Love Eternal

第7章

“Whynot?Itisaswelltofacethings。Lookatallthesemonumentsaboutus,andinscriptions,alotofthemtoyoungpeople,thoughnowitdoesn’tmatteriftheywereoldoryoung。Gone,everyoneofthemandquiteforgotten,thoughsomeweregreatfolkintheirtime。Goneutterlyandforalways,nothingleft,exceptperhapsdescendantsinalabourer’scottagehereandtherewhoneverevenheardofthem。“

“Idon’tbelieveit,“hesaidalmostpassionately,Ibelievethattheyarelivingforeverandever,perhapsasyouandI,perhapselsewhere。“

“IwishIcould,“sheanswered,smiling,“forthenmydreammighthavebeentrue,andyoumighthavebeenthatknightwhosebrassislost,“

andshepointedtoanemptymatrixalongsidethatofthegreatPlantagenetlady。

GodfreyglancedattheinscriptionwhichwasleftwhentheCromwellianstoreupthebrass。

“Hewasherhusband,“hesaid,translating,“whodiedonthefieldofCrecyin1346。“

“Oh!“exclaimedIsobel,andwassilent。

MeanwhileGodfrey,quiteundisturbed,wasspellingouttheinscriptionbeneaththefigureoftheknight’swife,andremarkedpresently:

“Sheseemstohavediedayearbeforehim。Yes,justaftermarriage,themonkishLatinsays,and——whatisit?Oh!Isee,’/insanguine/,’

thatis,inblood,whateverthatmaymean。Perhapsshewasmurdered。I

say,Isobel,Iwishyouwouldcopysomeoneelse’sdressforyourparty。“

“Nonsense,“sheanswered。“Ithinkitsawfullyinteresting。Iwonderwhathappenedtoher。“

“Idon’tknow。Ican’trememberanythingintheoldhistory,anditwouldbealmostimpossibletofindout。Therearenocoatsofarms,andwhatismore,nosurnameisgivenineitherinscription。Theonesays,’PrayforthesoulofEdmundus,Knight,husbandofPhillippa,andtheother,’PrayforthesoulofPhillippa,Dame,wifeofEdmundus。’Itlooksasthoughthesurnameshadbeenleftoutonpurpose,perhapsbecauseofsomequeerstoryaboutthepairwhichtheirrelationswishedtobeforgotten。“

“ThenwhydotheysaythatonediedinbloodandtheotheronthefieldofCrecy?“

Godfreyshookhisheadbecausehedidnotknow。Norindeedwasheeverabletofindout。Thatsecretwaslosthundredsofyearsago。Thentheconversationdiedawayandtheygottotheirwork。

Atlengththerubbing,asitistermedtechnically,wasfinishedandthetwopreparedtodepartoutofthegloomofthegreatchurchwhichhadgatheredaboutthemastheeveningclosedin。Solitaryandsmalltheylookedinitsurroundedbyallthosemementoesofthedead,envelopedasitwereintheveryatmosphereofdeath。WhohasnotfeltthatatmospherestandingaloneatnightfallinoneofourancientEnglishchurchesthatembodyinbaptism,marriageandburialthehopes,thedesires,andthefearsofunnumberedgenerations?

Forremember,thatinamajorityofinstances,longbeforetheCrossroseabovethesesites,theyhadbeenthesacredplacesoffaithafterfaith。Sun-worshippers,Nature-worshippers,Druids,votariesofJoveandVenus,servantsofOdin,ThorandFriga,earlyChristianswhowerehalfonethingandhalfanother,allhaveherebowedtheirbrowstoearthinadorationofGodastheyunderstoodHim,andinthesehallowedspotsliesmingledthedustofeveryoneofthem。

SoGodfreyfeltinthathourandthesameinfluencesimpingeduponandaffectedeventhegirl’sbold,denyingsoul。Sheacknowledgedthemtoherself,andafterawoman’sway,turnedandalmostfiercelylaidtheblameuponhercompanion。

“Youhaveinfectedmewithyoursillysuperstitions,“shesaid,stampingherfootastheyshutandlockedthedoorofthechurch。“I

feelafraidofsomething,Idon’tknowwhat,andIwasneverafraidofanythingbefore。“

“Whatsuperstitions?“heasked,apologetically。“Idon’tremembermentioningany。“

“Thereisnoneedforyoutomentionthem,theyoozeoutofyou。AsthoughIcouldnotreadyourmind!There’snoneedforyoutotalktotellmewhatyouarethinkingof,death——andseparationswhichareasbad,andunknownthingstocome,andallsortsofhorrors。“

“That’sodd,“heremarked,stillwithoutemotion,forhewasusedtotheseattacksfromIsobelwhich,asheknew,whenshewasupset,alwaysmeantanythingbutwhatshesaid,“forasamatteroffactI

wasthinkingofaseparation。Iamgoingaway,Isobel,orrather,myfatherissendingmeaway。“

Heturned,andpointingtothestormywesternskywherethedaydiedinsplendour,addedsimplyinthepoeticimagerythatsooftenspringstothelipsofyouth:

“Theresetsoursun;atleastitisthelastweshalllookupontogetherforawholeyear。YougotoLondonto-morrow,don’tyou?

BeforeyoucomebackIshallbegone。“

“Gone!Why?Where?Oh!what’stheuseofasking?Iknewsomethingofthesortwascoming。Ifeltitinthathorribleoldchurch。Andafterall,whyshouldImind?Whatdoesitmatterifyougoawayforayearortenyears——exceptthatyouaretheonlyfriendIhave——especiallyasnodoubtyouaregladtogetoutofthisdreadfulhole?Don’tstandtherelookingatmelikeamoon-calf,whateverthatmaybe,buttellmewhatyoumean,orI’ll,I’ll——“andshestopped。

Thenhetoldher——well,notquiteeverything,forheomittedhisfather’sdisparagingremarksaboutherself。

Shelistenedinherintentfashion,andfilledinthegapswithoutdifficulty。

“Isee,“shesaid。“YourfatherthinksthatIamcorruptingyouaboutreligion,asthoughanybodycouldcorruptyouwhenyouhavegotanideaintoyourstupidhead;atleast,onthosesubjects。Oh!Ihatehim,worseeventhanIdomyown,worsethanyoudoyourself。“

Godfrey,thinkingaloud,begantoquotetheFourthCommandment。Shecuthimshort:

“Honourmyfather!“shesaid。“Whyshouldwehonourourfathersunlesstheyareworthyofhonour?Whathavewetothankthemfor?“

“Life,“suggestedGodfrey。

“Why?YoubelievethatlifecomesfromGod,andsodoIinaway。Ifso,whathasafathertodowithitwhoisjustafatherandnomore?

Withmothersperhapsitisdifferent,butyouseeIlovemymotherandhetreatsherlike——likeadog,orworse,“andhergreyeyesfilledwithtears。“However,itisyourfatherwearetalkingof,andthereisnocommandmenttellingmetohonour/him/。IsayIhatehimandhehatesme,andthat’swhyheissendingyouaway。Well,Ihopeyouwon’tfindanyonetocontaminateyouinSwitzerland。“

“Oh!Isobel,Isobel,“hebrokeout,“don’tbesobitter,especiallyasitisofnouse。Besidesafterallyouhavegoteverythingthatagirlcanhave——moneyandpositionandlooks——“

“Looks!“sheexclaimed,seizingonthelastword,“whenyouknowIamasuglyasatoad。“

Hestaredather。

“Idon’tknowit;Ithinkyoubeautiful。“

“Waittillyouseesomeoneelseandyouwillchangeyourmind,“shesnapped,flushing。

“Andyouaregoingtocomeout,“hewentonhastily。

“Yes,atafancyballinthisPlantagenetlady’sdress,butIalmostwishIwas——togooutinstead——likeher。“

“AndIdaresayyouwillsoonbemarried,“heblurted,losinghisheadforshebewilderedhim。

“Married!Oh!youidiot。Doyouknowwhatmarriagemeans——toawoman?

Married!Icanbearnomoreofthis。Goodbye,“andturningshewalked,orratherranintothedarkness,leavinghimamazedandalone。

ThiswasthelasttimethatGodfreyspokewithIsobelforalongwhile。Nextmorninghereceivedanoteaddressedinherclearandpeculiarwriting,whichfromtheangularformationofthelettersandtheirregularity,atadistancelookednotunlikeasheetoffigures。

Itwasshortandran:——

DearOldGodfrey,——Don’tbevexedwithmebecauseIwassocrossthisevening。Somethinginthatoldchurchupsetme,andyouknowIhaveadreadfultemper。Ididn’tmeananythingIsaid。Idaresayitisagoodthingyoushouldgoawayandseetheworldinsteadofstickinginthishorridplace。LeaveyouraddresswithMotherParsons,andIwillwritetoyou;butmindyouanswermylettersorIshan’twriteanymore。Good-bye,oldboy。

YouraffectionateIsobel。

Whoisalwaysthinkingofyou。

P。S——I’llgetthistotheAbbeywithyourmilk。Can’tleaveitmyself,aswearestartingfortownathalf-pastsevento-morrowmorningtocatchtheearlytrain。

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