下载辰思小说免费APP
CHAPTERXX。
THEOLDGARDEN。
TheavenueseemedtoDonalabouttostopdeadagainstahighwall,buteretheyquitereachedtheend,theyturnedatrightangles,skirtedthewallforsomedistance,thenturnedagainwithit。Itwasasomewhatdrearywall——ofgraystone,withmortarasgray——notliketherich-colouredwallsofoldredbrickonemeetsinEngland。
Butitsroof-likecopingwascrownedwithtuftsofwall-plants,andafewlichensdidsomethingtorelievethegrayness。Itguidedthemtoafarm-yard。Mr。Graemelefthishorseatthestable,andledthewaytothehouse。
Theyentereditbyabackdoorwhoseporchwascoveredwithivy,andgoingthroughseverallowpassages,cametotheothersideofthehouse。ThereMr。GraemeshowedDonalintoalarge,low-ceiled,old-fashioneddrawing-room,smellingofancientrose-leaves,theirodourofsadheartsratherthanofwitheredflowers——andleavinghimwenttofindhissister。
GlancingabouthimDonalsawawindowopentotheground,andwenttoit。Beyondlayamorefairy-likegardenthanhehadeverdreamedof。Buthehadreadof,thoughneverlookedonsuch,andseemedtoknowitfromtimesofold。Itwaslaidoutinstraightlines,withsoftwalksofoldturf,andinitgrewallkindsofstraightaspiringthings:theirambitionseemed——togetup,nottospreadabroad。Hesteppedoutofthewindow,drawnasbytheenchantmentofoneofchildhood\'sdreams,andwentwanderingdownabroadwalk,hisfootsinkingdeepinthevelvetygrass,andthelovelinessofthedreamdidnotfade。Hollyhocks,gloriouslyimpatient,whoseflowerscouldnotwaittoreachthetoperetheyburstintotheflameoflife,makingsplendidblotsofcolouralongtheirascendingstalks,receivedhimlikestatelydamesoffaerie,andenticedhim,gentlyeagerformore,downthelongwalksbetweenrowsofthem——deepredandcreamywhite,primroseandyellow:suretheywereleadinghimtosomewonderfulspot,somenestoflovelydreamsandmorelovelyvisions!Thewalkdidleadtoabowerofroses——abedsurroundedwithatrellis,onwhichtheyclimbedandmadeahugebonfire——altarofincenserather,glowingwithredandwhiteflame。
Itseemedmoregloriousthanhisbraincouldreceive。Seeingwashardlybelieving,butbelievingwasmorethanseeing:thoughnothingistoogoodtobetrue,manythingsaretoogoodtobegrasped。
“PoormisbelievingbirdsofGod,“hesaidtohimself,“wehoveraboutawholewoodofthetreesoflife,venturingonlyhereandthereapeck,asiftheirfruitmightbepoison,andthedesignofourcreationwasourruin!weshakeourwise,owl-featheredheads,anddeclaretheycannotbethetreesoflife:thatweretoogoodtobetrue!TentimesmoreconsistentaretheywhodenythereisaGodatall,thantheywhobelieveinamiddlingkindofGod——exceptindeedthattheyplaceinhimafittingfaith!”
Thethoughtsrosegentlyinhisfullheart,astheflowers,oneaftertheother,stoleinathiseyes,lookingupfromthedarkearthlikethespiritsofitshiddenjewels,whichthemselvescouldnotreachthesun,exhaledinlonging。Overgrasswhichfondledhisfeetlikethelapofanoldnurse,hewalkedslowlyroundthebedoftheroses,turningagaintowardsthehouse。Butthere,half-waybetweenhimandit,wastheladyofthegardendescendingtomeethim!——notancientlikethegarden,butyounglikeitsflowers,light-footed,andfulloflife。
Preparedbyherbrothertobefriendly,shemethimwithapleasantsmile,andhesawthatthelightwhichshoneinherdarkeyeshadinitraysoflaughter。Shehadadark,yetclearcomplexion,agoodforehead,anoseafternorecognizedgenerationofnoses,yetanattractiveone,amouthlargerthantohumanjudgmentmighthaveseemednecessary,yetarightpleasingmouth,withtworowsoflovelyteeth。AllthisDonalsawapproachwithoutdismay。Hewasnomoreshywithwomenthanwithmen;whilenonethelesshisfeelingtowardsthempartooklargelyofthereverenceoftheidealknighterrant。HewouldnotindeedhavebeenshyinthepresenceofanangelofGod;forhisonlycouragecameoftruth,andclothedinthedignityofhisreverence,hecouldlookinthefaceofthelovelywithoutperturbation。Hewouldnothavesoughttohidefromhimwhosevoicewasinthegarden,butwouldhavemadehastetocasthimselfathisfeet。
BonnetinhandheadvancedtomeetKateGraeme。Sheheldouttohimawell-shaped,good-sizedhand,notignorantofwork——capableindeedofmilkingacowtothecow\'ssatisfaction。Thenhesawthatherchinwasstrong,andherdarkhairnottootidy;thatshewasrathertall,andslenderlyconceivedthoughplumplycarriedout。Herlightapproachpleasedhim。Helikedthewayherfootpressedthegrass。
IfDonallovedanythinginthegreenworld,itwasneitherrosesnorhollyhocks,norevensweetpeas,butthegrassthatistroddenunderfoot,thatspringsinallwasteplaces,andhassooftentobegladofthedewsofheaventohealthehotcutofthescythe。Hehadlongabjuredthenotionofanythinginthevegetablekingdombeingwithoutsomesenseoflife,withoutpleasureandpainalso,inmildformanddegree。
CHAPTERXXI。
AFIRSTMEETING。
Hetookherhand,andfeltitanhonestone——asafe,comfortablehand。
“Mybrothertoldmehehadbroughtyou,“shesaid。“Iamgladtoseeyou。“
“Youareverykind,“saidDonal。Howdideitherofyouknowofmyexistence?Afewminutesback,Iwasnotawareofyours。“
Wasitarudeutterance?Hewassilentamomentwiththesilencethatpromisesspeech,thenadded——
“Hasiteverstruckyouhowmanybornfriendsthereareintheworldwhonevermeet——personstoloveeachotheratfirstsight,butwhoneverinthisworldhavethatsight?”
“No,“returnedMissGraeme,withamerrierlaughthanquiterespondedtotheremark,“Icertainlyneverhadsuchathought。I
takethepeoplethatcome,andneverthinkofthosewhodonot。Butofcourseitmustbeso。“
“Tobeintheworldistohaveagreatmanybrothersandsistersyoudonotknow!”saidDonal。
“Mymothertoldme,“sherejoined,“ofamanwhohadhadsomanywivesandchildrenthathisson,whomshehadmet,positivelydidnotknowallhisbrothersandsisters。“
“Isuspect,“saidDonal,“wehavetoknowourbrothersandsisters。“
“Idonotunderstand。“
“Wehaveevengottofeelamanisourbrotherthemomentweseehim,“pursuedDonal,enhancinghisformerremark。
“Thatsoundsalarming!”saidMissGraeme,withanotherlaugh。“Mylittleheartfeelsnotlargeenoughtoreceivesomany。“
“Theworstofitis,“continuedDonal,whooncestartedwasnotreadytodrawrein,“thatthosewhochieflyadvocatethisextensionofthefamilybonds,beginbylovingtheirownimmediaterelationslessthananybodyelse。Extensionwiththemmeansslackening——asifanyonecouldlearntolovemorebylovingless,orgoontodobetterwithoutdoingwell!Hewholoveshisownlittlewillnotloveothersmuch。“
“Buthowcanwelovethosewhoarenothingtous?”objectedMissGraeme。
“Thatwouldbeimpossible。Thefamilyrelationsareforthesakeofdevelopingaloverootedinafardeeperthoughlessrecognizedrelation——ButIbegyourpardon,MissGraeme。LittleDaviealoneismypupil,andIforgetmyself。“
“Iamverygladtolistentoyou,“returnedMissGraeme。“IcannotsayIampreparedtoagreewithyou。Butitissomething,inthisout-of-the-waycorner,toheartalkfromwhichitisevenworthwhiletodiffer。“
“Ah,youcanhavethathereifyouwill!”
“Indeed!”
“Imeantalkfromwhichyouwouldprobablydiffer。ThereisanoldmaninthetownwhocantalkbetterthaneverIheardmanbefore。
Butheisapoorman,withadespisedhandicraft,andnoneheedhim。Nocommunityrecognizesitsgreatmentilltheyaregone。“
“Whereistheusethenofbeinggreat?”saidMissGraeme。
“Tobegreat,“answeredDonal,“——towhichthedesiretobeknownofmenisaltogetherdestructive。Tobegreatistoseemlittleintheeyesofmen。“
MissGraemedidnotanswer。Shewasnotaccustomedtoconsiderthingsseriously。Agoodgirlinacertaintruesense,shehadneveryetseenthatshehadtobebetter,orindeedtobeanything。
Butshewasabletofeel,thoughshewasfarfromunderstandinghim,thatDonalwasinearnest,andthatwasmuch。Torecognizethatamanmeanssomething,isagreatsteptowardsunderstandinghim。
“Whatalovelygardenthisis!”remarkedDonalafterthesequentpause。“Ihaveneverseenanythinglikeit。“
“Itisveryold-fashioned,“shereturned。“Doyounotfinditverystiffandformal?”
“Statelyandprecise,Ishouldrathersay。“
“IdonotmeanIcanhelplikingit——inaway。“
“Whocouldhelplikingitthattookhisfeelingfromthegardenitself,notfromwhatpeoplesaidaboutit!”
“Youcannotsayitislikenature!”
“Yes;itisverylikehumannature。Manoughttolearnofnature,butnottoimitatenature。Hisworkis,throughtheformsthatNaturegiveshim,toexpresstheideaorfeelingthatisinhim。
Thatisfarmorelikelytoproducethingsinharmonywithnature,thantheattempttoimitatenatureuponthesmallhumanscale。“
“Youaretoomuchofaphilosopherforme!”saidMissGraeme。“I
daresayyouarequiteright,butIhaveneverreadanythingaboutart,andcannotfollowyou。“
“YouhaveprobablyreadasmuchasIhave。Iamonlytalkingoutofwhatnecessity,thenecessityforunderstandingthings,hasmademethink。Onemustgetthingsbroughttogetherinone\'sthoughts,ifonlytobeabletogoonthinking。“
ThistoowasbeyondMissGraeme。Thesilenceagainfell,andDonalletitlie,waitingforhertobreakitthistime。
CHAPTERXXII。
ATALKABOUTGHOSTS。
Butagainhewasthefirst。
Theyhadturnedandgoneagoodwaydownthelonggarden,andhadagainturnedtowardsthehouse。
“ThisplacemakesmefeelasIneverfeltbefore,“hesaid。“Thereissuchawonderfulsenseofvanishedlifeaboutit。Thewholegardenseemsdreamingaboutthingsoflongago——whentroopsofladies,nowbanishedintopictures,wanderedabouttheplace,eachfullofherownthoughtsandfanciesoflife,eachlookingateverythingwithwaysofthinkingasold-fashionedashergarments。
Icouldnotbehereafternightfallwithoutfeelingasifeverywalkwereansweringtounseenfeet,asifeverytreemightbehidingsomelovelyform,returnedtodreamoveroldmemories。“
“Whereisthegoodoffancyingwhatisnottrue?Ican\'tcareforwhatIknowtobenonsense!”
Shewasgladtofindaspotwhereshecouldputdownthefootofcontradiction,forshecameofafamilyknownforwhattheneighbourscalledcommonsense,andinthehabitofcastingcontemptuponeverythingcharacterizedassuperstition:shehadnowsomethingtosayforherself!
“Howdoyouknowitisnonsense?”askedDonald,lookingroundinherfacewithabrightsmile。
“Notnonsensetokeepimaginingwhatnobodycansee?”
“IcanonlyimaginewhatIdonotsee。“
“Nobodyeversawsuchcreaturesasyousupposeinanygarden!Thenwhyfancythedeadsouncomfortable,orsoilllookedafter,thattheycomebacktoplagueus!”
“Plainlytheyhaveneverplaguedyoumuch!”rejoinedDonallaughing。
“Buthowoftenhaveyougoneupanddownthesewalksatdeadofnight?”
“Neveronce,“answeredMissGraeme,notwithoutasparkofindignation。“Ineverwassoabsurd!”
“Thentheremaybeawholenight-worldthatyouknownothingabout。
Youcannottellthattheplaceisnotthenthrongedwithghosts:
youhavenevergiventhemachanceofappearingtoyou。Idon\'tsayitisso,forIknownothing,oratleastlittle,aboutsuchthings。
Ihavehadnoexperienceofthesortanymorethanyou——andIhavebeenoutwholenightsonthemountainswhenIwasashepherd。“
“Whythenshouldyoutroubleyourfancyaboutthem?”
“Perhapsjustforthatreason。“
“Idonotunderstandyou。“
“Imean,becauseIcancomeintonocommunicationwithsuchaworldasmaybeaboutme,Ithereforeimagineit。If,asoftenasI
walkedabroadatnight,Imetandheldconversewiththedisembodied,Ishouldusemyimaginationlittle,butmakemanynotesoffacts。Whenwhatmaybemakesnoshow,whatmorenaturalthantoimagineaboutit?Whatistheimaginationherefor?”
“Idonotknow。Thelessonehastodowithitthebetter。“
“Thenthething,whateveritbe,shouldnotbecalledafaculty,butaweakness!”
“Yes。“
“Butthehistoryoftheworldshowsitcouldneverhavemadeprogresswithoutsuggestionsuponwhichtogroundexperiments:
whencemaythesesuggestionscomeifnotfromtheweaknessorimpedimentcalledtheimagination?”
Againtherewassilence。MissGraemebegantodoubtwhetheritwaspossibletoholdrationalconversewithamanwho,themomenttheybeganuponanything,wentstraightaloftintosomehigh-flyingregionofwhichsheknewandforwhichshecarednothing。ButDonal\'sunconsciousdesirewasinrealitytomeetheruponsomecommonplaneofthought。Healwayswantedtomeethisfellow,andhencethatabundanceofspeech,which,howeverpoeticthethingshesaid,notafewcalledprosiness。
“Ishouldthink,“resumedMissGraeme,“ifyouwanttoworkyourimagination,youwillfindmorescopeforitatthecastlethanhere!Thisisapoormodernplacecomparedtothat。“
“Itisapoorimagination,“returnedDonal,“thatrequiresageoranymereaccessorytorouseit。Theveryabsenceofeverythingexternal,thebarenessofthemerehumanityinvolved,mayinitselfbeanexcitementgreaterthananyaccompanimentoftheantiqueorthepicturesque。Butinthisold-fashionedgarden,inthemidstoftheseold-fashionedflowers,withallthegentlenessesofold-fashionedlifesuggestedbythem,itiseasiertoimaginethepeoplethemselvesthanwhereallissocold,hard,severe——somuchonthedefensive,asinthathuge,sullenpileonthehilltop。“
“Iamafraidyoufinditdullupthere!”saidMissGraeme。
“Notatall,“repliedDonal;“Ihavethereamostinterestingpupil。
Butindeedonewhohasbeenusedtospenddayafterdayalone,cloudsandheatherandsheepanddogshiscompanions,doesnotdependmuchforpastime。Givemeachairandatable,fireenoughtokeepmefromshivering,thefewbooksIlikebestandwritingmaterials,andIamabsolutelycontent。ButbeyondthesethingsI
haveatthecastleafinelibrary——uselessnodoubtformostpurposesofmodernstudy,butfullofpreciousoldbooks。ThereI
canatanymomentbeinthebestofcompany!Thereismoreofthemarvellousinanoldlibrarythaneveranymagiccouldwork!”
“Idonotquiteunderstandyou,“saidthelady。
Butshewouldhavespokennearerthetruthifshehadsaidshehadnotaglimmerofwhathemeant。
“Letmeexplain!”saidDonal:“whatcouldnecromancy,whichisoneofthebranchesofmagic,doforoneatthebest?”
“Well!”exclaimedMissGraeme;“——butIsupposeifyoubelieveinghosts,youmayaswellbelieveinraisingthem!”
“Ididnotmeantostartanyquestionaboutbelief;Ionlywantedtosupposenecromancyforthemomentafact,andputitatitsbest:
supposethemagiciancoulddoforyouallheprofessed,whatwoulditamountto?——Onlythis——tobringbeforeyoureyesashadowyresemblanceoftheformoffleshandblood,itselfbutapassingshadow,inwhichthemanmovedontheearth,andwasknowntohisfellow-men?Atbestthenecromancermightsucceedindrawingfromhimsomeobscureutteranceconcerningyourfuture,farmorelikelytodestroyyourcouragethanenableyoutofacewhatwasbeforeyou;
sothatyouwoulddepartfromyourpeepintotheunknown,merelylessabletoencounterthedutiesoflife。“
“Whoeverhasadesireforsuchinformationmustbemadeverydifferentfromme!”saidMissGraeme。
“Areyousureofthat?Didyounevermakeyourselfunhappyaboutwhatmightbeonitswaytoyou,andwishyoucouldknowbeforehandsomethingtoguideyouhowtomeetit?”
“Ishouldhavetothinkbeforeansweringthatquestion。“
“Nowtellme——whatcantheartofwriting,anditsexpansion,orperhapsitsdevelopmentrather,inprinting,dointhesamedirectionasnecromancy?Maynotamanwelllongafterpersonalcommunicationwiththisorthatoneofthegreatestwhohavelivedbeforehim?Igrantthatinrespectofsomeitcandonothing;butinrespectofothers,insteadofmockingyouwithanairysemblanceoftheirbodilyforms,andthemurmurofafewdoubtfulwordsfromtheirlips,itplacesinyourhandsakeytotheirinmostthoughts。
Somewouldsaythisisnotpersonalcommunication;butitisfarmorepersonalthantheother。Aman\'spersonalitydoesnotconsistintheclotheshewears;itonlyappearsinthem;nomoredoesitconsistinhisbody,butinhimwhowearsit。“
Ashespoke,MissGraemekeptlookinghimgravelyintheface,manifesting,however,morerespectthaninterest。Shehadbeenaccustomedtoaverydifferenttoneinyoungmen。Shehadfoundtheirmainambitiontoamuse;totalksenseaboutothermattersthantheimmediateusesofthisworld,wasanout-of-the-waything!IdonotsayMissGraeme,evenonthesubjectlastinhand,appreciatedthematterofDonal\'stalk。Sheperceivedhewasinearnest,andhappilywasabletoknowadeeppondfromashallowone,butherbestthoughtconcerninghimwas——whatastrangenewspecimenofhumanitywashere!
Theappearanceofherbrothercomingdownthewalk,putastoptotheconversation。
CHAPTERXXIII。
ATRADITIONOFTHECASTLE。
“Well,“hesaidashedrewnear,“Iamgladtoseeyoutwogettingonsowell!”
“Howdoyouknowweare?”askedhissister,withsomethingoftheantagonistictonewhichbothinjestandearnestistoocommonbetweennearrelations。
“Becauseyouhavebeentalkingincessantlyeversinceyoumet。“
“Wehavebeenonlycontradictingeachother。“
“Icouldtellthattoobythesoundofyourvoices;butItookitforagoodsign。“
“Ifearyouheardminealmostonly!”saidDonal。“Italktoomuch,andIfearIhavegatheredthefaultinawaythatmakesitdifficulttocure。“
“Howwasit?”askedMr。Graeme。
“Byhavingnobodytotalkto。Ilearneditonthehill-sidewiththesheep,andinthemeadowswiththecattle。AtcollegeIthoughtIwasnearlycuredofit;butnow,inmycomparativesolitudeatthecastle,itseemstohavereturned。“
“Comehere,“saidMr。Graeme,“whenyoufinditgettingtoomuchforyou:mysisterisquiteequaltothetaskofre-curingyou。“
“Shehasnotbeguntouseherpoweryet!”remarkedDonal,asMissGraeme,inhoydenishyetnotungracefulfashion,madeanattempttoboxtheearofherslanderousbrother——aproceedinghehadanticipated,andsowasabletofrustrate。
“Whensheknowsyoubetter,“hesaid,“youwillfindmysisterKatemorethanyourmatch。“
“IfIwereatalker,“sheanswered,“Mr。Grantwouldbetoomuchforme:hequitebewildersme!Whatdoyouthink!hehasbeenactuallytryingtopersuademe——“
“Ibegyourpardon,MissGraeme;Ihavebeentryingtopersuadeyouofnothing。“
“What!nottobelieveinghostsandnecromancyandwitchcraftandtheevileyeandghoulsandvampyres,andIdon\'tknowwhatalloutofnurserystoriesandoldannuals?”
“Igiveyoumyword,Mr。Graeme,“returnedDonal,laughing,“Ihavenotbeenpersuadingyoursisterofanyofthesethings!Iamcertainshecouldbepersuadedofnothingofwhichshedidnotfirstseethecommonsense。WhatIdiddwellupon,withoutadoubtshewouldacceptit,wastheevidentfactthatwritingandprintinghavedonemoretobringusintopersonalrelationswiththegreatdead,thannecromancy,grantingthemagicianthepowerheclaimed,couldeverdo。Fordowenotcomeintocontactwiththebeingofamanwhenwehearhimpourforthhisthoughtsofthethingshelikesbesttothinkabout,intotheearoftheuniverse?Insuchapositiondoesthebookofagreatmanplaceus!——ThatwaswhatImeanttoconveytoyoursister。“
“And,“saidMr。Graeme,“shewasnotsuchagooseastofailofunderstandingyou,howevershemayhavechosentoputonthegarbofstupidity。“
“Iamsure,“persistedKate,“Mr。Granttalkedsoastomakemethinkhebelievedinnecromancyandallthatsortofthing!”
“Thatmaybe,“saidDonal;“butIdidnottrytopersuadeyoutobelieve。“
“Oh,ifyouholdmetotheletter!”criedMissGraeme,colouringalittle——“Itwouldbeimpossibletogetonwithsuchaman,“shethought,“forhenotonlypreachedwhenyouhadnopulpittoprotectyoufromhim,butstucksotohistextthattherewasnoamusementtobegotoutofthebusiness!”
Shedidnotknowthatifshecouldhavemethim,breakingtheocean-tideofhisthoughtswithfittingopposition,hisanswerswouldhavecomeshortandsharpastheflashesofwavesonrocks。
“IfMr。Grantbelievesinsuchthings,“saidMr。Graeme,“hemustfindhimselfathomeinthecastle,everyroomofwhichwaywellbethehauntofsomewearyghost!”
“Idonotbelieve,“saidDonal,“thatanyworkofman\'shands,howeverawfulwithcrimedoneinit,canhavenearlysuchaninfluenceforbeliefinthemarvellous,asthestillpresenceofliveNature。Ineversawanoldcastlebefore——atleastnottomakeanycloseacquaintancewithit,butthereisnotanaspectofthegrimoldsurvivalupthere,interestingaseverycornerofitis,thatmovesmelikethemerethoughtofahill-sidewiththeveilofthetwilightcomingdownoverit,makingofitthelaststepofastairforthedescendingfootoftheLord。“
“Surely,Mr。Grant,youdonotexpectsuchapersonaladvent!”saidMissGraeme。
“IshouldnotliketosaywhatIdoordon\'texpect,“answeredDonal——andheldhispeace,forhesawhewasbutcastingstumbling-blocks。
Thesilencegrewawkward;andMr。Graeme\'sgoodbreedingcalledonhimtosaysomething;hesupposedDonalfelthimselfsnubbedbyhissister。
“Ifyouarefondofthemarvellous,though,Mr。Grant,“hesaid,“therearesomeoldstoriesaboutthecastlewouldinterestyou。
Oneofthemwasbroughttomymindtheotherdayinthetown。Itisstrangehowsuperstitionseemstohaveitsebbsandflows!A
storyorlegendwillgotosleep,andafteratimerevivewithfreshinterest,nooneknowswhy。“
“Probably,“saidDonal,“itiswhenthetalecomestoearsfittedforitsreception。Theyarenowinmanycountiestryingtogettogetherandstoretheremnantsofsuchtales:possiblythewindofsomesuchinquirymayhavesetoldpeoplerecollecting,andyoungpeopleinventing。Thatwouldaccountforagooddeal——woulditnot?”
“Yes,butnotforall,Ithink。Therehasbeennosuchinquirymadeanywherenearus,sofarasIamaware。IwenttotheMorvenArmslastnighttomeetatenant,andfoundthetradesmenweretalking,overtheirtoddy,ofvariouseventsatthecastle,andespeciallyofone,themostfrightfulofall。Itshouldhavebeenforgottenbythistime,fortheratioofforgetting,increases。“
“Ishouldlikemuchtohearit!”saidDonal。
“Dotellhim,Hector,“saidMissGraeme,“andIwillwatchhishair。“
“Itisthehairofthosewhomockatsuchthingsyoushouldwatch,“
returnedDonal。“Theirimaginationissorarelyexcitedthat,whenitis,itaffectstheirnervesmorethanthebeliefofothersaffectstheirs。“
“NowIhaveyou!”criedMissGraeme。“Thereyouconfessyourselfabeliever!”
“Ifearyouhavecometotoogeneralaconclusion。BecauseI
believetheBible,doIbelieveeverythingthatcomesfromthepulpit?SometalesIshouldrejectwithacontemptthatwouldsatisfyevenMissGraeme;ofothersIshouldsay——\'Theseseemasiftheymightbetrue;\'andofstillothers,\'Theseoughttobetrue,I
think。\'——Butdotellmethestory。“
“Itisnot,“repliedMr。Graeme,“averypeculiarone——certainlynotpeculiartoourcastle,thoughuniqueinsomeofitsdetails;asimilarlegendbelongstoseveralhousesinScotland,andistobefound,Ifancy,inothercountriesaswell。Thereisonenotfarfromhere,aroundwhosedarkbasements——orhoarybattlements——whoshallsaywhich?——floatsasimilartale。Itisofahiddenroom,whosepositionorentrancenobodyknows。WhetheritbelongstoourcastlebyrightIcannottell。“
“Aspeciesofreport,“saidDonal,“verylikelytoarisebyakindofcryptogamicgeneration!Thecommonpeople,accustomedtothenarrowestdwellings,gazingonthehugeproportionsoftheplace,anduponoccasionadmitted,andwalkingthroughasuccessionofroomsandpassages,tothemasintricateandconfusedasarabbit-warren,mustbeveryready,Ishouldthink,toimaginetheexistencewithinsuchapile,ofplacesunknowneventotheinhabitantsofitthemselves!——ButIbegyourpardon:dotellusthestory。“
“Mr。Grant,“saidKate,“youperplexme!Ibegintodoubtifyouhaveanyprinciples。Onemomentyoutakeonesideandthenexttheother!”
“No,no;Ibutlovemyownsidetoowelltoletanytraitorsintoitsranks:Iwouldhavenothingtodowithlies。“
“Theyareallliestogether!”
“ThenIwanttohearthisone,“saidDonal。
“Idaresayyouhavehearditbefore!”remarkedMr。Graeme,andbegan。
“Itwasintheearldomofacertainrecklesslywickedwretch,whonotonlyrobbedhispoorneighbours,andevenkilledthemwhentheyopposedhim,butwentsofarastobehaveaswickedlyontheSabbathasonanyotherdayoftheweek。LateoneSaturdaynight,acompanywereseatedinthecastle,playingcards,anddrinking;andallthetimeSundaywasdrawingnearerandnearer,andnobodyheeding。Atlengthoneofthem,seeingthehandsoftheclockataquartertotwelve,madetheremarkthatitwastimetostop。Hedidnotmentionthesacredday,butallknewwhathemeant。Theearllaughed,andsaid,ifhewasafraidofthekirk-session,hemightgo,andanotherwouldtakehishand。Butthemansatstill,andsaidnomoretilltheclockgavethewarning。Thenhespokeagain,andsaidthedaywasalmostout,andtheyoughtnottogoonplayingintotheSabbath。Andasheutteredtheword,hismouthwaspulledallononeside。Buttheearlstruckhisfistonthetable,andsworeagreatoaththatifanymanrosehewouldrunhimthrough。
\'WhatcareIfortheSabbath!\'hesaid。\'Igaveyouyourchancetogo,\'headded,turningtothemanwhohadspoken,whowasdressedinblacklikeaminister,\'andyouwouldnottakeit:nowyoushallsitwhereyouare。\'Heglaredfiercelyathim,andthemanreturnedhimanequallyfierystare。Andnowfirsttheybegantodiscoverwhat,throughthefumesofthewhiskyandthesmokeofthepine-torches,theyhadnotobserved,namely,thatnoneofthemknewtheman,orhadeverseenhimbefore。Theylookedathim,andcouldnotturntheireyesfromhim,andacoldterrorbegantocreepthroughtheirvitals。Hekepthisfiercescornfullookfixedontheearlforamoment,andthenspoke。\'AndIgaveyouyourchance,\'hesaid,\'andyouwouldnottakeit:nowyoushallsitstillwhereyouare,andnoSabbathshallyoueversee。\'Theclockbegantostrike,andtheman\'smouthcamestraightagain。Butwhenthehammerhadstruckeleventimes,itstrucknomore,andtheclockstopped。\'Thisdaytwelvemonth,\'saidtheman,\'youshallseemeagain;andsoeveryyeartillyourtimeisup。Ihopeyouwillenjoyyourgame!\'Theearlwouldhavesprungtohisfeet,butcouldnotstir,andthemanwasnowheretobeseen。Hewasgone,takingwithhimbothdoorandwindowsoftheroom——notasSamsoncarriedoffthegatesofGaza,however,forheleftnottheleastsignofwheretheyhadbeen。
>Fromthatdaytothisnoonehasbeenabletofindtheroom。Therethewickedearlandhiscompanionsstillsit,playingwiththesamepackofcards,andwaitingtheirdoom。Ithasbeensaidthat,onthatsamedayoftheyear——only,unfortunately,testimonydiffersastotheday——shoutsofdrunkenlaughtermaybeheardissuingfromsomewhereinthecastle;butastothedirectionwhencetheycome,nonecaneveragree。Thatisthestory。“
“Averygoodone!”saidDonal。“Iwonderwhatthegroundofitis!
Itmusthavehaditsbeginning!”
“Thenyoudon\'tbelieveit?”saidMissGraeme。
“Notquite,“hereplied。“ButIhavemyselfhadastrangeexperienceupthere。“
“What!youhaveseensomething?”criedMissGraeme,hereyesgrowingbigger。
“No;Ihaveseennothing,“answeredDonal,“——onlyheardsomething——Onenight,thefirstIwasthereindeed,Iheardthesoundofafar-offmusicalinstrument,faintandsweet。“
Thebrotherandsisterexchangedlooks。Donalwenton。
“Igotupandfeltmywaydownthewindingstair——IsleepatthetopofBaliol\'stower——butatthebottomlostmyself,andhadtositdownandwaitforthelight。ThenIhearditagain,butseemednonearertoitthanbefore。Ihaveneverhearditsince,andhavenevermentionedthething。Ipresume,however,thatspeakingofittoyoucandonoharm。Youatleastwillnotraiseanyfreshrumourstoinjuretherespectabilityofthecastle!Doyouthinkthereisanyinstrumentinitfromwhichsuchasoundmighthaveproceeded?LadyArcturaisamusician,Iamtold,butsurelywasnotlikelytobeatherpiano\'inthedeadwasteandmiddleofthenight\'!”
“Itisimpossibletosayhowfarasoundmaytravelinthestillnessofthenight,whentherearenoothersound-wavestocrossandbreakit。“
“Thatisallverywell,Hector,“saidhissister;“butyouknowMr。
Grantisneitherthefirstnorthesecondthathasheardthatsound!”
“Onethingisprettyclear,“saidherbrother,“itcanhavenothingtodowiththerevellersattheircards!Thesoundreportedisverydifferentfromanyattributedtothem!”
“Areyousure,“suggestedDonal,“thattherewasnotaviolinshutupwiththem?Evenifnoneofthemcouldplay,therehasbeentimeenoughtolearn。ThesoundIheardmighthavebeenthatofaghostlyviolin。Thoughlikethatofastringedinstrument,itwasdifferentfromanythingIhadeverheardbefore——exceptperhapscertainequallyinexplicablesoundsoccasionallyheardamongthehills。“
Theywentontalkingaboutthethingforawhile,pacingupanddownthegarden,thesunhotabovetheirheads,thegrasscoolundertheirfeet。
“Itisenough,“saidMissGraeme,witharatherforcedlaugh,“tomakeonegladthecastledoesnotgowiththetitle。“
“Whyso?”askedDonal。
“Because,“sheanswered,“wereanythingtohappentotheboysupthere,Hectorwouldcomeinforthetitle。“
“I\'mnotofmysister\'smind!”saidMr。Graeme,laughingmoregenuinely。“Atitlewithnothingtokeepitupisasimplemisfortune。Icertainlyshouldnottakeoutthepatent。Nowisemanwouldlayclaimtoatitlewithoutthemeanstomakeitrespected。“
“Havewecometothat!”exclaimedDonal。“Musteventheoldtitlesofthecountrybebuttressedintorespectabilitywithmoney?Awayinquietplaces,readingoldhistorybooks,wepeasantsareaccustomedtothinkdifferently。Ifsomemillionairemoney-lenderweretobuytheoldkeepofArundelcastle,youwouldrespecthimjustasmuchasthepresentearl!”
“Iwouldnot,“saidMr。Graeme。“Iconfessyouhavethebetterofme——Butistherenotafallacyinyourargument?”headded,thinkingly。
“Ibelievenot。Ifthetitleisworthnothingwithoutthemoney,themoneymustbemorethanthetitle!——IfIwereLazarus,“Donalwenton,“andtheinheritorofatitle,Iwoulduseit,ifonlyforalessontoDivesupstairs。Iscorntothinkthathonourshouldwaitontheheelsofwealth。YoumaythinkitisbecauseIamandalwaysshallbeapoorman;butifIknowmyselfitisnottherefore。Atthesametimeatitleisbutatrifle;andifyouhadgivenanyotherreasonfornotusingitthanhomagetoMammon,I
shouldhavesaidnothing。“
“Formypart,“saidMissGraeme,“Ihavenoquarrelwithrichesexceptthattheydonotcomemyway。Ishouldknowhowtouseandnotabusethem!”
Donalmadenootherreplythantoturnalookofdivinelystupidsurpriseandpityupontheyoungwoman。Itwasofnousetosayanything!Wereargumentabsolutelytriumphant,Mammonwouldsitjustwherehewasbefore!HehadmarkedthegreatindifferenceoftheLordtotheconvincingoftheunderstanding:whenmenknewthethingitself,thenandnotbeforewouldtheyunderstanditsrelationsandreasons!
Iftruthbelongstothehumansoul,thenthesoulisabletoseeitandknowit:ifitdothetruth,ittakesthereinthefirstpossible,andalmostthelastnecessarysteptowardsunderstandingit。
MissGraemecaughthislook,andmusthaveperceiveditsexpression,forherfaceflushedamorethanrosyred,andtheconversationgrewcrumbly。
Itwasahalf-holiday,andhestayedtotea,andafteritwentoverthearm-buildingswithMr。Graeme,revealingsuchapracticalknowledgeofallthatwasgoingon,thathisentertainersoonsawhisopinionmustbeworthsomethingwhetherhisfancieswereornot。
CHAPTERXXIV。
STEPHENKENNEDY。
ThegreatcomfortsofDonal\'slife,nexttothoseoftheworldinwhichhissoullived——theeternalworld,whosedoorsareeveropentohimwhoprays——werethesocietyofhisfavouritebooks,thefashioningofhisthoughtsintosweetlyorderedsoundsintheloftysolitudeofhischamber,andnotinfrequentcommunionwiththecobblerandhiswife。Tothesehehadasyetsaidnothingofwhatwentonatthecastle:hehadlearnedthelessonthecobblerhimselfgavehim。Butmanyalessonofgreatervaluedidhelearnfromthephilosopherofthelapstone。Hewhounderstandsbecauseheendeavours,isafreedmanoftherealmofhumaneffort。Hewhohasnoexperienceofhisown,tohimtheexperienceofothersisasealedbook。TheconvictionsthatinDonalrosevaporouswererapidlycondensedandshapedwhenhefoundhisnewfriendthoughtlikewise。
BydegreeshemademoreandmoreofacompanionofDavie,andsuchwasthesweetrelationbetweenthemthathewouldsometimeshavehiminhisroomevenwhenhewaswriting。Whenitwastimetolayinhiswinter-fuel,hesaidtohim——
“Uphere,Davie,wemusthaveagoodfirewhenthenightsarelong;
thedarknesswillbelikesolidcold。SimmonstellsmeImayhaveasmuchcoalandwoodasIlike:willyouhelpmetogetthemup?”
Daviesprangtohisfeet:hewasreadythatveryminute。
“IshallneverlearnmylessonsifIamcold,“addedDonal,whocouldnotbearalowtemperaturesowellaswhenhewasalwaysintheopenair。
“Doyoulearnlessons,Mr。Grant?”
“YesindeedIdo,“repliedDonal。“Onegreathelptotheunderstandingofthingsistobroodoverthemasahenbroodsoverhereggs:wordsarethought-eggs,andtheirchickensaretruths;andinordertobroodIsometimeslearnbyheart。Ihavesetmyselftolearn,beforethewinterisoverifIcan,thegospelofJohnintheGreek。“
“Whatabiglesson!”exclaimedDavie。
“Ah,buthowrichitwillmakeme!”saidDonal,andthatsetDaviepondering。
Theybegantocarryupthefuel,Donaltakingthecoals,andDaviethewood。ButDonalgotwearyofthetimeittook,andsethimselftofindaquickerway。SonextSaturdayafternoon,therudimentaryremnantoftheJewishSabbath,andtheschoolboy\'sweeklycarnivalbeforeLent,hedirectedhiswalktoacertainfishingvillage,thenearestonthecoast,aboutthreemilesoff,andtheresucceededinhiringaspareboat-sparwithablockandtackle。Thesparheranout,throughanotchofthebattlement,nearthesheds,andhavingstayeditwellback,rovetheropethroughtheblockatthepeakofit,andlowereditwithahookattheend。AmomentofDavie\'shelpbelow,andabucketfilledwithcoalswasonitswayup:thispartoftheroofwasoverayardbelongingtothehouseholdoffices,andDaviefilledthebucketfromaheaptheyhadtheremade。“Standback,Davie,“Donalwouldcry,andupwouldgothebucket,totheeverreneweddelightoftheboy。Whenitreachedtheblock,Donal,bymeansofaguy,swungthesparonitsbut-end,andthebucketcametotheroofthroughthenextnotchofthebattlement。Therehewouldemptyit,andinamomentitwouldbedownagaintobere-filled。Whenhethoughthehadenoughofcoal,heturnedtothewood;andthustheyspentanhourofagoodmanyofthecooleveningsofautumn。Davieenjoyeditimmensely;anditwasnosmallthingforaboydelicatelynurturedtobehelpedoutofthefeelingthathemusthaveeverythingdoneforhim。Whenafteratimehesawtheheapontheroof,hewasgreatlyimpressedwiththeamountthatcouldbedonebylittleandlittle。InreturnDonaltoldhimthatifheworkedwellthroughtheweek,heshouldeverySaturdayeveningspendanhourwithhimbythefirehehadthushelpedtoprovide,andtheywouldthendosomethingtogether。
AfterhisfirstvisitDonalwentagainandagaintothevillage:hehadmadeacquaintancewithsomeofthepeople,andlikedthem。
Therewasoneman,however,who,although,attractedbyhislookdespiteitsapparentsullenness,hehadtriedtodrawhimintoconversation,seemedtoavoid,almosttoresenthisadvances。Butonedayashewaswalkinghome,StephenKennedyovertookhim,andsayinghewasgoinginhisdirection,walkedalongsideofhim——tothepleasureofDonal,wholovedallhumanity,andespeciallytheportionofitacquaintedwithhardwork。Hewasamiddle-sizedyoungfellow,withaslouchingwalk,butawellshapedandwellsethead,andanotuncomelycountenance。Hewasbrownassunandsaltsea-windscouldmakehim,andhadveryblueeyesanddarkhair,tellingofNorwegianancestry。Heloungedalongwithhishandsinhispockets,asifhedidnotcaretowalk,yetgotoverthegroundasfastasDonal,who,withyetsomeremnantofthepeasant\'sstride,coveredthegroundasifhemeantwalking。Aftertheirgreetingagreatandenduringsilencefell,whichlastedtillthejourneywashalf-wayover;thenallatoncethefishermanspoke。
“There\'salassatthecastel,sir,“hesaid,“theyca\'EppyComin。“
“Thereis,“answeredDonal。
“Doyekenthelass,sir——tospeaktilher,Imean?”
“Surely,“repliedDonal。“Iknowhergrandfatherandgrandmotherwell。“
“Dacentfowk!”saidStephen。
“Theyarethat!”respondedDonal,“——asgoodpeopleasIknow!”
“Wudyeduthemaguidturn?”askedthefisherman。
“IndeedIwould!”
“Weel,it\'sthis,sir:Ihaegritdoobtsgiena\'begaein\'verraweelwi\'thelassatthecastel。“
Ashesaidthewordsheturnedhisheadaside,andspokesolowandinsuchamuffledwaythatDonalcouldbutjustmakeoutwhathesaid。
“Youmustbealittleplainerifyouwouldhavemedoanything,“hereturned。
“I\'llberichtplainwi\'ye,sir,“answeredStephen,andthenfellsilentasifhewouldneverspeakagain。
Donalwaited,norutteredasound。Atlasthespokeoncemore。
“Yemaunken,sir,“hesaid“Ihaehadafancytothelassthismonyaday;forye\'llallooshe\'sbaithbonnyan\'winsome!”
Donaldidnotreply,foralthoughhewasreadytograntherbonny,hehadneverfeltherwinsome。
“Weel,“hewenton,“heran\'me\'sbeencoortin\'thistwayear;an\'
guidfreen\'sweayewastillthislastspring,whana\'atancesheturnthighty-tightylike,nor,duwhatImicht,couldIgethertosaywhatitwas\'atcheengther:saefarasIkennedIhaddunenaething,norwadshesayIhadgi\'enheronycauseo\'complaint。
ButthoughshecouldnasayIhadevergi\'enmairnoraceevilwordtoonylassbuthersel\',sheappeartuncowullin\'tofixmewi\'thisanean\'thataneoronyane!Icouldnathinkwhathadcomeowerher!Butatlast——an\'asairlastitis!——Ihaecometotheun\'erstan\'ino\'\'t:shewudfainhaeapretenceforbr\'akin\'wi\'me!
Shewadhae\'t\'atIwasduin\'asshewasduin\'hersel\'——haudin\'
companywi\'anither!”
“Areyouquitesureofwhatyousay?”askedDonal。
“Owersure,sir,thoughI\'mnoatleebertytotellyehooIcamtobe——Dinnathink,sir,\'atI\'manetohaudalasstilherwordwhanherhertdisnabackit;Iwudhaesaidnaethingabootit,butjistbornethehert-brakwi\'thebecomin\'silence,forgreitin\'norragin\'men\'nonets,nortakthelifeo\'naedogfish。Butit\'sGod\'strowth,sir,I\'mterriblefeartforthelassiehersel\'。She\'sthatta\'enupwi\'him,theytellme,\'atshecanthinko\'naethingbuthim;an\'he\'sayoonglord,noapuirladlikeme——an\'that\'swhatfearsme!”
AgreatdreadandagreatcompassiontogetherlaidholdofDonal,buthedidnotspeak。
“Gienitcamtothat,“resumedStephen,“Idoobtthefisher-ladwudwinherbetterbreidnormylord;forgiena\'talesbetrue,hewudhaetoworkforhisainbreid;thecastel\'snohis,norcannabe\'cep\'hemerrytheleddyo\'\'t。Butit\'snomerryin\'Eppyhe\'llbeefter,oronythelikeso\'\'im!”
“Youdon\'tsurelyhint,“saidDonal,“thatthere\'sanythingbetweenherandlordForgue?Shemustbeanidlegirltotakesuchathingintoherhead!”
“Iwussweelshehaeta\'en\'tintilherheid!she\'llgetittheeasierooto\'herhert?But\'deed,sir,I\'msairfeart!Ispeaknao\'\'tformyainsake;forgientherebetrowthintil\'t,therecanneverbemair\'atweenherandme!But,eh,sir,thepeetyo\'\'twi\'
sicabonnylass!——forhecannameanfairbyher!Thaegran\'fowkdoesfearsomethings!It\'ssma\'won\'er\'atwhilesthepuirfowkriseswi\'aroar,an\'tearsdoona\',astheydidi\'France!”
“Allyousayisquitetrue;butthechargeissuchaseriousone!”
“Itisthat,sir!Butthoughitbetrue,I\'mnogaein\'tomakit\'aforethewarl\'。“
“Youarerightthere:itcoulddonogood。“
“IfearitmayduaslittlewhaurIamgaein\'tomakit!I\'mupo\'
myro\'dtogarmylordgieanaccoonto\'himsel\'。Faith,gienitbenaaguidane,I\'llthrawthenecko\'\'im!It\'sbettermetohang,norhertogangdisgraced,puirthing!Shecanbenaethingmairtome,asIsay;butIwudlikeweelthewringin\'o\'alord\'sneck!Itwudbelikekillin\'ashark!”
“Whydoyoutellmethis?”askedDonal。
“\'CauseIlooktoyoutogetmetowordo\'theman。“
“Thatyoumaywringhisneck?——Youshouldnothavetoldmethat:I
shouldbeartandpartinhismurder!”
“Wudyehaemelatthelassietakherchanceohnduneonything?”
saidthefishermanwithscorn。
“Bynomeans。Iwoulddosomethingmyselfwhoeverthegirlwas——andsheisthegranddaughterofmybestfriends。“
“Sir,yewinnasurelyfailme!”
“Iwillhelpyousomehow,butIwillnotdowhatyouwantme。I
willturnthethingoverinmymind。IpromiseyouIwilldosomething——what,Icannotsayoffhand。Youhadbettergohomeagain,andIwillcometoyouto-morrow。“
“Na,na,thatwinnado!”saidtheman,halfdoggedly,halffiercely。
“Thehertillbeooto\'mybodygienIdinnadusomething!Thisverranichtitmaunbedune!Icannabideinhellonylanger。Thethouchto\'therascalslaverin\'hisleesowermyEppy\'skillin\'me!
Mybrain\'slikeafire:Iseetheverrabillowso\'theoceanasreid\'sblude。“
“Ifyoucomenearthecastleto-night,Iwillhaveyoutakenup。I
amtoomuchyourfriendtoseeyouhanged!Butifyougohomeandleavethemattertome,Iwilldomybest,andletyouknow。SheshallbesavedifIcancompassit。What,man!youwouldnothaveGodagainstyou?”
“He\'llbeupo\'thesideo\'thericht,I\'mthinkin\'!”
“Doubtless;buthehassaid,\'Vengeanceismine!\'Hecan\'ttrustuswiththat。Hewon\'thaveusinterfering。It\'smorehisconcernthanyoursyetthatthelassiehavefairplay。Iwilldomypart。“
Theywalkedoningloomysilenceforsometime。Suddenlythefishermanputouthishand,seizedDonal\'swithaconvulsivegrasp,waspossiblyreassuredbythestrengthwithwhichDonal\'sresponded,turned,andwithoutawordwentback。
Donalhadtothink。Herewasamostuntowardaffair!Whatcouldhedo?Whatoughthetoattempt?Fromwhathehadseenoftheyounglord,hecouldnotbelieveheintendedwrongtothegirl;buthemightheselfishlyamusinghimself,andwashardlyonetoreflectthattheleastidlefamiliaritywithherwasawrong!Thething,iftherewastheleasttruthinit,mustbeputastoptoatonce!butitmightbeallafancyofthejustlyjealouslover,towhomthegirlhadnotoflatebeenbehavingassheought!Ormighttherenotbesomebodyelse?Atthesametimetherewasnothingabsurdintheideathatayouth,freshfromcollegeandsuddenlydiscompanionedathome,withoutsociety,possessedbynoloveofliterature,andwithalmostnoamusements,should,ifonlyforveryennui,beattractedbytheprettyfaceandfigureofEppy,andthenenthralledbyhercoquetriesofinstinctiveresponse。Therewasdangertothegirlbothinsilenceandinspeech:iftherewasnogroundfortheapprehension,theverysuppositionwasaninjury——mightevensuggestthethingitwasintendedtofrustrate!Stillsomethingmustberisked!HehadjustbeenreadinginsirPhilipSidney,that“whosoeveringreatthingswillthinktopreventallobjections,mustliestillanddonothing。“Butwhatwashetodo?Thereadiestandsimplestthingwastogototheyouth,tellhimwhathehadheard,andaskhimiftherewasanygroundforit。Buttheymustfindthegirlanothersituation!ineithercasedistancemustbeputbetweenthem!Hewouldtellhergrandparents;buthefeared,iftherewasanytruthinit,theywouldhavenogreatinfluencewithher。Ifontheotherhand,thethingwasgroundless,theymightmakeitupbetweenherandherfisherman,andhavethemmarried!Shemightonlyhavebeenteasinghim!——Hewouldcertainlyspeaktotheyounglord!Yetagain,whatifheshouldactuallyputthemischiefintohisthoughts!Ifthereshouldbeeversoslightaleaninginthedirection,mighthenotsogiveasuddenandfatalimpulse?Hewouldtakethehousekeeperintohiscounsel!Shemustunderstandthegirl!Thingswouldatonceshowthemselvestoherontheonesideortheother,whichmightrevealthepathheoughttotake。ButdidheknowmistressBrookeswellenough?Wouldshebeprudent,orspoileverythingbyprecipitation?Shemightruinthegirlifsheactedwithoutsympathy,caringonlytogettheappearanceofeviloutofthehouse!
Thewaythelegallyrighteousactthepolicemaninthemoralworldwouldbeamusingwereitnotsosad。Theyarealwaysmakingtheevil“moveon,“drivingittodoitsmischiefstootherpeopleinsteadofthem;dispersingnestsofthedegradedtocrowdthemthemore,andwithworseresults,inotherparts:whyshouldsuchbeshockedattheideaofsendingoutoftheworldthosetowhomtheywillnotgiveaplaceinittolaytheirheads?Theytreattheminthisworldas,accordingtotheoldtheology,theirGodtreatstheminthenext,keepingthemaliveforsinandsuffering。
Somewiththebrightlampoftheirintellect,otherswiththesmokylampoftheirlife,castashadowofGodonthewalloftheuniverse,andthenbelieveordisbelieveintheshadow。
Donalwasstillinmeditationwhenhereachedhome,andstillundecidedwhatheshoulddo。Crossingasmallcourtonhiswaytohisaerie,hesawthehousekeepermakingsignstohimfromthewindowofherroom。Heturnedandwenttoher。ItwasofEppyshewantedtospeaktohim!Howoftenisthediscoveryofaplanet,ofatruth,ofascientificfact,madeatonceindifferentplacesfarapart!Sheaskedhimtositdown,andgothimaglassofmilk,whichwashisfavouriterefreshment,littleimaginingtheexpressionsheattributedtofatiguearosefromtheverythingoccupyingherownthoughts。
“It\'saqueerthing,“shebegan,“foranauldwifelikemetocometilayoonggentlemanlikeyersel\',sir,wi\'sicatale;but,asthesayin\'is,\'needsmaunwhanthedeildrives\';an\'here\'sliketobeanuncostramashaboottheplace,gienwecomenathegitherupo\'somegaitooto\'\'t。Dinnaluiksaescaretlike,sir;wemaybeintimeyeter\'thewarstcometothewarst,thoughit\'ssomeilltosaywhatmaybethewarstinsicanillcooperedkin\'o\'affair!
There\'sthaetwafuleso\'bairns——troth,they\'renaebetter;an\'
thetane\'sjistasmuckletoblameasthetither——onlythelassiswaurtoblamenorthelad,bein\'madesharper,an\'kennin\'betternorhimwhatcomeso\'sic!——Eh,butsheisagowk!”
HereMrs。Brookespaused,lostincontemplationofthegowkednessofEppy。
Shewasaflorid,plump,good-lookingwoman,overforty,withthickauburnhair,brushedsmooth——oneofthosewomencomelyinsoulaswellasbody,whoarealwaystothediscomfitureofwrongandthehealingofstrife。Leftayoungwidow,shehadrefusedmanyoffers:
oncewasallthatwasrequiredofherinthewayofmarriage!Shehadfoundherhusbandgoodenoughnottobefollowedbyanother,andmarriagehardenoughtofavourthesameresult。Whenshesatdown,smoothingheraprononherlap,andlookinghiminthefacewithclearblueeyes,hemusthavebeeneitherasuspiciousoranunfortunatemanwhowouldnottrusther。Shewasageneralsoftenerofshocks,foilerofencounters,andsootherofangers。Shewasnotoneofthosehousekeepersalwaysinblacksilkandlace,butwasmostlytobeseeninacottongown——veryclean,butbynomeansimposing。Shewouldputherhandstoanything——showayoungservanthowathingoughttobedone,orrelievecookorhousemaidwhowasillorhadaholiday。Donalhadtakentoher,aslikedoestolike。
Hedidnothurryher,butwaited。
“Imayasweelgieyethehaillstory,sir!”sherecommenced。“Syneye\'llbewhaurIammysel\'。
“Iwasooti\'theyardtoluikeftermyhens——Ineverlatonybodybutmysel\'meddlewi\'them,forthey\'rejistaseasysp\'iltasitherfowk\'sbairns;an\'thetwadoorso\'thebarnstan\'inopen,Itookthestrauchtro\'dthrouwthesametowintheeasieratmyfeathertfowk,asmyauldminnieusedtoca\'them。I\'mbutasaftkin\'o\'abein\',asmyfaitherusedtotellme,an\'makbutlittledinwhaurI
gang,saetheycouldnahaeh\'ardmyfutasIgaed;butwhatsudI
hear——butImauntellyeitwasi\'thegloamin\'lastnicht,an\'I
wadhaetelltyethesamethismornin\',sir,seekin\'yerfaircoonsel,butyewasawa\'\'aforeIkenned,an\'Iwasresolvtnotolatanithergloamin\'comeohnta\'enprecautions——whatsudIhear,I
say,asIwassayin\',butalaichtshe——tshe——tshe,somewhaur,I
couldnatellwhaur,asgiensomehadmairtosaynorwudbespokenoot!Weel,yesee,bein\'aneaccoontabletaeithersforthem\'at\'saccoontabletome,Istudestillan\'hearkent:giena\'wasricht,nanewadbethewaurforme;an\'giena\'wasnaricht,a\'sudbewranggienIcouldmakeitsae!Weel,asIsay,Ihearkent——buteh,sir!jistgieakeekootatthatdoor,an\'seegeintherebenasomebodytherehearkin\',forthatEppy——Iwudnalippentilheraehair!she\'sasslyasanedder!Naebodythere?Weel,steekyethedoor,sir,an\'Is\'gangonwi\'mytale。Istudean\'hearkent,asI
wassayin\',an\'whatsudIhearbutatwasometoot-moot,asmyauldauntiefraeEbberdeenwudhaeca\'dit——aev\'icethato\'aman,an\'
theitherthato\'awuman,forit\'sstrangethedifferevenwhanbaithspeykstheirlaichest!Iwasayeglegi\'thehearin\',an\'haereasonforthesametobethankfu,\'butIcouldna,fora\'mysharpness,makootwhattheywarsayin\'。So,whanIsaw\'atIwasnatohear,Ijistsetabootseein\',an\'asquaietlyasmysaftfit——it\'ssafternorit\'slicht——wudcarryme,Igaedabootthebarnflure,luikin\'whauronybodycouldbehiddenawa\'。
“Therewasagreatheapo\'straeinaecorner,nohardagain\'thewa\';an\'\'atweenthewa\'an\'thatheapo\'thrashenstrae,satthetwa。Upgatmylordwi\'aspang,asgienhehadbeenta\'enstealin\'。Eppywudhaebidden,an\'creepitootlikeamooseahintmyback,butIwasowersharpforher:\'Comeooto\'that,mylass,\'
saysI。\'Oh,mistressBrookes!\'saysmylord,uncoceevil,\'formysakedon\'tbeharduponher。\'Noothatangertme!ForthoughIsaythelassismairtoblamenorthelad,it\'snoforthelad,behelordorlabourer,tolea\'himsel\'ootwhantheblamecomes。An\'
saysI,\'Mylord,\'saysI,\'yeouchttokenbetter!Is\'saynaemairi\'thenoo,forI\'mowerangry。Gangyerways——butna!nothegither,mylord!Is\'luikweeltothat!——Ganguptilyerainroom,Eppy!\'Isaid,\'an\'gienIdinnaseeyetherewhanIcomein,it\'sawa\'toyourgrannieIgangthisvarranicht!\'
“Eppyshegaed;an\'mylordhestudethere,wi\'aface\'atglowertwhitethrouwthegloamin\'。Iturneduponhimlikeawildbeast,an\'
saysI,\'Iwinnaspeirwhatye\'reuptil,mylord,butyekenweeleneuchwhatitluikslike!an\'Iwudneverhaeexpeckitito\'ye!\'
Hebeganan\'hestammert,an\'hebeggitmetobelievetherewasnaething\'atweenthem,an\'hewudnaharmthelassietosavehislife,an\'a\'thelaveo\'\'t,\'atIcouldnai\'myhertbutpitythembaith——twasicbairns,doobtlessdrawnthegitherwi\'naethouchto\'
ill,ilkanebythebonnyfaceo\'theither,asisbutnait\'ral,thoughitcannabeallooed!Hebeseekitmesaesair\'atIfoolishlypromisednototellhisfaithergienheonhissidewudpromisenotohaemairtoduwi\'Eppy。An\'thathedid。NooIneverhadreasontodoobtmyyoonglord\'sword,butinacaseo\'thiskin\'it\'sayebetternotolippen。Onygait,thethingcannabeleftthiswise,forgienillcamo\'\'t,whaurwudwea\'be!Ididnapromisenototellonybody;I\'mfreetotellyersel,\'maisterGrant;an\'yemauncontrivewhat\'stobedune。“
“Iwillspeaktohim,“saidDonal,“andseewhathumourheisin。
Thatwillhelptoclearthethingup。Wewilltrytodoright,andtrusttobekeptfromdoingwrong。“
Donallefthertogotohisroom,buthadnotreachedthetopofthestairwhenhesawclearlythathemustspeaktolordForgueatonce:
heturnedandwentdowntoaroomthatwascalledhis。
Whenhereachedit,onlyDaviewasthere,turningovertheleavesofafoliowornbyfingersthathadbeendustforcenturies。HesaidPercywentout,andwouldnotlethimgowithhim。
KnowingmistressBrookeswaslookingafterEppy,DonalputoffseekingfartherforForguetillthemorrow。
CHAPTERXXV。
EVASION。
Thenextdayhecouldfindhimnowhere,andintheeveningwenttoseetheComins。Itwasprettydark,butthemoonwouldbeupbyandby。
Whenhereachedthecobbler\'shouse,hefoundhimworkingasusual,onlyin-doorsnowthattheweatherwascolder,andthelightsoonergone。Helookedinnocent,bright,andcontentedasusual。“IfGodbeatpeace,“hewouldsaytohimself,“whyshouldnotI?”Oncehesaidthisaloud,almostunconsciously,andwasoverheard:itstrengthenedtheregardwithwhichworldlychurch-goersregardedhim:hewastothemanirreverentyea,blasphemousman!TheydidnotknowGodenoughtounderstandthecobbler\'swords,andalltheinterpretationtheycouldgivethemwasaftertheirkind。TheirlongSundayfacesindicatedtheirreward;thecobbler\'scheery,expectantlookindicatedhis。
Thetwowerejustwonderingalittlewhenheentered,thatyoungEppyhadnotmadeherappearance;butthen,ashergrandmothersaid,shehadoften,especiallyduringthelastfewweeks,beenlaterstill!Asshespoke,however,theyheardherlight,hurriedfootonthestair。
“Hereshecomesatlast!”saidhergrandmother,andsheentered。
Shesaidshecouldnotgetawaysoeasilynow。Donalfearedshehadbeguntolie。Aftersittingaquarterofanhour,sherosesuddenly,andsaidshemustgo,forshewaswantedathome。Donalrosealsoandsaid,asthenightwasdark,andthemoonnotyetup,itwouldbebettertogotogether。Herfaceflushed:shehadtogointothetownfirst,shesaid,togetsomethingshewanted!Donalrepliedhewasinnohurry,andwouldgowithher。Shecastaninquiring,almostsuspiciouslookonhergrandparents,butmadenofurtherobjection,andtheywentouttogether。
TheywalkedtotheHighStreet,andtotheshopwhereDonalhadencounteredtheparson。Hewaitedinthestreettillshecameout。
Thentheywalkedbackthewaytheyhadcome,littlethinking,eitherofthem,thattheireverystepwasdogged。Kennedy,thefisherman,firminhispromisenottogonearthecastle,couldnotthereforeremainquietlyathome:heknewitwasEppy\'sdayforvisitingherfolk,wenttothetown,andhadbeenlingeringaboutinthehopeofseeingher。Notnaturallysuspicious,justifiablejealousyhadrenderedhimsuch;andwhenhesawthetwotogetherhebegantoaskwhetherDonal\'sanxietytokeephimfromencounteringlordForguemightnotbeduetoothergroundsthanthosegivenorimplied。Sohefollowed,carefultheyshouldnotseehim。
Theycametoabaker\'sshop,and,stoppingatthedoor,Eppy,inavoicethatinvainsoughttobesteady,askedDonalifhewouldbesogoodaswaitforheramoment,whileshewentintospeaktothebaker\'sdaughter。Donalmadenodifficulty,andsheentered,leavingthedooropenasshefoundit。
LowrieLeper\'sshopwaslightedwithonlyonedip,toodimalmosttoshowthesugarbiscuitsandpeppermintdropsinthewindow,thatdrewalldaythehungryeyesofthechildren。Apleasantsmellofbreadcamefromit,anddidwhatitcouldtoentertainhimintheallbutdesertedstreet。Whilehestoodnooneenteredorissued。
“She\'shavingalongtalk!”hesaidtohimself,butforalongtimewasnotimpatient。Hebeganatlength,however,tofearshemusthavebeentakenill,orhavefoundsomethingwronginthehouse。
Whenmorethanhalfanhourwasgone,hethoughtittimetomakeinquiry。
Heenteredtherefore,shuttingthedoorandopeningitagain,toringthespring-bell,thenmechanicallyclosingitbehindhim。
StraightwayMrs。Leperappearedfromsomewheretoanswerthesqualloftheshrill-tonguedsummoner。DonalaskedifEppywasreadytogo。Thewomanstaredathimamomentinsilence。
“Eppywha,saidye?”sheaskedatlength。
“EppyComin,“heanswered。
“Ikennaethingaboother——Lucy!”
Agood-lookinggirl,withastockingshewasdarningdrawnoveronehandandarm,followedhermotherintotheshop。
“Whaur\'sEppyComin,gienyeplease?”askedDonal。
“Ikennaethingaboother。Ihaenaseenhersin\'thisdayweek,“
answeredthegirlinaverystraight-forwardmanner。
Donalsawhehadbeentricked,butjudgingitbettertoseeknoelucidation,turnedwithapologytogo。
Asheopenedthedoor,therecamethroughthehousefrombehindablastofcoldwind:therewasanopenouterdoorinthatdirection!
Thegirlmusthaveslippedthroughthehouse,andoutbythatdoor,leavinghersquiretocoolhimself,vainlyexpectant,inthestreet!
Ifshehadfoundanotheradmirer,asprobablysheimagined,hispoliteattentionswereatthemomentinconvenient!
Butshehadtriedthetricktoooften,forshehadonceservedherfishermaninlikefashion。Seeinghergointothebaker\'s,Kennedyhadconjecturedherpurpose,andhurryingtowardtheissuefromtheotherexit,sawhercomeoutofthecourt,andwasagainfollowingher。
Donalhastenedhomeward。Themoonrose。Itwasalovelynight。
Dull-gleamingglimpsesoftherivercamethroughthelightfogthathoveredoveritintherisingmoonlikeaspirit-rivercontinuallyascendingfromtheearthlyoneandrestinguponit,butflowinginheavenlyplaces。Thewhitewebsshoneverywhiteinthemoon,andthegreengrasslookedgray。Afewminutesmore,andthewholecountrywascoveredwithalow-lyingfog,onwhoseuppersurfacethemoonshone,makingitappeartoDonal\'swonderingeyesawide-spreadinundation,fromwhichrosehalf-submergedhousesandstacksandtrees。Onewhohadneverseenthethingbefore,andwhodidnotknowthecountry,wouldnothavedoubtedhelookedonaveritableexpanseofwater。Absorbedinthebeautyofthesighthetrudgedon。
Suddenlyhestopped:werethosethesoundsofascuffleheheardontheroadbeforehim?Heran。Atthenextturn,intheloneliestpartoftheway,hesawsomethingdark,liketheformofaman,lyinginthemiddleoftheroad。Hehastenedtoit。Themoongleamedonapoolbesideit。Adeath-likefacelookedheavenward:
itwasthatoflordForgue——withoutbreathormotion。Therewasacutinhishead:fromthatthepoolhadflowed。Heexamineditaswellashecouldwithanxiouseyes。Ithadalmoststoppedbleeding。
Whatwashetodo?Whatcouldbedone?Therewasbutonething!
Hedrewthehelplessformtothesideoftheway,andleaningitupagainsttheearth-dyke,satdownontheroadbeforeit,andsomanagedtogetituponhisback,andrisewithit。Ifhecouldbutgethimhomeunseen,muchscandalmightbeforestalled!
Onthelevelroadhedidverywell;but,strongashewas,hedidnotfinditaneasytasktoclimbwithsuchaburdenthesteepapproachtothecastle。Hehadlittlebreathleftwhenatlasthereachedtheplatformfromwhichrosethetoweringbulk。
Hecarriedhimstraighttothehousekeeper\'sroom。Itwasnotyetmorethanhalf-pastten;andthoughtheservantsweremostlyinbed,mistressBrookeswasstillmovingabout。Helaidhisburdenonhersofa,andhastenedtofindher。
Likeasensiblewomanshekeptherhorroranddismaytoherself。
Shegotsomebrandy,andbetweenthemtheymanagedtomakehimswallowalittle。Hebegantorecover。Theybathedhiswound,anddidforitwhattheycouldwithscissorsandplaster,thencarriedhimtohisownroom,andgothimtobed。Donalsatdownbyhim,andstaid。Hispatientwasrestlessandwanderingallthenight,buttowardsmorningfellintoasoundsleep,andwasstillasleepwhenthehousekeepercametorelievehim。
AssoonasMrs。BrookesleftDonalwithlordForgue,shewenttoEppy\'sroom,andfoundherinbed,pretendingtobeasleep。Sheleftherundisturbed,thinkingtocomeeasieratthetruthifshetookherunpreparedtolie。Itcameoutafterwardsthatshewasnotsoheartlessassheseemed。ShefoundlordForguewaitingherupontheroad,andalmostimmediatelyKennedycameuptothem。Forguetoldhertorunhomeatonce:hewouldsoonsettlematterswiththefellow。Shewentofflikeahare,andtillshewasoutofsightthemenstoodlookingateachother。Kennedywasapowerfulman,andForguebutastripling;thelattertrusted,however,tohisskill,anddidnotfearhisadversary。Hedidnotknowwhathewas。
Heseemednowinnodanger,andhisattendantsagreedtobesilenttillherecovered。Itwasgivenoutthathewaskeepinghisroomforafewdays,butthatnothingveryseriouswasthematterwithhim。
Intheafternoon,DonalwenttofindKennedy,loiteredawhileaboutthevillage,andmadeseveralinquiriesafterhim;butnoonehadseenhim。
Forguerecoveredasrapidlyascouldhavebeenexpected。Daviewastroubledthathemightnotgoandseehim,buthewouldhavebeenfullofquestion,remark,andspeculation!Forwhathehadhimselftodointhematter,Donalwasbutwaitingtillheshouldbestrongenoughtobetakentotask。
CHAPTERXXVI。
CONFRONTMENT。
AtlengthoneeveningDonalknockedatthedoorofForgue\'sroom,andwentin。Hewasseatedinaneasychairbeforeablazingfire,lookingcomfortable,andshowinginhispalefacenosignofadisturbedconscience。
“Mylord,“saidDonal,“youwillhardlybesurprisedtofindIhavesomethingtotalktoyouabout!”
Hislordshipwassomuchsurprisedthathemadehimnoanswer——onlylookedinhisface。Donalwenton:——
“IwanttospeaktoyouaboutEppyComin,“hesaid。
Forgue\'sfaceflamedup。Thedevilofpride,andthedeviloffear,andthedevilofshame,allrushedtotheoutworkstodefendtheworthlessself。Buthistemperdidnotatoncebreakbounds。
“Allowmetoremindyou,Mr。Grant,“hesaid,“that,althoughIhaveavailedmyselfofyourhelp,Iamnotyourpupil,andyouhavenoauthorityoverme。“
“Thereminderisunnecessary,mylord,“answeredDonal。“Iamnotyourtutor,butIamthefriendoftheComins,andthereforeofEppy。“
Hislordshipdrewhimselfupyetmoreerectinhischair,andasneercameoverhishandsomecountenance。ButDonaldidnotwaitforhimtospeak。
“Don\'timagineme,mylord,“hesaid,“presumingonthefactthatI
hadthegoodfortunetocarryyouhome:thatIshouldhavedoneforthestable-boyinsimilarplight。ButasIinterferedforyouthen,IhavetointerfereforEppienow。“
“Damnyourinsolence!Doyouthinkbecauseyouaregoingtobeaparson,youmaymakeacongregationofme!”
“Ihavenottheslightestintentionofbeingaparson,“returnedDonalquietly,“butIdohopetobeanhonestman,andyourlordshipisingreatdangerofceasingtobeone!”
“Getoutofmyroom,“criedForgue。
Donaltookaseatoppositehim。
“Ifyoudonot,Iwill!”saidtheyounglord,androse。
Buterehereachedthedoor,Donalwasstandingwithhisbackagainstit。Helockedit,andtookoutthekey。Theyouthglaredathim,unabletospeakforfury,thenturned,caughtupachair,andrushedathim。OnetwistofDonal\'sploughman-handwrencheditfromhim。Hethrewitoverhisheaduponthebed,andstoodmotionlessandsilent,waitingtillhisrageshouldsubside。Inafewmomentshiseyebegantoquail,andhewentbacktohisseat。
“Now,mylord,“saidDonal,followinghisexampleandsittingdown,“willyouhearme?”
“I\'llbedamnedifIdo!”heanswered,flaringupagainatthefirstsoundofDonal\'svoice。
“I\'mafraidyou\'llbedamnedifyoudon\'t,“returnedDonal。
Hislordshiptooktheundignifiedexpedientofthrustinghisfingersinhisears。Donalsatquietuntilheremovedthem。Butthemomenthebegantospeakhethrusttheminagain。Donalrose,andseizingoneofhishandsbythewrist,said,“Becareful,mylord;ifyoudrivemetoextremity,Iwillspeaksothatthehouseshallhearme;ifthatwillnotdo,Igostraighttoyourfather。“
“Youareaspyandasneak!”
“Amanwhobehaveslikeyou,shouldhavenotermsheldwithhim。“
Theyouthbrokeoutinafreshpassion。Donalsatwaitingtillthefutileoutburstshouldbeover。Itwaspresentlyexhausted,therageseemingtogooutforwantoffuel。Nordidheagainstophisearsagainstthetruthhesawhewasdoomedtohear。
“Iamcome,“saidDonal,“toaskyourlordshipwhetherthecourseyouarepursuingisnotadishonourableone。“
“IknowwhatIamabout。“
“Somuchtheworse——butIdoubtit。Foryourmother\'ssake,iffornoother,youshouldscorntobehavetoawomanasyouaredoingnow。“
“WhatdoyoupleasetoimagineIamdoingnow?”
“Thereisnoimaginationinthis——thatyouarebehavingtoEppyasnomanoughtexcepthemeanttomarryher。“
“HowdoyouknowIdonotmeantomarryher?”
“Doyoumeantomarryher,mylord?”
“Whatrighthaveyoutoask?”
“AtleastIliveunderthesameroofwithyouboth。“
“WhatifsheknowsIdonotintendtomarryher?”
“Mydutyisequallyplain:Iamthefriendofheronlyrelatives。
IfIdidnotdomybestforthepoorgirl,IdarednotlookmyMasterintheface!——Whereisyourhonour,mylord?”
“InevertoldherIwouldmarryher。“
“Ineversupposedyouhad。“
“Well,whatthen?”
“Irepeat,suchattentionsasyoursmustnaturallybesupposedbyanyinnocentgirltomeanmarriage。“
“Bah!sheisnotsuchafool!”
“Ifearsheisfoolenoughnottoknowtowhattheymustthenpoint!”
“Theypointtonothing。“
“Thenyoutakeadvantageofherinnocencetoamuseyourselfwithher。“
“Whatifshebenotquitesoinnocentasyouwouldhaveher。“
“Mylord,youareascoundrel。“
ForonemomentForgueseemedtowrestlewithanallbutuncontrollablefury;thenexthelaughed——butitwasnotanicelaugh。
“Comenow,“hesaid,“I\'mgladI\'veputyouinarage!I\'vegotovermine。I\'lltellyouthewholetruth:thereisnothingbetweenmeandthegirl——nothingwhatever,Igiveyoumyword,exceptaninnocentflirtation。Askherself。“
“Mylord,“saidDonal,“Ibelievewhatyoumeanmetounderstand。I
thoughtnothingworseofitmyself。“
“Thenwhythedevilkickupsuchaninfernalshindyaboutit?”
“Forthesereasons,mylord:——“
“Oh,come!don\'tbelong-winded。“
“Youmusthearme。“
“Goon。“
“Iwillsupposeshedoesnotimagineyoumeantomarryher。“
“Shecan\'t!”
“Whynot?”
“She\'snotafool,andshecan\'timaginemesuchanidiot!”
“Butmayshenotsupposeyouloveher?”
Hetriedtolaugh。
“Youhavenevertoldherso?——neversaidordoneanythingtomakeherthinkso?”
“Oh,well!shemaythinkso——afterasortofafashion!”
“Wouldshespeaktoyouagainifsheheardyoutalkingsooftheloveyougiveher?”
“YouknowaswellasIdothewordhasmanymeanings?”
“Andwhichisshelikelytotake?Thatwhichisconfessedlyfalseandworthnothing?”
“Shemaytakewhichshepleases,anddropitwhenshepleases。“
“Butnow,doesshenottakeyourwordsofloveformorethantheyareworth?”
“ShesaysIwillsoonforgether。“
“Willanysayingkeepherfrombeingsoinlovewithyouastoreapmisery?Youdon\'tknowwhattheconsequencesmaybe!Herlovewakenedbyyours,maybeinfinitelystrongerthanyours!”
“Oh,womendon\'tnow-a-daysdieforlove!”saidhislordship,feelingalittleflattered。
“Itwouldbewellforsomeofthemiftheydid!theynevergetoverit。Shemayn\'tdie,true!butshemaylivetohatethemanthatledhertothinkhelovedher,andtaughthertobelieveinnobody。Herwholelifemaybedarkenedbecauseyouwouldamuseyourself。“
“Shehashershareoftheamusement,andIhavemyshare,byJove,ofthedanger!She\'saverypretty,clever,engaginggirl——thoughsheisbutahousemaid!”saidForgue,asifutteringasentimentofquitecommunisticliberality。
“Whatyousayshowsthemoredangertoher!Ifyouadmirehersomuchyoumusthavebehavedtohersomuchthemorelikeagenuinelover?Butanysufferingtheaffairmayhavecausedyou,willhardly,Ifear,persuadeyoutotheonlyhonourableescape!”
“ByJupiter!”criedForgue。“Wouldyouhavememarrythegirl?
That\'scomingitratherstrongwithyourfriendshipforthecobbler!”
“No,mylord;ifthingsareasyourepresent,Ihavenosuchdesire。
WhatIwantistoputastoptothewholeaffair。Everymanhastobehisbrother\'skeeper;andifourwesternnotionsconcerningwomenbetrue,amanisyetmoreboundtobehissister\'skeeper。Hewhodoesnotrecognizethis,beheearlorprince,isvilerthanthemurderousprowlerafterabattle。Foramantosay\'shecantakecareofherself,\'istospeakoutofessentialhell。Thebeautyofloveis,thatitdoesnottakecareofitself,butofthepersonloved。Toapproachagirlinanyotherfashionisameanscoundrellything。Iamgladithasalreadybroughtonyousomeofthechastisementitdeserves。“
Hislordshipstartedtohisfeetinafreshaccessofrage。
“Youdaresaythattomyface!”
“Assuredly,mylord。Thefactstandsjustso。“
“Igavethefellowasgoodashegaveme!”
“Thatisnothingtothepoint——thoughfromthestateIfoundyouin,itishardtoimagine。Pardonme,Idonotbelieveyoubehavedlikewhatyoucallacoward。“
LordForguewasalmostcryingwithrage。
“Ihavenotdonewithhimyet!”hestammered。“IfIonlyknewwhotherascalis!IfIdon\'tpayhimout,may——“
“Stop,stop,mylord。Allthatismerewaste!Iknowwhothemanis,butIwillnottellyou。Hegaveyounomorethanyoudeserved,andIwilldonothingtogethimpunishedforit。“
“Youareartandpartwithhim!”
“Ineitherknewofhisintent,sawhimdoit,norhaveanyproofagainsthim。“
“Youwillnottellmehisname?”
“No。“
“Iwillfinditout,andkillhim。“
“Hethreatenstokillyou。IwilldowhatIcantopreventeither。“
“Iwillkillhim,“repeatedForguethroughhisclenchedteeth。
“AndIwilldomybesttohaveyouhangedforit,“saidDonal。
“Leavetheroom,youinsolentbumpkin。“
“WhenyouhavegivenmeyourwordthatyouwillneveragainspeaktoEppyComin。“
“I\'llbedamnedfirst。“
“Shewillbesentaway。“
“WhereIshallseehertheeasier。“