythumpbetweentheshoulders,andtherestorativeexclamation`Yah!Wasthereeversuchaboyasthis!\'

frommysister),IfoundJoetellingthenabouttheconvict\'sconfession,andallthevisitorssuggestingdifferentwaysbywhichhehadgotintothepantry。MrPumblechookmadeout,aftercarefullysurveyingthepremises,thathehadfirstgotupontheroofoftheforge,andhadthengotupontheroofofthehouse,andhadthenlethimselfdownthekitchenchimneybyaropemadeofhisbeddingcutintostrips;andasMrPumblechookwasverypositiveanddrovehisownchaise-cart-overeverybody-itwasagreedthatitmustbeso。MrWopsle,indeed,wildlycriedout`No!\'withthefeeblemaliceofatriedman;but,ashehadnotheory,andnocoaton,hewasunanimouslysetatnought-nottomentionhissmokinghardbehind,ashestoodwithhisbacktothekitchenfiretodrawthedampout:whichwasnotcalculatedtoinspireconfidence。

ThiswasallIheardthatnightbeforemysisterclutchedme,asaslumberousoffencetothecompany\'seyesight,andassistedmeuptobedwithsuchastronghandthatIseemedtohavefiftybootson,andtobedanglingthemallagainsttheedgesofthestairs。Mystateofmind,asIhavedescribedit,beganbeforeIwasupinthemorning,andlastedlongafterthesubjecthaddiedout,andhadceasedtobementionedsavingonexceptionaloccasions。

Chapter7

ATthetimewhenIstoodinthechurchyard,readingthefamilytombstones,Ihadjustenoughlearningtobeabletospellthemout。Myconstructionevenoftheirsimplemeaningwasnotverycorrect,forIread`wifeoftheAbove\'asacomplimentaryreferencetomyfather\'sexaltationtoabetterworld;andifanyoneofmydeceasedrelationshadbeenreferredtoas`Below,\'IhavenodoubtIshouldhaveformedtheworstopinionsofthatmemberofthefamily。Neither,weremynotionsofthetheologicalpositionstowhichmyCatechismboundme,atallaccurate;for,IhavealivelyremembrancethatIsupposedmydeclarationthatIwasto`walkinthesameallthedaysofmylife,\'laidmeunderanobligationalwaystogothroughthevillagefromourhouseinoneparticulardirection,andnevertovaryitbyturningdownbythewheelwright\'sorupbythemill。

WhenIwasoldenough,IwastobeapprenticedtoJoe,anduntilIcouldassumethatdignityIwasnottobewhatMrsJoecalled`Pompeyed,\'or(asIrenderit)pampered。Therefore,Iwasnotonlyodd-boyabouttheforge,butifanyneighbourhappenedtowantanextraboytofrightenbirds,orpickupstones,ordoanysuchjob,Iwasfavouredwiththeemployment。

Inorder,however,thatoursuperiorpositionmightnotbecompromisedthereby,amoney-boxwaskeptonthekitchenmantel-shelf,intowhichitwaspubliclymadeknownthatallmyearningsweredropped。IhaveanimpressionthattheyweretobecontributedeventuallytowardstheliquidationoftheNationalDebt,butIknowIhadnohopeofanypersonalparticipationinthetreasure。

MrWopsle\'sgreat-auntkeptaneveningschoolinthevillage;thatistosay,shewasaridiculousoldwomanoflimitedmeansandunlimitedinfirmity,whousedtogotosleepfromsixtoseveneveryevening,inthesocietyofyouthwhopaidtwopenceperweekeach,fortheimprovingopportunityofseeingherdoit。Sherentedasmallcottage,andMrWopslehadtheroomup-stairs,wherewestudentsusedtooverhearhimreadingaloudinamostdignifiedandterrificmanner,andoccasionallybumpingontheceiling。

TherewasafictionthatMrWopsle`examined\'thescholars,onceaquarter。

Whathedidonthoseoccasionswastoturnuphiscuffs,stickuphishair,andgiveusMarkAntony\'sorationoverthebodyofCaesar。ThiswasalwaysfollowedbyCollins\'sOdeonthePassions,whereinIparticularlyveneratedMrWopsleasRevenge,throwinghisblood-stainedswordinthunderdown,andtakingtheWar-denouncingtrumpetwithawitheringlook。Itwasnotwithmethen,asitwasinlaterlife,whenIfellintothesocietyofthePassions,andcomparedthemwithCollinsandWopsle,rathertothedisadvantageofbothgentlemen。

Mr。Wopsle\'sgreat-aunt,besideskeepingthisEducationalInstitution,kept-inthesameroom-alittlegeneralshop。Shehadnoideawhatstockshehad,orwhatthepriceofanythinginitwas;buttherewasalittlegreasymemorandum-bookkeptinadrawer,whichservedasaCatalogueofPrices,andbythisoracleBiddyarrangedalltheshoptransaction。BiddywasMrWopsle\'sgreat-aunt\'sgranddaughter;Iconfessmyselfquietunequaltotheworkingoutoftheproblem,whatrelationshewastoMrWopsle。

Shewasanorphanlikemyself;likeme,too,hadbeenbroughtupbyhand。

Shewasmostnoticeable,Ithought,inrespectofherextremities;for,herhairalwayswantedbrushing,herhandsalwayswantedwashing,andhershoesalwayswantedmendingandpullingupatheel。Thisdescriptionmustbereceivedwithaweek-daylimitation。OnSundays,shewenttochurchelaborated。

Muchofmyunassistedself,andmorebythehelpofBiddythanofMrWopsle\'sgreat-aunt,Istruggledthroughthealphabetasifithadbeenabramble-bush;gettingconsiderablyworriedandscratchedbyeveryletter。

Afterthat,Ifellamongthosethieves,theninefigures,whoseemedeveryeveningtodosomethingnewtodisguisethemselvesandbafflerecognition。

But,atlastIbegan,inapurblindgropingway,toread,write,andcipher,ontheverysmallestscale。

Onenight,Iwassittinginthechimney-cornerwithmyslate,expendinggreateffortsontheproductionofalettertoJoe。Ithinkitmusthavebeenafullyyearafterourhuntuponthemarshes,foritwasalongtimeafter,anditwaswinterandahardfrost。Withanalphabetonthehearthatmyfeetforreference,Icontrivedinanhourortwotoprintandsmearthisepistle:`MIDEERJOiOPEURKRWITEWELLiOPEiSHALSONBHABELL

42TEEDGEUJOANTHENWESHORLBSOGLODDANWENiMPRENGTD2UJOWOT

LARXANBLEVEMEINFXNPIP。\'TherewasnoindispensablenecessityformycommunicatingwithJoebyletter,inasmuchashesatbesidemeandwewerealone。But,Ideliveredthiswrittencommunication(slateandall)withmyownhand,andJoereceiveditasamiracleoferudition。

`Isay,Pip,oldchap!\'criedJoe,openinghisblueeyeswide,`whatascholaryouare!An\'tyou?\'

`Ishouldliketobe,\'saidI,glancingattheslateasheheldit:

withamisgivingthatthewritingwasratherhilly。

`Why,here\'saJ,\'saidJoe,`andaOequaltoanythink!Here\'saJ

andaO,Pip,andaJ-O,Joe。\'

IhadneverheardJoereadaloudtoanygreaterextentthanthismonosyllable,andIhadobservedatchurchlastSundaywhenIaccidentallyheldourPrayer-Bookupsidedown,thatitseemedtosuithisconveniencequiteaswellasifithadbeenright。WishingtoembracethepresentoccasionoffindingoutwhetherinteachingJoe,Ishouldhavetobeginquiteatthebeginning,Isaid,`Ah!Butreadtherest,Jo。\'

`Therest,eh,Pip?\'saidJoe,lookingatitwithaslowlysearchingeye,`One,two,three。Why,here\'sthreeJs,andthreeOs,andthreeJ-O,Joesinit,Pip!\'

IleanedoverJoe,and,withtheaidofmyforefinger,readhimthewholeletter。

`Astonishing!\'saidJoe,whenIhadfinished。`YouAREascholar。\'

`HowdoyouspellGargery,Joe?\'Iaskedhim,withamodestpatronage。

`Idon\'tspellitatall,\'saidJoe。

`Butsupposingyoudid?\'

`Itcan\'tbesupposed,\'saidJoe。`Tho\'I\'moncommonfondofreading,too。\'

`Areyou,Joe?\'

`On-common。Giveme,\'saidJoe,`agoodbook,oragoodnewspaper,andsitmedownaforeagoodfire,andIasknobetter。Lord!\'hecontinued,afterrubbinghiskneesalittle,`whenyoudocometoaJandaO,andsaysyou,"Here,atlast,isaJ-O,Joe,"howinterestingreadingis!\'

Iderivedfromthislast,thatJoe\'seducation,likeSteam,wasyetinitsinfancy,Pursuingthesubject,Iinquired:

`Didn\'tyouevergotoschool,Joe,whenyouwereaslittleasme?\'

`No,Pip。\'

`Whydidn\'tyouevergotoschool,Joe,whenyouwereaslittleasme?\'

`Well,Pip,\'saidJoe,takingupthepoker,andsettlinghimselftohisusualoccupationwhenhewasthoughtful,ofslowlyrakingthefirebetweenthelowerbars:`I\'lltellyou。Myfather,Pip,heweregiventodrink,andwhenhewereovertookwithdrink,hehammeredawayatmymother,mostonmerciful。Itwerea\'mosttheonlyhammeringhedid,indeed,\'xceptingatmyself。Andhehammeredatmewithawigouronlytobeequalledbythewigourwithwhichhedidn\'thammerathisanwil-You\'relisteningandunderstanding,Pip?\'

`Yes,Joe。\'

`\'Consequence,mymotherandmeweranawayfrommyfather,severaltimes;andthenmymothershe\'dgoouttowork,andshe\'dsay,"Joe,"she\'dsay,"now,pleaseGod,youshallhavesomeschooling,child,"andshe\'dputmetoschool。Butmyfatherwerethatgoodinhishartthathecouldn\'tabeartobewithoutus。So,he\'dcomewithamosttremenjouscrowdandmakesucharowatthedoorsofthehouseswherewewas,thattheyusedtobeobligatedtohavenomoretodowithusandtogiveusuptohim。

Andthenhetookushomeandhammeredus。Which,yousee,Pip,\'saidJoe,pausinginhismeditativerakingofthefire,andlookingatme,`wereadrawbackonmylearning。\'

`Certainly,poorJoe!\'

`Thoughmindyou,Pip,\'saidJoe,withajudicialtouchortwoofthepokeronthetopbar,`renderinguntoalltheirdoo,andmaintainingequaljusticebetwixtmanandman,myfatherwerethatgoodinhishart,don\'tyousee?\'

Ididn\'tsee;butIdidn\'tsayso。

`Well!\'Joepursued,`somebodymustkeepthepotabiling,Pip,orthepotwon\'tbile,don\'tyouknow?\'

Isawthat,andsaidso。

`\'Consequence,myfatherdidn\'tmakeobjectionstomygoingtowork;

soIwenttoworktoworkatmypresentcalling,whichwerehistoo,ifhewouldhavefollowedit,andIworkedtolerablehard,Iassureyou,Pip。IntimeIwereabletokeephim,andIkepthimtillhewentoffinapurplelepticfit。AnditweremyintentionstohavehadputuponhistombstonethatWhatsume\'erthefailingsonhispart,Rememberreaderhewerethatgoodinhishart。\'

Joerecitedthiscoupletwithsuchmanifestprideandcarefulperspicuity,thatIaskedhimifhehadmadeithimself。

`Imadeit,\'saidJoe,`myownself。Imadeitinamoment。Itwaslikestrikingoutahorseshoecomplete,inasingleblow。Ineverwassomuchsurprisedinallmylife-couldn\'tcreditmyowned-totellyouthetruth,hardlybelieveditweremyowned。AsIwassaying,Pip,itweremyintentionstohavehaditcutoverhim;butpoetrycostsmoney,cutithowyouwill,smallorlarge,anditwerenotdone。Nottomentionbearers,allthemoneythatcouldbesparedwerewantedformymother。

Shewereinpoorelth,andquitebroke。Sheweren\'tlongoffollowing,poorsoul,andhershareofpeacecomeroundatlast。\'

Joe\'sblueeyesturnedalittlewatery;herubbed,firstoneofthem,andthentheother,inamostuncongenialanduncomfortablemanner,withtheroundknobonthetopofthepoker。

`Itwerebutlonesomethen,\'saidJoe,`livingherealone,andIgotacquaintedwithyoursister。Now,Pip;\'Joelookedfirmlyatme,asifheknewIwasnotgoingtoagreewithhim;`yoursisterisafinefigureofawoman。\'

Icouldnothelplookingatthefire,inanobviousstateofdoubt。

`Whateverfamilyopinions,orwhatevertheworld\'sopinions,onthatsubjectmaybe,Pip,yoursisteris,\'Joetappedthetopbarwiththepokeraftereverywordfollowing,`a-fine-figure-of-a-woman!\'

Icouldthinkofnothingbettertosaythan`Iamgladyouthinkso,Joe。\'

`SoamI,\'returnedJoe,catchingmeup。`IamgladIthinkso,Pip。AlittlerednessoralittlematterofBone,hereorthere,whatdoesitsignifytoMe?\'

Isagaciouslyobserved,ifitdidn\'tsignifytohim,towhomdiditsignify?

`Certainly!\'assentedJoe。`That\'sit。You\'reright,oldchap!WhenI

gotacquaintedwithyoursister,itwerethetalkhowshewasbringingyouupbyhand。Verykindofhertoo,allthefolkssaid,andIsaid,alongwithallthefolks。Astoyou,\'Joepursuedwithacountenanceexpressiveofseeingsomethingverynastyindeed:`ifyoucouldhavebeenawarehowsmallandflabbyandmeanyouwas,dearme,you\'dhaveformedthemostcontemptibleopinionsofyourself!\'

Notexactlyrelishingthis,Isaid,`Nevermindme,Joe。\'

`ButIdidmindyou,Pip,\'hereturnedwithtendersimplicity。`WhenIofferedtoyoursistertokeepcompany,andtobeaskedinchurchatsuchtimesasshewaswillingandreadytocometotheforge,Isaidtoher,"Andbringthepoorlittlechild。Godblessthepoorlittlechild,"

Isaidtoyoursister,"there\'sroomforhimattheforge!"\'

Ibrokeoutcryingandbeggingpardon,andhuggedJoeroundtheneck:

whodroppedthepokertohugme,andtosay,`Everthebestoffriends;

an\'tus,Pip?Don\'tcry,oldchap!\'

Whenthislittleinterruptionwasover,Joeresumed:

`Well,yousee,Pip,andhereweare!That\'saboutwhereitlights;

hereweare!Now,whenyoutakemeinhandinmylearning,Pip(andItellyoubeforehandIamawfuldull,mostawfuldull),MrsJoemustn\'tseetoomuchofwhatwe\'reupto。Itmustbedone,asImaysay,onthesly。Andwhyonthesly?I\'lltellyouwhy,Pip。\'

Hehadtakenupthepokeragain;withoutwhich,Idoubtifhecouldhaveproceededinhisdemonstration。

`Yoursisterisgiventogovernment。\'

`Giventogovernment,Joe?\'Iwasstartled,forIhadsomeshadowyidea(andIamafraidImustadd,hope)thatJoehaddivorcedherinafavouroftheLordsoftheAdmiralty,orTreasury。

`Giventogovernment,\'saidJoe。`WhichImeantersaythegovernmentofyouandmyself。\'

`Oh!\'

`Andshean\'toverpartialtohavingscholarsonthepremises,\'Joecontinued,`andinparticklerwouldnotbeoverpartialtomybeingascholar,forfearasImightrise。Likeasortorrebel,don\'tyousee?\'

Iwasgoingtoretortwithaninquiry,andhadgotasfaras`Why——\'

whenJoestoppedme。

`Stayabit。Iknowwhatyou\'rea-goingtosay,Pip;stayabit!Idon\'tdenythatyoursistercomestheMo-guloverus,nowandagain。Idon\'tdenythatshedothrowusback-falls,andthatshedodropdownuponusheavy。AtsuchtimesaswhenyoursisterisontheRam-page,Pip,\'Joesankhisvoicetoawhisperandglancedatthedoor,`candourcompelsfurtoadmitthatsheisaBuster。\'

Joepronouncedthisword,asifitbeganwithatleasttwelvecapitalBs。

`Whydon\'tIrise?ThatwereyourobservationwhenIbrokeitoff,Pip?\'

`Yes,Joe。\'

`Well,\'saidJoe,passingthepokerintohislefthand,thathemightfeelhiswhisker;andIhadnohopeofhimwheneverhetooktothatplacidoccupation;`yoursister\'samaster-mind。Amaster-mind。\'

`What\'sthat?\'Iasked,insomehopeofbringinghimtoastand。But,JoewasreadierwithhisdefinitionthanIhadexcepted,andcompletelystoppedmebyarguingcircularly,andansweringwithafixedlook,`Her。\'

`AndIan\'tamaster-mind,\'Joeresumed,whenhehadunfixedhislook,andgotbacktohiswhisker。`Andlastofall,Pip-andthisIwanttosayveryseroustoyou,oldchap-Iseesomuchinmypoormother,ofawomandrudgingandslavingandbreakingherhonesthartandnevergettingnopeaceinhermortaldays,thatI\'mdeadafeerdofgoingwronginthewayofnotdoingwhat\'srightbyawoman,andI\'dfurratherofthetwogowrongthet\'otherway,andbealittleill-conweniencedmyself。Iwishitwasonlymethatgotputout,Pip;Iwishtherewarn\'tnoTicklerforyou,oldchap;IwishIcouldtakeitallonmyself;butthisistheup-and-down-and-straightonit,Pip,andIhopeyou\'lloverlookshortcomings。\'

YoungasIwas,IbelievethatIdatedanewadmirationofJoefromthatnight。Wewereequalsafterwards,aswehadbeenbefore;but,afterwardsatquiettimeswhenIsatlookingatJoeandthinkingabouthim,IhadanewsensationoffeelingconsciousthatIwaslookinguptoJoeinmyheart。

`However,\'saidJoe,risingtoreplenishthefire;`here\'stheDutch-clockaworkinghimselfuptobeingequaltostrikeEightof\'em,andshe\'snotcomehomeyet!IhopeUnclePumblechook\'smaremayn\'thavesetafore-footonapieceo\'ice,andgonedown。\'

MrsJoemadeoccasionaltripswithUnclePumblechookonmarket-days,toassisthiminbuyingsuchhouseholdstuffsandgoodsasrequiredawoman\'sjudgment;UnclePumblechookbeingabachelorandreposingnoconfidencesinhisdomesticservant。Thiswasmarket-day,andMrsJoewasoutononeoftheseexpeditions。

Joemadethefireandsweptthehearth,andthenwewenttothedoortolistenforthechaise-cart。Itwasadrycoldnight,andthewindblewkeenly,andthefrostwaswhiteandhard。Amanwoulddieto-nightoflyingoutonthemarshes,Ithought。AndthenIlookedatthestars,andconsideredhowawfulifwouldbeforamantoturnhisfaceuptothemashefrozetodeath,andseenohelporpityinalltheglitteringmultitude。

`Herecomesthemare,\'saidJoe,`ringinglikeapealofbells!\'

Thesoundofherironshoesuponthehardroadwasquitemusical,asshecamealongatamuchbriskertrotthanusual。Wegotachairout,readyforMrsJoe\'salighting,andstirredupthefirethattheymightseeabrightwindow,andtookafinalsurveyofthekitchenthatnothingmightbeoutofitsplace。Whenwehadcompletedthesepreparations,theydroveup,wrappedtotheeyes。MrsJoewassoonlanded,andUnclePumblechookwassoondowntoo,coveringthemarewithacloth,andweweresoonallinthekitchen,carryingsomuchcoldairinwithusthatitseemedtodrivealltheheatoutofthefire。

`Now,\'saidMrsJoe,unwrappingherselfwithhasteandexcitement,andthrowingherbonnetbackonhershoulderswhereithungbythestrings:

`ifthisboyan\'tgratefulthisnight,heneverwillbe!\'

Ilookedasgratefulasanyboypossiblycould,whowaswhollyuninformedwhyheoughttoassumethatexpression。

`It\'sonlytobehoped,\'saidmysister,`thathewon\'tbePomp-eyed。

ButIhavemyfears。\'

`Shean\'tinthatline,Mum,\'saidMrPumblechook。`Sheknowsbetter。\'

She?IlookedatJoe,makingthemotionwithmylipsandeyebrows,`She?\'

Joelookedatme,makingthemotionwithhislipsandeyebrows,`She?\'Mysistercatchinghimintheact,hedrewthebackofhishandacrosshisnosewithhisusualconciliatoryaironsuchoccasions,andlookedather。

`Well?\'saidmysister,inhersnappishway。`Whatareyoustaringat?

Isthehousea-fire?\'

`-Whichsomeindividual,\'Joepolitelyhinted,`mentioned-she。\'

`Andsheisashe,Isuppose?\'saidmysister。`UnlessyoucallMissHavishamahe。AndIdoubtifevenyou\'llgosofarasthat。\'

`MissHavisham,uptown?\'saidJoe。

`IsthereanyMissHavishamdowntown?\'returnedmysister。

`Shewantsthisboytogoandplaythere。Andofcoursehe\'sgoing。

Andhehadbetterplaythere,\'saidmysister,shakingherheadatmeasanencouragementtobeextremelylightandsportive,`orI\'llworkhim。\'

IhadheardofMissHavishamuptown-everybodyformilesround,hadheardofMissHavishamuptown-asanimmenselyrichandgrimladywholivedinalargeanddismalhousebarricadedagainstrobbers,andwholedalifeofseclusion。

`Welltobesure!\'saidJoe,astounded。`IwonderhowshecometoknowPip!\'

`Noodle!\'criedmysister。`Whosaidsheknewhim?\'

`-Whichsomeindividual,\'Joeagainpolitelyhinted,`mentionedthatshewantedhimtogoandplaythere。\'

`Andcouldn\'tsheaskUnclePumblechookifheknewofaboytogoandplaythere?Isn\'titjustbarelypossiblethatUnclePumblechookmaybeatenantofhers,andthathemaysometimes-wewon\'tsayquarterlyorhalf-yearly,forthatwouldberequiringtoomuchofyou-butsometimes-gotheretopayhisrent?Andcouldn\'tshethenaskUnclePumblechookifheknewofaboytogoandplaythere?Andcouldn\'tUnclePumblechook,beingalwaysconsiderateandthoughtfulforus-thoughyoumaynotthinkit,Joseph,\'inatoneofthedeepestreproach,asifhewerethemostcallousofnephews,`thenmentionthisboy,standingPrancinghere\'-whichIsolemnlydeclareIwasnotdoing-`thatIhaveforeverbeenawillingslaveto?\'

`Goodagain!\'criedUnclePumblechook。`Wellput!Prettilypointed!

Goodindeed!NowJoseph,youknowthecase。\'

`No,Joseph,\'saidmysister,stillinareproachfulmanner,whileJoeapologeticallydrewthebackofhishandacrossandacrosshisnose,`youdonotyet-thoughyoumaynotthinkit-knowthecase。Youmayconsiderthatyoudo,butyoudonot,Joseph。ForyoudonotknowthatUnclePumblechook,beingsensiblethatforanythingwecantell,thisboy\'sfortunemaybemadebyhisgoingtoMissHavisham\'s,hasofferedtotakehimintotownto-nightinhisownchaise-cart,andtokeephimto-night,andtotakehimwithhisownhandstoMissHavisham\'sto-morrowmorning。AndLor-a-mussyme!\'criedmysister,castingoffherbonnetinsuddendesperation,`hereIstandtalkingtomereMooncalfs,withUnclePumblechookwaiting,andthemarecatchingcoldatthedoor,andtheboygrimedwithcrockanddirtfromthehairofhisheadtothesoleofhisfoot!\'

Withthat,shepounceduponme,likeaneagleonalamb,andmyfacewassqueezedintowoodenbowlsinsinks,andmyheadwasputundertapsofwater-butts,andIwassoaped,andkneaded,andtowelled,andthumped,andharrowed,andrasped,untilIreallywasquitebesidemyself。(ImayhereremarkthatIsupposemyselftobebetteracquaintedthananylivingauthority,withtheridgyeffectofawedding-ring,passingunsympatheticallyoverthehumancountenance。)

Whenmyablutionswerecompleted,Iwasputintocleanlinenofthestiffestcharacter,likeayoungpenitentintosackcloth,andwastrussedupinmytightestandfearfullestsuit。IwasthendeliveredovertoMrPumblechook,whoformallyreceivedmeasifheweretheSheriff,andwholetoffuponmethespeechthatIknewhehadbeendyingtomakeallalong:

`Boy,beforevergratefultoallfriends,butespeciallyuntothemwhichbroughtyouupbyhand!\'

`Good-bye,Joe!\'

`Godblessyou,Pip,oldchap!\'

Ihadneverpartedfromhisbefore,andwhatwithmyfeelingsandwhatwithsoap-suds,Icouldatfirstseenostarsfromthechaise-cart。Buttheytwinkledoutonebyone,withoutthrowinganylightonthequestionswhyonearthIwasgoingtoplayatMissHavisham\'s,andwhatonearthIwasexpectedtoplayat。

Chapter8

MRPUMBLECHOOK\'SpremisesintheHigh-streetofthemarkettown,wereofapeppercornyandfarinaceouscharacter,asthepremisesofacorn-chandlerandseedsmanshouldbe。Itappearedtomethathemustbeaveryhappymanindeed,tohavesomanylittledrawersinhisshop;andIwonderedwhenIpeepedintooneortwoonthelowertiers,andsawthetied-upbrownpaperpacketsinside,whethertheflower-seedsandbulbseverwantedofafinedaytobreakoutofthosejails,andbloom。

ItwasintheearlymorningaftermyarrivalthatIentertainedthisspeculation。Onthepreviousnight,Ihadbeensentstraighttobedinanatticwithaslopingroof,whichwassolowinthecornerwherethebedsteadwas,thatIcalculatedthetilesasbeingwithinafootofmyeyebrows。Inthesameearlymorning,Idiscoveredasingularaffinitybetweenseedsandcorduroys。MrPumblechookworecorduroys,andsodidhisshopman;

andsomehow,therewasageneralairandflavouraboutthecorduroys,somuchinthenatureofseeds,andageneralairandflavourabouttheseeds,somuchinthenatureofcorduroys,thatIhardlyknewwhichwaswhich。

ThesameopportunityservedmefornoticingthatMrPumblechookappearedtoconducthisbusinessbylookingacrossthestreetatthesaddler,whoappearedtotransacthisbusinessbykeepinghiseyeonthecoach-maker,whoappearedtogetoninlifebyputtinghishandsinhispocketsandcontemplatingthebaker,whoinhisturnfoldedhisarmsandstaredatthegrocer,whostoodathisdoorandyawnedatthechemist。Thewatch-maker,alwaysporingoveralittledeskwithamagnifyingglassathiseye,andalwaysinspectedbyagroupofsmock-frocksporingoverhimthroughtheglassofhisshop-window,seemedtobeabouttheonlypersonintheHigh-streetwhosetradeengagedhisattention。

MrPumblechookandIbreakfastedateighto\'clockintheparlourbehindtheshop,whiletheshopmantookhismugofteaandhunchofbread-and-butteronasackofpeasinthefrontpremises。IconsideredMrPumblechookwretchedcompany。Besidesbeingpossessedbymysister\'sideathatamortifyingandpenitentialcharacteroughttobeimpartedtomydiet-besidesgivingmeasmuchcrumbaspossibleincombinationwithaslittlebutter,andputtingsuchaquantityofwarmwaterintomymilkthatitwouldhavebeenmorecandidtohaveleftthemilkoutaltogether-hisconversationconsistedofnothingbutarithmetic。OnmypolitelybiddinghimGoodmorning,hesaid,pompously,`Seventimesnine,boy?\'AndhowshouldIbeabletoanswer,dodgedinthatway,inastrangeplace,onanemptystomach!

Iwashungry,butbeforeIhadswallowedamorsel,hebeganarunningsumthatlastedallthroughthebreakfast。`Seven?\'`Andfour?\'`Andeight?\'

`Andsix?\'`Andtwo?\'`Andten?\'Andsoon。Andaftereachfigurewasdisposedof,itwasasmuchasIcoulddotogetabiteorasup,beforethenextcame;whilehesatathiseaseguessingnothing,andeatingbaconandhotroll,in(ifImaybeallowedtheexpression)agorgingandgormandisingmanner。

ForsuchreasonsIwasverygladwhenteno\'clockcameandwestartedforMissHavisham\'s;thoughIwasnotatallatmyeaseregardingthemannerinwhichIshouldacquitmyselfunderthatlady\'sroof。WithinaquarterofanhourwecametoMissHavisham\'shouse,whichwasofoldbrick,anddismal,andhadagreatmanyironbarstoit。Someofthewindowshadbeenwalledup;ofthosethatremained,allthelowerwererustilybarred。Therewasacourt-yardinfront,andthatwasbarred;so,wehadtowait,afterringingthebell,untilsomeoneshouldcometoopenit。Whilewewaitedatthegate,Ipeepedin(eventhenMrPumblechooksaid,`Andfourteen?\'

butIpretendednottohearhim),andsawthatatthesideofhousetherewasalargebrewery。Nobrewingwasgoingoninit,andnoneseemedtohavegoneonforalonglongtime。

Awindowwasraised,andaclearvoicedemanded`Whatname?\'Towhichmyconductorreplied,`Pumblechook。\'Thevoicereturned,`Quiteright,\'

andthewindowwasshutagain,andayoungladycameacrossthecourt-yard,withkeysinherhand。

`This,\'saidMrPumblechook,`isPip。\'

`ThisisPip,isit?\'returnedtheyounglady,whowasveryprettyandseemedveryproud;`comein,Pip。\'

MrPumblechookwascominginalso,whenshestoppedhimwiththegate。

`Oh!\'shesaid。`DidyouwishtoseeMissHavisham?\'

`IfMissHavishamwishedtoseeme,\'returnedMrPumblechook,discomfited。

`Ah!\'saidthegirl;`butyouseeshedon\'t。\'

Shesaiditsofinally,andinsuchanundiscussibleway,thatMrPumblechook,thoughinaconditionofruffleddignity,couldnotprotest。Butheeyedmeseverely-asifIhaddoneanythingtohim!-anddepartedwiththewordsreproachfullydelivered:`Boy!Letyourbehaviourherebeacredituntothemwhichbroughtyouupbyhand!\'Iwasnotfreefromapprehensionthathewouldcomebacktopropoundthroughthegate,`Andsixteen?\'Buthedidn\'t。

Myyoungconductresslockedthegate,andwewentacrossthecourt-yard。

Itwaspavedandclean,butgrasswasgrowingineverycrevice。Thebrewerybuildingshadalittlelaneofcommunicationwithit,andthewoodengatesofthatlanestoodopen,andallthebrewerybeyond,stoodopen,awaytothehighenclosingwall;andallwasemptyanddisused。Thecoldwindseemedtoblowcolderthere,thanoutsidethegate;anditmadeashrillnoiseinhowlinginandoutattheopensidesofthebrewery,likethenoiseofwindintheriggingofashipatsea。

Shesawmelookingatit,andshesaid,`Youcoulddrinkwithouthurtallthestrongbeerthat\'sbrewedtherenow,boy。\'

`IshouldthinkIcould,miss\'saidI,inashyway。

`Betternottrytobrewbeertherenow,oritwouldturnoutsour,boy;

don\'tyouthinkso?\'

`Itlookslikeit,miss。\'

`Notthatanybodymeanstotry,\'sheadded,`forthat\'salldonewith,andtheplacewillstandasidleasitis,tillitfalls。Astostrongbeer,there\'senoughofitinthecellarsalready,todrowntheManorHouse。\'

`Isthatthenameofthishouse,miss?\'

`Oneofitsnames,boy。\'

`Ithasmorethanone,then,miss?\'

`Onemore。ItsothernamewasSatis;whichisGreek,orLatin,orHebrew,orallthree-orallonetome-forenough。\'

`EnoughHouse,\'saidI;`that\'sacuriousname,miss。\'

`Yes,\'shereplied;`butitmeantmorethanitsaid。Itmeant,whenitwasgiven,thatwhoeverhadthishouse,couldwantnothingelse。Theymusthavebeeneasilysatisfiedinthosedays,Ishouldthink。Butdon\'tloiter,boy。\'

Thoughshecalledme`boy\'sooften,andwithacarelessnessthatwasfarfromcomplimentary,shewasofaboutmyownage。SheseemedmucholderthanI,ofcourse,beingagirl,andbeautifulandself-possessed;andshewasanscornfulofmeasifshehadbeenone-and-twenty,andaqueen。

Wewentintothehousebyasidedoor-thegreatfrontentrancehadtwochainsacrossitoutside-andthefirstthingInoticedwas,thatthepassageswerealldark,andthatshehadleftacandleburningthere。

Shetookitup,andwewentthroughmorepassagesandupastaircase,andstillitwasalldark,andonlythecandlelightedus。

Atlastwecametothedoorofaroom,andshesaid,`Goin。\'

Ianswered,moreinshynessthanpoliteness,`Afteryou,miss。\'

Tothis,shereturned:`Don\'tberidiculous,boy;Iamnotgoingin。\'

Andscornfullywalkedaway,and-whatwasworse-tookthecandlewithher。

Thiswasveryuncomfortable,andIwashalfafraid。However,theonlythingtobedonebeingtoknockatthedoor,Iknocked,andwastoldfromwithintoenter。Ientered,therefore,andfoundmyselfinaprettylargeroom,welllightedwithwaxcandles。Noglimpseofdaylightwastobeseeninit。Itwasadressing-room,asIsupposedfromthefurniture,thoughmuchofitwasofformsandusesthenquiteunknowntome。Butprominentinitwasadrapedtablewithagildedlooking-glass,andthatImadeoutatfirstsighttobeafinelady\'sdressing-table。

WhetherIshouldhavemadeoutthisobjectsosoon,iftherehadbeennofineladysittingatit,Icannotsay。Inanarm-chair,withanelbowrestingonthetableandherheadleaningonthathand,satthestrangestladyIhaveeverseen,orshalleversee。

Shewasdressedinrichmaterials-satins,andlace,andsilks-allofwhite。Hershoeswerewhite。Andshehadalongwhileveildependentfromherhair,andshehadbridalflowersinherhair,butherhairwaswhite。Somebrightjewelssparkledonherneckandonherhands,andsomeotherjewelslaysparklingonthetable。Dresses,lesssplendidthanthedressshewore,andhalf-packedtrunks,werescatteredabout。Shehadnotquitefinisheddressing,forshehadbutoneshoeon-theotherwasonthetablenearherhand-herveilwasbuthalfarranged,herwatchandchainwerenotputon,andsomelaceforherbosomlaywiththosetrinkets,andwithherhandkerchief,andgloves,andsomeflowers,andaprayer-book,allconfusedlyheapedaboutthelooking-glass。

ItwasnotinthefirstfewmomentstheIsawallthesethings,thoughIsawmoreoftheminthefirstmomentsthanmightbesupposed。But,I

sawthateverythingwithinmyviewwhichoughttobewhite,hadbeenwhitelongago,andhadlostitslustre,andwasfadedandyellow。Isawthatthebridewithinthebridaldresshadwitheredlikethedress,andliketheflowers,andhadnobrightnessleftbutthebrightnessofhersunkeneyes。Isawthatthedresshadbeenputupontheroundedfigureofayoungwoman,andthatthefigureuponwhichitnowhungloose,hadshrunktoskinandbone。Once,IhadbeentakentoseesomeghastlywaxworkattheFair,representingIknownotwhatimpossiblepersonagelyinginstate。

Once,Ihadbeentakentooneofouroldmarshchurchestoseeaskeletonintheashesofarichdress,thathadbeendugoutofavaultunderthechurchpavement。Now,waxworkandskeletonseemedtohavedarkeyesthatmovedandlookedatme。Ishouldhavecriedout,ifIcould。

`Whoisit?\'saidtheladyatthetable。

`Pip,ma\'am。\'

`Pip?\'

`MrPumblechook\'sboy,ma\'am。Come-toplay。\'

`Comenearer;letmelookatyou。Comeclose。\'

ItwaswhenIstoodbeforeher,avoidinghereyes,thatItooknoteofthesurroundingobjectsindetail,andsawthatherwatchhadstoppedattwentyminutestonine,andthataclockintheroomhadstoppedattwentyminutestonine。

`Lookatme,\'saidMissHavisham。`Youarenotafraidofawomanwhohasneverseenthesunsinceyouwereborn?\'

IregardtostatethatIwasnotafraidoftellingtheenormousliecomprehendedintheanswer`No。\'

`DoyouknowwhatItouchhere?\'shesaid,layingherhands,oneupontheother,onherleftside。

`Yes,ma\'am。\'(Itmademethinkoftheyoungman。)

`WhatdoItouch?\'

`Yourheart。\'

`Broken!\'

Sheutteredthewordwithaneagerlook,andwithstrongemphasis,andwithaweirdsmilethathadakindofboastinit。Afterwards,shekeptherhandsthereforalittlewhile,andslowlytookthemawayasiftheywereheavy。

`Iamtired,\'saidMissHavisham。`Iwantdiversion,andIhavedonewithmenandwomen。Play。\'

Ithinkitwillbeconcededbymymostdisputatiousreader,thatshecouldhardlyhavedirectedanunfortunateboytodoanythinginthewideworldmoredifficulttobedoneunderthecircumstances。

`Isometimeshavesickfancies,\'shewenton,`andIhaveasickfancythatIwanttoseesomeplay。Therethere!\'withanimpatientmovementofthefingersofherrighthand;`play,play,play!\'

Foramoment,withthefearofmysister\'sworkingmebeforemyeyes,IhadadesperateideaofstartingroundtheroomintheassumedcharacterofMrPumblechook\'schaise-cart。But,IfeltmyselfsounequaltotheperformancethatIgaveitup,andstoodlookingatMissHavishaminwhatIsupposeshetookforadoggedmanner,inasmuchasshesaid,whenwehadtakenagoodlookateachother:

`Areyousullenandobstinate?\'

`No,ma\'am,Iamverysorryforyou,andverysorryIcan\'tplayjustnow。IfyoucomplainofmeIshallgetintotroublewithmysister,soIwoulddoitifIcould;butit\'ssonewhere,andsostrange,andsofine-andmelancholy——\'Istopped,fearingImightsaytoomuch,orhadalreadysaidit,andwetookanotherlookateachother。

Beforeshespokeagain,sheturnedhereyesfromme,andlookedatthedressshewore,andatthedressing-table,andfinallyatherselfinthelooking-glass。

`Sonewtohim,\'shemuttered,`sooldtome;sostrangetohim,sofamiliartome;somelancholytobothofus!CallEstella。\'

Asshewasstilllookingatthereflectionofherself,Ithoughtshewasstilltalkingtoherself,andkeptquiet。

`CallEstella,\'sherepeated,flashingalookatme。`Youcandothat。

CallEstella。Atthedoor。\'

Tostandinthedarkinamysteriouspassageofanunknownhouse,bawlingEstellatoascornfulyoungladyneithervisiblenorresponsive,andfeelingitadreadfullibertysotoroarouthername,wasalmostasbadasplayingtoorder。But,sheansweredatlast,andherlightcamealongthedarkpassagelikeastar。

MissHavishambeckonedhertocomeclose,andtookupajewelfromthetable,andtrieditseffectuponherfairyoungbosomandagainstherprettybrownhair。`Yourown,oneday,mydear,andyouwilluseitwell。Letmeseeyouplaycardswiththisboy。\'

`Withthisboy?Why,heisacommonlabouring-boy!\'

IthoughtIoverheardMissHavishamanswer-onlyitseemedsounlikely-`Well?Youcanbreakhisheart。\'

`Whatdoyouplay,boy?\'askedEstellaofmyself,withthegreatestdisdain。

`Nothingbutbeggarmyneighbour,miss。\'

`Beggarhim,\'saidMissHavishamtoEstella。Sowesatdowntocards。

ItwasthenIbegantounderstandthateverythingintheroomhadstopped,likethewatchandtheclock,alongtimeago。InoticedthatMissHavishamputdownthejewelexactlyonthespotformwhichshehadtakenitup。

AsEstelladealtthecards,Iglancedatthedressing-tableagain,andsawthattheshoeuponit,oncewhite,nowyellow,hadneverbeenworn。

Iglanceddownatthefootfromwhichtheshoewasabsent,andsawthatthesilkstockingonit,oncewhite,nowyellow,hadbeentroddenragged。

Withoutthisarrestofeverything,thisstandingstillofallthepaledecayedobjects,noteventhewitheredbridaldressonthecollapsedfromcouldhavelookedsolikegrave-clothes,orthelongveilsolikeashroud。

Soshesat,corpse-like,asweplayedatcards;thefrillingsandtrimmingsonherbridaldress,lookinglikeearthypaper。Iknewnothingthen,ofthediscoveriesthatareoccasionallymadeofbodiesburiedinancienttimes,whichfalltopowderinthemomentofbeingdistinctlyseen;but,Ihaveoftenthoughtsince,thatshemusthavelookedasiftheadmissionofthenaturallightofdaywouldhavestruckhertodust。

`Hecallstheknaves,Jacks,thisboy!\'saidEstellawithdisdain,beforeourfirstgamewasout。`Andwhatcoarsehandshehas!Andwhatthickboots!\'

Ihadneverthoughtofbeingashamedofmyhandsbefore;butIbegantoconsiderthemaveryindifferentpair。Hercontemptformewassostrong,thatitbecameinfectious,andIcaughtit。

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