Love Eternal

第30章

“Lackingproof,Idonotacceptthesestoriesasfacts,although,asthereisnosmokewithoutfire,Ithinkitprobablethatthereissomethinginthemandthatyouaredriftingintoundesirablecompanionships。AtanyrateIamsurethatthetimehascomeforyoutoreturnhomeandtocommenceyourstudiesfortheChurch。I

havetorequest,therefore,thatyouwilldothisatonceasIamenteringyournameatmyowncollegeforthenexttermandhavesoinformedthetrusteesunderMissOgilvy’swill,whowillnodoubtmeettheexpenseandgiveyouasuitableallowance。IamwritingtothePasteurBoisettothesameeffect。Lookingforwardtoseeingyou,whenwecandiscussallthesemattersinmoredetail,——Iam,youraffectionatefather,“RichardKnight。“

IndismayGodfreytookthislettertothePasteur。ForthelastthingGodfreywishedtodowastoleaveKleindorfandthehouseinwhichhewassowelcomeandsowelltreated,inordertoreturntothestonybosomofMonk’sAcreAbbey。

“Ihavealsoreceivedaletter,“saidMonsieurBoiset;“itseemsthatyouandIalwaysreceivedisagreeableletterstogether。Thelastwerefromthewitch-womanRiennes,andthesearefromyourfather。Hehasanunpleasantwayofwriting,thisfatherofyours,althoughheisagoodman,forherehesuggeststhatIamtryingtotrapyouforason-

in-law,whereinIseethefatfingerofthatwitchRiennes,whohassogreatapassionfortheanonymousepistle。Well,ifhehadsaidthatI

wishedtotrapyouforason,hewouldhaveshotnearertothebulls’-

eye,butforason-in-law,asyouknow,itisnotso。Still,youmustgo;indeed,itistimethatyouwent,nowthatyoutalkFrenchsowell,andhave,Ihope,learntotherthingsalso,youtowhomthebigworldopens。Butsee,yourfathertalksofyourenteringtheChurch。

Tellme,isthisso?Ifso,ofcourse,Ishallbehappy。“

“No,“saidGodfrey,shakinghishead。

“Then,“repliedthePasteur,“ImaysaythatIamequallyhappy。Itisnoteveryonethathasacallforthisvocation,andtherearemorewaysofdoinggoodintheworldthanfromthefloorofapulpit。

Myself,Ihavewonderedsometimes——butletthatbe;itisthelotofcertainofus,whothinkinourvanitythatwecouldhavedonegreatthings,tobeobligedtodothesmallthings,becauseGodhassodecreed。TooneHegivesthetentalents,totheotheronlyonetalent,orevenbutafranc。Whateveritbe,ofitwemustmakethebest,andsolongaswedonotburyit,wehavedonewell。IcanonlysaythatIhavetriedtousemyfranc,ormyfiftycentimes,tosuchadvantageasIcould,andhopethatinsomeotherplaceandtimeImaybeentrustedwithalargersum。Oh!myboy,weareallofusdrawnbythehorsesofCircumstance,but,asIbelieve,thosehorseshaveadriverwhoknowswhitherheisguidingus。“

AfewdayslaterGodfreywent。HislastmiddaymealattheMaisonBlanche,beforehedepartedtocatchthenighttrainforParis,wasratheramelancholyfunction。Madame,whohadgrownfondofhiminhersomewhatfrivolousway,openlydroppedtearsintohersoup。Juliettelookedsadand/distraite/,thoughinwardlysupportedbytheknowledgethatherdistantcousin,thenotaryJules,wasarrivingonthemorrowtospendhisvacationattheMaisonBlanche,sothatGodfrey’sroomwouldnotbewithoutanoccupant。Indeed,inherprettylittleheadshewasalreadyplanningcertainalterationsinthearrangementofthefurniture,tomakeitmorecomfortabletotheverydifferenttastesofthenewcomer。

Still,shewastrulysorrytoloseherfriendthe/Hibou/,althoughshehadnotbeenabletofulfilhermother’swish,andmakehimfallinlovewithher,oreventofallinlovewithhimherself。AssheexplainedtoMadameBoiset,itwasofnousetotry,sincebetweentheirnaturestherewerefixedno

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