Lin McLean

第25章

“She’sa-crying,“saidhe。

Iwithheldfromquestions,andashekeptalongbymysidehesaid:“I’msorry。Doyouthinkshe’smadwithLinforwhathe’stoldher?Shejustsat,andwhenshestartedcryinghemademegoaway。“

“Idon’tbelieveshe’smad,“ItoldBilly;andIsatdownonmyblanket,hebesideme,talkingwhilethemoongrewsmallasitroseovertheplain,andthelightsteadilyshoneinJessamine’swindow。SoonyoungBillyfellasleep,andIlookedathim,thinkinghowinawayitwashewhohadbroughtthistroubleonthemanwhohadsavedhimandlovedhim。

Butthatmanhadnosuchuntenderthoughts。Oncemorethedooropened,anditwashewhocamethistime,alonealso。Shedidnotfollowhimandstandtowatchhimfromthethreshold,thoughheforgottoclosethedoor,and,comingovertome,stoodlookingdown。

“What?“Isaidatlength。

Idon’tknowthatheheardme。HestoopedoverBillyandshookhimgently。“Wake,son,“saidhe。“YouandImustgettoourcampnow。“

“Now?“saidBilly。“Can’twewaittillmorning?“

“No,son。Wecan’twaithereanymore。Goandgetthehorsesandputthesaddleson。“AsBillyobeyed,Linlookedatthelightedwindow。“Sheisinthere,“hesaid。“She’sinthere。Sonear。“Helooked,andturnedtothehotel,fromwhichhebroughthischapsandspursandputthemon。“I

understandherwords,“hecontinued。“Herwords,themeaningofthem。Butnotwhatshemeans,Iguess。Itwilltakestudyin’over。Why,shedon’tblameme!“hesuddenlysaid,speakingtomeinsteadoftohimself。

“Lin,“Ianswered,“shehasonlyjustheardthis,yousee。Waitawhile。“

“That’snotthetrouble。SheknowswhatkindofmanIhavebeen,andsheforgivesthatjustthewayshedidherbrother。AndsheknowshowI

didn’tintentionallyconcealanything。Billyhasn’tbeenaround,andsheneverrealizedabouthismotherandme。We’vetalkedawfulopen,butthatwasnotpleasanttospeakof,andthewholecountryknewitsolong——andIneverthought!Shedon’tblameme。Shesayssheunderstands;butshesaysIhaveawifelivin’。“

“Thatisnonsense,“Ideclared。

“Yu’mustn’tsaythat,“saidhe。“Shedon’tclaimshe’sawife,either。

ShejustshakesherheadwhenIaskedherwhyshefeelsso。Itmustbedifferenttoyouandmefromthewayitseemstoher。Idon’tseeherview;maybeInevercanseeit;butshe’smademefeelshehasit,andthatshe’shonest,andlovesmetrue——“Hisvoicebrokeforamoment。

“Shesaidshe’dwait。“

“Youcan’thaveamarriagebrokenthatwasnevertied,“Isaid。“ButperhapsGovernorBarkerorJudgeHenry——“

“No,“saidthecow-puncher。“Lawcouldn’tfoolher。She’sthinkingofsomethingbackoflaw。Shesaidshe’dwait——always。AndwhenItookitinthatthiswasalloveranddone,andwhenIthoughtofmyranchandthechickens——well,Icouldn’tthinkofthingsatall,andIcameandwakedBillytoclearoutandquit。“

“Whatdidyoutellher?“Iasked。

“Tellher?Nothin’,Iguess。Idon’tremembergettingoutoftheroom。

Why,here’sactuallyherpistol,andshe’sgotmine!“

“Man,man!“saidI,“gobackandtellhertokeepit,andthatyou’llwaittoo——always!“

“Wouldyu’?“

“Look!“IpointedtoJessaminestandinginthedoor。

Isawhisfaceasheturnedtoher,andIwalkedtowardBillyandthehorses。PresentlyIheardstepsonthewoodenstation,andfromitsblack,briefshadowthetwocamewalking,Linandhissweetheart,intothemoonlight。Theywerenotspeaking,butmerelywalkedtogetherintheclearradiance,handinhand,liketwochildren。Isawthatshewasweeping,andthatbeneaththetyrannyofherresolutionherwholeloving,amplenaturewaswrung。Butthestrange,narrowfibreinherwouldnotyield!Isawthemgotothehorses,andJessaminestoodwhileBillyandLinmounted。Thenquicklythecow-punchersprangdownagainandfoldedherinhisarms。

“Lin,dearLin!dearneighbor!“shesobbed。Shecouldnotwithholdthislastgood-bye。

Idonotthinkhespoke。Inamomentthehorsesstartedandweregone,flying,rushingawayintothegreatplain,untilsightandsoundofthemwerelost,andonlythesage

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