Mary Stuart

第33章

beforethetablewasclearedofanything,shepouredoutacupofwine,roseanddranktotheirhealth,askingthemiftheywouldnotdrinktohersalvation。Thenshehadaglassgiventoeachone:allkneeleddown,andall,saystheaccountfromwhichweborrowthesedetails,drank,minglingtheirtearswiththewine,andaskingpardonofthequeenforanywrongstheyhaddoneher。Thequeengranteditheartily,andaskedthemtodoasmuchforher,andtoforgetherimpatientways,whichshebeggedthemtoputdowntoherimprisonment。Then,havinggiventhemalongdiscourse,inwhichsheexplainedtothemtheirdutiestoGod,andexhortedthemtopersevereintheCatholicfaith,shebeggedthem,afterherdeath,tolivetogetherinpeaceandcharity,forgettingallthepettyquarrelsanddisputeswhichtheyhadhadamongoneanotherinthepast。

Thisspeechended,thequeenrosefromtable,anddesiredtogointoherwardrobe-room,toseetheclothesandjewelsshewishedtodisposeof;butBourgoinobservedthatitwouldbebettertohavealltheseseparateobjectsbroughtintoherchamber;thattherewouldbeadoubleadvantageinthis,shewouldbelesstiredforonething,andtheEnglishwouldnotseethemforanother。Thislastreasondecidedher,andwhiletheservantsweresupping,shehadbroughtintoherante-room,firstofall,allherrobes,andtooktheinventoryfromherwardrobeattendant,andbegantowriteinthemarginbesideeachitemthenameofthepersonitwastobegivento。

Directly,andasfastasshedidit,thatpersontowhomitwasgiventookitandputitaside。Asforthethingswhichweretoopersonaltohertobethusbestowed,sheorderedthattheyshouldbesold,andthatthepurchase-moneyshouldbeusedforherservants’travellingexpenses,whentheyreturnedtotheirowncountries,wellknowinghowgreatthecostwouldbeandthatnoonewouldhavesufficientmeans。

Thismemorandumfinished,shesignedit,andgaveitasadischargetoherwardrobeattendant。

Then,thatdone,shewentintoherroom,wherehadbeenbroughtherrings,herjewels,andhermostvaluablebelongings;inspectedthemall,oneaftertheother,downtotheveryleast;anddistributedthemasshehaddoneherrobes,sothat,presentorabsent,everyonehadsomething。Thenshefurthermoregave,tohermostfaithfulpeople,thejewelssheintendedforthekingandqueenofFrance,forthekingherson,forthequeen-mother,forMessieursdeGuiseanddeLorraine,withoutforgettinginthisdistributionanyprinceorprincessamongherrelatives。Shedesired,besides,thateachshouldkeepthethingstheninhiscare,givingherlinentotheyoungladywholookedafterit,hersilkembroideriestoherwhotookchargeofthem,hersilverplatetoherbutler,andsoonwiththerest。

Then,astheywereaskingherforadischarge,“Itisuseless,“saidshe;“youoweanaccounttomeonly,andto-morrow,therefore,youwillnolongeroweittoanyone“;but,astheypointedoutthatthekinghersoncouldclaimfromthem,“Youareright,“saidshe;andshegavethemwhattheyasked。

Thatdone,andhavingnohopeleftofbeingvisitedbyherconfessor,shewrotehimthisletter:

“Ihavebeentormentedallthisdayonaccountofmyreligion,andurgedtoreceivetheconsolationsofaheretic:youwilllearn,throughBourgoinandtheothers,thateverythingtheycouldsayonthismatterhasbeenuseless,thatIhavefaithfullymadeprotestationofthefaithinwhichIwishtodie。Irequestedthatyoushouldbeallowedtoreceivemyconfessionandtogivemethesacrament,whichhasbeencruellyrefused,aswellastheremovalofmybody,andthepowertomakemywillfreely;sothatIcannotwriteanythingexceptthroughtheirhands,andwiththegoodpleasureoftheirmistress。Forwantofseeingyou,then,Iconfesstoyoumysinsingeneral,asIshouldhavedoneinparticular,beggingyou,inGod’sname,towatchandpraythisnightwithme,fortheremissionofmysins,andtosendmeyourabsolutionandforgivenessforallthewrongsIhavedoneyou。Ishalltrytoseeyouinthe

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