Donal Grant

第9章

Theyallheardthewailingcryoftheghost-music。Butwhiletheblastcontinuedtheydarednotpursuetheirhunt。Itkeptoninfitsandguststillthesquallceased——assuddenlyalmostasithadburst。Theskycleared,andthesunshoneasaMarchsuncan。Buttheblunderingblastsandtheswan-shotoftheflyinghailwereallaboutstill。

“Whenthestormisuponus,“remarkedDonal,astheyrosefromtheircrouchingposition,“itseemsasiftherenevercouldbesunshinemore;butourhopelessnessdoesnotkeepbackthesunwhenhishourtoshineiscome。“

“Iunderstand!”saidArctura:“whenoneismiserable,miseryseemsthelawofbeing;andinthemidstofitdwellssomethoughtwhichnothingcaneversetright!Allatonceitisgone,brokenupandgone,likethathail-cloud。Itjustlooksitsownfoolishnessandvanishes。“

“Doyouknowwhythingssooftencomeright?”saidDonal。“——Iwouldsayalwayscomeright,butthatismatteroffaith,notsight。“

Arcturadidnotansweratonce。

“IthinkIknowwhatyouarethinking,“shesaid,“butIwanttohearyouansweryourownquestion。“

“Whydothingscomerightsooften,doyouthink,Davie?”repeatedDonal。

“Isit,“returnedDavie,“becausetheyweremaderighttobeginwith?”

“Thereismuchinthat,Davie;butthereisabetterreasonthanthat。Itisbecausethingsarealive,andthelifeattheheartofthem,thatwhichkeepsthemgoing,isthegreat,beautifulGod。Sothesunforeverreturnsaftertheclouds。Adoubtingman,likehimwhowrotethebookofEcclesiasties,putstheevillast,andsays\'thecloudsreturnaftertherain;\'buttheChristianknowsthatOnehasmasteryWhomakesthejoythelastineverysong。“

“Youspeaklikeonewhohassuffered!”saidArctura,withakindlookinhisface。

“Whohasnotthatlives?”

“Itishowyouareabletohelpothers!”

“AmIabletohelpothers?Iamverygladtohearit。Myambitionwouldbetohelp,ifIhadanyambition。ButifIamable,itisbecauseIhavebeenhelpedmyself,notbecauseIhavesuffered。“

“Willyoutellmewhatyoumeanbysayingyouhavenoambition?”

“Whereyourworkislaidoutforyou,thereisnoroomforambition:

youhavegotyourworktodo!——Butgivemeyourhand,mylady;putyourotherhandonmyshoulder。Youstopthere,Davie,anddon\'tmovetillIcometoyou。Now,mylady——alittlejump!That\'sit!Nowyouaresafe!——Youwerenotafraid,wereyou?”

“Notintheleast。Butdidyoucomehereinthedark?”

“Yes。Thereisthisadvantageinthedark:youdonotseehowdangerousthewayis。Wetakethedarknessaboutusforthesourceofourdifficulties:itisagreatmistake。ChristianwouldhardlyhavedaredgothroughtheValleyoftheShadowofDeath,hadhenothadtheshieldofthedarknessallabouthim。“

“Canthedarknessbeashield?Isitnottheevilthing?”

“Yes,thedarkthatiswithinus——thedarkofdistrustandunwillingness,butnottheoutsidedarkofmerehumanignorance。

Wherewedonotsee,weareprotected。Wherewearemostignorantandmostindanger,isinthosethingsthataffectthelifeofGodinus:theretheFatheriseverymomentwatchinghischild。Ifhewerenotconstantlypardoningandpunishingoursins,whatwouldbecomeofus!Wemustlearntotrusthimaboutourfaultsasmuchasabouteverythingelse!”

Intheearnestnessofhistalkhehadstopped,butnowturnedandwenton。

“Thereismyland-,orroof-markrather!”hesaid,“——thatchimney-stack!ClosebyitIheardthemusicverynearmeindeed——whenallatoncethedarknessandthewindcametogethersothickthatIcoulddonothingmore。Weshalldobetternowinthedaylight——andthreeofusinsteadofone!”

“Whatahugeblockofchimneys!”saidArctura。

“Isitnot!”returnedDonal。“Itindicatesthehugenessofthebuildingbelowus,ofwhichwecanseesolittle。Likethevolcanoesoftheworld,ittellsushowmuchfireisnecessarytokeepourdwellingwarm。“

“Ithoughtitwasthesunthatkepttheearthwarm,“saidDavie。

“Soitis,butnotthesunalone。Theearthislikeaman:thegreatglowingfireisGodintheheartoftheearth,andthegreatsunisGodinthesky,keepingitwarmontheotherside。Ourgladnessandpleasure,ourtroublewhenwedowrong,ourloveforallaboutus,thatisGodinsideus;andthebeautifulthingsandlovablepeople,andallthelessonsoflifeinhistoryandpoetry,intheBible,andinwhatevercomestous,isGodoutsideofus。EverylifeisbetweentwogreatfiresoftheloveofGod。Solongaswedonotgiveourselvesupheartilytohim,wefearhisfirewillburnus。Andburnusitdoeswhenwegoagainstitsflamesandnotwiththem,refusingtoburnwiththefirewithwhichGodisalwaysburning。

Whenwetrytoputitout,oropposeit,orgetawayfromit,thenindeeditburns!”

“IthinkIknow,“saidDavie。

Arcturaheldherpeace。

“Butnow,“saidDonal,“Imustgoroundandhaveapeepattheothersideofthechimney-stack。“

Hedisappeared,andArcturaandDaviestoodwaitinghisreturn。Theylookedeachintheother\'sfacewiththedelightofconsciouslysharingagreatadventure。Beyondtheirfeetlaythewidecountryandthegreatsea;overthemtheskywiththesuninitgoingdowntowardsthemountains;undertheirfeetthemightyoldpilethatwastheirhome;andunderthattheearthwithitsmoltenheartoffire。

ButDavie\'slooksoonchangedtooneoftriumphinhistutor。“Isisnotgrand,“itsaid,“tobealldaywithamanlikethat——talkingtoyouandteachingyou?”ThatatleastwashowArcturainterpretedit,readinginitalmostanassertionofsuperiority,inasmuchasthismanwashistutorandnothers。Sherepliedtothelookinwords:——

“Iamhispupil,too,Davie,“shesaid,“thoughMr。Grantdoesnotknowit。“

“Howcanthatbe,“answeredDavie,“whenyouareafraidofhim?Iamnotabitafraidofhim!”

“HowdoyouknowIamafraidofhim?”sheasked。

“Oh,anybodycouldseethat!”

Shewasafraidshehadspokenfoolishly,andDaviemightrepeatherwords:shedidnotdesiretohastenfurtherintimacywithDonal;

thingsweregoinginthatdirectionfastenough!Hereyes,avoidingDavie\'s,keptreconnoitringthestackofchimneys。

“Aren\'tyougladtohavesuchacastleallforyourown——todowhatyoulikewith,Arkie?Youknowyoucouldpullitalltopiecesifyouliked!”

“Woulditbelessmine,“saidArctura,“ifIwasnotatlibertytopullitalltopieces?AndwoulditbemoreminewhenIhadpulledittopieces,Davie?”

Donalwascomingroundthesideofthestack,andheardwhatshesaid。Itpleasedhim,foritwasnotalittleinhisownstyle。

“Whatmakesathingyourown,doyouthink,Davie?”shewenton。

“Tobeabletodowithitwhatyoulike,“repliedDavie。

“Whetherthatbegoodorbad?”

“Yes,Ithinkso,“answeredDavie,doubtfully。

“ThenIthinkyouarequitewrong,“sherejoined。“Themomentyoubegintouseathingwrong,thatmomentyoumakeitlessyours。I

can\'tquiteexplainit,butthatishowitlookstome。“

Sheceased,andafteramomentDonaltookupthequestion。

“LadyArcturaisquiteright,Davie,“hesaid。“Thenature,thatisthegoodofathing,isthatonlybywhichitcanbepossessed。Anyotherpossessionislikeslave-owning;itisnotarighteoushaving。

Therightandthepowertouseittoitstruepurpose,andtheusingitso,aretheconditionsthatmakeathingours。Tohavetherightandthepower,andnotuseitso,wouldbetomakethethinglessoursthananybody\'s——Supposeyouhadaverybeautifulpicture,butfromsomedefectinyoursightyoucouldneverseethatpictureasitreallywas,whileaservantinyourhousenotonlysawitasitwasmeanttobeseen,buthadsuchdelightingazingonit,thateveninhisdreamsitcametohim,andmadehimthinkofthingshewouldnothavethoughtofbutforit:——whichofyou,youortheservantinyourhouse,wouldhavethemorerealpossessionofthatpicture?Youcouldsellitawayfromyourself,andneverknowanythingaboutitmore;butyoucouldnotbyallthepowerofatyranttakeitfromyourservant。“

“Ah,nowIunderstand!”saidDavie,withalookatladyArcturawhichseemedtosay,“YouseehowMr。Grantcanmakemeunderstand!”

“Iwonder,“saidladyArctura,“whatthatcuriousopeninginthesideofthechimney-stackmeans!Itcan\'tbeforsmoketocomeoutat!”

“No,“saidDonal;“thereisnotamarkofsmokeaboutit。Ifithadbeenmeantforthat,itwouldhardlyhavebeenputhalf-wayfromthetop!Ican\'tmakeitout!Aholelikethatinanychimneymustsurelyinterferewiththedraught!Imustgetaladder!”

“Letmeclimbonyourshoulders,Mr。Grant,“saidDavie。

“Comethen;upyougo!”saidDonal。

AndupwentDavie,andpeepedintothehorizontalslit。

“Itlooksverylikeachimney,“hesaid,turninghisheadandthrustingitinsideways。“Itgoesrightdowntosomewhere,“headded,bringinghisheadoutagain,“butthereissomethingacrossitalittlewaydown——topreventthejackdawsfromtumblingin,I

suppose。“

“Whatisit?”askedDonal。

“Somethinglikeagrating,“answeredDavie;“——no,notagratingexactly;itiswhatyoumightcallagrating,butitseemsmadeofwires。Idon\'tthinkitwouldkeepastrongbirdoutifhewantedtogetin。“

“Aha!”saidDonaltohimself;“whatifthosewiresbetuned!Didyoueverseeanaeolianharp,mylady?”heasked:“Ineverdid。“

“Yes,“answeredladyArctura,“——once,whenIwasalittlegirl。Andnowyousuggestit,Ithinkthesoundsweheararenotunlikethoseofanaeolianharp!Thestringsareallthesamelength,ifI

remember。ButIdonotunderstandtheprinciple。Theyseemalltoplaytogether,andmakethestrangest,wildestharmonies,whenthewindblowsacrosstheminaparticularway。“

“Ifancythenwehavefoundthenestofourmusic-bird!”saidDonal。

“ThewiresDaviespeaksofmaybethestringsofanaeolianharp!I

wonderiftherecouldbeadraughtacrossthem!Imustgetupandsee!Imustgoandgetaladder!”

“Buthowcouldtherebeanaeolianharpuphere?”saidArctura。

“Itwillbetimeenoughtoanswerthatquestion,“repliedDonal,“whenitchangesto,\'Howdidanaeolianharpgetuphere?\'

Somethingisherethatwantsaccountingfor:itmaybeanaeolianharp!”

“Butinachimney!Thesootwouldspoilthestrings!”

“Thenperhapsitisnotachimney:isthereanysignofsootabout,Davie?”

“No,sir;thereisnothingbutcleanstoneandlime。“

“Yousee,mylady!Wedonotevenknowthatitisachimney!”

“Whatelsecanitbe,standingwiththerest?”

“Itmayhavebeenbuiltforone;butifithadeverbeenusedforone,themarksofsmokewouldremain,haditbeendisusedeversolong。Butto-morrowIwillbringupaladder。“

“Couldyounotdoitnow?”saidArctura,almostcoaxingly。“Ishouldsoliketohavethethingsettled!”

“Asyouplease,mylady!Iwillgoatonce。Thereisoneleaningagainstthegarden-wall,notfarfromthebottomofthetower。“

“Ifyoudonotmindthetrouble!”

“Iwillcomeandhelp,“saidDavie。

“Youmustn\'tleaveladyArctura。IamnotsureifIcangetitupthestair;Iamafraiditistoolong。IfIcannot,wewillhaulitupaswedidthecoal。“

Hewent,andthecousinssatdowntowaithisreturn。Itwasacoldevening,butArcturawaswellwraptup,andDaviewashardy。Theysatatthefootofthechimney-stack,andbegantotalk。

“Itissuchalongtimesinceyoutoldmeanything,Arkie!”saidtheboy。

“Youdonotneedmenowtotellyouanything:youhaveMr。Grant!

Youlikehimmuchbetterthaneveryoudidme!”

“Yousee,“saidDavie,thoughtfully,andmakingnodefenceagainstherhalf-reproach,“hebeganbymakingmeafraidofhim——notthathemeanttodoit,Ithink!heonlymeantthatIshoulddowhathetoldme:Iwasneverafraidofyou,Arkie!”

“IwasmuchcrossertoyouthanMr。Grant,Iamsure!”

“Mr。Grantisnevercrosstome;andifeveryouwere,I\'veforgottenit,Arkie。IonlyrememberthatIwasnotgoodtoyou。I

amsorryforitnowwhenIlieawakeinbed;butIsaytomyselfyouforgiveme,andgotosleep。“

“WhatmakesyouthinkIforgiveyou,Davie?”

“BecauseIloveyou。“

Thiswasnotverylogical,andsetArcturathinking。Shedidnotforgivetheboybecausehelovedher;buttheboy\'slovetohermightmakehimsuresheforgavehim!Loveisitsownjustification,andseesitselfinallitsobjects:forgivenessisanessentialbelongingoflove,andmustbeseenwhereloveisseen。

“Areyoufondofmybrother?”askedDavie,afterapause。

“Whydoyouaskme?”

“Becausetheysayyouandhearegoingtobemarriedsomeday,yetyoudon\'tseemtocaremuchtobetogether。“

“Itisallnonsense!”repliedArctura,reddening。“Iwishpeoplewouldnottalkfoolishness!”

“Well,Idothinkhe\'snotsofondofyouasofEppy!”

“Hush!hush!youmustnotspeakofsuchthing。“

“IsawhimoncekissEppy,andIneversawhimkissyou!”

“No,indeed!”

“IsitrightofForgue,ifhe\'sgoingtomarryyou,tokissEppy?——That\'swhatIwanttoknow!”

“Heisnotgoingtomarryme。“

“Hewould,ifyoutoldhimyouwishedit。Papawishesit。“

“Howdoyouknowthat?”

“Frommanything。OnceIheardhimsay,\'Afterwards,whenthehouseisourown,\'andIaskedhimwhathemeant,andhesaid,\'WhenForguemarriesArctura,thenthecastlewillbeForgue\'s。Thatishowitoughttobe,youknow!Propertyandtitleoughtnevertobeparted。\'“

ThehotbloodrosetoArctura\'stemples:wassheamerewrappagetoherproperty——thepaperoftheparcel!Butshecalledtomindhowstrangeherunclewas:butforthatcouldhehavebeensoimprudentastotalkinsuchawaytoaboywhosesimplicityrenderedtheconfidencedangerous?

“Youwouldnotlikehavingtogiveawayyourcastle——wouldyou,Arkie?”hewenton。

“NottoanyoneIdidnotlove。“

“IfIwereyou,Iwouldnotmarry,butkeepmycastletomyself。I

don\'tseewhyForgueshouldhaveyourcastle!”

“YouthinkIshouldmakemycastlemyhusband?”

“Hewouldbeagoodbighusbandanyhow,andastrong——onetodefendyoufromyourenemies,andnottalktoyouwhenyouwantedtobequiet。“

“Thatisalltrue;butonemightgetwearyofastupidhusband,howeverbigandstronghewas。“

“There\'sanotherthing,though!——hewouldn\'tbeacruelhusband!

I\'veheardpapaoftenspeakaboutsomecruelhusband!Ifanciedsometimeshemeanthimself;butthatcouldnotbe,youknow。“

Arcturamadenoreply。Allbutvanishedmemoriesofthingsshehadheard,hintsandsignshereandtherethatallwasnotrightbetweenheruncleandaunt,vaguelyreturned:coulditbethathenowrepentedofharshnesstohiswife,thatthethoughtofitwaspreyinguponhim,thatitdrovehimtohisdrugsforforgetfulness?——Butinthepresenceoftheboyshecouldnotgoonthinkinginsuchadirectionabouthisfather。ShefeltrelievedbythereturnofDonal。

Hehadfounditratherdifficulttogettheladderroundthesharpcurvesofthestair;butatlasttheysawhimwithitonhisshouldercomingoveradistantroof。

“Nowweshallsee!”hesaid,asheleaneditupagainstthechimney,andstoodpanting。

“Youhavetiredyourself!”saidladyArctura。

“Where\'stheharm,mylady?Amanmustgettiredafewtimesbeforeheliesdown!”rejoinedDonaldlightly。

SaidDavie,“Mustawoman,Mr。Grant,marryamanshedoesnotlove?”

“No,certainly,Davie。“

“Mr。Grant,“saidArctura,indreadofwhatDaviemightsaynext,“whatdoyoutaketobethedutyofoneinheritingaproperty?Oughtawomantogetridofit,orattendtoitherself?”

Donalthoughtalittle。

“Wemustfirstsettlethemaindutyofproperty,“hesaid;“andthatIamhardlypreparedtodo。“

“Istherenotadutyowingtoyourfamily?”

“Thereareathousanddutiesowingtoyourfamily。“

“Idon\'tmeanthoseyouarelivingwithmerely,butthosealsowhotransmittedthepropertytoyou。Thispropertybelongstomyfamilyratherthantome,andifIhadhadabrotheritwouldhavegonetohim:shouldInotdobetterforthefamilybygivingituptothenextheir?Iamnotdisinterestedinstartingthequestion;

possessionandpowerareofnogreatimportanceinmyeyes;theyarehindrancestome。“

“Itseemstome,“saidDonal,“thatthefactthatyouwouldnothavesucceededhadtherebeenason,pointstothefactofadisposerofevents:youweresentintotheworldtotaketheproperty。Ifso,Godexpectsyoutoperformthedutiesofit;theyarenottobegotridofbythrowingthethingaside,orgivingthemtoanothertodoforyou。IfyourfamilyandnotGodweretherealgiveroftheproperty,thequestionyouputmightarise;butIshouldhardlytakeinterestenoughinittobecapableofdiscussingit。Iunderstandmydutytomysheeporcattle,tomymaster,tomyfatherormother,tomybrotherorsister,tomypupilDaviehere;Iowemyancestorsloveandhonour,andthekeepingoftheirnameunspotted,thoughthatdutyisforestalledbyahigher;butastothepropertytheyleavebehindthem,overwhichtheyhavenomorepower,andwhichnowItrusttheyneverthinkabout,IdonotseewhatobligationIcanbeundertothemwithregardtoit,otherthaniscomprisedinthedutiesofthepropertyitself。“

“Butafamilyisnotmerelythosethataregonebefore;therearethosethatwillcomeafter!”

“Thebestthingforthosetocomeafter,istoreceivethepropertywithitsdutiesperformed,withthelightofrighteousnessradiatingfromit。“

“Butwhatthendoyoucallthedutiesofproperty?”

“Inwhatdoesthepropertyconsist?”

“Inland,tobeginwith。“

“Ifthelandwereofnovalue,wouldthepossessionofitinvolveduties?”

“Isupposenot。“

“Inwhatdoesthevalueofthelandconsist?”

LadyArcturadidnotattemptananswertothequestion,andDonal,afteralittlepause,resumed。

“Ifyouvaluedthingsastheworldvaluesthem,Ishouldnotcaretoputthequestion;butIfearyoumayhavesomelingeringnotionthat,thoughGod\'swayisthetrueway,theworld\'swaymustnotbedisregarded。Onething,however,iscertain——thatnothingthatisagainstGod\'swaycanbetrue。Thevalueofpropertyconsistsonlyinitsbeingmeans,ground,ormaterialtoworkhiswillwithal。

Thereisnosuccessintheuniversebutinhiswillbeingdone。“

Arcturawassilent。Shehadinheritedprejudiceswhich,whileshehatedselfishness,wereyetthoroughlyselfish。Suchareoftheevilsinushardesttogetridof。Theyareevencherishedforalifetimebysomeoftheotherwiseloveliestofsouls。Knowingthathereinmuchthoughtwouldbenecessaryforher,andthatshewouldthink,Donalwentnofarther:ahousemusthaveitsfoundationsettledbeforeitisbuiltupon;argumentwherethegroundsofitareatallindisputeisworsethanuseless。

Heturnedtohisladder,setitright,mounted,andpeeredintotheopening。AtthelengthofhisarmhecouldreachthewiresDaviehaddescribed:theyweretaut,andfreeofrust——werethereforenotironorsteel。Hesawalsothatalittledowntheshaftafaintlightcameinfromtheoppositeside:therewasanotheropeningsomewhere!

Nexthesawthateachfollowingstring——forstringshealreadycountedthem——wasplacedalittlelowerthanthatbeforeit,sothattheirsuccessionwasinclinedtotheothersideoftheshaft——apparentlyinaplanebetweenthetwoopenings,thatadraughtmightpassalongtheirplane:thismustsurelybetheinstrumentwhencethemusicflowed!Hedescended。

“Doyouknow,mylady,“heaskedArctura,“howtheaeolianharpisplacedforthewindtowakeit?”

“TheonlyoneIhaveseen,“sheanswered,“wasmadetofitintoawindow;thelowersashwasopenedjustwideenoughtoletitin,sothatthewindenteringmustpassacrossthestrings。“

ThenDonalwasallbutcertain。

“Ofcourse,“hesaid,afterdescribingwhathehadseen,“wecannotbeabsolutelysurewithouthavingbeenherewiththemusic,andhavingexperimentedbycoveringanduncoveringtheopening;andforthatwemustwaitasouth-easterlywind。“

CHAPTERXLII。

COMMUNISM。

ButDonaldidnotfeelthateventhenwouldhehaveexhaustedthelikelihoodofdiscovery。Thatthesourceofthemusicthathadsolonghauntedthehousewasanaeolianharpinachimneythathadneverorscarcelybeenused,mightbeenoughtosatisfysome,buthewantedtoknowaswellwhy,ifthiswasachimney,itneitherhadbeennorwasused,andtowhatroomitwasachimney。Forthequestionhadcometohim——mightnotthemusicholdsomerelationwiththelegendofthelostroom?

Inquiryafterlegendarylorehaddrawnnearerandnearer,andthetalkaboutsuchasbelongedtothecastlehadnaturallyincreased。

Inthistalkwasnotseldommentionedaghost,asyetseenattimesabouttheplace。ThisDonalattributedtoglimpsesoftheearlinhisrestlessnight-walks;butbythedomestics,bothsuchashadseensomethingandsuchashadnot,theapparitionwasnaturallyassociatedwiththelostchamber,astheplacewhencethespectreissued,andwhitherhereturned。

Donal\'ssparehourswerenowmuchgiventohisfriendAndrewComin。

Thegoodmanhadsofarrecoveredastothinkhimselfabletoworkagain;buthesoonfounditwaslittlehecoulddo。Hisstrengthwasgone,andtheexertionnecessarytothelightestlabourcausedhimpain。Itwassadtowatchhimonhisstool,nowputtinginastitch,nowstoppingbecauseofthecoughwhichsosorelyhauntedhisthin,wind-blowntent。Hisfacehadgrownwhiteandthin,andhehadnearlylosthismerriment,thoughnothischeerfulness;heneverlookedotherthancontent。Hehadmadeuphismindhewasnotgoingtogetbetter,buttogohomethroughalingeringillness。Hewasreadytogoandreadytolinger,asGodpleased。

Therewasnothingwonderfulinthis;buttosomegoodpeopleevenitdidappearwonderfulthatheshowednouneasinessastohowDoorywouldfarewhenhewasgone。Thehousewasindeedtheirown,buttherewasnomoneyinit——notevenenoughtopaythetaxes;andifshesoldit,thepricewouldnotbeenoughtoliveupon。TheneighboursweresevereonAndrew\'simaginedindifferencetohiswife\'sfuture,anditwasintheireyesashametobesocheerfulonthebrinkofthegrave。NotoneofthemhaddonemorethanpeepintotheworldoffaithinwhichAndrewlived。NotoneofthemcouldhaveunderstoodthatforAndrewtoallowtheleastdangerofeviltohisDoory,wouldhavebeentobeholdtheuniverserockingontheslipperyshouldersofChance。

Alittlemoanescapingherasshelookedoneeveningintohermoney-teapot,madeDonalaskheraquestionortwo。Sheconfessedthatshehadbutsixpenceleft。NowDonalhadspentnexttonothingsincehecame,andhadthereforeafewpoundsinhand。Hisfatherandmotherhadsentbackwhathesentthem,asbeinginneedofnothing:sirGibbiewassuchagoodsontothemthattheywerelivinginwhattheycountedluxury:RobertdoubtedwhetherhewasnotministeringtothefleshinallowingJanettoprovidebeef-broseforhimtwiceintheweek!SoDonalwasfreetospendforhisnextneighbours——justwhathispeople,whoweregrandaboutmoney,wouldhavehadhimdo。Neverintheircottagehadapennybeenwasted;

neveronerefusedwherewasneed。

“An\'rew,“hesaid——andfoundthemother-tongueherefittest——“I\'mthinkin\'yemaunbegrowin\'someshorto\'silleri\'thistimeo\'

warklessness!”

“\'Deed,Iwadnawon\'er!”answeredAndrew。“Doorysaysnaethingabootsictriffles!”

“Weel,“rejoinedDonal,“IthankGodIhaesomei\'theillpickleo\'

nobein\'wantit,an\'saeindangero\'cankerin\';an\'atweenbritherstheresudnabetwapurses!”

“Yehaeyerainfowktoluikefter,sir!”saidAndrew。

“They\'reweelluikitefter——betternorevertheywari\'theirlives;

they\'reasweelaffasIammysel\'upi\'yongran\'castel。Theyhaeafreen\'whabutforthemwadillhaelivedtobethegreatmanheisthenoo;an\'there\'snaethingowermuckleforhimtoduforthem;

saemysiller\'smyain,an\'yours。An\'rew,an\'Doory\'s!”

Theoldmanputhimthroughacatechismastohiswaysandmeansandprospects,andfindingthatDonalbelievedasfirmlyashimselfinthecareoftheMaster,andwasconvincedtherewasnothingthatMasterwouldratherseehimdowithhismoneythanhelpthosewhoneededit,especiallythosewhotrustedinhim,heyielded。

“It\'sno,yesee,“saidDonal,“thatIhaeonydoobto\'theLordprovidin\'gienIhadfailt,buthehaudsthethingtomyhan\',jistasmuckleasgienhesaid,\'There\'sforyou,Donal!\'Thefowko\'

thiswarl\'michtnaappruv,butyouan\'mekensbetter,An\'rew。Wekenthere\'snaeguidinsillerbutdothewullo\'theLordwi\'

\'t——an\'helptoaneanitherishisdearwull。It\'sno\'athe\'sshorto\'sillerhimsel\',buthelikestogieanitheraturn!”

“I\'lltakit,“saidtheoldman。

“There\'swhatIhae,“returnedDonal。

“Na,na;naneo\'that!”saidAndrew。“Ye\'retreatin\'melikeamuckle,reivin\',sornin\'beggar——offerin\'mea\'thatatance!Whaursynewadbetheprolongedsweetnesso\'haein\'\'ti\'portionsfraeyerhan\',asfraethenebo\'anangel-corbiesentfraeverrahamewi\'yerdenner!”——Hereaglimmeroftheoldmerrimentshonethroughthewornlookandpaleeyes——“Na,na,sir,“hewenton;“jisttalkthethingowerwi\'Doory,an\'latherhaewhatshewantsan\'naemair。Shewudnalikeit。Whakenswhatmaycamei\'themeantime——Deithhimsel\',maybe!Orsee——gieDooryafiveshillins,an\'whanthat\'sduneshecanlatyeken!”

Donalwasforcedtoleaveitthus,buthedidhisutmosttoimpressuponDoorythatallhehadwasatherdisposal。

“Ihadnewclothes,“hesaid,“beforeIcame;IhaveallIwanttoeatanddrink;andforbooks,there\'sawholeancientlibraryatmyservice!——whatpossiblycouldIwishformore?It\'samereluxurytohandthemoneyovertoyou,Doory!I\'mthinkin\',Doory,“forhehadbythistimegottoaddressherbyherhusband\'snameforher,“there\'snaebodyi\'thiswarl\',\'cep\'theoonseenLordhimsel\',lo\'esyermansaeweelasyouan\'me;an\'weelkenIyouan\'himwadshareyerlastwi\'me;saeI\'monlygiein\'yeo\'yeraingudewull;

an\'I\'lldoobtthatgienyetaknasaelangasIhae。“

Thusadjured,andsatisfiedthatherhusbandwascontent,theoldwomanmadenodifficulty。

CHAPTERXLIII。

EPPYANDKENNEDY。

WhenStephenKennedyheardthatEppyhadgonebacktohergrandparents,afainthoperevivedinhisbosom;heknewnothingofthelatepassagebetweenthetwoparties。Hebutknewthatshewaslookingsad:shemightperhapsallowhimtobeofsomeservicetoher!Separationhadfosteredmoreandmoregentlethoughtsofherinhisheart;hewasreadytoforgivehereverything,andbelievenothingseriousagainsther,ifonlyshewouldlethimloveheragain。Modestyhadhithertokepthimfromthrowinghimselfinherway,buthenowhauntedthehouseinthehopeofcatchingaglimpseofher,andwhenshebegantogoagainintothetown,sawherrepeatedly,followinghertobenearher,buttakingcaresheshouldnotseehim:partlyfromherself-absorptionhehadsucceededinescapinghernotice。

Atlength,however,onenight,hetriedtosummonupcouragetoaccosther。Itwasalovely,moonlitnight,halfthestreetblackwithquaintshadows,theotherhalfshininglikesandintheyellowlight。Onthemoonysidepeoplestandingattheirdoorscouldrecognizeeachothertwohousesaway,butontheother,friendsmightpasswithoutgreeting。Eppyhadgoneintothebaker\'s;Kennedyhadseenhergoin,andstoodintheshadow,waiting,allbutdeterminedtospeaktoher。Shestaidagoodwhile,butoneaccustomedtowaitforfishlearnspatience。Atlengthsheappeared。

Bythistime,however,thoughnothispatience,Kennedy\'scouragehadnearlyevaporated;andwhenhesawherhesteppedunderanarchway,letherpass,andfollowedafresh。Allatonceresolve,whichyetwasnoresolve,awokeinhim。Itwasasifsomeonetookhimandsethimbeforeher。Shestartedwhenhesteppedinfront,andgavealittlecry。

“Dinnabefeart,Eppy,“hesaid;“Iwudnahurtahairo\'yerheid。I

wudraitherbeskinnedmysel\'!”

“Gangawa,“saidEppy。“Yehaenorichttostan\'i\'mygait!”

“Nanebuttherichto\'lo\'ein\'yebetternorever!”saidKennedy,“——giensaebeasye\'lllatmeonygaitshaw\'t!”

Thewordssoftenedher;shehaddreadedreproach,ifnotindignantremonstrance。Shebegantocry。

“Gienonythingi\'mypooerwudmakthegrieflichterupo\'ye,Eppy,“

hesaid,“yehaebuttoname\'t!I\'mnogauin\'toaskyetomerryme,forthatIkenyedinnacareaboot;butgienImichtbeluikituponasafreen\',ifnotoyou,yettoyours——allootonyw\'ytohelpi\'yertrible,Imean,I\'mreadytolaymei\'thedirtaforeye。I

haenaecareformysel\'onymair,an\'maundosomethingforsomebody——an\'whasaesoonasyersel\',Eppy!”

Forsoleanswer,Eppywentoncrying。Shewasfarfromhappy。ShehadnearlypersuadedherselfthatallwasoverbetweenherandlordForgue,andalmostshecould,butforshame,haveallowedKennedytocomfortherasanoldfriend。Everythinginhermindwassoconfused,andeverythingaroundhersomiserable,thatshecouldbutcry。Shecontinuedcrying,andastheywereinawalledlaneintowhichnowindowslooked,Kennedy,inthesimplicityofhisheart,andthedesiretocomfortherwholittlefromhimdeservedcomfort,cameuptoher,andputtinghisarmroundher,saidagain,“Dinnabefeartofme,Eppy。I\'mamanowersair-hertittodoyeonyhurt。It\'snoasthinkin\'yemyain,Eppy,Iwudpreshumetoduonythingforye,butasanauldfreen\',faintotakthedogaffo\'

ye。Areyeinwanto\'onything?Yemaunhaeaheapo\'trible,Iweelken,wi\'yergran\'father\'smischance,an\'it\'seasytoun\'erstan\'

\'atthingsmaywellbeturnin\'scarceabootye;butbesureo\'this,thataslang\'smymitherhasonything,she\'llbeblythtosharethesamewi\'youan\'yours。“

Hesaidhismother,butshehadnothingsavewhatheprovidedherwith。

“Ithankye,Stephen,“saidEppy,touchedwithhisgoodness;“butthere\'snaenecessity;wehaeplenty。“

Shemovedon,herapronstilltohereyes。Kennedyfollowedher。

“Gientheyoonglordhaewrangedyeonygait,“hesaidfrombehindher,“an\'gientherebeonyamen\'syewadhaeo\'him,——“

Sheturnedwithaquicknessthatwasfierce,andinthedimlightKennedysawhereyesblazing。

“Iwantnaethingfraeyourhan\',StephenKennedy,“shesaid。“Mylord\'snaethingtoyou——noryetmuckletome!”sheadded,withsuddenreactionandanoutburstofself-pity,andagainfellaweeping——andsobbingnow。

Withthetimidityofastrongmanbeforethegirlhelovesandthereforefears,Kennedyoncemoretriedtocomforther,wipinghereyeswithherapron。Whilehedidso,aman,turningacornerquickly,camealmostuponthem。Hestartedback,thencamenearer,lookedhardatthem,andspoke。ItwaslordForgue。

“Eppy!”heexclaimed,inatoneinwhichindignationblendedwithsurprise。

Eppygaveacry,andrantohim。Hepushedheraway。

“Mylord,“saidKennedy,“thelasswillnaneo\'meormine。Isairdoobtthere\'snanebutyersel\'canpleaseher。ButIsweirbyGod,mylord,gienyeduheronywrang,I\'llnorest,nichtnorday,tillIhaemadeyerepentit。“

“Gotothedevil!”saidForgue;“there\'sanoldcrow,Isuspect,yettopluckbetweenus!Formeyoumaytakeher,though。Idon\'tgohalves。“

Eppylaidherhandtimidlyonhisarm,butagainhepushedheraway。

“Oh,mylord!”shesobbed,andcouldsaynomoreforweeping。

“HowisitIfindyouherewiththisman?”heasked。“Idon\'twanttobeunfairtoyou,butitlooksratherbad!”

“Mylord,“saidKennedy。

“Holdyourtongue;letherspeakforherself。“

“Ihadnotrystwi\'him,mylord!Ineversaidcomenighme,“sobbedEppy。“——Yeseewhatyehaedune!”shecried,turninginangeronKennedy,andhertearssuddenlyceasing。“Neverbutillhaeyebrochtme!Whatbusinesshadyetocomeeftermethisgait,makin\'

mischief\'atweenmylordan\'me?Canabodynosetfutayontthedoor-sill,buttheymaunbefollowto\'themtheywudseefareneuch!”

Kennedyturnedandwent,andEppywithafreshburstoftearsturnedtogoalso。ButshehadsatisfiedForguethattherewasnothingbetweenthem,andhewassoonmoresuccessfulthanKennedyinconsolingher。

Whileabsenthehadbeenableenoughtogetonwithouther,butnosoonerwashehomethan,inthewearylackofinterest,thefeelingswhich,halflamenting,halfrejoicing,hehadimaginedextinct,begantorevive,andhewenttothetownvaguelyhopingtogetasightofEppy。Cominguponhert阾e?t阾ewithheroldlover,firstasenseofunpardonableinjurypossessedhim,andnexttheconvictionthathewasasmadlyinlovewithherasever。Thetideofoldtendernesscamethrobbingandstreamingbackovertheghastlysandsofjealousy,anderetheypartedhehadmadewithheranappointmenttomeetthenextnightinamoresuitablespot。

DonalwasseatedbyAndrew\'sbedsidereading:hehadnowtheopportunityofbringingmanythingsbeforehimsuchastheoldmandidnotknowtoexist。Thoselastdaysofsicknessandweaknesswereamongthemostblessedofhislife;muchthatcouldnotbedoneformanyagoodmanwithtentimeshiseducation,couldbedoneforamanlikeAndrewComin。

Eppyhaddoneherbesttoremovealltracesofemotionereshere-enteredthehouse;butshecouldnothelptheshiningofhereyes:thejoy-lamprelightedinherbosomshonethroughthem:andAndrewlookingupwhensheentered,Donal,seatedwithhisbacktoher,atonceknewhersecret:hergrandfatherreaditfromherface,andDonalreaditfromhis。

“ShehasseenForgue!”hesaidtohimself。“Ihopetheoldmanwilldiesoon。“

CHAPTERXLIV。

HIGHANDLOW。

WhenlordMorvenheardofhisson\'sreturn,hesentforDonal,receivedhiminafriendlyway,gavehimtounderstandthat,howeverhemightfailtofallinwithhisviews,hedependedthoroughlyonhishonesty,andbeggedhewouldkeephiminformedofhisson\'sproceedings。

Donalrepliedthat,whilehefullyacknowledgedhislordship\'srighttoknowwhathissonwasdoing,hecouldnottaketheofficeofaspy。

“ButIwillwarnlordForgue,“heconcluded,“thatImayseeitrighttolethisfatherknowwhatheisabout。Ifancy,however,heunderstandsasmuchalready。“

“Pooh!thatwouldbeonlytoteachhimcunning,“saidtheearl。

“Icandonothingunderhand,“repliedDonal。“Iwillhelpnomantokeepanunrighteoussecret,butneitherwillIsecretlydiscloseit。“

Meetinghimafewdaysafter,Forguewouldhavepassedhimwithoutrecognition,butDonalstoppedhim,andsaid——

“Ibelieve,mylord,youhaveseenEppysinceyourreturn。“

“Whatthedeuceisthattoyou?”

“Iwishyourlordshiptounderstandthatwhatevercomestomyknowledgeconcerningyourproceedingsinregardtoher,IwillreporttoyourfatherifIseefit。“

“Thewarningisunnecessary。Fewinformers,however,wouldhavegivenmetheadvantage,andIthankyou:sofarIamindebtedtoyou。Nonethelesstheshameoftheinformerremains!”

“Yourlordship\'sjudgmentofmeisnomoretomethanthatofyonrookupthere。“

“Youdoubtmyhonour?”saidForguewithasneer。

“Ido。Idoubtyou。Youdonotknowyourself。Timewillshow。ForGod\'ssake,mylord,looktoyourself!Youareinterribledanger。“

“Iwouldratherdowrongforlovethanrightforfear。Iscornsuchthreats。“

“Threats,mylord!”echoedDonal。“Isitathreattowarnyouthatyourveryconsciousnessmaybecomeacursetoyou?thattoknowyourselfmaybeyourhell?thatyoumaycometomakeityourfirstcaretoforgetwhatyouare?DoyouknowwhatShaksperesaysofTarquin——

Besides,hissoul\'sfairtempleisdefaced;

Towhoseweakruinsmustertroopsofcares,Toaskthespottedprincesshowshefares——?”

“Oh,hangyourpreaching!”criedForgue,andturnedaway。

“Mylord,“saidDonal,“ifyouwillnothearme,therearepreachersyoumust。“

“Theywillnotbequitesolong-windedthen!”Forgueanswered。

“Youareright,“saidDonal;“theywillnot。“

AllForgue\'sthoughtswerenowoccupiedwiththequestionhowwithleastdangerEppyandheweretomeet。Hedidnotcontemplatetreachery。Atthistimeofhislifehecouldnothaverespectedhimself,littleaswasrequiredforthat,hadhebeenconsciouslytreacherous;butnomanwhoinloveyetloveshimselfmore,issafefrombecomingatraitor:potentiallyheisonealready。Treacherytohimwhoisguiltyofitseemsonlynaturalself-preservation;themanwhocandoavilethingisincapableofseeingitasitis;andthatoughttomakeusdoubtfulofourjudgmentsofourselves,especiallydefensivejudgments。Forguedidnotsuspecthimself——notalthoughheknewthathispassionhadbutjustregainedalostenergy,revivedattheideaofanothermanhavingthegirl!Itdidnotshamehimthathehadbeguntoforgether,orthathehadbeensorousedtofreshdesire。Ifhehadstayedawaysixmonths,hewouldpracticallyhaveforgottenheraltogether。Somemaythinkthat,ifhehaddevotionenoughtosurmountthevulgaritiesofherpositionandmannersandwaysofthought,hislovecouldhardlybesuchastoyieldsosoon;butEppywasnotinherselfvulgar。Manyofevenhumblereducationthanshearefarlessreallyvulgarthansomeintheforefrontofsociety。NodoubttheconventionalitiesofamanlikeForguemusthavebeensometimesshockedinfamiliarintercoursewithonelikeEppy;butwhilehewasmerelyflirtingwithher,theverythingsthatshockedwouldalsoamusehim——forI

needhardlysayhewasnotgenuinelyrefined;andbyandbythegrowingpassionobscuredthem。Thereisnodoubtthat,hadshebeenconfrontedashiswifewiththecommonpeopleofsociety,hewouldhavebecomeawareofmanythingsasvulgaritieswhichwereonlysimplicities;butinthemeantimeshewasnomorevulgartohimthanalamborababyisvulgar,howeverunfiteitherforaBelgraviandrawing-room。Vulgar,atthesametime,hewouldhavethoughtandfelther,butforthelovethatmadehimdoherjustice。Loveistheopeneraswellascloserofeyes。Butmenwho,havingseen,becomeblindagain,thinktheyhavehadtheireyesfinallyopened。

ForsometimetherewasnochangeinEppy\'sbehaviourbutthatshewasnottearfulasbefore。Shecontinueddiligent,nevergrumbledatthehardestwork,andseemeddesirousofmakingupforremissnessinthepast,whenintruthshewastryingtomakeupforsomethingelseinthepresent:shewouldatoneforwhatshewouldnottell,bydoingimmediatedutywiththegreaterdevotion。Butbyandbyshebeganoccasionallytoshow,bothinmannerandcountenance,alittleoftheoldpertness,mingledwithuneasiness。Thephenomenon,however,wassointermittentandunpronounced,astobemanifestonlytoeyesfamiliarwithherlooksandways:toDonalitwasclearthattherelationbetweenherandForguewasresumed。Yetsheneverwentoutintheeveningexceptsentbyhergrandmother,andthenshealwayscamehomeevenwithhaste——anxious,itmighthaveseemed,toavoidsuspicion。

ItwasthecustomwithDonalandDavietogooftenintothefieldsandwoodsinthefineweather——theycalledthistheirobservationclass——tolearnwhattheymightofthemultitudinousgoingsoninthisorthatofNature\'sworkshops:thereeachforhimselfandtheotherexercisedhisindividualpowersofseeingandnotingandputtingtogether。Donalknewlittleofwoodlandmatters,havingbeenchieflyaccustomedtomeadowsandbarehill-sides;yetinthewoodshewasthekeenerofthetwotoobserve,andcouldthebetterteachthathewasbutabetterlearner。

Oneday,astheywerewalkingtogetherunderthethinshadeofafir-thicket,Daviesaid,withasuddenchangeofsubject——

“IwonderifweshallmeetForgueto-day!hegetsupearlynow,andgoesout。Itisneithertofishnorshoot,forhedoesn\'ttakehisrodorgun;hemustbewatchingorlookingforsomething!——Shouldn\'tyousayso,Mr。Grant?”

ThissetDonalthinking。Eppywasneveroutatnight,oronlyforafewminutes;andForguewentoutearlyinthemorning!ButifEppywouldmeethim,howcouldheoranyonehelpit?

CHAPTERXLV。

ALASTENCOUNTER。

Nowforawhile,DonalseldomsawladyArctura,andwhenhedid,receivedfromhernoencouragementtoaddressher。Thetroubledlookhadreappearedonherface。Inhersmile,astheypassedinhallorcorridor,glimmeredanexpressionalmostpathetic——somethinglikeanappeal,asifshestoodinsoreneedofhishelp,butdarednotaskforit。ShewasagainmuchinthecompanyofMissCarmichael,andDonalhadgoodcausetofearthatthepharisaismofherwould-bedirectresswascomingdownuponherspirit,notlikerainonthemowngrass,butlikefrostonthespringflowers。TheimpossibilityofpiercingtheChristianphariseeholdingthetraditionsoftheelders,inanyvitalpart——sopachydermatousishetoanyspiritualargument——isasoretrialtotheoldAdamstillunslaininloversofthetruth。Atthesametimenothinggivespatiencebetteropportunityforherperfectwork。Anditiswelltheycannotbereachedbyargumentandsopersuaded;theywouldbutenterthecirclesofthefaithfultoworkfreshschismsandbreedfreshimposthumes。

ButDonalhadbeguntothinkthathehadbeentooforbearingtowardsthehideousdoctrinesadvocatedbyMissCarmichael。Itisonethingwhereevildoctrinesarequietlyheld,andthetruthassociatedwiththemassimilatedbygoodpeopledoingtheirbestwithwhathasbeentaughtthem,andquiteanotherthingwheretheyareforceduponsomeshrinkingnature,weaktoresistthroughtheveryreverencewhichisitsexcellence。Thefinernature,frominabilitytothinkanotheroflesspureintentthanitself,isoftenatagreatdisadvantageinthehandsofthecoarser。Hemadeuphismindthat,riskasitwastoenterintodisputationswithaworshipperoftheletter,inasmuchasforargumenttheletterisimmeasurablymoreavailablethanthespirit——forwhilethespiritliesintheletterunperceived,ithasnoforce,andtheletter-worshipperisincapableofseeingthatGodcouldnotpossiblymeanwhathemakesofit——notwithstandingtherisk,heresolvedtoholdhimselfready,andifanythingwasgivenhim,tocryitoutandnotspare。Norhadhelongresolvederetheopportunitycame。

IthadcometobeknownthatDonalfrequentedtheoldavenue,anditwaswithintent,intheprideofheracquaintancewithscripture,andherpowertouseit,thatMissCarmichaeloneafternoonledherunwilling,ratherrecusant,andveryunhappydisciplethither:shesoughtanencounterwithhim:hisinsolencetowardstheold-establishedfaithmustbeconfounded,hisobnoxiousinfluenceonArcturafrustrated!Itwasabrightautumnalday。Thetreesweresorelybereaved,butsomefoliageyethunginthinyellowcloudsupontheirpatientboughs。TherewasplentyofwhatDaviecalledscushlin,thatisthenoiseofwalkingwithscarceliftedfeetamongstthethick-lyingwitheredleaves。Butlessfoliagemeansmoresunlight。

Donalwassaunteringalong,hisbookinhishand,nowandthenreadingalittle,nowandthenlookinguptothehalf-baredbranches,nowandthen,likeDavie,sweepingacloudofthefallenmultitudebeforehim。Hewasinthischildishactwhen,lookingup,hesawthetwoladiesapproaching;hedidnotseethepeculiarglanceMissCarmichaelthrewhercompanion:“Beholdyourprophet!”

itsaid。Hewouldhavepassedwithliftedbonnet,butMissCarmichaelstopped,smiling:hersmilewasbrightbecauseitshowedhergoodteeth,butwasnotpleasantbecauseitshowednothingelse。

“Gloryingoverthefallen,Mr。Grant?”shesaid。

Donalinhisturnsmiled。

“ThatisnotMr。Grant\'sway,“saidArctura,“——sofaratleastasI

haveknownhim!”

“Howcarelessthetreesareoftheirpoorchildren!”saidMissCarmichael,affectingsympathyfortheleaves。

“Pardonme,“saidDonal,“ifIgrudgethemyourpity:thereisnothingmoreofchildreninthoseleavesthanthereisinthehairthatfallsonthebarber\'sfloor。“

“Itisnotverygracioustopullaladyupsosharply!”returnedMissCarmichael,stillsmiling:“Ispokepoetically。“

“Thereisnopoetryinwhatisnottrue,“rejoinedDonal。“Thosearenotthechildrenofthetree。“

“Ofcourse,“saidMissCarmichael,alittlesurprisedtofindtheirfoilscrossedalready,“atreehasnochildren!but——“

“Atreenochildren!”exclaimedDonal。“Whatthenareallthosebeech-nutsundertheleaves?Aretheynotthechildrenofthetree?”

“Yes;andlostliketheleaves!”sighedMissCarmichael。

“Whydoyousaytheyarelost?Theymustfulfiltheendforwhichtheyweremade,andifso,theycannotbelost。“

“Forwhatendweretheymade?”

“Idonotknow。Iftheyallgrewup,theywouldbeagooddealintheway。“

“Thenyousaytherearemoreseedsthanarerequired?”

“HowcouldI,whenIdonotknowwhattheyarerequiredfor?HowcanItellthatitisnotnecessaryforthelifeofthetreethatitshouldproducethemall,andnecessarytooforthegroundtoreceivesomuchlife-rentfromthetree!”

“Butyoumustadmitthatsomethingsarelost!”

“Yes,surely!”answeredDonal。“Whyelseshouldhecomeandlooktillhefind?”

Nosuchanswerhadthetheologianexpected;shewasnotimmediatewithherrejoinder。

“Butsomeofthemarelostafterall!”shesaid。

“Doubtless;therearesheepthatwillkeeprunningaway。Buthegoesafterthemagain。“

“Hewillnotdothatforever!”

“Hewill。“

“Idonotbelieveit。“

“ThenyoudonotbelievethatGodisinfinite!”

“Ido。“

“Howcanyou?IshenottheLordGodmercifulandgracious?”

“Iamgladyouknowthat。“

“Butifhismercyandhisgraciousnessarenotinfinite,thenheisnotinfinite!”

“Thereareotherattributesinwhichheisinfinite。“

“Butheisnotinfiniteinallhisattributes?Heispartlyinfinite,andpartlyfinite!——infiniteinknowledgeandpower,butinlove,inforgiveness,inallthosethingswhicharethemostbeautiful,themostdivine,themostChrist-like,heisfinite,measurable,bounded,small!”

“Icarenothingforsuchfinitereasoning。Itakethewordofinspiration,andgobythat!”

“Letmehearthen,“saidDonal,withanupliftingofhisheartinprayer;foritseemednolightthingforArcturawhichofthemshouldshowthebetterreason。

NowithadsofallenthattheladiesweretalkingaboutthedoctrinecalledAdoptionwhenfirsttheysawDonal;whencethisdoctrinewasthefirsttooccurtothechampionoforthodoxyasaweaponwherewithtofoiltheenemy。

“Themostpreciousdoctrine,ifonemaysayso,inthewholeBible,isthatofAdoption。GodbythemouthofhisapostlePaultellsusthatGodadoptssomeforhischildren,andleavestherest。Ifbecauseofthisyousayheisnotinfiniteinmercy,whentheBiblesaysheis,youareguiltyofblasphemy。“

Inatonecalmtosolemnity,Donalanswered——

“God\'smercyisinfinite;andthedoctrineofAdoptionisoneofthefalsestoffalsedoctrines。InbitterlackofthespiritwherebywecryAbba,Father,theso-calledChurchinventedit;anditremains,ahideousmaskwherewithfalseandignorantteachersscareGod\'schildrenfromtheirFather\'sarms。“

“Ihatesentiment——mostofallinreligion!”saidMissCarmichaelwithcontempt。

“Youshallhavenone,“returnedDonal。“TellmewhatismeantbyAdoption。“

“Thetakingofchildren,“answeredMissCarmichael,alreadyspyingarockahead,“andtreatingthemasyourown。“

“Whosechildren?”askedDonal。

“Anyone\'s。“

“Whose,“insistedDonal,“arethechildrenwhomGodadopts?”

Shewasontherock,andalittlestaggered。Butshepulledupcourageandsaid——

“ThechildrenofSatan。“

“Thenhowaretheytobeblamedfordoingthedeedsoftheirfather?”

“YouknowverywellwhatImean!Satandidnotmakethem。Godmadethem,buttheysinnedandfell。“

“ThendidGodrepudiatethem?”

“Yes。“

“Andtheybecamethechildrenofanother?”

“Yes,ofSatan。“

“ThenGoddisownshischildren,andwhentheyarethechildrenofanother,adoptsthem?MissCarmichael,itistoofoolish!Wouldthatbelikeafather?Becausehischildrendonotpleasehim,herepudiatesthemaltogether;andthenhewantsthemagain——notashisown,butasthechildrenofastranger,whomhewilladopt!Theoriginalrelationshipisnolongerofanyforce——hasnoweightevenwiththeirveryownfather!Whatgroundcouldsuchaparenthavetocomplainofhischildren?”

“YoudarenotsaythewickedarethechildrenofGodthesameasthegood。“

“Thatbefarfromme!ThosewhodothewillofGodareinfinitelymorehischildrenthanthosewhodonot;theyarebornoftheinnermostheartofGod;theyarethenofthenatureofJesusChrist,whosegloryisobedience。Butiftheywerenotinthefirstplace,andinthemostprofoundfact,thechildrenofGod,theycouldneverbecomehischildreninthathigher,thathighestsense,byanyfictionofadoption。Doyouthinkifthedevilcouldcreate,hischildrencouldeverbecomethechildrenofGod?ButyouandI,andeverypharisee,publican,andsinnerintheworld,areequallythechildrenofGodtobeginwith。Thatistherootofallthemiseryandallthehope。Becausewearehischildren,wemustbecomehischildreninheartandsoul,orbeforeverwretched。Ifweceasedtobehis,iftherelationbetweenusweredestroyed,whichisimpossible,noredemptionwouldbepossible,therewouldbenothinglefttoredeem。“

“Youmaytalkasyouseefit,Mr。Grant,butwhilePaulteachesthedoctrine,Iwillholdit;hemayperhapsknowalittlebetterthanyou。“

“Paulteachesnosuchdoctrine。HeteachesjustwhatIhavebeensaying。Thewordtranslatedadoption,heusesfortheraisingofonewhoisasontothetruepositionofason。“

“Thepresumptioninyoutosaywhattheapostledidordidnotmean!”

“Why,MissCarmichael,doyouthinkthegospelcomestousasasetoffools?Isthereanywayoftrulyorworthilyreceivingamessagewithoutunderstandingit?Amessageissentfortheverysakeofbeinginsomemeasureatleastunderstood。Withoutthatitwouldbenomessageatall。Iamboundbythewillandexpresscommandofthemastertounderstandthethingshesaystome。Hecommandsmetoseetheirrectitude,becausetheybeingtrue,Ioughttobeabletoseethemtrue。Inthehopeofseeingashewouldhavemesee,IreadmyGreekTestamenteveryday。ButitisnotnecessarytoknowGreektoseewhatPaulmeansbytheso-translatedadoption。Youhaveonlytoconsiderhiswordswithintenttofindouthismeaning,andwithoutintenttofindinthemtheteachingofthisorthatdoctorofdivinity。IntheepistletotheGalatians,whosechilddoeshespeakofasadopted?Itisthefather\'sownchild,hisheir,whodiffersnothingfromaslaveuntilheentersuponhistruerelationtohisfather——thefullstatusofason。Soalso,inanotherpassage,bythesamewordhemeanstheredemptionofthebody——itspassingintothehigherconditionofoutwardthings,intoaconditioninitself,andahomearoundit,fitforthesonsanddaughtersofGod——thatwebenomorelikestrangers,butlikewhatweare,thechildrenofthehouse。TouseanywordofPaul\'stomakehumanbeingfeelasifhewerenotbybirth,making,origin,orwhateverwordofcloserimportcanbefound,thechildofGod,orasifanythinghehaddoneorcoulddocouldannulthatrelationship,isofthedevil,thefatherofevil,noteitherofPaulorofChrist——Why,mylady,“continuedDonal,turningtoArctura,“alltheevilliesinthis——thatheisourfatherandwearenothischildren。Tofulfilthepoorestnecessitiesofourbeing,wemustbehischildreninbrainandheart,inbodyandsoulandspirit,inobedienceandhopeandgladnessandlove——hisoutandout,beyondallthattonguecansay,mindthink,orheartdesire。Thenonlyisourcreationfinished——thenonlyarewewhatweweremadetobe。Thisisthatforthesakeofwhichwearetroubledonallsides。“

Heceased。MissCarmichaelwasintellectuallycowed,butherheartwasnowisetouched。ShehadneverhadthatlongingafterclosestrelationwithGodwhichsendsusfeelingafterthefather。Butnow,takingcourageundertheovershadowingwingofthedivine,Arcturaspoke。

“Idohopewhatyousayistrue,Mr。Grant!”shesaidwithalongingsigh。

“Ohyes,hope!weallhope!Butitisthewordwehavetodowith!”

saidMissCarmichael。

“Ihavegivenyouthetruthofthisword!”saidDonal。

Butasifsheheardneitherofthem,Arcturawenton,“Ifitwerebuttrue!”shemoaned。“Itwouldsetrighteverythingonthefaceoftheearth!”

“Youmeanfarmorethanthat,mylady!”saidDonal。“Youmeaneverythinginthehumanheart,whichwilltoalleternitykeepmoaningandcryingoutfortheFatherofit,untilitisonewithitsonerelation!”

Heliftedhisbonnet,andwouldhavepassedon。

“Oneword,Mr。Grant,“saidMissCarmichael。“——NomanholdingsuchdoctrinescouldwithhonestybecomeaclergymanofthechurchofScotland。“

“Verylikely,“repliedDonal,“Goodafternoon。“

“Thankyou,Mr。Grant!”saidArctura。“Ihopeyouareright。“

Whenhewasgone,theladiesresumedtheirwalkinsilence。AtlengthMissCarmichaelspoke。

“Well,Imustsay,ofalltheconceitedyoungmenIhavehadthemisfortunetomeet,yourMr。Grantbearsthepalm!Suchself-assurance!suchpresumption!suchforwardness!”

“Areyoucertain,Sophia,“rejoinedArctura,“thatitisself-assurance,andnotconvictionthatgiveshimhiscourage?”

“Heisateacheroflies!Hegoesdeadagainstallthatgoodmensayandbelieve!Thethingisasclearasdaylight:heisaltogetherwrong!”

“WhatifGodbesendingfreshlightintothemindsofhispeople?”

“Theoldlightisgoodenoughforme!”

“ButitmaynotbegoodenoughforGod!WhatifMr。Grantshouldbehismessengertoyouandme!”

“Alikelything!ArawstudentfromthehillsofDaurside!”

“Icherishaprofoundhopethathemaybeintheright。Muchgood,youknow,didcomeoutofGalilee!Everyplaceandeverypersonisdespisedbysomebody!”

“Arctura!Hehasinfectedyouwithhisfrightfulirreverence!”

“IfhebeamessengerofJesusChrist,“saidArctura,quietly,“hehashadfromyouthereceptionhewouldexpect,forthedisciplemustbeashismaster。“

MissCarmichaelstoodstillabruptly。Herfacewasinaflame,butherwordscamecoldandhard。

“Iamsorry,“shesaid,“ourfriendshipshouldcometosoharshaconclusion,ladyArctura;butitistimeitshouldendwhenyouspeaksotoonewhohasbeendoingherbestforsolongtoenlightenyou!Ifthisbethefirstresultofyournewgospel——well!Rememberwhosaid,\'IfanangelfromheavenpreachanyothergospeltoyouthanIhavepreached,lethimbeaccursed!”

Sheturnedback。

“Oh,Sophia,donotleavemeso!”criedArctura。

Butshewasalreadyyardsaway,herskirtmakingasmallwhirlwindthatwentafterherthroughthewitheredleaves。Arcturaburstintotears,andsatdownatthefootofoneofthegreatbeeches。MissCarmichaelneverlookedbehindher。ShemetDonalagain,forhetoohadturned:heuncovered,butshetooknoheed。Shehaddonewithhim!HerpoorArctura。

Donalwaswalkinggentlyon,thinking,withclosedbook,whenthewindboretohisearalowsobfromArctura。Helookedup,andsawher:shesatweepinglikeonerejected。Hecouldnotpassorturnandleaveherthus!Sheheardhisstepsinthewitheredleaves,glancedup,droppedherheadforamoment,thenrosewithafeebleattemptatasmile。Donalunderstoodthesmile:shewouldnothavehimtroubledbecauseofwhathadtakenplace!

“Mr。Grant,“shesaid,comingtowardshim,“St。Paullaidacurseuponevenanangelfromheavenifhepreachedanyothergospelthanhis!Itisterrible!”

“Itisterrible,andIsayamentoitwithallmyheart,“returnedDonal。“ButthegospelyouhavereceivedisnotthegospelofPaul;

itisonesubstitutedforit——andthatbynoangelfromheaven,butbymenwithhide-boundsouls,who,inordertogetthemintotheirownintellectualpockets,melteddowntheingotsofthekingdom,andre-casttheminmouldsofwretchedlegalism,borrowedoftheRomanswhocrucifiedtheirmaster。Grand,childlike,heavenlythingstheymustexplain,forsooth,aftervulgarworldlynotionsoflawandright!Buttheymeantwell,seekingtojustifythewaysofGodtomen,thereforethecurseoftheapostledoesnotfall,Ithink,uponthem。Theysoughtawayoutoftheirdifficulties,andthoughttheyhadfoundone,wheninrealityitwastheirfaithinGodhimselfthatalonegotthemoutoftheprisonoftheirtheories。ButgladlywouldIseediscomfitedsuchas,receivingthoseinventionsatthehundredthhand,andmovedbynoneofthefervourwithwhichtheywerefirstpromulgated,lay,asthewordandwillofGod,lumpsofironandheapsofdustuponlive,beating,longingheartsthatcryoutaftertheirGod!”

“Oh,Idohopewhatyousayistrue!”pantedArctura。“IthinkI

shalldieifIfinditisnot!”

“IfyoufindwhatItellyouuntrue,itwillonlybethatitisnotgrandandfreeandbounteousenough。Tothinkanythingtoogoodtobetrue,istodenyGod——tosaytheuntruemaybebetterthanthetrue——thattheremightbeagreaterGodthanhe。Remember,Christisintheworldstill,andwithinourcall。“

“Iwillthinkofwhatyoutellme,“saidArctura,holdingoutherhand。

“Ifanythinginparticulartroublesyou,“saidDonal,“IshallbemostgladtohelpyouifIcan;butitisbetterthereshouldnotbemuchtalking。ThethingliesbetweenyouandyourFather。“

Withthesewordshelefther。Arcturafollowedslowlytothehouse,andwentstraighttoherroom,hermindfillingasshewentwithslow-revivingstrengthandagreathope。Nodoubtsomeofherreliefcamefromthedepartureofherincubusfriend;butthatmustsoonhavevanishedinfreshsorrow,saveforthehopeandstrengthtowhichthisdepartureyieldedtheroom。Shetrustedthatbythetimeshesawheragainshewouldbemorefirmlygroundedconcerningmanythings,andabletosetthemfortharight。Shewasnotyetfreeofthenotionthatyoumustbeabletodefendyourconvictions;shescarcefeltatlibertytosayshebelievedathing,solongassheknewanargumentagainstitwhichshecouldnotshowtobefalse。

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