JEAN VALJEAN

第10章

Hefumbledinhispocket,drewouthispurse,openedit,andtookoutasmallkey;heinsertedthekeyinalockwhoseaperturecouldhardlybeseen,sohiddenwasitinthemostsombretonesofthedesignwhichcoveredthewall—paper;asecretreceptacleopened,asortoffalsecupboardconstructedintheanglebetweenthewallandthechimney—piece;inthishiding—placethereweresomerags——

abluelinenblouse,anoldpairoftrousers,anoldknapsack,andahugethorncudgelshodwithironatbothends。ThosewhohadseenJeanValjeanattheepochwhenhepassedthroughD————

inOctober,1815,couldeasilyhaverecognizedallthepiecesofthismiserableoutfit。

Hehadpreservedthemashehadpreservedthesilvercandlesticks,inordertoremindhimselfcontinuallyofhisstarting—point,buthehadconcealedallthatcamefromthegalleys,andhehadallowedthecandlestickswhichcamefromtheBishoptobeseen。

Hecastafurtiveglancetowardsthedoor,asthoughhefearedthatitwouldopeninspiteoftheboltwhichfastenedit;then,withaquickandabruptmovement,hetookthewholeinhisarmsatonce,withoutbestowingsomuchasaglanceonthethingswhichhehadsoreligiouslyandsoperilouslypreservedforsomanyyears,andflungthemall,rags,cudgel,knapsack,intothefire。

Heclosedthefalsecupboardagain,andwithredoubledprecautions,henceforthunnecessary,sinceitwasnowempty,heconcealedthedoorbehindaheavypieceoffurniture,whichhepushedinfrontofit。

Afterthelapseofafewseconds,theroomandtheoppositewallwerelightedupwithafierce,red,tremulousglow。Everythingwasonfire;thethorncudgelsnappedandthrewoutsparkstothemiddleofthechamber。

Astheknapsackwasconsumed,togetherwiththehideousragswhichitcontained,itrevealedsomethingwhichsparkledintheashes。

Bybendingover,onecouldhavereadilyrecognizedacoin,——nodoubttheforty—soupiecestolenfromthelittleSavoyard。

Hedidnotlookatthefire,butpacedbackandforthwiththesamestep。

Allatoncehiseyefellonthetwosilvercandlesticks,whichshonevaguelyonthechimney—piece,throughtheglow。

"Hold!"hethought;"thewholeofJeanValjeanisstillinthem。

Theymustbedestroyedalso。"

Heseizedthetwocandlesticks。

Therewasstillfireenoughtoallowoftheirbeingputoutofshape,andconvertedintoasortofunrecognizablebarofmetal。

Hebentoverthehearthandwarmedhimselfforamoment。Hefeltasenseofrealcomfort。"Howgoodwarmthis!"saidhe。

Hestirredthelivecoalswithoneofthecandlesticks。

Aminutemore,andtheywerebothinthefire。

Atthatmomentitseemedtohimthatheheardavoicewithinhimshouting:"JeanValjean!JeanValjean!"

Hishairroseupright:hebecamelikeamanwhoislisteningtosometerriblething。

"Yes,that’sit!finish!"saidthevoice。"Completewhatyouareabout!Destroythesecandlesticks!Annihilatethissouvenir!

ForgettheBishop!Forgeteverything!DestroythisChampmathieu,do!

Thatisright!Applaudyourself!Soitissettled,resolved,fixed,agreed:hereisanoldmanwhodoesnotknowwhatiswantedofhim,whohas,perhaps,donenothing,aninnocentman,whosewholemisfortuneliesinyourname,uponwhomyournameweighslikeacrime,whoisabouttobetakenforyou,whowillbecondemned,whowillfinishhisdaysinabjectnessandhorror。Thatisgood!

Beanhonestmanyourself;remainMonsieurleMaire;remainhonorableandhonored;enrichthetown;nourishtheindigent;reartheorphan;

livehappy,virtuous,andadmired;and,duringthistime,whileyouarehereinthemidstofjoyandlight,therewillbeamanwhowillwearyourredblouse,whowillbearyournameinignominy,andwhowilldragyourchaininthegalleys。Yes,itiswellarrangedthus。Ah,wretch!"

Theperspirationstreamedfromhisbrow。Hefixedahaggardeyeonthecandlesticks。Butthatwithinhimwhichhadspokenhadnotfinished。Thevoicecontinued:——

"JeanValjean,therewillbearoundyoumanyvoices,whichwillmakeagreatnoise,whichwilltalkveryloud,andwhichwillblessyou,andonlyonewhichnoonewillhear,andwhichwillcurseyouinthedark。Well!listen,infamousman!Allthosebenedictionswillfallbackbeforetheyreachheaven,andonlythemaledictionwillascendtoGod。"

Thisvoice,feebleatfirst,andwhichhadproceededfromthemostobscuredepthsofhisconscience,hadgraduallybecomestartlingandformidable,andhenowhearditinhisveryear。Itseemedtohimthatithaddetacheditselffromhim,andthatitwasnowspeakingoutsideofhim。Hethoughtthatheheardthelastwordssodistinctly,thatheglancedaroundtheroominasortofterror。

"Isthereanyonehere?"hedemandedaloud,inutterbewilderment。

Thenheresumed,withalaughwhichresembledthatofanidiot:——

"HowstupidIam!Therecanbenoone!"

Therewassomeone;butthepersonwhowastherewasofthosewhomthehumaneyecannotsee。

Heplacedthecandlesticksonthechimney—piece。

Thenheresumedhismonotonousandlugubrioustramp,whichtroubledthedreamsofthesleepingmanbeneathhim,andawokehimwithastart。

Thistrampingtoandfrosoothedandatthesametimeintoxicatedhim。

Itsometimesseems,onsupremeoccasions,asthoughpeoplemovedaboutforthepurposeofaskingadviceofeverythingthattheymayencounterbychangeofplace。Afterthelapseofafewminuteshenolongerknewhisposition。

Henowrecoiledinequalterrorbeforeboththeresolutionsatwhichhehadarrivedinturn。Thetwoideaswhichcounselledhimappearedtohimequallyfatal。Whatafatality!WhatconjunctionthatthatChampmathieushouldhavebeentakenforhim;tobeoverwhelmedbypreciselythemeanswhichProvidenceseemedtohaveemployed,atfirst,tostrengthenhisposition!

Therewasamomentwhenhereflectedonthefuture。Denouncehimself,greatGod!Deliverhimselfup!Withimmensedespairhefacedallthatheshouldbeobligedtoleave,allthatheshouldbeobligedtotakeuponcemore。Heshouldhavetobidfarewelltothatexistencewhichwassogood,sopure,soradiant,totherespectofall,tohonor,toliberty。Heshouldnevermorestrollinthefields;

heshouldnevermorehearthebirdssinginthemonthofMay;

heshouldnevermorebestowalmsonthelittlechildren;

heshouldnevermoreexperiencethesweetnessofhavingglancesofgratitudeandlovefixeduponhim;heshouldquitthathousewhichhehadbuilt,thatlittlechamber!Everythingseemedcharmingtohimatthatmoment。Neveragainshouldhereadthosebooks;

nevermoreshouldhewriteonthatlittletableofwhitewood;

hisoldportress,theonlyservantwhomhekept,wouldnevermorebringhimhiscoffeeinthemorning。GreatGod!insteadofthat,theconvictgang,theironnecklet,theredwaistcoat,thechainonhisankle,fatigue,thecell,thecampbedallthosehorrorswhichheknewsowell!Athisage,afterhavingbeenwhathewas!

Ifhewereonlyyoungagain!buttobeaddressedinhisoldageas"thou"byanyonewhopleased;tobesearchedbytheconvict—guard;

toreceivethegalley—sergeant’scudgellings;toweariron—boundshoesonhisbarefeet;tohavetostretchouthislegnightandmorningtothehammeroftheroundsmanwhovisitsthegang;

tosubmittothecuriosityofstrangers,whowouldbetold:"ThatmanyonderisthefamousJeanValjean,whowasmayorofM。surM。";

andatnight,drippingwithperspiration,overwhelmedwithlassitude,theirgreencapsdrawnovertheireyes,toremount,twobytwo,theladderstaircaseofthegalleysbeneaththesergeant’swhip。

Oh,whatmisery!Candestiny,then,beasmaliciousasanintelligentbeing,andbecomeasmonstrousasthehumanheart?

Anddowhathewould,healwaysfellbackupontheheartrendingdilemmawhichlayatthefoundationofhisrevery:"Shouldheremaininparadiseandbecomeademon?Shouldhereturntohellandbecomeanangel?"

Whatwastobedone?GreatGod!whatwastobedone?

Thetormentfromwhichhehadescapedwithsomuchdifficultywasunchainedafreshwithinhim。Hisideasbegantogrowconfusedoncemore;theyassumedakindofstupefiedandmechanicalqualitywhichispeculiartodespair。ThenameofRomainvillerecurredincessantlytohismind,withthetwoversesofasongwhichhehadheardinthepast。HethoughtthatRomainvillewasalittlegrovenearParis,whereyoungloversgotoplucklilacsinthemonthofApril。

Hewaveredoutwardlyaswellasinwardly。Hewalkedlikealittlechildwhoispermittedtotoddlealone。

Atintervals,ashecombatedhislassitude,hemadeanefforttorecoverthemasteryofhismind。Hetriedtoputtohimself,forthelasttime,anddefinitely,theproblemoverwhichhehad,inamanner,fallenprostratewithfatigue:Oughthetodenouncehimself?Oughthetoholdhispeace?Hecouldnotmanagetoseeanythingdistinctly。Thevagueaspectsofallthecoursesofreasoningwhichhadbeensketchedoutbyhismeditationsquiveredandvanished,oneaftertheother,intosmoke。Heonlyfeltthat,towhatevercourseofactionhemadeuphismind,somethinginhimmustdie,andthatofnecessity,andwithouthisbeingabletoescapethefact;thathewasenteringasepulchreontherighthandasmuchasontheleft;thathewaspassingthroughadeathagony,——

theagonyofhishappiness,ortheagonyofhisvirtue。

Alas!allhisresolutionhadagaintakenpossessionofhim。

Hewasnofurtheradvancedthanatthebeginning。

Thusdidthisunhappysoulstruggleinitsanguish。

Eighteenhundredyearsbeforethisunfortunateman,themysteriousBeinginwhomaresummedupallthesanctitiesandallthesufferingsofhumanityhadalsolongthrustasidewithhishand,whiletheolive—treesquiveredinthewildwindoftheinfinite,theterriblecupwhichappearedtoHimdrippingwithdarknessandoverflowingwithshadowsinthedepthsallstuddedwithstars。

CHAPTERIV

FORMSASSUMEDBYSUFFERINGDURINGSLEEP

Threeo’clockinthemorninghadjuststruck,andhehadbeenwalkingthusforfivehours,almostuninterruptedly,whenheatlengthallowedhimselftodropintohischair。

Therehefellasleepandhadadream。

Thisdream,likethemajorityofdreams,borenorelationtothesituation,exceptbyitspainfulandheart—rendingcharacter,butitmadeanimpressiononhim。Thisnightmarestruckhimsoforciblythathewroteitdownlateron。Itisoneofthepapersinhisownhandwritingwhichhehasbequeathedtous。Wethinkthatwehaveherereproducedthethinginstrictaccordancewiththetext。

Ofwhatevernaturethisdreammaybe,thehistoryofthisnightwouldbeincompleteifweweretoomitit:itisthegloomyadventureofanailingsoul。

Hereitis。Ontheenvelopewefindthislineinscribed,"TheDreamIhadthatNight。"

"Iwasinaplain;avast,gloomyplain,wheretherewasnograss。

Itdidnotseemtometobedaylightnoryetnight。

"Iwaswalkingwithmybrother,thebrotherofmychildishyears,thebrotherofwhom,Imustsay,Ineverthink,andwhomInowhardlyremember。

"Wewereconversingandwemetsomepassers—by。Weweretalkingofaneighborofoursinformerdays,whohadalwaysworkedwithherwindowopenfromthetimewhenshecametoliveonthestreet。

Aswetalkedwefeltcoldbecauseofthatopenwindow。

"Therewerenotreesintheplain。Wesawamanpassingclosetous。

Hewasentirelynude,ofthehueofashes,andmountedonahorsewhichwasearthcolor。Themanhadnohair;wecouldseehisskullandtheveinsonit。Inhishandheheldaswitchwhichwasassuppleasavine—shootandasheavyasiron。Thishorsemanpassedandsaidnothingtous。

"Mybrothersaidtome,`Letustaketothehollowroad。’

"Thereexistedahollowwaywhereinonesawneitherasingleshrubnoraspearofmoss。Everythingwasdirt—colored,eventhesky。

Afterproceedingafewpaces,IreceivednoreplywhenIspoke:

Iperceivedthatmybrotherwasnolongerwithme。

"IenteredavillagewhichIespied。IreflectedthatitmustbeRomainville。(WhyRomainville?)[5]

[5]ThisparenthesisisduetoJeanValjean。

"ThefirststreetthatIenteredwasdeserted。Ienteredasecondstreet。Behindtheangleformedbythetwostreets,amanwasstandingerectagainstthewall。IsaidtothisMan:——

"`Whatcountryisthis?WhereamI?’Themanmadenoreply。

Isawthedoorofahouseopen,andIentered。

"Thefirstchamberwasdeserted。Ienteredthesecond。Behindthedoorofthischamberamanwasstandingerectagainstthewall。

Iinquiredofthisman,`Whosehouseisthis?WhereamI?’

Themanrepliednot。

"Thehousehadagarden。Iquittedthehouseandenteredthegarden。

Thegardenwasdeserted。BehindthefirsttreeIfoundamanstandingupright。Isaidtothisman,`Whatgardenisthis?

WhereamI?’Themandidnotanswer。

"Istrolledintothevillage,andperceivedthatitwasatown。

Allthestreetsweredeserted,allthedoorswereopen。Notasinglelivingbeingwaspassinginthestreets,walkingthroughthechambersorstrollinginthegardens。Butbehindeachangleofthewalls,behindeachdoor,behindeachtree,stoodasilentman。Onlyonewastobeseenatatime。Thesemenwatchedmepass。

"Ileftthetownandbegantorambleaboutthefields。

"AfterthelapseofsometimeIturnedbackandsawagreatcrowdcomingupbehindme。IrecognizedallthemenwhomIhadseeninthattown。

Theyhadstrangeheads。Theydidnotseemtobeinahurry,yettheywalkedfasterthanIdid。Theymadenonoiseastheywalked。

Inaninstantthiscrowdhadovertakenandsurroundedme。

Thefacesofthesemenwereeartheninhue。

"ThenthefirstonewhomIhadseenandquestionedonenteringthetownsaidtome:——

"`Whitherareyougoing!Doyounotknowthatyouhavebeendeadthislongtime?’

"Iopenedmymouthtoreply,andIperceivedthattherewasnoonenearme。"

Hewoke。Hewasicycold。Awindwhichwaschilllikethebreezeofdawnwasrattlingtheleavesofthewindow,whichhadbeenleftopenontheirhinges。Thefirewasout。Thecandlewasnearingitsend。Itwasstillblacknight。

Herose,hewenttothewindow。Therewerenostarsintheskyevenyet。

Fromhiswindowtheyardofthehouseandthestreetwerevisible。

Asharp,harshnoise,whichmadehimdrophiseyes,resoundedfromtheearth。

Belowhimheperceivedtworedstars,whoserayslengthenedandshortenedinasingularmannerthroughthedarkness。

Ashisthoughtswerestillhalfimmersedinthemistsofsleep,"Hold!"saidhe,"therearenostarsinthesky。Theyareonearthnow。"

Butthisconfusionvanished;asecondsoundsimilartothefirstrousedhimthoroughly;helookedandrecognizedthefactthatthesetwostarswerethelanternsofacarriage。Bythelightwhichtheycasthewasabletodistinguishtheformofthisvehicle。

Itwasatilburyharnessedtoasmallwhitehorse。Thenoisewhichhehadheardwasthetramplingofthehorse’shoofsonthepavement。

"Whatvehicleisthis?"hesaidtohimself。"Whoiscomingheresoearlyinthemorning?"

Atthatmomenttherecamealighttaponthedoorofhischamber。

Heshudderedfromheadtofoot,andcriedinaterriblevoice:——

"Whoisthere?"

Someonesaid:——

"I,MonsieurleMaire。"

Herecognizedthevoiceoftheoldwomanwhowashisportress。

"Well!"hereplied,"whatisit?"

"MonsieurleMaire,itisjustfiveo’clockinthemorning。"

"Whatisthattome?"

"Thecabrioletishere,MonsieurleMaire。"

"Whatcabriolet?"

"Thetilbury。"

"Whattilbury?"

"DidnotMonsieurleMaireorderatilbury?"

"No,"saidhe。

"ThecoachmansaysthathehascomeforMonsieurleMaire。"

"Whatcoachman?"

"M。Scaufflaire’scoachman。"

"M。Scaufflaire?"

Thatnamesentashudderoverhim,asthoughaflashoflightninghadpassedinfrontofhisface。

"Ah!yes,"heresumed;"M。Scaufflaire!"

Iftheoldwomancouldhaveseenhimatthatmoment,shewouldhavebeenfrightened。

Atolerablylongsilenceensued。Heexaminedtheflameofthecandlewithastupidair,andfromaroundthewickhetooksomeoftheburningwax,whichherolledbetweenhisfingers。Theoldwomanwaitedforhim。Sheevenventuredtouplifthervoiceoncemore:——

"WhatamItosay,MonsieurleMaire?"

"Saythatitiswell,andthatIamcomingdown。"

CHAPTERV

HINDRANCES

ThepostingservicefromArrastoM。surM。wasstilloperatedatthisperiodbysmallmail—wagonsofthetimeoftheEmpire。

Thesemail—wagonsweretwo—wheeledcabriolets,upholsteredinsidewithfawn—coloredleather,hungonsprings,andhavingbuttwoseats,oneforthepostboy,theotherforthetraveller。Thewheelswerearmedwiththoselong,offensiveaxleswhichkeepothervehiclesatadistance,andwhichmaystillbeseenontheroadinGermany。

Thedespatchbox,animmenseoblongcoffer,wasplacedbehindthevehicleandformedapartofit。Thiscofferwaspaintedblack,andthecabrioletyellow。

Thesevehicles,whichhavenocounterpartsnowadays,hadsomethingdistortedandhunchbackedaboutthem;andwhenonesawthempassinginthedistance,andclimbingupsomeroadtothehorizon,theyresembledtheinsectswhicharecalled,Ithink,termites,andwhich,thoughwithbutlittlecorselet,dragagreattrainbehindthem。

Buttheytravelledataveryrapidrate。Thepost—wagonwhichsetoutfromArrasatoneo’clockeverynight,afterthemailfromParishadpassed,arrivedatM。surM。alittlebeforefiveo’clockinthemorning。

ThatnightthewagonwhichwasdescendingtoM。surM。bytheHesdinroad,collidedatthecornerofastreet,justasitwasenteringthetown,withalittletilburyharnessedtoawhitehorse,whichwasgoingintheoppositedirection,andinwhichtherewasbutoneperson,amanenvelopedinamantle。Thewheelofthetilburyreceivedquiteaviolentshock。Thepostmanshoutedtothemantostop,butthetravellerpaidnoheedandpursuedhisroadatfullgallop。

"Thatmanisinadevilishhurry!"saidthepostman。

Themanthushasteningonwastheonewhomwehavejustseenstrugglinginconvulsionswhicharecertainlydeservingofpity。

Whitherwashegoing?Hecouldnothavetold。Whywashehastening?

Hedidnotknow。Hewasdrivingatrandom,straightahead。Whither?

ToArras,nodoubt;buthemighthavebeengoingelsewhereaswell。

Attimeshewasconsciousofit,andheshuddered。Heplungedintothenightasintoagulf。Somethingurgedhimforward;somethingdrewhimon。Noonecouldhavetoldwhatwastakingplacewithinhim;

everyonewillunderstandit。Whatmanistherewhohasnotentered,atleastonceinhislife,intothatobscurecavernoftheunknown?

However,hehadresolvedonnothing,decidednothing,formednoplan,donenothing。Noneoftheactionsofhisconsciencehadbeendecisive。

Hewas,morethanever,ashehadbeenatthefirstmoment。

WhywashegoingtoArras?

HerepeatedwhathehadalreadysaidtohimselfwhenhehadhiredScaufflaire’scabriolet:that,whatevertheresultwastobe,therewasnoreasonwhyheshouldnotseewithhisowneyes,andjudgeofmattersforhimself;thatthiswasevenprudent;

thathemustknowwhattookplace;thatnodecisioncouldbearrivedatwithouthavingobservedandscrutinized;thatonemademountainsoutofeverythingfromadistance;that,atanyrate,whenheshouldhaveseenthatChampmathieu,somewretch,hisconsciencewouldprobablybegreatlyrelievedtoallowhimtogotothegalleysinhisstead;thatJavertwouldindeedbethere;andthatBrevet,thatChenildieu,thatCochepaille,oldconvictswhohadknownhim;

buttheycertainlywouldnotrecognizehim;——bah!whatanidea!

thatJavertwasahundredleaguesfromsuspectingthetruth;

thatallconjecturesandallsuppositionswerefixedonChampmathieu,andthatthereisnothingsoheadstrongassuppositionsandconjectures;

thataccordinglytherewasnodanger。

Thatitwas,nodoubt,adarkmoment,butthatheshouldemergefromit;that,afterall,heheldhisdestiny,howeverbaditmightbe,inhisownhand;thathewasmasterofit。Heclungtothisthought。

Atbottom,totellthewholetruth,hewouldhavepreferrednottogotoArras。

Nevertheless,hewasgoingthither。

Ashemeditated,hewhippeduphishorse,whichwasproceedingatthatfine,regular,andeventrotwhichaccomplishestwoleaguesandahalfanhour。

Inproportionasthecabrioletadvanced,hefeltsomethingwithinhimdrawback。

Atdaybreakhewasintheopencountry;thetownofM。surM。layfarbehindhim。Hewatchedthehorizongrowwhite;hestaredatallthechillyfiguresofawinter’sdawnastheypassedbeforehiseyes,butwithoutseeingthem。Themorninghasitsspectresaswellastheevening。Hedidnotseethem;butwithouthisbeingawareofit,andbymeansofasortofpenetrationwhichwasalmostphysical,theseblacksilhouettesoftreesandofhillsaddedsomegloomyandsinisterqualitytotheviolentstateofhissoul。

Eachtimethathepassedoneofthoseisolateddwellingswhichsometimesborderonthehighway,hesaidtohimself,"Andyettherearepeopletherewithinwhoaresleeping!"

Thetrotofthehorse,thebellsontheharness,thewheelsontheroad,producedagentle,monotonousnoise。Thesethingsarecharmingwhenoneisjoyous,andlugubriouswhenoneissad。

ItwasbroaddaylightwhenhearrivedatHesdin。Hehaltedinfrontoftheinn,toallowthehorseabreathingspell,andtohavehimgivensomeoats。

Thehorsebelonged,asScaufflairehadsaid,tothatsmallraceoftheBoulonnais,whichhastoomuchhead,toomuchbelly,andnotenoughneckandshoulders,butwhichhasabroadchest,alargecrupper,thin,finelegs,andsolidhoofs——ahomely,butarobustandhealthyrace。Theexcellentbeasthadtravelledfiveleaguesintwohours,andhadnotadropofsweatonhisloins。

Hedidnotgetoutofthetilbury。Thestablemanwhobroughttheoatssuddenlybentdownandexaminedtheleftwheel。

"Areyougoingfarinthiscondition?"saidtheman。

Hereplied,withanairofnothavingrousedhimselffromhisrevery:——

"Why?"

"Haveyoucomefromagreatdistance?"wentontheman。

"Fiveleagues。"

"Ah!"

"Whydoyousay,`Ah?’"

Themanbentdownoncemore,wassilentforamoment,withhiseyesfixedonthewheel;thenheroseerectandsaid:——

"Because,thoughthiswheelhastravelledfiveleagues,itcertainlywillnottravelanotherquarterofaleague。"

Hesprangoutofthetilbury。

"Whatisthatyousay,myfriend?"

"Isaythatitisamiraclethatyoushouldhavetravelledfiveleagueswithoutyouandyourhorserollingintosomeditchonthehighway。

Justseehere!"

Thewheelreallyhadsufferedseriousdamage。Theshockadministeredbythemail—wagonhadsplittwospokesandstrainedthehub,sothatthenutnolongerheldfirm。

"Myfriend,"hesaidtothestableman,"isthereawheelwrighthere?"

"Certainly,sir。"

"Dometheservicetogoandfetchhim。"

"Heisonlyastepfromhere。Hey!MasterBourgaillard!"

MasterBourgaillard,thewheelwright,wasstandingonhisownthreshold。

Hecame,examinedthewheelandmadeagrimacelikeasurgeonwhenthelatterthinksalimbisbroken。

"Canyourepairthiswheelimmediately?"

"Yes,sir。"

"WhencanIsetoutagain?"

"To—morrow。"

"To—morrow!"

"Thereisalongday’sworkonit。Areyouinahurry,sir?"

"Inaverygreathurry。Imustsetoutagaininanhouratthelatest。"

"Impossible,sir。"

"Iwillpaywhateveryouask。"

"Impossible。"

"Well,intwohours,then。"

"Impossibleto—day。Twonewspokesandahubmustbemade。

Monsieurwillnotbeabletostartbeforeto—morrowmorning。"

"Themattercannotwaituntilto—morrow。Whatifyouweretoreplacethiswheelinsteadofrepairingit?"

"Howso?"

"Youareawheelwright?"

"Certainly,sir。"

"Haveyounotawheelthatyoucansellme?ThenIcouldstartagainatonce。"

"Asparewheel?"

"Yes。"

"Ihavenowheelonhandthatwouldfityourcabriolet。Twowheelsmakeapair。Twowheelscannotbeputtogetherhap—hazard。"

"Inthatcase,sellmeapairofwheels。"

"Notallwheelsfitallaxles,sir。"

"Try,nevertheless。"

"Itisuseless,sir。Ihavenothingtosellbutcart—wheels。Wearebutapoorcountryhere。"

"Haveyouacabrioletthatyoucanletmehave?"

Thewheelwrighthadseenatthefirstglancethatthetilburywasahiredvehicle。Heshruggedhisshoulders。

"Youtreatthecabrioletsthatpeopleletyousowell!IfIhadone,Iwouldnotletittoyou!"

"Well,sellittome,then。"

"Ihavenone。"

"What!notevenaspring—cart?Iamnothardtoplease,asyousee。"

"Weliveinapoorcountry。Thereis,intruth,"addedthewheelwright,"anoldcalashundertheshedyonder,whichbelongstoabourgeoisofthetown,whogaveittometotakecareof,andwhoonlyusesitonthethirty—sixthofthemonth——never,thatistosay。Imightletthattoyou,forwhatmattersittome?Butthebourgeoismustnotseeitpass——andthen,itisacalash;itwouldrequiretwohorses。"

"Iwilltaketwopost—horses。"

"WhereisMonsieurgoing?"

"ToArras。"

"AndMonsieurwishestoreachthereto—day?"

"Yes,ofcourse。"

"Bytakingtwopost—horses?"

"Whynot?"

"DoesitmakeanydifferencewhetherMonsieurarrivesatfouro’clockto—morrowmorning?"

"Certainlynot。"

"Thereisonethingtobesaidaboutthat,yousee,bytakingpost—horses——

Monsieurhashispassport?"

"Yes。"

"Well,bytakingpost—horses,MonsieurcannotreachArrasbeforeto—morrow。Weareonacross—road。Therelaysarebadlyserved,thehorsesareinthefields。Theseasonforploughingisjustbeginning;heavyteamsarerequired,andhorsesareseizeduponeverywhere,fromthepostaswellaselsewhere。Monsieurwillhavetowaitthreeorfourhoursattheleastateveryrelay。

And,then,theydriveatawalk。Therearemanyhillstoascend。"

"Comethen,Iwillgoonhorseback。Unharnessthecabriolet。

Someonecansurelysellmeasaddleintheneighborhood。"

"Withoutdoubt。Butwillthishorsebearthesaddle?"

"Thatistrue;youremindmeofthat;hewillnotbearit。"

"Then——"

"ButIcansurelyhireahorseinthevillage?"

"AhorsetotraveltoArrasatonestretch?"

"Yes。"

"Thatwouldrequiresuchahorseasdoesnotexistintheseparts。

Youwouldhavetobuyittobeginwith,becausenooneknowsyou。

Butyouwillnotfindoneforsalenortolet,forfivehundredfrancs,orforathousand。"

"WhatamItodo?"

"Thebestthingistoletmerepairthewheellikeanhonestman,andsetoutonyourjourneyto—morrow。"

"To—morrowwillbetoolate。"

"Thedeuce!"

"Istherenotamail—wagonwhichrunstoArras?Whenwillitpass?"

"To—night。Boththepostspassatnight;theonegoingaswellastheonecoming。"

"What!Itwilltakeyouadaytomendthiswheel?"

"Aday,andagoodlongone。"

"Ifyousettwomentowork?"

"IfIsettenmentowork。"

"Whatifthespokesweretobetiedtogetherwithropes?"

"Thatcouldbedonewiththespokes,notwiththehub;andthefellyisinabadstate,too。"

"Isthereanyoneinthisvillagewholetsoutteams?"

"No。"

"Isthereanotherwheelwright?"

Thestablemanandthewheelwrightrepliedinconcert,withatossofthehead"No。"

Hefeltanimmensejoy。

ItwasevidentthatProvidencewasintervening。Thatitwasitwhohadbrokenthewheelofthetilburyandwhowasstoppinghimontheroad。Hehadnotyieldedtothissortoffirstsummons;

hehadjustmadeeverypossibleefforttocontinuethejourney;

hehadloyallyandscrupulouslyexhaustedallmeans;hehadbeendeterredneitherbytheseason,norfatigue,norbytheexpense;

hehadnothingwithwhichtoreproachhimself。Ifhewentnofurther,thatwasnofaultofhis。Itdidnotconcernhimfurther。

Itwasnolongerhisfault。Itwasnottheactofhisownconscience,buttheactofProvidence。

Hebreathedagain。HebreathedfreelyandtothefullextentofhislungsforthefirsttimesinceJavert’svisit。Itseemedtohimthatthehandofironwhichhadheldhisheartinitsgraspforthelasttwentyhourshadjustreleasedhim。

ItseemedtohimthatGodwasforhimnow,andwasmanifestingHimself。

Hesaidhimselfthathehaddoneallhecould,andthatnowhehadnothingtodobutretracehisstepsquietly。

Ifhisconversationwiththewheelwrighthadtakenplaceinachamberoftheinn,itwouldhavehadnowitnesses,noonewouldhaveheardhim,thingswouldhaverestedthere,anditisprobablethatweshouldnothavehadtorelateanyoftheoccurrenceswhichthereaderisabouttoperuse;butthisconversationhadtakenplaceinthestreet。

Anycolloquyinthestreetinevitablyattractsacrowd。Therearealwayspeoplewhoasknothingbetterthantobecomespectators。

Whilehewasquestioningthewheelwright,somepeoplewhowerepassingbackandforthhaltedaroundthem。Afterlisteningforafewminutes,ayounglad,towhomnoonehadpaidanyheed,detachedhimselffromthegroupandranoff。

Atthemomentwhenthetraveller,aftertheinwarddeliberationwhichwehavejustdescribed,resolvedtoretracehissteps,thischildreturned。Hewasaccompaniedbyanoldwoman。

"Monsieur,"saidthewoman,"myboytellsmethatyouwishtohireacabriolet。"

Thesesimplewordsutteredbyanoldwomanledbyachildmadetheperspirationtrickledownhislimbs。Hethoughtthathebeheldthehandwhichhadrelaxeditsgraspreappearinthedarknessbehindhim,readytoseizehimoncemore。

Heanswered:——

"Yes,mygoodwoman;IaminsearchofacabrioletwhichIcanhire。"

Andhehastenedtoadd:——

"Butthereisnoneintheplace。"

"Certainlythereis,"saidtheoldwoman。

"Where?"interpolatedthewheelwright。

"Atmyhouse,"repliedtheoldwoman。

Heshuddered。Thefatalhandhadgraspedhimagain。

Theoldwomanreallyhadinhershedasortofbasketspring—cart。

Thewheelwrightandthestable—man,indespairattheprospectofthetravellerescapingtheirclutches,interfered。

"Itwasafrightfuloldtrap;itrestsflatontheaxle;itisanactualfactthattheseatsweresuspendedinsideitbyleatherthongs;

theraincameintoit;thewheelswererustedandeatenwithmoisture;

itwouldnotgomuchfurtherthanthetilbury;aregularramshackleoldstage—wagon;thegentlemanwouldmakeagreatmistakeifhetrustedhimselftoit,"etc。,etc。

Allthiswastrue;butthistrap,thisramshackleoldvehicle,thisthing,whateveritwas,ranonitstwowheelsandcouldgotoArras。

Hepaidwhatwasasked,leftthetilburywiththewheelwrighttoberepaired,intendingtoreclaimitonhisreturn,hadthewhitehorseputtothecart,climbedintoit,andresumedtheroadwhichhehadbeentravellingsincemorning。

Atthemomentwhenthecartmovedoff,headmittedthathehadfelt,amomentpreviously,acertainjoyinthethoughtthatheshouldnotgowhitherhewasnowproceeding。Heexaminedthisjoywithasortofwrath,andfounditabsurd。Whyshouldhefeeljoyatturningback?

Afterall,hewastakingthistripofhisownfreewill。

Noonewasforcinghimtoit。

Andassuredlynothingwouldhappenexceptwhatheshouldchoose。

AsheleftHesdin,heheardavoiceshoutingtohim:"Stop!Stop!"

Hehaltedthecartwithavigorousmovementwhichcontainedafeverishandconvulsiveelementresemblinghope。

Itwastheoldwoman’slittleboy。

"Monsieur,"saidthelatter,"itwasIwhogotthecartforyou。"

"Well?"

"Youhavenotgivenmeanything。"

Hewhogavetoallsoreadilythoughtthisdemandexorbitantandalmostodious。

"Ah!it’syou,youscamp?"saidhe;"youshallhavenothing。"

Hewhippeduphishorseandsetoffatfullspeed。

HehadlostagreatdealoftimeatHesdin。Hewantedtomakeitgood。

Thelittlehorsewascourageous,andpulledfortwo;butitwasthemonthofFebruary,therehadbeenrain;theroadswerebad。

Andthen,itwasnolongerthetilbury。Thecartwasveryheavy,andinaddition,thereweremanyascents。

HetooknearlyfourhourstogofromHesdintoSaint—Pol;fourhoursforfiveleagues。

AtSaint—Polhehadthehorseunharnessedatthefirstinnhecametoandledtothestable;ashehadpromisedScaufflaire,hestoodbesidethemangerwhilethehorsewaseating;hethoughtofsadandconfusingthings。

Theinn—keeper’swifecametothestable。

"DoesnotMonsieurwishtobreakfast?"

"Come,thatistrue;Ievenhaveagoodappetite。"

Hefollowedthewoman,whohadarosy,cheerfulface;sheledhimtothepublicroomwherethereweretablescoveredwithwaxedcloth。

"Makehaste!"saidhe;"Imuststartagain;Iaminahurry。"

AbigFlemishservant—maidplacedhisknifeandforkinallhaste;

helookedatthegirlwithasensationofcomfort。

"Thatiswhatailedme,"hethought;"Ihadnotbreakfasted。"

Hisbreakfastwasserved;heseizedthebread,tookamouthful,andthenslowlyreplaceditonthetable,anddidnottouchitagain。

Acarterwaseatingatanothertable;hesaidtothisman:——

"Whyistheirbreadsobitterhere?"

ThecarterwasaGermananddidnotunderstandhim。

Hereturnedtothestableandremainednearthehorse。

AnhourlaterhehadquittedSaint—PolandwasdirectinghiscoursetowardsTinques,whichisonlyfiveleaguesfromArras。

Whatdidhedoduringthisjourney?Ofwhatwashethinking?

Asinthemorning,hewatchedthetrees,thethatchedroofs,thetilledfieldspassby,andthewayinwhichthelandscape,brokenateveryturnoftheroad,vanished;thisisasortofcontemplationwhichsometimessufficestothesoul,andalmostrelievesitfromthought。Whatismoremelancholyandmoreprofoundthantoseeathousandobjectsforthefirstandthelasttime?

Totravelistobebornandtodieateveryinstant;perhaps,inthevaguestregionofhismind,bedidmakecomparisonsbetweentheshiftinghorizonandourhumanexistence:allthethingsoflifeareperpetuallyfleeingbeforeus;thedarkandbrightintervalsareintermingled;afteradazzlingmoment,aneclipse;welook,wehasten,westretchoutourhandstograspwhatispassing;

eacheventisaturnintheroad,and,allatonce,weareold;

wefeelashock;allisblack;wedistinguishanobscuredoor;

thegloomyhorseoflife,whichhasbeendrawingushalts,andweseeaveiledandunknownpersonunharnessingamidtheshadows。

TwilightwasfallingwhenthechildrenwhowerecomingoutofschoolbeheldthistravellerenterTinques;itistruethatthedayswerestillshort;hedidnothaltatTinques;asheemergedfromthevillage,alaborer,whowasmendingtheroadwithstones,raisedhisheadandsaidtohim:——

"Thathorseisverymuchfatigued。"

Thepoorbeastwas,infact,goingatawalk。

"AreyougoingtoArras?"addedtheroad—mender。

"Yes。"

"Ifyougoonatthatrateyouwillnotarriveveryearly。"

Hestoppedhishorse,andaskedthelaborer:——

"HowfarisitfromheretoArras?"

"Nearlysevengoodleagues。"

"Howisthat?thepostingguideonlysaysfiveleaguesandaquarter。"

"Ah!"returnedtheroad—mender,"soyoudon’tknowthattheroadisunderrepair?Youwillfinditbarredaquarterofanhourfurtheron;thereisnowaytoproceedfurther。"

"Really?"

"Youwilltaketheroadontheleft,leadingtoCarency;youwillcrosstheriver;whenyoureachCamblin,youwillturntotheright;

thatistheroadtoMont—Saint—EloywhichleadstoArras。"

"Butitisnight,andIshalllosemyway。"

"Youdonotbelongintheseparts?"

"No。"

"And,besides,itisallcross—roads;stop!sir,"resumedtheroad—mender;

"shallIgiveyouapieceofadvice?yourhorseistired;

returntoTinques;thereisagoodinnthere;sleepthere;

youcanreachArrasto—morrow。"

"Imustbetherethisevening。"

"Thatisdifferent;butgototheinnallthesame,andgetanextrahorse;thestable—boywillguideyouthroughthecross—roads。"

Hefollowedtheroad—mender’sadvice,retracedhissteps,and,halfanhourlater,hepassedthesamespotagain,butthistimeatfullspeed,withagoodhorsetoaid;astable—boy,whocalledhimselfapostilion,wasseatedontheshaftofthecariole。

Still,hefeltthathehadlosttime。

Nighthadfullycome。

Theyturnedintothecross—road;thewaybecamefrightfullybad;

thecartlurchedfromoneruttotheother;hesaidtothepostilion:——

"Keepatatrot,andyoushallhaveadoublefee。"

Inoneofthejolts,thewhiffle—treebroke。

"There’sthewhiffle—treebroken,sir,"saidthepostilion;"Idon’tknowhowtoharnessmyhorsenow;thisroadisverybadatnight;

ifyouwishtoreturnandsleepatTinques,wecouldbeinArrasearlyto—morrowmorning。"

Hereplied,"Haveyouabitofropeandaknife?"

"Yes,sir。"

Hecutabranchfromatreeandmadeawhiffle—treeofit。

Thiscausedanotherlossoftwentyminutes;buttheysetoutagainatagallop。

Theplainwasgloomy;low—hanging,black,crispfogscreptoverthehillsandwrenchedthemselvesawaylikesmoke:therewerewhitishgleamsintheclouds;astrongbreezewhichblewinfromtheseaproducedasoundinallquartersofthehorizon,asofsomeonemovingfurniture;

everythingthatcouldbeseenassumedattitudesofterror。

Howmanythingsshiverbeneaththesevastbreathsofthenight!

Hewasstiffwithcold;hehadeatennothingsincethenightbefore;

hevaguelyrecalledhisothernocturnaltripinthevastplainintheneighborhoodofD————,eightyearspreviously,anditseemedbutyesterday。

Thehourstruckfromadistanttower;heaskedtheboy:——

"Whattimeisit?"

"Seveno’clock,sir;weshallreachArrasateight;wehavebutthreeleaguesstilltogo。"

Atthatmoment,heforthefirsttimeindulgedinthisreflection,thinkingitoddthewhilethatithadnotoccurredtohimsooner:

thatallthistroublewhichhewastakingwas,perhaps,useless;

thathedidnotknowsomuchasthehourofthetrial;thatheshould,atleast,haveinformedhimselfofthat;thathewasfoolishtogothusstraightaheadwithoutknowingwhetherhewouldbeofanyserviceornot;thenhesketchedoutsomecalculationsinhismind:

that,ordinarily,thesittingsoftheCourtofAssizesbeganatnineo’clockinthemorning;thatitcouldnotbealongaffair;

thatthetheftoftheappleswouldbeverybrief;thattherewouldthenremainonlyaquestionofidentity,fourorfivedepositions,andverylittleforthelawyerstosay;thatheshouldarriveafterallwasover。

Thepostilionwhippedupthehorses;theyhadcrossedtheriverandleftMont—Saint—Eloybehindthem。

Thenightgrewmoreprofound。

CHAPTERVI

SISTERSIMPLICEPUTTOTHEPROOF

ButatthatmomentFantinewasjoyous。

Shehadpassedaverybadnight;hercoughwasfrightful;herfeverhaddoubledinintensity;shehadhaddreams:inthemorning,whenthedoctorpaidhisvisit,shewasdelirious;heassumedanalarmedlook,andorderedthatheshouldbeinformedassoonasM。Madeleinearrived。

Allthemorningshewasmelancholy,saidbutlittle,andlaidplaitsinhersheets,murmuringthewhile,inalowvoice,calculationswhichseemedtobecalculationsofdistances。

Hereyeswerehollowandstaring。Theyseemedalmostextinguishedatintervals,thenlightedupagainandshonelikestars。

Itseemsasthough,attheapproachofacertaindarkhour,thelightofheavenfillsthosewhoarequittingthelightofearth。

EachtimethatSisterSimpliceaskedherhowshefelt,sherepliedinvariably,"Well。IshouldliketoseeM。Madeleine。"

Somemonthsbeforethis,atthemomentwhenFantinehadjustlostherlastmodesty,herlastshame,andherlastjoy,shewastheshadowofherself;nowshewasthespectreofherself。Physicalsufferinghadcompletedtheworkofmoralsuffering。Thiscreatureoffiveandtwentyhadawrinkledbrow,flabbycheeks,pinchednostrils,teethfromwhichthegumshadreceded,aleadencomplexion,abonyneck,prominentshoulder—blades,fraillimbs,aclayeyskin,andhergoldenhairwasgrowingoutsprinkledwithgray。

Alas!howillnessimprovisesold—age!

Atmid—daythephysicianreturned,gavesomedirections,inquiredwhetherthemayorhadmadehisappearanceattheinfirmary,andshookhishead。

M。Madeleineusuallycametoseetheinvalidatthreeo’clock。Asexactnessiskindness,hewasexact。

Abouthalf—pasttwo,Fantinebegantoberestless。Inthecourseoftwentyminutes,sheaskedthenunmorethantentimes,"Whattimeisit,sister?"

Threeo’clockstruck。Atthethirdstroke,Fantinesatupinbed;

shewhocould,ingeneral,hardlyturnover,joinedheryellow,fleshlesshandsinasortofconvulsiveclasp,andthenunheardherutteroneofthoseprofoundsighswhichseemtothrowoffdejection。

ThenFantineturnedandlookedatthedoor。

Nooneentered;thedoordidnotopen。

Sheremainedthusforaquarterofanhour,hereyesrivetedonthedoor,motionlessandapparentlyholdingherbreath。Thesisterdarednotspeaktoher。Theclockstruckaquarterpastthree。

Fantinefellbackonherpillow。

Shesaidnothing,butbegantoplaitthesheetsoncemore。

Halfanhourpassed,thenanhour,noonecame;everytimetheclockstruck,Fantinestartedupandlookedtowardsthedoor,thenfellbackagain。

Herthoughtwasclearlyperceptible,butsheutterednoname,shemadenocomplaint,sheblamednoone。Butshecoughedinamelancholyway。

Onewouldhavesaidthatsomethingdarkwasdescendinguponher。

Shewaslividandherlipswereblue。Shesmilednowandthen。

Fiveo’clockstruck。Thenthesisterheardhersay,verylowandgently,"Heiswrongnottocometo—day,sinceIamgoingawayto—morrow。"

SisterSimpliceherselfwassurprisedatM。Madeleine’sdelay。

Inthemeantime,Fantinewasstaringatthetesterofherbed。

Sheseemedtobeendeavoringtorecallsomething。Allatonceshebegantosinginavoiceasfeebleasabreath。Thenunlistened。

ThisiswhatFantinewassinging:——

"LovelythingswewillbuyAswestrollthefaubourgsthrough。

Rosesarepink,corn—flowersareblue,Ilovemylove,corn—flowersareblue。

"Yestere’entheVirginMarycamenearmystove,inabroideredmantleclad,andsaidtome,`Here,hide’neathmyveilthechildwhomyouonedaybeggedfromme。Hastetothecity,buylinen,buyaneedle,buythread。’

"LovelythingswewillbuyAswestrollthefaubourgsthrough。

"DearHolyVirgin,besidemystoveIhavesetacradlewithribbonsdecked。Godmaygivemehislovelieststar;

Ipreferthechildthouhastgrantedme。`Madame,whatshallIdowiththislinenfine?’——`Makeofitclothesforthynew—bornbabe。’

"Rosesarepinkandcorn—flowersareblue,Ilovemylove,andcorn—flowersareblue。

"`Washthislinen。’——`Where?’——`Inthestream。Makeofit,soilingnot,spoilingnot,apetticoatfairwithitsbodicefine,whichIwillembroiderandfillwithflowers。’——`Madame,thechildisnolongerhere;whatistobedone?’——`Thenmakeofitawinding—sheetinwhichtoburyme。’

"LovelythingswewillbuyAswestrollthefaubourgsthrough,Rosesarepink,corn—flowersareblue,Ilovemylove,corn—flowersareblue。"

Thissongwasanoldcradleromancewithwhichshehad,informerdays,lulledherlittleCosettetosleep,andwhichhadneverrecurredtohermindinallthefiveyearsduringwhichshehadbeenpartedfromherchild。Shesangitinsosadavoice,andtososweetanair,thatitwasenoughtomakeanyone,evenanun,weep。Thesister,accustomedasshewastoausterities,feltatearspringtohereyes。

Theclockstrucksix。Fantinedidnotseemtohearit。Shenolongerseemedtopayattentiontoanythingabouther。

SisterSimplicesentaserving—maidtoinquireoftheportressofthefactory,whetherthemayorhadreturned,andifhewouldnotcometotheinfirmarysoon。Thegirlreturnedinafewminutes。

Fantinewasstillmotionlessandseemedabsorbedinherownthoughts。

TheservantinformedSisterSimpliceinaverylowtone,thatthemayorhadsetoutthatmorningbeforesixo’clock,inalittletilburyharnessedtoawhitehorse,coldastheweatherwas;thathehadgonealone,withoutevenadriver;thatnooneknewwhatroadhehadtaken;

thatpeoplesaidhehadbeenseentoturnintotheroadtoArras;

thatothersassertedthattheyhadmethimontheroadtoParis。

Thatwhenhewentawayhehadbeenverygentle,asusual,andthathehadmerelytoldtheportressnottoexpecthimthatnight。

Whilethetwowomenwerewhisperingtogether,withtheirbacksturnedtoFantine’sbed,thesisterinterrogating,theservantconjecturing,Fantine,withthefeverishvivacityofcertainorganicmaladies,whichunitethefreemovementsofhealthwiththefrightfulemaciationofdeath,hadraisedherselftoherkneesinbed,withhershrivelledhandsrestingonthebolster,andherheadthrustthroughtheopeningofthecurtains,andwaslistening。

Allatonceshecried:——

"YouarespeakingofM。Madeleine!Whyareyoutalkingsolow?

Whatishedoing?Whydoeshenotcome?"

Hervoicewassoabruptandhoarsethatthetwowomenthoughttheyheardthevoiceofaman;theywheeledroundinaffright。

"Answerme!"criedFantine。

Theservantstammered:——

"Theportresstoldmethathecouldnotcometo—day。"

"Becalm,mychild,"saidthesister;"liedownagain。"

Fantine,withoutchangingherattitude,continuedinaloudvoice,andwithanaccentthatwasbothimperiousandheart—rending:——

"Hecannotcome?Whynot?Youknowthereason。Youarewhisperingittoeachotherthere。Iwanttoknowit。"

Theservant—maidhastenedtosayinthenun’sear,"Saythatheisbusywiththecitycouncil。"

SisterSimpliceblushedfaintly,foritwasaliethatthemaidhadproposedtoher。

Ontheotherhand,itseemedtoherthatthemerecommunicationofthetruthtotheinvalidwould,withoutdoubt,dealheraterribleblow,andthatthiswasaseriousmatterinFantine’spresentstate。

Herflushdidnotlastlong;thesisterraisedhercalm,sadeyestoFantine,andsaid,"MonsieurleMairehasgoneaway。"

Fantineraisedherselfandcrouchedonherheelsinthebed:

hereyessparkled;indescribablejoybeamedfromthatmelancholyface。

"Gone!"shecried;"hehasgonetogetCosette。"

Thensheraisedherarmstoheaven,andherwhitefacebecameineffable;

herlipsmoved;shewasprayinginalowvoice。

Whenherprayerwasfinished,"Sister,"shesaid,"Iamwillingtoliedownagain;Iwilldoanythingyouwish;Iwasnaughtyjustnow;

Ibegyourpardonforhavingspokensoloud;itisverywrongtotalkloudly;Iknowthatwell,mygoodsister,but,yousee,Iamveryhappy:thegoodGodisgood;M。Madeleineisgood;

justthink!hehasgonetoMontfermeiltogetmylittleCosette。"

Shelaydownagain,withthenun’sassistance,helpedthenuntoarrangeherpillow,andkissedthelittlesilvercrosswhichsheworeonherneck,andwhichSisterSimplicehadgivenher。

"Mychild,"saidthesister,"trytorestnow,anddonottalkanymore。"

Fantinetookthesister’shandinhermoisthands,andthelatterwaspainedtofeelthatperspiration。

"HesetoutthismorningforParis;infact,heneednotevengothroughParis;Montfermeilisalittletotheleftasyoucomethence。

Doyourememberhowhesaidtomeyesterday,whenIspoketohimofCosette,Soon,soon?Hewantstogivemeasurprise,youknow!hemademesignalettersothatshecouldbetakenfromtheThenardiers;theycannotsayanything,canthey?theywillgivebackCosette,fortheyhavebeenpaid;theauthoritieswillnotallowthemtokeepthechildsincetheyhavereceivedtheirpay。

DonotmakesignstomethatImustnottalk,sister!Iamextremelyhappy;Iamdoingwell;Iamnotillatallanymore;

IamgoingtoseeCosetteagain;Iamevenquitehungry;itisnearlyfiveyearssinceIsawherlast;youcannotimaginehowmuchattachedonegetstochildren,andthen,shewillbesopretty;

youwillsee!Ifyouonlyknewwhatprettylittlerosyfingersshehad!Inthefirstplace,shewillhaveverybeautifulhands;

shehadridiculoushandswhenshewasonlyayearold;likethis!

shemustbeabiggirlnow;sheissevenyearsold;sheisquiteayounglady;IcallherCosette,buthernameisreallyEuphrasie。

Stop!thismorningIwaslookingatthedustonthechimney—piece,andIhadasortofideacomeacrossme,likethat,thatIshouldseeCosetteagainsoon。MonDieu!howwrongitisnottoseeone’schildrenforyears!Oneoughttoreflectthatlifeisnoteternal。

Oh,howgoodM。leMaireistogo!itisverycold!itistrue;

hehadonhiscloak,atleast?hewillbehereto—morrow,willhenot?to—morrowwillbeafestivalday;to—morrowmorning,sister,youmustremindmetoputonmylittlecapthathaslaceonit。

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