Lin McLean

第23章

HowcouldItellherthatNate’sdeathwasthebestendthatcouldhavecometohim?ButIsaid:“Youknowyoudon’tthinkitwasyourfault。Youknowyouwoulddothesameagain。“Shelistenedtome,buthereyeshadnointerestinthem。“Heneverknewpain,“Ipursued,“andhedieddoingthethinghelikedbestintheworld。Hewashappyandenjoyinghimself,andyougavehimthat。It’sbadonlyforyou。Somewouldtalkreligion,butIcan’t。“

“Yes,“sheanswered,“Icanthinkofhimsogladtobefree。Thankyouforsayingthataboutreligion。Doyouthinkit’swickednottowantit——

tohateitsometimes?Ihopeit’snot。Thankyou,truly。“

Duringourjourneyshesummonedhercheerfulness,andallthatshesaidwaswholesome。Intherobust,coarsesoundnessofherfibre,thewoundsofgriefwouldhealandleavenosickness——perhapsnohighersensitivenesstohumansufferingsthanherbroadnativekindnessalreadyheld。Wetoucheduponreligionagain,andmyviewsshockedherKentuckynotions,forItoldherKentuckylockeditsreligioninanironcagecalledSunday,whichmadeitverysavageandfondofbitingstrangers。

NowandagainIwouldrunuponthatveinofdeep-seatedprejudicethatwasinhercharacterlikesomefinewire。Inshort,ourdisagreementsbroughtustotermsmorefamiliarthanwehadreachedhitherto。ButwhenatlastSeparcame,wherewasI?TherestoodMr。McLeanwaiting,andatthesuddennessofhimshehadnotimetorememberherself,butsteppedoutofthestagewithsuchasmilethattheardentcow-puncherflushedandbeamed。

“SoIwentawaywithouttellingyougoodbye!“hebegan,notwisely。“Mrs。

Piercehasbeencirculatingwartalkaboutme,youbet!“

ThemaideninJessaminespokeinstantly。“Indeed?Therewasnospecialobligationforyoutocallonme,orhertonoticeifyoudidn’t。“

“Oh!“saidLin,crestfallen。“Yu’suredon’tmeanthat?“

Shelookedathim,andwascompelledtomelt。“No,neighbor,Idon’tmeanit。“

“Neighbor!“heexclaimed;andagain,“Neighbor,“muchpleased。“Nowitwouldsoundkindo’pleasantifyou’dcallmethatforasteadything。“

“Itwouldsoundkindofodd,Mr。McLean,thankyou。“

“BlamedifIunderstandher,“criedLin。“BlamedifIdo。Butyou’regoingtounderstandmesurequick!“Herushedinsidethestation,spokesharplytotheagent,andreturnedinthesametremorofelationthathadpushedhimtoforwardnesswithhisgirl,andwithwhichheseemednearbursting。“I’vebeenherethreedaystomeetyou。There’saletter,andI

expectIknowwhat’sinit。Tuberclehasgotithere。“HetookitfromthelesshastyagentandthrustitinJessamine’shand。“Youneedn’ttofear。Pleaseopenit;it’sgoodnewsthistime,youbet!“HewatcheditinherhandastheboyofeightwatchesthestringofaChristmasparcelhewisheshisfatherwouldcutinsteadofsocarefullyuntie。“Openit,“

heurgedagain。“Keepingmewaitingthisway!“

“Whatintheworlddoesallthismean?“criedJessamine,stoppingshortatthefirstsentence。

“Read,“saidLin。

“You’vedonethis!“sheexclaimed。

“Read,read!“

Sosheread,withbigeyes。Itwasanofficialletteroftherailroad,writtenbythedivisionsuperintendentatEdgeford。IthopedMissBucknermightfeelliketakingthepositionofagentatSepar。Ifshewaswillingtoconsiderthis,wouldshestopoveratEdgeford,onherwayeast,andtalkwiththesuperintendent?IncasethedutiesweremorethanshehadbeenaccustomedtoontheLouisvilleandNashville,shecouldcontinueeastwiththelossofonlyaday。Thesuperintendentbelievedthesalarycouldbearrangedsatisfactorily。EnclosedpleasetofindanorderforafreeridetoEdgeford。

JessamineturnedherwonderingeyesonLin。“Youdiddothis,“sherepeated,butthistimewithextraordinaryquietness。

“Yes,“saidhe。“AndIamplumbproudofit。“

Shegavearichlaughofpleasureandamusement;alonglaugh,andstopped。“Didanybodyever!“shesaid。

“Wecancalleachotherneighborsnow,yu’see,“saidthecow-puncher。

“Ohno!ohno!“Jessaminedeclared

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