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CHAPTERXXXIV
LADYLUFTONISTAKENBYSURPRISE
LordLufton,ashereturnedtotown,foundsomedifficultyinresolvingwhatstephewouldnexttake.Sometimes,foraminuteortwo,hewashalfinclinedtothink——orrathertosaytohimself——thatLucywasperhapsnotworththetroublewhichshethrewinhisway.Helovedherverydearly,andwouldwillinglymakeherhiswife,hethoughtorsaidatsuchmoments;but——Suchmoments,however,wereonlymoments.Amaninloveseldomloveslessbecausehislovebecomesdifficult.Andthus,whenthosemomentswereover,hewoulddeterminetotellhismotheratonce,andurgehertosignifyherconsenttoMissRobarts.Thatshewouldnotbequitepleasedheknew;butifhewerefirmenoughtoshowthathehadawillofhisowninthismatter,shewouldprobablynotgainsayhim.Hewouldnotaskthishumbly,asafavour,butrequestherladyshiptogothroughtheceremonyasthoughitwereoneofthosemotherlydutieswhichsheasagoodmothercouldnothesitatetoperformonbehalfofherson.SuchwasthefinalresolvewithwhichhereachedhischambersintheAlbany.Onthenextdayhedidnotseehismother.Itwouldbewell,hethought,tohavehisinterviewwithherimmediatelybeforehestartedforNorway,sothattheremightbenorepetitionofit;
anditwasonthedaybeforehedidstartthathemadehiscommunication,havinginvitedhimselftobreakfastinBrookStreetontheoccasion.
\'Mother,\'hesaid,quiteabruptly,throwinghimselfintooneofthedining-roomchairs.\'Ihaveathingtotellyou.\'Hismotheratonceknewthatthethingwasimportant,andwithherownpeculiarmotherlyinstinctimaginedthatthequestiontobediscussedhadreferencetomatrimony.Hadhersondesiredtospeaktoheraboutmoney,histoneandlookwouldhavebeendifferent;aswouldalsohavebeenthecase——inadifferentway——hadheentertainedanythoughtofapilgrimagetoPeking,oraprolongedfishingexcursiontotheHudsonBayTerritories.
\'Athing,Ludovic!well,Iamquiteatliberty.\'
\'IwanttoknowwhatyouthinkofLucyRobarts?\'LadyLuftonbecamepaleandfrightened,andthebloodrancoldtoherheart.
Shehadfearedmorethanrejoicedinconceivingthathersonwasabouttotalkoflove,butshehadfearednothingsobadasthis.
\'WhatdoIthinkofLucyRobarts?\'shesaid,repeatingherson\'swordsinatoneofevidentdismay.
\'Yes,mother;youhavesaidonceortwicelatelythatyouthoughtI
oughttomarry,andIambeginningtothinksotoo.Youselectedoneclergyman\'sdaughterforme,butthatladyisgoingtodomuchbetterwithherself——\'
\'Indeedsheisnot,\'saidLadyLuftonsharply.
\'AndthereforeIratherthinkIshallselectformyselfanotherclergyman\'ssister.Youdon\'tdislikeMissRobarts,Ihope?\'
\'Oh,Ludovic!\'ItwasallthatLadyLuftoncouldsayatthespurofthemoment.
\'Isthereanyharminher!Haveyouanyobjectiontoher?Isthereanythingaboutherthatmakesherunfittobemywife?\'
ForamomentortwoLadyLuftonsatsilent,collectingherthoughts.ShethoughtthattherewasaverygreatobjectiontoLucyRobarts,regardingherasthepossiblefutureLadyLufton.Shecouldhardlyhavestatedallherreasons,buttheywereverycogent.LucyRobartshad,inhereyes,neitherbeauty,norstyle,normanner,noreventheeducationwhichwasdesirable.Shewasalmostasfarremovedfrombeingsoasawomancouldbeinherposition.But,nevertheless,therewerecertainworldlyattributeswhichsheregardedasessentialtothecharacterofanyyoungladywhomightbeconsideredfittotaketheplacewhichsheherselfhadsolongfilled.Itwasherdesireinlookingforawifeforhersontocombinethesewithcertainmoralexcellenceswhichsheregardedasequallyessential.LucyRobartsmighthavethemoralexcellences,orshemightnot;butastotheotherattributesLadyLuftonregardedherasaltogetherdeficient.ShecouldneverlooklikeaLadyLufton,orcarryherselfinthecountyasaLadyLuftonshoulddo.Shehadnotthatquietpersonaldemeanour——thatdignityofrepose——whichLadyLuftonlovedtolookuponinayoungmarriedwomanofrank.Lucy,shewouldhavesaid,couldbenobodyinaroomexceptbydintofhertongue,whereasGriseldaGrantlywouldhaveheldherpeaceforawholeevening,andyetwouldhaveimpressedeverybodybythemajestyofherpresence.Thenagain,Lucyhadnomoney——and,againLucywasonlythesisterofherownparishclergyman.Peoplearerarelyprophetsintheirowncountry,andLucywasnoprophetatFramley;shewasnone,atleast,intheeyesofLadyLufton.Oncebefore,asmayberemembered,shehadhadfearsonthissubject——fears,notsomuchforherson,whomshecouldhardlybringherselftosuspectofsuchafolly,butforLucy,whomightbefoolishenoughtofancythatthelordwasinlovewithher.Alas!alas!Herson\'squestionfelluponthepoorwomanatthepresentmomentwiththeweightofaterribleblow.\'Isthereanythingaboutherwhichmakesherunfittobemywife?\'
Thosewereherson\'slastwords.
\'DearestLudovic,dearestLudovic!\'andshegotupandcameovertohim,\'Idothinkso;Ido,indeed.\'
\'Thinkwhat?\'saidhe,inatonethatwasalmostangry.
\'Idothinkthatsheisunfittobeyourwife.SheisnotofthatclassfromwhichIwouldwishtoseeyouchoose.\'
\'SheisofthesameclassasGriseldaGrantly.\'
\'No,dearest.Ithinkyouareinerrorthere.TheGrantlyshavemovedinadifferentsphereoflife.Ithinkyoumustfeelthattheyare——\'
\'Uponmyword,mother,Idon\'t.OnemanisRectorofPlumstead,andtheotherisVicarofFramley.Butitisnogoodarguingthat.IwantyoutotaketoLucyRobarts.Ihavecometoyouonpurposetoaskitofyouasafavour.\'
\'Doyoumeanasyourwife,Ludovic?\'
\'Yes;asmywife.\'
\'AmItounderstandthatyouare——areengagedtoher?\'
\'Well,IcannotsaythatIam——notactuallyengagedtoher.Butyoumaytakethisforgrantedthat,asfarasitliesinmypower,Iintendtobecomeso.Mymindismadeup,andIcertainlyshallnotalterit.\'
\'Andtheyoungladyknowsallthis?\'
\'Certainly.\'
\'Horrid,sly,detestable,underhandgirl,\'LadyLuftonsaidtoherself,notbeingbyanymeansbraveenoughtospeakoutsuchlanguagebeforeherson.WhathopecouldtherebeifLordLuftonhadalreadycommittedhimselfbyapositiveoffer?\'Andherbrother,andMrsRobarts;aretheyawareofit?\'
\'Yes;bothofthem.\'
\'Andbothapproveofit?\'
\'Well,Icannotsaythat.IhavenotseenMrsRobarts,anddonotknowwhatmaybeheropinion.TospeakmymindhonestlyaboutMark,Idonotthinkhedoescordiallyapprove.Heisafraidofyou,andwouldbedesirousofknowingwhatyouthink.\'
\'Iamglad,atanyrate,tohearthat,\'saidLadyLufton,gravely.
\'Hadhedoneanythingtoencouragethis,itwouldhavebeenverybase.\'Andthentherewasanothershortperiodofsilence.LordLuftonhaddeterminednottoexplaintohismotherthewholestateofthecase.Hewouldnottellherthateverythingdependedonherword——thatLucywasreadytomarryhimonlyonconditionthatshe,LadyLufton,woulddesirehertodoso.Hewouldnotletherknowthateverythingdependedonher——accordingtoLucy\'spresentverdict.Hehadastrongdisinclinationtoaskhismother\'spermissiontogetmarried;andhewouldhavetoaskitwerehetotellherthewholetruth.HisobjectwastomakeherthinkwellofLucy,andtoinducehertobekind,andgenerous,andaffectionatedownatFramley.Thenthingswouldallturnoutcomfortablywhenheagainvisitedthatplace,asheintendedtodoonhisreturnfromNorway.Somuchhethoughtitpossiblehemighteffect,relyingonhismother\'sprobablecalculationthatitwouldbeuselessforhertoopposeameasurewhichshehadnopowerofstoppingbyherauthority.Butwerehetotellherthatshewastobethefinaljudge,thateverythingwastodependonherwill,then,sothoughtLordLufton,thatpermissionwouldinallprobabilityberefused.
\'Well,mother,whatanswerdoyouintendtogiveme?\'hesaid.\'Mymindispositivelymadeup.Ishouldnothavecometoyouhadnotthatbeenthecase.Youwillnowbegoingdownhome,andIwouldwishyoutotreatLucyasyouyourselfwouldwishtotreatanygirltowhomyouknewthatIwasengaged.\'
\'Butyousaythatyouarenotengaged.\'
\'No,Iamnot;butIhavemademyoffertoher,andIhavenotbeenrejected.Shewasconfessedthatshe——lovesme,——nottomyself,buttoherbrother.Underthesecircumstances,mayIcountuponyourobligingme?\'Therewassomethinginhismannerwhichalmostfrightenedhismother,andmadeherthinkthattherewasmorebehindthisthanwastoldtoher.Generallyspeaking,hismannerwasopen,gentle,andunguarded;butnowhespokeasthoughhehadpreparedhiswords,andwasresolvedonbeingharshaswellasobstinate.
\'Iamsomuchtakenbysurprise,Ludovic,thatIcanhardlygiveyouananswer.IfyouaskwhetherIapproveofsuchamarriage,I
mustsaythatIdonot;IthinkthatyouwouldbethrowingyourselfawaymarryingMissRobarts.\'
\'Thatisbecauseyoudonotknowher.\'
\'MayitnotbepossiblethatIknowherbetterthanyoudo,dearLudovic?Youhavebeenflirtingwithher——\'
\'Ihatethatword;italwayssoundstometobevulgar.\'
\'Iwillsaymakinglovetoher,ifyoulikeitbetter;andgentlemenunderthesecircumstanceswillsometimesbecomeinfatuated.\'
\'Youwouldnothaveamanmarryagirlwithoutmakinglovetoher.
Thefactis,mother,thatyourtastesandminearenotexactlythesame;youlikesilentbeauty,whereasIliketalkingbeauty,andthen——\'
\'DoyoucallMissRobartsbeautiful?\'
\'Yes,Ido;verybeautiful;shehasthebeautythatIadmire.
Good-byenow,mother;IshallnotseeyouagainbeforeIstart.Itwillbenousewriting,asIshallbeawayforsoshortatime,andIdon\'tquiteknowwhereweshallbe.IshallcomedowntoFramleyimmediatelyIreturn,andshalllearnfromyouhowthelandlies.I
havetoldyoumywishes,andyouwillconsiderhowfaryouthinkitrighttofallinwiththem.\'Hethenkissedher,andwithoutwaitingforareply,hetookhisleave.PoorLadyLufton,whenshewaslefttoherself,feltthatherheadwasgoingroundandround.
Wasthistobetheendofallherambition,——ofallherloveforherson?andwasthistheresultofallherkindnesstotheRobarts\'s?ShealmosthatedMarkRobartsasshereflectedthatshehadbeenthemeansofbringinghimandhissistertoFramley.Shethoughtoverallhissins,hisabsencesfromtheparish,hisvisittoGatherumCastle,hisdealingswithreferencetothatfarmwhichwastohavebeensold,hishunting,andthenhisacceptanceofthatstall,given,asshehadbeentold,throughtheOmniuminterest.
Howcouldshelovehimatsuchamomentasthis?Andthenshethoughtofhiswife.CoulditbepossiblethatFannyRobarts,herownfriendFanny,wouldbesountruetoherastolendanyassistancetosuchamarriageasthis;asnottouseallherpowerinpreventingit?ShehadspokentoFannyonthisverysubject——notfearingforherson,butwithageneralideaoftheimproprietyofintimaciesbetweensuchgirlsasLucy,andsuchmenasLordLufton,andthenFannyhadagreedwithher.Coulditbepossiblethatevenshemustberegardedasanenemy?AndthenbydegreesLadyLuftonbegantoreflectwhatstepsshehadbettertake.Inthefirstplace,shouldshegiveinatonce,andconsenttothemarriage?Theonlythingquitecertaintoherwasthis,thatlifewouldbenotworthhavingifshewereforcedintoapermanentquarrelwithherson.Suchaneventwouldprobablykillher.Whenshereadofquarrelsinothernoblefamilies——andtheaccountsofsuchquarrelswillsometimes,unfortunately,forcethemselvesupontheattentionofmyunwillingreaders——shewouldhugherself,withaspiritthatwasalmostpharisaical,reflectingthatherdestinywasnotlikethatofothers.Suchquarrelsandhatredsbetweenfathersanddaughters,andmothersandsons,wereinhereyesdisreputabletoallthepersonsconcerned.Shehadlivedhappilywithherhusband,comfortablywithherneighbours,respectablywiththeworld,and,aboveallthings,affectionatelywithherchildren.ShespokeeverywhereofLordLuftonasthoughhewerenearlyperfect,——andinsospeaking,shehadnotbeliedherconvictions.Underthesecircumstances,wouldnotanymarriagebebetterthanaquarrel?But,then,again,howmuchoftheprideofherdailylifewouldbedestroyedbysuchamatchasthat!Andmightitnotbewithinherpowertopreventitwithoutanyquarrel?ThathersonwouldbesickofsuchachitasLucybeforehehadbeenmarriedtohersixmonths——ofthatLadyLuftonentertainednodoubt,andthereforeherconsciencewouldnotbedisquietedindisturbingtheconsummationofanarrangementsopernicious.Itwasevidentthatthematterwasnotconsideredassettledevenbyherson;andalsoevidentthatheregardedthematterasbeinginsomewaydependentonhismother\'sconsent.Onthewhole,mightitnotbebetterforher——betterforthemall——thatsheshouldthinkwhollyofherduty,andnotofthedisagreeableresultstowhichthatdutymightpossiblylead?Itcouldnotbeherdutytoaccedetosuchanalliance;andthereforeshewoulddoherbesttopreventit.Such,atleast,shouldbeherattemptinthefirstinstance.
Havingsodecided,shenextresolvedonhercourseofaction.
ImmediatelyonherarrivalatFramley,shewouldsendforLucyRobarts,anduseallhereloquence——andperhapsalsoalittleofthatsterndignityforwhichshewassoremarkable——inexplainingtothatyoungladyhowverywickeditwasonherparttothinkofforcingherselfonsuchafamilyasthatoftheLuftons.ShewouldexplaintoLucythatnohappinesscouldcomeofit,thatpeopleplacedbymisfortuneabovetheirspherearealwaysmiserable;and,inshort,makeuseofallthoseexcellentmorallessonswhicharesocustomaryonsuchoccasions.Themoralitymightperhapsbethrownaway;butLadyLuftondependedmuchonherdignifiedsternness.Andthen,havingsoresolved,shepreparedforherjourneyhome.VerylittlehadbeensaidatFramleyparsonageaboutLordLufton\'sofferafterthedepartureofthatgentleman;verylittle,atleast,inLucy\'spresence.Thattheparsonandhiswifeshouldtalkaboutitbetweenthemselveswasamatterofcourse;butveryfewwordswerespokenonthemattereitherbyortoLucy.Shewaslefttoherownthoughts,andpossiblytoherownhopes.AndthenothermatterscameupatFramleywhichturnedthecurrentofinterestintoothertracks.InthefirstplacetherewasthevisitmadebyMrSowerbytotheDragonofWantly,andtheconsequentrevelationmadebyMarkRobartstohiswife.Andwhilethatlattersubjectwasyetnew,beforeFannyandLucyhadasyetmadeuptheirmindsastoallthelittleeconomieswhichmightbepractisedinthehouseholdwithoutseriousdetrimenttotheirmaster\'scomfort,newsreachedthemthatMrsCrawleyofHogglestockhadbeenstrickenwithfever.Nothingofthekindcouldwellbemoredreadfulthanthis.Tothosewhoknewthefamilyitseemedimpossiblethattheirmostordinarywantscouldbesuppliedifthatcourageousheadwereevenforadaylaidlow;andthenthepovertyofpoorMrCrawleywassuchthatthesadnecessitiesofasickbedcouldhardlybesuppliedwithoutassistance.\'Iwillgooveratonce,\'saidFanny.
\'Mydear!\'saidherhusband,\'itistyphus,andyoumustthinkofthechildren.Iwillgo.\'
\'Whatonearthcouldyoudo,Mark?\'saidhiswife.\'Menonsuchoccasionsarealmostworsethanuseless;andthentheyaresomuchmoreliabletoinfection.\'
\'Ihavenochildren,noramIaman,\'saidLucy,smiling;\'forbothofwhichexemptionsIamthankful.Iwillgo,andwhenIcomebackIwillkeepclearofthebairns.\'
Soitwassettled,andLucystartedinthepony-carriage,carryingwithhersuchthingsfromtheparsonagestorehouseaswerethoughttobesuitabletothewantsofthesickladyatHogglestock.Whenshearrivedthere,shemadeherwayintothehouse,findingthedooropen,andnotbeingabletoobtaintheassistanceoftheservantgirlinusheringherin.IntheparlourshefoundGraceCrawley,theeldestchild,sittingdemurelyinhermother\'schairnursinganinfant.She,Graceherself,wasstillayoungchild,butnottheless,onthisoccasionofwell-understoodsorrow,didshegothroughhertaskwithzealbutalmostwithsolemnity.Herbrother,aboyofsixyearsold,waswithher,andhehadthecareofanotherbaby.Theretheysatinacluster,quiet,grave,andsilent,attendingonthemselves,becauseithadbeenwilledbyfatethatnooneelseshouldattendthem.\'Howisyourmamma,dearGrace?\'saidLucy,walkinguptoherandholdingoutherhand.
\'Poormammaisveryillindeed,\'saidGrace.
\'Andpapaisveryunhappy,\'saidBobby,theboy.
\'Ican\'tgetupbecauseofbaby,\'saidGrace;\'butBobbycangoandcallpapaout.\'
\'Iwillknockatthedoor,\'saidLucy;andsosayingshewalkeduptothebedroomdoor,andtappedagainstitlightly.Sherepeatedthisforthethirdtimebeforeshewassummonedinbyalowhoarsevoice,andthenonenteringshesawMrCrawleystandingbythebedsidewithabookinhishand.Helookedatheruncomfortably,inamannerwhichseemedtoshowthathewasannoyedbythisintrusion,andLucywasawarethatshehaddisturbedhimwhileatprayersbythebedsideofhiswife.Hecameacrosstheroom,however,andshookhandswithher,andansweredherinquiriesinhisordinarygraveandsolemnvoice.\'MrsCrawleyisveryill,\'hesaid——\'veryill.Godhasstrickenusheavily,butHiswillbedone.Butyouhadbetternotgotoher,MissRobarts.Itistyphus.\'
Thecaution,however,wastoolate;forLucywasalreadyatthebedside,andhadtakenthehandofthesickwoman,whichhadbeenextendedonthecoverlidtogreether.\'DearMissRobarts,\'saidaweakvoice;\'thisisverygoodofyou;butitmakesmeunhappytoseeyouhere.\'Lucylostnotimeintakingsundrymattersintoherownhands,andascertainingwhatwasmostwantedinthatwretchedhousehold.Foritwaswretchedenough.Theironlyservant,agirlofsixteen,hadbeentakenawaybyhermotherassoonasitbecameknownthatMrsCrawleywasillwithfever.Thepoormother,togiveherherdue,hadpromisedtocomedownmorningandeveningherself,todosuchworkasmightbedoneinanhourorso;butshecouldnot,shesaid,leaveherchildtocatchthefever.Andnow,attheperiodofLucy\'svisit,nostephadbeentakentoprocureanurse,MrCrawleyhavingresolvedtotakeuponhimselfthedutiesofthatposition.Inhisabsoluteignoranceofallsanitarymeasures,hehadthrownhimselfonhiskneestopray;andifprayers——trueprayers——mightsuccourhispoorwife,ofsuchsuccourshemightbeconfident.Lucy,however,thoughtthatotheraidwaswantingtoher.\'Ifyoucandoanythingforus,\'saidMrsCrawley,\'letitbeforthepoorchildren.\'
\'Iwillhavethemallmovedfromthistillyouarebetter,\'saidLucyboldly.
\'Moved!\'saidMrCrawley,whoevennow——eveninhispresentstrait——feltarepugnancetotheideathatanyoneshouldrelievehimofanyportionofhisburden.
\'Yes,\'saidLucy;\'Iamsureitwillbebetterthatyoushouldlosethemforaweekortwo,tillMrsCrawleymaybeabletoleavetheroom.\'
\'Butwherearetheytogo?\'saidhe,verygloomily.AstothisLucywasnotasyetabletosayanything.IndeedwhensheleftFramleyparsonagetherehadbeennotimefordiscussion.ShewouldgobackandtalkitoverwithFanny,andfindoutinwhatwaythechildrenmightbebestputoutofdanger.Whyshouldtheynotallbeharbouredattheparsonage,assoonasassurancecouldbefeltthattheywerenottaintedwiththepoisonofthefever?AnEnglishladyoftherightsortwilldoallthingsbutoneforasickneighbour;butfornoneighbourwillshewittinglyadmitcontagioussicknesswithintheprecinctsofherownnursery.Lucyunloadedherjelliesandherfebrifuges,MrCrawleyfrowningatherbitterlythewhile.Ithadcometothiswithhim,thatfoodhadbeenbroughtintohishouse,asanactofcharity,inhisverypresence,andinhisheartofheartshedislikedLucyRobartsinthatshehadbroughtit.Hecouldnotcausethejarsandthepotstobereplacedinthepony-carriage,ashewouldhavedonehadthepositionofhiswifebeendifferent.Inherstateitwouldhavebeenbarbaroustorefusethem,andbarbarousalsotohavecreatedthefracasofarefusal;buteachparcelthatwasintroducedwasanadditionalweightlaidonthesorewithersofhispride,tillthetotalburdenbecamealmostunbearable.Allthishiswifesawandrecognizedeveninherillness,anddidmakesomelightineffectualeffortstogivehimease;butLucyinhernewpowerwasruthless,andthechickentomakethechicken-brothwastakenoutofthebasketunderhisverynose.ButLucydidnotremainlong.Shehadmadeuphermindwhatitbehovedhertodoherself,andshewassoonreadytoreturntoFramley.\'Ishallbebackagain,MrCrawley,\'shesaid,\'probablythisevening,andIshallstaywithhertillsheisbetter.\'\'Nursesdon\'twantrooms,\'shewentontosay,whenMrCrawleymutteredsomethingabouttherebeingnobed-
chamber.\'Ishallmakeupsomesortoflitternearher;you\'llseethatIshallbeverysnug.\'Andthenshegotintothepony-chaise,anddroveherselfhome.
CHAPTERXXXV
THESTORYOFKINGCOPHETUA
Lucy,asshedroveherselfhome,hadmuchastowhichitwasnecessarythatsheshouldarouseherthoughts.ThatshewouldgobackandnurseMrsCrawleythroughherfevershewasresolved.Shewasfreeagentenoughtotakesomuchonherself,andtofeelsurethatshecouldcarryitthrough.Buthowwasshetoredeemherpromiseaboutthechildren?Twentyplansranthroughhermind,astofarm-housesinwhichtheymightbeplaced,orcottageswhichmightbehiredforthem;butalltheseentailedthewantofmoney;
andatthepresentmoment,werenotalltheinhabitantsoftheparsonagepledgedtoadireeconomy?Thisuseofthepony-carriagewouldhavebeenillicitunderanycircumstanceslesspressingthanthepresent,forithadbeendecidedthatthecarriage,andevenpoorPuckhimself,shouldbesold.Shehad,however,givenherpromiseaboutthechildren,andthoughherownstockofmoneywasverylow,thatpromiseshouldberedeemed.
Whenshereachedtheparsonageshewasofcoursefullofherschemes,butshefoundthatanothersubjectofinteresthadcomeupinherabsence,whichpreventedherfromobtainingtheundividedattentionofhersister-in-lawtoherpresentplans.LadyLuftonhadreturnedthatday,andimmediatelyonherreturnhadsentupanoteaddressedtoMissLucyRobarts,whichnotewasinFanny\'shandswhenLucysteppedoutofthepony-carriage.Theservantwhobroughtithadaskedforananswer,andaverbalanswerhadbeensent,sayingthatMissRobartswasawayfromhome,andwouldherselfsendareplywhenshereturned.ItcannotbedeniedthatthecolourcametoLucy\'sface,andthatherhandtrembledwhenshetookthenotefromFannyinthedrawing-room.Everythingintheworldtohermightdependonwhatthatnotecontained;andyetshedidnotopenitatonce,butstoodwithitinherhand,andwhenFannypressedheronthesubject,stillendeavouredtobringbacktheconversationtothesubjectofMrsCrawley.Butyethermindwasintentonthatletter,andshehadalreadyauguredillfromthehandwritingandevenfromthewordsoftheaddress.HadLadyLuftonintendedtobepropitious,shewouldhavedirectedherlettertoMissRobarts,withouttheChristianname;soatleastarguedLucy——quiteunconsciously,asonedoesargueinsuchmatters.Oneformshalftheconclusionsofone\'slifewithoutanydistinctknowledgethatthepremiseshaveevenpassedthroughone\'smind.Theywerenowalonetogether,asMarkwasout.\'Won\'tyouopentheletter?\'saidMrsRobarts.
\'Yes,immediately;but,Fanny,ImustspeaktoyouaboutMrsCrawleyfirst.Imustgobacktherethisevening,andstaythere;
Ihavepromisedtodoso,andshallcertainlykeepmypromise.I
havepromisedalsothatthechildrenshallbetakenaway,andwemustarrangeaboutthat.Itisdreadful,thestatesheisin.
ThereisnoonetoseetoherbutMrCrawley,andthechildrenaretogetherleftbythemselves.\'
\'Doyoumeanthatyouaregoingbacktheretostay?\'
\'Yes,certainly;IhavemadeadistinctpromisethatIwoulddoso.Andaboutthechildren;couldnotyoumanageforthechildren,Fanny——notperhapsinthehouse;atleastnotatfirst,perhaps?\'
AndyetduringallthetimethatshewasthusspeakingandpleadingfortheCrawleys,shewasendeavouringtoimaginewhatmightbethecontentsofthatletterwhichshehadbetweenherfingers.
\'Andisshesoveryill?\'askedMrsRobarts.
\'Icannotsayhowillshemaybe,exceptthis,thatshecertainlyhastyphusfever.Theyhadsomedoctorordoctor\'sassistantfromSilverbridge;butitseemstomethattheyaregreatlyinwantofbetteradvice.\'
\'But,Lucy,willyounotreadyourletter?Itisastonishingtomethatyoushouldbesoindifferentaboutit.\'Lucywasanythingbutindifferent,andnowdidproceedtoteartheenvelope.Thenotewasveryshort,andraninthesewords——
"MYDEARMISSROBARTS,"Iamparticularlyanxioustoseeyou,andshallfeelmuchobligedtoyouifyoucanstepovertomehere,atFramleyCourt.Imustapologizefortakingthislibertywithyou,butyouwillprobablyfeelthataninterviewherewouldsuitusbothbetterthanattheparsonage.
"Trulyyours"M.LUFTON"
\'There;Iaminforitnow,\'saidLucy,handingthenoteovertoMrsRobarts.\'Ishallhavetobetalkedtoasneverpoorgirlwastalkedtobefore:andwhenonethinksofwhatIhavedone,itishard.\'
\'Yes;andofwhatyouhavenotdone.\'
\'Exactly;andofwhatIhavenotdone.ButIsupposeImustgo,\'
andsheproceededtore-tiethestringsofherbonnet,whichshehadloosened.
\'Doyoumeanthatyouaregoingoveratonce?\'
\'Yes;immediately.Whynot?itwillbebettertohaveitover,andthenIcangototheCrawleys.But,Fanny,thepityofitisthatIknowitallaswellasthoughithadbeenalreadyspoken;
andwhatgoodcantherebeinmyhavingtoendureit?Can\'tyoufancythetoneinwhichshewillexplainittome,theconventionalinconvenienceswhicharosewhenKingCophetuawouldmarrythebeggar\'sdaughter?howshewillexplainwhatGriseldawentthrough;——notthearchdeacon\'sdaughter,buttheotherGriselda?\'
\'Butitcamerightwithher.\'
\'Yes;butthenIamnotGriselda,andshewillexplainhowitwouldcertainlyallgowrongwithme.Butwhat\'sthegoodwhenIknowitallbeforehand?HaveInotdesiredKingCophetuatotakehimselfandsceptreelsewhere?\'Andthenshestarted,havingfirstsaidanotherwordortwoabouttheCrawleychildren,andobtainedapromiseofPuckandthepony-carriagefortheafternoon.ItwasalmostagreedthatPuckonhisreturntoFramleyshouldbringbackthefourchildrenwithhim;butonthissubjectitwasnecessarythatMarkshouldbeconsulted.Thepresentschemewastoprepareforthemaroomoutsidethehouse,oncethedairy,atpresentoccupiedbythegroomandhiswife;andtobringthemintothehouseassoonasitwasmanifestthattherewasnodangerfrominfection.Butallthiswastobematterfordeliberation.Fannywantedhertosendoveranote,inreplytoLadyLufton\'s,asharbingerofhercoming;butLucymarchedoff,hardlyansweringthisproposition.
\'What\'stheuseofsuchadealofceremony?\'shesaid.\'Iknowshe\'sathome;andifsheisnot,Ishallonlylosetenminutesingoing.\'Andsoshewent,andonreachingthedooratFramleyCourthousefoundthatherladyshipwasathome.Herheartalmostcametohermouthasshewastoldso,andthen,intwominutes\'time,shefoundherselfinthelittleroomupstairs.Inthatlittleroomwefoundourselvesoncebefore——butLucyhadneverbeforevisitedthathallowedprecinct.TherewassomethinginitsaircalculatedtoinspireaweinthosewhofirstsawLadyLuftonsittingboltuprightinthecane-bottomedarm-chair,whichshealwaysoccupiedwhenatworkatherbooksandpapers;andthissheknewwhenshedeterminedtoreceiveLucyinthatapartment.Buttherewasanotherarm-chair,aneasy,cosychair,whichstoodbythefireside;andforthosewhohadcaughtLadyLuftonnappinginthatchairofanafternoon,someofthisawehadperhapsbeendissipated.\'MissRobarts,\'shesaid,notrisingfromherchair,butholdingoutherhandtohervisitor,\'Iammuchobligedtoyouforhavingcomeovertomehere.You,nodoubt,areawareofthesubjectonwhichIwishtospeaktoyou,andwillagreewithmethatitisbetterthatweshouldmeetherethanoverattheparsonage.\'InanswertowhichLucymerelybowedherhead,andtookherseatonthechairwhichhadbeenpreparedforher.\'Myson,\'
continuedherladyship,\'hasspokentomeonthesubjectof——I
thinkIunderstand,MissRobarts,thattherehasbeennoengagementbetweenyouandhim?\'
\'Nonewhatever,\'saidLucy.\'HemademeanofferandIrefusedhim.\'Thisshesaidverysharply;——moresoundoubtedlythanthecircumstancesrequired;andwithabrusquenessthatwasinjudiciousaswellasuncourteous.Butatthemoment,shewasthinkingofherownpositionwithreferencetoLadyLufton——nottoLordLufton;andofherfeelingswithreferencetothelady——nottothegentleman.
\'Oh,\'saidLadyLufton,alittlestartledbythemannerofthecommunication.\'ThenIamtounderstandthatthereisnothingnowgoingonbetweenyouandmyson;thatthewholeaffairisover?\'
\'Thatdependsentirelyuponyou.\'
\'Onme;doesit?\'
\'Idonotknowwhatyoursonmayhavetoldyou,LadyLufton.FormyselfIdonotcaretohaveanysecretsfromyouinthismatter;
andashehasspokentoyouaboutit,Isupposethatsuchishiswishalso.AmIrightinpresumingthathehasspokentoyouonthesubject?\'
\'Yes,hehas;anditisforthatreasonthatIhavetakenthelibertyofsendingforyou.\'
\'AndmayIaskwhathehastoldyou?Imean,ofcourse,asregardsmyself,\'saidLucy.LadyLuftonbeforesheansweredthisquestion,begantoreflectthattheyoungladywastakingtoomuchoftheinitiativeinthisconversation,andwas,infact,playingthegameinherownfashion,whichwasnotatallinaccordancewiththosemotiveswhichhadinducedLadyLuftontosendforher.\'Hehastoldmethathehasmadeyouanofferofmarriage,\'repliedLadyLufton:\'amatterwhich,ofcourse,isveryserioustome,ashismother;andIhavethought,therefore,thatIhadbetterseeyou,andappealtoyourowngoodsenseandjudgementandhighfeelings.
Ofcourseyouareaware——\'
NowwascomingthelecturetobeillustratedbyKingCophetuaandGriselda,asLucyhadsuggestedtoMrsRobarts;butshesucceededinstoppingitforawhile.\'AnddidLordLuftontellyouwhatwasmyanswer?\'
\'Notinwords.Butyouyourselfnowsaythatyourefusedhim;andImustexpressmyadmirationforyourgood——\'
\'Waithalfamoment,LadyLufton.Yoursondidmakemeanoffer.
Hemadeittomeinperson,upattheparsonage,andIthenrefusedhim;——foolishly,asInowbelieve,forIdearlylovehim.ButI
didsofromamixtureoffeelingswhichIneednot,perhaps,explain;thatmostprominent,nodoubt,wasafearofyourdispleasure.Andthenhecameagain,nottome,buttomybrother,andurgedhissuittohim.Nothingcanhavebeenkindertome,morenoble,moreloving,moregenerous,thanhisconduct.AtfirstIthought,whenhewasspeakingtomyself,thathewasledonthoughtlesslytosayallthathedidsay.Ididnottrusthislove,thoughIsawthathedidtrustithimself.ButIcouldnotbuttrustitwhenhecameagain——tomybrother,andmadehisproposaltohim.Idon\'tknowwhetheryouwillunderstandme,LadyLufton;butagirlplacedasIamfeelstentimesmoreassuranceinsuchatenderofaffectionasthat,thaninonemadetoherself,atthespurofthemoment,perhaps.AndthenyourememberthatI——I
myself——Ilovedhimfromthefirst.IwasfoolishenoughtothinkthatIcouldknowhimandnotlovehim.\'
\'Isawwhatwasgoingon,\'saidLadyLufton,withacertainassumptionofwisdomabouther;\'andtookstepswhichIhopedwouldhaveputastoptoitintime.\'
\'Everybodysawit.Itwasamatterofcourse,\'saidLucy,destroyingherladyship\'swisdomatablow.\'Well;Ididlearntolovehim,notmeaningtodoso;andIdolovehimwithallmyheart.ItisnousemystrivingtothinkthatIdonot;andI
couldstandwithhimatthealtarto-morrowandgivehimmyhand,feelingthatIwasdoingmydutybyhim,asawomanshoulddo.Andnowhehastoldyouofhislove,andIbelieveinthatasIdoinmyown——\'Andthenforamomentshepaused.
\'But,mydearMissRobarts——\'beganLadyLufton.Lucy,however,hadnotworkedherselfupintoaconditionofpower,andwouldnotallowherladyshiptointerruptherinherspeech.\'Ibegyourpardon,LadyLufton;Ishallhavedonedirectly,andthenIwillhearyou.Andsomybrothercametome,noturgingthissuit,expressingnowishforsuchamarriage,butallowingmetojudgeformyself,andproposingthatIshouldseeyoursonagainonthefollowingmorning.HadIdoneso,Icouldnotbuthaveacceptedhim.Thinkofit,LadyLufton.HowcouldIhavedoneeitherthanaccepthim,seeingthatinmyheartIhadacceptedhislovealready?\'
\'Well?\'saidLadyLufton,notwishingnowtoputinanyspeechofherown.
\'Ididnotseehim——Irefusedtodoso——becauseIwasacoward.I
couldnotenduretocomeintothishouseasyourson\'swife,andbecoldlylookedonbyyourson\'smother.MuchasIlovedhim,muchasIdolovehim,dearlyasIprizethegenerousofferwhichhecamedownheretorepeattome,Icouldnotlivewithhimtobemadetheobjectofyourscorn.Isenthimword,therefore,thatIwouldhavehimwhenyouwouldaskme,andnotbefore.\'And,then,havingthuspleadedhercause——andpleaded,asshebelieved,thecauseofherloveralso——sheceasedfromspeaking,andpreparedherselftolistentothestoryofKingCophetua.ButLadyLuftonfeltconsiderabledifficultyincommencingherspeech.Inthefirstplaceshewasbynomeansahard-heartedoraselfishwoman;andwereitnotthatherownsonwasconcerned,andalltheglorywhichwasreflecteduponherfromherson,hersympathieswouldhavebeengiventoLucyRobarts.Asitwas,shedidsympathizewithher,andadmireher,andtoacertainextentlikeher.Shebeganalsotounderstandwhatitwasthathadbroughtaboutherson\'slove,andtofeelthatbutforcertainunfortunateconcomitantcircumstancesthegirlbeforehermighthavemadeafittingLadyLufton.Lucyhadgrownbiggerinhereyeswhilesittingthereandtalking,andhadlostmuchofthatmissishwantofimportance——thatlackofsocialweight——whichLadyLuftoninherownopinionhadalwaysimputedtoher.Agirlthatcouldthusspeakupandexplainherownpositionnow,wouldbeabletospeakupandexplainherown,andperhapssomeotherpositionsatanyfuturetime.ButnotforalloranyofthesereasonsdidLadyLuftonthinkofgivingway.
Thepowerofmakingormarringthismarriagewasplacedinherhands,aswasveryfitting,andthatpoweritbehovedhertouse,asbestshemightuseit,toherson\'sadvantage.MuchasshemightadmireLucy,shecouldnotsacrificehersontothatadmiration.Theunfortunateconcomitantcircumstancesstillremained,andwereofsufficientforce,asshethought,tomakesuchamarriageinexpedient.Lucywasthesisterofagentleman,whobyhispeculiarpositionasparishclergymanofFramleywasunfittedtobethebrother-in-lawoftheownerofFramley.NobodylikedclergymenbetterthanLadyLuftonorwasmorewillingtolivewiththemontermsofaffectionateintimacy,butshecouldnotgetoverthefeelingthattheclergymanofherownparish,——orofherson\'s,——wasapartofherownestablishment,ofherownappanage——orofhis,——andthatitcouldnotbewellthatLordLuftonshouldmarryamonghisowndependants.LadyLuftonwouldnothaveusedtheword,butshedidthinkit.Andthen,too,Lucy\'seducationhadbeensodeficient.Shehadhadnooneaboutherinearlylifeaccustomedtothewaysof,——ofwhatshallIsaywithoutmakingLadyLuftonappearmoreworldlythanshewas?Lucy\'swantsinthisrespect,nottobedefinedinwords,hadbeenexemplifiedbytheverywayinwhichshehadjustnowstatedhercase.Shehadshowntalent,goodtemper,andsoundjudgement;buttherehadbeennoquiet,noreposeabouther.ThespeciesofpowerinyoungladieswhichLadyLuftonmostadmiredwasthevisinertiaebelongingtobeautifulanddignifiedreticence;ofthispoorLucyhadnone.Then,too,shehadnotfortune,whichthoughaminorevil,wasanevil;andshehadnobirth,inthehighsenseoftheword,whichwasthegreaterevil.Andthen,thoughhereyeshadsparkledwhensheconfessedherlove,LadyLuftonwasnotpreparedtoadmitthatshewaspossessedofpositivebeauty.SuchweretheunfortunateconcomitantcircumstanceswhichstillinducedLadyLuftontoresolvethatthematchmustbemarred.
Buttheperformanceonherpartinthisplaywasmuchmoredifficultthanshehadimagined,andshefoundherselfobligedtositsilentforaminuteortwo,duringwhich,however,MissRobartsmadenoattemptatfurtherspeech.\'Iamgreatlystruck,\'LadyLuftonsaidatlast,\'bytheexcellentsenseyouhavedisplayedinthewholeofthisaffair;andyoumustallowmetosay,MissRobarts,thatInowregardyouwithverydifferentfeelingsfromthosewhichIentertainedwhenIleftLondon.\'UponthisLucybowedherhead,slightlybutverystiffly;acknowledgingrathertheformercensureimpliedthanthepresenteulogiumexpressed.
\'Butmyfeelings,\'continuedLadyLufton,\'mystrongestfeelingsinthismatter,mustbethoseofamother.Whatmightbemyconductifsuchamarriagedidtakeplace,Ineednotnowconsider.ButI
mustconfessthatIshouldthinksuchamarriagevery——veryill-judged.Abetter-heartedyoungmanthanLordLuftondoesnotexist,noronewithbetterprinciples,oradeeperregardforhisword;butheisexactlythemantobemistakenonanyhurriedoutlookastohisfuturelife.Wereyouandhetobecomemanandwife,suchamarriagewouldtendtothehappinessneitherofhimorofyou.\'Itwasclearthatthewholelecturewascoming;andasLucyhadopenlydeclaredherownweakness,andthrownallthepowerofdecisionintothehandsofLadyLufton,shedidnotseewhysheshouldendurethis.
\'Weneednotargueaboutthat,LadyLufton,\'shesaid.\'IhavetoldyoutheonlycircumstancesunderwhichIwouldmarryyourson;
andyou,atanyrate,aresafe.\'
\'No;Iwasnotwishingtoargue,\'answeredLadyLufton,almosthumbly;\'butIwasdesirousofexcusingmyselftoyou,sothatyoushouldnotthinkmecruelinwithholdingmyconsent.IwishedtomakeyoubelievethatIwasdoingthebestformyson.\'
\'Iamsurethatyouthinkyouare,andthereforenoexcuseisnecessary.\'
\'No,exactly;ofcourseitisamatterofopinion,andIdothinkso.Icannotbelievethatthismarriagewouldmakeeitherofyouhappy,andthereforeIshouldbeverywrongtoexpressmyconsent.\'
\'Then,LadyLufton,\'saidLucy,risingfromherchair,\'Isupposewehavebothnowsaidwhatisnecessary,andIwillthereforewishyougood-bye.\'
\'Good-bye,MissRobarts.IwishIcouldmakeyouunderstandhowveryhighlyIregardyourconductinthismatter.Ithasbeenaboveallpraise,andsoIshallnothesitatetosaywhenspeakingofittoyourrelatives.\'ThiswasdisagreeableenoughtoLucy,whocaredbutlittleforanypraisewhichLadyLuftonmightexpresstoherrelativesinthismatter.\'Andpray,\'continuedLadyLufton,\'givemybestlovetoMrsRobarts,andtellherthatI
shallhopetoseeheroverhereverysoon,andMrRobartsalso.I
wouldnameadayforyoualltodine;butperhapsitwillbebetterthatIshouldhavealittletalkwithFannyfirst.\'
Lucymutteredsomething,whichwasintendedtosignifythatanysuchdinnerpartyhadbetternotbemadeupwiththeintentionofincludingher,andthentookherleave.Shehaddecidedlyhadthebestoftheinterview,andtherewasaconsciousnessofthisinherheartassheallowedLadyLuftontoshakehandswithher.Shehadstoppedherantagonistshortoneachoccasiononwhichanattempthadbeenmadetoproducethehomilywhichhadbeenprepared,andduringtheinterviewhadspokenprobablythreewordsforeveryonewhichherladyshiphadbeenabletoutter.But,nevertheless,therewasabitterfeelingofdisappointmentaboutherheartasshewalkedbackhome;andafeeling,also,thatsheherselfhadcausedherownunhappiness.Whyshouldshehavebeensoromanticandchivalrousandself-sacrificing,seeingthatherromanceandchivalryhadallbeentohisdetrimentaswellashers,——seeingthatshesacrificedhimaswellasherself?WhyshouldshehavebeensoanxioustoplayintoLadyLufton\'shands?Itwasnotbecauseshethoughtitright,asageneralsocialrule,thataladyshouldrefuseagentleman\'shand,unlessthegentleman\'smotherwereaconsentingpartytothemarriage.Shewouldhaveheldanysuchdoctrineasabsurd.Thelady,shewouldhavesaid,wouldhavehadtolooktoherownfamilyandnofurther.Itwasnotvirtuebutcowardicewhichhadinfluencedher,andshehadnoneofthatsolacewhichmaycometousinmisfortunefromaconsciousnessthatourownconducthasbeenblameless.LadyLuftonhadinspiredherwithawe,andanysuchfeelingonherpartwasmean,ignoble,andunbecomingthespiritwithwhichshewishedtothinkthatshewasendowed.Thatwastheaccusationwhichshehadbroughtagainstherself,anditforbadehertofeelanytriumphastotheresultoftheinterview.Whenshereachedtheparsonage,Markwasthere,andtheywereofcourseexpectingher.\'Well,\'saidshe,inhershorthurriedmanner,\'isPuckreadyagain?Ihavenotimetolose,andImustgoandpackupafewthings.Haveyousettledaboutthechildren,Fanny?\'
\'Yes;Iwilltellyoudirectly;butyouhaveseenLadyLufton?\'
\'Seenher!Oh,yes,ofcourseIhaveseenher.Didshenotsendforme?andinthatcaseitwasnotonthecardsthatIwoulddisobeyher.\'
\'Andwhatdidshesay?\'
\'Howgreenyouare,Mark;andnotonlygreen,butimpolitealso,tomakemerepeatthestoryofmyowndisgrace.OfcourseshetoldmethatshedidnotintendthatIshouldmarrymylord,herson;andofcourseIsaidthatunderthosecircumstancesIshouldnotthinkofdoingsuchathing.\'
\'Lucy,Icannotunderstandyou,\'saidFanny,verygravely.\'Iamsometimesinclinedtodoubtwhetheryouhaveanydeepfeelinginthematterornot.Ifyouhave,howcanyoubringyourselftojokeaboutit?\'
\'Well,itissingular;andsometimesIdoubtmyselfwhetherI
have.Ioughttobepale,oughtInot?andverythin,andtogomadbydegrees?Ihavenottheleastintentionofdoinganythingofthekind,and,therefore,thematterisnotworthanyfurthernotice.\'
\'Butwassheciviltoyou,Lucy?\'askedMark:\'civilinhermanner,youknow?\'
\'Oh,uncommonlyso.Youwillhardlybelieveit,butsheactuallyaskedmetodine.Shealwaysdoes,youknow,whenshewantstoshowhergoodhumour.Ifyou\'dbrokenyourleg,andshewishedtocommiserateyou,she\'daskyoutodinner.\'
\'Isupposeshemeanttobekind,\'saidFanny,whowasnotdisposedtogiveupheroldfriend,thoughshewasquitereadytofightLucy\'sbattle,iftherewereanyoccasionforabattletobefought.
\'Lucyissoperverse,\'saidMark,\'thatitisimpossibletolearnfromherwhatreallyhastakenplace.\'
\'Uponmyword,then,youknowitallaswellasIcantellyou.SheaskedmeifLordLuftonhadmademeanoffer.Isaid,yes.Sheaskednext,ifImeanttoacceptit.Notwithoutherapproval,I
said.Andthensheaskedustodinner.Thatisexactlywhattookplace,andIcannotseethatIhavebeenperverseatall.\'Afterthatshethrewherselfintoachair,andMarkandFannystoodlookingateachother.
\'Mark,\'shesaid,afterawhile,\'don\'tbeunkindtome.ImakeaslittleofitasIcan,foralloursakes.Itisbetterso,Fanny,thanthatIshouldgoaboutmoaning,likeasickcow;\'andthentheylookedather,andsawthattearswerealreadybrimmingoverfromhereyes.
\'Dearest,dearestLucy,\'saidFanny,immediatelygoingdownonherkneesbeforeher,\'Iwon\'tbeunkindtoyouagain.\'Andthentheyhadagreatcrytogether.
CHAPTERXXXVI
KIDNAPPINGATHOGGLESTOCK
Thegreatcry,however,didnottakelong,andLucywassooninthepony-carriageagain.Onthisoccasionherbrothervolunteeredtodriveher,anditwasnotunderstoodthathewastobringbackwithhimalltheCrawleychildren.Thewholethinghadbeenarranged;
thegroomandhiswifeweretobetakenintothehouse,andthebigbedroomacrosstheyard,usuallyoccupiedbythem,wastobeconvertedintoaquarantinehospitaluntilsuchtimeasitmightbesafetopulldowntheyellowflag.Theywereabouthalf-wayontheirroadtoHogglestock,whentheywereovertakenbyamanonhorseback,whom,whenhecameupbesidethem,MrRobartsrecognizedasDrArabin,DeanofBarchester,andheadofthechaptertowhichhehimselfbelonged.ItimmediatelyappearedthatthedeanwasalsogoingtoHogglestock,havingheardofthemisfortunethathadbefallenhisfriendsthere;hehad,hesaid,startedassoonthenewsreachedhim,inorderthathemightascertainhowbesthemightrenderassistance.Toeffectthishehadundertakenarideofnearlyfortymiles,andexplainedthathedidnotexpecttoreachhomeagainmuchbeforemidnight.\'YoupassbyFramley?\'
askedRobarts.
\'Yes,Ido,\'saidthedean.
\'Thenofcourseyouwilldinewithusasyougohome;youandyourhorsealso,whichwillbequiteasimportant.\'Thishavingbeendulysettled,andtheproperceremonyofintroductionhavingtakenplacebetweenthedeanandLucy,theyproceededtodiscussthecharacterofMrCrawley.
\'Ihaveknownhimallmylife,\'saidthedean,\'havingbeenatschoolandcollegewithhim,andforyearssincethatIwasontermsoftheclosestintimacywithhim;butinspiteofthat,Idonotknowhowtohelphiminhisneed.Aprouder-heartedmanI
nevermet,oronelesswillingtosharehissorrowswithhisfriends.\'
\'Ihaveoftenheardhimspeakofyou,\'saidMark.
\'OneofthebitterestfeelingsIhaveisthatamansodeartomeshouldlivesoneartome,andthatIshouldseesolittleofhim.
ButwhatcanIdo?Hewillnotcometomyhouse;andwhenIgotohisheisangrywithmebecauseIwearashovelhatandrideonhorseback.\'
\'Ishouldleavemyhatandmyhorseatthebordersofthelastparish,\'saidLucy,timidly.
\'Well;yes,certainly;oneoughtnottogiveoffenceeveninsuchmattersasthat;butmycoatandwaistcoatwouldthenbeequallyobjectionable.Ihavechanged,——inoutwardmattersImean,——andhehasnot.Thatirritateshim,andunlessIcouldbewhatIwasintheolddays,hewillnotlookatmewiththesameeyes;\'andthenherodeon,inorder,ashesaid,thatthefirstpangoftheinterviewmightbeoverbeforeRobartsandhissistercameuponthescene.MrCrawleywasstandingbeforehisdoor,leaningoverthelittlewoodenrailing,whenthedeantrotteduponhishorse.Hehadcomeoutafterhoursofclosewatchingtogetafewmouthfulsofthesweetsummerair,andashestoodthereheheldtheyoungestofhischildreninhisarms.Thepoorlittlebabysatthere,quietindeed,buthardlyhappy.Thisfather,thoughhelovedhisoffspringwithanaffectionasintenseasthatwhichhumannaturecansupply,wasnotgiftedwiththeknackofmakingchildrenfondofhim;foritishardlymorethanaknack,thataptitudewhichsomemenhaveofgainingthegoodgracesoftheyoung.Suchmenarenotalwaysthebestfathersorthesafestguardians;buttheycarryaboutwiththemacertainducadmewhichchildrenrecognize,andwhichinthreeminutesupsetsallthebarriersbetweenfiveandfive-and-forty.ButMrCrawleywasasternman,thinkingeverofthesoulsandmindsofhisbairns——asafathershoulddo;andthinkingalsothateveryseasonwasfittedforoperatingonthesesoulsandminds——as,perhaps,heshouldnothavedoneasafatherorasateacher.Andconsequentlyhischildrenavoidedhimwhenthechoicewasgiventhem,therebyaddingfreshwoundstohistornheart,butbynomeansquenchinganyofthegreatlovewithwhichheregardedthem.
Hewasstandingtherethuswiththeplacidlittlebabyinhisarms——ababyplacidenough,butonethatwouldnotkisshimeagerly,andstrokehisfacewithhersoftlittlehands,ashewouldhavehadherdo——whenhesawthedeancomingtowardshim.Hewassharp-sightedasalynxoutintheopenair,thoughnowobligedtoporeoverhiswell-fingeredbookswithspectaclesonhisnose;
andthusheknewhisfriendfromalongdistance,andhadtimetomeditateonthemodeofhisgreeting.Hetoodoubtlesshadcome,ifnotwithjellyandchicken,thenwithmoneyandadvice;——withmoneyandadvicesuchasathrivingdeanmightoffertoapoorbrotherclergyman;andMrCrawley,thoughnohusbandcouldbemoreanxiousforawife\'ssafetythanhewas,immediatelyputhisbackupandbegantobethinkhimselfhowthesetendersmightberejected.
\'Howisshe?\'werethefirstwordswhichthedeanspokeashepulleduphishorseclosetothelittlegate,andputouthishandtotakethatofhisfriend.
\'Howareyou,Arabin?\'saidhe.\'Itisverykindofyoutocomesofar,seeinghowmuchthereistokeepyouatBarchester.Icannotsaythatsheisanybetter,butIdonotknowthatsheisworse.
SometimesIfancysheisdelirious,thoughIhardlyknow.Atanyratehermindwanders,andthenafterthatshesleeps.\'
\'Butisthefeverless?\'
\'Sometimesless,andsometimesmore,Iimagine.\'
\'Andthechildren?\'
\'Poorthings;theyarewellasyet.\'
\'Theymustbetakenfromthis,Crawley,asamatterofcourse.\'
MrCrawleyfanciedthattherewasatoneofauthorityinthedean\'sadvice,andimmediatelyputhimselfintoopposition.
\'Idonotknowhowthatmaybe;Ihavenotyetmadeupmymind.\'
\'But,mydearCrawley——\'
\'Providencedoesnotadmitofsuchremovalsinallcases,\'saidhe.\'Amongthepoorerclassesthechildrenmustenduresuchperils.\'
\'Inmanycasesitisso,\'saidthedean,bynomeansinclinedtomakeanargumentofitatthepresentmoment;\'butinthiscasetheyneednot.Youmustallowmetomakearrangementsforsendingforthem,asofcourseyourtimeisoccupiedhere.\'MissRobarts,thoughshehadmentionedherintentionofstayingwithMrsCrawley,hadsaidnothingoftheFramleyplanwithreferencetothechildren.
\'Whatyoumeanisthatyouintendtotaketheburdenoffmyshoulders——infact,payforthem.Icannotallowthat,Arabin.
Theymusttakethelotoftheirfatherandtheirmother,asitisproperthattheyshoulddo.\'Againthedeanhadnoinclinationforarguing,andthoughtitmightbewelltoletthequestionofthechildrendropforalittlewhile.
\'Andthereisnonursewithher?\'saidhe.
\'No,no;Iamseeingtohermyselfatthepresentmoment.Awomanwillbeherejustnow.\'
\'Whatwoman?\'
\'Well;hernameisMrsStubbs;shelivesintheparish.Shewillputheryoungerchildrentobed,and——and——butit\'snousetroublingyouwithallthat.Therewasayoungladytalkedofcoming,butnodoubtshehasfoundittooinconvenient.Itwillbebetterasitis.\'
\'YoumeanMissRobarts;shewillbeheredirectly;IpassedherasIcamehere;\'andasDrArabinwasyetspeaking,thenoiseofthecarriagewheelswasheardupontheroad.
\'Iwillgoinnow;\'saidMrCrawley,\'andseeifshestillsleeps;\'
andthenheenteredthehouse,leavingthedeanatthedoorstillseateduponhishorse.\'Hewillbeafraidoftheinfection,andI
willnotaskhimtocomein,\'saidMrCrawleytohimself.
\'Ishallseemtobepryingintohispoverty,ifIenterunasked,\'
saidthedeantohimself.AndsoheremainedtheretillPuck,nowacquaintedwiththelocality,stoppedatthedoor.
\'Haveyounotbeenin?\'saidRobarts.
\'No;Crawleyhasbeenatthedoortalkingtome;hewillbeheredirectly,Isuppose;\'andthenMarkRobartsalsopreparedhimselftowaittillthemasterofthehouseshouldreappear.ButLucyhadnotsuchpunctiliousmisgivings;shedidnotmuchcarenowwhethersheoffendedMrCrawleyorno.Herideawastoplaceherselfbythesickwoman\'sbedside,andtosendthefourchildrenaway;——withtheirfather\'sconsentifitmightbe;butcertainlywithoutitifthatconsentwerewithheld.Soshegotdownfromthecarriage,andtakingcertainpackagesinherhandmadeherwaydirectintothehouse.
\'There\'sabigbundleundertheseat,Mark,\'shesaid;\'I\'llcomeandfetchitdirectly,ifyou\'lldragitout.\'ForsomefiveminutesthetwodignitariesoftheChurchremainedatthedoor,oneonhiscob,andtheotherinhislowcarriage,sayingafewwordstoeachotherandwaitingtillsomeoneshouldagainappearfromthehouse.\'Itisallarranged,indeeditis,\'werethefirstwordswhichreachedtheirears,andthesecamefromLucy.\'Therewillbenotroubleatall,andnoexpense,andtheyshallallcomebackassoonasMrsCrawleyisabletogetoutofbed.\'
\'But,MissRobarts,Icanassure——\'ThatwasMrCrawley\'svoice,heardfromhimashefollowedMissRobartstothedoor;butoneoftheelderchildrenhadthencalledhimbackintothesickroom,andLucywaslefttodoherworst.
\'Areyougoingtotakethechildrenbackwithyou?\'saidthedean.
\'Yes;MrsRobartshaspreparedforthem.\'
\'YoucantakegreaterlibertieswithmyfriendherethanIcan.\'
\'Itisallmysister\'sdoing,\'saidRobarts.\'Womanarealwaysbolderinsuchmattersthanmen.\'AndthenLucyreappeared,bringingBobbywithher,andoneoftheyoungerchildren.
\'Donotmindwhathesays,\'saidshe,\'butdriveawaywhenyouhavegotthemall.TellFannyIhaveputintothebasketwhatthingsI
couldfind,buttheyareveryfew.ShemustborrowthingsforGracefromMrsGranger\'slittlegirl\'——(MrsGrangerwasthewifeofaFramleyfarmer);——\'and,Mark,turnPuck\'sheadroundsothatyoumaybeoffinamoment.I\'llhaveGraceandtheotheroneheredirectly.\'Andthen,leavingherbrothertopackBobbyandhislittlesisteronthebackpartofthevehicle,shereturnedtoherbusinessinthehouse.ShehadjustlookedinatMrsCrawley\'sbed,andfindingherawake,hadsmiledonher,anddepositedherbundleintokenofherintendedstay,andthen,withoutspeakingaword,hadgoneonhererrandaboutthechildren.ShehadcalledtoGracetoshowherwhereshemightfindsuchthingsasweretobetakentoFramley,andhavingexplainedtothebairns,aswellasshemight,thedestinywhichimmediatelyawaitedthem,preparedthemfortheirdeparturewithoutsayingawordtoMrCrawleyonthesubject.Bobbyandtheelderofthetwoinfantswerestowedawaysafelyinthebackpartofthecarriage,wheretheyallowedthemselvestobeplacedwithoutsayingaword.Theyopenedtheireyesandstaredatthedean,whosatbyonhishorse,andassentedtosuchordersasMrRobartsgavethem,——nodoubtwithmuchsurprise,butneverthelessinabsolutesilence.
\'Now,Grace,bequick,there\'sadear,\'saidLucy,returningwiththeinfantinherarms.\'And,Grace,mindyouareverycarefulaboutthebaby;andbringthebasket;I\'llgiveityouwhenyouarein.\'Graceandtheotherchildwerepackedontotheotherseat,andabasketwiththechildren\'sclothesputinontopofthem.
\'That\'lldo,Mark;good-bye;tellFannytobesureandsendthedayafterto-morrow,andnottoforget——\'andthenshewhisperedintoherbrother\'searaninjunctionaboutcertaindairycomfortswhichmightnotbespokenofinthehearingofMrCrawley.\'Good-bye,dears;mindyouaregoodchildren;youshallhearaboutmammathedayafterto-morrow,\'saidLucy;andPuck,admonishedbyasoundfromhismaster\'svoice,begantomovejustasMrCrawleyreappearedatthehousedoor.
\'Oh,oh,stop!\'hesaid.\'MissRobarts,youreallyhadbetternot——\'
\'Goon,Mark,\'saidLucy,inawhisper,which,whetheraudibleornottoMrCrawley,washeardveryplainlybythedean.AndMark,whohadslightlyarrestedPuckbythereinsontheappearanceofMrCrawley,nowtouchedtheimpatientlittlebeastwithhiswhip;andthevehiclewithitsfreightdartedoffrapidly,Puckshakinghisheadandgoingawaywithatremendouslyquickshorttrot,whichsoonseparatedMrCrawleyfromhisfamily.
\'MissRobarts,\'hebegan,\'thisstephasbeentakenaltogetherwithout——\'
\'Yes,\'saidshe,interruptinghim.\'Mybrotherwasobligedtoreturnatonce.Thechildren,youknow,willremainalltogetherattheparsonage;andthat,Ithink,iswhatMrsCrawleywillbestlike.InadayortwotheywillbeunderMrsRobarts\'sowncharge.\'
\'But,mydearMissRobarts,Ihadnointentionwhateverofputtingtheburdenofmyfamilyontheshouldersofanotherperson.Theymustreturntotheirownhomeimmediately——thatis,assoonastheycanbebroughtback.\'
\'IreallythinkMissRobartshasmanagedverywell,\'saidthedean.\'MrsCrawleymustbesomuchmorecomfortabletothinkthattheyareoutofdanger.\'
\'Andtheywillbequitecomfortableattheparsonage.\'saidLucy.
\'Idonotatalldoubtthat,\'saidMrCrawley;\'buttoomuchofsuchcomfortswillunfitthemfortheirhome;and——andIcouldhavewishedthatIhadbeenconsultedmoreatleisurebeforetheproceedingshadbeentaken.\'
\'Itwasarranged,MrCrawley,whenIwasherebefore,thatthechildrenhadbettergoaway,\'pleadedLucy.
\'Idonotrememberagreeingtosuchameasure,MissRobarts;
however——Isupposetheycannotbehadbackto-night?\'
\'No,notto-night,\'saidLucy.\'AndnowIwillgotoyourwife.\'
Andthenshereturnedtothehouse,leavingthetwogentlemenatthedoor.Atthismomentalabourer\'sboycamesaunteringby,andthedean,obtainingpossessionofhisservicesforthecustodyofhishorse,wasabletodismountandputhimselfonamoreequalfootingforconversationwithhisfriend.
\'Crawley,\'saidhe,puttinghishandaffectionatelyonhisfriend\'sshoulder,astheybothstoodleaningonthelittlerailbeforethedoor,\'thatisagoodgirl——averygoodgirl.\'
\'Yes,\'hesaidslowly;\'shemeanswell.\'
\'Nay,butshedoeswell.Shedoesexcellently.Whatcanbebetterthanherconductnow?WhileIwasmeditatinghowImightpossibleassistyourwifeinthisstrait——\'
\'Iwantnoassistance;none,atleast,fromman,\'saidCrawley,bitterly.
\'Oh,myfriend,thinkofwhatyouaresaying!Thinkofthewickednesswhichmustaccompanysuchastateofmind!Haveyoueverknownanymanabletowalkalone,withoutassistancefromhisbrotherman?\'MrCrawleydidnotmakeanyimmediateanswer,butputtinghisarmsbehindhisbackandclosinghishands,aswashiswontwhenhewalkedalonethinkingofthegeneralbitternessofhislotinlife,begantomoveslowlyalongtheroadinthefrontofhishouse.Hedidnotinvitetheothertowalkwithhim,butneitherwasthereanythinginhismannerwhichseemedtoindicatethatheintendedtobeleftbyhimself.Itwasabeautifulsummerafternoon,atthatdeliciousperiodoftheyearwhensummerhasjustburstforthfromthegrowthofspring;whenthesummerisyetbutthreedaysold,andallthevariousshadesofgreenwhichnaturecanputfortharestillintheirunsoiledpurityoffreshness.Theappleblossomswereonthetrees,andthehedgesweresweetwithMay.Thecuckooatfiveo\'clockwasstillsoundinghissoftsummercallwithunabatedenergy,andeventhecommongrassesofthehedgerowsweresweetwiththefragranceoftheirnewgrowth.Thefoliageoftheoakswascomplete,sothateveryboughandtwigwasclothed;buttheleavesdidnotyethandheavyinmasses,andthebendofeveryboughandthetaperingcurveofeverytwigwerevisiblethroughlightgreencovering.Thereisnottimeoftheyearequalinbeautytothefirstweekofsummer:andnocolourwhichnaturegives,noteventhegorgeoushuesofautumn,whichcanequaltheverdureproducedbythefirstwarmsunsofMay.
Hogglestock,ashasbeenexplained,haslittletoofferinthewayoflandskipbeauty,andtheclergyman\'shouseatHogglestockwasnotplacedonagreenslopybankofland,retiredfromtheroad,withitswindowsopeningontoalawn,surroundedbyshrubs,withaviewofthesmallchurchtowerseenthroughthem;ithadnoneofthatbeautywhichissocommontothecosyhousesofourspiritualpastorsintheagriculturalpartsofEngland.Hogglestockparsonagestoodbleakbesidetheroad,withnoprettypalinglinedinsidebyholliesandlaburnum,Portugallaurelsandrose-trees.
But,nevertheless,evenHogglestockwasprettynow.Therewereapple-treestherecoveredwithblossom,andthehedgerowswereinfullflower.Therewerethrushessinging,andhereandthereanoak-treestoodintheroadside,perfectinitssolitarybeauty.
\'Letuswalkonalittle,\'saidthedean.\'MissRobartsiswithhernow,andyouwillbebetterforleavingtheroomforafewminutes.\'
\'No,\'saidhe;\'Imustgoback;Icannotleavethatyoungladytodomywork.\'
\'Stop,Crawley!\'Andthedean,puttinghishanduponhim,stayedhimintheroad.\'Sheisdoingherownwork,andifyouwerespeakingofherwithreferencetoanyotherhouseholdthanyourown,youwouldsayso.Isitnotacomforttoyoutoknowthatyourwifehasawomannearheratsuchatimeasthis;andawoman,too,whocanspeaktoherasoneladydoestoanother?\'
\'Thesearecomfortswhichwehavenorighttoexpect.IcouldhavedonemuchforpoorMary;butwhatamancouldhavedoneshouldnothavebeenwanting.\'
\'Iamsureofit;Iknowitwell.Whatanymancoulddobyhimselfyouwoulddo——exceptingonething.\'Andthedeanashespokelookedfullintotheother\'sface.
\'AndwhatisthereIwouldnotdo?\'saidCrawley.
\'Sacrificeyouownpride.\'
\'Mypride!\'
\'Yes;yourownpride.\'
\'Ihavehadbutlittlepridethismanyaday.Arabin,youdonotknowwhatmylifehasbeen.Howisamantobeproudwho——\'Andthenhestoppedhimself,notwishingtogothroughthecatalogueofthosegrievances,which,ashethought,hadkilledtheverygermsofpridewithinhim,ortoinsistbyspokenwordsonhispoverty,hiswants,andtheinjusticeofhisposition.\'No;IwishIcouldbeproud;buttheworldhasbeentooheavytome,andIhaveforgottenallthat.\'
\'HowlongIhaveknownyou,Crawley?\'
\'Howlong?Ahdear!alifetimenearly,now.\'
\'Andwewerelikebrothersonce.\'
\'Yes;wewereequalasbrothersthen——inourfortunes,ourtastes,andourmodesoflife.\'
\'Andyetyouwouldbegrudgemethepleasureofputtingmyhandinmypocket,andrelievingtheinconvenienceswhichhavebeenthrownuponyou,andthoseyoulovebetterthanyourself,bythechancesofthefateinyourlife.\'
\'Iwillliveonnoman\'scharity,\'saidCrawley,withanabruptnesswhichamountedalmosttoanexpressionofanger.
\'Andisthatnotpride?\'
\'No——yes;——itisaspeciesofpride,butnotthatprideofwhichyouspoke.Amancannotbehonestifhehavenotsomepride.Youyourself;wouldyounotratherstarvethanbecomeabeggar?\'
\'Iwouldratherbegthanseemywifestarve,\'saidArabin.
Crawleywhenheheardthesewordsturnedsharplyround,andstoodwithhisbacktothedean,withhishandsstillbehindhim,andwithhiseyesfixedupontheground.
\'Butinthiscasethereisnoquestionofbegging,\'continuedthedean.\'I,outofthosesuperfluitieswhichithaspleasedGodtoputatmydisposal,amanxioustoassisttheneedsofthosewhomI
love.\'
\'Sheisnotstarving,\'saidCrawley,inavoiceverybitter,butstillintendedtobeexculpatoryofhimself.
\'No,mydearfriend;Iknowsheisnot,anddonotyoubeangrywithmebecauseIhaveendeavouredtoputthemattertoyouinthestrongestlanguageIcoulduse.\'
\'Youlookatit,Arabin,fromonesideonly;Icanonlylookatitfromtheother.Itisverysweettogive;Idonotdoubtthat.Butthetakingofwhatisgivenisverybitter.Giftbreadchokesinaman\'sthroatandpoisonshisblood,andsitslikeleadupontheheart.Youhavenevertriedit.\'
\'ButthatistheveryfaultofwhichIblameyou.ThatisthepridewhichIsayyououghttosacrifice.\'
\'AndwhyshouldIbecalledupontodoso?Isnotthelabourerworthyofhishire?AmInotabletowork,andwilling?HaveI
notalwayshadmyshouldertothecollar,andisitrightthatI
shouldnowbecontentedwiththescrapsfromarichman\'skitchen?
Arabin,youandIwereequalonceandwewerethenfriends,understandingeachother\'sthoughtsandsympathizingwitheachother\'ssorrows.Butitcannotbesonow.\'
\'Iftherebesuchinability,itisallwithyou.\'
\'Itisallwithme,——becauseinourconnexionthepainwouldallbeonmyside.Itwouldnothurtyoutoseemeatyourtablewithwornshoesandaraggedshirt.Idonotthinksomeanlyofyouasthat.YouwouldgivemeyourfeasttoeatthoughIwerenotcladatitheaswellasthemenialbehindyourchair.Butitwouldhurtmetoknowthattherewerethoselookingatmewhothoughtmeunfittositinyourpresence.\'
\'ThatistheprideofwhichIspeak;——falsepride.\'
\'Callitsoifyouwill;but,Arabin,nopreachingofyourscanalterit.Itisallthatislefttomeofmymanliness.Thatpoorbrokenreedwhoislyingtheresick,——whohassacrificedalltheworldtoherloveforme,——whoisthemotherofmychildren,andthepartnerofmysorrowsandthewifeofmybosom,——evenshecannotchangemeinthis,thoughshepleadswiththeeloquenceofallherwants.NotevenforhercanIholdoutmyhandforadole.\'Theyhadnowcomebacktothedoorofthehouse,andMrCrawley,hardlyconsciousofwhathewasdoing,waspreparingtoenter.
\'WillMrsCrawleybeabletoseemeifIcomein?\'
\'Oh,stop,no;youhadbetternotdoso,\'saidMrCrawley.\'You,nodoubt,mightbesubjecttoinfection,andthenMrsArabinwouldbefrightened.\'
\'Idonotcareaboutitintheleast,\'saidthedean.
\'Butitisofnouse;youhadbetternot.Herroom,Ifear,isquiteunfitforyoutosee;andthewholehouse,youknow,maybeinfected.\'DrArabin,bythistimewasinthesitting-room;butseeingthathisfriendwasreallyanxiousthatheshouldnotgofarther,hedidnotpersist.
\'Itwillbeacomforttous,atanyrate,toknowthatMissRobartsiswithher.\'
\'Theyoungladyisverygood——verygoodindeed,\'saidCrawley;\'butItrustshewillreturntoherhometo-morrow.Itisimpossiblethatsheshouldremaininsopoorahouseasmine.Therewillbenothinghereofallthethingsshewillwant.\'ThedeanthoughtthatLucyRobarts\'swantsduringherpresentoccupationofnursingwouldnotbesonumerousastomakehercontinuedsojourninMrsCrawley\'ssick-roomimpossible,andthereforetookhisleavewithasatisfiedconvictionthatthepoorladywouldnotbeleftwhollytothesomewhatunskillednursingofherhusband.
CHAPTERXXXVII
MRSOWERBYWITHOUTCOMPANY
AndnowthereweregoingtobewondrousdoingsinWestBarsetshire,andmen\'smindsweremuchdisturbed.Thefiathadgoneforthfromthehighplaces,andtheQueenhaddissolvedherfaithfulCommons.
Thegiants,findingthattheycouldeffectlittleornothingwiththeoldHouse,hadresolvedtotrywhatanewventurewoulddoforthem,andthehubbubofageneralelectionwastopervadethecountry.Thisproducednoinconsiderableirritationandannoyance,fortheHousewasnotasyetquitethreeyearsold;andmembersofParliament,thoughtheynaturallyfeelaconstitutionalpleasureinmeetingtheirfriendsandinpressingthehandsoftheirconstituents,are,nevertheless,sofarakintothelowerorderofhumanitythattheyappreciatethedangeroflosingtheirseats;andthecertaintyofaconsiderableoutlayintheirendeavourstoretainthemisnotagreeabletothelegislativemind.Neverdidtheoldfamilyfurybetweenthegodsandgiantsragehigherthanatthepresentmoment.Thegiantsdeclaredthateveryturnwhichtheyattemptedtotakeintheircountry\'sservicehadbeenthwartedbyfaction,inspiteofthosebenignpromisesofassistancemadetothemonlyafewweekssincebytheiropponents;andthegodsansweredbyassertingthattheyweredriventothisoppositionbytheBoeotianfatuityofthegiants.Theyhadnodoubtpromisedtheiraid,andwerereadytogiveittomeasuresthatweredecentlyprudent;butnottoabillenablingGovernmentatitswilltopensionagedbishops!No;theremustbesomelimittotheirtolerance,andwhensuchattemptsastheseweremadethatlimithadbeenclearlypassed.AllthishadtakenplaceopenlyonlyadayortwoafterthatcasualwhisperdroppedbyTomTowersatMissDunstable\'sparty——byTomTowers,thatmostpleasantofallpleasantfellows.Andhowshouldhehaveknowit,——hewhofluttersfromonesweetestflowerofthegardentoanother,\'Addingsugartothepink,andhoneytotherose,Solovedforwhathegives,buttakingnothingashegoes\'?
Butthewhisperhadgrownintoarumour,andtherumourintoafact,andthepoliticalworldwasinaferment.Thegiants,furiousabouttheirbishops\'pensionbill,threatenedtheHouse——mostinjudiciously;andthenitwasbeautifultoseehowindignantmembersgotup,glowingwithhonesty,anddeclaredthatitwasbasetoconceivethatanygentlemaninthatHousecouldbeactuatedinhisvotebyanyhopesorfearswithreferencetohisseat.Andsomattersgrewfrombadtoworse,andthesecontendingpartiesneverhitateachotherwithsomevenomedwrathastheydidnow;——havingenteredtheringtogethersolatelywithsuchmanifoldpromisesofgood-will,respect,andforbearance!
Butgoingfromthegeneraltotheparticular,wemaysaythatnowherewasadeeperconsternationspreadthanintheelectoraldivisionofWestBarsetshire.Nosoonerhadthetidingsofthedissolutionreachedthecountythanitwasknownthatthedukeintendedtochangehisnominee.MrSowerbyhadnowsatforthedivisionsincetheReformBill!Hehadbecomeoneofthecounty\'sinstitutions,andbythedintofcustomandlongestablishmenthadbeenbornewithandevenlikedbythecountygentlemen,inspiteofhiswell-knownpecuniaryirregularities.Nowallthiswastobechanged.Noreasonhadasyetbeenpubliclygiven,butitwasunderstoodthatLordDumbellowastobereturned,althoughhedidnotownanacreoflandinthecounty.ItistruethatrumourwentontosaythatLordDumbellowasabouttoformcloseconnexionswithBarsetshire.Hewasontheeveofmarryingayounglady,fromtheotherdivisionindeed,andwasnowengaged,soitwassaid,incompletingarrangementswiththeGovernmentforthepurchaseofthatnobleCrownpropertyusuallyknownastheChaseofChaldicotes.Itwasalsostated——thisstatement,however,hadhithertobeenonlyannouncedinconfidentialwhispers——thatChaldicotesHouseitselfwouldsoonbecometheresidenceofthemarquis.Thedukewasclaimingitashisown——wouldveryshortlyhavecompletedhisclaimsandtakenpossession:——andthen,bysomearrangementbetweenthem,itwastobemadeovertoLordDumbello.
Butverycontraryrumourstothesegotabroadalso.Mensaid——suchasdaredtoopposetheduke,andsomefewalso,whodidnotdaretoopposehimwhenthedayofbattlecame——thatitwasbeyondhisgrace\'spowertoturnLordDumbellointoaBarsetshiremagnate.TheCrownproperty——suchmensaid——wastofallintothehandsofyoungMrGresham,ofBoxallHill,intheotherdivision,andthatthetermsofpurchasehadbeenalreadysettled.AndastoMrSowerby\'spropertyandthehouseofChaldicotes——theseopponentsoftheOmniuminterestwentontoexplain——itwasbynomeansasyetsocertainthatthedukewouldbeabletoenteritandtotakepossession.Theplacewasnottobegivenuptohimquietly.第一章
A
greatfightwouldbemade,anditwasbeginningtobebelievedthattheenormousmortgageswouldbepaidoffbyaladyofimmensewealth.Andthenadashofromancewasnotwantingtomakethesestoriespalatable.ThisladyofimmensewealthhadbeencourtedbyMrSowerby,hadacknowledgedherlove,——buthadrefusedtomarryhimonaccountofhischaracter.Intestimonyofherlove,however,shewasabouttopayallhisdebts.
Itwassoonputbeyondarumour,andbecamemanifestenough,thatMrSowerbydidnotintendtoretirefromthecountyinobediencetotheduke\'sbehest.Aplacardwaspostedthroughthewholedivisioninwhichnoallusionwasmadebynametotheduke,butinwhichMrSowerbywarnedhisfriendsnottobeledawaybyanyreportthatheintendedtoretirefromtherepresentationofWestBarsetshire.\'Hehadsat,\'theplacardsaid,\'forthesamecountyduringthefullperiodofaquarterofacentury,andhewouldnotlightlygiveupanhonourthathadbeenextendedtohimsooftenandwhichheprizedsodearly.TherewerebutfewmennowintheHousewhoseconnexionwiththesamebodyofconstituentshadremainedunbrokensolongashadthatwhichhadboundhimtoWestBarsetshire;andheconfidentlyhopedthattheconnexionmightbecontinuedthroughanotherperiodofcomingyears,tillhemightfindhimselfinthegloriouspositionofbeingthefatherofthecountymembersoftheHouseofCommons.\'Theplacardsaidmuchmorethanthis,andhintedatsundryandvariousquestions,allofgreatinteresttothecounty;butitdidnotsayonewordoftheDukeofOmnium,thougheveryoneknewwhatthedukewassupposedtobedoinginthematter.Hewas,asitwere,agreatLlama,shutupinaholyofholies,inscrutable,invisible,inexorable,——nottobeseenbymen\'seyesorheardbytheirears,hardlytobementionedbyordinarymenatsuchperiodsasthesewithoutaninwardquaking.
But,nevertheless,itwashewhowassupposedtorulethem.
Euphemismrequiredthathisnameshouldbementionedatnopublicmeetingsinconnexionwiththecomingelection;but,nevertheless,mostmeninthecountybelievedthathecouldsendhisdoguptotheHouseofCommonsasmemberforWestBarsetshireifitsopleasedhim.
Itwassupposed,therefore,thatourfriendSowerbywouldhavenochance;buthewasluckyinfindingassistanceinaquarterfromwhichhecertainlyhadnotdeservedit.Hehadbeenastaunchfriendofthegodsduringthewholeofhispoliticallife,——as,indeed,wastobeexpected,seeingthathehadbeentheduke\'snominee;but,nevertheless,onthepresentoccasion,allthegiantsconnectedwiththecountycameforwardtohisrescue.Theydidtodothiswiththeacknowledgedpurposeofopposingtheduke;theydeclaredthattheywereactuatedbyagenerousdisinclinationtoseeanoldcountymemberputfromhisseat;buttheworldknewthatthebattlewastobewagedagainstthegreatLlama.Itwastobeacontestbetweenthepowersofaristocracyandthepowersofoligarchy,asthosepowersexistedinWestBarsetshire,——anditmaybeadded,thatdemocracywouldhaveverylittletosaytoit,ononesideorontheother.Thelowerorderofvoters,thesmallfarmersandtradesmen,wouldnodoubtrangethemselvesonthesideoftheduke,andwouldendeavourtoflatterthemselvesthattheyweretherebyfurtheringtheviewsoftheLiberalside;buttheywouldinfactbeledtothepollbyanold-fashioned,time-honouredadherencetothewilloftheirgreatLlama;andbyanapprehensionofevilifthatLlamashouldariseandshakehimselfinhiswrath.
WhatmightnotcometothecountyiftheLlamaweretowalkhimselfoff,hewithhissatellitesandarmiesandcourtiers?Therehewas,agreatLlama;andthoughhecameamongthembutseldom,andwasscarcelyseenwhenhedidcome,nevertheless——andnotthelessbutratherthemore——wasobediencetohimconsideredassalutaryandoppositionregardedasdangerous.AgreatruralLlamaisstillsufficientlymightyinruralEngland.Butthepriestofthetemple,MrFothergill,wasfrequentenoughinmen\'seyes,anditwasbeautifultohearwithhowvariedavoicehealludedtothethingsaroundhimandtothechangeswhichwerecoming.Tothesmallfarmers,notonlyontheGatherumproperty,butonothersalso,hespokeofthedukeasabeneficentinfluence,sheddingprosperityonallaroundhim,keepinguppricesbyhispresence,andinforbiddingthepoorratestoriseaboveoneandfourpenceinthepoundbythegeneralemploymentwhichheoccasioned.Menmustbemad,hethought,whowouldwillinglyflyintheduke\'sface.Tothesquirefromadistancehedeclaredthatnoonehadarighttochargethedukewithanyinterference;asfar,atleast,asheknewtheduke\'smind.Peoplewouldtalkofthingsofwhichtheyunderstoodnothing.Couldanyonesaythathehadtracedasinglerequestforavotehometotheduke?Allthisdidnotalterthesettledconvictiononmen\'sminds;butithadtheeffect,andtendedtoincreasethemysteryinwhichtheduke\'sdoingswereenveloped.Buttohisownfamiliars,tothegentryimmediatelyaroundhim,MrFothergillmerelywinkedhiseye.Theyknewwhatwaswhat,andsodidhe.Thedukehadneverbeenbityetinsuchmatters,andMrFothergilldidnotthinkthathewouldnowsubmithimselftoanysuchoperation.
IneverheardinwhatmannerandatwhatrateMrFothergillreceivedremunerationforthevariousservicesperformedbyhimwithreferencetotheduke\'spropertyinBarsetshire;butIamverysurethat,whatevermightbetheamount,heearneditthoroughly.
Neverwasthereamorefaithfulpartisan,oronewho,inhispartisanship,wasmorediscreet.Inthismatterofthecomingelectionhedeclaredthathehimself——personally,onhisownhook——didintendtobestirhimselfactivelyonbehalfofLordDumbello.MrSowerbywasanoldfriendofhis,andaverygoodfellow.Thatwastrue.ButalltheworldmustadmitthatSowerbywasnotinthepositionwhichacountymemberoughttooccupy.Hewasaruinedman,anditwouldnotbeforhisownadvantagethatheshouldbemaintainedinapositionwhichwasfitonlyforamanofproperty.Heknew——he,Fothergill——thatMrSowerbymustabandonallrightandclaimtoChaldicotes;andifso,whatwouldbemoreabsurdthantoacknowledgethathehadarightandclaimfortheseatinParliament?AstoLordDumbello,itwasprobablethathewouldsoonbecomethelargestlandownerinthecounty;and,assuch,whowouldbemorefitfortherepresentation?Beyondthis,MrFothergillwasnotashamedtoconfess——sohesaid——thathehopedtoholdLordDumbello\'sagency.Itwouldbecompatiblewithhisotherduties,andtherefore,asamatterofcourse,heintendedtosupportLordDumbello;hehimself,thatis.Astotheduke\'smindinthematter——!ButIhavealreadyexplainedhowMrFothergilldisposedofthat.
InthesedaysMrSowerbycamedowntohisownhouse——forostensiblyitwasstillhisownhouse——buthecameveryquietly,andhisarrivalwashardlyknowninhisownvillage.Thoughhisplacardwasstuckupsowidely,hehimselftooknoelectioneeringsteps;
none,atleast,asyet.TheprotectionagainstarrestwhichhederivedfromParliamentwouldsoonbeover,andthosewhoweremostbitteragainstthedukeaverredthatstepswouldbetakentoarresthim,shouldhegivesufficientopportunitytothemyrmidonsofthelaw.Thathewould,insuchcase,bearrestedwasverylikely;butitwasnotlikelythatthiswouldbedoneinanywayattheduke\'sinstance.MrFothergilldeclaredindignantlythatthisinsinuationmadehimveryangry;buthewastooprudentamantobeveryangryatanything,andheknewhowtomakecapitalonhisownsideofchargessuchasthesewhichovershottheirownmark.MrSowerbycamedownveryquietlytoChaldicotes,andthereheremainedforacoupleofdays,quitealone.TheplaceboreaverydifferentaspectnowtothatwhichwenoticedwhenMarkRobartsdroveuptoit,intheearlypagesofthisnarrative.Therewerenolightsinthewindowsnow,andnovoicescamefromthestables;nodogsbarked,andallwasdeadandsilentasthegrave.Duringthegreaterportionofthosetwodayshesatalonewithinthehouse,almostunoccupied.Hedidnotevenopenhisletters,whichlaypiledonacrowdedtableinthesmallbreakfastparlourinwhichhesat;forthelettersofsuchmencomeinpiles,andtherearefewofthemwhicharepleasantinthereading.Therehesat,troubledwiththoughtswhichweresadenough,nowandthenmovingtoandfrothehouse,butforthemostpartoccupiedinthinkingoverthepositiontowhichhehadbroughthimself.Whatwouldhebeintheworld\'seye,ifheceasedtobetheownerofChaldicotes,andceasedalsotobethememberforthecounty?Hehadlivedeverbeforetheworld,and,thoughalwaysharassedbyencumbrances,hadbeensustainedandcomfortedbytheexcitementofaprominentposition.Hisdebtsanddifficultieshadhithertobeenbearable,andhehadbornethemwitheasesolongthathehadalmosttaughthimselftothinkthattheywouldneverbeunendurable.Butnow——
Theorderforforeclosinghadgoneforth,andtheharpiesofthelaw,bytheirpresentspeedinstickingtheirclawsintothecarcassofhisproperty,wereatoningtothemselvesforthedelaywithwhichtheyhadhithertobeencompelledtoapproachtheirprey.Andtheorderastohisseathadgoneforthalso.Thatplacardhadbeendrawnupbythecombinedeffortsofhissister,MissDunstable,andacertainwell-knownelectioneeringagent,namedCloserstill,presumedtobeintheinterestofthegiants.
ButpoorSowerbyhadbutlittleconfidenceintheplacard.Nooneknewbetterthanhehowgreatwastheduke\'spower.Hewashopeless,therefore,ashewalkedaboutthroughthoseemptyrooms,thinkingofhispastlifeandofthatlifewhichwastocome.Woulditnotbewellforhimthatheweredead,nowthathewasdyingtoallthathadmadetheworldpleasant?WeseeandhearofsuchmenasMrSowerby,andareapttothinkthattheyenjoythatallwithoutpaymenteitherincareorlabour;butIdoubtthat,witheventhemostcallousofthem,theirperiodsofwretchednessmustbefrequent,andthatwretchednessveryintense.SalmonandlambinFebruary,andgreenpeaseandnewpotatoesinMarch,canhardlymakeamanhappy,eventhoughnobodypaysforthem;andthefeelingthatoneisantecedumscelestumafterwhomasure,thoughlame,Nemesisishobbling,mustsometimesdisturbone\'sslumbers.OnthepresentoccasionScelestusfeltthathisNemesishadovertakenhim.Lameashehadbeen,andswiftashehadrun,shehadmouthedhimatlast,andtherewasnothingleftforhimbuttolistentothe\'whoop\'setupatthesightofhisowndeath-throes.
Itwasamelancholy,drearyplacenow,thatbighouseofChaldicotes;andthoughthewoodswereallgreenwiththeirearlyleaves,andthegardenthickwithflowers,theywerealsomelancholyanddreary.Thelawnswereuntrimmedandweedsweregrowingthroughthegravel,andhereandthereacrackedDryad,tumbledfromherpedestalandsprawlinginthegrass,gavealookofdisordertothewholeplace.Thewoodentrellis-workwasshatteredhereandbendingthere,thestandardrose-treeswerestoopingtotheground,andtheleavesofthewinterstillencumberedtheborders.OfalltheinanimatethingsoftheworldthiswoodofChaldicoteswasthedearesttohim.Hewasnotamantowhomhiscompanionsgavemuchcreditforfeelingsorthoughtsakintopoetry,buthere,outintheChace,hismindwouldbealmostpoetical.Whilewanderingamongtheforesttrees,hebecamesusceptibleofthetendernessofhumannature:hewouldlistentothebirdssinging,andpickhereandthereawildfloweronhispath.Hewouldwatchthedecayoftheoldtreesandtheprogressoftheyoung,andmakepicturesinhiseyesofeveryturninthewood.Hewouldmarkthecolourofabitofroadasitdippedintoadell,andthen,passingthroughawater-course,rosebrown,rough,irregular,andbeautifulagainstthebankontheotherside.Andthenhewouldsitandthinkofhisoldfamily:howtheyhadroamedtheretimeoutofmindinthoseChaldicoteswoods,fatherandsonandgrandsoninregularsuccession,eachgivingthemover,withoutblemishordecrease,tohissuccessor.Sohewouldsit;andsodidhesitevennow,and,thinkingofthesethings,wishedthathehadneverbeen.
Itwasdarknightwhenhereturnedtothehouse,andashedidsoheresolvedthathewouldquittheplacealtogether,andgiveupthebattleaslost.Thedukeshouldtakeitanddoashepleasedwithit;andasfortheseatinParliament,LordDumbello,oranyotherequallygiftedyoungpatrician,mightholditforhim.Hewouldvanishfromthesceneandbetakehimselftosomelandwhencehewouldbeneitherheardnorseen,andthere——starve.Suchwerenowhisfutureoutlooksintotheworld;andyet,asregardshealthandallphysicalcapacities,heknewthathewasstillintheprimeofhislife.Yes;intheprimeofhislife!Butwhatcouldhedowithwhatremainedtohimofsuchprime?Howcouldheturneitherhismindorhisstrengthtosuchaccountasmightnowbeserviceable?Howcouldhe,inhissoreneed,earnforhimselfeventhebarestbread?Woulditnotbebetterforhimthatheshoulddie?Letnotanyonecovetthelotofaspendthrift,eventhoughthedaysofhisearlypeaseandchampagneseemtobeunnumbered;
forthatlameNemesiswillsurelybeupbeforethegamehasbeenplayedallout.WhenMrSowerbyreachedhishousehefoundthatamessagebytelegraphhadarrivedforhiminhisabsence.Itwasfromhissister,anditinformedhimthatshewouldbewithhimthatnight.Shewascomingdownbythemailtrain,hadtelegraphedtoBarchesterforpost-horses,andwouldbeatChaldicotesabouttwohoursaftermidnight.Itwasthereforemanifestenoughthatherbusinesswasofimportance.ExactlyattwotheBarchesterpost-chaisedidarrive,andMrsHaroldSmith,beforesheretiredtoherbed,wasclosetedforaboutanhourwithherbrother.\'Well,\'
shesaid,thefollowingmorning,astheysattogetheratthebreakfast-table,\'whatdoyousaytoitnow?Ifyouacceptherofferyoushouldbewithherlawyerthisafternoon.\'
\'IsupposeImustacceptit,\'saidhe.
\'Certainly,Ithinkso.Nodoubtitwilltakethepropertyoutofyourownhandsascompletelyasthoughthedukehadit,butitwillleaveyouthehouse,atanyrate,foryourlife.\'
\'Whatgoodwillthehousebe,whenIcan\'tkeepit?\'
\'ButIamnotsosureofthat.Shewillnotwantmorethanherfairinterest;andasitwillbethoroughlywellmanaged,Ishouldthinkthattherewouldbesomethingover——somethingenoughtokeepupthehouse.Andthen,youknow,wemusthavesomeplaceinthecountry.\'
\'Itellyoufairly,Harriet,thatIwillhavenothingfurthertodowithHaroldinthewayofmoney.\'
\'Ah!thatwasbecauseyouwouldgotohim.Whydidyounotcometome?Andthen,Nathaniel,itistheonlywayinwhichyoucanhaveachanceofkeepingtheseat.SheisthequeerestwomanI
evermet,butsheseemsresolvedonbeatingtheduke.\'
\'Idonotquiteunderstandit,butIhavenottheslightestobjection.\'
\'ShethinksthatheisinterferingwithyoungGreshamabouttheCrownproperty.Ihavenoideathatshehadsomuchbusinessatherfingers\'ends.WhenIfirstproposedthemattershetookitupquiteasalawyermight,andseemedtohaveforgottenaltogetherwhatoccurredabouttheothermatter.\'
\'IwishIcouldforgetitalso,\'saidMrSowerby.
\'Ireallythinkthatshedoes.WhenIwasobligedtomakesomeallusiontoit——atleastIfeltmyselfobliged,andwasverysorryafterwardsthatIdid——shemerelylaughed——agreatloudlaughasshealwaysdoes,andthenwentonaboutthebusiness.However,shewasclearaboutthis,thatallexpensesoftheelectionshouldbeaddedtothesumtobeadvancedbyher,andthatthehouseshouldbelefttoyouwithoutrent.Ifyouchoosetotakethelandroundthehouseyoumustpayforit,bytheacre,asthetenantsdo.Shewasclearaboutitallasthoughshehadpassedherlifeinalawyer\'soffice.\'
Myreaderswillnowprettywellunderstandwhatlaststepthatexcellentsister,MrsHaroldSmith,hadtakenonherbrother\'sbehalf,norwilltheybesurprisedtolearnthatinthecourseoftheday,MrSowerbyhurriedbacktotownandputhimselfintocommunicationwithMissDunstable\'slawyer.
CHAPTERXXXVIII
ISTHERECAUSEORJUSTIMPEDIMENT?
InowpurposetovisitanothercountryhouseinBarsetshire,butonthisoccasionoursojournshallbeintheeasterndivision,inwhich,aseveryothercountyinEngland,electioneeringmattersareparamountatthepresentmoment.IthasbeenmentionedthatMrGresham,junior,youngFrankGreshamashewasalwayscalled,livedataplacecalledBoxallHill.Thispropertyhadcometohiswifebywill,andhewasnowsettledthere,——seeingthathisfatherstillheldthefamilyseatoftheGreshamsatGreshambury.AtthepresentmomentMissDunstablewasstayingatBoxallHillwithMrsFrankGresham.TheyhadleftLondon,asindeed,alltheworldhaddone,totheterribledismayoftheLondontradesmen.ThisdissolutionofParliamentwasruiningeverybodyexceptthecountrypublicans,andhadofcoursedestroyedtheLondonseasonamongotherthings.
MrsHaroldSmithhadonlyjustmanagedtocatchMissDunstablebeforesheleftLondon;butshediddoso,andthegreatheiresshadatonceseenherlawyers,andinstructedthemhowtoactwithreferencetothemortgagesontheChaldicotesproperty.MissDunstablewasinthehabitofspeakingofherselfandherownpecuniaryconcernsasthoughsheherselfwasrarelyallowedtomeddleintheirmanagement;butthiswasoneofthosesmalljokeswhichsheordinarilyperpetrated;forintruthfewladies,andperhapsnotmanygentlemen,haveamorethoroughknowledgeoftheirownconcernsoramorepotentvoiceintheirownaffairs,thanwaspossessedbyMissDunstable.CircumstanceshadlatelybroughthermuchintoBarsetshire,andshehadtherecontractedveryintimatefriendships.Shewasnowdisposedtobecome,ifpossible,aBarsetshireproprietor,andwiththisviewhadlatelyagreedwithyoungMrGreshamthatshewouldbecomethepurchaseroftheCrownproperty.As,however,thepurchasehadbeencommencedinhisname,itwassotobecontinued;butnow,asweareaware,itwasrumouredthat,afterall,theduke,or,ifnottheduke,thentheMarquisofDumbello,wastobethefutureowneroftheChace.MissDunstable,however,wasnotapersontogiveupherobjectifshecouldattainit,nor,underthecircumstances,wassheatalldispleasedatfindingherselfendowedwiththepowerofrescuingtheSowerbyportionoftheChaldicotespropertyfromtheduke\'sclutches.Whyhadthedukemeddledwithherorwithherfriends,astotheotherproperty?Thereforeitwasarrangedthatthefullamountduetothedukeonthemortgageshouldbereadyforimmediatepayment;butitwasarrangedalsothatthesecurityasheldbyMissDunstableshouldbeveryvalid.
MissDunstable,atBoxallHilloratGreshambury,wasaverydifferentpersonfromMissDunstableinLondon;anditwasthisdifferencewhichsomuchvexedMrsGresham;notthatherfriendomittedtobringwithherintothecountryherLondonwitandaptitudeforfun,butthatshedidnottakewithheruptotownthegenuinegoodnessandloveofhonestywhichmadeherlovableinthecountry.Shewas,asitwere,twopersons,andMrsGreshamcouldnotunderstandthatanyladyshouldpermitherselftobemoreworldlyatonetimeoftheyearthanatanother——orinoneplacethaninanyother.\'Well,mydear,Iamheartilygladwe\'vedonewiththat,\'MissDunstablesaidtoher,asshesatherselfdowntoherdeskinthedrawing-roomonthefirstmorningafterherarrivalatBoxallHill.
\'Whatdoes"that"mean?\'saidMrsGresham.
\'Why,Londonandsmokeandlatehours,andstandingonone\'slegsforfourhoursatastretchonthetopofone\'sownstaircase,tobebowedatbyanyonewhochoosestocome.That\'salldone——foroneyear,atanyrate.\'
\'Youknowyoulikeit.\'
\'No,Mary;that\'sjustwhatIdon\'tknow.Idon\'tknowwhetherI
likeitornot.Sometimes,whenthespiritofthatdearestofallwomen,MrsHaroldSmith,isuponme,IthinkIdolikeit.Butthen,again,whenotherspiritsareonme,IthinkthatIdon\'t.\'
\'Andwhoaretheownersoftheotherspirits?\'
\'Oh,youareone,ofcourse.Butyouareaweaklittlething,bynomeansabletocontendwithsuchaSamsonasMrsHarold.Andthenyouarealittlegiventowickednessyourself,youknow.You\'velearnedtolikeLondonwellenoughsinceyousatdowntothetableofDives.Youruncle——he\'sthereal,impracticable,unapproachableLazaruswhodeclaresthathecan\'tcomedownbecauseofthebiggulf.Iwonderhowhe\'dbehave,ifsomebodylefthimtenthousandayear.\'
\'Uncommonlywell,Iamsure.\'
\'Oh,yes;heisaLazarusnow,soofcourseweareboundtospeakwellofhim;butIshouldliketoseehimtried.Idon\'tdoubtbutwhathe\'dhaveahouseinBelgraveSquare,andbecomenotedforhislittledinnersbeforethefirstyearofhistrialwasover.\'
\'Well,andwhynot?Youwouldnotwishhimtobeananchorite?\'
\'Iamtoldthatheisgoingtotryhisluck——notwithtenthousandayear,butwithoneortwo.\'
\'Whatdoyoumean?\'
\'JanetellsmethattheyallsayatGreshamburythatheisgoingtomarryLadyScatcherd.\'NowLadyScatcherdwasawidowlivinginthoseparts;anexcellentwoman,butnotoneformedbynaturetogracesocietyofthehighestorder.
\'What!\'exclaimedMrsGresham,risingupfromherchair,whilehereyesflashedwithangeratsucharumour.
\'Well,mydear,don\'teatme.Idon\'tsayitisso;IonlysaythatJanesaidso.\'
\'ThenyououghttosendJaneoutofthehouse.\'
\'Youmaybesureofthis,mydear:Janewouldnothavetoldmeifsomebodyhadnottoldher.\'
\'Andyoubelievedit?\'
\'Ihavesaidnothingaboutthat.\'
\'Butyoulookasifyoubelievedit.\'
\'DoI?Letusseewhatsortoflookitis,thislookoffaith.\'
AndMissDunstablegotupandwenttotheglassoverthefireplace.\'But,Mary,mydear,ain\'tyouoldenoughtoknowthatyoushouldnotcreditotherpeople\'slooks?Youshouldbelievenothingnowadays;andIdidnotbelievethestoryaboutpoorLadyScatcherd.Iknowthedoctorwellenoughtobesurethatheisnotamarryingman.\'
\'Whatanasty,hackneyed,falsephrasethatis——thatofamarryingman!Itsoundsasthoughsomemenwereinthehabitofgettingmarriedthreeorfourtimesamonth.\'
\'Itmeansagreatdealallthesame.Onecantellverysoonwhetheramanislikelytomarryornot.\'
\'Andcanonetellthesameofawoman?\'
\'Thethingissodifferent.Allunmarriedwomenarenecessarilyinthemarket;butiftheybehavethemselvesproperlyandmakenosigns.NowtherewasGriseldaGrantly;ofcoursesheintendedtogetherselfahusband,andaverygrandoneshehasgot:butshealwayslookedasthoughbutterwouldnotmeltinhermouth.Itwouldhavebeenverywrongtocallheramarryinggirl.\'
\'Oh,ofcourseshewas,\'saysMrsGresham,withthatsortofacrimonywhichoneprettyyoungwomansofrequentlyexpresseswithreferencetoanother.\'Butifonecouldalwaystellofawoman,asyousayyoucanofaman,Ishouldbeabletotellofyou.Now,I
wonderwhetheryouareamarryingwoman?Ihaveneverbeenabletomakeupmymindyet.\'
MissDunstableremainedsilentforafewmoments,asthoughshewereatfirstmindedtotakethequestionasbeing,insomesort,onemadeinearnest;butthensheattemptedtolaughitoff.\'Well,Iwonderatthat,\'saidshe,\'asitwasonlytheotherdayItoldyouhowmanyoffersIhadrefused.\'
\'Yes;butyoudidnottellmewhetheranyhadbeenmadethatyoumeanttoaccept.\'
\'Nonesuchwasevermadetome.Talkingofthat,Ishallneverforgetyourcousin,theHonourableGeorge.\'
\'Heisnotmycousin.\'
\'Well,yourhusband\'s.Itwouldnotbefairtoshowaman\'sletter;butIshouldliketoshowyouhis.\'
\'Youaredetermined,then,toremainsingle?\'
\'Ididn\'tsaythat.Butwhydoyoucross-questionmeso?\'
\'BecauseIthinksomuchaboutyou.Iamafraidthatyouwillbecomesoafraidofmen\'smotivesastodoubtthatanyonecanbehonest.AndyetsometimesIthinkyouwouldbeahappierwomanandabetterwoman,ifyouweremarried.\'
\'TosuchaoneastheHonourableGeorge,forinstance?\'
\'No,nottosuchaoneashim;youhaveprobablypickedouttheworst.\'
\'OrtoMrSowerby?\'
\'Well,no;nottoMrSowerbyeither.Iwouldnothaveyoumarryanymanthatlookedtoyouforyourmoneyprincipally.\'
\'AndhowisitpossiblethatIshouldexpectanyonetolookatmeprincipallyforanythingelse?Youdon\'tseemydifficulty,mydear?IfIhadonlyfivehundredayear,Imightcomeacrosssomedecentmiddle-agedpersonage,likemyself,whowouldlikeme,myself,prettywell,andwouldlikemylittleincome——prettywellalso.Hewouldnottellmeanyviolentlie,andperhapsnolieatall.Ishouldtaketohiminthesamesortofway,andwemightdoverywell.But,asitis,howisitpossiblethatanydisinterestedpersonshouldlearntolikeme?Howcouldsuchamansetaboutit?Ifasheephavetwoheads,isnotthefactofthetwoheadsthefirstand,indeed,onlythingwhichtheworldregardsinthatsheep?Mustitnotbesoasamatterofcourse?Iamasheepwithtwoheads.Allthismoneywhichmyfatherputtogether,andwhichhasbeengrowingsincelikegrassunderMayshowers,hasturnedmeintoanabortion.Iamnotthegiantesseightfeethigh,orthedwarfthatstandsintheman\'shand——\'
\'Orthetwo-headedsheep——\'
\'ButIamtheunmarriedwomanwith——halfadozenmillionsofmoney——asIbelievesomepeoplethink.UndersuchcircumstanceshaveIafairchanceofgettingmyownsweetbitofgrasstonibble,likeanyordinaryanimalwithonehead?Ineverwasverybeautiful,andIamnotmoresothanIwasfifteenyearsago.\'
\'Iamquitesureitisnotthatwhichhindersit.Youwouldnotcallyourselfplain;andevenplainwomenaremarriedeveryday,andarelovedtoo,aswellasprettywomen.\'
\'Arethey?Well,wewon\'tsayanymoreaboutthat;butIdon\'texpectagreatmanyloversonaccountofmybeauty.Ifeveryouhearofsuchanone,mindyoutellme.\'ItwasalmostonMrsGresham\'stonguetosaythatshedidknowofonesuch——meaningheruncle.But,intruth,shedidnotknowanysuchthing;norcouldsheboasttoherselfthatshehadgoodgroundsforfeelingthatitwasso——certainlynonesufficienttojustifyherinspeakingofit.Herunclehadsaidnowordtoheronthematter,andhadbeenconfusedandembarrassedwhentheideaofsuchamarriagewashintedtohim.But,nevertheless,MrsGreshamdidthinkthateachofthesetwowaswellinclinedtolovetheother,andthattheywouldbehappiertogetherthantheywouldbesingle.Thedifficulty,however,wasverygreat,forthedoctorwouldbeterriblyafraidofbeingthoughtcovetousinregardtoMissDunstable\'smoney;anditwouldhardlybeexpectedthatsheshouldbeinducedtomakethefirstoverturetothedoctor.
\'MyunclewouldbetheonlymanthatIcanthinkofthatwouldbeatallfitforyou,\'saidMrsGresham,boldly.
\'What,androbpoorLadyScatcherd!\'saidMissDunstable.
\'Oh,verywell.Ifyouchoosetomakeajokeofhisnameinthatway,Ihavedone.\'
\'Why,Godblessthegirl,whatdoesshewantmetosay?Andasforjoking,surelythatisinnocentenough.You\'reastenderaboutthedoctorasthoughhewereagirlofseventeen.\'
\'It\'snotabouthim;butit\'ssuchashametolaughatpoordearLadyScatcherd.Ifsheweretohearitshe\'dloseallcomfortinhavingmyunclenearher.\'
\'AndI\'mtomarryhim,sothatshemaybesafewithherfriend.\'
\'Verywell.Ihavedone.\'AndMrsGresham,whohadalreadygotupfromherseat,employedherselfverysedulouslyinarrangingflowerswhichhadbeenbroughtinforthedrawing-roomtables.
Thustheyremainedsilentforaminuteortwo,duringwhichshebegantoreflectthat,afterall,itmightprobablybethoughtthatshewasalsoendeavouringtocatchthegreatheiressforheruncle.
\'Andnowyouareangrywithme,\'saidMissDunstable.
\'No,Iamnot.\'
\'Oh,butyouare.DoyouthinkI\'msuchafoolasnottoseewhenaperson\'svexed?Youwouldn\'thavetwitchedthatgeranium\'sheadifyouhadbeeninaproperframeofmind.\'
\'Idon\'tlikethatjokeaboutLadyScatcherd.\'
\'Andisthatall,Mary?Nowdotryandbetrue,ifyoucan.Yourememberthebishop.Magnaistveritas.\'
\'Thefactisyou\'vegotyourselfintosuchawayofbeingsharp,andsayingsharpthingsamongyourfriendsinLondon,thatyoucanhardlyanswerapersonwithoutit.\'
\'Can\'tI?Dear,dear,whataMentoryouare,Mary!NopoorladthateverranupfromOxfordforaspreeintowngotsolecturedforhisdissipationandiniquitiesasIdo.Well,IbegDoctorThorne\'spardon,andLadyScatcherd\'s,andIwon\'tbesharpanymore;andIwill——letmesee,whatwasitIwastodo?Marryhimmyself,Ibelieve;wasnotthatit?\'
\'No;you\'renothalfgoodenoughforhim.\'
\'Iknowthat.I\'mquitesureofthat.ThoughIamsosharp,I\'mveryhumble.Youcan\'taccusemeofputtinganyverygreatvalueonmyself.\'
\'Perhapsnotasmuchasyououghttodo——onyourself.\'
\'Nowwhatdoyoumean,Mary?Iwon\'tbebulliedandteased,andhaveinnuendoesthrownoutatme,becauseyou\'vesomethingonyourmind,anddon\'tquitedaretospeakitout.Ifyouhavegotanythingtosay,sayit.\'ButMrsGreshamdidnotchoosetosayitatthatmoment.Sheheldherpeace,andwentonarrangingherflowers——nowwithamoresatisfiedair,andwithoutdestructiontothegeraniums.Andwhenshehadgroupedherbunchesproperlyshecarriedthejarfromonepartoftheroomtotheother,backwardsandforwards,tryingtheeffectofthecolours,asthoughhermindwasquiteintentuponherflowers,andwasthemomentwhollyunoccupiedwithanyothersubject.ButMissDunstablewasnotawomantoputupwiththis.Shesatsilentinherplace,whileherfriendmadeoneortwoturnsabouttheroom;andthenshegotupfromherseatalso,\'Mary,\'shesaid,\'giveoveraboutthosewretchedbitsofgreenbranches,andleavethejarswheretheyare.You\'retryingtofidgetmeintoapassion.\'
\'AmI?\'saidMrsGresham,standingoppositetoabigbowl,andputtingherheadalittleononeside,asthoughshecouldbetterlookatherhandiworkinthatposition.
\'Youknowyouare;andit\'sallbecauseyoulackcouragetospeakout.Youdidn\'tbeginatmeinthiswayfornothing.\'
\'Idolackcourage.That\'sjustit,\'saidMrsGresham,stillgivingatwisthereandasettheretosomeofthesmallsprigswhichconstitutedthebackgroundofherbouquet.\'Idolackcourage——tohaveillmotivesimputedtome,thereforeIwillnotsayit.Andnow,ifyoulike,Iwillbereadytotakeyououtintenminutes.\'ButMissDunstablewasnotgoingtobeputoffinthisway.Andtotellthetruth,ImustadmitthatherfriendMrsGreshamwasnotusingheraltogetherwell.Sheshouldeitherhaveheldherpeaceonthematteraltogether——whichwouldprobablyhavebeenthewisercourse——orsheshouldhavedeclaredherownideasboldly,feelingsecureinherownconscienceastoherownmotives.\'Ishallnotstirfromthisroom,\'saidMissDunstable,\'tillIhavehadthismatteroutwithyou.Asforimputations——myimputingbadmotivestoyou——Idon\'tknowhowfaryoumaybejoking,andsayingwhatyoucallsharpthingstome;butyouhavenorighttothinkthatIshouldthinkevilofyou.Ifyoureallythinkso,itistreasontotheloveIhaveforyou.IfIthoughtthatyouthoughtso,Icouldnotremaininthehousewithyou.
What,youarenotabletoknowthedifferencewhichonemakesbetweenone\'srealfriendsandone\'smockfriends!Idon\'tbelieveitofyou,andIknowyouareonlystrivingtobullyme.\'AndMissDunstablenowtookherturnofwalkingupanddowntheroom.
\'Well,sheshan\'tbebullied,\'saidMrsGresham,leavingherflowers,andputtingherarmroundherfriend\'swaist;——\'atleast,nothere,inthishouse,althoughsheissometimessuchabullyherself.\'
\'Mary,youhavegonetoofaraboutthistogoback.Tellmewhatitisthatwasonyourmind,andasfarasitconcernsme,Iwillansweryouhonestly.\'MrsGreshamnowbegantorepentthatshehadmadeherlittleattempt.Thatutteringofhintsinahalf-jokingwaywasallverywell,andmightpossiblybringaboutthedesiredresults,withoutthenecessityofanyformalsuggestiononherpart;butnowshewassobroughttobookthatshemustsaysomethingformal.Shemustcommitherselftotheexpressionofherownwishes,andtoanexpressionalsoofanopinionastowhathadbeenthewishesofherfriend;andthisshemustdowithoutbeingabletosayanythingofthewishesofathirdperson.\'Well,\'shesaid,\'IsupposeyouknowwhatImeant.\'
\'IsupposeIdid,\'saidMissDunstable;\'butitisnotatthelessnecessarythatyoushouldsayitout.Iamnottocommitmyselfbymyinterpretationofyourthoughts,whileyouremainperfectlysecureinhavingonlyhintedyourown.Ihatehints,asIdo——themischief.Igoinforthebishop\'sdoctrine.Magnaistveritas.\'
\'Well,Idon\'tknow,\'saidMrsGresham.
\'Ah!butIdo,\'saidMissDunstable.\'Andthereforegoon,orforeverholdyourpeace.\'
\'ThequotationoutofthePrayerBookwhichyoufinishedjustnow.
"Ifanyofyouknowcauseorjustimpedimentwhythesetwopersonsshouldnotbejoinedtogetherinholymatrimony,yearetodeclareit.Thisisthefirsttimeofasking."Doyouknowanycause,MissDunstable?\'
\'Doyouknowany,MrsGresham?\'
\'None,uponmyhonour!\'saidtheyoungerlady,puttingherhanduponherbreast.
\'Ah!butyoudonot?\'andMissDunstablecaughtholdofherarm,andspokealmostabruptlyinherenergy.
\'No,certainlynot.Whatimpediment?IfIdid,Ishouldnothavebroachedthesubject.IdeclareIthinkyouwouldbeveryhappytogether.Ofcourse,thereisoneimpediment;weallknowthat.
Thatmustbeyourlookout.\'
\'Whatdoyoumean?Whatimpediment?\'
\'Yourownmoney.\'
\'Psha!DidyoufindthatanimpedimentinmarryingFrankGresham?\'
\'Ah!thematterwassodifferentthere.HehadmuchmoretogivethanIhad,whenallwascounted.AndIhadnomoneywhenwe——whenwewerefirstengaged.\'Andthetearscameintohereyesasshethoughtofthecircumstancesofherearlylove;——allofwhichhavebeennarratedinthecountychroniclesofBarsetshire,andmaynowbereadbymenandwomeninterestedtherein.
\'Yes;yourswasalovematch.Ideclare,Mary,IoftenthinkthatyouarethehappiestwomanofwhomIhaveeverheard;tohaveitalltogive,whenyouweresosurethatyouwerelovedwhileyouhadnothing.\'
\'Yes;Iwassure,\'andshewipedthesweettearsfromhereyes,assherememberedacertaindaywhenacertainyouthhadcometoher,claimingallkindsofprivilegesinaverydeterminedmanner.Shehadbeennoheiressthen.\'Yes;Iwassure.Butnowwithyou,mydear,youcan\'tmakeyourselfpooragain.Ifyoucantrustnoone——\'
\'Ican.Icantrusthim.AsregardsthatIdotrusthimaltogether.ButhowcanItellthathewouldcareforme?\'
\'Doyounotknowthathelikesyou?\'
\'Ah,yes;andsohedoesLadyScatcherd.\'
\'MissDunstable!\'
\'AndwhynotLadyScatcherd,aswellasme?Weareofthesamekind——comefromthesameclass.\'
\'Notquitethat,Ithink.\'
\'Yes,fromthesameclass;onlyIhavemanagedtopokemyselfupamongdukesandduchesses,whereasshehasbeencontenttoremainwhereGodhasplacedher.WhereIbeatherinart,shebeatsmeinnature.\'
\'Youknowyouaretalkingnonsense.\'
\'Ithinkthatwearebothdoingthat——absolutenonsense;suchasschoolgirlsofeighteentalktoeachother.Butthereisareliefinit;istherenot?Itwouldbeaterriblecursetohavetotalksensealways.Well,that\'sdone;andnowletusgoout.\'MrsGreshamwassureafterthisthatMissDunstablewouldbeaconsentingpartytothelittlearrangementwhichshecontemplated.
Butofthatshehadfeltbutlittledoubtforsomeconsiderabletimepast.Thedifficultylayontheotherside,andallthatshehadasyetdonewastoconvinceherselfthatshewouldbesafeinassuringheruncleofsuccessifhecouldbeinducedtotaketheenterpriseinhand.HewastocometoBoxallHillthatevening,andtoremainthereforadayortwo.Ifanythingcouldbedoneinthematter,nowwouldbethetimefordoingit.SoatleastthoughtMrsGresham.
Thedoctordidcome,anddidremainfortheallottedtimeatBoxallHill;butwhenheleft,MrsGreshamhadnotbeensuccessful.
Indeed,hedidnotseemtoenjoyhisvisitaswasusualwithhim;
andtherewasverylittleofthatpleasantfriendlyintercoursewhichforsometimepasthadbeencustomarybetweenhimandMissDunstable.Therewerenopassagesofarmsbetweenthem;noabusefromthedoctoragainstthelady\'sLondongaiety;norailleryfromtheladyastothedoctor\'scountryhabits.Theywereverycourteoustoeachother,and,asMrsGreshamthought,toocivilbyhalf;nor,asfarasshecouldsee,didtheyeverremainaloneineachother\'scompanyforfiveminutesatatimeduringthewholeperiodofthedoctor\'svisit.What,thoughtMrsGreshamtoherself,——whatifshehadsetthesetwofriendsatvariancewitheachother,insteadofbindingthemtogetherintheclosestandmostdurablefriendship!Butstillshehadanideathat,asshehadbeguntoplaythisgame,shemustplayitout.Shefeltconsciousthatwhatshehaddonemustdoevil,unlessshecouldsocarryitonastomakeitresultingood.Indeed,unlessshecouldsomanage,shewouldhavedoneamanifestinjurytoMissDunstableinforcinghertodeclareherthoughtsandfeelings.ShehadalreadyspokentoheruncleinLondon,andthoughhehadsaidnothingtoshowthatheapprovedofherplan,neitherhadhesaidanythingtoshowthathedisapprovedofit.Thereforeshehadhopedthroughthewholeofthosethreedaysthathewouldmakesomesign,——atanyratetoher;thathewouldinsomewaydeclarewhatwerehisownthoughtsonthismatter.Butthemorningofhisdeparturecame,andhehaddeclarednothing.\'Uncle,\'shesaid,inthelastfiveminutesofhissojournthere,afterhehadalreadytakenleaveofMissDunstableandshakenhandswithMrsGresham\'haveyoueverthoughtofwhatIsaidtoyouupinLondon?\'
\'Yes,Mary;ofcourseIhavethoughtaboutit.Suchanideaasthat,whenputintoaman\'shead,willmakeitselfthoughtabout.\'
\'Well;andwhatnext?Dotalktomeaboutit.Donotbesohardandunlikeyourself.\'
\'Ihaveverylittletosayaboutit.\'
\'Icantellyouthisforcertain,youmayifyoulike.\'
\'Mary!Mary!\'
\'IwouldnotsaysoifIwerenotsurethatIshouldnotleadyouintotrouble.\'
\'Youarefoolishinwishingthis,mydear;foolishintryingtotemptanoldmanintofolly.\'
\'NotfoolishifIknowthatitwillmakeyoubothhappier.\'Hemadenofurtherreply,butstoopingdownthatshemightkisshim,aswashiswont,wenthisway,leavingheralmostmiserableinthethoughtthatshehadtroubledallthesewatersfornopurpose.WhatwouldMissDunstablethinkofher?ButonthatafternoonMissDunstableseemedtobeashappyandeven-temperedasever.
CHAPTERXXXIX
HOWTOWRITEALOVELETTER
DrThorne,inthefewwordswhichhespoketohisniecebeforeheleftBoxallHill,hadcalledhimselfanoldman;buthewasasyetontherightsideofsixtybyfivegoodyears,andboreaboutwithhimlessofthemarksofagethanmostmenoffifty-fivedobear.
Onewouldhavesaid,inlookingathim,thattherewasnoreasonwhyheshouldnotmarryifhefoundthatsuchastepseemedgoodtohim;and,lookingattheageoftheproposedbride,therewasnothingunsuitableinthatrespect.Butneverthelesshefeltalmostashamedofhimself,inthatheallowedhimselfeventothinkofthepropositionwhichhisniecehadmade.HemountedhishorsethatdayatBoxallHill——forhemadeallhisjourneysaboutthecountyonhorseback——androdeslowlyhometoGreshambury,thinkingnotsomuchofthesuggestedmarriageasofhisownfollyinthinkingofit.Howcouldhebesuchanassatthistimeoflifeastoallowtheevencourseofhiswaytobedisturbedbyanysuchideas?OfcoursehecouldnotproposetohimselfsuchawifeasMissDunstablewithouthavingsomethoughtsaboutherwealth;andithadbeentheprideofhislifesotolivethattheworldmightknowthathewasindifferentaboutmoney.Hisprofessionwasallinalltohim;theairwhichhebreathedaswellasthebreadwhichheate;andhowcouldhefollowhisprofessionifhemadesuchamarriageasthis?ShewouldexpecthimtogotoLondonwithher;
andwhatwouldhebecome,danglingatherheelsthere,knownonlytotheworldasthehusbandoftherichestwomaninthetown?Thekindoflifewasonewhichwouldbeunsuitabletohim;andyet,asherodehome,hecouldnotresolvetoridhimselfoftheidea.Hewentonthinkingofit,thoughhestillcontinuedtocondemnhimselfforkeepingitinhisthoughts.Thatnightathomehewouldmakeuphismind,sohedeclaredtohimself;andwouldthenwritetohisniecebegginghertodropthesubject.HavingsofarcometoaresolutionhewentonmeditatingwhatcourseoflifeitmightbewellforhimtopursueifheandMissDunstableshouldafterallbecomemanandwife.
Thereweretwoladieswhomitbehovedhimtoseeonthedayofhisarrival——whom,indeed,hegenerallysaweverydayexceptwhenabsentfromGreshambury.Thefirstofthese——firstinthegeneralconsiderationofthepeopleoftheplace——wasthewifeofthesquire,LadyArabellaGresham,averyoldpatientofthedoctor\'s.
Heritwashiscustomtovisitearlyintheafternoon;andthen,ifhewereabletoescapethesquire\'sdailyinvitationtodinner,hecustomarilywenttoseetheother,LadyScatcherd,whentherapidmealinhisownhousewasover.Such,atleast,washissummerpractice.\'Well,doctor,howaretheyallatBoxallHill?\'saidthesquire,waylayinghimonthegravelsweepbeforethedoor.Thesquirewasveryhardsetforoccupationinthesesummermonths.
\'Quitewell,Ibelieve.\'
\'Idon\'tknowwhat\'scometoFrank.Ithinkhehatesthisplacenow.He\'sfulloftheelection,Isuppose.\'
\'Oh,yes;hetoldmetosaythatheshouldbeoverheresoon.Ofcoursethere\'llbenocontest,soheneednottroublehimself.\'
\'Happydog,isn\'the,doctor?tohaveitallbeforehiminsteadofbehindhim.Well,well;he\'sasgoodaladaseverlived——aseverlived.Andletmesee;Mary\'stime——\'Andthentherewereafewveryimportantwordsspokenonthatsubject.
\'I\'lljuststepuptoLadyArabellanow,\'saidthedoctor.
\'She\'sasfretfulaspossible,\'saidthesquire.\'I\'vejustlefther.\'
\'Nothingspecialthematter,Ihope?\'
\'No,Ithinknot;nothinginyourway,thatis;onlyspeciallycross,whichalwayscomesinmyway.You\'llstopanddineto-day,ofcourse?\'
\'Notto-day,squire.\'
\'Nonsense;youwill.Ihavebeenquitecountingonyou.Ihaveaparticularreasonforwantingtohaveyouto-day——amostparticularreason.\'Butthesquirealwayshadhisparticularreasons.
\'I\'mverysorry,butitisimpossibleto-day.IshallhavealettertowritethatImustsitdowntoseriously.ShallIseeyouwhenIcomedownfromherladyship?\'Thesquireturnedawaysulkily,almostwithoutansweringhim,forhenowhadnoprospectofanyalleviationtothetediumoftheevening;andthedoctorwentupstairstohispatient.ForLadyArabella,thoughitcannotbesaidthatshewasill,wasalwaysapatient.Itmustnotbesupposedthatshekeptherbedandswalloweddailydoses,orwaspreventedfromtakinghershareinsuchprosygaietiesascamefromtimetotimeinthewayofherprosylife;butitsuitedherturnofmindtobeaninvalidandtohaveadoctor;andasthedoctorwhomhergoodfateshadplacedatherelbowthoroughlyunderstoodhercase,nogreatharmwasdone.
\'ItfretsmedreadfullythatIcannotgettoseeMary,\'LadyArabellasaid,assoonasthefirstordinaryquestionastoherailmentshadbeenaskedandanswered.
\'She\'squitewell,andwillbeovertoseeyoubeforelong.\'
\'NowIbegthatshewon\'t.Sheneverthinksofcomingwhentherecanbenopossibleobjection,andtravellingatthepresentmoment,wouldbe——\'WhereupontheLadyArabellashookherheadverygravely.\'Onlythinkoftheimportanceofit,doctor,\'shesaid.
\'Remembertheenormousstakethereistobeconsidered.
\'Itwouldnottoheraha\'porthofharmifthestakeweretwiceaslarge.\'
\'Nonsense,doctor,don\'ttellme;asifIdidn\'tknowmyself.I
wasverymuchagainsthergoingtoLondonthisspring,butofcoursewhatIsaidwasoverruled.Italwaysis.IdobelieveMrGreshamwentovertoBoxallHillonpurposetoinducehertogo.
Butwhatdoeshecare?He\'sfondofFrank;butheneverthinksoflookingbeyondthepresentday.Heneverdid,asyouknowwellenough,doctor.\'
\'Thetripdidherallthegoodintheworld,\'saidDrThorne,preferringanythingtoaconversationrespectingthesquire\'ssins.
\'IverywellrememberthatwhenIwasinthatwayitwasn\'tthoughtthatsuchtripswoulddomeanygood.But,perhaps,thingsarealteredsincethen.\'
\'Yes,theyare,\'saidthedoctor.\'Wedon\'tinterferesomuchnowadays.\'
\'IknowIneveraskedforsuchamusementswhensomuchdependedonquietness.IrememberbeforeFrankwasborn——andindeed,whenallofthemwereborn——But,asyousay,thingsweredifferentthen;andIcaneasilybelievethatMaryisapersonquitedeterminedtohaveherownway.\'
\'Why,LadyArabella,shewouldhavestayedathomewithoutwishingtostirifFrankhaddonesomuchasholdupalittlefinger.\'
\'SodidIalways.IfMrGreshammadetheslightesthintIgaveway.ButIreallydon\'tseewhatonegetsinreturnforsuchimplicitobedience.Nowthisyear,doctor,ofcourseIshouldhavelikedtobeenupinLondonforaweekortwo.YouseemedtothinkyourselfthatImightaswellseeSirOmicron.\'
\'Therecouldbenopossibleobjection,Isaid.\'
\'Well;no;exactly;andasMrGreshamknewIwishedit,Ithinkhemightaswellhaveofferedit.Isupposetherecanbenoreasonnowaboutmoney.\'
\'ButIunderstoodthatMaryspeciallyaskedyouandAugusta.\'
\'Yes;Marywasverygood.Shedidaskme.ButIknowverywellthatMarywantsalltheroomshehasgotinLondon.Thehouseisnotatalltoolargeforherself.And,forthematterofthat,mysister,thecountess,wasveryanxiousthatIshouldbewithher.
Butonedoesliketobeindependentifonecan,andforonefortnightIdothinkthatMrsGreshammighthavemanagedit.WhenIknewthathewassodreadfullyoutatelbowsInevertroubledhimaboutit,——thoughgoodnessknows,allthatwasnevermyfault.\'
\'ThesquirehatesLondon.Afortnightthereinwarmweatherwouldnearlybethedeathofhim.\'
\'Hemightatanyratehavepaidmethecomplimentofaskingme.ThechancesaretentooneIshouldnothavegone.Itisthatindifferencethatcutsmeso.Hewasherejustnow,andwouldyoubelieveit?——\'
Butthedoctorwasdeterminedtoavoidfurthercomplaintforthepresentday.\'Iwonderwhatyouwouldfeel,LadyArabella,ifthesquireweretotakeitintohisheadtogoawayandamusehimself,leavingyouathome.ThereareworsementhanMrGresham,ifyouwillbelieveme.\'AllthiswasanallusiontoEarldeCourcy,herladyship\'sbrother,asLadyArabellaverywellunderstood;andtheargumentwasonewhichwasveryoftenusedtosilenceher.
\'Uponmyword,then,Ishouldlikeitbetterthanhishangingaboutheredoingnothingbutattendtothosenastydogs.Ireallysometimesthinkthathehasnospiritleft.\'
\'Youaremistakenthere,LadyArabella,\'saidthedoctor,risingwithhishatinhishand,andmakinghisescapewithoutfurtherparley.Ashewenthomehecouldnotbutthinkthatthatphaseofmarriedlifewasnotaverypleasantone.MrGreshamandhiswifeweresupposedbytheworldtoliveonthebestofterms.Theyalwaysinhabitedthesamehouse,wentouttogetherwhentheydidgoout,alwayssatintheirrespectivecornersinthefamilypew,andintheirwildestdreamsafterthehappinessofnoveltyneverthoughtofSirCresswellCresswell.Insomerespect——withregardforinstance,tothecontinueddurationoftheirjointdomesticityatthefamilymansionatGreshambury——theymighthavebeentakenforapatterncouple.Butyet,asfarasthedoctorcouldsee,theydidnotseemtoaddmuchtothehappinessofeachother.Theylovedoneanother,doubtless,andhadeitherofthembeeninrealdanger,thatdangerwouldhavemadetheothermiserable;butyetitmightwellbeaquestionwhethereitherwouldnotbemorecomfortablewithouttheother.
Thedoctor,aswashiscustom,dinedatfive,andatseven,wentuptothecottageofhisoldfriendLadyScatcherd.LadyScatcherdwasnotarefinedwoman,havinginherearlydaysbeenalabourer\'sdaughter,andhavingthenmarriedalabourer.Butherhusbandhadrisenintheworld——ashasbeentoldinthesechroniclesbeforementioned——andhiswidowwasnowLadyScatcherdwithaprettycottageandagoodjointure.ShewasinallthingstheveryoppositeofLadyArabellaGresham;neverthelessunderthedoctor\'sauspices,thetwoladieswereinsomemeasureacquaintedwitheachother.Ofhermarriedlife,also,DrThornehadseensomething,anditmaybequestionedwhetherthememoryofthatwasmorealluringthantherealitynowexistingatGreshambury.OfthetwowomenDrThornemuchpreferredhishumblerfriend,andtoherhemadehisvisitsnotintheguiseofadoctor,butasaneighbour.
\'Well,mylady,\'hesaid,ashesatdownbyheronabroadgardenseat——alltheworldcalledLadyScatcherd\'mylady,\'——\'andhowdotheselongsummerdaysagreewithyou?YourrosesaretwicebetteroutthananyIseeupinthebighouse.\'
\'Youmaywellcallthemlong,doctor.They\'relongenoughsurely.\'
\'Butnottoolong.Come,now,Iwon\'thaveyoucomplaining.Youdon\'tmeantotellmethatyouhaveanythingtomakeyouwretched?
Youhadbetternot,forIwon\'tbelieveyou.\'
\'Eh;well;wretched!Idon\'tknowasI\'mwretched.It\'dbewickedtosaythat,andIwithsuchcomfortsaboutme.\'
\'Ithinkitwould,almost.\'Thedoctordidnotsaythisharshly,butinasoft,friendly,tone,andpressingherhandgentlyashespoke.
\'AndIdidn\'tmeantobewicked.I\'mverythankfulforeverything——leastways,Ialwaystrytobe.But,doctor,itissolonelylike.\'
\'Lonely!NotmorelonelythanIam.\'
\'Oh,yes;you\'redifferent.Youcangoeverywheres.Butwhatcanalonewomando?I\'lltellyouwhat,doctor;I\'dgiveitalluptohaveRogerbackwithhisaprononandhispickinhishand.HowwellImindhislookwhenhe\'dcomehomeo\'nights!\'
\'Andyetitwasahardlifeyouhadthen,eh,oldwoman?Itwouldbebetterforyoutobethankfulforwhatyou\'vegot.\'
\'Iamthankful.Didn\'tItellyousobefore?\'saidshe,somewhatcrossly.\'Butit\'sasadlife,thislivingalone.IdeclaresI
envyHannah,\'causeshe\'sgotJemimatositinthekitchenwithher.Iwanthertositwithmesometimes,butshewon\'t.\'
\'Ah!butyoushouldn\'taskher.It\'slettingyourselfdown.\'
\'WhatdoIcareaboutdownorup?Itmakesnodifference,ashe\'sgone.Ifhehadlivedonemighthavecaredaboutbeingup,asyoucallit.Eh,deary;I\'llbegoingafterhimbeforelong,anditwillbenomatterthen.\'
\'Weshallallbegoingafterhim,soonerorlater;that\'ssureenough.\'
\'Eh,dear,that\'struesurely.It\'sonlyaspanlong,asParsonOrieltellsus,whenhegetsromanticinhissermons.Butit\'sahardthing,doctor,whentwoismarried,astheycan\'thavetheirspan,ashecallsit,outtogether.Well,Imustonlyputupwithit,Isuppose,asothersdoes.Now,you\'renotgoing,doctor?
You\'llstopandhaveadishofteawithme.YouneverseesuchcreamasHannahhasfromtheAlderneycow.Do\'eynow,doctor.\'Butthedoctorhadhislettertowrite,andwouldnotallowhimselftobetemptedevenbythepromiseofHannah\'scream.Sohewenthisway,angeringLadyScatcherdbyhisdepartureashehadbeforeangeredthesquire,andthinkingashewentwhichwasmostunreasonableinherwretchedness,hisfriendLadyArabellaorhisfriendLadyScatcherd.Theformerwasalwayscomplainingofanexistinghusbandwhoneverrefusedheranymoderaterequest;andtheotherpassedherdaysinmurmuringatthelossofadeadhusband,whoinhislifehadeverbeentoherimperiousandharsh,andhadsometimesbeencruelandunjust.
Thedoctorhadhislettertowrite,butevenyethehadnotquitemadeuphismindwhathewouldputinit;indeed,hehadnothithertoresolvedtowhomitshouldbewritten.Lookingatthematterashehadendeavouredtolookatit,hisniece,MrsGresham,wouldbehiscorrespondent;butifhebroughthimselftotakethisjumpinthedark,inthatcasehewouldaddresshimselfdirecttoMissDunstable.Hewalkedhome,notbythestraightestroad,buttakingaconsiderablecurve,roundbynarrowlanes,andthroughthickflower-ladenhedges,——verythoughtful.Hewastoldthatshewishedtomarryhim;andwashetothinkonlyofhimself?Andastothatprideofhisaboutmoney,wasitintruthahearty,manlyfeeling;orwasitafalsepride,ofwhichitbehovedhimtobeashamedasitdidofmanycognatefeelings?Ifheactedrightlyinthismatter,whyshouldhebeafraidofthethoughtsofanyone?A
lifeofsolitudewasbitterenoughaspoorLadyScatcherdhadcomplained.Butthen,lookingatLadyScatcherd,andlookingalsoathisothernearneighbour,hisfriendthesquire,therewaslittlethereaboutstoleadhimontomatrimony.Sohewalkedhomeslowlythroughthelanes,verymeditative,withhishandsbehindhisback.Norwhenhegothomewashemuchmoreinclinedtoanyresolutelineofaction.HemighthavedrunkhisteawithLadyScatcherd,aswellashavesatthereinhisowndrawing-room,drinkingitalone;forhegotnopenandpaper,andhedawdledoverhisteacupwiththeutmostdilatoriness,puttingoff,asitwere,theevilday.Toonlyonethingwashefixed——tothis,namely,thatthatlettershouldbewrittenbeforehewenttobed.
Havingfinishedhistea,whichdidnottakeplacetillneareleven,hewentdownstairstoanuntidylittleroomwhichlaybehindhisdepotofmedicines,andinwhichhewaswonttodohiswriting;andhereinhedidatlastsethimselfdowntohiswork.Evenatthatmomenthewasindoubt.ButhewouldwritehislettertoMissDunstableandseehowitlooked.Hewasalmostdeterminednottosendit;so,atleast,hesaidtohimself:buthecoulddonoharmbywritingit.Sohedidwriteit,asfollows:——\'Greshambury,June185.MydearMissDunstable——\'Whenhehadgotsofar,heleanedbackinhischairandlookedatthepaper.Howonearthwashetofindwordstosaythatwhichhenowwishedtohavesaid?Hehadneverwrittensuchaletterinhislife,oranythingapproachingtoit,andnowfoundhimselfoverwhelmedwithadifficultyofwhichhehadnotpreviouslythought.Hespentanotherhalf-hourinlookingatthepaper,andwasatlastnearlydeterredbythisnewdifficulty.Hewouldusethesimplest,plainestlanguage,hesaidtohimselfoverandoveragain;butitisnotalwayseasytousesimple,plainlanguage,——bynomeanssoeasyastomountonstilts,andtomarchalongwithsesquipedalianwords,withpathos,spasms,andnotesofinterjection.Buttheletterdidatlastgetitselfwritten,andtherewasnotanoteofinterjectioninit.
\'MYDEARMISSDUNSTABLE,\'IthinkitrighttoconfessthatIshouldnotnowbewritingthislettertoyou,hadInotbeenledtobelievebyotherjudgementthanmyownthatthepropositionwhichIamgoingtomakewouldberegardedbyyouwithfavour.WithoutsuchotherjudgementIshould,Iown,havefearedthatthegreatdisparitybetweenyouandmeinregardtomoneywouldhavegiventosuchapropositionanappearanceofbeingfalseandmercenary.AllIaskofyounow,withconfidence,istoacquitmeofsuchfaultasthat.
\'WhenyouhavereadsofaryouwillunderstandwhatImean.Wehaveknowneachothernowsomewhatintimately,thoughindeednotverylong,andIhavesometimesfanciedthatyouwerealmostaswellpleasedtobewithmeasIhavebeentobewithyou.IfIhavebeenwronginthis,tellmesosimply,andIwillendeavourtoletourfriendshiprunonasthoughthisletterhadnotbeenwritten.ButifIhavebeenright,andifitbepossiblethatyoucanthinkofaunionbetweenuswillmakeusbothhappierthanwearesingle,Iwillplightyoumywordandtrothwithgoodfaith,andwilldowhatanoldmanmaydotomaketheburdenoftheworldlielightonyourshoulders.LookingatmyageIcanhardlykeepmyselffromthinkingthatIamanoldfool;butItrytoreconcilemyselftothatbyrememberingthatyouyourselfarenolongeragirl.YouseethatIpayyounocompliments,andthatyouneedexpectnonefromme.
\'IdonotknowthatIcouldaddanythingtothetruthofthis,ifIweretowritethreetimesasmuch.Allthatisnecessaryis,thatyoushouldknowwhatImean.Ifyoudonotbelievemetobetrueandhonestalready,nothingthatI
canwritewillmakeyoubelieveit.
\'Godblessyou.Iknowyouwillnotkeepmelonginsuspenseforananswer.
\'Affectionatelyyourfriend\'THOMASTHORNE\'
Whenhehadfinishedhemeditatedagainforanotherhalf-hourwhetheritwouldnotberightthatheshouldaddsomethingabouthermoney.Woulditnotbewellforhimtotellher——itmightbesaidinapostscript——thatwithregardtoallherwealthshewouldbefreetodowhatshechose?Atanyrateheowednodebtsforhertopay,andwouldstillhavehisownincome,sufficientforhisownpurposes.Butaboutoneo\'clockhecametotheconclusionthatitwouldbebettertoleavethematteralone.Ifshecaredforhim,andcouldtrusthim,andwasworthyalsothatheshouldtrusther,noomissionofsuchstatementwoulddeterherfromcomingtohim:
andiftherewerenosuchtrust,itwouldnotbecreatedbyanysuchassuranceonhispart.Sohereadtheletterovertwice,sealedit,andtookitup,togetherwithhisbedcandle,intohisbedroom.Nowthattheletterwaswrittenitseemedtobeathingfixedbyfatethatitmustgo.Hehadwrittenitthathemightseehowitlookedwhenwritten;butnowthatitwaswritten,thereremainednodoubtthatitmustbesent.Sohewenttobed,withtheletteronthetoilette-tablebesidehim;andearlyinthemorning——soearlyastomakeitseemthattheimportanceoftheletterhaddisturbedhisrest——hesentitoffbyaspecialmessengertoBoxallHill.\'I\'sewaitforananswer?\'saidtheboy.
\'No,\'saidthedoctor:\'leavetheletterandcomeaway.\'
ThebreakfasthourwasnotveryearlyatBoxallHillinthesesummermonths.FrankGresham,nodoubt,wentroundhisfarmbeforehecameinforprayers,andhiswifewasprobablylookingtothebutterinthedairy.Atanyrate,theydidnotmeettillnearten,andtherefore,thoughtheridefromGreshamburytoBoxallHillwasnearlytwohours\'work,MissDunstablehadherletterinherownroombeforeshecamedown.Shereaditinsilenceasshewasdressing,whilethemaidwaswithherintheroom;butshemadenosignwhichcouldinduceherAbigailtothinkthattheepistlewasmorethanordinarilyimportant.Shereadit,andthenquietlyrefoldingitandplacingitintheenvelope,sheputitdownonthetableatwhichshewassitting.ItwasfullfifteenminutesafterwardsthatshebeggedherservanttoseeifMrsGreshamwerestillinherownroom.\'BecauseIwanttoseeherforfiveminutes,alone,beforebreakfast,\'saidMissDunstable.
\'Youtraitor;youfalse,blacktraitor!\'werethefirstwordswhichMissDunstablespokewhenshefoundherselfalonewithherfriend.
\'Why,whatisthematter?\'
\'Ididnotthinktherewassomuchmischiefinyou,norsokeenandcommonplaceadesireformatch-making.Lookhere.Readthefirstfourlines;notmore,ifyouplease;therestisprivate.Whoseistheotherjudgementofwhomyourunclespeaksinhisletter?\'
\'Oh,MissDunstable!Imustreaditall.\'
\'Indeedyou\'lldonosuchthing.Youthinkit\'salove-letter,I
daresay;butindeedthere\'snotawordaboutloveinit.\'
\'Iknowhehasoffered.Ishallbeglad,forIknowyoulikehim.\'
\'HetellsmethatIamanoldwoman,andinsinuatesthatImayprobablybeanoldfool.\'
\'Iamsurehedoesnotsaythat.\'
\'Ah!butI\'msurethathedoes.Theformeristrueenough,andI
nevercomplainofthetruth.Butastothelatter,Iambynomeanscertainthatitistrue——notinthesensethathemeansit.\'
\'Dear,dearestwoman,don\'tgooninthatwaynow.Dospeakouttome,andspeakwithoutjesting.\'
\'Whosewastheotherjudgementtowhomhetrustssoimplicitly?
Tellmethat.\'
\'Mine,mine,ofcourse.Nooneelsecanhavespokentohimaboutit.OfcourseItalkedtohim.\'
\'Andwhatdidyoutellhim?\'
\'Itoldhim——\'
\'Well,outwithit.Letmehavetherealfacts.Mind,Itellyoufairlythatyouhadnorighttotellhimanything.Whatpassedbetweenus,passedinconfidence.Butletushearwhatyoudidsay.\'
\'Itoldhimthatyouwouldhavehimifheoffered.\'AndMrsGresham,asshespoke,lookedintoherfriend\'sfacedoubtingly,notknowingwhetherinverytruthMissDunstablewerepleasedordispleased.Ifsheweredispleased,thenhowhadherunclebeendeceived!\'
\'Youtoldhimthatasafact?\'
\'ItoldhimthatIthoughtso.\'
\'Then,IsupposeIamboundtohavehim,\'saidMissDunstable,droppingtheletterontothefloorinmockdespair.
\'Mydear,dear,dearestwoman!\'saidMrsGresham,burstingintotears,andthrowingherselfontoherfriend\'sneck.
\'Mindyouareadutifulniece,\'saidMissDunstable.\'Andletmegoandfinishdressing.\'
Inthecourseoftheafternoon,ananswerwassentbacktoGreshambury,inthesewords.
\'DEARDRTHORNE,Idoandwilltrustyouineverything;anditshallbeasyouwouldhaveit.Marywritestoyou;butdonotbelieveawordshesays.Ineverwillagain,forshehasbehavedsobadinthismatter.\'Yoursveryaffectionatelyandverytruly,\'MARTHADUNSTABLE.
\'AndsoIamgoingtomarrytherichestwomaninEngland,\'saidDrThornetohimself,ashesatdownthatdaytohismutton-chop.
CHAPTERXL
INTERNECINE
ItmustbeconceivedthattherewassomefeelingoftriumphatPlumsteadEpiscopi,whenthewifeoftherectorreturnedhomewithherdaughter,thebrideelectoftheLordDumbello.TheheirtotheMarquessofHartletopwas,inwealth,themostconsiderableyoungnoblemanoftheday;hewasnoted,too,asamandifficulttobepleased,asonewhowasveryfineandwhogavehimselfairs;andtohavebeenselectedasthewifeofsuchamanasthiswasagreatthingforthedaughterofaparishclergyman.Wehaveseeninwhatmannerthehappygirl\'smothercommunicatedthefacttoLadyLufton,hiding,asitwere,herprideunderaveil;andwehaveseenalsohowmeeklythehappygirlboreherowngreatfortune,applyingherselfhumblytothepackingofherclothes,asthoughsheignoredherownglory.ButneverthelesstherewastriumphatPlumsteadEpiscopi.Themother,whenshereturnedhome,begantofeelthatshehadbeenthoroughlysuccessfulinthegreatobjectofherlife.WhileshewasyetinLondonshehadhardlyrealizedhersatisfaction,andthereweredoubtsthenwhetherthecupmightnotbedashedfromherlipsbeforeitwastasted.ItmightbethateventhesonoftheMarquessofHartletopwassubjecttoparentalauthority,andthatbarriersshouldspringupbetweenGriseldaandhercoronet;buttherehadbeennothingofthekind.Thearchdeaconhadbeenclosetedwiththemarquess,andMrsGrantlyhadbeenclosetedwiththemarchioness;andthoughneitherofthosenoblepersonshadexpressedthemselvesgratifiedbytheirson\'sproposedmarriage,soalsoneitherofthemhadmadeanyattempttopreventit.LordDumbellowasamanwhohadawillofhisown——astheGrantlysboastedamongstthemselves.PoorGriselda!thedaymayperhapscomewhenthisfactofherlord\'smasterfulwillmaynottoherbeamatterofmuchboasting.ButinLondon,asIwassaying,therehadbeennotimeforanappreciationofthefamilyjoy.Theworktobedonewasnervousinitsnature,andself-
glorificationmighthavebeenfatal;butnow,whentheyweresafeatPlumstead,thegreattruthburstupontheminallitssplendour.
MrsGrantlyhadbutonedaughter,andtheformationofthatchild\'scharacterandherestablishmentintheworldhadbeentheonemainobjectofthemother\'slife.OfGriselda\'sgreatbeautythePlumsteadhouseholdhadlongbeenconscious;ofherdiscretionalso,ofherconduct,andofherdemeanourtherehadbeennodoubt.ButthefatherhadsometimeshintedtothemotherthathedidnotthinkthatGrizzywasquitesocleverasherbrothers.\'I
don\'tagreewithyouatall,\'MrsGrantlyhadanswered.\'Besideswhatyoucallclevernessisnotatallnecessaryinagirl;sheisperfectlylady-like;evenyouwon\'tdenythat.\'Thearchdeaconhadneverwishedtodenyit,andwasnowfaintoadmitthatwhathehadcalledclevernesswasnotnecessaryinayounglady.Atthisperiodofthefamilyglorythearchdeaconhimselfwaskeptalittleinabeyance,andwashardlyallowedfreeintercoursewithhisownmagnificentchild.Indeed,togivehimhisdue,itmustbesaidofhimthathewouldnotconsenttowalkinthetriumphalprocessionwhichmovedwithstatelystep,toandfro,throughtheBarchesterregions.Hekissedhisdaughterandblessedher,andbadeherloveherhusbandandbeagoodwife;butsuchinjunctionsasthese,seeinghowsplendidlyshehaddoneherdutyinsecuringforherselfamarquess,seemedoutofplaceandalmostvulgar.GirlsabouttomarrycuratesorsuckingbarristersshouldbetoldtodotheirdutyinthatstationoflifetowhichGodmightbecallingthem;butitseemedtobealmostanimpertinenceinafathertogivesuchaninjunctiontoafuturemarchioness.
\'Idonotthinkthatyouhaveanygroundforfearonherbehalf,\'
saidMrsGrantly,\'seeinginwhatwayshehashithertoconductedherself.\'
\'Shehasbeenagoodgirl,\'saidthearchdeacon,\'butsheisabouttobeplacedinapositionofgreattemptation.\'
\'Shehasthestrengthofmindsuitedforanyposition,\'repliedMrsGrantly,vaingloriously.ButneverthelesseventhearchdeaconmovedaboutthroughthecloseatBarchesterwithasomewhatprouderstepsincethetidingsofthisalliancehadbecomeknownthere.Thetimehadbeen——inthelatterdaysofhisfather\'slifetime——whenhewasthegreatestmanoftheclose.Thedeanhadbeenoldandinfirm,andDrGrantlyhadwieldedthebishop\'sauthority.Butsincethenthingshadaltered.Anewbishophadcomethere,absolutelyhostiletohim.Anewdeanhadalsocome,whowasnotonlyhisfriend,butthebrother-in-lawofhiswife;buteventhisadventhadlessenedtheauthorityofthearchdeacon.Thevicarschoraldidnothanguponhiswordsastheyhadbeenwonttodo,andtheminorcanonssmiledinreturntohissmilelessobsequiouslywhentheymethimintheclericalcirclesofBarchester.Butnowitseemedthathisoldsupremacywasrestoredtohim.Inthemindsofmanymenanarchdeacon,whowasthefather-in-lawofamarquess,washimselfasgoodasanybishop.Hedidnotsaymuchofhisnewconnexiontoothersbesidesthedean,buthewasconsciousofthefact,andconsciousalsoofthereflectedglorywhichshonearoundhishead.