下载辰思小说免费APP
Hetookfrombeneathaglass,apieceofminutemachinery,whichhe
setinthecondensedlightofhislamp,and,lookingintentlyatit
throughamagnifyingglass,proceededtooperatewithadelicate
instrumentofsteel。Inaninstant,however,hefellbackinhis
chair,andclaspedhishands,withalookofhorroronhisface,
thatmadeitssmallfeaturesasimpressiveasthoseofagiantwould
havebeen。
“Heaven!WhathaveIdone!”exclaimedhe。“Thevapor!theinfluence
ofthatbruteforce!ithasbewilderedme,andobscuredmyperception。
Ihavemadetheverystroke-thefatalstroke-thatIhavedreaded
fromthefirst!Itisallover-thetoilofmonths-theobjectofmy
life!Iamruined!”
Andtherehesat,instrangedespair,untilhislampflickeredin
thesocket,andlefttheArtistoftheBeautifulindarkness。
Thusitis,thatideaswhichgrowupwithintheimagination,and
appearsolovelytoit,andofavaluebeyondwhatevermencall
valuable,areexposedtobeshatteredandannihilatedbycontact
withthePractical。Itisrequisitefortheidealartisttopossess
aforceofcharacterthatseemshardlycompatiblewithitsdelicacy;
hemustkeephisfaithinhimself,whiletheincredulousworldassails
himwithitsutterdisbelief;hemuststandupagainstmankindand
behisownsoledisciple,bothasrespectshisgenius,andtheobjects
towhichitisdirected。
Foratime,OwenWarlandsuccumbedtothissevere,butinevitable
test。Hespentafewsluggishweeks,withhisheadsocontinually
restinginhishands,thatthetownspeoplehadscarcelyanopportunity
toseehiscountenance。When,atlast,itwasagainupliftedtothe
lightofday,acold,dull,namelesschangewasperceptibleuponit。
IntheopinionofPeterHovenden,however,andthatorderofsagacious
understandingswhothinkthatlifeshouldberegulated,like
clock-work,withleadenweights,thealterationwasentirelyforthe
better。Owennow,indeed,appliedhimselftobusinesswithdogged
industry。Itwasmarvelloustowitnesstheobtusegravitywithwhich
hewouldinspectthewheelsofagreat,oldsilverwatch;thereby
delightingtheowner,inwhosefobithadbeenworntillhedeemed
itaportionofhisownlife,andwasaccordinglyjealousofits
treatment。Inconsequenceofthegoodreportthusacquired,Owen
Warlandwasinvitedbytheproperauthoritiestoregulatetheclockin
thechurch-steeple。Hesucceededsoadmirablyinthismatterofpublic
interest,thatthemerchantsgrufflyacknowledgedhismeritson
’Change;thenursewhisperedhispraises,asshegavethepotionin
thesick-chamber;theloverblessedhimatthehourofappointed
interview;andthetowningeneralthankedOwenforthepunctualityof
dinner-time。Inaword,theheavyweightuponhisspiritskept
everythinginorder,notmerelywithinhisownsystem,butwheresoever
theironaccentsofthechurch-clockwereaudible。Itwasa
circumstance,thoughminute,yetcharacteristicofhispresent
state,that,whenemployedtoengravenamesorinitialsonsilver
spoons,henowwrotetherequisitelettersintheplainestpossible
style;omittingavarietyoffancifulflourishes,thathad
heretoforedistinguishedhisworkinthiskind。
Oneday,duringtheeraofthishappytransformation,oldPeter
Hovendencametovisithisformerapprentice。
“Well,Owen。”saidhe,Iamgladtohearsuchgoodaccountsof
youfromallquarters;andespeciallyfromthetown-clockyonder,
whichspeaksinyourcommendationeveryhourofthetwenty-four。
OnlygetridaltogetherofyournonsensicaltrashabouttheBeautiful-
whichI,nornobodyelse,noryourselftoboot,couldeverunderstand-
onlyfreeyourselfofthat,andyoursuccessinlifeisassureas
daylight。Why,ifyougooninthisway,Ishouldevenventureto