JEAN VALJEAN

第40章

Infact,ashehadgoodsense,andashehadcomparedthetwo,TheodulehadonlyservedtomakehimregretMariusallthemore。

Oneevening,——itwasthe24thofJune,whichdidnotpreventFatherGillenormandhavingarousingfireonthehearth,——hehaddismissedhisdaughter,whowassewinginaneighboringapartment。

Hewasaloneinhischamber,amiditspastoralscenes,withhisfeetproppedontheandirons,halfenvelopedinhishugescreenofcoromandellacquer,withitsnineleaves,withhiselbowrestingonatablewhereburnedtwocandlesunderagreenshade,engulfedinhistapestryarmchair,andinhishandabookwhichhewasnotreading。

Hewasdressed,accordingtohiswont,likeanincroyable,andresembledanantiqueportraitbyGarat。Thiswouldhavemadepeoplerunafterhiminthestreet,hadnothisdaughtercoveredhimup,wheneverhewentout,inavastbishop’swaddedcloak,whichconcealedhisattire。Athome,heneverworeadressinggown,exceptwhenheroseandretired。"Itgivesonealookofage,"

saidhe。

FatherGillenormandwasthinkingofMariuslovinglyandbitterly;

and,asusual,bitternesspredominated。Histendernessoncesouredalwaysendedbyboilingandturningtoindignation。

Hehadreachedthepointwhereamantriestomakeuphismindandtoacceptthatwhichrendshisheart。HewasexplainingtohimselfthattherewasnolongeranyreasonwhyMariusshouldreturn,thatifheintendedtoreturn,heshouldhavedoneitlongago,thathemustrenouncetheidea。Hewastryingtoaccustomhimselftothethoughtthatallwasover,andthatheshoulddiewithouthavingbeheld"thatgentleman"again。Buthiswholenaturerevolted;

hisagedpaternitywouldnotconsenttothis。"Well!"saidhe,——

thiswashisdolefulrefrain,——"hewillnotreturn!"Hisbaldheadhadfallenuponhisbreast,andhefixedamelancholyandirritatedgazeupontheashesonhishearth。

Intheverymidstofhisrevery,hisoldservantBasqueentered,andinquired:——

"CanMonsieurreceiveM。Marius?"

Theoldmansatuperect,pallid,andlikeacorpsewhichrisesundertheinfluenceofagalvanicshock。Allhisbloodhadretreatedtohisheart。Hestammered:——

"M。Mariuswhat?"

"Idon’tknow,"repliedBasque,intimidatedandputoutofcountenancebyhismaster’sair;"Ihavenotseenhim。Nicolettecameinandsaidtome:`There’sayoungmanhere;saythatitisM。Marius。’"

FatherGillenormandstammeredinalowvoice:——

"Showhimin。"

Andheremainedinthesameattitude,withshakinghead,andhiseyesfixedonthedoor。Itopenedoncemore。Ayoungmanentered。

ItwasMarius。

Mariushaltedatthedoor,asthoughwaitingtobebiddentoenter。

Hisalmostsqualidattirewasnotperceptibleintheobscuritycausedbytheshade。Nothingcouldbeseenbuthiscalm,grave,butstrangelysadface。

ItwasseveralminutesbeforeFatherGillenormand,dulledwithamazementandjoy,couldseeanythingexceptabrightnessaswhenoneisinthepresenceofanapparition。Hewasonthepointofswooning;

hesawMariusthroughadazzlinglight。Itcertainlywashe,itcertainlywasMarius。

Atlast!Afterthelapseoffouryears!Hegraspedhimentire,sotospeak,inasingleglance。Hefoundhimnoble,handsome,distinguished,well—grown,acompleteman,withasuitablemienandacharmingair。Hefeltadesiretoopenhisarms,tocallhim,toflinghimselfforward;hisheartmeltedwithrapture,affectionatewordsswelledandoverflowedhisbreast;atlengthallhistendernesscametothelightandreachedhislips,and,byacontrastwhichconstitutedtheveryfoundationofhisnature,whatcameforthwasharshness。Hesaidabruptly:——

"Whathaveyoucomeherefor?"

Mariusrepliedwithembarrassment:——

"Monsieur——"

M。GillenormandwouldhavelikedtohaveMariusthrowhimselfintohisarms。HewasdispleasedwithMariusandwithhimself。

Hewasconsciousthathewasbrusque,andthatMariuswascold。

Itcausedthegoodmanunendurableandirritatinganxietytofeelsotenderandforlornwithin,andonlytobeabletobehardoutside。

Bitternessreturned。HeinterruptedMariusinapeevishtone:——

"Thenwhydidyoucome?"

That"then"signified:Ifyoudonotcometoembraceme。

Mariuslookedathisgrandfather,whosepallorgavehimafaceofmarble。

"Monsieur——"

"Haveyoucometobegmypardon?Doyouacknowledgeyourfaults?"

HethoughthewasputtingMariusontherightroad,andthat"thechild"

wouldyield。Mariusshivered;itwasthedenialofhisfatherthatwasrequiredofhim;hedroppedhiseyesandreplied:——

"No,sir。"

"Then,"exclaimedtheoldmanimpetuously,withagriefthatwaspoignantandfullofwrath,"whatdoyouwantofme?"

Mariusclaspedhishands,advancedastep,andsaidinafeebleandtremblingvoice:——

"Sir,havepityonme。"

ThesewordstouchedM。Gillenormand;utteredalittlesooner,theywouldhaverenderedhimtender,buttheycametoolate。

Thegrandfatherrose;hesupportedhimselfwithbothhandsonhiscane;

hislipswerewhite,hisbrowwavered,buthisloftyformtoweredaboveMariusashebowed。

"Pityonyou,sir!Itisyouthdemandingpityoftheoldmanofninety—one!Youareenteringintolife,Iamleavingit;

yougototheplay,toballs,tothecafe,tothebilliard—hall;

youhavewit,youpleasethewomen,youareahandsomefellow;

asforme,Ispitonmybrandsintheheartofsummer;youarerichwiththeonlyrichesthatarereallysuch,Ipossessallthepovertyofage;infirmity,isolation!Youhaveyourthirty—twoteeth,agooddigestion,brighteyes,strength,appetite,health,gayety,aforestofblackhair;Ihavenolongerevenwhitehair,Ihavelostmyteeth,Iamlosingmylegs,Iamlosingmymemory;

therearethreenamesofstreetsthatIconfoundincessantly,theRueCharlot,theRueduChaume,andtheRueSaint—Claude,thatiswhatIhavecometo;youhavebeforeyouthewholefuture,fullofsunshine,andIambeginningtolosemysight,sofaramIadvancingintothenight;youareinlove,thatisamatterofcourse,Iambelovedbynooneinalltheworld;andyouaskpityofme!Parbleu!Moliereforgotthat。Ifthatisthewayyoujestatthecourthouse,Messieursthelawyers,Isincerelycomplimentyou。

Youaredroll。"

Andtheoctogenarianwentoninagraveandangryvoice:——

"Come,now,whatdoyouwantofme?"

"Sir,"saidMarius,"Iknowthatmypresenceisdispleasingtoyou,butIhavecomemerelytoaskonethingofyou,andthenIshallgoawayimmediately。"

"Youareafool!"saidtheoldman。"Whosaidthatyouweretogoaway?"

Thiswasthetranslationofthetenderwordswhichlayatthebottomofhisheart:——

"Askmypardon!Throwyourselfonmyneck!"

M。GillenormandfeltthatMariuswouldleavehiminafewmoments,thathisharshreceptionhadrepelledthelad,thathishardnesswasdrivinghimaway;hesaidallthistohimself,anditaugmentedhisgrief;

andashisgriefwasstraightwayconvertedintowrath,itincreasedhisharshness。HewouldhavelikedtohaveMariusunderstand,andMariusdidnotunderstand,whichmadethegoodmanfurious。

Hebeganagain:——

"What!youdesertedme,yourgrandfather,youleftmyhousetogonooneknowswhither,youdroveyouraunttodespair,youwentoff,itiseasilyguessed,toleadabachelorlife;it’smoreconvenient,toplaythedandy,tocomeinatallhours,toamuseyourself;

youhavegivenmenosignsoflife,youhavecontracteddebtswithouteventellingmetopaythem,youhavebecomeasmasherofwindowsandablusterer,and,attheendoffouryears,youcometome,andthatisallyouhavetosaytome!"

ThisviolentfashionofdrivingagrandsontotendernesswasproductiveonlyofsilenceonthepartofMarius。M。Gillenormandfoldedhisarms;agesturewhichwithhimwaspeculiarlyimperious,andapostrophizedMariusbitterly:——

"Letusmakeanendofthis。Youhavecometoasksomethingofme,yousay?Well,what?Whatisit?Speak!"

"Sir,"saidMarius,withthelookofamanwhofeelsthatheisfallingoveraprecipice,"Ihavecometoaskyourpermissiontomarry。"

M。Gillenormandrangthebell。Basqueopenedthedoorhalf—way。

"Callmydaughter。"

Asecondlater,thedoorwasopenedoncemore,MademoiselleGillenormanddidnotenter,butshowedherself;Mariuswasstanding,mute,withpendantarmsandthefaceofacriminal;M。Gillenormandwaspacingbackandforthintheroom。Heturnedtohisdaughterandsaidtoher:——

"Nothing。ItisMonsieurMarius。Saygooddaytohim。

Monsieurwishestomarry。That’sall。Goaway。"

Thecurt,hoarsesoundoftheoldman’svoiceannouncedastrangedegreeofexcitement。TheauntgazedatMariuswithafrightenedair,hardlyappearedtorecognizehim,didnotallowagestureorasyllabletoescapeher,anddisappearedatherfather’sbreathmoreswiftlythanastrawbeforethehurricane。

Inthemeantime,FatherGillenormandhadreturnedandplacedhisbackagainstthechimney—pieceoncemore。

"Youmarry!Atoneandtwenty!Youhavearrangedthat!Youhaveonlyapermissiontoask!aformality。Sitdown,sir。Well,youhavehadarevolutionsinceIhadthehonortoseeyoulast。

TheJacobinsgottheupperhand。Youmusthavebeendelighted。

AreyounotaRepublicansinceyouareaBaron?Youcanmakethatagree。TheRepublicmakesagoodsauceforthebarony。

AreyouoneofthosedecoratedbyJuly?HaveyoutakentheLouvreatall,sir?Quitenearhere,intheRueSaint—Antoine,oppositetheRuedesNonamdieres,thereisacannon—ballincrustedinthewallofthethirdstoryofahousewiththisinscription:

`July28th,1830。’Gotakealookatthat。Itproducesagoodeffect。

Ah!thosefriendsofyoursdoprettythings。Bytheway,aren’ttheyerectingafountainintheplaceofthemonumentofM。leDucdeBerry?

Soyouwanttomarry?Whom?Canoneinquirewithoutindiscretion?"

Hepaused,and,beforeMariushadtimetoanswer,headdedviolently:——

"Comenow,youhaveaprofession?Afortunemade?Howmuchdoyouearnatyourtradeoflawyer?"

"Nothing,"saidMarius,withasortoffirmnessandresolutionthatwasalmostfierce。

"Nothing?ThenallthatyouhavetoliveuponisthetwelvehundredlivresthatIallowyou?"

Mariusdidnotreply。M。Gillenormandcontinued:——

"ThenIunderstandthegirlisrich?"

"AsrichasIam。"

"What!Nodowry?"

"No。"

"Expectations?"

"Ithinknot。"

"Utterlynaked!What’sthefather?"

"Idon’tknow。"

"Andwhat’shername?"

"MademoiselleFauchelevent。"

"Fauchewhat?"

"Fauchelevent。"

"Pttt!"ejaculatedtheoldgentleman。

"Sir!"exclaimedMarius。

M。Gillenormandinterruptedhimwiththetoneofamanwhoisspeakingtohimself:——

"That’sright,oneandtwentyyearsofage,noprofession,twelvehundredlivresayear,MadamelaBaronnedePontmercywillgoandpurchaseacoupleofsous’worthofparsleyfromthefruiterer。"

"Sir,"repeatedMarius,inthedespairatthelasthope,whichwasvanishing,"Ientreatyou!IconjureyouinthenameofHeaven,withclaspedhands,sir,Ithrowmyselfatyourfeet,permitmetomarryher!"

Theoldmanburstintoashoutofstridentandmournfullaughter,coughingandlaughingatthesametime。

"Ah!ah!ah!Yousaidtoyourself:`Pardine!I’llgohuntupthatoldblockhead,thatabsurdnumskull!WhatashamethatI’mnottwenty—five!HowI’dtreathimtoanicerespectfulsummons!

HownicelyI’dgetalongwithouthim!It’snothingtome,I’dsaytohim:"You’reonlytoohappytoseeme,youoldidiot,Iwanttomarry,IdesiretowedMamselleNo—matter—whom,daughterofMonsieurNo—matter—what,Ihavenoshoes,shehasnochemise,thatjustsuits;Iwanttothrowmycareer,myfuture,myyouth,mylifetothedogs;Iwishtotakeaplungeintowretchednesswithawomanaroundmyneck,that’sanidea,andyoumustconsenttoit!"

andtheoldfossilwillconsent。’Go,mylad,doasyoulike,attachyourpaving—stone,marryyourPousselevent,yourCoupelevent——

Never,sir,never!"

"Father——"

"Never!"

Atthetoneinwhichthat"never"wasuttered,Mariuslostallhope。

Hetraversedthechamberwithslowsteps,withbowedhead,totteringandmorelikeadyingmanthanlikeonemerelytakinghisdeparture。

M。Gillenormandfollowedhimwithhiseyes,andatthemomentwhenthedooropened,andMariuswasonthepointofgoingout,headvancedfourpaces,withthesenilevivacityofimpetuousandspoiledoldgentlemen,seizedMariusbythecollar,broughthimbackenergeticallyintotheroom,flunghimintoanarmchairandsaidtohim:——

"Tellmeallaboutit!"

"Itwasthatsingleword"father"whichhadeffectedthisrevolution。

Mariusstaredathiminbewilderment。M。Gillenormand’smobilefacewasnolongerexpressiveofanythingbutroughandineffablegood—nature。Thegrandsirehadgivenwaybeforethegrandfather。

"Come,seehere,speak,tellmeaboutyourloveaffairs,jabber,tellmeeverything!Sapristi!howstupidyoungfolksare!"

"Father——"repeatedMarius。

Theoldman’sentirecountenancelightedupwithindescribableradiance。

"Yes,that’sright,callmefather,andyou’llsee!"

Therewasnowsomethingsokind,sogentle,soopenhearted,andsopaternalinthisbrusqueness,thatMarius,inthesuddentransitionfromdiscouragementtohope,wasstunnedandintoxicatedbyit,asitwere。Hewasseatednearthetable,thelightfromthecandlesbroughtoutthedilapidationofhiscostume,whichFatherGillenormandregardedwithamazement。

"Well,father——"saidMarius。

"Ah,bytheway,"interruptedM。Gillenormand,"youreallyhavenotapennythen?Youaredressedlikeapickpocket。"

Herummagedinadrawer,drewforthapurse,whichhelaidonthetable:"Hereareahundredlouis,buyyourselfahat。"

"Father,"pursuedMarius,"mygoodfather,ifyouonlyknew!Iloveher。

Youcannotimagineit;thefirsttimeIsawherwasattheLuxembourg,shecamethere;inthebeginning,Ididnotpaymuchheedtoher,andthen,Idon’tknowhowitcameabout,Ifellinlovewithher。

Oh!howunhappythatmademe!Now,atlast,Iseehereveryday,atherownhome,herfatherdoesnotknowit,justfancy,theyaregoingaway,itisinthegardenthatwemeet,intheevening,herfathermeanstotakehertoEngland,thenIsaidtomyself:

`I’llgoandseemygrandfatherandtellhimallabouttheaffair。

Ishouldgomadfirst,Ishoulddie,Ishouldfallill,Ishouldthrowmyselfintothewater。Iabsolutelymustmarryher,sinceIshouldgomadotherwise。’Thisisthewholetruth,andI

donotthinkthatIhaveomittedanything。Shelivesinagardenwithanironfence,intheRuePlumet。ItisintheneighborhoodoftheInvalides。"

FatherGillenormandhadseatedhimself,withabeamingcountenance,besideMarius。Ashelistenedtohimanddrankinthesoundofhisvoice,heenjoyedatthesametimeaprotractedpinchofsnuff。

Atthewords"RuePlumet"heinterruptedhisinhalationandallowedtheremainderofhissnufftofalluponhisknees。

"TheRuePlumet,theRuePlumet,didyousay?——Letussee!——Aretherenotbarracksinthatvicinity?——Why,yes,that’sit。YourcousinTheodulehasspokentomeaboutit。Thelancer,theofficer。

Agaygirl,mygoodfriend,agaygirl!——Pardieu,yes,theRuePlumet。

ItiswhatusedtobecalledtheRueBlomet。——Itallcomesbacktomenow。IhaveheardofthatlittlegirloftheironrailingintheRuePlumet。Inagarden,aPamela。Yourtasteisnotbad。

Sheissaidtobeaverytidycreature。Betweenourselves,Ithinkthatsimpletonofalancerhasbeencourtingherabit。

Idon’tknowwherehedidit。However,that’snottothepurpose。

Besides,heisnottobebelieved。Hebrags,Marius!Ithinkitquiteproperthatayoungmanlikeyoushouldbeinlove。

It’stherightthingatyourage。IlikeyoubetterasaloverthanasaJacobin。Ilikeyoubetterinlovewithapetticoat,sapristi!withtwentypetticoats,thanwithM。deRobespierre。

Formypart,Iwilldomyselfthejusticetosay,thatinthelineofsans—culottes,Ihaveneverlovedanyonebutwomen。Prettygirlsareprettygirls,thedeuce!There’snoobjectiontothat。Asforthelittleone,shereceivesyouwithoutherfather’sknowledge。

That’sintheestablishedorderofthings。Ihavehadadventuresofthatsamesortmyself。Morethanone。Doyouknowwhatisdonethen?

Onedoesnottakethematterferociously;onedoesnotprecipitatehimselfintothetragic;onedoesnotmakeone’smindtomarriageandM。leMairewithhisscarf。Onesimplybehaveslikeafellowofspirit。Oneshowsgoodsense。Slipalong,mortals;don’tmarry。

Youcomeandlookupyourgrandfather,whoisagood—naturedfellowatbottom,andwhoalwayshasafewrollsoflouisinanolddrawer;

yousaytohim:`Seehere,grandfather。’Andthegrandfathersays:

`That’sasimplematter。Youthmustamuseitself,andoldagemustwearout。Ihavebeenyoung,youwillbeold。Come,myboy,youshallpassitontoyourgrandson。Herearetwohundredpistoles。

Amuseyourself,deucetakeit!’Nothingbetter!That’sthewaytheaffairshouldbetreated。Youdon’tmarry,butthatdoesnoharm。

Youunderstandme?"

Marius,petrifiedandincapableofutteringasyllable,madeasignwithhisheadthathedidnot。

Theoldmanburstoutlaughing,winkedhisagedeye,gavehimaslapontheknee,staredhimfullinthefacewithamysteriousandbeamingair,andsaidtohim,withthetenderestofshrugsoftheshoulder:——

"Booby!makeheryourmistress。"

Mariusturnedpale。Hehadunderstoodnothingofwhathisgrandfatherhadjustsaid。ThistwaddleabouttheRueBlomet,Pamela,thebarracks,thelancer,hadpassedbeforeMariuslikeadissolvingview。

NothingofallthatcouldbearanyreferencetoCosette,whowasalily。Thegoodmanwaswanderinginhismind。ButthiswanderingterminatedinwordswhichMariusdidunderstand,andwhichwereamortalinsulttoCosette。Thosewords,"makeheryourmistress,"

enteredtheheartofthestrictyoungmanlikeasword。

Herose,pickeduphishatwhichlayonthefloor,andwalkedtothedoorwithafirm,assuredstep。Thereheturnedround,boweddeeplytohisgrandfather,raisedhisheaderectagain,andsaid:——

"Fiveyearsagoyouinsultedmyfather;to—dayyouhaveinsultedmywife。Iasknothingmoreofyou,sir。Farewell。"

FatherGillenormand,utterlyconfounded,openedhismouth,extendedhisarms,triedtorise,andbeforehecouldutteraword,thedoorclosedoncemore,andMariushaddisappeared。

Theoldmanremainedforseveralminutesmotionlessandasthoughstruckbylightning,withoutthepowertospeakorbreathe,asthoughaclenchedfistgraspedhisthroat。Atlasthetorehimselffromhisarm—chair,ran,sofarasamancanrunatninety—one,tothedoor,openedit,andcried:——

"Help!Help!"

Hisdaughtermadeherappearance,thenthedomestics。Hebeganagain,withapitifulrattle:"Runafterhim!Bringhimback!WhathaveI

donetohim?Heismad!Heisgoingaway!Ah!myGod!Ah!myGod!

Thistimehewillnotcomeback!"

Hewenttothewindowwhichlookedoutonthestreet,threwitopenwithhisagedandpalsiedhands,leanedoutmorethanhalf—way,whileBasqueandNicoletteheldhimbehind,andshouted:——

"Marius!Marius!Marius!Marius!"

ButMariuscouldnolongerhearhim,forattha

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