Love Eternal

第36章

ReturningtoEngland/via/theWestIndiesinthecompanyofherunclewhowascominghomeonleavebeforetakingupanappointmentasMinistertooneoftheSouthAmericanrepublics,shewasgreetedontheplatformatWaterloobyherfather。SirJohnBlakehadbythistimeforgottentheirpreviousdisagreements,or,atanyrate,determinedtoignorethem,andIsobel,whowasnowinherwayafinishedwomanoftheworld,thoughshedidnotforget,hadcometoalikeconclusion。Sotheirmeetingwascordialenough,andforawhile,notaverylongwhile,theycontinuedtolivetogetherinoutwardamity,withatacitunderstandingthattheyshouldfollowtheirrespectivepaths,unmolestedbyeachother。

OntheafternoonofthefirstdayafterhisarrivalattheAbbey,somespiritinhisfeetmovedGodfreytogointothechurch。Asthoughbyinstinct,hewenttothechancel,andstoodtherecontemplatingthebrassofthenamelessPlantagenetlady。Howlongitwassincehehadlookeduponhergravenfaceandformdrapedinthestatelyhabilimentsofabygoneage!Then,herememberedwithapang,Isobelwaswithhim,andtheyhadseemedtobeveryneartogether。NowtherewasnoIsobel,andtheywereveryfarapart,bothinthespiritandintheflesh。ForhehadnotheardofherreturntoEnglandandimaginedthatshewasstillinMexico,whencenotidingsofhercametohim。

Therehestoodamongthedead,reflectingthatwedonotneedtopassoutofthebodytoknowthemeaningofdeath,since,asonceIsobelhadsaidherself,someseparationsareasbad,orworse。Thestoryofthedeadis,atanyrate,completed;thereisnothingmoretobelearnedaboutthem,andofthemweimagine,perhapsquiteerroneously,thatwehavenoneedtobejealous,sincewecannotconceivethattheymayformnewinterestsinanothersphere。Butwiththelivingitisotherwise。Somewheretheirlifeiscontinued;somewheretheyaregettingthemselvesfriendsorloversandcarryingonthedailyroundofbeing,andwehavenoshareinthemorinaughtthattheymaydo。

Andprobablytheyhaveforgottenus。And,ifwestillhappentobeattachedtothem,oh!ithurts。

ThusmusedGodfrey,tryingtopicturetohimselfwhatIsobellookedlikewhenshehadstoodbyhissideonthatlong-pastautumneve,andonlysucceededinrememberingexactlywhatshelookedlikewhenshewaskissingarosewithacertainknightinarmourinasquaregarden,sinceforsomeperversereasonitwasthispicturethatremainedsopainfullycleartohismind。Thenhedriftedoffintospeculationsuponthegeneralmysteryofthingsofasortthatwerecommonwithhim,andinthesebecameobliviousofallelse。

Hedidnotevenhearorseeatallyoungwomanenterthechurch,cladinsummerwhite,no,notwhenshewaswithinfivepaceand,becomingsuddenlyawareofhispresence,hadstoppedtostudyhimwiththeacutestinterest。InaflashIsobelknewwhohewas。Ofcoursehewasmuchchanged,forGodfrey,whohadmaturedearly,asthoseofhisgenerationwereapttodo,especiallyiftheyhadledavariedlife,wasnowahandsomeandwell-builtyoungmanwithafine,thoughtfulfaceandaquiterespectablemoustache。

“Howhehaschanged,oh!howhehaschanged,“shethoug

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