Donal Grant

第14章

CHAPTERLXVIII。

LARKIE。

Itwasalovelydayinspring。

“Please,Mr。Grant,“saidDavie,“mayIhaveaholiday?”

Donallookedathimwithalittlewonder:theboyhadneverbeforemadesucharequest!Butheansweredhimatonce。

“Yes,certainly,Davie。ButIshouldliketoknowwhatyouwantitfor。“

“Arkiewantsverymuchtohavearideto-day。ShesaysLarkie——I

gavehimhisname,torimewithArkie——shesaysLarkiewillforgether,andshedoesnotwishtogooutwithForgue,soshewantsmetogowithheronmypony。“

“Youwilltakegoodcareofher,Davie?”

“Iwilltakecareofher,butyouneednotbeanxiousaboutus,Mr。

Grant。Arkieisasplendidrider,andmuchpluckierthansheusedtobe!”

Donaldid,however——hecouldnothavesaidwhy——feelalittleanxiety。Herepresseditasunfaithfulness,butitkeptreturning。

Hecouldnotgowiththem——therewasnohorseforhim,andtogoonfoot,would,hefeared,spoiltheirride。HewassomuchafraidalsoofpresumingonladyArctura\'sregardforhim,thathewouldhaveshrunkfromofferinghaditbeenmorefeasible。Hegotabook,andstrolledintothepark,notevengoingtoseethemoff:Forguemightbeaboutthestable,andmakethingsunpleasant!

HadForguebeenaboutthestable,hewould,Ithink,havesomehowmanagedtopreventtheride,forLarkie,thoughmuchbetter,wasnotyetcuredofhislameness。Arcturadidnotknowhehadbeenlame,orthathehadthereforebeenverylittleexercised,andwasnowratherwild,withapastern-jointfarfromequaltohisspirit。Therewasbutaboyaboutthestable,whoeitherdidnotunderstand,orwasafraidtospeak:sherodeinadangerofwhichsheknewnothing。Theconsequencewasthat,jumpingthemerestlittleditchinafieldoutsidethepark,theyhadafall。Thehorsegotupandtrottedlimpingtothestable;hismistresslaywhereshefell。Davie,wildwithmisery,gallopedhome。FromtheheightoftheparkDonalsawhimtearingalong,andknewsomethingwasamiss。Heran,gotoverthewall,foundthepony\'strack,andfollowingit,camewhereArcturalay。

Therewasalittleclearwaterintheditch:hewethishandkerchief,andbathedherface。Shecametoherself,openedhereyeswithafaintsmile,andtriedtoraiseherself,butfellbackhelpless,andclosedhereyesagain。

“IbelieveIamhurt!”shemurmurmed。“IthinkLarkiemusthavefallen!”

Donalwouldhavecarriedher,butshemoanedso,thathegaveuptheideaatonce。Daviewasgoneforhelp;itwouldbebettertowait!

Hepulledoffhiscoatandlaiditoverher,thenkneeling,raisedherheadalittlefromthedampgrounduponhisarm。Shelethimdoashepleased,butdidnotopenhereyes。

Theyhadnotlongtowait。Severalcamerunning,amongthemlordForgue。Hefellbesidehiscousinonhisknees,andtookherhandinhis。Sheneithermovednorspoke。Asinsteadofdoinganythinghemerelypersistedinclaimingherattention,Donalsawitwasforhimtogiveorders。

“Myladyismuchhurt,“hesaid:“oneofyougoatonceforthedoctor;theothersbringahand-barrow——Iknowthereisoneabouttheplace。Laythesquabofasofaonit,andmakehaste。LetmistressBrookesknow。“

“Mindyourownbusiness,“saidForgue。

“DoasMr。Granttellsyou,“saidladyArctura,withoutopeninghereyes。

Themendepartedrunning。Forguerosefromhisknees,andwalkedslowlytoalittledistance,wherehestoodgnawinghislip。

“Mylord,“saidDonal,“pleaserunandfetchalittlebrandyforherladyship。Shehasfainted。“

WhatcouldForguedobutobey!Hestartedatonce,andwithtolerablespeed。ThenArcturaopenedhereyes,andsmiled。

“Areyousufferingmuch,mylady?”askedDonal。

“Agooddeal,“sheanswered,“butIdon\'tmindit——Thankyoufornotleavingme——ItisnomorethanIcanbear,onlybadwhenItrytomove。“

“Theywillnotbelongnow,“hesaid。

Againsheclosedhereyes,andwassilent。Donalwatchedthesweetface,whichacloudofsufferingwouldeverynowandthencross,andlifteduphishearttothesaviourofmen。

Hesawthemcomingwiththeextemporizedlitter,behindthemmistressBrookes,withForgueandoneofthemaids。

Whenshecameup,sheaddressedherselfinsilencetoDonal。Hetoldherhefearedherladyship\'sspinewashurt,Afterhisdirectionsheputherhandsunderherandthemaidtookherfeet,whilehe,placinghisotherarmunderhershoulders,andgentlyrising,raisedherbody。Beingallstrongandgentle,theymanagedthemovingwell,andlaidherslowlyonthelitter。Exceptamoanortwo,andagatheringofthebrows,shegavenosignofsuffering;nothingtobecalledacryescapedher。

Donalattheheadandagroomatthefoot,liftedthelitter,andwithorderedstep,startedforthehouse。OnceortwicesheopenedhereyesandlookedupatDonal,then,asifsatisfied,closedthemagain。Beforetheyreachthehousethedoctormetthem,fortheyhadtowalkslowly。

Forguecamebehindinadevilishhumour。HeknewthatfirsthisillusageofLarkie,andthenhispreventinganythingbeingsaidaboutit,musthavebeenthecauseoftheaccident;buthefeltwithsomesatisfaction——forselfsimplymakesdevilsofus——thatifshehadnotrefusedtogooutwithhim,itwouldnothavehappened;hewouldnothaveallowedhertomountLarkie。“Servedherright!”hecaughthimselfsayingonce,andwasashamed——butpresentlysaiditagain。

Selfisasfullofwormsasitcanhold;Goddeliverusfromit!

CHAPTERLXIX。

THESICK-CHAMBER。

Shewascarriedtoherroomandlaidonherbed。ThedoctorrequestedMrs。BrookesandDonaltoremain,anddismissedtherest,thenproceededtoexamineher。Therewerenobonesbroken,hesaid,butshemustbekeptveryquiet。Thewindowsmustbedarkened,andshemustifpossiblesleep。ShegaveDonalafaintsmile,andapitifulglance,butdidnotspeak。Ashewasfollowingthedoctorfromtheroom,shemadeasigntoMrs。Brookeswithhereyesthatshewantedtospeaktohim。

Hecame,andbentovertohear,forshespokeveryfeebly。

“Youwillcomeandseeme,Mr。Grant?”

“Iwill,indeed,mylady。“

“Everyday?”

“Yes,mostcertainly,“hereplied。

Shesmiled,andsodismissedhim。Hewentwithhisheartfull。

AlittlewayfromthedoorstoodForgue,waitingforhimtocomeout。Hehadsentthedoctortohisfather。Donalpassedhimwithabendofthehead。Hefollowedhimtotheschoolroom。

“Itistimethisfarcewasover,Grant!”hesaid。

“Farce,mylord!”repeatedDonalindignantly。

“Theseattentionstomylady。“

“IhavepaidhernomoreattentionthanIwouldyourlordship,hadyourequiredit,“answeredDonalsternly。

“Thatwouldhavebeenconvenientdoubtless!Buttherehasbeenenoughofhumbug,andnowforanendtoit!Eversinceyoucamehere,youhavebeenatworkonthemindofthatinexperiencedgirl——withyourdamnedreligion!——forwhatendyouknowbest!andnowyou\'vehalfkilledherbypersuadinghertogooutwithyouinsteadofme!Thebrutewaslameandnotfittoride!Anyfoolmighthaveseenthat!”

“Ihadnothingtodowithhergoing,mylord。SheaskedDavietogowithher,andhehadaholidayonpurpose。“

“Allveryfine,but——“

“Mylord,Ihavetoldyouthetruth,butnottojustifymyself:youmustbeawareyouropinionisofnovalueinmyeyes!Buttellmeonething,mylord:ifmylady\'shorsewaslame,howwasitshedidnotknow?Youdid!”

ForguethoughtDonalknewmorethanhedid,andwastakenaback。

“Itistimetheplacewasclearofyou!”hesaid。

“Iamyourfather\'sservant,notyours,“answeredDonal,“anddonottroublemyselfastoyourpleasureconcerningme。ButIthinkitisonlyfairtowarnyouthat,thoughyoucannothurtme,nothingbuthonestycantakeyououtofmypower。“

Forgueturnedonhisheel,wenttohisfather,andtoldhimheknewnowthatDonalwasprejudicingthemindofladyArcturaagainsthim;

butnotuntilitcameinthecourseoftheconversation,didhementiontheaccidentshehadhad。

Theearlprofessedhimselfgreatlyshocked,gotupwithsomethingalmostlikealacrityfromhissofa,andwentdowntoinquireafterhisniece。HewouldhavecompelledMrs。Brookestoadmithim,butshewasdeterminedherladyshouldnotbewakedfromasleepinvaluabletoher,forthesakeofreceivinghiscondolements,andhehadtoreturntohisroomwithoutgaininganything。

Ifsheweretogo,thepropertywouldbehis,andhecouldwillitashepleased——thatwas,ifsheleftnowill。Hesentforhissonandcautionedhimoverandovertodonothingtooffendher,butwait:whatmightcome,whocouldtell!Itmightproveaseriousaffair!

Forguetriedtofeelshockedatthecoolnessofhisfather\'sspeculation,butallowedthat,ifshewasdeterminednottoreceivehimasherhusband,thenextbestthing,intheexigenceofaffairs,wouldcertainlybethatsheshouldleaveaworldforwhoseusesshewasillfitted,andgowhereshewouldbehappier。Thethingsshewouldthenhavenofartherneedof,wouldbewelcometothosetowhombyrighttheybelongedmorereallythantoher!Shewasapleasantthingtolookupon,andifshehadlovedhimhewouldratherhavehadthepropertywiththanwithouther;buttherewasthisadvantage,hewouldbeleftfreetochoose!

LadyArcturalaysuffering,feverish,andrestless。Mrs。Brookeswouldletnoonesitupwithherbutherself。Theearlwouldhavesentfor“asuitablenurse!”afriendofhisinLondonwouldfindone!butshewouldnothearofit。Andbeforethenightwasovershehadgreaterreasonstillforrefusingtoyieldherpost:itwasevidentheryoungmistresswasmoreoccupiedwithDonalGrantthanwiththepainshewassuffering!Inherdeliriumshewasconstantlydesiringhispresence。“Iknowhecanhelpme,“shewouldsay;“heisashepherd,liketheLordhimself!”AndmistressBrookes,thoughbynomeansdevoidoftheprejudicesoftherankwithwhichherlifehadbeensomuchassociated,couldnotbutallowthatanoblerlifemustbepossiblewithonelikeDonalGrantthanwithonelikelordForgue。

InthemiddleofthenightArcturabecamesounquiet,thathernurse,callingthemaidshehadinaroomnear,flewlikeabirdtoDonal,andaskedhimtocomedown。Hehadbutpartiallyundressed,thinkinghishelpmightbewanted,andwasdownalmostassoonasshe。Erehecame,however,shehaddismissedthemaid。

Donalwenttothebedside。Arcturawasmoaningandstarting,sometimesopeninghereyes,butdistinguishingnothing。Herhandlayonthecounterpane:helaidhisuponit。Shegaveasighasofonerelieved;asmilecameflickeringoverherface,andshelaystillforsometime。Donalsatdownbesideher,andwatched。Themomenthesawherbegintoberestlessorlookdistressed,helaidhishanduponhers;shewasimmediatelyquiet,andlayforatimeasifsheknewherselfsafe。Whensheseemedabouttowake,hewithdrew。

Sothingswentonformanynights。DonalsleptinsteadofworkingwhenhisdutieswithDaviewereover,andlayatnightinthecorridor,wraptinhisplaid。ForevenafterArcturabegantorecover,hernightsweresorelytroubled,andherrestorationwouldhavebeenmuchretarded,hadnotDonalbeenneartomakeherfeelshewasnotabandonedtotheterrorsshepassedthrough。

Onenighttheearl,wanderingaboutintheanomalousconditionofneitherghostnorgenuinemortal,camesuddenlyuponwhathetookforahugeanimalinwaittodevour。Hewasnotterrified,forhewasaccustomedtosuchthings,andthoughtatfirstitwasnotofthisworld:hehadnodoubtoftherealityofhisvisions,evenwhenheknewtheywereinvisibletoothers,andeveninhiswakingmomentshadbeguntobelieveinthemasmuchasinthethingsthenevidenttohim——orrather,perhaps,todisbelieveequallyinboth。

Heapproachedtoseewhatitwas,andstoodstaringdownuponthemass。Gentlyitroseandconfrontedhim——ifconfrontingthatmaybecalledwherethefaceremainedsoundefined——forDonaltookcaretokeephisplaidoverhishead:hehadhopeintheprobableconditionoftheearl!Heturnedfromhimandwalkedaway。

CHAPTERLXX。

APLOT。

Buthislordshiphadhissuspicions,andtookmeasurestoconfirmorsetthematrest——withtheresultthatheconcludedDonalmadlyinlovewithhisniece,andunable,whileshewasill,torestanywherebut,withthedevotionofasavage,outsideherdoor:ifhedidnottakeprecautions,theloutwouldoustthelord!EversinceDonalspokesoplainlyagainsthisself-indulgence,hehadnotmerelyhatedbutfearedthecountrylad。HerecognizedthatDonalfearednothing,hadnorespectofpersons,wouldspeakoutbeforetheworld。Hewasdoubtfulalsowhetherhehadnotallowedhimtoknowmorethanitwaswellheshouldknow。Itwastimetogetridofhim——onlyitmustbedonecautiously,withtheappearanceofagoodunderstanding!Ifhehadhimoutofthehousebeforeshewasabletoseehimagain,thatwoulddo!Andifinthemeantimesheshoulddie,allwouldbewell!Hisdistrust,onceroused,wentfartherthanthatofhisson。Hehadnotthesameconfidenceinblueblood;heknewafewthingsmorethanForgue——believeditquitepossiblethatthedaughterofalongdescentoflordsandladiesshouldfallinlovewithashepherd-lad。Andasnoonecouldtellwhatmighthavetobedoneifthelegalownerofthepropertypersistedinrefusingherhandtotherightfulownerofit,thefellowmightbeseriouslyintheway!

Arcturaslowlyrecovered。Shehadnotyetleftherroom,buthadbeenafewhoursonthecoucheverydayforafortnight,andthedoctor,nowsanguineofherfinalrecovery,begantotalkofcarryinghertothelibrary。Theearl,whoneversuspectedthatMrs。

Brookes,havinghithertokepthimselffromherroom,wouldadmitthetutor,themomenthelearnedthatthelibrarywasinviewforher,decidedthattheremustbenomoredelay。Hehadbythistimecontrivedaneatlittleplan。

HesentforDonal。Hehadbeenthinking,theearlsaid,thathemustwantaholiday:hehadnotseenhisparentssincehecametothecastle!andhehadbeenthinkingbesides,howdesirableitwasthatDavieshouldseesomeotherphasesoflifethanthosetowhichhehadhithertobeenaccustomed。Therewasgreatdangerofboysbroughtupinhispositiongettingnarrow,andcarelessofthelivesandfeelingsoftheirfellowmen!HewouldtakeitasagreatkindnessifDonal,whohadaregardtotherealeducationofhispupil,wouldtakehimtohishome,andlethimunderstandthewaysoflifeamongthehumblerclassesofthenation——sothat,ifeverhewentintoparliament,hemighthavetheadvantageofknowingtheheartofthepeopleforwhomhewouldhavetolegislate。

Donallistened,andcouldnotbutagreewiththeremarksofhislordship。Inhimselfhehadnottheleastfaith——wonderedindeedwhichofthemthoughttheotherthegreaterfooltoimaginethatafterallthathadpassedDonalwouldplaceanyconfidenceinwhattheearlsaid;buthelistened。WhatlordMorvenreallyhadinhismind,hecouldnotsurmise;butnotthelesstotakeDavietohisfatherandmotherwasadelightfulidea。Theboywasgrowingfast,andhadrevealedafacultyquiterareinonesoyoung,forlookingtotheheartofthings,andseeingtherelationofmantoman;

thereforesuchalessonastheearlproposedwouldindeedbeinvaluabletohim!Thenagain,thisfacultyhadbeenopenedinhimthroughawillingperceptionofthoseeternaltruths,inastillhigherrelationofpersons,whichareopenonlytothechildlikenature;whencehewouldbeespeciallyfittedforsuchcompanyasthatofhisfatherandmother,whocouldnoweasilyreceivetheboyaswellashimself,sincetheirhouseandtheirgeneralworldlyconditionhadbeensomuchbetteredbytheirfriend,sirGibbie!

WiththemDaviewouldseegenuinelife,simplicity,dignity,andunselfishness——theveryembodimentofthethingsheheldconstantlybeforehim!Theremightbesomeotherreasonbehindtheearl\'srequestwhichitwouldbewellforhimtoknow;buthewouldsoonerdiscoverthatbyafreeconsentthanbyhangingback:anythingbaditcouldhardlybe!HeshrankindeedfromleavingladyArcturawhileshewasyetsofarfromwell,butshewasgettingwellmuchfasternow:forafortnighttherehadbeennonecessityforhispresencetosootheherwhilesheslept。Neitherdidsheyetknow,sofar,atleast,asheormistressBrookeswasaware,thathehadeverbeennearherinthenight!ItwaswellalsobecauseofthepositionofthingsbetweenhimandlordForgue,thatheshouldbeawayforawhile:itwouldgiveachanceforthatfoolishsoultosettledown,andletcommonsenseassumethereins,whileyetthebettercoachmanwasnotallowedtomountthebox!Hehad,ofcourse,heardnothingofthestrainedrelationsbetweenhimandladyArctura;hemightotherwisehavebeenalittlemoreanxious。Fortheearl,Davie,hethought,wouldbeakindofpledgeorhostage——inregardofwhat,hecouldnotspecify;but,thoughhelittlesuspectedwhatsuchamanwascapableofsacrificingtogainacherishedend,somesecurityforhim,someholdoverhim,seemedtoDonalnotundesirable。

WhenDavieheardtheproposal,hewaswildwithjoy。Actuallytoseethemountains,andthesheep,andthecolleys,ofwhichDonalhadtoldhimsuchwonderfulthings!Tobeoutallnight,perhaps,withDonalandthedogsandthestarsandthewinds!Perhapsastormwouldcome,andhewouldlieinDonal\'splaidundersomegreatrock,andhearthewindroaringaroundthem,butnotabletogetatthem!

Andthesheepwouldcomeandhuddlecloseuptothem,andkeepthemwarmwiththeirwoollysides!andhewouldstroketheirheadsandlovethem!Daviewasnolongeramerechild——farfromit;butwhatisloveliestinthechild\'sheartwasonlythestrongerinhim;andtheprospectofgoingwithDonalwasathingtobedreamedofdayandnighttillitcame!Norwerethedaysmanybeforetheirdeparturewasdefinitelysettled。

TheearlwouldhaveMr。Granttreathispupilpreciselyasoneofhisownstanding:hemighttakehimonfootifhepleased!

Thesuggestionwaseagerlyacceptedbyboth。Theygottheirboxesreadyforthecarrier,packedtheirwallets,andonelovelymorninglateinspring,justassummerwasshowingherwomanlyfacethroughitssmilesandtears,theysetouttogether。

ItwaswithnosmalldismaythatArcturaheardoftheproposal。Shesaidnothing,however——onlywhenDonalcametotakehisleaveshebrokedownalittle。

“Weshalloftenwish,DavieandI,thatyouwerewithus,mylady,“

hesaid。

“Why?”sheasked,unabletosaymore。

“Becauseweshalloftenfeelhappy,andwhatthencanwedobutwishyousharedourhappiness!”

Sheburstintotears,andpresentlywasabletospeak。

“Don\'tthinkmesilly,“shesaid。“IknowGodiswithme,andassoonasyouaregoneIwillgotohimtocomfortme。ButIcannothelpfeelingasifyouwereleavingmelikealambamongwolves。I

cangivenoreasonforit;Ionlyfeelasifsomedangerwerenearme。ButIhaveyouyet,mistressBrookes:Godandyouwilltakecareofme!——Indeed,ifIhadn\'tyou,“sheadded,laughingthroughhertears,“IshouldrunawaywithMr。GrantandDavie!”

“IfIhadknownyoufeltlikethat,“saidDonal,“Iwouldnothavegone。YetIhardlyseehowIcouldhaveavoidedit,beingDavie\'stutor,andboundtodoashisfatherwisheswithhim。Only,dearladyArctura,thereisnochanceinthisorinanything!Wewillnotforgetyou,andinthreeweeksoramonthweshallbeback。“

“Thatisalongtime,“saidArctura,readytoweepagain。

Isitnecessarytosayshewasnotaweakwoman?Itisnotbetrayaloffeeling,butavoidanceofduty,thatconstitutesweakness。Afteranillnesshehasbornelikeahero,astrongmanmaybereadytoweeplikeachild。Whatthecommonpeopleofsocietythinkaboutstrengthandweakness,ispoorstuff,liketherestoftheirwisdom。

Shespeedilyrecoveredhercomposure,andwiththegentlestsmilebadeDonalgood-bye。Shewasinhersitting-roomnextthestate-chamberwhereshenowslept;thesunwasshininginattheopenwindow,andwithitcamethesongofalittlebird,clearandsweet。

“Youhearhim,“saidDonal。“——howhetrustsGodwithoutknowingit!

Wearemadeabletotrusthimknowinginwhomwebelieve!Ah,dearladyArctura!noheartevenyetcantellwhatthingsGodhasinstoreforthemwhowilljustlethimhavehiswaywiththem。

Good-bye。WritetomeifanythingcomestoyouthatIcanhelpyouin。AndbesureIwillmakehastetoyouthemomentyouletmeknowyouwantme。“

“Thankyou,Mr。Grant:Iknowyoumeaneverywordyousay!IfIneedyou,Iwillnothesitatetosendforyou——onlyifyoucome,itwillbeasmyfriend,andnot——“

“Itwillbeasyourservant,notlordMorven\'s,“saidDonal。“I

quiteunderstand。Goodbye。ThefatherofJesusChrist,whowassosureofhim,willtakecareofyou:donotbeafraid。“

Heturnedandwent;hecouldnolongerbearthelookofhereyes。

CHAPTERLXXI。

GLASHGAR。

OutofArctura\'ssightDonalhadhisturnofso-calledweakness!

Thedaywasagloriousone,andDavie,fullofspirits,couldnotunderstandwhyheseemedsounlikehimself。

“Arkiewouldscoldyou,Mr。Grant!”hesaid。

Donalavoidedthetown,andwalkedalongwayroundtogetintotheroadbeyondit,hisheadbentasifhewereponderingapain。Atmomentshefeltasifhemustreturnatonce,andrefusetoleavethecastleforanyreason。ButhecouldnotseethatitwasthewillofGodheshoulddoso。Apresentimentisnotacommand。Aprophecymayfailoftheleastindicationofduty。HamletdefyingauguryistheconsistentreligiousmanShaksperetakespainstoshowhim。A

presentimentmaybetrue,maybefromGodhimself,yetinvolvenoreasonwhyamanshouldchangehisway,shouldturnastepasidefromthepathbeforehim。St。PaulreceivedwarningafterwarningonhisroadtoJerusalemthatbondsandimprisonmentawaitedhim,andthesewarningsheknewcamefromthespiritofprophecy,butheheededthemonlytosethisfacelikeaflint。Heknewbetterthanimaginedutydeterminedbyconsequences,ortakeforesightfordirection。Thereisahigherguide,andhefollowedthat。SodidDonalnow。Movedtogoback,hedidnotgoback——neitherafterwardsrepentedthathedidnot。

Iwillnotdescribethejourney。Sufficeittosaythat,afterafewdaysofsuchwalkingasbefittedanunaccustomedboy,theyclimbedthelasthill,crossedthethresholdofRobertGrant\'scottage,andwerebothclaspedintheembraceofJanet。ForDavierushedintothearmsofDonal\'smother,andshetookhimtothesamehearttowhichshehadtakenweesirGibbie:thebosomofthepeasantwomanwasindeedonetofeeto。

ThenfolloweddelightswhichmorethanequalledtheexpectationsofDavie。OneofthemwasseeinghowDonalwasloved。Anotherwasanewsenseoffreedom:hehadneverimaginedsuchlibertyashenowenjoyed。ItwasasifGodweregivingittohim。freshoutofhissky,hismountains,hiswinds。Thentherewasthetwilightonthehill-side,withthesheepgrowingduskyaroundhim;whenDonalwouldtalkabouttheshepherdofthehumansheep;andhearinghimDaviefeltnotonlythattherewasonce,butthatthereisnowamanaltogetherlovely——theheartofallbeautyeverywhere——amanwhogavehimselfuptohisperfectfatherandhisfather\'smostimperfectchildren,thathemightbringhisbrothersandsistershometotheirfather;forallhisdelightisinhisfatherandhisfather\'schildren。HeshowedhimhowtheheartofJesuswas,allthrough,theheartofason,asonthatadoredhisperfectfather;

andhowifhehadnothadhisperfectsontohelphim,Godcouldnothavemadeanyofus,couldneverhavegotustobehislittlesonsanddaughters,lovinghimwithallourmight。ThenDavie\'sheartwouldglow,andhewouldfeelreadytodowhateverthatsonmightwanthimtodo;andDonalhoped,andhadgoodgroundforhoping,that,whenthehouroftrialcame,theyouthwouldbeabletohold,notmerelybytheunseen,butbytheseeminglyunpresentandunfelt,inthenameoftheeternallytrue。

Donal\'syouthbegantoseemfarbehindhim。AllbitternesswasgoneoutofhismemoriesofladyGalbraith。Helovedhertenderly,butwaspleasedsheshouldbeGibbie\'s。

HowmuchofthishappychangewasowingtohisinterestinladyArcturahedidnotinquire:greatlyinterestedinher——moreinveryimportantwaysthanhehadeverbeeninladyGalbraith——hewassojealousofhisheart,shranksomuchfromthedangeroffolly,knewsowellhowsmallanamountofyieldingmightunfithimforthemanlyandfreshperformanceofhisduties——amongwhichcamefirstadueregardforherwell-beinglestheshouldhimselffailormisleadher——thatheoftenturnedhisthoughtsintoanotherchannel,lestinthattheyshouldruntooswiftly,deepenittoofast,andgofartoimprisonthemselvesinanotheragony。

ToladyGalbraithheconfidedhisuneasinessaboutladyArctura——notthathecouldexplain——hecouldonlyconfesshimselfinfectedwithheruneasiness,andtheratherthatheknewbetterthanshethenatureofthosewithwhomshemighthavetocope。IfMrs。Brookeshadnotbeenthere,hedarednothavecomeaway,hesaid,leavingherwithsuchadreaduponher。

SirGibbielistenedopen-mouthedtothetaleofthefindingofthelostchapel,hiddenawaybecauseitheldthedustofthedead,andperhapssometimestheirwanderingghosts。

Theyassuredhimthat,ifhewouldbringladyArcturatothem,theywouldtakecareofher:hadshenotbettergiveupthewearyproperty,theysaid,andcomeandlivewiththem,andbefreeasthelark?ButDonalsaid,that,ifGodhadgivenheraproperty,hewouldnothaveherforsakeherpost,butwaitforhimtorelieveher。Shemustadministerherownkingdomereshecouldhaveanabundantentranceintohis!Onlyhewishedhewerenearheragaintohelpher!

CHAPTERLXXII。

SENT,NOTCALLED。

Hehadbeenathomeabouttendays,duringwhichnotawordhadcometoDavieorhimselffromthecastle,andwasbeginningtogrow,notperhapsanxious,buthungryfornewsofladyArctura,whenfromasoundsleephestartedsuddenlyawakeonemidnighttofindhismotherbyhisbedside:shehadrousedhimwithdifficulty。

“Laddie,“shesaid,“I\'mthinkinye\'rewantit。“

“WhauramIwantit,mother?”heasked,rubbinghiseyes,butwithanxietyalreadythrobbingathisheart。

“Atthecastle,“shereplied。

“Hookenyethat?”heasked。

“Itwadbeilltellin\'ye,“sheanswered。“ButgienIwasyou,Donal,Iwadbeaffaforethedaybrak,toseewhatthey\'reduin\'

wi\'yonpuirleddyatthemuckleplaceyeleft。Myhert\'sthatsairaboother,IcannarestamomenttillIhaeyeawa\'upo\'thero\'dtilher!”

Longbeforehismotherhadended,Donalwasoutofbed,andhurryingonhisclothes。Hehadtheprofoundestfaithinwhateverhismothersaid。Wasitavisionshehadhad?Hehadneverbeentoldshehadthesecondsight!Itmighthavebeenonlyadream,oranimpressionsodeepshemustheedit!Onethingwasplain:therewasnotimetoaskquestions!Itwasenoughthathismothersaid“Go;“morethanenoughthatitwasforladyArctura!Howquickestcouldhego?TherewerehorsesatsirGibbie\'s:hewouldmakefreewithone!Heputacrustofbreadinhispocket,andsetoutrunning。Therewasalittlemoonlight,enoughforonewhokneweveryfootoftheway;andinhalfanhourofswiftdescent,hewasatthestabledoorofGlashruach。

Findinghimselfunabletorouseanyone,hecreptthroughawayheknew,openedthedoor,withoutamoment\'shesitationsaddledandbridledsirGibbie\'sfavouritemare,ledherout,andmountedher。

Safeinthesaddle,withfourlegsbusyunderhim,hehadtimetothink,andbegantoturnoverinhismindwhathemustdo。Buthesoonsawtherewasnoplanninganythingtillheknewwhatwasthematter——ofwhichhehaddreadfulforebodings。Hisimaginationstartedandspurredbyfear,hethoughtofmanydreadpossibilitiesconcerningwhichhewonderedthathehadneverthoughtofthembefore:ifhehadhecouldnothaveleftthecastle!Whatmightnotamaninthementalandmoralconditionoftheearl,unrestrainedbylaworconscience,risktosecurethepropertyforhisson?Mighthenotpoisonher,smotherher,killhersomehow,anyhowthatwassafest?Thenrushedintohismindwhatthehousekeeperhadtoldhimofhiscrueltytohiswife:amanlikethat,nolongerfeeling,howeverknowingthedifferencebetweenrightandwrong,hardlyknowingthedifferencebetweendreamingathinganddoingthething,wasnofittermemberofafamilythananydevilinoroutofhell!

Hewouldhaveblamedhimselfbitterlyhadhenotbeensurehewasnotfollowinghisownwillingoingaway。Iftherewereabetterwayithadnotbeenintendedheshouldtakeit,elseitwouldhavebeenshownhim!Butnowhewouldberestrainedbynodelicacytowardstheearl:whateverhishandfoundtodohewoulddo,regardlessofappearances!IfhecouldnotreachladyArctura,hewouldseekthehelpofthelaw,tellwhatheknew,andgetawarrantofsearch。Hedarednotthinkwhathedreaded,buthewouldtrustnothingbutseeingherwithhisowneyes,andhearingfromherownmouththatallwaswell——whichcouldnotbe,elsewhyshouldhismotherhavesenthimtoher?Doubtlessthewaywouldunfoldbeforehimashewenton;butifeverythingshouldseemtogoagainsthim,hewouldyetsaywithsirPhilipSidneythat,“sinceamanisboundnofarthertohimselfthantodowisely,chanceisonlytotroublethemthatstanduponchance。“Ifhisplansorattemptsshouldoneaftertheotherfail,“there\'sadivinitythatshapesourends,rough-hewthemhowwewill“!Soherodeon,carefuloverhismare,lestmuchhasteshouldbelittlespeed。Theanimalwasstrongandingoodcondition,andbythetimeDonalhadseenthesunrise,ascendtheheavens,andgohalf-waydowntheirwesternslope,andhadstoppedthreetimestorefreshthemare,hefoundhimself,aftermuchclimbinganddescent,onagoodlevelroadthatpromisedbynightfalltobringhimtotheplaceofhisdesire。

Butthemarewasnowgettingtired,andnowonder,forshehadhadmorethanahardday\'swork。Donaldismountedeverynowandthentorelieveher,thathemightgothefasterwhenhemountedagain,comfortinghimselfthatinthetruepaththedelaysareasimportantasthespeed;forthehouristhepoint,nottheswiftness:anhourtoosoonmayevenbemoredisastrousthananhourtoolate!Hewouldarriveattherighttimeforhimwhosewaysarenotasourwaysinasmuchastheyaregreatlybetter!Thesunwentdownandthestarscameout,andthelongtwilightbegan。Butbeforehewasamilefartherhebecameawarethattheskyhadcloudedover,thestarshadvanished,andrainwasathand。Thedayhadbeensultry,andreliefwascome。Lightningflamedout,anddarknessfullofthunderfollowed。Thestormwasdrawingnearer,buthismare,thoughyoungandhigh-spirited,wastoowearytobefrightened;therainrefreshedboth,andtheymadealittlemorespeed。Butitwasdarknight,withnowgrumblingnowragingstorm,beforetheycamewhere,haditbeenlight,Donalwouldhavelookedtoseethecastle。

CHAPTERLXXIII。

INTHENIGHT。

Whenhereachedthetown,herodeintotheyardoftheMorvenArms,andhavingfoundasleepyostler,gaveuphismare:hewouldbebetterwithoutheratthecastle!——whitherhewassettingouttowalkwhenthelandlordappeared。

“Wedidnaluiktoseeyou,sir,atthistime!”hesaid。

“Whynot?”returnedDonal。

“Wethouchtyewasawa\'forthesimmer,seein\'yetuiktheyoonggentlemanwi\'ye,an\'theyerlhimsel\'followt!”

“Whereishegone?”askedDonal。

“Oh!dinnayeken,sir?haenayeh\'ard?”

“Notaword。“

“That\'sverrastrange,sir!——There\'sacleanclearanceatthecastel。FirstgaedmylordForgue,an\'synemylordhimsel\'an\'mylady,an\'synegaedthehoosekeeper——hermitherwasdeein\',theysaid。I\'mthinkin\'theremaunbeaweddin\'tothefore。Therewassomewordo\'fittin\'uptheauldhoosei\'thetoon,\'causelordForguedidnacareabootbein\'atthecastelonylanger。It\'sstrangeyehaenah\'ard,sir!”

Donalstoodabsorbedinawfulhearing。Surelysomelettermusthavemiscarried!Thesureandfirm-setearthseemedgivingwayunderhisfeet。

“Iwillrunuptothecastle,andhearallaboutit,“hesaid。“Lookaftermymare,willyou?”

“ButI\'mtellin\'ye,sir,ye\'llfin\'naebodythere!”saidtheman。

“They\'rea\'ganefraethehooseonygait。There\'snoasowlabootthatbutdeifBettyLobban,whawadnaheartheangelwi\'thelasttrump。Mairbytoken,she\'sthatfeartforrobbersshegangstilherbedtheminuteitbeginstogrowdark,an\'sticksherheid\'aneththebed-claes——no\'atthatmaksheronydeifer!”

“Thenyouthinkthereisnouseingoingup?”

“Notthesmallest,“answeredtheinn-keeper。

“Getmesomesupperthen。Iwilltakealookatmymare。“

Hewentandsawthatshewasattendedto——thensetoffforthecastleasfastashislegswouldcarryhim。Therewasfoulplaybeyondadoubt!——ofwhatsorthecouldnottell!Iftheman\'sreportwascorrect,hewouldgostraighttothepolice!Thenfirstheremembered,inadditiontotheotherreportedabsences,thatbeforeheleftwithDavie,thefactorandhissisterhadgonetogetherforaholiday:hadthisbeencontrived?

Hemountedthehillanddrewnearthecastle。Aterriblegloomfelluponhim:therewasnotalightinthesullenpile!Itwasdarksomeeventoterror!Hewenttothemainentrance,andrangthegreatbellasloudashecouldringit,buttherewasnoanswertothesummons,whichechoedandyelledhorribly,asifthehousewereactuallyempty。Herangagain,andagaincamethehorribleyellingecho,butnomoreanswerthanifithadbeenamausoleum。Hehadbeentoldwhattoexpect,yethisheartsankwithinhim。Oncemoreherangandwaited;buttherewasnosoundofhearing。Theplacegrewterribletohim。Buthismotherhadsenthimthere,andintoithemustgo!Hemustatleastlearnwhetheritwasindeedabandoned!

Therewasfalseplay!hekeptrepeatingtohimself;butwhatwasit?

whereandhowwasittobemet?

Astogettingintothehousetherewasnodifficulty。HehadbuttoclimbtwowallstogettothedoorofBaliol\'stower,andthekeyofthathealwayscarried。Ifhehadnothadit,hewouldyetsoonhavegotin;heknewtheplacebetterthananyoneelseaboutit。Happilyhehadleftthedoorlockedwhenhewentaway,elseprobablytheywouldhavesecureditotherwise。Heenteredsoftly,and,withastrangefeelingofdread,wentwindingupthestairtohisroom——slowly,becausehedidnotyetknowatallwhathewastodo。

Iftherewerenofalseplay,surelyatleastMrs。Brookeswouldhavewrittentotellhimtheyweregoing!Ifonlyhecouldlearnwhereshewas!Beforehereachedthetophefoundhimselfveryweary。Hestaggeredin,andfellonhisbedinthedark。

Buthecouldnotrest。Theairseemedstifling。Thestormhadlulled,buttheatmospherewasfullofthunder。Hegotupandopenedthewindow。Alittlebreathcameinandrevivedhim;thencamealittlewind,andinthewindthemoanofitsharp。Itwokemanymemories。Thereagainwasthelightning!Thethunderbrokewithagreatbellowingroaramongtheroofsandchimneys。Itwastohismind!Hewentoutontheroof,andmechanicallytookhiswaytowardthenestofthemusic。Atthebaseofthechimneyshesatdown,andstaredintothedarkness。Thelightningcame;hesawthesealiewatchinglikeaperfectpeacetotakeupdriftsouls,andthelandborderingitlikeawasteofdread;thenthedarknessswallowedboth;andthethundercamesoloudthatitnotonlydeafenedbutseemedtoblindhimbeyondthedarkness,thathisbrainturnedtoalumpofclay。Thencameasilence,andthesilencewaslikeadeeperdeafness。Butfromthedeafnessburstandtrickledafaintdoubtfulstream:coulditbeavoice,calling,calling,fromagreatdistance?Washethefoolofwearinessandexcitement,ordidheactuallyhearhisownname?WhosevoicecoulditbebutladyArctura\'s,callingtohimfromthespiritworld!Theyhadkilledher,andshewascallingtolethimknowshewasinthelandofliberty!Withthatcameanotherflashandanotherroarofthunder——andtherewasthevoiceagain:“Mr。Grant!Mr。Grant!come,come!Youpromised!”Didheactuallyhearthewords?Theysoundedsofarawaythatitseemedasifheoughtnottohearthem。Butcouldthevoicebefromthespirit-land?Wouldsheclaimhispromisethence,temptinghimthither?Shewouldnot!Andsheknewhewouldnotgobeforehishour,ifallthespiritsontheothersidewerecallinghim。Buthehadheardofvoicesfromfaraway,whilethosewhocalledwereyetinthebody!Ifshewouldbutsaywhither,hewouldfollowherthatmoment!Oncemoreitcame,butveryfaint;hecouldnottellwhatitsaid。Awailoftheghost-musicfollowedclose——Godinheaven!couldshebedowninthechapel?Hesprangtohisfeet。Withsuperhumanenergyheleaptupandcaughttheedgeofthecleft,drewhimselfuptillhismouthreachedit,andcriedaloud,“LadyArctura!”

Therecamenoanswer。

“Iamstupidasdeath!”hesaidtohimself:“Ihavelethercallmeinvain!”

“Iamcoming!”hecriedagain,revivedwithsuddenjoy。Hedroppedontheroof,andspeddownthestairtothedoorthatopenedonthesecondfloor。Allwasdarkasunderground,butheknewthewaysowellheneededbutalittleguidancefromhishands。HehurriedtoladyArctura\'schamber,andthespotwherethepressstood,readywithoneshovetosendityardsoutofhisway。Therewasnopressthere!——nothingbutasmooth,cold,dampwall!Hisheartsankwithinhim。Washeinaterribledream?No,no!hehadbutmadeamistake——hadtrustedtoomuchtohisknowledgeofthehouse,andwasnotwherehethoughthewas!Hestruckalight。Alas!alas!hewaswherehehadintended!Itwasherroom!Therewasthewardrobe,butnearerthedoor!Whereithadstoodwasnorecess!——nothingbutagreatpatchoffreshplaster!Itwasnodream,butatruehorror!

Instinctivelyclutchinghisskenedhu,hedartedtothegreatstair。

ItmusthavebeenthevoiceofArcturahehadheard!Shewaswalledupinthechapel!

Downthestair,withswiftnoiselessfoothesped,andstoppedatthedoorofthehalf-wayroom。Itwaslocked!

Therewasbutonewayleft!Tothefootofthestairheshot。Goodheavens!ifthatwayalsoshouldhavebeenknowntotheearl!Hecreptthroughthelittledoorunderneaththestair,feelingwithhishandserehisbodywasthrough:thearchwasopen!Inaninstanthewasinthecrypt。

Butnowtogetupthroughtheopeningintothepassageabove——stoppedwithaheavyslab!Hesprangatthesteepslopeofthewindow-sill,buttherewasnohold,andasoftenashesprangheslippeddownagain。Hetriedandtrieduntilhewaswornoutandalmostindespair。Shemightbedying!hewasclosetoher!hecouldnotreachher!Hestoodstillforamomenttothink。Tohismindcametheword,“Hethatbelievethshallnotmakehaste。“Hethoughtwithhimself,“Godcannothelpmenwithwisdomwhentheirmindsareintoogreatatumulttohearwhathesays!”Hetriedtoliftuphisheartandmakeasilenceinhissoul。

Ashestoodheseemedtosee,throughthedark,thegloomyplaceasitfirstappearedwhenhethrewinthelightedletter。Allatoncehestartedfromhisquiescence,droppedonhishandsandknees,andcrawleduntilhefoundtheflatstonelikeagravestone。Outcamehisknife,andhedugawaytheearthatoneend,untilhecouldgetbothhandsunderit。Thenheheaveditfromthefloor,andshiftingitalong,gotitundertheopeninginthewall。

CHAPTERLXXIV。

AMORALFUNGUS。

Spiritualinsanity,cupidity,cruelty,andpossiblyimmediatedemoniacaltemptationhadlongbeenworkinginandonamindthathadnowceasedalmosttodistinguishbetweentherealandtheunreal。Everymanwhobendstheenergiesofanimmortalspirittofurthertheendsandobjectsofhislowerbeing,failssotodistinguish;butwiththeearltheblindnesshadwroughtoutwardaswellasinwardly,sothathewasevenunable,duringconsiderableportionsofhislife,totellwhetherthingstookplaceoutsideorinsidehim。Nordidthistroublehim——hewaspastcaring。Hewouldarguethatwhatequallyaffectedhimhadanequalrighttobebyhimregardedasexistent。Hepaidnoheedtothedifferentnaturesofthetwokindsofexistence,theirdifferentlaws,andthedifferentdemandstheymadeuponthetwoconsciousnesses;hehadinfact,byalongcourseofdisobediencegrowingtoutterdisuseofconscience,arrivednearlyatnon-individuality。Inregardtowhatwasoutsidehimhewasbutamirror,inregardtowhatwasinsidehimamerevesselofimperfectlyinteractingforces。Andnowhiscapacitiesandincapacitiestogetherhadculminatedinahideousplot,inwhichitwouldbehardtosaywhetherthefolly,thecrime,orthecunningpredominated:hehadmadeuphismindthat,ifthedaughterofhisbrotherrefusedtowedhercousin,andsocarryoutwhatheassertedtohavebeenthedeclaredwishofherfather,sheshouldgoafterherfather,andleaveherpropertytothenextheir,sothatifnotinonewaytheninanotherthelawofnaturemightbefulfilled,andtitleandpropertyunitedwithouttheinterventionofamarriage。Astoanyevilthatthereinmightbeimaginedtobefallhisniece,hequotedthewordsofHamlet——“Sincenomanhasoughtofwhatheleaves,whatis\'ttoleavebetimes?”——shewouldbenoworsethanshemusthavebeenwhenthefewyearsofhernaturalpilgrimagewereofnecessityover:thedifferencetoherwasnotworththinkingofbesidethedifferencetothefamily!Atthesametimeperhapsascaremightserve,andshewouldconsenttomarryForguetoescapeafrightfulend!

ThemomentDonalwasgone,hesentForguetoLondon,andsethimselftoovercomethedistrustofhimwhichhecouldnotbutseehadforsometimebeengrowinginher。Withthesweetprejudicesofalovingnaturetoassisthim,hesoonprevailedsofarthat,withoutmuchentreaty,sheconsentedtoaccompanyhimtoLondon——foramonthorso,hesaid,whileDaviewasgone。Theproposalhadcharmsforher:

shehadbeentherewithherfatherwhenamerechild,andneversince。ShewrotetoDonaltolethimknow:howitwasthatherletterneverreachedhim,itishardlyneedfultoinquire。

Theearl,inorder,hesaid,toshowhisrecognitionofhersweetcompliance,madearrangementsforpostingitalltheway。Hewouldtakeherbytheroadheusedtotravelhimselfwhenhewasayoungman:sheshouldjudgewhethermorehadnotbeenlostthangainedbyrapidity!Whatevershortenedanynaturalprocess,hesaid,simplyshortenedlifeitself。Simmonsshouldgobefore,andfindasuitableplaceforthem!

TheywerehardlygonewhenMrs。Brookesreceivedaletterpretendedlyfromtheclergymanoftheparish,inaremotepartofthesouth,wherehermother,nowaveryoldwoman,lived,sayingshewasatthepointofdeath,andcouldnotdieinpeacewithoutseeingherdaughter。Shewentatonce。

Theschemewasamadman\'s,excellentlycontrivedfortheinstantobject,butwithnooutlookforimmediatelyresultingperils。

Afterthefirstnightontheroad,heturnedacrosscountry,andalittletowardshome;afterthenextnight,hedrovestraightback,butasitwasbyadifferentroad,Arcturasuspectednothing。Whentheycamewithinafewhoursofthecastle,theystoppedatalittleinnfortea;therehecontrivedtogiveheracertaindose。Atthenextplacewheretheystopped,herepresentedherashisdaughtertakensuddenlyill:hemustgostraighthomewithher,howeverlatetheymightbe。Givinganimaginarynametotheirdestination,andkeepingonthelastpost-boywhoknewnothingofthecountry,hedirectedhimsoascompletelytobewilderhim,withtheresultthathesetthemdownatthecastlesupposingitadifferentplace,andinadifferentpartofthecountry。Thethingwasaftertheearl\'sownheart;hedelightedinmakingafoolofafellow-mortal。Hesenthimawaysoasnottoenterthetown:itwasofimportancehisreturnshouldnotbeknown。

Itisamarvelhecouldeffectwhatfollowed;buthehadtheremnantsofgreatstrength,andwhenunderinfluencesheknewtoowellhowtomanage,wasforthetimealmostaspowerfulasever:hegothisvictimtohisroomonthestair,andthencethroughtheoakdoor。

CHAPTERLXXV。

THEPORCHOFHADES。

WhenArcturawokefromherunnaturalsleep,shelayawhilewithoutthought,thenbegantolocalizeherself。Thelastplacesherecalledwastheinnwheretheyhadtea:shemusthavebeentheretakenill,shethought,andwasnowinaroomofthesame。Itwasquitedark:

theymighthaveleftalightbyher!Shelaycomfortablyenough,buthadasuspicionthattheplacewasnotoverclean,andwasgladtofindherselfnotundrest。Sheturnedonherside:somethingpulledherbythewrist。Shemusthaveabraceleton,anditwasentangledinthecoverlet!Shetriedtounclaspit,butcouldnot:whichofherbraceletscoulditbe?Therewassomethingattachedtoit!——achain——athickchain!Howodd!Whatcoulditmean?Shelayquiet,slowlywakingtofullerconsciousness——Wastherenotastrangeair,adullodourintheroom?Undefinedasitwas,shehadsmeltitbefore,andnotlongsince!——Itwasthesmellofthelostchapel!——Butthatwasathomeinthecastle!shehadleftittwodaysbefore!Wasshegoingoutofhermind?

Thedewofagonyburstfromherforehead。Shewouldhavestartedup,butwaspulledhardbythewrist!ShecriedonGod——Yes,shewaslyingontheveryspotwherethatheapofwoman-dusthadlain!shewasmanacledwiththesameringfromwhichthatwoman\'sarmhadwasted——thedecayofcenturiesherslowredeemer!Herbeingrecoiledsowildlyfromthehorror,thatforamomentsheseemedontheedgeofmadness。Butmadnessisnotthesolerefugefromterror!WherethedoorofthespirithasoncebeenopenedwidetoGod,thereishe,thepresenthelpintimeoftrouble!Withhiminthehouse,itisnotonlythatweneedfearnothing,butthatistherewhichinitsownbeingandnaturecastsoutfear。Godandfearcannotbetogether。ItisaGodfaroffthatcausesfear。“Inthypresenceisfulnessofjoy。“SuchasenseofabsolutehelplessnessoverwhelmedArcturathatshefeltawakeinheranendlessclaimupontheprotectionofheroriginal,thesourceofherbeing。Andwhatsoonerwouldanyfatherhaveofhischildrenthanactiononsuchclaim!Godisalwayscallingusashischildren,andwhenwecallhimasourfather,then,andnottillthen,doeshebegintobesatisfied。AndwiththattherefelluponArcturaakindofsleep,whichyetwasnotsleep;itwasareposesuchasperhapsisthesleepofaspirit。

Againtheexternalbegantointrude。Shepicturedtoherselfwhatthedarknesswashiding。Herfeelingswhenfirstshecamedownintotheplacereturnedonhermemory。Thetideofterrorbeganagaintorise。Itroseandrose,andthreatenedtobecomemonstrous。Shereasonedwithherself:hadshenotbeenbroughtinsafetythroughitsfirstandmostdangerousinroad?——butreasoncouldnotoutfaceterror。Itwasfear,themostterribleofallterrors,thatshefeared。Thenagainwokeherfaith:ifthenighthidethnotfromhim,neitherdoesthedarknessoffear!

Itbegantothunder,firstwithalowdistantmutteringroll,thenwithaloudandnearbellowing。WasitGodcomingtoher?Somearestrangelyterrifiedatthunder;Arcturahadthechild\'sfeelingthatitwasGodthatthundered:itcomfortedheraswiththeassurancethatGodwasnear。Asshelayandheardthegreatorganoftheheavens,itsvoiceseemedtogrowarticulate;Godwascallingtoher,andsaying,“HereIam,mychild!benotafraid!”

Thenshebegantoreasonwithherselfthattheworstthatcouldhappentoherwastolietheretillshediedofhunger,andthatcouldnotbesoverybad!Andtherewithacrossthemutteringthundercameawailoftheghost-music。Shestarted:hadshenothearditahundredtimesbefore,asshelaythereinthedarkalone?Wassheonlynowforthefirsttimewakinguptoit——she,theladytheyhadshutuptheretodie——whereshehadlainforages,witheverynowandthenthatsoundoftheangelssinging,faraboveherinthebluesky?

Shewasbeginningtowander。Shereasonedwithherself,anddismissedthefancy;butitcameandcameagain,mingledwithrealmemories,mostlyoftheroof,andDonal。

Byandbyshefellasleep,andwokeinaterrorwhichseemedtohavebeengrowinginhersleep。Shesatup,andstaredintothedark。

>Fromwherestoodthealtar,seemedtoriseandapproachheraformofdeeperdarkness。Sheheardnothing,sawnothing,butsomethingwasthere。Itcamenearer。Itwasbutafancy;sheknewit;butthefancyassumedtobe:themomentshegaveway,andacknowledgedit,thatmomentitwouldhavetherealityithadbeenwaitingfor,andclaspherinitsskeleton-arms!Shecriedaloud,butitonlycamenearer;itwasabouttoseizeher!

Asudden,divinechange!——herfearwasgone,andinitsplaceasenseofabsolutesafety:therewasnothinginalltheuniversetobeafraidof!ItwasanightofJune,withroses,roseseverywhere!

GlorybetotheFather!Buthowwasit?Hadhesenthermothertothinkherfullofroses?Whyhermother?Godhimselfistheheartofeveryrosethateverbloomed!Shewouldhavesungaloudforjoy,butnovoicecame;shecouldnotutterasound。WhatathingthiswouldbetotellDonalGrant!Thispoorwomancried,andGodheardher,andsavedheroutofallherdistresses!Thefatherhadcometohischild!Thecryhadgonefromherheartintohis!

Ifshediedthere,wouldDonalcomeonedayandfindher?No!No!

Shewouldspeaktohiminadream,andbeghimnottogoneartheplace!Shewouldnothavehimseeherlielikethatheandshestandingtogetherhadtherelookedupon!

WiththatcameDonal\'svoice,floatedandrolledinmusicandthunder。Itcamefromfaraway;shedidnotknowwhethershefanciedorreallyheardit。Shewouldhaverespondedwithagreatcry,buthervoicevanishedinherthroat。Herjoywassuchthatsherememberednothingmore。

CHAPTERLXXVI。

THEANGELOFTHELORD。

Standingupontheedgeofthestoneleanedagainstthewall,Donalseizedtheedgeoftheslabwhichcrossedtheopeningnearthetop,anddrewhimselfupintotheslopingwindow-sill。Pressingwithallhismightagainstthesidesofthewindow,hesucceededatlastinpushinguptheslabsofarastogetaholdwithonehandonthenexttoit。Thenslowlyturninghimselfonhisside,whilethewholeweightofthestonerestedonhisfingers,hegottheotherhandalsothroughthecrack。Thiseffected,hehauledandpushedhimselfupwithhiswholeforce,carelessofwhatmighthappentohishead。

Thetopofitcamebangagainstthestone,andlifteditsofarthathegotheadandneckthrough。Thethingwasdone!WithonemoreHerculeanliftofhisbodyandthestonetogether,likeamanrisingfromthedead,herosefromthecryptintothepassage。

Butthedoorofthechapelwouldnotyieldtoagentlepush。

“Mylady,“hecried,“don\'tbeafraid。Imustmakeanoise。It\'sonlyDonalGrant!I\'mgoingtodrivethedooropen。“

Sheheardthewords!Theywokeherfromherswoonofjoy。“OnlyDonalGrant!”Whatlessofanonlycouldtherebeintheworldforher!Washenotthemessengerwhoraisedthedead!

Shetriedtospeak,butnotawordwouldcome。Donaldrewbackapace,andsentsuchashoulderagainstthedoorthatitflewtothewall,thenfellwithagreatcrashonthefloor。

“Whereareyou,mylady?”hecried。

Butstillshecouldnotspeak。

Hebeganfeelingabout。

“Notonthatterriblebed!”sheheardhimmurmur。

Fearlestinthedarknessheshouldnotfindher,gaveherbackhervoice。

“Idon\'tminditnow!”shesaidfeebly。

“ThankGod!”criedDonal;“I\'vefoundyouatlast!”

Wornout,hesankonhisknees,withhisheadonthebed,andfellasobbinglikeachild。

Shewouldhaveputoutherhandthroughthedarknesstofindhim,butthechaincheckedit。Heheardtherattleofit,andunderstood。

“Chainedtoo,mydove!”hesaid,butinGaelic。

Hisweaknesswasover。HethankedGod,andtookcourage。Newliferushedthrougheveryvein。Herosetohisfeetinconsciousstrength。

“Canyoustrikealight,andletmeseeyou,Donal?”saidArctura。

ThenfirstshecalledhimbyhisChristianname:ithadbeensoofteninherheartifnotonherlipsthatnight!

Thedimlightwastedthedarknessofthelongburiedplace,andforamomenttheylookedateachother。ShewasnotsochangedasDonalhadfearedtofindher——hardlysochangetohimashewastoher。

Terribleashadbeenhertrial,ithadnotlastedlong,andhadbeensucceededbyaheavenlyjoy。Shewaspalerthanusual,yettherewasarosyflushoverherbeautifulface。Herhandwasstretchedtowardshim,itswristclaspedbytherustyring,andtighteningthechainthatheldittothepost。

“Howpaleandtiredyoulook!”shesaid。

“Iamalittletired,“heanswered。“Icamealmostwithoutstopping。

Mymothersentme。ShesaidImustcome,butshedidnottellmewhy。“

“ItwasGodsentyou,“saidArctura。

Thenshebrieflytoldhimwhatsheknewofherownstory。

“Howdidhegettheringontoyourwrist?”saidDonal。

Helookedcloserandsawthatherhandwasswollen,andtheskinabraded。

“Heforcediton!”hesaid。“Howitmusthurtyou!”

“Itdoeshurtnowyouspeakofit,“shereplied。“Ididnotnoticeitbefore——Doyousupposeheleftmeheretodie?”

“Whocantell!”returnedDonal。“Isuspectheismoreofamadmanthanweknew。Iwonderifasoulcanbemad——Yes;thedevilmustbemadwithself-worship!Hellisthegreatmadhouseofcreation!”

“Takemeaway,“shesaid。

“Imustfirstgetyoufree,“answeredDonal。

Sheheardhimrise。

“Youarenotgoingtoleaveme?”shesaid。

“Onlytogetatoolortwo。“

“Andafterthat?”shesaid。

“Notuntilyouwishme,“heanswered。“Iamyourservantnow——hisnomore。“

CHAPTERLXXVII。

THEANGELOFTHEDEVIL。

Therecameagreatburstofthunder。Itwasthelastofthestorm。

Itbellowedandshuddered,went,andcamerollingupagain。Itdiedawayatlastinthegreatdistance,withalowcontinuousrumblingasifitwouldnevercease。ThesilencethatfollowedwasliketheEgyptiandarkness;itmightbefelt。

Outofthetenseheartofthesilencecameafaintsound。Itcameagainandagain,atregularintervals。

“Thatismyuncle\'sstep!”saidArcturainascaredwhisperthroughthedark。

Itwasplainlyaslowstep——faroff,butapproaching。

“Iwonderifhehasalight!”sheaddedhurriedly。“Heoftengoesinthedarkwithoutone。Ifhehasyoumustgetbehindthealtar。“

“Donotspeakaword,“saidDonal;lethimthinkyouareasleep。Ifhehasnolight,Iwillstandsothathecannotcomenearthebedwithoutcomingagainstme。Donotbeafraid;heshallnottouchyou。“

Thestepswerecomingnearerallthetime。Adooropenedandshut。

Thentheywereloud——theywerecomingalongthegallery!Theyceased。Hewasstandingupthereinthethickdarkness!

“Arctura,“saidadeep,awfulvoice。

Itwasthatoftheearl。Arcturamadenoanswer。

“Deadoffright!”mutteredthevoice。“Allgoeswell。Iwillgodownandsee。Shemighthaveprovedasobstinateastheboys\'mother!”

Againthestepsbegan。Theywerecomingdownthestair。Thedooratthefootofitopened。Theearlenteredasteportwo,thenstopped。

ThroughthedarknessDonalseemedtoknowexactlywherehestood。Heknewalsothathewasfumblingforamatch,andwatchedintentlyforthefirstspark。Therecameasputterandagleam,andthematchfailed。Erehecouldtryanother,Donalmadeaswiftblowathisarm。Itknockedtheboxfromhishand。

“Ha!”hecried,andtherewasterrorinthecry,“shestrikesatmethroughthedark!”

Donalkeptverystill。Arcturakeptasstillashe。Theearlturnedandwentaway。

“Iwillbringacandle!”hemuttered。

“Now,mylady,wemustmakehaste,“saidDonal。“DoyoumindbeingleftwhileIfetchmytools?”

“No——butmakehaste,“sheanswered。

“Ishallbebackbeforehim,“hereturned。

“Becarefulyoudonotmeethim,“saidArctura。

Therewasnodifficultynow,eitheringoingorreturning。Hesped,andinaspacethateventoArcturaseemedshort,wasback。Therewasnotimetousethefile:heattackedthestaple,anddrewitfromthebed-post,thenwoundthechainaboutherarm,andtieditthere。

Hehadalreadymadeuphismindwhattodowithher。Hehadbeeninclinedtocarryherawayfromthehouse:Doorywouldtakecareofher!Buthesawthattoleavetheenemyinpossessionwouldbetoyieldhimanadvantage。Awkwardthingsmightresultfromit!thetonguesofinventiveignoranceandstupiditywouldwagwildly!Hewouldtakehertoherroom,andtherewatchherashewouldthepearlofprice!

“There!youarefree,mylady,“hesaid。“Nowcome。“

Hetookherhands,andsheraisedherselfwearily。

“Theairissostifling!”shesaid。

“Weshallsoonhavebetter!”answeredDonal。

“Shallwegoontheroof?”shesaid,likeonetalkinginhersleep。

“Iwilltakeyoutoyourownroom,“repliedDonal。“——ButIwillnotleaveyou,“headdedquickly,seeingalookofanxietycloudherface,“——solongasyouruncleisinthehouse。“

“Takemewhereyouwill,“rejoinedArctura。

Therewasnowaybutthroughthecrypt:shefollowedhimwithouthesitation。Theycreptthroughthelittleclosetunderthestair,andwereinthehallofthecastle。

Astheywentsoftlyupthestair,Donalhadanidea。

“Heisnotbackyet!”hesaid:“wewilltakethekeyfromtheoakdoor;hewillthinkhehasmislaidit,andwillnotfindoutthatyouaregone。Iwonderwhathewilldo!”

Cautiouslylisteningtobesuretheearlwasnotthere,herantotheoakdoor,lockedit,andbroughtawaythekey。ThentheywenttotheroomArcturahadlastoccupied。

Thedoorwasajar;therewasalightintheroom。Theywentsoftly,andpeepedin。Theearlwasthere,turningoverthecontentsofherwriting-desk。

“Hewillfindnothing,“shewhisperedwithasmile。

Donalledheraway。

“Wewillgotoyouroldroom,“hesaid。“Thewholerecessisbuiltupwithstoneandlime:hecannotcomenearyouthatway!”

Shemadenoobjection。Donalsecuredthedoors,lightedafire,andwenttolookforfood。Theyhadagreeduponacertainknock,withoutwhichshewastoopentonone。

Whileshewasyetchangingthegarmentsinwhichshehadlainontheterriblebed,sheheardtheearlgoby,andthedoorofhisroomclose。Apparentlyhehadconcludedtoletherpassthenightwithoutanothervisit:hehadhimselfhadabadfright,andhadprobablynotgotoverit。AlittlelongerandsheheardDonal\'sgentlesignalatthedoorofthesitting-room。Hehadbroughtsomebiscuitsandalittlewineinthebottomofadecanterfromthehousekeeper\'sroom:

therewasliterallynothinginthelarder,hesaid。

Theysatdownandatethebiscuits。Donaltoldhisadventures。Theyagreedthatshemustwritetothefactortocomehomeatonce,andbringhissister。ThenDonalsettowithhisfileuponthering:herhandwasmuchtooswollentoadmitofitsbeingremovedasithadbeenputon。Itwasnoteasytocutit,partlyfromtheconstantdangerofhurtingherswollenhand,partlythattherustfilledandbluntedthefile。

“There!”hesaidatlast,“youarefree!Andnow,mylady,youmusttakesomerest。Thedoortothepassageissecure。Lockthisoneinside,andIwilldrawthesofaacrossitoutside:ifhecomewanderinginthenight,andgetintothisroom,hewillnotreachyourdoor。“

Wearyashewas,Donalcouldnotsleepmuch。Inthemiddleofthenightheheardtheearl\'sdooropen,andwatchedandfollowedhim。

Hewenttotheoakdoor,andtriedinvaintoopenit。

“Shehastakenit!”hemuttered,inwhatseemedtoDonalanawe-struckvoice。

Allnightlongheroamedthehouseaspiritgrievouslytormented。Inthegrayofthemorning,havingperhapspersuadedhimselfthatthewholeaffairwasatrickofhisimagination,hewentbacktohisroom。

InthemorningDonalleftthehouse,havingfirstcalledtoArcturaandwarnedhertolockthedoorofthesitting-roomthemomenthewasgone。Heranallthewaydowntotheinn,paidhisbill,boughtsomethingsinthetownfortheirbreakfast,andtakingthemare,rodeuptothecastle,andrangthebell。Nonoticewastaken。Hewentandputuphisanimal,thenlethimselfintothehousebyBaliol\'stower,andbegantosing。Sosinginghewentupthegreatstair,andintoandalongthecorridorwheretheearllay。

Thesingingrousedhim,andbroughthimtohisdoorinarage。ButthemomenthesawDonalhiscountenancefell。

“Whatthedevilareyoudoinghere?”hesaid。

“TheytoldmeinthetownyouwereinEngland,mylord!”

“Iwrotetoyou,“saidtheearl,“thatweweregonetoLondon,andthatyouneedbeinnohastetoreturn。ItrustyouhavenotbroughtDaviewithyou?”

“Ihavenot,mylord。“

“Thenmakewhathastebacktohimyoucan。Hemustnotbealonewithbumpkins!YoumaystaytherewithhimtillIsendforyou——onlymindyougoonwithyourstudies。Nowbeoff。Iamathomebutforafewhoursonbusiness,andleaveagainbytheafternooncoach!”

“Idonotgo,mylord,untilIhaveseenmymistress。“

“Yourmistress!Who,pray,isyourmistress!”

“Iamnolongerinyourservice,mylord。“

“Thenwhat,inthenameofGod,haveyoudonewithmyson?”

“Ingoodtime,mylord,whenyouhavetoldmewheremymistressis!

IaminthishouseasladyArctura\'sservant;andIdesiretoknowwhereIshallfindher。“

“InLondon。“

“Whataddress,pleaseyourlordship?Iwillwaitherordershere。“

“Youwillleavethishouseatonce,“saidtheearl。“Iwillnothaveyouhereinbothherladyship\'sabsenceandmyown。“

“Mylord,Iamnotignoranthowthingsstand:IaminladyArctura\'shouse;andhereIremaintillIreceivehercommands。“

“Verywell!Byallmeans!”

“Iaskyouagainforheraddress,mylord。“

“Finditforyourself。Youwillnotobeymyorders:amItoobeyyours?”

Heturnedonhisheel,andflungtohisdoor。

DonalwenttoladyArctura。Shewasinthesitting-room,anxiouslywaitinghisreturn。Shehadheardtheirvoices,butnothingthatpassed。Hetoldherwhathehaddone;thenproducedhisprovisions,andtogethertheypreparedtheirbreakfast。Byandbytheyheardtheearlcomefromhisroom,gohereandtherethroughthestillhouse,andreturntohisapartment。

Intheafternoonheleftthehouse。Theywatchedhimaway——illable,apparently,eventocrawlalong。Hewentdownthehill,noronceliftedhishead。Theyturnedandlookedateachother。Profoundpityforthewretchedoldmanwasthefeelingofboth。Itwasfollowedbyoneofintensereliefandliberty。

“Youwouldliketoberidofmenow,mylady,“saidDonal;“butI

don\'tseehowIcanleaveyou。ShallIgoandfetchMissCarmichael?”

“No,certainly,“answeredArctura。“Icannotapplytoher。“

“Itwouldbeapitytolosetheadvantageofyouruncle\'snotknowingwhathasbecomeofyou。“

“Iwonderwhathewilldonext!IfIweretodienow,thepropertywouldbehis,andthenForgue\'s!”

“Youcanwillitaway,Isuppose,mylady!”answeredDonal。

Arcturastoodthoughtful。

“IsForgueabadman,Mr。Grant?”

“Idarenottrusthim,“answeredDonal。

“Doyouthinkhehadanyknowledgeofthisplotofhisfather\'s?”

“Icannottell。Idonotbelievehewouldhaveleftyoutodieinthechapel。“

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