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HowcouldItellherthatNate’sdeathwasthebestendthatcouldhavecometohim?ButIsaid:“Youknowyoudon’tthinkitwasyourfault。Youknowyouwoulddothesameagain。“Shelistenedtome,buthereyeshadnointerestinthem。“Heneverknewpain,“Ipursued,“andhedieddoingthethinghelikedbestintheworld。Hewashappyandenjoyinghimself,andyougavehimthat。It’sbadonlyforyou。Somewouldtalkreligion,butIcan’t。“
“Yes,“sheanswered,“Icanthinkofhimsogladtobefree。Thankyouforsayingthataboutreligion。Doyouthinkit’swickednottowantit——
tohateitsometimes?Ihopeit’snot。Thankyou,truly。“
Duringourjourneyshesummonedhercheerfulness,andallthatshesaidwaswholesome。Intherobust,coarsesoundnessofherfibre,thewoundsofgriefwouldhealandleavenosickness——perhapsnohighersensitivenesstohumansufferingsthanherbroadnativekindnessalreadyheld。Wetoucheduponreligionagain,andmyviewsshockedherKentuckynotions,forItoldherKentuckylockeditsreligioninanironcagecalledSunday,whichmadeitverysavageandfondofbitingstrangers。
NowandagainIwouldrunuponthatveinofdeep-seatedprejudicethatwasinhercharacterlikesomefinewire。Inshort,ourdisagreementsbroughtustotermsmorefamiliarthanwehadreachedhitherto。ButwhenatlastSeparcame,wherewasI?TherestoodMr。McLeanwaiting,andatthesuddennessofhimshehadnotimetorememberherself,butsteppedoutofthestagewithsuchasmilethattheardentcow-puncherflushedandbeamed。
“SoIwentawaywithouttellingyougoodbye!“hebegan,notwisely。“Mrs。
Piercehasbeencirculatingwartalkaboutme,youbet!“
ThemaideninJessaminespokeinstantly。“Indeed?Therewasnospecialobligationforyoutocallonme,orhertonoticeifyoudidn’t。“
“Oh!“saidLin,crestfallen。“Yu’suredon’tmeanthat?“
Shelookedathim,andwascompelledtomelt。“No,neighbor,Idon’tmeanit。“
“Neighbor!“heexclaimed;andagain,“Neighbor,“muchpleased。“Nowitwouldsoundkindo’pleasantifyou’dcallmethatforasteadything。“
“Itwouldsoundkindofodd,Mr。McLean,thankyou。“
“BlamedifIunderstandher,“criedLin。“BlamedifIdo。Butyou’regoingtounderstandmesurequick!“Herushedinsidethestation,spokesharplytotheagent,andreturnedinthesametremorofelationthathadpushedhimtoforwardnesswithhisgirl,andwithwhichheseemednearbursting。“I’vebeenherethreedaystomeetyou。There’saletter,andI
expectIknowwhat’sinit。Tuberclehasgotithere。“HetookitfromthelesshastyagentandthrustitinJessamine’shand。“Youneedn’ttofear。Pleaseopenit;it’sgoodnewsthistime,youbet!“HewatcheditinherhandastheboyofeightwatchesthestringofaChristmasparcelhewisheshisfatherwouldcutinsteadofsocarefullyuntie。“Openit,“
heurgedagain。“Keepingmewaitingthisway!“
“Whatintheworlddoesallthismean?“criedJessamine,stoppingshortatthefirstsentence。
“Read,“saidLin。
“You’vedonethis!“sheexclaimed。
“Read,read!“
Sosheread,withbigeyes。Itwasanofficialletteroftherailroad,writtenbythedivisionsuperintendentatEdgeford。IthopedMissBucknermightfeelliketakingthepositionofagentatSepar。Ifshewaswillingtoconsiderthis,wouldshestopoveratEdgeford,onherwayeast,andtalkwiththesuperintendent?IncasethedutiesweremorethanshehadbeenaccustomedtoontheLouisvilleandNashville,shecouldcontinueeastwiththelossofonlyaday。Thesuperintendentbelievedthesalarycouldbearrangedsatisfactorily。EnclosedpleasetofindanorderforafreeridetoEdgeford。
JessamineturnedherwonderingeyesonLin。“Youdiddothis,“sherepeated,butthistimewithextraordinaryquietness。
“Yes,“saidhe。“AndIamplumbproudofit。“
Shegavearichlaughofpleasureandamusement;alonglaugh,andstopped。“Didanybodyever!“shesaid。
“Wecancalleachotherneighborsnow,yu’see,“saidthecow-puncher。
“Ohno!ohno!“Jessaminedeclared