NOSTROMO

第7章

`Mylast,too,\'headded。

Imadenocomment。He\'sknownforhisliberalityandhisbadluckatthegameofmonte,whichkeepshimaspooraswhenhefirstcamehere。

`Isuppose,DonMartin,\'hebegan,inathoughtful,speculativetone,`thattheSenorAdministradorofSanTomewillrewardmesomedayifI

savehissilver?\'

Isaidthatitcouldnotbeotherwise,surely。Hewalkedon,mutteringtohimself。`Si,si,withoutdoubt,withoutdoubt;and,lookyou,SenorMartin,whatitistobewellspokenof!Thereisnotanothermanthatcouldhavebeeneventhoughtofforsuchathing。Ishallgetsomethinggreatforitsomeday。Andletitcomesoon,\'hemumbled。`Timepassesinthiscountryasquickasanywhereelse。\'

This,soeurcherie,ismycompanioninthegreatescapeforthesakeofthegreatcause。Heismorenaivethanshrewd,moremasterfulthancrafty,moregenerouswithhispersonalitythanthepeoplewhomakeuseofhimarewiththeirmoney。Atleast,thatiswhathethinkshimselfwithmorepridethansentiment。IamgladIhavemadefriendswithhim。Asacompanionheacquiresmoreimportancethanheeverhadasasortofminorgeniusinhisway——asanoriginalItaliansailorwhomIallowedtocomeininthesmallhoursandtalkfamiliarlytotheeditorofthePorvenirwhilethepaperwasgoingthroughthepress。Anditiscurioustohavemetamanforwhomthevalueoflifeseemstoconsistinpersonalprestige。

Iamwaitingforhimherenow。OnarrivingattheposadakeptbyViolawefoundthechildrenalonedownbelow,andtheoldGenoeseshoutedtohiscountrymantogoandfetchthedoctor。Otherwisewewouldhavegoneontothewharf,whereitappearsCaptainMitchellwithsomevolunteerEuropeansandafewpickedcargadoresareloadingthelighterwiththesilverthatmustbesavedfromMontero\'sclutchesinordertobeusedforMontero\'sdefeat。Nostromogallopedfuriouslybacktowardsthetown。

Hehasbeenlonggonealready。Thisdelaygivesmetimetotalktoyou。

Bythetimethispocket-bookreachesyourhandsmuchwillhavehappened。

Butnowitisapauseunderthehoveringwingofdeathinthatsilenthouseburiedintheblacknight,withthisdyingwoman,thetwochildrencrouchingwithoutasound,andthatoldmanwhomIcanhearthroughthethicknessofthewallpassingupanddownwithalightrubbingnoisenolouderthanamouse。AndI,theonlyotherwiththem,don\'treallyknowwhethertocountmyselfwiththelivingorwiththedead。`Quiensabe?\'asthepeopleherearepronetosayinanswertoeveryquestion。Butno!feelingforyouiscertainlynotdead,andthewholething,thehouse,thedarknight,thesilentchildreninthisdimroom,myverypresencehere——allthisislife,mustbelife,sinceitissomuchlikeadream。

WiththewritingofthelastlinetherecameuponDecoudamomentofsuddenandcompleteoblivion。Heswayedoverthetableasifstruckbyabullet。Thenextmomenthesatup,confused,withtheideathathehadheardhispencilrollonthefloor。Thelowdoorofthecafe,wideopen,wasfilledwiththeglareofatorchinwhichwasvisiblehalfahorse,switchingitstailagainstthelegofariderwithalongironspurstrappedtothenakedheel。Thetwogirlsweregone,andNostromo,standinginthemiddleoftheroom,lookedathimfromundertheroundbrimofthesombrerolowdownoverhisbrow。

`Ihavebroughtthatsour-facedEnglishdoctorinSenoraGould\'scarriage,\'

saidNostromo。`Idoubtif,withallhiswisdom,hecansavethePadronathistime。Theyhavesentforthechildren。Abadsignthat。\'

Hesatdownontheendofabench。`Shewantstogivethemherblessing,Isuppose。\'

DazedlyDecoudobservedthathemusthavefallensoundasleep,andNostromosaid,withavaguesmile,thathehadlookedinatthewindowandhadseenhimlyingstillacrossthetablewithhisheadonhisarms。TheEnglishsenorahadalsocomeinthecarriage,andwentupstairsatoncewiththedoctor。ShehadtoldhimnottowakeupDonMartinyet;butwhentheysentforthechildrenhehadcomeintothecafe。

Thehalfofthehorsewithitshalfoftheriderswungroundoutsidethedoor;thetorchoftowandresinintheironbasketwhichwascarriedonastickatthesaddle-bowflaredrightintotheroomforamoment,andMrsGouldenteredhastilywithaverywhite,tiredface。Thehoodofherdark,bluecloakhadfallenback。Bothmenrose。

`Teresawantstoseeyou,Nostromo,\'shesaid。

TheCapatazdidnotmove。Decoud,withhisbacktothetable,begantobuttonuphiscoat。

`Thesilver,MrsGould,thesilver,\'hemurmuredinEnglish。`Don\'tforgetthattheEsmeraldagarrisonhavegotasteamer。Theymayappearatanymomentattheharbourentrance。\'

`Thedoctorsaysthereisnohope,\'MrsGouldspokerapidly,alsoinEnglish。`Ishalltakeyoudowntothewharfinmycarriageandthencomebacktofetchawaythegirls。\'ShechangedswiftlyintoSpanishtoaddressNostromo。`Whyareyouwastingtime?OldGiorgio\'swifewishestoseeyou。\'

`Iamgoingtoher,senora,\'mutteredtheCapataz。

DrMonyghamshowedhimself,bringingbackthechildren。ToMrsGould\'sinquiringglanceheonlyshookhisheadandwentoutsideatonce,followedbyNostromo。

Thehorseofthetorch-bearer,motionless,hunghisheadlow,andtheriderhaddroppedthereinstolightacigarette。TheglareofthetorchplayedonthefrontofthehousecrossedbythebigblacklettersofitsinscriptioninwhichonlythewordITALIAwaslightedfully。ThepatchofwaveringglarereachedasfarasMrsGould\'scarriagewaitingontheroad,withtheyellow-faced,portlyIgnacioapparentlydozingonthebox。ByhissideBasilio,darkandskinny,heldaWinchestercarbineinfrontofhim,withbothhands,andpeeredfearfullyintothedarkness。

Nostromotouchedlightlythedoctor\'sshoulder。

`Isshereallydying,SenorDoctor!\'

`Yes,\'saidthedoctor,withastrangetwitchofhisscarredcheek。

`AndwhyshewantstoseeyouIcannotimagine。\'

`Shehasbeenlikethatbefore,\'suggestedNostromo,lookingaway。

`Well,Capataz,Icanassureyoushewillneverbelikethatagain,\'

snarledDrMonygham。`Youmaygotoherorstayaway。Thereisverylittletobegotfromtalkingtothedying。ButshetoldDonaEmiliainmyhearingthatshehasbeenlikeamothertoyoueversinceyoufirstsetfootashorehere。\'

`Si!Andsheneverhadagoodwordtosayformetoanybody。

Itismoreasifshecouldnotforgivemeforbeingalive,andsuchaman,too,asshewouldhavelikedhersontobe。\'

`Maybe!\'exclaimedamournfuldeepvoicenearthem。`Womenhavetheirownwaysoftormentingthemselves。\'GiorgioViolahadcomeoutofthehouse。

Hethrewaheavyblackshadowinthetorchlight,andtheglarefellonhisbigface,onthegreatbushyheadofwhitehair。HemotionedtheCapatazindoorswithhisextendedarm。

DrMonygham,afterbusyinghimselfwithalittlemedicamentboxofpolishedwoodontheseatofthelandau,turnedtooldGiorgioandthrustintohisbig,tremblinghandoneoftheglass-stopperedbottlesoutofthecase。

`Giveheraspoonfulofthisnowandthen,inwater,\'hesaid。`Itwillmakehereasier。\'

`Andthereisnothingmoreforher?\'askedtheoldman,patiently。

`No。Notonearth,\'saidthedoctor,withhisbacktohim,clickingthelockofthemedicinecase。

Nostromoslowlycrossedthelargekitchen,alldarkbutfortheglowofaheapofcharcoalundertheheavymantelofthecooking-range,wherewaterwasboilinginanironpotwithaloudbubblingsound。Betweenthetwowallsofanarrowstaircaseabrightlightstreamedfromthesick-roomabove;andthemagnificentCapatazdeCargadoressteppingnoiselesslyinsoftleathersandals,bushywhiskered,hismuscularneckandbronzedchestbareintheopencheckshirt,resembledaMediterraneansailorjustcomeashorefromsomewine-orfruit-ladenfelucca。Atthetophepaused,broadshouldered,narrowhipped,andsupple,lookingatthelargebed,likeawhitecouchofstate,withaprofusionofsnowylinen,amongstwhichthePadronasatunproppedandbowed,herhandsome,black-browedfacebentoverherchest。Amassofravenhairwithonlyafewwhitethreadsinitcoveredhershoulders;onethickstrandfallenforwardhalfveiledhercheek。Perfectlymotionlessinthatpose,expressingphysicalanxietyandunrest,sheturnedhereyesalonetowardsNostromo。

TheCapatazhadaredsashwoundmanytimesroundhiswaist,andaheavysilverringontheforefingerofthehandheraisedtogiveatwisttohismoustache。

`Theirrevolutions,theirrevolutions,\'gaspedSenoraTeresa。`Look,Gian\'Battista,ithaskilledmeatlast!\'

Nostromosaidnothing,andthesickwomanwithanupwardglanceinsisted。

`Look,thisonehaskilledme,whileyouwereawayfightingforwhatdidnotconcernyou,foolishman。\'

`Whytalklikethis?\'mumbledtheCapatazbetweenhisteeth。`Willyouneverbelieveinmygoodsense?ItconcernsmetokeeponbeingwhatI

am:everydayalike。\'

`Youneverchange,indeed,\'shesaid,bitterly。`Alwaysthinkingofyourselfandtakingyourpayoutinfinewordsfromthosewhocarenothingforyou。\'

Therewasbetweenthemanintimacyofantagonismascloseinitswayastheintimacyofaccordandaffection。HehadnotwalkedalongthewayofTeresa\'sexpectations。Itwasshewhohadencouragedhimtoleavehisship,inthehopeofsecuringafriendanddefenderforthegirls。ThewifeofoldGiorgiowasawareofherprecarioushealth,andwashauntedbythefearofheragedhusband\'slonelinessandtheunprotectedstateofthechildren。Shehadwantedtoannexthatapparentlyquietandsteadyyoungman,affectionateandpliable,anorphanfromhistenderestage,ashehadtoldher,withnotiesinItalyexceptanuncle,ownerandmasterofafelucca,fromwhoseill-usagehehadrunawaybeforehewasfourteen。

Hehadseemedtohercourageous,ahardworker,determinedtomakehiswayintheworld。FromgratitudeandthetiesofhabithewouldbecomelikeasontoherselfandGiorgio;andthen,whoknows,whenLindahadgrownup……Tenyears\'differencebetweenhusbandandwifewasnotsomuch。Herowngreatmanwasnearlytwentyyearsolderthanherself。Gian\'

Battistawasanattractiveyoungfellow,besides;attractivetomen,women,andchildren,justbythatprofoundquietnessofpersonalitywhich,likeaserenetwilight,renderedmoreseductivethepromiseofhisvigorousformandtheresolutionofhisconduct。

OldGiorgio,inprofoundignoranceofhiswife\'sviewsandhopes,hadagreatregardforhisyoungcountryman。`Amanoughtnottobetame,\'

heusedtotellher,quotingtheSpanishproverbindefenceofthesplendidCapataz。Shewasgrowingjealousofhissuccess。Hewasescapingfromher,shefeared。Shewaspractical,andheseemedtohertobeanabsurdspend-thriftofthesequalitieswhichmadehimsovaluable。Hegottoolittleforthem。

Hescatteredthemwithbothhandsamongsttoomanypeople,shethought。

Helaidnomoneyby。Sherailedathispoverty,hisexploits,hisadventures,hisloves,andhisreputation;butinherheartshehadnevergivenhimup,asthough,indeed,hehadbeenherson。

Evennow,illasshewas,illenoughtofeelthechill,blackbreathoftheapproachingend,shehadwishedtoseehim。Itwaslikeputtingoutherbenumbedhandtoregainherhold。Butshehadpresumedtoomuchonherstrength。Shecouldnotcommandherthoughts;theyhadbecomedim,likehervision。Thewordsfalteredonherlips,andonlytheparamountanxietyanddesireofherlifeseemedtobetoostrongfordeath。

TheCapatazsaid,`Ihaveheardthesethingsmanytimes。Youareunjust,butitdoesnothurtme。Onlynowyoudonotseemtohavemuchstrengthtotalk,andIhavebutlittletimetolisten。Iamengagedinaworkofverygreatmoment。\'

Shemadeanefforttoaskhimwhetheritwastruethathehadfoundtimetogoandfetchadoctorforher。Nostromonoddedaffirmatively。

Shewaspleased:itrelievedhersufferingstoknowthatthemanhadcondescendedtodosomuchforthosewhoreallywantedhishelp。Itwasaproofofhisfriendship。Hervoicebecamestronger。

`Iwantapriestmorethanadoctor,\'shesaid,pathetically。Shedidnotmoveherhead;onlyhereyesranintothecornerstowatchtheCapatazstandingbythesideofherbed。`Wouldyougotofetchapriestformenow?Think!Adyingwomanasksyou!\'

Nostromoshookhisheadresolutely。Hedidnotbelieveinpriestsintheirsacerdotalcharacter。Adoctorwasanefficaciousperson;butapriest,aspriest,wasnothing,incapableofdoingeithergoodorharm。NostromodidnotevendislikethesightofthemasoldGiorgiodid。Theutteruselessnessoftheerrandwaswhatstruckhimmost。

`Padrona,\'hesaid,`youhavebeenlikethisbefore,andgotbetterafterafewdays。IhavegivenyoualreadytheverylastmomentsIcanspare。AskSenoraGouldtosendyouone。\'

Hewasfeelinguneasyattheimpietyofthisrefusal。ThePadronabelievedinpriests,andconfessedherselftothem。Butallwomendidthat。Itcouldnotbeofmuchconsequence。Andyethisheartfeltoppressedforamoment——atthethoughtwhatabsolutionwouldmeantoherifshebelievedinitonlyeversolittle。Nomatter。Itwasquitetruethathehadgivenheralreadytheverylastmomenthecouldspare。

`Yourefusetogo?\'shegasped。`Ah!youarealwaysyourself,indeed。\'

`Listentoreason,Padrona,\'hesaid,`Iamneededtosavethesilverofthemine。Doyouhear?AgreatertreasurethantheonewhichtheysayisguardedbyghostsanddevilsinAzuera。Itistrue。IamresolvedtomakethisthemostdesperateaffairIwaseverengagedoninmywholelife。\'

Shefeltadespairingindignation。Thesupremetesthadfailed。Standingaboveher,Nostromodidnotseethedistortedfeaturesofherface,distortedbyaparoxysmofpainandanger。Onlyshebegantotrembleallover。Herbowedheadshook。Thebroadshouldersquivered。

`ThenGod,perhaps,willhavemercyuponme!Butdoyoulooktoit,man,thatyougetsomethingforyourselfoutofit,besidestheremorsethatshallovertakeyousomeday。\'

Shelaughedfeebly。`Getrichesatleastforonce,youindispensable,admiredGian\'Battista,towhomthepeaceofadyingwomanislessthanthepraiseofpeoplewhohavegivenyouasillyname——andnothingbesides——inexchangeforyoursoulandbody。\'

TheCaptaindeCargadoressworetohimselfunderhisbreath。

`Leavemysoulalone,Padrona,andIshallknowhowtotakecareofmybody。Whereistheharmofpeoplehavingneedofme?WhatareyouenvyingmethatIhaverobbedyouandthechildrenof?ThoseverypeopleyouarethrowinginmyteethhavedonemoreforoldGiorgiothantheyeverthoughtofdoingforme。\'

Hestruckhisbreastwithhisopenpalm;hisvoicehad$$word$$mainedlowthoughhehadspokeninaforcibletone。Hetwistedhismoustachesoneafteranother,andhiseyeswanderedalittleabouttheroom。

`IsitmyfaultthatIamtheonlymanfortheirpurposes?Whatangrynonsenseareyoutalking,mother?Wouldyouratherhavemetimidandfoolish,sellingwater-melonsonthemarket-placeorrowingaboatforpassengersalongtheharbour,likeasoftNeapolitanwithoutcourageorreputation?

Wouldyouhaveayoungmanlivelikeamonk?Idonotbelieveit。Wouldyouwantamonkforyoureldestgirl?Lethergrow。Whatareyouafraidof?YouhavebeenangrywithmeforeverythingIdidforyears;eversinceyoufirstspoketome,insecretfromoldGiorgio,aboutyourLinda。Husbandtooneandbrothertotheother,didyousay?Well,whynot!Ilikethelittleones,andamanmustmarrysometime。Buteversincethattimeyouhavebeenmakinglittleofmetoeveryone。Why?DidyouthinkyoucouldputacollarandchainonmeasifIwereoneofthewatchdogstheykeepoverthereintherailwayyards?Lookhere,Padrona,Iamthesamemanwhocameashoreoneeveningandsatdowninthethatchedrancheyoulivedinatthattimeontheothersideofthetownandtoldyouallabouthimself。

Youwerenotunjusttomethen。Whathashappenedsince?Iamnolongeraninsignificantyouth。Agoodname,Giorgiosays,isatreasure,Padrona。\'

`Theyhaveturnedyourheadwiththeirpraises,\'gaspedthesickwoman。

`Theyhavebeenpayingyouwithwords。Yourfollyshallbetrayyouintopoverty,misery,starvation。Theveryleperosshalllaughatyou——thegreatCapataz。\'

Nostromostoodforatimeasifstruckdumb。Sheneverlookedathim。

Aself-confident,mirthlesssmilepassedquicklyfromhislips,andthenhebackedaway。Hisdisregardedfiguresankdownbeyondthedoorway。Hedescendedthestairsbackwards,withtheusualsenseofhavingbeensomehowbaffledbythiswoman\'sdisparagementofthisreputationhehadobtainedanddesiredtokeep。

Downstairsinthebigkitchenacandlewasburning,surroundedbytheshadowsofthewalls,oftheceiling,butnoruddyglarefilledtheopensquareoftheouterdoor。ThecarriagewithMrsGouldandDonMartin,precededbythehorsemanbearingthetorch,hadgoneontothejetty。DrMonygham,whohadremained,satonthecornerofahardwoodtablenearthecandlestick,hisseamed,shavedfaceinclinedsideways,hisarmscrossedonhisbreast,hislipspursedup,andhisprominenteyesglaringstonilyuponthefloorofblackearth。Neartheoverhangingmantelofthefireplacewherethepotofwaterwasstillboilingviolently,oldGiorgioheldhischininhishand,onefootadvanced,asifarrestedbyasuddenthought。

`Adios,viejo,\'saidNostromo,feelingthehandleofhisrevolverinthebeltandlooseninghisknifeinitssheath。Hepickedupablueponcholinedwithredfromthetable,andputitoverhishead。`Adios,lookafterthethingsinmysleeping-room,andifyouhearfrommenomore,giveuptheboxtoPaquita。Thereisnotmuchofvaluethere,exceptmynewserapefromMexico,andafewsilverbuttonsonmybestjacket。Nomatter!Thethingswilllookwellenoughonthenextlovershegets,andthemanneednotbeafraidIshalllingeronearthafterIamdead,likethosegringosthathaunttheAzuera。\'

DrMonyghamtwistedhislipsintoabittersmile。AfteroldGiorgio,withanalmostimperceptiblenodandwithoutaword,hadgoneupthenarrowstairs,hesaid:

`Why,Capataz!Ithoughtyoucouldneverfailinanything。\'

Nostromo,glancingcontemptuouslyatthedoctor,lingeredinthedoorwayrollingacigarette,thenstruckamatch,and,afterlightingit,heldtheburningpieceofwoodabovehisheadtilltheflamenearlytouchedhisfingers。

`Nowind!\'hemutteredtohimself。`Lookhere,senor——doyouknowthenatureofmyundertaking?\'

DrMonyghamnoddedsourly。

`ItisasifIweretakingupacurseuponme,SenorDoctor。Amanwithatreasureonthiscoastwillhaveeverykniferaisedagainsthimineveryplaceupontheshore。Youseethat,SenorDoctor?IshallfloatalongwithaspelluponmylifetillImeetsomewherethenorth-boundsteameroftheCompany,andthenindeedtheywilltalkabouttheCapatazoftheSulacoCargadoresfromoneendofAmericatoanother。\'

DrMonyghamlaughedhisshort,throatylaugh。Nostromoturnedroundinthedoorway。

`ButifyourworshipcanfindanyothermanreadyandfitforsuchbusinessIwillstandback。Iamnotexactlytiredofmylife,thoughIamsopoorthatIcancarryallIhavewithmyselfonmyhorse\'sback。\'

`Yougambletoomuch,andneversay“no“toaprettyface,Capataz,\'

saidDrMonygham,withslysimplicity。`That\'snotthewaytomakeafortune。

ButnobodythatIknoweversuspectedyouofbeingpoor。Ihopeyouhavemadeagoodbargainincaseyoucomebacksafefromthisadventure。\'

`Whatbargainwouldyourworshiphavemade?\'askedNostromo,blowingthesmokeoutofhislipsthroughthedoorway。

DrMonyghamlistenedupthestaircaseforamomentbeforeheanswered,withanotherofhisshort,abruptlaughs:

`IllustriousCapataz,fortakingthecurseofdeathuponmyback,asyoucallit,nothingelsebutthewholetreasurewoulddo。\'

Nostromovanishedoutofthedoorwaywithagruntofdiscontentatthisjeeringanswer。DrMonyghamheardhimgallopaway。Nostromorodefuriouslyinthedark。TherewerelightsinthebuildingsoftheO。S。N。Companynearthewharf,butbeforehegottherehemettheGouldcarriage。Thehorsemanprecededitwiththetorch,whoselightshowedthewhitemulestrotting,theportlyIgnaciodriving,andBasiliowiththecarbineonthebox。FromthedarkbodyofthelandauMrsGould\'svoicecried,`Theyarewaitingforyou,Capataz!\'Shewasreturning,chillyandexcited,withDecoud\'spocket-bookstillheldinherhand。Hehadconfidedittohertosendtohissister。`Perhapsmylastwordstoher,\'hehadsaid,pressingMrsGould\'shand。

TheCapataznevercheckedhisspeed。Attheheadofthewharfvaguefigureswithriflesleapttotheheadofhishorse;otherscloseduponhim——cargadoresofthecompanypostedbyCaptainMitchellonthewatch。Atawordfromhimtheyfellbackwithsubservientmurmurs,recognizinghisvoice。Attheotherendofthejetty,nearacargocrane,inadarkgroupwithglowingcigars,hisnamewaspronouncedinatoneofrelief。

MostoftheEuropeansinSulacowerethere,ralliedroundCharlesGould,asifthesilveroftheminehadbeentheemblemofacommoncause,thesymbolofthesupremeimportanceofmaterialinterests。Theyhadloadeditintothelighterwiththeirownhands。NostromorecognizedDonCarlosGould,athin,tallshape,standingalittleapartandsilent,towhomanothertallshape,theengineer-in-chief,saidaloud,`Ifitmustbelost,itisamilliontimesbetterthatitshouldgotothebottomofthesea。\'

MartinDecoudcalledoutfromthelighter,`Aurevoir,messieurs,tillweclasphandsagainoverthenew-bornOccidentalRepublic。\'Onlyasubduedmurmurrespondedtohisclear,ringingtones;andthenitseemedtohimthatthewharfwasfloatingawayintothenight;butitwasNostromo,whowasalreadypushingagainstapilewithoneoftheheavysweeps。Decouddidnotmove;theeffectwasthatofbeinglaunchedintospace。AfterasplashortwotherewasnotasoundbutthethudofNostromo\'sfeetleapingabouttheboat。Hehoistedthebigsail;abreathofwindfannedDecoud\'scheek。EverythinghadvanishedbutthelightofthelanternCaptainMitchellhadhoisteduponthepostattheendofthejettytoguideNostromooutoftheharbour。

Thetwomen,unabletoseeeachother,keptsilenttillthelighter,slippingbeforethefitfulbreeze,passedoutbetweenalmostinvisibleheadlandsintothestilldeeperdarknessofthegulf。Foratimethelanternonthejettyshoneafterthem。Thewindfailed,thenfannedupagain,butsofaintlythatthebig,half-deckedboatslippedalongwithnomorenoisethanifshehadbeensuspendedintheair。

`Weareoutinthegulfnow,\'saidthecalmvoiceofNostromo。Amomentafterheadded,`SenorMitchellhasloweredthelight。\'

`Yes,\'saidDecoud;`nobodycanfindusnow。\'

Agreatrecrudescenceofobscurityembracedtheboat。Theseainthegulfwasasblackasthecloudsabove。Nostromo,afterstrikingacoupleofmatchestogetaglimpseoftheboat-compasshehadwithhiminthelighter,steeredbythefeelofthewindonhischeek。

ItwasanewexperienceforDecoud,thismysteriousnessofthegreatwatersspreadoutstrangelysmooth,asiftheirrestlessnesshadbeencrushedbytheweightofthatdensenight。ThePlacidowassleepingprofoundlyunderitsblackponcho。

Themainthingnowforsuccesswastogetawayfromthecoastandgainthemiddleofthegulfbeforedaybroke。TheIsabelsweresomewhereathand。`Onyourleftasyoulookforward,senor,\'saidNostromo,suddenly。Whenhisvoiceceased,theenormousstillness,withoutlightorsound,seemedtoaffectDecoud\'ssenseslikeapowerfuldrug。Hedidn\'tevenknowattimeswhetherhewereasleeporawake。Likeamanlostinslumber,heheardnothing,hesawnothing。Evenhishandheldbeforehisfacedidnotexistforhiseyes。Thechangefromtheagitation,thepassionsandthedangers,fromthesightsandsoundsoftheshore,wassocompletethatitwouldhaveresembleddeathhaditnotbeenforthesurvivalofhisthoughts。Inthisforetasteofeternalpeacetheyfloatedvividandlight,likeunearthlycleardreamsofearthlythingsthatmayhauntthesoulsfreedbydeathfromthemistyatmosphereofregretsandhopes。Decoudshookhimself,shudderedabit,thoughtheairthatdriftedpasthimwaswarm。Hehadthestrangestsensationofhissoulhavingjustreturnedintohisbodyfromthecircumambientdarknessinwhichland,sea,sky,themountains,andtherockswereasiftheyhadnotbeen。

Nostromo\'svoicewasspeaking,thoughhe,atthetiller,wasalsoasifhewerenot。`Haveyoubeenasleep,DonMartin?Caramba!IfitwerepossibleIwouldthinkthatI,too,havedozedoff。Ihaveastrangenotionsomehowofhavingdreamtthattherewasasoundofblubbering,asoundasorrowingmancouldmake,somewherenearthisboat。Somethingbetweenasighandasob。\'

`Strange!\'mutteredDecoud,stretcheduponthepileoftreasureboxescoveredbymanytarpaulins。`Coulditbethatthereisanotherboatnearusinthegulf?Wecouldnotseeit,youknow。\'

Nostromolaughedalittleattheabsurdityoftheidea。Theydismisseditfromtheirminds。Thesolitudecouldalmostbefelt。Andwhenthebreezeceased,theblacknessseemedtoweighuponDecoudlikeastone。

`Thisisoverpowering,\'hemuttered。`Dowemoveatall,Capataz?\'

`Notsofastasacrawlingbeetletangledinthegrass,\'answeredNostromo,andhisvoiceseemeddeadenedbythethickveilofobscuritythatfeltwarmandhopelessallaboutthem。Therewerelongperiodswhenhemadenosound,invisibleandinaudibleasifhehadmysteriouslysteppedoutofthelighter。

InthefeaturelessnightNostromowasnotevencertainwhichwaythelighterheadedafterthewindhadcompletelydiedout。Hepeeredfortheislands。Therewasnotahintofthemtobeseen,asiftheyhadsunktothebottomofthegulf。HethrewhimselfdownbythesideofDecoudatlast,andwhisperedintohisearthatifdaylightcaughtthemneartheSulacoshorethroughwantofwind,itwouldbepossibletosweepthelighterbehindthecliffatthehighendoftheGreatIsabel,whereshewouldlieconcealed。Decoudwassurprisedatthegrimnessofhisanxiety。Tohimtheremovalofthetreasurewasapoliticalmove。ItwasnecessaryforseveralreasonsthatitshouldnotfallintothehandsofMontero,butherewasamanwhotookanotherviewofthisenterprise。Thecaballerosovertheredidnotseemtohavetheslightestideaofwhattheyhadgivenhimtodo。Nostromo,asifaffectedbythegloomaround,seemednervouslyresentful。Decoudwassurprised。TheCapataz,indifferenttothosedangersthatseemedobvioustohiscompanion,allowedhimselftobecomescornfullyexasperatedbythedeadlynatureofthetrustput,asamatterofcourse,intohishands。Itwasmoredangerous,Nostromosaid,withalaughandacurse,thansendingamantogetthetreasurethatpeoplesaidwasguardedbydevilsandghostsinthedeepravinesofAzuera。`Senor,\'hesaid,`wemustcatchthesteameratsea。Wemustkeepoutintheopenlookingforhertillwehaveeatenanddrunkallthathasbeenputonboardhere。

Andifwemissherbysomemischance,wemustkeepawayfromthelandtillwegrowweak,andperhapsmad,anddie,anddriftdead,untiloneoranotherofthesteamersoftheCompaniacomesupontheboatwiththetwodeadmenwhohavesavedthetreasure。That,senor,istheonlywaytosaveit;for,don\'tyousee?forustocometothelandanywhereinahundredmilesalongthiscoastwiththissilverinourpossessionistorunthenakedbreastagainstthepointofaknife。Thisthinghasbeengiventomelikeadeadlydisease。IfmendiscoveritIamdead,andyou,too,senor,sinceyouwouldcomewithme。Thereisenoughsilvertomakeawholeprovincerich,letaloneaseaboardpuebloinhabitedbythievesandvagabonds。Senor,theywouldthinkthatheavenitselfsenttheserichesintotheirhands,andwouldcutourthroatswithouthesitation。Iwouldtrustnofairwordsfromthebestmanaroundtheshoresofthiswildgulf。Reflectthat,evenbygivingupthetreasureatthefirstdemand,wewouldnotbeabletosaveourlives。Doyouunderstandthis,ormustIexplain?\'

`No,youneedn\'texplain,\'saidDecoud,alittlelistlessly。`Icanseeitwellenoughmyself,thatthepossessionofthistreasureisverymuchlikeadeadlydiseaseformensituatedasweare。ButithadtoberemovedfromSulaco,andyouwerethemanforthetask。\'

`Iwas;butIcannotbelieve,\'saidNostromo,`thatitslosswouldhaveimpoverishedDonCarlosGouldverymuch。Thereismorewealthinthemountain。

IhavehearditrollingdowntheshootsonquietnightswhenIusedtoridetoRincontoseeacertaingirl,aftermyworkattheharbourwasdone。Foryearstherichrockshavebeenpouringdownwithanoiselikethunder,andtheminerssaythatthereisenoughattheheartofthemountaintothunderonforyearsandyearstocome。Andyet,thedaybeforeyesterday,wehavebeenfightingtosaveitfromthemob,andtonightIamsentoutwithitintothisdarkness,wherethereisnowindtogetawaywith;asifitwerethelastlotofsilveronearthtogetbreadforthehungrywith。Ha!ha!Well,Iamgoingtomakeitthemostfamousanddesperateaffairofmylife——windornowind。Itshallbetalkedaboutwhenthelittlechildrenaregrownupandthegrownmenareold。Aha!theMonteristsmustnotgetholdofit,Iamtold,whateverhappenstoNostromotheCapataz;

andtheyshallnothaveit,Itellyou,sinceithasbeentiedforsafetyroundNostromo\'sneck。\'

`Iseeit,\'murmuredDecoud。Hesaw,indeed,thathiscompanionhadhisownpeculiarviewofthisenterprise。

Nostromointerruptedhisreflectionsuponthewaymen\'squalitiesaremadeuseof,withoutanyfundamentalknowledgeoftheirnature,bytheproposaltheyshouldslipthelongoarsoutandsweepthelighterinthedirectionoftheIsabels。Itwouldn\'tdofordaylighttorevealthetreasurefloatingwithinamileorsooftheharbourentrance。Thedenserthedarknessgenerally,thesmarterwerethepuffsofwindonwhichhehadreckonedtomakehisway;buttonightthegulf,underitsponchoofclouds,remainedbreathless,asifdeadratherthanasleep。

DonMartin\'ssofthandssufferedcruelly,tuggingatthethickhandleoftheenormousoar。Hestucktoitmanfully,settinghisteeth。He,too,wasinthetoilsofanimaginativeexistence,andthatstrangeworkofpullingalighterseemedtobelongnaturallytotheinceptionofanewstate,andacquiredanidealmeaningfromhisloveforAntonia。Foralltheirefforts,theheavilyladenlighterhardlymoved。Nostromocouldbeheardswearingtohimselfbetweentheregularsplashesofthesweeps。`Wearemakingacrookedpath,\'hemutteredtohimself。`IwishIcouldseetheislands。\'

InhisunskilfulnessDonMartinover-exertedhimself。Nowandthenasortofmuscularfaintnesswouldrunfromthetipsofhisachingfingersthrougheveryfibreofhisbody,andpassoffinaflushofheat。Hehadfought,talked,sufferedmentallyandphysically,exertinghismindandbodyforthelastfortyeighthourswithoutintermission。Hehadhadnorest,verylittlefood,nopauseinthestressofhisthoughtsandhisfeelings。EvenhisloveforAntonia,whencehedrewhisstrengthandhisinspiration,hadreachedthepointoftragictensionduringtheirhurriedinterviewbyDonJose\'sbedside。Andnow,suddenly,hewasthrownoutofallthisintoadarkgulf,whoseverygloom,silence,andbreathlesspeaceaddedatormenttothenecessityforphysicalexertion。Heimaginedthelightersinkingtothebottomwithanextraordinaryshudderofdelight。

`Iamonthevergeofdelirium,\'hethought。Hemasteredthetremblingofallhislimbs,ofhisbreast,theinwardtremblingofallhisbodyexhaustedofitsnervousforce。

`Shallwerest,Capataz?\'heproposedinacarelesstone。`Therearemanyhoursofnightyetbeforeus。\'

`True。Itisbutamileorso,Isuppose。Restyourarms,senor,ifthatiswhatyoumean。Youwillfindnoothersortofrest,Icanpromiseyou,sinceyouletyourselfbeboundtothistreasurewhoselosswouldmakenopoormanpoorer。No,senor;thereisnoresttillwefindanorth-boundsteamer,orelsesomeshipfindsusdriftingaboutstretchedoutdeadupontheEnglishman\'ssilver。Orrather——no;porDios!

Ishallcutdownthegunwalewiththeaxerighttothewater\'sedgebeforethirstandhungerrobmeofmystrength。ByallthesaintsanddevilsI

shalllettheseahavethetreasureratherthangiveituptoanystranger。

Sinceitwasthegoodpleasureofthecaballerostosendmeoffonsuchanerrand,theyshalllearnIamjustthemantheytakemefor。\'

Decoudlayonthesilverboxespanting。Allhisactivesensationsandfeelingsfromasfarbackashecouldrememberseemedtohimthemaddestofdreams。EvenhispassionatedevotiontoAntoniaintowhichhehadworkedhimselfupoutofthedepthsofhisscepticismhadlostallappearanceofreality。Foramomenthewasthepreyofanextremelylanguidbutnotunpleasantindifference。

`Iamsuretheydidn\'tmeanyoutotakesuchadesperateviewofthisaffair,\'hesaid。

`Whatwasit,then?Ajoke?\'snarledtheman,whoonthepay-sheetsoftheO。S。N。Company\'sestablishmentinSulacowasdescribedas`Foremanofthewharf\'againstthefigureofhiswages。`Wasitforajoketheywokemeupfrommysleepaftertwodaysofstreetfightingtomakemestakemylifeuponabadcard?Everybodyknows,too,thatIamnotaluckygambler。\'

`Yes,everybodyknowsofyourgoodluckwithwomen,Capataz,\'Decoudpropitiatedhiscompanioninawearydrawl。

`Lookhere,senor,\'Nostromowenton。`Ineverevenremonstratedaboutthisaffair。DirectlyIheardwhatwaswantedIsawwhatadesperateaffairitmustbe,andImadeupmymindtoseeitout。Everyminutewasofimportance。Ihadtowaitforyoufirst。Then,whenwearrivedattheItaliaUna,oldGiorgioshoutedtometogofortheEnglishdoctor。Lateron,thatpoordyingwomanwantedtoseeme,asyouknow。Senor,Iwasreluctanttogo。Ifeltalreadythiscursedsilvergrowingheavyuponmyback,andIwasafraidthat,knowingherselftobedying,shewouldaskmetorideoffagainforapriest。FatherCorbelan,whoisfearless,wouldhavecomeataword;butFatherCorbelanisfaraway,safewiththebandofHernandez,andthepopulace,thatwouldhavelikedtotearhimtopieces,aremuchincensedagainstthepriests。Notasinglefatpadrewouldhaveconsentedtoputhisheadoutofhishiding-placetonighttosaveaChristiansoul,except,perhaps,undermyprotection。Thatwasinhermind。IpretendedIdidnotbelieveshewasgoingtodie。Senor,Irefusedtofetchapriestforadyingwoman……\'

Decoudwasheardtostir。

`Youdid,Capataz!\'heexclaimed。Histonechanged。`Well,youknow——itwasratherfine。\'

`Youdonotbelieveinpriests,DonMartin?NeitherdoI。Whatwastheuseofwastingtime?Butshe——shebelievesinthem。Thethingsticksinmythroat。Shemaybedeadalready,andherewearefloatinghelplesswithnowindatall。Curseonallsuperstition。ShediedthinkingIdeprivedherofParadise,Isuppose。Itshallbethemostdesperateaffairofmylife。\'

Decoudremainedlostinreflection。Hetriedtoanalysethesensationsawakenedbywhathehadbeentold。ThevoiceoftheCapatazwasheardagain:

`Now,DonMartin,letustakeupthesweepsandtrytofindtheIsabels。

Itiseitherthatorsinkingthelighterifthedayovertakesus。WemustnotforgetthatthesteamerfromEsmeraldawiththesoldiersmaybecomingalong。Wewillpullstraightonnow。Ihavediscoveredabitofacandlehere,andwemusttaketheriskofasmalllighttomakeacoursebytheboatcompass。Thereisnotenoughtoblowitout——maythecurseofHeavenfalluponthisblindgulf!\'

Asmallflameappearedburningquitestraight。Itshowedfragmentarilythestoutribsandplankinginthehollow,emptypartofthelighter。DecoudcouldseeNostromostandinguptopull。Hesawhimashighastheredsashonhiswaist,withagleamofawhite-handledrevolverandthewoodenhaftofalongknifeprotrudingonhisleftside。Decoudnervedhimselffortheeffortofrowing。Certainlytherewasnotenoughwindtoblowthecandleout,butitsflameswayedalittletotheslowmovementoftheheavyboat。

Itwassobigthatwiththeirutmosteffortstheycouldnotmoveitquickerthanaboutamileanhour。Thiswassufficient,however,tosweepthemamongsttheIsabelslongbeforedaylightcame。Therewasagoodsixhoursofdarknessbeforethem,andthedistancefromtheharbourtotheGreatIsabeldidnotexceedtwomiles。DecoudputthisheavytoiltotheaccountoftheCapataz\'simpatience。Sometimestheypaused,andthenstrainedtheirearstoheartheboatfromEsmeralda。Inthisperfectquietnessasteamermovingwouldhavebeenheardfromfaroff。Astoseeinganythingitwasoutofthequestion。Theycouldnotseeeachother。Eventhelighter\'ssail,whichremainedset,wasinvisible。Veryoftentheyrested。

`Caramba!\'saidNostromo,suddenly,duringoneofthoseintervalswhentheylolledidlyagainsttheheavyhandlesofthesweeps。`Whatisit?Areyoudistressed,DonMartin?\'

Decoudassuredhimthathewasnotdistressedintheleast。Nostromoforatimekeptperfectlystill,andtheninawhisperinvitedMartintocomeaft。

WithlipstouchingDecoud\'searhedeclaredhisbeliefthattherewassomebodyelsebesidesthemselvesuponthelighter。Twicenowhehadheardthesoundofstifledsobbing。

`Senor,\'hewhisperedwithawedwonder,`Iamcertainthatthereissomebodyweepinginthislighter。\'

Decoudhadheardnothing。Heexpressedhisincredulity。However,itwaseasytoascertainthetruthofthematter。

`Itismostamazing,\'mutteredNostromo。`Couldanybodyhaveconcealedhimselfonboardwhilethelighterwaslyingalongsidethewharf?\'

`Andyousayitwaslikesobbing?\'askedDecoud,loweringhisvoice,too。`Ifheisweeping,whoeverheishecannotbeverydangerous。\'

Clamberingoverthepreciouspileinthemiddle,theycrouchedlowontheforesideofthemastandgropedunderthehalf-deck。Rightforward,inthenarrowestpart,theirhandscameuponthelimbsofaman,whoremainedassilentasdeath。Toostartledthemselvestomakeasound,theydraggedhimaftbyonearmandthecollarofhiscoat。Hewaslimp——lifeless。

Thelightofthebitofcandlefelluponaround,hook-nosedfacewithblackmoustachesandlittleside-whiskers。Hewasextremelydirty。Agreasygrowthofbeardwassproutingontheshavenpartsofthecheeks。Thethicklipswereslightlyparted,buttheeyesremainedclosed。Decoud,tohisimmenseastonishment,recognizedSenorHirsch,thehidemerchantfromEsmeralda。

Nostromo,too,hadrecognizedhim。Andtheygazedateachotheracrossthebody,lyingwithitsnakedfeethigherthanitshead,inanabsurdpretenceofsleep,faintness,ordeath。

NostromoATaleoftheSeaboard:Part2Chapter88Foramoment,beforethisextraordinaryfind,theyforgottheirownconcernsandsensations。SenorHirsch\'ssensationsashelaytheremusthavebeenthoseofextremeterror。Foralongtimeherefusedtogiveasignoflife,tillatlastDecoud\'sobjurgations,and,perhapsmore,Nostromo\'simpatientsuggestionthatheshouldbethrownoverboard,asheseemedtobedead,inducedhimtoraiseoneeyelid,andthentheother。

ItappearedthathehadneverfoundasafeopportunitytoleaveSulaco。

HelodgedwithAnzani,theuniversalstorekeeper,onthePlazaMayor。Butwhentheriotbrokeouthehadmadehisescapefromhishost\'shousebeforedaylight,andinsuchahurrythathehadforgottentoputonhisshoes。

Hehadrunoutimpulsivelyinhissocks,andwithhishatinhishand,intothegardenofAnzani\'shouse。Feargavehimthenecessaryagilitytoclimboverseverallowwalls,andafterwardsheblunderedintotheovergrowncloistersoftheruinedFranciscanconventinoneoftheby-streets。Heforcedhimselfintothemidstofmattedbusheswiththerecklessnessofdesperation,andthisaccountedforhisscratchedbodyandhistornclothing。

Helayhiddenthereallday,histonguecleavingtotheroofofhismouthwithalltheintensityofthirstengenderedbyheatandfear。Threetimesdifferentbandsofmeninvadedtheplacewithshoutsandimprecations,lookingforFatherCorbelan;buttowardstheevening,stilllyingonhisfaceinthebushes,hethoughthewoulddiefromthefearofsilence。Hewasnotveryclearastowhathadinducedhimtoleavetheplace,butevidentlyhehadgotoutandslunksuccessfullyoutoftownalongthedesertedbacklanes。Hewanderedinthedarknessneartherailway,somaddenedbyapprehensionthathedarednotevenapproachthefiresofthepicketsofItalianworkmenguardingtheline。Hehadavagueideaevidentlyoffindingrefugeintherailwayyards,butthedogsrusheduponhim,barking;menbegantoshout;

ashotwasfiredatrandom。Hefledawayfromthegates。Bythemerestaccident,asithappened,hetookthedirectionoftheO。S。N。Company\'soffices。Twicehestumbleduponthebodiesofmenkilledduringtheday。

Buteverythinglivingfrightenedhimmuchmore。Hecrouched,crept,crawled,madedashes,guidedbyasortofanimalinstinct,keepingawayfromeverylightandfromeverysoundofvoices。HisideawastothrowhimselfatthefeetofCaptainMitchellandbegforshelterintheCompany\'soffices。

Itwasalldarkthereasheapproachedonhishandsandknees,butsuddenlysomeoneonguardchallengedloudly,`Quienvive?\'Thereweremoredeadmenlyingabout,andheflattenedhimselfdownatoncebythesideofacoldcorpse。Heheardavoicesaying,`Hereisoneofthosewoundedrascalscrawlingabout。ShallIgoandfinishhim?\'Andanothervoiceobjectedthatitwasnotsafetogooutwithoutalanternuponsuchanerrand;perhapsitwasonlysomeNegroliberallookingforachancetostickaknifeintothestomachofanhonestman。Hirschdidn\'tstaytohearanymore,butcrawlingawaytotheendofthewharf,hidhimselfamongstalotofemptycasks。Afterawhilesomepeoplecamealong,talking,andwithglowingcigarettes。Hedidnotstoptoaskhimselfwhethertheywouldbelikelytodohimanyharm,butboltedincontinentlyalongthejetty,sawalighterlyingmooredattheend,andthrewhimselfintoit。Inhisdesiretofindcoverhecreptrightforwardunderthehalf-deck,andhehadremainedtheremoredeadthanalive,sufferingagoniesofhungerandthirst,andalmostfaintingwithterror,whenheheardnumerousfootstepsandthevoicesoftheEuropeanswhocameinabodyescortingthewagon-loadoftreasure,pushedalongtherailsbyasquadofcargadores。Heunderstoodperfectlywhatwasbeingdonefromthetalk,butdidnotdisclosehispresencefromthefearthathewouldnotbeallowedtoremain。Hisonlyideaatthetime,overpoweringandmasterful,wastogetawayfromthisterribleSulaco。

Andnowheregretteditverymuch。HehadheardNostromotalktoDecoud,andwishedhimselfbackonshore。Hedidnotdesiretobeinvolvedinanydesperateaffair——inasituationwhereonecouldnotrunaway。TheinvoluntarygroansofhisanguishedspirithadbetrayedhimtothesharpearsoftheCapataz。

Theyhadproppedhimupinasittingpostureagainstthesideofthelighter,andhewentonwiththemoaningaccountofhisadventurestillhisvoicebroke,hisheadfellforward。`Water,\'hewhispered,withdifficulty。

Decoudheldoneofthecanstohislips。Herevivedafteranextraordinarilyshorttime,andscrambleduptohisfeetwildly。Nostromo,inanangryandthreateningvoice,orderedhimforward。Hirshwasoneofthosemenwhomfearlasheslikeawhip,andhemusthavehadanappallingideaoftheCapataz\'sferocity。Hedisplayedanextraordinaryagilityindisappearingforwardintothedarkness。Theyheardhimgettingoverthetarpaulin;thentherewasthesoundofaheavyfall,followedbyawearysigh。Afterwardsallwasstillinthefore-partofthelighter,asthoughhehadkilledhimselfinhisheadlongtumble。Nostromoshoutedinamenacingvoice:

`Liestillthere!Donotmovealimb。IfIhearasmuchasaloudbreathfromyouIshallcomeoverthereandputabulletthroughyourhead。\'

Themerepresenceofacoward,howeverpassive,bringsanelementoftreacheryintoadangeroussituation。Nostromo\'snervousimpatiencepassedintogloomythoughtfulness。Decoud,inanundertone,asifspeakingtohimself,remarkedthat,afterall,thisbizarreeventmadenogreatdifference。

Hecouldnotconceivewhatharmthemancoulddo。Atmosthewouldbeintheway,likeaninanimateanduselessobject——likeablockofwood,forinstance。

`Iwouldthinktwicebeforegettingridofapieceofwood,\'saidNostromo,calmly。`Somethingmayhappenunexpectedlywhereyoucouldmakeuseofit。Butinanaffairlikeoursamanlikethisoughttobethrownoverboard。

Evenifhewereasbraveasalionwewouldnotwanthimhere。Wearenotrunningawayforourlives。Senor,thereisnoharminabravemantryingtosavehimselfwithingenuityandcourage;butyouhaveheardhistale,DonMartin。Hisbeinghereisamiracleoffear——\'Nostromopaused。

`Thereisnoroomforfearinthislighter,\'headdedthroughhisteeth。

Decoudhadnoanswertomake。Itwasnotapositionforargument,foradisplayofscruplesorfeelings。Therewereathousandwaysinwhichapanic-strickenmancouldmakehimselfdangerous。ItwasevidentthatHirschcouldnotbespokento,reasonedwith,orpersuadedintoarationallineofconduct。Thestoryofhisownescapedemonstratedthatclearlyenough。Decoudthoughtthatitwasathousandpitiesthewretchhadnotdiedoffright。Nature,whohadmadehimwhathewas,seemedtohavecalculatedcruellyhowmuchhecouldbearinthewayofatrociousanguishwithoutactuallyexpiring。Somecompassionwasduetosomuchterror。Decoud,thoughimaginativeenoughforsympathy,resolvednottointerferewithanyactionthatNostromowouldtake。ButNostromodidnothing。AndthefateofSenorHirschremainedsuspendedinthedarknessofthegulfatthemercyofeventswhichcouldnotbeforeseen。

TheCapataz,extendinghishand,putoutthecandlesuddenly。ItwastoDecoudasifhiscompanionhaddestroyed,byasingletouch,theworldofaffairs,ofloves,ofrevolution,wherehiscomplacentsuperiorityanalysedfearlesslyallmotivesandallpassions,includinghisown。

Hegaspedalittle。Decoudwasaffectedbythenoveltyofhisposition。

Intellectuallyself-confident,hesufferedfrombeingdeprivedoftheonlyweaponhecouldusewitheffect。NointelligencecouldpenetratethedarknessofthePlacidGulf。Thereremainedonlyonethinghewascertainof,andthatwastheoverweeningvanityofhiscompanion。Itwasdirect,uncomplicated,naive,andeffectual。Decoud,whohadbeenmakinguseofhim,hadtriedtounderstandhismanthoroughly。Hehaddiscoveredacompletesinglenessofmotivebehindthevariedmanifestationsofaconsistentcharacter。Thiswaswhythemanremainedsoastonishinglysimpleinthejealousgreatnessofhisconceit。Andnowtherewasacomplication。Itwasevidentthatheresentedhavingbeengivenataskinwhichthereweresomanychancesoffailure。`Iwonder,\'thoughtDecoud,`howhewouldbehaveifIwerenothere。\'

HeheardNostromomutteragain,`No!thereisnoroomforfearonthislighter。Courageitselfdoesnotseemgoodenough。Ihaveagoodeyeandasteadyhand;nomancansayheeversawmetiredoruncertainwhattodo;butporDios,DonMartin,Ihavebeensentoutintothisblackcalmonabusinesswhereneitheragoodeye,norasteadyhand,norjudgementareanyuse……\'HesworeastringofoathsinSpanishandItalianunderhisbreath。`Nothingbutsheerdesperationwilldoforthisaffair。\'

Thesewordswereinstrangecontrasttotheprevailingpeace——tothisalmoststolidstillnessofthegulf。Ashowerfellwithanabruptwhisperingsoundallroundtheboat,andDecoudtookoffhishat,and,lettinghisheadgetwet,feltgreatlyrefreshed。Presentlyasteadylittledraughtofaircaressedhischeek。Thelighterbegantomove,buttheshowerdistancedit。Thedropsceasedtofalluponhisheadandhands,thewhisperingdiedoutinthedistance。Nostromoemittedagruntofsatisfaction,andgraspingthetiller,chirrupedsoftly,assailorsdo,toencouragethewind。NeverforthelastthreedayshadDecoudfeltlesstheneedforwhattheCapatazwouldcalldesperation。

`IfancyIhearanothershoweronthewater,\'heobservedinatoneofquietcontent。`Ihopeitwillcatchusup。\'

Nostromoceasedchirrupingatonce。`Youhearanothershower?\'hesaid,doubtfully。Asortofthinningofthedarknessseemedtohavetakenplace,andDecoudcouldseenowtheoutlineofhiscompanion\'sfigure,andeventhesailcameoutofthenightlikeasquareblockofdensesnow。

ThesoundwhichDecoudhaddetectedcamealongthewaterharshly。Nostromorecognizedthatnoisepartakingofahissandarustlewhichspreadsoutonallsidesofasteamermakingherwaythroughasmoothwateronaquietnight。ItcouldbenothingelsebutthecapturedtransportwithtroopsfromEsmeralda。Shecarriednolights。Thenoiseofhersteaming,growingloudereveryminute,wouldstopattimesaltogether,andthenbeginagainabruptly,andsoundstartlinglynearer,asifthatinvisiblevessel,whosepositioncouldnotbepreciselyguessed,weremakingstraightforthelighter。

Meantime,thatlastkeptonsailingslowlyandnoiselesslybeforeabreezesofaintthatitwasonlybyleaningoverthesideandfeelingthewaterslipthroughhisfingersthatDecoudconvincedhimselftheyweremovingatall。Hisdrowsyfeelinghaddeparted。Hewasgladtoknowthatthelighterwasmoving。Aftersomuchstillnessthenoiseofthesteamerseemeduproariousanddistracting。Therewasaweirdnessinnotbeingabletoseeher。Suddenlyallwasstill。Shehadstopped,butsoclosetothemthatthesteam,blowingoff,sentitsrumblingvibrationrightovertheirheads。

`Theyaretryingtomakeoutwheretheyare,\'saidDecoudinawhisper。

Againheleanedoverandputhisfingersintothewater。`Wearemovingquitesmartly,\'heinformedNostromo。

`Weseemtobecrossingherbows,\'saidtheCapatazinacautioustone。

`Butthisisablindgamewithdeath。Movingonisofnouse。Wemustn\'tbeseenorheard。\'

Hiswhisperwashoarsewithexcitement。Ofallhisfacetherewasnothingvisiblebutagleamofwhiteeyeballs。HisfingersgrippedDecoud\'sshoulder。

`Thatistheonlywaytosavethistreasurefromthissteamerfullofsoldiers。

Anyotherwouldhavecarriedlights。Butyouobservethereisnotagleamtoshowuswheresheis。\'

Decoudstoodasifparalysed;onlyhisthoughtswerewildlyactive。

InthespaceofasecondherememberedthedesolateglanceofAntoniaasheleftheratthebedsideofherfatherinthegloomyhouseofAvellanos,withshutteredwindows,butallthedoorsstandingopen,anddesertedbyalltheservantsexceptanoldNegroatthegate。HerememberedtheCasaGouldonhislastvisit,thearguments,thetonesofhisvoice,theimpenetrableattitudeofCharles,MrsGould\'sfacesoblanchedwithanxietyandfatiguethathereyesseemedtohavechangedcolour,appearingnearlyblackbycontrast。EvenwholesentencesoftheproclamationwhichhemeanttomakeBarriosissuefromhisheadquartersatCaytaassoonashegottherepassedthroughhismind;theverygermofthenewState,theSeparationistproclamationwhichhehadtriedbeforehelefttoreadhurriedlytoDonJose,stretchedoutonhisbedunderthefixedgazeofhisdaughter。Godknowswhethertheoldstatesmanhadunderstoodit;hewasunabletospeak,buthehadcertainlyliftedhisarmoffthecoverlet;hishandhadmovedasiftomakethesignofthecrossintheair,agestureofblessing,ofconsent。

Decoudhadthatverydraftinhispocket,writteninpencilonseveralloosesheetsofpaper,withtheheavilyprintedheading,`AdministrationoftheSanTomeSilverMine。Sulaco。RepublicofCostaguana。\'Hehadwrittenitfuriously,snatchingpageafterpageonCharlesGould\'stable。MrsGouldhadlookedseveraltimesoverhisshoulderashewrote;buttheSenorAdministrador,standingstraddle-legged,wouldnotevenglanceatitwhenitwasfinished。

Hehadwaveditawayfirmly。Itmusthavebeenscorn,andnotcaution,sincehenevermadearemarkabouttheuseoftheAdministration\'spaperforsuchacompromisingdocument。Andthatshowedhisdisdain,thetrueEnglishdisdainofcommonprudence,asifeverythingoutsidetherangeoftheirownthoughtsandfeelingswereunworthyofseriousrecognition。

DecoudhadthetimeinasecondortwotobecomefuriouslyangrywithCharlesGould,andevenresentfulagainstMrsGould,inwhosecare,tacitlyitistrue,hehadleftthesafetyofAntonia。Betterperishathousandtimesthanoweyourpreservationtosuchpeople,heexclaimedmentally。ThegripofNostromo\'sfingersneverremovedfromhisshoulder,tighteningfiercely,recalledhimtohimself。

`Thedarknessisourfriend,\'theCapatazmurmuredintohisear。`I

amgoingtolowerthesail,andtrustourescapetothisblackgulf。Noeyescouldmakeusoutlyingsilentwithanakedmast。Iwilldoitnow,beforethissteamerclosesstillmoreuponus。ThefaintcreakofablockwouldbetrayusandtheSanTometreasureintothehandsofthosethieves。\'

Hemovedaboutaswarilyasacat。Decoudheardnosound;anditwasonlybythedisappearanceofthesquareblotchofdarknessthatheknewtheyardhadcomedown,loweredascarefullyasifithadbeenmadeofglass。NextmomentheheardNostromo\'squietbreathingbyhisside。

`Youhadbetternotmoveatallfromwhereyouare,DonMartin,\'advisedtheCapataz,earnestly。`Youmightstumbleordisplacesomethingwhichwouldmakeanoise。Thesweepsandthepuntingpolesarelyingabout。Movenotforyourlife。PorDios,DonMartin,\'hewentoninakeenbutfriendlywhisper,`IamsodesperatethatifIdidn\'tknowyourworshiptobeamanofcourage,capableofstandingstockstillwhateverhappens,Iwoulddrivemyknifeintoyourheart。\'

Adeathlikestillnesssurroundedthelighter。Itwasdifficulttobelievethattherewasnearasteamerfullofmenwithmanypairsofeyespeeringfromherbridgeforsomehintoflandinthenight。Hersteamhadceasedblowingoff,andsheremainedstoppedtoofaroffapparentlyforanyothersoundtoreachthelighter。

`Perhapsyouwould,Capataz,\'Decoudbeganinawhisper。

`However,youneednottrouble。Thereareotherthingsthanthefearofyourknifetokeepmyheartsteady。Itshallnotbetrayyou。Only,haveyouforgotten——\'

`Ispoketoyouopenlyastoamanasdesperateasmyself,\'explainedtheCapataz。`ThesilvermustbesavedfromtheMonterists。ItoldCaptainMitchellthreetimesthatIpreferredtogoalone。ItoldDonCarlosGould,too。ItwasintheCasaGould。Theyhadsentforme。Theladieswerethere;

andwhenItriedtoexplainwhyIdidnotwishtohaveyouwithme,theypromisedme,bothofthem,greatrewardsforyoursafety。Astrangewaytotalktoamanyouaresendingouttoanalmostcertaindeath。Thosegentlefolkdonotseemtohavesenseenoughtounderstandwhattheyaregivingonetodo。ItoldthemIcoulddonothingforyou。YouwouldhavebeensaferwiththebanditHernandez。Itwouldhavebeenpossibletorideoutofthetownwithnogreaterriskthanachanceshotsentafteryouinthedark。Butitwasasiftheyhadbeendeaf。IhadtopromiseIwouldwaitforyouundertheharbourgate。Ididwait。Andnowbecauseyouareabravemanyouareassafeasthesilver。Neithermorenorless。\'

Atthatmoment,asifbywayofcommentuponNostromo\'swords,theinvisiblesteamerwentaheadathalfspeedonly,ascouldbejudgedbytheleisurelybeatofherpropeller。Thesoundshifteditsplacemarkedly,butwithoutcomingnearer。Itevengrewalittlemoredistantrightabeamofthelighter,andthenceasedagain。

`TheyaretryingforasightoftheIsabels,\'mutteredNostromo,`inordertomakefortheharbourinastraightlineandseizetheCustomHousewiththetreasureinit。HaveyoueverseentheCommandantofEsmeralda,Sotillo?Ahandsomefellow,withasoftvoice。WhenIfirstcamehereI

usedtoseehimintheCalletalkingtothesenoritasatthewindowsofthehouses,andshowinghiswhiteteethallthetime。Butoneofmycargadores,whohadbeenasoldier,toldmethathehadonceorderedamantobeflayedaliveintheremoteCampo,wherehewassentrecruitingamongstthepeopleoftheestancias。Ithasneverenteredhisheadthatthecompaniahadamancapableofbafflinghisgame。\'

ThemurmuringloquacityoftheCapatazdisturbedDecoudlikeahintofweakness。Andyet,talkativeresolutionmaybeasgenuineasgrimsilence。

`Sotilloisnotbaffledsofar,\'hesaid。`Haveyouforgottenthatcrazymanforward?\'

NostromohadnotforgottenSenorHirsch。Hereproachedhimselfbitterlyfornothavingvisitedthelightercarefullybeforeleavingthewharf。

HereproachedhimselffornothavingstabbedandflungHirschoverboardattheverymomentofdiscoverywithoutevenlookingathisface。Thatwouldhavebeenconsistentwiththedesperatecharacteroftheaffair。

Whateverhappened,Sotillowasalreadybaffled。Evenifthatwretch,nowassilentasdeath,didanythingtobetraythenearnessofthelighter,Sotillo——ifSotilloitwasincommandofthetroopsonboard——wouldbestillbaffledofhisplunder。

`Ihaveanaxeinmyhand,\'Nostromowhispered,wrathfully,`thatinthreestrokeswouldcutthroughthesidedowntothewater\'sedge。Moreover,eachlighterhasapluginthestern,andIknowexactlywhereitis。I

feelitunderthesoleofmyfoot。\'

Decoudrecognizedtheringofgenuinedeterminationinthenervousmurmurs,thevindictiveexcitementofthefamousCapataz。Beforethesteamer,guidedbyashriekortwo(fortherecouldbenomorethanthat,Nostromosaid,gnashinghisteethaudibly),couldfindthelightertherewouldbeplentyoftimetosinkthistreasuretieduproundhisneck。

ThelastwordshehissedintoDecoud\'sear。Decoudsaidnothing。Hewasperfectlyconvinced。Theusualcharacteristicquietnessofthemanwasgone。Itwasnotequaltothesituationasheconceivedit。Somethingdeeper,somethingunsuspectedbyeveryone,hadcometothesurface。Decoud,withcarefulmovements,slippedoffhisovercoatanddivestedhimselfofhisboots;hedidnotconsiderhimselfboundinhonourtosinkwiththetreasure。HisobjectwastogetdowntoBarrios,inCayta,astheCapatazknewverywell;andhe,too,meant,inhisownway,toputintothatattemptallthedesperationofwhichhewascapable。Nostromomuttered,`True,true!Youareapolitician,senor。Rejointhearmy,andstartanotherrevolution。\'Hepointedout,however,thattherewasalittleboatbelongingtoeverylighterfittocarrytwomen,ifnotmore。Theirswastowingbehind。

OfthatDecoudhadnotbeenaware。Ofcourse,itwastoodarktosee,anditwasonlywhenNostromoputhishanduponitspainterfastenedtoacleatinthesternthatheexperiencedafullmeasureofrelief。Theprospectoffindinghimselfinthewaterandswimming,overwhelmedbyignoranceanddarkness,probablyinacircle,tillhesankfromexhaustion,wasrevolting。

Thebarrenandcruelfutilityofsuchanendintimidatedhisaffectationofcarelesspessimism。Incomparisontoit,thechanceofbeingleftfloatinginaboat,exposedtothirst,hunger,discovery,imprisonment,execution,presenteditselfwithanaspectofamenityworthsecuringevenatthecostofsomeself-contempt。HedidnotacceptNostromo\'sproposalthatheshouldgetintotheboatatonce。`Somethingsuddenmayoverwhelmus,senor,\'

theCapatazremarkedpromisingfaithfully,atthesametime,toletgothepainteratthemomentwhenthenecessitybecamemanifest。

ButDecoudassuredhimlightlythathedidnotmeantotaketotheboattilltheverylastmoment,andthatthenhemeanttheCapataztocomealong,too。Thedarknessofthegulfwasnolongerforhimtheendofallthings。

Itwaspartofalivingworldsince,pervadingit,failureanddeathcouldbefeltatyourelbow。Andatthesametimeitwasashelter。Heexultedinitsimpenetrableobscurity。`Likeawall,likeawall,\'hemutteredtohimself。

TheonlythingwhichcheckedhisconfidencewasthethoughtofSenorHirsch。NottohaveboundandgaggedhimseemedtoDecoudnowtheheightofimprovidentfolly。Aslongasthemiserablecreaturehadthepowertoraiseayellhewasaconstantdanger。Hisabjectterrorwasmutenow,buttherewasnosayingfromwhatcauseitmightsuddenlyfindventinshrieks。

ThisverymadnessoffearwhichbothDecoudandNostromohadseeninthewildandirrationalglances,andinthecontinuoustwitchingsofhismouth,protectedSenorHirschfromthecruelnecessitiesofthisdesperateaffair。Themomentofsilencinghimforeverhadpassed。AsNostromoremarked,inanswertoDecoud\'sregrets,itwastoolate!Itcouldnotbedonewithoutnoise,especiallyintheignoranceoftheman\'sexactposition。Whereverhehadelectedtocrouchandtremble,itwastoohazardoustogonearhim。

Hewouldbeginprobablytoyellformercy。Itwasmuchbettertoleavehimquitealonesincehewaskeepingsostill。ButtotrusttohissilencebecameeverymomentagreaterstrainuponDecoud\'scomposure。

`Iwish,Capataz,youhadnotlettherightmomentpass,\'hemurmured。

`What!Tosilencehimforever!Ithoughtitgoodtohearfirsthowhecametobehere。Itwastoostrange。Whocouldimaginethatitwasallanaccident?Afterwards,senor,whenIsawyougivinghimwatertodrink,Icouldnotdoit。NotafterIhadseenyouholdingupthecantohislipsasthoughhewereyourbrother。Senor,thatsortofnecessitymustnotbethoughtoftoolong。Andyetitwouldhavebeennocrueltytotakeawayfromhimhiswretchedlife。Itisnothingbutfear。

Yourcompassionsavedhimthen,DonMartin,andnowitistoolate。Itcouldn\'tbedonewithoutnoise。\'

Inthesteamertheywerekeepingaperfectsilence,andthestillnesswassoprofoundthatDecoudfeltasiftheslightestsoundconceivablemusttraveluncheckedandaudibletotheendoftheworld。WhatifHirschcoughedorsneezed?Tofeelhimselfatthemercyofsuchanidioticcontingencywastooexasperatingtobelookeduponwithirony。Nostromo,too,seemedtobegettingrestless。Wasitpossible,heaskedhimself,thatthesteamer,findingthenighttoodarkaltogether,intendedtoremainstoppedwhereshewastilldaylight?Hebegantothinkthatthis,afterall,wastherealdanger。Hewasafraidthatthedarkness,whichwashisprotection,would,intheend,causehisundoing。

Sotillo,asNostromohadsurmised,wasincommandonboardthetransport。

Theeventsofthelastforty-eighthoursinSulacowerenotknowntohim;

neitherwasheawarethatthetelegraphistinEsmeraldahadmanagedtowarnhiscolleagueinSulaco。Likeagoodmanyofficersofthetroopsgarrisoningtheprovince,SotillohadbeeninfluencedinhisadoptionoftheRibieristcausebythebeliefthatithadtheenormouswealthoftheGouldConcessiononitsside。hehadbeenoneofthefrequentersoftheCasaGould,wherehehadairedhisBlancoconvictionsandhisardourforreformbeforeDonJoseAvellanos,castingfrank,honestglancestowardsMrsGouldandAntoniathewhile。HewasknowntobelongtoagoodfamilypersecutedandimpoverishedduringthetyrannyofGuzmanBento。Theopinionsheexpressedappearedeminentlynaturalandproperinamanofhisparentageandantecedents。

Andhewasnotadeceiver;itwasperfectlynaturalforhimtoexpresselevatedsentimentswhilehiswholefacultiesweretakenupwithwhatseemedthenasolidandpracticalnotion——thenotionthatthehusbandofAntoniaAvellanoswouldbe,naturally,theintimatefriendoftheGouldConcession。

HeevenpointedthisouttoAnzanionce,whennegotiatingthesixthorseventhsmallloaninthegloomy,dampapartmentwithenormousironbars,behindtheprincipalshopinthewholerowundertheArcades。Hehintedtotheuniversalshopkeeperattheexcellenttermshewasonwiththeemancipatedsenorita,whowaslikeasistertotheEnglishwoman。Hewouldadvanceonelegandputhisarmsakimbo,posingforAnzani\'sinspection,andfixinghimwithahaughtystare。

`Look,miserableshopkeeper!Howcanamanlikemefailwithanywoman,letaloneanemancipatedgirllivinginscandalousfreedom?\'heseemedtosay。

HismannerintheCasaGouldwas,ofcourse,verydifferent——devoidofalltruculence,andevenslightlymournful。Likemostofhiscountrymen,hewascarriedawaybythesoundoffinewords,especiallyifutteredbyhimself。Hehadnoconvictionsofanysortuponanythingexceptastotheirresistiblepowerofhispersonaladvantages。ButthatwassofirmthatevenDecoud\'sappearanceinSulaco,andhisintimacywiththeGouldsandtheAvellanos,didnotdisquiethim。Onthecontrary,hetriedtomakefriendswiththatrichCostaguanerofromEuropeinthehopeofborrowingalargesumby-and-by。Theonlyguidingmotiveofhislifewastogetmoneyforthesatisfactionofhisexpensivetastes,whichheindulgedrecklessly,havingnoself-control。Heimaginedhimselfamasterofintrigue,buthiscorruptionwasassimpleasananimalinstinct。Attimes,insolitude,hehadhismomentsofferocity,andalsoonsuchoccasionsas,forinstance,whenaloneinaroomwithAnzanitryingtogetaloan。

HehadtalkedhimselfintothecommandoftheEsmeraldagarrison。ThatsmallseaporthaditsimportanceasthestationofthemainsubmarinecableconnectingtheOccidentalProvinceswiththeouterworld,andthejunctionwithitoftheSulacobranch。DonJoseAvellanosproposedhim,andBarrios,witharudeandjeeringguffaw,hadsaid,`Oh,letSotillogo。Heisaverygoodmantokeepguardoverthecable,andtheladiesofEsmeraldaoughttohavetheirturn。\'Barrios,anindubitablybraveman,hadnogreatopinionofSotillo。

ItwasthroughtheEsmeraldacablealonethattheSanTomeminecouldbekeptinconstanttouchwiththegreatfinancier,whosetacitapprovalmadethestrengthoftheRibieristmovement。Thismovementhaditsadversarieseventhere。SotillogovernedEsmeraldawithrepressiveseveritytilltheadversecourseofeventsuponthedistanttheatreofcivilwarforceduponhimthereflectionthat,afterall,thegreatsilverminewasfatedtobecomethespoilofthevictors。Butcautionwasnecessary。HebeganbyassumingadarkandmysteriousattitudetowardsthefaithfulRibieristmunicipalityofEsmeralda。Lateron,theinformationthatthecommandantwasholdingassembliesofofficersinthedeadofnight(whichhadleakedoutsomehow)causedthosegentlementoneglecttheircivildutiesaltogether,andremainshutupintheirhouses。SuddenlyonedayallthelettersfromSulacobytheoverlandcourierwerecarriedoffbyafileofsoldiersfromthepostofficetotheComandancia,withoutdisguise,concealment,orapology。

SotillohadheardthroughCaytaofthefinaldefeatofRibiera。

Thiswasthefirstopensignofthechangeinhisconvictions。Presentlynotoriousdemocrats,whohadbeenlivingtilltheninconstantfearofarrest,legirons,andevenfloggings,couldbeobservedgoinginandoutatthegreatdooroftheComandancia,wherethehorsesoftheorderliesdozeundertheirheavysaddles,whilethemen,inraggeduniformsandpointedstrawhats,loungeonabench,withtheirnakedfeetstuckoutbeyondthestripofshade;andasentry,inaredbaizecoatwithholesattheelbows,standsatthetopofthestepsglaringhaughtilyatthecommonpeople,whouncovertheirheadstohimastheypass。

Sotillo\'sideasdidnotsoarabovethecareforhispersonalsafetyandthechanceofplunderingthetowninhischarge,buthefearedthatsuchalateadhesionwouldearnbutscantgratitudefromthevictors。HehadbelievedjustalittletoolonginthepoweroftheSanTomemine。

TheseizedcorrespondencehadconfirmedhispreviousinformationofalargeamountofsilveringotslyingintheSulacoCustomHouse。TogainpossessionofitwouldbeaclearMonteristmove;asortofservicethatwouldhavetoberewarded。Withthesilverinhishandshecouldmaketermsforhimselfandhissoldiers。Hewasawareneitheroftheriots,norofthePresident\'sescapetoSulacoandtheclosepursuitledbyMontero\'sbrother,theguerrillero。

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