Mary Stuart

第15章

AtthisterriblesarcasmLadyLochleventookasteptowardsMaryStuart,holdinginherhandtheknifewhichshehadjustbeenusingtocutoffapieceofmeatbroughthertotaste;butthequeenroseupwithsogreatacalmandwithsuchmajesty,thateitherfrominvoluntaryrespectorshameofherfirstimpulse,sheletfalltheweaponshewasholding,andnotfindinganythingsufficientlystronginreplytoexpressherfeelings,shesignedtotheservantstofollowher,andwentoutoftheapartmentwithallthedignitythatangerpermittedhertosummontoheraid。

ScarcelyhadLadyLochlevenlefttheroomthanthequeensatdownagain,joyfulandtriumphantatthevictoryshehadjustgained,andatewithabetterappetitethanshehadyetdonesinceshewasaprisoner,whileMarySeytondeploredinalowtoneandwithallpossiblerespectthisfatalgiftofreparteethatMaryhadreceived,andwhich,withherbeauty,wasoneofthecausesofallhermisfortunes;butthequeendidnothingbutlaughatallherobservations,sayingshewascurioustoseethefigurehergoodhostesswouldcutatdinnertime。

Afterbreakfast,thequeenwentdownintothegarden:hersatisfiedpridehadrestoredsomeofhercheerfulness,somuchsothat,seeing,whilecrossingthehall,amandolinlyingforgottenonachair,shetoldMarySeytontotakeit,tosee,shesaid,ifshecouldrecallheroldtalent。Inrealitythequeenwasoneofthebestmusiciansofthetime,andplayedadmirably,saysBrantome,ontheluteandviold’amour,aninstrumentmuchresemblingthemandolin。

MarySeytonobeyed。

Arrivedinthegarden,thequeensatdowninthedeepestshade,andthere,havingtunedherinstrument,sheatfirstdrewfromitlivelyandlighttones,whichsoondarkenedlittlebylittle,atthesametimethathercountenanceassumedahueofdeepmelancholy。MarySeytonlookedatherwithuneasiness,althoughforalongtimeshehadbeenusedtothesesuddenchangesinhermistress’shumour,andshewasabouttoaskthereasonofthisgloomyveilsuddenlyspreadoverherface,when,regulatingherharmonies,Marybegantosinginalowvoice,andasifforherselfalone,thefollowingverses:——

“Caverns,meadows,plainsandmounts,Landsoftreeandstone,Rivers,rivuletsandfounts,BywhichIstrayalone,BewailingasIgo,Withtearsthatoverflow,SingwillI

ThemiserablewoeThatbidsmegrieveandsigh。

Ay,butwhatisheretolendEartomylament?

WhatisherecancomprehendMydulldiscontent?

Neithergrassnorreed,Northeripplesheed,Flowingby,WhilethestreamwithspeedHastensfrommyeye。

VainlydoesmywoundedheartHope,alas,toheal;

Seeking,toallayitssmart,Thingsthatcannotfeel。

BettershouldmypainBitterlycomplain,Cryingshrill,TotheewhodostconstrainMyspirittosuchill。

Goddess,whoshaltneverdie,ListtowhatIsay;

ThouwhomakestmetolieWeakbeneaththysway,IfmylifemustknowEndingatthyblow,Cruellest!

OwnitperishedsoButatthybehest。

Lo!myfacemayallmenseeSlowlypineandfade,E’enasicedothmeltandfleeNearafurnacelaid。

YettheburningrayWastingmeawayPassion’sglow,WakensnodisplayOfpityformywoe。

Yetdoeseveryneighbourtree,Everyrockywall,Thismysorrowknowandsee;

So,inbrief,dothallNatureknowarightThismysorryplight;

ThoualoneTakestthydelightTohearmecryandmoan。

Butifitbethywill,ToseetormentedstillWretchedme,ThenletmywofulillImmortalbe。“

Thislastversediedawayasifthequeenwereexhausted,andatthesametimethemandolinslippedfromherhands,andwouldhavefallentothegroundhadnotMarySeytonthrownherselfonherkneesandpreventedit。Theyounggirlremainedthusathermistress’sfeetforsometime,gazingathersilently,andasshesawthatshewaslosingherselfmoreandmoreingloomyreverie——

“HavethoselinesbroughtbacktoyourMajestysomesadremembrance?“

sheaskedhesitatingly。

“Oh,yes,“answeredthequeen;“theyremindedmeoftheunfortunatebeingwhocomposedthem。“

“AndmayI,withoutindiscretion,inquireofyourgracewhoistheirauthor?“

“Alas!hewasanoble,brave,andhandsomeyoungman,withafaithfulheartandahothead,whowoulddefendmeto-day,ifIhaddefendedhimthen;buthisboldnessseemedtomerashness,andhisfaultacrime。Whatwastobedone?Ididnotlovehim。PoorChatelard!I

wasverycrueltohim。“

“Butyoudidnotprosecutehim,itwasyourbrother;youdidnotcondemnhim,thejudgesdid。“

“Yes,yes;IknowthathetoowasMurray’svictim,andthatisnodoubtthereasonthatIamcallinghimtomindjustnow。ButIwasabletopardonhim,Mary,andIwasinflexible;Iletascendthescaffoldamanwhoseonlycrimewasinlovingmetoowell;andnowI

amastonishedandcomplainofbeingabandonedbyeveryone。Listen,darling,thereisonethingthatterrifiesme:itis,thatwhenI

searchwithinmyselfIfindthatIhavenotonlydeservedmyfate,buteventhatGoddidnotpunishmeseverelyenough。“

“Whatstrangethoughtsforyourgrace!“criedMary;“andseewherethoseunluckylineswhichreturnedtoyourmindhaveledyou,theverydaywhenyouwerebeginningtorecoveralittleofyourcheerfulness。“

“Alas!“repliedthequeen,shakingherheadandutteringadeepsigh,“forsixyearsveryfewdayshavepassedthatIhavenotrepeatedthoselinestomyself,althoughitmaybeforthefirsttimeto-daythatIrepeatthemaloud。HewasaFrenchmantoo,Mary:theyhaveexiledfromme,takenorkilledallwhocametomefromFrance。DoyourememberthatvesselwhichwasswallowedupbeforeoureyeswhenwecameoutofCalaisharbour?Iexclaimedthenthatitwasasadomen:youallwantedtoreassureme。Well,whowasright,now,youorI?“

Thequeenwasinoneofthosefitsofsadnessforwhichtearsarethesoleremedy;soMarySeyton,perceivingthatnotonlywouldeveryconsolationbevain,butalsounreasonable,farfromcontinuingtoreactagainsthermistress’smelancholy,fullyagreedwithher:itfollowedthatthequeen,whowassuffocating,begantoweep,andthathertearsbroughthercomfort;thenlittlebylittlesheregainedself-control,andthiscrisispassedasusual,leavingherfirmerandmoreresolutethanever,sothatwhenshewentuptoherroomagainitwasimpossibletoreadtheslightestalterationinhercountenance。

Thedinner-hourwasapproaching,andMary,whointhemorningwaslookingforwardimpatientlytotheenjoymentofhertriumphoverLadyLochleven,nowsawheradvancewithuneasiness:themereideaofagainfacingthiswoman,whoseprideonewasalwaysobligedtoopposewithinsolence,was,afterthemoralfatiguesoftheday,afreshweariness。Soshedecidednottoappearfordinner,asonthedaybefore:shewasallthemoregladshehadtakenthisresolution,thatthistimeitwasnotLadyLochlevenwhocametofulfilthedutiesenjoinedonamemberofthefamilytomakethequeeneasy,butGeorgeDouglas,whomhismotherinherdispleasureatthemorningscenesenttoreplaceher。Thus,whenMarySeytontoldthequeenthatshesawtheyoungmanwithdarkhaircrossthecourtyardonhiswaytoher,Marystillfurthercongratulatedherselfonherdecision;forthisyoungman’sinsolencehadwoundedhermoredeeplythanallhismother’shaughtyinsults。Thequeenwasnotalittleastonished,then,wheninafewminutesMarySeytonreturnedandinformedherthatGeorgeDouglas,havingsentawaytheservants,desiredthehonourofspeakingtoheronamatterofimportance。Atfirstthequeenrefused;butMarySeytontoldherthattheyoungman’sairandmannerthistimeweresodifferentfromwhatshehadseentwodaysbefore,thatshethoughthermistresswouldbewrongtorefusehisrequest。

Thequeenrosethen,andwiththeprideandmajestyhabitualtoher,enteredtheadjoiningroom,and,havingtakenthreesteps,stoppedwithadisdainfulair,waitingforGeorgetoaddressher。

MarySeytonhadspokentruly:GeorgeDouglaswasnowanotherman。

To-dayheseemedtobeasrespectfulandtimidastheprecedingdayhehadseemedhaughtyandproud。He,inhisturn,madeasteptowardsthequeen;butseeingMarySeytonstandingbehindher——

“Madam,“saidhe,“IwishedtospeakwithyourMajestyalone:shallI

notobtainthisfavour?“

“MarySeytonisnotastrangertome,Sir:sheismysister,myfriend;sheismorethanallthat,sheismycompanionincaptivity。“

“Andbyalltheseclaims,madam,Ihavetheutmostvenerationforher;butwhatIhavetotellyoucannotbeheardbyotherearsthanyours。Thus,madam,astheopportunityfurnishednowmayperhapsneverpresentitselfagain,inthenameofwhatisdearesttoyou,grantmewhatIask。“

TherewassuchatoneofrespectfulprayerinGeorge’svoicethatMaryturnedtotheyounggirl,and,makingherafriendlysignwithherhand——

“Go,then,darling,“saidshe;“butbeeasy,youwilllosenothingbynothearing。Go。“

MarySeytonwithdrew;thequeensmilinglylookedafterher,tillthedoorwasshut;then,turningtoGeorge——

“Now,sir,“saidshe,“wearealone,speak。“

ButGeorge,insteadofreplying,advancedtothequeen,and,kneelingononeknee,drewfromhisbreastapaperwhichhepresentedtoher。

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