下载辰思小说免费APP
\'Nonsense,Mark;theycouldnot.Butnevermindthatnow.Iwantyoutoownthatsheisgood.\'AndthenMrsRobartswentonwithanotherlongeulogyonthedowager.Sincethataffairofthepardon-beggingattheparsonage,MrsRobartshardlyknewhowtothinkwellenoughofherfriend.Andtheeveninghadbeensopleasantafterthatdreadfulstormandthreateningsofhurricanes;
herhusbandhadbeensowellreceivedafterhislapseofjudgement;
thewoundsthathadlookedsosorehadbeensothoroughlyhealed,andeverythingwassopleasant.Howallofthiswouldhavebeenchangedhadsheknownofthatlittlebill!AttwelvethenextmorningthelordandthevicarwerewalkingthroughtheFramleystablestogether.Quiteacommotionhadbeenmadethere,forthelargerportionofthosebuildingshadbeenoflateyearsseldombeenused.Butnowallwascrowdingandactivity.SevenoreightpreciousanimalshadfollowedLordLuftonfromLeicestershire,andallofthemrequireddimensionsthatwerethoughttoberatherexcessivebytheFramleyold-fashionedgroom.Mylord,however,hadaheadmanofhisownwhotookthematterquiteintohisownhands.Mark,priestashewas,wasquiteworldlyenoughtobefondofagoodhorse;andforsomelittletimeallowedLordLuftontodecantonthemeritofthisfour-year-oldfilly,andthatmagnificentRattlebonescolt,outofaMousetrapmare;buthehadotherthingsthatlayheavyonhismind,andafterbestowinghalfanhouronthestud,hecontrivedtogethisfriendawaytotheshrubberywalks.
\'SoyouhavesettledwitholdSowerby,\'Robartsbeganbysaying.
\'Settledwithhim;yes,butdoyouknowtheprice?\'
\'Ibelievethatyouhavepaidfivethousandpounds.\'
\'Yes,andaboutthreebefore;andthatisamatterinwhichIdidnotreallyoweoneshilling.WhateverIdoinfuture,I\'llkeepoutofSowerby\'sgrip.\'
Butyoudon\'tthinkhewasunfairtoyou.\'
\'Mark,totellyouthetruth,Ihavebanishedtheaffairfrommymind,anddon\'twishtotakeitupagain.Mymotherhaspaidthemoneytosavetheproperty,andofcourseImustpayherback.ButIthinkImaypromisethatIwillnothaveanymoremoneydealingswithSowerby.Iwillnotsaythatheisdishonest,butatanyrateheissharp.\'
\'Well,Lufton;whatwillyousaywhenItellyouthatIhaveputmynametoabillforhim,forfourhundredpounds?\'
\'Say;whyIshouldsay——;butyou\'rejoking;amaninyourpositionwouldneverdosuchathing.\'
\'ButIhavedoneit.\'LordLuftongavealonglowwhistle.
\'HeaskedmethelastnightthatIwasthere,makingagreatfavourofit,anddeclaringthatnobillofhishadeverbeendishonoured.\'
LordLuftonwhistledagain.\'Nobillofhisdishonoured!Why,thepocket-booksoftheJewsarestuffedfullofhisdishonouredpapers!Andyouhavereallygivenhimyournameforfourhundredpounds?\'
\'Ihavecertainly.\'
\'Atwhatdate?\'
\'Threemonths.\'
\'Andhaveyouthoughtwhereyouaretogetthemoney?\'
\'IknowverywellthatIcan\'tgetit,notatleastbythattime.
Thebankersmustrenewitforme,andImustpayitbedegrees.
Thatis,ifSowerbyreallydoesnottakeitup.\'
\'ItisjustaslikelyhewilltakeuptheNationalDebt.\'RobartsthentoldhimabouttheprojectedmarriagewithMissDunstable,givingitashisopinionthattheladywouldprobablyacceptthegentleman.
\'Notatallimprobable,\'saidhislordship,\'forSowerbyisanagreeablefellow;andifitbeso,hewillhaveallthathewantsforlife.Buthiscreditorswillgainnothing.Theduke,whohashistitle-deeds,willdoubtlessgethismoney,andtheestatewillinfactbelongtothewife.Butthesmallfry,suchasyou,willnotgetashilling.\'PoorMark!Hehadaninklingofthisbefore;
butithadhardlypresenteditselftohiminsuchcertainterms.Itwasthen,apositivefact,thatinpunishmentforhisweaknessinhavingsignedthebillhewouldhavetopay,notonlyfourhundredpounds,butfourhundredpoundswithinterest,andexpensesofrenewal,andcommissionandbillstamps.Yes;hehadcertainlygotamongthePhilistinesduringhisvisittotheduke.ItbegantoappeartohimprettyclearlythatitwouldhavebeenbetterforhimtohaverelinquishedaltogetherthegloriesofChaldicotesandGatherumCastle.
Andnow,howwashetotellhiswife?
CHAPTERX
LUCYROBARTS
Andnow,howwashegoingtotellhiswife?ThatwastheconsiderationheavyonMarkRobarts\'smindwhenlastwelefthim;
andheturnedthematteroverinhisthoughtsbeforehecouldbringhimselftoaresolution.Atlasthedidso,andonemaysaythatitwasnotaltogetherabadone,ifonlyhecouldcarryitout.Hewouldascertaininwhatbankthatbillofhishadbeendiscounted.
HewouldaskSowerby,andifhecouldnotlearnfromhim,hewouldgotothethreebanksinBarchester.Thatithadbeentakentooneofthemhefelttolerablycertain.Hewouldexplaintothemanagerhisconvictionthathewouldhavetomakegoodtheamount,hisinabilitytodosoattheendofthreemonths,andthewholestateofhisincome;andthenthebankerwouldexplaintohimhowthemattermightbearranged.Hethoughtthathecouldpay50Leverythreemonthswithinterest.Assoonasthisshouldhavebeenconcertedwiththebanker,hewouldletiswifeknowallaboutit.
Werehetotellheratthepresentmoment,whilethematterwasallunsettled,theintelligencewouldfrightenherintoillness.ButonthenextmorningtherecametohimtidingsbythehandsofRobinpostman,whichforalongwhileupsetallhisplans.TheletterwasfromExeter.Hisfatherhadbeentakenill,andhadveryquicklybeenpronouncedtobeindanger.Thatevening——theeveningonwhichhissisterwrote——theoldmanwasmuchworse,anditwasdesirablethatMarkshouldgoofftoExeterasquicklyaspossible.OfcoursehewenttoExeter——againleavingtheFramleysoulsatthemercyoftheWelshLowChurchman.FramleyisonlyfourmilesfromSilverbridge,andatSilverbridgehewasonthedirectroadtotheWest.Hewas,therefore,atExeterbeforenightfallonthatday.But,nevertheless,hearrivedtheretoolatetoseehisfatheragainalive.Theoldman\'sillnesshadbeensuddenandrapid,andheexpiredwithoutagainseeinghiseldestson.Markarrivedatthehouseofmourningjustastheywerelearningtorealizethefullchangeintheirposition.
Thedoctor\'scareerhadbeenonthewholesuccessful,butnevertheless,hedidnotleavebehindhimasmuchmoneyastheworldhadgivenhimcreditforpossessing.Whoeverdoes?DrRobartshadeducatedalargefamily,hadalwayslivedwitheverycomfort,andhadneverpossessedashillingbutwhathehadearnedhimself.Aphysician\'sfeescomein,nodoubt,withcomfortablerapidityassoonasricholdgentlemenandmiddle-agedladiesbegintoputtheirfaithinhim;butfeesrunoutalmostwithequalrapiditywhenawifeandsevenchildrenaretreatedtoeverythingthattheworldconsidersmostdesirable.Mark,aswehaveseen,hadbeeneducatedatHarrowandOxford,anditmaybesaid,therefore,thathehadreceivedhispatrimonyearlyinlife.ForGeraldRobarts,thesecondbrother,acommissionhadbeenboughtinacrackregiment.Healsohadbeenlucky,havinglivedandbecomeacaptainintheCrimea;andthepurchase-moneywaslodgedforhismajority.AndJohnRobarts,theyoungestwasclerkinthePettyBagOffice,andwasalreadyassistantprivatesecretarytoLordPettyBaghimself——aplaceofconsiderabletrust,ifnothithertooflargeemolument:andonhiseducationmoneyhadbeenspentfreely,forinthesedaysayoungmancannotgetintothePettyBagOfficewithoutknowingatleastthreemodernlanguages;andhemustbewellupintrigonometrytoo,inBibletheology,orinonedeadlanguage——athisoption.Andthedoctorhadfourdaughters.Thetwoelderweremarried,includingthatBlanchewithwhomLordLuftonwastohavefalleninloveatthevicar\'swedding.A
Devonshiresquirehaddonethisinthelord\'splace;butonmarryingheritwasnecessarythatheshouldhaveafewthousandpounds,twoorthreeperhaps,andtheolddoctorhadmanagedthattheyshouldbeforthcoming.Theeldersisterhadnotbeensentawayfromthepaternalmansionsquiteemptyhanded.Therewere,therefore,atthetimeofthedoctor\'sdeath,twochildrenleftathome,ofwhomoneonly,Lucy,theyoungerwillcomemuchacrossusinthecourseofourstory.
MarkstayedfortendaysatExeter,heandtheDevonshiresquirehavingbeennamedasexecutorsinthewill.Inthisdocumentitwasexplainedthatthedoctortrustedthatprovidencehadbeenmadeformostofhischildren.AsforhisdearsonMark,hesaid,hewasawarethatheneedbeundernouneasiness.OnhearingthisreadMarksmiledsweetly,andlookedverygracious;but,nevertheless,hisheartdidsinksomewhatwithinhim,fortherehadbeenahopethatasmallwindfall,comingnowsoopportunely,mightenablehimtoridhimselfatonceofthatdreadfulSowerbyincubus.AndthenthewillwentontodeclarethatMary,andGerald,andBlanche,hadalso,byGod\'sprovidence,beenplacedbeyondwant.Andhere,lookingintothesquire\'sface,onemighthavethoughtthathisheartfellalittlealso;forhehadnotsofullacommandofhisfeelingsashisbrother-in-law,whohadbeensomuchmorebeforetheworld.ToJohn,theassistantprivatesecretary,wasleftalegacyofathousandpounds;andtoJaneandLucycertainsumsincertainfourpercents.,whichwerequitesufficienttoaddanefficientvaluetothehandsofthoseyoungladiesintheeyesofthemostprudentyoungwouldbeBenedicts.
Overandbeyondthistherewasnothingbutthefurniture,whichhedesiredmightbesold,andtheproceedsdividedamongthemall.Itmightcometosixtyorseventypoundsapiece,andpaytheexpensesincidentalonisdeath.AndthenallmenandwomenthereandthereaboutssaidthatoldDrRobartshaddonewell.Hislifehadbeengoodandprosperous,andhiswillwasjust.AndMark,amongothers,sodeclared——andwassoconvincedinspiteofhisownlittledisappointment.AndonthethirdmorningafterthereadingofthewillSquireCrowdy,ofCreamclottedHall,altogethergotoverhisgrief,andsaidthatitwasallright.AndthenitwasdecidedthatJaneshouldgohomewithhim——fortherewasabrothersquirewho,itwasthought,mighthaveaneyetoJane;——andLucy,theyounger,shouldbetakentoFramleyParsonage.Inafortnightfromthereceiptofthatletter,MarkarrivedathisownhousewithhissisterLucyunderhiswing.
AllthisinterferedgreatlywithMark\'swiseresolutionastotheSowerbyincubus.Inthefirstplace,hecouldnotgettoBarchesterassoonashehadintended,andthenanideacameacrosshimthatpossiblyitmightbewellthatheshouldborrowthemoneyofhisbrotherJohn,explainingthecircumstances,ofcourse,andpayinghimdueinterest.ButhehadnotlikedtobroachthesubjectwhentheywerethereinExeter,standing,asitwere,overtheirfather\'sgrave,andsothematterwaspostponed.Therewasstillampletimeforarrangementbeforethebillwouldcomedue,andhewouldnottellFannytillhehadmadeuphismindwhatthatarrangementwouldbe.Itwouldkillher,hesaidtohimselfoverandoveragain,werehetotellherofitwithoutbeingabletotellheralsothatthemeansofliquidatingthedebtweretobeforthcoming.
AndnowImustsayawordaboutLucyRobarts.Ifonemightonlygoonwithoutthosedescriptionshowpleasantitwouldbe!ButLucyRobartshastoplayaforwardpartinthislittledrama,andthosewhocareforsuchmattersmustbemadetounderstandsomethingofherformandlikeness.Whenlastwementionedherasappearing,thoughnotinanypromisingposition,atherbrother\'swedding,shewasonlysixteen;butnow,atthetimeofherfather\'sdeath,somewhatovertwoyearshavingsinceelapsed,shewasnearlynineteen.Layingasideforthesakeofclearnessthatindefinitetermofgirl——forgirlsaregirlsfromtheageofthreeuptoforty-three,ifnotpreviouslymarried——droppingthatgenericword,wemaysaythatthen,atthatweddingofherbrother,shewasachild;andnow,atthedeathofherfather,shewasawoman.
Nothing,perhaps,addssomuchtowomanhood,turnsthechildsoquicklyintoawoman,assuchdeath-bedscenesasthese.HithertobutlittlehasfallentoLucytodointhewayofwoman\'sduties.
Ofmoneytransactionsshehadknownnothing,beyondajocoseattempttomakeherannualallowanceoftwenty-fivepoundscoverallherpersonalwants——anattemptwhichwasmadjocosebythelovingbountyofherfather.Hersister,whowasthreeyearsherelder——forJohncameinbetweenthem——hadmanagedthehouse;thatis,shehadmadetheteaandtalkedtothehousekeeperaboutthedinners.ButLucyhadsatatherfather\'selbow,hadreadtohimofeveningswhenhewenttosleep,hadbroughthimhisslippersandlookedafterthecomfortsofhiseasychair.Allthisshehaddoneasachild;butwhenshestoodatthecoffinhead,andkneltatthecoffinside,thenshewasawoman.
Shewassmallerinstaturethaneitherofherthreesisters,toallofwhomhadbeenaccededthepraiseofbeingfinewoman——aeulogywhichthepeopleofExeter,lookingbackattheeldersisters,andthegeneralremembranceofthemwhichpervadedthecity,werenotwillingtoextendtoLucy.\'Dear——dear!\'hadbeensaidofher;
\'poorLucyisnotlikeaRobartsatall;isshe,now,MrsPole?\'——forasthedaughtershadbecomefinewomen,sohadthesonsgrownintostalwartmen.AndthenMrsPolehadanswered:\'Notabit;isshe,now?OnlythinkwhatBlanchewasatherage.Butshehasfineeyes,forallthat;andtheydosaysheisthecleverestofthemall.\'Andthat,too,issotrueadescriptionofherthatIdoknowthatIcanaddmuchtoit.ShewasnotlikeBlanche;forBlanchehadbrightcomplexion,andafineneck,andanoblebust,etveraincessupatuitDea——atruegoddess,thatis,asfarastheeyewent.Shehadagrandidea,moreover,ofanapple-pie,andhadnotreignedeighteenmonthsatCreamclottedHallbeforesheknewallthemysteriesofpigsandmilk,andmostofthoseappertainingtociderandgreencheese.
Lucyhadnoneckatallworthspeakingof,——noneck,Imean,thateverproducedeloquence;shewasbrown,too,andhadaddictedherselfinnowise,assheundoubtedlyshouldhavedone,tolarderutility.Inregardtotheneckandcolour,poorgirl,shecouldnothelpherself;butinthatotherrespectshemustbeheldashavingwastedheropportunities.Butthenwhateyesshehad!MrsPolewasrightthere.Theyflasheduponyou,notalwayssoftly;
indeednotoftensoftlyifyouwereastrangertoher;butwhethersoftlyorsavagely,withabrilliancythatdazzledyouasyoulookedatthem.Andwhoshallsayofwhatcolourtheywere?Green,probably,formosteyesaregreen——greenorgrey,ifgreenbethoughtuncomelyforaneye-colour.Butitwasnottheircolour,buttheirfire,whichstruckonewithsuchsurprise.
LucyRobartswasthoroughlyabrunette.Sometimesthedarktintofhercheekwasexquisitelyrichandlovely,andthefringesofhereyeswerelongandsoft,andhersmallteeth,whichonesoseldomsaw,werewhiteaspearls,andherhair,thoughshort,wasbeautifullysoft——bynomeansblack,butyetofsodarkashadeofbrown.Blanche,too,wasnotedforfineteeth.TheywerewhiteandregularandloftyasanewrowofhousesinaFrenchcity.Butthenwhenshelaughedshewasallteeth;asshewasallneckwhenshesatatthepiano.ButLucy\'steeth!——itwasonlynowandagain,wheninsomesuddenburstofwondershewouldsitforamomentwithherlipsapart,thatthefinefinishedlinesanddaintypearl-whitecolourofthatperfectsetofivorycouldbeseen.MrsPolewouldhavesaidawordofherteethalso,butthattohertheyhadneverbeenmadevisible.\'Buttheydosaythatsheisthecleverestofthemall,\'MrsPolehadadded,veryproperly.ThepeopleofExeterhadexpressedsuchanopinion,andhadbeenquitejustindoingso.Idonotknowhowithappens,butitalwaysdoeshappen,thateverybodyineverysmalltownknowswhichisthebrightest-wittedineveryfamily.InthatrespectMrsPolehadonlyexpressedpublicopinion,andpublicopinionwasright.LucyRobartswasblessedwithanintelligencekeenerthanthatofherbrothersandsisters.
\'Totellthetruth,Mark,IadmireLucymorethanIdoBlanche.\'
ThishadbeensaidbyMrsRobartswithinafewhoursofherhavingassumedthatname.\'She\'snotabeauty,Iknow,butyetIdo.\'
\'MydearestFanny!\'Markhadansweredinatoneofsurprise.
\'Idothen;ofcoursepeoplewon\'tthinkso;butIneverseemtocareaboutregularbeauties.PerhapsIenvythemtoomuch.\'WhatMarksaidnextneednotberepeated,buteverybodymaybesurethatitcontainedmoregrossflatteryforhisyoungbride.Herememberedthis,however,andhadalwayscalledLucyhiswife\'spet.NeitherofthesistershadsincebeenatFramley;andthoughFannyhadspentaweekatExeterontheoccasionofBlanche\'smarriage,itcouldhardlybesaidthatshewasveryintimatewiththem.Nevertheless,whenitbecameexpedientthatoneofthemshoudgotoFramley,theremembranceofwhathiswifehadsaidimmediatelyinducedMarktomaketheoffertoLucy;andJane,whowasofakindredsoulwithBlanche,wasdelightedtogotoCreamclottedHall.TheacresofHeavybedHouse,downinthatfatTotnescountry,adjoinedthoseofCreamclottedHall,andHeavybedHousestillwantedamistress.
Fannywasdelightedwhenthenewsreachedher.ItwouldofcoursebeproperthatoneofhissistersshouldlivewithMarkundertheirpresentcircumstances,andshewashappytothinkthatthatquietlittlebright-eyedcreaturewastocomeandnestlewithherunderthesameroof.Thechildrenshouldsoloveher——onlynotquitesomuchastheylovedmamma;andthesnuglittleroomthatlooksoutovertheporch,inwhichthechimneyneversmokes,shouldbemadereadyforher;andsheshouldbeallowedhershareofdrivingthepony——whichwasagreatsacrificeofselfonthepartofMrsRobarts——andLadyLufton\'sbestgood-willshouldbebespoken.Infact,Lucywasnotunfortunateinthedestinationthatwaslaidoutforher.LadyLuftonhadofcourseheardofthedoctor\'sdeath,andhadsentallmannerofkindmessagestoMark,advisinghimnottohurryhomebyanymeansuntileverythingwassettledatExeter.
Andthenshewastoldofthenew-comerthatwasexpectedintheparish.WhensheheardthatitwasLucy,theyounger,shewassatisfied;forBlanche\'scharms,thoughindisputable,hadnotbeenaltogethertohertaste.IfasecondBlancheweretoarrivetherewhatdangermighttherenotbeforyoungLordLufton!\'Quiteright,\'saidherladyship,\'justwhatheoughttodo.IthinkI
remembertheyounglady;rathersmall,isshenot,andveryretiring?\'
\'Rathersmallandveryretiring.Whatadescription!\'
\'Nevermind,Ludovic;someyoungladiesmustbesmall,andsomeatleastoughttoberetiring.Weshallbedelightedtomakeheracquaintance.\'
\'Irememberyourothersister-in-lawverywell,\'saidLordLufton.
\'Shewasabeautifulwoman.\'
\'Idon\'tthinkyouwillconsiderLucyabeauty,\'saidMrsRobarts.
\'Small,retiring,and——\'sofarLordLuftonhadgone,whenMrsRobartsfinishedbythework\'plain\'.ShehadlikedLucy\'sface,butshehadthoughtthatothersprobablydidnotthinkso.
\'Uponmyword,\'saidLadyLufton,\'youdon\'tdeservetohaveasister-in-law.Irememberherverywell,andcansaythatsheisnotplain.Iwasverymuchtakenwithhermanneratyourwedding,mydear,andthoughtmoreofherthanIdidofthebeauty,Icantellyou.\'
\'ImustconfessIdonotrememberheratall,\'saidhislordship.
Andsotheconversationended.AndthenattheendofthefortnightMarkarrivedwithhissister.TheydidnotreachFramleytilllongafterdark——somewherebetweensixandseven——andbythistimeitwasDecember.Therewassnowontheground,andfrostintheair,andnomoon,andcautiousmenwhentheywentontheroadshadtheirhorses\'shoessocked.Suchbeingthestateoftheweather,Mark\'sgighadbeennearlyfilledwithcloaksandshawlswhenitwassentovertoSilverbridge.AndacartwassentforLucy\'sluggage,andallmannerofpreparationshadbeenmade.ThreetimeshadFannygoneherselftoseethatthefireburnedbrightlyinthelittleroomovertheporch,andatthemomentthatthesoundofthewheelswasheardshewasengagedinopeningherson\'smindastothenatureofanaunt.HithertopapaandmammaandLadyLuftonwereallthathehadknown,excepting,ofcourse,thesatellitesofthenursery.AndtheninthreeminutesLucywasstandingbythefire.Thosethreeminuteshadbeentakenupbyembracesbetweenthehusbandandwife.Letwhowouldbebroughtasavisitortothehouse,afterafortnight\'sabsence,shewouldkisshimbeforeshewouldwelcomeanyoneelse.ButthensheturnedtoLucy,andbegantoassistherwithhercloaks.
\'Oh,thankyou,\'saidLucy;\'I\'mnotcold,——notveryatleast.
Don\'ttroubleyourself:Icandoit.\'Buthereshehadmadeafalseboast,forherfingershadbeensonumbedthatshecouldnotdoorundoanything.Theywereallinblack,ofcourse;butthesombrenessofLucy\'sclothesstruckFannymuchmorethanherown.
Theyseemedtohaveswallowedherupintheirblackness,andtohavemadeheralmostanemblemofdeath.Shedidnotlookup,butkeptherfaceturnedtowardsthefire,andseemedalmostafraidofherposition.
\'Shemaysaywhatshelikes,Fanny,\'saidMark,\'butsheisverycold.AndsoamI,——coldenough.Youhadbettergoupwithhertoherroom.Wewon\'tdomuchinthedressingwayto-night;eh,Lucy?\'InthebedroomLucythawedalittle,andFanny,asshekissedher,saidtoherselfthatshehadbeenwrongastothatwork\'plain\'.Lucy,atanyrate,wasnotplain.
\'You\'llbeusedtoussoon,\'saidFanny,\'andthenIhopeweshallmakeyoucomfortable.\'Andshetookhersister-in-law\'shandandpressedit.Lucylookedupather,andhereyeswerethentenderenough.\'IamsureIshallbehappyhere,\'shesaid,\'withyou.
But——but——dearpapa!\'Andthentheygotintoeachother\'sarms,andhadagreatboutofkissingandcrying.\'Plain,\'saidFannytoherself,asatlastshegotherguest\'shairsmoothed,andthetearswashedfromhereyes——\'plain!ShehastheloveliestcountenancethatIeverlookedatinmylife!\'
\'Yoursisterisquitebeautiful,\'shesaidtoMark,astheytalkedheroveralonebeforetheywenttosleepthatnight.
\'No,she\'snotbeautiful;butshe\'saverygoodgirl,andcleverenough,too,inhersortofway.\'
\'Ithinkherperfectlylovely.Ineversucheyesinmylifebefore.\'
\'I\'llleaveherinyourhands,then;youshallgetherahusband.\'
\'Thatmayn\'tbesoeasy.Idon\'tthinkshe\'dmarryanybody.\'
\'Well,Ihopenot.Butsheseemstometobeexactlycutoutforanoldmaid;——tobeAuntLucyforeverandevertoyourbairns.\'
\'Andsosheshall,withallmyheart.ButIdon\'tthinkshewill,verylong.Ihavenodoubtshewillbehardtoplease;butifI
wereamanIshouldfallinlovewithheratonce.Didyoueverobserveherteeth,Mark?\'
\'Idon\'tthinkIeverdid.\'
\'Youwouldn\'tknowwhetheranyonehadatoothintheirhead,I
believe.\'
\'Nooneexceptyou,mydear;andIknowallyoursbyheart.\'
\'Youareagoose.\'
\'Andaverysleepyone;so,ifyouplease,I\'llgotoroost.\'AndthustherewasnothingmoresaidaboutLucy\'sbeautyonthatoccasion.
ForthefirsttwodaysMrsRobartsdidnotmakemuchofhersister-in-law.Lucy,indeed,wasnotdemonstrative;andshewas,moreover,oneofthosefewpersons——fortheyareveryfew——whoarecontentedtogoonwiththeirexistencewithoutmakingthemselvesthecentreofanyspecialoutwardcircle.Totheordinaryrunofmindsitisimpossiblenottodothis.Aman\'sowndinneristohimselfsoimportantthathecannotbringhimselftobelievethatitisamatterutterlyindifferenttoeveryoneelse.Alady\'scollectionofbaby-clothes,inearlyyears,andofhouselinenandcurtain-fringesinlaterlife,issoveryinterestingtoherowneyes,thatshecannotbelievebutwhatotherpeoplewillrejoicetobeholdit.Iwouldnot,however,beheldtoregardingthistendencyasevil.Itleadstoconversationofsomesortamongpeople,andperhapstoakindofsympathy.MrsJoneswilllookatMrsWhite\'slinenchest,hopingthatMrsWhitemaybeinducedtolookathers.Onecanonlypouroutofajugthatwhichisinit.
Forthemostofus,ifwedonottalkofourselves,oratanyrateoftheindividualcirclesofwhichwearethecentre,wecantalkofnothing.Icannotholdwiththosewhowishtoputdowntheinsignificantchatteroftheworld.Asformyself,IamalwayshappytolookatMrsJones\'slinen,andneveromitanopportunityofgivingherthedetailsofmyowndinners.ButLucyRobartshadnotthisgift.Shehadcomethereasastrangerintohersister-in-law\'shouse,andatfirstseemedasthoughshewouldbecontentedinsimplyhavinghercornerinthedrawing-roomandherplaceattheparlourtable.Shedidnotseemtoneedthecomfortsofcondolencesandopen-heartedtalking.Idonotmeantosaythatshewasmoody,thatshedidnotanswerwhenshewasspokento,orthatshetooknonoticeofthechildren;butshedidnotatoncethrowherselfandallherhopesandsorrowsintoFanny\'sheart,Fannywouldhavehadherdo.
MrsRobartsherselfwaswhatwecalldemonstrative.WhenshewasangrywithLadyLuftonsheshowedit.AndassincethattimeherloveandadmirationforLadyLuftonhadincreased,sheshowedthatalso.Whenshewasinanywaydispleasedwithherhusband,shecouldnothideit,eventhoughshetriedtodoso,andfanciedherselfsuccessful;——nomorethanshecouldhideherwarm,constant,overflowingwoman\'slove.Shecouldnotwalkthrougharoomlaughingonherhusband\'sarmwithoutseemingtoproclaimtoeveryonetherethatshethoughthimthebestmaninit.Shewasdemonstrative,andthereforeshewasthemoredisappointedinthatLucydidnotrushatoncewithallhercaresintoheropenheart.
\'Sheissoquiet,\'Fannysaidtoherhusband.
\'That\'shernature,\'saidMark.\'Shealwayswasquietasachild.
Whileweweresmashingeverything,shewouldnevercrackateacup.\'
\'Iwishshewouldbreaksomethingnow,\'saidFanny,\'andthenperhapsweshouldgettotalkaboutit.\'Butshedidnotonthisaccountgiveoverlovinghersister-in-law.Sheprobablyvaluedherthemore,unconsciously,fornothavingthoseaptitudeswithwhichsheherselfwasendowed.Andthenaftertwodays,LadyLuftoncalled;ofcourseitmaybesupposedthatFannyhadsaidagooddealtohernewinmateaboutLadyLufton.Aneighbourofthatkindinthecountryexercisessolargeaninfluenceuponthewholetenorofone\'slife,thattoabstainfromsuchtalkisoutofthequestion.MrsRobartshadbeenbroughtupalmostunderthedowager\'swing,andofcoursesheregardedherasbeingworthyofmuchtalking.DonotletpersonsonthisaccountsupposethatMrsRobartswasatuft-hunter,oratoad-eater.Iftheydonotseethedifference,theyhaveyetgottostudytheearliestprinciplesofhumannature.
LadyLuftoncalled,andLucywasstruckdumb.Fannywasparticularlyanxiousthatherladyship\'sfirstimpressionshouldbefavourable,andtoeffectthis,sheespeciallyendeavouredtothrowthetwotogetherduringthatvisit.Butinthisshewasunwise.
LadyLufton,however,hadwoman-craftenoughnottobeledintoanyegregiouserrorbyLucy\'ssilence.\'Andwhatdaywillyoucomeanddinewithus?\'saidLadyLufton,turningexpresslytoheroldfriendFanny.
\'Oh,doyounametheday.Weneverhavemanyengagements,youknow.\'
\'WillThursday,doMissRobarts?Youwillmeetnobodyyouknow,onlymyson;soyouneednotregarditasgoingout.FannyherewilltellyouthatsteppingovertoFramleyCourtisnomoregoingout,thanwhenyougofromoneroomtoanotherintheparsonage.Isit,Fanny?\'Fannylaughed,andsaidthatsteppingovertoFramleyCourtcertainlywasdonesooftenthatperhapstheydidnotthinksomuchaboutitastheyoughttodo.
\'Weconsiderourselvesasasortofhappyfamilyhere,MissRobarts,andaredelightedtohavetheopportunityofincludingyouinthemenage.\'Lucygaveherladyshiponeofhersweetestsmiles,butwhatshesaidatthatmomentwasinaudible.Itwasplain,however,thatshecouldnotbringherselfeventogoasfarasFramleyCourtforherdinneratpresent.\'ItwasverykindofladyLufton,\'shesaidtoFanny;\'butitwassoverysoon,and——andiftheywouldonlygowithouther,shewouldbesohappy.\'Butastheobjectwastogowithher——expresslytotakeherthere——thedinnerwasadjournedforashorttime——sinedie.
CHAPTERXI
GRISELDAGRANTLY
ItwasnearlyamonthafterthisthatLucywasfirstintroducedtoLordLufton,andthenitwasbroughtaboutonlybyaccident.DuringthattimeLadyLuftonhadbeenoftenattheparsonage,andhadinacertaindegreelearnedtoknowLucy;butthestrangerintheparishhadneveryetpluckedupcouragetoacceptoneofthenumerousinvitationsthathadreachedher.MrRobartsandhiswifehadfrequentlybeenatFramleyCourt,butthedreadeddayofLucy\'sinitiationhadnotyetarrived.ShehadseenLordLuftoninchurch,buthardlyastoknowhim,andbeyondthatshehadnotseemhimatall.Oneday,however,——orrather,oneevening,foritwasalreadydusk——heovertookherandMrsRobartsontheroadwalkingtowardsthevicarage.Hehadhisgunonhisshoulder,threepointerswereathisheels,andagame-keeperfollowedalittleintherear.
\'HowareyouMrsRobarts?\'hesaid,almostbeforehehadovertakenthem.\'Ihavebeenchasingyoualongtheroadforthelasthalf-mile.Ineverknewladieswalksofast.\'
\'Weshouldbefrozenifweweretodawdleaboutasyougentlemendo,\'andthenshestoppedandshookhandswithhim.SheforgotatthemomentthatLucyandhehadnotmet,andthereforeshedidnotintroducethem.
\'Won\'tyoumakemeknowntoyoursister-in-law!\'saidhetakingoffhishat,andbowingtoLucy.\'Ihaveneveryethadthepleasureofmeetingher,thoughwehavebeenneighboursforamonthormore.\'
Fannymadeherexcusesandintroducedthem,andthentheywentontilltheycametoFramleyGate,LordLuftontalkingtothemboth,andFannyansweringforthetwo,andtheretheystoppedforamoment.
\'Iamsurprisedtoseeyoualone,\'MrsRobartshadjustsaid;\'I
thoughtthatCaptainCulpepperwaswithyou.\'
\'Thecaptainhasleftmeforthisoneday.Ifyou\'llwhisper,I\'lltellyouwherehehasgone.Idarenotspeakitoutloud,eventothewoods.\'
\'Towhatterribleplacecanhehavetakenhimself?I\'llhavenowhisperingaboutsuchhorrors.\'
\'Hehasgoneto——to——butyou\'llpromisenottotellmymother?\'
\'Doyoupromisethen?\'
\'Oh,yes!Iwillpromise,becauseIamsureLadyLuftonwon\'taskmeastoCaptainCulpepper\'swhereabouts.Wewon\'ttell;willweLucy?\'
\'HehasgonetoGatherumCastleforaday\'speasant-shooting.Now,mindyoumustnotbetrayus.Herladyshipsupposesthatheisshutupinhisroomwithatoothache.Wedidnotdaretomentionthenametoher.\'andthenitappearedthatMrsRobartshadsomeengagementwhichmadeitnecessarythatsheshouldgoupandseeLadyLufton,whereasLucywasintendingtowalkontotheparsonagealone.
\'AndIhavepromisedtogotoyourhusband,\'saidLordLufton;\'orrathertoyourhusband\'sdog,Ponto.AndIwilldotwoothergoodthings——Iwillcarryabraceofpheasantswithme,andprotectMissRobartsfromtheevilspiritsoftheFramleyroads.\'AndsoMrsRobartsturnedatthegate,andLucyandhislordshipwalkedofftogether.LordLufton,thoughhehadneverbeforespokentoMissRobarts,hadalreadyfoundoutthatshewasbynomeansplain.
Thoughhehadhardlyseenherexceptatchurch,hehadalreadymadehimselfcertainthattheownerofthatfacemustbeworthknowing,andwasnotsorrytohavethepresentopportunityofspeakingtoher.\'Soyouhaveanunknowndamselshutupinyourcastle,\'hehadoncesaidtoMrsRobarts.\'Ifshebekeptaprisonermuchlonger,Ishallfinditmydutytocomeandreleaseherbyforceofarms.\'Hehadbeentheretwicewiththeobjectofseeingher,butonbothoccasionsLucyhadmanagedtoescape.Nowwemaysayshewasfairlycaught,andLordLufton,takingapairofpheasantsfromthegamekeeper,andswingingthemoverhisshoulder,walkedoffwithhisprey.\'Youhavebeenherealongtime,\'hesaid,\'withoutourhavinghadthepleasureofseeingyou.\'
\'Yes,mylord,\'saidLucy.Lordshadnotbeenfrequentamongheracquaintancehereto.
\'IwilltellMrsRobartsthatshehasbeenconfiningyouillegally,andthatweshallreleaseyoubyforceorstratagem.\'
\'I-I-Ihavehadagreatsorrowlately.\'
\'Yes,MissRobarts;Iknowyouhave;andIamonlyjoking,youknow.ButIdohopethatnowyouwillbeabletocomeamongus.Mymotherissoanxiousthatyoushoulddoso.\'
\'Iamsuresheisverykind,andyoualso——mylord.\'
\'Ineverknewmyownfather,\'saidLordLufton,speakinggravely.
\'ButIcanwellunderstandswhatalossyouhavehad.\'Andthen,afterpausingamoment,hecontinued,\'IrememberDrRobartswell.\'
\'Doyou,indeed?\'saidLucy,turningsharplytowardshim,andspeakingnowwithsomeanimationinhervoice.NobodyhadyetspokentoheraboutherfathersinceshehadbeenatFramley.Ithadbeenasthoughthesubjectwasaforbiddenone.Andhowfrequentlyisthisthecase?Whenthosewelovearedead,ourfriendsdreadtomentionthem,thoughtouswhoarebereavednosubjectwouldbesopleasantastheirnames.Butwerarelyunderstandhowtotreatourownsorroworthoseofothers.
Therewasonceapeopleinsomeland——andtheymaybestillthereforwhatIknow——whothoughtitsacrilegioustostaythecourseofaragingfire.Ifahousewerebeingburned,burnitmust,eventhoughtherewerefacilitiesforsavingit.Forwhowoulddaretointerferewiththecourseofthegod?Ourideaofsorrowismuchthesame.Wethinkitwicked,oratanyrateheartless,toputitout.Ifaman\'swifebedead,heshouldgoaboutlugubriouswithlongface,foratleasttwoyears,orperhapswithfulllengthforeighteenmonths,decreasinggraduallyduringtheothersix.Ifhebeamanwhocanquenchhissorrow——putouthisfireasitwere——inlesstimethanthat,lethimatanyratenotshowhispower!
\'Yes,Irememberhim,\'continuedLordLufton.\'HecametwicetoFramley,whileIwasstillaboy,consultingwithmymotheraboutMarkandmyself——whethertheEtonfloggingswerenotmoreefficaciousthanthoseofHarrow.Hewasverykindtome,forebodingallmannerofgoodthingsonmybehalf.\'
\'Hewasverykindtoeveryone,\'saidLucy.
\'Ishouldthinkhewouldhavebeen——akind,good,genialman——justthemantobeadoredbyhisownfamily.\'
\'Exactly;andsohewas.IdonotrememberthatIeverheardanunkindwordfromhim.Therewasnotahardtoneinhisvoice.Andhewasgenerousastheday.\'Lucy,wehavesaid,wasnotgenerallydemonstrative,butnow,onthissubject,andwiththisabsolutestranger,shebecamealmosteloquent.
\'Idonotwonderthatyoushouldfeelhisloss,MissRobarts.\'
\'Oh,Idofeelit.Markisthebestofbrothers,and,asforFanny,sheistookindandtoogoodtome.ButIhadalwaysbeenspeciallymyfather\'sfriend.Forthelastyearortwowehadlivedsomuchtogether!\'
\'Hewasanoldmanwhenhedied,washenot?\'
\'Justseventy,mylord.\'
\'Ah,thenhewasold.Mymotherisonlyfifty,andwesometimescallheranoldwoman.Doyouthinkshelooksolderthanthat?Weallsaythatshemakesherselfouttobesomuchmoreancientthansheneeddo.\'
\'LadyLuftondoesnotdressyoung.\'
\'Thatisit.Sheneverhas,inmymemory.ShealwaysusedtowearblackwhenIfirstrecollecther.Shehasgiventhatupnow;butsheisstillverysombre;isshenot?\'
\'Idonotlikeladiestodressveryyoung,thatis,ladiesof——of——\'
\'Ladiesoffifty,shallwesay?\'
\'Verywell;ladiesoffifty,ifyoulikeit.\'
\'ThenIamsureyouwilllikemymother.\'
Theyhadnowturnedupthroughtheparsonagewicket,alittlegatethatopenedintothegardenatapointontheroadnearerthanthechiefentrance.\'IsupposeIshallfindMarkupatthehouse?\'
saidhe.
\'Idaresayyouwill,mylord.\'
\'Well,I\'llgoroundthisway,formybusinessispartlyinthestable.YouseeIamquiteathomehere,thoughyouneverhaveseenmebefore.ButMissRobarts,nowthattheiceisbroken,I
hopethatwemaybefriends.\'Hethenputouthishand,andwhenshegavehimhershepresseditalmostasanoldfriendmighthavedone.And,indeed,Lucyhadtalkedtohimalmostasthoughhewereanoldfriend.Foraminuteortwoshehadforgottenthathewasalordandastranger——hadforgottenalsotobestillandguardedaswasherwont.LordLuftonhadspokentoherasthoughhehadreallycaredtoknowher;andshe,unconsciously,hadbeentakenbythecompliment.LordLufton,indeed,hadnotthoughtmuchaboutit——exceptingasthus,thathelikedtheglanceofapairofbrighteyes,asmostothermendolikeit.But,onthisoccasion,theeveninghadbeensodark,thathehadhardlyseenLucy\'seyesatall.
\'Well,Lucy,Ihopeyoulikedyourcompanion,\'MrsRobartssaid,asthethreeofthemclusteredroundthedrawing-roomfirebeforedinner.
\'Ohyes;prettywell,\'saidLucy.
\'Thatisnotatallcomplimentarytohislordship.\'
\'Ididnotmeantobecomplimentary,Fanny.\'
\'Lucyisagreatdealtoomatter-of-factforcompliments,\'saidMark.
\'WhatImeantwas,thatIhadnogreatopportunityforjudging,seeingthatIwasonlywithLordLuftonforabouttenminutes.\'
\'Ah!buttherearegirlsherewhowouldgivetheireyesfortenminutesofLordLuftontothemselves.Youdonotknowhowhe\'svalued.Hehasthecharacterofbeingalwaysabletomakehimselfagreeabletoladiesathalfaminute\'swarning.\'
\'Perhapshehadnotthehalf-minute\'swarninginthiscase,\'saidLucy,——hypocritethatshewas.
\'PoorLucy,\'saidherbrother;\'hewascominguptoseePonto\'sshoulder,andIamafraidhewasthinkingmoreaboutthedogthanyou.\'
\'Verylikely,\'saidLucy;andthentheywentintodinner.Lucyhadbeenahypocrite,forshehadconfessedtoherself,whiledressing,thatLordLuftonhadbeenverypleasant;butthenitisallowedtoyoungladiestobehypocriteswhenthesubjectunderdiscussionisthecharacterofayounggentleman.
SoonafterthatLucydiddineatFramleyCourt.CaptainCulpepper,inspiteofhisenormitywithreferencetoGatherumCastle,wasstillstayingthere,aswasalsoaclergymanfromtheneighbourhoodofBarchesterwithhiswifeanddaughter.ThiswasArchdeaconGrantly,agentlemanwhomwehavementionedbefore,andwhowasaswellknowninthedioceseasthebishophimself,andmorethoughtofbymanyclergymenthaneventhatillustriousprelate.MissGrantlywasayoungladynotmucholderthanLucyRobarts,andshealsowasquiet,andnotgiventomuchtalkinginopencompany.Shewasdecidedlyabeauty;butsomewhatstatuesqueinherloveliness.
Herforeheadwashighandwhit,butperhapstoolikemarbletogratifythetasteofthosewhoarefondoffleshandblood.Hereyeswerelargeandexquisitelyformed,buttheyseldomshowedmuchemotion.She,indeed,wasimpassibleherself,andbetrayedbutlittleofherfeelings.HernosewasnearlyGrecian,notcomingabsolutelyinastraightlinefromherforehead,butdoingsonearlyenoughtoentitleittobeconsideredasclassical.Hermouth,too,wasveryfine——artists,atleast,saidso,andconnoisseursinbeauty;buttomeshealwaysseemedasthoughshewantedfulnessoflip.Buttheexquisitesymmetryofhercheekandchinandlowerfacenomancoulddeny.Herhairwaslight,andbeingalwaysdressedwithconsiderablecare,didnotdetractfromherappearance;butitlackedthatrichnesswhichgivessuchluxuriancetofeminineloveliness.Shewastallandslight,andverygracefulinhermovements;buttherewerethosewhothoughtthatshewantedtheeaseandabandonofyouth.Theysaidthatshewastoocomposedandstiffforherage,andthatshegavebutlittletosocietybeyondthebeautyofherformandface.Therecanbenodoubt,however,thatshewasconsideredbymostmenandwomentobethebeautyofBarsetshire,andthatgentlemenfromneighbouringcountieswouldcomemanymilesthroughdirtyroadsonthemerehopeofbeingabletodancewithher.Whateverattractionsshemayhavelacked,shehadatanyratecreatedforherselfagreatreputation.ShehadspenttwomonthsofthelastspringinLondon,andeventhereshehadmadeasensation;andpeoplehadsaidthatLordDumbello,LadyHartletop\'seldestson,hadbeenpeculiarlystruckwithher.
Itmaybeimaginedthatthearchdeaconwasproudofher,andso,indeed,wasMrsGrantly——moreproud,perhaps,ofherdaughter\'sbeauty,thansoexcellentawomanshouldhaveallowedherselftobeofsuchanattribute.Griselda——thatwashername——wasnowanonlydaughter.Onesistershehadhad,butthatsisterhaddied.Thereweretwobrothersalsoleft,oneintheChurch,andtheotherintheArmy.Thatwastheextentofthearchdeacon\'sfamily,andasthearchdeaconwasaveryrichman——hewastheonlychildofhisfather,whohadbeenBishopofBarchesterforagreatmanyyears;
andinthoseyearsithadbeenworthaman\'swhiletobeBishopofBarchester——itwassupposedthatMissGrantlywouldhavealargefortune.MrsGrantly,however,hadbeenheardtosay,thatshewasinnohurrytoseeherdaughterestablishedintheworld;——ordinaryyoungladiesaremerelymarried,butthoseofrealimportanceareestablished;——andthis,ifanything,addedtothevalueoftheprize.Motherssometimesdepreciatetheirwaresbyanunduesolicitudetodisposeofthem.Buttotellthetruthopenlyandatonce——avirtueforwhichanovelistdoesnotreceiveverymuchcommendation——GriseldaGrantlywas,toacertainextent,alreadygivenaway.Notthatshe,Griselda,knewanythingaboutit,orthatthethricehappygentlemanhadbeenmadeawareofhisgoodfortune;norevenhadthearchdeaconbeentold.ButMrsGrantlyandLadyLuftonhadbeenclosetedtogethermorethanonce,andtermshadbeensignedandsealedbetweenthem.Notsignedonparchment,andsealedwithwax,asisthecasewithtreatiesmadebykingsanddiplomats——tobebrokenbythesame;butsignedwithlittlewords,andsealedwithcertainpressingsofthehand——atreatywhichbetweentwosuchcontractingpartieswouldbebindingenough.AndbythetermsofthistreatyGriseldaGrantlywastobecomeLadyLufton.LadyLuftonhadhithertobeenfortunedinhermatrimonialspeculations.ShehadselectedSirGeorgeforherdaughter,andSirGeorge,withtheutmostgoodnature,hadfalleninwithherviews.ShehadselectedFannyMonsellforMrRobarts,andFannyMonsellhadnotrebelledagainstherforamoment.Therewasaprestigeofsuccessaboutherdoings,andshefeltalmostconfidentthatherdearsonLudovicmustfallinlovewithGriselda.Astotheladyherself,nothing,LadyLuftonthought,couldbemuchbetterthansuchamatchforherson.LadyLufton,I
havesaid,wasagoodChurchwoman,andthearchdeaconwastheverytypeofthatbranchoftheChurchwhichshevenerated.TheGrantlys,too,wereofagoodfamily——notnoble,indeed;butinsuchmattersLadyLuftondidnotwanteverything.Shewasoneofthosepersonswho,inplacingtheirhopesatamoderatepitch,mayfairlytrusttoseethemrealized.Shewouldfainthatherson\'swifeshouldbehandsome;thisshewishedforhissake,thathemightbeproudofhiswife,andbecausemenlovetolookonbeauty.Butshewasafraidofvivaciousbeauty,ofthosesoft,sparklingfemininecharmswhichspreadoutasluresforalltheworld,softdimples,laughingeyes,lusciouslips,conscioussmiles,andeasywhispers.Whatifhersonshouldbringherhomearattling,rapid-spoken,paintedpieceofEve\'sfleshsuchasthis?
Wouldnotthegloryandjoyofherlifebeover,eventhoughsuchchildoftheirfirstmothershouldhavecomeforthtothepresentdayennobledbythebloodoftwodozensuccessiveBritishpeers?
Andthen,too,Griselda\'smoneywouldnotbeuseless.LadyLufton,withallherhighflownideas,wasnotanimprudentwoman.Sheknewthathersonhadbeenextravagant,thoughshedidnotbelievethathehadbeenreckless;andshewaswellcontenttothinkthatsomebalsamfromtheoldbishop\'scoffersshouldbemadetocuretheslightwoundswhichhisearlyimprudencemighthaveinflictedonthecarcassofthefamilyproperty.Andthus,inthisway,andforthesereasons,GriseldaGrantlyhadbeenchosenoutfromalltheworldtobethefutureLadyLufton.LordLuftonhadmetGriseldamorethanoncealready;hadmetherbeforethesehighcontractingpartieshadcometoanytermswhatsoever,andhadevidentlyadmiredher.LordDumbellohadremainedsilentonewholeeveninginLondonwitheffabledisgust,becauseLordLuftonhadbeenratherparticularinhisattentions;butthenLordDumbello\'smutenesswashismosteloquentmodeofexpression.BothLadyHartletopandMrsGrantly,whentheysawhim,knewverywellwhathemeant.ButthatmatchwouldnotexactlyhavesuitedMrsGrantly\'sviews.TheHartletoppeoplewerenotinherline.Theybelongedaltogethertoanotherset,beingconnected,aswehaveheardbefore,withtheOmniuminterest——\'thosehorridGatherumpeople\',asLadyLuftonwouldsaytoher,raisingherhandsandeyebrows,andshakingherhead.LadyLuftonprobablythoughtthattheyatebabiesinpiesduringtheirmidnightorgiesatGatherumCastle;andthatwidowswerekeptincells,andoccasionallyputonracksfortheamusementoftheduke\'sguests.
WhentheRobarts\'spartyenteredthedrawing-roomtheGrantlyswerealreadythere,andthearchdeacon\'svoicesoundedloudandimposinginLucy\'sears,assheheardhimspeakingwhileshewasyetonthethresholdofthedoor.\'MydearLadyLufton,Iwouldbelieveanythingonearthabouther——anything.Thereisnothingtoooutrageousforher.Hadsheinsistedongoingtherewiththebishop\'sapronon,Ishouldnothavebeensurprised.\'AndthentheyallknewthatthearchdeaconwastalkingaboutMrsProudie,forMrsProudiewashisbugbear.
LadyLuftonafterreceivingherguestsintroducedLucytoGriseldaGrantly.MissGrantlysmiledgraciously,bowedslightly,andthenremarkedinthelowestvoicepossiblethatitwasexceedinglycold.Alowvoice,weknow,isanexcellentthinginawoman.
Lucy,whothoughtthatshewasboundtospeak,saidthatitwascold,butthatshedidnotminditwhenshewaswalking.AndthenGriseldasmiledagain,somewhatlessgraciouslythanbefore,andsotheconversationended.MissGrantlywastheelderofthetwo,andhavingseemmostoftheworld,shouldhavebeenthebestabletotalk,butperhapsshewasnotveryanxiousforaconversationwithMissRobarts.
\'So,Robarts,IhearthatyouhavebeenpreachingatChaldicotes,\'
saidthearchdeacon,stillratherloudly.\'IsawSowerbytheotherday,andhetoldmethatyougavethemthefagendofMrsProudie\'slecture.\'
\'Itwasill-naturedofSowerbytosaythefagend,\'saidRobarts.
\'Wedividedthematterintothirds.HaroldSmithtookthefirstpart,Ithelast——\'
\'Andtheladytheinterveningportion.Youhaveelectrifiedthecountybetweenyou;butIamtoldthatshehadthebestofit.\'
\'IwassosorrythatMrRobartswentthere,\'saidLadyLufton,asshewalkedintothedining-roomleaningonthearchdeacon\'sarm.
\'Iaminclinedtothinkhecouldnotverywellhavehelpedhimself,\'saidthearchdeacon,whowasneverwillingtoleanheavilyonabrotherparson,unlessononewhohadutterlyandirrevocablygoneawayfromhissideoftheChurch.
\'Doyouthinknot,archdeacon?\'
\'Why,no;SowerbyisafriendofLufton\'s——\'
\'Notparticularly,\'saidpoorLadyLufton,inadeprecatingtone.
\'Well,theyhavebeenintimate;\'andRobarts,whenhewasaskedtopreachatChaldicotes,couldnotwellrefuse.\'
\'ButthenhewentafterwardstoGatherumCastle.NotthatIamvexedwithhimatallnow,youunderstand.Butitisauchadangeroushouse,youknow.\'
\'Soitis——Buttheveryfactoftheduke\'swishingtohaveaclergymanthere,shouldalwaysbetakenasasignofgrace,LadyLufton.Theairwasimpure,nodoubt;butitwaslessimpurewithRobartstherethanitwouldhavebeenwithouthim.But,graciousheavens!whatblasphemyhaveIbeensayingaboutimpureair?Why,thebishopwasthere!\'
\'Yes,thebishopwasthere,\'saidLadyLufton,andtheybothunderstoodeachotherthoroughly.
LordLuftontookoutMrsGrantlytodinner,andmattersweresoarrangedthatMissGrantlysatonisotherside.Therewasnomanagementapparentinthistoanybody;butthereshewas,whileLucywasplacedbetweenherbrotherandCaptainCulpepper.CaptainCulpepperwasamanwithanenormousmoustache,andagreataptitudeforslaughteringgame;butashehadnootherstrongcharacteristicsitwasnotprobablethathewouldmakehimselfveryagreeabletopoorLucy.ShehadseenLordLuftononce,fortwominutes,sincethedayofthatwalk,andthenhehadaddressedherquitelikeanoldfriend.Ithadbeenintheparsonagedrawing-room,andFannyhadbeenthere.Fannywasnowsowellaccustomedtohislordship,thatshethoughtbutlittleofthis,buttoLucyithadbeenverypleasant.Hewasnotforwardorfamiliar,butkindandgentle,andpleasant;andLucydidfeelthatshelikedhim.Now,onthisevening,hehadhithertohardlyspokentoher;butthensheknewthattherewereotherpeopleinthecompanytowhomhewasboundtospeak.Shewasnotexactlyhumble-mindedintheusualsenseoftheword;butshedidrecognisethefactthatherpositionwaslessimportantthanthatofotherpeoplethere,andthatthereforeitwasprobablethattoacertainextentshewouldbeoverlooked.ButnotthelesswouldshehavelikedtooccupytheseattowhichMissGrantlyhadfoundherway.
ShedidnotwanttoflirtwithLordLufton;shewasnotsuchafoolasthat;butshewouldhavelikedtohaveheardthesoundofhisvoiceclosetoherear,insteadofthatofCaptainCulpepper\'sknifeandfork.Thiswasthefirstoccasiononwhichshehadendeavouredtodressherselfwithcaresinceherfatherhaddied;
andnow,sombrethoughshewasinherdeepmourning,shedidlookverywell.
\'Thereisanexpressionaboutherforeheadthatisfullofpoetry,\'
saidFannytoherhusband.
\'Don\'tyouturnherhead,Fanny,andmakeherbelievethatsheisabeauty,\'Markhadanswered.
\'Idoubtitisnotsoeasytoturnherhead,Mark.ThereismoreinLucythanyouimagine,andsoyouwillfindoutbeforelong.\'SoitwasthusthatMrsRobartsprophesiedabouthersister-in-law.
HadshebeenaskedshemightperhapshavesaidthatLucy\'spresencewouldbedangeroustotheGrantlyinterestatFramleyCourt.
LordLufton\'svoicewasaudibleenoughashewentontalkingtoMissGrantly——hisvoice,butnothiswords.Hetalkedinsuchawaythattherewasnoappearanceofwhispering,andyetthepersontowhomhespoke,andsheonly,couldhearwhathesaid.MrsGrantlythewhileconversedconstantlywithLucy\'sbrother,whosatatLucy\'slefthand.Sheneverlackedforsubjectsonwhichtospeaktoacountryclergymanoftherightsort,andthusGriseldawasleftquiteuninterrupted.ButLucycouldnotbutobservethatGriseldaherselfseemedtohaveverylittletosay——oratanyratetosayverylittle.Everynowandthenshedidopenhermouth,andsomewordorbraceofwordswouldfallfromit.ButforthemostpartsheseemedtobecontentinthefactthatLordLuftonwaspayingherattention.Sheshowednoanimation,butsattherestillandgraceful,composedandclassical,asshealwayswas.Lucy,whocouldnotkeepherearsfromlisteningorhereyesfromlooking,thoughtthathadshebeenthereshewouldhaveendeavouredtotakeamoreprominentpartintheconversation.ButthenGriseldaGrantlyprobablyknowmuchbetterthanLucydidhowtocomportherselfinsuchasituation.PerhapsitmightbethatyoungmensuchasLordLufton,likedtohearthesoundoftheirownvoices.
\'Immensedealofgameabouthere,\'CaptainCulpeppersaidtohertowardstheendofdinner.Itwasthesecondattempthehadmade;
ontheformerhehadaskedherwhethersheknewanyfellowsofthe9th.
\'Isthere?\'saidLucy.\'Oh!IsawLordLuftontheotherdaywithagreatarmfulofpheasants.\'
\'Anarmful!WhywehadsevencartloadstheotherdayatGatherum.\'
\'Sevencartloadsofpheasants!\'saidLucy,amazed.
\'That\'snotsomuch.Wehadeightguns,youknow.Eightgunswilldoadealofworkwhenthegamehasbeenwellgottogether.TheymanageallthatcapitallyatGatherum.Beenattheduke\'s,eh?\'
LucyhadheardtheFramleyreportastoGatherumCastle,andsaidwithasortofshudderthatshehadneverbeenatthatplace.Afterthis,CaptainCulpeppertroubledhernofurther.
Whentheladieshadtakenthemselvestothedrawing-roomLucyfoundherselfhardlybetteroffthanshehadbeenatthedinner-table.
LadyLuftonandMrsGrantlygotthemselvesontoasofatogether,andtherechattedconfidentlyintoeachother\'sears.HerladyshiphadintroducedLucytoMissGrantly,andthenshenaturallythoughtthattheyoungpeoplemightdoverywelltogether.MrsRobartsdidattempttobringaboutajointconversation,whichshouldincludethethree,andfortenminutesorsosheworkedhardatit.Butitdidnotthrive.MissGrantlywasmonosyllabic,smiling,however,ateverymonosyllable;andLucyfoundthatnothingwouldoccurtoheratthatmomentworthyofbeingspoken.Thereshesat,stillandmotionless,afraidtotakeupabook,andthinkinginherhearthowmuchhappiershewouldhavebeenathomeattheparsonage.Shewasnotmadeforsociety;shefeltsureofthat;andanothertimeshewouldletMarkandFannycometoFramleyCourtbythemselves.Andthenthegentlemencamein,andtherewasanotherstirintheroom.LadyLuftongotupandbustledabout;shepokedthefireandshiftedthecandles,spokeafewwordstoDrGrantly,whisperedsomethingtoherson,pattedLucyonthecheek,toldFanny,whowasamusician,thattheywouldhavealittlemusic,andendedbyputtinghertwohandsonGriselda\'sshouldersandtellingherthatthefitofherfrockwasperfect.ForLadyLufton,thoughshediddressoldherself,asLucyhadsaid,delightedtoseethosearoundherneatandpretty,jauntyandgraceful.\'DearLadyLufton!\'saidGriselda,puttingupherhandsoastopresstheendofherladyship\'sfingers.Itwasthefirstpieceofanimationshehadshown,andLucyRobartswatcheditall.Andthentherewasmusic,Lucyneitherplayednorsang;Fannydidboth,andforanamateurshedidbothwell.Griseldadidnotsing,butsheplayed;anddidsoinamannerthatshowedthatneitherherownlabournorherfather\'smoneyhadbeensparedinherinstruction.LordLuftonsangalso,alittle,andCaptainCulpepperaverylittle;sothattheygotupaconcertamongthem.InthemeantimethedoctorandMarkstoodtalkingtogetherontherugbeforethefire;thetwomotherssatcontented,watchingthebillingsandthecooingsoftheiroffspring——andLucysatalone,turningovertheleavesofabookofpictures.Shemadeuphermindfully,thenandthere,thatshewasquiteunfittedbydispositionforsuchworkasthis.Shecaredfornoone,andnoonecaredforher.Well,shemustgothroughwithitnow;butanothertimeshewouldknowbetter.Withherownbookandafiresidesheneverfeltherselftobemiserableasshewasnow.ShehadturnedherbacktothemusicforshewassickofseeingLordLuftonwatchtheartisticmotionofMissGrantly\'sfingers,andwassittingatasmalltableasfarawayfromthepianoasalongroomwouldpermit,whenshewassuddenlyrousedfromherreverieofself-reproachbyavoiceclosebehindher:\'MissRobarts,\'saidthevoice,\'whyhaveyoucutusall?\'AndLucyfeltthat,thoughsheheardthevoiceplainly,nobodyelsedid.LordLuftonwasnowspeakingtoherashehadbeforespokentoMissGrantly.
\'Idon\'tplay,mylord,\'saidLucy,\'noryetsing.\'
\'Thatwouldhavemadeyourcompanysomuchmorevaluabletous,forweareterriblybadlyoffforlisteners.Perhapsyoudon\'tlikethemusic?\'
\'Idolikeit,——sometimesverymuch.\'
\'Andwhenarethesometimes?Butweshallfinditalloutintime.Weshallhaveunravelledallyoumysteries,andreadallyourriddlesby——whenshallIsay?——bytheendofwinter.\'
\'IdonotknowthatIhavegotanymysteries.\'
\'Oh,butyouhave!Itisverymysteriousinyoutocomeandsithere——withyoubacktousall——\'
\'Oh,LordLufton;ifIhavedonewrong——!\'andpoorLucyalmoststartedfromherchair,andadeepflushcameacrossherdarkneck.
\'No——no;youhavedonenowrong.Iwasonlyjoking.Itiswewhohavedoneyouwronginleavingyoutoyourself——youwhoarethegreateststrangeramongus.\'
\'Ihavebeenverywell,thankyou.Idon\'tcareaboutbeingleftalone.Ihavealwaysbeenusedtoit.\'
\'Ah!butwemustbreakyouofthehabit.Wewon\'tallowyoutomakeahermitofyourself.Butthetruthis,MissRobarts,youdon\'tknowusyet,andthereforeyouarenotquitehappyamongus.\'
\'Oh!YesIam;youareallverygoodtome.\'
\'Youmustletusbegoodtoyou.Atanyrate,youmustletmedoso.Youknow,don\'tyou,thatMarkandIhavebeendearfriendssinceweweresevenyearsold.Hiswifehasbeenmysister\'sdearestfriendalmostaslong;andnowthatyouarewiththem,youmustbeadearfriendtoo.Youwon\'trefusetheoffer,willyou?\'
\'Oh,no\'shesaidquiteinawhisper;and,indeed,shecouldhardlyraisehervoiceaboveawhisper,fearingthattearswouldfallfromhertell-taleeyes.
\'DrandMrsGrantlywillhavegoneinacoupleofdays,andthenwemustgetyoudownhere.MissGrantlyistoremainforChristmas,andyoutwomustbecomebosomfriends.\'Lucysmiled,andtriedtolookpleased,butshefeltthatsheandGriseldaGrantlycouldneverbebosomfriends——couldneverhaveanythingincommonbetweenthem.ShefeltsurethatGriseldadespisedher,little,brown,plain,andunimportantasshewas.SheherselfcouldnotdespiseGriseldainturn;indeedshecouldnotbutadmireMissGrantly\'sgreatbeautyanddignityofdemeanour;butsheknewthatshecouldneverloveher.Itishardlypossiblethattheproud-heartedshouldlovethosewhodespisethem;andLucyRobartswasveryproud-hearted.
\'Don\'tyouthinksheisveryhandsome?\'saidLordLufton.
\'Oh,very,\'saidLucy.\'Nobodycandoubtthat.\'
\'Ludovic,\'saidLadyLufton——notquiteapprovingofherson\'sremainingsolongatthebackofLucy\'schair——\'won\'tyougiveusanothersong?MrsRobartsandMissGrantlyarestillatthepiano.\'
\'IhavesungawayallthatIknow,mother.There\'sCulpepperhasnothadachanceyet.Hehasgottogiveushisdreams——howhe"dreamtthathedweltinmarblehalls"!\'
\'Isungthatanhourago,\'saidthecaptain,notover-pleased.
\'Butyoucertainlyhavenottoldushow"yourlittleloverscame"!\'Thecaptain,however,wouldnotsinganymore.Andthenthepartywasbrokenup,andtheRobartseswenthometotheirparsonage.
CHAPTERXII
THELITTLEBILL
Lucy,duringthoselastfifteenminutesofhersojournintheFramleyCourtdrawing-room,somewhatmodifiedtheverystrongopinionshehadbeforeformedastoherunfitnessforsuchsociety.Itwasverypleasantsittingthere,inthateasychair,whileLordLuftonstoodatthebackofitsayingnice,soft,good-naturedwordstoher.Shewassurethatinalittletimeshecouldfeelatruefriendshipforhim,andthatshecoulddosowithoutanyriskoffallinginlovewithhim.Butthenshehadaglimmeringofanideathatsuchafriendshipwouldbeopentoallmannerofremarks,andwouldhardlybecompatiblewiththeworld\'sordinaryways.AtanyrateitwouldbepleasanttobeatFramleyCourt,ifhewouldcomeandoccasionallynoticeher.ButshedidnotadmittoherselfthatsuchavisitwouldbeintolerableifhiswholetimewasdevotedtoGriseldaGrantly.Sheneitheradmittedit,northoughtit;butnevertheless,inastrangeunconsciousway,suchafeelingdidfindentranceinherbosom.AndthentheChristmasholidayspassedaway.Howmuchofthisenjoymentfelltohershare,andhowmuchofthissufferingsheendured,wewillnotattemptaccuratelytodescribe.MissGrantlyremainedatFramleyCourtuptoTwelfthNight,andtheRobartsesalsospentmostoftheseasonatthehouse.LadyLufton,nodoubt,hadhopedthateverythingmighthavebeenarrangedonthisoccasioninaccordancewithherwishes,butsuchhadnotbeenthecase.LordLuftonhadevidentlyadmiredMissGrantlyverymuch:indeed,hehadsaidsotohismotherhalfadozentimes;butitmayalmostbequestionedwhetherthepleasureLadyLuftonderivedfromthiswasnotmorethanneutralizedbyanopinionheonceputforwardthatGriseldaGrantlywantedsomeofthefireofLucyRobarts.
\'Surely,Ludovic,youwouldnevercomparethetwogirls\'saidLadyLufton.
\'Ofcoursenot.Theyaretheveryantipodestoeachother.MissGrantlywouldprobablybemoretomytaste;butthenIamwiseenoughtoknowthatitissobecausemytasteisabadtaste.\'
\'Iknownomanwithamoreaccurateorrefinedtasteinsuchmatters,\'saidLadyLufton.Beyondthisshedidnotdaretogo.
Sheknewverywellthatherstrategywouldbevainshouldhersonlearnthatshehadastrategy.Totellthetruth,LadyLuftonwasbecomingsomewhatindifferenttoLucyRobarts.Shehadbeenverykindtothelittlegirl;butthelittlegirlseemedhardlytoappreciatethekindnessassheshoulddo——andthenLordLuftonwouldtalktoLucy,\'whichwassounnecessary,youknow;\'andLucy,hadgotintoawayoftalkingquitefreelywithLordLufton,havingcompletelydroppedthatshort,spasmodic,uglyexclamationof\'mylord\'.AndsotheChristmasfestivitieswereatanend,andJanuaryworeitselfaway.DuringthegreaterpartofthismonthLordLuftondidnotremainatFramley,butwasneverthelessinthecounty,huntingwiththehoundsofbothdivisions,andstayingatvarioushouses.TwoorthreenightshespentatChaldicotes;andone——letitonlybetoldinanundervoice——atGatherumCastle!OfthishesaidnothingtoLadyLufton.\'Whymakeherunhappy?\'ashesaidtoMark.ButLadyLuftonknewit,thoughshesaidnotawordtohim——knewit,andwasunhappy.\'IfhewouldonlymarryGriselda,therewouldbeanendofthatdanger,\'shesaidtoherself.
Andnowwemustgobackawhiletothevicarandhislittlebill.
Itwillberemembered,thathisfirstideawithreferencetothattrouble,afterthereadingofhisfather\'swill,wastoborrowthemoneyfromhisbrotherJohn.JohnwasdownatExeteratthetime,andwastostayonenightattheparsonageonhiswaytoLondon.
Markwouldbroachthemattertohimonthejourney,painfulthoughitwouldbetohimtotellthestoryofhisownfollytoabrothermuchyoungerthanhimself,andwhohadalwayslookeduptohim,clergymanandfull-blownvicarashewas,withadeferencegreaterthanthatwhichsuchdifferenceinagerequired.Thestorywastold,however;butwastoldinvain,asMarkfoundoutbeforehereachedFramley.HisbrotherJohnimmediatelydeclaredthathewouldlendhimthemoney,ofcourse——eighthundred,ifhisbrotherwantedit.He,John,confessedthat,asregardedtheremainingtwo,heshouldliketofeelthepleasureofimmediatepossession.
Asforinterest,hewouldnottakeany——takeinterestfromabrother;ofcoursenot.Well,ifMarkmadesuchafussaboutithesupposedhemusttakeit;butwouldrathernot.Markshouldhavehisownway,anddojustwhatheliked.
Thiswasallverywell,andMarkhadfullymadeuphismindthathisbrothershouldnotbekeptlongoutofhisagony.Butthenarosethequestionhowwasthatmoneytobereached?He,Mark,wasexecutor,oroneoftheexecutorsunderhisfather\'swill,and,therefore,nodoubt,couldputhishanduponit;buthisbrotherwantedfivemonthsofbeingofage,andcouldnotthereforeasyetbeputlegallyinpossessionofhislegacy.\'Thatisabore,\'saidtheassistantprivatesecretarytotheLordPettyBag,thinking,perhaps,asmuchofhisownimmediatewishforreadycastashedidofhisbrother\'snecessities.Markfeltthatitwasabore,buttherewasnothingmoretobedoneinthatdirection.Hemustnowfindoutfarthebankerswouldassisthim.
SomeweekortwoafterhisreturntoFramleyhewentovertoBarchester,andcalledthereonacertainMrForrest,themanagerofoneofthebanks,withwhomheasacquainted;andwithmanyinjunctionsastosecrecytoldthismanagerthewholeofhisstory.AtfirstheconcealedthenameofhisfriendSowerby,butitsoonappearedthatnosuchconcealmentwastoanyavail.\'ThatSowerby,ofcourse,\'saidMrForrest.\'Iknowyouareintimatewithhim;andallhisfriendsgothroughthat,soonerorlater.\'ItseemedtoMarkasthoughMrForrestmadeverylightofthewholetransaction.
\'Icannotpaythebillwhenitisdue,\'saidMark.
\'Oh,no,ofcoursenot,\'saidMrForrest.\'It\'sneververyconvenienttohandoutfourhundredpoundsatablow.Nobodywillexpectyoutopayit.\'
\'ButIsupposeIshallhavetodoitsoonerorlater.\'
\'Well,that\'sasmaybe.ItwilldependpartlyonhowyoumanagewithSowerby,andpartlyonthehandsitgoesinto.Asthebillhasyournameonit,they\'llhavepatienceaslongastheinterestispaid,andthecommissionsonrenewal.\'MrForrestsaidthathewassurethatthebillwasnotinBarchester;MrSowerbywouldnot,hethought,havebroughtittoaBarchesterbank.ThebillwasprobablyinLondon,butdoubtlesswouldbesenttoBarchesterforcollection.\'Ifitcomesinmyway,\'saidMrForrest,\'Iwillgiveyouplentyoftime,sothatyoumaymanageabouttherenewalwithSowerby.Isupposehe\'llpaytheexpenseofdoingthat.\'
Mark\'sheartwassomewhatlighterasheleftthebank.MrForresthadmadesolittleofthewholetransactionthathefelthimselfjustifiedinmakinglittleofitalso.\'Itmaybeaswell,\'saidhetohimself,ashedrovehome,\'nottotellFannyanythingaboutittillthethreemonthshaverunround.Imustmakesomearrangementthen.\'Andinthiswayhismindwaseasierduringthelastofthosethreemonthsthanhehadbeenduringthetwoformer.Thatfeelingofover-duebills,ofbillscomingdue,ofaccountsoverdrawn,oftradesmenunpaid,ofgeneralmoneycares,isverydreadfulatfirst;butitisastonishinghowsoonmengetusedtoit.Aloadwhichwouldcrashamanatfirstbecomes,byhabit,notonlyendurable,buteasyandcomfortabletothebearer.Thehabitualdebtorgoesalongjauntyandwithelasticstep,almostenjoyingtheexcitementofhisembarrassments.TherewasMrSowerbyhimself;whoeversawacloudonhisbrow?Itmadeonealmostinlovewithruintobeinhiscompany.Andevennow,already,MarkRobartswasthinkingtohimselfquitecomfortablyaboutthisbill;——howverypleasantlythosebankermanagedthesethings.Payit!No;noonewillbesounreasonableastoexpectyoutodothat!AndthenMrSowerbycertainlywasapleasantfellow,andgaveamansomethinginreturnforhismoney.ItwasstillaquestionwithMarkwhetherLordLuftonhadnotbeentoohardonSowerby.Hadthatgentlemanfallenacrosshisclericalfriendatthepresentmoment,hemightnodoubtgottenfromhimanacceptanceforanotherfourhundredpounds.
Oneisalmostinclinedtobelievethatthereissomethingpleasurableintheexcitementofsuchembarrassments,asthereisalsointheexcitementofdrink.Butthen,atlast,thetimedoescomewhentheexcitementisover,andwhennothingbutthemiseryisleft.Iftherebeanexistenceofwretchednessonearthitmustbethatoftheelderly,worn-outroue,whohasrunthisraceofdebtandbillsofaccommodationandacceptances——ofwhat,ifwewerenotinthesedayssomewhatafraidofgoodbroadEnglish,wemightcalllyingandswindling,falsehoodandfraud——andwho,havingruinedallwhomheshouldhaveloved,havingburntupeveryonewhowouldtrusthimmuch,andscorchedallwhowouldtrusthimalittle,isatlastlefttofinishhislifewithsuchbreadandwaterasthesemenget,withoutonehonestthoughttostrengthenhissinkingheart,oronehonestfriendtoholdhisshiveringhand!Ifamancouldonlythinkofthat,asheputshisnametothefirstlittlebill,astowhichheissogood-naturedlyassuredthatitcaneasilyberenewed.
Whenthethreemonthshadnearlyrunout,itsohappenedthatRobartsmetisfriendSowerby.MarkhadoncetotwiceriddenwithLordLuftonasfarasthemeetofthehounds,andmay,perhaps,havegoneafieldortwofartheronsomeoccasions.Thereadermustnotthinkthathehadtakentohunting,assomeparsonsdo;
anditissingularenoughthatwhatevertheydosotheyalwaysshowaspecialaptitudeforthepursuit,asthoughhuntingwereanemploymentpeculiarlycongenialwiththecareofsoulsinthecountry.Suchathoughtwoulddoourvicarjustice.ButwhenLordLuftonwouldaskhimwhatonearthcouldbetheharmofridingalongtheroadstolookatthehounds,hehardlyknewwhatsensibleanswertogivehislordship.Itwouldbeabsurdtosaythathistimewouldbebetteremployedathomeinclericalmatters,foritwasnotoriousthathehadnotclericalpursuitsfortheemploymentofhalfhistime.Inthisway,therefore,hehadgotintothehabitoflookingatthehounds,andkeepinguphisacquaintanceinthecounty,meetingLordDumbello,MrGreenWalker,HaroldSmith,andothersuchlikesinners;andononesuchoccasion,asthethreemonthswerenearlyclosing,hedidmeetMrSowerby.\'Lookhere,Sowerby,Iwanttospeaktoyouforhalfamoment.Whatareyoudoingaboutthatbill?\'
\'Bill——bill?whatbill?——whichbill?Thewholebill,andnothingbutthebill.Thatseemstobetheconversationnowadaysofallmen,noonandnight?\'
\'Don\'tyouknowthebillIsignedforyouforfourhundredpounds?\'
\'Didyouthough?Wasnotthatrathergreenofyou?\'ThisdidseemstrangetoMark.CoulditreallybethefactthatMrSowerbyhadsomanybillsflyingaboutthathehadabsolutelyforgottenthatoccurrenceintheGatherumCastlebedroom?Andthentobecalledgreenbybytheverymanwhomhehadobliged!
\'PerhapsIwas,\'saidMark,inatonethatshowedthathewassomewhatpiqued.\'ButallthesameIshouldbegladtoknowhowitwillbetakenup?\'
\'Oh,Mark,whataruffianyouaretospoilmyday\'ssportinthisway.AnymanbutaparsonwouldbetoogoodaChristianforsuchintensecruelty.Butletmesee——fourhundredpounds?Oh,yes——Tozerhasit.\'
\'AndwhatwillTozerdowithit?\'
\'Makemoneyofit;whateverwayhemaygotoworkhewilldothat.\'
\'ButwillTozerbringittomeonthe20th?\'
\'Oh,Lord,no!Uponmywork,Mark,youaredeliciouslygreen.A
catwouldassoonthinkofkillingamousedirectlyshegotitintoherclaws.But,jokingapart,youneednottroubleyourself.Maybeyouwillhearnomoreaboutit;or,perhaps,whichnodoubtismoreprobable,Imayhavetosendittoyoutoberenewed.Butyouneeddonothingtillyouhearfrommeorsomebodyelse.\'
\'Onlydonotletanyonecomedownuponmeforthemoney.\'
\'Thereisnottheslightestfearofthat.Tally-ho,oldfellow!