The Law and the Lady

第6章

thought,asIclosedthefifth,andopenedthesixthandlastdrawer。

Thesixthdrawerwasatonceasurpriseandadisappointment。Itliterallycontainednothingbutthefragmentsofabrokenvase。

Iwassitting,atthetime,oppositetothecabinet,inalowchair。Inthemomentaryirritationcausedbymydiscoveryoftheemptinessofthelastdrawer,Ihadjustliftedmyfoottopushitbackintoitsplace,whenthedoorcommunicatingwiththehallopened,andMajorFitz—Davidstoodbeforeme。

Hiseyes,afterfirstmeetingmine,traveleddownwardtomyfoot。

TheinstanthenoticedtheopendrawerIsawachangeinhisface。Itwasonlyforamoment;butinthatmomenthelookedatmewithasuddensuspicionandsurprise——lookedasifhehadcaughtmewithmyhandontheclew。

"Praydon’tletmedisturbyou,"saidMajorFitz—David。"Ihaveonlycomeheretoaskyouaquestion。"

"Whatisit,Major?"

"Haveyoumetwithanylettersofmineinthecourseofyourinvestigations?"

"Ihavefoundnoneyet,"Ianswered。"IfIdodiscoveranyletters,Ishall,ofcourse,nottakethelibertyofexaminingthem。"

"Iwantedtospeaktoyouaboutthat,"herejoined。"Itonlystruckmeamomentsince,upstairs,thatmylettersmightembarrassyou。InyourplaceIshouldfeelsomedistrustofanythingwhichIwasnotatlibertytoexamine。IthinkIcansetthismatterright,however,withverylittletroubletoeitherofus。ItisnoviolationofanypromisesorpledgesonmypartifI

simplytellyouthatmyletterswillnotassistthediscoverywhichyouaretryingtomake。Youcansafelypassthemoverasobjectsthatarenotworthexaminingfromyourpointofview。Youunderstandme,Iamsure?"

"Iammuchobligedtoyou,Major——Iquiteunderstand。"

"Areyoufeelinganyfatigue?"

"Nonewhatever,thankyou。"

"Andyoustillhopetosucceed?Youarenotbeginningtobediscouragedalready?"

"Iamnotintheleastdiscouraged。Withyourkindleave,Imeantopersevereforsometimeyet。"

Ihadnotclosedthedrawerofthecabinetwhileweweretalking,andIglancedcarelessly,asIansweredhim,atthefragmentsofthebrokenvase。Bythistimehehadgothisfeelingsunderperfectcommand。He,too,glancedatthefragmentsofthevasewithanappearanceofperfectindifference。Irememberedthelookofsuspicionandsurprisethathadescapedhimonenteringtheroom,andIthoughthisindifferencealittleoveracted。

"_That_doesn’tlookveryencouraging,"hesaid,withasmile,pointingtotheshatteredpiecesofchinainthedrawer。

"Appearancesarenotalwaystobetrusted,"Ireplied。"ThewisestthingIcandoinmypresentsituationistosuspecteverything,evendowntoabrokenvase。"

IlookedhardathimasIspoke。Hechangedthesubject。

"Doesthemusicupstairsannoyyou?"heasked。

"Notintheleast,Major。"

"Itwillsoonbeovernow。Thesinging—masterisgoing,andtheItalianmasterhasjustarrived。Iamsparingnopainstomakemyyoungprimadonnaamostaccomplishedperson。Inlearningtosingshemustalsolearnthelanguagewhichisespeciallythelanguageofmusic。IshallperfectherintheaccentwhenItakehertoItaly。ItistheheightofmyambitiontohavehermistakenforanItalianwhenshesingsinpublic。IsthereanythingIcandobeforeIleaveyouagain?MayIsendyousomemorechampagne?

Pleasesayyes!"

"Athousandthanks,Major。Nomorechampagneforthepresent。"

Heturnedatthedoortokisshishandtomeatparting。AtthesamemomentIsawhiseyeswanderslylytowardthebook—case。Itwasonlyforaninstant。Ihadbarelydetectedhimbeforehewasoutoftheroom。

Leftbymyselfagain,Ilookedatthebook—case——lookedatitattentivelyforthefirsttime。

Itwasahandsomepieceoffurnitureinancientcarvedoak,anditstoodagainstthewallwhichranparallelwiththehallofthehouse。Exceptingthespaceoccupiedintheuppercorneroftheroombytheseconddoor,whichopenedintothehall,thebook—casefilledthewholelengthofthewalldowntothewindow。

Thetopwasornamentedbyvases,candelabra,andstatuettes,inpairs,placedinarow。Lookingalongtherow,Inoticedavacantspaceonthetopofthebookcaseattheextremityofitwhichwasnearesttothewindow。Theoppositeextremity,nearesttothedoor,wasoccupiedbyahandsomepaintedvaseofaverypeculiarpattern。Wherewasthecorrespondingvase,whichoughttohavebeenplacedatthecorrespondingextremityofthebook—case?I

returnedtotheopensixthdrawerofthecabinet,andlookedinagain。TherewasnomistakingthepatternonthefragmentswhenI

examinedthemnow。Thevasewhichhadbeenbrokenwasthevasewhichhadstoodintheplacenowvacantonthetopofthebook—caseattheendnearesttothewindow。

Makingthisdiscovery,Itookoutthefragments,downtothesmallestmorseloftheshatteredchina,andexaminedthemcarefullyoneafteranother。

Iwastooignorantofthesubjecttobeabletoestimatethevalueofthevaseortheantiquityofthevase,oreventoknowwhetheritwereofBritishorofforeignmanufacture。Thegroundwasofadelicatecream—color。TheornamentstracedonthiswerewreathsofflowersandCupidssurroundingamedalliononeithersideofthevase。Uponthespacewithinoneofthemedallionswaspaintedwithexquisitedelicacyawoman’shead,representinganymphoragoddess,orperhapsaportraitofsomecelebratedperson——Iwasnotlearnedenoughtosaywhich。Theothermedallioninclosedtheheadofaman,alsotreatedintheclassicalstyle。RecliningshepherdsandshepherdessesinWatteaucostume,withtheirdogsandtheirsheep,formedtheadornmentsofthepedestal。Suchhadthevasebeeninthedaysofitsprosperity,whenitstoodonthetopofthebook—case。Bywhataccidenthaditbecomebroken?AndwhyhadMajorFitz—David’sfacechangedwhenhefoundthatIhaddiscoveredtheremainsofhisshatteredworkofartinthecabinetdrawer?

Theremainsleftthoseseriousquestionsunanswered——theremainstoldmeabsolutelynothing。Andyet,ifmyownobservationoftheMajorweretobetrusted,thewaytotheclewofwhichIwasinsearchlay,directlyorindirectly,throughthebrokenvase。

Itwasuselesstopursuethequestion,knowingnomorethanI

knewnow。Ireturnedtothebook—case。

ThusfarIhadassumed(withoutanysufficientreason)thattheclewofwhichIwasinsearchmustnecessarilyrevealitselfthroughawrittenpaperofsomesort。Itnowoccurredtome——afterthemovementwhichIhaddetectedonthepartoftheMajor——thattheclewmightquiteasprobablypresentitselfintheformofabook。

Ilookedalongthelowerrowsofshelves,standingjustnearenoughtothemtoreadthetitlesonthebacksofthevolumes。I

sawVoltaireinredmorocco,Shakespeareinblue,WalterScottingreen,the"HistoryofEngland"inbrown,the"AnnualRegister"

inyellowcalf。ThereIpaused,weariedanddiscouragedalreadybythelongrowsofvolumes。How(Ithoughttomyself)amItoexamineallthesebooks?AndwhatamItolookfor,evenifIdoexaminethemall?

MajorFitz—Davidhadspokenofaterriblemisfortunewhichhaddarkenedmyhusband’spastlife。Inwhatpossiblewaycouldanytraceofthatmisfortune,oranysuggestivehintofsomethingresemblingit,existinthearchivesofthe"AnnualRegister"orinthepagesofVoltaire?ThebareideaofsuchathingseemedabsurdThemereattempttomakeaseriousexaminationinthisdirectionwassurelyawantonwasteoftime。

AndyettheMajorhadcertainlystolenalookatthebook—case。

Andagain,thebrokenvasehadoncestoodonthebook—case。Didthesecircumstancesjustifymeinconnectingthevaseandthebook—caseastwinlandmarksonthewaythatledtodiscovery?Thequestionwasnotaneasyonetodecideonthespurofthemoment。

Ilookedupatthehighershelves。

Herethecollectionofbooksexhibitedagreatervariety。Thevolumesweresmaller,andwerenotsocarefullyarrangedasonthelowershelves。Somewereboundincloth,somewereonlyprotectedbypapercovers;oneortwohadfallen,andlayflatontheshelves。HereandthereIsawemptyspacesfromwhichbookshadbeenremovedandnotreplaced。Inshort,therewasnodiscouraginguniformityinthesehigherregionsofthebook—case。

Theuntidytopshelveslookedsuggestiveofsomeluckyaccidentwhichmightunexpectedlyleadthewaytosuccess。Idecided,ifI

didexaminethebook—caseatall,tobeginatthetop。

Wherewasthelibraryladder?

Ihadleftitagainstthepartitionwallwhichdividedthebackroomfromtheroominfront。Lookingthatway,Inecessarilylookedalsotowardthedoorthatraningrooves——theimperfectlycloseddoorthroughwhichIheardMajorFitz—DavidquestionhisservantonthesubjectofmypersonalappearancewhenIfirstenteredthehouse。Noonehadmovedthisdoorduringthetimeofmyvisit。Everybodyenteringorleavingtheroomhadusedtheotherdoor,whichledintothehall。

AtthemomentwhenIlookedroundsomethingstirredinthefrontroom。Themovementletthelightinsuddenlythroughthesmallopenspaceleftbythepartiallycloseddoor。Hadsomebodybeenwatchingmethroughthechink?Isteppedsoftlytothedoor,andpusheditbackuntilitwaswideopen。TherewastheMajor,discoveredinthefrontroom!Isawitinhisface——hehadbeenwatchingmeatthebook—case!

Hishatwasinhishand。Hewasevidentlygoingout;andhedexterouslytookadvantageofthatcircumstancetogiveaplausiblereasonforbeingsonearthedoor。

"IhopeIdidn’tfrightenyou,"hesaid。

"Youstartledmealittle,Major。"

"Iamsosorry,andsoashamed!Iwasjustgoingtoopenthedoor,andtellyouthatIamobligedtogoout。Ihavereceivedapressingmessagefromalady。Acharmingperson——Ishouldsolikeyoutoknowher。Sheisinsadtrouble,poorthing。Littlebills,youknow,andnastytradespeoplewhowanttheirmoney,andahusband——oh,dearme,ahusbandwhoisquiteunworthyofher!A

mostinterestingcreature。Youremindmeofheralittle;youbothhavethesamecarriageofthehead。Ishallnotbemorethanhalfanhourgone。CanIdoanythingforyou?Youarelookingfatigued。Prayletmesendforsomemorechampagne。No?Promisetoringwhenyouwantit。That’sright!_Aurevoir_,mycharmingfriend——_aurevoir!_"

Ipulledthedoortoagainthemomenthisbackwasturned,andsatdownforawhiletocomposemyself。

Hehadbeenwatchingmeatthebook—case!Themanwhowasinmyhusband’sconfidence,themanwhoknewwheretheclewwastobefound,hadbeenwatchingmeatthebook—case!Therewasnodoubtofitnow。MajorFitz—Davidhadshownmethehiding—placeofthesecretinspiteofhimself!

Ilookedwithindifferenceattheotherpiecesoffurniture,rangedagainstthefourthwall,whichIhadnotexaminedyet。I

surveyed,withouttheslightestfeelingofcuriosity,allthelittleeleganttriflesscatteredonthetablesandonthechimney—piece,eachoneofwhichmighthavebeenanobjectofsuspiciontomeunderothercircumstances。Eventhewater—colordrawingsfailedtointerestmeinmypresentframeofmind。I

observedlanguidlythattheyweremostofthemportraitsofladies——fairidols,nodoubt,oftheMajor’sfacileadoration——andIcaredtonoticenomore。_My_businessinthatroom(Iwascertainofitnow!)beganandendedwiththebook—case。Ileftmyseattofetchthelibraryladder,determiningtobegintheworkofinvestigationonthetopshelves。

OnmywaytotheladderIpassedoneofthetables,andsawthekeyslyingonitwhichMajorFitz—Davidhadleftatmydisposal。

Thesmallerofthetwokeysinstantlyremindedmeofthecupboardsunderthebookcase。Ihadstrangelyoverlookedthese。A

vaguedistrustofthelockeddoorsavaguedoubtofwhattheymightbehidingfromme,stoleintomymind。Ilefttheladderinitsplaceagainstthewall,andsetmyselftoexaminethecontentsofthecupboardsfirst。

Thecupboardswerethreeinnumber。AsIopenedthefirstofthemthesingingupstairsceased。Foramomenttherewassomethingalmostoppressiveinthesuddenchangefromnoisetosilence。I

supposemynervesmusthavebeenoverwrought。Thenextsoundinthehouse——nothingmoreremarkablethanthecreakingofaman’sbootsdescendingthestairs——mademeshudderallover。Themanwasnodoubtthesinging—master,goingawayaftergivinghislesson。Iheardthehousedoorcloseonhim,andstartedatthefamiliarsoundasifitweresomethingterriblewhichIhadneverheardbefore。Thentherewassilenceagain。IrousedmyselfaswellasIcould,andbeganmyexaminationofthefirstcupboard。

Itwasdividedintotwocompartments。

Thetopcompartmentcontainednothingbutboxesofcigars,rangedinrows,oneonanother。Theundercompartmentwasdevotedtoacollectionofshells。Theywereallhuddledtogetheranyhow,theMajorevidentlysettingafarhighervalueonhiscigarsthanonhisshells。Isearchedthislowercompartmentcarefullyforanyobjectinterestingtomewhichmightbehiddeninit。Nothingwastobefoundinanypartofitbesidestheshells。

AsIopenedthesecondcupboarditstruckmethatthelightwasbeginningtofail。

Ilookedatthewindow:itwashardlyeveningyet。Thedarkeningofthelightwasproducedbygatheringclouds。Rain—dropspatteredagainsttheglass;theautumnwindwhistledmournfullyinthecornersofthecourtyard。ImendedthefirebeforeI

renewedmysearch。Mynerveswereinfaultagain,Isuppose。I

shiveredwhenIwentbacktothebook—case。Myhandstrembled:I

wonderedwhatwasthematterwithme。

Thesecondcupboardrevealed(intheupperdivisionofit)somereallybeautifulcameos——notmounted,butlaidoncotton—woolinneatcardboardtrays。Inonecorner,halfhiddenunderoneofthetrays,therepeepedoutthewhiteleavesofalittlemanuscript。

Ipouncedoniteagerly,onlytomeetwithanewdisappointment:

themanuscriptprovedtobeadescriptivecatalogueofthecameos——nothingmore!

Turningtothelowerdivisionofthecupboard,IfoundmorecostlycuriositiesintheshapeofivorycarvingsfromJapanandspecimensofraresilkfromChina。IbegantofeelwearyofdisinterringtheMajor’streasures。ThelongerIsearched,thefartherIseemedtoremovemyselffromtheoneobjectthatIhaditathearttoattain。Afterclosingthedoorofthesecondcupboard,Ialmostdoubtedwhetheritwouldbeworthmywhiletoproceedfartherandopenthethirdandlastdoor。

Alittlereflectionconvincedmethatitwouldbeaswell,nowthatIhadbegunmyexaminationofthelowerregionsofthebook—case,togoonwithittotheend。Iopenedthelastcupboard。

Ontheuppershelfthereappeared,insolitarygrandeur,oneobjectonly——agorgeouslyboundbook。

Itwasofalargersizethanusual,judgingofitbycomparisonwiththedimensionsofmodernvolumes。Thebindingwasofbluevelvet,withclaspsofsilverworkedinbeautifularabesquepatterns,andwithalockofthesamepreciousmetaltoprotectthebookfrompryingeyes。WhenItookitup,Ifoundthatthelockwasnotclosed。

HadIanyrighttotakeadvantageofthisaccident,andopenthebook?Ihaveputthequestionsincetosomeofmyfriendsofbothsexes。ThewomenallagreethatIwasperfectlyjustified,consideringtheseriousintereststhatIhadatstake,intakinganyadvantageofanybookintheMajor’shouse。Themendifferfromthisview,anddeclarethatIoughttohaveputbackthevolumeinbluevelvetunopened,carefullyguardingmyselffromanyafter—temptationtolookatitagainbylockingthecupboarddoor。Idaresaythemenareright。

Beingawoman,however,Iopenedthebookwithoutamoment’shesitation。

Theleaveswereofthefinestvellum,withtastefullydesignedilluminationsallroundthem。Andwhatdidthesehighlyornamentalpagescontain?Tomyunutterableamazementanddisgust,theycontainedlocksofhair,letneatlyintothecenterofeachpage,withinscriptionsbeneath,whichprovedthemtobelove—tokensfromvariousladieswhohadtouchedtheMajor’ssusceptibleheartatdifferentperiodsofhislife。TheinscriptionswerewritteninotherlanguagesbesidesEnglish,buttheyappearedtobeallequallydevotedtothesamecuriouspurpose,namely,toremindingtheMajorofthedatesatwhichhisvariousattachmentshadcometoanuntimelyend。Thusthefirstpageexhibitedalockofthelightestflaxenhair,withtheselinesbeneath:"MyadoredMadeline。Eternalconstancy。Alas,July22,1839!"Thenextpagewasadornedbyadarkershadeofhair,withaFrenchinscriptionunderit:"Clemence。Idoledemon鈓e。

Toujoursfidele。Helas,2meAvril,1840。"Alockofredhairfollowed,withalamentationinLatinunderit,anotebeingattachedtothedateofdissolutionofpartnershipinthiscase,statingthattheladywasdescendedfromtheancientRomans,andwasthereforemournedappropriatelyinLatinbyherdevotedFitz—David。Moreshadesofhairandmoreinscriptionsfollowed,untilIwaswearyoflookingatthem。Iputdownthebook,disgustedwiththecreatureswhohadassistedinfillingit,andthentookitupagain,byanafterthought。ThusfarIhadthoroughlysearchedeverythingthathadpresenteditselftomynotice。Agreeableornotagreeable,itwasplainlyofseriousimportancetomyownintereststogoonasIhadbegun,andthoroughlytosearchthebook。

IturnedoverthepagesuntilIcametothefirstblankleaf。

Seeingthattheywereallblankleavesfromthisplacetotheend,Iliftedthevolumebytheback,and,asalastmeasureofprecaution,shookitsoastodislodgeanyloosepapersorcardswhichmighthaveescapedmynoticebetweentheleaves。

Thistimemypatiencewasrewardedbyadiscoverywhichindescribablyirritatedanddistressedme。

Asmallphotograph,mountedonacard,felloutofthebook。A

firstglanceshowedmethatitrepresentedtheportraitsoftwopersons。

OneofthepersonsIrecognizedasmyhusband。

Theotherpersonwasawoman。

Herfacewasentirelyunknowntome。Shewasnotyoung。Thepicturerepresentedherseatedonachair,withmyhusbandstandingbehind,andbendingoverher,holdingoneofherhandsinhis。Thewoman’sfacewashard—featuredandugly,withthemarkinglinesofstrongpassionsandresoluteself—willplainlywrittenonit。Still,uglyasshewas,IfeltapangofjealousyasInoticedthefamiliarlyaffectionateactionbywhichtheartist(withthepermissionofhissitters,ofcourse)hadconnectedthetwofiguresinagroup。Eustacehadbrieflytoldme,inthedaysofourcourtship,thathehadmorethanoncefanciedhimselftobeinlovebeforehemetwithme。Couldthisveryunattractivewomanhavebeenoneoftheearlyobjectsofhisadmiration?Hadshebeennearenoughanddearenoughtohimtobephotographedwithherhandinhis?IlookedandlookedattheportraitsuntilIcouldendurethemnolonger。Womenarestrangecreatures——mysterieseventothemselves。Ithrewthephotographfrommeintoacornerofthecupboard。Iwassavagelyangrywithmyhusband;Ihated——yes,hatedwithallmyheartandsoul!——thewomanwhohadgothishandinhers——theunknownwomanwiththeself—willed,hard—featuredface。

Allthistimethelowershelfofthecupboardwasstillwaitingtobelookedover。

Ikneltdowntoexamineit,eagertoclearmymind,ifIcould,ofthedegradingjealousythathadgotpossessionofme。

Unfortunately,thelowershelfcontainednothingbutrelicsoftheMajor’smilitarylife,comprisinghisswordandpistols,hisepaulets,hissash,andotherminoraccouterments。Noneoftheseobjectsexcitedtheslightestinterestinme。Myeyeswanderedbacktotheuppershelf;and,likethefoolIwas(thereisnomilderwordthatcanfitlydescribemeatthatmoment),Itookthephotographoutagain,andenragedmyselfuselesslybyanotherlookatit。ThistimeIobserved,whatIhadnotnoticedbefore,thatthereweresomelinesofwriting(inawoman’shand)atthebackoftheportraits。Thelinesranthus:

’ToMajorFitz—David,withtwovases。Fromhisfriends,S。andE。

M。"

Wasoneofthosetwovasesthevasethathadbeenbroken?AndwasthechangethatIhadnoticedinMajorFitz—David’sfaceproducedbysomepastassociationinconnectionwithit,whichinsomewayaffectedme?Itmightormightnotbeso。Iwaslittledisposedtoindulgeinspeculationonthistopicwhilethefarmoreseriousquestionoftheinitialsconfrontedmeonthebackofthephotograph。

"S。andE。M。?"Thoselasttwolettersmightstandfortheinitialsofmyhusband’sname——histruename——EustaceMacallan。

Inthiscasethefirstletter("S。")inallprobabilityindicated_her_name。Whatrighthadshetoassociateherselfwithhiminthatmanner?Iconsideredalittle——mymemoryexerteditself——I

suddenlycalledtomindthatEustacehadsisters。Hehadspokenofthemmorethanonceinthetimebeforeourmarriage。HadI

beenmadenoughtotorturemyselfwithjealousyofmyhusband’ssister?Itmightwellbeso;"S。"mightstandforhissister’sChristianname。Ifeltheartilyashamedofmyselfasthisnewviewofthematterdawnedonme。WhatawrongIhaddonetothembothinmythoughts!Iturnedthephotograph,sadlyandpenitently,toexaminetheportraitsagainwithakinderandtruerappreciationofthem。

Inaturallylookednowforafamilylikenessbetweenthetwofaces。Therewasnofamilylikeness;onthecontrary,theywereasunlikeeachotherinformandexpressionasfacescouldbe。

_Was_shehissister,afterall?Ilookedatherhands,asrepresentedintheportrait。HerrighthandwasclaspedbyEustace;herlefthandlayonherlap。Onthethirdfinger,distinctlyvisible,therewasawedding—ring。Wereanyofmyhusband’ssistersmarried?Ihadmyselfaskedhimthequestionwhenhementionedthemtome,andIperfectlyrememberedthathehadrepliedinthenegative。

Wasitpossiblethatmyfirstjealousinstincthadledmetotherightconclusionafterall?Ifithad,whatdidtheassociationofthethreeinitiallettersmean?Whatdidthewedding—ringmean?GoodHeavens!wasIlookingattheportraitofarivalinmyhusband’saffections——andwasthatrivalhisWife?

Ithrewthephotographfrommewithacryofhorror。ForoneterriblemomentIfeltasifmyreasonwasgivingway。Idon’tknowwhatwouldhavehappened,orwhatIshouldhavedonenext,ifmyloveforEustacehadnottakentheuppermostplaceamongthecontendingemotionsthattorturedme。Thatfaithfullovesteadiedmybrain。Thatfaithfulloverousedtherevivinginfluencesofmybetterandnoblersense。WasthemanwhomIhadenshrinedinmyheartofheartscapableofsuchbasewickednessasthebareideaofhismarriagetoanotherwomanimplied?No!

Minewasthebaseness,minethewickedness,inhavingevenforamomentthoughtitofhim!

Ipickedupthedetestablephotographfromthefloor,andputitbackinthebook。Ihastilyclosedthecupboarddoor,fetchedthelibraryladder,andsetitagainstthebook—case。Myoneideanowwastheideaoftakingrefugeinemploymentofanysortfrommyownthoughts。Ifeltthehatefulsuspicionthathaddegradedmecomingbackagaininspiteofmyeffortstorepelit。Thebooks!

thebooks!myonlyhopewastoabsorbmyself,bodyandsoul,inthebooks。

Ihadonefootontheladder,whenIheardthedooroftheroomopen——thedoorwhichcommunicatedwiththehall。

Ilookedaround,expectingtoseetheMajor。IsawinsteadtheMajor’sfutureprimadonnastandingjustinsidethedoor,withherroundeyessteadilyfixedonme。

"Icanstandagooddeal,"thegirlbegan,coolly,"butIcan’tstand_this_anylonger?"

"Whatisitthatyoucan’tstandanylonger?"Iasked。

"Ifyouhavebeenhereaminute,youhavebeenheretwogoodhours,"shewenton。"AllbyyourselfintheMajor’sstudy。Iamofajealousdisposition——Iam。AndIwanttoknowwhatitmeans。"Sheadvancedafewstepsnearertome,withaheighteningcolorandathreateninglook。"Ishegoingtobring_you_outonthestage?"sheasked,sharply。

"Certainlynot。"

"Heain’tinlovewithyou,ishe?"

UnderothercircumstancesImighthavetoldhertoleavetheroom。Inmypositionatthatcriticalmomentthemerepresenceofahumancreaturewasapositiverelieftome。Eventhisgirl,withhercoarsequestionsandheruncultivatedmanners,wasawelcomeintruderonmysolitude:sheofferedmearefugefrommyself。

"Yourquestionisnotverycivillyput,"Isaid。"However,I

excuseyou。YouareprobablynotawarethatIamamarriedwoman。"

"Whathasthatgottodowithit?"sheretorted。"Marriedorsingle,it’sallonetotheMajor。Thatbrazen—facedhussywhocallsherselfLadyClarindaismarried,andshesendshimnosegaysthreetimesaweek!NotthatIcare,mindyou,abouttheoldfool。ButI’velostmysituationattherailway,andI’vegotmyownintereststolookafter,andIdon’tknowwhatmayhappenifIletotherwomencomebetweenhimandme。That’swheretheshoepinches,don’tyousee?I’mnoteasyinmymindwhenIseehimleavingyoumistressheretodojustwhatyoulike。Nooffense!Ispeakout——Ido。Iwanttoknowwhatyouareaboutallbyyourselfinthisroom?HowdidyoupickupwiththeMajor?I

neverheardhimspeakofyoubeforeto—day。"

Underallthesurfaceselfishnessandcoarsenessofthisstrangegirltherewasacertainfranknessandfreedomwhichpleadedinherfavor——tomymind,atanyrate。Iansweredfranklyandfreelyonmyside。

"MajorFitz—Davidisanoldfriendofmyhusband’s,"Isaid,"andheiskindtomeformyhusband’ssake。Hehasgivenmepermissiontolookinthisroom——"

Istopped,atalosshowtodescribemyemploymentintermswhichshouldtellhernothing,andwhichshouldatthesametimesuccessfullysetherdistrustofmeatrest。

"Tolookaboutinthisroom——forwhat?"sheasked。Hereyefellonthelibraryladder,besidewhichIwasstillstanding。"Forabook?"sheresumed。

"Yes,"Isaid,takingthehint。"Forabook。"

"Haven’tyoufoundityet?"

"No。"

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