Desperate Remedies

第10章

7。AQUARTER-PASTEIGHTO\'CLOCKP。M。

Thereisanattitude——approximativelycalledpensive——inwhichthesoulofahumanbeing,andespeciallyofawoman,dominatesoutwardlyandexpressesitspresencesostrongly,thattheintangibleessenceseemsmoreapparentthanthebodyitself。ThiswasCytherea\'sexpressionnow。WhatolddaysandsunnyevesatBudmouthBaywasshepicturing?Herreveriehadcausedhernottonoticehisknock。

\'Cytherea!\'hesaidsoftly。

Sheletdropherhand,andturnedherhead,evidentlythinkingthathervisitorcouldbenootherthanManston,yetpuzzledatthevoice。

TherewasnoprefaceonSpringrove\'stongue;heforgothisposition——

hers——thathehadcometoaskquietlyifManstonhadotherproofsofbeingawidower——everything——andjumpedtoaconclusion。

\'Youarenothiswife,Cytherea——comeaway,hehasawifeliving!\'

hecriedinanagitatedwhisper。\'Owenwillbeheredirectly。\'

Shestartedup,recognizedthetidingsfirst,thebearerofthemafterwards。\'Nothiswife?O,whatisit——what——whoisliving?\'

Sheawokebydegrees。\'WhatmustIdo?Edward,itisyou!Whydidyoucome?WhereisOwen?\'

\'WhathasManstonshownyouinproofofthedeathofhisotherwife?

Tellmequick。\'

\'Nothing——wehaveneverspokenofthesubject。WhereismybrotherOwen?Iwanthim,Iwanthim!\'

\'Heiscomingby-and-by。Cometothestationtomeethim——do,\'

imploredSpringrove。\'IfMr。Manstoncomes,hewillkeepyoufromme:Iamnobody,\'headdedbitterly,feelingthereproachherwordshadfaintlyshadowedforth。

\'Mr。Manstonisonlygoneouttopostaletterhehasjustwritten,\'

shesaid,andwithoutbeingdistinctlycognizantoftheaction,shewildlylookedforherbonnetandcloak,andbeganputtingthemon,butintheactoffasteningthemutteredaspasmodiccry。

\'No,I\'llnotgooutwithyou,\'shesaid,flingingthearticlesdownagain。Runningtothedoorsheflittedalongthepassage,anddownstairs。

\'Givemeaprivateroom——quiteprivate,\'shesaidbreathlesslytosomeonebelow。

\'Numbertwelveisasingleroom,madam,andunoccupied,\'saidsometongueinastonishment。

Withoutwaitingforanypersontoshowherintoit,Cythereahurriedupstairsagain,brushedthroughthecorridor,enteredtheroomspecified,andclosedthedoor。Edwardheardhersobout——

\'NobodybutOwenshallspeaktome——nobody!\'

\'Hewillbeheredirectly,\'saidSpringrove,closeagainstthepanel,andthenwenttowardsthestairs。Hehadseenher;itwasenough。

Hedescended,steppedintothestreet,andhastenedtomeetOwenattherailway-station。

Asforthepoormaidenwhohadreceivedthenews,sheknewnotwhattothink。ShelistenedtilltheechoofEdward\'sfootstepshaddiedaway,thenbowedherfaceuponthebed。Hersuddenimpulsehadbeentoescapefromsight。Herwearinessaftertheunwontedstrain,mentalandbodily,whichhadbeenputuponherbythescenesshehadpassedthroughduringthelongday,renderedhermuchmoretimidandshakenbyherpositionthanshewouldnaturallyhavebeen。Shethoughtandthoughtofthatsinglefactwhichhadbeentoldher——

thatthefirstMrs。Manstonwasstillliving——tillherbrainseemedreadytoburstitsconfinementwithexcessofthrobbing。Itwasonlynaturalthatsheshould,bydegrees,beunabletoseparatethediscovery,whichwasmatteroffact,fromthesuspicionoftreacheryonherhusband\'spart,whichwasonlymatterofinference。Andthustherearoseinherapersonalfearofhim。

\'Supposeheshouldcomeinnowandseizeme!\'Thisatfirstmerefrenziedsuppositiongrewbydegreestoadefinitehorrorofhispresence,andespeciallyofhisintensegaze。Thussheraisedherselftoaheatofexcitement,whichwasnonethelessrealforbeingventedinnocryofanykind。No;shecouldnotmeetManston\'seyealone,shewouldonlyseehiminherbrother\'scompany。

Almostdeliriouswiththisidea,sheranandlockedthedoortopreventallpossibilityofherintentionsbeingnullified,oralookorwordbeingflungatherbyanybodywhilstsheknewnotwhatshewas。

8。HALF-PASTEIGHTO\'CLOCKP。M。

ThenCythereafeltherwayamidthedarknessoftheroomtillshecametotheheadofthebed,whereshesearchedforthebell-ropeandgaveitapull。Hersummonswasspeedilyansweredbythelandladyherself,whosecuriositytoknowthemeaningofthesestrangeproceedingsknewnobounds。Thelandladyattemptedtoturnthehandleofthedoor。Cythereakeptthedoorlocked。\'PleasetellMr。ManstonwhenhecomesthatIamill,\'shesaidfromtheinside,\'andthatIcannotseehim。\'

\'CertainlyIwill,madam,\'saidthelandlady。\'Won\'tyouhaveafire?\'

\'No,thankyou。\'

\'Noralight?\'

\'Idon\'twantone,thankyou。\'

\'Noranything?\'

\'Nothing。\'

Thelandladywithdrew,thinkinghervisitorhalfinsane。

Manstoncameinaboutfiveminuteslater,andwentatonceuptothesitting-room,fullyexpectingtofindhiswifethere。Helookedround,rang,andwastoldthewordsCythereahadsaid,thatshewastooilltobeseen。

\'Sheisinnumbertwelveroom,\'addedthemaid。

Manstonwasalarmed,andknockedatthedoor。\'Cytherea!\'

\'Iamunwell,Icannotseeyou,\'shesaid。

\'Areyouseriouslyill,dearest?Surelynot。\'

\'No,notseriously。\'

\'Letmecomein;Iwillgetadoctor。\'

\'No,hecan\'tseemeeither。\'

\'Shewon\'topenthedoor,sir,nottonobodyatall!\'saidthechambermaid,withwonder-waitingeyes。

\'Holdyourtongue,andbeoff!\'saidManstonwithasnap。

Themaidvanished。

\'Come,Cytherea,thisisfoolish——indeeditis——notopeningthedoor……Icannotcomprehendwhatcanbethematterwithyou。

Norcanadoctoreither,unlessheseesyou。\'

Hervoicehadtrembledmoreandmoreateachanswershegave,butnothingcouldinducehertocomeoutandconfronthim。Hatingscenes,Manstonwentbacktothesitting-room,greatlyirritatedandperplexed。

AndthereCythereafromtheadjoiningroomcouldhearhimpacingupanddown。Shethought,\'Supposeheinsistsuponseeingme——heprobablymay——andwillburstopenthedoor!\'Thisnotionincreased,andshesankintoacornerinahalf-somnolentstate,butwithearsalivetotheslightestsound。ReasoncouldnotoverthrowthedeliriousfancythatoutsideherdoorstoodManstonandallthepeopleinthehotel,waitingtolaughhertoscorn。

9。HALF-PASTEIGHTTOELEVENP。M。

Inthemeantime,Springrovewaspacingupanddownthearrivalplatformoftherailway-station。Half-pasteighto\'clock——thetimeatwhichOwen\'strainwasdue——hadcome,andpassed,butnotrainappeared。

\'Whenwilltheeight-thirtytrainbein?\'heaskedofamanwhowassweepingthemudfromthesteps。

\'Sheisnotexpectedyetthishour。\'

\'Howisthat?\'

\'Christmas-time,yousee,\'tisalwaysso。Peoplearerunningabouttoseetheirfriends。ThetrainshavebeenlikeiteversinceChristmasEve,andwillbeforanotherweekyet。\'

Edwardagainwentonwalkingandwaitingunderthedraughtyroof。

Hefounditutterlyimpossibletoleavethespot。HismindwassointentupontheimportanceofmeetingwithOwen,andinforminghimofCytherea\'swhereabouts,thathecouldnotbutfancyOwenmightleavethestationunobservedifheturnedhisback,andbecomelosttohiminthestreetsofthetown。

Thehourexpired。Teno\'clockstruck。\'Whenwillthetrainbein?\'

saidEdwardtothetelegraphclerk。

\'Infive-and-thirtyminutes。She\'snowatL。Theyhaveextrapassengers,andtherailsarebadto-day。\'

Atlast,ataquartertoeleven,thetraincamein。

ThefirsttoalightfromitwasOwen,lookingpaleandcold。Hecasuallyglancedrounduponthenearlydesertedplatform,andwashurryingtotheoutlet,whenhiseyesfelluponEdward。Atsightofhisfriendhewasquitebewildered,andcouldnotspeak。

\'HereIam,Mr。Graye,\'saidEdwardcheerfully。\'IhaveseenCytherea,andshehasbeenwaitingforyouthesetwoorthreehours。\'

OwentookEdward\'shand,pressedit,andlookedathiminsilence。

Suchwastheconcentrationofhismind,thatnottillmanyminutesafterdidhethinkofinquiringhowSpringrovehadcontrivedtobetherebeforehim。

10。ELEVENO\'CLOCKP。M。

Ontheirarrivalatthedoorofthehotel,itwasarrangedbetweenSpringroveandGrayethatthelatteronlyshouldenter,Edwardwaitingoutside。Owenhadrememberedcontinuallywhathisfriendhadfrequentlyoverlooked,thattherewasyetapossibilityofhissisterbeingManston\'swife,andtherecollectiontaughthimtoavoidanyrashnessinhisproceedingswhichmightleadtobitternesshereafter。

Enteringtheroom,hefoundManstonsittinginthechairwhichhadbeenoccupiedbyCythereaonEdward\'svisit,threehoursearlier。

BeforeOwenhadspoken,Manstonarose,andsteppingpasthimclosedthedoor。Hisfaceappearedharassed——muchmoretroubledthantheslightcircumstancewhichhadasyetcometohisknowledgeseemedtoaccountfor。

ManstoncouldformnoreasonforOwen\'spresence,butintuitivelylinkeditwithCytherea\'sseclusion。\'Altogetherthisismostunseemly,\'hesaid,\'whateveritmaymean。\'

\'Don\'tthinkthereismeantanythingunfriendlybymycominghere,\'

saidOwenearnestly;\'butlistentothis,andthinkifIcoulddootherwisethancome。\'

HetookfromhispockettheconfessionofChinneytheporter,ashastilywrittenoutbythevicar,andreaditaloud。TheaspectsofManston\'sfacewhilsthelistenedtotheopeningwordswerestrange,dark,andmysteriousenoughtohavejustifiedsuspicionsthatnodeceitcouldbetoocomplicatedforthepossessorofsuchimpulses,hadtherenotoverriddenthemall,asthereadingwenton,anewandirrepressibleexpression——oneunmistakablyhonest。Itwasthatofunqualifiedamazementinthesteward\'smindatthenewsheheard。

Owenlookedupandsawit。Thesightonlyconfirmedhiminthebeliefhehadheldthroughout,inantagonismtoEdward\'ssuspicions。

TherecouldnolongerbeashadowofdoubtthatifthefirstMrs。

Manstonlived,herhusbandwasignorantofthefact。Whathecouldhavefearedbyhisghastlylookatfirst,andnowhaveceasedtofear,itwasquitefutiletoconjecture。

\'NowIdonotforamomentdoubtyourcompleteignoranceofthewholematter;youcannotsupposeforaninstantthatIdo,\'saidOwenwhenhehadfinishedreading。\'ButisitnotbestforboththatCythereashouldcomebackwithmetillthematterisclearedup?Infact,underthecircumstances,noothercourseisleftopentomethantorequestit。\'

WhateverManston\'soriginalfeelingshadbeen,allinhimnowgavewaytoirritation,andirritationtorage。Hepacedupanddowntheroomtillhehadmasteredit;thensaidinordinarytones——

\'Certainly,Iknownomorethanyouandothersknow——itwasagratuitousunpleasantnessinyoutosayyoudidnotdoubtme。Whyshouldyou,oranybody,havedoubtedme?\'

\'Well,whereismysister?\'saidOwen。

\'Lockedinthenextroom。\'

HisownanswerremindedManstonthatCythereamust,bysomeinscrutablemeans,havehadaninklingoftheevent。

OwenhadgonetothedoorofCytherea\'sroom。

\'Cytherea,darling——\'tisOwen,\'hesaid,outsidethedoor。A

rustlingofclothes,softfootsteps,andavoicesayingfromtheinside,\'Isitreallyyou,Owen,——isitreally?\'

\'Itis。\'

\'O,willyoutakecareofme?\'

\'Always。\'

Sheunlockedthedoor,andretreatedagain。Manstoncameforwardfromtheotherroomwithacandleinhishand,asOwenpushedopenthedoor。

Herfrightenedeyeswereunnaturallylarge,andshonelikestarsinthedarknessofthebackground,asthelightfelluponthem。SheleaptuptoOweninonebound,hersmalltaperfingersextendedliketheleavesofalupine。Thensheclaspedhercoldandtremblinghandsroundhisneckandshivered。

ThesightofheragainkindledallManston\'spassionsintoactivity。

\'Sheshallnotgowithyou,\'hesaidfirmly,andsteppingapaceortwocloser,\'unlessyouprovethatsheisnotmywife;andyoucan\'tdoit!\'

\'Thisisproof,\'saidOwen,holdingupthepaper。

\'Noproofatall,\'saidManstonhotly。\'\'Tisnotadeath-bedconfession,andthosearetheonlythingsofthekindheldasgoodevidence。\'

\'Sendforalawyer,\'Owenreturned,\'andlethimtellusthepropercoursetoadopt。\'

\'Nevermindthelaw——letmegowithOwen!\'criedCytherea,stillholdingontohim。\'Youwillletmegowithhim,won\'tyou,sir?\'

shesaid,turningappealinglytoManston。

\'We\'llhaveitallrightandsquare,\'saidManston,withmorequietness。\'Ihavenoobjectiontoyourbrothersendingforalawyer,ifhewantsto。\'

Itwasgettingonfortwelveo\'clock,buttheproprietorofthehotelhadnotyetgonetobedonaccountofthemysteryonthefirstfloor,whichwasanoccurrenceunusualinthequietfamilylodging。

Owenlookedoverthebanisters,andsawhimstandinginthehall。

ItstruckGrayethatthewisestcoursewouldbetotakethelandlordtoacertainextentintotheirconfidence,appealtohishonourasagentleman,andsoon,inordertoacquiretheinformationhewanted,andalsotopreventtheepisodeoftheeveningfrombecomingapublicpieceofnews。Hecalledthelandlorduptowheretheystood,andtoldhimthemainfactsofthestory。

Thelandlordwasfortunatelyaquiet,prejudicedman,andameditativesmoker。

\'Iknowtheverymanyouwanttosee——theveryman,\'hesaid,lookingatthegeneralfeaturesofthecandle-flame。\'Sharpasaneedle,andnotover-rich。Timmswillputyouallstraightinnotime——trustTimmsforthat。\'

\'He\'sinbedbythistimeforcertain,\'saidOwen。

\'Nevermindthat——Timmsknowsme,Iknowhim。He\'llobligemeasapersonalfavour。Waithereabit。Perhaps,too,he\'supatsomepartyoranother——he\'sanice,jovialfellow,sharpasaneedle,too;mindyou,sharpasaneedle,too。\'

Hewentdownstairs,putonhisovercoat,andleftthehouse,thethreepersonsmostconcernedenteringtheroom,andstandingmotionless,awkward,andsilentinthemidstofit。Cythereapicturedtoherselfthelongwearyminutesshewouldhavetostandthere,whilstasleepymancouldbepreparedforconsultation,tilltheconstraintbetweenthemseemedunendurabletoher——shecouldneverlastoutthetime。OwenwasannoyedthatManstonhadnotquietlyarrangedwithhimatonce;ManstonatOwen\'shomelinessofideainproposingtosendforanattorney,asifhewouldbeatouchstoneofinfallibleproof。

Reflectionwascutshortbytheapproachoffootsteps,andinafewmomentstheproprietorofthehotelentered,introducinghisfriend。

\'Mr。Timmshasnotbeeninbed,\'hesaid;\'hehadjustreturnedfromdiningwithafewfriends,sothere\'snotroublegiven。TosavetimeIexplainedthematteraswecamealong。\'

ItoccurredtoOwenandManstonboththattheymightgetamistyexpositionofthelawfromMr。Timmsatthatmomentofconcludingdinnerwithafewfriends。

\'AsfarasIcansee,\'saidthelawyer,yawning,andturninghisvisioninwardbymainforce,\'itisquiteamatterforprivatearrangementbetweentheparties,whoeverthepartiesare——atleastatpresent。Ispeakmoreasafatherthanasalawyer,itistrue,but,lettheyoungladystaywithherfather,orguardian,safeoutofshame\'sway,untilthemysteryissifted,whateverthemysteryis。Shouldtheevidenceprovetobefalse,ortrumpedupbyanybodytogetherawayfromyou,herhusband,youmaysuethemforthedamagesaccruingfromthedelay。\'

\'Yes,yes,\'saidManston,whohadcompletelyrecoveredhisself-

possessionandcommon-sense;\'letitallbesettledbyherself。\'

TurningtoCythereahewhisperedsosoftlythatOwendidnothearthewords——

\'Doyouwishtogobackwithyourbrother,dearest,andleavemeheremiserable,andlonely,orwillyoustaywithme,yourownhusband。\'

\'I\'llgobackwithOwen。\'

\'Verywell。\'Herelinquishedhiscoaxingtone,andwentonsternly:

\'Andrememberthis,Cytherea,Iamasinnocentofdeceptioninthisthingasyouareyourself。Doyoubelieveme?\'

\'Ido,\'shesaid。

\'Ihadnoshadowofsuspicionthatmyfirstwifelived。Idon\'tthinkshedoesevennow。Doyoubelieveme?\'

\'Ibelieveyou,\'shesaid。

\'Andnow,good-evening,\'hecontinued,openingthedoorandpolitelyintimatingtothethreemenstandingbythattherewasnofurthernecessityfortheirremaininginhisroom。\'InthreedaysIshallclaimher。\'

Thelawyerandthehotel-keeperretiredfirst。Owen,gatheringupasmuchofhissister\'sclothingaslayabouttheroom,tookheruponhisarm,andfollowedthem。Edward,towhomsheowedeverything,whohadbeenleftstandinginthestreetlikeadogwithoutahome,wasutterlyforgotten。Owenpaidthelandlordandthelawyerforthetroublehehadoccasionedthem,lookedtothepacking,andwenttothedoor。

Afly,whichsomewhatunaccountablywasseenlingeringinfrontofthehouse,wascalledup,andCytherea\'sluggageputuponit。

\'Doyouknowofanyhotelnearthestationthatisopenfornightarrivals?\'Oweninquiredofthedriver。

\'Aplacehasbeenbespokeforyou,sir,attheWhiteUnicorn——andthegentlemanwishedmetogiveyouthis。\'

\'BespokenbySpringrove,whoorderedthefly,ofcourse,\'saidOwentohimself。Bythelightofthestreet-lamphereadtheselines,hurriedlytracedinpencil:——

\'Ihavegonehomebythemail-train。ItisbetterforallpartiesthatIshouldbeoutoftheway。TellCythereathatIapologizeforhavingcausedhersuchunnecessarypain,asitseemsIdid——butitcannotbehelpednow。E。S。\'

Owenhandedhissisterintothevehicle,andtoldtheflymantodriveon。

\'PoorSpringrove——Ithinkwehaveservedhimratherbadly,\'hesaidtoCytherea,repeatingthewordsofthenotetoher。

Athrillofpleasurepassedthroughherbosomasshelistenedtothem。Theywerethegenuinereproachofalovertohismistress;

thetriflingcoldnessofheranswertohimwouldhavebeennoticedbynomanwhowasonlyafriend。But,inentertainingthatsweetthought,shehadforgottenherself,andherpositionfortheinstant。

WasshestillManston\'swife——thatwastheterriblesupposition,andherfutureseemedstillapossiblemiserytoher。For,onaccountofthelatejarringaccident,alifewithManstonwhichwouldotherwisehavebeenonlyasadness,mustbecomeaburdenofunutterablesorrow。

Thenshethoughtofthemisrepresentationandscandalthatwouldensueifshewerenowife。Onecauseforthankfulnessaccompaniedthereflection;Edwardknewthetruth。

Theysoonreachedthequietoldinn,whichhadbeenselectedforthembytheforethoughtofthemanwholovedherwell。Heretheyinstalledthemselvesforthenight,arrangingtogotoBudmouthbythefirsttrainthenextday。

AtthishourEdwardSpringrovewasfastapproachinghisnativecountyonthewheelsofthenight-mail。

XIV。THEEVENTSOFFIVEWEEKS

1。FROMTHESIXTHTOTHETHIRTEENTHOFJANUARY

Manstonhadevidentlyresolvedtodonothinginahurry。

Thismuchwasplain,thathisearnestdesireandintentionwastoraiseinCytherea\'sbosomnofeelingsofpermanentaversiontohim。

TheinstantafterthefirstburstofdisappointmenthadescapedhiminthehotelatSouthampton,hehadseenhowfarbetteritwouldbetoloseherpresenceforaweekthanherrespectforever。

\'Sheshallbemine;Iwillclaimtheyoungthingyet,\'heinsisted。

Andthenheseemedtoreasonovermethodsforcompassingthatobject,which,toallthosewhowereinanydegreeacquaintedwiththerecentevent,appearedtheleastlikelyofpossiblecontingencies。

HereturnedtoKnapwaterlatethenextday,andwaspreparingtocallonMissAldclyffe,whentheconclusionforceditselfuponhimthatnothingwouldbegainedbysuchastep。No;everyactionofhisshouldbedoneopenly——evenreligiously。Atleast,hecalledontherector,andstatedthistobehisresolve。

\'Certainly,\'saidMr。Raunham,\'itisbesttoproceedcandidlyandfairly,orunduesuspicionmayfallonyou。Youshould,inmyopinion,takeactivestepsatonce。\'

\'Iwilldotheutmostthatliesinmypowertoclearupthemystery,andsilencethehubbubofgossipthathasbeensetgoingaboutme。

ButwhatcanIdo?Theysaythatthemanwhocomesfirstinthechainofinquiryisnottobefound——Imeantheporter。\'

\'Iamsorrytosaythatheisnot。WhenIreturnedfromthestationlastnight,afterseeingOwenGrayeoff,Iwentagaintothecottagewherehehasbeenlodging,togetmoreintelligence,asIthought。

Hewasnotthere。Hehadgoneoutatdusk,sayinghewouldbebacksoon。Buthehasnotcomebackyet。\'

\'Iratherdoubtifweshallseehimagain。\'

\'HadIknownofthis,IwouldhavedonewhatinmyflurryIdidnotthinkofdoing——setawatchuponhim。Butwhynotadvertiseforyourmissingwifeasapreliminary,consultingyoursolicitorinthemeantime?\'

\'Advertise。I\'llthinkaboutit,\'saidManston,lingeringonthewordashepronouncedit。\'Yes,thatseemsarightthing——quitearightthing。\'

Hewenthomeandremainedmoodilyindoorsallthenextdayandthenext——fornearlyaweek,inshort。Then,oneeveningatdusk,hewentoutwithanuncertainairastothedirectionofhiswalk,whichresulted,however,inleadinghimagaintotherectory。

HesawMr。Raunham。\'Haveyoudoneanythingyet?\'therectorinquired。

\'No——Ihavenot,\'saidManstonabsently。\'ButIamgoingtosetaboutit。\'Hehesitated,asifashamedofsomeweaknesshewasabouttobetray。\'MyobjectincallingwastoaskifyouhadheardanytidingsfromBudmouthofmy——Cytherea。Youusedtospeakofherasoneyouwereinterestedin。\'

Therewas,atanyrate,realsadnessinManston\'stonenow,andtherectorpausedtoweighhiswordserehereplied。

\'Ihavenothearddirectlyfromher,\'hesaidgently。\'Butherbrotherhascommunicatedwithsomepeopleintheparish——\'

\'TheSpringroves,Isuppose,\'saidManstongloomily。

\'Yes;andtheytellmethatsheisveryill,andIamsorrytosay,likelytobeforsomedays。\'

\'Surely,surely,Imustgoandseeher!\'Manstoncried。

\'Iwouldadviseyounottogo,\'saidRaunham。\'Butdothisinstead——

beasquickasyoucaninmakingamovementtowardsascertainingthetruthasregardstheexistenceofyourwife。Yousee,Mr。

Manston,anout-stepplacelikethisisnotlikeacity,andthereisnobodytobusyhimselfforthegoodofthecommunity;whilstpoorCythereaandherbrotheraresociallytoodependenttobeabletomakemuchstirinthematter,whichisagreaterreasonstillwhyyoushouldbedisinterestedlyprompt。\'

Thestewardmurmuredanassent。Stilltherewasthesameindecision!——nottheindecisionofweakness——theindecisionofconsciousperplexity。

OnManston\'sreturnfromthisinterviewattherectory,hepassedthedooroftheRisingSunInn。Findinghehadnolightforhiscigar,anditbeingthree-quartersofamiletohisresidenceinthepark,heenteredthetaverntogetone。NobodywasintheouterportionofthefrontroomwhereManstonstood,butaspaceroundthefirewasscreenedofffromtheremainder,andinsidethehighoaksettle,formingapartofthescreen,heheardvoicesconversing。

Thespeakershadnotnoticedhisfootsteps,andcontinuedtheirdiscourse。

Oneofthetwoherecognizedasawell-knownnight-poacher,themanwhohadmethimwithtidingsofhiswife\'sdeathontheeveningoftheconflagration。Theotherseemedtobeastrangerfollowingthesamemodeoflife。Theconversationwascarriedonintheemphaticandconfidentialtoneofmenwhoareslightlyintoxicated,itssubjectbeinganunaccountableexperiencethatoneofthemhadhadonthenightofthefire。

Whatthestewardheardwasenough,andmorethanenough,toleadhimtoforgetortorenouncehismotiveinentering。Theeffectuponhimwasstrangeandstrong。Hisfirstobjectseemedtobetoescapefromthehouseagainwithoutbeingseenorheard。

Havingaccomplishedthis,hewentinattheparkgate,andstrodeoffunderthetreestotheOldHouse。Theresittingdownbythefire,andburyinghimselfinreflection,heallowedtheminutestopassbyunheeded。Firstthecandleburntdowninitssocketandstunk:hedidnotnoticeit。Thenthefirewentout:hedidnotseeit。Hisfeetgrewcold;stillhethoughton。

Itmayberemarkedthatalady,ayearandaquarterbeforethistime,had,underthesameconditions——anunrestrictedmentalabsorption——shownnearlythesamepeculiaritiesasthismanevincednow。TheladywasMissAldclyffe。

Itwashalf-pasttwelvewhenManstonmoved,asifhehadcometoadetermination。

ThefirstthinghedidthenextmorningwastocallatKnapwaterHouse;wherehefoundthatMissAldclyffewasnotwellenoughtoseehim。ShehadbeenailingfromslightinternalhaemorrhageeversincetheconfessionoftheporterChinney。Apparentlynotmuchaggrievedatthedenial,heshortlyafterwardswenttotherailway-

stationandtookhisdepartureforLondon,leavingaletterforMissAldclyffe,statingthereasonofhisjourneythither——torecovertracesofhismissingwife。

Duringtheremainderoftheweekparagraphsappearedinthelocalandothernewspapers,drawingattentiontothefactsofthissingularcase。Thewriters,withscarcelyanexception,dweltforciblyuponafeaturewhichhadatfirstescapedtheobservationofthevillagers,includingMr。Raunham——thatiftheannouncementofthemanChinneyweretrue,itseemedextremelyprobablethatMrs。

Manstonleftherwatchandkeysbehindonpurposetoblindpeopleastoherescape;andthatthereforeshewouldnotnowletherselfbediscovered,unlessastrongpressurewereputuponher。Thewritersaddedthatthepolicewereonthetrackoftheporter,whoverypossiblyhadabscondedinthefearthathisreticencewascriminal,andthatMr。Manston,thehusband,was,withpraiseworthyenergy,makingeveryefforttoclearthewholematterup。

2。FROMTHEEIGHTEENTHTOTHEENDOFJANUARY

Fivedaysfromthetimeofhisdeparture,ManstonreturnedfromLondonandLiverpool,lookingveryfatiguedandthoughtful。Heexplainedtotherectorandotherofhisacquaintancethatalltheinquirieshehadmadeathiswife\'soldlodgingsandhisownhadbeentotallybarrenofresults。

Butheseemedinclinedtopushtheaffairtoaclearconclusionnowthathehadcommenced。Afterthelapseofanotherdayortwoheproceededtofulfilhispromisetotherector,andadvertisedforthemissingwomaninthreeoftheLondonpapers。Theadvertisementwasacarefullyconsideredandevenattractiveeffusion,calculatedtowintheheart,oratleasttheunderstanding,ofanywomanwhohadasparkofherownnatureleftinher。

Therewasnoanswer。

Threedayslaterherepeatedtheexperiment;withthesameresultasbefore。

\'Icannottryanyfurther,\'saidManstonspeciouslytotherector,hissoleauditorthroughouttheproceedings。\'Mr。Raunham,I\'lltellyouthetruthplainly:Idon\'tloveher;IdoloveCytherea,andthewholeofthisbusinessofsearchingfortheotherwomangoesaltogetheragainstme。IhopetoGodIshallneverseeheragain。\'

\'Butyouwilldoyourdutyatleast?\'saidMr。Raunham。

\'Ihavedoneit,\'saidManston。\'Ifeveramanonthefaceofthisearthhasdonehisdutytowardsanabsentwife,Ihavetowardsher——

livingordead——atleast,\'headded,correctinghimself,\'sinceI

havelivedatKnapwater。Ineglectedherbeforethattime——Iownthat,asIhaveowneditbefore。\'

\'Ishould,ifIwereyou,adoptothermeanstogettidingsofherifadvertisingfails,inspiteofmyfeelings,\'saidtherectoremphatically。\'Butatanyrate,tryadvertisingoncemore。There\'sasatisfactioninhavingmadeanyattemptthreeseveraltimes。\'

WhenManstonhadleftthestudy,therectorstoodlookingatthefireforaconsiderablelengthoftime,lostinprofoundreflection。

Hewenttohisprivatediary,andaftermanypauses,whichhevariedonlybydippinghispen,lettingitdry,wipingitonhissleeve,andthendippingitagain,hetookthefollowingnoteofevents:——

\'January25——Mr。Manstonhasjustseenmeforthethirdtimeonthesubjectofhislostwife。Therehavebeenthesepeculiaritiesattendingthethreeinterviews:——

\'Thefirst。Myvisitor,whilstexpressingbywordshisgreatanxietytodoeverythingforherrecovery,showedplainlybyhisbearingthathewasconvincedheshouldneverseeheragain。

\'Thesecond。Hehadleftofffeigninganxietytodorightlybyhisfirstwife,andhonestlyaskedafterCytherea\'swelfare。

\'Thethird(andmostremarkable)。Heseemedtohavelostallconsistency。WhilstexpressinghisloveforCytherea(whichcertainlyisstrong)andevincingtheusualindifferencetothefirstMrs。Manston\'sfate,hewasunabletoconcealtheintensityofhiseagernessformetoadvisehimtoADVERTISEAGAINforher。\'

Aweekafterthesecond,thethirdadvertisementwasinserted。A

paragraphwasattached,whichstatedthatthiswouldbethelasttimetheannouncementwouldappear。

3。THEFIRSTOFFEBRUARY

Atthis,theeleventhhour,thepostmanbroughtaletterforManston,directedinawoman\'shand。

Abachelorfriendofthesteward\'s,Mr。Dicksonbyname,whowassomewhatofachatterer——plenusrimarum——andwhoboastedofanendlessstringofacquaintances,hadcomeoverfromCasterbridgetheprecedingdaybyinvitation——aninvitationwhichhadbeenapleasantsurprisetoDicksonhimself,insomuchthatManston,asarule,votedhimaborealmosttohisface。Hehadstayedoverthenight,andwassittingatbreakfastwithhishostwhentheimportantmissivearrived。

Manstondidnotattempttoconcealthesubjectoftheletter,orthenameofthewriter。Firstglancingthepagesthrough,hereadaloudasfollows:——

\'“MYHUSBAND,——Iimploreyourforgiveness。

\'“DuringthelastthirteenmonthsIhaverepeatedtomyselfahundredtimesthatyoushouldneverdiscoverwhatIvoluntarilytellyounow,namely,thatIamaliveandinperfecthealth。

\'“Ihaveseenallyouradvertisements。Nothingbutyourpersistencehaswonmeround。Surely,Ithought,heMUSTlovemestill。Whyelseshouldhetrytowinbackawomanwho,faithfuluntodeathasshewillbe,can,inasocialsense,aidhimtowardsacquiringnothing?——ratherthereverse,indeed。

\'“Youyourselfstatemyownmind——thattheonlygroundsuponwhichwecanmeetandlivetogether,withareasonablehopeofhappiness,mustbeamutualconsenttoburyinoblivionallpastdifferences。

Iheartilyandwillinglyforgeteverything——andforgiveeverything。

Youwilldothesame,asyouractionsshow。

\'“Therewillbeplentyofopportunityformetoexplainthefewfactsrelatingtomyescapeonthenightofthefire。Iwillonlygivetheheadsinthishurriednote。Iwasgrievedatyournotcomingtofetchme,moregrievedatyourabsencefromthestation,mostofallbyyourabsencefromhome。OnmyjourneytotheinnI

writhedunderapassionatesenseofwrongdoneme。WhenIhadbeenshowntomyroomIwaitedandhopedforyoutillthelandlordhadgoneupstairstobed。Istillfoundthatyoudidnotcome,andthenIfinallymadeupmymindtoleave。Ihadhalfundressed,butIputonmythingsagain,forgettingmywatch(andIsupposedroppingmykeys,thoughIamnotsurewhere)inmyhurry,andslippedoutofthehouse。The——“\'

\'Well,that\'sarumstory,\'saidMr。Dickson,interrupting。

\'What\'sarumstory?\'saidManstonhastily,andflushingintheface。

\'Forgettingherwatchanddroppingherkeysinherhurry。\'

\'Idon\'tseeanythingparticularlywonderfulinit。Anywomanmightdosuchathing。\'

\'Anywomanmightifescapingfromfireorshipwreck,oranysuchimmediatedanger。Butitseemsincomprehensibletomethatanywomaninhersenses,whoquietlydecidestoleaveahouse,shouldbesoforgetful。\'

\'Allthatisrequiredtoreconcileyourseemingwithherfactsistoassumethatshewasnotinhersenses,forthat\'swhatshedidplainly,orhowcouldthethingshavebeenfoundthere?Besides,she\'struthfulenough。\'Hespokeeagerlyandperemptorily。

\'Yes,yes,Iknowthat。Imerelymeantthatitseemedratherodd。\'

\'Oyes。\'Manstonreadon:——

\'“——andslippedoutofthehouse。Therubbish-heapwasburningupbrightly,butthethoughtthatthehousewasindangerdidnotstrikeme;Ididnotconsiderthatitmightbethatched。

\'“Iidledinthelanebehindthewoodtillthelastdown-trainhadcomein,notbeinginamoodtofacestrangers。WhilstIwastherethefirebrokeout,andthisperplexedmestillmore。However,I

wasstilldeterminednottostayintheplace。Iwenttotherailway-station,whichwasnowquiet,andinquiredofthesolitarymanondutythereconcerningthetrains。ItwasnottillIhadleftthemanthatIsawtheeffectthefiremighthaveonmyhistory。I

consideredalso,thoughnotinanydetailedmanner,thattheevent,byattractingtheattentionofthevillagetomyformerabode,mightsetpeopleonmytrackshouldtheydoubtmydeath,andasuddendreadofhavingtogobackagaintoKnapwater——aplacewhichhadseemedinimicaltomefromfirsttolast——promptedmetorunbackandbribetheportertosecrecy。IthenwalkedontoAnglebury,lingeringabouttheoutskirtsofthetowntillthemorningtraincamein,whenIproceededbyittoLondon,andthentooktheselodgings,whereIhavebeensupportingmyselfeversincebyneedlework,endeavouringtosaveenoughmoneytopaymypassagehometoAmerica,butmakingmelancholyprogressinmyattempt。However,allthatischanged——canIbeotherwisethanhappyatit?Ofcoursenot。Iamhappy。TellmewhatIamtodo,andbelievemestilltobeyourfaithfulwife,EUNICE。

\'“Mynamehereis(asbefore)

\'“MRS。RONDLEY,andmyaddress,79ADDINGTONSTREET,LAMBETH。\'“

Thenameandaddresswerewrittenonaseparateslipofpaper。

\'Soit\'stobeallrightatlastthen,\'saidManston\'sfriend。\'Butafterallthere\'sanotherwomaninthecase。Youdon\'tseemverysorryforthelittlethingwhoisputtosuchdistressbythisturnofaffairs?Iwonderyoucanlethergosocoolly。\'Thespeakerwaslookingoutbetweenthemullionsofthewindow——noticingthatsomeofthelightswereglazedinlozenges,someinsquares——ashesaidthewords,otherwisehewouldhaveseenthepassionateexpressionofagonizedhopelessnessthatflittedacrossthesteward\'scountenancewhentheremarkwasmade。Hedidnotseeit,andManstonansweredafterashortinterval。Thewayinwhichhespokeoftheyounggirlwhohadbelievedherselfhiswife,whom,afewshortdaysago,hehadopenlyidolized,andwhom,inhissecretheart,heidolizedstill,asfarassuchaformoflovewascompatiblewithhisnature,showedthatfrompolicyorotherwise,hemeanttoactuptotherequirementsofthepositionintowhichfateappeareddeterminedtodrivehim。

\'That\'sneitherherenorthere,\'hesaid;\'itisapointofhonourtodoasIamdoing,andthere\'sanendofit。\'

\'Yes。OnlyIthoughtyouusednottocareovermuchaboutyourfirstbargain。\'

\'Icertainlydidnotatonetime。Oneisapttofeelratherwearyofwiveswhentheyaresodevilishcivilunderallaspects,assheusedtobe。Butanythingforachange——Abigailislost,butMichalisrecovered。Youwouldhardlybelieveit,butsheseemsinfancytobequiteanotherbride——infact,almostasifshehadreallyrisenfromthedead,insteadofhavingonlydonesovirtually。\'

\'Youlettheyoungpinkoneknowthattheotherhascomeoriscoming?\'

\'Cuibono?\'Thestewardmeditatedcritically,showingaportionofhisintenselywideandregularteethwithintherubylips。

\'Icannotsayanythingtoherthatwilldoanygood,\'heresumed。

\'Itwouldbeawkward——eitherseeingorcommunicatingwithheragain。

Thebestplantoadoptwillbetoletmatterstaketheircourse——

she\'llfinditalloutsoonenough。\'

Manstonfoundhimselfaloneafewminuteslater。Heburiedhisfaceinhishands,andmurmured,\'Omylostone!OmyCytherea!Thatitshouldcometothisishardforme!\'Tisnowalldarkness——“alandofdarknessasdarknessitself;andoftheshadowofdeathwithoutanyorder,andwherethelightisasdarkness。“\'

Yes,theartificialbearingwhichthisextraordinarymanhadadoptedbeforestrangerseversincehehadoverheardtheconversationattheinn,lefthimnow,andhemournedforCythereaaloud。

4。THETWELFTHOFFEBRUARY

KnapwaterParkisthepicture——ateleveno\'clockonamuddy,quiet,hazy,butbrightmorning——amorningwithoutanybluesky,andwithoutanyshadows,theearthbeingenlivenedandlitupratherbythespiritofaninvisiblesunthanbyitsbodilypresence。

ThelocalHunthadmetfortheday\'ssportontheopenspaceofgroundimmediatelyinfrontofthesteward\'sresidence——calledinthelistofappointments,\'OldHouse,Knapwater\'——themeetbeinghereonceeveryseason,forthepleasureofMissAldclyffeandherfriends。

Leaningoutfromoneofthefirst-floorwindows,andsurveyingwiththekeenestinterestthelivelypictureofpinkandblackcoats,rich-colouredhorses,andsparklingbitsandspurs,wasthereturnedandlong-lostwoman,Mrs。Manston。

Theeyesofthoseformingthebrilliantgroupwereoccasionallyturnedtowardsher,showingplainlythatheradventureswerethesubjectofconversationequallywithormorethanthechancesofthecomingday。Shedidnotflushbeneaththeirscrutiny;onthecontrary,sheseemedrathertoenjoyit,hereyesbeingkindledwithalightofcontentedexultation,subduedtosquarewiththecircumstancesofhermatronlyposition。

Shewas,atthedistancefromwhichtheysurveyedher,anattractivewoman——comelyasthetentsofKedar。ButtoacloseobserveritwaspalpableenoughthatGoddidnotdoallthepicture。AppearingatleastsevenyearsolderthanCytherea,shewasprobablyherseniorbydoublethenumber,theartificialmeansemployedtoheightenthenaturalgoodappearanceofherfacebeingverycleverlyapplied。

Herformwasfullandround,itsvoluptuousmaturitystandingoutinstrongcontrasttothememoryofCytherea\'slissomgirlishness。

Itseemstobeanalmostuniversalrulethatawomanwhooncehascourted,orwhoeventuallywillcourt,thesocietyofmenontermsdangeroustoherhonourcannotrefrainfromflingingthemeaningglancewheneverthemomentarrivesinwhichtheglanceisstronglyaskedfor,evenifherlifeandwholefuturedependeduponthatmoment\'sabstinence。

Hadacautious,uxorioushusbandseeninhiswife\'scountenancewhatmightnowhavebeenseeninthisdark-eyedwoman\'sasshecaughtastrayglanceofflirtationfromoneorotherofthered-coatedgallantsoutside,hewouldhavepassedmanydaysinanagonyofrestlessjealousyanddoubt。ButManstonwasnotsuchahusband,andhewas,moreover,calmlyattendingtohisbusinessattheotherendofthemanor。

Thestewardhadfetchedhomehiswifeinthemostmatter-of-factwayafewdaysearlier,walkingroundthevillagewithhertheverynextmorning——atonceputtinganend,bythissimplesolution,toalltheriddlinginquiriesandsurmisesthatwererankinthevillageanditsneighbourhood。SomemensaidthatthiswomanwasasfarinferiortoCythereaasearthtoheaven;others,olderandsager,thoughtManstonbetteroffwithsuchawifethanhewouldhavebeenwithoneofCytherea\'syouthfulimpulses,andinexperienceinhouseholdmanagement。Allfelttheircuriositydyingoutofthem。

ItwasthesameinCarrifordasinotherpartsoftheworld——

immediatelycircumstantialevidencebecameexchangedfordirect,theloungersincourtyawned,gaveafinalsurvey,andturnedawaytoasubjectwhichwouldaffordmorescopeforspeculation。

XV。THEEVENTSOFTHREEWEEKS

1。FROMTHETWELFTHOFFEBRUARYTOTHESECONDOFMARCH

OwenGraye\'srecoveryfromtheillnessthathadincapacitatedhimforsolongatimewas,professionally,thedawnofabrighterprospectforhimineverydirection,thoughthechangewasatfirstverygradual,andhismovementsandeffortswerelittlemorethanmechanical。Withthelengtheningofthedays,andtherevivalofbuildingoperationsfortheforthcomingseason,hesawhimself,forthefirsttime,onaroadwhich,pursuedwithcare,wouldprobablyleadtoacomfortableincomeatsomefutureday。Buthewasstillverylowdownthehillasyet。

ThefirstundertakingentrustedtohiminthenewyearbeganaboutamonthafterhisreturnfromSouthampton。Mr。Gradfieldhadcomebacktohiminthewakeofhisrestoredhealth,andofferedhimthesuperintendence,asclerkofworks,ofachurchwhichwastobenearlyrebuiltatthevillageofTolchurch,fifteenorsixteenmilesfromBudmouth,andabouthalfthatdistancefromCarriford。

\'Iamnowbeingpaidattherateofahundredandfiftypoundsayear,\'hesaidtohissisterinaburstofthankfulness,\'andyoushallnever,Cytherea,beatanytyrannouslady\'sbeckandcallagainaslongasIlive。Neverpineorthinkaboutwhathashappened,dear;it\'snodisgracetoyou。Cheerup;you\'llbesomebody\'shappywifeyet。\'

HedidnotsayEdwardSpringrove\'s,for,greatlytohisdisappointment,areporthadreachedhisearsthatthefriendtowhomCythereaowedsomuchhadbeenabouttopackuphisthingsandsailforAustralia。However,thiswasbeforetheuncertaintyconcerningMrs。Manston\'sexistencehadbeendispersedbyherreturn,aphenomenonthatalteredthecloudyrelationshipinwhichCythereahadlatelybeenstandingtowardsheroldlover,tooneofdistinctness;whichresultwouldhavebeendelightfulbutforcircumstancesabouttobementioned。

Cythereawasstillpalefromherrecentillness,andstillgreatlydejected。UntilthenewsofMrs。Manston\'sreturnhadreachedthem,shehadkeptherselfcloselyshutupduringtheday-time,neverventuringforthexceptatnight。Sleepingandwakingshehadbeeninperpetualdreadlestsheshouldstillbeclaimedbyamanwhom,onlyafewweeksearlier,shehadregardedinthelightofafuturehusbandwithquietassent,notunmixedwithcheerfulness。

Buttheremovaloftheuneasinessinthisdirection——byMrs。

Manston\'sarrival,andherownconsequentfreedom——hadbeentheimpositionofpaininanother。UtterlyfictitiousdetailsofthefindingofCythereaandManstonhadbeeninventedandcirculated,unavoidablyreachingherearsinthecourseoftime。Thusthefreedombroughtnohappiness,anditseemedwell-nighimpossiblethatshecouldeveragainshowherselfthesparklingcreaturesheoncehadbeen——

\'Apttoenticeadeity。\'

Onthisaccount,andforthefirsttimeinhislife,Owenmadeapointofconcealingfromhertherealstateofhisfeelingswithregardtotheunhappytransaction。Hewrithedinsecretunderthehumiliationtowhichtheyhadbeensubjected,tilltheresentmentitgaveriseto,andforwhichtherewasnovent,wassometimesbeyondendurance;itinducedamoodthatdidseriousdamagetothematerialandploddingperseverancenecessaryifhewouldsecurepermanentlythecomfortsofahomeforthem。

TheygaveuptheirlodgingsatBudmouth,andwenttoTolchurchassoonastheworkcommenced。

Heretheyweredomiciledinonehalfofanoldfarmhouse,standingnotfarfromtheivy-coveredchurchtower(whichwasallthatwastoremainoftheoriginalstructure)。Thelongsteeproofofthispicturesquedwellingslopednearlydowntotheground,theoldtilesthatcovereditbeingovergrownwithricholive-huedmoss。Newredtilesintwosandthreeshadbeenusedforpatchingtheholeswroughtbydecay,lightingupthewholeharmonioussurfacewithdotsofbrilliantscarlet。

Thechiefinternalfeaturesofthissnugabodewereawidefireplace,enormouscupboards,abrownsettle,andseveralsketchesonthewoodmantel,doneinoutlinewiththepointofahotpoker——

thesubjectsmainlyconsistingofoldmenwalkingpainfullyerect,withacurly-taileddogbehind。

AfteraweekortwoofresidenceinTolchurch,andramblesamidthequaintscenerycircumscribingit,atranquillitybegantospreaditselfthroughthemindofthemaiden,whichGrayehopedwouldbeaprefacetohercompleterestoration。Shefeltreadyandwillingtolivethewholeremainderofherdaysintheretirementoftheirpresentquarters:shebegantosingaboutthehouseinlowtremuloussnatches——

\'“——Isaid,ifthere\'speacetobefoundintheworld,Aheartthatishumblemayhopeforithere。“\'

2。THETHIRDOFMARCH

Herconvalescencehadarrivedatthispointonacertaineveningtowardstheendofthewinter,whenOwenhadcomeinfromthebuildinghardby,andwaschanginghismuddybootsforslippers,previouslytosittingdowntotoastandtea。

Aprolongedthoughquietknockingcametothedoor。

Theonlypersonwhoeverknockedattheirdoorinthatwaywasthenewvicar,theprimemoverinthechurch-building。ButhewasthateveningdiningwiththeSquire。

Cythereawasuneasyatthesound——shedidnotknowwhy,unlessitwasbecausehernerveswereweakenedbythesicknessshehadundergone。Insteadofopeningthedoorsheranoutoftheroom,andupstairs。

\'Whatnonsense,Cytherea!\'saidherbrother,goingtothedoor。

EdwardSpringrovestoodinthegreylightoutside。

\'Capital——notgonetoAustralia,andnotgoing,ofcourse!\'criedOwen。\'What\'stheuseofgoingtosuchaplaceasthat?——Ineverbelievedthatyouwould。\'

\'IamgoingbacktoLondonagainto-morrow,\'saidSpringrove,\'andI

calledtosayawordbeforegoing。Whereis……?\'

\'Shehasjustrunupstairs。Comein——nevermindscrapingyourshoes——weareregularcottagersnow;stonefloor,yawningchimney-

corner,andall,yousee。\'

\'Mrs。Manstoncame,\'saidEdwardawkwardly,whenhehadsatdowninthechimney-cornerbypreference。

\'Yes。\'AtmentionofoneofhisskeletonsOwenlosthisblithenessatonce,andfellintoareverie。

\'Thehistoryofherescapeisverysimple。\'

\'Very。\'

\'YouknowIalwayshadwondered,whenmyfatherwastellinganyofthecircumstancesofthefiretome,howitcouldbethatawomancouldsleepsosoundlyastobeunawareofherhorridpositiontillitwastoolateeventogiveshoutorsoundofanykind。\'

\'Well,Ithinkthatwouldhavebeenpossible,consideringherlongwearisomejourney。Peoplehaveoftenbeensuffocatedintheirbedsbeforetheyawoke。Butitwashardlylikelyabodywouldbecompletelyburnttoashesasthiswasassumedtobe,thoughnobodyseemedtoseeitatthetime。Andhowpositivethesurgeonwastoo,aboutthosebitsofbone!Whyheshouldhavebeenso,nobodycantell。Icannothelpsayingthatifithaseverbeenpossibletofindpurestupidityincarnate,itwasinthatjuryofCarriford。

Thereexistedinthemassthestupidityoftwelveandnotthepenetrationofone。\'

\'Isshequitewell?\'saidSpringrove。

\'Who?——O,mysister,Cytherea。Thankyou,nearlywell,now。I\'llcallher。\'

\'Waitoneminute。Ihaveawordtosaytoyou。\'

Owensatdownagain。

\'Youknow,withoutmysayingit,thatIloveCythereaasdearlyasever……Ithinkshelovesmetoo,——doesshereally?\'

TherewasinOwenenoughofthatworldlypolicyonthesubjectofmatchmakingwhichnaturallyresidesinthebreastsofparentsandguardians,togivehimacertaincautioninreplying,and,youngerashewasbyfiveyearsthanEdward,ithadanoddeffect。

\'Well,shemaypossiblyloveyoustill,\'hesaid,asifratherindoubtastothetruthofhiswords。

Springrove\'scountenanceinstantlysaddened;hehadexpectedasimple\'Yes,\'attheveryleast。Hecontinuedinatoneofgreaterdepression——

\'Supposingshedoesloveme,woulditbefairtoyouandtoherifI

madeheranofferofmarriage,withthesedrearyconditionsattached——thatwelivedforafewyearsonthenarrowestsystem,tillagreatdebt,whichallhonouranddutyrequiremetopayoff,shallbepaid?Myfather,byreasonofthemisfortunethatbefellhim,isunderagreatobligationtoMissAldclyffe。Heisgettingold,andlosinghisenergies。Iamattemptingtoworkfreeoftheburden。Thismakesmyprospectsgloomyenoughatpresent。

\'Butconsideragain,\'hewenton。\'Cythereahasbeenleftinanamelessandunsatisfactory,thoughinnocentstate,bythisunfortunate,andnowvoid,marriagewithManston。Amarriagewithme,thoughunderthe——materially——untowardconditionsIhavementioned,wouldmakeushappy;itwouldgiveheralocusstandi。

IfshewishedtobeoutofthesoundofhermisfortuneswewouldgotoanotherpartofEngland——emigrate——doanything。\'

\'I\'llcallCytherea,\'saidOwen。\'Itisamatterwhichshealonecansettle。\'Hedidnotspeakwarmly。HispridecouldnotendurethepitywhichEdward\'svisitanderrandtacitlyimplied。Yet,intheotheraffair,hisheartwentwithEdward;hewasonthesamebeatforpayingoffolddebtshimself。

\'Cythie,Mr。Springroveishere,\'hesaid,atthefootofthestaircase。

Hissisterdescendedthecreakingoldstepswithafalteringtread,andstoodinthefirelightfromthehearth。SheextendedherhandtoSpringrove,welcominghimbyameremotionofthelip,hereyesaverted——ahabitwhichhadengendereditselfinhersincethebeginningofherillnessanddefamation。Owenopenedthedoorandwentout——leavingtheloversalone。ItwasthefirsttimetheyhadmetsincethememorablenightatSouthampton。

\'Iwillgetalight,\'shesaid,withalittleembarrassment。

\'No——don\'t,please,Cytherea,\'saidEdwardsoftly,\'Comeandsitdownwithme。\'

\'Oyes。IoughttohaveaskedYOUto,\'shereturnedtimidly。

\'Everybodysitsinthechimney-cornerinthisparish。Yousitonthatside。I\'llsithere。\'

Tworecesses——oneontheright,oneonthelefthand——werecutintheinsideofthefireplace,andheretheysatdownfacingeachother,onbenchesfittedtotherecesses,thefireglowingonthehearthbetweentheirfeet。Itsruddylightshoneontheunderslopesoftheirfaces,andspreadoutovertheflooroftheroomwiththelowhorizontalityofthesettingsun,givingtoeverygrainofsandandtumourinthepavingalongshadowtowardsthedoor。

Edwardlookedathispalelovethroughthethinazuretwinesofsmokethatwentuplikeringletsbetweenthem,andinvestedher,asseenthroughitsmedium,withtheshadowyappearanceofaphantom。

Nothingissopotentforcoaxingbackthelosteyesofawomanasadiscreetsilenceinthemanwhohassolostthem——andthusthepatientEdwardcoaxedhers。Afterlingeringonthehearthforhalfaminute,waitinginvainforanotherwordfromhim,theywereliftedintohisface。

Hewasreadyprimedtoreceivethem。\'Cytherea,willyoumarryme?\'

hesaid。

Hecouldnotwaitinhisoriginalpositiontilltheanswercame。

Steppingacrossthefrontofthefiretoherownsideofthechimneycorner,hereclinedatherfeet,andsearchedforherhand。Shecontinuedinsilenceawhile。

\'Edward,Icanneverbeanybody\'swife,\'shethensaidsadly,andwithfirmness。

\'Thinkofitineverylight,\'hepleaded;\'thelightoflove,first。

Then,whenyouhavedonethat,seehowwiseastepitwouldbe。I

canonlyofferyoupovertyasyet,butIwant——Idosolongtosecureyoufromtheintrusionofthatunpleasantpast,whichwilloftenandalwaysbethrustbeforeyouaslongasyoulivetheshrinkingsolitarylifeyoudonow——alifewhichpuritychooses,itmaybe;buttotheoutsideworlditappearsliketheenforcedlonelinessofneglectandscorn——andtonguesarebusyinventingareasonforitwhichdoesnotexist。\'

\'Iknowallaboutit,\'shesaidhastily;\'andthosearethegroundsofmyrefusal。YouandOwenknowthewholetruth——thetwoIlovebestonearth——andIamcontent。Butthescandalwillbecontinuallyrepeated,andIcannevergiveanyonetheopportunityofsayingtoyou——that——yourwife……\'Sheutterlybrokedownandwept。

\'Don\'t,myowndarling!\'heentreated。\'Don\'t,Cytherea!\'

\'Pleasetoleaveme——wewillbefriends,Edward——butdon\'tpressme——

mymindismadeup——Icannot——Iwillnotmarryyouoranymanunderthepresentambiguouscircumstances——neverwillI——Ihavesaidit:

never!\'

Theywerebothsilent。Helistlesslyregardedtheilluminatedblacknessoverhead,wherelongflakesofsootfloatedfromthesidesandbarsofthechimney-throatliketatteredbannersinancientaisles;whilstthroughthesquareopeninginthemidstoneortwobrightstarslookeddownuponthemfromthegreyMarchsky。Thesightseemedtocheerhim。

\'Atanyrateyouwillloveme?\'hemurmuredtoher。

\'Yes——always——foreverandforever!\'

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