MY ANTONIA

第4章

Iain\'ta-goingtocarrysuchalookingthingbacktoMr。Burden。\'

Ambroschdroppedthecollarontheground。`Allright,\'

hesaidcoolly,tookuphisoil-can,andbegantoclimbthemill。

Jakecaughthimbythebeltofhistrousersandyankedhimback。

Ambrosch\'sfeethadscarcelytouchedthegroundwhenhelungedoutwithaviciouskickatJake\'sstomach。Fortunately,Jakewasinsuchapositionthathecoulddodgeit。Thiswasnotthesortofthingcountryboysdidwhentheyplayedatfisticuffs,andJakewasfurious。

HelandedAmbroschablowonthehead——itsoundedlikethecrackofanaxeonacow-pumpkin。Ambroschdroppedover,stunned。

Weheardsqueals,andlookingupsawAntoniaandhermothercomingontherun。Theydidnottakethepatharoundthepond,butplungedthroughthemuddywater,withoutevenliftingtheirskirts。

Theycameon,screamingandclawingtheair。BythistimeAmbroschhadcometohissensesandwassputteringwithnosebleed。

Jakesprangintohissaddle。`Let\'sgetoutofthis,Jim,\'hecalled。

Mrs。Shimerdathrewherhandsoverherheadandclutchedasifsheweregoingtopulldownlightning。`Law,law!\'sheshriekedafterus。

`LawforknockmyAmbroschdown!\'

`Ineverlikeyounomore,JakeandJimBurden,\'Antoniapanted。

`Nofriendsanymore!\'

Jakestoppedandturnedhishorseforasecond。

`Well,you\'readamnedungratefullot,thewholepackofyou,\'

heshoutedback。`IguesstheBurdenscangetalongwithoutyou。

You\'vebeenasightoftroubletothem,anyhow!\'

Werodeaway,feelingsooutragedthatthefinemorningwasspoiledforus。

Ihadn\'tawordtosay,andpoorJakewaswhiteaspaperandtremblingallover。Itmadehimsicktogetsoangry。

`Theyain\'tthesame,Jimmy,\'hekeptsayinginahurttone。

`Theseforeignersain\'tthesame。Youcan\'ttrust\'emtobefair。

It\'sdirtytokickafeller。Youheardhowthewomenturnedonyou——

andafterallwewentthroughonaccountof\'emlastwinter!

Theyain\'ttobetrusted。Idon\'twanttoseeyougettoothickwithanyof\'em。\'

`I\'llneverbefriendswiththemagain,Jake,\'Ideclaredhotly。

`IbelievetheyarealllikeKrajiekandAmbroschunderneath。\'

Grandfatherheardourstorywithatwinkleinhiseye。

HeadvisedJaketoridetotowntomorrow,gotoajusticeofthepeace,tellhimhehadknockedyoungShimerdadown,andpayhisfine。ThenifMrs。Shimerdawasinclinedtomaketrouble——

hersonwasstillunderage——shewouldbeforestalled。

Jakesaidhemightaswelltakethewagonandhaultomarketthepighehadbeenfattening。OnMonday,aboutanhourafterJakehadstarted,wesawMrs。ShimerdaandherAmbroschproudlydrivingby,lookingneithertotherightnorleft。

AstheyrattledoutofsightdowntheBlackHawkroad,grandfatherchuckled,sayinghehadratherexpectedshewouldfollowthematterup。

Jakepaidhisfinewithaten-dollarbillgrandfatherhadgivenhimforthatpurpose。ButwhentheShimerdasfoundthatJakesoldhispigintownthatday,AmbroschworkeditoutinhisshrewdheadthatJakehadtosellhispigtopayhisfine。

ThistheoryaffordedtheShimerdasgreatsatisfaction,apparently。

Forweeksafterward,wheneverJakeandImetAntoniaonherwaytothepost-office,orgoingalongtheroadwithherwork-team,shewouldclapherhandsandcalltousinaspiteful,crowingvoice:

`Jake-y,Jake-y,sellthepigandpaytheslap!\'

OttopretendednottobesurprisedatAntonia\'sbehaviour。

Heonlyliftedhisbrowsandsaid,`Youcan\'ttellmeanythingnewaboutaCzech;I\'manAustrian。\'

GrandfatherwasneverapartytowhatJakecalledourfeudwiththeShimerdas。AmbroschandAntoniaalwaysgreetedhimrespectfully,andheaskedthemabouttheiraffairsandgavethemadviceasusual。Hethoughtthefuturelookedhopefulforthem。

Ambroschwasafar-seeingfellow;hesoonrealizedthathisoxenweretooheavyforanyworkexceptbreakingsod,andhesucceededinsellingthemtoanewlyarrivedGerman。

Withthemoneyheboughtanotherteamofhorses,whichgrandfatherselectedforhim。Marekwasstrong,andAmbroschworkedhimhard;

buthecouldneverteachhimtocultivatecorn,Iremember。

TheoneideathathadevergotthroughpoorMarek\'sthickheadwasthatallexertionwasmeritorious。Healwaysboredownonthehandlesofthecultivatoranddrovethebladessodeepintotheearththatthehorsesweresoonexhausted。

InJune,AmbroschwenttoworkatMr。Bushy\'sforaweek,andtookMarekwithhimatfullwages。Mrs。Shimerdathendrovethesecondcultivator;

sheandAntoniaworkedinthefieldsalldayanddidthechoresatnight。

Whilethetwowomenwererunningtheplacealone,oneofthenewhorsesgotcolicandgavethematerriblefright。

Antoniahadgonedowntothebarnonenighttoseethatallwaswellbeforeshewenttobed,andshenoticedthatoneoftheroanswasswollenaboutthemiddleandstoodwithitsheadhanging。

Shemountedanotherhorse,withoutwaitingtosaddlehim,andhammeredonourdoorjustasweweregoingtobed。

Grandfatheransweredherknock。Hedidnotsendoneofhismen,butrodebackwithherhimself,takingasyringeandanoldpieceofcarpethekeptforhotapplicationswhenourhorsesweresick。

HefoundMrs。Shimerdasittingbythehorsewithherlantern,groaningandwringingherhands。Ittookbutafewmomentstoreleasethegasespentupinthepoorbeast,andthetwowomenheardtherushofwindandsawtheroanvisiblydiminishingirth。

`IfIlosethathorse,Mr。Burden,\'Antoniaexclaimed,`IneverstayheretillAmbroschcomehome!Igodrownmyselfinthepondbeforemorning。\'

WhenAmbroschcamebackfromMr。Bushy\'s,welearnedthathehadgivenMarek\'swagestothepriestatBlackHawk,forMassesfortheirfather\'ssoul。GrandmotherthoughtAntonianeededshoesmorethanMr。Shimerdaneededprayers,butgrandfathersaidtolerantly,`Ifhecansparesixdollars,pinchedasheis,itshowshebelieveswhatheprofesses。\'

ItwasgrandfatherwhobroughtaboutareconciliationwiththeShimerdas。

Onemorninghetoldusthatthesmallgrainwascomingonsowell,hethoughthewouldbegintocuthiswheatonthefirstofJuly。

Hewouldneedmoremen,andifitwereagreeabletoeveryonehewouldengageAmbroschforthereapingandthreshing,astheShimerdashadnosmallgrainoftheirown。

`Ithink,Emmaline,\'heconcluded,`IwillaskAntoniatocomeoverandhelpyouinthekitchen。Shewillbegladtoearnsomething,anditwillbeagoodtimetoendmisunderstandings。

Imayaswellrideoverthismorningandmakearrangements。

Doyouwanttogowithme,Jim?\'Histonetoldmethathehadalreadydecidedforme。

Afterbreakfastwesetofftogether。WhenMrs。Shimerdasawuscoming,sheranfromherdoordownintothedrawbehindthestable,asifshedidnotwanttomeetus。

Grandfathersmiledtohimselfwhilehetiedhishorse,andwefollowedher。

Behindthebarnwecameuponafunnysight。Thecowhadevidentlybeengrazingsomewhereinthedraw。Mrs。Shimerdahadruntotheanimal,pulledupthelariatpin,and,whenwecameuponher,shewastryingtohidethecowinanoldcaveinthebank。

Astheholewasnarrowanddark,thecowheldback,andtheoldwomanwasslappingandpushingatherhindquarters,tryingtospankherintothedrawside。

Grandfatherignoredhersingularoccupationandgreetedherpolitely。

`Goodmorning,Mrs。Shimerda。CanyoutellmewhereIwillfindAmbrosch?

Whichfield?\'

`Hewiththesodcorn。\'Shepointedtowardthenorth,stillstandinginfrontofthecowasifshehopedtoconcealit。

`Hissodcornwillbegoodforfodderthiswinter,\'

saidgrandfatherencouragingly。`AndwhereisAntonia?\'

`Shegowith。\'Mrs。Shimerdakeptwigglingherbarefeetaboutnervouslyinthedust。

`Verywell。Iwillrideupthere。Iwantthemtocomeoverandhelpmecutmyoatsandwheatnextmonth。Iwillpaythemwages。Goodmorning。

Bytheway,Mrs。Shimerda,\'hesaidasheturnedupthepath,`Ithinkwemayaswellcallitsquareaboutthecow。\'

Shestartedandclutchedtheropetighter。

Seeingthatshedidnotunderstand,grandfatherturnedback。

`Youneednotpaymeanythingmore;nomoremoney。

Thecowisyours。\'

`Paynomore,keepcow?\'sheaskedinabewilderedtone,hernarroweyessnappingatusinthesunlight。

`Exactly。Paynomore,keepcow。\'Henodded。

Mrs。Shimerdadroppedtherope,ranafterus,and,crouchingdownbesidegrandfather,shetookhishandandkissedit。

Idoubtifhehadeverbeensomuchembarrassedbefore。

Iwasalittlestartled,too。Somehow,thatseemedtobringtheOldWorldveryclose。

Werodeawaylaughing,andgrandfathersaid:`Iexpectshethoughtwehadcometotakethecowawayforcertain,Jim。

Iwonderifshewouldn\'thavescratchedalittleifwe\'dlaidholdofthatlariatrope!\'

Ourneighboursseemedgladtomakepeacewithus。ThenextSundayMrs。ShimerdacameoverandbroughtJakeapairofsocksshehadknitted。

Shepresentedthemwithanairofgreatmagnanimity,saying,`NowyounotcomeanymoreforknockmyAmbroschdown?\'

Jakelaughedsheepishly。`Idon\'twanttohavenotroublewithAmbrosch。

Ifhe\'llletmealone,I\'lllethimalone。\'

`Ifheslapyou,weain\'tgotnopigforpaythefine,\'

shesaidinsinuatingly。

Jakewasnotatalldisconcerted。`Havethelastwordma\'m,\'

hesaidcheerfully。`It\'salady\'sprivilege。\'

XIX

JULYCAMEONwiththatbreathless,brilliantheatwhichmakestheplainsofKansasandNebraskathebestcorncountryintheworld。

Itseemedasifwecouldhearthecorngrowinginthenight;

underthestarsonecaughtafaintcracklinginthedewy,heavy-odouredcornfieldswherethefeatheredstalksstoodsojuicyandgreen。

IfallthegreatplainfromtheMissouritotheRockyMountainshadbeenunderglass,andtheheatregulatedbyathermometer,itcouldnothavebeenbetterfortheyellowtasselsthatwereripeningandfertilizingthesilkdaybyday。Thecornfieldswerefarapartinthosetimes,withmilesofwildgrazinglandbetween。

Ittookaclear,meditativeeyelikemygrandfather\'stoforeseethattheywouldenlargeandmultiplyuntiltheywouldbe,nottheShimerdas\'cornfields,orMr。Bushy\'s,buttheworld\'scornfields;

thattheiryieldwouldbeoneofthegreateconomicfacts,likethewheatcropofRussia,whichunderliealltheactivitiesofmen,inpeaceorwar。

Theburningsunofthosefewweeks,withoccasionalrainsatnight,securedthecorn。Afterthemilkyearswereonceformed,wehadlittletofearfromdryweather。Themenwereworkingsohardinthewheatfieldsthattheydidnotnoticetheheat——thoughIwaskeptbusycarryingwaterforthem——andgrandmotherandAntoniahadsomuchtodointhekitchenthattheycouldnothavetoldwhetheronedaywashotterthananother。

Eachmorning,whilethedewwasstillonthegrass,Antoniawentwithmeuptothegardentogetearlyvegetablesfordinner。

Grandmothermadeherwearasunbonnet,butassoonaswereachedthegardenshethrewitonthegrassandletherhairflyinthebreeze。

Irememberhow,aswebentoverthepea-vines,beadsofperspirationusedtogatheronherupperliplikealittlemoustache。

`Oh,betterIliketoworkout-of-doorsthaninahouse!\'

sheusedtosingjoyfully。`Inotcarethatyourgrandmothersayitmakesmelikeaman。Iliketobelikeaman。\'

Shewouldtossherheadandaskmetofeelthemusclesswellinherbrownarm。

Weweregladtohaveherinthehouse。Shewassogayandresponsivethatonedidnotmindherheavy,runningstep,orherclatterywaywithpans。

GrandmotherwasinhighspiritsduringtheweeksthatAntoniaworkedforus。

Allthenightswerecloseandhotduringthatharvestseason。

Theharvesterssleptinthehayloftbecauseitwascoolertherethaninthehouse。Iusedtolieinmybedbytheopenwindow,watchingtheheatlightningplaysoftlyalongthehorizon,orlookingupatthegauntframeofthewindmillagainstthebluenightsky。Onenighttherewasabeautifulelectricstorm,thoughnotenoughrainfelltodamagethecutgrain。

Themenwentdowntothebarnimmediatelyaftersupper,andwhenthedisheswerewashed,AntoniaandIclimbedupontheslantingroofofthechicken-housetowatchtheclouds。

Thethunderwasloudandmetallic,liketherattleofsheetiron,andthelightningbrokeingreatzigzagsacrosstheheavens,makingeverythingstandoutandcomeclosetousforamoment。

Halftheskywaschequeredwithblackthunderheads,butallthewestwasluminousandclear:inthelightningflashesitlookedlikedeepbluewater,withthesheenofmoonlightonit;

andthemottledpartoftheskywaslikemarblepavement,likethequayofsomesplendidseacoastcity,doomedtodestruction。

Greatwarmsplashesofrainfellonourupturnedfaces。

Oneblackcloud,nobiggerthanalittleboat,driftedoutintotheclearspaceunattended,andkeptmovingwestward。

Allaboutuswecouldhearthefeltybeatoftheraindropsonthesoftdustofthefarmyard。Grandmothercametothedoorandsaiditwaslate,andwewouldgetwetoutthere。

`Inaminutewecome,\'Antoniacalledbacktoher。

`Ilikeyourgrandmother,andallthingshere,\'shesighed。

`Iwishmypapalivetoseethissummer。Iwishnowinterevercomeagain。\'

`Itwillbesummeralongwhileyet,\'Ireassuredher。

`Whyaren\'tyoualwaysnicelikethis,Tony?\'

`Hownice?\'

`Why,justlikethis;likeyourself。WhydoyouallthetimetrytobelikeAmbrosch?\'

Sheputherarmsunderherheadandlayback,lookingupatthesky。

`IfIlivehere,likeyou,thatisdifferent。Thingswillbeeasyforyou。

Buttheywillbehardforus。\'

EndofBookI

BOOKIITheHiredGirlsI

IHADBEENLIVINGwithmygrandfatherfornearlythreeyearswhenhedecidedtomovetoBlackHawk。Heandgrandmotherweregettingoldfortheheavyworkofafarm,andasIwasnowthirteentheythoughtIoughttobegoingtoschool。

Accordinglyourhomesteadwasrentedto`thatgoodwoman,theWidowSteavens,\'andherbachelorbrother,andweboughtPreacherWhite\'shouse,atthenorthendofBlackHawk。

Thiswasthefirsttownhouseonepasseddrivinginfromthefarm,alandmarkwhichtoldcountrypeopletheirlongridewasover。

WeweretomovetoBlackHawkinMarch,andassoonasgrandfatherhadfixedthedateheletJakeandOttoknowofhisintention。

Ottosaidhewouldnotbelikelytofindanotherplacethatsuitedhimsowell;thathewastiredoffarmingandthoughthewouldgobacktowhathecalledthe`wildWest。\'

JakeMarpole,luredbyOtto\'sstoriesofadventure,decidedtogowithhim。WedidourbesttodissuadeJake。

Hewassohandicappedbyilliteracyandbyhistrustingdispositionthathewouldbeaneasypreytosharpers。

Grandmotherbeggedhimtostayamongkindly,Christianpeople,wherehewasknown;buttherewasnoreasoningwithhim。

Hewantedtobeaprospector。HethoughtasilverminewaswaitingforhiminColorado。

JakeandOttoservedustothelast。Theymovedusintotown,putdownthecarpetsinournewhouse,madeshelvesandcupboardsforgrandmother\'skitchen,andseemedloathtoleaveus。

Butatlasttheywent,withoutwarning。Thosetwofellowshadbeenfaithfultousthroughsunandstorm,hadgivenusthingsthatcannotbeboughtinanymarketintheworld。

Withmetheyhadbeenlikeolderbrothers;hadrestrainedtheirspeechandmannersoutofcareforme,andgivenmesomuchgoodcomradeship。Nowtheygotonthewestboundtrainonemorning,intheirSundayclothes,withtheiroilclothvalises——andI

neversawthemagain。MonthsafterwardwegotacardfromOtto,sayingthatJakehadbeendownwithmountainfever,butnowtheywerebothworkingintheYankeeGirlMine,andweredoingwell。

Iwrotetothematthataddress,butmyletterwasreturnedtome,`Unclaimed。\'Afterthatweneverheardfromthem。

BlackHawk,thenewworldinwhichwehadcometolive,wasaclean,well-plantedlittleprairietown,withwhitefencesandgoodgreenyardsaboutthedwellings,wide,dustystreets,andshapelylittletreesgrowingalongthewoodensidewalks。

Inthecentreofthetownthereweretworowsofnewbrick`store\'buildings,abrickschoolhouse,thecourt-house,andfourwhitechurches。Ourownhouselookeddownoverthetown,andfromourupstairswindowswecouldseethewindinglineoftheriverbluffs,twomilessouthofus。

Thatriverwastobemycompensationforthelostfreedomofthefarmingcountry。

WecametoBlackHawkinMarch,andbytheendofAprilwefeltliketownpeople。GrandfatherwasadeaconinthenewBaptistChurch,grandmotherwasbusywithchurchsuppersandmissionarysocieties,andIwasquiteanotherboy,orthoughtIwas。Suddenlyputdownamongboysofmyownage,IfoundIhadagreatdealtolearn。

Beforethespringtermofschoolwasover,Icouldfight,play`keeps,\'teasethelittlegirls,anduseforbiddenwordsaswellasanyboyinmyclass。

IwasrestrainedfromuttersavageryonlybythefactthatMrs。Harling,ournearestneighbour,keptaneyeonme,andifmybehaviourwentbeyondcertainboundsIwasnotpermittedtocomeintoheryardortoplaywithherjollychildren。

Wesawmoreofourcountryneighboursnowthanwhenwelivedonthefarm。

Ourhousewasaconvenientstopping-placeforthem。Wehadabigbarnwherethefarmerscouldputuptheirteams,andtheirwomenfolkmoreoftenaccompaniedthem,nowthattheycouldstaywithusfordinner,andrestandsettheirbonnetsrightbeforetheywentshopping。

Themoreourhousewaslikeacountryhotel,thebetterIlikedit。

Iwasglad,whenIcamehomefromschoolatnoon,toseeafarm-wagonstandinginthebackyard,andIwasalwaysreadytorundowntowntogetbeefsteakorbaker\'sbreadforunexpectedcompany。

AllthroughthatfirstspringandsummerIkepthopingthatAmbroschwouldbringAntoniaandYulkatoseeournewhouse。

Iwantedtoshowthemourredplushfurniture,andthetrumpet-blowingcherubstheGermanpaperhangerhadputonourparlourceiling。

WhenAmbroschcametotown,however,hecamealone,andthoughheputhishorsesinourbarn,hewouldneverstayfordinner,ortellusanythingabouthismotherandsisters。Ifweranoutandquestionedhimashewasslippingthroughtheyard,hewouldmerelyworkhisshouldersaboutinhiscoatandsay,`Theyallright,Iguess。\'

Mrs。Steavens,whonowlivedonourfarm,grewasfondofAntoniaaswehadbeen,andalwaysbroughtusnewsofher。Allthroughthewheatseason,shetoldus,Ambroschhiredhissisteroutlikeaman,andshewentfromfarmtofarm,bindingsheavesorworkingwiththethreshers。

Thefarmerslikedherandwerekindtoher;saidtheywouldratherhaveherforahandthanAmbrosch。WhenfallcameshewastohuskcornfortheneighboursuntilChristmas,asshehaddonetheyearbefore;

butgrandmothersavedherfromthisbygettingheraplacetoworkwithourneighbours,theHarlings。

II

GRANDMOTHEROFTENSAIDTHATifshehadtoliveintown,shethankedGodshelivednexttheHarlings。Theyhadbeenfarmingpeople,likeourselves,andtheirplacewaslikealittlefarm,withabigbarnandagarden,andanorchardandgrazinglots——evenawindmill。

TheHarlingswereNorwegians,andMrs。HarlinghadlivedinChristianiauntilshewastenyearsold。HerhusbandwasborninMinnesota。

Hewasagrainmerchantandcattle-buyer,andwasgenerallyconsideredthemostenterprisingbusinessmaninourcounty。

Hecontrolledalineofgrainelevatorsinthelittletownsalongtherailroadtothewestofus,andwasawayfromhomeagreatdeal。

Inhisabsencehiswifewastheheadofthehousehold。

Mrs。Harlingwasshortandsquareandsturdy-looking,likeherhouse。Everyinchofherwaschargedwithanenergythatmadeitselffeltthemomentsheenteredaroom。

Herfacewasrosyandsolid,withbright,twinklingeyesandastubbornlittlechin。Shewasquicktoanger,quicktolaughter,andjollyfromthedepthsofhersoul。

HowwellIrememberherlaugh;ithadinitthesamesuddenrecognitionthatflashedintohereyes,wasaburstofhumour,shortandintelligent。Herrapidfootstepsshookherownfloors,andsheroutedlassitudeandindifferencewherevershecame。

Shecouldnotbenegativeorperfunctoryaboutanything。

Herenthusiasm,andherviolentlikesanddislikes,assertedthemselvesinalltheeverydayoccupationsoflife。

Wash-daywasinteresting,neverdreary,attheHarlings\'。

Preserving-timewasaprolongedfestival,andhouse-cleaningwaslikearevolution。WhenMrs。Harlingmadegardenthatspring,wecouldfeelthestirofherundertakingthroughthewillowhedgethatseparatedourplacefromhers。

ThreeoftheHarlingchildrenwerenearmeinage。Charley,theonlyson——

theyhadlostanolderboy——wassixteen;Julia,whowasknownasthemusicalone,wasfourteenwhenIwas;andSally,thetomboywithshorthair,wasayearyounger。ShewasnearlyasstrongasI,anduncannilycleveratallboys\'sports。Sallywasawildthing,withsunburnedyellowhair,bobbedaboutherears,andabrownskin,forsheneverworeahat。

Sheracedallovertownononerollerskate,oftencheatedat`keeps,\'

butwassuchaquickshotonecouldn\'tcatchheratit。

Thegrown-updaughter,Frances,wasaveryimportantpersoninourworld。

Shewasherfather\'schiefclerk,andvirtuallymanagedhisBlackHawkofficeduringhisfrequentabsences。Becauseofherunusualbusinessability,hewassternandexactingwithher。Hepaidheragoodsalary,butshehadfewholidaysandnevergotawayfromherresponsibilities。

EvenonSundaysshewenttotheofficetoopenthemailandreadthemarkets。

WithCharley,whowasnotinterestedinbusiness,butwasalreadypreparingforAnnapolis,Mr。Harlingwasveryindulgent;boughthimgunsandtoolsandelectricbatteries,andneveraskedwhathedidwiththem。

Franceswasdark,likeherfather,andquiteastall。

Inwintersheworeasealskincoatandcap,andsheandMr。Harlingusedtowalkhometogetherintheevening,talkingaboutgrain-carsandcattle,liketwomen。Sometimesshecameovertoseegrandfatheraftersupper,andhervisitsflatteredhim。

MorethanoncetheyputtheirwitstogethertorescuesomeunfortunatefarmerfromtheclutchesofWickCutter,theBlackHawkmoney-lender。GrandfathersaidFrancesHarlingwasasgoodajudgeofcreditsasanybankerinthecounty。

Thetwoorthreemenwhohadtriedtotakeadvantageofherinadealacquiredcelebritybytheirdefeat。Shekneweveryfarmerformilesabout:howmuchlandhehadundercultivation,howmanycattlehewasfeeding,whathisliabilitieswere。

Herinterestinthesepeoplewasmorethanabusinessinterest。

Shecarriedthemallinhermindasiftheywerecharactersinabookoraplay。

WhenFrancesdroveoutintothecountryonbusiness,shewouldgomilesoutofherwaytocallonsomeoftheoldpeople,ortoseethewomenwhoseldomgottotown。

ShewasquickatunderstandingthegrandmotherswhospokenoEnglish,andthemostreticentanddistrustfulofthemwouldtellhertheirstorywithoutrealizingtheyweredoingso。

Shewenttocountryfuneralsandweddingsinallweathers。

Afarmer\'sdaughterwhowastobemarriedcouldcountonaweddingpresentfromFrancesHarling。

InAugusttheHarlings\'Danishcookhadtoleavethem。

GrandmotherentreatedthemtotryAntonia。ShecorneredAmbroschthenexttimehecametotown,andpointedouttohimthatanyconnectionwithChristianHarlingwouldstrengthenhiscreditandbeofadvantagetohim。

OneSundayMrs。HarlingtookthelongrideouttotheShimerdas\'

withFrances。Shesaidshewantedtosee`whatthegirlcamefrom\'andtohaveaclearunderstandingwithhermother。

Iwasinouryardwhentheycamedrivinghome,justbeforesunset。

Theylaughedandwavedtomeastheypassed,andIcouldseetheywereingreatgoodhumour。Aftersupper,whengrandfathersetofftochurch,grandmotherandItookmyshortcutthroughthewillowhedgeandwentovertohearaboutthevisittotheShimerdas\'。

WefoundMrs。HarlingwithCharleyandSallyonthefrontporch,restingafterherharddrive。Juliawasinthehammock——

shewasfondofrepose——andFranceswasatthepiano,playingwithoutalightandtalkingtohermotherthroughtheopenwindow。

Mrs。Harlinglaughedwhenshesawuscoming。`Iexpectyouleftyourdishesonthetabletonight,Mrs。Burden,\'shecalled。

Francesshutthepianoandcameouttojoinus。

TheyhadlikedAntoniafromtheirfirstglimpseofher;

felttheyknewexactlywhatkindofgirlshewas。

AsforMrs。Shimerda,theyfoundherveryamusing。

Mrs。Harlingchuckledwhenevershespokeofher。`IexpectIammoreathomewiththatsortofbirdthanyouare,Mrs。Burden。

They\'reapair,Ambroschandthatoldwoman!\'

TheyhadhadalongargumentwithAmbroschaboutAntonia\'sallowanceforclothesandpocket-money。Itwashisplanthateverycentofhissister\'swagesshouldbepaidovertohimeachmonth,andhewouldprovideherwithsuchclothingashethoughtnecessary。

WhenMrs。HarlingtoldhimfirmlythatshewouldkeepfiftydollarsayearforAntonia\'sownuse,hedeclaredtheywantedtotakehissistertotownanddressherupandmakeafoolofher。

Mrs。HarlinggaveusalivelyaccountofAmbrosch\'sbehaviourthroughouttheinterview;howhekeptjumpingupandputtingonhiscapasifhewerethroughwiththewholebusiness,andhowhismothertweakedhiscoat-tailandpromptedhiminBohemian。

Mrs。HarlingfinallyagreedtopaythreedollarsaweekforAntonia\'sservices——goodwagesinthosedays——andtokeepherinshoes。Therehadbeenhotdisputeabouttheshoes,Mrs。ShimerdafinallysayingpersuasivelythatshewouldsendMrs。Harlingthreefatgeeseeveryyearto`makeeven。\'

AmbroschwastobringhissistertotownnextSaturday。

`She\'llbeawkwardandroughatfirst,likeenough,\'grandmothersaidanxiously,`butunlessshe\'sbeenspoiledbythehardlifeshe\'sled,shehasitinhertobearealhelpfulgirl。\'

Mrs。Harlinglaughedherquick,decidedlaugh。`Oh,I\'mnotworrying,Mrs。Burden!Icanbringsomethingoutofthatgirl。

She\'sbarelyseventeen,nottoooldtolearnnewways。

She\'sgood-looking,too!\'sheaddedwarmly。

Francesturnedtograndmother。`Oh,yes,Mrs。Burden,youdidn\'ttellusthat!Shewasworkinginthegardenwhenwegotthere,barefootandragged。Butshehassuchfinebrownlegsandarms,andsplendidcolourinhercheeks——likethosebigdarkredplums。\'

Wewerepleasedatthispraise。Grandmotherspokefeelingly。

`Whenshefirstcametothiscountry,Frances,andhadthatgenteeloldmantowatchoverher,shewasasprettyagirlaseverIsaw。But,dearme,whatalifeshe\'sled,outinthefieldswiththoseroughthreshers!

ThingswouldhavebeenverydifferentwithpoorAntoniaifherfatherhadlived。\'

TheHarlingsbeggedustotellthemaboutMr。Shimerda\'sdeathandthebigsnowstorm。Bythetimewesawgrandfathercominghomefromchurch,wehadtoldthemprettymuchallweknewoftheShimerdas。

`Thegirlwillbehappyhere,andshe\'llforgetthosethings,\'

saidMrs。Harlingconfidently,aswerosetotakeourleave。

III

ONSATURDAYAMBROSCHdroveuptothebackgate,andAntoniajumpeddownfromthewagonandranintoourkitchenjustassheusedtodo。

Shewaswearingshoesandstockings,andwasbreathlessandexcited。

Shegavemeaplayfulshakebytheshoulders。`Youain\'tforgetaboutme,Jim?\'

Grandmotherkissedher。`Godblessyou,child!Nowyou\'vecome,youmusttrytodorightandbeacredittous。\'

Antonialookedeagerlyaboutthehouseandadmiredeverything。

`MaybeIbethekindofgirlyoulikebetter;nowIcometotown,\'

shesuggestedhopefully。

HowgooditwastohaveAntonianearusagain;toseehereverydayandalmosteverynight!Hergreatestfault,Mrs。Harlingfound,wasthatshesooftenstoppedherworkandfelltoplayingwiththechildren。Shewouldraceabouttheorchardwithus,ortakesidesinourhay-fightsinthebarn,orbetheoldbearthatcamedownfromthemountainandcarriedoffNina。

TonylearnedEnglishsoquicklythatbythetimeschoolbeganshecouldspeakaswellasanyofus。

IwasjealousofTony\'sadmirationforCharleyHarling。

Becausehewasalwaysfirstinhisclassesatschool,andcouldmendthewater-pipesorthedoorbellandtaketheclocktopieces,sheseemedtothinkhimasortofprince。

NothingthatCharleywantedwastoomuchtroubleforher。

Shelovedtoputuplunchesforhimwhenhewenthunting,tomendhisball-glovesandsewbuttonsonhisshooting-coat,bakedthekindofnut-cakeheliked,andfedhissetterdogwhenhewasawayontripswithhisfather。Antoniahadmadeherselfclothworking-slippersoutofMr。Harling\'soldcoats,andintheseshewentpaddingaboutafterCharley,fairlypantingwitheagernesstopleasehim。

NexttoCharley,IthinkshelovedNinabest。Ninawasonlysix,andshewasrathermorecomplexthantheotherchildren。

Shewasfanciful,hadallsortsofunspokenpreferences,andwaseasilyoffended。Attheslightestdisappointmentordispleasure,hervelvetybrowneyesfilledwithtears,andshewouldliftherchinandwalksilentlyaway。

Ifweranafterherandtriedtoappeaseher,itdidnogood。

Shewalkedonunmollified。IusedtothinkthatnoeyesintheworldcouldgrowsolargeorholdsomanytearsasNina\'s。Mrs。HarlingandAntoniainvariablytookherpart。

Wewerenevergivenachancetoexplain。Thechargewassimply:

`YouhavemadeNinacry。Now,Jimmycangohome,andSallymustgetherarithmetic。\'IlikedNina,too;shewassoquaintandunexpected,andhereyeswerelovely;butIoftenwantedtoshakeher。

WehadjollyeveningsattheHarlings\'whenthefatherwasaway。

Ifhewasathome,thechildrenhadtogotobedearly,ortheycameovertomyhousetoplay。Mr。Harlingnotonlydemandedaquiethouse,hedemandedallhiswife\'sattention。

Heusedtotakeherawaytotheirroominthewestell,andtalkoverhisbusinesswithherallevening。

Thoughwedidnotrealizeitthen,Mrs。Harlingwasouraudiencewhenweplayed,andwealwayslookedtoherforsuggestions。

Nothingflatteredonelikeherquicklaugh。

Mr。Harlinghadadeskinhisbedroom,andhisowneasy-chairbythewindow,inwhichnooneelseeversat。

Onthenightswhenhewasathome,Icouldseehisshadowontheblind,anditseemedtomeanarrogantshadow。

Mrs。Harlingpaidnoheedtoanyoneelseifhewasthere。

Beforehewenttobedshealwaysgothimalunchofsmokedsalmonoranchoviesandbeer。Hekeptanalcohollampinhisroom,andaFrenchcoffee-pot,andhiswifemadecoffeeforhimatanyhourofthenighthehappenedtowantit。

MostBlackHawkfathershadnopersonalhabitsoutsidetheirdomesticones;theypaidthebills,pushedthebaby-carriageafterofficehours,movedthesprinkleraboutoverthelawn,andtookthefamilydrivingonSunday。Mr。Harling,therefore,seemedtomeautocraticandimperialinhisways。

Hewalked,talked,putonhisgloves,shookhands,likeamanwhofeltthathehadpower。Hewasnottall,buthecarriedhisheadsohaughtilythathelookedacommandingfigure,andtherewassomethingdaringandchallenginginhiseyes。

Iusedtoimaginethatthe,nobles\'ofwhomAntoniawasalwaystalkingprobablylookedverymuchlikeChristianHarling,worecapedovercoatslikehis,andjustsuchaglitteringdiamonduponthelittlefinger。

Exceptwhenthefatherwasathome,theHarlinghousewasneverquiet。

Mrs。HarlingandNinaandAntoniamadeasmuchnoiseasahousefulofchildren,andtherewasusuallysomebodyatthepiano。Juliawastheonlyonewhowashelddowntoregularhoursofpractising,buttheyallplayed。

WhenFrancescamehomeatnoon,sheplayeduntildinnerwasready。

WhenSallygotbackfromschool,shesatdowninherhatandcoatanddrummedtheplantationmelodiesthatNegrominstreltroupesbroughttotown。

EvenNinaplayedtheSwedishWeddingMarch。

Mrs。Harlinghadstudiedthepianounderagoodteacher,andsomehowshemanagedtopractiseeveryday。

IsoonlearnedthatifIweresentoveronanerrandandfoundMrs。Harlingatthepiano,Imustsitdownandwaitquietlyuntilsheturnedtome。Icanseeheratthismoment:

hershort,squarepersonplantedfirmlyonthestool,herlittlefathandsmovingquicklyandneatlyoverthekeys,hereyesfixedonthemusicwithintelligentconcentration。

IV

`Iwon\'thavenoneofyourweevilywheat,andIwon\'thavenoneofyourbarley,ButI\'lltakeameasureoffinewhiteflour,tomakeacakeforCharley。\'

WEWERESINGINGrhymestoteaseAntoniawhileshewasbeatinguponeofCharley\'sfavouritecakesinherbigmixing-bowl。

Itwasacrispautumnevening,justcoldenoughtomakeonegladtoquitplayingtagintheyard,andretreatintothekitchen。

Wehadbeguntorollpopcornballswithsyrupwhenweheardaknockatthebackdoor,andTonydroppedherspoonandwenttoopenit。

Aplump,fair-skinnedgirlwasstandinginthedoorway。

Shelookeddemureandpretty,andmadeagracefulpictureinherbluecashmeredressandlittlebluehat,withaplaidshawldrawnneatlyabouthershouldersandaclumsypocket-bookinherhand。

`Hello,Tony。Don\'tyouknowme?\'sheaskedinasmooth,lowvoice,lookinginatusarchly。

Antoniagaspedandsteppedback。

`Why,it\'sLena!OfcourseIdidn\'tknowyou,sodressedup!\'

LenaLingardlaughed,asifthispleasedher。Ihadnotrecognizedherforamoment,either。Ihadneverseenherbeforewithahatonherhead——orwithshoesandstockingsonherfeet,forthatmatter。

Andhereshewas,brushedandsmoothedanddressedlikeatowngirl,smilingatuswithperfectcomposure。

`Hello,Jim,\'shesaidcarelesslyasshewalkedintothekitchenandlookedabouther。`I\'vecometotowntowork,too,Tony。\'

`Haveyou,now?Well,ain\'tthatfunny“Antoniastoodillatease,anddidn\'tseemtoknowjustwhattodowithhervisitor。

Thedoorwasopenintothedining-room,whereMrs。HarlingsatcrochetingandFranceswasreading。FrancesaskedLenatocomeinandjointhem。

`YouareLenaLingard,aren\'tyou?I\'vebeentoseeyourmother,butyouwereoffherdingcattlethatday。Mama,thisisChrisLingard\'soldestgirl。\'

Mrs。Harlingdroppedherworstedandexaminedthevisitorwithquick,keeneyes。Lenawasnotatalldisconcerted。

ShesatdowninthechairFrancespointedout,carefullyarrangingherpocket-bookandgreycottonglovesonherlap。

Wefollowedwithourpopcorn,butAntoniahungback——

saidshehadtogethercakeintotheoven。

`Soyouhavecometotown,\'saidMrs。Harling,hereyesstillfixedonLena。

`Whereareyouworking?\'

`ForMrs。Thomas,thedressmaker。Sheisgoingtoteachmetosew。

ShesaysIhavequiteaknack。I\'mthroughwiththefarm。Thereain\'tanyendtotheworkonafarm,andalwayssomuchtroublehappens。

I\'mgoingtobeadressmaker。\'

`Well,therehavetobedressmakers。It\'sagoodtrade。ButIwouldn\'trundownthefarm,ifIwereyou,\'saidMrs。Harlingratherseverely。

`Howisyourmother?\'

`Oh,mother\'sneververywell;shehastoomuchtodo。

She\'dgetawayfromthefarm,too,ifshecould。

Shewaswillingformetocome。AfterIlearntodosewing,Icanmakemoneyandhelpher。\'

`Seethatyoudon\'tforgetto,\'saidMrs。Harlingsceptically,asshetookuphercrochetingagainandsentthehookinandoutwithnimblefingers。

`No,\'m,Iwon\'t,\'saidLenablandly。Shetookafewgrainsofthepopcornwepresseduponher,eatingthemdiscreetlyandtakingcarenottogetherfingerssticky。

Francesdrewherchairupnearertothevisitor。`Ithoughtyouweregoingtobemarried,Lena,\'shesaidteasingly。

`Didn\'tIhearthatNickSvendsenwasrushingyouprettyhard?\'

Lenalookedupwithhercuriouslyinnocentsmile。`Hedidgowithmequiteawhile。Buthisfathermadeafussaboutitandsaidhewouldn\'tgiveNickanylandifhemarriedme,sohe\'sgoingtomarryAnnieIverson。

Iwouldn\'tliketobeher;Nick\'sawfulsullen,andhe\'lltakeitoutonher。

Heain\'tspoketohisfathersincehepromised。\'

Franceslaughed。`Andhowdoyoufeelaboutit?\'

`Idon\'twanttomarryNick,oranyotherman,\'Lenamurmured。

`I\'veseenagooddealofmarriedlife,andIdon\'tcareforit。

IwanttobesoIcanhelpmymotherandthechildrenathome,andnothavetoaskliefofanybody。\'

`That\'sright,\'saidFrances。`AndMrs。Thomasthinksyoucanlearndressmaking?\'

`Yes,\'m。I\'vealwayslikedtosew,butIneverhadmuchtodowith。

Mrs。Thomasmakeslovelythingsforallthetownladies。

DidyouknowMrs。Gardenerishavingapurplevelvetmade?

ThevelvetcamefromOmaha。My,butit\'slovely!\'

Lenasighedsoftlyandstrokedhercashmerefolds。

`TonyknowsIneverdidlikeout-of-doorwork,\'sheadded。

Mrs。Harlingglancedather。`Iexpectyou\'lllearntosewallright,Lena,ifyou\'llonlykeepyourheadandnotgogaddingabouttodancesallthetimeandneglectyourwork,thewaysomecountrygirlsdo。\'

`Yes,\'m。TinySoderballiscomingtotown,too。She\'sgoingtoworkattheBoys\'HomeHotel。She\'llseelotsofstrangers,\'

Lenaaddedwistfully。

`Toomany,likeenough,\'saidMrs。Harling。`Idon\'tthinkahotelisagoodplaceforagirl;thoughIguessMrs。Gardenerkeepsaneyeonherwaitresses。\'

Lena\'scandideyes,thatalwayslookedalittlesleepyundertheirlonglashes,keptstrayingaboutthecheerfulroomswithnaiveadmiration。

Presentlyshedrewonhercottongloves。`IguessImustbeleaving,\'

shesaidirresolutely。

Francestoldhertocomeagain,whenevershewaslonesomeorwantedadviceaboutanything。Lenarepliedthatshedidn\'tbelieveshewouldevergetlonesomeinBlackHawk。

ShelingeredatthekitchendoorandbeggedAntoniatocomeandseeheroften。`I\'vegotaroomofmyownatMrs。Thomas\'s,withacarpet。\'

Tonyshuffleduneasilyinherclothslippers。`I\'llcomesometime,butMrs。Harlingdon\'tliketohavemerunmuch,\'shesaidevasively。

`Youcandowhatyoupleasewhenyougoout,can\'tyou?\'

Lenaaskedinaguardedwhisper。`Ain\'tyoucrazyabouttown,Tony?

Idon\'tcarewhatanybodysays,I\'mdonewiththefarm!\'

Sheglancedbackoverhershouldertowardthedining-room,whereMrs。Harlingsat。

WhenLenawasgone,FrancesaskedAntoniawhyshehadn\'tbeenalittlemorecordialtoher。

`Ididn\'tknowifyourmotherwouldlikehercominghere,\'saidAntonia,lookingtroubled。`Shewaskindoftalkedabout,outthere。\'

`Yes,Iknow。Butmotherwon\'tholditagainstherifshebehaveswellhere。Youneedn\'tsayanythingaboutthattothechildren。

IguessJimhasheardallthatgossip?\'

WhenInodded,shepulledmyhairandtoldmeIknewtoomuch,anyhow。

Weweregoodfriends,FrancesandI。

IranhometotellgrandmotherthatLenaLingardhadcometotown。

Weweregladofit,forshehadahardlifeonthefarm。

LenalivedintheNorwegiansettlementwestofSquawCreek,andsheusedtoherdherfather\'scattleintheopencountrybetweenhisplaceandtheShimerdas\'。Wheneverwerodeoverinthatdirectionwesawheroutamonghercattle,bareheadedandbarefooted,scantilydressedintatteredclothing,alwaysknittingasshewatchedherherd。

BeforeIknewLena,Ithoughtofherassomethingwild,thatalwayslivedontheprairie,becauseIhadneverseenherunderaroof。

Heryellowhairwasburnedtoaruddythatchonherhead;butherlegsandarms,curiouslyenough,inspiteofconstantexposuretothesun,keptamiraculouswhitenesswhichsomehowmadeherseemmoreundressedthanothergirlswhowentscantilyclad。ThefirsttimeIstoppedtotalktoher,Iwasastonishedathersoftvoiceandeasy,gentleways。

Thegirlsoutthereusuallygotroughandmannishaftertheywenttoherding。

ButLenaaskedJakeandmetogetoffourhorsesandstayawhile,andbehavedexactlyasifshewereinahouseandwereaccustomedtohavingvisitors。

Shewasnotembarrassedbyherraggedclothes,andtreatedusasifwewereoldacquaintances。EventhenInoticedtheunusualcolourofhereyes——

ashadeofdeepviolet——andtheirsoft,confidingexpression。

ChrisLingardwasnotaverysuccessfulfarmer,andhehadalargefamily。

Lenawasalwaysknittingstockingsforlittlebrothersandsisters,andeventheNorwegianwomen,whodisapprovedofher,admittedthatshewasagooddaughtertohermother。AsTonysaid,shehadbeentalkedabout。

ShewasaccusedofmakingOleBensonlosethelittlesensehehad——

andthatatanagewhensheshouldstillhavebeeninpinafores。

Olelivedinaleakydugoutsomewhereattheedgeofthesettlement。

Hewasfatandlazyanddiscouraged,andbadluckhadbecomeahabitwithhim。Afterhehadhadeveryotherkindofmisfortune,hiswife,`CrazyMary,\'triedtosetaneighbour\'sbarnonfire,andwassenttotheasylumatLincoln。Shewaskeptthereforafewmonths,thenescapedandwalkedallthewayhome,nearlytwohundredmiles,travellingbynightandhidinginbarnsandhaystacksbyday。

WhenshegotbacktotheNorwegiansettlement,herpoorfeetwereashardashoofs。Shepromisedtobegood,andwasallowedtostayathome——thougheveryonerealizedshewasascrazyasever,andshestillranaboutbarefootedthroughthesnow,tellingherdomestictroublestoherneighbours。

NotlongafterMarycamebackfromtheasylum,IheardayoungDane,whowashelpingustothresh,tellJakeandOttothatChrisLingard\'soldestgirlhadputOleBensonoutofhishead,untilhehadnomoresensethanhiscrazywife。WhenOlewascultivatinghiscornthatsummer,heusedtogetdiscouragedinthefield,tieuphisteam,andwanderofftowhereverLenaLingardwasherding。

Therehewouldsitdownonthedrawsideandhelpherwatchhercattle。

Allthesettlementwastalkingaboutit。TheNorwegianpreacher\'swifewenttoLenaandtoldhersheoughtnottoallowthis;

shebeggedLenatocometochurchonSundays。Lenasaidshehadn\'tadressintheworldanylessraggedthantheoneonherback。

Thentheminister\'swifewentthroughheroldtrunksandfoundsomethingsshehadwornbeforehermarriage。

ThenextSundayLenaappearedatchurch,alittlelate,withherhairdoneupneatlyonherhead,likeayoungwoman,wearingshoesandstockings,andthenewdress,whichshehadmadeoverforherselfverybecomingly。Thecongregationstaredather。

Untilthatmorningnoone——unlessitwereOle——hadrealizedhowprettyshewas,orthatshewasgrowingup。Theswellinglinesofherfigurehadbeenhiddenundertheshapelessragssheworeinthefields。

Afterthelasthymnhadbeensung,andthecongregationwasdismissed,Oleslippedouttothehitch-barandliftedLenaonherhorse。

That,initself,wasshocking;amarriedmanwasnotexpectedtodosuchthings。Butitwasnothingtothescenethatfollowed。

CrazyMarydartedoutfromthegroupofwomenatthechurchdoor,andrandowntheroadafterLena,shoutinghorriblethreats。

`Lookout,youLenaLingard,lookout!I\'llcomeoverwithacorn-knifeonedayandtrimsomeofthatshapeoffyou。

Thenyouwon\'tsailroundsofine,makingeyesatthemen!……\'

TheNorwegianwomendidn\'tknowwheretolook。Theywereformalhousewives,mostofthem,withaseveresenseofdecorum。

ButLenaLingardonlylaughedherlazy,good-naturedlaughandrodeon,gazingbackoverhershoulderatOle\'sinfuriatedwife。

Thetimecame,however,whenLenadidn\'tlaugh。MorethanonceCrazyMarychasedheracrosstheprairieandroundandroundtheShimerdas\'cornfield。

Lenanevertoldherfather;perhapsshewasashamed;perhapsshewasmoreafraidofhisangerthanofthecorn-knife。IwasattheShimerdas\'

oneafternoonwhenLenacameboundingthroughtheredgrassasfastasherwhitelegscouldcarryher。SheranstraightintothehouseandhidinAntonia\'sfeather-bed。Marywasnotfarbehind:

shecamerightuptothedoorandmadeusfeelhowsharpherbladewas,showingusverygraphicallyjustwhatshemeanttodotoLena。

Mrs。Shimerda,leaningoutofthewindow,enjoyedthesituationkeenly,andwassorrywhenAntoniasentMaryaway,mollifiedbyanapronfulofbottle-tomatoes。LenacameoutfromTony\'sroombehindthekitchen,verypinkfromtheheatofthefeathers,butotherwisecalm。

ShebeggedAntoniaandmetogowithher,andhelpgethercattletogether;

theywerescatteredandmightbegorgingthemselvesinsomebody\'scornfield。

`Maybeyouloseasteerandlearnnottomakesomethingswithyoureyesatmarriedmen,\'Mrs。Shimerdatoldherhectoringly。

Lenaonlysmiledhersleepysmile。`Inevermadeanythingtohimwithmyeyes。Ican\'thelpitifhehangsaround,andIcan\'torderhimoff。

Itain\'tmyprairie。\'

V

AFTERLENACAMEToBlackHawk,Ioftenmetherdowntown,whereshewouldbematchingsewingsilkorbuying`findings\'forMrs。Thomas。

IfIhappenedtowalkhomewithher,shetoldmeallaboutthedressesshewashelpingtomake,oraboutwhatshesawandheardwhenshewaswithTinySoderballatthehotelonSaturdaynights。

TheBoys\'HomewasthebesthotelonourbranchoftheBurlington,andallthecommercialtravellersinthatterritorytriedtogetintoBlackHawkforSunday。TheyusedtoassembleintheparlouraftersupperonSaturdaynights。MarshallField\'sman,AnsonKirkpatrick,playedthepianoandsangallthelatestsentimentalsongs。

AfterTinyhadhelpedthecookwashthedishes,sheandLenasatontheothersideofthedoubledoorsbetweentheparlourandthedining-room,listeningtothemusicandgigglingatthejokesandstories。

LenaoftensaidshehopedIwouldbeatravellingmanwhenIgrewup。

Theyhadagaylifeofit;nothingtodobutrideaboutontrainsalldayandgototheatreswhentheywereinbigcities。

Behindthehoteltherewasanoldstorebuilding,wherethesalesmenopenedtheirbigtrunksandspreadouttheirsamplesonthecounters。

TheBlackHawkmerchantswenttolookatthesethingsandordergoods,andMrs。Thomas,thoughshewasIretailtrade,\'waspermittedtoseethemandto`getideas。\'Theywereallgenerous,thesetravellingmen;

theygaveTinySoderballhandkerchiefsandglovesandribbonsandstripedstockings,andsomanybottlesofperfumeandcakesofscentedsoapthatshebestowedsomeofthemonLena。

OneafternoonintheweekbeforeChristmas,IcameuponLenaandherfunny,square-headedlittlebrotherChris,standingbeforethedrugstore,gazinginatthewaxdollsandblocksandNoah\'sArksarrangedinthefrostyshowwindow。TheboyhadcometotownwithaneighbourtodohisChristmasshopping,forhehadmoneyofhisownthisyear。

Hewasonlytwelve,butthatwinterhehadgotthejobofsweepingouttheNorwegianchurchandmakingthefireiniteverySundaymorning。

Acoldjobitmusthavebeen,too!

WewentintoDuckford\'sdry-goodsstore,andChrisunwrappedallhispresentsandshowedthemtomesomethingforeachofthesixyoungerthanhimself,evenarubberpigforthebaby。

LenahadgivenhimoneofTinySoderball\'sbottlesofperfumeforhismother,andhethoughthewouldgetsomehandkerchiefstogowithit。Theywerecheap,andhehadn\'tmuchmoneyleft。

WefoundatablefulofhandkerchiefsspreadoutforviewatDuckford\'s。Chriswantedthosewithinitiallettersinthecorner,becausehehadneverseenanybefore。

Hestudiedthemseriously,whileLenalookedoverhisshoulder,tellinghimshethoughttheredletterswouldholdtheircolourbest。

HeseemedsoperplexedthatIthoughtperhapshehadn\'tenoughmoney,afterall。Presentlyhesaidgravely:

`Sister,youknowmother\'snameisBerthe。Idon\'tknowifI

oughttogetBforBerthe,orMforMother。\'

Lenapattedhisbristlyhead。`I\'dgettheB,Chrissy。

Itwillpleaseherforyoutothinkabouthername。

Nobodyevercallsherbyitnow。\'

Thatsatisfiedhim。Hisfaceclearedatonce,andhetookthreeredsandthreeblues。Whentheneighbourcameintosaythatitwastimetostart,LenawoundChris\'scomforterabouthisneckandturneduphisjacketcollar——hehadnoovercoat——

andwewatchedhimclimbintothewagonandstartonhislong,colddrive。Aswewalkedtogetherupthewindystreet,Lenawipedhereyeswiththebackofherwoollenglove。

`Igetawfulhomesickforthem,allthesame,\'shemurmured,asifshewereansweringsomerememberedreproach。

VI

WINTERCOMESDOWNSAVAGELYoveralittletownontheprairie。

Thewindthatsweepsinfromtheopencountrystripsawayalltheleafyscreensthathideoneyardfromanotherinsummer,andthehousesseemtodrawclosertogether。Theroofs,thatlookedsofarawayacrossthegreentree-tops,nowstareyouintheface,andtheyaresomuchuglierthanwhentheiranglesweresoftenedbyvinesandshrubs。

Inthemorning,whenIwasfightingmywaytoschoolagainstthewind,Icouldn\'tseeanythingbuttheroadinfrontofme;

butinthelateafternoon,whenIwascominghome,thetownlookedbleakanddesolatetome。Thepale,coldlightofthewintersunsetdidnotbeautify——itwaslikethelightoftruthitself。

Whenthesmokycloudshunglowinthewestandtheredsunwentdownbehindthem,leavingapinkflushonthesnowyroofsandthebluedrifts,thenthewindsprangupafresh,withakindofbittersong,asifitsaid:`Thisisreality,whetheryoulikeitornot。Allthosefrivolitiesofsummer,thelightandshadow,thelivingmaskofgreenthattrembledovereverything,theywerelies,andthisiswhatwasunderneath。

Thisisthetruth。\'Itwasasifwewerebeingpunishedforlovingthelovelinessofsummer。

IfIloiteredontheplaygroundafterschool,orwenttothepost-officeforthemailandlingeredtohearthegossipaboutthecigar-stand,itwouldbegrowingdarkbythetimeIcamehome。Thesunwasgone;

thefrozenstreetsstretchedlongandbluebeforeme;thelightswereshiningpaleinkitchenwindows,andIcouldsmellthesupperscookingasIpassed。Fewpeoplewereabroad,andeachoneofthemwashurryingtowardafire。Theglowingstovesinthehouseswerelikemagnets。

Whenonepassedanoldman,onecouldseenothingofhisfacebutarednosestickingoutbetweenafrostedbeardandalongplushcap。

Theyoungmencaperedalongwiththeirhandsintheirpockets,andsometimestriedaslideontheicysidewalk。Thechildren,intheirbrighthoodsandcomforters,neverwalked,butalwaysranfromthemomenttheylefttheirdoor,beatingtheirmittensagainsttheirsides。

WhenIgotasfarastheMethodistChurch,Iwasabouthalfwayhome。

IcanrememberhowgladIwaswhentherehappenedtobealightinthechurch,andthepaintedglasswindowshoneoutatusaswecamealongthefrozenstreet。Inthewinterbleaknessahungerforcolourcameoverpeople,liketheLaplander\'scravingforfatsandsugar。

Withoutknowingwhy,weusedtolingeronthesidewalkoutsidethechurchwhenthelampswerelightedearlyforchoirpracticeorprayer-meeting,shiveringandtalkinguntilourfeetwerelikelumpsofice。

Thecruderedsandgreensandbluesofthatcolouredglassheldusthere。

Onwinternights,thelightsintheHarlings\'windowsdrewmelikethepaintedglass。Insidethatwarm,roomyhousetherewascolour,too。

AftersupperIusedtocatchupmycap,stickmyhandsinmypockets,anddivethroughthewillowhedgeasifwitcheswereafterme。

Ofcourse,ifMr。Harlingwasathome,ifhisshadowstoodoutontheblindofthewestroom,Ididnotgoin,butturnedandwalkedhomebythelongway,throughthestreet,wonderingwhatbookI

shouldreadasIsatdownwiththetwooldpeople。

Suchdisappointmentsonlygavegreaterzesttothenightswhenweactedcharades,orhadacostumeballinthebackparlour,withSallyalwaysdressedlikeaboy。Francestaughtustodancethatwinter,andshesaid,fromthefirstlesson,thatAntoniawouldmakethebestdanceramongus。

OnSaturdaynights,Mrs。Harlingusedtoplaytheoldoperasforus——\'Martha,\'`Norma,\'`Rigoletto\'——tellingusthestorywhilesheplayed。EverySaturdaynightwaslikeaparty。

Theparlour,thebackparlour,andthedining-roomwerewarmandbrightlylighted,withcomfortablechairsandsofas,andgaypicturesonthewalls。Onealwaysfeltateasethere。

Antoniabroughthersewingandsatwithus——shewasalreadybeginningtomakeprettyclothesforherself。

Afterthelongwintereveningsontheprairie,withAmbrosch\'ssullensilencesandhermother\'scomplaints,theHarlings\'

houseseemed,asshesaid,`likeHeaven\'toher。

Shewasnevertootiredtomaketaffyorchocolatecookiesforus。

IfSallywhisperedinherear,orCharleygaveherthreewinks,Tonywouldrushintothekitchenandbuildafireintherangeonwhichshehadalreadycookedthreemealsthatday。

Whilewesatinthekitchenwaitingforthecookiestobakeorthetaffytocool,NinausedtocoaxAntoniatotellherstories——aboutthecalfthatbrokeitsleg,orhowYulkasavedherlittleturkeysfromdrowninginthefreshet,oraboutoldChristmasesandweddingsinBohemia。

Ninainterpretedthestoriesaboutthecrechefancifully,andinspiteofourderisionshecherishedabeliefthatChristwasborninBohemiaashorttimebeforetheShimerdasleftthatcountry。WealllikedTony\'sstories。Hervoicehadapeculiarlyengagingquality;itwasdeep,alittlehusky,andonealwaysheardthebreathvibratingbehindit。

Everythingshesaidseemedtocomerightoutofherheart。

Oneeveningwhenwewerepickingoutkernelsforwalnuttaffy,Tonytoldusanewstory。

`Mrs。Harling,didyoueverhearaboutwhathappenedupintheNorwegiansettlementlastsummer,whenIwasthreshingthere?

WewereatIversons\',andIwasdrivingoneofthegrain-wagons。\'

Mrs。Harlingcameoutandsatdownamongus。`Couldyouthrowthewheatintothebinyourself,Tony?\'Sheknewwhatheavyworkitwas。

`Yes,ma\'m,Idid。IcouldshoveljustasfastasthatfatAndernboythatdrovetheotherwagon。Onedayitwasjustawfulhot。

Whenwegotbacktothefieldfromdinner,wetookthingskindofeasy。Themenputinthehorsesandgotthemachinegoing,andOleIversonwasuponthedeck,cuttingbands。Iwassittingagainstastraw-stack,tryingtogetsomeshade。Mywagonwasn\'tgoingoutfirst,andsomehowIfelttheheatawfulthatday。

Thesunwassohotlikeitwasgoingtoburntheworldup。

AfterawhileIseeamancomingacrossthestubble,andwhenhegotcloseIseeitwasatramp。Histoesstuckoutofhisshoes,andhehadn\'tshavedforalongwhile,andhiseyeswasawfulredandwild,likehehadsomesickness。

Hecomesrightupandbeginstotalklikeheknowsmealready。

Hesays:`Thepondsinthiscountryisdonegotsolowamancouldn\'tdrowndhimselfinoneof\'em。\'

`Itoldhimnobodywantedtodrowndthemselves,butifwedidn\'thaverainsoonwe\'dhavetopumpwaterforthecattle。

`“Oh,cattle,“hesays,“you\'llalltakecareofyourcattle!

Ain\'tyougotnobeerhere?“Itoldhimhe\'dhavetogototheBohemiansforbeer;theNorwegiansdidn\'thavenonewhentheythreshed。

“MyGod!“hesays,“soit\'sNorwegiansnow,isit?IthoughtthiswasAmericy。“

`ThenhegoesuptothemachineandyellsouttoOleIverson,“Hello,partner,letmeupthere。Icancutbands,andI\'mtiredoftrampin\'。Iwon\'tgonofarther。“

`ItriedtomakesignstoOle,\'causeIthoughtthatmanwascrazyandmightgetthemachinestoppedup。

ButOle,hewasgladtogetdownoutofthesunandchaff——

itgetsdownyourneckandstickstoyousomethingawfulwhenit\'shotlikethat。SoOlejumpeddownandcrawledunderoneofthewagonsforshade,andthetrampgotonthemachine。

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