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"Allright,mother,"saidJeff。
Shemovedherselfrestivelyinbed。"What’sthis,"shedemandedofherson,"thatWhitwell’stellin’aboutyouandCynthybreakin’itoff?"
"Well,therewastalkofthat,"saidJeff,passinghishandoverhislipstokeepbackthesmilethatwasstealingtothem。
"Whodoneit?"
CynthiakepthereyesonJeff,whodroppedhistohismother’sface。
"Cynthydidit;butIguessIgavehergoodenoughreason。"
"AboutthathussyinBoston?Shewasfullmoretoblamethanwhatyouwas。Idon’tseewhatCynthywantedtodoitforonheraccount。"
"IguessCynthywasright。"
Mrs。Durgin’sspeechhadbeenthickeningmoreandmore。ShenowsaidsomethingthatJeffcouldnotunderstand。HelookedinvoluntarilyatCynthia。
"ShesaysshethinksIwashastywithyou,"thegirlinterpreted。
Jeffkepthiseyesonhers,butheansweredtohismother:"NotanymorethanIdeserved。Ihadn’tanyrighttoexpectthatshewouldstandit。"
Againthesickwomantriedtosaysomething。Jeffmadeoutafewsyllables,and,afterhismotherhadrepeatedherwords,hehadtolooktoCynthiaforhelp。
"Shewantstoknowifit’sallrightnow。"
"WhatshallIsay?"askedJeff,huskily。
"Tellherthetruth。"
"Whatisthetruth?"
"Thatwehaven’tmadeitup。"
Jeffhesitated,andthensaid:"Well,notyet,mother,"andhebentanentreatinglookuponCynthiawhichshecouldnotfeelwaswhollyforhimself。"I——Iguesswecanfixit,somehow。IbehavedverybadlytoCynthia。"
"No,nottome!"thegirlprotestedinanindignantburst。
"Nottothatlittlescalawag,then!"criedJeff。"Ifthewrongwasn’ttoyou,therewasn’tanywrong。"
"Itwastoyou!"Cynthiaretorted。
"Oh,IguessIcanstandit,"saidJeff,andhissmilenowcametohislipsandeyes。
Hismotherhadfollowedtheirquickparleywitheagerlooks,asifsheweretryingtokeepherintelligencetoitsworkconcerningthem。Theeffortseemedtoexhausther,andwhenshespokeagainherwordsweresoindistinctthatevenCynthiacouldnotunderstandthemtillshehadrepeatedthemseveraltimes。
Thenthegirlwassilent,whiletheinvalidkeptaneagerlookuponher。
SheseemedtounderstandthatCynthiadidnotmeantospeak;andthetearscameintohereyes。
"Doyouwantmetoknowwhatshesaid?"askedJeff,respectfully,reverentlyalmost。
Cynthiasaid,gently:"Shesaysthatthenyoumustshowyoudidn’tmeananyharmtome,andthatyoucaredforme,allthrough,andyoudidn’tcareforanybodyelse。"
"Thankyou,"saidJeff,andheturnedtohismother。"I’lldoeverythingIcantomakeCynthybelievethat,mother。"
Thegirlbrokeintotearsandwentoutoftheroom。Shesentinthenight—watcher,andthenJefftookleaveofhismotherwithanunwontedkiss。
Intotheshadowofastarlitnighthesawthefigurehehadbeenwaitingforglideoutoftheglitterofthehotellights。Hefolloweditdowntheroad。
"Cynthia!"hecalled;andwhenhecameupwithherheasked:"What’sthereasonwecan’tmakeittrue?Whycan’tyoubelievewhatmotherwantsmetomakeyou?"
Cynthiastopped,asherwontwaswhenshewishedtospeakseriously。
"Doyouaskthatformysakeorhers?"
"Forbothyoursakes。"
"Ithoughtso。Yououghttohaveaskeditforyourownsake,Jeff,andthenImighthavebeenfoolenoughtobelieveyou。Butnow——"
Shestartedswiftlydownthehillagain,andthistimehedidnottrytofollowher。
L。
Mrs。Durgin’sspeechneverregainedthemeasureofclearnessithadbefore;noonebutCynthiacouldunderstandher,andoftenshecouldnot。
ThedoctorfromLovewellsurmisedthatshehadsustainedanotherstroke,lighter,moreobscurethanthefirst,anditwasthatwhichhadrenderedheralmostinarticulate。Theparalysismighthavealsoaffectedherbrain,andsilencedherthoughtsaswellasherwords。EithershebelievedthatthereconciliationbetweenJeffandCynthiahadtakenplace,orelseshecouldnolongercare。Shedidnotquestionthemagain,butpeacefullyweakenedmoreandmore。NeartheendofSeptembershehadathirdstroke,andfromthisshedied。
ThedayafterthefuneralJeffhadatalkwithWhitwell,andopenedhismindtohim。
"I’mgoingovertotheotherside,andIshan’tbebackbeforespring,orabouttimetostarttheseasonhere。WhatIwanttoknowiswhether,ifI’moutofthehouse,andnotlikelytocomeback,you’llstayhereandlookaftertheplacethroughthewinter。Ithasn’tbeenagoodseason,butIguessIcanaffordtomakeitworthyourwhileifyoulookatitasamatterofbusiness。"
Whitwellleanedforwardandtookastrawintohismouthfromthegoldenwallofoatsheavesinthebarnwheretheyweretalking。AsoftrustlinginthemowoverheadmarkedtheremotepresenceofJombateeste,whowasgettingforwardthehayforthehorses,pushingittowardtheholeswhereitshouldfallintotheirracks。
"Ishouldwanttothinkaboutit,"saidWhitwell。"Ido’knowasCynthy’dcaremuchaboutstayin’——orFrank。"
"Howlongdoyouwanttothinkaboutit?"Jeffdemanded,ignoringthepossiblewishesofCynthiaandFrank。
"IguessIcouldletyouknowbynight。"
"Allright,"saidJeff。
Hewasturningaway,whenWhitwellremarked:
"Idon’tknowasIshouldwanttostaywithoutIcouldhavesomebodyI
coulddependon,withme,tolookafterthehosses。Frankwouldn’twantto。"
"Who’dyoulike?"
"Well——Jombateeste。"
"Askhim。"
WhitwellcalledtotheCanuck,andhecameforwardtotheedgeofthemow,andstood,forkinhand,lookingdown。
"Wanttostayherethiswinterandlookafterthehorses,Jombateeste?"
Whitwellasked。
"Nosseh!"saidtheCanuck,withamislikingeyeonJeff。
"Imean,alongwithme,"Whitwellexplained。"IfIconcludetostay,willyou?Jeff’sgoin’abroad。"
"IguessIstay,"saidJombateeste。
"Don’tstrainyourself,Jombateeste,"saidJeff,withmalevolentderision。
"Notforyou,JeffDorrgin,"returnedtheCanuck。"IstrainmyselftillIbust,ifIwant。"
JeffsneeredtoWhitwell:"Well,then,themostimportantpointissettled。Letmeknowabouttheminordetailsassoonasyoucan。"
"Allright。"
Whitwelltalkedthematteroverwithhischildrenatsupperthatevening。
Jeffhadmadehimagoodoffer,andhehadthewinterbeforehimtoprovidefor。
"Idon’tknowwhatdeviltryhe’supto,"hesaidinconclusion。
Franklookedtohissisterfortheircommondecision。"Iamgoingtotryforaschool,"shesaid,quietly。"It’sprettylate,butIguessIcangetsomething。YouandFrankhadbetterstay。"
"Andyoudon’tfeelasifitwaskindofmeechin’,ourtakin’upwithhisoffer,afterwhat’s——"Whitwelldelicatelyforboretofillouthissentence。
"Youaredoingthefavor,father,"saidthegirl。"Heknowsthat,andI
guesshewouldn’tknowwheretolookifyourefused。And,afterall,what’shappenednowisasmuchmydoingashis。"
"Iguessthat’ssomethingso,"saidWhitwell,withalongsighofrelief。
"Well,I’mgladyoucanlookatitinthatlight,Cynthy。It’sthewaythefeller’sbuilt,Ipresume,asmuchasanything。"
Hisdaughterwaivedthepoint。"Ishouldn’tfeeljustrightifnoneofusstayedintheoldplace。IshouldfeelasifwehadturnedourbacksonMrs。Durgin。"
Hereyesshone,andherfathersaid:"Well,Iguessthat’sso,cometothinkofit。She’sbeenlikeamothertoyou,thispastyear,ha’n’tshe?Anditmusthavecomepoottyhardforher,sidin’ag’in’Jeff。Butshedoneit。"
Thegirlturnedherheadaway。Theyweresittinginthelittle,lowkeeping—roomofWhitwell’shouse,andherfatherhadhishatonprovisionally。Throughthewindowtheycouldseethelightofthelanternattheofficedoorofthehotel,whosemasswaslostinthedarkaboveandbehindthelamp。Itwasallverystilloutside。
"Ideclare,"Whitwellwenton,musingly,"IwishtMr。Westoverwashere。"
Cynthiastarted,butitwastoask:"DoyouwantIshouldhelpyouwithyourLatin,Frank?"
Whitwellca