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Alas,no,’’answeredWaverley;Ihavebeenrefusedadmittance。’’
Itaccordswiththerest,’’shesaid;butwemustsubmit。
Shallyouobtainleave,doyousuppose?’’
For-for-to-morrow,’’saidWaverley;butmutteringthelastwordsofaintlythatitwasalmostunintelligible。
Ay,thenornever,’’saidFlora,until’’-sheadded,lookingupward,thetimewhen,Itrust,weshallallmeet。ButIhopeyouwillseehimwhileearthyetbearshim。Healwayslovedyouathisheart,though-butitisvaintotalkofthepast。’’
Vainindeed!’’echoedWaverley。
Orevenofthefuture,mygoodfriend,’’saidFlora,sofarasearthlyeventsareconcerned;forhowoftenhaveIpicturedtomyselfthestrongpossibilityofthishorridissue,andtaskedmyselftoconsiderhowIcouldsupportmypart;andyethowfarhasallmyanticipationfallenshortoftheunimaginablebitternessofthishour!’’
DearFlora,ifyourstrengthofmind’’
Ay,thereitis,’’sheanswered,somewhatwildly;thereisMr。Waverley,thereisabusydevilatmyheartthatwhispers-butitweremadnesstolistentoit-thatthestrengthofmindonwhichFlorapridedherselfhasmurderedherbrother!’’
GoodGod!howcanyougiveutterancetoathoughtsoshocking?’’
Ay,isitnotso?-butyetithauntsmelikeaphantom:
Iknowitisunsubstantialandvain;butitwillbepresent-
willintrudeitshorrorsonmymind-willwhisperthatmybrother,asvolatileasardent,wouldhavedividedhisenergiesamidahundredobjects。ItwasIwhotaughthimtoconcentratethem,andtogageallonthisdreadfulanddesperatecast。
OhthatIcouldrecollectthatIhadbutoncesaidtohim,`Hethatstrikethwiththeswordshalldiebythesword;’thatIhadbutoncesaid,Remainathome;reserveyourself,yourvassals,yourlife,forenterpriseswithinthereachofman。Butoh,Mr。
Waverley,Ispurredhisfierytemper,andhalfofhisruinatleastlieswithhissister?’’
ThehorridideawhichshehadintimatedEdwardendeavouredtocombatbyeveryincoherentargumentthatoccurredtohim。
Herecalledtohertheprinciplesonwhichboththoughtittheirdutytoact,andinwhichtheyhadbeeneducated。
DonotthinkIhaveforgottenthem,’’shesaid,lookingup,witheagerquickness;Idonotregrethisattemptbecauseitwaswrong-ohno!onthatpointIamarmed-butbecauseitwasimpossibleitcouldendotherwisethanthus。’’
Yetitdidnotalwaysseemsodesperateandhazardousasitwas;anditwouldhavebeenchosenbytheboldspiritofFerguswhetheryouhadapproveditorno;yourcounselsonlyservedtogiveunityandconsistencetohisconduct;todignify,butnottoprecipitate,hisresolution。’’FlorahadsoonceasedtolistentoEdward,andwasagainintentuponherneedle-work。
Doyouremember,’’shesaid,lookingupwithaghastlysmile,youoncefoundmemakingFergus’sbride-favours,andnowIamsewinghisbridal-garment。Ourfriendshere,’’shecontinued,withsuppressedemotion,aretogivehallowedearthintheirchapeltothebloodyrelicsofthelastVichIanVohr。Buttheywillnotallresttogether;no-hishead!-I
shallnothavethelastmiserableconsolationofkissingthecoldlipsofmydear,dearFergus!’’
TheunfortunateFlorahere,afteroneortwohystericalsobs,faintedinherchair。Thelady,whohadbeenattendingintheante-room,nowenteredhastily,andbeggedEdwardtoleavetheroom,butnotthehouse。
Whenhewasrecalled,afterthespaceofnearlyhalf-an-hour,hefoundthat,byastrongeffort,MissMac-Ivorhadgreatlycomposedherself。ItwasthenheventuredtourgeMissBradwardine’sclaimtobeconsideredasanadoptedsister,andempoweredtoassistherplansforthefuture。
IhavehadaletterfrommydearRose,’’shereplied,tothesamepurpose。Sorrowisselfishandengrossing,orIwouldhavewrittentoexpressthat,eveninmyowndespair,Ifeltagleamofpleasureatlearningherhappyprospects,andathearingthatthegoodoldBaronhasescapedthegeneralwreck。GivethistomydearestRose;itisherpoorFlora’sonl