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“No,no,Georgiana!”saidAylmerimpatiently,“itmustnotbe。”
“Isubmit。”repliedshecalmly。“And,Aylmer,Ishallquaff
whateverdraughtyoubringme;butitwillbeonthesameprinciple
thatwouldinducemetotakeadoseofpoison,ifofferedbyyour
hand。”
“Mynoblewife。”saidAylmer,deeplymoved,“Iknewnottheheight
anddepthofyournature,untilnow。Nothingshallbeconcealed。
Know,then,thatthisCrimsonHand,superficialasitseems,has
clutcheditsgraspintoyourbeing,withastrengthofwhichIhadno
previousconception。Ihavealreadyadministeredagentspowerful
enoughtodoaughtexcepttochangeyourentirephysicalsystem。Only
onethingremainstobetried。Ifthatfailus,weareruined!”
“Whydidyouhesitatetotellmethis?”askedshe。
“Because,Georgiana。”saidAylmer,inalowvoice,“thereis
danger!”
“Danger?Thereisbutonedanger-thatthishorriblestigmashall
beleftuponmycheek!”criedGeorgiana。“Removeit!removeit!-
whateverbethecost-orweshallbothgomad!”
“Heavenknows,yourwordsaretootrue。”saidAylmer,sadly。“And
now,dearest,returntoyourboudoir。Inalittlewhile,allwillbe
tested。”
Heconductedherback,andtookleaveofherwithasolemn
tenderness,whichspokefarmorethanhiswordshowmuchwasnowat
stake。Afterhisdeparture,Georgianabecamewraptinmusings。She
consideredthecharacterofAylmer,anddiditcompleterjustice
thanatanypreviousmoment。Herheartexulted,whileittrembled,
athishonorablelove,sopureandloftythatitwouldaccept
nothinglessthanperfection,normiserablymakeitselfcontentedwith
anearthliernaturethanhehaddreamedof。Shefelthowmuchmore
preciouswassuchasentiment,thanthatmeanerkindwhichwould
havebornewiththeimperfectionforhersake,andhavebeenguiltyof
treasontoholylove,bydegradingitsperfectideatothelevelof
theactual。And,withherwholespirit,sheprayed,that,forasingle
moment,shemightsatisfyhishighestanddeepestconception。Longer
thanonemoment,shewellknew,itcouldnotbe;forhisspiritwas
everonthemarch-everascending-andeachinstantrequiredsomething
thatwasbeyondthescopeoftheinstantbefore。
Thesoundofherhusband’sfootstepsarousedher。Heboreacrystal
goblet,containingaliquorcolorlessaswater,butbrightenoughto
bethedraughtofimmortality。Aylmerwaspale;butitseemedrather
theconsequenceofahighlywroughtstateofmind,andtensionof
spirit,thanoffearordoubt。
“Theconcoctionofthedraughthasbeenperfect。”saidhe,in
answertoGeorgiana’slook。“Unlessallmysciencehavedeceivedme,
itcannotfail。”
“Saveonyouraccount,mydearestAylmer。”observedhiswife,“I
mightwishtoputoffthisbirthmarkofmortalitybyrelinquishing
mortalityitself,inpreferencetoanyothermode。Lifeisbutasad
possessiontothosewhohaveattainedpreciselythedegreeofmoral
advancementatwhichIstand。WereIweakerandblinder,itmightbe
happiness。WereIstronger,itmightbeenduredhopefully。But,being
whatIfindmyself,methinksIamofallmortalsthemostfittodie。”
“Youarefitforheavenwithouttastingdeath!”repliedher
husband。“Butwhydowespeakofdying?Thedraughtcannotfail。
Beholditseffectuponthisplant!”
Onthewindow-seattherestoodageranium,diseasedwithyellow
blotches,whichhadoverspreadallitsleaves。Aylmerpouredasmall
quantityoftheliquiduponthesoilinwhichitgrew。Inalittle
time,whentherootsoftheplanthadtakenupthemoisture,the
unsightlyblotchesbegantobeextinguishedinalivingverdure。
“Thereneedednoproof。”saidGeorgiana,quietly。“Givemethe
goblet。Ijoyfullystakealluponyourword。”
“Drink,then,thouloftycreature!”exclaimedAylmer,withfervid
admiration。“Thereisnotaintofimperfectiononthyspirit。Thy
sensibleframe,too,shallsoonbeallperfect!”
Shequaffedtheliquid,andreturnedthegoblettohishand。
“Itisgrateful。”saidshe,withaplacidsmile。“Methinksitis
likewaterfromaheavenlyfountain;foritcontainsIknownotwhat
ofunobtrusivefragranceanddeliciousness。Itallaysafeverish
thirst,thathadparchedmeformanydays。Now,deare