Mary Stuart

第9章

Hesayseverythinghecantopersuademethathelovesme;hehasathousandattentionsforme,andheanticipatesmeineverything:allthatissopleasantforme,thatInevergotohimbutthepaininmysidecomesonagain,hiscompanyweighsonmesomuch。IfParisbroughtmewhatIaskedhim,Ishouldbesooncured。IfyouhavenotyetreturnedwhenIgoyouknowwhere,writetome,Ibegyou,andtellmewhatyouwishmetodo;forifyoudonotmanagethingsprudently,Iforeseethatthewholeburdenwillfallonme:lookintoeverythingandweightheaffairmaturely。IsendyoumyletterbyBeaton,whowillsetoutthedaywhichhasbeenassignedtoBalfour。

Itonlyremainsformetobegyoutoinformmeofyourjourney。

“Glasgow,thisSaturdaymorning。“

THIRDLETTER

“IstayedyouknowwherelongerthanIshouldhavedone,ifithadnotbeentogetfromhimsomethingthatthebearerofthesepresentswilltellyouitwasagoodopportunityforcoveringupourdesigns:

Ihavepromisedhimtobringthepersonyouknowto-morrow。Lookaftertherest,ifyouthinkfit。Alas!Ihavefailedinouragreement,foryouhaveforbiddenmetowritetoyou,ortodespatchamessengertoyou。However,Idonotintendtooffendyou:ifyouknewwithwhatfearsIamagitated,youwouldnothaveyourselfsomanydoubtsandsuspicions。ButItakethemingoodpart,persuadedasIamthattheyhavenoothercausethanlove——lovethatIesteemmorethananythingonearth。

“Myfeelingsandmyfavoursaretomesurewarrantsforthatlove,andanswertomeforyourheart;mytrustisentireonthishead:butexplainyourself,Ientreatyou,andopenyoursoultome;otherwise,Ishallfearlest,bythefatalityofmystar,andbythetoofortunateinfluenceofthestarsonwomenlesstenderandlessfaithfulthanI,ImaybesupplantedinyourheartasMedeawasinJason’s;notthatIwishtocompareyoutoaloverasunfortunateasJason,andtoparallelmyselfwithamonsterlikeMedea,althoughyouhaveenoughinfluenceovermetoforcemetoresemblehereachtimeourloveexactsit,andthatitconcernsmetokeepyourheart,whichbelongstome,andwhichbelongstomeonly。ForInameasbelongingtomewhatIhavepurchasedwiththetenderandconstantlovewithwhichIhaveburnedforyou,alovemorealiveto-daythanever,andwhichwillendonlywithmylife;alove,inshort,whichmakesmedespiseboththedangersandtheremorsewhichwillbeperhapsitssadsequel。Asthepriceofthissacrifice,Iaskyoubutonefavour,itistorememberaspotnotfarfromhere:Idonotexactthatyoushouldkeepyourpromiseto-morrow;butIwanttoseeyoutodisperseyoursuspicions。IaskofGodonlyonething:itisthatHeshouldmakeyoureadmyheart,whichislessminethanyours,andthatHeshouldguardyoufromeveryill,atleastduringmylife:

thislifeisdeartomeonlyinsofarasitpleasesyou,andasI

pleaseyoumyself。Iamgoingtobed:adieu;givemeyournewsto-

morrowmorning;forIshallbeuneasytillIhaveit。Likeabirdescapedfromitscage,ortheturtle-dovewhichhaslosthermate,I

shallbealone,weepingyourabsence,shortasitmaybe。Thisletter,happierthanI,willgothiseveningwhereIcannotgo,providedthatthemessengerdoesnotfindyouasleep,asIfear。I

havenotdaredtowriteitinthepresenceofJoseph,ofSebastian,andofJoachim,whohadonlyjustleftmewhenIbeganit。“

Thus,asonesees,andalwayssupposingtheseletterstobegenuine,MaryhadconceivedforBothwelloneofthosemadpassions,somuchthestrongerinthewomenwhoareapreytothem,thatonethelessunderstandswhatcouldhaveinspiredthem。Bothwellwasnolongeryoung,Bothwellwasnothandsome,andyetMarysacrificedforhimayounghusband,whowasconsideredoneofthehandsomestmenofhiscentury。Itwaslikeakindofenchantment。Darnley,thesoleobstacletotheunion,hadbeenalreadycondemnedforalongtime,ifnotbyMary,atleastbyBothwell;then,ashisstrongconstitutionhadconqueredthepoison,anotherkindofdeathwassoughtfor。

Thequeen,assheannouncesinherlettertoBothwel1,hadrefusedtobringbackDarnleywithher,andhadreturnedalonetoEdinburgh。

Arrivedthere,shegaveordersforthekingtobemoved,inhisturn,inalitter;butinsteadoftakinghimtoStirlingorHolyrood,shedecidedtolodgehimintheabbeyoftheKirkofField。Thekingmadesomeobjectionswhenheknewofthisarrangement;however,ashehadnopowertoopposeit,hecontentedhimselfwithcomplainingofthesolitudeofthedwellingassignedhim;butthequeenmadeanswerthatshecouldnotreceivehimatthatmoment,eitheratHolyroodoratStirling,forfear,ifhisillnesswereinfectious,lesthemightgiveittohisson:Darnleywasthenobligedtomakethebestoftheabodeallottedhim。

Itwasanisolatedabbey,andlittlecalculatedbyitspositiontodissipatethefearsthatthekingentertained;foritwassituatedbetweentworuinedchurchesandtwocemeteries:theonlyhouse,whichwasdistantaboutashotfromacross-bow,belongedtotheHamiltons,andastheywereDarnley’smortalenemiestheneighbourhoodwasnonethemorereassuring:further,towardsthenorth,rosesomewretchedhuts,calledthe“Thieves’cross-roads“。Ingoingroundhisnewresidence,Darnleynoticedthatthreeholes,eachlargeenoughforamantogetthrough,hadbeenmadeinthewalls;heaskedthattheseholes,throughwhichill-meaningpersonscouldgetin,shouldbestoppedup:itwaspromisedthatmasonsshouldbesent;butnothingwasdone,andtheholesremainedopen。

ThedayafterhisarrivalatKirkofField,thekingsawalightinthathousenearhiswhichliebelieveddeserted;nextdayheaskedAlexanderDurhamwhenceitcame,andheheardthattheArchbishopofSt。Andrew’shadlefthispalaceinEdinburghandhadhousedtheresincetheprecedingevening,onedidn’tknowwhy:thisnewsstillfurtherincreasedtheking’suneasiness;theArchbishopofSt。

Andrew’swasoneofhismostdeclaredenemies。

Theking,littlebylittleabandonedbyallhisservantslivedonthefirstfloorofanisolatedpavilion,havingabouthimonlythissameAlexanderDurham,whomwehavementionedalready,andwhowashisvalet。Darnley,whohadquiteaspecialfriendshipforhim,andwhobesides,aswehavesaid,fearedsomeattackonhislifeateverymoment,hadmadehimmovehisbedintohisownapartment,sothatbothweresleepinginthesameroom。

Onthenightofthe8thFebruary,DarnleyawokeDurham:hethoughtheheardfootstepsintheapartmentbeneathhim。Durhamrose,tookaswordinonehand,ataperintheother,andwentdowntothegroundfloor;butalthoughDarnleywasquitecertainhehadnotbeendeceived,Durhamcameupagainamomentafter,sayinghehadseennoone。

Themorningofthenextdaypassedwithoutbringinganythingfresh。

ThequeenwasmarryingoneofherservantsnamedSebastian:hewasanAuvergnatwhomshehadbroughtwithherfromFrance,andwhomshelikedverymuch。However,asthekingsentwordthathehadnotseenherfortwodays,shelefttheweddingtowardssixo’clockintheevening,andcametopayhimavisit,accompaniedbytheCountessofArgyllandtheCountessofHuntly。Whileshewasthere,Durham,inpreparinghisbed,setfiretohispalliasse,whichwasburnedaswellasapartofthemattress;sothat,havingthrownthemoutofthewindowallinflames,forfearlestthefireshouldreachtherestofthefurniture,hefoundhimselfwithoutabed,andaskedpermissiontoreturntothetowntosleep;butDarnley,whorememberedhisterrorthenightbefore,andwhowassurprisedatthepromptnessthathadmadeDurhamthrowallhisbeddingoutofthewindow,beggedhimnottogoaway,offeringhimoneofhismattresses,oreventotakehimintohisownbed。However,inspiteofthisoffer,Durhaminsisted,sayingthathefeltunwell,andthatheshouldliketoseeadoctorthesameevening。SothequeenintercededforDurham,andpromisedDarnleytosendhimanothervalettospendthenightwithhim:Darnleywasthenobligedtoyield,and,makingMaryrepeatthatshewouldsendhimsomeone,hegaveDurhamleaveforthatevening。AtthatmomentParis;ofwhomthequeenspeaksinherletters,camein:hewasayoungFrenchmanwhohadbeeninScotlandforsomeyears,andwho,afterhavingservedwithBothwellandSeyton,wasatpresentwiththequeen。Seeinghim,shegotup,andasDarnleystillwishedtokeepher——

“Indeed,mylord,itisimpossible,“saidshe,“tocomeandseeyou。

IhaveleftthispoorSebastian’swedding,andImustreturntoit;

forIpromisedtocamemaskedtohisball。“

Thekingdarednotinsist;heonlyremindedherofthepromisethatshehadmadetosendhimaservant:Maryrenewedityetonceagain,andwentawaywithherattendants。AsforDurham,hehadsetoutthemomenthereceivedpermission。

Itwasnineo’clockintheevening。Darnley,leftalone,carefullyshutthedoorswithin,andretiredtorest,thoughinreadinesstorisetoletintheservantwhoshouldcometospendthenightwithhim。Scarcelywasheinbedthanthesamenoisethathehadheardthenightbeforerecommenced;thistimeDarnleylistenedwithalltheattentionfeargives,andsoonhehadnolongeranydoubtbutthatseveralmenwerewalkingaboutbeneathhim。Itwasuselesstocall,itwasdangeroustogoout;towaitwastheonlycoursethatremainedtotheking。Hemadesureagainthatthedoorswerewellfastened,puthisswordunderhispillow,extinguishedhislampforfearthelightmightbetrayhim,andawaitedinsilenceforhisservant’sarrival;butthehourspassedaway,andtheservantdidnotcome。

Atoneo’clockinthemorning,Bothwell,afterhavingtalkedsomewhilewiththequeen,inthepresenceofthecaptainoftheguard,returnedhometochangehisdress;aftersomeminutes,hecameoutwrappedupinthelargecloakofaGermanhussar,wentthroughtheguard-house,andhadthecastlegateopened。Onceoutside,hetookhiswaywithallspeedtoKirkofField,whichheenteredbytheopeninginthewall:scarcelyhadhemadeastepinthegardenthanhemetJamesBalfour,governorofthecastle。

“Well,“hesaidtohim,“howfarhavewegot?

“Everythingisready,“repliedBalfour,“andwewerewaitingforyoutosetfiretothefuse“。“Thatiswell,“Bothwellanswered——“butfirstIwanttomakesurethatheisinhisroom。“

Atthesewords,Bothwellopenedthepaviliondoorwithafalsekey,and,havinggropedhiswayupthestairs;hewenttolistenatDarnley’sdoor。Darnley,hearingnofurthernoise,hadendedbygoingtosleep;buthesleptwithajerkybreathingwhichpointedtohisagitation。LittlematteredittoBothwellwhatkindofsleepitwas,providedthathewasreallyinhisroom。Hewentdownagaininsilence,then,ashehadcomeup,andtakingalanternfromoneoftheconspirators,hewenthimselfintothelowerroomtoseeifeverythingwasinorder:thisroomwasfullofbarrelsofpowder,andafusereadypreparedwantedbutasparktosetthewholeonfire。

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