The Landlord At Lions Head

第17章

Sheremainedtoclearawaythetable,whentherestleftit,andWestoverfollowedMrs。Durginintotheparlor,wheresheindemnifiedherselfforrefrainingfromanyexplicitallusiontoJeffbeforeCynthia。"Theboy,"

sheexplained,whenshehadmadehimransackhismemoryforeveryscrapoffactconcerningherson,"don’thardlyeverwritetome,andIguesshedon’tgiveCynthyverymuchnews。Ipresumehe’sworkin’harderthaneverthisyear。AndI’mgladhe’sgoin’aboutalittle,fromwhatyousay。Iguesshe’sgottofeelin’alittlebetter。Itdidworrymeforhimtofeelsowhatyoumaycallmeechin’aboutfolks。Youseeanythingthatmadeyouthinkhewa’n’tappreciated?"

AfterWestovergotbackintohisownroom,someoneknockedathisdoor,andhefoundWhitwelloutside。Hescarcelyaskedhimtocomein,butWhitwellscarcelyneededtheinvitation。"Goteverythingyouwant?

ItoldCynthyI’dcomeupandseeafteryou;Frankwon’tbebackintime。"Hesatdownandputhisfeetontopofthestove,andstrucktheheelsofhisbootsonitsedge,fromthehabitofknockingthecakedsnowofftheminthatwayonstove—tops。Hedidnotwaittofindoutthattherewasnoresponsivesizzlingbeforeheasked,withalongnasalsigh,"Well,howisJeffgettin’along?"

HelookedacrossatWestover,whohadprovisionallyseatedhimselfonhisbed。

"Why,intheoldway。"Whitwellkepthiseyeonhim,andheadded:

"Isupposewedon’tanyofuschange;wedevelop。"

Whitwellsmiledwithpleasureinthelooselyphilosophicsuggestion。

"Youmeanthathe’sthesamekindofamanthathewasaboy?Well,I

guessthat’sso。Thequestionis,whatkindofaboywashe?I’vebeenmullin’overthatconsid’ablesinceCynthyandhimfixedituptogether。

Ofcourse,Iknowit’stheirbusiness,andallthat;butIpresumeI’vegotarighttospee’lateaboutit?"

HereferredthepointtoWestover,whoknewaninnerearnestnessinit,inspiteofWhitwell’shabitofoutsidejocosity。"Everyrightintheworld,Ishouldsay,Mr。Whitwell,"heanswered,seriously。

"Well,I’mgladyoufeelthatway,"saidWhitwell,withalittleapparentsurprise。"Idon’twanttomeddle,any;butIknowwhatCynthyis——Inoneedtobragherup——andIdon’tfeelsooverandabovecertain’tIknowwhatheis。He’sagooddealofamixture,ifyouwanttoknowhowhestrikesme。Idon’tmeanIdon’tlikehim;Ido;thefellow’sgotawaywithhimthatmakesmekindoflikehimwhenIseehim。He’sgood—

naturedandclever;andhe’swillin’totakeanyamountoftroubleforyou;butyoucan’ttellwheretohavehim。"WestoverdeniedtheappealforexplicitassentinWhitwell’seye,andhewenton:"IfI’ddonethatfellowagoodturn,inspiteofhim,orifI’dheldhimuptosomethingthatheallowedwasright,andconsentedto,Ishouldwanttokeepasharplookoutthathedidn’tplaymesomeuglytrickforit。He’sacomicaldevil,"Whitwellended,ratherinadequately。"Howd’sitlooktoyou?Seenanythinglatelythatseemedtotallywithmyidee?"

"No,no;Ican’tsaythatIhave,"saidWestover,reluctantly。Hewishedtobefrankerthanhenowmeanttobe,butheconsultedascruplethathedidnotwhollyrespect;amereconventionitseemedtohim,presently。

Hesaid:"I’vealwaysfeltthatcharminhim,too,andI’veseentheothertraits,thoughnotsoclearlyasyouseemtohavedone。Hehasapowerfulwill,yes——"

Hestopped,andWhitwellasked:"Beenuptoanydeviltrylately?"

"Ican’tsayhehas。NothingthatIcancallintentional。"

"No,"saidWhitwell。"What’shedone,though?"

"Really,Mr。Whitwell,Idon’tknowthatyouhaveanyrighttoexpectmetotalkhimover,whenI’mhereashismother’sguest——hisownguest——?"

"No。Iha’n’t,"saidWhitwell。"Whataboutthefatherofthegirlhe’sgoin’tomarry?"

Westovercouldnotdenytheforceofthis。"You’dbeanxiousifIdidn’ttellyouwhatIhadinmind,Idaresay,morethanifIdid。"HetoldhimofJeff’sbehaviorwithAlanLynde,andofhistalkwithhimaboutit。"AndIthinkhewashonest。Itwassomethingthathappened,thatwasn’tmeant。"

Whitwelldidnotassentdirectly,somewhattoWestover’ssurprise。Heasked:"FelloweverdoneanythingtoJeff?"

"NotthatIknowof。Idon’tknowthattheyevermetbefore。"

Whitwellkickedhisheelsontheedgeofthestoveagain。"Thenitmightbeenanaccident,"hesaid,dryly。

Westoverhadtobreakthesilencethatfollowed,andhefoundhimselfdefendingJeff,thoughsomehownotforJeff’ssake。Heurgedthatifhehadthestrongwilltheybothrecognizedinhim,hewouldnevercommittheerrorsofaweakman,whichwereusuallythebasest。

"Howdoyouknowthatastrong—willedmana’n’taweakone?"Whitwellastonishedhimbyasking。"A’n’twhatwecallastrongwilljustakindofabull—dogclinchthatthedoghimselfcan’tunloose?Itakeitamanthathasagoodwillisastrongman。IfJeffdonearightthingagainsthiswill,hewouldn’tresteasytillhe’dshowedthathewa’n’tobligedto,bysomemischiefworse’nwhathewaskeptoutof。Itellyou,Mr。

Westover,ifI’dmadethatfellowtoethemarkanyway,I’dbeafraidofhim。"WhitwelllookedatWestoverwitheyesofsignificance,ifnotofconfidence。Thenherosewithaprolonged"M——wel—l—l!We’reallborn,butwea’n’tallburied。Thisworldisaqueerplace。ButIguessJeff’llcomeoutrightintheend。"

Westoversaid,"I’msurehewill!"andheshookhandswarmlywiththefatherofthegirlJeffwasgoingtomarry。

Whitwellcameback,afterhehadgotsomepacesaway,andsaid:"Ofcourse,thisisbetweenyouandme,Mr。Westover。"

"Ofcourse!"

"Idon’tmeanMis’Durgin。Ishouldn’tcarewhatshethoughtofmytalkin’himoverwithyou。Idon’tknow,"hecontinued,puttinguphishandagainstthedoor—frame,togivehimselfthecomfortofitssupportwhilehetalked,"asyouunderstoodwhatshemeanbytheyoungladiesatBostonkeepin’upwiththefellowsincollege。Well,that’swhatCynthy’sdoin’withJeff,rightalong;andifheeverworksoffthemconditionsofhis,andgitshisdegree,it’llbebecauseshehelpedhimto。Itellyou,there’smorethanonekindoftelepathyinthisworld,Mr。Westover。That’sall。"

XXXIX

WestoverunderstoodfromWhitwell’safterthoughtthatitwasCynthiahewasanxioustokeepignorantofhismisgivings,iftheyweresomuchasmisgivings。Buttheimportanceofthisfactcouldnotstayhimagainstthetideofsleepwhichwasbearinghimdown。Whenhisheadtouchedthepillowitsweptoverhim,andherosefromitinthemorningwithagayetyofheartwhichheknewtobereturninghealth。Hejumpedoutofbed,andstuffedsomeshavingsintohisstovefromthewood—boxbesideit,andlaidsomelogsonthem;heslidthedamperopen,andthenlaydownagain,listeningtothefirethatshoweditsredteeththroughtheslatsandroaredandlaughedtothedaywhichsparkledonthewhiteworldwithout。Whenhegotoutofbedasecondtime,hefoundtheroomsohotthathehadtopulldownhiswindow—sash,andhedressedinatemperatureoftwentydegreesbelowzerowithoutknowingthatthedryairwasmorethanfresh。Mrs。Durgincalledtohimthroughtheopendoorofherparlor,asheenteredthedining—room:"Cynthywillgiveyouyourbreakfast,Mr。Westover。We’realldonelongago,andI’mbusyinhere,"

andthegirlappearedwiththecoffee—potandthedishesshehadbeenkeepinghotforhimatthekitchenstove。Sheseemedtobegoingtoleavehimwhenshehadputthemdownbeforehim,butshefaltered,andthensheasked:"DoyouwantIshouldpouryourcoffeeforyou?"

"Ohyes!Do!"hebegged,andshesatdownacrossthetablefromhim。

"I’mashamedtomakethistroubleforyou,"headded。"Ididn’tknowitwassolate。"

"Oh,wehavethewholedayforourwork,"sheanswered,tolerantly。

Helaughed,andsaid:"Howstrangethatseems!IsupposeIshallgetusedtoit。Butintownweseemnevertohaveawholedayforaday’swork;wealwayshavetodopartofitatnight,orthenextmorning。Doyoueverhaveadayherethat’stoolargeasizeforitswork?"

"Youcannearlyalwaysfindsomethingtodoaboutahouse,"shereturned,evasively。"Butthetimedoesn’tgothewayitdoesinthesummer。"

"Oh,Iknowhowthecountryisinthewinter,"hesaid。"Iwasbroughtupinthecountry。"

"Ididn’tknowthat,"shesaid,andshegavehimastareofsurprisebeforehereyesfell。

"Yes。OutinWisconsin。Mypeoplewereemigrants,andIlivedinthewoods,there,tillIbegantopaintmywayout。Ibeganprettyearly,butIwasinthewoodstillIwassixteen。"

"Ididn’tknowthat,"sherepeated。"Ialwaysthoughtthatyouwere——"

"Summerfolks,liketherest?No,I’mall—the—year—roundfolksoriginally。ButIhaven’tbeeninthecountryinthewintersinceIwasaboy;andit’sallbeencomingbacktome,here,likesomeoneelse’sexperience。"

Shedidnotsayanything,buttheinterestinhereyes,whichshecouldnotkeepfromhisfacenow,promptedhimtogoon。

"YoucanmakeabeginningintheWesteasierthanyoucanintheEast,andsomepeoplewhocametoourlumbercampdiscoveredme,andgavemeachancetobegin。IwenttoMilwaukeefirst,andtheymademethinkIwassomebody。ThenIcameontoNewYork,andtheymademethinkIwasnobody。IhadtogotoEuropetofindoutwhichIwas;butafterIhadbeentherelongenoughIdidn’tcaretoknow。WhatIwastryingtodowastheimportantthingtome;notthefellowwhowastryingtodoit。"

"Yes,"shesaid,withintelligence。

"ImetsomeBostonpeopleinItaly,andIthoughtIshouldliketolivewherethatkindofpeoplelived。That’sthewayIcametobeinBoston。

Itallseemsverysimplenow,butIusedtothinkitmightlookromanticfromtheoutside。I’vehadahappylife;andI’mgladitbeganinthecountry。Ishouldn’tcareifitendedthere。Idon’tknowwhyI’vebotheredyouwithmyautobiography,though。PerhapsbecauseIthoughtyouknewitalready。"

Shelookedasifshewouldhavesaidsomethingfittingifshecouldhaveruledherselftoit;butshesaidnothingatall。Herfailureseemedtoabashher,andshecouldonlyaskhimifhewouldnothavesomemorecoffee,andthenexcuseherself,andleavehimtofinishhisbreakfastalone。

Thatdayhetriedforhispicturefromseveralpointsout—of—doorsbeforehefoundthathisownwindowgavehimthebest。Withthewindowopen,andthestovewarmathisback,heworkedthereingreatcomfortnearlyeveryafternoon。Thesnowskeptoff,andtheclearsunsetsburnedbehindthesummitdayafterday。Hepaintedfranklyandfaithfully,andmadeapicturewhich,hesaidtohimself,noonewouldbelievein,withthatwarmcolortenderuponthefrozenhills。Thesoftsuffusionofthewinterscenewasimprobabletohimwhenhehaditin,naturebeforehiseyes;whenhelookedatitashegotitonhiscanvasitwassimplyimpossible。

Intheforenoonshehadnothingtodo,forheworkedathispictureonlywhentheconditionsrenewedthemselveswiththesinkingsun。Hetriedtobeintheopenair,andgetthegoodofit;buthisstrengthforwalkinghadfailedhim,andhekeptmostlytothepathsbrokenaroundthehouse。

HewentagooddealtothebarnwithWhitwellandJombateestetolookafterthecattleandthehorses,whosesubduedstampingandchampinggavehimasortofanimalpleasure。Theblendedodorsofthehay—mowsandofthecreatures’breathscametohimwiththefaintwarmthwhichtheirbodiesdiffusedthroughthecoldobscurity。

Whenthewidedoorswererolledback,andthefulldaywasletin,helikedtheappealoftheirstartledeyes,andthecallstheymadetooneanotherfromtheirstalls,whilethemenspokebacktothemintermswhichtheyseemedtohaveincommonwiththem,andwiththepoultrythatflewdownfromthebarnloftstothebarnfloorandoutintothebrilliantday,withloudclamorandaffectedalarm。

Inthesesimpleexperienceshecouldnotimaginethesummerlifeoftheplace。Itwasnowheremoreextinctthaninthehollowverandas,wheretherocking—chairsswunginJulyandAugust,andwhereWestover’sstepsinhislongtrampsupanddownwokenoechooftheabsentfeet。In—doorshekepttothefewstove—heatedroomswherehedweltwiththefamily,andsentonlynowandthenavagueconjectureintothehotelbuiltroundtheoldfarm—house。Hemeant,beforeheleft,toaskMrs。Durgintolethimgothroughthehotel,butheputitofffromdaytoday,withaphysicalshrinkingfromitscoldandsolitude。

Thedayswentbyintheswiftnessofmonotony。Hisexcursionstothebarn,hiswalksontheverandas,hisworkonhispicture,filledupthefewhoursofthelight,andwhenthedarkcamehecontentedlyjoinedthelittlegroupinMrs。Durgin’sparlor。Hehadbroughttwoorthreebookswithhim,andsometimeshereadfromoneofthem;orhetalkedwithWhitwellonsomeofthequestionsoflifeanddeaththatengagedhisspeculativemind。Jombateestepreferredthekitchenforthenapshetookaftersupperbeforehisearlybedtime。FrankWhitwellsatwithhisbooksthere,whereWestoversometimessawhissisterhelpinghimathisstudies。Hewasloyallyfaithfulandobedienttoherinallthings。Hehelpedherwiththedishes,andwasnotashamedtobeseenatthiswork;

shehadchargeofhisgoingsandcomingsinsociety;hesubmittedtohertasteinhisdress,andacceptedhercounselonmanypointswhichhereferredtoher,anddiscussedwithherinlow—spokenconferences。Heseemedaformal,seriousboy,shylikehissister;hisfatherletfallsomehintsofareligiouscastofmindinhim。Hehadanambitionbeyondthehotel;hewishedtostudyfortheministry;anditwasnotalonethechanceofgoinghomewiththegirlsthatmadehimconstantattheeveningmeetings。"Idon’tknowwherehegitsit,"saidhisfather,withashakeoftheheadthatsuggesteddoubtofthewisdomoftheson’spreferenceoftheologytoplanchette。

Cynthiahadthesamecareofherfatherasofherbrother;shekepthimneat,andheldhimupfromlapsingintotheslovenlinesstowhichhewouldhavetendedifshehadnot,asWestoversuspected,madeconstantappealstohimfortherespectduetheirguest。Mrs。Durgin,forherpart,lefteverythingtoCynthia,withacontentedacceptanceofherfutureruleandanabidingtrustinhersenseandstrength,whichincludedthedetailsofthelightworkthatemployedherratherluxuriousleisure。JombateestehimselfcametoCynthiawithhismending,andherneedlekepthimtightandfirmagainstthewinterwhichitamusedWestovertorealizewastheCanuck’snativeelement,insomuchthattherewasnowsomethingincongruousinthenotionofJombateesteandanyotherseason。

Thegirl’smotherlycareofallthehouseholddidnotleaveWestoverout。

Buttonsappearedongarmentslongusedtoshiftycontrivancesforgettingonwithoutthem;buttonholeswererestoredtotheirproperlimits;hisovercoatpocketsweresearchedforgloves,andtheglovesputbackwiththeirfinger—tipsdrawncloseasthepetalsofaflowerwhichhaddecidedtoshutandbeabudagain。

Hewonderedhowhecouldthankherforhisshareoftheblessingthatherpassionformotherlycarewastoallthehouse。Itwaspathetic,andheusedsometimestoforecastherself—devotionwithatenderindignation,whichincludedaduesenseofhisownpresentdemerit。Hewasnotreconciledtothesacrificebecauseitseemedthehappiness,oratleastthewill,ofthenaturewhichmadeit。Allthesameitseemedawaste,initsrelationtothemanshewastomarry。

Mrs。DurginandCynthiasatbythelampandsewedatnight,orlistenedtothetalkofthemen。IfWestoverreadaloud,theywhisperedtogetherfromtimetotimeaboutsomemattersremotefromit,aswomenalwaysdowherethereisreading。Itwasquiet,butitwasnotdullforWestover,whofoundhimselfinnohurrytogetbacktotown。

Sometimeshethoughtofthetownwithrepulsion;itsunrest,itsvacuous,troubledlifehauntedhimlikeamemoryofsickness;buthesupposedthatwhenheshouldbequitewellagainallthatwouldchange,andbeasitwasbefore。Heinterestedhimself,withthesortofshrewdignoranceofitthatCynthiashowedinthequestionssheaskedaboutitnowandthenwhentheychancedtobeleftalonetogether。HefanciedthatshewastryingtoformsomeintelligibleimageofJeff’senvironmentthere,andwaspiecingtogetherfromhistalkofittheimpressionsshehadgotfromsummerfolks。Hedidhisbesttohelpher,andtoconstructforheraveritablelikenessoftheworldasfarasheknewit。

AtimecamewhenhespokefranklyofJeffinsomethingtheyweresaying,andsheshowednosuchshrinkingashehadexpectedshewould;hereflectedthatshemighthavemadestricterconditionswithMrs。Durginthansheexpectedtokeepherselfinmentioninghim。Thismightwellhavebeennecessarywiththemother’sprideinherson,whichknewnostopwhenitoncebegantoindulgeitself。WhatstruckWestovermorethanthegirl’sself—possessionwhentheytalkedofJeffwasacertainausterityinherwithregardtohim。Sheseemedtoholdherselftenseagainstanypraiseofhim,asifsheshouldfailhimsomehowifsherelaxedatallinhisfavor。

This,atleast,wastherathermystifyingimpressionwhichWestovergotfromherevidentwishtocriticiseandunderstandexactlyallthathereported,ratherthantoflatterherselffromit。Whateverhermotivewas,hewasawarethatthroughitallshepermittedherselfacloserandfullertrustofhimself。Attimesitwasalmosttooimplicit;hewouldhavelikedtodeserveitbetterbylayingopenallthathadbeeninhisheartagainstJeff。Butheforbore,ofcourse,andhetookrefuge,aswellashecould,intherespectbywhichsheheldherselfatareverentdistancefromhimwhenhecouldnotwhollyrespecthimself。

XL。

OnemorningWestovergotleavefromMrs。DurgintohelpCynthiaopenthedimroomsandcoldcorridorsatthehoteltothesunandair。Shepromisedhimheshouldtakehisdeath,buthesaidhewouldwrapupwarm,andwhenhecametojointhegirlinhisovercoatandfurcap,hefoundCynthiaequippedwithawoollencloudtiedaroundherhead,andalittleshawlpinnedacrossherbreast。

"Isthatall?"hereproachedher。"Ioughttohaveputonasinglewreathofartificialflowersandsomesortofablazerforthisexpedition。Don’tyouthinkso,Mrs。Durgin?"

"Ibelievewomencanstandabouttwiceasmuchcoldasyoucan,thebestofyou,"sheanswered,grimly。

"ThenImusttrytokeepmyselfaswarmasIcanwithwork,"hesaid。

"Youmustletmedoalltheroughworkofairingout,won’tyou,Cynthia?"

"Thereisn’tanyroughworkaboutit,"sheanswered,inasortofmotherlytolerationofhismood,withoutlosinganythingofherfilialreverence。

Shetookcareofhim,heperceived,asshetookcareofherbrotherandherfather,butwithadelicaterespectforhissuperiority,whichwasnolongershyness。

Theybeganwiththeofficeandtheparlor,wheretheyflungupthewindows,andopenedthedoors,andthentheyopenedthedining—room,wherethetablesstoodinlongrows,withthechairspiledonthemlegsupward。Cynthiawentaboutwithmanysighsforthedustoneverything,thoughtoWestover’seyesitallseemedfrigidlyclean。"Ifitgoesonasithasforthepasttwoyears,"shesaid,"weshallhavetoaddonanewdining—room。Idon’tknowasIliketohaveitgetsolarge!"

"Ineverwantedittogobeyondtheoriginalfarmhouse,"saidWestover。

"I’vebeenjealousofeveryboarderbutthefirst。Ishouldhavelikedtokeepitformyself,andlettheworldknowLion’sHeadfrommypictures。"

"IguessMrs。Durginthinksitwasyourpicturethatbegantosendpeoplehere。"

"Anddoyoublameme,too?WhatifthethingI’mdoingnowshouldmakeitawinterresort?Nothingcouldsaveyou,then,butafire。Ibelievethat’sJeff’sambition。Onlyhewouldwanttoputanotherhotelinplaceofthis;somethingthatwouldbemorepopular。ThentheruinIbeganwouldbecomplete,andIshouldn’tcomeanymore;Icouldn’tbearthesight。"

"IguessMrs。Durginwouldn’tthinkitwaslion’sHeadifyoustoppedcoming,"saidCynthia。

"Butyouwouldknowbetterthanthat,"saidWestover;andthenhewassorryhehadsaidit,foritseemedtoasksomethingofdifferentqualityfromherhonestwishtomakehimknowtheirregardforhim。

Shedidnotanswer,butwentdownalongcorridortowhichtheyhadmounted,toraisethewindowattheend,whileheraisedanotherattheoppositeextremity。Whentheymetatthestairwayagaintoclimbtothestoryabove,hesaid:"IamalwaysashamedwhenItrytomakeapersonofsensesayanythingsilly,"andsheflushed,stillwithoutanswering,asifsheunderstoodhim,andhismeaningpleasedher。"Butfortunatelyapersonofsenseisusuallyequaltothetemptation。Oneoughttobeseriouswhenhetriesitwithapersonoftheothersort;butIdon’tknowthatoneis!"

"Doyoufeelanydraughtbetweenthesewindows?"askedCynthia,abruptly。

"Idon’twantyoushouldtakecold。"

"Oh,I’mallright,"saidWestover。

Shewentintotheroomsononesideofthecorridor,andputuptheirwindows,andflungtheblindsback。Hedidthesameontheotherside。

Hegotapeculiareffectofdesolationfromthemattressespulleddownoverthefootofthebedsteads,andthedismantledinteriorsreflectedinthemirrorsofthedressing—cases;andhewasgoingtospeakofitwhenherejoinedCynthiaatthestairwayleadingtothethirdstory,whenshesaid,"ThosewereMrs。Vostrand’sroomsIcameoutofthelast。"Shenoddedherheadoverhershouldertowardthefloortheywereleaving。

"Weretheyindeed!Anddoyourememberpeople’sroomssolong?"

"Yes;Ialwaysthinkofroomsbythenameofpeoplethathavethem,ifthey’reanywaypeculiar。"

Hethoughtthisbitofuncandorcharming,andaccepteditasifitwerethewholetruth。"AndMrs。Vostrandwascertainlypeculiar。Tellme,Cynthia,whatdidyouthinkofher?"

"Shewasonlyherealittlewhile。"

"Butyouwouldn’thavecometothinkofherroomsbyhernameifshehadn’tmadeastrongimpressiononyou!"Shedidnotanswer,andhesaid,"Iseeyoudidn’tlikeher!"

Thegirlwouldnotspeak,andMr。Westoverwenton:"Sheusedtobeverygoodtome,andIthinksheusedtobebettertoherselfthansheisnow。"HeknewthatJeffmusthavetoldCynthiaofhisaffairwithGenevieveVostrand,andhekepthimselffromspeakingofherbyaresolutionhethoughtcreditable,ashemountedthestairstotheupperstoryinthesilencetowhichCynthialefthislastremark。Atthetopshemadealittlepauseintheobscurerlightoftheclose—shutteredcorridor,whileshesaid:"Ilikedherdaughterthebest。"

"Yes?"hereturned。"I——neverfeltverywellacquaintedwithher,I

believe。Onecouldn’tgetfarwithher。Though,forthematterofthat,onedidn’tgetfarwithMrs。Vostrandherself。DidyouthinkGenevievewasmuchinfluencedbyhermother?"

"Shedidn’tseemastrongcharacter。"

"No,thatwasit。Shewaswhathermotherwishedhertobe。I’veoftenwonderedhowmuchshewasinterestedinthemarriageshemade。"

Cynthialetarusticsilenceensue,andWestovershrankagainfromtheinquisitionhelongedtomake。

ItwasnotGenevieveVostrand’smarriagewhichreallyconcernedhim,butCynthia’sengagement,anditwashermindthathewouldhavelikedtolookinto。Itmightwellbesupposedthatsheregardeditinaperfectmatter—of—factway,andwithnoambitionbeyondit。Shewasacountrygirl,acquaintedfromchildhoodwithfactsoflifewhichtown—bredgirlswouldnothaveknownwithoutabluntingofthesensibilities,andwhyshouldshebedifferentfromothercountrygirls?Shemightbeasgoodandasfineashesawher,andyetbeinsensibletothespiritualtoughnessofJeff,becauseofherloveforhim。Herverygoodnessmightmakehisbadnessunimaginabletoher,andifherrefinementwerefromtheconsciencemerely,andnotfromthetastesandexperiences,too,therewasnotsomuchtodreadforherinhermarriagewithsuchaman。Still,hewouldhaveliked,ifhecould,totellherwhathehadtoldherfatherofDurgin’sbehaviorwithLynde,andletherbringthetestofherself—

devotiontothecasewithaclearunderstanding。HehadsometimesbeenafraidthatWhitwellmightnotbeabletokeepittohimself;butnowhewishedthatthephilosopherhadnotbeensodiscreet。Hehadallthissoabsorbinglyinmindthathestartedpresentlywiththefearthatshehadsaidsomethingandhehadnotanswered,butwhenheaskedherhefoundthatshehadnotspoken。TheywerestandingatanopenwindowlookingoutuponLion’sHead,whenhesaid:"Idon’tknowhowIshallshowmygratitudetoMrs。Durginandyouforthinkingofhavingmeuphere。

I’vedoneapictureofLion’sHeadthatmightbeeversomuchworse;

butIshouldn’thavedreamedofgettingatitifithadn’tbeenforyou,thoughI’vesooftendreamedofdoingit。NowIshallgohomericherineverysortofway—thankstoyou。"

Sheanswered,simply:"Youneedn’tthankanybody;butitwasJeffwhothoughtofit;wewerereadyenoughtoaskyou。"

"Thatwasverygoodofhim,"saidWestover,whomherwordsconfirmedinasuspicionhehadhadallalong。ButwhatdiditmatterthatJeffhadsuggestedtheiraskinghim,andthenattributedthenotiontothem?ItwasnotsomalignforhimtousethatmeansofingratiatinghimselfwithWestover,andofmakinghimforgethisbehaviorwithLynde,anditwasnotunnatural。Itwasverycharacteristic;attheworstitmerelyprovedthatJeffwasmoreashamedofwhathehaddonethanhewouldallow,andthatwastohiscredit。

HeheardCynthiaasking:"Mr。Westover,haveyoueverbeenatClassDay?

Hewantsustocome。"

"ClassDay?Oh,ClassDay!"Hetookalittletimetogatherhimselftogether。"Yes,I’vebeenatagoodmany。Ifyoucaretoseesomethingpretty,it’stheprettiestthingintheworld。Thestudents’sistersandmotherscomefromeverywhere;andthere’sfashionandfeastingandflirting,fromteninthemorningtilltenatnight。I’mnotsurethere’ssomuchhappiness;butIcan’ttell。Theyoungpeopleknowaboutthat。Ifancythere’sagooddealofdefeatanddisappointmentinitall。Butifyoulikebeautifuldresses,andmusicanddancing,andagreatflutterofgayety,youcangetmoreofitatClassDaythanyoucaninanyotherway。Thegoodtimedependsagreatdealupontheacquaintanceastudenthas,andwhetherheispopularincollege。"

Westoverfoundthisroadalittleimpassable,andhefaltered。

Cynthiadidnotapparentlynoticehishesitation。"DoyouthinkMrs。

Durginwouldlikeit?"

"Mrs。Durgin?"Westoverfoundthathehadbeenleavingheroutoftheaccount,andhadbeenthinkingonlyofCynthia’spleasureorpain。

"Well,Idon’tsuppose——itwouldberatherfatiguing——DidJeffwanthertocometoo?"

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