A Pair of Blue Eyes

第9章

\'WhatmustIsay,then?\'

\'"LadiesandMEN"always。\'

Atthismomentappearedinthestreamofvehiclesmovinginthecontrarydirectionachariotpresentinginitsgeneralsurfacetherichindigohueofamidnightsky,thewheelsandmarginsbeingpickedoutindelicatelinesofultramarine;theservants\'

liveriesweredark-bluecoatsandsilverlace,andbreechesofneutralIndianred。Thewholeconcernformedanorganicwhole,andmovedalongbehindapairofdarkchestnutgeldings,whoadvancedinanindifferentlyzealoustrot,verydaintilyperformed,andoccasionallyshruggeddiverspointsoftheirveinysurfaceasiftheywereratherabovethebusiness。

Inthissatagentlemanwithnodecidedcharacteristicsmorethanthathesomewhatresembledagood-naturedcommercialtravellerofthesuperiorclass。Besidehimwasaladywithskim-milkyeyesandcomplexion,belongingtothe"interesting"classofwomen,wherethatclassmergesinthesickly,hergreatestpleasurebeingapparentlytoenjoynothing。Oppositethispairsattwolittlegirlsinwhitehatsandbluefeathers。

TheladysawElfride,smiledandbowed,andtouchedherhusband\'selbow,whoturnedandreceivedElfride\'smovementofrecognitionwithagallantelevationofhishat。ThenthetwochildrenhelduptheirarmstoElfride,andlaughedgleefully。

\'Whoisthat?\'

\'Why,LordLuxellian,isn\'tit?\'saidMrs。Swancourt,whowiththevicarhadbeenseatedwithherbacktowardsthem。

\'Yes,\'repliedElfride。\'HeistheonemanofthoseIhaveseenherewhomIconsiderhandsomerthanpapa。\'

\'Thankyou,dear,\'saidMr。Swancourt。

\'Yes;butyourfatherissomucholder。WhenLordLuxelliangetsalittlefurtheroninlife,hewon\'tbehalfsogood-lookingasourman。\'

\'Thankyou,dear,likewise,\'saidMr。Swancourt。

\'See,\'exclaimedElfride,stilllookingtowardsthem,\'howthoselittledearswantme!Actuallyoneofthemiscryingformetocome。\'

\'Weweretalkingofbraceletsjustnow。LookatLadyLuxellian\'s,\'saidMrs。Swancourt,asthatbaronessliftedupherarmtosupportoneofthechildren。\'Itisslippingupherarm——

toolargebyhalf。Ihatetoseedaylightbetweenabraceletandawrist;Iwonderwomenhaven\'tbettertaste。\'

\'Itisnotonthataccount,indeed,\'Elfrideexpostulated。\'Itisthatherarmhasgotthin,poorthing。Youcannotthinkhowmuchshehasalteredinthislasttwelvemonth。\'

Thecarriageswerenownearertogether,andtherewasanexchangeofmorefamiliargreetingsbetweenthetwofamilies。ThentheLuxellianscrossedoveranddrewupundertheplane-trees,justintherearoftheSwancourts。LordLuxellianalighted,andcameforwardwithamusicallaugh。

Itwashisattractionasaman。Peoplelikedhimforthosetones,andforgotthathehadnotalents。AcquaintancesrememberedMr。

Swancourtbyhismanner;theyrememberedStephenSmithbyhisface,LordLuxellianbyhislaugh。

Mr。Swancourtmadesomefriendlyremarks——amongothersthingsupontheheat。

\'Yes,\'saidLordLuxellian,\'weweredrivingbyafurrier\'swindowthisafternoon,andthesightfilledusallwithsuchasenseofsuffocationthatweweregladtogetaway。Ha-ha!\'HeturnedtoElfride。\'MissSwancourt,Ihavehardlyseenorspokentoyousinceyourliteraryfeatwasmadepublic。IhadnoideaachielwastakingnotesdownatquietEndelstow,orIshouldcertainlyhaveputmyselfandfriendsuponourbestbehaviour。Swancourt,whydidn\'tyougivemeahint!\'

Elfridefluttered,blushed,laughed,saiditwasnothingtospeakof,&c。&c。

\'Well,IthinkyouwereratherunfairlytreatedbythePRESENT,I

certainlydo。WritingaheavyreviewlikethatuponaneleganttrifleliketheCOURTOFKELLYONCASTLEwasabsurd。\'

\'What?\'saidElfride,openinghereyes。\'WasIreviewedinthePRESENT?\'

\'Ohyes;didn\'tyouseeit?Why,itwasfourorfivemonthsago!\'

\'No,Ineversawit。HowsorryIam!Whatashameofmypublishers!Theypromisedtosendmeeverynoticethatappeared。\'

\'Ah,then,IamalmostafraidIhavebeengivingyoudisagreeableinformation,intentionallywithheldoutofcourtesy。Dependuponittheythoughtnogoodwouldcomeofsendingit,andsowouldnotpainyouunnecessarily。\'

\'Ohno;Iamindeedgladyouhavetoldme,LordLuxellian。Itisquiteamistakenkindnessontheirpart。Isthereviewsomuchagainstme?\'sheinquiredtremulously。

\'No,no;notthatexactly——thoughIalmostforgetitsexactpurportnow。Itwasmerely——merelysharp,youknow——ungenerous,I

mightsay。Butreallymymemorydoesnotenablemetospeakdecidedly。\'

\'We\'lldrivetothePRESENToffice,andgetonedirectly;shallwe,papa?\'

\'Ifyouaresoanxious,dear,wewill,orsend。Butto-morrowwilldo。\'

\'Anddoobligemeinalittlematternow,Elfride,\'saidLordLuxellianwarmly,andlookingasifheweresorryhehadbroughtnewsthatdisturbedher。\'IaminrealitysenthereasaspecialmessengerbymylittlePollyandKatietoaskyoutocomeintoourcarriagewiththemforashorttime。IamjustgoingtowalkacrossintoPiccadilly,andmywifeisleftalonewiththem。Iamafraidtheyareratherspoiltchildren;butIhavehalfpromisedthemyoushallcome。\'

Thestepswereletdown,andElfridewastransferred——totheintensedelightofthelittlegirls,andtothemildinterestofloungerswithredskinsandlongnecks,whocursorilyeyedtheperformancewiththeirwalking-stickstotheirlips,occasionallylaughingfromfardowntheirthroatsandwiththeireyes,theirmouthsnotbeingconcernedintheoperationatall。LordLuxellianthentoldthecoachmantodriveon,liftedhishat,smiledasmilethatmisseditsmarkandalightedonatotalstranger,whobowedinbewilderment。LordLuxellianlookedlongatElfride。

Thelookwasamanly,open,andgenuinelookofadmiration;amomentarytributeofakindwhichanyhonestEnglishmanmighthavepaidtofairnesswithoutbeingashamedofthefeeling,orpermittingittoencroachintheslightestdegreeuponhisemotionalobligationsasahusbandandheadofafamily。ThenLordLuxellianturnedaway,andwalkedmusinglytotheupperendofthepromenade。

Mr。SwancourthadalightedatthesametimewithElfride,crossingovertotheRowforafewminutestospeaktoafriendherecognizedthere;andhiswifewasthusleftsoletenantofthecarriage。

Now,whilstthislittleacthadbeenincourseofperformance,therestoodamongthepromenadingspectatorsamanofsomewhatdifferentdescriptionfromtherest。Behindthegeneralthrong,intherearofthechairs,andleaningagainstthetrunkofatree,helookedatElfridewithquietandcriticalinterest。

ThreepointsaboutthisunobtrusivepersonshowedpromptlytotheexercisedeyethathewasnotaRowmanpursang。First,anirrepressiblewrinkleortwointhewaistofhisfrock-coat——

denotingthathehadnotdamnedhistailorsufficientlytodrivethattradesmanuptotheorthodoxhighpressureofcunningworkmanship。Second,aslightslovenlinessofumbrella,occasionedbyitsowner\'shabitofrestingheavilyuponit,andusingitasaveritablewalking-stick,insteadoflettingitspointtouchthegroundinthemostcoquettishofkisses,asistheproperRowmannertodo。Third,andchiefreason,thattryhowyoumight,youcouldscarcelyhelpsupposing,onlookingathisface,thatyoureyeswerenotfarfromawell-finishedmind,insteadofthewell-finishedskinetpraetereanihil,whichisbyrightstheMarkoftheRow。

Theprobabilityisthat,hadnotMrs。Swancourtbeenleftaloneinhercarriageunderthetree,thismanwouldhaveremainedinhisunobservedseclusion。Butseeingherthus,hecameroundtothefront,stoopedundertherail,andstoodbesidethecarriage-door。

Mrs。Swancourtlookedreflectivelyathimforaquarterofaminute,thenheldoutherhandlaughingly:

\'Why,HenryKnight——ofcourseitis!My——second——third——fourthcousin——whatshallIsay?Atanyrate,mykinsman。\'

\'Yes,oneofaremnantnotyetcutoff。Iscarcelywascertainofyou,either,fromwhereIwasstanding。\'

\'IhavenotseenyousinceyoufirstwenttoOxford;considerthenumberofyears!Youknow,Isuppose,ofmymarriage?\'

Andtheresprangupadialogueconcerningfamilymattersofbirth,death,andmarriage,whichitisnotnecessarytodetail。Knightpresentlyinquired:

\'Theyoungladywhochangedintotheothercarriageis,then,yourstepdaughter?\'

\'Yes,Elfride。Youmustknowher。\'

\'AndwhowastheladyinthecarriageElfrideentered;whohadanill-definedandwaterylook,asifshewereonlythereflectionofherselfinapool?\'

\'LadyLuxellian;veryweakly,Elfridesays。Myhusbandisremotelyconnectedwiththem;butthereisnotmuchintimacyonaccountof。However,Henry,you\'llcomeandseeus,ofcourse。24ChevronSquare。Comethisweek。Weshallonlybeintownaweekortwolonger。\'

\'Letmesee。I\'vegottorunuptoOxfordto-morrow,whereI

shallbeforseveraldays;sothatImust,Ifear,losethepleasureofseeingyouinLondonthisyear。\'

\'ThencometoEndelstow;whynotreturnwithus?\'

\'IamafraidifIweretocomebeforeAugustIshouldhavetoleaveagaininadayortwo。Ishouldbedelightedtobewithyouatthebeginningofthatmonth;andIcouldstayanicelongtime。

Ihavethoughtofgoingwestwardallthesummer。\'

\'Verywell。Nowrememberthat\'sacompact。Andwon\'tyouwaitnowandseeMr。Swancourt?Hewillnotbeawaytenminuteslonger。\'

\'No;I\'llbegtobeexcused;forImustgettomychambersagainthiseveningbeforeIgohome;indeed,Ioughttohavebeentherenow——Ihavesuchapressofmatterstoattendtojustatpresent。

Youwillexplaintohim,please。Good-bye。\'

\'Andletusknowthedayofyourappearanceassoonasyoucan。\'

\'Iwill\'

ChapterXV

\'Awanderingvoice。\'

Thoughsheerandintelligiblegriefsarenotcharmedawaybybeingconfidedtomereacquaintances,theprocessisapalliativetocertainill-humours。Amongthese,perplexedvexationisone——aspeciesoftroublewhich,likeastream,getsshallowerbythesimpleoperationofwideningitinanyquarter。

OntheeveningofthedaysucceedingthatofthemeetinginthePark,ElfrideandMrs。Swancourtwereengagedinconversationinthedressing-roomofthelatter。Suchatreatmentofsuchacasewasincourseofadoptionhere。

ElfridehadjustbeforereceivedanaffectionateletterfromStephenSmithinBombay,whichhadbeenforwardedtoherfromEndelstow。Butsincethisisnotthecasereferredto,itisnotworthwhiletopryfurtherintothecontentsoftheletterthantodiscoverthat,withrashthoughpardonableconfidenceincomingtimes,headdressedherinhighspiritsashisdarlingfuturewife。Probablytherecannotbeinstancedabrieferandsurerrule-

of-thumbtestofaman\'stemperament——sanguineorcautious——thanthis:didheordoesheante-datethewordwifeincorrespondingwithasweet-hearthehonestlyloves?

Shehadtakenthisepistleintoherownroom,readalittleofit,thenSAVEDtherestforto-morrow,notwishingtobesoextravagantastoconsumethepleasureallatonce。Nevertheless,shecouldnotresistthewishtoenjoyyetalittlemore,sooutcametheletteragain,andinspiteofmisgivingsastoprodigalitythewholewasdevoured。Theletterwasfinallyreperusedandplacedinherpocket。

Whatwasthis?AlsoanewspaperforElfride,whichshehadoverlookedinherhurrytoopentheletter。ItwastheoldnumberofthePRESENT,containingthearticleuponherbook,forwardedashadbeenrequested。

Elfridehadhastilyreaditthrough,shrunkperceptiblysmaller,andhadthengonewiththepaperinherhandtoMrs。Swancourt\'sdressing-room,tolightenoratleastmodifyhervexationbyadiscriminatingestimatefromherstepmother。

Shewasnowlookingdisconsolatelyoutofthewindow。

\'Nevermind,mychild,\'saidMrs。Swancourtafteracarefulperusalofthematterindicated。\'Idon\'tseethatthereviewissuchaterribleone,afterall。Besides,everybodyhasforgottenaboutitbythistime。I\'msuretheopeningisgoodenoughforanybookeverwritten。Justlisten——itsoundsbetterreadaloudthanwhenyouporeoveritsilently:"THECOURTOFKELLYONCASTLE。

AROMANCEOFTHEMIDDLEAGES。BYERNESTFIELD。Inthebeliefthatwewereforawhileescapingthemonotonousrepetitionofwearisomedetailsinmodernsocialscenery,analysesofuninterestingcharacter,ortheunnaturalunfoldingsofasensationplot,wetookthisvolumeintoourhandswithafeelingofpleasure。Weweredisposedtobeguileourselveswiththefancythatsomenewchangemightpossiblyberungupondonjonkeeps,chainandplatearmour,deeplyscarredcheeks,tendermaidensdisguisedaspages,towhichwehadnotlistenedlongago。”Now,that\'saverygoodbeginning,inmyopinion,andonetobeproudofhavingbroughtoutofamanwhohasneverseenyou。\'

\'Ah,yes,\'murmuredElfridewofully。\'But,then,seefurtheron!\'

\'Wellthenextbitisratherunkind,Imustown,\'saidMrs。

Swancourt,andreadon。\'"Insteadofthiswefoundourselvesinthehandsofsomeyounglady,hardlyarrivedatyearsofdiscretion,tojudgebythesillydeviceithasbeenthoughtworthwhiletoadoptonthetitle-page,withtheideaofdisguisinghersex。”\'

\'Iamnot"silly"!\'saidElfrideindignantly。\'Hemighthavecalledmeanythingbutthat。\'

\'Youarenot,indeed。Well:——"Handsofayounglady……whosechaptersaresimplydevotedtoimpossibletournaments,towers,andescapades,whichreadlikeflatcopiesoflikescenesinthestoriesofMr。G。P。R。James,andthemostunrealportionsofIVANHOE。Thebaitissopalpablyartificialthatthemostcredulousgudgeonturnsaway。”Now,mydear,Idon\'tseeovermuchtocomplainofinthat。ItprovesthatyouwerecleverenoughtomakehimthinkofSirWalterScott,whichisagreatdeal。\'

\'Ohyes;thoughIcannotromancemyself,Iamabletoremindhimofthosewhocan!\'Elfrideintendedtohurlthesewordssarcasticallyatherinvisibleenemy,butasshehadnomoresatiricalpowerthanawood-pigeon,theymerelyfellinaprettymurmurfromlipsshapedtoapout。

\'Certainly:andthat\'ssomething。Yourbookisgoodenoughtobebadinanordinaryliterarymanner,anddoesn\'tstandbyitselfinamelancholypositionaltogetherworsethanassailable——"Thatinterestinanhistoricalromancemaynowadayshaveanychanceofbeingsustained,itisindispensablethatthereaderfindhimselfundertheguidanceofsomenearlyextinctspeciesoflegendary,who,inadditiontoanimpulsetowardsantiquarianresearchandanunweakenedfaithinthemediaevalhalo,shallpossessaninventivefacultyinwhichdelicacyofsentimentisfarovertoppedbyapowerofweldingtostirringincidentaspiritedvarietyoftheelementaryhumanpassions。”Well,thatlong-windedeffusiondoesn\'trefertoyouatall,Elfride,merelysomethingputintofillup。Letmesee,whendoeshecometoyouagain;……nottilltheveryend,actually。Hereyouarefinallypolishedoff:

\'"Buttoreturntothelittleworkwehaveusedasthetextofthisarticle。Wearefarfromaltogetherdisparagingtheauthor\'spowers。Shehasacertainversatilitythatenableshertousewitheffectastyleofnarrationpeculiartoherself,whichmaybecalledamurmuringofdelicateemotionaltrifles,theparticulargiftofthosetowhomthesocialsympathiesofapeacefultimeareasdailyfood。Hence,wheremattersofdomesticexperience,andthenaturaltoucheswhichmakepeoplereal,canbeintroducedwithoutanachronismstoostriking,sheisoccasionallyfelicitous;

anduponthewholewefeeljustifiedinsayingthatthebookwillbearlookingintoforthesakeofthoseportionswhichhavenothingwhatevertodowiththestory。”

\'Well,Isupposeitisintendedforsatire;butdon\'tthinkanythingmoreofitnow,mydear。Itisseveno\'clock。\'AndMrs。

Swancourtrangforhermaid。

Attackismorepiquantthanconcord。Stephen\'sletterwasconcerningnothingbutonenesswithher:thereviewwastheveryreverse。Andastrangerwithneithernamenorshape,agenorappearance,butamightyvoice,isnaturallyratheraninterestingnoveltytoaladyhechoosestoaddress。WhenElfridefellasleepthatnightshewaslovingthewriteroftheletter,butthinkingofthewriterofthatarticle。

ChapterXVI

\'Thenfancyshapes——asfancycan。\'

Onadayaboutthreeweekslater,theSwancourttrioweresittingquietlyinthedrawing-roomofTheCrags,Mrs。Swancourt\'shouseatEndelstow,chatting,andtakingeasefulsurveyoftheirpreviousmonthortwooftown——atangiblewearinesseventopeoplewhoseacquaintancestheremightbecountedonthefingers。

AmereseasoninLondonwithherpractisedstep-motherhadsoadvancedElfride\'sperceptions,thathercourtshipbyStephenseemedemotionallymeagre,andtohavedriftedbackseveralyearsintoachildishpast。Inregardingourmentalexperiences,asinvisualobservation,ourownprogressreadslikeadwindlingofthatweprogressfrom。

Shewasseatedonalowchair,lookingoverherromancewithmelancholyinterestforthefirsttimesinceshehadbecomeacquaintedwiththeremarksofthePRESENTthereupon。

\'Stillthinkingofthatreviewer,Elfie?\'

\'Notofhimpersonally;butIamthinkingofhisopinion。Really,onlookingintothevolumeafterthislongtimehaselapsed,heseemstohaveestimatedonepartofitfairlyenough。\'

\'No,no;Iwouldn\'tshowthewhitefeathernow!Fancythatofallpeopleintheworldthewriterherselfshouldgoovertotheenemy。HowshallMonmouth\'smenfightwhenMonmouthrunsaway?\'

\'Idon\'tdothat。ButIthinkheisrightinsomeofhisarguments,thoughwronginothers。AndbecausehehassomeclaimtomyrespectIregretallthemorethatheshouldthinksomistakenlyofmymotivesinoneortwoinstances。Itismorevexingtobemisunderstoodthantobemisrepresented;andhemisunderstandsme。IcannotbeeasywhilstapersongoestorestnightafternightattributingtomeintentionsIneverhad。\'

\'Hedoesn\'tknowyourname,oranythingaboutyou。Andhehasdoubtlessforgottenthereissuchabookinexistencebythistime。\'

\'Imyselfshouldcertainlylikehimtobeputrightupononeortwomatters,\'saidthevicar,whohadhithertobeensilent。\'Yousee,criticsgoonwriting,andarenevercorrectedorarguedwith,andthereforeareneverimproved。\'

\'Papa,\'saidElfridebrightening,\'writetohim!\'

\'Iwouldassoonwritetohimaslookathim,forthematterofthat,\'saidMr。Swancourt。

\'Do!Andsay,theyoungpersonwhowrotethebookdidnotadoptamasculinepseudonyminvanityorconceit,butbecauseshewasafraiditwouldbethoughtpresumptuoustopublishhername,andthatshedidnotmeanthestoryforsuchashe,butasasweetenerofhistoryforyoungpeople,whomighttherebyacquireatasteforwhatwentonintheirowncountryhundredsofyearsago,andbetemptedtodivedeeperintothesubject。Oh,thereissomuchtoexplain;IwishImightwritemyself!\'

\'Now,Elfie,I\'lltellyouwhatwewilldo,\'answeredMr。

Swancourt,tickledwithasortofbucolichumourattheideaofcriticizingthecritic。\'Youshallwriteaclearaccountofwhatheiswrongin,andIwillcopyitandsenditasmine。\'

\'Yes,now,directly!\'saidElfride,jumpingup。\'Whenwillyousendit,papa?\'

\'Oh,inadayortwo,Isuppose,\'hereturned。Thenthevicarpausedandslightlyyawned,andinthemannerofelderlypeoplebegantocoolfromhisardourfortheundertakingnowthatitcametothepoint。\'But,really,itishardlyworthwhile,\'hesaid。

\'Opapa!\'saidElfride,withmuchdisappointment。\'Yousaidyouwould,andnowyouwon\'t。Thatisnotfair!\'

\'Buthowcanwesenditifwedon\'tknowwhomtosenditto?\'

\'Ifyoureallywanttosendsuchathingitcaneasilybedone,\'

saidMrs。Swancourt,comingtoherstep-daughter\'srescue。\'Anenvelopeaddressed,"TotheCriticofTHECOURTOFKELLYONCASTLE,careoftheEditorofthePRESENT,"wouldfindhim。\'

\'Yes,Isupposeitwould。\'

\'Whynotwriteyouransweryourself,Elfride?\'Mrs。Swancourtinquired。

\'Imight,\'shesaidhesitatingly;\'andsenditanonymously:thatwouldbetreatinghimashehastreatedme。\'

\'Nouseintheworld!\'

\'ButIdon\'tliketolethimknowmyexactname。SupposeIputmyinitialsonly?Thelessyouareknownthemoreyouarethoughtof。\'

\'Yes;youmightdothat。\'

Elfridesettoworkthereandthen。Heronedesireforthelastfortnightseemedlikelytoberealized。Ashappenswithsensitiveandsecludedminds,acontinualdwellinguponthesubjecthadmagnifiedtocolossalproportionsthespacesheassumedherselftooccupyortohaveoccupiedintheoccultcritic\'smind。Atnoonandatnightshehadbeenpesteringherselfwithendeavourstoperceivemoredistinctlyhisconceptionofherasawomanapartfromanauthor:whetherhereallydespisedher;whetherhethoughtmoreorlessofherthanofordinaryyoungwomenwhoneverventuredintothefireofcriticismatall。Nowshewouldhavethesatisfactionoffeelingthatatanyrateheknewhertrueintentincrossinghispath,andannoyinghimsobyherperformance,andbetaughtperhapstodespiseitalittleless。

Fourdayslateranenvelope,directedtoMissSwancourtinastrangehand,madeitsappearancefromthepost-bag。

\'0h,\'saidElfride,herheartsinkingwithinher。\'Canitbefromthatman——alectureforimpertinence?AndactuallyoneforMrs。

Swancourtinthesamehand-writing!\'Shefearedtoopenhers。

\'Yethowcanheknowmyname?No;itissomebodyelse。\'

\'Nonsense!\'saidherfathergrimly。\'Yousentyourinitials,andtheDirectorywasavailable。Thoughhewouldn\'thavetakenthetroubletolookthereunlesshehadbeenthoroughlysavagewithyou。Ithoughtyouwrotewithrathermoreasperitythansimpleliterarydiscussionrequired。\'Thistimelyclausewasintroducedtosavethecharacterofthevicar\'sjudgmentunderanyissueofaffairs。

\'Well,hereIgo,\'saidElfride,desperatelytearingopentheseal。

\'Tobesure,ofcourse,\'exclaimedMrs。Swancourt;andlookingupfromherownletter。\'Christopher,Iquiteforgottotellyou,whenImentionedthatIhadseenmydistantrelative,HarryKnight,thatIinvitedhimhereforwhateverlengthoftimehecouldspare。AndnowhesayshecancomeanydayinAugust。\'

\'Write,andsaythefirstofthemonth,\'repliedtheindiscriminatevicar。

Shereadom\'Goodnessme——andthatisn\'tall。HeisactuallythereviewerofElfride\'sbook。Howabsurd,tobesure!IhadnoideahereviewednovelsorhadanythingtodowiththePRESENT。Heisabarrister——andIthoughtheonlywroteintheQuarterlies。Why,Elfride,youhavebroughtaboutanoddentanglement!Whatdoeshesaytoyou?\'

Elfridehadputdownherletterwithadissatisfiedflushonherface。\'Idon\'tknow。Theideaofhisknowingmynameandallaboutme!……Why,hesaysnothingparticular,onlythis——

\'"MYDEARMADAM,——ThoughIamsorrythatmyremarksshouldhaveseemedharshtoyou,itisapleasuretofindthattheyhavebeenthemeansofbringingforthsuchaningeniouslyarguedreply。

Unfortunately,itissolongsinceIwrotemyreview,thatmymemorydoesnotservemesufficientlytosayasinglewordinmydefence,evensupposingthereremainsonetobesaid,whichisdoubtful。You,willfindfromaletterIhavewrittentoMrs。

Swancourt,thatwearenotsuchstrangerstoeachotheraswehavebeenimagining。Possibly,Imayhavethepleasureofseeingyousoon,whenanyargumentyouchoosetoadvanceshallreceivealltheattentionitdeserves。”

\'Thatisdimsarcasm——Iknowitis。\'

\'Ohno,Elfride。\'

\'Andthen,hisremarksdidn\'tseemharsh——ImeanIdidnotsayso。\'

\'Hethinksyouareinafrightfultemper,\'saidMr。Swancourt,chucklinginundertones。

\'Andhewillcomeandseeme,andfindtheauthoressascontemptibleinspeechasshehasbeenimpertinentinmanner。I

doheartilywishIhadneverwrittenawordtohim!\'

\'Nevermind,\'saidMrs。Swancourt,alsolaughinginlowquietjerks;\'itwillmakethemeetingsuchacomicalaffair,andaffordsplendidby-playforyourfatherandmyself。TheideaofourrunningourheadsagainstHarryKnightallthetime!Icannotgetoverthat。\'

ThevicarhadimmediatelyrememberedthenametobethatofStephenSmith\'spreceptorandfriend;buthavingceasedtoconcernhimselfinthematterhemadenoremarktothateffect,consistentlyforbearingtoalludetoanythingwhichcouldrestorerecollectionofthe(tohim)disagreeablemistakewithregardtopoorStephen\'slineageandposition。Elfridehadofcourseperceivedthesamething,whichaddedtothecomplicationofrelationshipameshthatherstepmotherknewnothingof。

TheidentificationscarcelyheightenedKnight\'sattractionsnow,thoughatwelvemonthagoshewouldonlyhavecaredtoseehimfortheinteresthepossessedasStephen\'sfriend。FortunatelyforKnight\'sadvent,suchareasonforwelcomehadonlybeguntobeawkwardtoheratatimewhentheinteresthehadacquiredonhisownaccountmadeitnolongernecessary。

Thesecoincidences,incommonwithallrelatingtohim,tendedtokeepElfride\'sminduponthestretchconcerningKnight。Aswashercustomwhenuponthehornsofadilemma,shewalkedoffbyherselfamongthelaurelbushes,andthere,standingstillandsplittingupaleafwithoutremovingitfromitsstalk,fetchedbackrecollectionsofStephen\'sfrequentwordsinpraiseofhisfriend,andwishedshehadlistenedmoreattentively。Then,stillpullingtheleaf,shewouldblushatsomefanciedmortificationthatwouldaccruetoherfromhiswordswhentheymet,inconsequenceofherintrusiveness,asshenowconsideredit,inwritingtohim。

Thenextdevelopmentofhermeditationswasthesubjectofwhatthisman\'spersonalappearancemightbe——washetallorshort,darkorfair,gayorgrim?ShewouldhaveaskedMrs。Swancourtbutfortheriskshemighttherebyincurofsometeasingremarkbeingreturned。UltimatelyElfridewouldsay,\'Oh,whataplaguethatrevieweristome!\'andturnherfacetowheresheimaginedIndialay,andmurmurtoherself,\'Ah,mylittlehusband,whatareyoudoingnow?Letmesee,whereareyou——south,east,where?Behindthathill,eversofarbehind!\'

ChapterXVII

\'Herwelcome,spokeinfalteringphrase。\'

\'ThereisHenryKnight,Ideclare!\'saidMrs。Swancourtoneday。

TheyweregazingfromthejuttingangleofawildenclosurenotfarfromTheCrags,whichalmostoverhungthevalleyalreadydescribedasleadingupfromtheseaandlittleportofCastleBoterel。Thestonyescarpmentuponwhichtheystoodhadthecontourofaman\'sface,anditwascoveredwithfurzeaswithabeard。Peopleinthefieldabovewerepreservedfromanaccidentalrolldowntheseprominencesandhollowsbyahedgeontheverycrest,whichwasdoingthatkindlyserviceforElfrideandhermothernow。

Scramblinghigherintothehedgeandstretchingherneckfurtheroverthefurze,Elfridebeheldtheindividualsignified。Hewaswalkingleisurelyalongthelittlegreenpathatthebottom,besidethestream,asatchelslunguponhislefthip,astoutwalking-stickinhishand,andabrown-hollandsun-hatuponhishead。Thesatchelwaswornandold,andtheouterpolishedsurfaceoftheleatherwascrackedandpeelingoff。

KnighthavingarrivedoverthehillstoCastleBotereluponthetopofacrazyomnibus,preferredtowalktheremainingtwomilesupthevalley,leavinghisluggagetobebroughton。

Behindhimwandered,helter-skelter,aboyofwhomKnighthadbrieflyinquiredthewaytoEndelstow;andbythatnaturallawofphysicswhichcauseslesserbodiestogravitatetowardsthegreater,thisboyhadkeptneartoKnight,andtrottedlikealittledogcloseathisheels,whistlingashewent,withhiseyesfixeduponKnight\'sbootsastheyroseandfell。

WhentheyhadreachedapointpreciselyoppositethatinwhichMrs。andMissSwancourtlayinambush,Knightstoppedandturnedround。

\'Lookhere,myboy,\'hesaid。

Theboypartedhislips,openedhiseyes,andanswerednothing。

\'Here\'ssixpenceforyou,onconditionthatyoudon\'tagaincomewithintwentyyardsofmyheels,allthewayupthevalley。\'

Theboy,whoapparentlyhadnotknownhehadbeenlookingatKnight\'sheelsatall,tookthesixpencemechanically,andKnightwentonagain,wraptinmeditation。

\'Anicevoice,\'Elfridethought;\'butwhatasingulartemper!\'

\'Nowwemustgetindoorsbeforeheascendstheslope,\'saidMrs。

Swancourtsoftly。Andtheywentacrossbyashortcutoverastile,enteringthelawnbyasidedoor,andsoontothehouse。

Mr。Swancourthadgoneintothevillagewiththecurate,andElfridefelttoonervoustoawaittheirvisitor\'sarrivalinthedrawing-roomwithMrs。Swancourt。Sothatwhentheelderladyentered,Elfridemadesomepretenceofperceivinganewvarietyofcrimsongeranium,andlingeredbehindamongtheflowerbeds。

Therewasnothinggainedbythis,afterall,shethought;andafewminutesafterboldlycameintothehousebytheglassside-

door。Shewalkedalongthecorridor,andenteredthedrawing-

room。Nobodywasthere。

Awindowattheangleoftheroomopeneddirectlyintoanoctagonalconservatory,enclosingthecornerofthebuilding。

Fromtheconservatorycamevoicesinconversation——Mrs。

Swancourt\'sandthestranger\'s。

Shehadexpectedhimtotalkbrilliantly。Tohersurprisehewasaskingquestionsinquitealearner\'smanner,onsubjectsconnectedwiththeflowersandshrubsthatshehadknownforyears。Whenafterthelapseofafewminuteshespokeatsomelength,sheconsideredtherewasahardsquaredecisivenessintheshapeofhissentences,asif,unlikeherownandStephen\'s,theywerenotthereandthennewlyconstructed,butweredrawnforthfromalargestoreready-made。Theywerenowapproachingthewindowtocomeinagain。

\'Thatisaflesh-colouredvariety,\'saidMrs。Swancourt。\'Butoleanders,thoughtheyaresuchbulkyshrubs,aresoveryeasilywoundedastobeunprunable——giantswiththesensitivenessofyoungladies。Oh,hereisElfride!\'

ElfridelookedasguiltyandcrestfallenasLadyTeazleatthedroppingofthescreen。Mrs。Swancourtpresentedhimhalfcomically,andKnightinaminuteortwoplacedhimselfbesidetheyounglady。

AcomplexityofinstinctscheckedElfride\'sconventionalsmilesofcomplaisanceandhospitality;and,tomakeherstilllesscomfortable,Mrs。Swancourtimmediatelyafterwardsleftthemtogethertoseekherhusband。Mr。Knight,however,didnotseematallincommodedbyhisfeelings,andhesaidwithlighteasefulness:

\'So,MissSwancourt,Ihavemetyouatlast。YouescapedmebyafewminutesonlywhenwewereinLondon。\'

\'Yes。IfoundthatyouhadseenMrs。Swancourt。\'

\'Andnowreviewerandreviewedarefacetoface,\'headdedunconcernedly。

\'Yes:thoughthefactofyourbeingarelationofMrs。Swancourt\'stakesofftheedgeofit。Itwasstrangethatyoushouldbeoneofherfamilyallthetime。\'Elfridebegantorecoverherselfnow,andtolookintoKnight\'sface。\'IwasmerelyanxioustoletyouknowmyREALmeaninginwritingthebook——extremelyanxious。\'

\'Icanquiteunderstandthewish;andIwasgratifiedthatmyremarksshouldhavereachedhome。Theyveryseldomdo,Iamafraid。\'

Elfridedrewherselfin。Herehewas,stickingtohisopinionsasfirmlyasiffriendshipandpolitenessdidnotintheleastrequireanimmediaterenunciationofthem。

\'Youmademeveryuneasyandsorrybywritingsuchthings!\'shemurmured,suddenlydroppingthemerecacueterieofafashionablefirstintroduction,andspeakingwithsomeofthedudgeonofachildtowardsasevereschoolmaster。

\'Thatisrathertheobjectofhonestcriticsinsuchacase。Nottocauseunnecessarysorrow,but:"Tomakeyousorryafterapropermanner,thatyemayreceivedamagebyusinnothing,"asapowerfulpenoncewrotetotheGentiles。Areyougoingtowriteanotherromance?\'

\'Writeanother?\'shesaid。\'Thatsomebodymaypenacondemnationand"nail\'twi\'Scripture"again,asyoudonow,Mr。Knight?\'

\'Youmaydobetternexttime,\'hesaidplacidly:\'Ithinkyouwill。ButIwouldadviseyoutoconfineyourselftodomesticscenes。\'

\'Thankyou。Butneveragain!\'

\'Well,youmayberight。Thatayoungwomanhastakentowritingisnotbyanymeansthebestthingtohearabouther。\'

\'Whatisthebest?\'

\'Iprefernottosay。\'

\'Doyouknow?Then,dotellme,please。\'

\'Well\'——(Knightwasevidentlychanginghismeaning)——\'Isupposetohearthatshehasmarried。\'

Elfridehesitated。\'Andwhatwhenshehasbeenmarried?\'shesaidatlast,partlyinordertowithdrawherownpersonfromtheargument。

\'Thentohearnomoreabouther。ItisasSmeatonsaidofhislighthouse:hergreatestrealpraise,whenthenoveltyofherinaugurationhaswornoff,isthatnothinghappenstokeepthetalkofheralive。\'

\'Yes,Isee,\'saidElfridesoftlyandthoughtfully。\'Butofcourseitisdifferentquitewithmen。Whydon\'tyouwritenovels,Mr。Knight?\'

\'BecauseIcouldn\'twriteonethatwouldinterestanybody。\'

\'Why?\'

\'Forseveralreasons。Itrequiresajudiciousomissionofyourrealthoughtstomakeanovelpopular,foronething。\'

\'Isthatreallynecessary?Well,Iamsureyoucouldlearntodothatwithpractice,\'saidElfridewithanex-cathedraair,asbecameapersonwhospokefromexperienceintheart。\'Youwouldmakeagreatnameforcertain,\'shecontinued。

\'Somanypeoplemakeanamenowadays,thatitismoredistinguishedtoremaininobscurity。\'

\'Tellmeseriously——apartfromthesubject——whydon\'tyouwriteavolumeinsteadofloosearticles?\'sheinsisted。

\'Sinceyouarepleasedtomakemetalkofmyself,Iwilltellyouseriously,\'saidKnight,notlessamusedatthiscatechismbyhisyoungfriendthanhewasinterestedinherappearance。\'AsIhaveimplied,Ihavenotthewish。AndifIhadthewish,Icouldnotnowconcentratesufficiently。Weallhaveonlyouronecruseofenergygivenustomakethebestof。Andwherethatenergyhasbeenleakedawayweekbyweek,quarterbyquarter,asminehasforthelastnineortenyears,thereisnotenoughdammedbackbehindthemillatanygivenperiodtosupplytheforceacompletebookonanysubjectrequires。Thenthereistheself-confidenceandwaitingpower。Wherequickresultshavegrowncustomary,theyarefataltoalivelyfaithinthefuture。\'

\'Yes,Icomprehend;andsoyouchoosetowriteinfragments?\'

\'No,Idon\'tchoosetodoitinthesenseyoumean;choosingfromawholeworldofprofessions,allpossible。Itwasbytheconstraintofaccidentmerely。NotthatIobjecttotheaccident。\'

\'Whydon\'tyouobject——Imean,whydoyoufeelsoquietaboutthings?\'Elfridewashalfafraidtoquestionhimso,butherintensecuriositytoseewhattheinsideofliteraryMr。Knightwaslike,kepthergoingon。

Knightcertainlydidnotmindbeingfrankwithher。Instancesofthistraitinmenwhoarenotwithoutfeeling,butarereticentfromhabit,mayberecalledbyallofus。Whentheyfindalistenerwhocanbynopossibilitymakeuseofthem,rivalthem,orcondemnthem,reservedandevensuspiciousmenoftheworldbecomefrank,keenlyenjoyingtheinnersideoftheirfrankness。

\'WhyIdon\'tmindtheaccidentalconstraint,\'hereplied,\'isbecause,inmakingbeginnings,achancelimitationofdirectionisoftenbetterthanabsolutefreedom。\'

\'Isee——thatis,IshouldifIquiteunderstoodwhatallthosegeneralitiesmean。\'

\'Why,this:Thatanarbitraryfoundationforone\'swork,whichnolengthofthoughtcanalter,leavestheattentionfreetofixitselfontheworkitself,andmakethebestofit。\'

\'Lateralcompressionforcingaltitude,aswouldbesaidinthattongue,\'shesaidmischievously。\'AndIsupposewherenolimitexists,asinthecaseofarichmanwithawidetastewhowantstodosomething,itwillbebettertochoosealimitcapriciouslythantohavenone。\'

\'Yes,\'hesaidmeditatively。\'Icangoasfarasthat。\'

\'Well,\'resumedElfride,\'Ithinkitbetterforaman\'snatureifhedoesnothinginparticular。\'

\'Thereissuchacaseasbeingobligedto。\'

\'Yes,yes;Iwasspeakingofwhenyouarenotobligedforanyotherreasonthandelightintheprospectoffame。Ihavethoughtmanytimeslatelythatathinwidespreadhappiness,commencingnow,andofapiecewiththedaysofyourlife,ispreferabletoananticipatedheapfarawayinthefuture,andnonenow。\'

\'Why,that\'stheverythingIsaidjustnowasbeingtheprincipleofallephemeraldoerslikemyself。\'

\'Oh,Iamsorrytohaveparodiedyou,\'shesaidwithsomeconfusion。\'Yes,ofcourse。Thatiswhatyoumeantaboutnottryingtobefamous。\'Andsheadded,withthequicknessofconvictioncharacteristicofhermind:\'Thereismuchlittlenessintryingtobegreat。Amanmustthinkagooddealofhimself,andbeconceitedenoughtobelieveinhimself,beforehetriesatall。\'

\'Butitissoonenoughtosaythereisharminaman\'sthinkingagooddealofhimselfwhenitisprovedhehasbeenthinkingwrong,andtoosoonthensometimes。Besides,weshouldnotconcludethatamanwhostrivesearnestlyforsuccessdoessowithastrongsenseofhisownmerit。Hemayseehowlittlesuccesshastodowithmerit,andhismotivemaybehisveryhumility。\'

ThismanneroftreatingherratherprovokedElfride。Nosoonerdidsheagreewithhimthanheceasedtoseemtowishit,andtooktheotherside。\'Ah,\'shethoughtinwardly,\'Ishallhavenothingtodowithamanofthiskind,thoughheisourvisitor。\'

\'Ithinkyouwillfind,\'resumedKnight,pursuingtheconversationmoreforthesakeoffinishingoffhisthoughtsonthesubjectthanforengagingherattention,\'thatinactuallifeitismerelyamatterofinstinctwithmen——thistryingtopushon。Theyawaketoarecognitionthattheyhave,withoutpremeditation,beguntotryalittle,andtheysaytothemselves,"SinceIhavetriedthusmuch,Iwilltryalittlemore。”Theygoonbecausetheyhavebegun。\'

Elfride,inherturn,wasnotparticularlyattendingtohiswordsatthismoment。Shehad,unconsciouslytoherself,awayofseizinganypointintheremarksofaninterlocutorwhichinterestedher,anddwellinguponit,andthinkingthoughtsofherownthereupon,totallyobliviousofallthathemightsayincontinuation。Onsuchoccasionssheartlesslysurveyedthepersonspeaking;andthentherewasatimeforapainter。Hereyesseemedtolookatyou,andpastyou,asyouwerethen,intoyourfuture;andpastyourfutureintoyoureternity——notreadingit,butgazinginanunused,unconsciousway——hermindstillclingingtoitsoriginalthought。

ThisishowshewaslookingatKnight。

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