NOSTROMO

第11章

Heclimbedthestairs,thencheckedhimself,becausehehadseenwithintheshadowofamancastupononeofthewalls。Itwasashapeless,high-shoulderedshadowofsomebodystandingstill,withloweredhead,outofhislineofsight。TheCapataz,rememberingthathewastotallyunarmed,steppedaside,and,effacinghimselfuprightinadarkcorner,waitedwithhiseyesfixedonthedoor。

Thewholeenormousruinedbarrackofaplace,unfinished,withoutceilingunderitsloftyroof,waspervadedbythesmokeswayingtoandfrointhefaintcross-draughtsplayingintheobscurityofmanyloftyroomsandbarnlikepassages。Onceoneoftheswingingshutterscameagainstthewallwithasinglesharpcrack,asifpushedbyanimpatienthand。Apieceofpaperscurriedoutfromsomewhere,rustlingalongthelanding。Theman,whoeverhewas,didnotdarkenthelighteddoorway。TwicetheCapataz,advancingacoupleofstepsoutofhiscorner,cranedhisneckinthehopeofcatchingsightofwhathecouldbeat,soquietly,inthere。Buteverytimehesawonlythedistortedshadowofbroadshouldersandbowedhead。Hewasdoingapparentlynothing,andstirrednotfromthespot,asthoughheweremeditating——or,perhaps,readingapaper。Andnotasoundissuedfromtheroom。

OncemoretheCapatazsteppedback。Hewonderedwhoitwas——someMonterist?

Buthedreadedtoshowhimself。Todiscoverhispresenceonshore,unlessaftermanydays,would,hebelieved,endangerthetreasure。Withhisownknowledgepossessinghiswholesoul,itseemedimpossiblethatanybodyinSulacoshouldfailtojumpattherightsurmise。Afteracoupleofweeksorsoitwouldbedifferent。WhocouldtellhehadnotreturnedoverlandfromsomeportbeyondthelimitsoftheRepublic?Theexistenceofthetreasureconfusedhisthoughtswithapeculiarsortofanxiety,asthoughhislifehadbecomeboundupwithit。Itrenderedhimtimorousforamomentbeforethatenigmatic,lighteddoor。Deviltakethefellow!Hedidnotwanttoseehim。Therewouldbenothingtolearnfromhisface,knownorunknown。Hewasafooltowastehistimethereinwaiting。

LessthanfiveminutesafterenteringtheplacetheCapatazbeganhisretreat。Hegotawaydownthestairswithperfectsuccess,gaveoneupwardlookoverhisshoulderatthelightonthelanding,andranstealthilyacrossthehall。Butattheverymomenthewasturningoutofthegreatdoor,withhismindfixeduponescapingthenoticeofthemanupstairs,somebodyhehadnotheardcomingbrisklyalongthefrontranfullintohim。Bothmutteredastifledexclamationofsurprise,andleapedbackandstoodstill,eachindistincttotheother。Nostromowassilent。Theothermanspokefirst,inanamazedanddeadenedtone。

`Whoareyou?\'

AlreadyNostromohadseemedtorecognizeDrMonygham。Hehadnodoubtnow。Hehesitatedthespaceofasecond。Theideaofboltingwithoutawordpresenteditselftohismind。Nouse!Aninexplicablerepugnancetopronouncethenamebywhichhewasknownkepthimsilentalittlelonger。

Atlasthesaidinalowvoice:

`Acargador。\'

Hewalkeduptotheother。DrMonyghamhadreceivedashock。Heflunghisarmsupandcriedouthiswonderaloud,forgettinghimselfbeforethemarvelofthismeeting。Nostromoangrilywarnedhimtomoderatehisvoice。

TheCustomHousewasnotsodesertedasitlooked。Therewassomebodyinthelightedroomabove。

Thereisnomoreevanescentqualityinanaccomplishedfactthanitswonderfulness。Solicitedincessantlybytheconsiderationsaffectingitsfearsanddesires,thehumanmindturnsnaturallyawayfromthemarvelloussideofevents。Anditwasinthemostnaturalwaypossiblethatthedoctoraskedthismanwhomonlytwominutesbeforehebelievedtohavebeendrownedinthegulf:

`Youhaveseensomebodyupthere?Haveyou?\'

`No,Ihavenotseenhim。\'

`Thenhowdoyouknow?\'

`Iwasrunningawayfromhisshadowwhenwemet。\'

`Hisshadow?\'

`Yes。Hisshadowinthelightedroom,\'saidNostromo,inacontemptuoustone。Leaningbackwithfoldedarmsatthefootoftheimmensebuilding,hedroppedhishead,bitinghislipsslightly,andnotlookingatthedoctor。

`Now,\'hethoughttohimself,`hewillbeginaskingmeaboutthetreasure。\'

Butthedoctor\'sthoughtswereconcernedwithaneventnotasmarvellousasNostromo\'sappearance,butinitselfmuchlessclear。WhyhadSotillotakenhimselfoffwithhiswholecommandwiththissuddennessandsecrecy?

Whatdidthismoveportend?However,itdawneduponthedoctorthatthemanupstairswasoneoftheofficersleftbehindbythedisappointedcoloneltocommunicatewithhim。

`Ibelieveheiswaitingforme,\'hesaid。

`Itispossible。\'

`Imustsee。Donotgoawayyet,Capataz。\'

`Goawaywhere?\'mutteredNostromo。

Alreadythedoctorhadlefthim。Heremainedleaningagainstthewall,staringatthedarkwateroftheharbour;theshrillingofcicadasfilledhisears。Aninvinciblevaguenesscomingoverhisthoughtstookfromthemallpowertodeterminehiswill。

`Capataz!Capataz!\'thedoctor\'svoicecalledurgentlyfromabove。

Thesenseofbetrayalandruinfloateduponhissombreindifferenceasuponasluggishseaofpitch。Buthesteppedoutfromunderthewall,and,lookingup,sawDrMonyghamleaningoutofalightedwindow。

`ComeupandseewhatSotillohasdone。Youneednotfearthemanuphere。\'

Heansweredbyaslight,bitterlaugh。Fearaman!TheCapatazoftheSulacoCargadoresfearaman!Itangeredhimthatanybodyshouldsuggestsuchathing。Itangeredhimtobedisarmedandskulkingandindangerbecauseoftheaccursedtreasure,whichwasofsolittleaccounttothepeoplewhohadtieditroundhisneck。Hecouldnotshakeofftheworryofit。ToNostromothedoctorrepresentedallthesepeople……Andhehadneverevenaskedafterit。Notawordofinquiryaboutthemostdesperateundertakingofhislife。

Thinkingthesethoughts,Nostromopassedagainthroughthecavernoushall,wherethesmokewasconsiderablythinned,andwentupthestairs,notsowarmtohisfeetnow,towardsthestreakoflightatthetop。Thedoctorappearedinitforamoment,agitatedandimpatient。

`Comeup!Comeup!\'

AtthemomentofcrossingthedoorwaytheCapatazexperiencedashockofsurprise。Themanhadnotmoved。Hesawhisshadowinthesameplace。

Hestarted,thensteppedinwithafeelingofbeingabouttosolveamystery。

Itwasverysimple。Foraninfinitesimalfractionofasecond,againstthelightoftwoflaringandgutteringcandles,throughablue,pungent,thinhazewhichmadehiseyessmart,hesawthemanstanding,ashehadimaginedhim,withhisbacktothedoor,castinganenormousanddistortedshadowuponthewall。Swifterthanaflashoflightningfollowedtheimpressionofhisconstrained,topplingattitude——theshouldersprojectingforward,theheadsunklowuponthebreast。Thenhedistinguishedthearmsbehindhisback,andwrenchedsoterriblythatthetwoclenchedfists,lashedtogether,hadbeenforceduphigherthantheshoulder-blades。Fromtherehiseyestracedinoneinstantaneousglancethehideropegoingupwardsfromthetiedwristsoveraheavybeamanddowntoastapleinthewall。

Hedidnotwanttolookattherigidlegs,atthefeethangingdownnervelessly,withtheirbaretoessomesixinchesabovethefloor,toknowthatthemanhadbeengiventheestrapadetillhehadswooned。Hisfirstimpulsewastodashforwardandsevertheropeatoneblow。Hefeltforhisknife。

Hehadnoknife——notevenaknife。Hestoodquivering,andthedoctor,perchedontheedgeofthetable,facingthoughtfullythecruelandlamentablesight,hischininhishand,uttered,withoutstirring:

`Tortured——andshotdeadthroughthebreast——gettingcold。\'

ThisinformationcalmedtheCapataz。Oneofthecandlesflickeringinthesocketwentout。`Whodidthis?\'heasked。

`Sotillo,Itellyou。Whoelse?Tortured——ofcourse。Butwhyshot?\'

ThedoctorlookedfixedlyatNostromo,whoshruggedhisshouldersslightly。

`Andmark,shotsuddenly,onimpulse。Itisevident。IwishIhadhissecret。\'

Nostromohadadvanced,andstoopedslightlytolook。`Iseemtohaveseenthatfacesomewhere,\'hemuttered。`Whoishe?\'

Thedoctorturnedhiseyesuponhimagain。`Imayyetcometoenvyinghisfate。Whatdoyouthinkofthat,Capataz,eh?\'

ButNostromodidnotevenhearthesewords。Seizingtheremaininglight,hethrustitunderthedroopinghead。Thedoctorsatoblivious,withalostgaze。Thentheheavyironcandle-stick,asifstruckoutofNostromo\'shand,clatteredonthefloor。

`Hullo!\'exclaimedthedoctor,lookingupwithastart。HecouldheartheCapatazstaggeragainstthetableandgasp。Inthesuddenextinctionofthelightwithin,thedeadblacknesssealingthewindow-framesbecamealivewithstarstohissight。antheshoulder-blades。Fromtherehiseyestracedinoneinstantaneousglancethehideropegoingupwardsfromthetiedwristsoveraheavybeamanddowntoastapleinthewall。Hedidnotwanttolookattherigidlegs,atthefeethangingdownnervelessly,withtheirbaretoessomesixinchesabovethefloor,toknowthatthemanhadbeengiventheestrapadetillhehadswooned。Hisfirstimpulsewastodashforwardandsevertheropeatoneblow。Hefeltforhisknife。

Hehadnoknife——notevenaknife。Hestoodquivering,andthedoctor,perchedontheedgeofthetable,facingthoughtfullythecruelandlamentablesight,hischininhishand,uttered,withoutstirring:

`Ofcourse,ofcourse,\'thedoctormutteredtohimselfinEnglish。`Enoughtomakehimjumpoutofhisskin。\'

Nostromo\'sheartseemedtoforceitselfintohisthroat。Hisheadswam。

Hirsch!ThemanwasHirsch!Heheldontighttotheedgeofthetable。

`Buthewashidinginthelighter,\'healmostshouted。Hisvoicefell。

`Inthelighter,and——and——\'

`AndSotillobroughthimin,\'saidthedoctor。`Heisnomorestartlingtoyouthanyouweretome。WhatIwanttoknowishowheinducedsomecompassionatesoultoshoothim。\'

`SoSotilloknows——\'beganNostromo,inamoreequablevoice。

`Everything!\'interruptedthedoctor。

TheCapatazwasheardstrikingthetablewithhisfist。`Everything?

Whatareyousaying,there?Everything?Knoweverything?Itisimpossible!

Everything?\'

`Ofcourse。Whatdoyoumeanbyimpossible?ItellyouIhaveheardthisHirschquestionedlastnight,here,inthisveryroom。Heknewyourname,Decoud\'sname,andallabouttheloadingofthesilver……Thelighterwascutintwo。HewasgrovellinginabjectterrorbeforeSotillo,butherememberedthatmuch。Whatdoyouwantmore?Heknewleastabouthimself。Theyfoundhimclingingtotheiranchor。Hemusthavecaughtatitjustasthelighterwenttothebottom。\'

`Wenttothebottom?\'repeatedNostromo,slowly。`Sotillobelievesthat?Bueno!\'

Thedoctor,alittleimpatiently,wasunabletoimaginewhatelseanybodycouldbelieve。Yes,Sotillobelievedthatthelighterwassunk,andtheCapatazdeCargadores,togetherwithMartinDecoudandperhapsoneortwootherpoliticalfugitives,hadbeendrowned。

`Itoldyouwell,SenorDoctor,\'remarkedNostromoatthatpoint,`thatSotillodidnotknoweverything。\'

`Eh?Whatdoyoumean?\'

`HedidnotknowIwasnotdead。\'

`Neitherdidwe。\'

`Andyoudidnotcare——noneofyoucaballerosonthewharf——onceyougotoffamanoffleshandbloodlikeyourselvesonafool\'sbusinessthatcouldnotendwell。\'

`Youforget,Capataz,Iwasnotonthewharf。AndIdidnotthinkwellofthebusiness。Soyouneednottauntme。Itellyouwhat,man,wehadbutlittleleisuretothinkofthedead。Deathstandsnearbehindusall。

Youweregone。\'

`Iwent,indeed!\'brokeinNostromo。`Andforthesakeofwhat——tellme?\'

`Ah!thatisyouownaffair,\'thedoctorsaid,roughly。`Donotaskme。\'

Theirflowingmurmurspausedinthedark。Perchedontheedgeofthetablewithslightlyavertedfaces,theyfelttheirshoulderstouch,andtheireyesremaineddirectedtowardsanuprightshapenearlylostintheobscurityoftheinnerpartoftheroom,thatwithprojectingheadandshoulders,inghastlyimmobility,seemedintentoncatchingeveryword。

`Muybien!\'Nostromomutteredatlast。`Sobeit。Teresawasright。Itismyownaffair。\'

`Teresaisdead,\'remarkedthedoctor,absently,whilehismindfollowedanewlineofthoughtsuggestedbywhatmighthavebeencalledNostromo\'sreturntolife。`Shedied,thepoorwoman。\'

`Withoutapriest?\'theCapatazasked,anxiously。

`Whataquestion!Whocouldhavegotapriestforherlastnight?\'

`MayGodkeephersoul!\'ejaculatedNostromo,withagloomyandhopelessfervourwhichhadnotimetosurpriseDrMonygham,before,revertingtotheirpreviousconversation,hecontinuedinasinistertone,`Si,SenorDoctor。Asyouweresaying,itismyownaffair。Averydesperateaffair。\'

`Therearenotwomeninthispartoftheworldthatcouldhavesavedthemselvesbyswimmingasyouhavedone,\'thedoctorsaid,admiringly。

Andagaintherewassilencebetweenthosetwomen。Theywerebothreflecting,andthediversityoftheirnaturemadetheirthoughtsbornfromtheirmeetingswingafarfromeachother。Thedoctor,impelledtoriskyactionbyhisloyaltytotheGoulds,wonderedwiththankfulnessatthechainofaccidentwhichhadbroughtthatmanbackwherehewouldbeofthegreatestuseintheworkofsavingtheSanTomemine。Thedoctorwasloyaltothemine。

Itpresenteditselftohisfifty-years-oldeyesintheshapeofalittlewomaninasoftdresswithalongtrain,withaheadattractivelyoverweightedbyagreatmassoffairhairandthedelicatepreciousnessofherinnerworth,partakingofagemandaflower,revealedineveryattitudeofherperson。AsthedangersthickenedroundtheSanTomeminethisillusionacquiredforce,permanency,andauthority。Itclaimedhimatlast!Thisclaim,exaltedbyaspiritualdetachmentfromtheusualsanctionsofhopeandreward,madeDrMonygham\'sthinking,acting,individuality,extremelydangeroustohimselfandtoothers,allhisscruplesvanishingintheproudfeelingthathisdevotionwastheonlythingthatstoodbetweenanadmirablewomanandafrightfuldisaster。

ItwasasortofintoxicationwhichmadehimutterlyindifferenttoDecoud\'sfate,butlefthiswitsperfectlyclearfortheappreciationofDecoud\'spoliticalidea。Itwasagoodidea——andBarrioswastheonlyinstrumentofitsrealization。Thedoctor\'ssoul,witheredandshrunkbytheshameofamoraldisgrace,becameimplacableintheexpansionofitstenderness。Nostromo\'sreturnwasprovidential。Hedidnotthinkofhimhumanely,asofafellow-creaturejustescapedfromthejawsofdeath。

TheCapatazforhimwastheonlypossiblemessengertoCayta。Theveryman。Thedoctor\'smisanthropicmistrustofmankind(thebittererbecausebasedonpersonalfailure)didnotlifthimsufficientlyabovecommonweaknesses。

Hewasunderthespellofanestablishedreputation。TrumpetedbyCaptainMitchell,growninrepetition,andfixedingeneralassent,Nostromo\'sfaithfulnesshadneverbeenquestionedbyDrMonyghamasafact。Itwasnotlikelytobequestionednowhestoodindesperateneedofithimself。

DrMonyghamwashuman;heacceptedthepopularconceptionoftheCapataz\'sincorruptibilitysimplybecausenowordorfacthadevercontradictedamereaffirmation。Itseemedtobeapartoftheman,likehiswhiskersorhisteeth。Itwasimpossibletoconceivehimotherwise。Thequestionwaswhetherhewouldconsenttogoonsuchadangerousanddesperateerrand。

Thedoctorwasobservantenoughtohavebecomeawarefromthefirstofsomethingpeculiarintheman\'stemper。Hewasnodoubtsoreaboutthelossofthesilver。

`Itwillbenecessarytotakehimintomyfullestconfidence,\'hesaidtohimself,withacertainacutenessofinsightintothenaturehehadtodealwith。

OnNostromo\'ssidethesilencehadbeenfullofblackirresolution,anger,andmistrust。Hewasthefirsttobreakit,however。

`Theswimmingwasnogreatmatter,\'hesaid。`Itiswhatwentbefore——andwhatcomesafterthat——\'

Hedidnotquitefinishwhathemeanttosay,breakingoffshort,asthoughhisthoughthadbuttedagainstasolidobstacle。Thedoctor\'smindpursueditsownschemeswithMachiavelliansubtlety。Hesaidassympatheticallyashewasable:

`Itisunfortunate,Capataz。Butnoonewouldthinkofblamingyou。

Veryunfortunate。Tobeginwith,thetreasureoughtnevertohaveleftthemountain。ButitwasDecoudwho——however,heisdead。Thereisnoneedtotalkofhim。\'

`No,\'assentedNostromo,asthedoctorpaused,`thereisnoneedtotalkofdeadmen。ButIamnotdeadyet。\'

`Youareallright。Onlyamanofyourintrepiditycouldhavesavedhimself。\'

InthisDrMonyghamwassincere。Heesteemedhighlytheintrepidityofthatman,whomhevaluedbutlittle,beingdisillusionedastomankindingeneral,becauseoftheparticularinstanceinwhichhisownmanhoodhadfailed。Havinghadtoencountersingle-handedduringhisperiodofeclipsemanyphysicaldangers,hewaswellawareofthemostdangerouselementcommontothemall:ofthecrushing,paralysingsenseofhumanlittleness,whichiswhatreallydefeatsamanstrugglingwithnaturalforces,alone,farfromtheeyesofhisfellows。HewaseminentlyfittoappreciatethementalimagehemadeforhimselfoftheCapataz,afterhoursoftensionandanxiety,precipitatedsuddenlyintoanabyssofwatersanddarkness,withoutearthorsky,andconfrontingitnotonlywithanundismayedmind,butwithsensiblesuccess。Ofcourse,themanwasanincomparableswimmer,thatwasknown,butthedoctorjudgedthatthisinstancetestifiedtoastillgreaterintrepidityofspirit。Itwaspleasingtohim;heauguredwellfromitforthesuccessofthearduousmissionwithwhichhemeanttoentrusttheCapatazsomarvellouslyrestoredtousefulness。Andinatonevaguelygratified,heobserved:

`Itmusthavebeenterriblydark!\'

`ItwastheworstdarknessoftheGolfo,\'theCapatazassented,briefly。

Hewasmollifiedbywhatseemedasignofsomefaintinterestinsuchthingsashadbefallenhim,anddroppedafewdescriptivephraseswithanaffectedandcurtnonchalance。Atthatmomenthefeltcommunicative。Heexpectedthecontinuanceofthatinterestwhich,whetheracceptedorrejected,wouldhaverestoredtohimhispersonality——theonlythinglostinthatdesperateaffair。Butthedoctor,engrossedbyadesperateadventureofhisown,wasterribleinthepursuitofhisidea。Heletanexclamationofregretescapehim。

`Icouldalmostwishyouhadshoutedandshownalight。\'

ThisunexpectedutteranceastoundedtheCapatazbyitscharacterofcold-bloodedatrocity。Itwasasmuchastosay,`Iwishyouhadshownyourselfacoward;Iwishyouhadyourthroatcutforyourpains。\'Naturallyhereferredittohimself,whereasitrelatedonlytothesilver,beingutteredsimplyandwithmanymentalreservations。Surpriseandragerenderedhimspeechless,andthedoctorpursued,practicallyunheardbyNostromo,whosestirredbloodwasbeatingviolentlyinhisears。

`ForIamconvincedSotilloinpossessionofthesilverwouldhaveturnedshortroundandmadeforsomesmallportabroad。Economicallyitwouldhavebeenwasteful,butstilllesswastefulthanhavingitsunk。Itwasthenextbestthingtohavingitathandinsomesafeplace,andusingpartofittobuyupSotillo。ButIdoubtwhetherDonCarloswouldhaveevermadeuphismindtoit。HeisnotfitforCostaguana,andthatisafact,Capataz。\'

TheCapatazhadmasteredthefurythatwaslikeatempestinhisearsintimetohearthenameofDonCarlos。Heseemedtohavecomeoutofitachangedman——amanwhospokethoughtfullyinasoftandevenvoice。

`AndwouldDonCarloshavebeencontentifIhadsurrenderedthistreasure?\'

`Ishouldnotwonderiftheywereallofthatwayofthinkingnow,\'

thedoctorsaid,grimly。`Iwasneverconsulted。Decoudhadithisownway。Theireyesareopenedbythistime,Ishouldthink。IforoneknowthatifthatsilverturnedupthismomentmiraculouslyashoreIwouldgiveittoSotillo。And,asthingsstand,Iwouldbeapproved。\'

`Turnedupmiraculously,\'repeatedtheCapatazverylow;thenraisedhisvoice。`That,senor,wouldbeagreatermiraclethananysaintcouldperform。\'

`Ibelieveyou,Capataz,\'saidthedoctor,drily。

HewentontodevelophisviewofSotillo\'sdangerousinfluenceuponthesituation。AndtheCapataz,listeningasifinadream,felthimselfofaslittleaccountastheindistinct,motionlessshapeofthedeadmanwhomhesawuprightunderthebeam,withhisairoflisteningalso,disregarded,forgotten,likeaterribleexampleofneglect。

`Isitforanunconsideredandfoolishwhimthattheycametome,then?\'

heinterrupted,suddenly。`HadInotdoneenoughforthemtobeofsomeaccount,porDios?Isitthatthehombresfinos——thegentlemen——neednotthinkaslongasthereisamanofthepeoplereadytoriskhisbodyandsoul?Or;perhaps,wehavenosouls——likedogs?\'

`TherewasDecoud,too,withhisplan,\'thedoctorremindedhimagain。

`Si!AndtherichmaninSanFranciscowhohadsomethingtodowiththattreasure,too——whatdoIknow?No!Ihaveheardtoomanythings。

Itseemstomethateverythingispermittedtotherich。\'

`Iunderstand,Capataz,\'thedoctorbegan。

`WhatCapataz?\'brokeinNostromo,inaforciblebutevenvoice,`TheCapatazisundone,destroyed。ThereisnoCapataz。Oh,no!YouwillfindtheCapataznomore。\'

`Come,thisischildish!\'remonstratedthedoctor;andtheothercalmeddownsuddenly。

`Ihavebeenindeedlikealittlechild,\'hemuttered。

Andashiseyesmetagaintheshapeofthemurderedmansuspendedinhisawfulimmobility,whichseemedtheuncomplainingimmobilityofattention,heasked,wonderinggently:

`WhydidSotillogivetheestrapadetothispitifulwretch?Doyouknow?

Notorturecouldhavebeenworsethanhisfear。KillingIcanunderstand。

Hisanguishwasintolerabletobehold。Butwhyshouldhetormenthimlikethis?Hecouldtellnomore。\'

`No;hecouldtellnothingmore。Anysanemanwouldhaveseenthat。

Hehadtoldhimeverything。ButItellyouwhatitis,Capataz。Sotillowouldnotbelievewhathewastold。Noteverything。\'

`Whatisithewouldnotbelieve?Icannotunderstand。\'

`Ican,becauseIhaveseentheman。Herefusestobelievethatthetreasureislost。\'

`What?\'theCapatazcriedoutinadiscomposedtone。

`Thatstartlesyou——eh?\'

`AmItounderstand,senor,\'Nostromowentoninadeliberateand,asitwere,watchfultone,`thatSotillothinksthetreasurehasbeensavedbysomemeans?\'

`No!no!Thatwouldbeimpossible,\'saidthedoctor,withconviction;

andNostromoemittedagruntinthedark。`Thatwouldbeimpossible。Hethinksthatthesilverwasnolongerinthelighterwhenshewassunk。

HehasconvincedhimselfthatthewholeshowofgettingitawaytoseaisamereshamgotuptodeceiveGamachoandhisNationals,PedritoMontero,SenorFuentes,ournewJefePolitico,andhimself,too。Only,hesays,heisnosuchfool。\'

`Butheisdevoidofsense。Heisthegreatestimbecilethatevercalledhimselfacolonelinthiscountryofevil,\'growledNostromo。

`Heisnomoreunreasonablethanmanysensiblemen,\'saidthedoctor。

`Hehasconvincedhimselfthatthetreasurecanbefoundbecausehedesirespassionatelytopossesshimselfofit。AndheisalsoafraidofhisofficersturninguponhimandgoingovertoPedrito,whomhehasnotthecourageeithertofightortrust。Doyouseethat,Capataz?Heneedfearnodesertionaslongassomehoperemainsofthatenormousplunderturningup。Ihavemadeitmybusinesstokeepthisveryhopeup。\'

`Youhave!\'theCapatazdeCargadoresrepeatedcautiously。`Well,thatiswonderful。Andhowlongdoyouthinkyouaregoingtokeepitup?\'

`AslongasIcan。\'

`Whatdoesthatmean?\'

`Icantellexactly。AslongasIlive,\'thedoctorretortedinastubbornvoice。Then,inafewwords,hedescribedthestoryofhisarrestandthecircumstancesofhisrelease。`Iwasgoingbacktothatsillyscoundrelwhenwemet,\'heconcluded。

Nostromohadlistenedwithprofoundattention。`Youhavemadeupyourmind,then,toaspeedydeath,\'hemutteredthroughhisclenchedteeth。

`Perhaps,myillustriousCapataz,\'thedoctorsaid,testily。`Youarenottheonlyoneherewhocanlookanuglydeathintheface。\'

`Nodoubt,\'mumbledNostromo,loudenoughtobeoverheard。`Theremaybeevenmorethantwofoolsinthisplace。Whoknows?\'

`Andthatismyaffair,\'saidthedoctor,curtly。

`Astakingouttheaccursedsilvertoseawasmyaffair,\'retortedNostromo。

`Isee。Bueno。Eachofushashisreasons。ButyouwerethelastmanIconversedwithbeforeIstarted,andyoutalkedtomeasifIwereafool。\'

Nostromohadagreatdistasteforthedoctor\'ssardonictreatmentofhisgreatreputation。Decoud\'sfaintlyironicrecognitionusedtomakehimuneasy;butthefamiliarityofamanlikeDonMartinwasflattering,whereasthedoctorwasanobody。Hecouldrememberhimapennilessoutcast,slinkingaboutthestreetsofSulaco,withoutasinglefriendoracquaintance,tillDonCarlosGouldtookhimintotheserviceofthemine。

`Youmaybeverywise,\'hewenton,thoughtfully,staringintotheobscurityoftheroom,pervadedbythegruesomeenigmaofthetorturedandmurderedHirsch。`ButIamnotsuchafoolaswhenIstarted。Ihavelearnedonethingsince,andthatisthatyouareadangerousman。\'

DrMonyghamwastoostartledtodomorethanexclaim:

`Whatisityousay?\'

`Ifhecouldspeakhewouldsaythesamething,\'pursuedNostromo,withanodofhisshadowyheadsilhouettedagainstthestarlitwindow。

`Idonotunderstandyou,\'saidDrMonyghamfaintly。

`No?Perhaps,ifyouhadnotconfirmedSotilloinhismadness,hewouldhavebeeninnohastetogivetheestrapadetothatmiserableHirsch。\'

Thedoctorstartedatthesuggestion。Buthisdevotion,absorbingallhissensibilities,hadlefthisheartsteeledagainstremorseandpity。

Still,forcompleterelief,hefeltthenecessityofrepellingitloudlyandcontemptuously。

`Bah!Youdaretotellmethat,withamanlikeSotillo。IconfessI

didnotgiveathoughttoHirsch。IfIhaditwouldhavebeenuseless。

Anybodycanseethatthelucklesswretchwasdoomedfromthemomenthecaughtholdoftheanchor。Hewasdoomed,Itellyou!JustasImyselfamdoomed——mostprobably。\'

ThisiswhatDrMonyghamsaidinanswertoNostromo\'sremark,whichwasplausibleenoughtoprickhisconscience。Hewasnotacallousman。

Butthenecessity,themagnitude,theimportanceofthetaskhehadtakenuponhimselfdwarfedallmerelyhumaneconsiderations。Hehadundertakenitinafanaticalspirit。Hedidnotlikeit。Tolie,todeceive,tocircumventeventhebasestofmankindwasodioustohim。Itwasodioustohimbytraining,instinct,andtradition。Todothesethingsinthecharacterofatraitorwasabhorrenttohisnatureandterribletohisfeelings。Hehadmadethatsacrificeinaspiritofabasement。Hehadsaidtohimselfbitterly,`I

amtheonlyonefitforthatdirtywork。\'Andhebelievedthis。Hewasnotsubtle。Hissimplicitywassuchthat,thoughhehadnosortofheroicideaofseekingdeath,therisk,deadlyenough,towhichheexposedhimself,hadasustainingandcomfortingeffect。TothatspiritualstatethefateofHirschpresenteditselfaspartofthegeneralatrocityofthings。Heconsideredthatepisodepractically。Whatdiditmean?WasitasignofsomedangerouschangeinSotillo\'sdelusion?Thatthemanshouldhavebeenkilledlikethiswaswhatthedoctorcouldnotunderstand。

`Yes。Butwhyshot?\'hemurmuredtohimself。

Nostromokeptverystill。

NostromoATaleoftheSeaboard:Part3Chapter99Distractedbetweendoubtsandhopes,dismayedbythesoundofbellspealingoutthearrivalofPedritoMontero,Sotillohadspentthemorninginbattlingwithhisthoughts;acontesttowhichhewasunequal,fromthevacuityofhismindandtheviolenceofhispassions。Disappointment,greed,anger,andfearmadeatumultinthecolonel\'sbreastlouderthanthedinofbellsinthetown。Nothinghehadplannedhadcometopass。NeitherSulaconorthesilveroftheminehadfallenintohishands。Hehadperformednomilitaryexploittosecurehisposition,andhadobtainednoenormousbootytomakeoffwith。PedritoMontero,eitherasfriendorfoe,filledhimwithdread。

Thesoundofbellsmaddenedhim。

Imaginingatfirstthathemightbeattackedatonce,hehadmadehisbattalionstandtoarmsontheshore。Hewalkedtoandfroallthelengthoftheroom,stoppingsometimestognawthefinger-tipsofhisrighthandwithaluridsidewaysglarefixedonthefloor;then,withasullen,repellingglanceallround,hewouldresumehistrampinginsavagealoofness。Hishat,horsewhip,sword,andrevolverwerelyingonthetable。Hisofficers,crowdingthewindowgivingtheviewofthetowngate,disputedamongstthemselvestheuseofhisfield-glassboughtlastyearonlongcreditfromAnzani。Itpassedfromhandtohand,andthepossessorforthetimebeingwasbesiegedbyanxiousinquiries。

`Thereisnothing;thereisnothingtosee!\'hewouldrepeat,impatiently。

Therewasnothing。AndwhenthepicketinthebushesneartheCasaViolahadbeenorderedtofallbackuponthemainbody,nostiroflifeappearedonthestretchofdustyandaridlandbetweenthetownandthewatersoftheport。Butlateintheafternoonahorsemanissuingfromthegatewasmadeoutridingupfearlessly。ItwasanemissaryfromSenorFuentes。Beingallalonehewasallowedtocomeon。Dismountingatthegreatdoorhegreetedthesilentbystanderswithcheeryimpudence,andbeggedtobetakenupatoncetothe`muyvaliente\'colonel。

SenorFuentes,onenteringuponhisfunctionsofJefePolitico,hadturnedhisdiplomaticabilitiestogettingholdoftheharbouraswellasofthemine。ThemanhepitchedupontonegotiatewithSotillowasaNotaryPublic,whomtherevolutionhadfoundlanguishinginthecommonjailonachargeofforgingdocuments。Liberatedbythemobalongwiththeother`victimsofBlancotyranny\',hehadhastenedtoofferhisservicestothenewGovernment。

HesetoutdeterminedtodisplaymuchzealandeloquenceintryingtoinduceSotillotocomeintotownaloneforaconferencewithPedritoMontero。

Nothingwasfartherfromthecolonel\'sintentions。ThemerefleetingideaoftrustinghimselfintothefamousPedrito\'shandshadmadehimfeelunwellseveraltimes。Itwasoutofthequestion——itwasmadness。Andtoputhimselfinopenhostilitywasmadness,too。Itwouldrenderimpossibleasystematicsearchforthattreasure,forthatwealthofsilverwhichheseemedtofeelsomewhereabout,toscentsomewherenear。

Butwhere?Where?Heavens!Where?Oh!whyhadheallowedthatdoctortogo!Imbecilethathewas。Butno!Itwastheonlyrightcourse,hereflecteddistractedly,whilethemessengerwaiteddownstairschattingagreeablytotheofficers。Itwasinthatscoundrellydoctor\'strueinteresttoreturnwithpositiveinformation。Butwhatifanythingstoppedhim?Ageneralprohibitiontoleavethetown,forinstance!Therewouldbepatrols!

Thecolonel,seizinghisheadinhishands,turnedinhistracksasifstruckwithvertigo。AflashofcraveninspirationsuggestedtohimanexpedientnotunknowntoEuropeanstatesmenwhentheywishtodelayadifficultnegotiation。Bootedandspurred,hescrambledintothehammockwithundignifiedhaste。Hishandsomefacehadturnedyellowwiththestrainofweightycares。Theridgeofhisshapelynosehadgrownsharp;theaudaciousnostrilsappearedmeanandpinched。Thevelvety,caressingglanceofhisfineeyesseemeddeadandevendecomposed;forthesealmond-shaped,languishingorbshadbecomeinappropriatelybloodshotwithmuchsinistersleeplessness。

HeaddressedthesurprisedenvoyofSenorFuentesinadeadened,exhaustedvoice。Itcamepatheticallyfeeblefromunderapileofponchos,whichburiedhiselegantpersonrightuptotheblackmoustaches,uncurled,pendant,insignofbodilyprostrationandmentalincapacity。Fever,fever——aheavyfeverhadovertakenthe`muyvaliente\'colonel。Awaveringwildnessofexpression,causedbythepassingspasmsofaslightcolicwhichhaddeclareditselfsuddenly,andtherattlingteethofrepressedpanic,hadagenuinenesswhichimpressedtheenvoy。Itwasacoldfit。

Thecolonelexplainedthathewasunabletothink,tolisten,tospeak。

WithanappearanceofsuperhumaneffortthecolonelgaspedoutthathewasnotinastatetoreturnasuitablereplyortoexecuteanyofhisExcellency\'sorders。Buttomorrow!Tomorrow!Ah!tomorrow!LethisExcellencyDonPedrobewithoutuneasiness。ThebraveEsmeraldaRegimentheldtheharbour,held——Andclosinghiseyes,herolledhisachingheadlikeahalf-deliriousinvalidundertheinquisitivestareoftheenvoy,whowasobligedtobenddownoverthehammockinordertocatchthepainfulandbrokenaccents。

Meantime,ColonelSotillotrustedthathisExcellency\'shumanitywouldpermitthedoctor,theEnglishdoctor,tocomeoutoftownwithhiscaseofforeignremediestoattenduponhim。HebeggedanxiouslyhisworshipthecaballeronowpresentforthegraceoflookinginashepassedtheCasaGould,andinformingtheEnglishdoctor,whowasprobablythere,thathisserviceswereimmediatelyrequiredbyColonelSotillo,lyingilloffeverintheCustomHouse。Immediately。Mosturgentlyrequired。Awaitedwithextremeimpatience。Athousandthanks。Heclosedhiseyeswearilyandwouldnotopenthemagain,lyingperfectlystill,deaf,dumb,insensible,overcome,vanquished,crushed,annihilatedbythefelldisease。

Butassoonastheotherhadshutafterhimthedoorofthelanding,thecolonelleapedoutwithaflingofbothfeetinanavalancheofwoollencoverings。Hisspurshavingbecomeentangledinaperfectwelterofponchoshenearlypitchedonhishead,anddidnotrecoverhisbalancetillthemiddleoftheroom。Concealedbehindthehalf-closedjalousieshelistenedtowhatwentonbelow。

Theenvoyhadalreadymounted,andturningtothemoroseofficersoccupyingthegreatdoorway,tookoffhishatformally。

`Caballeros,\'hesaid,inaveryloudtone,`allowmetorecommendyoutotakegreatcareofyourcolonel。Ithasdonememuchhonourandgratificationtohaveseenyouall,afinebodyofmenexercisingthesoldierlyvirtueofpatienceinthisexposedsituation,wherethereismuchsun,andnowatertospeakof,whileatownfullofwineandfemininecharmsisreadytoembraceyouforthebravemenyouare。Caballeros,I

havethehonourtosaluteyou。TherewillbemuchdancingtonightinSulaco。

Good-bye!\'

Buthereinedinhishorseandinclinedhisheadsidewaysonseeingtheoldmajorstepout,verytallandmeagre,inastraightnarrowcoatcomingdowntohisanklesasifitwerethecasingoftheregimentalcoloursrolledroundtheirstaff。

Theintelligentoldwarrior,afterenunciatinginadogmatictonethegeneralpropositionthatthe`worldwasfulloftraitors\',wentonpronouncingdeliberatelyapanegyricuponSotillo。Heascribedtohimwithleisurelyemphasiseveryvirtueunderheaven,summingitallupinanabsurdcolloquialismcurrentamongstthelowerclassofOccidentals(especiallyaboutEsmeralda)。

`And,\'heconcluded,withasuddenriseinthevoice,`amanofmanyteeth——“hombredemuchosdientes“。Si,senor。Astous,\'hepursued,portentousandimpressive,`yourworshipisbeholdingthefinestbodyofofficersintheRepublic,menunequalledforvalourandsagacity,“yhombresdemuchosdientes“。\'

`What?Allofthem?\'inquiredthedisreputableenvoyofSenorFuentes,withafaint,derisivesmile。

`Todos。Si,senor,\'themajoraffirmed,gravely,withconviction。

`Menofmanyteeth。\'

Theotherwheeledhishorsetofacetheportalresemblingthehighgateofadismalbarn。Heraisedhimselfinhisstirrups,extendedonearm。

Hewasafacetiousscoundrel,entertainingforthesestupidOccidentalsafeelingofgreatscornnaturalinanativefromthecentralprovinces。

ThefollyofEsmeraldiansespeciallyarousedhisamusedcontempt。HebegananorationuponPedroMontero,keepingasolemncountenance。Heflourishedhishandasifintroducinghimtotheirnotice。Andwhenhesaweveryfaceset,alltheeyesfixeduponhislips,hebegantoshoutasortofcatalogueofperfections:`Generous,valorous,affable,profound\'——hesnatchedoffhishatenthusiastically——`astatesman,aninvinciblechiefofpartisans——\'

Hedroppedhisvoicestartlinglytoadeep,hollownote——`andadentist。\'

Hewasoffinstantlyatasmartwalk;therigidstraddleofhislegs,theturned-outfeet,thestiffback,therakishslantofhissombreroabovethesquare,motionlesssetoftheshouldersexpressinganinfinite,awe-inspiringimpudence。

Upstairs,behindthejalousies,Sotillodidnotmoveforalongtime。

Theaudacityofthefellowappalledhim。Whatwerehisofficerssayingbelow?Theyweresayingnothing。Completesilence。Hequaked。Itwasnotthusthathehadimaginedhimselfatthatstageoftheexpedition。Hehadseenhimselftriumphant,unquestioned,appeased,theidolofthesoldiers,weighinginsecretcomplacencytheagreeablealternativesofpowerandwealthopentohischoice。Alas!Howdifferent!Distracted,restless,supine,burningwithfury,orfrozenwithterror,hefeltadreadasfathomlessastheseacreepuponhimfromeveryside。Thatrogueofadoctorhadtocomeoutwithhisinformation。Thatwasclear。Itwouldbeofnousetohim——alone。Hecoulddonothingwithit。Malediction!Thedoctorwouldnevercomeout。Hewasprobablyunderarrestalready,shutuptogetherwithDonCarlos。Helaughedaloudinsanely。Ha!ha!ha!ha!ItwasPedritoMonterowhowouldgettheinformation。Ha!ha!ha!ha!——andthesilver。

Ha!

Allatonce,inthemidstofthelaugh,hebecamemotionlessandsilentasifturnedintostone。He,too,hadaprisoner。Aprisonerwhomust,mustknowtherealtruth。Hewouldhavetobemadetospeak。AndSotillo,whoallthattimehadnotquiteforgottenHirsch,feltaninexplicablereluctanceatthenotionofproceedingtoextremities。

Hefeltareluctance——partofthatunfathomabledreadthatcreptonallsidesuponhim。Herememberedreluctantly,too,thedilatedeyesofthehidemerchant,hiscontortions,hisloudsobsandprotestations。Itwasnotcompassionorevenmerenervoussensibility。ThefactwasthatthoughSotillodidneverforamomentbelievehisstory——hecouldnotbelieveit;nobodycouldbelievesuchnonsense——yetthoseaccentsofdespairingtruthimpressedhimdisagreeably。Theymadehimfeelsick。Andhesuspectedalsothatthemanmighthavegonemadwithfear。Alunaticisahopelesssubject。Bah!Apretence。Nothingbutapretence。Hewouldknowhowtodealwiththat。

Hewasworkinghimselfuptotherightpitchofferocity。Hisfineeyessquintedslightly;heclappedhishands;abare-footedorderlyappearednoiselessly;acorporal,withhisbayonethangingonhisthighandastickinhishand。

Thecolonelgavehisorders,andpresentlythemiserableHirsch,pushedinbyseveralsoldiers,foundhimfrowningawfullyinabroadarmchair,hatonhead,kneeswideapart,armsakimbo,masterful,imposing,irresistible,haughty,sublime,terrible。

Hirsch,withhisarmstiedbehindhisback,hadbeenbundledviolentlyintooneofthesmallerrooms。Formanyhoursheremainedapparentlyforgotten,stretchedlifelesslyonthefloor。Fromthatsolitude,fullofdespairandterror,hewastornoutbrutally,withkicksandblows,passive,sunkinhebetude。Helistenedtothreatsandadmonitions,andafterwardsmadehisusualanswerstoquestions,withhischinsunkonhisbreast,hishandstiedbehindhisback,swayingalittleinfrontofSotillo,andneverlookingup。Whenhewasforcedtoholduphishead,bymeansofabayonet-pointproddinghimunderthechin,hiseyeshadavacant,trance-likestare,anddropsofperspirationasbigaspeaswereseenhailingdownthedirt,bruises,andscratchesofhiswhiteface。Thentheystoppedsuddenly。

Sotillolookedathiminsilence。`Willyoudepartfromyourobstinacy,yourogue?\'heasked。Alreadyarope,whoseoneendwasfastenedtoSenorHirsch\'swrists,hadbeenthrownoverabeam,andthreesoldiersheldtheotherend,waiting。Hemadenoanswer。Hisheavylowerliphungstupidly。

Sotillomadeasign。Hirschwasjerkedupoffhisfeet,andayellofdespairandagonyburstoutintheroom,filledthepassageofthegreatbuildings,renttheairoutside,causedeverysoldierofthecampalongtheshoretolookupatthewindows,startedsomeoftheofficersinthehallbabblingexcitedly,withshiningeyes;others,settingtheirlips,lookedgloomilyatthefloor。

Sotillo,followedbythesoldiers,hadlefttheroom。Thesentryonthelandingpresentedarms。Hirschwentonscreamingallalonebehindthehalf-closedjalousieswhilethesunshine,reflectedfromthewateroftheharbour,madeanever-runningrippleoflighthighuponthewall。Hescreamedwithupliftedeybrowsandawide-openmouth——incrediblywide,black,enormous,fullofteeth——comical。

InthestillburningairofthewindlessafternoonhemadethewavesofhisagonytravelasfarastheO。S。N。Company\'soffices。CaptainMitchellonthebalcony,tryingtomakeoutwhatwentongenerally,hadheardhimfaintlybutdistinctly,andthefeebleandappallingsoundlingeredinhisearsafterhehadretreatedindoorswithblanchedcheeks。Hehadbeendrivenoffthebalconyseveraltimesduringthatafternoon。

Sotillo,irritable,moody,walkedrestlesslyabout,heldconsultationswithhisofficers,gavecontradictoryordersinthisshrillclamourpervadingthewholeemptyedifice。Sometimestherewouldbelongandawfulsilences。

Severaltimeshehadenteredthetorture-chamberwherehissword,horsewhip,revolver,andfield-glasswerelyingonthetable,toaskwithforcedcalmness,`Willyouspeakthetruthnow?No?Icanwait。\'Buthecouldnotaffordtowaitmuchlonger。Thatwasjustit。Everytimehewentinandcameoutwithaslamofthedoor,thesentryonthelandingpresentedarms,andgotinreturnablack,venomous,unsteadyglance,which,inreality,sawnothingatall,beingmerelythereflectionofthesoulwithin——asoulofgloomyhatred,irresolution,avarice,andfury。

Thesunhadsetwhenhewentinoncemore。Asoldiercarriedintwolightedcandlesandslunkout,shuttingthedoorwithoutnoise。

`Speak,thouJewishchildofthedevil!Thesilver!Thesilver,Isay!

Whereisit?Wherehaveyouforeignrogueshiddenit?Confessor——\'

Aslightquiverpassedupthetautropefromtherackedlimbs,butthebodyofSenorHirsch,enterprisingbusinessmanfromEsmeralda,hungundertheheavybeamperpendicularandsilent,facingthecolonelawfully。Theinflowofthenightair,cooledbythesnowsoftheSierra,spreadgraduallyadeliciousfreshnessthroughthecloseheatoftheroom。

`Speak——thief——scoundrel——picaro——or——\'

Sotillohadseizedtheriding-whip,andstoodwithhisarmliftedup。

Foraword,foronelittleword,hefelthewouldhaveknelt,cringed,grovelledonthefloorbeforethedrowsy,consciousstareofthosefixedeyeballsstartingoutofthegrimy,dishevelledheadthatdroopedverystillwithitsmouthclosedaskew。Thecolonelgroundhisteethwithrageandstruck。Theropevibratedleisurelytotheblow,likethelongstringofapendulumstartingfromarest。ButnoswingingmotionwasimpartedtothebodyofSenorHirsch,thewell-knownhidemerchantonthecoast。

Withaconvulsiveeffortofthetwistedarmsitleapedupafewinches,curlinguponitselflikeafishontheendofaline。SenorHirsch\'sheadwasflungbackonhisstrainingthroat;hischintrembled。Foramomenttherattleofhischatteringteethpervadedthevast,shadowyroom,wherethecandlesmadeapatchoflightroundthetwoflamesburningsidebyside。AndasSotillo,stayinghisraisedhand,waitedforhimtospeak,withthesuddenflashofagrinandastrainingforwardofthewrenchedshoulders,hespatviolentlyintohisface。

Theupliftedwhipfell,andthecolonelsprangbackwithalowcryofdismay,asifaspersedbyajetofdeadlyvenom。Quickasthoughthesnatcheduphisrevolver,andfiredtwice。Thereportandtheconcussionoftheshotsseemedtothrowhimatoncefromungovernablerageintoidioticstupor。

Hestoodwithdroppingjawandstonyeyes。Whathadhedone,sangredeDios!Whathadhedone?Hewasbaselyappalledathisimpulsiveact,sealingforevertheselipsfromwhichsomuchwastobeextorted。

Whatcouldhesay?Howcouldheexplain?Ideasofheadlongflightsomewhere,anywhere,passedthroughhismind;eventhecravenandabsurdnotionofhidingunderthetableoccurredtohiscowardice。Itwastoolate;hisofficershadrushedintumultuously,inagreatclatterofscabbards,clamouring,withastonishmentandwonder。Butsincetheydidnotimmediatelyproceedtoplungetheirswordsintohisbreast,thebrazensideofhischaracterasserteditself。Passingthesleeveofhisuniformoverhisfacehepulledhimselftogether。Histruculentglanceturnedslowlyhereandthere,checkedthenoisewhereitfell;andthestiffbodyofthelateSenorHirsch,merchant,afterswayingimperceptibly,madeahalfturn,andcametoarestinthemidstofawedmurmursanduneasyshuffling。

Avoiceremarkedloudly,`Beholdamanwhowillneverspeakagain。\'

Andanother,fromthebackrowoffaces,timidandpressing,criedout:

`Whydidyoukillhim,micoronel?\'

`Becausehehasconfessedeverything,\'answeredSotillo,withthehardihoodofdesperation。Hefelthimselfcornered。Hebrazeneditoutonthestrengthofhisreputationwithveryfairsuccess。Hishearersthoughthimverycapableofsuchanact。Theyweredisposedtobelievehisflatteringtale。

Thereisnocredulitysoeagerandblindasthecredulityofcovetousness,which,initsuniversalextent,measuresthemoralmiseryandtheintellectualdestitutionofmankind。Ah!hehadconfessedeverything,thisfractiousJew,thisbribon。Good!Thenhewasnolongerwanted。Asuddendenseguffawwasheardfromtheseniorcaptain——abig-headedman,withlittleroundeyesandmonstrouslyfatcheekswhichnevermoved。Theoldmajor,tallandfantasticallyraggedlikeascarecrow,walkedroundthebodyofthelateSenorHirsch,mutteringtohimselfwithineffablecomplacencythatlikethistherewasnoneedtoguardagainstanyfuturetreacheriesofthatscoundrel。Theothersstared,shiftingfromfoottofoot,andwhisperingshortremarkstoeachother。

Sotillobuckledonhisswordandgavecurt,peremptoryorderstohastentheretirementdecideduponintheafternoon。Sinister,impressive,hissombreropulledrightdownuponhiseyebrows,hemarchedfirstthroughthedoorinsuchdisorderofmindthatheforgotutterlytoprovideforDrMonygham\'spossiblereturn。Astheofficerstroopedoutafterhim,oneortwolookedbackhastilyatthelateSenorHirsch,merchantfromEsmeralda,leftswingingrigidlyatrest,alonewiththetwoburningcandles。Intheemptinessoftheroomtheburlyshadowofheadandshouldersonthewallhadanairoflife。

Below,thetroopsfellinsilentlyandmovedoffbycompanieswithoutdrumortrumpet。Theoldscarecrowmajorcommandedtherearguard;butthepartyheleftbehindwithorderstofiretheCustomHouse(and`burnthecarcassofthetreacherousJewwhereithung\')failedsomehowintheirhastetosetthestaircaseproperlyalight。ThebodyofthelateSenorHirschdweltaloneforatimeinthedismalsolitudeoftheunfinishedbuilding,resoundingweirdlywithsuddenslamsandclicksofdoorsandlatches,withrustlingscurriesoftornpapers,andthetremuloussighsthatateachgustofwindpassedunderthehighroof。ThelightofthetwocandlesburningbeforetheperpendicularandbreathlessimmobilityofthelateSenorHirschthrewagleamafaroverlandandwater,likeasignalinthenight。HeremainedtostartleNostromobyhispresence,andtopuzzleDrMonyghambythemysteryofhisatrociousend。

`Butwhyshot?\'thedoctoragainaskedhimself,audibly。ThistimehewasansweredbyadrylaughfromNostromo。

`Youseemmuchconcernedataverynaturalthing,SenorDoctor。Iwonderwhy?Itisverylikelythatbeforelongweshallallgetshotoneafteranother,ifnotbySotillo,thenbyPedrito,orFuentes,orGamacho。Andwemayevengettheestrapade,too,orworse——quiensabe?——withyourprettytaleofthesilveryouputintoSotillo\'shead。\'

`Itwasinhisheadalready,\'thedoctorprotested。`Ionly——\'

`Yes。Andyouonlynailedittheresothatthedevilhimself——\'

`ThatispreciselywhatImeanttodo,\'caughtupthedoctor。

`Thatiswhatyoumeanttodo。Bueno。ItisasIsay。Youareadangerousman。\'

Theirvoices,whichwithoutrisinghadbeengrowingquarrelsome,ceasedsuddenly。ThelateSenorHirsch,erectandshadowyagainstthestars,seemedtobewaitingattentive,inimpartialsilence。

ButDrMonyghamhadnomindtoquarrelwithNostromo。AtthissupremelycriticalpointofSulaco\'sfortunesitwasborneuponhimatlastthatthismanwasreallyindispensable,moreindispensablethanevertheinfatuationofCaptainMitchell,hisprouddiscoverer。couldconceive;farbeyondwhatDecoud\'sbestdryrailleryabout`myillustriousfriend,theuniqueCapatazdeCargadores\',hadeverintended。Thefellowwasunique。Hewasnot`oneinathousand\'。Hewasabsolutelytheonlyone。Thedoctorsurrendered。

TherewassomethinginthegeniusofthatGenoeseseamanwhichdominatedinthedestiniesofgreatenterprisesandofmanypeople,thefortunesofCharlesGould,thefateofanadmirablewoman。Atthislastthoughtthedoctorhadtoclearhisthroatbeforehecouldspeak。

InacompletelychangedtonehepointedouttotheCapatazthat,tobeginwith,hepersonallyrannogreatrisk。Asfaraseverybodyknewhewasdead。Itwasanenormousadvantage。HehadonlytokeepoutofsightintheCasaViola,wheretheoldGaribaldinowasknowntobealone——withhisdeadwife。Theservantshadallrunaway。Noonewouldthinkofsearchingforhimthere,oranywhereelseonearth,forthatmatter。

`Thatwouldbeverytrue,\'Nostromospokeup,bitterly,`ifIhadnotmetyou。\'

Foratimethedoctorkeptsilent。`DoyoumeantosaythatyouthinkImaygiveyouaway?\'heaskedinanunsteadyvoice。`Why?WhyshouldI

dothat?\'

`WhatdoIknow?Whynot?togainadayperhaps。ItwouldtakeSotilloadaytogivemetheestrapade,andtrysomeotherthingsperhaps,beforeheputsabulletthroughmyheart——ashedidtothatpoorwretchhere。

Whynot?\'

Thedoctorswallowedwithdifficulty。Histhroathadgonedryinamoment。

Itwasnotfromindignation。Thedoctor,patheticallyenough,believedthathehadforfeitedtherighttobeindignantwithanyone——foranything。

Itwassimpledread。Hadthefellowheardhisstorybysomechance?Ifso,therewasanendofhisusefulnessinthatdirection。Theindispensablemanescapedhisinfluence,becauseofthatindelibleblotwhichmadehimfitfordirtywork。Afeelingasofsicknesscameuponthedoctor。Hewouldhavegivenanythingtoknow,buthedarednotclearupthepoint。Thefanaticismofhisdevotion,fedonthesenseofhisabasement,hardenedhisheartinsadnessandscorn。

`Whynot,indeed?\'here-echoed,sardonically。`Thenthesafethingforyouistokillmeonthespot。Iwoulddefendmyself。ButyoumayjustaswellknowIamgoingaboutunarmed。

`PorDios!\'saidtheCapataz,passionately。`Youfinepeopleareallalike。Alldangerous。Allbetrayersofthepoorwhoareyourdogs。\'

`Youdonotunderstand,\'beganthedoctor,slowly。

`Iunderstandyouall!\'criedtheotherwithaviolentmovement,asshadowytothedoctor\'seyesasthepersistentimmobilityofthelateSenorHirsch。`Apoormanamongstyouhasgottolookafterhimself。Isaythatyoudonotcareforthosethatserveyou。Lookatme!Afteralltheseyears,suddenly,hereIfindmyselflikeoneofthesecursthatbarkoutsidethewalls——withoutakenneloradryboneformyteeth。Caramba!\'

Butherelentedwithacontemptuousfairness。`Ofcourse,\'hewenton,quietly,`IdonotsupposethatyouwouldhastentogivemeuptoSotillo,forexample。Itisnotthat。ItisthatIamnothing!Suddenly——\'Heswunghisarmdownstairs。`Nothingtoanyone,\'herepeated。

Thedoctorbreathedfreely。`Listen,Capataz,\'hesaid,stretchingouthisarmalmostaffectionatelytowardsNostromo\'sshoulder。`Iamgoingtotellyouaverysimplething。Youaresafebecauseyouareneeded。I

wouldnotgiveyouawayforanyconceivablereason,becauseIwantyou。\'

InthedarkNostromobithislip。Hehadheardenoughofthat。Heknewwhatthatmeant。Nomoreofthatforhim。Buthehadtolookafterhimselfnow,hethought。Andhethought,too,thatitwouldnotbeprudenttopartinangerfromhiscompanion。Thedoctor,admittedtobeagreathealer,had,amongstthepopulaceofSulaco,thereputationofbeinganevilsortofman。Itwasbasedsolidlyonhispersonalappearance,whichwasstrange,andonhisroughironicmanner——proofsvisible,sensible,andincontrovertibleofthedoctor\'smalevolentdisposition。AndNostromowasofthepeople。

Soheonlygruntedincredulously。

`You,tospeakplainly,aretheonlyman,\'thedoctorpursued。`Itisinyourpowertosavethistownand……everybodyfromthedestructiverapacityofmenwho——\'

`No,senor,\'saidNostromo,sullenly。`ItisnotinmypowertogetthetreasurebackforyoutogiveuptoSotillo,orPedrito,orGamacho。WhatdoIknow?\'

`Nobodyexpectstheimpossible,\'wastheanswer。

`Youhavesaidityourself——nobody,\'mutteredNostromo,inagloomy,threateningtone。

ButDrMonygham,fullofhope,disregardedtheenigmaticwordsandthethreateningtone。Totheireyes,accustomedtoobscurity,thelateSenorHirsch,growingmoredistinct,seemedtohavecomenearer。Andthedoctorloweredhisvoiceinexposinghisschemeasthoughafraidofbeingoverheard。

Hewastakingtheindispensablemanintohisfullestconfidence。ItsimpliedflatteryandsuggestionofgreatriskscamewithafamiliarsoundtotheCapataz。Hismind,floatinginirresolutionanddiscontent,recognizeditwithbitterness。HeunderstoodwellthatthedoctorwasanxioustosavetheSanTomeminefromannihilation。Hewouldbenothingwithoutit。Itwashisinterest。JustasithadbeentheinterestofSenorDecoud,oftheBlancos,andoftheEuropeanstogethisCargadoresontheirside。

HisthoughtbecamearresteduponDecoud。Whatwouldhappentohim?

Nostromo\'sprolongedsilencemadethedoctoruneasy。Hepointedout,quiteunnecessarily,thatthoughforthepresenthewassafe,hecouldnotliveconcealedforever。ThechoicewasbetweenacceptingthemissiontoBarrios,withallitsdangersanddifficulties,andleavingSulacobystealth,ingloriously,inpoverty。

`Noneofyourfriendscouldrewardyouandprotectyoujustnow,Capataz。

NotevenDonCarloshimself。\'

`Iwouldhavenoneofyourprotectionandnoneofyourrewards。IonlywishIcouldtrustyourcourageandyoursense。WhenIreturnintriumph,asyousay,withBarrios。Imayfindyoualldestroyed。Youhavetheknifeatyourthroatnow。\'

Itwasthedoctor\'sturntoremainsilentinthecontemplationofhorriblecontingencies。

`Well,wewouldtrustyourcourageandyoursense。Andyou,too,haveaknifeatyourthroat。\'

`Ah!AndwhomamItothankforthat?Whatareyourpoliticsandyourminestome——yoursilverandyourconstitutions——yourDonCarlosthis,andDonJosethat——\'

`Idon\'tknow,\'burstouttheexasperateddoctor。`ThereareinnocentpeopleindangerwhoselittlefingerisworthmorethanyouorIandalltheRibieriststogether。Idon\'tknow。YoushouldhaveaskedyourselfbeforeyouallowedDecoudtoleadyouintoallthis。Itwasyourplacetothinklikeaman;butifyoudidnotthink,thentrytoactlikeamannow。DidyouimagineDecoudcaredverymuchforwhatwouldhappentoyou?\'

`Nomorethanyoucareforwhatwillhappentome,\'mutteredtheother。

`No;IcareforwhatwillhappentoyouaslittleasIcareforwhatwillhappentomyself。\'

`AndallthisbecauseyouaresuchadevotedRibierist?\'Nostromosaidinanincreduloustone。

`AllthisbecauseIamsuchadevotedRibierist,\'repeatedDrMonygham,grimly。

AgainNostromo,gazingabstractedlyatthebodyofthelateSenorHirsch,remainedsilent,thinkingthatthedoctorwasadangerouspersoninmorethanonesense。Itwasimpossibletotrusthim。

`DoyouspeakinthenameofDonCarlos?\'heaskedatlast。

`Yes。Ido,\'thedoctorsaid,loudly,withouthesitation。`Hemustcomeforwardnow。Hemust,\'headdedinamutter,whichNostromodidnotcatch。

`Whatdidyousay,senor?\'

Thedoctorstarted。`Isaythatyoumustbetruetoyourself,Capataz。

Itwouldbeworsethanfollytofailnow。\'

`Truetomyself,\'repeatedNostromo,`HowdoyouknowthatIwouldnotbetruetomyselfifItoldyoutogotothedevilwithyourpropositions?\'

`Idonotknow。Maybeyouwould,\'thedoctorsaid,witharoughnessoftoneintendedtohidethesinkingofhisheartandthefalteringofhisvoice。`AllIknowisthatyouhadbettergetawayfromhere。SomeofSotillo\'smenmayturnupherelookingforme。\'

Heslippedoffthetable,listenedintently。TheCapataz,too,stoodup。

`SupposeIwenttoCayta,whatwouldyoudomeantime?\'heasked。

`IwouldgotoSotillodirectlyyouhadleft——inthewayIamthinkingof。\'

`Averygoodway——ifonlythatengineer-in-chiefconsents。Remindhim,senor,thatIlookedaftertheoldrichEnglishmanwhopaysfortherailway,andthatIsavedthelivesofsomeofhispeoplethattimewhenagangofthievescamefromthesouthtowreckoneofhispay-trains。

ItwasIwhodiscovereditallattheriskofmylife,bypretendingtoenterintotheirplans。JustasyouaredoingwithSotillo。\'

`Yes。Yes,ofcourse。ButIcanofferhimbetterarguments,\'thedoctorsaid,hastily。`Leaveittome。\'

`Ah,yes!True。Iamnothing。\'

`Notatall。Youareeverything。\'

Theymovedafewpacestowardsthedoor。BehindthemthelateSenorHirschpreservedtheimmobilityofadisregardedman。

`Thatwillbeallright。Iknowwhattosaytotheengineer,\'pursuedthedoctor,inalowtone。`MydifficultywillbewithSotillo。\'

AndDrMonyghamstoppedshortinthedoorwayasifintimidatedbythedifficulty。Hehadmadethesacrificeofhislife。Heconsideredthisafittingopportunity。Buthedidnotwanttothrowhislifeawaytoosoon。

InhisqualityofbetrayerofDonCarlos\'sconfidence,hewouldhaveultimatelytoindicatethehiding-placeofthetreasure。Thatwouldbetheendofhisdeception,andtheendofhimselfaswell,atthehandsoftheinfuriatedcolonel。Hewantedtodelayhimtotheverylastmoment;andhehadbeenrackinghisbrainstoinventsomeplaceofconcealmentatonceplausibleanddifficultofaccess。

HeimpartedhistroubletoNostromo,andconcluded:

`Doyouknowwhat,Capataz?Ithinkthatwhenthetimecomesandsomeinformationmustbegiven,IshallindicatetheGreatIsabel。ThatisthebestplaceIcanthinkof。Whatisthematter?\'

AlowexclamationhadescapedNostromo。Thedoctorwaited,surprised,andafteramomentofprofoundsilence,heardathickvoicestammerout`Utterfolly\',andstopwithagasp。

`Whyfolly?\'

`Ah!Youdonotseeit,\'beganNostromo,scathingly,gatheringscornashewenton。`Threemeninhalfanhourwouldseethatnogroundhadbeendisturbedanywhereonthatisland。Doyouthinkthatsuchatreasurecanbeburiedwithoutleavingtracesofthework——eh!SenorDoctor?Why,youwouldnotgainhalfadaymorebeforehavingyourthroatcutbySotillo。

TheIsabel!Whatstupidity!Whatmiserableinvention!Ah!youareallalike,youfinemenofintelligence。Allyouarefitforistobetraymenofthepeopleintoundertakingdeadlyrisksforobjectsthatyouarenotevensureabout。Ifitcomesoffyougetthebenefit。Ifnot,thenitdoesnotmatter。Heisonlyadog。Ah!MadredeDios,Iwould——\'Heshookhisfistsabovehishead。

Thedoctorwasoverwhelmedatfirstbythisfierce,hissingvehemence。

`Well!Itseemstomeonyourownshowingthatthemenofthepeoplearenomeanfools,too,\'hesaid,sullenly。`No,butcome。Youaresoclever。

Haveyouabetterplace?\'

Nostromohadcalmeddownasquicklyashehadflaredup。

`Iamcleverenoughforthat,\'hesaid,quietly,almostwithindifference。

`Youwanttotellhimofahiding-placebigenoughtotakedaysinransacking——aplacewhereatreasureofsilveringotscanbeburiedwithoutleavingasignonthesurface。\'

`Andcloseathand,\'thedoctorputin。

`Justso,senor。Tellhimitissunk。\'

`Thishasthemeritofbeingthetruth,\'thedoctorsaid,contemptuously。

`Hewillnotbelieveit。\'

`Youtellhimthatitissunkwherehemayhopetolayhishandsonit,andhewillbelieveyouquickenough。Tellhimithasbeensunkintheharbourinordertoberecoveredafterwardsbydivers。TellhimyoufoundoutthatIhadordersfromDonCarlosGouldtolowerthecasesquietlyoverboardsomewhereinalinebetweentheendofthejettyandtheentrance。

Thedepthisnottoogreatthere。Hehasnodivers,buthehasaship,boats,ropes,chains,sailors——ofasort。Lethimfishforthesilver。

Lethimsethisfoolstodragbackwardsandforwardsandcrosswayswhilehesitsandwatchestillhiseyesdropoutofhishead。\'

`Really,thisisanadmirableidea,\'mutteredthedoctor。

`Si。Youtellhimthat,andseewhetherhewillnotbelieveyou!

Hewillspenddaysinrageandtorment——andstillhewillbelieve。Hewillhavenothoughtforanythingelse。Hewillnotgiveuptillheisdrivenoff——why,hemayevenforgettokillyou。Hewillneithereatnorsleep。He——\'

`Theverything!Theverything!\'thedoctorrepeatedinanexcitedwhisper。`Capataz,Ibegintobelievethatyouareagreatgeniusinyourway。\'

Nostromohadpaused;thenbeganagaininachangedtone,sombre,speakingtohimselfasthoughhehadforgottenthedoctor\'sexistence。

`Thereissomethinginatreasurethatfastensuponaman\'smind。Hewillprayandblasphemeandstillpersevere,andwillcursethedayheeverheardofit,andwilllethislasthourcomeuponhimunawares,stillbelievingthathemisseditonlybyafoot。Hewillseeiteverytimehecloseshiseyes。Hewillneverforgetittillheisdead——andeventhen——Doctor,didyoueverhearofthemiserablegringosonAzuera,thatcannotdie?Ha!ha!Sailorslikemyself。Thereisnogettingawayfromatreasurethatoncefastensuponyourmind。\'

`Youareadevilofaman,Capataz。Itisthemostplausiblething。\'

Nostromopressedhisarm。

`Itwillbeworseforhimthanthirstatseaorhungerinatownfullofpeople。Doyouknowwhatthatis?Heshallsuffergreatertormentsthanheinflicteduponthatterrifiedwretchwhohadnoinvention。None!none!

Notlikeme。IcouldhavetoldSotilloadeadlytaleforverylittlepain。\'

HelaughedwildlyandturnedinthedoorwaytowardsthebodyofthelateSenorHirsch,anopaquelongblotchinthesemi-transparentobscurityoftheroombetweenthetwotallparallelogramsofthewindowsfullofstars。

`Youmanoffear!\'hecried。`Youshallbeavengedbyme——Nostromo。

Outofmyway,doctor!Standaside——or,bythesufferingsoulofawomandeadwithoutconfession,Iwillstrangleyouwithmytwohands。\'

Heboundeddownwardsintotheblack,smokyhall。Withagruntofastonishment,DrMonyghamthrewhimselfrecklesslyintothepursuit。Atthebottomofthecharredstairshehadafall,pitchingforwardonhisfacewithaforcethatwouldhavestunnedaspiritlessintentuponataskofloveanddevotion。

Hewasupinamoment,jarred,shaken,withaqueerimpressionoftheterrestrialglobehavingbeenflungathisheadinthedark。ButitwantedmorethanthattostopDrMonygham\'sbody,possessedbytheexaltationofself-sacrifice;

areasonableexaltation,determinednottolosewhateveradvantagechanceputintoitsway。Heranwithheadlong,totteringswiftness,hisarmsgoinglikeawindmillinhisefforttokeephisbalanceonhiscrippledfeet。

Helosthishat;thetailsofhisopengaberdineflewbehindhim。Hehadnomindtolosesightoftheindispensableman。Butitwasalongtime,andalongwayfromtheCustomHouse,beforehemanagedtoseizehisarmfrombehind,roughly,outofbreath。

`Stop!Areyoumad?\'

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