A Pair of Blue Eyes

第14章

ThesuddennessofElfride\'srenunciationofhimselfwasfoodformoretorture。Toanunimpassionedoutsider,itadmittedofatleasttwointerpretations——itmighteitherhaveproceededfromanendeavourtobefaithfultoherfirstchoice,tilltheloverseenabsolutelyoverpoweredtheloverremembered,orfromawishnottolosehislovetillsureoftheloveofanother。ButtoStephenSmiththemotiveinvolvedinthelatteralternativemadeituntenablewhereElfridewastheactor。

Hemusedonherletterstohim,inwhichshehadnevermentionedasyllableconcerningKnight。Itisdesirable,however,toobservethatonlyintwoletterscouldshepossiblyhavedoneso。OnewaswrittenaboutaweekbeforeKnight\'sarrival,when,thoughshedidnotmentionhispromisedcomingtoStephen,shehadhardlyadefinitereasoninhermindforneglectingtodoit。InthenextshedidcasuallyalludetoKnight。ButStephenhadleftBombaylongbeforethatletterarrived。

Stephenlookedattheblackformoftheadjacenthouse,whereitcutadarkpolygonalnotchoutofthesky,andfeltthathehatedthespot。Hedidnotknowmanyfactsofthecase,butcouldnothelpinstinctivelyassociatingElfride\'sficklenesswiththemarriageofherfather,andtheirintroductiontoLondonsociety。

Heclosedtheirongateboundingtheshrubberyasnoiselesslyashehadopenedit,andwentintothegrassyfield。Herehecouldseetheoldvicarage,thehousealonethatwasassociatedwiththesweetpleasanttimeofhisincipientloveforElfride。Turningsadlyfromtheplacethatwasnolongeranookinwhichhisthoughtsmightnestlewhenhewasfaraway,hewanderedinthedirectionoftheeastvillage,toreachhisfather\'shousebeforetheyretiredtorest。

Thenearestwaytothecottagewasbycrossingthepark。Hedidnothurry。Happinessfrequentlyhasreasonforhaste,butitisseldomthatdesolationneedscrambleorstrain。Sometimeshepausedunderthelow-hangingarmsofthetrees,lookingvacantlyontheground。

Stephenwasstandingthus,scarcelylesscrippledinthoughtthanhewasblankinvision,whenaclearsoundpermeatedthequietairabouthim,andspreadonfarbeyond。ThesoundwasthestrokeofabellfromthetowerofEastEndelstowChurch,whichstoodinadellnotfortyyardsfromLordLuxellian\'smansion,andwithintheparkenclosure。Anotherstrokegreetedhisear,andgavecharactertoboth:thencameaslowsuccessionofthem。

\'Somebodyisdead,\'hesaidaloud。

Thedeath-knellofaninhabitantoftheeasternparishwasbeingtolled。

AnunusualfeatureinthetollingwasthatithadnotbeenbegunaccordingtothecustominEndelstowandotherparishesintheneighbourhood。Ateverydeaththesexandageofthedeceasedwereannouncedbyasystemofchanges。Threetimesthreestrokessignifiedthatthedepartedonewasaman;threetimestwo,awoman;twicethree,aboy;twicetwo,agirl。Theregularcontinuityofthetollingsuggestedthatitwastheresumptionratherthanthebeginningofaknell——theopeningportionofwhichStephenhadnotbeennearenoughtohear。

Themomentaryanxietyhehadfeltwithregardtohisparentspassedaway。Hehadlefttheminperfecthealth,andhadanyseriousillnessseizedeither,acommunicationwouldhavereachedhimerethis。Atthesametime,sincehiswayhomewardlayunderthechurchyardyews,heresolvedtolookintothebelfryinpassingby,andspeakawordtoMartinCannister,whowouldbethere。

Stephenreachedthebrowofthehill,andfeltinclinedtorenouncehisidea。Hismoodwassuchthattalkingtoanypersontowhomhecouldnotunburdenhimselfwouldbewearisome。

However,beforehecouldputanyinclinationintoeffect,theyoungmansawfromamidthetreesabrightlightshining,theraysfromwhichradiatedlikeneedlesthroughthesadplumyfoliageoftheyews。Itsdirectionwasfromthecentreofthechurchyard。

Stephenmechanicallywentforward。Nevercouldtherebeagreatercontrastbetweentwoplacesoflikepurposethanbetweenthisgraveyardandthatofthefurthervillage。Herethegrasswascarefullytended,andformedvirtuallyapartofthemanor-houselawn;flowersandshrubsbeingplantedindiscriminatelyoverboth,whilstthefewgravesvisibleweremathematicallyexactinshapeandsmoothness,appearinginthedaytimelikechinsnewlyshaven。

Therewasnowall,thedivisionbetweenGod\'sAcreandLordLuxellian\'sbeingmarkedonlybyafewsquarestonessetatequidistantpoints。Amongthosepersonswhohaveromanticsentimentsonthesubjectoftheirlastdwelling-place,probablythegreaternumberwouldhavechosensuchaspotasthisinpreferencetoanyother:afewwouldhavefanciedaconstraintinitstrimneatness,andwouldhavepreferredthewildhill-topoftheneighbouringsite,withNatureinhermostnegligentattire。

Thelightinthechurchyardhenextdiscoveredtohaveitssourceinapointveryneartheground,andStephenimagineditmightcomefromalanternintheinteriorofapartly-duggrave。Butanearerapproachshowedhimthatitspositionwasimmediatelyunderthewalloftheaisle,andwithinthemouthofanarchway。Hecouldnowhearvoices,andthetruthofthewholematterbegantodawnuponhim。Walkingontowardstheopening,Smithdiscernedonhislefthandaheapofearth,andbeforehimaflightofstonestepswhichtheremovedearthhaduncovered,leadingdownundertheedifice。Itwastheentrancetoalargefamilyvault,extendingunderthenorthaisle。

Stephenhadneverbeforeseenitopen,anddescendingoneortwostepsstoopedtolookunderthearch。Thevaultappearedtobecrowdedwithcoffins,withtheexceptionofanopencentralspace,whichhadbeennecessarilykeptfreeforingressandaccesstothesides,roundthreeofwhichthecoffinswerestackedinstonebinsorniches。

Theplacewaswelllightedwithcandlesstuckinslipsofwoodthatwerefastenedtothewall。Onmakingthedescentofanotherstepthelivinginhabitantsofthevaultwererecognizable。Theywerehisfatherthemaster-mason,anunder-mason,MartinCannister,andtwoorthreeyoungandoldlabouring-men。Crowbarsandworkmen\'shammerswerescatteredabout。Thewholecompany,sittingroundoncoffinswhichhadbeenremovedfromtheirplaces,apparentlyforsomealterationorenlargementofthevault,wereeatingbreadandcheese,anddrinkingalefromacupwithtwohandles,passedroundfromeachtoeach。

\'Whoisdead?\'Stepheninquired,steppingdown。

ChapterXXVI

\'Tothatlastnothingunderearth。\'

AlleyeswereturnedtotheentranceasStephenspoke,andtheancient-manneredconclavescrutinizedhiminquiringly。

\'Why,\'tisourStephen!\'saidhisfather,risingfromhisseat;

and,stillretainingthefrothymuginhislefthand,heswungforwardhisrightforagrasp。\'Yourmotherisexpectingye——

thoughtyouwouldhavecomeaforedark。Butyou\'llwaitandgohomewithme?Ihaveallbutdonefortheday,andwasgoingdirectly。\'

\'Yes,\'tisMasterStephy,sureenough。Gladtoseeyousosoonagain,MasterSmith,\'saidMartinCannister,chasteningthegladnessexpressedinhiswordsbyastrictneutralityofcountenance,inordertoharmonizethefeelingasmuchaspossiblewiththesolemnityofafamilyvault。

\'Thesametoyou,Martin;andyou,William,\'saidStephen,noddingaroundtotherest,who,havingtheirmouthsfullofbreadandcheese,wereofnecessitycompelledtoreplymerelybycompressingtheireyestofriendlylinesandwrinkles。

\'Andwhoisdead?\'Stephenrepeated。

\'LadyLuxellian,poorgentlewoman,asweallshall,saidtheunder-mason。\'Ay,andwebegoingtoenlargethevaulttomakeroomforher。\'

\'Whendidshedie?\'

\'Earlythismorning,\'hisfatherreplied,withanappearanceofrecurringtoachronicthought。\'Yes,thismorning。Martinhevbeentollingeversince,almost。There,\'twasexpected。Shewasverylimber。\'

\'Ay,poorsoul,thismorning,\'resumedtheunder-mason,amarvellouslyoldman,whoseskinseemedsomuchtoolargeforhisbodythatitwouldnotstayinposition。\'Shemustknowbythistimewhethershe\'stogoupordown,poorwoman。\'

\'Whatwasherage?\'

\'Notmorethansevenoreightandtwentybycandlelight。But,Lord!byday\'awasfortyif\'awereanhour。\'

\'Ay,night-timeorday-timemakesadifferenceoftwentyyearstorichfeymels,\'observedMartin。

\'Shewasoneandthirtyreally,\'saidJohnSmith。\'Ihaditfromthemthatknow。\'

\'Notmorethanthat!\'

\'\'Alookedverybad,poorlady。Infaith,yemightsayshewasdeadforyearsafore\'awouldownit。\'

\'Asmyoldfatherusedtosay,"dead,butwouldn\'tdropdown。”\'

\'Iseedher,poorsoul,\'saidalabourerfrombehindsomeremovedcoffins,\'onlybutlastValentine\'s-dayofalltheworld。\'Awasarmincrookwi\'mylord。Isaystomyself,"YoubeticketedChurchyard,mynoblelady,althoughyoudon\'tdreamon\'t。”\'

\'Isupposemylordwillwritetoalltheotherlordsanointedinthenation,tolet\'emknowthatshethatwasisnownomore?\'

\'\'Tisdoneandpast。Iseeabundleoflettersgooffanhourafterthedeath。Sichwonderfulblackrimsastheylettershad——

half-an-inchwide,attheveryleast。\'

\'Toomuch,\'observedMartin。\'Inshort,\'tisoutofthequestionthatahumanbeingcanbesomournfulasblackedgeshalf-an-inchwide。I\'msurepeopledon\'tfeelmorethanaverynarrowborderwhentheyfeelsmostofall。\'

\'Andtherearetwolittlegirls,aretherenot?\'saidStephen。

\'Niceclanelittlefaces!——leftmotherlessnow。\'

\'TheyusedtocometoParsonSwancourt\'stoplaywithMissElfridewhenIwerethere,\'saidWilliamWorm。\'Ah,theydidso\'s!\'Thelattersentencewasintroducedtoaddthenecessarymelancholytoaremarkwhich,intrinsically,couldhardlybemadetopossessenoughfortheoccasion。\'Yes,\'continuedWorm,\'they\'drunupstairs,they\'drundown;flittingaboutwithhereverywhere。

Veryfondofher,theywere。Ah,well!\'

\'Fonderthanevertheywereoftheirmother,so\'tissaidhereandthere,\'addedalabourer。

\'Well,yousee,\'tisnatural。LadyLuxellianstoodalooffrom\'emso——wassodrowsy-like,thattheycouldn\'tloveherinthejolly-

companionwaychildrenwanttolikefolks。OnlylastwinterI

seedMissElfridetalkingtomyladyandthetwochildren,andMissElfridewipedtheirnosesforem\'SOcareful——myladyneveronceseeingthatitwanteddoing;and,naturally,childrentaketopeoplethat\'stheirbestfriend。\'

\'Beas\'twill,thewomanisdeadandgone,andwemustmakeaplaceforher,\'saidJohn。\'Come,lads,drinkupyourale,andwe\'lljustridthiscorner,soastohaveallclearforbeginningatthewall,assoonas\'tislightto-morrow。\'

StephenthenaskedwhereLadyLuxellianwastolie。

\'Here,\'saidhisfather。\'Wearegoingtosetbackthiswallandmakearecess;and\'tisenoughforustodobeforethefuneral。

Whenmylord\'smotherdied,shesaid,"John,theplacemustbeenlargedbeforeanothercanbeputin。”But\'aneverexpected\'twouldbewantedsosoon。BettermoveLordGeorgefirst,I

suppose,Simeon?\'

Hepointedwithhisfoottoaheavycoffin,coveredwithwhathadoriginallybeenredvelvet,thecolourofwhichcouldonlyjustbedistinguishednow。

\'Justasyethinkbest,MasterJohn,\'repliedtheshrivelledmason。\'Ah,poorLordGeorge!\'hecontinued,lookingcontemplativelyatthehugecoffin;\'heandIwereasbitterenemiesonceasanycouldbewhenoneisalordandt\'otheronlyamortalman。Poorfellow!He\'dclaphishanduponmyshoulderandcussmeasfamilialandneighbourlyasifhe\'dbeenacommonchap。

Ay,\'acussedmeuphilland\'acussedmedown;andthen\'awouldraveoutagain,andthegooldclampsofhisfinenewteethwouldglisteninthesunlikefettersofbrass,whileI,beingasmallmanandpoor,wasfaintosaynothingatall。Suchastrappenfinegentlemanashewastoo!Yes,Iratherlikedensometimes。

Butoncenowandthen,whenIlookedathistoweringheight,I\'dthinkinmyinside,"Whataweightyou\'llbe,mylord,forourarmstolowerundertheaisleofEndelstowChurchsomeday!"\'

\'Andwashe?\'inquiredayounglabourer。

\'Hewas。Hewasfivehundredweightif\'awereapound。Whatwithhislead,andhisoak,andhishandles,andhisonethingandt\'other\'——heretheancientmanslappedhishanduponthecoverwithaforcethatcausedarattleamongthebonesinside——\'hehalfbrokemybackwhenItookhisfeettolowerendownthestepsthere。"Ah,"saithItoJohnthere——didn\'tI,John?——"thateveroneman\'sgloryshouldbesuchaweightuponanotherman!"Butthere,IlikedmylordGeorgesometimes。\'

\'\'Tisastrangethought,\'saidanother,\'thatwhiletheybeallhereunderoneroof,asnugunitedfamilyo\'Luxellians,theybereallyscatteredmilesawayfromoneanotherintheformofgoodsheepandwickedgoats,isn\'tit?\'

\'True;\'tisathoughttolookat。\'

\'Andthatone,ifhe\'sgoneupward,don\'tknowwhathiswifeisdoingnomorethanthemaninthemoonifshe\'sgonedownward。

Andthatsomeunfortunateoneinthehotplaceisa-holleringacrosstoaluckyoneupintheclouds,andquiteforgettingtheirbodiesbeboxedclosetogetherallthetime。\'

\'Ay,\'tisathoughttolookat,too,thatIcansay"Hullo!"closetofieryLordGeorge,and\'acan\'thearme。\'

\'AndthatIbeeatingmyonionclosetodaintyLadyJane\'snose,andshecan\'tsmellme。\'

\'Whatdo\'emputalltheirheadsonewayfor?\'inquiredayoungman。

\'Because\'tischurchyardlaw,yousimple。Thelawofthelivingis,thatamanshallbeuprightanddown-right,andthelawofthedeadis,thatamanshallbeeastandwest。Everystateofsocietyhaveitslaws。\'

\'Wemustbreakthelawwi\'afewofthepoorsouls,however。

Come,buckleto,\'saidthemaster-mason。

Andtheysettoworkanew。

Theorderofintermentcouldbedistinctlytracedbyobservingtheappearanceofthecoffinsastheylaypiledaround。Onthosewhichhadbeenstandingtherebutagenerationortwothetrappingsstillremained。Thoseofanearlierperiodshowedbarewood,withafewtatteredragsdanglingtherefrom。Earlierstill,thewoodlayinfragmentsontheflooroftheniche,andthecoffinconsistedofnakedleadalone;whilstinthecaseoftheveryoldest,eventheleadwasbulgingandcrackinginpieces,revealingtothecuriouseyeaheapofdustwithin。Theshieldsuponmanywerequiteloose,andremovablebythehand,theirlustrelesssurfacesstillindistinctlyexhibitingthenameandtitleofthedeceased。

Overheadthegroinsandconcavitiesofthearchescurvedinalldirections,droppinglowtowardsthewalls,wheretheheightwasnomorethansufficienttoenableapersontostandupright。

ThebodyofGeorgethefourteenthbaron,togetherwithtwoorthreeothers,allofmorerecentdatethanthegreatbulkofcoffinspiledthere,had,forwantofroom,beenplacedattheendofthevaultontressels,andnotinnichesliketheothers。

Theseitwasnecessarytoremove,toformbehindthemthechamberinwhichtheywereultimatelytobedeposited。Stephen,findingtheplaceandproceedingsinkeepingwiththesombrecoloursofhismind,waitedtherestill。

\'Simeon,IsupposeyoucanmindpoorLadyElfride,andhowsheranawaywiththeactor?\'saidJohnSmith,afterawhile。\'Ithinkitfelluponthetimemyfatherwassextonhere。Letussee——whereisshe?\'

\'Heresomewhere,\'returnedSimeon,lookingroundhim。

\'Why,I\'vegotmyarmsroundtheverygentlewomanatthismoment。\'

Heloweredtheendofthecoffinhewasholding,wipedhisface,andthrowingamorselofrottenwooduponanotherasanindicator,continued:\'That\'sherhusbandthere。Theywasasfairacoupleasyoushouldseeanywhereroundabout;andagood-heartedpairlikewise。Ay,Icanmindit,thoughIwasbutachielatthetime。Shefellinlovewiththisyoungmanofhers,andtheirbannswereaskedinsomechurchinLondon;andtheoldlordherfatheractuallyheard\'emaskedthethreetimes,anddidn\'tnoticehername,beinggabbledonwi\'ahostofothers。Whenshehadmarriedshetoldherfather,and\'afleedintoamonstrousrage,andsaidsheshouldn\'haeafarthing。LadyElfridesaidshedidn\'tthinkofwishingit;ifhe\'dforgieher\'twasallsheasked,andasforaliving,shewascontenttoplayplayswithherhusband。Thisfrightenedtheoldlord,and\'agie\'d\'emahousetolivein,andagreatgarden,andalittlefieldortwo,andacarriage,andagoodfewguineas。Well,thepoorthingdiedatherfirstgossiping,andherhusband——whowasastender-heartedamanasevereatmeat,andwouldhavediedforher——wentwildinhismind,andbrokehisheart(so\'twassaid)。Anyhow,theywereburiedthesameday——fatherandmother——butthebabylived。Ay,mylord\'sfamilymademuchofthatmanthen,andputhimherewithhiswife,andthereinthecornerthemanisnow。TheSundayaftertherewasafuneralsermon:thetextwas,"Oreverthesilvercordbeloosed,orthegoldenbowlbebroken;"andwhen\'twaspreachingthemendrewtheirhandsacrosstheireyesseveraltimes,andeverywomancriedoutloud。\'

\'Andwhatbecameofthebaby?\'saidStephen,whohadfrequentlyheardportionsofthestory。

\'Shewasbroughtupbyhergrandmother,andaprettymaidshewere。Andshemustneedsrunawaywiththecurate——ParsonSwancourtthatisnow。Thenhergrandmotherdied,andthetitleandeverythingwentawaytoanotherbranchofthefamilyaltogether。ParsonSwancourtwastedagooddealofhiswife\'smoney,andshelefthimMissElfride。Thattrickofrunningawayseemstobehandeddowninfamilies,likecrazinessorgout。Andtheytwowomenbealikeaspeas。\'

\'Whichtwo?\'

\'LadyElfrideandyoungMissthat\'salivenow。Thesamehairandeyes:butMissElfride\'smotherwasdarkeragooddeal。\'

\'Life\'sastranglebubble,yesee,\'saidWilliamWormmusingly。

\'ForiftheLord\'sanointmenthaddescendeduponwomeninsteadofmen,MissElfridewouldbeLordLuxellian——Lady,Imane。Butasitis,thebloodisrunout,andshe\'snothingtotheLuxellianfamilybylaw,whatevershemaybebygospel。\'

\'Iusedtofancy,\'saidSimeon,\'whenIseedMissElfridehuggingthelittleladyships,thattherewasalikeness;butIsuppose\'twasonlymydream,foryearsmusthavealteredtheoldfamilyshape。\'

\'Andnowwe\'llmovethesetwo,andhome-along,\'interposedJohnSmith,reviving,asbecameamaster,thespiritoflabour,whichhadshowedunmistakablesignsofbeingnearlyvanquishedbythespiritofchat,\'Theflagonofalewedon\'twantwe\'llletbideheretillto-morrow;noneofthepoorsoulswilltouchit\'ab\'lieve。\'

Sotheevening\'sworkwasconcluded,andthepartydrewfromtheabodeofthequietdead,closingtheoldirondoor,andshootingthelockloudlyintothehugecopperstaple——anincongruousactofimprisonmenttowardsthosewhohadnodreamsofescape。

ChapterXXVII

\'HowshouldIgreetthee?\'

Lovefrequentlydiesoftimealone——muchmorefrequentlyofdisplacement。WithElfrideSwancourt,apowerfulreasonwhythedisplacementshouldbesuccessfulwasthatthenew-comerwasagreatermanthanthefirst。BythesideoftheinstructiveandpiquantsnubbingsshereceivedfromKnight,Stephen\'sgeneralagreeablenessseemedwatery;bythesideofKnight\'ssparelove-

making,Stephen\'scontinualoutflowseemedlackadaisical。Shehadbeguntosighforsomebodyfurtheroninmanhood。Stephenwashardlyenoughofaman。

Perhapstherewasapronenesstoinconstancyinhernature——anature,tothosewhocontemplateitfromastandpointbeyondtheinfluenceofthatinconstancy,themostexquisiteofallinitsplasticityandreadysympathies。Partly,too,Stephen\'sfailuretomakehisholdonherheartapermanentonewashistootimidhabitofdispraisinghimselfbesideher——apeculiaritywhich,exercisedtowardssensiblemen,stirsakindlychordofattachmentthatamarkedassertivenesswouldleaveuntouched,butinevitablyleadsthemostsensiblewomanintheworldtoundervaluehimwhopractisesit。Directlydomineeringceasesintheman,snubbingbeginsinthewoman;thetritebutnolessunfortunatefactbeingthatthegentlercreaturerarelyhasthecapacitytoappreciatefairtreatmentfromhernaturalcomplement。TheabidingperceptionofthepositionofStephen\'sparentshad,ofcourse,alittletodowithElfride\'srenunciation。Tosuchgirlspovertymaynotbe,astothemoreworldlymassesofhumanity,asininitself;butitisasin,becausegracefulanddaintymannersseldomexistinsuchanatmosphere。Fewwomenofoldfamilycanbethoroughlytaughtthatafinesoulmaywearasmock-frock,andanadmittedlycommonmaninoneisbutawormintheireyes。JohnSmith\'sroughhandsandclothes,hiswife\'sdialect,thenecessarynarrownessoftheirways,beingconstantlyunderElfride\'snotice,werenotwithouttheirdeflectinginfluence。

Onreachinghomeaftertheperilousadventurebythesea-shore,Knighthadfeltunwell,andretiredalmostimmediately。Theyoungladywhohadsomateriallyassistedhimhaddonethesame,butshereappeared,properlyclothed,aboutfiveo\'clock。Shewanderedrestlesslyaboutthehouse,butnotonaccountoftheirjointnarrowescapefromdeath。Thestormwhichhadtornthetreehadmerelybowedthereed,andwiththedeliveranceofKnightalldeepthoughtoftheaccidenthadlefther。Themutualavowalwhichithadbeenthemeansofprecipitatingoccupiedafarlongerlengthofhermeditations。

Elfride\'sdisquietnowwasonaccountofthatmiserablepromisetomeetStephen,whichreturnedlikeaspectreagainandagain。TheperceptionofhislittlenessbesideKnightgrewuponheralarmingly。Shenowthoughthowsoundhadbeenherfather\'sadvicetohertogivehimup,andwasaspassionatelydesirousoffollowingitasshehadhithertobeenaverse。PerhapsthereisnothingmorehardeningtothetoneofyoungmindsthanthustodiscoverhowtheirdearestandstrongestwishesbecomegraduallyattunedbyTimetheCynictotheverynoteofsomeselfishpolicywhichinearlierdaystheydespised。

Thehourofappointmentcame,andwithitacrisis;andwiththecrisisacollapse。

\'Godforgiveme——Ican\'tmeetStephen!\'sheexclaimedtoherself。

\'Idon\'tlovehimless,butIloveMr。Knightmore!\'

Yes:shewouldsaveherselffromamannotfitforher——inspiteofvows。Shewouldobeyherfather,andhavenomoretodowithStephenSmith。Thusthefickleresolveshowedsignsofassumingthecomplexionofavirtue。

ThefollowingdayswerepassedwithoutanydefiniteavowalfromKnight\'slips。SuchsolitarywalksandscenesasthatwitnessedbySmithinthesummer-housewerefrequent,buthecourtedhersointangiblythattoanybutsuchadelicateperceptionasElfride\'sitwouldhaveappearednocourtshipatall。Thetimenowreallybegantobesweetwithher。Shedismissedthesenseofsininherpastactions,andwasautomaticintheintoxicationofthemoment。

ThefactthatKnightmadenoactualdeclarationwasnodrawback。

Knowingsincethebetrayalofhissentimentsthatloveforherreallyexisted,shepreferreditforthepresentinitsformofessence,andwaswillingtoavoidforawhilethegrossermediumofwords。Theirfeelingshavingbeenforcedtoaratherprematuredemonstration,areactionwasindulgedinbyboth。

Butnosoonerhadshegotridofhertroubledconscienceonthematteroffaithlessnessthananewanxietyconfrontedher。ItwaslestKnightshouldaccidentallymeetStephenintheparish,andthatherselfshouldbethesubjectofdiscourse。

Elfride,learningKnightmorethoroughly,perceivedthat,farfromhavinganotionofStephen\'sprecedence,hehadnoideathatshehadeverbeenwooedbeforebyanybody。Onordinaryoccasionsshehadatonguesofrankastoshowherwholemind,andamindsostraightforwardastorevealherhearttoitsinnermostshrine。

Butthetimeforachangehadcome。SheneveralludedtoevenaknowledgeofKnight\'sfriend。Whenwomenaresecrettheyaresecretindeed;andmoreoftenthannottheyonlybegintobesecretwiththeadventofasecondlover。

Theelopementwasnowaspectreworsethanthefirst,and,liketheSpiritinGlenfinlas,itwaxedtallerwitheveryattempttolayit。HernaturalhonestyinvitedhertoconfideinKnight,andtrusttohisgenerosityforforgiveness:sheknewalsothatasmerepolicyitwouldbebettertotellhimearlyifhewastobetoldatall。Thelongerherconcealmentthemoredifficultwouldbetherevelation。Butsheputitoff。Theintensefearwhichaccompaniesintenseloveinyoungwomenwastoostrongtoallowtheexerciseofamoralqualityantagonistictoitself:

\'Whereloveisgreat,thelittlestdoubtsarefear;

Wherelittlefearsgrowgreat,greatlovegrowsthere。\'

Thematchwaslookeduponasmadebyherfatherandmother。Thevicarrememberedherpromisetorevealthemeaningofthetelegramshehadreceived,andtwodaysafterthesceneinthesummer-

house,askedherpointedly。Shewasfrankwithhimnow。

\'IhadbeencorrespondingwithStephenSmitheversinceheleftEngland,tilllately,\'shecalmlysaid。

\'What!\'criedthevicaraghast;\'undertheeyesofMr。Knight,too?\'

\'No;whenIfoundIcaredmostforMr。Knight,Iobeyedyou。\'

\'Youwereverykind,I\'msure。WhendidyoubegintolikeMr。

Knight?\'

\'Idon\'tseethatthatisapertinentquestion,papa;thetelegramwasfromtheshippingagent,andwasnotsentatmyrequest。Itannouncedthearrivalofthevesselbringinghimhome。\'

\'Home!What,ishehere?\'

\'Yes;inthevillage,Ibelieve。\'

\'Hashetriedtoseeyou?\'

\'Onlybyfairmeans。Butdon\'t,papa,questionmeso!Itistorture。\'

\'Iwillonlysayonewordmore,\'hereplied。\'Haveyoumethim?\'

\'Ihavenot。Icanassureyouthatatthepresentmomentthereisnomoreofanunderstandingbetweenmeandtheyoungmanyousomuchdislikedthanbetweenhimandyou。Youtoldmetoforgethim;andIhaveforgottenhim。\'

\'Oh,well;thoughyoudidnotobeymeinthebeginning,youareagoodgirl,Elfride,inobeyingmeatlast。\'

\'Don\'tcallme"good,"papa,\'shesaidbitterly;\'youdon\'tknow——

andthelesssaidaboutsomethingsthebetter。Remember,Mr。

Knightknowsnothingabouttheother。Oh,howwrongitallis!I

don\'tknowwhatIamcomingto。\'

\'Asmattersstand,Ishouldbeinclinedtotellhim;or,atanyrate,Ishouldnotalarmmyselfabouthisknowing。HefoundouttheotherdaythatthiswastheparishyoungSmith\'sfatherlivesin——whatputsyouinsuchaflurry?\'

\'Ican\'tsay;butpromise——praydon\'tlethimknow!Itwouldbemyruin!\'

\'Pooh,child。Knightisagoodfellowandacleverman;butatthesametimeitdoesnotescapemyperceptionsthatheisnogreatcatchforyou。Menofhisturnofmindarenothingsowonderfulinthewayofhusbands。Ifyouhadchosentowait,youmighthavematedwithamuchwealthierman。Butremember,Ihavenotawordtosayagainstyourhavinghim,ifyoulikehim。

Charlotteisdelighted,asyouknow。\'

\'Well,papa,\'shesaid,smilinghopefullythroughasigh,\'itisnicetofeelthatingivingwayto——tocaringforhim,Ihavepleasedmyfamily。ButIamnotgood;ohno,Iamveryfarfromthat!\'

\'Noneofusaregood,Iamsorrytosay,\'saidherfatherblandly;

\'butgirlshaveacharteredrighttochangetheirminds,youknow。

Ithasbeenrecognizedbypoetsfromtimeimmemorial。Catullussays,"Muliercupidoquoddicitamanti,invento——\'Whatamemorymineis!However,thepassageis,thatawoman\'swordstoaloverareasamatterofcoursewrittenonlyonwindandwater。Nowdon\'tbetroubledaboutthat,Elfride。\'

\'Ah,youdon\'tknow!\'

Theyhadbeenstandingonthelawn,andKnightwasnowseenlingeringsomewaydownawindingwalk。WhenElfridemethim,itwaswithamuchgreaterlightnessofheart;thingsweremorestraightforwardnow。Theresponsibilityofherficklenessseemedpartlyshiftedfromherownshoulderstoherfather\'s。Still,therewereshadows。

\'Ah,couldhehaveknownhowfarIwentwithStephen,andyethavesaidthesame,howmuchhappierIshouldbe!\'Thatwasherprevailingthought。

Intheafternoontheloverswentouttogetheronhorsebackforanhourortwo;andthoughnotwishingtobeobserved,byreasonofthelatedeathofLadyLuxellian,whosefuneralhadtakenplaceveryprivatelyonthepreviousday,theyyetfounditnecessarytopassEastEndelstowChurch。

Thestepstothevault,ashasbeenstated,wereontheoutsideofthebuilding,immediatelyundertheaislewall。Beingonhorseback,bothKnightandElfridecouldoverlooktheshrubswhichscreenedthechurch-yard。

\'Look,thevaultseemsstilltobeopen,\'saidKnight。

\'Yes,itisopen,\'sheanswered\'Whoisthatmanclosebyit?Themason,Isuppose?\'

\'Yes。\'

\'IwonderifitisJohnSmith,Stephen\'sfather?\'

\'Ibelieveitis,\'saidElfride,withapprehension。

\'Ah,andcanitbe?Ishouldliketoinquirehowhisson,mytruantprotege\',isgoingon。Andfromyourfather\'sdescriptionofthevault,theinteriormustbeinteresting。Supposewegoin。\'

\'Hadwebetter,doyouthink?MaynotLordLuxellianbethere?\'

\'Itisnotatalllikely。\'

Elfridethenassented,sinceshecoulddonothingelse。Herheart,whichatfirsthadquailedinconsternation,recovereditselfwhensheconsideredthecharacterofJohnSmith。Aquietunassumingman,hewouldbesuretoacttowardsherasbeforethoselovepassageswithhisson,whichmighthavegivenamorepretentiousmechanicairs。SowithoutmuchalarmshetookKnight\'sarmafterdismounting,andwentwithhimbetweenandoverthegraves。Themaster-masonrecognizedherassheapproached,and,asusual,liftedhishatrespectfully。

\'IknowyoutobeMr。Smith,myformerfriendStephen\'sfather,\'

saidKnight,directlyhehadscannedtheembrownedandruddyfeaturesofJohn。

\'Yes,sir,Ib\'lieveIbe。\'

\'Howisyoursonnow?IhaveonlyonceheardfromhimsincehewenttoIndia。Idaresayyouhaveheardhimspeakofme——Mr。

Knight,whobecameacquaintedwithhimsomeyearsagoinExonbury。\'

\'Ay,thatIhave。Stephenisverywell,thankyou,sir,andhe\'sinEngland;infact,he\'sathome。Inshort,sir,he\'sdowninthevaultthere,a-lookingatthedepartedcoffins。\'

Elfride\'sheartflutteredlikeabutterfly。

Knightlookedamazed。\'Well,thatisextraordinary。\'hemurmured。

\'DidheknowIwasintheparish?\'

\'Ireallycan\'tsay,sir,\'saidJohn,wishinghimselfoutoftheentanglementherathersuspectedthanthoroughlyunderstood。

\'Woulditbeconsideredanintrusionbythefamilyifwewentintothevault?\'

\'Oh,blessye,no,sir;scoresoffolkhavebeensteppingdown。

\'Tisleftopena-purpose。\'

\'Wewillgodown,Elfride。\'

\'Iamafraidtheairisclose,\'shesaidappealingly。

\'Ohno,ma\'am,\'saidJohn。\'Wewhite-limedthewallsandarchestheday\'twasopened,aswealwaysdo,andagainonthemorningofthefuneral;theplaceisassweetasagranary。

\'ThenIshouldlikeyoutoaccompanyme,Elfie;havingoriginallysprungfromthefamilytoo。\'

\'Idon\'tlikegoingwheredeathissoemphaticallypresent。I\'llstaybythehorseswhilstyougoin;theymaygetloose。\'

\'Whatnonsense!Ihadnoideayoursentimentsweresoflimsilyformedastobeperturbedbyafewremnantsofmortality;butstayout,ifyouaresoafraid,byallmeans。\'

\'Ohno,Iamnotafraid;don\'tsaythat。\'

Sheheldmiserablytohisarm,thinkingthat,perhaps,therevelationmightaswellcomeatonceastenminuteslater,forStephenwouldbesuretoaccompanyhisfriendtohishorse。

Atfirst,thegloomofthevault,whichwaslightedonlybyacoupleofcandles,wastoogreattoadmitoftheirseeinganythingdistinctly;butwithafurtheradvanceKnightdiscerned,infrontoftheblackmassesliningthewalls,ayoungmanstanding,andwritinginapocket-book。

Knightsaidoneword:\'Stephen!\'

StephenSmith,notbeinginsuchabsoluteignoranceofKnight\'swhereaboutsasKnighthadbeenofSmith\'sinstantlyrecognizedhisfriend,andknewbyrotetheoutlinesofthefairwomanstandingbehindhim。

Stephencameforwardandshookhimbythehand,withoutspeaking。

\'Whyhaveyounotwritten,myboy?\'saidKnight,withoutinanywaysignifyingElfride\'spresencetoStephen。Totheessayist,Smithwasstillthecountryladwhomhehadpatronizedandtended;

onetowhomtheformalpresentationofaladybetrothedtohimselfwouldhaveseemedincongruousandabsurd。

\'Whyhaven\'tyouwrittentome?\'saidStephen。

\'Ah,yes。Whyhaven\'tI?whyhaven\'twe?That\'salwaysthequerywhichwecannotclearlyanswerwithoutanunsatisfactorysenseofourinadequacies。However,Ihavenotforgottenyou,Smith。Andnowwehavemet;andwemustmeetagain,andhavealongerchatthanthiscanconvenientlybe。Imustknowallyouhavebeendoing。Thatyonhavethriven,Iknow,andyoumustteachmetheway。\'

Elfridestoodinthebackground。Stephenhadreadthepositionataglance,andimmediatelyguessedthatshehadnevermentionedhisnametoKnight。Histactinavoidingcatastropheswasthechiefqualitywhichmadehimintellectuallyrespectable,inwhichqualityhefartranscendedKnight;andhedecidedthatatranquilissueoutoftheencounter,withoutanyharrowingofthefeelingsofeitherKnightorElfride,wastobeattemptedifpossible。HisoldsenseofindebtednesstoKnighthadneverwhollyforsakenhim;

hisloveforElfridewasgenerousnow。

Asfarashedaredlookathermovementshesawthatherbearingtowardshimwouldbedictatedbyhisowntowardsher;andifheactedasastrangershewoulddolikewiseasameansofdeliverance。Circumstancesfavouringthiscourse,itwasdesirablealsotoberatherreservedtowardsKnight,toshortenthemeetingasmuchaspossible。

\'Iamafraidthatmytimeisalmosttooshorttoallowevenofsuchapleasure,\'hesaid。\'Ileavehereto-morrow。AnduntilI

startfortheContinentandIndia,whichwillbeinafortnight,I

shallhavehardlyamomenttospare。\'

Knight\'sdisappointmentanddissatisfiedlooksatthisreplysentapangthroughStephenasgreatasanyhehadfeltatthesightofElfride。Thewordsaboutshortnessoftimewereliterallytrue,buttheirtonewasfarfrombeingso。HewouldhavebeengratifiedtotalkwithKnightasinpasttimes,andsawasadeadlosstohimselfthat,tosavethewomanwhocarednothingforhim,hewasdeliberatelythrowingawayhisfriend。

\'Oh,Iamsorrytohearthat,\'saidKnight,inachangedtone。

\'Butofcourse,ifyouhaveweightyconcernstoattendto,theymustnotbeneglected。Andifthisistobeourfirstandlastmeeting,letmesaythatIwishyousuccesswithallmyheart!\'

Knight\'swarmthrevivedtowardstheend;thesolemnimpressionshewasbeginningtoreceivefromthescenearoundthemabstractingfromhisheartasapuerilityanymomentaryvexationatwords。

\'Itisastrangeplaceforustomeetin,\'hecontinued,lookingroundthevault。

Stephenbrieflyassented,andtherewasasilence。Theblackenedcoffinswerenowrevealedmoreclearlythanatfirst,thewhitenedwallsandarchesthrowingthemforwardinstrongrelief。Itwasascenewhichwasrememberedbyallthreeasanindeliblemarkintheirhistory。Knight,withanabstractedface,wasstandingbetweenhiscompanions,thoughalittleinadvanceofthem,Elfridebeingonhisrighthand,andStephenSmithonhisleft。

Thewhitedaylightonhisrightsidegleamedfaintlyin,andwastonedtoabluenessbycontrastwiththeyellowraysfromthecandleagainstthewall。Elfride,timidlyshrinkingback,andnearesttheentrance,receivedmostofthelighttherefrom,whilstStephenwasentirelyincandlelight,andtohimthespotofouterskyvisibleabovethestepswasasasteelybluepatch,andnothingmore。

\'Ihavebeenheretwoorthreetimessinceitwasopened,\'saidStephen。\'Myfatherwasengagedinthework,youknow。\'

\'Yes。Whatareyoudoing?\'Knightinquired,lookingatthenote-

bookandpencilStephenheldinhishand。

\'Ihavebeensketchingafewdetailsinthechurch,andsincethenIhavebeencopyingthenamesfromsomeofthecoffinshere。

BeforeIleftEnglandIusedtodoagooddealofthissortofthing。\'

\'Yes;ofcourse。Ah,that\'spoorLadyLuxellian,Isuppose。\'

Knightpointedtoacoffinoflightsatin-wood,whichstoodonthestonesleepersinthenewniche。\'Andtheremainderofthefamilyareonthisside。Whoarethosetwo,sosnugandclosetogether?\'

Stephen\'svoicealteredslightlyashereplied\'That\'sLadyElfrideKingsmore——bornLuxellian,andthatisArthur,herhusband。Ihaveheardmyfathersaythatthey——he——ranawaywithher,andmarriedheragainstthewishofherparents。\'

\'ThenIimaginethistobewhereyougotyourChristianname,MissSwancourt?\'saidKnight,turningtoher。\'IthinkyoutoldmeitwasthreeorfourgenerationsagothatyourfamilybranchedofffromtheLuxellians?\'

\'Shewasmygrandmother,\'saidElfride,vainlyendeavouringtomoistenherdrylipsbeforeshespoke。Elfridehadthentheconscience-strickenlookofGuido\'sMagdalen,rendereduponamorechildlikeform。ShekeptherfacepartiallyawayfromKnightandStephen,andsethereyesupontheskyvisibleoutside,asifhersalvationdependeduponquicklyreachingit。HerlefthandrestedlightlywithinKnight\'sarm,halfwithdrawn,fromasenseofshameatclaiminghimbeforeheroldlover,yetunwillingtorenouncehim;sothatherglovemerelytouchedhissleeve。\'"Canonebepardoned,andretaintheoffence?"\'quotedElfride\'sheartthen。

Conversationseemedtohavenoself-sustainingpower,andwentonintheshapeofdisjointedremarks。\'One\'smindgetsthrongedwiththoughtswhilestandingsosolemnlyhere,\'Knightsaid,inameasuredquietvoice。\'Howmuchhasbeensaidondeathfromtimetotime!howmuchweourselvescanthinkuponit!Wemayfancyeachofthesewholieheresaying:

\'ForThou,tomakemyfallmoregreat,Didstliftmeuponhigh。\'

Whatcomesnext,Elfride?ItistheHundred-and-secondPsalmIamthinkingof。\'

\'Yes,Iknowit,\'shemurmured,andwentoninastilllowervoice,seeminglyafraidforanywordsfromtheemotionalsideofhernaturetoreachStephen:

\'"Mydays,justhasteningtotheirend,Arelikeaneveningshade;

Mybeautydoth,likewither\'dgrass,Withwaninglustrefade。”\'

\'Well,\'saidKnightmusingly,\'letusleavethem。Suchoccasionsastheseseemtocompelustoroamoutsideourselves,farawayfromthefragileframewelivein,andtoexpandtillourperceptiongrowssovastthatourphysicalrealitybearsnosortofproportiontoit。Welookbackupontheweakandminutestemonwhichthisluxuriantgrowthdepends,andask,Canitbepossiblethatsuchacapacityhasafoundationsosmall?MustI

againreturntomydailywalkinthatnarrowcell,ahumanbody,whereworldlythoughtscantortureme?Dowenot?\'

\'Yes,\'saidStephenandElfride。

\'Onehasasenseofwrong,too,thatsuchanappreciativebreadthasasentientbeingpossessesshouldbecommittedtothefrailcasketofabody。Whatweakensone\'sintentionsregardingthefuturelikethethoughtofthis?……However,letustuneourselvestoamorecheerfulchord,forthere\'sagreatdealtobedoneyetbyusall。\'

AsKnightmeditativelyaddressedhisjuniorsthus,unconsciousofthedeceptionpractised,fordifferentreasons,bytheseveredheartsathisside,andofthescenesthathadinearlierdaysunitedthem,eachonefeltthatheandshedidnotgainbycontrastwiththeirmusingmentor。Physicallynotsohandsomeaseithertheyouthfularchitectorthevicar\'sdaughter,thethoroughnessandintegrityofKnightilluminatedhisfeatureswithadignitynotevenincipientintheothertwo。Itisdifficulttoframeruleswhichshallapplytobothsexes,andElfride,anundevelopedgirl,must,perhaps,hardlybeladenwiththemoralresponsibilitieswhichattachtoamaninlikecircumstances。Thecharmofwoman,too,liespartlyinhersubtlenessinmattersoflove。Butifhonestyisavirtueinitself,Elfride,havingnoneofitnow,seemed,beingforbeing,scarcelygoodenoughforKnight。Stephen,thoughdeceptivefornounworthypurpose,wasdeceptiveafterall;andwhatevergoodresultsgracesuchstrategyifitsucceed,itseldomdrawsadmiration,especiallywhenitfails。

Onanordinaryoccasion,hadKnightbeenevenquitealonewithStephen,hewouldhardlyhavealludedtohispossiblerelationshiptoElfride。ButmovedbyattendantcircumstancesKnightwasimpelledtobeconfiding。

\'Stephen,\'hesaid,\'thisladyisMissSwancourt。Iamstayingatherfather\'shouse,asyouprobablyknow。\'HesteppedafewpacesnearertoSmith,andsaidinalowertone:\'Imayaswelltellyouthatweareengagedtobemarried。\'

Lowasthewordshadbeenspoken,Elfridehadheardthem,andawaitedStephen\'sreplyinbreathlesssilence,ifthatcouldbecalledsilencewhereElfride\'sdress,ateachthrobofherheart,shookandindicateditlikeapulse-glass,rustlingalsoagainstthewallinreplytothesamethrobbing。Therayofdaylightwhichreachedherfacelentitabluepallorincomparisonwiththoseoftheothertwo。

\'Icongratulateyou,\'Stephenwhispered;andsaidaloud,\'IknowMissSwancourt——alittle。YoumustrememberthatmyfatherisaparishionerofMr。Swancourt\'s。\'

\'Ithoughtyoumightpossiblynothavelivedathomesincetheyhavebeenhere。\'

\'Ihaveneverlivedathome,certainly,sincethattime。\'

\'IhaveseenMr。Smith,\'falteredElfride。

\'Well,thereisnoexcuseforme。AsstrangerstoeachotherI

ought,Isuppose,tohaveintroducedyou:asacquaintances,I

shouldnothavestoodsopersistentlybetweenyou。Butthefactis,Smith,youseemaboytome,evennow。\'

Stephenappearedtohaveamorethanpreviousconsciousnessoftheintensecrueltyofhisfateatthepresentmoment。Hecouldnotrepressthewords,utteredwithadimbitterness:

\'YoushouldhavesaidthatIseemedstilltheruralmechanic\'ssonIam,andhenceanunfitsubjectfortheceremonyofintroductions。\'

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