The Landlord At Lions Head

第23章

"Allright,mother,"saidJeff。

Shemovedherselfrestivelyinbed。"What’sthis,"shedemandedofherson,"thatWhitwell’stellin’aboutyouandCynthybreakin’itoff?"

"Well,therewastalkofthat,"saidJeff,passinghishandoverhislipstokeepbackthesmilethatwasstealingtothem。

"Whodoneit?"

CynthiakepthereyesonJeff,whodroppedhistohismother’sface。

"Cynthydidit;butIguessIgavehergoodenoughreason。"

"AboutthathussyinBoston?Shewasfullmoretoblamethanwhatyouwas。Idon’tseewhatCynthywantedtodoitforonheraccount。"

"IguessCynthywasright。"

Mrs。Durgin’sspeechhadbeenthickeningmoreandmore。ShenowsaidsomethingthatJeffcouldnotunderstand。HelookedinvoluntarilyatCynthia。

"ShesaysshethinksIwashastywithyou,"thegirlinterpreted。

Jeffkepthiseyesonhers,butheansweredtohismother:"NotanymorethanIdeserved。Ihadn’tanyrighttoexpectthatshewouldstandit。"

Againthesickwomantriedtosaysomething。Jeffmadeoutafewsyllables,and,afterhismotherhadrepeatedherwords,hehadtolooktoCynthiaforhelp。

"Shewantstoknowifit’sallrightnow。"

"WhatshallIsay?"askedJeff,huskily。

"Tellherthetruth。"

"Whatisthetruth?"

"Thatwehaven’tmadeitup。"

Jeffhesitated,andthensaid:"Well,notyet,mother,"andhebentanentreatinglookuponCynthiawhichshecouldnotfeelwaswhollyforhimself。"I——Iguesswecanfixit,somehow。IbehavedverybadlytoCynthia。"

"No,nottome!"thegirlprotestedinanindignantburst。

"Nottothatlittlescalawag,then!"criedJeff。"Ifthewrongwasn’ttoyou,therewasn’tanywrong。"

"Itwastoyou!"Cynthiaretorted。

"Oh,IguessIcanstandit,"saidJeff,andhissmilenowcametohislipsandeyes。

Hismotherhadfollowedtheirquickparleywitheagerlooks,asifsheweretryingtokeepherintelligencetoitsworkconcerningthem。Theeffortseemedtoexhausther,andwhenshespokeagainherwordsweresoindistinctthatevenCynthiacouldnotunderstandthemtillshehadrepeatedthemseveraltimes。

Thenthegirlwassilent,whiletheinvalidkeptaneagerlookuponher。

SheseemedtounderstandthatCynthiadidnotmeantospeak;andthetearscameintohereyes。

"Doyouwantmetoknowwhatshesaid?"askedJeff,respectfully,reverentlyalmost。

Cynthiasaid,gently:"Shesaysthatthenyoumustshowyoudidn’tmeananyharmtome,andthatyoucaredforme,allthrough,andyoudidn’tcareforanybodyelse。"

"Thankyou,"saidJeff,andheturnedtohismother。"I’lldoeverythingIcantomakeCynthybelievethat,mother。"

Thegirlbrokeintotearsandwentoutoftheroom。Shesentinthenight—watcher,andthenJefftookleaveofhismotherwithanunwontedkiss。

Intotheshadowofastarlitnighthesawthefigurehehadbeenwaitingforglideoutoftheglitterofthehotellights。Hefolloweditdowntheroad。

"Cynthia!"hecalled;andwhenhecameupwithherheasked:"What’sthereasonwecan’tmakeittrue?Whycan’tyoubelievewhatmotherwantsmetomakeyou?"

Cynthiastopped,asherwontwaswhenshewishedtospeakseriously。

"Doyouaskthatformysakeorhers?"

"Forbothyoursakes。"

"Ithoughtso。Yououghttohaveaskeditforyourownsake,Jeff,andthenImighthavebeenfoolenoughtobelieveyou。Butnow——"

Shestartedswiftlydownthehillagain,andthistimehedidnottrytofollowher。

L。

Mrs。Durgin’sspeechneverregainedthemeasureofclearnessithadbefore;noonebutCynthiacouldunderstandher,andoftenshecouldnot。

ThedoctorfromLovewellsurmisedthatshehadsustainedanotherstroke,lighter,moreobscurethanthefirst,anditwasthatwhichhadrenderedheralmostinarticulate。Theparalysismighthavealsoaffectedherbrain,andsilencedherthoughtsaswellasherwords。EithershebelievedthatthereconciliationbetweenJeffandCynthiahadtakenplace,orelseshecouldnolongercare。Shedidnotquestionthemagain,butpeacefullyweakenedmoreandmore。NeartheendofSeptembershehadathirdstroke,andfromthisshedied。

ThedayafterthefuneralJeffhadatalkwithWhitwell,andopenedhismindtohim。

"I’mgoingovertotheotherside,andIshan’tbebackbeforespring,orabouttimetostarttheseasonhere。WhatIwanttoknowiswhether,ifI’moutofthehouse,andnotlikelytocomeback,you’llstayhereandlookaftertheplacethroughthewinter。Ithasn’tbeenagoodseason,butIguessIcanaffordtomakeitworthyourwhileifyoulookatitasamatterofbusiness。"

Whitwellleanedforwardandtookastrawintohismouthfromthegoldenwallofoatsheavesinthebarnwheretheyweretalking。AsoftrustlinginthemowoverheadmarkedtheremotepresenceofJombateeste,whowasgettingforwardthehayforthehorses,pushingittowardtheholeswhereitshouldfallintotheirracks。

"Ishouldwanttothinkaboutit,"saidWhitwell。"Ido’knowasCynthy’dcaremuchaboutstayin’——orFrank。"

"Howlongdoyouwanttothinkaboutit?"Jeffdemanded,ignoringthepossiblewishesofCynthiaandFrank。

"IguessIcouldletyouknowbynight。"

"Allright,"saidJeff。

Hewasturningaway,whenWhitwellremarked:

"Idon’tknowasIshouldwanttostaywithoutIcouldhavesomebodyI

coulddependon,withme,tolookafterthehosses。Frankwouldn’twantto。"

"Who’dyoulike?"

"Well——Jombateeste。"

"Askhim。"

WhitwellcalledtotheCanuck,andhecameforwardtotheedgeofthemow,andstood,forkinhand,lookingdown。

"Wanttostayherethiswinterandlookafterthehorses,Jombateeste?"

Whitwellasked。

"Nosseh!"saidtheCanuck,withamislikingeyeonJeff。

"Imean,alongwithme,"Whitwellexplained。"IfIconcludetostay,willyou?Jeff’sgoin’abroad。"

"IguessIstay,"saidJombateeste。

"Don’tstrainyourself,Jombateeste,"saidJeff,withmalevolentderision。

"Notforyou,JeffDorrgin,"returnedtheCanuck。"IstrainmyselftillIbust,ifIwant。"

JeffsneeredtoWhitwell:"Well,then,themostimportantpointissettled。Letmeknowabouttheminordetailsassoonasyoucan。"

"Allright。"

Whitwelltalkedthematteroverwithhischildrenatsupperthatevening。

Jeffhadmadehimagoodoffer,andhehadthewinterbeforehimtoprovidefor。

"Idon’tknowwhatdeviltryhe’supto,"hesaidinconclusion。

Franklookedtohissisterfortheircommondecision。"Iamgoingtotryforaschool,"shesaid,quietly。"It’sprettylate,butIguessIcangetsomething。YouandFrankhadbetterstay。"

"Andyoudon’tfeelasifitwaskindofmeechin’,ourtakin’upwithhisoffer,afterwhat’s——"Whitwelldelicatelyforboretofillouthissentence。

"Youaredoingthefavor,father,"saidthegirl。"Heknowsthat,andI

guesshewouldn’tknowwheretolookifyourefused。And,afterall,what’shappenednowisasmuchmydoingashis。"

"Iguessthat’ssomethingso,"saidWhitwell,withalongsighofrelief。

"Well,I’mgladyoucanlookatitinthatlight,Cynthy。It’sthewaythefeller’sbuilt,Ipresume,asmuchasanything。"

Hisdaughterwaivedthepoint。"Ishouldn’tfeeljustrightifnoneofusstayedintheoldplace。IshouldfeelasifwehadturnedourbacksonMrs。Durgin。"

Hereyesshone,andherfathersaid:"Well,Iguessthat’sso,cometothinkofit。She’sbeenlikeamothertoyou,thispastyear,ha’n’tshe?Anditmusthavecomepoottyhardforher,sidin’ag’in’Jeff。Butshedoneit。"

Thegirlturnedherheadaway。Theyweresittinginthelittle,lowkeeping—roomofWhitwell’shouse,andherfatherhadhishatonprovisionally。Throughthewindowtheycouldseethelightofthelanternattheofficedoorofthehotel,whosemasswaslostinthedarkaboveandbehindthelamp。Itwasallverystilloutside。

"Ideclare,"Whitwellwenton,musingly,"IwishtMr。Westoverwashere。"

Cynthiastarted,butitwastoask:"DoyouwantIshouldhelpyouwithyourLatin,Frank?"

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