THE PICTURE OF DORIAN GRAY

第1章

Theartististhecreatorofbeautifulthings。

Torevealartandconcealtheartistisart’saim。

Thecriticishewhocantranslateintoanothermanneroranewmaterialhisimpressionofbeautifulthings。

Thehighestasthelowestformofcriticismisamodeofautobiography。

Thosewhofinduglymeaningsinbeautifulthingsarecorruptwithoutbeingcharming。

Thisisafault。

Thosewhofindbeautifulmeaningsinbeautifulthingsarethecultivated。Forthesethereishope。

Theyaretheelecttowhombeautifulthingsmeanonlybeauty。

Thereisnosuchthingasamoraloranimmoralbook。Booksarewellwritten,orbadlywritten。

Thatisall。

ThenineteenthcenturydislikeofrealismistherageofCalibanseeinghisownfaceinaglass。

ThenineteenthcenturydislikeofromanticismistherageofCalibannotseeinghisownfaceinaglass。

Themorallifeofmanformspartofthesubject-matteroftheartist,butthemoralityofartconsistsintheperfectuseofanimperfectmedium。Noartistdesirestoproveanything。Eventhingsthataretruecanbeproved。

Noartisthasethicalsympathies。

Anethicalsympathyinanartistisanunpardonablemannerismofstyle。Noartistisevermorbid。Theartistcanexpresseverything。

Thoughtandlanguagearetotheartistinstrumentsofanart。

Viceandvirtuearetotheartistmaterialsforanart。

Fromthepointofviewofform,thetypeofalltheartsistheartofthemusician。

Fromthepointofviewoffeeling,theactor’scraftisthetype。

Allartisatoncesurfaceandsymbol。

Thosewhogobeneaththesurfacedosoattheirperil。

Thosewhoreadthesymboldosoattheirperil。

Itisthespectator,andnotlife,thatartreallymirrors。

Diversityofopinionaboutaworkofartshowsthattheworkisnew,complex,andvital。

Whencriticsdisagree,theartistisinaccordwithhimself。

Wecanforgiveamanformakingausefulthingaslongashedoesnotadmireit。Theonlyexcuseformakingauselessthingisthatoneadmiresitintensely。

Allartisquiteuseless。OSCARWILDE

Thestudiowasfilledwiththerichodourofroses,andwhenthelightsummerwindstirredamidstthetreesofthegarden,therecamethroughtheopendoortheheavyscentofthelilac,orthemoredelicateperfumeofthepink-floweringthorn。

FromthecornerofthedivanofPersiansaddle-bagsonwhichhewaslying,smoking,aswashiscustom,innumerablecigarettes,LordHenryWottoncouldjustcatchthegleamofthehoney-sweetandhoney-colouredblossomsofalaburnum,whosetremulousbranchesseemedhardlyabletobeartheburdenofabeautysoflamelikeastheirs。andnowandthenthefantasticshadowsofbirdsinflightflittedacrossthelongtussore-silkcurtainsthatwerestretchedinfrontofthehugewindow,producingakindofmomentaryJapaneseeffect,andmakinghimthinkofthosepallid,jade-facedpaintersofTokyowho,throughthemediumofanartthatisnecessarilyimmobile,seektoconveythesenseofswiftnessandmotion。Thesullenmurmurofthebeesshoulderingtheirwaythroughthelongunmowngrass,orcirclingwithmonotonousinsistenceroundthedustygilthornsofthestragglingwoodbine,seemedtomakethestillnessmoreoppressive。ThedimroarofLondonwaslikethebourdonnoteofadistantorgan。

Inthecentreoftheroom,clampedtoanuprighteasel,stoodthefull-lengthportraitofayoungmanofextraordinarypersonalbeauty,andinfrontofit,somelittledistanceaway,wassittingtheartisthimself,BasilHallward,whosesuddendisappearancesomeyearsagocaused,atthetime,suchpublicexcitementandgaverisetosomanystrangeconjectures。

Asthepainterlookedatthegraciousandcomelyformhehadsoskilfullymirroredinhisart,asmileofpleasurepassedacrosshisface,andseemedabouttolingerthere。Buthesuddenlystartedup,andclosinghiseyes,placedhisfingersuponthelids,asthoughhesoughttoimprisonwithinhisbrainsomecuriousdreamfromwhichhefearedhemightawake。

Itisyourbestwork,Basil,thebestthingyouhaveeverdone,

saidLordHenrylanguidly。YoumustcertainlysenditnextyeartotheGrosvenor。TheAcademyistoolargeandtoovulgar。WheneverIhavegonethere,therehavebeeneithersomanypeoplethatIhavenotbeenabletoseethepictures,whichwasdreadful,orsomanypicturesthatIhavenotbeenabletoseethepeople,whichwasworse。TheGrosvenorisreallytheonlyplace。

Idon’tthinkIshallsenditanywhere,heanswered,tossinghisheadbackinthatoddwaythatusedtomakehisfriendslaughathimatOxford。No,Iwon’tsenditanywhere。

LordHenryelevatedhiseyebrowsandlookedathiminamazementthroughthethinbluewreathsofsmokethatcurledupinsuchfancifulwhorlsfromhisheavy,opium-taintedcigarette。Notsenditanywhere?

Mydearfellow,why?Haveyouanyreason?Whatoddchapsyoupaintersare!

Youdoanythingintheworldtogainareputation。Assoonasyouhaveone,youseemtowanttothrowitaway。Itissillyofyou,forthereisonlyonethingintheworldworsethanbeingtalkedabout,andthatisnotbeingtalkedabout。AportraitlikethiswouldsetyoufarabovealltheyoungmeninEngland,andmaketheoldmenquitejealous,ifoldmenareevercapableofanyemotion。

Iknowyouwilllaughatme,hereplied,butIreallycan’texhibitit。Ihaveputtoomuchofmyselfintoit。

LordHenrystretchedhimselfoutonthedivanandlaughed。Yes,Iknewyouwould。butitisquitetrue,allthesame。Toomuchofyourselfinit!Uponmyword,Basil,Ididn’tknowyouweresovain。andIreallycan’tseeanyresemblancebetweenyou,withyourruggedstrongfaceandyourcoal-blackhair,andthisyoungAdonis,wholooksasifhewasmadeoutofivoryandrose-leaves。Why,mydearBasil,heisaNarcissus,andyou——well,ofcourseyouhaveanintellectualexpressionandallthat。

Butbeauty,realbeauty,endswhereanintellectualexpressionbegins。

Intellectisinitselfamodeofexaggeration,anddestroystheharmonyofanyface。Themomentonesitsdowntothink,onebecomesallnose,orallforehead,orsomethinghorrid。Lookatthesuccessfulmeninanyofthelearnedprofessions。Howperfectlyhideoustheyare!Except,ofcourse,intheChurch。ButthenintheChurchtheydon’tthink。Abishopkeepsonsayingattheageofeightywhathewastoldtosaywhenhewasaboyofeighteen,andasanaturalconsequencehealwayslooksabsolutelydelightful。

Yourmysteriousyoungfriend,whosenameyouhavenevertoldme,butwhosepicturereallyfascinatesme,neverthinks。Ifeelquitesureofthat。

Heissomebrainlessbeautifulcreaturewhoshouldbealwayshereinwinterwhenwehavenoflowerstolookat,andalwayshereinsummerwhenwewantsomethingtochillourintelligence。Don’tflatteryourself,Basil:youarenotintheleastlikehim。

Youdon’tunderstandme,Harry,answeredtheartist。OfcourseIamnotlikehim。Iknowthatperfectlywell。Indeed,Ishouldbesorrytolooklikehim。Youshrugyourshoulders?Iamtellingyouthetruth。

Thereisafatalityaboutallphysicalandintellectualdistinction,thesortoffatalitythatseemstodogthroughhistorythefalteringstepsofkings。Itisbetternottobedifferentfromone’sfellows。Theuglyandthestupidhavethebestofitinthisworld。Theycansitattheireaseandgapeattheplay。Iftheyknownothingofvictory,theyareatleastsparedtheknowledgeofdefeat。Theyliveasweallshouldlive——undisturbed,indifferent,andwithoutdisquiet。Theyneitherbringruinuponothers,noreverreceiveitfromalienhands。Yourrankandwealth,Harry。mybrains,suchastheyare——myart,whateveritmaybeworth。DorianGray’sgoodlooks——weshallallsufferforwhatthegodshavegivenus,sufferterribly。

DorianGray?Isthathisname?askedLordHenry,walkingacrossthestudiotowardsBasilHallward。

Yes,thatishisname。Ididn’tintendtotellittoyou。

Butwhynot?

Oh,Ican’texplain。WhenIlikepeopleimmensely,Inevertelltheirnamestoanyone。Itislikesurrenderingapartofthem。Ihavegrowntolovesecrecy。Itseemstobetheonethingthatcanmakemodernlifemysteriousormarvelloustous。Thecommonestthingisdelightfulifoneonlyhidesit。WhenIleavetownnowInevertellmypeoplewhereIamgoing。IfIdid,Iwouldloseallmypleasure。Itisasillyhabit,Idaresay,butsomehowitseemstobringagreatdealofromanceintoone’slife。Isupposeyouthinkmeawfullyfoolishaboutit?

Notatall,answeredLordHenry,notatall,mydearBasil。

YouseemtoforgetthatIammarried,andtheonecharmofmarriageisthatitmakesalifeofdeceptionabsolutelynecessaryforbothparties。

Ineverknowwheremywifeis,andmywifeneverknowswhatIamdoing。

Whenwemeet——wedomeetoccasionally,whenwedineouttogether,orgodowntotheDuke’s——wetelleachotherthemostabsurdstorieswiththemostseriousfaces。Mywifeisverygoodatit——muchbetter,infact,thanIam。Shenevergetsconfusedoverherdates,andIalwaysdo。Butwhenshedoesfindmeout,shemakesnorowatall。Isometimeswishshewould。

butshemerelylaughsatme。

Ihatethewayyoutalkaboutyourmarriedlife,Harry,saidBasilHallward,strollingtowardsthedoorthatledintothegarden。I

believethatyouarereallyaverygoodhusband,butthatyouarethoroughlyashamedofyourownvirtues。Youareanextraordinaryfellow。Youneversayamoralthing,andyouneverdoawrongthing。Yourcynicismissimplyapose。

Beingnaturalissimplyapose,andthemostirritatingposeIknow,criedLordHenry,laughing。andthetwoyoungmenwentoutintothegardentogetherandensconcedthemselvesonalongbambooseatthatstoodintheshadeofatalllaurelbush。Thesunlightslippedoverthepolishedleaves。Inthegrass,whitedaisiesweretremulous。

Afterapause,LordHenrypulledouthiswatch。IamafraidI

mustbegoing,Basil,hemurmured,andbeforeIgo,IinsistonyouransweringaquestionIputtoyousometimeago。

Whatisthat?saidthepainter,keepinghiseyesfixedontheground。

Youknowquitewell。

Idonot,Harry。

Well,Iwilltellyouwhatitis。Iwantyoutoexplaintomewhyyouwon’texhibitDorianGray’spicture。Iwanttherealreason。

Itoldyoutherealreason。

No,youdidnot。Yousaiditwasbecausetherewastoomuchofyourselfinit。Now,thatischildish。

Harry,saidBasilHallward,lookinghimstraightintheface,everyportraitthatispaintedwithfeelingisaportraitoftheartist,notofthesitter。Thesitterismerelytheaccident,theoccasion。Itisnothewhoisrevealedbythepainter。itisratherthepainterwho,onthecolouredcanvas,revealshimself。ThereasonIwillnotexhibitthispictureisthatIamafraidthatIhaveshowninitthesecretofmyownsoul。

LordHenrylaughed。Andwhatisthat?heasked。

Iwilltellyou,saidHallward。butanexpressionofperplexitycameoverhisface。

Iamallexpectation,Basil,continuedhiscompanion,glancingathim。

Oh,thereisreallyverylittletotell,Harry,answeredthepainter。andIamafraidyouwillhardlyunderstandit。Perhapsyouwillhardlybelieveit。

LordHenrysmiled,andleaningdown,pluckedapink-petalleddaisyfromthegrassandexaminedit。IamquitesureIshallunderstandit,

hereplied,gazingintentlyatthelittlegolden,white-feathereddisk,andasforbelievingthings,Icanbelieveanything,providedthatitisquiteincredible。

Thewindshooksomeblossomsfromthetrees,andtheheavylilac-blooms,withtheirclusteringstars,movedtoandfrointhelanguidair。Agrasshopperbegantochirrupbythewall,andlikeabluethreadalongthindragon-flyfloatedpastonitsbrowngauzewings。LordHenryfeltasifhecouldhearBasilHallward’sheartbeating,andwonderedwhatwascoming。

Thestoryissimplythis,saidthepainteraftersometime。

TwomonthsagoIwenttoacrushatLadyBrandon’s。Youknowwepoorartistshavetoshowourselvesinsocietyfromtimetotime,justtoremindthepublicthatwearenotsavages。Withaneveningcoatandawhitetie,asyoutoldmeonce,anybody,evenastock-broker,cangainareputationforbeingcivilized。Well,afterIhadbeenintheroomabouttenminutes,talkingtohugeoverdresseddowagersandtediousacademicians,Isuddenlybecameconsciousthatsomeonewaslookingatme。Iturnedhalf-wayroundandsawDorianGrayforthefirsttime。Whenoureyesmet,IfeltthatIwasgrowingpale。Acurioussensationofterrorcameoverme。IknewthatIhadcomefacetofacewithsomeonewhosemerepersonalitywassofascinatingthat,ifIallowedittodoso,itwouldabsorbmywholenature,mywholesoul,myveryartitself。Ididnotwantanyexternalinfluenceinmylife。Youknowyourself,Harry,howindependentIambynature。I

havealwaysbeenmyownmaster。hadatleastalwaysbeenso,tillImetDorianGray。Then——butIdon’tknowhowtoexplainittoyou。SomethingseemedtotellmethatIwasonthevergeofaterriblecrisisinmylife。

Ihadastrangefeelingthatfatehadinstoreformeexquisitejoysandexquisitesorrows。Igrewafraidandturnedtoquittheroom。Itwasnotconsciencethatmademedoso:itwasasortofcowardice。Itakenocredittomyselffortryingtoescape。

Conscienceandcowardicearereallythesamethings,Basil。Conscienceisthetrade-nameofthefirm。Thatisall。

Idon’tbelievethat,Harry,andIdon’tbelieveyoudoeither。

However,whateverwasmymotive——anditmayhavebeenpride,forIusedtobeveryproud——Icertainlystruggledtothedoor。There,ofcourse,IstumbledagainstLadyBrandon。’Youarenotgoingtorunawaysosoon,Mr。Hallward?’shescreamedout。Youknowhercuriouslyshrillvoice?

Yes。sheisapeacockineverythingbutbeauty,saidLordHenry,pullingthedaisytobitswithhislongnervousfingers。

Icouldnotgetridofher。Shebroughtmeuptoroyalties,andpeoplewithstarsandgarters,andelderlyladieswithgigantictiarasandparrotnoses。Shespokeofmeasherdearestfriend。Ihadonlymetheroncebefore,butshetookitintoherheadtolionizeme。Ibelievesomepictureofminehadmadeagreatsuccessatthetime,atleasthadbeenchatteredaboutinthepennynewspapers,whichisthenineteenth-centurystandardofimmortality。SuddenlyIfoundmyselffacetofacewiththeyoungmanwhosepersonalityhadsostrangelystirredme。Wewerequiteclose,almosttouching。Oureyesmetagain。Itwasrecklessofme,butIaskedLadyBrandontointroducemetohim。Perhapsitwasnotsoreckless,afterall。Itwassimplyinevitable。Wewouldhavespokentoeachotherwithoutanyintroduction。Iamsureofthat。Doriantoldmesoafterwards。

He,too,feltthatweweredestinedtoknoweachother。

AndhowdidLadyBrandondescribethiswonderfulyoungman?

askedhiscompanion。Iknowshegoesinforgivingarapidprecisofallherguests。Irememberherbringingmeuptoatruculentandred-facedoldgentlemancoveredalloverwithordersandribbons,andhissingintomyear,inatragicwhisperwhichmusthavebeenperfectlyaudibletoeverybodyintheroom,themostastoundingdetails。Isimplyfled。Iliketofindoutpeopleformyself。ButLadyBrandontreatsherguestsexactlyasanauctioneertreatshisgoods。Sheeitherexplainsthementirelyaway,ortellsoneeverythingaboutthemexceptwhatonewantstoknow。

PoorLadyBrandon!Youarehardonher,Harry!saidHallwardlistlessly。

Mydearfellow,shetriedtofoundasalon,andonlysucceededinopeningarestaurant。HowcouldIadmireher?Buttellme,whatdidshesayaboutMr。DorianGray?

Oh,somethinglike,’Charmingboy——poordearmotherandIabsolutelyinseparable。Quiteforgetwhathedoes——afraidhe——doesn’tdoanything——oh,yes,playsthepiano——orisittheviolin,dearMr。Gray?’Neitherofuscouldhelplaughing,andwebecamefriendsatonce。

Laughterisnotatallabadbeginningforafriendship,anditisfarthebestendingforone,saidtheyounglord,pluckinganotherdaisy。

Hallwardshookhishead。Youdon’tunderstandwhatfriendshipis,Harry,hemurmured——orwhatenmityis,forthatmatter。Youlikeeveryone。thatistosay,youareindifferenttoeveryone。

Howhorriblyunjustofyou!criedLordHenry,tiltinghishatbackandlookingupatthelittlecloudsthat,likeravelledskeinsofglossywhitesilk,weredriftingacrossthehollowedturquoiseofthesummersky。Yes。horriblyunjustofyou。Imakeagreatdifferencebetweenpeople。

Ichoosemyfriendsfortheirgoodlooks,myacquaintancesfortheirgoodcharacters,andmyenemiesfortheirgoodintellects。Amancannotbetoocarefulinthechoiceofhisenemies。Ihavenotgotonewhoisafool。

Theyareallmenofsomeintellectualpower,andconsequentlytheyallappreciateme。Isthatveryvainofme?Ithinkitisrathervain。

Ishouldthinkitwas,Harry。ButaccordingtoyourcategoryImustbemerelyanacquaintance。

MydearoldBasil,youaremuchmorethananacquaintance。

Andmuchlessthanafriend。Asortofbrother,Isuppose?

Oh,brothers!Idon’tcareforbrothers。Myelderbrotherwon’tdie,andmyyoungerbrothersseemnevertodoanythingelse。

Harry!exclaimedHallward,frowning。

Mydearfellow,Iamnotquiteserious。ButIcan’thelpdetestingmyrelations。Isupposeitcomesfromthefactthatnoneofuscanstandotherpeoplehavingthesamefaultsasourselves。IquitesympathizewiththerageoftheEnglishdemocracyagainstwhattheycallthevicesoftheupperorders。Themassesfeelthatdrunkenness,stupidity,andimmoralityshouldbetheirownspecialproperty,andthatifanyoneofusmakesanassofhimself,heispoachingontheirpreserves。WhenpoorSouthwarkgotintothedivorcecourt,theirindignationwasquitemagnificent。AndyetIdon’tsupposethattenpercentoftheproletariatlivecorrectly。

Idon’tagreewithasinglewordthatyouhavesaid,and,whatismore,Harry,Ifeelsureyoudon’teither。

LordHenrystrokedhispointedbrownbeardandtappedthetoeofhispatent-leatherbootwithatasselledebonycane。HowEnglishyouareBasil!Thatisthesecondtimeyouhavemadethatobservation。IfoneputsforwardanideatoatrueEnglishman——alwaysarashthingtodo——heneverdreamsofconsideringwhethertheideaisrightorwrong。Theonlythingheconsidersofanyimportanceiswhetheronebelievesitoneself。

Now,thevalueofanideahasnothingwhatsoevertodowiththesincerityofthemanwhoexpressesit。Indeed,theprobabilitiesarethatthemoreinsincerethemanis,themorepurelyintellectualwilltheideabe,asinthatcaseitwillnotbecolouredbyeitherhiswants,hisdesires,orhisprejudices。However,Idon’tproposetodiscusspolitics,sociology,ormetaphysicswithyou。Ilikepersonsbetterthanprinciples,andIlikepersonswithnoprinciplesbetterthananythingelseintheworld。TellmemoreaboutMr。DorianGray。Howoftendoyouseehim?

Everyday。Icouldn’tbehappyifIdidn’tseehimeveryday。

Heisabsolutelynecessarytome。

Howextraordinary!Ithoughtyouwouldnevercareforanythingbutyourart。

Heisallmyarttomenow,saidthepaintergravely。Isometimesthink,Harry,thatthereareonlytwoerasofanyimportanceintheworld’shistory。Thefirstistheappearanceofanewmediumforart,andthesecondistheappearanceofanewpersonalityforartalso。Whattheinventionofoil-paintingwastotheVenetians,thefaceofAntinouswastolateGreeksculpture,andthefaceofDorianGraywillsomedaybetome。ItisnotmerelythatIpaintfromhim,drawfromhim,sketchfromhim。Ofcourse,Ihavedoneallthat。Butheismuchmoretomethanamodelorasitter。Iwon’ttellyouthatIamdissatisfiedwithwhatIhavedoneofhim,orthathisbeautyissuchthatartcannotexpressit。Thereisnothingthatartcannotexpress,andIknowthattheworkIhavedone,sinceImetDorianGray,isgoodwork,isthebestworkofmylife。Butinsomecuriousway——Iwonderwillyouunderstandme?——hispersonalityhassuggestedtomeanentirelynewmannerinart,anentirelynewmodeofstyle。Iseethingsdifferently,Ithinkofthemdifferently。Icannowrecreatelifeinawaythatwashiddenfrommebefore。’Adreamofformindaysofthought’——whoisitwhosaysthat?Iforget。butitiswhatDorianGrayhasbeentome。Themerelyvisiblepresenceofthislad——forheseemstomelittlemorethanalad,thoughheisreallyovertwenty——

hismerelyvisiblepresence——ah!Iwondercanyourealizeallthatthatmeans?Unconsciouslyhedefinesformethelinesofafreshschool,aschoolthatistohaveinitallthepassionoftheromanticspirit,alltheperfectionofthespiritthatisGreek。Theharmonyofsoulandbody——howmuchthatis!Weinourmadnesshaveseparatedthetwo,andhaveinventedarealismthatisvulgar,anidealitythatisvoid。Harry!ifyouonlyknewwhatDorianGrayistome!Yourememberthatlandscapeofmine,forwhichAgnewofferedmesuchahugepricebutwhichIwouldnotpartwith?ItisoneofthebestthingsIhaveeverdone。Andwhyisitso?Because,whileI

waspaintingit,DorianGraysatbesideme。Somesubtleinfluencepassedfromhimtome,andforthefirsttimeinmylifeIsawintheplainwoodlandthewonderIhadalwayslookedforandalwaysmissed。

Basil,thisisextraordinary!ImustseeDorianGray。

Hallwardgotupfromtheseatandwalkedupanddownthegarden。

Aftersometimehecameback。Harry,hesaid,DorianGrayistomesimplyamotiveinart。Youmightseenothinginhim。Iseeeverythinginhim。

Heisnevermorepresentinmyworkthanwhennoimageofhimisthere。

Heisasuggestion,asIhavesaid,ofanewmanner。Ifindhiminthecurvesofcertainlines,inthelovelinessandsubtletiesofcertaincolours。

Thatisall。

Thenwhywon’tyouexhibithisportrait?askedLordHenry。

Because,withoutintendingit,Ihaveputintoitsomeexpressionofallthiscuriousartisticidolatry,ofwhich,ofcourse,Ihavenevercaredtospeaktohim。Heknowsnothingaboutit。Heshallneverknowanythingaboutit。Buttheworldmightguessit,andIwillnotbaremysoultotheirshallowpryingeyes。Myheartshallneverbeputundertheirmicroscope。

Thereistoomuchofmyselfinthething,Harry——toomuchofmyself!

Poetsarenotsoscrupulousasyouare。Theyknowhowusefulpassionisforpublication。Nowadaysabrokenheartwillruntomanyeditions。

Ihatethemforit,criedHallward。Anartistshouldcreatebeautifulthings,butshouldputnothingofhisownlifeintothem。Weliveinanagewhenmentreatartasifitweremeanttobeaformofautobiography。

Wehavelosttheabstractsenseofbeauty。SomedayIwillshowtheworldwhatitis。andforthatreasontheworldshallneverseemyportraitofDorianGray。

Ithinkyouarewrong,Basil,butIwon’targuewithyou。Itisonlytheintellectuallylostwhoeverargue。Tellme,isDorianGrayveryfondofyou?

Thepainterconsideredforafewmoments。Helikesme,heansweredafterapause。Iknowhelikesme。OfcourseIflatterhimdreadfully。

IfindastrangepleasureinsayingthingstohimthatIknowIshallbesorryforhavingsaid。Asarule,heischarmingtome,andwesitinthestudioandtalkofathousandthings。Nowandthen,however,heishorriblythoughtless,andseemstotakearealdelightingivingmepain。ThenI

feel,Harry,thatIhavegivenawaymywholesoultosomeonewhotreatsitasifitwereaflowertoputinhiscoat,abitofdecorationtocharmhisvanity,anornamentforasummer’sday。

Daysinsummer,Basil,areapttolinger,murmuredLordHenry。

Perhapsyouwilltiresoonerthanhewill。Itisasadthingtothinkof,butthereisnodoubtthatgeniuslastslongerthanbeauty。Thataccountsforthefactthatwealltakesuchpainstoover-educateourselves。Inthewildstruggleforexistence,wewanttohavesomethingthatendures,andsowefillourmindswithrubbishandfacts,inthesillyhopeofkeepingourplace。Thethoroughlywell-informedman——thatisthemodernideal。

Andthemindofthethoroughlywell-informedmanisadreadfulthing。Itislikeabric-a-bracshop,allmonstersanddust,witheverythingpricedaboveitspropervalue。Ithinkyouwilltirefirst,allthesame。Somedayyouwilllookatyourfriend,andhewillseemtoyoutobealittleoutofdrawing,oryouwon’tlikehistoneofcolour,orsomething。Youwillbitterlyreproachhiminyourownheart,andseriouslythinkthathehasbehavedverybadlytoyou。Thenexttimehecalls,youwillbeperfectlycoldandindifferent。Itwillbeagreatpity,foritwillalteryou。Whatyouhavetoldmeisquitearomance,aromanceofartonemightcallit,andtheworstofhavingaromanceofanykindisthatitleavesonesounromantic。

Harry,don’ttalklikethat。AslongasIlive,thepersonalityofDorianGraywilldominateme。Youcan’tfeelwhatIfeel。Youchangetoooften。

Ah,mydearBasil,thatisexactlywhyIcanfeelit。Thosewhoarefaithfulknowonlythetrivialsideoflove:itisthefaithlesswhoknowlove’stragedies。AndLordHenrystruckalightonadaintysilvercaseandbegantosmokeacigarettewithaself-consciousandsatisfiedair,asifhehadsummeduptheworldinaphrase。Therewasarustleofchirrupingsparrowsinthegreenlacquerleavesoftheivy,andthebluecloud-shadowschasedthemselvesacrossthegrasslikeswallows。Howpleasantitwasinthegarden!Andhowdelightfulotherpeople’semotionswere!——

muchmoredelightfulthantheirideas,itseemedtohim。One’sownsoul,andthepassionsofone’sfriends——thosewerethefascinatingthingsinlife。HepicturedtohimselfwithsilentamusementthetediousluncheonthathehadmissedbystayingsolongwithBasilHallward。Hadhegonetohisaunt’s,hewouldhavebeensuretohavemetLordGoodbodythere,andthewholeconversationwouldhavebeenaboutthefeedingofthepoorandthenecessityformodellodging-houses。Eachclasswouldhavepreachedtheimportanceofthosevirtues,forwhoseexercisetherewasnonecessityintheirownlives。Therichwouldhavespokenonthevalueofthrift,andtheidlegrowneloquentoverthedignityoflabour。Itwascharmingtohaveescapedallthat!Ashethoughtofhisaunt,anideaseemedtostrikehim。HeturnedtoHallwardandsaid,Mydearfellow,Ihavejustremembered。

Rememberedwhat,Harry?

WhereIheardthenameofDorianGray。

Wherewasit?askedHallward,withaslightfrown。

Don’tlooksoangry,Basil。Itwasatmyaunt,LadyAgatha’s。

ShetoldmeshehaddiscoveredawonderfulyoungmanwhowasgoingtohelpherintheEastEnd,andthathisnamewasDorianGray。Iamboundtostatethatshenevertoldmehewasgood-looking。Womenhavenoappreciationofgoodlooks。atleast,goodwomenhavenot。Shesaidthathewasveryearnestandhadabeautifulnature。Iatoncepicturedtomyselfacreaturewithspectaclesandlankhair,horriblyfreckled,andtrampingaboutonhugefeet。IwishIhadknownitwasyourfriend。

Iamverygladyoudidn’t,Harry。

Why?

Idon’twantyoutomeethim。

Youdon’twantmetomeethim?

No。

Mr。DorianGrayisinthestudio,sir,saidthebutler,comingintothegarden。

Youmustintroducemenow,criedLordHenry,laughing。

Thepainterturnedtohisservant,whostoodblinkinginthesunlight。

AskMr。Graytowait,Parker:Ishallbeininafewmoments。Themanbowedandwentupthewalk。

ThenhelookedatLordHenry。DorianGrayismydearestfriend,

hesaid。Hehasasimpleandabeautifulnature。Yourauntwasquiterightinwhatshesaidofhim。Don’tspoilhim。Don’ttrytoinfluencehim。Yourinfluencewouldbebad。Theworldiswide,andhasmanymarvellouspeopleinit。Don’ttakeawayfrommetheonepersonwhogivestomyartwhatevercharmitpossesses:mylifeasanartistdependsonhim。Mind,Harry,I

trustyou。Hespokeveryslowly,andthewordsseemedwrungoutofhimalmostagainsthiswill。

Whatnonsenseyoutalk!saidLordHenry,smiling,andtakingHallwardbythearm,healmostledhimintothehouse。

ThePictureofDorianGray:Chapter2Chapter2AstheyenteredtheysawDorianGray。Hewasseatedatthepiano,withhisbacktothem,turningoverthepagesofavolumeofSchumann’sForestScenes。Youmustlendmethese,Basil,hecried。Iwanttolearnthem。

Theyareperfectlycharming。

Thatentirelydependsonhowyousitto-day,Dorian。

Oh,Iamtiredofsitting,andIdon’twantalife-sizedportraitofmyself,answeredthelad,swingingroundonthemusic-stoolinawilful,petulantmanner。WhenhecaughtsightofLordHenry,afaintblushcolouredhischeeksforamoment,andhestartedup。Ibegyourpardon,Basil,butIdidn’tknowyouhadanyonewithyou。

ThisisLordHenryWotton,Dorian,anoldOxfordfriendofmine。

Ihavejustbeentellinghimwhatacapitalsitteryouwere,andnowyouhavespoiledeverything。

Youhavenotspoiledmypleasureinmeetingyou,Mr。Gray,saidLordHenry,steppingforwardandextendinghishand。Myaunthasoftenspokentomeaboutyou。Youareoneofherfavourites,and,Iamafraid,oneofhervictimsalso。

IaminLadyAgatha’sblackbooksatpresent,answeredDorianwithafunnylookofpenitence。IpromisedtogotoaclubinWhitechapelwithherlastTuesday,andIreallyforgotallaboutit。Weweretohaveplayedaduettogether——threeduets,Ibelieve。Idon’tknowwhatshewillsaytome。Iamfartoofrightenedtocall。

Oh,Iwillmakeyourpeacewithmyaunt。Sheisquitedevotedtoyou。AndIdon’tthinkitreallymattersaboutyournotbeingthere。

Theaudienceprobablythoughtitwasaduet。WhenAuntAgathasitsdowntothepiano,shemakesquiteenoughnoisefortwopeople。

Thatisveryhorridtoher,andnotverynicetome,answeredDorian,laughing。

LordHenrylookedathim。Yes,hewascertainlywonderfullyhandsome,withhisfinelycurvedscarletlips,hisfrankblueeyes,hiscrispgoldhair。Therewassomethinginhisfacethatmadeonetrusthimatonce。

Allthecandourofyouthwasthere,aswellasallyouth’spassionatepurity。

Onefeltthathehadkepthimselfunspottedfromtheworld。NowonderBasilHallwardworshippedhim。

Youaretoocharmingtogoinforphilanthropy,Mr。Gray——fartoocharming。AndLordHenryflunghimselfdownonthedivanandopenedhiscigarette-case。

Thepainterhadbeenbusymixinghiscoloursandgettinghisbrushesready。Hewaslookingworried,andwhenheheardLordHenry’slastremark,heglancedathim,hesitatedforamoment,andthensaid,Harry,Iwanttofinishthispictureto-day。WouldyouthinkitawfullyrudeofmeifIaskedyoutogoaway?

LordHenrysmiledandlookedatDorianGray。AmItogo,Mr。

Gray?heasked。

Oh,pleasedon’t,LordHenry。IseethatBasilisinoneofhissulkymoods,andIcan’tbearhimwhenhesulks。Besides,IwantyoutotellmewhyIshouldnotgoinforphilanthropy。

Idon’tknowthatIshalltellyouthat,Mr。Gray。Itissotediousasubjectthatonewouldhavetotalkseriouslyaboutit。ButIcertainlyshallnotrunaway,nowthatyouhaveaskedmetostop。Youdon’treallymind,Basil,doyou?Youhaveoftentoldmethatyoulikedyoursitterstohavesomeonetochatto。

Hallwardbithislip。IfDorianwishesit,ofcourseyoumuststay。Dorian’swhimsarelawstoeverybody,excepthimself。

LordHenrytookuphishatandgloves。Youareverypressing,Basil,butIamafraidImustgo。IhavepromisedtomeetamanattheOrleans。Good-bye,Mr。Gray。ComeandseemesomeafternooninCurzonStreet。

Iamnearlyalwaysathomeatfiveo’clock。Writetomewhenyouarecoming。

Ishouldbesorrytomissyou。

Basil,criedDorianGray,ifLordHenryWottongoes,Ishallgo,too。Youneveropenyourlipswhileyouarepainting,anditishorriblydullstandingonaplatformandtryingtolookpleasant。Askhimtostay。

Iinsistuponit。

Stay,Harry,toobligeDorian,andtoobligeme,saidHallward,gazingintentlyathispicture。Itisquitetrue,InevertalkwhenI

amworking,andneverlisteneither,anditmustbedreadfullytediousformyunfortunatesitters。Ibegyoutostay。

ButwhataboutmymanattheOrleans?

Thepainterlaughed。Idon’tthinktherewillbeanydifficultyaboutthat。Sitdownagain,Harry。Andnow,Dorian,getupontheplatform,anddon’tmoveabouttoomuch,orpayanyattentiontowhatLordHenrysays。Hehasaverybadinfluenceoverallhisfriends,withthesingleexceptionofmyself。

DorianGraysteppeduponthedaiswiththeairofayoungGreekmartyr,andmadealittlemoueofdiscontenttoLordHenry,towhomhehadrathertakenafancy。HewassounlikeBasil。Theymadeadelightfulcontrast。Andhehadsuchabeautifulvoice。Afterafewmomentshesaidtohim,Haveyoureallyaverybadinfluence,LordHenry?AsbadasBasilsays?

Thereisnosuchthingasagoodinfluence,Mr。Gray。Allinfluenceisimmoral——immoralfromthescientificpointofview。

Why?

Becausetoinfluenceapersonistogivehimone’sownsoul。

Hedoesnotthinkhisnaturalthoughts,orburnwithhisnaturalpassions。

Hisvirtuesarenotrealtohim。Hissins,iftherearesuchthingsassins,areborrowed。Hebecomesanechoofsomeoneelse’smusic,anactorofapartthathasnotbeenwrittenforhim。Theaimoflifeisself-development。

Torealizeone’snatureperfectly——thatiswhateachofusisherefor。

Peopleareafraidofthemselves,nowadays。Theyhaveforgottenthehighestofallduties,thedutythatoneowestoone’sself。Ofcourse,theyarecharitable。Theyfeedthehungryandclothethebeggar。Buttheirownsoulsstarve,andarenaked。Couragehasgoneoutofourrace。Perhapsweneverreallyhadit。Theterrorofsociety,whichisthebasisofmorals,theterrorofGod,whichisthesecretofreligion——thesearethetwothingsthatgovernus。Andyet——

Justturnyourheadalittlemoretotheright,Dorian,likeagoodboy,saidthepainter,deepinhisworkandconsciousonlythatalookhadcomeintothelad’sfacethathehadneverseentherebefore。

Andyet,continuedLordHenry,inhislow,musicalvoice,andwiththatgracefulwaveofthehandthatwasalwayssocharacteristicofhim,andthathehadeveninhisEtondays,Ibelievethatifonemanweretoliveouthislifefullyandcompletely,weretogiveformtoeveryfeeling,expressiontoeverythought,realitytoeverydream——Ibelievethattheworldwouldgainsuchafreshimpulseofjoythatwewouldforgetallthemaladiesofmediaevalism,andreturntotheHellenicideal——tosomethingfiner,richerthantheHellenicideal,itmaybe。Butthebravestmanamongstusisafraidofhimself。Themutilationofthesavagehasitstragicsurvivalintheself-denialthatmarsourlives。Wearepunishedforourrefusals。Everyimpulsethatwestrivetostranglebroodsinthemindandpoisonsus。Thebodysinsonce,andhasdonewithitssin,foractionisamodeofpurification。Nothingremainsthenbuttherecollectionofapleasure,ortheluxuryofaregret。Theonlywaytogetridofatemptationistoyieldtoit。Resistit,andyoursoulgrowssickwithlongingforthethingsithasforbiddentoitself,withdesireforwhatitsmonstrouslawshavemademonstrousandunlawful。Ithasbeensaidthatthegreateventsoftheworldtakeplaceinthebrain。Itisinthebrain,andthebrainonly,thatthegreatsinsoftheworldtakeplacealso。You,Mr。Gray,youyourself,withyourrose-redyouthandyourrose-whiteboyhood,youhavehadpassionsthathavemadeyouafraid,thoughtsthathavefinedyouwithterror,day-dreamsandsleepingdreamswhosemerememorymightstainyourcheekwithshame——

Stop!falteredDorianGray,stop!youbewilderme。Idon’tknowwhattosay。Thereissomeanswertoyou,butIcannotfindit。Don’tspeak。Letmethink。Or,rather,letmetrynottothink。

Fornearlytenminuteshestoodthere,motionless,withpartedlipsandeyesstrangelybright。Hewasdimlyconsciousthatentirelyfreshinfluenceswereatworkwithinhim。Yettheyseemedtohimtohavecomereallyfromhimself。ThefewwordsthatBasil’sfriendhadsaidtohim——wordsspokenbychance,nodoubt,andwithwilfulparadoxinthem——hadtouchedsomesecretchordthathadneverbeentouchedbefore,butthathefeltwasnowvibratingandthrobbingtocuriouspulses。

Musichadstirredhimlikethat。Musichadtroubledhimmanytimes。

Butmusicwasnotarticulate。Itwasnotanewworld,butratheranotherchaos,thatitcreatedinus。Words!Merewords!Howterribletheywere!

Howclear,andvivid,andcruel!Onecouldnotescapefromthem。Andyetwhatasubtlemagictherewasinthem!Theyseemedtobeabletogiveaplasticformtoformlessthings,andtohaveamusicoftheirownassweetasthatofvioloroflute。Merewords!Wasthereanythingsorealaswords?

Yes。therehadbeenthingsinhisboyhoodthathehadnotunderstood。

Heunderstoodthemnow。Lifesuddenlybecamefiery-colouredtohim。Itseemedtohimthathehadbeenwalkinginfire。Whyhadhenotknownit?

Withhissubtlesmile,LordHenrywatchedhim。Heknewtheprecisepsychologicalmomentwhentosaynothing。Hefeltintenselyinterested。

Hewasamazedatthesuddenimpressionthathiswordshadproduced,and,rememberingabookthathehadreadwhenhewassixteen,abookwhichhadrevealedtohimmuchthathehadnotknownbefore,hewonderedwhetherDorianGraywaspassingthroughasimilarexperience。Hehadmerelyshotanarrowintotheair。Hadithitthemark?Howfascinatingtheladwas!

Hallwardpaintedawaywiththatmarvellousboldtouchofhis,thathadthetruerefinementandperfectdelicacythatinart,atanyratecomesonlyfromstrength。Hewasunconsciousofthesilence。

Basil,Iamtiredofstanding,criedDorianGraysuddenly。I

mustgooutandsitinthegarden。Theairisstiflinghere。

Mydearfellow,Iamsosorry。WhenIampainting,Ican’tthinkofanythingelse。Butyouneversatbetter。Youwereperfectlystill。AndIhavecaughttheeffectIwanted——thehalf-partedlipsandthebrightlookintheeyes。Idon’tknowwhatHarryhasbeensayingtoyou,buthehascertainlymadeyouhavethemostwonderfulexpression。Isupposehehasbeenpayingyoucompliments。Youmustn’tbelieveawordthathesays。

Hehascertainlynotbeenpayingmecompliments。PerhapsthatisthereasonthatIdon’tbelieveanythinghehastoldme。

Youknowyoubelieveitall,saidLordHenry,lookingathimwithhisdreamylanguorouseyes。Iwillgoouttothegardenwithyou。

Itishorriblyhotinthestudio。Basil,letushavesomethingicedtodrink,somethingwithstrawberriesinit。

Certainly,Harry。Justtouchthebell,andwhenParkercomesIwilltellhimwhatyouwant。Ihavegottoworkupthisbackground,soIwilljoinyoulateron。Don’tkeepDoriantoolong。IhaveneverbeeninbetterformforpaintingthanIamto-day。Thisisgoingtobemymasterpiece。

Itismymasterpieceasitstands。

LordHenrywentouttothegardenandfoundDorianGrayburyinghisfaceinthegreatcoollilac-blossoms,feverishlydrinkingintheirperfumeasifithadbeenwine。Hecameclosetohimandputhishanduponhisshoulder。Youarequiterighttodothat,hemurmured。Nothingcancurethesoulbutthesenses,justasnothingcancurethesensesbutthesoul。

Theladstartedanddrewback。Hewasbareheaded,andtheleaveshadtossedhisrebelliouscurlsandtangledalltheirgildedthreads。Therewasalookoffearinhiseyes,suchaspeoplehavewhentheyaresuddenlyawakened。Hisfinelychisellednostrilsquivered,andsomehiddennerveshookthescarletofhislipsandleftthemtrembling。

Yes,continuedLordHenry,thatisoneofthegreatsecretsoflife——tocurethesoulbymeansofthesenses,andthesensesbymeansofthesoul。Youareawonderfulcreation。Youknowmorethanyouthinkyouknow,justasyouknowlessthanyouwanttoknow。

DorianGrayfrownedandturnedhisheadaway。Hecouldnothelplikingthetall,gracefulyoungmanwhowasstandingbyhim。Hisromantic,olive-colouredfaceandwornexpressioninterestedhim。Therewassomethinginhislowlanguidvoicethatwasabsolutelyfascinating。Hiscool,white,flowerlikehands,even,hadacuriouscharm。Theymoved,ashespoke,likemusic,andseemedtohavealanguageoftheirown。Buthefeltafraidofhim,andashamedofbeingafraid。Whyhaditbeenleftforastrangertorevealhimtohimself?HehadknownBasilHallwardformonths,butthefriendshipbetweenthemhadneveralteredhim。Suddenlytherehadcomesomeoneacrosshislifewhoseemedtohavedisclosedtohimlife’smystery。

And,yet,whatwastheretobeafraidof?Hewasnotaschoolboyoragirl。

Itwasabsurdtobefrightened。

Letusgoandsitintheshade,saidLordHenry。Parkerhasbroughtoutthedrinks,andifyoustayanylongerinthisglare,youwillbequitespoiled,andBasilwillneverpaintyouagain。Youreallymustnotallowyourselftobecomesunburnt。Itwouldbeunbecoming。

Whatcanitmatter?criedDorianGray,laughing,ashesatdownontheseatattheendofthegarden。

Itshouldmattereverythingtoyou,Mr。Gray。

Why?

Becauseyouhavethemostmarvellousyouth,andyouthistheonethingworthhaving。

Idon’tfeelthat,LordHenry。

No,youdon’tfeelitnow。Someday,whenyouareoldandwrinkledandugly,whenthoughthassearedyourforeheadwithitslines,andpassionbrandedyourlipswithitshideousfires,youwillfeelit,youwillfeelitterribly。Now,whereveryougo,youcharmtheworld。Willitalwaysbeso?……Youhaveawonderfullybeautifulface,Mr。Gray。Don’tfrown。

Youhave。Andbeautyisaformofgenius——ishigher,indeed,thangenius,asitneedsnoexplanation。Itisofthegreatfactsoftheworld,likesunlight,orspring-time,orthereflectionindarkwatersofthatsilvershellwecallthemoon。Itcannotbequestioned。Ithasitsdivinerightofsovereignty。Itmakesprincesofthosewhohaveit。Yousmile?Ah!whenyouhavelostityouwon’tsmile……Peoplesaysometimesthatbeautyisonlysuperficial。Thatmaybeso,butatleastitisnotsosuperficialasthoughtis。Tome,beautyisthewonderofwonders。Itisonlyshallowpeoplewhodonotjudgebyappearances。Thetruemysteryoftheworldisthevisible,nottheinvisible……Yes,Mr。Gray,thegodshavebeengoodtoyou。Butwhatthegodsgivetheyquicklytakeaway。Youhaveonlyafewyearsinwhichtolivereally,perfectly,andfully。Whenyouryouthgoes,yourbeautywillgowithit,andthenyouwillsuddenlydiscoverthattherearenotriumphsleftforyou,orhavetocontentyourselfwiththosemeantriumphsthatthememoryofyourpastwillmakemorebitterthandefeats。Everymonthasitwanesbringsyounearertosomethingdreadful。

Timeisjealousofyou,andwarsagainstyourliliesandyourroses。Youwillbecomesallow,andhollow-cheeked,anddull-eyed。Youwillsufferhorribly……Ah!realizeyouryouthwhileyouhaveit。Don’tsquanderthegoldofyourdays,listeningtothetedious,tryingtoimprovethehopelessfailure,orgivingawayyourlifetotheignorant,thecommon,andthevulgar。Thesearethesicklyaims,thefalseideals,ofourage。Live!

Livethewonderfullifethatisinyou!Letnothingbelostuponyou。Bealwayssearchingfornewsensations。Beafraidofnothing……AnewHedonism——thatiswhatourcenturywants。Youmightbeitsvisiblesymbol。

Withyourpersonalitythereisnothingyoucouldnotdo。Theworldbelongstoyouforaseason……ThemomentImetyouIsawthatyouwerequiteunconsciousofwhatyoureallyare,ofwhatyoureallymightbe。TherewassomuchinyouthatcharmedmethatIfeltImusttellyousomethingaboutyourself。Ithoughthowtragicitwouldbeifyouwerewasted。Forthereissuchalittletimethatyouryouthwilllast——suchalittletime。

Thecommonhill-flowerswither,buttheyblossomagain。ThelaburnumwillbeasyellownextJuneasitisnow。Inamonththerewillbepurplestarsontheclematis,andyearafteryearthegreennightofitsleaveswillholditspurplestars。Butwenevergetbackouryouth。Thepulseofjoythatbeatsinusattwentybecomessluggish。Ourlimbsfail,oursensesrot。Wedegenerateintohideouspuppets,hauntedbythememoryofthepassionsofwhichweweretoomuchafraid,andtheexquisitetemptationsthatwehadnotthecouragetoyieldto。Youth!Youth!Thereisabsolutelynothingintheworldbutyouth!

DorianGraylistened,open-eyedandwondering。Thesprayoflilacfellfromhishanduponthegravel。Afurrybeecameandbuzzedrounditforamoment。Thenitbegantoscrambleallovertheovalstellatedglobeofthetinyblossoms。Hewatcheditwiththatstrangeinterestintrivialthingsthatwetrytodevelopwhenthingsofhighimportmakeusafraid,orwhenwearestirredbysomenewemotionforwhichwecannotfindexpression,orwhensomethoughtthatterrifiesuslayssuddensiegetothebrainandcallsonustoyield。Afteratimethebeeflewaway。HesawitcreepingintothestainedtrumpetofaTyrianconvolvulus。Theflowerseemedtoquiver,andthenswayedgentlytoandfro。

Suddenlythepainterappearedatthedoorofthestudioandmadestaccatosignsforthemtocomein。Theyturnedtoeachotherandsmiled。

Iamwaiting,hecried。Docomein。Thelightisquiteperfect,andyoucanbringyourdrinks。

Theyroseupandsauntereddownthewalktogether。Twogreen-and-whitebutterfliesflutteredpastthem,andinthepear-treeatthecornerofthegardenathrushbegantosing。

Youaregladyouhavemetme,Mr。Gray,saidLordHenry,lookingathim。

Yes,Iamgladnow。IwondershallIalwaysbeglad?

Always!Thatisadreadfulword。ItmakesmeshudderwhenIhearit。Womenaresofondofusingit。Theyspoileveryromancebytryingtomakeitlastforever。Itisameaninglessword,too。Theonlydifferencebetweenacapriceandalifelongpassionisthatthecapricelastsalittlelonger。

Astheyenteredthestudio,DorianGrayputhishanduponLordHenry’sarm。Inthatcase,letourfriendshipbeacaprice,hemurmured,flushingathisownboldness,thensteppedupontheplatformandresumedhispose。

LordHenryflunghimselfintoalargewickerarm-chairandwatchedhim。Thesweepanddashofthebrushonthecanvasmadetheonlysoundthatbrokethestillness,exceptwhen,nowandthen,Hallwardsteppedbacktolookathisworkfromadistance。Intheslantingbeamsthatstreamedthroughtheopendoorwaythedustdancedandwasgolden。Theheavyscentoftherosesseemedtobroodovereverything。

AfteraboutaquarterofanhourHallwardstoppedpainting,lookedforalongtimeatDorianGray,andthenforalongtimeatthepicture,bitingtheendofoneofhishugebrushesandfrowning。Itisquitefinished,

hecriedatlast,andstoopingdownhewrotehisnameinlongvermilionlettersontheleft-handcornerofthecanvas。

LordHenrycameoverandexaminedthepicture。Itwascertainlyawonderfulworkofart,andawonderfullikenessaswell。

Mydearfellow,Icongratulateyoumostwarmly,hesaid。Itisthefinestportraitofmoderntimes。Mr。Gray,comeoverandlookatyourself。

Theladstarted,asifawakenedfromsomedream。

Isitreallyfinished?hemurmured,steppingdownfromtheplatform。

Quitefinished,saidthepainter。Andyouhavesatsplendidlyto-day。Iamawfullyobligedtoyou。

Thatisentirelyduetome,brokeinLordHenry。Isn’tit,Mr。Gray?

Dorianmadenoanswer,butpassedlistlesslyinfrontofhispictureandturnedtowardsit。Whenhesawithedrewback,andhischeeksflushedforamomentwithpleasure。Alookofjoycameintohiseyes,asifhehadrecognizedhimselfforthefirsttime。Hestoodtheremotionlessandinwonder,dimlyconsciousthatHallwardwasspeakingtohim,butnotcatchingthemeaningofhiswords。Thesenseofhisownbeautycameonhimlikearevelation。Hehadneverfeltitbefore。BasilHallward’scomplimentshadseemedtohimtobemerelythecharmingexaggerationoffriendship。

Hehadlistenedtothem,laughedatthem,forgottenthem。Theyhadnotinfluencedhisnature。ThenhadcomeLordHenryWottonwithhisstrangepanegyriconyouth,histerriblewarningofitsbrevity。Thathadstirredhimatthetime,andnow,ashestoodgazingattheshadowofhisownloveliness,thefullrealityofthedescriptionflashedacrosshim。Yes,therewouldbeadaywhenhisfacewouldbewrinkledandwizen,hiseyesdimandcolourless,thegraceofhisfigurebrokenanddeformed。Thescarletwouldpassawayfromhislipsandthegoldstealfromhishair。Thelifethatwastomakehissoulwouldmarhisbody。Hewouldbecomedreadful,hideous,anduncouth。

Ashethoughtofit,asharppangofpainstruckthroughhimlikeaknifeandmadeeachdelicatefibreofhisnaturequiver。Hiseyesdeepenedintoamethyst,andacrossthemcameamistoftears。Hefeltasifahandoficehadbeenlaiduponhisheart。

Don’tyoulikeit?criedHallwardatlast,stungalittlebythelad’ssilence,notunderstandingwhatitmeant。

Ofcoursehelikesit,saidLordHenry。Whowouldn’tlikeit?

Itisoneofthegreatestthingsinmodernart。Iwillgiveyouanythingyouliketoaskforit。Imusthaveit。

Itisnotmyproperty,Harry。

Whosepropertyisit?

Dorian’s,ofcourse,answeredthepainter。

Heisaveryluckyfellow。

Howsaditis!murmuredDorianGraywithhiseyesstillfixeduponhisownportrait。Howsaditis!Ishallgrowold,andhorrible,anddreadful。Butthispicturewillremainalwaysyoung。ItwillneverbeolderthanthisparticulardayofJune……Ifitwereonlytheotherway!IfitwereIwhowastobealwaysyoung,andthepicturethatwastogrowold!Forthat——forthat——Iwouldgiveeverything!Yes,thereisnothinginthewholeworldIwouldnotgive!Iwouldgivemysoulforthat!

Youwouldhardlycareforsuchanarrangement,Basil,criedLordHenry,laughing。Itwouldberatherhardlinesonyourwork。

Ishouldobjectverystrongly,Harry,saidHallward。

DorianGrayturnedandlookedathim。Ibelieveyouwould,Basil。

Youlikeyourartbetterthanyourfriends。Iamnomoretoyouthanagreenbronzefigure。Hardlyasmuch,Idaresay。

Thepainterstaredinamazement。ItwassounlikeDoriantospeaklikethat。Whathadhappened?Heseemedquiteangry。Hisfacewasflushedandhischeeksburning。

Yes,hecontinued,IamlesstoyouthanyourivoryHermesoryoursilverFaun。Youwilllikethemalways。Howlongwillyoulikeme?TillIhavemyfirstwrinkle,Isuppose。Iknow,now,thatwhenonelosesone’sgoodlooks,whatevertheymaybe,oneloseseverything。Yourpicturehastaughtmethat。LordHenryWottonisperfectlyright。Youthistheonlythingworthhaving。WhenIfindthatIamgrowingold,Ishallkillmyself。

Hallwardturnedpaleandcaughthishand。Dorian!Dorian!hecried,don’ttalklikethat。Ihaveneverhadsuchafriendasyou,andIshallneverhavesuchanother。Youarenotjealousofmaterialthings,areyou?——youwhoarefinerthananyofthem!

Iamjealousofeverythingwhosebeautydoesnotdie。Iamjealousoftheportraityouhavepaintedofme。WhyshoulditkeepwhatImustlose?Everymomentthatpassestakessomethingfrommeandgivessomethingtoit。Oh,ifitwereonlytheotherway!Ifthepicturecouldchange,andIcouldbealwayswhatIamnow!Whydidyoupaintit?Itwillmockmesomeday——mockmehorribly!Thehottearswelledintohiseyes。hetorehishandawayand,flinginghimselfonthedivan,heburiedhisfaceinthecushions,asthoughhewaspraying。

Thisisyourdoing,Harry,saidthepainterbitterly。

LordHenryshruggedhisshoulders。ItistherealDorianGray——

thatisall。

Itisnot。

Ifitisnot,whathaveItodowithit?

YoushouldhavegoneawaywhenIaskedyou,hemuttered。

Istayedwhenyouaskedme,wasLordHenry’sanswer。

Harry,Ican’tquarrelwithmytwobestfriendsatonce,butbetweenyoubothyouhavemademehatethefinestpieceofworkIhaveeverdone,andIwilldestroyit。Whatisitbutcanvasandcolour?Iwillnotletitcomeacrossourthreelivesandmarthem。

DorianGrayliftedhisgoldenheadfromthepillow,andwithpallidfaceandtear-stainedeyes,lookedathimashewalkedovertothedealpainting-tablethatwassetbeneaththehighcurtainedwindow。Whatwashedoingthere?Hisfingerswerestrayingaboutamongthelitteroftintubesanddrybrushes,seekingforsomething。Yes,itwasforthelongpalette-knife,withitsthinbladeoflithesteel。Hehadfounditatlast。

Hewasgoingtoripupthecanvas。

Withastifledsobtheladleapedfromthecouch,and,rushingovertoHallward,toretheknifeoutofhishand,andflungittotheendofthestudio。Don’t,Basil,don’t!hecried。Itwouldbemurder!

Iamgladyouappreciatemyworkatlast,Dorian,saidthepaintercoldlywhenhehadrecoveredfromhissurprise。Ineverthoughtyouwould。

Appreciateit?Iaminlovewithit,Basil。Itispartofmyself。

Ifeelthat。

Well,assoonasyouaredry,youshallbevarnished,andframed,andsenthome。Thenyoucandowhatyoulikewithyourself。Andhewalkedacrosstheroomandrangthebellfortea。Youwillhavetea,ofcourse,Dorian?Andsowillyou,Harry?Ordoyouobjecttosuchsimplepleasures?

Iadoresimplepleasures,saidLordHenry。Theyarethelastrefugeofthecomplex。ButIdon’tlikescenes,exceptonthestage。Whatabsurdfellowsyouare,bothofyou!Iwonderwhoitwasdefinedmanasarationalanimal。Itwasthemostprematuredefinitionevergiven。Manismanythings,butheisnotrational。Iamgladheisnot,afterall——

thoughIwishyouchapswouldnotsquabbleoverthepicture。Youhadmuchbetterletmehaveit,Basil。Thissillyboydoesn’treallywantit,andIreallydo。

Ifyouletanyonehaveitbutme,Basil,Ishallneverforgiveyou!criedDorianGray。andIdon’tallowpeopletocallmeasillyboy。

Youknowthepictureisyours,Dorian。Igaveittoyoubeforeitexisted。

Andyouknowyouhavebeenalittlesilly,Mr。Gray,andthatyoudon’treallyobjecttobeingremindedthatyouareextremelyyoung。

Ishouldhaveobjectedverystronglythismorning,LordHenry。

Ah!thismorning!Youhavelivedsincethen。

Therecameaknockatthedoor,andthebutlerenteredwithaladentea-trayandsetitdownuponasmallJapanesetable。TherewasarattleofcupsandsaucersandthehissingofaflutedGeorgianurn。Twoglobe-shapedchinadisheswerebroughtinbyapage。DorianGraywentoverandpouredoutthetea。Thetwomensaunteredlanguidlytothetableandexaminedwhatwasunderthecovers。

Letusgotothetheatreto-night,saidLordHenry。Thereissuretobesomethingon,somewhere。IhavepromisedtodineatWhite’s,butitisonlywithanoldfriend,soIcansendhimawiretosaythatIamill,orthatIampreventedfromcominginconsequenceofasubsequentengagement。Ithinkthatwouldbearatherniceexcuse:itwouldhaveallthesurpriseofcandour。

Itissuchaboreputtingonone’sdress-clothes,mutteredHallward。

And,whenonehasthemon,theyaresohorrid。

Yes,answeredLordHenrydreamily,thecostumeofthenineteenthcenturyisdetestable。Itissosombre,sodepressing。Sinistheonlyrealcolour-elementleftinmodernlife。

YoureallymustnotsaythingslikethatbeforeDorian,Harry。

BeforewhichDorian?Theonewhoispouringoutteaforus,ortheoneinthepicture?

Beforeeither。

Ishouldliketocometothetheatrewithyou,LordHenry,saidthelad。

Thenyoushallcome。andyouwillcome,too,Basil,won’tyou?

Ican’t,really。Iwouldsoonernot。Ihavealotofworktodo。

Well,then,youandIwillgoalone,Mr。Gray。

Ishouldlikethatawfully。

Thepainterbithislipandwalkedover,cupinhand,tothepicture。

IshallstaywiththerealDorian,hesaid,sadly。

IsittherealDorian?criedtheoriginaloftheportrait,strollingacrosstohim。AmIreallylikethat?

Yes。youarejustlikethat。

Howwonderful,Basil!

Atleastyouarelikeitinappearance。Butitwillneveralter,

sighedHallward。Thatissomething。

Whatafusspeoplemakeaboutfidelity!exclaimedLordHenry。

Why,eveninloveitispurelyaquestionforphysiology。Ithasnothingtodowithourownwill。Youngmenwanttobefaithful,andarenot。oldmenwanttobefaithless,andcannot:thatisallonecansay。

Don’tgotothetheatreto-night,Dorian,saidHallward。Stopanddinewithme。

Ican’t,Basil。

Why?

BecauseIhavepromisedLordHenryWottontogowithhim。

Hewon’tlikeyouthebetterforkeepingyourpromises。Healwaysbreakshisown。Ibegyounottogo。

DorianGraylaughedandshookhishead。

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