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Itwasevidentthat,forthisenergeticandenthusiasticnature,thiscouldonlybeatransitorystate,andthat,atthefirstshockagainsttheinevitablecomplicationsofdestiny,Mariuswouldawaken。
Inthemeantime,althoughhewasalawyer,andwhateverFatherGillenormandthoughtaboutthematter,hewasnotpractising,hewasnotevenpettifogging。Meditationhadturnedhimasidefrompleading。
Tohauntattorneys,tofollowthecourt,tohuntupcases——
whatabore!Whyshouldhedoit?Hesawnoreasonforchangingthemannerofgaininghislivelihood!Theobscureandill—paidpublishingestablishmenthadcometomeanforhimasuresourceofworkwhichdidnotinvolvetoomuchlabor,aswehaveexplained,andwhichsufficedforhiswants。
Oneofthepublishersforwhomheworked,M。Magimel,Ithink,offeredtotakehimintohisownhouse,tolodgehimwell,tofurnishhimwithregularoccupation,andtogivehimfifteenhundredfrancsayear。Tobewelllodged!Fifteenhundredfrancs!Nodoubt。
Butrenouncehisliberty!Beonfixedwages!Asortofhiredmanofletters!AccordingtoMarius’opinion,ifheaccepted,hispositionwouldbecomebothbetterandworseatthesametime,heacquiredcomfort,andlosthisdignity;itwasafineandcompleteunhappinessconvertedintoarepulsiveandridiculousstateoftorture:
somethinglikethecaseofablindmanwhoshouldrecoverthesightofoneeye。Herefused。
Mariusdweltinsolitude。Owingtohistasteforremainingoutsideofeverything,andthroughhavingbeentoomuchalarmed,hehadnotentereddecidedlyintothegrouppresidedoverbyEnjolras。
Theyhadremainedgoodfriends;theywerereadytoassisteachotheronoccasionineverypossibleway;butnothingmore。
Mariushadtwofriends:oneyoung,Courfeyrac;andoneold,M。Mabeuf。Heinclinedmoretotheoldman。Inthefirstplace,heowedtohimtherevolutionwhichhadtakenplacewithinhim;
tohimhewasindebtedforhavingknownandlovedhisfather。
"Heoperatedonmeforacataract,"hesaid。
Thechurchwardenhadcertainlyplayedadecisivepart。
Itwasnot,however,thatM。MabeufhadbeenanythingbutthecalmandimpassiveagentofProvidenceinthisconnection。HehadenlightenedMariusbychanceandwithoutbeingawareofthefact,asdoesacandlewhichsomeonebrings;hehadbeenthecandleandnotthesomeone。
AsforMarius’inwardpoliticalrevolution,M。Mabeufwastotallyincapableofcomprehendingit,ofwillingorofdirectingit。
AsweshallseeM。Mabeufagain,lateron,afewwordswillnotbesuperfluous。
CHAPTERIV
M。MABEUF
OnthedaywhenM。MabeufsaidtoMarius:"CertainlyIapproveofpoliticalopinions,"heexpressedtherealstateofhismind。
Allpoliticalopinionsweremattersofindifferencetohim,andheapprovedthemall,withoutdistinction,providedtheylefthiminpeace,astheGreekscalledtheFuries"thebeautiful,thegood,thecharming,"theEumenides。M。Mabeuf’spoliticalopinionconsistedinapassionateloveforplants,and,aboveall,forbooks。
Likealltherestoftheworld,hepossessedtheterminationinist,withoutwhichnoonecouldexistatthattime,buthewasneitheraRoyalist,aBonapartist,aChartist,anOrleanist,noranAnarchist;
hewasabouquinist,acollectorofoldbooks。Hedidnotunderstandhowmencouldbusythemselveswithhatingeachotherbecauseofsillystufflikethecharter,democracy,legitimacy,monarchy,therepublic,etc。,whentherewereintheworldallsortsofmosses,grasses,andshrubswhichtheymightbelookingat,andheapsoffolios,andevenof32mos,whichtheymightturnover。Hetookgoodcarenottobecomeuseless;havingbooksdidnotpreventhisreading,beingabotanistdidnotpreventhisbeingagardener。WhenhemadePontmercy’sacquaintance,thissympathyhadexistedbetweenthecolonelandhimself——thatwhatthecoloneldidforflowers,hedidforfruits。M。MabeufhadsucceededinproducingseedlingpearsassavoryasthepearsofSt。Germain;itisfromoneofhiscombinations,apparently,thattheOctoberMirabelle,nowcelebratedandnolessperfumedthanthesummerMirabelle,owesitsorigin。Hewenttomassratherfromgentlenessthanfrompiety,andbecause,ashelovedthefacesofmen,buthatedtheirnoise,hefoundthemassembledandsilentonlyinchurch。
FeelingthathemustbesomethingintheState,hehadchosenthecareerofwarden。However,hehadneversucceededinlovinganywomanasmuchasatulipbulb,noranymanasmuchasanElzevir。
Hehadlongpassedsixty,when,oneday,someoneaskedhim:
"Haveyouneverbeenmarried?""Ihaveforgotten,"saidhe。
Whenitsometimeshappenedtohim——andtowhomdoesitnothappen?——
tosay:"Oh!ifIwereonlyrich!"itwasnotwhenoglingaprettygirl,aswasthecasewithFatherGillenormand,butwhencontemplatinganoldbook。Helivedalonewithanoldhousekeeper。
Hewassomewhatgouty,andwhenhewasasleep,hisagedfingers,stiffenedwithrheumatism,laycrookedupinthefoldsofhissheets。
HehadcomposedandpublishedaFloraoftheEnvironsofCauteretz,withcoloredplates,aworkwhichenjoyedatolerablemeasureofesteemandwhichsoldwell。Peopleranghisbell,intheRueMesieres,twoorthreetimesaday,toaskforit。Hedrewasmuchastwothousandfrancsayearfromit;thisconstitutednearlythewholeofhisfortune。Althoughpoor,hehadhadthetalenttoformforhimself,bydintofpatience,privations,andtime,apreciouscollectionofrarecopiesofeverysort。Heneverwentoutwithoutabookunderhisarm,andheoftenreturnedwithtwo。Thesoledecorationofthefourroomsonthegroundfloor,whichcomposedhislodgings,consistedofframedherbariums,andengravingsoftheoldmasters。
Thesightofaswordoragunchilledhisblood。Hehadneverapproachedacannoninhislife,evenattheInvalides。Hehadapassablestomach,abrotherwhowasacure,perfectlywhitehair,noteeth,eitherinhismouthorhismind,atremblingineverylimb,aPicardaccent,aninfantilelaugh,theairofanoldsheep,andhewaseasilyfrightened。Addtothis,thathehadnootherfriendship,nootheracquaintanceamongtheliving,thananoldbooksellerofthePorte—Saint—Jacques,namedRoyal。HisdreamwastonaturalizeindigoinFrance。
Hisservantwasalsoasortofinnocent。Thepoorgoodoldwomanwasaspinster。Sultan,hercat,whichmighthavemewedAllegri’smiserereintheSixtineChapel,hadfilledherheartandsufficedforthequantityofpassionwhichexistedinher。Noneofherdreamshadeverproceededasfarasman。Shehadneverbeenabletogetfurtherthanhercat。Likehim,shehadamustache。Hergloryconsistedinhercaps,whichwerealwayswhite。Shepassedhertime,onSundays,aftermass,incountingoverthelineninherchest,andinspreadingoutonherbedthedressesinthepiecewhichsheboughtandneverhadmadeup。Sheknewhowtoread。M。MabeufhadnicknamedherMotherPlutarque。
M。MabeufhadtakenafancytoMarius,becauseMarius,beingyoungandgentle,warmedhisagewithoutstartlinghistimidity。
Youthcombinedwithgentlenessproducesonoldpeopletheeffectofthesunwithoutwind。WhenMariuswassaturatedwithmilitaryglory,withgunpowder,withmarchesandcountermarches,andwithallthoseprodigiousbattlesinwhichhisfatherhadgivenandreceivedsuchtremendousblowsofthesword,hewenttoseeM。Mabeuf,andM。Mabeuftalkedtohimofhisherofromthepointofviewofflowers。
Hisbrotherthecurediedabout1830,andalmostimmediately,aswhenthenightisdrawingon,thewholehorizongrewdarkforM。Mabeuf。
Anotary’sfailuredeprivedhimofthesumoftenthousandfrancs,whichwasallthathepossessedinhisbrother’srightandhisown。
TheRevolutionofJulybroughtacrisistopublishing。Inaperiodofembarrassment,thefirstthingwhichdoesnotsellisaFlora。
TheFloraoftheEnvironsofCauteretzstoppedshort。Weekspassedbywithoutasinglepurchaser。SometimesM。Mabeufstartedatthesoundofthebell。"Monsieur,"saidMotherPlutarquesadly,"itisthewater—carrier。"Inshort,oneday,M。MabeufquittedtheRueMesieres,abdicatedthefunctionsofwarden,gaveupSaint—Sulpice,soldnotapartofhisbooks,butofhisprints,——
thattowhichhewastheleastattached,——andinstalledhimselfinalittlehouseontheRueMontparnasse,where,however,heremainedbutonequarterfortworeasons:inthefirstplace,thegroundfloorandthegardencostthreehundredfrancs,andhedarednotspendmorethantwohundredfrancsonhisrent;inthesecond,beingnearFaton’sshooting—gallery,hecouldhearthepistol—shots;
whichwasintolerabletohim。
HecarriedoffhisFlora,hiscopper—plates,hisherbariums,hisportfolios,andhisbooks,andestablishedhimselfneartheSalpetriere,inasortofthatchedcottageofthevillageofAusterlitz,where,forfiftycrownsayear,hegotthreeroomsandagardenenclosedbyahedge,andcontainingawell。Hetookadvantageofthisremovaltoselloffnearlyallhisfurniture。
Onthedayofhisentranceintohisnewquarters,hewasverygay,anddrovethenailsonwhichhisengravingsandherbariumsweretohang,withhisownhands,duginhisgardentherestoftheday,andatnight,perceivingthatMotherPlutarquehadamelancholyair,andwasverythoughtful,hetappedherontheshoulderandsaidtoherwithasmile:"Wehavetheindigo!"
Onlytwovisitors,thebooksellerofthePorte—Saint—JacquesandMarius,wereadmittedtoviewthethatchedcottageatAusterlitz,abrawlingnamewhichwas,totellthetruth,extremelydisagreeabletohim。
However,aswehavejustpointedout,brainswhichareabsorbedinsomebitofwisdom,orfolly,or,asitoftenhappens,inbothatonce,arebutslowlyaccessibletothethingsofactuallife。
Theirowndestinyisafar—offthingtothem。Thereresultsfromsuchconcentrationapassivity,which,ifitweretheoutcomeofreasoning,wouldresemblephilosophy。Onedeclines,descends,tricklesaway,evencrumblesaway,andyetishardlyconsciousofitone’sself。
Italwaysends,itistrue,inanawakening,buttheawakeningistardy。
Inthemeantime,itseemsasthoughweheldourselvesneutralinthegamewhichisgoingonbetweenourhappinessandourunhappiness。
Wearethestake,andwelookonatthegamewithindifference。
Itisthusthat,athwartthecloudwhichformedabouthim,whenallhishopeswereextinguishedoneaftertheother,M。Mabeufremainedratherpuerilely,butprofoundlyserene。Hishabitsofmindhadtheregularswingofapendulum。Oncemountedonanillusion,hewentforaverylongtime,evenaftertheillusionhaddisappeared。
Aclockdoesnotstopshortattheprecisemomentwhenthekeyislost。
M。Mabeufhadhisinnocentpleasures。Thesepleasureswereinexpensiveandunexpected;themerestchancefurnishedthem。Oneday,MotherPlutarquewasreadingaromanceinonecorneroftheroom。
Shewasreadingaloud,findingthatsheunderstoodbetterthus。
Toreadaloudistoassureone’sselfofwhatoneisreading。
Therearepeoplewhoreadveryloud,andwhohavetheappearanceofgivingthemselvestheirwordofhonorastowhattheyareperusing。
ItwaswiththissortofenergythatMotherPlutarquewasreadingtheromancewhichshehadinhand。M。Mabeufheardherwithoutlisteningtoher。
Inthecourseofherreading,MotherPlutarquecametothisphrase。
Itwasaquestionofanofficerofdragoonsandabeauty:——
"——Thebeautypouted,andthedragoon——"
Heresheinterruptedherselftowipeherglasses。
"BouddhaandtheDragon,"struckinM。Mabeufinalowvoice。
"Yes,itistruethattherewasadragon,which,fromthedepthsofitscave,spoutedflamethroughhismawandsettheheavensonfire。
Manystarshadalreadybeenconsumedbythismonster,which,besides,hadtheclawsofatiger。Bouddhawentintoitsdenandsucceededinconvertingthedragon。Thatisagoodbookthatyouarereading,MotherPlutarque。Thereisnomorebeautifullegendinexistence。"
AndM。Mabeuffellintoadeliciousrevery。
CHAPTERV
POVERTYAGOODNEIGHBORFORMISERY
Mariuslikedthiscandidoldmanwhosawhimselfgraduallyfallingintotheclutchesofindigence,andwhocametofeelastonishment,littlebylittle,without,however,beingmademelancholybyit。
MariusmetCourfeyracandsoughtoutM。Mabeuf。Veryrarely,however;
twiceamonthatmost。
Marius’pleasureconsistedintakinglongwalksaloneontheouterboulevards,orintheChamps—de—Mars,orintheleastfrequentedalleysoftheLuxembourg。Heoftenspenthalfadayingazingatamarketgarden,thebedsoflettuce,thechickensonthedung—heap,thehorseturningthewater—wheel。Thepassers—bystaredathiminsurprise,andsomeofthemthoughthisattiresuspiciousandhismiensinister。
Hewasonlyapooryoungmandreaminginanobjectlessway。
ItwasduringoneofhisstrollsthathehadhitupontheGorbeauhouse,and,temptedbyitsisolationanditscheapness,hadtakenuphisabodethere。HewasknownthereonlyunderthenameofM。Marius。
Someofhisfather’soldgeneralsoroldcomradeshadinvitedhimtogoandseethem,whentheylearnedabouthim。Mariushadnotrefusedtheirinvitations。Theyaffordedopportunitiesoftalkingabouthisfather。Thushewentfromtimetotime,toComtePajol,toGeneralBellavesne,toGeneralFririon,totheInvalides。
Therewasmusicanddancingthere。Onsuchevenings,Mariusputonhisnewcoat。Butheneverwenttotheseeveningpartiesorballsexceptondayswhenitwasfreezingcold,becausehecouldnotaffordacarriage,andhedidnotwishtoarrivewithbootsotherwisethanlikemirrors。
Hesaidsometimes,butwithoutbitterness:"Menaresomadethatinadrawing—roomyoumaybesoiledeverywhereexceptonyourshoes。
Inordertoinsureagoodreceptionthere,onlyoneirreproachablethingisaskedofyou;yourconscience?No,yourboots。"
Allpassionsexceptthoseoftheheartaredissipatedbyrevery。
Marius’politicalfeversvanishedthus。TheRevolutionof1830
assistedintheprocess,bysatisfyingandcalminghim。
Heremainedthesame,settingasidehisfitsofwrath。
Hestillheldthesameopinions。Only,theyhadbeentempered。
Tospeakaccurately,hehadnolongeranyopinions,hehadsympathies。
Towhatpartydidhebelong?Tothepartyofhumanity。OutofhumanityhechoseFrance;outoftheNationhechosethepeople;
outofthepeoplehechosethewoman。Itwastothatpointaboveall,thathispitywasdirected。Nowhepreferredanideatoadeed,apoettoahero,andheadmiredabooklikeJobmorethananeventlikeMarengo。Andthen,when,afteradayspentinmeditation,hereturnedintheeveningthroughtheboulevards,andcaughtaglimpsethroughthebranchesofthetreesofthefathomlessspacebeyond,thenamelessgleams,theabyss,theshadow,themystery,allthatwhichisonlyhumanseemedveryprettyindeedtohim。
Hethoughtthathehad,andhereallyhad,infact,arrivedatthetruthoflifeandofhumanphilosophy,andhehadendedbygazingatnothingbutheaven,theonlythingwhichTruthcanperceivefromthebottomofherwell。
Thisdidnotpreventhimfrommultiplyinghisplans,hiscombinations,hisscaffoldings,hisprojectsforthefuture。Inthisstateofrevery,aneyewhichcouldhavecastaglanceintoMarius’
interiorwouldhavebeendazzledwiththepurityofthatsoul。
Infact,haditbeengiventooureyesofthefleshtogazeintotheconsciencesofothers,weshouldbeabletojudgeamanmuchmoresurelyaccordingtowhathedreams,thanaccordingtowhathethinks。Thereiswillinthought,thereisnoneindreams。
Revery,whichisutterlyspontaneous,takesandkeeps,eveninthegiganticandtheideal,theformofourspirit。Nothingproceedsmoredirectlyandmoresincerelyfromtheverydepthofoursoul,thanourunpremeditatedandboundlessaspirationstowardsthesplendorsofdestiny。Intheseaspirations,muchmorethanindeliberate,rationalcoordinatedideas,istherealcharacterofamantobefound。Ourchimerasarethethingswhichthemostresembleus。
Eachoneofusdreamsoftheunknownandtheimpossibleinaccordancewithhisnature。
Towardsthemiddleofthisyear1831,theoldwomanwhowaitedonMariustoldhimthathisneighbors,thewretchedJondrettefamily,hadbeenturnedoutofdoors。Marius,whopassednearlythewholeofhisdaysoutofthehouse,hardlyknewthathehadanyneighbors。
"Whyaretheyturnedout?"heasked。
"Becausetheydonotpaytheirrent;theyowefortwoquarters。"
"Howmuchisit?"
"Twentyfrancs,"saidtheoldwoman。
Mariushadthirtyfrancssavedupinadrawer。
"Here,"hesaidtotheoldwoman,"takethesetwenty—fivefrancs。
Payforthepoorpeopleandgivethemfivefrancs,anddonottellthemthatitwasI。"
CHAPTERVI
THESUBSTITUTE
ItchancedthattheregimenttowhichLieutenantTheodulebelongedcametoperformgarrisondutyinParis。ThisinspiredAuntGillenormandwithasecondidea。Shehad,onthefirstoccasion,hitupontheplanofhavingMariusspieduponbyTheodule;nowsheplottedtohaveTheoduletakeMarius’place。
Atalleventsandincasethegrandfathershouldfeelthevagueneedofayoungfaceinthehouse,——theseraysofdawnaresometimessweettoruin,——itwasexpedienttofindanotherMarius。"Takeitasasimpleerratum,"shethought,"suchasoneseesinbooks。
ForMarius,readTheodule。"
Agrandnephewisalmostthesameasagrandson;indefaultofalawyeronetakesalancer。
Onemorning,whenM。GillenormandwasabouttoreadsomethingintheQuotidienne,hisdaughterenteredandsaidtohiminhersweetestvoice;forthequestionconcernedherfavorite:——
"Father,Theoduleiscomingtopresenthisrespectstoyouthismorning。"
"Who’sTheodule?"
"Yourgrandnephew。"
"Ah!"saidthegrandfather。
Thenhewentbacktohisreading,thoughtnomoreofhisgrandnephew,whowasmerelysomeTheoduleorother,andsoonflewintoarage,whichalmostalwayshappenedwhenheread。The"sheet"whichheheld,althoughRoyalist,ofcourse,announcedforthefollowingday,withoutanysofteningphrases,oneoftheselittleeventswhichwereofdailyoccurrenceatthatdateinParis:"ThatthestudentsoftheschoolsoflawandmedicineweretoassembleonthePlaceduPantheon,atmidday,——todeliberate。"Thediscussionconcernedoneofthequestionsofthemoment,theartilleryoftheNationalGuard,andaconflictbetweentheMinisterofWarand"thecitizen’smilitia,"
onthesubjectofthecannonparkedinthecourtyardoftheLouvre。
Thestudentswereto"deliberate"overthis。ItdidnottakemuchmorethanthistoswellM。Gillenormand’srage。
HethoughtofMarius,whowasastudent,andwhowouldprobablygowiththerest,to"deliberate,atmidday,onthePlaceduPantheon。"
Ashewasindulginginthispainfuldream,LieutenantTheoduleenteredcladinplainclothesasabourgeois,whichwascleverofhim,andwasdiscreetlyintroducedbyMademoiselleGillenormand。
Thelancerhadreasonedasfollows:"Theolddruidhasnotsunkallhismoneyinalifepension。Itiswelltodisguiseone’sselfasacivilianfromtimetotime。"
MademoiselleGillenormandsaidaloudtoherfather:——
"Theodule,yourgrandnephew。"
Andinalowvoicetothelieutenant:——
"Approveofeverything。"
Andshewithdrew。
Thelieutenant,whowasbutlittleaccustomedtosuchvenerableencounters,stammeredwithsometimidity:"Goodday,uncle,"——
andmadeasalutecomposedoftheinvoluntaryandmechanicaloutlineofthemilitarysalutefinishedoffasabourgeoissalute。
"Ah!soit’syou;thatiswell,sitdown,"saidtheoldgentleman。
Thatsaid,hetotallyforgotthelancer。
Theoduleseatedhimself,andM。Gillenormandrose。
M。Gillenormandbegantopacebackandforth,hishandsinhispockets,talkingaloud,andtwitching,withhisirritatedoldfingers,atthetwowatcheswhichheworeinhistwofobs。
"Thatpackofbrats!theyconveneonthePlaceduPantheon!
bymylife!urchinswhowerewiththeirnursesbutyesterday!
Ifoneweretosqueezetheirnoses,milkwouldburstout。
Andtheydeliberateto—morrow,atmidday。Whatar
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