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Bhaer。
Danlookedhimstraightintheface,andansweredsteadily,“Yes,I
did。“
Amurmurwentroundthetable,Tommydroppedhismugwithacrash;Daisycriedout,“Iknewitwasn’tNat;“Nanbegantocry,andMrs。Jolefttheroom,lookingsodisappointed,sorry,andashamedthatDancouldnotbearit。Hehidhisfaceinhishandsamoment,thenthrewuphishead,squaredhisshouldersasifsettlingsomeloaduponthem,andsaid,withthedoggedlook,andhalf-resolute,half-recklesstonehehadusedwhenhefirstcame;
“Ididit;nowyoumaydowhatyouliketome,butIwon’tsayanotherwordaboutit。“
“Noteventhatyouaresorry?“askedMr。Bhaer,troubledbythechangeinhim。
“Iain’tsorry。“
“I’llforgivehimwithoutasking,“saidTommy,feelingthatitwashardersomehowtoseebraveDandisgracedthantimidNat。
“Don’twanttobeforgiven,“returnedDan,gruffly。
“Perhapsyouwillwhenyouhavethoughtaboutitquietlybyyourself,Iwon’ttellyounowhowsurprisedanddisappointedIam,butbyandbyIwillcomeupandtalktoyouinyourroom。“
“Won’tmakeanydifference,“saidDan,tryingtospeakdefiantly,butfailingashelookedatMr。Bhaer’ssorrowfulface;and,takinghiswordsforadismissal,Danlefttheroomasifhefounditimpossibletostay。
Itwouldhavedonehimgoodifhehadstayed;fortheboystalkedthematteroverwithsuchsincereregret,andpity,andwonder,itmighthavetouchedandwonhimtoaskpardon。Noonewasgladtofindthatitwashe,notevenNat;for,spiteofallhisfaults,andtheyweremany,everyonelikedDannow,becauseunderhisroughexteriorlaysomeofthemanlyvirtueswhichwemostadmireandlove。Mrs。Johadbeenthechiefprop,aswellascultivator,ofDan;andshetookitsadlytoheartthatherlastandmostinterestingboyhadturnedoutsoill。Thetheftwasbad,butthelyingaboutit,andallowinganothertosuffersomuchfromanunjustsuspicionwasworse;andmostdiscouragingofallwastheattempttorestorethemoneyinanunderhandway,foritshowednotonlyawantofcourage,butapowerofdeceitthatbodedillforthefuture。Stillmoretryingwashissteadyrefusaltotalkofthematter,toaskpardon,orexpressanyremorse。Dayspassed;andhewentabouthislessonsandhiswork,silent,grim,andunrepentant。AsiftakingwarningbytheirtreatmentofNat,heaskednosympathyofanyone,rejectedtheadvancesoftheboys,andspenthisleisurehoursroamingaboutthefieldsandwoods,tryingtofindplaymatesinthebirdsandbeasts,andsucceedingbetterthanmostboyswouldhavedone,becauseheknewandlovedthemsowell。
“Ifthisgoesonmuchlonger,I’mafraidhewillrunawayagain,forheistooyoungtostandalifelikethis,“saidMr。Bhaer,quitedejectedatthefailureofallhisefforts。
“AlittlewhileagoIshouldhavebeenquitesurethatnothingwouldtempthimaway,butnowIamreadyofanything,heissochanged,“answeredpoorMrs。Jo,whomournedoverherboyandcouldnotbecomforted,becauseheshunnedhermorethananyoneelse,andonlylookedatherwiththehalf-fierce,half-imploringeyesofawildanimalcaughtinatrap,whenshetriedtotalktohimalone。
Natfollowedhimaboutlikeashadow,andDandidnotrepulsehimasrudelyashedidothers,butsaid,inhisbluntway,“Youareallright;don’tworryaboutme。Icanstanditbetterthanyoudid。“
“ButIdon’tliketohaveyouallalone,“Natwouldsay,sorrowfully。
“Ilikeit;“andDanwouldtrampaway,stiflingasighsometimes,forhewaslonely。
Passingthroughthebirchgroveoneday,hecameuponseveraloftheboys,whowereamusingthemselvesbyclimbingupthetreesandswingingdownagain,astheyslenderelasticstemsbenttilltheirtopstouchedtheground。Danpausedaminutetowatchthefun,withoutofferingtojoininit,andashestoodthereJacktookhisturn。Hehadunfortuna