Twelve Stories and a Dream

第30章

Heturnedhismindtolocomotioninthisnewbodyinwhichhefoundhimself。Foratimehewasunabletoshifthimselffromhisattachmenttohisearthlycarcass。Foratimethisnewstrangecloudbodyofhissimplyswayed,contracted,expanded,coiled,andwrithedwithhiseffortstofreehimself,andthenquitesuddenlythelinkthatboundhimsnapped。Foramomenteverythingwashiddenbywhatappearedtobewhirlingspheresofdarkvapour,andthenthroughamomentarygaphesawhisdroopingbodycollapselimply,sawhislifelessheaddropsideways,andfoundhewasdrivingalonglikeahugecloudinastrangeplaceofshadowycloudsthathadtheluminousintricacyofLondonspreadlikeamodelbelow。

Butnowhewasawarethatthefluctuatingvapourabouthimwassomethingmorethanvapour,andthetemerariousexcitementofhisfirstessaywasshotwithfear。Forheperceived,atfirstindistinctly,andthensuddenlyveryclearly,thathewassurroundedbyFACES!

thateachrollandcoiloftheseemingcloud-stuffwasaface。

Andsuchfaces!Facesofthinshadow,facesofgaseoustenuity。

Faceslikethosefacesthatglarewithintolerablestrangenessuponthesleeperintheevilhoursofhisdreams。Evil,greedyeyesthatwerefullofacovetouscuriosity,faceswithknitbrowsandsnarling,smilinglips;theirvaguehandsclutchedatMr。Besselashepassed,andtherestoftheirbodieswasbutanelusivestreakoftrailingdarkness。Neverawordtheysaid,neverasoundfromthemouthsthatseemedtogibber。Allabouthimtheypressedinthatdreamysilence,passingfreelythroughthedimmistinessthatwashisbody,gatheringevermorenumerouslyabouthim。AndtheshadowyMr。Bessel,nowsuddenlyfear-stricken,drovethroughthesilent,activemultitudeofeyesandclutchinghands。

Soinhumanwerethesefaces,somalignanttheirstaringeyes,andshadowy,clawinggestures,thatitdidnotoccurtoMr。Besseltoattemptintercoursewiththesedriftingcreatures。Idiotphantoms,theyseemed,childrenofvaindesire,beingsunbornandforbiddentheboonofbeing,whoseonlyexpressionsandgesturestoldoftheenvyandcravingforlifethatwastheironelinkwithexistence。

Itsaysmuchforhisresolutionthat,amidsttheswarmingcloudofthesenoiselessspiritsofevil,hecouldstillthinkofMr。Vincey。

Hemadeaviolenteffortofwillandfoundhimself,heknewnothow,stoopingtowardsStapleInn,sawVinceysittingattentiveandalertinhisarm-chairbythefire。

Andclusteringalsoabouthim,astheyclusteredeveraboutallthatlivesandbreathes,wasanothermultitudeofthesevainvoicelessshadows,longing,desiring,seekingsomeloopholeintolife。

ForaspaceMr。Besselsoughtineffectuallytoattracthisfriend’sattention。Hetriedtogetinfrontofhiseyes,tomovetheobjectsinhisroom,totouchhim。ButMr。Vinceyremainedunaffected,ignorantofthebeingthatwassoclosetohisown。ThestrangesomethingthatMr。Besselhascomparedtoasheetofglassseparatedthemimpermeably。

AndatlastMr。Besseldidadesperatething。Ihavetoldhowthatinsomestrangewayhecouldseenotonlytheoutsideofamanasweseehim,butwithin。Heextendedhisshadowyhandandthrusthisvagueblackfingers,asitseemed,throughtheheedlessbrain。

Then,suddenly,Mr。Vinceystartedlikeamanwhorecallshisattentionfromwanderingthoughts,anditseemedtoMr。Besselthatalittledark-redbodysituatedinthemiddleofMr。Vincey’sbrainswelledandglowedashedidso。Sincethatexperiencehehasbeenshownanatomic

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