Love Eternal

第8章

AsitchancedGodfreydidseeIsobeloncemorebeforeheleftEngland。

ItwasarrangedthathewastoleaveCharingCrossforSwitzerlandearlyonacertainWednesdaymorning。LateontheTuesdayafternoon,Mr。KnightbroughttheladtotheCharingCrossHotel。There,havingtakenhisticketandmadeallothernecessaryarrangements,helefthim,returninghimselftoEssexbytheeveningtrain。Theirfarewellwassomewhatdisconcerting,atanyratetothemindoftheyouth。

Hisfatherretiredwithhimtohisroomatthetopofthehotel,andthereadministeredacarefullypreparedlecturewhichtoucheduponeverypointoftheearnestChristian’sduty,endingupwithadmonitionsonthedangersoftheworld,theflesh,andthedevil,andastrongcautionagainstfrivolous,unbelievingandevil-disposedpersons,especiallysuchaswereyoung,good-lookingandworepetticoats。

“Woman,“saidMr。Knight,“isthegreatdangerofman。SheistheDevil’sfavouritebait,atleasttosomenaturesofwhichIfearyoursisone,thoughthatisstrange,asImaysaythatonthewholeIhavealwaysdislikedthesex,andImarriedforotherreasonsthanthosewhicharesupposedtobecommon。Woman,“hewenton,warmingtohistopic,“althoughallowedupontheworldasanecessaryevil,isapaintedsnare,fullof[hemeantbaitedwith]guile。Youwillrememberthatthefirstwoman,inherwickeddesiretomakehimasbadasherself,temptedAdamuntilheatetheapple,nodoubtunderthreatsofestrangingherselffromhimifhedidnot,andalltheresultsthatcamefromheriniquity,oneofwhichisthatmenhavehadtoworkhardeversince。“

HereGodfreyreflectedthattherewassomeonebehindwhotemptedthewoman,alsothatitisbettertoworkthantositinagardenineternalidleness,andlastly,thatadesireforknowledgeisnaturalandpraiseworthy。HadIsobelbeeninhisplaceshewouldhaveadvancedthesearguments,probablyinvigorousandpointedlanguage,but,havinglearntsomethingofAdam’slesson,hewaswiserandheldhistongue。

“Thereisthispeculiarityaboutwomen,“continuedhisparent,“whichIbegyoualwaystoremember。Itisthatwhenyouthinksheisdoingwhatyouwantandthatshelovesyou,youaredoingwhatshewantsandreallysheonlylovesherself。Thereforeyoumustneverpayattentiontohersoftwords,andespeciallybewareofhertearswhichareherstrongestweapongiventoherbythefatherofdeceittoenablehertomakefoolsofmen。Doyouunderstand?“

“Yes,“saidGodfrey,withhesitation,“but——“thisburstfromhiminvoluntarily,“but,Father,ifyouhavealwaysavoidedwomen,asyousay,howdoyouknowallthisaboutthem?“

ForamomentMr。Knightwasstaggered。Thenherosetotheoccasion。

“Iknowit,Godfrey,byobservingtheeffectoftheirartsonothers,asIhavedonefrequently。“

ApictureroseinGodfrey’smindofhisfatherwithhiseyetokeyholes,orpeeringthroughfenceswithwide-openears,butwiselyhedidnotpursuethesubject。

“Myson,“continuedandendedMr。Knight,“IhavewatchedyoucloselyandIamsurethatyourweaknessliesthisway。Womanisandalwayswillbethesinthatdothsoeasilybesetyou。EvenasachildyoulovedMrs。Parsonsmuchmorethanyoudidme,because,althougholdandunsightly,sheisstillfemale。Whenyouleftyourhomethismorningforthefirsttime,whowasitthatyougrievedtopartfrom?

Notyourcompanions,theotherboys,butMrs。Parsonsagain,whomI

foundyouembracinginthatfoolishfashion,yes,andminglingyourtearswithhers,ofwhichatyourageyoushouldbeashamed。IndeedI

believethatyoufeelbeingseparatedfromthatgarrulousperson,whoisbutaservant,morethanyoudofromme,yourfather。“

HerehewaitedforGodfrey’scontradiction,butasnonecame,wentonwithaddedacerbity:

“Ofthat/anguisinherba/,thatviper,Isobel,whoturnsthepuremilkoftheWordtopoisonandbitesthehandthatfedher,Iwillsaynothing,nothing,“(hereGodfreyreflectedthatIsobelwouldhavebeenbetterdescribedasalioninthepathratherthanasasnakeinthegrass)“exceptthatIrejoicethatyouaretobeseparatedfromher,andIstrictlyforbidanycommunicationbetweenyouandher,bold,godlessandrevolutionaryassheis。IhadratherseeanymanforwhosewelfareIcared,marriedtoavirtuousandpious-mindedhousemaid,thantothisyounglady,assheiscalled,withallherwealthandposition,whowouldeatouthissoulwithheracidunbeliefandturntheworldupsidedowntosatisfyherfancy。NowImustgoorIshallmissmytrain。Hereisapresentforyou,ofwhichIdirectyoutoreadachaptereveryday,“andheproducedoutofabrownpaperparcelalargeFrenchBible。“ItwillbothdoyougoodandimproveyourknowledgeoftheFrenchtongue。IespeciallycommendyourattentiontocertainversesinProverbsdealingwiththedangersonwhichIhavetouched,thatIhavemarkedwithabluepencil。Doyouhear?“

“Yes,Father。SolomonwroteProverbs,didn’the?“

“Itisbelievedsoandhiswide——experience——givesaspecialvaluetohiscounsel。Youwillwritetomeonceaweek,andwhenyouhavehadyourdinnergettobedatonce。Onnoaccountareyoutogooutintothestreets。Goodbye。“

ThenheplantedafrostykissuponGodfrey’sbrowanddeparted,leavingthatyouthfullofreflections,buttotellthetruth,somewhatrelieved。

ShortlyafterwardsGodfreydescendedtothecoffee-roomandatehisdinner。Hereitwasthattheuniversaltemptressagainstwhomhehadbeenwarnedsourgently,putinafirstappearanceinthepersonofapleasantandelderlyladywhowasseatedalongsideofhim。Notingthisgood-lookingandlonelylad,shebegantotalktohim,andbeingawomanoftheworld,soonknewallabouthim,hisname,whohewas,whitherhewasgoing,etc。WhenshefoundoutthatitwastoLucerne,orratheritsimmediateneighbourhood,shegrewquiteinterested,since,asithappened,she——hernamewasMissOgilvy——hadahousetherewhereshewasaccustomedtospendmostoftheyear。Indeed,shewasreturningbythesametrainthatGodfreywastotakeonthefollowingmorning。

“Weshallbetravellingcompanions,“shesaidwhenshehadexplainedallthis。

“Iamafraidnot,“heanswered,glancingatthemanyevidencesofwealthuponherperson。“Yousee,“headdedcolouring,“Iamgoingsecondandhavetospendaslittleaspossible。IndeedIhavebroughtsomefoodwithmeinabasketsothatIshallnotneedtobuyanymealsatthestations。“

MissOgilvywastouched,butlaughedthematteroffinhercharmingway,sayingthathewouldhavetobecarefulthattheCustom-houseofficersdidnotthinkhewassmugglingsomethinginhisbasket,andassheknewthemallmustlooktohertohelphimifhegotintodifficultiesonthejourney。Thenshewentonchattinganddrawinghimout,andwhatismore,madehimtakeseveralglassesofsomedeliciouswhitewineshewasdrinking。Itwasnotverystrongwine,butexceptforalittlesmallbeer,practicallyGodfreyhadbeenbroughtupasateetotallerforeconomy’ssake,anditwenttohishead。Hebecamerathereffusive;hetoldherofSirJohnBlakeaboutwhomsheseemedtoknoweverythingalready,andsomethingofhisfriendshipwithIsobel,who,headded,wascomingoutthatverynightatafancydressballinLondon。

“Iknow,“saidMissOgilvy,“atthedeLisles’inGrosvenorSquare。I

wasaskedtoit,butcouldnotgoasIamstartingto-morrow。“

Thensheroseandsaid“Good-night,“biddinghimbesurenottobelateforthetrain,asshewouldwanthimtohelpherwithherluggage。

Sooffshewentlookingverycharmingandgracious,althoughshewasoverforty,andleavingGodfreyquiteflatteredbyherattention。

Notknowingwhattodoheputonhishatand,walkingacrossthestationyard,tookhisstandbyagatewaypillarandwatchedthetideofLondonliferollby。Thereheremainedfornearlyanhour,sincethestrangesightfascinatedhimwhohadneverbeenintownbefore,theobjectofsomeattentionfromapoliceman,althoughofthishewasunaware。Alsosomeratheroddladiesspoketohimfromtimetotimewhichhethoughtkindofthem,althoughtheysmeltsopeculiarandseemedtohavepaintupontheirfaces。Inanswertotheinquiriesoftwoofthemastohishealthhetoldthemthathewasverywell。Alsoheagreedcordiallywithathirdastotheextremefinenessofthenight,andassuredafourththathehadnowishtotakeawalkashewasshortlygoingtobed,astatementwhichcausedhertobreakintouncalled-forlaughter。

Itwasatthispointthatthedoubtingpolicemansuggestedthatheshouldmoveon。

“Whereto?“askedGodfreyofthatofficerofthelaw。

“To’ellifyoulike,“hereplied。Thenstruckwithcuriosity,heinquired,“Wheredoyouwanttogoto?Thispillarain’taleaningpost。“

Godfreyconsideredthematterandsaidwiththeverveofslightintoxication:

“Onlytwoplacesappealtomeatpresent,heaven(nothellasyousuggested),andGrosvenorSquare。Perhaps,however,theyarethesame;

atanyrate,thereisanangelinbothofthem。“

Thepolicemanstaredathimbutcouldfindnofaultwiththeperfectsobrietyofhisappearance。

“Youngluny,Isuspect,“hemutteredtohimself,thensaidaloud:

“Well,theStranddoesn’tleadto’eavensofarasIhavenoticed,rathert’otherwayindeed。ButifyouwantGrosvenorSquare,it’soverthere,“andhewavedhishandvaguelytowardsthewest。

“Thankyou,“saidGodfrey,takingoffhishatwithmuchpoliteness。

“Ifthatisso,IwillleaveheaventoitselfforthepresentandcontentmyselfwithGrosvenorSquare。“

Offhestartedinthedirectionindicated,and,asitseemedtohim,walkedformanymilesthroughalongandbewilderingseriesofbrilliantstreets,continuallyseekingnewinformationastohisgoal。

TheendofitwasthatataboutaquartertoelevenhefoundhimselfsomewhereintheneighbourhoodoftheEdgwareRoad,utterlystrandedasitwere,sincehismindseemedincapableofappreciatingfurtherindicationsoflocality。

“Lookhere,youngman,“saidabreezycostermongertowhomhehadappealed,“Ithinkyouhadbettertakea’ansomforthe’orsewillknowmoreaboutLondonthanyouseemtodo。There’sone’andy。“

“Thatisanidea,“saidGodfrey,andenteredthecab,givingtheaddressofGrosvenorSquare。

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