Mary Stuart

第31章

“MyGoodCousin,whomIholddearestintheworld,Ibidyoufarewell,beingpreparedtobeputtodeathbyanunjustjudgment,andtoadeathsuchasnooneofourrace,thankstoGod,andneveraqueen,andstilllessoneofmyrank,haseversuffered。But,goodcousin,praisetheLord;forIwasuselesstothecauseofGodandofHisChurchinthisworld,prisonerasIwas;while,onthecontrary,IhopethatmydeathwillbearwitnesstomyconstancyinthefaithandtomywillingnesstosufferforthemaintenanceandtherestorationoftheCatholicChurchinthisunfortunateisland。Andthoughneverhasexecutionerdippedhishandinourblood,havenoshameofit,myfriend;forthejudgmentofhereticswhohavenoauthorityoverme,afreequeen,isprofitableinthesightofGodtothechildrenofHisChurch。IfIadhered,moreover,towhattheyproposetome,Ishouldnotsufferthisstroke。Allofourhousehavebeenpersecutedbythissect,witnessyourgoodfather,throughwhoseintercessionIhopetobereceivedwithmercybythejustjudge。Icommendtoyou,then,mypoorservants,thedischargeofmydebts,andthefoundingofsomeannualmassformysoul,notatyourexpense,butthatyoumaymakethearrangements,asyouwillberequiredwhenyoulearnmywishesthroughmypoorandfaithfulservants,whoareabouttowitnessmylasttragedy。Godprosperyou,yourwife,children,brothersandcousins,andaboveallourchief,mygoodbrotherandcousin,andallhis。TheblessingofGodandthatwhichIshallgivetomychildrenbeonyours,whomIdonotcommendlesstoGodthanmyownson,unfortunateandill-treatedasheis。Youwillreceivesomeringsfromme,whichwillremindyoutoprayGodforthesoulofyourpoorcousin,deprivedofallhelpandcounselexceptthatoftheLord,whogivesmestrengthandcouragetoalonetoresistsomanywolveshowlingafterme。ToGodbetheglory。

“Believeparticularlywhatwillbetoldyoubyapersonwhowillgiveyouarubyringfromme;forItakeitonmyconsciencethatthetruthwillbetoldyouofwhatIhavechargedhimtotell,andespeciallyinwhatconcernsmypoorservantsandtheshareofany。I

commendthispersontoyouforhissimplesincerityandhonesty,thathemaybeplacedinsomegoodplace。Ihavechosenhimastheleastpartialandastheonewhowillmostsimplybringyoumycommands。

Ignore,Ibegyou,thathetoldyouanythinginparticular;forenvymightinjurehim。Ihavesufferedagreatdealfortwoyearsandmore,andhavenotbeenabletoletyouknow,foranimportantreason。Godbepraisedforall,andgiveyougracetopersevereintheserviceofHisChurchaslongasyoulive,andnevermaythishonourpassfromourrace,whilesomanymenandwomenarereadytoshedtheirbloodtomaintainthefightforthefaith,allotherworldlyconsiderationssetaside。Andastome,Iesteemmyselfbornonbothfather’sandmother’ssides,thatIshouldofferupmybloodforthiscause,andIhavenointentionofdegenerating。Jesus,crucifiedforus,andalltheholymartyrs,makeusbytheirintercessionworthyofthevoluntaryofferingwemakeofourbodiestotheirglory!

“FromFotheringay,thisThursday,24thNovember。

“Theyhave,thinkingtodegrademe,pulleddownmycanopyofstate,andsincethenmykeeperhascometooffertowritetotheirqueen,sayingthisdeedwasnotdonebyhisorder,butbytheadviceofsomeoftheCouncil。IhaveshowntheminsteadofmyarmsonthesaidcanopythecrossofOurLord。Youwillhearallthis;theyhavebeenmoregentlesince——Youraffectionatecousinandperfectfriend,“MARY,QueenofScotland,DowagerofFrance“

>Fromthisdayforward,whenshelearnedthesentencedeliveredbythecommissioners,MaryStuartnolongerpreservedanyhope;forassheknewElizabeth’spardonwasrequiredtosaveher,shelookeduponherselfthenceforwardaslost,andonlyconcernedherselfwithpreparingtodiewell。Indeed,asithadhappenedtohersometimes,fromthecoldanddampinherprisons,tobecomecrippledforsometimeinallherlimbs,shewasafraidofbeingsowhentheywouldcometotakeher,whichwouldpreventhergoingresolutelytothescaffold,asshewascountingondoing。So,onSaturdayth

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