Love Eternal

第46章

NothingsoveryremarkablehappenedtoGodfreyduringthosetenyearsofhislifeinIndia,oratleastonlyoneortwothings。Thusoncehegotintoascrapeforwhichhewasnotreallyresponsible,andgotoutofitagain,asheimagined,withoutremark,untilIsobelshowedhercommonandratherpainfulintimacywithitsdetails,ofwhichsheappearedtotakeasomewhatuncharitableview,atanyratesofarastheladywasconcerned。

Theothermatterwasmoreserious,sinceitinvolvedthelossofhisgreatestfriend,ArthurThorburn。Briefly,whathappenedwasthis。

Therewasafrontierdisturbance。Godfrey,whobynowwasastaffofficer,hadbeensenttoafaroutpostheldbyThorburnwithacertainnumberofmen,andtheretookcommand。Areconnaissancewasnecessary,andThorburnwentoutforthatpurposewithoverhalfoftheavailablegarrisonofthepost,havingreceivedwrittenordersthathewasnottoengagetheenemyunlesshefoundhimselfabsolutelysurrounded。IntheendThorburndidengagetheenemywiththeresultthatpracticallyheandhisforcewereexterminated,butnotbeforetheyhadinflictedsuchalessononthesaidenemythatitsuedforpeaceandhasbeengreatfriendswiththeBritishpowereversince。

FirsthoweverafeebleattackwasmadeonGodfrey’scampthathebeatoffwithoutthelossofasingleman,exaggeratedaccountsofwhichweretelegraphedhomerepresentingitasa“Rorke’sDriftdefence。“

Godfreywasheartbroken;hehadlovedthismanasabrother,moreindeedthanbrothersoftenlove。AndnowThorburn,hisonlyfriend,wasdead。TheDarknesshadtakenhim,thatimpenetrable,devouringdarknessoutofwhichwecomeandintowhichwego。Religiontoldhimheshouldnotgrieve,thatThorburndoubtlesswasmuchbetteroffwhitherhehadgonethanhecouldeverhavebeenonearth,althoughitwastruethesamereligionsaidthathemightbemuchworseoff,sincethitherhisfailingswouldhavefollowedhim。Dismissingthelatterpossibility,howcouldhebehappyinanewworld,Godfreywondered,havingleftallhecaredforbehindhimandwithoutpossibilityofcommunicationwiththem?

Inshort,alltheoldproblemsofwhichhehadnotthoughtmuchsinceMissOgilvydied,camebacktoGodfreywithaddedforceandlefthimwretched。Norwasheconsoledbythesequeloftheaffairofwhichhewasboundtoreportthefacts。Thegallantmanwhowasdeadwasblamedunjustlyforwhathadhappened,asperhapshedeservedwhohadnotsucceeded,sincethosewhosettheirblindeyetothetelescopeasNelsondidmustjustifytheiractionbysuccess。

Godfrey,ontheotherhand,whohaddonelittlebutdefeatanattackmadebyexhaustedanddispiritedmen,waspraisedtotheskiesandfoundhimselffiguringasakindofherointheEnglishPress,whichafteralongperiodofpeacehavinglostallsenseofproportioninsuchmatters,wasgladofanythingthatcouldbemadetoservethepurposesofsensation。UltimatelyhewasthankedbytheGovernmentofIndia,madeabrevet-MajoranddecoratedwiththeD。S。O。,ofallofwhichitmaybesaidwithtruththatneverweresuchhonoursreceivedwithlesspleasure。

Somuchdidhegrieveoverthisunhappybusinessthathishealthwasaffectedandbeingrundown,intheendhetooksomesortoffeverandwasveryillindeed。WhenatlengthherecoveredmoreorlesshewentbeforeaMedicalBoardwhoorderedhimpromptlytoEnglandonsixmonths’leave。

Mostmenwouldhaverejoiced,butGodfreydidnot。HehadlittlewishtoreturntoEngland,where,exceptMrs。Parsons,therewerenonehedesiredtosee,saveonewhomhewasswornnottosee。Thishe

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