下载辰思小说免费APP
NothingsoveryremarkablehappenedtoGodfreyduringthosetenyearsofhislifeinIndia,oratleastonlyoneortwothings。Thusoncehegotintoascrapeforwhichhewasnotreallyresponsible,andgotoutofitagain,asheimagined,withoutremark,untilIsobelshowedhercommonandratherpainfulintimacywithitsdetails,ofwhichsheappearedtotakeasomewhatuncharitableview,atanyratesofarastheladywasconcerned。
Theothermatterwasmoreserious,sinceitinvolvedthelossofhisgreatestfriend,ArthurThorburn。Briefly,whathappenedwasthis。
Therewasafrontierdisturbance。Godfrey,whobynowwasastaffofficer,hadbeensenttoafaroutpostheldbyThorburnwithacertainnumberofmen,andtheretookcommand。Areconnaissancewasnecessary,andThorburnwentoutforthatpurposewithoverhalfoftheavailablegarrisonofthepost,havingreceivedwrittenordersthathewasnottoengagetheenemyunlesshefoundhimselfabsolutelysurrounded。IntheendThorburndidengagetheenemywiththeresultthatpracticallyheandhisforcewereexterminated,butnotbeforetheyhadinflictedsuchalessononthesaidenemythatitsuedforpeaceandhasbeengreatfriendswiththeBritishpowereversince。
FirsthoweverafeebleattackwasmadeonGodfrey’scampthathebeatoffwithoutthelossofasingleman,exaggeratedaccountsofwhichweretelegraphedhomerepresentingitasa“Rorke’sDriftdefence。“
Godfreywasheartbroken;hehadlovedthismanasabrother,moreindeedthanbrothersoftenlove。AndnowThorburn,hisonlyfriend,wasdead。TheDarknesshadtakenhim,thatimpenetrable,devouringdarknessoutofwhichwecomeandintowhichwego。Religiontoldhimheshouldnotgrieve,thatThorburndoubtlesswasmuchbetteroffwhitherhehadgonethanhecouldeverhavebeenonearth,althoughitwastruethesamereligionsaidthathemightbemuchworseoff,sincethitherhisfailingswouldhavefollowedhim。Dismissingthelatterpossibility,howcouldhebehappyinanewworld,Godfreywondered,havingleftallhecaredforbehindhimandwithoutpossibilityofcommunicationwiththem?
Inshort,alltheoldproblemsofwhichhehadnotthoughtmuchsinceMissOgilvydied,camebacktoGodfreywithaddedforceandlefthimwretched。Norwasheconsoledbythesequeloftheaffairofwhichhewasboundtoreportthefacts。Thegallantmanwhowasdeadwasblamedunjustlyforwhathadhappened,asperhapshedeservedwhohadnotsucceeded,sincethosewhosettheirblindeyetothetelescopeasNelsondidmustjustifytheiractionbysuccess。
Godfrey,ontheotherhand,whohaddonelittlebutdefeatanattackmadebyexhaustedanddispiritedmen,waspraisedtotheskiesandfoundhimselffiguringasakindofherointheEnglishPress,whichafteralongperiodofpeacehavinglostallsenseofproportioninsuchmatters,wasgladofanythingthatcouldbemadetoservethepurposesofsensation。UltimatelyhewasthankedbytheGovernmentofIndia,madeabrevet-MajoranddecoratedwiththeD。S。O。,ofallofwhichitmaybesaidwithtruththatneverweresuchhonoursreceivedwithlesspleasure。
Somuchdidhegrieveoverthisunhappybusinessthathishealthwasaffectedandbeingrundown,intheendhetooksomesortoffeverandwasveryillindeed。WhenatlengthherecoveredmoreorlesshewentbeforeaMedicalBoardwhoorderedhimpromptlytoEnglandonsixmonths’leave。
Mostmenwouldhaverejoiced,butGodfreydidnot。HehadlittlewishtoreturntoEngland,where,exceptMrs。Parsons,therewerenonehedesiredtosee,saveonewhomhewasswornnottosee。Thishe