THE PICTURE OF DORIAN GRAY

第2章

Ientreatyou。

Theladhesitated,andlookedoveratLordHenry,whowaswatchingthemfromthetea-tablewithanamusedsmile。

Imustgo,Basil,heanswered。

Verywell,saidHallward,andhewentoverandlaiddownhiscuponthetray。Itisratherlate,and,asyouhavetodress,youhadbetterlosenotime。Good-bye,Harry。Good-bye,Dorian。Comeandseemesoon。Cometo-morrow。

Certainly。

Youwon’tforget?

No,ofcoursenot,criedDorian。

And……Harry!

Yes,Basil?

RememberwhatIaskedyou,whenwewereinthegardenthismorning。

Ihaveforgottenit。

Itrustyou。

IwishIcouldtrustmyself,saidLordHenry,laughing。Come,Mr。Gray,myhansomisoutside,andIcandropyouatyourownplace。Good-bye,Basil。Ithasbeenamostinterestingafternoon。

Asthedoorclosedbehindthem,thepainterflunghimselfdownonasofa,andalookofpaincameintohisface。

ThePictureofDorianGray:Chapter3Chapter3Athalf-pasttwelvenextdayLordHenryWottonstrolledfromCurzonStreetovertotheAlbanytocallonhisuncle,LordFermor,agenialifsomewhatrough-manneredoldbachelor,whomtheoutsideworldcalledselfishbecauseitderivednoparticularbenefitfromhim,butwhowasconsideredgenerousbySocietyashefedthepeoplewhoamusedhim。HisfatherhadbeenourambassadoratMadridwhenIsabellawasyoungandPrimunthoughtof,buthadretiredfromthediplomaticserviceinacapriciousmomentofannoyanceonnotbeingofferedtheEmbassyatParis,aposttowhichheconsideredthathewasfullyentitledbyreasonofhisbirth,hisindolence,thegoodEnglishofhisdispatches,andhisinordinatepassionforpleasure。Theson,whohadbeenhisfather’ssecretary,hadresignedalongwithhischief,somewhatfoolishlyaswasthoughtatthetime,andonsucceedingsomemonthslatertothetitle,hadsethimselftotheseriousstudyofthegreataristocraticartofdoingabsolutelynothing。Hehadtwolargetownhouses,butpreferredtoliveinchambersasitwaslesstrouble,andtookmostofhismealsathisclub。HepaidsomeattentiontothemanagementofhiscollieriesintheMidlandcounties,excusinghimselfforthistaintofindustryonthegroundthattheoneadvantageofhavingcoalwasthatitenabledagentlemantoaffordthedecencyofburningwoodonhisownhearth。InpoliticshewasaTory,exceptwhentheTorieswereinoffice,duringwhichperiodheroundlyabusedthemforbeingapackofRadicals。Hewasaherotohisvalet,whobulliedhim,andaterrortomostofhisrelations,whomhebulliedinturn。OnlyEnglandcouldhaveproducedhim,andhealwayssaidthatthecountrywasgoingtothedogs。Hisprincipleswereoutofdate,buttherewasagooddealtobesaidforhisprejudices。

WhenLordHenryenteredtheroom,hefoundhisunclesittinginaroughshooting-coat,smokingacherootandgrumblingoverTheTimes。

Well,Harry,saidtheoldgentleman,whatbringsyououtsoearly?I

thoughtyoudandiesnevergotuptilltwo,andwerenotvisibletillfive。

Purefamilyaffection,Iassureyou,UncleGeorge。Iwanttogetsomethingoutofyou。

Money,Isuppose,saidLordFermor,makingawryface。Well,sitdownandtellmeallaboutit。Youngpeople,nowadays,imaginethatmoneyiseverything。

Yes,murmuredLordHenry,settlinghisbutton-holeinhiscoat。

andwhentheygrowoldertheyknowit。ButIdon’twantmoney。Itisonlypeoplewhopaytheirbillswhowantthat,UncleGeorge,andIneverpaymine。Creditisthecapitalofayoungerson,andonelivescharminglyuponit。Besides,IalwaysdealwithDartmoor’stradesmen,andconsequentlytheyneverbotherme。WhatIwantisinformation:notusefulinformation,ofcourse。uselessinformation。

Well,IcantellyouanythingthatisinanEnglishBlueBook,Harry,althoughthosefellowsnowadayswritealotofnonsense。WhenI

wasintheDiplomatic,thingsweremuchbetter。ButIheartheylettheminnowbyexamination。Whatcanyouexpect?Examinations,sir,arepurehumbugfrombeginningtoend。Ifamanisagentleman,heknowsquiteenough,andifheisnotagentleman,whateverheknowsisbadforhim。

Mr。DorianGraydoesnotbelongtoBlueBooks,UncleGeorge,

saidLordHenrylanguidly。

Mr。DorianGray?Whoishe?askedLordFermor,knittinghisbushywhiteeyebrows。

ThatiswhatIhavecometolearn,UncleGeorge。Orrather,I

knowwhoheis。HeisthelastLordKelso’sgrandson。HismotherwasaDevereux,LadyMargaretDevereaux。Iwantyoutotellmeabouthismother。

Whatwasshelike?Whomdidshemarry?Youhaveknownnearlyeverybodyinyourtime,soyoumighthaveknownher。IamverymuchinterestedinMr。Grayatpresent。Ihaveonlyjustmethim。

Kelso’sgrandson!echoedtheoldgentleman。Kelso’sgrandson!……Ofcourse……Iknewhismotherintimately。IbelieveIwasatherchristening。Shewasanextraordinarilybeautifulgirl,MargaretDevereux,andmadeallthemenfranticbyrunningawaywithapennilessyoungfellow——

amerenobody,sir,asubalterninafootregiment,orsomethingofthatkind。Certainly。Irememberthewholethingasifithappenedyesterday。

ThepoorchapwaskilledinaduelatSpaafewmonthsafterthemarriage。

Therewasanuglystoryaboutit。TheysaidKelsogotsomerascallyadventurer,someBelgianbrute,toinsulthisson-in-lawinpublic——paidhim,sir,todoit,paidhim——andthatthefellowspittedhismanasifhehadbeenapigeon。Thethingwashushedup,but,egad,Kelsoatehischopaloneattheclubforsometimeafterwards。Hebroughthisdaughterbackwithhim,Iwastold,andsheneverspoketohimagain。Oh,yes。itwasabadbusiness。Thegirldied,too,diedwithinayear。Sosheleftason,didshe?Ihadforgottenthat。Whatsortofboyishe?Ifheislikehismother,hemustbeagood-lookingchap。

Heisverygood-looking,assentedLordHenry。

Ihopehewillfallintoproperhands,continuedtheoldman。

HeshouldhaveapotofmoneywaitingforhimifKelsodidtherightthingbyhim。Hismotherhadmoney,too。AlltheSelbypropertycametoher,throughhergrandfather。HergrandfatherhatedKelso,thoughthimameandog。Hewas,too。CametoMadridoncewhenIwasthere。Egad,Iwasashamedofhim。TheQueenusedtoaskmeabouttheEnglishnoblewhowasalwaysquarrellingwiththecabmenabouttheirfares。Theymadequiteastoryofit。Ididn’tdareshowmyfaceatCourtforamonth。Ihopehetreatedhisgrandsonbetterthanhedidthejarvies。

Idon’tknow,answeredLordHenry。Ifancythattheboywillbewelloff。Heisnotofageyet。HehasSelby,Iknow。Hetoldmeso。

And……hismotherwasverybeautiful?

MargaretDevereuxwasoneoftheloveliestcreaturesIeversaw,Harry。Whatonearthinducedhertobehaveasshedid,Inevercouldunderstand。

Shecouldhavemarriedanybodyshechose。Carlingtonwasmadafterher。

Shewasromantic,though。Allthewomenofthatfamilywere。Themenwereapoorlot,but,egad!thewomenwerewonderful。Carlingtonwentonhiskneestoher。Toldmesohimself。Shelaughedathim,andtherewasn’tagirlinLondonatthetimewhowasn’tafterhim。Andbytheway,Harry,talkingaboutsillymarriages,whatisthishumbugyourfathertellsmeaboutDartmoorwantingtomarryanAmerican?Ain’tEnglishgirlsgoodenoughforhim?

ItisratherfashionabletomarryAmericansjustnow,UncleGeorge。

I’llbackEnglishwomenagainsttheworld,Harry,saidLordFermor,strikingthetablewithhisfist。

ThebettingisontheAmericans。

Theydon’tlast,Iamtold,mutteredhisuncle。

Alongengagementexhauststhem,buttheyarecapitalatasteeplechase。

Theytakethingsflying。Idon’tthinkDartmoorhasachance。

Whoareherpeople?grumbledtheoldgentleman。Hasshegotany?

LordHenryshookhishead。Americangirlsareascleveratconcealingtheirparents,asEnglishwomenareatconcealingtheirpast,hesaid,risingtogo。

Theyarepork-packers,Isuppose?

Ihopeso,UncleGeorge,forDartmoor’ssake。Iamtoldthatpork-packingisthemostlucrativeprofessioninAmerica,afterpolitics。

Isshepretty?

Shebehavesasifshewasbeautiful。MostAmericanwomendo。

Itisthesecretoftheircharm。

Whycan’ttheseAmericanwomenstayintheirowncountry?Theyarealwaystellingusthatitistheparadiseforwomen。

Itis。Thatisthereasonwhy,likeEve,theyaresoexcessivelyanxioustogetoutofit,saidLordHenry。Good-bye,UncleGeorge。I

shallbelateforlunch,ifIstopanylonger。ThanksforgivingmetheinformationIwanted。Ialwaysliketoknoweverythingaboutmynewfriends,andnothingaboutmyoldones。

Whereareyoulunching,Harry?

AtAuntAgatha’s。IhaveaskedmyselfandMr。Gray。Heisherlatestproté。gé。e。

Humph!tellyourAuntAgatha,Harry,nottobothermeanymorewithhercharityappeals。Iamsickofthem。Why,thegoodwomanthinksthatIhavenothingtodobuttowritechequesforhersillyfads。

Allright,UncleGeorge,I’lltellher,butitwon’thaveanyeffect。Philanthropicpeopleloseallsenseofhumanity。Itistheirdistinguishingcharacteristic。

Theoldgentlemangrowledapprovinglyandrangthebellforhisservant。LordHenrypassedupthelowarcadeintoBurlingtonStreetandturnedhisstepsinthedirectionofBerkeleySquare。

SothatwasthestoryofDorianGray’sparentage。Crudelyasithadbeentoldtohim,ithadyetstirredhimbyitssuggestionofastrange,almostmodernromance。Abeautifulwomanriskingeverythingforamadpassion。

Afewwildweeksofhappinesscutshortbyahideous,treacherouscrime。

Monthsofvoicelessagony,andthenachildborninpain。Themothersnatchedawaybydeath,theboylefttosolitudeandthetyrannyofanoldandlovelessman。Yes。itwasaninterestingbackground。Itposedthelad,madehimmoreperfect,asitwere。Behindeveryexquisitethingthatexisted,therewassomethingtragic。Worldshadtobeintravail,thatthemeanestflowermightblow……Andhowcharminghehadbeenatdinnerthenightbefore,aswithstartledeyesandlipspartedinfrightenedpleasurehehadsatoppositetohimattheclub,theredcandleshadesstainingtoaricherrosethewakeningwonderofhisface。Talkingtohimwaslikeplayinguponanexquisiteviolin。Heansweredtoeverytouchandthrillofthebow……Therewassomethingterriblyenthrallingintheexerciseofinfluence。

Nootheractivitywaslikeit。Toprojectone’ssoulintosomegraciousform,andletittarrythereforamoment。tohearone’sownintellectualviewsechoedbacktoonewithalltheaddedmusicofpassionandyouth。

toconveyone’stemperamentintoanotherasthoughitwereasubtlefluidorastrangeperfume:therewasarealjoyinthat——perhapsthemostsatisfyingjoylefttousinanagesolimitedandvulgarasourown,anagegrosslycarnalinitspleasures,andgrosslycommoninitsaims……Hewasamarvelloustype,too,thislad,whombysocuriousachancehehadmetinBasil’sstudio,orcouldbefashionedintoamarvelloustype,atanyrate。Gracewashis,andthewhitepurityofboyhood,andbeautysuchasoldGreekmarbleskeptforus。Therewasnothingthatonecouldnotdowithhim。

HecouldbemadeaTitanoratoy。Whatapityitwasthatsuchbeautywasdestinedtofade!……AndBasil?Fromapsychologicalpointofview,howinterestinghewas!Thenewmannerinart,thefreshmodeoflookingatlife,suggestedsostrangelybythemerelyvisiblepresenceofonewhowasunconsciousofitall。thesilentspiritthatdweltindimwoodland,andwalkedunseeninopenfield,suddenlyshowingherself,Dryadlikeandnotafraid,becauseinhissoulwhosoughtforhertherehadbeenwakenedthatwonderfulvisiontowhichalonearewonderfulthingsrevealed。themereshapesandpatternsofthingsbecoming,asitwere,refined,andgainingakindofsymbolicalvalue,asthoughtheywerethemselvespatternsofsomeotherandmoreperfectformwhoseshadowtheymadereal:howstrangeitallwas!Herememberedsomethinglikeitinhistory。WasitnotPlato,thatartistinthought,whohadfirstanalyzedit?WasitnotBuonarottiwhohadcarveditinthecolouredmarblesofasonnet-sequence?Butinourowncenturyitwasstrange……Yes。hewouldtrytobetoDorianGraywhat,withoutknowingit,theladwastothepainterwhohadfashionedthewonderfulportrait。Hewouldseektodominatehim——hadalready,indeed,halfdoneso。Hewouldmakethatwonderfulspirithisown。Therewassomethingfascinatinginthissonofloveanddeath。

Suddenlyhestoppedandglancedupatthehouses。Hefoundthathehadpassedhisaunt’ssomedistance,and,smilingtohimself,turnedback。Whenheenteredthesomewhatsombrehall,thebutlertoldhimthattheyhadgoneintolunch。Hegaveoneofthefootmenhishatandstickandpassedintothedining-room。

Lateasusual,Harry,criedhisaunt,shakingherheadathim。

Heinventedafacileexcuse,andhavingtakenthevacantseatnexttoher,lookedroundtoseewhowasthere。Dorianbowedtohimshylyfromtheendofthetable,aflushofpleasurestealingintohischeek。

OppositewastheDuchessofHarley,aladyofadmirablegood-natureandgoodtemper,muchlikedbyeveryonewhoknewher,andofthoseamplearchitecturalproportionsthatinwomenwhoarenotduchessesaredescribedbycontemporaryhistoriansasstoutness。Nexttohersat,onherright,SirThomasBurdon,aRadicalmemberofParliament,whofollowedhisleaderinpubliclifeandinprivatelifefollowedthebestcooks,diningwiththeToriesandthinkingwiththeLiberals,inaccordancewithawiseandwell-knownrule。

ThepostonherleftwasoccupiedbyMr。ErskineofTreadley,anoldgentlemanofconsiderablecharmandculture,whohadfallen,however,intobadhabitsofsilence,having,asheexplainedoncetoLadyAgatha,saideverythingthathehadtosaybeforehewasthirty。HisownneighbourwasMrs。Vandeleur,oneofhisaunt’soldestfriends,aperfectsaintamongstwomen,butsodreadfullydowdythatsheremindedoneofabadlyboundhymn-book。FortunatelyforhimshehadontheothersideLordFaudel,amostintelligentmiddle-agedmediocrity,asbaldasaministerialstatementintheHouseofCommons,withwhomshewasconversinginthatintenselyearnestmannerwhichistheoneunpardonableerror,asheremarkedoncehimself,thatallreallygoodpeoplefallinto,andfromwhichnoneofthemeverquiteescape。

WearetalkingaboutpoorDartmoor,LordHenry,criedtheduchess,noddingpleasantlytohimacrossthetable。Doyouthinkhewillreallymarrythisfascinatingyoungperson?

Ibelieveshehasmadeuphermindtoproposetohim,Duchess。

Howdreadful!exclaimedLadyAgatha。Really,someoneshouldinterfere。

Iamtold,onexcellentauthority,thatherfatherkeepsanAmericandry-goodsstore,saidSirThomasBurdon,lookingsupercilious。

Myunclehasalreadysuggestedpork-packingSirThomas。

Dry-goods!WhatareAmericandry-goods?askedtheduchess,raisingherlargehandsinwonderandaccentuatingtheverb。

Americannovels,answeredLordHenry,helpinghimselftosomequail。

Theduchesslookedpuzzled。

Don’tmindhim,mydear,whisperedLadyAgatha。Henevermeansanythingthathesays。

WhenAmericawasdiscovered,saidtheRadicalmember——andhebegantogivesomewearisomefacts。Likeallpeoplewhotrytoexhaustasubject,heexhaustedhislisteners。Theduchesssighedandexercisedherprivilegeofinterruption。Iwishtogoodnessitneverhadbeendiscoveredatall!sheexclaimed。Really,ourgirlshavenochancenowadays。Itismostunfair。

Perhaps,afterall,Americaneverhasbeendiscovered,saidMr。Erskine。Imyselfwouldsaythatithadmerelybeendetected。

Oh!butIhaveseenspecimensoftheinhabitants,answeredtheduchessvaguely。Imustconfessthatmostofthemareextremelypretty。

Andtheydresswell,too。TheygetalltheirdressesinParis。IwishI

couldaffordtodothesame。

TheysaythatwhengoodAmericansdietheygotoParis,chuckledSirThomas,whohadalargewardrobeofHumour’scast-offclothes。

Really!AndwheredobadAmericansgotowhentheydie?inquiredtheduchess。

TheygotoAmerica,murmuredLordHenry。

SirThomasfrowned。Iamafraidthatyournephewisprejudicedagainstthatgreatcountry,hesaidtoLadyAgatha。Ihavetravelledalloveritincarsprovidedbythedirectors,who,insuchmatters,areextremelycivil。Iassureyouthatitisaneducationtovisitit。

ButmustwereallyseeChicagoinordertobeeducated?askedMr。Erskineplaintively。Idon’tfeeluptothejourney。

SirThomaswavedhishand。Mr。ErskineofTreadleyhastheworldonhisshelves。Wepracticalmenliketoseethings,nottoreadaboutthem。TheAmericansareanextremelyinterestingpeople。Theyareabsolutelyreasonable。Ithinkthatistheirdistinguishingcharacteristic。Yes,Mr。

Erskine,anabsolutelyreasonablepeople。IassureyouthereisnononsenseabouttheAmericans。

Howdreadful!criedLordHenry。Icanstandbruteforce,butbrutereasonisquiteunbearable。Thereissomethingunfairaboutitsuse。

Itishittingbelowtheintellect。

Idonotunderstandyou,saidSirThomas,growingratherred。

Ido,LordHenry,murmuredMr。Erskine,withasmile。

Paradoxesareallverywellintheirway……rejoinedthebaronet。

Wasthataparadox?askedMr。Erskine。Ididnotthinkso。

Perhapsitwas。Well,thewayofparadoxesisthewayoftruth。Totestrealitywemustseeitonthetightrope。Whentheveritiesbecomeacrobats,wecanjudgethem。

Dearme!saidLadyAgatha,howyoumenargue!IamsureInevercanmakeoutwhatyouaretalkingabout。Oh!Harry,Iamquitevexedwithyou。WhydoyoutrytopersuadeourniceMr。DorianGraytogiveuptheEastEnd?Iassureyouhewouldbequiteinvaluable。Theywouldlovehisplaying。

Iwanthimtoplaytome,criedLordHenry,smiling,andhelookeddownthetableandcaughtabrightansweringglance。

ButtheyaresounhappyinWhitechapel,continuedLadyAgatha。

Icansympathizewitheverythingexceptsuffering,saidLordHenry,shrugginghisshoulders。Icannotsympathizewiththat。Itistoougly,toohorrible,toodistressing。Thereissomethingterriblymorbidinthemodernsympathywithpain。Oneshouldsympathizewiththecolour,thebeauty,thejoyoflife。Thelesssaidaboutlife’ssores,thebetter。

Still,theEastEndisaveryimportantproblem,remarkedSirThomaswithagraveshakeofthehead。

Quiteso,answeredtheyounglord。Itistheproblemofslavery,andwetrytosolveitbyamusingtheslaves。

Thepoliticianlookedathimkeenly。Whatchangedoyoupropose,then?heasked。

LordHenrylaughed。Idon’tdesiretochangeanythinginEnglandexcepttheweather,heanswered。Iamquitecontentwithphilosophiccontemplation。But,asthenineteenthcenturyhasgonebankruptthroughanover-expenditureofsympathy,Iwouldsuggestthatweshouldappealtosciencetoputusstraight。Theadvantageoftheemotionsisthattheyleadusastray,andtheadvantageofscienceisthatitisnotemotional。

Butwehavesuchgraveresponsibilities,venturedMrs。Vandeleurtimidly。

Terriblygrave,echoedLadyAgatha。

LordHenrylookedoveratMr。Erskine。Humanitytakesitselftooseriously。Itistheworld’soriginalsin。Ifthecavemanhadknownhowtolaugh,historywouldhavebeendifferent。

Youarereallyverycomforting,warbledtheduchess。IhavealwaysfeltratherguiltywhenIcametoseeyourdearaunt,forItakenointerestatallintheEastEnd。ForthefutureIshallbeabletolookherinthefacewithoutablush。

Ablushisverybecoming,Duchess,remarkedLordHenry。

Onlywhenoneisyoung,sheanswered。Whenanoldwomanlikemyselfblushes,itisaverybadsign。Ah!LordHenry,Iwishyouwouldtellmehowtobecomeyoungagain。

Hethoughtforamoment。Canyourememberanygreaterrorthatyoucommittedinyourearlydays,Duchess?heasked,lookingatheracrossthetable。

Agreatmany,Ifear,shecried。

Thencommitthemoveragain,hesaidgravely。Togetbackone’syouth,onehasmerelytorepeatone’sfollies。

Adelightfultheory!sheexclaimed。Imustputitintopractice。

Adangeroustheory!camefromSirThomas’stightlips。LadyAgathashookherhead,butcouldnothelpbeingamused。Mr。Erskinelistened。

Yes,hecontinued,thatisoneofthegreatsecretsoflife。

Nowadaysmostpeopledieofasortofcreepingcommonsense,anddiscoverwhenitistoolatethattheonlythingsoneneverregretsareone’smistakes。

Alaughranroundthetable。

Heplayedwiththeideaandgrewwilful。tosseditintotheairandtransformedit。letitescapeandrecapturedit。madeitiridescentwithfancyandwingeditwithparadox。Thepraiseoffolly,ashewenton,soaredintoaphilosophy,andphilosophyherselfbecameyoung,andcatchingthemadmusicofpleasure,wearing,onemightfancy,herwine-stainedrobeandwreathofivy,dancedlikeaBacchanteoverthehillsoflife,andmockedtheslowSilenusforbeingsober。Factsfledbeforeherlikefrightenedforestthings。HerwhitefeettrodthehugepressatwhichwiseOmarsits,tilltheseethinggrape-juiceroseroundherbarelimbsinwavesofpurplebubbles,orcrawledinredfoamoverthevat’sblack,dripping,slopingsides。Itwasanextraordinaryimprovisation。HefeltthattheeyesofDorianGraywerefixedonhim,andtheconsciousnessthatamongsthisaudiencetherewasonewhosetemperamenthewishedtofascinateseemedtogivehiswitkeennessandtolendcolourtohisimagination。Hewasbrilliant,fantastic,irresponsible。Hecharmedhislistenersoutofthemselves,andtheyfollowedhispipe,laughing。DorianGraynevertookhisgazeoffhim,butsatlikeoneunderaspell,smileschasingeachotheroverhislipsandwondergrowinggraveinhisdarkeningeyes。

Atlast,liveriedinthecostumeoftheage,realityenteredtheroomintheshapeofaservanttotelltheduchessthathercarriagewaswaiting。Shewrungherhandsinmockdespair。Howannoying!shecried。

Imustgo。Ihavetocallformyhusbandattheclub,totakehimtosomeabsurdmeetingatWillis’sRooms,whereheisgoingtobeinthechair。

IfIamlateheissuretobefurious,andIcouldn’thaveasceneinthisbonnet。Itisfartoofragile。Aharshwordwouldruinit。No,Imustgo,dearAgatha。Good-bye,LordHenry,youarequitedelightfulanddreadfullydemoralizing。IamsureIdon’tknowwhattosayaboutyourviews。Youmustcomeanddinewithussomenight。Tuesday?AreyoudisengagedTuesday?

ForyouIwouldthrowoveranybody,Duchess,saidLordHenrywithabow。

Ah!thatisverynice,andverywrongofyou,shecried。somindyoucome。andshesweptoutoftheroom,followedbyLadyAgathaandtheotherladies。

WhenLordHenryhadsatdownagain,Mr。Erskinemovedround,andtakingachairclosetohim,placedhishanduponhisarm。

Youtalkbooksaway,hesaid。whydon’tyouwriteone?

Iamtoofondofreadingbookstocaretowritethem,Mr。Erskine。

Ishouldliketowriteanovelcertainly,anovelthatwouldbeaslovelyasaPersiancarpetandasunreal。ButthereisnoliterarypublicinEnglandforanythingexceptnewspapers,primers,andencyclopaedias。OfallpeopleintheworldtheEnglishhavetheleastsenseofthebeautyofliterature。

Ifearyouareright,answeredMr。Erskine。Imyselfusedtohaveliteraryambitions,butIgavethemuplongago。Andnow,mydearyoungfriend,ifyouwillallowmetocallyouso,mayIaskifyoureallymeantallthatyousaidtousatlunch?

IquiteforgetwhatIsaid,smiledLordHenry。Wasitallverybad?

Verybadindeed。InfactIconsideryouextremelydangerous,andifanythinghappenstoourgoodduchess,weshallalllookonyouasbeingprimarilyresponsible。ButIshouldliketotalktoyouaboutlife。

ThegenerationintowhichIwasbornwastedious。Someday,whenyouaretiredofLondon,comedowntoTreadleyandexpoundtomeyourphilosophyofpleasureoversomeadmirableBurgundyIamfortunateenoughtopossess。

Ishallbecharmed。AvisittoTreadleywouldbeagreatprivilege。

Ithasaperfecthost,andaperfectlibrary。

Youwillcompleteit,answeredtheoldgentlemanwithacourteousbow。AndnowImustbidgood-byetoyourexcellentaunt。IamdueattheAthenaeum。Itisthehourwhenwesleepthere。

Allofyou,Mr。Erskine?

Fortyofus,infortyarm-chairs。WearepractisingforanEnglishAcademyofLetters。

LordHenrylaughedandrose。Iamgoingtothepark,hecried。

Ashewaspassingoutofthedoor,DorianGraytouchedhimonthearm。Letmecomewithyou,hemurmured。

ButIthoughtyouhadpromisedBasilHallwardtogoandseehim,

answeredLordHenry。

Iwouldsoonercomewithyou。yes,IfeelImustcomewithyou。

Doletme。Andyouwillpromisetotalktomeallthetime?Noonetalkssowonderfullyasyoudo。

Ah!Ihavetalkedquiteenoughforto-day,saidLordHenry,smiling。AllIwantnowistolookatlife。Youmaycomeandlookatitwithme,ifyoucareto。

ThePictureofDorianGray:Chapter4Chapter4Oneafternoon,amonthlater,DorianGraywasreclininginaluxuriousarm-chair,inthelittlelibraryofLordHenry’shouseinMayfair。Itwas,initsway,averycharmingroom,withitshighpanelledwainscotingofolive-stainedoak,itscream-colouredfriezeandceilingofraisedplasterwork,anditsbrickdustfeltcarpetstrewnwithsilk,long-fringedPersianrugs。

OnatinysatinwoodtablestoodastatuettebyClodion,andbesideitlayacopyofLesCentNouvelles,boundforMargaretofValoisbyClovisEveandpowderedwiththegiltdaisiesthatQueenhadselectedforherdevice。Somelargebluechinajarsandparrot-tulipswererangedonthemantelshelf,andthroughthesmallleadedpanesofthewindowstreamedtheapricot-colouredlightofasummerdayinLondon。

LordHenryhadnotyetcomein。Hewasalwayslateonprinciple,hisprinciplebeingthatpunctualityisthethiefoftime。Sotheladwaslookingrathersulky,aswithlistlessfingersheturnedoverthepagesofanelaboratelyillustratededitionofManonLescautthathehadfoundinoneofthebook-cases。TheformalmonotonoustickingoftheLouisQuatorzeclockannoyedhim。Onceortwicehethoughtofgoingaway。

Atlastheheardastepoutside,andthedooropened。Howlateyouare,Harry!hemurmured。

IamafraiditisnotHarry,Mr。Gray,answeredashrillvoice。

Heglancedquicklyroundandrosetohisfeet。Ibegyourpardon。

Ithought——

Youthoughtitwasmyhusband。Itisonlyhiswife。Youmustletmeintroducemyself。Iknowyouquitewellbyyourphotographs。Ithinkmyhusbandhasgotseventeenofthem。

Notseventeen,LadyHenry?

Well,eighteen,then。AndIsawyouwithhimtheothernightattheopera。Shelaughednervouslyasshespoke,andwatchedhimwithhervagueforget-me-noteyes。Shewasacuriouswoman,whosedressesalwayslookedasiftheyhadbeendesignedinarageandputoninatempest。

Shewasusuallyinlovewithsomebody,and,asherpassionwasneverreturned,shehadkeptallherillusions。Shetriedtolookpicturesque,butonlysucceededinbeinguntidy。HernamewasVictoria,andshehadaperfectmaniaforgoingtochurch。

ThatwasatLohengrin,LadyHenry,Ithink?

Yes。itwasatdearLohengrin。IlikeWagner’smusicbetterthananybody’s。Itissoloudthatonecantalkthewholetimewithoutotherpeoplehearingwhatonesays。Thatisagreatadvantage,don’tyouthinkso,Mr。Gray?

Thesamenervousstaccatolaughbrokefromherthinlips,andherfingersbegantoplaywithalongtortoise-shellpaper-knife。

Doriansmiledandshookhishead:IamafraidIdon’tthinkso,LadyHenry。Inevertalkduringmusic——atleast,duringgoodmusic。Ifonehearsbadmusic,itisone’sdutytodrownitinconversation。

Ah!thatisoneofHarry’sviews,isn’tit,Mr。Gray?IalwayshearHarry’sviewsfromhisfriends。ItistheonlywayIgettoknowofthem。ButyoumustnotthinkIdon’tlikegoodmusic。Iadoreit,butI

amafraidofit。Itmakesmetooromantic。Ihavesimplyworshippedpianists——

twoatatime,sometimes,Harrytellsme。Idon’tknowwhatitisaboutthem。Perhapsitisthattheyareforeigners。Theyallare,ain’tthey?

EventhosethatareborninEnglandbecomeforeignersafteratime,don’tthey?Itissocleverofthem,andsuchacomplimenttoart。Makesitquitecosmopolitan,doesn’tit?Youhaveneverbeentoanyofmyparties,haveyou,Mr。Gray?Youmustcome。Ican’taffordorchids,butIsharenoexpenseinforeigners。Theymakeone’sroomslooksopicturesque。ButhereisHarry!

Harry,Icameintolookforyou,toaskyousomething——Iforgetwhatitwas——andIfoundMr。Grayhere。Wehavehadsuchapleasantchataboutmusic。Wehavequitethesameideas。No。Ithinkourideasarequitedifferent。

Buthehasbeenmostpleasant。IamsogladI’veseenhim。

Iamcharmed,mylove,quitecharmed,saidLordHenry,elevatinghisdark,crescent-shapedeyebrowsandlookingatthembothwithanamusedsmile。SosorryIamlate,Dorian。IwenttolookafterapieceofoldbrocadeinWardourStreetandhadtobargainforhoursforit。Nowadayspeopleknowthepriceofeverythingandthevalueofnothing。

IamafraidImustbegoing,exclaimedLadyHenry,breakinganawkwardsilencewithhersillysuddenlaugh。Ihavepromisedtodrivewiththeduchess。Good-bye,Mr。Gray。Good-bye,Harry。Youarediningout,Isuppose?SoamI。PerhapsIshallseeyouatLadyThornbury’s。

Idaresay,mydear,saidLordHenry,shuttingthedoorbehindheras,lookinglikeabirdofparadisethathadbeenoutallnightintherain,sheflittedoutoftheroom,leavingafaintodouroffrangipanni。

Thenhelitacigaretteandflunghimselfdownonthesofa。

Nevermarryawomanwithstraw-colouredhair,Dorian,hesaidafterafewpuffs。

Why,Harry?

Becausetheyaresosentimental。

ButIlikesentimentalpeople。

Nevermarryatall,Dorian。Menmarrybecausetheyaretired。

women,becausetheyarecurious:botharedisappointed。

Idon’tthinkIamlikelytomarry,Harry。Iamtoomuchinlove。

Thatisoneofyouraphorisms。Iamputtingitintopractice,asIdoeverythingthatyousay。

Whoareyouinlovewith?askedLordHenryafterapause。

Withanactress,saidDorianGray,blushing。

LordHenryshruggedhisshoulders。Thatisarathercommonplacedé。but。

Youwouldnotsaysoifyousawher,Harry。

Whoisshe?

HernameisSibylVane。

Neverheardofher。

Noonehas。Peoplewillsomeday,however。Sheisagenius。

Mydearboy,nowomanisagenius。Womenareadecorativesex。

Theyneverhaveanythingtosay,buttheysayitcharmingly。Womenrepresentthetriumphofmatterovermind,justasmenrepresentthetriumphofmindovermorals。

Harry,howcanyou?

MydearDorian,itisquitetrue。Iamanalysingwomenatpresent,soIoughttoknow。ThesubjectisnotsoabstruseasIthoughtitwas。

Ifindthat,ultimately,thereareonlytwokindsofwomen,theplainandthecoloured。Theplainwomenareveryuseful。Ifyouwanttogainareputationforrespectability,youhavemerelytotakethemdowntosupper。Theotherwomenareverycharming。Theycommitonemistake,however。Theypaintinordertotryandlookyoung。Ourgrandmotherspaintedinordertotryandtalkbrilliantly。Rougeandespritusedtogotogether。Thatisallovernow。Aslongasawomancanlooktenyearsyoungerthanherowndaughter,sheisperfectlysatisfied。Asforconversation,thereareonlyfivewomeninLondonworthtalkingto,andtwoofthesecan’tbeadmittedintodecentsociety。However,tellmeaboutyourgenius。Howlonghaveyouknownher?

Ah!Harry,yourviewsterrifyme。

Nevermindthat。Howlonghaveyouknownher?

Aboutthreeweeks。

Andwheredidyoucomeacrossher?

Iwilltellyou,Harry,butyoumustn’tbeunsympatheticaboutit。Afterall,itneverwouldhavehappenedifIhadnotmetyou。Youfilledmewithawilddesiretoknoweverythingaboutlife。FordaysafterImetyou,somethingseemedtothrobinmyveins。AsIloungedinthepark,orstrolleddownPiccadilly,Iusedtolookateveryonewhopassedmeandwonder,withamadcuriosity,whatsortoflivestheyled。Someofthemfascinatedme。Othersfilledmewithterror。Therewasanexquisitepoisonintheair。Ihadapassionforsensations……Well,oneeveningaboutseveno’clock,Ideterminedtogooutinsearchofsomeadventure。IfeltthatthisgreymonstrousLondonofours,withitsmyriadsofpeople,itssordidsinners,anditssplendidsins,asyouoncephrasedit,musthavesomethinginstoreforme。Ifanciedathousandthings。Themeredangergavemeasenseofdelight。Irememberedwhatyouhadsaidtomeonthatwonderfuleveningwhenwefirstdinedtogether,aboutthesearchforbeautybeingtherealsecretoflife。Idon’tknowwhatIexpected,butIwentoutandwanderedeastward,soonlosingmywayinalabyrinthofgrimystreetsandblackgrasslesssquares。Abouthalf-pasteightIpassedbyanabsurdlittletheatre,withgreatflaringgas-jetsandgaudyplay-bills。AhideousJew,inthemostamazingwaistcoatIeverbeheldinmylife,wasstandingattheentrance,smokingavilecigar。Hehadgreasyringlets,andanenormousdiamondblazedinthecentreofasoiledshirt。’Haveabox,myLord?’hesaid,whenhesawme,andhetookoffhishatwithanairofgorgeousservility。

Therewassomethingabouthim,Harry,thatamusedme。Hewassuchamonster。

Youwilllaughatme,Iknow,butIreallywentinandpaidawholeguineaforthestage-box。TothepresentdayIcan’tmakeoutwhyIdidso。andyetifIhadn’t——mydearHarry,ifIhadn’t——Ishouldhavemissedthegreatestromanceofmylife。Iseeyouarelaughing。Itishorridofyou!

Iamnotlaughing,Dorian。atleastIamnotlaughingatyou。

Butyoushouldnotsaythegreatestromanceofyourlife。Youshouldsaythefirstromanceofyourlife。Youwillalwaysbeloved,andyouwillalwaysbeinlovewithlove。Agrandepassionistheprivilegeofpeoplewhohavenothingtodo。Thatistheoneuseoftheidleclassesofacountry。

Don’tbeafraid。Thereareexquisitethingsinstoreforyou。Thisismerelythebeginning。

Doyouthinkmynaturesoshallow?criedDorianGrayangrily。

No。Ithinkyournaturesodeep。

Howdoyoumean?

Mydearboy,thepeoplewholoveonlyonceintheirlivesarereallytheshallowpeople。Whattheycalltheirloyalty,andtheirfidelity,Icalleitherthelethargyofcustomortheirlackofimagination。Faithfulnessistotheemotionallifewhatconsistencyistothelifeoftheintellect——simplyaconfessionoffailure。Faithfulness!Imustanalyseitsomeday。Thepassionforpropertyisinit。Therearemanythingsthatwewouldthrowawayifwewerenotafraidthatothersmightpickthemup。ButIdon’twanttointerruptyou。Goonwithyourstory。

Well,Ifoundmyselfseatedinahorridlittleprivatebox,withavulgardrop-scenestaringmeintheface。Ilookedoutfrombehindthecurtainandsurveyedthehouse。Itwasatawdryaffair,allCupidsandcornucopias,likeathird-ratewedding-cake。Thegalleryandpitwerefairlyfull,butthetworowsofdingystallswerequiteempty,andtherewashardlyapersoninwhatIsupposetheycalledthedress-circle。Womenwentaboutwithorangesandginger-beer,andtherewasaterribleconsumptionofnutsgoingon。

ItmusthavebeenjustlikethepalmydaysoftheBritishdrama。

Justlike,Ishouldfancy,andverydepressing。IbegantowonderwhatonearthIshoulddowhenIcaughtsightoftheplay-bill。Whatdoyouthinktheplaywas,Harry?

IshouldthinkTheIdiotBoy,orDumbbutInnocent。Ourfathersusedtolikethatsortofpiece,Ibelieve。ThelongerIlive,Dorian,themorekeenlyIfeelthatwhateverwasgoodenoughforourfathersisnotgoodenoughforus。Inart,asinpolitics,lesgrandpè。resonttoujourstort。

Thisplaywasgoodenoughforus,Harry。ItwasRomeoandJuliet。

ImustadmitthatIwasratherannoyedattheideaofseeingShakespearedoneinsuchawretchedholeofaplace。Still,Ifeltinterested,inasortofway。Atanyrate,Ideterminedtowaitforthefirstact。Therewasadreadfulorchestra,presidedoverbyayoungHebrewwhosatatacrackedpiano,thatnearlydrovemeaway,butatlastthedrop-scenewasdrawnupandtheplaybegan。Romeowasastoutelderlygentleman,withcorkedeyebrows,ahuskytragedyvoice,andafigurelikeabeer-barrel。

Mercutiowasalmostasbad。Hewasplayedbythelow-comedian,whohadintroducedgagsofhisownandwasonmostfriendlytermswiththepit。

Theywerebothasgrotesqueasthescenery,andthatlookedasifithadcomeoutofacountry-booth。ButJuliet!Harry,imagineagirl,hardlyseventeenyearsofage,withalittle,flowerlikeface,asmallGreekheadwithplaitedcoilsofdark-brownhair,eyesthatwerevioletwellsofpassion,lipsthatwerelikethepetalsofarose。ShewastheloveliestthingI

hadeverseeninmylife。Yousaidtomeoncethatpathosleftyouunmoved,butthatbeauty,merebeauty,couldfillyoureyeswithtears。Itellyou,Harry,Icouldhardlyseethisgirlforthemistoftearsthatcameacrossme。Andhervoice——Ineverheardsuchavoice。Itwasverylowatfirst,withdeepmellownotesthatseemedtofallsinglyuponone’sear。Thenitbecamealittlelouder,andsoundedlikeafluteoradistanthautboy。

Inthegarden-sceneithadallthetremulousecstasythatonehearsjustbeforedawnwhennightingalesaresinging。Thereweremoments,lateron,whenithadthewildpassionofviolins。Youknowhowavoicecanstirone。YourvoiceandthevoiceofSibylVanearetwothingsthatIshallneverforget。WhenIclosemyeyes,Ihearthem,andeachofthemsayssomethingdifferent。Idon’tknowwhichtofollow。WhyshouldInotloveher?Harry,Idoloveher。Sheiseverythingtomeinlife。NightafternightIgotoseeherplay。OneeveningsheisRosalind,andthenexteveningsheisImogen。IhaveseenherdieinthegloomofanItaliantomb,suckingthepoisonfromherlover’slips。IhavewatchedherwanderingthroughtheforestofArden,disguisedasaprettyboyinhoseanddoubletanddaintycap。Shehasbeenmad,andhascomeintothepresenceofaguiltyking,andgivenhimruetowearandbitterherbstotasteof。Shehasbeeninnocent,andtheblackhandsofjealousyhavecrushedherreedlikethroat。

Ihaveseenherineveryageandineverycostume。Ordinarywomenneverappealtoone’simagination。Theyarelimitedtotheircentury。Noglamourevertransfiguresthem。Oneknowstheirmindsaseasilyasoneknowstheirbonnets。Onecanalwaysfindthem。Thereisnomysteryinanyofthem。

Theyrideintheparkinthemorningandchatterattea-partiesintheafternoon。Theyhavetheirstereotypedsmileandtheirfashionablemanner。

Theyarequiteobvious。Butanactress!Howdifferentanactressis!Harry!

whydidn’tyoutellmethattheonlythingworthlovingisanactress?

BecauseIhavelovedsomanyofthem,Dorian。

Oh,yes,horridpeoplewithdyedhairandpaintedfaces。

Don’trundowndyedhairandpaintedfaces。Thereisanextraordinarycharminthem,sometimes,saidLordHenry。

IwishnowIhadnottoldyouaboutSibylVane。

Youcouldnothavehelpedtellingme,Dorian。Allthroughyourlifeyouwilltellmeeverythingyoudo。

Yes,Harry,Ibelievethatistrue。Icannothelptellingyouthings。Youhaveacuriousinfluenceoverme。IfIeverdidacrime,I

wouldcomeandconfessittoyou。Youwouldunderstandme。

Peoplelikeyou——thewilfulsunbeamsoflife——don’tcommitcrimes,Dorian。ButIammuchobligedforthecompliment,allthesame。Andnowtellme——reachmethematches,likeagoodboy——thanks——whatareyouractualrelationswithSibylVane?

DorianGrayleapedtohisfeet,withflushedcheeksandburningeyes。Harry!SibylVaneissacred!

Itisonlythesacredthingsthatareworthtouching,Dorian,

saidLordHenry,withastrangetouchofpathosinhisvoice。Butwhyshouldyoubeannoyed?Isupposeshewillbelongtoyousomeday。Whenoneisinlove,onealwaysbeginsbydeceivingone’sself,andonealwaysendsbydeceivingothers。Thatiswhattheworldcallsaromance。Youknowher,atanyrate,Isuppose?

OfcourseIknowher。OnthefirstnightIwasatthetheatre,thehorridoldJewcameroundtotheboxaftertheperformancewasoverandofferedtotakemebehindthescenesandintroducemetoher。Iwasfuriouswithhim,andtoldhimthatJuliethadbeendeadforhundredsofyearsandthatherbodywaslyinginamarbletombinVerona。Ithink,fromhisblanklookofamazement,thathewasundertheimpressionthatIhadtakentoomuchchampagne,orsomething。

Iamnotsurprised。

ThenheaskedmeifIwroteforanyofthenewspapers。ItoldhimIneverevenreadthem。Heseemedterriblydisappointedatthat,andconfidedtomethatallthedramaticcriticswereinaconspiracyagainsthim,andthattheywereeveryoneofthemtobebought。

Ishouldnotwonderifhewasquiterightthere。But,ontheotherhand,judgingfromtheirappearance,mostofthemcannotbeatallexpensive。

Well,heseemedtothinktheywerebeyondhismeans,laughedDorian。Bythistime,however,thelightswerebeingputoutinthetheatre,andIhadtogo。Hewantedmetotrysomecigarsthathestronglyrecommended。

Ideclined。Thenextnight,ofcourse,Iarrivedattheplaceagain。Whenhesawme,hemademealowbowandassuredmethatIwasamunificentpatronofart。Hewasamostoffensivebrute,thoughhehadanextraordinarypassionforShakespeare。Hetoldmeonce,withanairofpride,thathisfivebankruptcieswereentirelydueto’TheBard,’asheinsistedoncallinghim。Heseemedtothinkitadistinction。

Itwasadistinction,mydearDorian——agreatdistinction。Mostpeoplebecomebankruptthroughhavinginvestedtooheavilyintheproseoflife。Tohaveruinedone’sselfoverpoetryisanhonour。ButwhendidyoufirstspeaktoMissSibylVane?

Thethirdnight。ShehadbeenplayingRosalind。Icouldnothelpgoinground。Ihadthrownhersomeflowers,andshehadlookedatme——atleastIfanciedthatshehad。TheoldJewwaspersistent。Heseemeddeterminedtotakemebehind,soIconsented。Itwascuriousmynotwantingtoknowher,wasn’tit?

No。Idon’tthinkso。

MydearHarry,why?

Iwilltellyousomeothertime。NowIwanttoknowaboutthegirl。

Sibyl?Oh,shewassoshyandsogentle。Thereissomethingofachildabouther。HereyesopenedwideinexquisitewonderwhenItoldherwhatIthoughtofherperformance,andsheseemedquiteunconsciousofherpower。Ithinkwewerebothrathernervous。TheoldJewstoodgrinningatthedoorwayofthedustygreenroom,makingelaboratespeechesaboutusboth,whilewestoodlookingateachotherlikechildren。Hewouldinsistoncallingme’MyLord,’soIhadtoassureSibylthatIwasnotanythingofthekind。Shesaidquitesimplytome,’Youlookmorelikeaprince。

ImustcallyouPrinceCharming。’

Uponmyword,Dorian,MissSibylknowshowtopaycompliments。

Youdon’tunderstandher,Harry。Sheregardedmemerelyasapersoninaplay。Sheknowsnothingoflife。Sheliveswithhermother,afadedtiredwomanwhoplayedLadyCapuletinasortofmagentadressing-wrapperonthefirstnight,andlooksasifshehadseenbetterdays。

Iknowthatlook。Itdepressesme,murmuredLordHenry,examininghisrings。

TheJewwantedtotellmeherhistory,butIsaiditdidnotinterestme。

Youwerequiteright。Thereisalwayssomethinginfinitelymeanaboutotherpeople’stragedies。

SibylistheonlythingIcareabout。Whatisittomewhereshecamefrom?Fromherlittleheadtoherlittlefeet,sheisabsolutelyandentirelydivine。EverynightofmylifeIgotoseeheract,andeverynightsheismoremarvellous。

Thatisthereason,Isuppose,thatyouneverdinewithmenow。

Ithoughtyoumusthavesomecuriousromanceonhand。Youhave。butitisnotquitewhatIexpected。

MydearHarry,weeitherlunchorsuptogethereveryday,andIhavebeentotheoperawithyouseveraltimes,saidDorian,openinghisblueeyesinwonder。

Youalwayscomedreadfullylate。

Well,Ican’thelpgoingtoseeSibylplay,hecried,evenifitisonlyforasingleact。Igethungryforherpresence。andwhenIthinkofthewonderfulsoulthatishiddenawayinthatlittleivorybody,Iamfilledwithawe。

Youcandinewithmeto-night,Dorian,can’tyou?

Heshookhishead。To-nightsheisImogen,heanswered,andto-morrownightshewillbeJuliet。

WhenissheSibylVane?

Never。

Icongratulateyou。

Howhorridyouare!Sheisallthegreatheroinesoftheworldinone。Sheismorethananindividual。Youlaugh,butItellyoushehasgenius。Iloveher,andImustmakeherloveme。You,whoknowallthesecretsoflife,tellmehowtocharmSibylVanetoloveme!IwanttomakeRomeojealous。Iwantthedeadloversoftheworldtohearourlaughterandgrowsad。Iwantabreathofourpassiontostirtheirdustintoconsciousness,towaketheirashesintopain。MyGod,Harry,howIworshipher!Hewaswalkingupanddowntheroomashespoke。Hecticspotsofredburnedonhischeeks。Hewasterriblyexcited。

LordHenrywatchedhimwithasubtlesenseofpleasure。HowdifferenthewasnowfromtheshyfrightenedboyhehadmetinBasilHallward’sstudio!

Hisnaturehaddevelopedlikeaflower,hadborneblossomsofscarletflame。

Outofitssecrethiding-placehadcrepthissoul,anddesirehadcometomeetitontheway。

Andwhatdoyouproposetodo?saidLordHenryatlast。

IwantyouandBasiltocomewithmesomenightandseeheract。

Ihavenottheslightestfearoftheresult。Youarecertaintoacknowledgehergenius。ThenwemustgetheroutoftheJew’shands。Sheisboundtohimforthreeyears——atleastfortwoyearsandeightmonths——fromthepresenttime。Ishallhavetopayhimsomething,ofcourse。Whenallthatissettled,IshalltakeaWestEndtheatreandbringheroutproperly。

Shewillmaketheworldasmadasshehasmademe。

Thatwouldbeimpossible,mydearboy。

Yes,shewill。Shehasnotmerelyart,consummateart-instinct,inher,butshehaspersonalityalso。andyouhaveoftentoldmethatitispersonalities,notprinciples,thatmovetheage。

Well,whatnightshallwego?

Letmesee。To-dayisTuesday。Letusfixto-morrow。SheplaysJulietto-morrow。

Allright。TheBristolateighto’clock。andIwillgetBasil。

Noteight,Harry,please。Half-pastsix。Wemustbetherebeforethecurtainrises。Youmustseeherinthefirstact,whereshemeetsRomeo。

Half-pastsix!Whatanhour!Itwillbelikehavingameat-tea,orreadinganEnglishnovel。Itmustbeseven。Nogentlemandinesbeforeseven。ShallyouseeBasilbetweenthisandthen?OrshallIwritetohim?

DearBasil!Ihavenotlaideyesonhimforaweek。Itisratherhorridofme,ashehassentmemyportraitinthemostwonderfulframe,speciallydesignedbyhimself,and,thoughIamalittlejealousofthepictureforbeingawholemonthyoungerthanIam,ImustadmitthatI

delightinit。Perhapsyouhadbetterwritetohim。Idon’twanttoseehimalone。Hesaysthingsthatannoyme。Hegivesmegoodadvice。

LordHenrysmiled。Peopleareveryfondofgivingawaywhattheyneedmostthemselves。ItiswhatIcallthedepthofgenerosity。

Oh,Basilisthebestoffellows,butheseemstometobejustabitofaPhilistine。SinceIhaveknownyou,Harry,Ihavediscoveredthat。

Basil,mydearboy,putseverythingthatischarminginhimintohiswork。Theconsequenceisthathehasnothingleftforlifebuthisprejudices,hisprinciples,andhiscommonsense。TheonlyartistsIhaveeverknownwhoarepersonallydelightfularebadartists。Goodartistsexistsimplyinwhattheymake,andconsequentlyareperfectlyuninterestinginwhattheyare。Agreatpoet,areallygreatpoet,isthemostunpoeticalofallcreatures。Butinferiorpoetsareabsolutelyfascinating。Theworsetheirrhymesare,themorepicturesquetheylook。Themerefactofhavingpublishedabookofsecond-ratesonnetsmakesamanquiteirresistible。

Helivesthepoetrythathecannotwrite。Theotherswritethepoetrythattheydarenotrealize。

Iwonderisthatreallyso,Harry?saidDorianGray,puttingsomeperfumeonhishandkerchiefoutofalarge,gold-toppedbottlethatstoodonthetable。Itmustbe,ifyousayit。AndnowIamoff。Imogeniswaitingforme。Don’tforgetaboutto-morrow。Good-bye。

Ashelefttheroom,LordHenry’sheavyeyelidsdrooped,andhebegantothink。CertainlyfewpeoplehadeverinterestedhimsomuchasDorianGray,andyetthelad’smadadorationofsomeoneelsecausedhimnottheslightestpangofannoyanceorjealousy。Hewaspleasedbyit。

Itmadehimamoreinterestingstudy。Hehadbeenalwaysenthralledbythemethodsofnaturalscience,buttheordinarysubject-matterofthatsciencehadseemedtohimtrivialandofnoimport。Andsohehadbegunbyvivisectinghimself,ashehadendedbyvivisectingothers。Humanlife——thatappearedtohimtheonethingworthinvestigating。Comparedtoittherewasnothingelseofanyvalue。Itwastruethatasonewatchedlifeinitscuriouscrucibleofpainandpleasure,onecouldnotwearoverone’sfaceamaskofglass,norkeepthesulphurousfumesfromtroublingthebrainandmakingtheimaginationturbidwithmonstrousfanciesandmisshapendreams。Therewerepoisonssosubtlethattoknowtheirpropertiesonehadtosickenofthem。Thereweremaladiessostrangethatonehadtopassthroughthemifonesoughttounderstandtheirnature。And,yet,whatagreatrewardonereceived!Howwonderfulthewholeworldbecametoone!

Tonotethecurioushardlogicofpassion,andtheemotionalcolouredlifeoftheintellect——toobservewheretheymet,andwheretheyseparated,atwhatpointtheywereinunison,andatwhatpointtheywereatdiscord——therewasadelightinthat!Whatmatterwhatthecostwas?Onecouldneverpaytoohighapriceforanysensation。

Hewasconscious——andthethoughtbroughtagleamofpleasureintohisbrownagateeyes——thatitwasthroughcertainwordsofhis,musicalwordssaidwithmusicalutterance,thatDorianGray’ssoulhadturnedtothiswhitegirlandbowedinworshipbeforeher。Toalargeextenttheladwashisowncreation。Hehadmadehimpremature。Thatwassomething。

Ordinarypeoplewaitedtilllifedisclosedtothemitssecrets,buttothefew,totheelect,themysteriesoflifewererevealedbeforetheveilwasdrawnaway。Sometimesthiswastheeffectofart,andchieflyoftheartofliterature,whichdealtimmediatelywiththepassionsandtheintellect。

Butnowandthenacomplexpersonalitytooktheplaceandassumedtheofficeofart,wasindeed,initsway,arealworkofart,lifehavingitselaboratemasterpieces,justaspoetryhas,orsculpture,orpainting。

Yes,theladwaspremature。Hewasgatheringhisharvestwhileitwasyetspring。Thepulseandpassionofyouthwereinhim,buthewasbecomingself-conscious。Itwasdelightfultowatchhim。Withhisbeautifulface,andhisbeautifulsoul,hewasathingtowonderat。Itwasnomatterhowitallended,orwasdestinedtoend。Hewaslikeoneofthosegraciousfiguresinapageantoraplay,whosejoysseemtoberemotefromone,butwhosesorrowsstirone’ssenseofbeauty,andwhosewoundsarelikeredroses。

Soulandbody,bodyandsoul——howmysterioustheywere!Therewasanimalisminthesoul,andthebodyhaditsmomentsofspirituality。

Thesensescouldrefine,andtheintellectcoulddegrade。Whocouldsaywherethefleshlyimpulseceased,orthepsychicalimpulsebegan?Howshallowwerethearbitrarydefinitionsofordinarypsychologists!Andyethowdifficulttodecidebetweentheclaimsofthevariousschools!Wasthesoulashadowseatedinthehouseofsin?Orwasthebodyreallyinthesoul,asGiordanoBrunothought?Theseparationofspiritfrommatterwasamystery,andtheunionofspiritwithmatterwasamysteryalso。

Hebegantowonderwhetherwecouldevermakepsychologysoabsoluteasciencethateachlittlespringoflifewouldberevealedtous。Asitwas,wealwaysmisunderstoodourselvesandrarelyunderstoodothers。Experiencewasofnoethicalvalue。Itwasmerelythenamemengavetotheirmistakes。

Moralistshad,asarule,regardeditasamodeofwarning,hadclaimedforitacertainethicalefficacyintheformationofcharacter,hadpraiseditassomethingthattaughtuswhattofollowandshoweduswhattoavoid。

Buttherewasnomotivepowerinexperience。Itwasaslittleofanactivecauseasconscienceitself。Allthatitreallydemonstratedwasthatourfuturewouldbethesameasourpast,andthatthesinwehaddoneonce,andwithloathing,wewoulddomanytimes,andwithjoy。

Itwascleartohimthattheexperimentalmethodwastheonlymethodbywhichonecouldarriveatanyscientificanalysisofthepassions。

andcertainlyDorianGraywasasubjectmadetohishand,andseemedtopromiserichandfruitfulresults。HissuddenmadloveforSibylVanewasapsychologicalphenomenonofnosmallinterest。Therewasnodoubtthatcuriosityhadmuchtodowithit,curiosityandthedesirefornewexperiences,yetitwasnotasimple,butratheraverycomplexpassion。Whattherewasinitofthepurelysensuousinstinctofboyhoodhadbeentransformedbytheworkingsoftheimagination,changedintosomethingthatseemedtotheladhimselftoberemotefromsense,andwasforthatveryreasonallthemoredangerous。Itwasthepassionsaboutwhoseoriginwedeceivedourselvesthattyrannizedmoststronglyoverus。Ourweakestmotiveswerethoseofwhosenaturewewereconscious。Itoftenhappenedthatwhenwethoughtwewereexperimentingonotherswewerereallyexperimentingonourselves。

WhileLordHenrysatdreamingonthesethings,aknockcametothedoor,andhisvaletenteredandremindedhimitwastimetodressfordinner。Hegotupandlookedoutintothestreet。Thesunsethadsmittenintoscarletgoldtheupperwindowsofthehousesopposite。Thepanesglowedlikeplatesofheatedmetal。Theskyabovewaslikeafadedrose。Hethoughtofhisfriend’syoungfiery-colouredlifeandwonderedhowitwasallgoingtoend。

Whenhearrivedhome,abouthalf-pasttwelveo’clock,hesawatelegramlyingonthehalltable。HeopeneditandfounditwasfromDorianGray。ItwastotellhimthathewasengagedtobemarriedtoSibylVane。

ThePictureofDorianGray:Chapter5Chapter5Mother,Mother,Iamsohappy!whisperedthegirl,buryingherfaceinthelapofthefaded,tired-lookingwomanwho,withbackturnedtotheshrillintrusivelight,wassittingintheonearm-chairthattheirdingysitting-roomcontained。Iamsohappy!sherepeated,andyoumustbehappy,too!

Mrs。Vanewincedandputherthin,bismuth-whitenedhandsonherdaughter’shead。Happy!sheechoed,Iamonlyhappy,Sibyl,whenIseeyouact。Youmustnotthinkofanythingbutyouracting。Mr。Isaacshasbeenverygoodtous,andweowehimmoney。

Thegirllookedupandpouted。Money,Mother?shecried,whatdoesmoneymatter?Loveismorethanmoney。

Mr。IsaacshasadvancedusfiftypoundstopayoffourdebtsandtogetaproperoutfitforJames。Youmustnotforgetthat,Sibyl。

Fiftypoundsisaverylargesum。Mr。Isaacshasbeenmostconsiderate。

Heisnotagentleman,Mother,andIhatethewayhetalkstome,saidthegirl,risingtoherfeetandgoingovertothewindow。

Idon’tknowhowwecouldmanagewithouthim,answeredtheelderwomanquerulously。

SibylVanetossedherheadandlaughed。Wedon’twanthimanymore,Mother。PrinceCharmingruleslifeforusnow。Thenshepaused。

Aroseshookinherbloodandshadowedhercheeks。Quickbreathpartedthepetalsofherlips。Theytrembled。Somesouthernwindofpassionsweptoverherandstirredthedaintyfoldsofherdress。Ilovehim,shesaidsimply。

Foolishchild!foolishchild!wastheparrot-phraseflunginanswer。Thewavingofcrooked,false-jewelledfingersgavegrotesquenesstothewords。

Thegirllaughedagain。Thejoyofacagedbirdwasinhervoice。

Hereyescaughtthemelodyandechoeditinradiance,thenclosedforamoment,asthoughtohidetheirsecret。Whentheyopened,themistofadreamhadpassedacrossthem。

Thin-lippedwisdomspokeatherfromthewornchair,hintedatprudence,quotedfromthatbookofcowardicewhoseauthorapesthenameofcommonsense。Shedidnotlisten。Shewasfreeinherprisonofpassion。

Herprince,PrinceCharming,waswithher。Shehadcalledonmemorytoremakehim。Shehadsenthersoultosearchforhim,andithadbroughthimback。Hiskissburnedagainuponhermouth。Hereyelidswerewarmwithhisbreath。

Thenwisdomaltereditsmethodandspokeofespialanddiscovery。

Thisyoungmanmightberich。Ifso,marriageshouldbethoughtof。Againsttheshellofherearbrokethewavesofworldlycunning。Thearrowsofcraftshotbyher。Shesawthethinlipsmoving,andsmiled。

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